
DESIRE PROGRAM
Four,
Honestly, I really don’t want to come to this place, but I don’t know why, I always feel the need to get first-hand information from Chen Yizhi, after all, I am doing research ah! After all, I am doing research! I don’t need to be angry with someone like him.
“I told you long ago that you would definitely come back for me.” Chen Yizhi’s smile had victory written all over it.
I had known for a long time that this guy would say that, so I was mentally prepared, and I didn’t really want to go toe-to-toe with him on such a trivial matter.
“Let’s not waste time.” I got right to the point: “Do you think you’re still in a virtual reality?”
“Maybe!” Chen Yizhi smiled and said, “Are you going to discuss existentialism with me?”
“Of course not.” I said, “It’s just that I want to know what it’s like to have sex in a T-2000.”
“Not bad.” Chen Yi Zhi changed his position and spoke: “You will find that this set of soft body is sufficient to solve the needs of human sexuality. Most importantly, this software provides a clean mode of sexual intercourse that is not illegal.”
“Can you be more specific?” I got curious, leaning forward involuntarily.
“Ha, ha.” Chen Yizhi suddenly laughed out loud: “Why?”
“What do you mean?” I was a little confused: “What do you mean why?”
“This is just a study, why do you have to get all the details so clear?” Chen Yizhi’s words clearly carried a sting in them.
“Of course research has to get all the details right!”
“Is that what it looks like!” His expression was as skeptical as it could be, and that really made me uncomfortable.
“Just tell me what you’re going to say,” I said, thinking I’d had enough of this guy! “Don’t think you’re so smart over there.” I tried to keep my emotions down.
“Sorry.” Chen Yizhi was probably shocked by my reaction: “I don’t mean to show off my intelligence, I just think that you are different from others. The researchers I’ve met in the past, like you, always put research first, regardless of other people and their own feelings; but you’re different, from the moment I saw you, I felt that you were different from them.”
“Oh!” I was really tired of this conversation: “Where am I different?”
“You’re very human!” He said, an argument I wouldn’t disagree with at all.
“You don’t do research to discover some great theory, but just for yourself.” He said.
“Please explain yourself.” I said.
“I think you’re looking for a kind of redemption!”
“A kind of redemption?” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“I was thinking that someone like you must have developed a preexisting aversion to sex as a child, as in Freud’s theory that a person’s personality is determined at an early age.” He paused, as if expecting me to say something. But this time I didn’t answer, and listened quietly to what he had to say.
“But you want to learn about sex, but your experience or your consciousness tells you no! You can’t get interested in this stuff, so you figure out a compromise, which is to be a scholar about sex. As for why you chose to become a psychologist of sex offenses, it’s probably the same experience you had as a child!”
“Where did you see that? I mean, why did you make that judgment?” I asked.
“From the look on your face when you asked me!” Chen Yi Zhi said with a smile, “There has never been a sexual criminal psychologist who would maintain a high interest in sex all the time. You may not believe it, but I think you are particularly interested in this kind of story, especially just now when you were asking me about what it felt like to have sex in the T-2000, your expression was almost like a teenager who is just interested in sex.”
I don’t know what I’m going to say! I wanted to shout out and rebuke him for his nonsense, but what he said, I had always suspected myself. From contact, no! I’ve always felt that my attitude has been ambiguous when it comes to sex. But is it really like what this guy Chen Yizhi said, what I have repeatedly pursued is nothing more than finding my own way out.
“The way of making love in virtual reality is actually like taking drugs.” Chen Yi Zhi broke my thinking: “I think the original form of it is probably like the Dream of the Red Chamber of Wind and Moon, knowing that this thing carries some dangers, but have been unable to extricate themselves.” Why did he have to answer my question at this time?
“I don’t think you should come up with any conclusions about your analysis just now. Like you, I used to have a feeling of hostility towards sex! Because I would always be interested in all kinds of girls, of course, if they were good looking, I would fantasize about them! I would fantasize about them, even seeing them naked sometimes. Of course I was ashamed of my attitude, at a young age, thinking about women’s asses, thinking that hugging a woman would probably be an enjoyable thing to do.” Please here he laughed and I did the same. It’s good to know that men don’t feel alone in this regard.
“But this is the kind of thing that the more you repress it, the more obvious it becomes that it wants to come rushing out. You know what? When I was in middle school, I jerked off almost every day! But every time I masturbated, there was always an unpleasant feeling of guilt, and I thought I would go to hell one day. And, not only do I hate myself for doing that, I think seeing those horny boys also upsets me.”
“Standard defense function, which is the result of a host-guest conflict.” I add immediately.
“That’s right!” He nodded: “I read the book later and realized that this is not the way to go.”
“But you’re not that bad looking! There should be girls who like you, no?” I said.
“That’s true, but I’m boring and timid.” Here he laughed again: “In high school, there were a couple of schoolgirls who had already asked me to fuck them, but I still didn’t dare to, it’s funny, isn’t it? I thought I probably had a very low self-esteem! Later I felt I was already abusing myself, after asking for help, I decided to give myself a space to indulge.”
“You bought this soft set?”
“That came later.” He said, “I just tried to think about it differently, what kind of symbol does sex represent? I asked myself and others if sex is a sin.”
“Where’s the answer?” I asked.
Chen Yizhi shrugged his shoulders : “No, there’s no answer, but according to my personality, there’s no way I’d go and find a bunch of women to try it on! If I would have done so, I would have done so long ago.”
“So you bought the T-2000!”
Chen Yizhi nodded his head : “But I didn’t expect this behavior to get me into so much trouble.”
“You mean this thing about being accused of rape and murder?”
“Is this not enough?” Chen Yizhi’s tone became a bit agitated: “I really didn’t kill Yi Qingyu, I dare to swear to the heavens.”
“But it’s really hard not to think so with the descriptions of sex in your diary, and I’ve asked the prosecutor who charged you, and he said that the semen that was left in Yee Ching Yu’s body was indeed yours.” I told what I knew.
Chen Yizhi’s expression was as if he had received a smack, and he lowered his head without speaking.
“Can you still say you’re innocent like this?” I said, but in my heart there wasn’t any bit of victory, I only felt pity, pity for Chen Yizhi.
“I’m really innocent, I don’t know why my semen was left at the scene; but I really didn’t go and rape Yi Qingyu.” Chen Yizhi still emphasized his innocence.
“But there was your cum left at the scene!”
“Do you think I would be stupid enough to leave such evidence? If I really did it, and I killed all the people, then why wouldn’t I do it cleaner? Wouldn’t I have disposed of my semen? If the prosecutor told you everything, you should know that they found clues from the condoms left at the scene, I would be stupid enough to leave such important evidence at the scene so that people can come and arrest me!”
“But how are you going to explain the appearance of this evidence?” I think Chen Yizhi has watched too much TV and would actually use the TV episodes in his defense.
“I told you, I don’t know!” Chen Yizhi desperately shook his head, I don’t want to push him any further, I am not a judge anyway, and I am also afraid that if he gets excited, he will do anything.
“Let’s not talk about this, even if I believe you, it’s useless, I’m not a judge.” I tried to change the topic, but Chen Yizhi didn’t respond at all.
The next few questions Chen Yizhi didn’t answer at all, he just kept his head down as if he was protesting something, and as if he had given up something.
“I guess I’ll just come back another time.” I got up to leave and he still didn’t look up.
On the way back to the research institute, I was thinking about what Chen Yizhi said today, in fact, with his intelligence, it is true that he should not have left any evidence against him at the scene, but the evidence was overwhelming, and he was unable to explain why his semen appeared at the scene. However, is it possible that the murderer is someone else, and this murderer can take advantage of a certain opportunity to obtain Chen Yi Zhi’s semen?
I immediately thought of a sperm bank, but that’s unlikely! No one, including the bank itself, has the right to take out another person’s semen unless the person himself is the one who collects the semen! And I haven’t heard of any robberies at sperm banks.
The more I thought about it, the more my head got bigger and bigger, and I really couldn’t think of any place that could prove that Chen Yi Zhi was innocent. However, judging from Chen Yi Zhi’s expression just now, he really seemed to be innocent. If he was really innocent, wouldn’t he be too pitiful? Thinking about this, I decided to go and meet the police officer who arrested him.
As soon as they returned to the Institute, all of them came rushing in.
“Taninari, there’s a fire in your research room.” Those words almost didn’t make me faint as I immediately rushed to my research room, only to see several firefighters and work-study students coming in and out of my room. From this angle, all I could see was the entire front door of my research room burned down, the walls along the vicinity of the front door turned pitch black, and a charred odor wandered down the hallway.
I walked into my research room almost in a trance-like state of mind, and Kobayashi, H, and Director Yang were there.
“Tanaka, we’re very sorry that this happened…” H said to me as soon as he came into the room.
“Is the information in there okay!” I was more worried about the information I had stored in the research room.
“We don’t know yet, Hairy, but there’s a good chance it’s all ruined.”
Kobayashi said, I almost didn’t pass out when I heard that.
“What about Chen Yizhi’s diary! All my research…” I was almost falling apart.
“Calm down, Xiao Mao, the research in your computer is still archived in the central server, so it doesn’t matter much yet. But some of the documentation may have been burned, and if Chen Yizhi’s diary you put in the research lab then you better be prepared.” Although Kobayashi didn’t say anything definite, I seemed to understand something from his tone.
I froze there, alas! This fire came at the right time, my years of hard work was so destroyed, especially Chen Yizhi’s diary, from any point of view it is a very important text, this fire made my loss is too big, I think I have to find a place to lean on.
“It’s hard for everyone when it happens.” Director Yang also spoke up: “I don’t want to see this kind of thing happen either, so take a good rest! I think it’s better, Gu Cheng, I’ll give you three days off, let you relax, what do you think?”
“Thank you, Director.” Although Director Yang usually treats people a bit harshly, he was quite lenient with me today.
“That’s it, then, all right! Everyone shouldn’t gather here either, hurry up and get back to work!” Director Yang said as he brought everyone back to their respective work stations, and now only Xiao Lin remained.
“Weasels paying homage to chickens, no good intentions.” Xiao Lin watched Director Yang walk away and spat out his tongue.
“Why do you have to say that!” I said as I lifted up a burnt corner of paper. Alas! All this was my effort and now it’s gone up in flames.
“In fact, your loss is considered small, many of the files are already stored in the central server, and the rest is considered your bad luck! It’s just that you were a little slow to save them in the central server.” Kobayashi patted me on the shoulder: “Don’t worry about it too much.”
“What really hurts me is the diary of Chen Yizhi, you know it’s my latest case and I’m very involved.” I smiled brightly, “But today there’s nothing.”
“I can’t say that I can relate to your feelings or anything of the sort, because my research lab is fine and I haven’t touched anything like this before. All I can say is, old man! Don’t be like that, it’s already happened, and it won’t help if you’re just as remorseful as you can be.” Kobayashi’s remark was pretty good, and I smiled.
“Just go on vacation with that smile on your face! You do need a few days off too.” Kobayashi said and I nodded. Ah! I haven’t had a long vacation in a while either.
It was so hard to have a rare vacation, I decided to put everything in Taipei. By myself! I haven’t been here for a long time. I used to come here almost every year when I was still in school, but I haven’t been here for a long time since I entered the research center.
Sitting alone on the beach, I thought about the recent events, I do not know why, always think of Chen Yizhi’s words: “I think you are looking for a kind of redemption!”
Thinking about some of the questions he asked me the other day, I’ve always felt that I have a healthy view of sex, and I think the biggest difference between man and beast is in the control of sex. I am convinced that this is the driving force behind the evolution of the entire human civilization. Today, however, my system of thought is being challenged as never before, and I find that my ability to explain my thinking activities after abstinence is not possible, and I seem to think that sex is equal to sin. But if this is true, then why do people other than me sin every day and yet live happily ever after? If sex is really a sin, then why do we human beings always enjoy it? What kind of symbol does sex represent?
The answer is a volleyball! A volleyball had knocked all my thoughts out of my head. I stared in bewilderment at the volleyball that hit me in the head.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.” It was a girl’s voice, a very sweet voice. I quickly looked up to find out what was going on, but this look called me a big disappointment, the girl was not really good looking, alas! This is the real life right!
“You’re okay!” She asked.
“Nothing!” I said, it’s just being hit by a ball, and it really doesn’t hurt.
“I looked as if you didn’t react at all when you were hit, I thought something was wrong with you!” She said. Seeing that she was still having fun talking, I decided to tease her.
“I think I might need to get checked out, though, because I have a bit of a headache.” I said that on purpose.
“Really!” The girl couldn’t help but exclaim, her expression full of guilt and fear: “What should we do? Do you need a ride to the doctor, we have a car…” As she said this, her friends had gathered around. It seemed like I had made a bad joke, and I regretted it.
“It’s not that bad! I think I’ll be fine after a while.” I said quickly, hoping I could get away with it.
“How can it be? How can our Hongren Society do such a thing? Don’t worry about this gentleman, we’ll take care of it to the end.” The boy beside the girl said in a very exaggerated way, looking at him like this reminds me of my schooling days.
“What school are you guys from!” I was a little curious.
“We’re both from the Chinese Language Institute at the University of T.” Almost in unison. I smiled at the words, University of T Institute of Chinese Studies, sounds like something like that!
Hey! The University of T’s Central Research Institute! Isn’t that the institute where Chen Yizhi reads? That piqued my interest.
“You are all from the T University’s Central Research Institute, do you recognize Chen Yizhi then!” As soon as I said that, I regretted it, the group of people who were originally full of smiles suddenly turned into extremely serious expressions, as if I had said something wrong, and then without saying a word, they left my surroundings. I was really puzzled because their reaction was really out of my expectation.
But looking back, it was no wonder they reacted this way. Their own senior had done such a thing, so I’m sure they must have felt it was a shame!
“Chen Yizhi is indeed my senior who graduated from the Central Research Institute.” The original girl said.
“You mustn’t blame them, because it’s not very honorable after all.” She added.
I nodded my head : “Of course I can understand how they feel, if it was me I might have reacted even more violently! I don’t blame them at all.” I said.
“That’s good!” The girl had a relieved look on her face.
“By the way, why would you want to inquire about Senior Chen Yizhi?” She asked.
So I told her the whole story.
“That’s right! So it is.” Li-Jin said, her name is still full of goodness.
“What a way for him to keep thinking he’s innocent! What a daredevil.
All of us feel bad for Jade, she was always a nice girl.” She said.
“Then Yi Qingyu has a good reputation in the class Luo!” I asked.
“Of course! She’s the talented girl in our class! Good looking and good looking, really enviable.” Li-Jin’s expression was full of infinite fascination when she said this.
“Oh, there’s probably no man worthy of a woman like that!”
“She heard that she has a boyfriend look, a while ago to meet, seems to be their club organized a speech activity when they met, I heard it is a lecturer Oh!”
She spoke with excitement, the kind of gossip everyone loves to hear.
“What a club!” I asked.
“I think it’s called the Human Psychology Research Club! It’s a very small club.”
“I guess Chen Yizhi is probably part of the club too!” I said.
“That’s for sure Lo! This club was only founded because of his charisma. Chen Yizhi has always had a great interest in psychology, and he’s the president of this club yet! But it didn’t occur to me that he would do something like this.”
“So Yi Qingyu has a boyfriend!” I mumbled.
“That’s just what I’ve heard! Ah! I think of it, that teacher seems to be a researcher at a research center, like… I really can’t remember, I only remember his last name is Lin.” I couldn’t bear to see her thinking so hard. And to be honest, I didn’t think this was very useful information.
After Li-Zhen left, I stayed alone on the beach to look at the stars, I don’t know why I felt strange, as if something was about to happen. But under the starry sky, I couldn’t see any sign at all.
After returning to Taipei, I immediately went to the research center to report for duty. I hadn’t been back for three days, and I didn’t know what had become of the place. That’s right! I don’t know if my research center has been repaired, I really want to see what will become of it.
As soon as I walked into the hall, I greeted everyone enthusiastically. But everyone seemed to be a little embarrassed when they responded. I thought it was a little strange, but on second thought, I hadn’t seen you all for three days, and I rarely took vacations in the past, especially such a long one, so maybe you all felt a little rusty!
However, I realized that the atmosphere was getting weirder and weirder, how everyone became unnatural when they saw me, and I felt more and more strange, even if I had been away for three days, I didn’t have to become so outgoing!
Walking to my own research room, I realized that the cell that was outside the door was gone, and by gone, I mean the assistant’s desk that was outside the door and everything else was gone, as if they never existed here. I was feeling strange when the cell came out from the corner of the corridor, I quickly called out to her.
“Cell! What’s going on here?” I think I clearly need someone else’s explanation right now.
The look on her face when she saw me was the same as the others, no, I should say it was more exaggerated! I should say it’s more exaggerated, as if she was reluctant to face me, she stammered when she spoke: “Brother Chen, you’re back!”
“Eh! I just got here.” I laughed a little, “Can you tell me what’s going on? Why is your desk missing?”
“Because I don’t need it anymore!” Cell replied, she probably saw my reaction and hurriedly added : “Yesterday Director Yang transferred me to the Research and Enterprise Office, I’m now H’s assistant.”
“Not bad!” I laughed: “This way, you’ll hopefully become a full-fledged researcher. Do your best!” I patted the neighborhood on the shoulder.
“Brother Chen!” Cell looked strange, as if he wanted to say something, but couldn’t.
“What’s wrong? Something to tell me?”
“No.” She shook her head in a hurry: “No.” I patted her head and was about to turn around when the neighborhood called out to me again.
“You must have something, just say it! Don’t stammer.” I said.
“Brother Chen, you’ll have to know about this sooner or later, but I really don’t know what to say.” Cell’s eyes had risen to tears.
“If you have anything to say, just say it! Don’t cry! Did Ah Ho bully you.” I started to get anxious.
“No.” Cell shook his head : “It’s not about me, it’s about you.”
“What about me?” I exclaimed, “What about me?”
“You’ve been demoted!”
I can’t believe what I’m hearing right now. I’ve been demoted!
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“Director Yang has demoted you to researcher because the last time the research room caught fire, after the police identification, it was found that it was caused by Big Brother’s overloading of the system due to your computer not being switched off, the director thinks that you should be held responsible.”
“How can this be!” I shouted, “Cell, are you sure?”
“There’s nothing wrong with what the neighborhood says!” I turned my head it turned out to be Kobayashi.
“Hairy, what the cell said is true.” Xiao Lin’s voice was lowered, but it was incomparably clear, I didn’t expect this kind of thing to happen to me. It turned out that the price of a three-day vacation was this, it was as if I had fallen from heaven to hell. No wonder everyone’s expression was a bit strange when they saw me just now, it turns out that I’ve already been knocked out cold, everyone is afraid of being implicated by me, right? I’ve been looked down upon by everyone, and I’m still a force to greet people, ha!
I’m ridiculous.
“Xiao Mao.” Kobayashi caught my shoulder: “I know you must be in a very bad mood right now, and so are we, we all felt bad for you when we heard the news, but things have turned out this way, and you have to accept this fact.”
