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I started having weird hazy sexual dreams in second grade, but they were just two people, a man and a woman, cuddling.
At that time, I was still sleeping with my sister, who was only one year older than me. One summer night, the time is late, the room turned on the dim light, my sister has fallen asleep, my mother is busy in the kitchen, I lie in bed, I saw my sister wearing white underwear, sleeping loose panties, two feet apart sleeping very well, I suddenly got an idea, want to see her private parts.
Nervous inside, I slowly moved my head between her legs and carefully spread the wings of her panties with my hands, but the light was too dim to see clearly.
I was so curious that I wanted to see what a woman’s place looked like, but I was afraid of waking up my sister. I was peeping between, I found my mom walked past the window, scared and quickly shrink away, pretending to lie down and fall asleep. After a while, I couldn’t see any movement, so my curiosity got the better of me and I peeped again, but I couldn’t see anything.
As I was watching, I realized that my mother passed by the window again, and listened to the sound of footsteps coming to my room, which scared me a lot, did my mother find out? Because the bed is not facing the window, she should not be able to find out without looking closely.
I was just celebrating when I saw that my mom had walked in, all angry, poked me with her finger a few times and mumbled something under her breath, so it turned out she had found out! I was so scared. Later on, although I still slept with my sister for quite some time, I no longer dared to peek and had no curiosity, but then somehow there was another dramatic change.
At that time, I don’t remember the situation very clearly, I only remember that it was still daytime, the weather was relatively cold, and it was already time to cover the quilt, and my sister and I were playing on the bed, and my sister was half-recumbent on the bed. I was playing and got under the quilt, and realized that my sister was only wearing panties, and I was pressing my hands on both of my sister’s thighs, and my head was facing her private parts, and we suddenly stopped talking.
I don’t know where I got such boldness, remembered that there happened to be a flashlight at the head of the bed, so I reached out and took the flashlight into the comforter, and then pulled open a wing of my sister’s panties, so I shone the flashlight and looked at it, and my sister unexpectedly did not resist! This made me even more bold, I put my head close to her bottom, shining the flashlight to take a closer look.
My sister’s pussy was still hairless and white, but there was already a little bit of a bulge and a crack in the center.
I pressed the crack with my finger and felt my sister tremble slightly, I simply removed my sister’s panties to have a better look, thinking that my sister’s head was outside while I was looking at her pussy inside the comforter she didn’t resist, could it be that she was full of curiosity as well?
I held the torch in one hand while the other fiddled around with my fingers in that crack, finding it amusing that the crack opened when I pressed my finger down, and closed automatically when I moved my hand away. I put my nose to it and smelled it, a light slightly fishy odor, licked it with my tongue, salty.
With my hands having to support myself, and the fact that it was stuffy in there, it wasn’t long before I got a little tired and rushed to help my sister put on her panties and stick her head out, and just like that we slowly fell asleep individually without saying a word.
I think I was too young to know better and I was just curious. Perhaps everyone was curious about sex at that time, indeed, about sex organs, not only boys but girls as well. Because later on, I repeated the same trick, in an evening, a female classmate tricked out, took off her pants, she was very shy, but still let me look at her there and touch, I think she is also full of curiosity.
I deliberately took off my pants and asked her to touch my sex organ, she did not dare. So I followed the footage of men and women embracing that I saw on TV and held her, rubbing my penis against her pussy. Unfortunately, at that time, my penis was still limp, like a newborn puppy, foolishly looking at a piece of fat next to it but not eating it.
By the time there was actually something to eat, more than a decade had passed, and that was an afterthought.
Soon, elementary school is graduated, my grades can be described as a mess, but with the last semester of diligence for more than a month, actually to the school’s first place in the results into the secondary school, so that teachers and parents fell on their eyes. Only the good times didn’t last long, less than a year the grades went down again.
At that time, I already knew a few words, and I had a lot of Family Doctor magazines and other magazines that my father had brought home from somewhere, so I would read them when I had nothing else to do. I liked looking at the pictures of women in the magazines at that time, and sometimes I was tempted to look at the pictures, but I didn’t know much about the terminology used in the magazines, such as “menstruation”, “masturbation”, and “uterus…” I didn’t know anything about it, and was too embarrassed to ask, so I could only make guesses on my own.
I am introverted, but curious about sex, peeking at my mother’s panties and menstrual belt, as well as in the hot summer after my sister fell asleep to peek at her under the skirt, but somehow, but do not dare to look at my sister’s private parts as when I was a child, can only sneak a peek, perhaps I began to have shame! Moreover, we often quarrel and fight, no longer as good as hours.
Dad has a cabinet often locker, do not know what some of the inside, I have been very curious, want to see exactly what things, take the opportunity to steal Dad’s key to sneak open to see, and then simply take a match.
I didn’t find anything the first time, but then I realized that there turned out to be a couple of sex books in there, as well as a handwritten copy of “The Heart of a Young Girl,” and a deck of obscene playing cards.
I was like a treasure, as long as there is a chance, will secretly take out to look through, that “the heart of the girl” is my father’s own copy, enough to copy a book of notes, I really admire him to have so much patience. Inside the writing is really good, see my heart poof dong straight jump, simply to jump out of the throat, penis also unconsciously erection; see those naked sex obscene poker, but also the blood chills, penis jumped a jump erect old high.
I was curious about the opposite sex, I remember junior high school when I once peeped at the neighbor’s women bathing, thick pubic hair black and numb all over again, can not see anything; also once let down the neighbor’s a six-year-old girl, take off his pants and slowly play with, but also with the distended strands of the meat stick in her pubic area grinding around, fortunately at that time did not inserted (and did not think of it), otherwise it can be guilty of adultery of a young girl.
(to be continued)