I didn’t say anything, I didn’t have the strength to speak anymore, and even if I did, I didn’t know what to say.
“Hairy, don’t be like this.” Kobayashi said, “It’s better this way, you can sit in my office for a while, have a cup of coffee to calm your mind, and we’ll talk about the situation.”
That was full of good advice, so I nodded. “Then go back to your business in the neighborhood! I’ll just leave this place to me.” Kobayashi gestured for Cell to go back.
I saw the neighborhood nodding, but it was as if she had something she wanted to tell me as she left. However, I don’t have the strength to pay attention to anything right now!
After arriving at Kobayashi’s room, I sat on the couch like a deflated ball, paralyzed in a daze, probably the biggest low I had ever faced in my life.
“I told you there was something wrong with Yang.” Kobayashi handed over a cup of coffee: “I told you so!
He’d be so kind as to give you a three-day vacation!”
“System overload was originally a problem in our center! Shutting down or not shutting down, it’s just a crime!” Kobayashi said.
“What do you mean by that?” I asked.
“I mean the director has been looking at you for a long time, he has been planning to draw and replace the senior cadres of the research center with his own people, how do you think the old horse left, it wasn’t forced by him, or else with the old horse’s personality he must have done it until he retired.”
After Xiao Lin said that, I remembered what Old Ma used to say, “Doing research is a lifelong endeavor”.
“Now it’s Yang’s character who took his place.” Kobayashi shook his head: “Old Ma must be very upset.”
“What does this have to do with me?” I just can’t believe this kind of thing.
“Xiao Mao!” Kobayashi sighed: “Do you really not understand or are you just pretending to be stupid? Your status is Chief Assistant, which can be said to be a senior researcher, you’re already a candidate for senior administrative cadre, and your reputation in the center is enough, everyone thinks that your future must be unlimited.”
Hearing such appreciation at this time of the year, I have such mixed feelings in my heart that I don’t know whether I should be sad or happy.
“You don’t have to feel embarrassed, you’re already working hard, your seriousness is obvious to everyone. But the problem with this is that you’re so serious that you won’t even think about the so-called office culture.”
“Because this is not an office! This is an academic unit, and all I have to do is research! What’s wrong with that?” I wondered.
“You’re not wrong! But that’s the way society is! People are selfish, in general organizations; academic institutions too. We don’t just live in research papers! We’re living in the reality of Du Hui! Xiao Mao, you’re too naive.”
“Even if that’s the case, there’s no need for the director to pull me down!” I couldn’t understand what Kobayashi was saying more and more.
“How can there be no, like you, it is likely to become an obstacle, because you only know research only, to promote you to senior cadres, then, for fear that you are deeply involved in the world, it will spoil his plans, do not promote you up, but also for fear that you have a grudge. So simply replaced you, I think the surname Yang will definitely try to make you walk next, just wait and watch.” Xiao Lin said with certainty.
After listening to Xiao Lin’s analysis, I couldn’t help but be enraged. What the hell does Yang think of the research center, this is an academic unit not a springboard for his personal ambitions! Damn him.
“Huh! Will you be alright then?” I suddenly thought of Kobayashi’s situation, this guy is a standard inverted Yang faction.
“Me?” Kobayashi laughed: “You’re thinking about my situation when you can’t even protect yourself! Don’t worry, like me, who only knows how to make love, the director will not take me into consideration.”
“I’m relieved then! I think I need to talk to the director now.” I was ready to get up and say goodbye.
“You’re not going to quit, are you!” Kobayashi’s expression seemed nervous.
“That depends on how well I talk to him! I shouldn’t be so impulsive, though, with jobs being so hard to find these days! Right?” I said with a smile.
“That’s good.” Kobayashi said.
I shook my hand and walked out of his research room. On the way to the director’s office, I repeatedly thought about what Kobayashi had just said, casting a thought that in the beginning, I was just sick of going to work in the complicated and sinister big enterprises, so I wanted to single-mindedly move towards the path of academics, and it didn’t occur to me that it was the same here as well! It is really frustrating, it seems that where there are people, there are power struggles, there are hooks and corners.
It took less than a few minutes to talk to the director and he came out with his usual smiling face, which made it hard for people to get angry. His reaction was very different from what I expected, I thought he would be yelling at me, like I was the boss, but I didn’t expect him to look so sad, as if he was the one who was demoted and not me, and he kept apologizing to me, which made me embarrassed. After I walked out the door, I realized I had given in again. I think successful people probably have this skill! The kind of person who can easily follow through with their will while minimizing the damage of the backlash. I guess I just don’t have that skill, and I don’t think I will now and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to. Holding the key to the new research center in my hand, I felt a lot of emotions in my heart.
As soon as I opened the door to the room, I was really disappointed by what I saw; it was much smaller than my old study room, and much more spartan at the same time.
“What else do you want?” I asked myself, smiling bitterly. I sat down in my seat, and as soon as I turned on my computer, I realized that I had an E-Mail, and when I pressed the read button, I saw that it said: “The greatest betrayal often comes from the greatest trust!
neighborhood
It’s from the neighborhood! What does this letter mean? Why would she write me such a stupid letter?
I had so many questions after reading this letter that I contacted the neighborhood.
“I’ve been waiting to hear from you.” Cell splintered across the computer screen, which confused me even more.
“Why do you need to use E-mail to find me, you can use the communicator or just come to my office!”
“Because it’s inconvenient! Besides, I’m not your assistant anymore, and H has very strict requirements for her subordinates, including no unauthorized absence from work and using the communicator for personal matters. If she knew that, she would be very upset, and I still have a record of every number I dialed! So I had to e-mail her! It’s a lot different for you to contact me than it is for me to contact you.”
“Then you don’t have to write a letter like this! I don’t know what you’re writing.”
“You probably wouldn’t have come here to see me so soon if you hadn’t written that, would you?” What a curmudgeon, she said.
“You’ve read too many movies and novels! You’ve seen too many movies and novels! You think this is the X-Files?” I laughed: “Okay! What are you going to say now you can say it!”
“What I’m about to say may be hard for you to believe, but I feel I need to tell you.” Cell’s expression became serious.
“Could you not be so mysterious! You’re making me nervous.” I still think it’s funny.
“Brother Chen don’t laugh at me! I’m very serious.”
“Fine, please, please, please.” I stifle a laugh.
“Okay, here’s what happened. The day after your vacation, Director Yang called a special meeting, mainly to review the issue of responsibility for this fire in your research lab. Since I’m your assistant, I was in attendance. Director Yang thinks you should be responsible for this, so he wants to demote you. This opinion caused controversy in the meeting, with arguments for and against, and in the end Director Yang decided to settle the matter by voting. I was sitting behind Xiaolin, and I saw with my own eyes the red light on the button in favor on Xiaolin’s desk come on. Brother Chen, this you should know exactly what I mean.” Cell said.
“You mean Kobayashi betrayed me!” My heart jumped into my mouth after hearing what Cell said.
“I just think that Xiao Lin is not very reliable! At the meeting the day before yesterday, he didn’t say anything and I couldn’t figure out why he remained silent. He’s a close friend of yours, but he was so calm when you had problems? So…”
“Enough! I don’t want to hear any more!” I stopped the cell’s words.
“Brother Chan! I…”
“I’ve said enough!” I almost broke down: “Don’t say any more! I think I need to think now, too much has happened since I’ve been back.” I turned the screen off after I said that.
What a long day! I come back from vacation to find myself demoted and betrayed by my friends! I’m like Urashima Taro in a Japanese fairy tale!
Would Xiao Lin really betray me? I’ve been friends with him for five years! How could he do this to me! Is our friendship a lie? The words he just said to me were all coaxing me lo! Thinking about his look of sorrow for me just now, I’m really going to throw up!
But he really has no reason to do so! It wouldn’t do him any good to pull me down, and we’re such good friends, we’ve helped each other out so many times before. And Xiao Lin’s usual behavior is not like this! Could it be that the neighborhood lied to me! But why would she lie to me?
Ah! I’m really getting tired of all this.
“Tanaka, are you okay!” Suddenly such a phrase was thrown out within my thoughts, and I glanced up at the source of the voice only to realize that it was H.
“I already knocked but you didn’t answer and the door was open so I came in first, sorry!” H explained to me.
“It’s okay.” I waved my hand, “Have a seat! Don’t mention it. Can I get you something to drink?”
“No, thanks.” H sat down: “Actually, I’ve come to give you some bad news, although I know it’s probably not the right time, but…”
“But I’m going to find out sooner or later right? Hmph, I’ve heard that so many times today. It doesn’t matter, just tell me what you have! I’m used to hearing bad news today anyway.” I said stealing H’s words.
After hearing my words, H showed a very difficult look.
“I’m sorry.” I shook my head : “I apologize for my attitude, you know something happened to me today ah! So… please forgive me.” I think it was probably the way I just spoke that made H feel a little overwhelmed!
“It’s okay, I’d probably react more violently if I were you too, and I can only blame it on the fact that I came at a bad time.”
“Don’t say that.” I was a little embarrassed: “What kind of bad news are you bringing me?”
“Oh!” H paused for a moment: “The case of Chen Yi Zhi in your hand, the director has handed it over to me.”
“What did you say?” I stood up: “Is it just because my research lab is on fire?”
“Just calm down and hear me out.” H held up her hands to signal me to sit down. After I sat down, she continued, “I only found out about this yesterday, and I didn’t want to take over your research because I know you’ve put a lot of effort into this research. However, you also know that the director is a person who won’t change once he has made a resolution.”
“Why did you replace me?” I asked coldly.
“Because the director doesn’t trust you. And, lately, someone has been letting it slip that you can’t do this research.” H said, “And the Director would have…” she suddenly stopped talking.
“How would it have been?”
“He didn’t appreciate you in the first place.” H mumbled.
“Ha, ha.” I laughed out loud: “I’ve known that for a long time.”
“I came because I felt compelled to tell you where I stood because I didn’t want you to get mad at me.” H said.
“There’s nothing to be angry about.” I smiled and said, “That’s good! This case is quite troublesome, and it saves me a lot of headaches.”
“Gucheng, don’t look like this, it’s just a little setback, I’m sure the director will realize your talent one day.” The way H said those words was so sincere that I was a bit touched.
“You mustn’t let that discourage you, you know? It’s because of your work ethic that I’ve decided to work hard.”
“What do you mean?” I don’t understand what H is saying now.
“Nothing!” H stood up: “I was attracted to your seriousness as soon as I entered the center, and I hope you’ll keep your seriousness, because I’m very…”
“How are you?” I still didn’t understand what H meant, and the more she spoke afterward, the more she whispered, and I didn’t hear what she was saying at all.
But H had already left my room when I had to ask.
I didn’t go out after them because there were just too many question marks I had to deal with, and I felt so tired and worn out that I didn’t want to stay here anymore. In that case, I decided to leave now, as I don’t have much to do now anyway.
After making up my mind, I immediately walked out of the research center. In order to avoid bumping into other people, I even took the exit from the underground parking lot, thinking that I could dodge everyone, but I didn’t expect that I would run into H.
“Where do you want to go?” H, who was sitting in the TX-5, rolled down the window and asked me, “Do you want me to give you a ride?”
“Haha!” I was a bit embarrassed: “No… no need.”
“If I remember correctly, it’s still an hour before closing time oh!”
“I don’t have anything to do anyway! Besides, this place is boring me!” I said.
“It’s like this ah! How about this, I have a proposal, if you accompany me to dinner I won’t snitch on you, what do you think!” H’s smile was tinged with good-natured guile.
I opened the car door: “Looks like I don’t have any other choice, right?”
“That’s right!” H smiled brightly. Wow! That smile is so familiar! It’s as if I’ve seen it there before, and just for a moment, this warm feeling makes me forget for a moment about everything that’s happened today.
We stopped at a BBQ place in Freshwater. h kept patting himself on the back in the car and assuring us that the seafood at this BBQ place was very tasty and delicious.
Once seated and positioned, H ordered without looking at the menu, so it did seem like she came here often.
“What were you thinking about in the car just now, you looked like you were distracted all the time.” Facing H’s question, I looked a bit embarrassed: “Nothing, it’s just that I’ve been thinking about someone.”
“Really!” H seemed interested: “What kind of person is it? A man or a woman?”
“A woman!”
“Oh, you’re out with one woman and all you can think about is another! You’re really good at breaking women’s hearts.” H had an angry look on her face, but anyone could see that it was feigned. However, her look was quite pretty, giving her a bit of a girl-next-door feeling.
“Why don’t you say something? I’m not angry! Don’t be like this.” H tensed up when he saw me not talking instead.
“I didn’t do anything!” I quickly clarified: “I just think that everyone seems to have his different places, different sides. Just like you, when you were in the research center, you were so smart and tough that people were afraid of you; but today in this place, I found that you are actually quite cute.”
“Oh!” H smiled, a sweet smile that made my heart swell.
“You haven’t said anything about the girl!”
“Well, how to say!” He thought for a moment: “She is my college acquaintance classmate, we all call her Xiaoyu, she is the flower of our department! When you smile, there will be two small dimples, make people feel very sweet, just like you smile.”
H laughed: “You’re a good talker! Did this girl give you any unforgettable memories?”
“Why do you ask?”
“Because I’m curious!” H lifted the bangs on her forehead: “It shouldn’t just be the sweet smile that makes you such an absent-minded girl!”
I looked down and smiled bitterly: “I forgot you’re a doctor of psychology, yes! She did give me a hard memory to forget, perhaps you have guessed, she was my girlfriend.”
“And then what?”
“We broke up after three months of dating.” I smiled brightly, “That’s pretty short!”
“I know it’s… inappropriate to ask this question, but to satisfy my curiosity…”
“I’m the one who got dumped.” Seeing how she stammered through her words, I guessed she probably wanted to inter this.
“Brilliant!” She stuck up her thumb: “So have you guys gotten any further in touch! You know what I mean?”
This question wouldn’t surprise me at all if it was asked by Kobayashi, but by the woman in front of me, I think it’s a bit exaggerated!
“I don’t understand your question?” I tried to play dumb.
“Come on! You’re playing dumb over there.” H immediately recognized my trick: “I know this question is a bit difficult for you to talk about. But don’t get me wrong, I’m not the kind of person who likes to pry into people’s privacy. It’s just that a while ago, our center and the National Health Bureau jointly conducted a study on the sexual behavior of senior intellectuals. Because this study took a lot of my effort and spirit, there are still lingering after-effects. I now only run into a friend above the institute and ask him questions about sexuality.” She explained with a smile.
“How come I didn’t know we had this study going on, haven’t heard a thing about it.” I was surprised by H’s words.
“Because the study was done in secret. We don’t want the media to know about it to avoid trouble. And…” H paused, sizing me up carefully.
“I’m telling you, don’t tell anyone else oh! Is that okay?” She said.
“Yes!” I was supposed to hate hearing secrets, but I was so interested in the news that I agreed without thinking.
“The biggest reason for not letting anyone know is because in this study we have to collect semen from the respondents.” H said in a whisper.
“Why?” I don’t understand why the respondent’s semen should be taken.
“We did this study with a systematic sampling of men with graduate degrees across the country as the parent group. We said to these male respondents that we need to examine their semen and by doing so, we will know the association between sperms and that respondent.” H said.
“I don’t see how this is relevant, and if we’re going to talk about genes and behavior, we don’t need to go through all this trouble: doesn’t anyone question it?” I said.
“Of course we’ll have a set of words. And we, no! I should say they, they don’t care if there’s a connection! Because what we’re really doing is experimenting with artificial genetics. We had already found the eggs at the same time, of course lo! We also got a group of highly educated women to convince them to donate their eggs.”
“You guys aren’t going to do IVF, are you!”
“That’s right! We intend to produce a thousand eugenic children and follow up on them, but that could cause public pressure if the public knew about it.” She took a sip of water: “The Health Bureau will, of course, allocate us a huge budget for this.”
“So of course Director Young is in full support.”
“Exactly!” H shrugged : “He’s more realistic.”
“How many people from our center are participating in this study?” I inter.
“Let’s see. Uh… Director, me, Tak, Junkai, Songhao, Kobayashi…”
“Kobayashi was in this study?” It’s really hard for me to imagine.
“Yes!” H nodded. I really didn’t expect Kobayashi to go for this experiment, and what surprised me even more was that Kobayashi didn’t mention this at all. I’m such a close friend of his, and he didn’t even say anything to me, but instead a woman I don’t know very well told me the news. It seemed that what Cell had told me today had a high degree of credibility.
“When did this experiment start?” I asked.
“Probably last month!”
“Last month! I remember, the last time the Center selected a few people to go on a study tour to France…”
“That’s right!” H said : “That expedition was actually a front.”
“I don’t get it yet! If we’re talking about just breeding IVF babies, isn’t the sperm bank a place where sperm can be collected?”
“No way! If we do that, this matter will be exposed. The law states that if sperm stored in a sperm bank is to be removed, the depositor’s consent must be obtained, and the bank cannot remove it without authorization; and even if these banks were willing to do so, we wouldn’t consider it because it would require a sizable amount of cost, and we’d also get into trouble if we couldn’t reach an agreement.” H’s words were not unreasonable.
I see! I didn’t think that a research center would do such a shameful thing!
“You must be feeling the pain!” H sensed my thoughts.
“Eh.” I nodded my head∶”I didn’t expect our research center to do such a thing.”
“You won’t…” H’s words stopped in mid-sentence, and I probably knew what she was going to say.
“Don’t worry, I won’t betray you, I’ll hear and forget about this.” I said.
H nodded reassuringly after hearing that: “That’s right! You still haven’t answered whether you’ve had sex with your girlfriend?”
God: she’s persistent. I thought she had forgotten about it, but I did.
“No!” I replied, “No, really!”
“Wow! Really! Didn’t realize you were so innocent!” H’s tone was full of unpleasant incredulity, really! I had the feeling of being ridiculed.
I actually had a chance, I think the summer of my junior year at the beach! On that day, Xiaoyu and I rode our motorcycles along the Temjin Highway for a night trip, and when we arrived at Baishawan, it suddenly started to rain heavily. We drenched ourselves in the rain and managed to find a place to hide. It was an abandoned industrial building, and Xiaoyu and I hurriedly ducked in.
It was after 1:00 a.m., and all we could hear in the workhouse was the sound of cars on the Tangerine Highway and the waves lapping against the shore; everything was so silent and the atmosphere was so beautiful.
I hugged Xiaoyu tightly, and the feeling of hugging tightly carried through my body like an electric current.
As if a great will were swaying me, I gradually failed to control the wave, or rather an impulse, that flooded my heart. This impulse reached the fires of my desire, and the flames almost overwhelmed me. I found my body trembling, not with fear but with an overwhelming excitement.
My hand slipped inside Xiao Yu’s clothes. Xiao Yu shivered slightly and didn’t resist much. I simply turned Xiao Yu’s face around and kissed her hard.
With this kiss, the hormones in my body could no longer be controlled! I gradually pressed Xiaoyu down with the intertwining of my tongues, pinning her down on the cold floor, which Xiaoyu obviously didn’t find very comfortable.
“The floor is so hard and cold!”
“That’s right!” I said : “Then I’ll pad a piece of clothing.” I took off my jacket and put it underneath Xiaoyu’s body.
After Xiaoyu laid down flat, my lips once again pressed on her face and neck, and her breasts and her soft scent through her clothes.
I used my chin to open Xiaoyu’s blouse, inch by inch to pull it to her breasts, along her cleavage, my tongue wandered up and down, the two plump meatballs in the bra arching up, as if at any time to pop out of the feeling. I swallowed a mouthful of water, let my tongue roam around her breasts to its heart’s content, I just licked and licked and licked, there was always a feeling of being unsatisfied, I simply pulled her bra down, and played with her plump peaks to my heart’s content.
Xiaoyu’s body also twisted as I squeezed her breasts.
“Take it off, will you?” I couldn’t help my whiskers. Xiaoyu nodded, the wordless promise lifting my spirits. I quickly took off her blouse, my hands enjoying a warm sensation on her body, I love the feeling of this contact so much, as if all the emotions are dissolved in such a contact.
I pressed my body up, my heels bracing her legs. I wriggled myself extremely hard, letting all parts of my body enjoy the warmth of this.
My left hand gently moved to Xiao Yu’s pussy, through the jeans I tried my best to imagine the feeling of pussy wetness. Xiaoyu probably felt the wantonness of my left hand and her body squirmed even more violently than just now, but she didn’t resist in any way, so I boldly unzipped her zipper. As soon as I unzipped the line, her full pussy, which was tied tightly by her bottoms, popped out like a spring, forming a graceful arc.
I followed this arc, stroking gently, and Yu’s breathing grew cloudier. My hand moved along the edge of her panties, and I tried to ease the force of my fingers as much as I could, I wanted this light touch to hit deep into the marrow of her bones. As expected, Xiao Yu began to moan, and my fingers intensified their force while penetrating deeper into her panties.
I’d only just probed in when a sticky liquid wrapped around my fingers, and it looked like Drizzle was already soaking wet.
I proceeded to twist open the button on Xiao Yu’s jeans. But Xiaoyu, at that moment, straddled my waist with one foot and pressed a turn instead, pinning me down.
“I’m going to lick you.” Drizzle smiled at me and literally took off my top while I was at her mercy.
I only saw her bury her head on my chest, and I felt a Microsoft touch that kept swimming on my chest. When Xiaoyu’s tongue surrounded my nipple, I felt a tickling and tingling sensation, which made my whole body couldn’t help but shrink.
“Does it tickle?” Rain asked, looking up, and I shook my head.
“No, you’re making me feel good like this.” I said. Xiaoyu should be satisfied with my answer, she continued her movements while I continued to maintain my, and when she bit my nipple, a fierce pain stiffened my entire nerve, and every single one of my nerve lines began to contract. But after the pain, there was a comfort that I had never felt before.
My hands pulled back on Xiaoyu’s continued movements, I held her armpits and lifted her up with one hand. Xiao Yu lips at this moment resumed on my lips, and again turned over the sky and wildly kissed, I suddenly found that such tongue contact, with a kind of present-day soul dissipating pleasure. As if both souls are in this instant, melted into a ball.
I unloaded Xiaoyu’s jeans that had just been half removed, and by now Xiaoyu was completely naked. She pushed herself up, and my cock had swelled into a hard rod that pressed tightly against Xiaoyu’s pussy lips.
Xiaoyu’s expression seemed to say, “Come on: I’m ready.”
But just at that moment, I had a flinch and a feeling that I wanted to throw up. I rolled over and sat up with a frustrated look on my face.
“What’s wrong!” Xiao Yu was full of confusion. I don’t know either! I don’t know what I can say.
“Hey!” H’s voice pulled me out of my memories: “What’s wrong with you? If you really don’t want to answer, forget it, I just thought it was funny, just a topic of conversation.”
I laughed bitterly, actually wanting to talk to someone about my thoughts, or maybe a therapist about my pathology. I think H is definitely qualified enough, but she’s female. If I didn’t have no choice, I think I probably wouldn’t consider talking to H.
I changed the subject and H stopped pursuing it. Other than this topic, I am full of talk with H in other places.
Actually, H is a really nice girl, smart and generous, and makes people feel comfortable.
I had a good time with her. After the meal was over, we still couldn’t get enough of it, so we decided to go to a familiar pub on Fuxing South Road to continue our conversation.
“By the way, let me ask you something. Didn’t the center have a meeting a few days ago over where the responsibility for the last fire belongs?” I wanted to ask H to confirm whether the cell’s words were true or not, maybe in my heart I still hoped that the cell’s words were wrong, and that Kobayashi was still a friend who was on my side.
“The last meeting!” H thought for a moment, “There was this meeting! It’s the meeting where the director decided to demote you.”
“And was there any opposition to the Director’s proposal in the meeting?” I tried not to let H realize the original intent of my question.
“A lot of people!” H said: “That day everyone seemed to be divided into two factions, one thinks you should be responsible, the other thinks that this matter has nothing to do with you.”
So far H’s words don’t differ much from what the neighborhood has said.
“And is there anyone in particular who supports me?”
“It’s all pretty much the same! But the neighborhood does speak for you!”
When I heard H say that, I couldn’t help but warm to the sincerity of the neighborhood.
“What about Kobayashi? He should be about the same as the neighborhood, right?” I think I’m kinda full of condescension.
“Him! I didn’t pay attention to that, but as far as I remember, he didn’t say anything. But I don’t think that’s possible, he’s such a good friend of yours, I think he must have said something for you, maybe I didn’t pay attention at that time! Why are you asking?” H’s words brought my mood to the bottom, so I ignored the last question she asked.
“You want to know who was on your side in the meeting the day before yesterday; who was on the Director’s side don’t you?”
I laughed bitterly, “I’m just trying to distinguish who’s really my best friend!”
“But Tanaka, I don’t think it’s interesting! Because not everyone has the courage to insist on anything in that situation. Besides, everyone’s opinion would have been different. Maybe some people think that friendship is one thing and facts are another. Some people just think it’s time to deal with things as they are!” H said.
“I know.” I replied faintly.
“If, in fact, you really want to know. I have the minutes of that day’s meeting there, you can come and take a look.” H sounded helpless, probably because he couldn’t agree with me! I don’t want to discuss this topic anymore. She can’t understand it anyway.
We continued to talk about other topics, it was the first time I drank more than I usually do, and H was full on drinker, we had already gone through almost two dozen beers!
I don’t know if it’s the booze or if it’s just the way I see it in the first place, but I think H is really pretty.
I reached out and took H’s hand: “I think you’re full of beauty.” I spoke my mind frankly.
H hung his head after hearing that : “Why are you saying such things.”
I thought she was using a scolding tone, but it felt so good with a hint of sweetness.
“I’m telling the truth.” I don’t know where I got the nerve: “I think I like you a lot!”
H’s head hung lower, but I could vaguely see a hint of a smile in her downcast expression.
“I actually like you too, but we can’t be together.” The answer after H lifted his head was a real mixed blessing.
“Is it related to Director Yang?” I intuited that my concern lies with Yang Ji Hong because I heard a long time ago that she had some ambiguous and unknown relationship with Director Yang.
“I think you’ve known about this for a long time, haven’t you?”
“Are you really with him?” I don’t dare to phase double H really know what the rumors say, really is Yang Zhihong’s woman.
“That’s right!” H nodded: “I’ve been with the director since the institute.”
“So do you like him?”
“I did like him at first.” There was something mysterious in H’s words.
“What about now?”
H shook his head: “Don’t ask anymore, you can’t change anything if you know anyway, and there are some things that are better if you don’t know.” After H said that, he got up and left, and I stayed in my seat. I regretted my impulsiveness just now, how am I going to face people tomorrow after I said all this out loud!
Ugh! It’s so true.
Five,
The next morning, I was nervous as I walked into the research center. I don’t know if it was a trick of God, but as soon as I walked in the door, I saw H. I felt like my heart was going to stop, and I froze there, watching H. walk towards me.
“So early today!” H smiled, “Getting used to your new job!”
I did breathe a sigh of relief watching her act this way, and I immediately gave her a hearty smile.
“Don’t you want to see the minutes of that day’s meeting? You can read them on my side later.” H whispered as he walked over to me.
It seems I do get nervous too easily, H doesn’t take it seriously at all! As I walked to my office, I realized that my door had long been pushed open.
“Hairy! So late?” It turned out to be Xiao Lin, my originally still high mood immediately fell to the bottom.
“What for! What’s with the not-so-happy face?” Kobayashi was full of surprise. In fact, he really wasn’t wrong, I was indeed not very happy.
“You’re not still upset about yesterday’s incident, are you? Alas, when a man encounters a setback, he can just smile and forget about it, why should he take it to heart? Well, I’ve brought breakfast for you, eat up and see if your mood will improve.”
It’s so incredibly disgusting to see him talking to himself inside. I really wanted to tell him that I wasn’t upset about yesterday; I was upset about your behavior, and that it would be too easy for me to get in a better mood! Just as long as you stay away from me a little bit more.
Kobayashi probably sensed the displeased look on my face! He stood up a little embarrassed.
“What the hell is going on? All I’ve seen since you walked in the door is a shit face.”
I didn’t want to break up with him at this time: “Nothing!” I intentionally stretched a little bit: “I didn’t sleep very well yesterday, and I feel a little tired today!”
“Yeah?” Kobayashi doesn’t seem to be very satisfied with my answer: “Alright then! I’ll leave breakfast here and I’ll leave you alone.”
Kobayashi sounded visibly upset, and in my heart I felt this was weirdly bad, I couldn’t imagine that what was once such a good friend was now becoming so awkward.
After Kobayashi left, I was surprised to see that I’d started to lose my mind. Normally at this time of the day, I should be reading or writing a report, but I should be busy anyway! I shouldn’t be so bored that I can’t think straight. I sighed as I thought about the minutes of H’s meeting.
It’s good to go over to H! I thought lowly, and in the meantime, I probed her reaction to yesterday’s incident. Although it seemed like she was indifferent just now; there was always a feeling of uneasiness in my heart.
Walking to H’s office, I was suddenly scared, I stood in the doorway of her research room, but I didn’t have the courage to knock.
“Looking for me?” A voice came from behind me, H’s voice! I turned back in a hurry.
“You’re not here to borrow the restroom, are you!” H’s smiling face made me throw off my mind.
“No! I’m here for the minutes.”
“It seems like you really think it’s important.” H said as he opened the door to the room : “Come in and talk about it!”
After entering H’s research room, H opened her computer: “Here! All the proceedings of that day’s meeting are here, take your time to read it!”
I walked over to seat H and concentrated on the computer screen, which showed everyone looking like they were arguing, but I couldn’t hear the voices.
“Can I turn on the stereo?” I asked.
“That’s fine! But you’ll have to wait a while, because it’s only possible if you go into the centralized records management process.”
“It’s okay I’ll wait.” I shook my hand to show I didn’t mind. Because this was supposed to be the established process.
After a while, I heard the venue booming voice, one of the voices especially prominent, I stared at the screen and realized that it was the cell, see her so for me exciting speech, my heart is really full of touching.
After a while, I focused on Kobayashi, who did seem to be unvoiced on the screen, but he was so remote that I couldn’t make out his expression. So I put on my light finger cuffs and clicked on Kobayashi’s face. Xiao material’s figure was circled and framed and a set of function table appeared, I chose to zoom in 3X5 times, the computer screen quickly zoomed in on Xiao Lin’s face, I then realized that Xiao Lin’s face was so cold, even with a kind of killing intent, this kind of eyes that tried to destroy everything, I seemed to have seen it there.
However, I could not tell from the meeting whether his opinion on the matter was in favor of or against it, and I can only say that he just did not speak for me. It was at this moment that I suddenly felt that my originally hardened heart had softened. I realized that I was looking for an excuse for Xiao Lin, in fact, I had already found one, he was probably looking for an opportunity! Looking for a chance to speak up for me, it’s just that at that time he didn’t think it was the right time.
Although this incident is more or less some degree of influence on my friendship with him, but are so many years of friends, I do not want because of this misunderstanding of course if this incident is just a misunderstanding and damage my friendship with Xiaolin.
“What’s wrong? You look like you’re lost in thought!” H brought a cup of coffee.
“No!” I took her coffee: “Just remembered that Kobayashi and I have been friends for so many years.”
My breath was ghostly.
“Yes!” H is leaning on the table next to me and said, “That’s why it’s all the more important to cherish it!”
“I guess so!” I stretched: “I was just thinking maybe it’s not just a misunderstanding, maybe Kobayashi has his own ideas.”
“That’s how it is!” H slapped me on the head: “You just realized it now! It’s already more than ten hours late.”
I laughed: “Sorry, my qualifications suck.”
H suddenly hooked his entire body around my neck and leaned into me, a move that startled me.
“What’s the matter! Didn’t you say you liked me yesterday?” H’s voice was petulant.
“But ┅┅┅┅ didn’t you say…” I said hesitantly.
“That was yesterday!” H laughed: “I think we…” H suddenly stopped talking, as if she had thought of something, and she let go of her hands.
“What’s wrong?” I tensed up a little, would I ruin what had turned out to be such a nice atmosphere.
“Nothing.” H’s tone was light: “I just don’t think it’s fair to you.”
“I don’t know? I don’t know anything, how can I say what is fair or unfair?” I don’t understand what H means by this.
“Do you want me to be with you just parT Time? Or are we going to become the unseemly type? Doesn’t it really bother you that I’m with Yang Ji Hong?” H got a little agitated.
“Don’t get so worked up.” I tried to calm H down: “Let’s take it one question at a time.
First of all, I don’t mind your relationship with Yang Ji Hong, that’s your past, I won’t do anything at all about how you used to be. Then again, you said we’ll become unseemly! I’m telling you I won’t let that happen, since we’re together then we should be open and aboveboard, we’re not guilty, why should we sneak around.”
“You’re so naive!” H quickly interrupted me: “Yang Zhihong won’t agree to let me leave him;if I leave him, he will definitely use his full power to destroy us. As much as you don’t believe it, I’ve been around him for too long, I’ve seen countless examples, you don’t know his terror, and he definitely has the power.”
I don’t think I have anything to say because H is absolutely right. I forgot that my biggest rival, Yang Zhihong, who has power and influence, absolutely crushed me in terms of power, and I forgot that it was him I was challenging.
I suddenly felt so useless that I didn’t have any courage at all to face such a situation.
“But I still like you.” H hugged me: “We’ll just have to wait!”
“Wait!” I repeated H’s words, it seemed the only way.
Suddenly, there was a shout from outside the door, “H! Open up, it’s me, Tomohiro!”
It was him! I stood up in surprise and couldn’t help but feel nervous.
“I think it’s better if I leave now.” I was ready to head for the door.
“Wait, you can’t go that way!” H called out to me, her voice was lowered and it looked like she didn’t want me to be bumped into by Yang Ji Hong.
“Why?” I was a little angry because I felt like I was being underestimated.
“Yang Zhihong will get suspicious, so hide and I’ll explain it to you later.”
I had no choice but to obey H and hide in the steel cabinet behind her desk.
“Why did you open the door so late?” Yang Ji Hong complained as soon as he entered.
“No!” H responded, “I was just going to the restroom!”
I could see through the slits that H’s expression was filled with tension.
Yang Zhihong approached the side of the table. Oops! There was still my coffee on the table, and H had forgotten to put it away. I was afraid that Younger Hiroshi would be suspicious if he saw it, but judging by the way he was looking at it, he might have already realized it.
“Why are there two cups of coffee on the table? Did someone come by earlier?” Oops! He really found out.
“Just now… I asked the neighborhood to join me for a cup of coffee, you know! It’s kind of weird to have breakfast alone.” H was lying in a really bad way.
“Really?” Yang Ji Hong seemed to be full of belief in what H said.
“Right! What are you doing here looking for me!” H asked.
“What?” Yang Jihong’s tone was strange: “What do you think? It seems like it’s been a long time since we’ve had sex…”
I can imagine his face without looking! Must be like those perverts on TV, staring at women while drooling.
“Over here? Now? No good!” H’s tone was loaded with surprise.
“What does it matter?” Yang Ji Hong approached H: “It’s not the first time we’re here.” As he said that, his hand went to H’s chest, and H took a few steps back.
“I don’t want to right now, can we talk about it tonight?” H’s expression was a bit resigned.
“I want it now!” Yang Jihong hugged H: “I can’t wait for the evening, I have a meeting, don’t waste my time, and…” Yang Jihong laughed: “Every time you say no, but afterward you’re more satisfied than anyone else.”
H lowered her head and didn’t say anything. I think she must be very sad, I can’t imagine that ostensibly the director of the hallowed research center is using women as a tool for lust.
Yang Zhihong lowered his head to kiss H, H did not put up any obvious resistance, but she felt quite helpless about Yang Zhihong’s right hand on her thighs, she saw that she held Yang Zhihong’s hand tightly, as if she was afraid that he would do something else. And our director Yang’s left hand is not idle, we can see him on her back up and down, after a while it slipped to the inside of H’s shirt, H quickly pulled his hand; Yang Zhihong left hand can not be replaced by the right hand, he is very hard to move up, although H caught his hand, but it is not useful at all. Yang Ji Hong’s hand went into H’s narrow skirt, and from this side, it was obvious that he slipped in from the inside.
H’s body bent down, her hand wanted to stop Yang Zhihong but was a step too slow. Yang Zhihong had already lifted her skirt up, H’s beige panties were completely exposed, it should be considered a high-cut type, I couldn’t help but feel a tightening in my heart. Yang Zhihong carried H to the table, only to see H two pink legs in mid-air kicking.
It was the first time I had seen H’s full lower curves, and her thighs looked even better than I had imagined, bright and moving under the tight wrapping of her stockings, as if they glowed.
I noticed a tightening in my lower body! It was as if something was trying to break free, and it made me feel so sad.
However, what makes me feel even more sad is how I can react like this: the H in front of me is being bullied by an animal! I can’t believe I’m having such obscene thoughts.
The two men pulled violently on the table, and pressed H to give Yang Zhihong a slap, which was heard to be very strong and snapped! The whole room seemed to shake for it.
“I told you I don’t want it!” H jumped down after pulling her skirt back up.
“Shit!” Yang Zhihong’s eyes suddenly showed a fierce light: “You bitch!” He jumped forward and returned H’s slap. He took an arrow step forward and slapped H back, H was knocked to the wall, then Yang Zhihong followed up and ripped off her clothes, H tried to resist, but Yang Zhihong took a pair of handcuffs out of his pocket, and after a while of tugging and pulling, H was handcuffed by his hands to the foot of the table. He quickly removed H’s narrow skirt and pulled off H’s bra at the same time, H desperately shook her body and tried to make a last-ditch attempt to resist. But all her efforts came to an abrupt end when Yang Zhihong pulled out his penis and pushed it into her hole, H’s high breasts were allowed to be nibbled and kneaded at will by Yang Zhihong. Her spread thighs were tightly covered with Yang Ji Hong who was moving back and forth. I saw him dangling like a madman, moving in and out of H’s body again and again.
I couldn’t see H’s expression: but I was convinced that she was in pain, because the whole time she turned her head to the other side, as if to keep me from seeing it.
I felt so much pain! On the one hand, it was because H was being ravaged by that bastard Yang in front of my eyes; on the other hand, it was because I was getting a better feeling than ever before. I couldn’t help but put my hand inside my pants and started to masturbate, this was the first time I had ever done such a thing, or rather the first time I had ever done it in its entirety.
Rubbing back and forth felt good, and I kept imagining if this was what fucking H felt like, and waited until I ejaculated, which felt like reaching a kind of maximal fulfillment, like what physics calls reaching a tipping point, and the desire inside me awakened at this moment, and with the kind of full-body trembling that I felt when the semen solidly adhered to the iron, I felt a kind of liberation.
But waking up from this heavenly feeling was an agonizing task, because as soon as I looked up and opened my eyes, I saw the expression of this beast surnamed Yang, and I felt that I was just too damned. The feeling of loathing myself was also born when I thought that the expression I just had was most likely the same as Yang Zhihong. Looking at the white liquid on my hand, I took out a tissue to wipe it off with some disgust.
Yang Ji Hong was finally done. When he left, he spat disdainfully on H’s naked body. His mouth read: “Bitch, feel good! Shit, every time you have to be like this to feel it? Really fucking bitch.” After saying that, he left.
I waited for him to leave for a while before coming out of the metal closet.
“There’s another set of clothes in the cupboard up there, please bring them to me.” H said pointing behind me, her voice seeming rather calm.
I took out a clean suit for her like she said.H took it and headed for the restroom. Her expression was so calm, too calm to look like she had just been raped.
I’m having what can only be described as mixed emotions.
H went in for a long time and I could understand how much it hurt her to have something like that just happen, so I didn’t knock on the door to wake her up, but I couldn’t leave at that point either, and even though it was said that my presence might cause her embarrassment, I decided to stay.
I sat down in H’s seat, and I thought that since she had opened up the Central Records Management process before, it might be a good idea to get into our research center’s website. In fact, it’s not very good to use someone else’s account to enter the Internet, but since H is a senior executive, I may be able to enter the forbidden areas that I couldn’t touch before because of my privileges, but now I can go and find out what’s going on, and I wanted to try it that way a long time ago.
The first file I accessed was the study that H had mentioned last time, and I have always been highly curious about this file. The first thing I looked at was its sample size and sampling method, and the computer quickly listed all the parent groups.
Wow! I’m sure they’re all students at the institute.
U of T’s Center for Research and Development! I saw this place and suddenly had an idea. I opened up the interviewee list of the U of T’s C.R.C. Institute, and the computer immediately listed all the interviewees, and as I expected there was indeed Chen Yi Zhi. And in this file, Chen Yizhi had donated semen. So there are indeed other ways to get Chen’s semen without his knowledge and use it as a tool to frame him.
But who would do that? There are hundreds of people involved in this research! And this was just my speculation, to confirm it I would have to know if the semen being collected was missing Chen Yizhi’s share for the hypothesis to be valid. So my first step was to find out who was managing the semen.
I really don’t know if I should be sad or happy with this result! Because I found out that the person who managed the semen was actually Kobayashi. Now I’m faced with a choice, it’s not that I have to make amends to Kobayashi for this case or anything, I would have apologized to him for what I did this morning. It’s just that if I ask him to help me it might bring this research to light, which would ruin Kobayashi’s future. If I can prove Chen Yizhi’s innocence, it’s not a big deal, I can still use Kobayashi’s help to clear Chen Yizhi’s name as a reason for Kobayashi to atone for his crimes, and then blame the whole thing on Yang Zhihong. But what if I can’t! I can’t do that. But if I don’t get to the bottom of this, I’ll feel like I’ve wronged Chen Yizhi. Because up until now, it’s likely to be confirmed that what he said wasn’t a lie.
After a while I came up with an idea. If I connect to Kobayashi’s computer maybe I’ll get some clues, and it won’t be difficult for Kobayashi. I thought that with H’s identity I should be able to connect to Kobayashi’s computer in the research lab, so I started to connect to Kobayashi’s computer.
But I failed, and it turned out that everyone’s computer was protected. I leaned back in my seat a little discouraged. But that’s the way it should be, everyone’s right to privacy should have been respected in the first place. If a superior officer can arbitrarily intrude into a subordinate’s computer, then aren’t the rights of the individual compromised?
I laughed as I exited the net and went back to the original screen. h happened to come out of the restroom and I immediately got up to meet him.
“You’re still here?” H had a surprised look on her face. But her surprise couldn’t hide her thick nasal voice, it looked like she might have just cried so much that even her eyes were swollen from crying, and I was really sad to see this light.
H approached the desk and sat down, she opened the file: “I assume you’ve finished reading it! If there is nothing else I think you can leave.”
In the face of her indifference, I was able to understand it in my heart.
“I want to be here with you!”
“I’m not that fragile. It’s not the first time it’s happened, I’m used to it,” H said in a tone so light that it was hard to tell what she was feeling right now.
“But…” I was at a loss for words.
“Don’t say that.” H lowered his head: “You just saw what happened! You should realize how incompetent you and I are when it comes to power. But don’t get me wrong, I don’t blame you for not coming out to stop Yang Zhihong’s action, you were right not to come out, I was praying in my heart that you wouldn’t be too impulsive. I just realized something in the toilet. If we are together, it won’t change anything. We’re all just sacrifices to the powers that be, and there’s nothing we can do about it, so why make each other miserable?”
I didn’t say anything because H was absolutely right. I couldn’t say anything more now since I hadn’t stepped in to defend H just now, and I felt shameful just thinking about it.
“You don’t have to be like this.” H’s tone eased a bit: “It’s because of my health that Yang Zhihong moved me up to senior cadre. This is something I know very well, otherwise this seat should be yours.”
“Don’t think like that!” I was a bit overwhelmed by H’s such a confession.
“Actually, you’re sitting pretty on this one! You have abilities that I think everyone is absolutely sure of.” I said.
“You don’t have to lie to me, I know exactly what people think, don’t think I’m stupid. There are a lot of people who call me a whore behind my back, aren’t there? Even you look down on me.”
“I don’t look down on you:” I blurted out in defense: “I’ve always held your abilities in high regard.”
“Well! At least you don’t like me as a person right?”
That I just can’t deny, I used to be full of dislike for this guy.
“I can’t deny what you say, but that time was that time! I didn’t know you very well at that time, not to mention the fact that the position that should have belonged to me was taken away by you, so of course I would feel very angry! And it was an unknown woman, what’s even more exaggerated is that this woman was just an ordinary researcher who had just come in for three months. I was really furious at that time!”
“And what happened?” A smile appeared on H’s face.
“Later! In fact, I’ve always had mixed feelings about you, on the one hand, I prayed every day that you’d hurry up and make a mistake, but on the other hand, I hoped that you’d be able to help the center’s future. By now I admire you but I’m jealous at the same time! It’s complicated enough, isn’t it!”
“Then you must be in a lot of pain!”
“It’s okay! People, yon are still all living in contradiction.” I said, H laughed loudly after hearing that, and seeing her smile like that I couldn’t help but laugh too.
“Thank you!” H stopped laughing and said softly, “I feel much better! Thank you, really!”
“It’s nothing.” I was a little embarrassed by H’s thanks: “I just… you know! I don’t want to…” Oh, my God! I couldn’t speak.
“I know what you mean. Thank you.”
“Okay! I’m relieved to see that you’re okay, so I’ll be on my way.” I walked to the door of my room and H nodded at me with a smile on his face.
So I left H’s room. I started to think about how I could convince Kobayashi to do me a favor. But anyway, I wanted to go and see Chen Yizhi first, and tell him my idea in the meantime, he should be happy because after waiting for so long, someone finally believed what he said.
“I think I’ll start by stating one thing, and that is that I am a friend today, not a researcher.” I told Chen Yizhi my position as soon as I saw him.
“Oh!” He looked surprised: “So what do you want to talk to me about? ‘Friends’!”
“Eh!” I grunted diffidently, “Don’t take that tone with me, I mean it.”
“I wonder why?”
“Because I got transferred!” It was a little unnatural for me to say that because I didn’t want him to know about my demotion, so I looked for a word that would account for it.
“So this visit of yours has nothing to do with your research program at all Lo!”
Chen Yizhi’s eyes were wide open, his expression full of surprise.
“Not at all!” I said.
“Thank God! I’m finally free of all this damn research.”
“You shouldn’t be too happy too soon, because this research wasn’t discontinued because of my departure, but someone else took over this research.” I poured cold water on Chen Yizhi.
Chen Yizhi leaned back in his chair in disappointment: “Alas! I’m a dying man, can’t everyone just let me face death a little more quietly?”
“What!” I was a bit surprised: “When was the sentence handed down?”
“A couple days ago! Didn’t you read the newspaper?” Chen Yizhi’s voice was lazy. I remembered, I was in Kenting a few days ago and didn’t ask about the world! No wonder I didn’t know.
“I’ve come to tell you something, I’ve discovered how to prove your innocence!”
Chen Yizhi jumped up when he heard me say that: “What did you just say? You can prove that I am innocent! Really?”
“Don’t ask so many questions yet, just settle down and listen to me.”
Chen Yizhi immediately stopped talking, his eyes staring fiercely at me, so I told him what I had discovered.
“Are you saying that someone stole my semen out and used it to plant the evidence?” Chen Yizhi looked incredulous.
“I’m saying it’s possible!” I said, “But first I need to make sure that you’re not missing from the semen that Kobayashi manages.”
“I can’t imagine that the research that was talked about so nicely turned out to be a scam! What’s even more detestable is that I, who was being utilized, even harmed myself for it.” Chen Yizhi’s teeth clenched.
“That’s just my inference! As to whether or not it’s valid, it depends on whether or not there really is a missing portion of semen, so maybe you’re lying to me.” I said.
“Then I ask you to hurry up and check it out:” Chen Yizhi growled: “You’ll realize that I’m innocent.”
“I’ll look into it!” I said, “If you really aren’t a murderer, the law will naturally do you justice!”
I stood up and got ready to leave.
“Wait!” Chen Yizhi called out to me.
“Who is this Xiao Lin you just mentioned!” Chen Yizhi asked. This sudden question momentarily made me unable to react.
“Oh! Kobayashi ah! He’s from our research center! He’s my good friend.” After a while, I answered as if something suddenly occurred to me.
“Why do you ask?” I was a bit confused, is this question important? Why would Chen Yi Zhi suddenly ask me this?
“Because the title is so familiar! I used to run into a psychology teacher outside! We also called him Xiao Lin, his name was Lin Yu Xiang.” Chen Yizhi said.
“Lin Yuxiang!” How in heaven’s name could there be such a coincidence: “My friend’s name is Lin Yuxiang!”
“Is he a graduate of the Heart Research Institute of the University of A?” Chen Yizhi asked, and I hastily nodded.
“He’s working at the research center now?”
“Didn’t I tell you? He’s my friend! Of course he works with me!”
“Then the Lin Yu Xiang we know is the same person right!” Chen Yizhi smiled and said, “I didn’t expect to hear his name again in this situation.”
Wait a minute! When I was in Kenting, I heard Chen Yizhi’s schoolmate say that Yi Qingyu used to have a boyfriend named Lin, and the reason she knew him was because he used to take classes in their club, and now he’s a researcher… Could this person mean Xiao Lin?
“Let me ask you, did Lin Yu Xiang ever take a class in your club?” I asked.
“Yeah! He used to be the instructor of our club!” Chen Yizhi said, “If it wasn’t for that incident, he and I would still be good friends.”
“What was the event?” I asked. But Chen Yizhi looked as if he was reluctant to answer.
“Forget it! If you don’t want to talk about it, I won’t force you.” I paused for a moment: “I heard from your schoolmates that Yi Ching-yu had a boyfriend, and that the boyfriend was a researcher and was in…”
“Don’t say any more.” Chen Yizhi pounded his hand on the desktop, his expression full of anger: “You guessed right, Lin Yuxiang is Xiao Yu’s boyfriend.”
Xiao Lin’s relationship with men and women is getting more and more complicated! I didn’t realize he had such a relationship with Yi Qingyu. I think I need to review my previous understanding of Xiao Lin.
“Don’t be so angry.” I thought about how much he loved Yi Qingyu in the diary, and I thought that he must not be able to accept the fact that Yi Qingyu was snatched away by someone else.
“I’m sorry.” Chen Yizhi sounded like a deflated ball: “I didn’t scare you, did I!”
“I’m used to it anyway.” I said, and Chen Yizhi smiled at that.
“I think I’ll do everything I can to find out the truth, but that doesn’t mean I believe you.” I could see that he had calmed down and it was time to leave.
Chen Yizhi bowed toward me: “Thank you, no matter how it turns out, you are the first person to take my words to heart, thank you.”
His behavior reminded me of something. I pulled a pack of cigarettes from my pocket and threw them to my heel.
“I don’t know what brand of cigarettes you like to smoke, I bought a random kind, if you don’t like it it’s best, smoking is not good for your health, smoke less.”
Chen Yizhi grabbed the pack of cigarettes like a child, although he did not say anything else, but I know he is very grateful to me for this gesture.
After walking out of the parlor, I went straight to find Xiao Lin. On the way, I kept thinking why I would want to help Chen Yizhi. I wondered if it could be because like he said, he and I are both the same type of person, maybe from the very beginning of my contact with his diary, I didn’t think he was a very bad person! Although I have only talked to him a couple of times, and although he made me feel very angry during the process, I don’t think he would be the kind of criminal who would rape and kill.
This cognition is actually not able to stand the test of reasoning, but I trust my intuition. And the most important thing now is to prove that my perception is not wrong.
After arriving at the research center, I barged into Kobayashi’s research room like the wind.
“Kobayashi, are you free right now.” I directly opened the door to his room without even knocking. But this reckless action immediately made me feel regretful, I should have knocked first because the Kobayashi in front of me was busy having sex.
The light in front of me was a stripped naked woman, lying on Kobayashi’s desk, her legs hooked around Kobayashi’s waist, and Heartwood, who had only removed his suit pants, holding her, standing by the edge of the desk, where they had apparently stopped moving because of my unexpected visit.
His eyes were round, as if he couldn’t believe that someone could just barge in like that. I certainly felt embarrassed. I was about to exit when the woman had quickly gotten up. It was only then that I saw her face, and I almost fainted, wasn’t that Wenwen? The most well-behaved girl in the whole center! She’s also a classmate of mine at the institute! I didn’t realize that Kobayashi had gotten her into the sack. Wow, this is more than embarrassing.
Aside from the feeling of embarrassment, I also had a twinge of resentment because Wen had been the first object of my sexual fantasies.
At that time, Wenwen was recognized as the flower of the class, a very well-behaved girl. She was the kind of student who was never late for class and took neater and prettier notes than anyone else. To me she was an important object of my sexual fantasies.
Of course, I went through some struggles in making her the object of my sexual fantasies. After all, she was so pure, Wen Wen never made herself as slutty as the other girls in her class, she was just always clean. But I don’t know why, but I just have an impulse to strip her body of all her clothes and nibble on her normatively shackled torso. But as soon as I thought about it, I felt that I was too evil to have such lewd thoughts about such a goddess-like woman.
But the more I thought about it, the more my body reacted against me, and I felt my crotch begin to bulge, and my imagination exuded along with the hot semen.
I saw Wen Wen lying naked on the bed, removed of all her seals she looked incredibly moving, her entire body a slightly tanned health on the clean white sheets, her long hair, which had always draped over her pillow, scattered and radiated out towards the bed, pointing straight at my gaze. The slender waist held mouth-watering breasts, areolas flowing with a pink sheen, hidden in Wen’s encircling hands. Slender legs displayed the most primal and powerful curves of life on the bed, and just inside the roots of the interlocking legs bulged the woman’s most secret place, the oasis of manhood.
Like a tree uprooted by the wind, I collapsed helplessly onto Wen Wen’s body, all the pores in my skin opening up at once, gorging on the woman beneath me. I noticed that Wenwen’s expression on the bed was as demure as it had been in class, but as my movements intensified, her expression began to take on a distinctly different look, sometimes pleasurable, sometimes agonizing. But Wenwen kept her lips tightly closed in either expression, and that’s when I pushed even harder.
“Shout! Shout your joy out of your mouth!” The cry in my mind repeated itself with every movement I made.
Finally Wenwen started to moan in a low voice, which made me very proud, as if I had conquered something. My movements became more exaggerated, Wenwen’s expression became more rich, and of course her voice too, the whole scene was just like a Japanese AV movie.
Japanese AV movies! That was my first sexual fantasy, and I remember it very clearly.
That time was when Wenwen came to me to get my notes after watching a Japanese AV movie, but I managed to control the fire of lust in my heart, and I punished myself with a cold shower for a week afterward.
But this scene today was so surprising to me that my whole body stayed in the doorway until Kobayashi pushed me.
“What’s wrong with you? They’re gone!” Kobayashi slammed the door behind him, “You came at the right fucking time, I wasn’t even close to having an orgasm! You’re the one who pushed my orgasm away! Good for you.” Kobayashi gave me a thumbs up, his tone full of admiration. I rubbed the back of my head, not knowing what to say. I thought back to a few days ago when my neighbor had seen his dog being ridden by another dingo and had rushed forward to pull the dingo away. Hell, I feel like I’m that neighbor right now.
“I’m sorry! I didn’t realize you were busy right now.” I thought about it for half a day before delivering this sentence.
“What do you mean you’re sorry?” Xiao Lin said in an angry voice: “Do you know how troublesome it is to pick up Wen Wen: do you know how hard it is to get this kind of girl? Do you know how much fun it is to fuck her once she’s done? You’re like a fucking adulterer. Kicking down my door without knocking first! Give me back my orgasm! Shit I’ve only been in there a short time!”
Kobayashi grabbed me by the neck and kept shaking me from side to side.
“Give me a break! I really didn’t mean it!” I shouted for help. Kobayashi let go.
“But you’re in more trouble than I am!” He said this without thinking. “What do you mean?”
“You didn’t see how resentful Wenwen looked at you when she walked out just now. I think she’ll definitely ignore you from now on! You’re in deep shit now!” Kobayashi’s tone was somewhat gloating.
“Hey! You’re the one who screwed her, not me! Why is she mad at me?”
“Because you just stood there looking stupid the whole time! As if you’re watching someone play out a living circus. Who do people hate if not you!” Kobayashi said.
“Is that right?” I was a little puzzled.
Kobayashi laughed: “You have evil thoughts about her too, don’t you!” He said this with a tone that said how much of a thief he was.
But I didn’t answer him, and I think I must have a very guilty look on my face right now.
“Right! Just admit it! You want to fuck her right?” Kobayashi’s smile grew more and more evil.
“I didn’t come to you to discuss this.” I had to be serious.
“Yeah? Let’s talk about you then!” Kobayashi sat back in his seat: “If it’s not a big deal, you’re going to have to pay for me to get today’s orgasm back tonight.”
“Yes!” I figured that my matter should be important enough, so I agreed to Kobayashi’s request in a heartbeat.
“I know about the program the center had with the health department a while back.” I said, and Kobayashi’s face immediately changed at that, and he immediately went to the door to see if anyone was outside.
“How did you know.” Kobayashi looked like he’d seen a ghost.
“Don’t worry about that for now, I’m not going to betray you anyway, I just want to ask you for a favor.”
“What’s the favor?” Kobayashi.
“I know that you are in charge of managing all the respondents’ semen in this research program, and I’d like to ask you to check the status of the stockpiled semen for me.”
“Why do you want to know this?”
“I want to prove that Chen Yizhi is innocent.” I said, “If the stockpile of semen doesn’t have Chen Yizhi’s share, I might be able to prove that Chen Yizhi is possibly innocent.”
“Just because Chen Yizhi is the interviewee you think he’s innocent?” Kobayashi looked upset.
“So I’ve come to confirm it.”
“Then I’ll tell you that when I deposited all the semen in the vault, I didn’t leave any of them missing.” Kobayashi’s tone was decisive.
“So could someone have tampered with it after it was deposited?” I asked.
“That’s even more impossible! No one but me can go into the storehouse alone, of course! If it’s me you suspect, that’s another story.”
“What are you talking about?” I said helplessly, “I just came to ask for your help, I’m not doubting you.” I paused for a moment: “Kobayashi then can you take me to that storehouse.”
“No way!” Kobayashi refused without saying a word: “It’s against the rules, and if the people from the Health Bureau find out, our center will be eating out of its hand.”
“Just do me a favor!” I begged.
“I can help you with anything, but not this time, you know if you let this come out, we can’t play anymore.” Xiaolin grabbed me by the shoulders: “Xiao Mao, just forget about it! Don’t be a hero, what good will it do you?”
“I’m just trying to live up to my conscience.”
Kobayashi sneered, “You’re getting yourself into trouble.”
“It looks like you’re not going to help! Well, then I won’t force you.” I turned around to leave.
“Hairy!” Kobayashi called out to me, and I wondered if he’d changed his mind.
“Don’t say I didn’t warn you, you’re going to get yourself in trouble at this rate.”
Kobayashi’s tone actually carried a hint of murderous intent, and I got a little scared, but the courage of wanting to learn the truth made me angsty again, and I left Kobayashi’s office without looking back.
Kobayashi wouldn’t help, so what should I do? It suddenly occurred to me that maybe Kobayashi’s computer had a file on this, maybe it would tell me the location of the storage room, but the problem was how to get into Kobayashi’s computer? I couldn’t just sneak into Kobayashi’s room! The center’s security system is very strict, and I’m not a professional thief, so this way won’t work. It seems that only the computer can solve the problem, I immediately thought of the community, she is the center’s ‘amateur’ computer experts, her ability to make the professional level experts are all surprised. As soon as I thought of this, I immediately went to find the neighborhood.
Cell immediately agreed as soon as she heard it was to mix in Kobayashi’s computer, but she asked for a separate space to work, so we moved our position back to my research room.
“How long do you need?” I asked.
“I’m not sure, I’d have to write a process that the computer would accept, and it would probably take a couple days or minutes!
I can’t tell you exactly when it will be done.” Cell said.
“Damn! All we lack now is time.”
“When will Chen Yizhi be executed?” Cell asked.
“It’s the end of the month, so we only have a week left.” I was really worried about not having enough time.
“Fine! Let’s do it!” Cell said as he rolled up his sleeves: “Just leave everything to me!
I won’t let you down.”
The next thing I heard was the sound of the cell tapping on the keyboard. During the long wait, a thousand strange thoughts swam through my head as I thought about the things I had encountered lately, especially about sex. I realized that I was no longer as… how should I put it? I don’t think I’m as conservative as I used to be!
I no longer like before have so strong sense of guilt, in fact, I am more and more do not have this kind of feeling, I even in the H was Yang Zhihong that animal rape, I was stimulated and masturbation, I found that my body’s desire is more and more strong, in this strong desire, I found that my previous self-possession seems to be a boring pretentiousness, I have simply always been in contact with it, only I have been in the repression! I had simply been touching it all along, only I had been suppressing it. But it was useless, just like Chen Yizhi, it would only turn myself into satisfying myself in another way. Thinking about this, I realized that I was very much like Chen Yi Zhi, in his diary, he once mentioned the part of raping his teacher, and in my memory, I myself had also had sexual fantasies about my teacher.
I think of the wee man who taught psychology in college!
Willie! The young lecturer who teaches psychology! Of course she’s good looking, the boys in my class had a poll called “Top Ten Women I’d Like to Fuck” and Willie came in first place by a wide margin.
She definitely had the qualifications, and every time she was in class, all the other students who were skipping classes obediently stayed behind for the sake of her angelic face and devilish figure.
My lower body started to get aroused at the thought, and I thought of a similar feeling in Willie’s office one day.
I was supposed to discuss my thesis with her that day, but as soon as I entered the office, my thoughts went away from the structure of the thesis and focused entirely on Willie’s wonderful body. Although her clothes were wrapped tightly around her body, they revealed her hot body even more.
I stared at the white neckline peeking out from the turtleneck white sweater, and the scent of Willie’s hair hanging down her back. I leaned into her obliviously, the scent of a woman’s body almost pressing my lips to Willie’s neck. I closed my eyes and pulled myself away hard, the heat in my throat expanding quickly throughout my body, a feeling of wanting to split open, as if a sword was splitting me from head to toe, and I exhaled heavily.
“Ku Cheng, the information you explored in the literature in Chapter 2 is too old, and it is doubtful that a decade-old study of the state of the Taiwanese population’s psychology can be used to corroborate current issues.” Xiao Wei suddenly turned her head to me and said, I froze for a moment, for a moment I didn’t know what to say. Xiao Wei showed a puzzled expression, did she know what I was thinking right now?
“You don’t seem to be listening to me, what are you thinking?”
“No.” I scratched my hair: “I was just trying to figure out how to answer.”
Willie giggled and leaned back in the swivel chair. My eyes went down to her 33-inch breasts. Heh! What a totem of a woman’s beauty! I imagined the feeling of my fingers running over them, as if I really had that warm touch slipping between my fingers, my whole hand grasping the fullness that only a man can understand. I rubbed the tips of Pee Wee’s breasts gently like this, sucking on her nipples, feeling the arousal she brought to her moods and breathing, and her breasts… becoming engorged and hardened by my teasing…
I felt my jeans had gradually bulged and there was a warm wetness at the top. “You, Taninari! Just too serious!” Wee laughed again, her sharp, thin voice echoing like a murmur in the room that was only four pings in size. I swallowed, my head filled with the expression of Willie being fucked, was she moaning in that voice?
Willie changed the sitting position, originally together legs in the air to draw a beautiful arc and submit the posture, like Sharon Stone in the Sixth Sense of the Wanted as sexy. I love women’s legs, I really fucking love this line, especially Xiao Wei this sitting position is to let the line of the legs in the most beautiful way, I can not stop looking at Xiao Wei’s snow-white thighs, I want to follow the curve of her deep into the root of her thighs, penetrate the narrow skirt and thighs of the gap within the forbidden land.
I let out a low growl, trying to get rid of the snake in my head that was tempting someone to eat the forbidden fruit. But the more I thought about it, the more I saw my hand moving lightly over Willie’s calf, my fingers and palm taking turns warming the woman’s soft body. Slowly, my hand slid over Willie’s thigh, traveling from the outside to the inside, and then from the inside to the intersection of the legs. I saw that I had pulled out a pair of black panties, holding the transparent buds… but why did I just dare to think about it? When Drizzle was about to give herself to me, why did I have a feeling that I wanted to vomit? I really don’t understand! What is wrong with me? Why do I feel so scared of sex, but I love to imagine it so much?
I think the reason why I think that Chen Yizhi might be innocent is probably because at this point, I agree with his feelings: as he said, I am the same kind of person as him!
“Brother Chen!” It was the voice of the neighborhood! I rushed back to my senses.
“Brother Chen! What are you thinking about? You’re concentrating so hard!”
“No!” My heart wasn’t in it at all, all I cared about was whether she got it done or not.
“I’ll tell you something oh!” Cell sounded as if what she was about to say was a great secret. ME.
No sound was made, just a very forced smile at her.
“I heard the director and H arguing this afternoon oh!”
Hearing H got my spirits up! Hearing her argue with the director certainly made me sit up straight.
“Tell me about it!” I said. Immediately, images of H being ravaged by Yang Ji Hong this morning came to my head.
“I heard the director ask H very loudly if he went out with you yesterday. He told H to stop denying it, and he said he had evidence that could prove that you two were indeed together yesterday.”
“Then what?” I couldn’t help but get anxious, I was afraid that H would be bullied by Yang Ji Hong from what he did this morning.
“Then there was a banging, as if two people were fighting! All I heard H say was something like, ‘You have no right to interfere in my life, it’s my freedom who I like’.”
I did not expect a big man to beat a weak woman, the guy surnamed Yang is too disgraceful.
“But then, when the room was quiet, the director said something that made me feel bad.” The cell seemed to have some scruples.
“Just say it! It’s all come down to this.” I urged.
Cell hesitated for a moment before speaking slowly: “I heard the director say that he will find a way to deal with you. If H doesn’t listen to him, he’ll kick you out of the center one day, so H will never see you again!”
“Joke!” I sniffed angrily : “He really thinks he has heavenly abilities!
Big deal, I’ll quit, okay? I can still survive with some odd jobs, what the hell!”
Yang Zhihong thinks he’s a gangster! Just a center director, he thinks he’s a god!
“Alright! Don’t be angry.” Cell said: “Do not be so impulsive! If you don’t think of yourself, you should think of H too! Her position is also very poor.”
I can’t help but sink when I think of H my mood. Alas! Her situation may be worse than mine, to put it bluntly, she is now simply Yang Zhihong’s forbidden domain!
“Brother Chen.” Cell laughed: “You like H, don’t you? Don’t be fake! She is a good girl! It’s normal to like her. I used to think that she got her current position because of her beauty, but now that I’m her assistant, I realize that she’s really talented.”
“You’re admiring the way she looks!” I was a little pleased.
“I do have little to complain about with such a woman.” Cell chuckled.
“Wait!” Cell exclaimed as he stared at the computer screen, “I did it!”
“What!” I was incredulous: “It’s only been half an hour!”
“I made it! We can get into Kobayashi’s computer!” Kotobuki-chan was just so happy: “I’m such a genius! Haha!” Cell cried out in joy. I had been hoping that she would be faster, but I didn’t expect things to go so smoothly!
“That’s great!” I squeezed the neighborhood’s shoulders: “You’re a genius!”
“That’s true!” The district’s expression was full of pride: “I’m even admired by the center’s full-time computer engineers!”
“Well, cut the crap! Hurry up and find that file I was talking about!” The cell then put away its complacency. We opened up all of Kobayashi’s files. The computer screen had rows and rows of file names, and it was a sight to behold.
“Brother, what is the name of that file?” Cell asked.
“I remember what it’s called Combination.” I said, and the cell quickly typed Combination into the box for the file name.
“There is no such file!” Cell turned his head to look at me: “Could it be that you’re remembering it wrong!”
“I don’t think so, maybe Kobayashi changed its name when he archived it!”
“Yeah? That’s a problem.” The cell said, “We’ll just have to find them one by one.”
It seemed like the only way to go, so I searched one file at a time with the cell, and in the process of looking for that file, I found a funny file name, it was called Sexlife. the cell noticed it too, so we opened that file.
When the file was opened, we realized that the file was a list. In addition to the names and general identifying information, there are also the date of encounter, date of arrival, experience of sexual intercourse, place of sex and special hobbies, which is obviously Kobayashi’s record.
“This is Kobayashi’s information on girls!” The neighborhood immediately responded: “Why doesn’t this guy have an STD?”
I smiled, but my smile didn’t last long, it immediately turned into a look of surprise because the people on this list were just too surprising. In addition to women, there were also men on the list! I hadn’t realized that Kobayashi had even been with men. I thought of the way Kobayashi had acted the other day when I went to the bar for a drink with him, and I thought, “Wow! Did he want to…
It really made me feel like throwing up! I can’t help but recoil at the thought of two penises rubbing together. I’m not against homosexuality, it’s just that I’m not in this path, I guess!
“Brother Chen! Why is Yi Qingyu’s name on this list?” The cell’s sharp eyes spotted this fact.
“Because Yi Qingyu used to be Xiao Lin’s girlfriend.”
“What a coincidence! All the women who slept with Kobayashi are dead?” Cell asked a question that shocked me, yeah! Two women related to Xiao Lin are dead, and the way they died is full of similarities, I have a bad feeling about this.
Immediately after I thought of this, I paid attention to the list in front of me.
Chen Shaoxiu, career policewoman, sex location detention center! This line of information made my eyes fall out of my head because the heroine of the last policewoman’s murder was named Chen Shaoxiu. Could this be just a coincidence?
Then I saw another line of information, which reads: Li Jinquan, hotel owner, sex location hotel toilet.
This isn’t the owner of that last PUB! He’s also the one who had sex with Kobayashi!
Khoo Boon Ai, a graduate school graduate, currently unemployed, having sex at the Howdy Doody Inn.
Lingjun Wang, a specialist in the technology research and development group at IBC, has sex in a moody motel.
I think if I remember correctly, she’s the heroine that Kobayashi was thought to be suspected of murdering last time.
Seeing this I couldn’t help but make a very bold inference that Murphy Kobayashi was the real murderer!
But this kind of reasoning really doesn’t prove anything. I’ll read further in the hope of finding more clues!
If I’m not mistaken, this Wang Wenai should be the Xiao Ai in Chen Yizhi’s diary, and in order to confirm this, I specifically told the cell to go to Chen Yizhi to ask for confirmation.
But why would Kobayashi know Ai! Is it possible that Ai is a member of Chen Yizhi’s organization?
“Brother Chen!” The voice from the neighborhood pulled me back from reality.
“How about! Is Khoo Boon Ai is Ai?” I was eager to know the answer.
“You guessed right! Qiu Wen Ai is Xiao Ai, but Chen Yi Zhi said it’s full of strange things that Xiao Lin would know Xiao Ai. He said he was under the impression that Xiao Lin didn’t have a pipeline to know Xiao Ai, and he hadn’t heard about Xiao Ai being with Xiao Lin, and then he asked me why he was asking this question.”
“You didn’t say anything to him, did you!”
“No.” Cell shook his head : “Because it doesn’t mean anything.”
I nodded my head : “That’s fine, let’s take care of this side of things first before we talk to him.”
The cell’s words just now proved one thing, and that was that Xiao Ai was indeed not someone from Chen Yizhi’s and their society. I had an ominous feeling, so I asked the cell to call for Xiao Ai again, I wanted to know Xiao Ai’s current whereabouts.
I’ve refreshed my thoughts, but I realize my head is a mess right now.
I printed out this list and wondered if there might be other clues in Kobayashi’s other files.
Returning to the file directory, I found another file with an interesting name, it’s called a diary, if this is Kobayashi’s diary, it might provide more information to look for. However, I noticed that the file date of this document is the tenth of last month, if it is said to be written every day, the date should be today if not yesterday ah ∶ and from the document’s bit count, it is definitely more than 100,000 words ah!
I opened this document, wait until the file appeared, my shock is even more incomparable, did not think that this document is actually Chen Yizhi’s diary! What the hell is going on here?
But while I was still shocked, the computer screen suddenly disappeared in its entirety, followed by a deleted state, could it be that Kobayashi had already discovered that I had hacked into his computer and destroyed all the records, which would make me even more likely to think that Kobayashi had something to do with these recent murders.
Now that I’ve been found out, I don’t think I need to cover up any more, I think it’s best for me to just go straight to Kobayashi now and ask for clarification, and I made a point of contacting the police before I moved.
I barged straight into Kobayashi’s research room, but as soon as I entered, I realized that there was a strange sound wave disturbing it.
At the same time, the light in Kobayashi’s study room flashed with a pink-like light, my eyes closed a little unable to adjust, when I opened one, I found Cell sitting on the table in tight underwear, I was dumbfounded on the spot, how could I look like this?
“What are you doing in the neighborhood?” I felt my throat tighten a bit: “Didn’t I tell you to make a phone call? What happened? Is Ai alive?” I said as I closed the door to my room, I didn’t want people to see and get the wrong idea.
It was as if the cell hadn’t heard what I had said, and her constant slutting around made it seem as if she was trying to seduce me.
“Brother Chen! I’ve liked you for a long time.” The voice of the neighborhood softly ∶ “Let’s put aside all the official business for now! Let’s have fun!” She said as she took off her clothes.
I really can’t believe what I have heard and what I have seen. I think if anyone were me, I wouldn’t believe what is happening in front of me, why has the neighborhood become like this? As much as I hate to say it, she is acting like a slut.
“Cell what the hell are you doing?” I yelled at her, hoping she would hear what I was saying.
The neighborhood laughed heartily at my words: “What am I doing? I want you! Brother Chen.” The neighborhood took off the bra and threw it in front of me, the neighborhood’s chest scenery is fully displayed in front of my eyes.
I swallowed, I felt as if I was getting a little hot.
Cell had stepped in front of me, her breasts pressing against my chest.
“Brother Chen, let’s forget everything! Let’s make the most of the present!” Cell said as she hooked my waist with her foot, I felt her whole ride over and I couldn’t help but take a few steps back.
“Cell, don’t look like that.” I said naively, but my eyes stole a glance at Cell’s wonderful body.
In fact, the cell’s great body, just like her computer, is also quite appreciated by everyone. Especially her breasts, there are a lot of people who call her milkmaid behind her back, or else she is a woman with huge breasts. As her supervisor, I had certainly noticed her figure. I still remember one time when Cell was wearing a round-necked T-shirt, and when she looked down in order to tie her shoes, I almost didn’t make a fool of myself when I stood in front of her, because when I looked through the neckline, Cell’s full breasts were hanging down right in front of my heels.
I confessed to my erection, and of course I repented of it for some time, and today when I saw the plump body of the neighborhood again, and not just a certain part of it but all of it, as it had been at that time, I found it harder for me to hold myself back than it had been for me at that time.
I literally felt like I was shaking and my lower body was starting to react.
“Come on! What are you afraid of!” Cell’s expression grew more and more seductive while she reached out and took my hand in a firm grip and guided me to fondle her breasts.
I was paralyzed by this touch, I don’t care about morals and principles, the enjoyment I am enjoying right now is much more real and comfortable than all those concepts that I have or don’t have.
I let the cell tug my hand to tour every part of her body, and I thought the sensation was just amazing, I hadn’t realized that a woman’s body could be so soft and so nice to the touch.
The cell began to undress my clothes, she gently kissed me, from my ears, neck to the chest that exposed my shirt. This contact between lips and body made me feel my ears, as if hundreds of thousands of ants were crawling all over me, crawling all over me.
The cell slowly lowered, her tongue circling my waistline, then she unbuckled my belt and slipped her hand inside, and the unbound penis stood even straighter at this point, and I felt the cell gripping my penis tightly, playing with it repeatedly, and I felt like I couldn’t stand it any longer.
Just as I tried to pull the cell up, the cell quickly backed away from the table as if she had honestly read my mind. She stretched one foot across the table and used the other to support her body, spreading her thighs in a highly exaggerated manner, rubbing her hands all over her body, especially as she kept pushing and squeezing her breasts in a way that used to be seen only on the late night channels, but now it was alive and well in front of me.
I walked slowly towards the cell, and when I touched her, I got a more realistic feeling.
I carried her to the table and I was going to kiss her, but she dodged my lips.
“Straight in!” The voice of the cell was bone jarring, certainly enough to order me around, and I immediately pulled down my pants and her panties at the same time.
“Take your time!” The cell’s voice blew around: “Let me guide you.” With that she took hold of my cock and slowly fed it into her hole.
First of all this gave me a wet sensation and slowly a feeling of being clenched surrounded my dick and I felt a sense of being on the verge of emptiness as my dick had never been so tightly surrounded before.
Slowly, my waist began to move and my dick slid smoothly in and out of my pussy.
Wow! It’s an amazing feeling, between going in and out like that, I feel a source of energy pouring out of me, it’s humanly incredible.
The cell twisted her waist in time with my movements, her feet hooked tightly around my waist, her mouth humming softly in a silky whimper.
I was pumping and listening to my cell moaning in my ears, all my senses were enjoying themselves like never before here.
“Choke me!” Cell gasped as he said, “Hurry up and pinch my neck!” It was strange for me to hear such a sudden demand from the neighborhood.
But then I remembered that some people like to be “treated” in other ways during sex to get an orgasm, and I thought that the neighborhood was probably one of those people.
However, this act of choking is actually very dangerous, and if you’re not careful, there’s a good chance of an accident, but the cell has pressed my hand against her neck.
I think as long as I’m careful I should be fine! So I did as I was told, and the cell’s expression looked so satisfied, and I was happy to see her enjoying herself so much.
After a while, the neighborhood actually picked up the art knife.
“Cut me!” Cell begged: “Cut me quickly!” She handed me a utility knife.
This is just crazy! I think this game should be terminated.
“Cell, it’s too dangerous! Better not!”
“Come on, cut me!” The cell didn’t even hear what I was saying.
Just gently I guess! To satisfy her, I did what she told me to do and I gently slashed my right arm.
“Oh!” Cell yelled, a yell that struck me as really full of horror.
I was about to put the knife away when the cell asked me to cut her again, I had no choice but to do what she told me to do, and I noticed that she was getting Higher and Higher as if she was on drugs.
I looked at the blood from the table Mil Mil flowed out, the heart is really strange not feel good, would like to tell her that we do not play this game, but the door was opened, standing in the doorway is Xiao Lin, his expression is a face of surprise, I smiled at him, thought of the last time I was also in this situation to open the door of the Xiao Lin. I can now somewhat relate to Xiao Lin’s feelings at that time, I was about to explain to Xiao Lin when I cast thought of Xiao Lin pointing at my nose and cursing the beast.
“You raped the neighborhood with a knife in my office.” He looked at the blood on the desktop: “And you killed her!”
“I didn’t!” I argued loudly.
“And you say no, the blood on that table, and the cell are not moving, Hairy I didn’t expect you to be this kind of person.”
“I didn’t, it’s not what you think!” I tried to explain to Kobayashi.
“Kill someone! Help! Something’s wrong here!” Kobayashi didn’t let me have a chance to explain at all as he kept yelling towards the door, and I had no other choice but to pull up my pants and quickly grab the door and run away.
It hadn’t occurred to me that Kobayashi’s voice could immediately attract the attention of so many people, and almost everyone in the center gathered around.
“Get him!” Kobayashi came out of the door and yelled at everyone, “He’s the murderer! He just raped and killed the neighborhood!
Get him!”
I really can’t say anything, a few people have surrounded, I have no choice but to push the crowd away, I managed to squeeze through the crowd, I did not expect to find the police coming at me as soon as I left the gate.
I was really smart! This group of policemen were originally hired by me to call the neighborhood to investigate Xiao Lin, but now they were a threat to me, when they saw me in this state, they immediately pulled out their pistols and signaled me to stand still, I hurriedly fled towards the flower garden on my right.
“Stop!” Okay! Even the police are rounding me up now, telling me to stand still, what a joke! I ran as hard as I could because the situation in front of me was just too unfavorable for me, pressing on I heard gunshots! That’s right, gunshots!
I noticed a puff of smoke rising from the grass around my feet.
Oh, my God! They were shooting at me, and I stood still in fear, afraid that if I moved, the guns in their hands would hit me as they had just hit the grass.
“Get up here!” Just then, a fierce sound of tires mixed with a shrill female voice rang in my ears, and I saw a white sports car drive up the flower garden from the driveway in front of me and straddle me, the front seat door already open, and it was only then that I realized that it was H who was driving.
“What’s wrong with you! Come on up.” H shouted at me. After hearing her words, I realized that I can’t be arrested by the police here, I’m not guilty!
As soon as I thought of this, I immediately got into H’s car, and as soon as H waited for me to get into the car, he immediately accelerated the gas pedal and quickly left, and I saw in the rear-view mirror that the police were chasing us, and a few of them had raised their guns, and it seemed to me that I could feel that a few of the guns were already aiming at me.
“Put your head down!” H said as he pushed my head down: “You’re so impatient, watch out for the bullets!” Before H finished his sentence, I heard the sound of gunfire, the right side of the car’s rear-view mirror was shattered, I was so scared that I hid under the seat.
But seeing H’s subdued look, I felt that my behavior was so shameful that I resumed my seat.
H drove finally got rid of these police pursuit, just when I was relieved, three police cars appeared in front of the oncoming, and one of them had already blocked the car across the middle of the road.
I looked at H with some alarm and I was surprised to see H smile.
“Sit tight!” After she said this, she immediately did a violent slew, I almost did not fall out, the car slewed immediately after the people into an alleyway, this alleyway just can accommodate a car, the car smoothly forward, in front of me is a big road, and at this time, there is a police car blocked the way.
“Tch!” H clearly had a surprised look on her face. But I was wrong, she didn’t feel scared at all, and I could feel by the throttle under her foot that she was having a blast! She didn’t slow down at all, instead she accelerated! The officers in the police car saw the signs of trouble and took cover, while I held on to the back side of the seat.
“BANG!” With a sound, H had driven through the police car, and I felt a tingling sensation as my body endured a kind of wave! Because the force of the impact was really full. But after crashing out of the road, I was a bit happy, I looked at the back of the crashed police car, I have a very proud feeling in my heart. This feeling is not bad!
“What’s wrong?” H said, “Are you afraid of committing the crime of destroying police property?”
“No.” I laughed bitterly∶”It’s just that I find it exciting.”
“Yes?” H took out a cigarette from the front seat’s box, and she lit it slowly: “You looked scared just now.”
“Hey!” I laughed a little awkwardly: “I admit that the gunshots just now scared me, but it’s not my fault! I’ve never even gotten a ticket before, so today’s occasion certainly made me feel very scared!”
“I didn’t mean to laugh at you.” H explained.
“I know.” I said, “But when I crashed the police car, I felt…”
For a moment I couldn’t find the right words to describe how I felt right now.
“It’s cool!” H said, “Isn’t it!” She laughed.
“Eh, I suppose so! Suddenly that’s fun too.”
“Yeah! I’ve been wanting to try it that way for a long time, too.”
And just as we were conversing, another police car appeared behind us, and this time the police opened fire straight away.
Gunshots swooshed and whistled in my ears.
And up ahead, two police cars tried to set up a roadblock to stop us.
“Shit!” H panicked: “The front and back are blocked!”
“Go around!” I said.
“What! What did you say!”
“I said go around!” I pointed my finger at the next driveway: “Drive up that driveway.”
“There’s no mistake!” H looked incredulous: “That’s the opposite direction.”
“We have no choice.” I said, “Listen to me or you won’t have a chance.”
H had no choice but to drive hard into the opposite lane after hearing what I had to say, and those oncoming cars, upon spotting us, dodged, and the whole road was in a big mess.
H wiped the sweat from her forehead, but I was more nervous than she was, my heart stopping as I watched car after car flash by in front of me.
We managed to make it to the intersection, but as if the gods were against us, the light was red again, and H, of course, accelerated and took a left turn, only to be hit in the rear by a car that didn’t have time to brake, and I hit my head on the windowpane.
Although it hurts! It’s also a lot better than getting caught by the cops or getting run over just before.
Six,
We finally escaped the police and stayed at a small motel. H and I switched to a motorcycle so that no one would recognize us, and I wondered if the owner of the motorcycle store would still accept H’s credit card if he knew about what had happened to us a while ago.
“What are you thinking?” H was holding a bag in his hand.
“Nothing.” I said, “I’m just feeling kinda tired.” I slouched down in the chair.
“You went there?” I asked.
“Get some stuff, food, and this!” H pulled a gun out of the bag.
“How did you get this stuff! Isn’t that something you have to have a license to buy!” I gasped.
“In Taiwan! The rules are just there to look good, as long as you have money everything is fine.” H looked smug.
“We’re going to be in a lot more trouble down the road if you buy this gun, don’t you realize the police are after us?”
“About that.” H pulled out a chair and sat down next to me: “And exactly what I’m going to ask you, what the hell is going on here?”
“It’s a long story.” I told H the truth.
“Are you saying that Kobayashi is the one responsible for this series of murders?” H’s eyes widened after hearing my words.
“I didn’t say that, I’m just saying that Kobayashi had something to do with these people who were killed!”
“Eh! So why does the neighborhood want to have sex with you?” She asked a good question.
“I don’t know.” I know it’s a little weird for me to say that, but I really don’t understand what the neighborhood and I were doing back then.
“I felt as if it was a dream, from the moment I entered the room, I felt something was wrong.” I said.
“What’s wrong?”
“I feel… I can’t say, but I have a strange feeling that the lights were pink when I entered the room, yes!” I suddenly remembered, “I’ve been feeling a sound in my ears, I think it’s a special sound wave that’s been ringing in my ears!”
“So, you are hypnotized!” H laughed: “You fucked someone and then said these things make you feel strange, why, want to deny it!”
“I didn’t mean to renege, I was just being honest.”
“Okay!” H took my hand: “Of course I believe you, why else would I drive here to save you?”
I’m grateful for that! But when I think of the neighborhood my heart sinks, I wonder how she’s doing and how she’s going to face her coworkers.
“All right!” Suddenly H popped up.
“What’s the line?” I asked, and that’s when I realized H had taken out his laptop.
“You got a laptop there?” I hadn’t seen H with it along the way.
“I’ve been keeping it in my car! You just haven’t been paying attention.”
“Oh.” I responded. “You just said something about being okay! What the hell do you mean?” I asked.
“I’m connected to Tomohiro Yang’s computer, I think I can find out where the semen is stored.”
“That’s great.” I was overjoyed. I stayed close to H, hoping to find out where all this cum was stored sooner rather than later, but I did so in a way that made H resent it.
“Don’t lean on me like that! I hate it when people are behind me when I’m working! Just go watch TV, I’ll tell you the results later.” H beamed.
I had no choice but to do what H told me and walk over to the TV and turn it on.
As soon as I turned on the TV screen, a picture of H and I appeared, so it seems that things did get out of hand today.
“It’s understood that the murderer, Chan Gok Seng, was currently a researcher at the research center, and was disgruntled due to his recent demotion, so the police suspect that the motive for this killing was actually the murderer’s own psychological loss of control. And the deceased, Au Hui-Ping…” What? The deceased! No way! All I did was slash her with a utility knife, and now I’m saying she’s dead! And that I killed her. Those cuts couldn’t even kill a kitten! What’s going on here?
“He just kept stabbing her with a hobby knife… I saw him too late…” It was Kobayashi! He’s talking nonsense! I didn’t keep stabbing her. He’s lying.
I turned off the TV with a bang.
“Looks like you’re in big trouble!” H stood behind me with a sad expression.
“I didn’t kill the neighborhood, H. I mean it. I did cut her with a hobby knife, but that’s what she asked for, and I only made a few token cuts to her, and an injury of that magnitude can’t kill you.”
“You calm down.” H said, “Don’t get so excited yet.”
“Do you believe me?” I asked, “H, tell me, do you believe me?”
“Calm down.” H shook my shoulder heavily: “If I didn’t believe your words, I would have let the police arrest you long ago, and would still stay here with you?” Her voice brought me to my senses.
“Now the question is, how are we going to prove that Kobayashi is lying?” H asked.
Just because I’m sober doesn’t mean I can think of anything good to do.
“Unless there’s a witness!” My voice was full of abandonment, “But no one saw me having sex with the neighborhood!”
“Right, I remembered, Yang Zhihong has installed cameras in every office in order to keep an eye on everyone, if we just find the CDs inside the cameras, we can clear your name of the murder charge.”
“Really.” H’s words revitalized my hope, “Are you serious? There are cameras in every research room?” I was a little unsure.
“That’s from Yang Ji Hong himself, and he got to show it to me.”
H’s comment made me ecstatic, it seemed I was saved after all.
“Good! We’re splitting into two ways now, I’ve just found out where the semen is stored and we’re splitting up. I’ll look for that CD, and you, Taninari, will go to the place where the semen is stored.” H planned it this way.
“I’m a little worried about letting you go to the center alone.” I was a little apprehensive.
“Don’t worry!” H laughed: “I’m much more familiar with the center than you are.
In the past, when Yang Ji Hong and I were still together, we used to take secret paths in order to hide our faces.”
“Secret passage?” I didn’t think there would be any secret passage in our center: “Like in the movies?” I asked curiously.
“Did I ever tell you that curiosity kills cats! If it has nothing to do with you, just listen to it. You’ll get yourself in trouble if you go after everything.” H nudged my nose, then got up and walked to the bathroom.
“Let’s get some early rest! Do you mind if I take a shower first?” She asked.
How could I mind! H was right though, I was still really tired after such a long day and I lay down on my bed trying to relax my tense body and mind.
But the sound of water coming from the bathroom made my mind wander, as if my heart was rinsing inside. I sat up straight and looked at the locked bathroom door, and there was a wonderful body swimming in there.
My throat couldn’t help but tighten at the thought of H being in the shower, wishing that I was that torrential stream of water, flowing unceasingly through H’s body, from her neck to her soft and plump breasts, sliding over her belly, slowly converging towards her mysterious delta, and afterward, dropping down to the ground by her slender and snowy-white thighs, and so on, week after week, all the time, all the way around.
The thought made me sit up and I couldn’t help but move closer to the bathroom door. My ear was pressed against the door, as if I could trace the outline of H’s body from the sound of running water. Gradually, I seemed to be able to see something: first of all, H’s thighs, such even and slender thighs, under the light of the water, shaking out the light that makes people shut up and stare! And in a small, hot bathroom, it was so hot that you couldn’t even speak… Damn it! What am I doing? What time is it? I’m in a dangerous situation and I’m still masturbating over H, who’s risking her life because she trusts me! I’m such a fucking asshole and a third-degree asshole!
Chen Gu Cheng! You are this way, if you can hold it, you will not get yourself into this kind of field now, thought you will learn from the pain, but it turns out that you will be over here thinking about these have no, you really are hopeless, in vain your mother’s expectations of you since childhood.
I scolded myself severely, really, and I went back to my bed to lie down. I felt something strange, why didn’t I feel anything similar to what I’m feeling now at all when I was with the cell at Kobayashi’s office back then? Surprisingly, I wouldn’t feel guilty at all! Maybe I did! But I couldn’t stop myself from acting on it. In the past, just thinking about it would have made me feel guilty, I suddenly felt conflicted, in the past, just thinking about this kind of thing would have made me feel like a sinner, I would have blamed myself no matter what, except for when I was dreaming!
Seriously! Sex with the neighborhood was kinda like a dream!
Thinking of this, my face can not help but turn to the bathroom, I do not know whether it is my eyesight or how I am, I feel that the bathroom door seems to reveal some gaps, I stood up and walked towards the bathroom, after approaching, I am really sure that it is not my eyesight, but it is true!H did not close the door properly!
Seeing such a doorway, my heart forked and swung up, my eyes explored towards the inside of the bath, soon I saw H who was showering, my heart and my eyes stopped at this moment, it was too beautiful! It was as if it was a fine piece of art specially carved out by the heavens. This image is obviously much better than the last time when H was raped by Yang Zhihong in the office, watching H caressing her body, I really wish I was the foam on her body, I can’t help but open the door a little bit, I don’t want to just see such a narrow image, I don’t want to see H’s body in any way, I want to have the space to fully appreciate it.
Her body looked even more tantalizing after the door was pushed open a bit, and in such a wide space, H’s torso was no longer a slit, but a complete three-dimensional one. If I say I have any complaint, it’s that I can only see the side of H’s body, not the front.
But the side view was enough, her curves looked moving in such an angle, looking at her protruding breasts encircled in her right hand, her already plump breasts looked even more voluptuous under the squeezing of her right palm, her pink areolas transformed into a kind of wandering light under the wash of water and light that dazzled the eyes in this less than two-ping bucket room. Although it was only a side view, that was already enough.
My heart itched again, the feeling ran through my lower body like an electric current and I pressed my brother, I think it had swelled up, oh my God! Just the sides only!
H turned around, so now I was looking at her full frontal view. Parts that I could only imagine or see clearly before became clear at this point. I scanned her body carefully, my penis was already aroused by her white and red skin. The shape of her breasts was really fascinating, round, slightly high and swaying slightly from side to side with H’s movements. That vision was very much like a wave, a wave of flesh vibrating my vision, my eyes went towards the base of H’s thighs, her tightly clenched legs, I don’t know if she did it on purpose or if I was thinking about it too much. Her hand was always roaming around her pussy, so I could only vaguely see her mysterious forested area, and that was just a black impression.
I feel like a traveler wandering in the desert, facing this endless oasis, my eyes are about to fall out. But when I realized that it was just a mirage, the thirst in my throat was even stronger, and I felt that this was the best portrayal of me, I felt my mouth was so dry! I really wanted to hug H who was in the shower, from her I could get the moisturizing I lacked.
I felt as if H’s gaze had swept over me, and I stepped back toward the door in some surprise.
After a while, I explored again, this exploration made my desire blaze even more violently, because H’s movements were staggering. At this moment, H was sitting on the edge of the bathtub, her legs spread wide, and my eyes could probe right into the interior of her mysterious delta, and it seemed to me that I could see her dark brown labia, drawing a mesmerizing cleavage line up and down. I thought I was going to die, my whole body was like a huge burning furnace, too much heat energy was crashing all over the place with nowhere to go inside me, I felt like I was going to explode from the heat. But H didn’t let me go, she was swabbing her body in an exaggerated way, which I think is a kind of teasing! H exaggeratedly stroked her body, like a stripper. Her hands were squeezing her breasts at one point, and at another point she was moving her hands freely around her waist, as if she was boasting about her body, as if she was showing off something.
After a while, she bent over to pick up something behind my back, and her inter-femoral area was exposed with this action. The straight thighs, the protruding buttocks and the red and black colored piece of her between the thighs, even some of the red flesh was turned out. I thought I would literally die if I kept looking like this any longer, but I couldn’t leave. Faced with a swollen and even more swollen lower body and a whole body that had nowhere to vent its energy, it looked like the only thing I could do was to masturbate, so I put my hand into my pants.
And just at that moment, I saw H in the mirror was smiling, the kind of smile that anyone would understand just by looking at it, a smile that gave me the kind of courage to rush forward and hug H. It seemed as if all of this seemed to be H’s cue.
That’s how it’s supposed to be! First the fact that she left the door open, then the extremely sexy gestures in the shower, and now her smile, all add up to make me feel like H is welcoming me into the shower with her.
The thought of it made the fire of lust in me burn even more lawlessly, a flame that finally made me push the door open.
H froze at first, then she flashed around the corner quickly grabbing the towel in her hand: “What are you doing?” She had already shielded her body, and she didn’t look very angry. So I boldly approached her and reached for her towel.
H was clearly surprised by my actions, so surprised that she forgot to resist. With one hand I then pulled her to me and took her into my arms, she raised her head as if to push me away but I seized the opportunity and eagerly kissed her towards her lips, H kept her mouth tightly closed and my tongue was still not allowed to enter after some effort so I backed off and looked at H carefully.
H smiled, a smile that made me feel somehow inspired, but this time I wasn’t in as much of a hurry as I had been earlier, and I slowly met her lips, chasing after them for once H was cooperative.
We kissed passionately in the water, I held her tongue tightly, and embraced her with both hands, just like a child hugging his toy enthusiastically, while the water jet from the shower head, like a kind of stimulant, kept on hitting my heart that had been suppressed for a long time, and little by little, it aroused my desire. I left from the tip of her tongue, sliding to H’s neck, behind the ear, my tongue sometimes flick, like a whispering lover: my lips sometimes wild, like a bloodthirsty vampire. And under the flirtation of my tongue, light or heavy, H’s breaths were scattered into a murmur of uncertainty.
I kissed her skin like crazy, desperate to feel her body heat, to feel the soft touch of her body. I ran my chin up and down her cleavage, making H laugh at the top.
My hands pushed H’s breasts upwards, H’s original low moan turned into a slightly shrill and urgent cry, my tongue gently circulated around her nipples, my hands strengthened their force, I felt like I wanted to crush H’s breasts, I felt like I was gripping them very hard, and H’s voice broke into countless tiny notes crashing in all corners of the bathroom at this time, and this still couldn’t satisfy my craving, I started to chew on H’s breasts with my teeth, I wanted to leave a mark on these two meatballs that H would never forget. I began to chew on H’s breasts with my teeth, I wanted to leave a mark on these two globes of flesh that H would never forget. As soon as I started to do so, H’s body shook like a snake, and by the time I bit into H’s nipple, she practically jumped.
I glanced at her expression, the face was filled with pleasure in addition to pain. The face covered with water droplets looked even more delicate and attractive, I couldn’t help but kiss her lips again, the two tongues tightly intertwined in the water.
H gripped my hair tightly, and a slight tremor appeared in her body against the wall. I raised her thighs, my right hand slid along the inner thighs close to her fat delta, H’s reaction than I imagined is even greater, in just lightly touching the lips of her pussy, her whole person is almost fast fall in my arms, but the fingers of that kind of delicate and tender feeling, so I do not want to leave, I put my fingers to explore the person more step, a warm feeling quickly around my fingers, and H’s reaction is also more violent than just a moment ago, see her face expression seems to be in pain, so I stopped. H pushed me to the wall and we switched positions, she started kissing my body, there was a kind of sour and itchy feeling, I closed my eyes and enjoyed it.
It was all just so wonderful! It became a pleasure to feel the tip of H’s tongue traveling over my chest. She gradually moved down, my hand gently stroking the tips of her hair, while her tongue had reached my lower region, she reached down and took hold of my cock, and my whole body shuddered, a shudder that was just about to make my hair stand on end.
“What do you want?” My voice shook.H looked up and smiled lightly, then she took my cock into her mouth.
I felt my head rapidly filling with blood in the moment, it was a wobble in front of my eyes, I pressed H’s head tightly to keep from falling down, I felt a warm and itchy sensation covering my penis, I was a little uncomfortable, after all, this is an important place for a man to be, so I tried to pull H up.
My hand had just touched H’s shoulder, and H’s tongue had already started sliding on my penis. I leaned back against the wall and let H do what he wanted, H’s tongue licked on the top of my dick, the delicate and soft feeling conquered my brain, the pleasure rolled over me like a mountain. when H saw that I didn’t resist any more, he took my dick into his mouth again, this time even deeper than just now, and H began to slowly push the rod deeper into his mouth, one after another.
I was enjoying multiple servings as H tongue licked my cock, her lips took my cock, and her teeth nibbled on it, H’s movements quickened, and I realized that all my heat had been focused on my glans, and that this energy had been progressively quicker to send out. I wanted to stop her, but I was now speechless and all I could do was respond vaguely to her moves.
“H! No, stop… ah!” Just as I finally said it, I was no longer able to control this burst of energy, my penis went into a violent spasm, pressing was a contraction, and I knew that I had ejaculated, and I saw creamy white semen spilling out from the side of H’s mouth.
My whole body collapsed and I hugged H tightly.
I woke up in the middle of the night from my mom’s face, not realizing that I was dreaming about that image of my mom stabbing herself with a knife again, and I wondered if that would be a constraint.
When Xiaoyu and I were in Baishawan that time, when I returned home I also dreamt that my mom stabbed herself with a knife, and then if I pushed it to the past it would be even more exaggerated, as long as my masturbation was very serious, my mom would appear in my dream, now the situation is much better than before, especially after contacting Chen Yizhi’s case, I wondered if this would be a shadow! As far as Freud’s theory is concerned, some memories in early childhood can have some impact on later life.
So the image about my mom stabbing herself with a knife for my dad when I was a kid, is that the cause of the way I view sex today? I wonder to this day if I’ve been living in that one image and I never grew up at all! I’ve been trapped in that day’s scenario, forever and ever being dragged to the bathroom by my mom, forever and ever being dunked in cold water by my mom!
But just now, H and I also had sex in the bathroom, but why don’t I feel anything at all? Strange enough, why would the place where we had sex be in the bathroom? Is this a fateful arrangement? Is this a chance for me to free myself from the memories of more than 10 years ago?
Too many question marks! It’s making it impossible for my brain to think about anything, and I’m realizing that I can’t afford to answer these questions on my own, and my head is obviously going to crack if I keep thinking about it.
So I lay back down, and with one turn I saw H sleeping soundly across the room. I gazed at her sleeping face with joy, would she now be the sex goddess she had just been in the bathroom?
I was a little dismayed, an unreal insecurity surged through me, and I held her tightly in my arms, the only way I could be sure that H was really there for me.
And the firewood of desire added to the already dying fireplace, I can no longer sleep, so I began to play with H’s breasts, through the pajamas of the feeling can not satisfy my hands, so I slowly unbuttoned H’s chest, but coincidentally, H happened to be at this time to roll over, my hand was pressed underneath instead, it was not easy for me to pull my hand out.
But I didn’t give up, I saw a section of H’s blouse was exposed, so I reached in along this exposed section, it felt good to touch H’s body, my palm was a burst of warmth. I explored upwards and felt something like a steel wire, I knew that it was H’s bra, my hand gripped her breast in its entirety, and after a squeeze, I found it very unenjoyable, so my hand probed through the opening of the bra again.
I quickly found the nipple and I began to play with it, and just as I did, I seemed to feel both of her nipple globes gradually stiffen up, and H’s breathing began to mingle with some cloudy breathing.
With a bit of a taste in my mouth, I ran my hand up H’s back, I took a moment to undo her bra and then slowly pulled it out. I was afraid of waking H up, this was my game and I thought it would be fun.
H also rolled over at this time, almost crushing my hand again. I rolled over onto H’s body and slowly unbuttoned her, and once the last button was undone, her beautiful breasts were revealed to me in a wide expanse. My dick was already standing up, tight against H’s body. I leaned over and gently nibbled on her nipple, and after a few licks, H’s body shook a little. I stopped what I was doing and moved away from her, it wasn’t to give up, but I wanted to get her pants off.
My movements were careful and slow, H’s panties began to show, then her mouth-watering thighs were slowly revealed. As if I was pulling a painting, finally, I successfully removed H’s pants, I rolled up again and spread her thighs apart, the area between her legs was fat and protruding, I couldn’t help but point my finger towards it, which in turn made H vibrate, and I could already hear her breathing becoming extremely erratic.
I simply removed H’s panties, but of course I was still careful. Well, now that H’s entire body was naked in front of my eyes, I stroked along the inside of her thighs, and the final point of convergence was of course her triangle. It was then that I realized that she was already wet, the whole patch of pubic hair was dripping wet and had a slightly salty smell. I pulled my panties off as well, and my erect penis shot out like a rocket, straight to H’s pussy door. At this very moment, I had a feeling that it was exactly the same as when I was in the nick of time with Xiaoyu.
“Don’t flinch!” H suddenly spoke: “This is your mental block, you can’t avoid it by retreating forever.” H took both my hands in hers, and not only did she say this, but she also showed her beliefs through her actions, as she actively welcomed my cock. But I withdrew, and I realized that the emotions I had been high on fled without a trace?
“I can’t!” I was a little frustrated: “I feel like throwing up!”
H didn’t let my emotions wither as she took hold of my cock and said, “You have to fight yourself!”
She said, “Whatever unpleasant memories or associations you have, you have to get over them and I will help you.”
She started rubbing my penis. The act did have some effect, and my penis, which was already shrinking, gradually swelled up again.
“Come on!” H lifted my chin: “Come and take me! Make me die!”
She then took hold of my dick and pushed it into her pussy, it went in smoothly, a little squishy but the feeling made me feel great!
I looked at H who was lying on the bed, I started my action. At first I was still a little uncomfortable, but H’s cooperation is really no words, almost every pumping I can reach the center of the flower, H began to scream, my movements also began to speed up, like a machine that can not be stopped, repeated, constant stimulation. H’s thighs by me even more than the original open, and also lifted up higher. I could clearly hear the “plop plop plop plop” sound that came from each of my strokes. I couldn’t help but speed up my own movements, H also more unrestrained, shrill screams, like a sword into my heart again and again, so good ah! This feeling is really great, this is heaven.
H pinned me down as my movements paused for a moment, and now it was her turn to initiate instead of me. Watching her bobbing up and down, her two big tits bobbing up and down in front of my eyes, I couldn’t help but reach out and take hold of the two sweetest fruits on earth. As soon as my hand touched H, she fell towards me as if she had no bones, and I had to rely on my hands to hold her up.
As she swung, her breasts also shook and swayed in my right and left hands, looking at her mesmerized expression, my penis swelled even more inside her vagina, this feeling of clamping tightly made my soul simply flew to the ninth heaven, I couldn’t help but to sit up and swing along with her. Her legs clenched tightly around my waist, she was simply prodigal to the core.
I didn’t realize that two fleshly bodies intertwined like this could come to such a state! Oh, Goddess! Goddess! Goddess of debauchery! Take me to heaven!
“I’m going to… come… now.” H shouted, followed by spasms all over her body. I felt a warm current inside her vagina, and as it hit me, I couldn’t control myself any longer and ejaculated with passion. We both collapsed like deflated balls… seven,
H told me that the place where I hid all the semen was in a warehouse on the 5th section of Minquan East Road. I’ve been waiting here for four hours, and looking at my watch it’s almost eleven o’clock, so I think it’s time to act.
I looked at the watch that H had given me, and felt an infinite warmth in my heart, thinking of how I woke up this morning with her in my arms, and how I felt an indescribable calmness at that time. At that time, I had an impulse, I don’t want to care about all the right and wrong in the world, I just want to guard H’s warm pussy is good.
The watch was taken from H’s wrist and of course carries a hint of H’s body odor. I was originally a non-watchist, but I’m willing to give up all my principles for H.
I took advantage of the guards dozing off and blended into the warehouse, I touched the door without any problems, I searched for a place to enter, luckily I found a window, I dived to the window and slightly moved the window, I didn’t realize that it was left open, I thought I was really lucky, so I carefully opened the window, and with a flip I entered the warehouse.
Everything was going well so far, and for a first timer, I guess I was doing pretty well. I took out my flashlight and slowly searched the house.
The room full of test tubes did give me a bit of a headache at first, but after a while I noticed that all the sperm were stored in stroke order, and the long cabinet I was in now indicated the surname Tsang, and Tsang was twelve strokes, so Chan must have been further ahead.
Sure enough, I found the stored sperm at the beginning of Chen’s name in a couple of long cabinets ahead of me, and I began to look for them one by one, which didn’t take too long, and in one fell swoop I found where Chen Yizhi’s sperm was stored. I was ecstatic and removed the bottle of test tubes, but there was obviously stored semen inside. I was a little disappointed, but this was still within my expectations, if Xiao Lin did indeed use Chen Yi Zhi’s sperm to cover up his own crime, then he would not be so stupid as to let Chen Yi Zhi’s sperm disappear just like that, with the vial of test tubes stored in whose sperm can not be said, and the best way to take it out of the test, I carefully put the vial of sperm into my bag.
It went so well that it scared me: I felt uneasy looking around, but looking around I didn’t see anyone! Smooth to even I am afraid up: I am a little uneasy to look around, I feel from the door from the moment I entered the someone is watching me like, but the result of looking around, I did not find anyone, I am a little relieved, perhaps I am too worried.
Just as I was relaxing, suddenly the entire light in the house came on, and I was so startled that I was about to hide in a corner when a figure flashed out in front of me.
“You’re waiting for me here?” I felt my heart start to race.
“Yes!” Kobayashi slowly pulled his pistol out of his pocket.
The sight of the gun in his hand sent a wave of terror through me like no other.
“What do you want me to do?” Kobayashi pointed the gun at me: “My dearest friend!”
I was half speechless, I didn’t realize that being held at gunpoint was so terrifying. I backed up behind the shelf, not expecting things to come to this.
“Kobayashi, listen to me, I’m just trying to find out the truth about what happened, I’m not holding it against you…” I felt like my brain was drying up, and it took me half a day to come up with such a sentence.
Kobayashi smiled even colder, “The truth you’re trying to find out is against me!”
Kobayashi’s words exploded in my mind like a nuclear bomb, I didn’t realize that things were really as I thought, that Kobayashi was the real culprit in this series of murders!
“You really killed them!” I don’t know if the tone of my voice was one of fear or anger, except that I felt my hairs stand on end.
“Yes!” Kobayashi spoke in a light tone: “I did all this, what can you do to me?
You’re just a wanted man on the run now.”
Hearing what Kobayashi said, I felt a fire burning inside me.
“You don’t think you can do whatever you want just because you’re like this. At least…” At this point, I realized that my anger had disappeared again, and the fact before me was that Kobayashi had the absolute advantage of being in control of all this, while I was a lamb ready to be slaughtered.
“Talk! Don’t you always love to talk? Say something! Don’t you want to solve the case?” Kobayashi walked towards me proudly, “At least what? Say something!”
“Dumb ah! I told you to talk, you didn’t hear me!” His voice gradually rose, and I could feel that his emotions were not stable: “I told you to talk, did you hear me!” Then he fired a shot at the floor, and the bullet ricocheted in front of my foot. Because of the silencer, the whole room only had a thin echo crashing in and out.
I almost pissed myself in fear, and there was a slight wet heat in my pants.
“I forgot!” Kobayashi laughed, blowing into the smoking muzzle: “I shouldn’t have threatened the witness.”
I remembered the tape recorder I was used to carrying in my arms, and I decided to throw in the towel, so I laughed as hard as I could, the kind of sneer-filled grin I know best.
Kobayashi was a little hesitant to face my smile. “What are you smiling at?” As expected, my smile made him falter.
“I’m laughing at you for getting cocky too soon.” I took out the radio in my hand: “Look at this.”
“Oh!” I couldn’t really hear whether Kobayashi sounded surprised or mocking.
“Are you trying to tell me that you’ve recorded our conversation just now?” Kobayashi leaned closer to me, and as I watched that gun in his hand get closer, I felt my heart beating faster and faster.
“Yes!” I tried to act bold: “I’ve recorded our conversation completely, so you’d better… now…”
“Put down your weapon so you don’t make another mistake, right?” Kobayashi laughed, “I mean, Mou, come on! You can save yourself the gossipy clichéd dialog.”
Being snubbed by Xiaolin, I was like a child who had just been punished by his teacher, I looked at Xiaolin in a daze and couldn’t speak for half a day.
“Hairy.” Kobayashi looked as if he wasn’t talking to me: “If I kill you right now, what do you think the tape you’re holding will do for me?”
Suddenly I felt that when Xiao Lin said this sentence, it seemed to carry a God tone, as if he knew everything, I felt that he knew my situation like the back of his hand.
“I don’t suppose you don’t realize that this is a sub-master recorder! If you kill me now, then the tape of our conversation just now will be handed over to the police by H…”
Kobayashi’s laughter muffled my words, and I had a bad feeling.
“You mean hand it over to H?” There was a piercing coldness in Kozai’s laugh.
“Come on! Hairy. Let me show you what real life is.” Kobayashi gestured me toward my right with the gun in hand. It was then that I realized there was a door, I looked down and wondered how I was going to alert the guards, who should have been alerted by the bright lights of the place: but I hadn’t noticed any movement from the guards until now.
“Don’t try to make any noise to attract the attention of the guards.” Kobayashi’s voice rang out coldly from behind him: “The guards are all my brothers, so just give up!”
The words pierced my heart like a sword, and despair flowed quickly through my entire body.
But the greater despair existed when this door opened, and the sight before me almost gave me a stroke.
I saw H tied to a chair with her mouth tightly taped. As soon as she saw me come in, tears poofed down from the corners of her eyes, and I turned my head to look at Kobayashi, who was sneering.
“Do you still expect H’s tape?” Kobayashi’s mouth slightly raised the arc of victory: “I did not think that this bitch dared to go back to the research center, she thought that she and Yang Zhihong’s secret access only they know, to tell you the truth, I have known for a long time, I don’t know how many women I’ve taken, and occasionally there are also men! From this secret passage in and out of the center, I caught her without any effort at all.”
“But!” He continued, “I didn’t realize that Yang had installed surveillance systems in every corner.” Kobayashi took out two CD-ROMs: “Luckily, I found them in time, otherwise it would have been a real problem! Of course, I have to thank you guys for that.”
I gritted my teeth at Kobayashi’s smug look.
“I’m sure you’d love to see what’s inside the disks!” Kobayashi sent said sending one of the disks into the computer behind him.
“It’s brilliant, I think you’ll like it.” Kobayashi stepped aside. The computer screen, after a moment of darkness, showed the image I wanted to part with most in my life.
The cell didn’t even appear in the picture, it was just me, I was the only one performing in the picture, the cell was like the invisible man, I was only seen kissing and touching the air, and when the picture appeared of me leaning over the table and writhing my waistline, I really wanted to hide in my hole. That look was like being secretly filmed while masturbating. I kept swinging in the air, the tip of my prick impaling not the warm cunt of the cell, but the transparent air.
“It’s fun, isn’t it?” Kobayashi was still all smiles: “Watching yourself naked and pumping your cock into the air is so much fun, isn’t it? It’s a sex classic! I loved it, watching your cock stand up straight in the air, watching you get pleasure from the air, watching your satisfied and envious face and repeated movements, I was dying of laughter. Especially the shots of caressing into the air, that was a real treat!” Kobayashi started laughing as he said that.
I looked at Kobayashi with both shame and anger, and if I could, I would have killed him without mercy! But besides anger, there were a bunch of question marks! Where the hell is Kobayashi? Why haven’t I seen her?
“So I guess I’d say having sex with virtual reality is kinky! It’s pretty clear from the way you just looked in the picture, isn’t it, Hairy?”
“Virtual reality?” My mouth dropped open incredulously.
“That’s right! That whole thing with you and the neighborhood was just a computerized thing, how about that? It’s very realistic! It’s the latest technology! But this product is not on the market, because in the experiments found that it has adverse side effects on the human brain, but don’t worry, you just use it once, it won’t affect you too much.” Kobayashi lit up a cigarette: “It’s very addictive, isn’t it! Virgin, I even set it to sexual violence game mode for you!”
I am speechless. If I had not seen it with my own eyes, I think I would not have believed it. I did not think that technology could go so far as to make it impossible for people to tell what is real and what is not!
“The biggest characteristic of this set of soft body is that it in addition to the general system to stimulate the brain’s function, it also has the function of hypnosis, it can quench everyone’s heart to the most obsessive place of desire.” Kobayashi continued: “But this product has already crossed into the realm of God, its side effects on people are like drugs, so it was banned in the experimental stage. However, because one of my girlfriends is a senior officer of this company, I was able to get this system, but don’t get me wrong, I’ve never used it; it’s just that I don’t know how to reject women.”
“What about Cell?” I suddenly thought about the cell, and if the sex with me was just a dream, then how the hell did she die afterward?
“Talk about a neighborhood! She’s providing another kind of sexual orgasm!” Kobayashi said with a satisfied look, his eyes written with infinite recall.
“What the hell did you do with her?”
“It’s the same as before! Only this time the experience was special.” Kobayashi licked his tongue, “This is the first time I’ve raped someone, I didn’t realize it would feel so good!”
“You devil!” I clenched my fists: “I can’t wait to break you into pieces!”
“Ha!” Kobayashi laughed indulgently: “Being a demon is the only way to enjoy the sweetest pleasure in the world!
Like you’re going to kill me not for your pleasure?”
I can’t help but feel a little sick to my stomach looking at Kobayashi, this guy has gone completely insane!
“Hairy, I’m telling you raping someone feels really full on good. Of course it has to have an acceptable receptive word for it, like the neighborhood is. Whoa! As I tied her to the metal frame, I watched her agonizing and struggling, and my cock swelled up like a motherfucker. I couldn’t wait to strip her of her clothes, wow! That’s really something, Xiao Mao, you know that the neighborhood has a good body!” Xiao Lin was getting more and more excited, he had a rare blood color on his face.
The embarrassing thing is that I am also getting more and more excited as I listen to it, and my indisputable organs are stirring in my body.
“Watching those big tits of hers shake and jiggle! My heart is just about to itch.”
Xiaolin continued: “I grabbed her tits hard, took out my dick and shoved it in, it was the first time I went straight in without foreplay, I think my foreskin was turned up by her dry vagina. You didn’t even hear the cell screaming for sex, it was soul-crushing! I felt like my soul was melting.” Kobayashi’s face was getting redder and redder: “This kind of pleasure really vaporizes people!” Kobayashi did a full body shake.
“And then you found a scapegoat to take all your sins for you?” I said indignantly.
“Not one, but two! You and Chen Yizhi.” Kobayashi had that underhanded smile again.
“Chen Yizhi because I find him annoying, he always thinks I’m sorry for stealing his girlfriend, this kind of person who only jerks off in the dark, even wants me to give him an explanation, so lo!”
“So you killed Yi Qingyu and framed Chen Yizhi.”
“Xiao Mao, your reasoning should not be like a serial, okay?” Xiaolin stomped out his cigarette: “I didn’t mean to kill Yi Qingyu at all.”
“What are you babbling about?” Kobayashi’s words displeased me greatly.
“So well, it is Yi Qingyu himself asked me to kill her, I know you must not understand now, but the fact is so.” Xiao Lin shrugged his shoulders, with a hopeless look on his face: “You know, there will always be some people who have some strange hobbies, of course this refers to in terms of sexual intercourse. Like Yi Qingyu every time I have sex, she will ask me to strangle her neck, at first I can not accept this kind of play, but later I realized that this kind of game is really for my sex life to bring new feelings.” Kobayashi paused to look at me carefully.
“However, there was a time when I missed, I was too engrossed in my orgasm, but didn’t think that I would kill Yi Qingyu by mistake.”
“You can even say this kind of explanation.” I couldn’t stand it any longer: “Kobayashi, you’re really shameless.”
“I’m telling the truth, whether you want to believe it or not is up to you.” Kobayashi’s face was full of unconcern: “But you’ve piqued my interest in talking, so you must listen to the end for me.”
I had no other choice but to see him talk to himself.
“Although it was a manslaughter, I didn’t feel too deeply guilty because I finally discovered another pleasure, I felt like a female praying mantis that ate the male immediately after intercourse, I thought it was a really cool way to play, and I’ve been enjoying it ever since.”
“You mean you keep killing for your own pleasure!” Kobayashi’s statement really staggers me now.
“That’s right!” Kobayashi nodded her head : “I realized that only in the middle of this process can I truly enjoy the pleasure of sex.”
I can’t speak anymore, this behavior can no longer be described as just crazy.
“So I keep tempting my prey, notice I use the word temptation, I hate the feeling of forcing someone, I want my prey to willingly give everything for me.”
“You’re willing to kill for your own pleasure, and at the same time you victimize Chen Yizhi?”
“That’s another coincidence.” Kobayashi’s tone carried a matter-of-fact indifference: “It happened that I found his diary, and speaking of which, it’s even funnier, Chen Yizhi personally took the diary to talk to me, and it was because of this diary that the two of us got to know each other more deeply.” Kobayashi laughed out loud.
“But he definitely didn’t think that it would actually cause him to fall into the realm of all hell because of this instead.”
“So you used the convenience of your position to take out Chen Yizhi’s semen and leave it at the scene, shifting all the guilt onto him, which, along with Chen Yizhi’s diary, led everyone to conclude that he was the culprit.”
“You’re only partially right.” Kobayashi lit up another cigarette : “But that’s impressive enough, it proves that your intelligence is superior.”
I didn’t know if Kobayashi’s words were positive or negative, but I was sure he had something else to tell me that I didn’t know.
“But you won’t be able to think of how I used you.” Kobayashi pursed her lips and looked at me : “The last time I was suspected by the police, if it wasn’t for you helping me prove that I wasn’t there, I’d probably still be in trouble right now!”
“I don’t understand.” I shook my head desperately: “I really don’t understand!”
“I wasn’t looking for you to go to the bar that day ∶” Kobayashi’s face leaned in close to me and I avoided it in disgust.
“So what?” I said in a tone filled with disgust.
“That day when I looked for you I said it was nine o’clock, but in fact it was already more than ten o’clock.” Kobayashi said, “I know you never wear a watch, so your habit helped me a lot.”
I can’t imagine that I’ve inadvertently accomplished this perversion.
“But what’s more problematic is that the owner at that hotel is the only one who knows the time, so I’ll just have to take out that old glass. Hell, I even had to sacrifice my ass for this.” It’s amazing that Kobayashi can talk about killing people so easily, as if he’s going to a convenience superstore to buy instant noodles.
“Just get it straight!” I think there’s probably a lot more he’s not telling me.
“If you want to know, of course there’s more! Like the fire in your research lab! Vilifying you in front of Sexy Yang!” Kobayashi said, full of concern.
I really didn’t expect Kobayashi to betray me like that, and I was still wishfully thinking that all of this was just a misunderstanding.
“Kobayashi, I consider you such a good friend, and you’re…” I really didn’t know how to continue.
“If you hadn’t been trying to track down the truth, if you hadn’t taken it upon yourself to hack into my computer, I think I would have kept you as a good friend of mine.”
“What about Ai in Chen Yizhi’s diary?” I suddenly thought of the missing Ai, and I had the idea that she had been poisoned by Kobayashi.
“You mean the high-spirited girl! Well, she was a pretty sweet experience too. I didn’t expect her to be so slutty when she went to bed, she wanted to come in every position, and the best part was when I fucked her from behind, the fullness of her dick and the big tits in her hands, it was so refreshing, and we came a total of five times that night, and honestly, I couldn’t bear to part with it when it came to killing her!”
It seems that Kobayashi is really using Chen Yizhi’s diary as a guide, so I thought of my high school teacher.
“Come on, she was turning into an old woman by the time I found her! The body was so swollen, it didn’t even look like the one described in the diary.” Kobayashi’s tone was filled with anger as he said this.
Well, all my doubts were cleared up, almost all my deductions were valid, and almost all my hunches came true, but I didn’t realize that the beginning of the truth would be the end of my life.
“Well, the story is finished!” Kobayashi smiled again once more : “Hairy, I really feel sorry for you, I didn’t expect you to end up like this.” Kobayashi pointed the gun at my jaw forcing me to have to stand up.
I must admit I’m pretty scared right now, and as the cold barrel of the gun is pressed against my jaw, I feel a tingle in my testicles.
“Like being bitten by a poisonous snake or not!” Kobayashi smiled, but I knew that behind his smile carried great sinister intentions.
“This story teaches us that the world is not that fucked up! Even bullshit reasoning is always just reasoning, it can never represent the world or explain everything. If you believe it, then you’re stupid!
Just like you are now, Hairy, you are the victim of this lesson.” Ozai looked very pleased with himself.
I didn’t say anything, just looked at Kobayashi blankly.
“Xiao Mao, originally, this matter could have had nothing to do with you. We could still be good friends, but instead, you wanted to clear everything up, so this scene today is all your own fault. If you were just doing research, if you were just writing a report, I would never, ever do anything to you. But you just want to be so serious, you have to figure everything out, well, now it’s come to this.”
“But the fault lies with you.” Kobayashi’s words made me a little angry: “If you hadn’t killed Yi Qingyu, if you hadn’t killed consecutively, these things wouldn’t have happened at all.”
“Look at you, here we go again.” Kobayashi waved his hand with a disdainful look on his face: “You think the world is too easy, and going after the root of the problem is only victimizing yourself and dragging H down with you. “Kobayashi said as he approached H.
I got worried for H. Kobayashi grabbed H’s hair and pulled her whole head up.
“Hairy, let me ask you a question, did you fuck this bitch?”
Facing Xiao Lin’s question I couldn’t do any reaction for a moment, but I saw disappointment in Xiao Lin’s eyes, and I was a bit puzzled as to why he would react like this.
“It seems like you probably do have a hand in her! Hairy you really let me down too much, you’d even want to wear such shitty shoes.” He grabbed H’s hair even tighter.
“Let her go!” I bellowed angrily, “Did you hear me, I told you to let her go.”
“Really?” Kobayashi smiled grimly: “I’d like to see what you’ve got to keep her.” He dropped his grip on H’s hair and walked towards me.
“I’ve just been feeling sorry for you, do you know what for?” Kobayashi’s gun was pointed at my chest.
I didn’t answer.
“Because I really think not having sex with you is the biggest regret of my life.”
Kobayashi suddenly grabbed my ass, “Really, I think I’d really like to see what you look like when you penetrate me.”
I felt shivers rise throughout my body. I angrily pawed away his hands that were pressing on my hips.
“I knew you wouldn’t agree.” Kobayashi laughed bitterly : “But because I truly love you, I delayed doing it to you, but today you forced me to make a decision that would cause me pain.” Kobayashi looked at me with a sad face.
He took out the handcuffs and handcuffed me to the window ledge, then he walked over to H. He was very happy to see me.
I had a bad feeling about this. “Kobayashi what are you doing?” I couldn’t help but yell.
“I’m going to make you taste the pain for real.” After Kobayashi turned his head to me and said those words, he ripped the tape tightly wrapped around her mouth. After an ah, I saw H’s agonized expression and heard her mournful scream.
“Watch and listen carefully.” Kobayashi said, “Watch how I’m going to fulfill H and you.”
After saying this, Kobayashi immediately tore off H’s blouse, the sound of fibers snapping and H’s screams mixing into an incredible timbre. After tearing off H’s blouse, H’s round breasts popped out like springs, although it was said that H’s breasts were tightly wrapped in a white bra, but this would not detract from H’s marvelous figure other than emphasizing the greatness of her breasts even more.
Kobayashi stiffly pulled H’s bra open amidst maniacal laughter, and when H wailed, the two meatballs jiggled even more recklessly. God! This kind of image when a temptation that all men can’t afford.
Kobayashi pushed and squeezed H’s breasts while his tongue moved over her areolas.
“Well? Hairy! Did you feel it too? Did you taste her tits like this when you were fucking her?” Xiao Lin said while tightening the force in his hands even more, only to see H shrinking up for a while, then arching up again, squirming non-stop all the time. I looked at H’s agonized look with her eyes tightly closed, and it was really painful in my heart, but in the midst of such agony there was a desire that was stronger than usual stirring in my body.
Kobayashi quickly removed H’s pants, her slender thighs and plump ass sinking tightly into the chair.
“Look! Hairy! Let’s let these thighs take us to the most mysterious place of a woman:” Kobayashi lifted H’s thighs, his tongue resting on her calf belly as he began to move it gently, H letting out a slight murmur.
At the sight of this light, all the pores in my body could hardly stand it, and every one of them contracted, a contraction that made my heart begin to beat faster.
Kobayashi’s tongue stopped at the root of both of H’s thighs, he took one look at me and immediately ripped off her last line of defense, as if to give me a better view, he specifically pulled the seat that was originally on the side to be in front of me, and H’s dark forest unfolded in front of me. Kobayashi poked his head over, I believe he was licking H’s pussy with his tongue, if it wasn’t for Kobayashi holding H’s thighs down H’s thighs would have kicked up, then Kobayashi pulled out his cock and pushed it against H’s pussy, he didn’t go in, he just looked at me.
“Beg me! Hairy!” Kobayashi said, “Beg me to fuck H! I know you’re waiting to see me enter.”
“Pervert!” I scolded, “Let her go! Or I’ll never let you go.”
“Haha.” Xiao Lin laughed: “Xiao Mao, you’re a really pathetic person, why do you have to fake it so hard? Look at your penis, has long been swollen beyond recognition, your body has long told me your answer.”
“What you want most from me right now is this!” After Xiao Lin said this, his waist pole stretched forward a bit, H dryly howled, then Xiao Lin began to slowly pump up: “Xiao Mao, since you refuse to admit your state of mind, I’m not going to tease you, I’m going to do you a favor and let you enjoy the most wonderful visual experience in the world.”
Kobayashi said as he sped up his movements.
The sounds of chairs rolling and H crying out intertwined into a carnal, sacred music inside me. With every fierce stroke of Kobayashi, my heart vibrated along with it, as if it were a resonance, mingling with each other in a sexual score.
“Yes… Komo… that’s the look… enjoy… this… all of it… remember… orgasm is everything… remember well… orgasm… that’s… what… we… are looking for.” Kobayashi gasped as he spoke.
I don’t know anymore if I should be ashamed or excited that the woman I love is being ridden and I’m actually enjoying this from the bottom of my heart, ah! My God, what the hell is going on here!
Finally everything stopped, Kobayashi’s whole body shook and went limp on top of H. I let out at the same time, spewing all my cum as much as I could into my panties. I remembered the scene with my mom and dad and the hooker when I was a kid, and I wondered if maybe my father was getting their orgasms in that same act, and they were just enjoying sex in a different way, like what was happening with me and Kobayashi and H today.
After a short break, Kobayashi slowly approached me.
“Know the power of sex! Before it no matter how learned or moral you were before it, you had to succumb to its power in the end.”
I didn’t have any desire to refute Kobayashi’s words, not that I agreed with them, but I just didn’t know what to say.
“Now all that’s left to do is to finish you off.” Kobayashi picked up the pistol, pointing the muzzle at my brow: “I repeat, I really hate to kill you, but there’s no way around it, for the sake of my enjoyment in the future, I’ll just have to take your and H’s lives today!”
Looking down the barrel of the gun against my head, I think I’ve come to a realization.
GAME OVER! A row of words suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, and then an angel fell from the sky very suddenly.
“I’m sorry your time has expired! If you would like to continue this game, please save your current game progress and contact the counter after exiting the system, thank you for your visit: please place the 3D visualizer on the right shelf at the exit, thank you for your cooperation! Thank you again for coming!” After the angel said those words, all the scenes turned into darkness in an instant, and I stepped down from the 3D visualizer in a daze.
“Damn it! It’s already at the end and the computer just says time’s up! It’s just asking you to pay another fee!” I mumbled as I walked out of the game room. Kobayashi greeted me as soon as he saw me come out.
“Well! Was it fun?” Kobayashi sounded even more excited than I was: “It’s true what I said! This new game is exciting, isn’t it?”
“Exciting, my ass!” I smacked Xiao Lin on the head: “Damn, it’s the end of the day and you’re still saying that it’s time, it’s obviously a trap!”
“That’s the way it is! I’m doing business! The point is how the game is! If it’s worth it, then it’s worth spending more money.” Kobayashi said.
“What you say is also true!” I said, “I didn’t realize that virtual reality is getting better and better nowadays, but I really realized I was going to be killed just now!”
“Technology! Technology!” Kobayashi shouted, “This is the age of technology, and these effects will be even better in the future!”
“Right!” I responded diffidently.
“Okay, enough playing! Next time we’ll look for newer games of the same genre.” Kobayashi said gleefully.
“I’m not doing it!” I turned down Kobayashi’s invitation: “I can play for real, why do I have to rely on virtual reality?”
“Come on! There are plenty of better women than Koyuki in the computer!” Kobayashi smiled wickedly.
“It’s not necessary!” I pushed Kobayashi.
“Fine!” Kobayashi gave up the lobbying. I launched myself in front of the crowd walking out of the computer game center. And just for a moment, it seemed like I actually saw H, Yang Ji Hong and Chen Yi Zhi yet!
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