*This story is for my dear J. It’s about seeing this weird world through your eyes.
Reprints are welcome, but please give credit where credit is due and please do not remove this statement.
*Chapter I:
The young girl moaned loudly, her hair falling over the clean white pillows as a strong wave of lust rose through the room, ignoring the cold winter outside.
‘Don’t stop, God, don’t stop, I’m begging you, I’m begging you.’ The girl cried out with abandon: ‘Harder, oooh, harder, harder, harder… cock, give it to me…’
Liu Feng leaned back on the bed afterward, and the girl gasped beside him, revealing a satisfied look. Liu Feng thought to himself: ‘How old is this girl, 20, 25, it’s a bit hard to tell. From her old posture, you can see that she has a lot of experience, but has an innocent face and youthful body.’
The girl laboriously climbed up, her pussy oozing out the thick white semen of Liu Feng just now, and she fumbled to pull out a cigarette from her purse and light it.
”Don’t smoke, this is a hotel, I hate the smell of smoke.” Liu Feng roughly snatched the cigarette from the girl’s hand and pressed it out, throwing the lighter at the wall.
The girl giggled: ‘Cheap bastard.’ She lay on her back with her legs open.
The girl’s length is still a three-point gesture, but it can not be said to be beautiful, really beautiful is that a head of long hair, and that ID. she is Liu Feng last night in the net fishing, fishing girl on it is simple, but the risk is very big, so the body appearance has been considered luck.
”Good enough?” Liu Feng muttered in his heart and secretly made up his mind : ”You help put a water and take a bath together.”
”You’re very lazy yeah!” The girl lightly patted Liu Feng’s prick smiling and bounced her body up to walk towards the bathroom.
Liu Feng watched the girl walk into the bathroom sidled up and picked up his cell phone and dialed a number, listened for a moment and pressed a few more numbers, a faint smile on his face.
‘Do you know about threesomes? threesomes.’ shouted Liu Feng into the bathroom.
‘Heh! Nerves.’ The girl laughed and walked out of the bathroom.
The bedside phone suddenly rang, Liu Feng grabbed the phone and listened to it responding: ”Hmm! Good, can.’
‘What the fuck?’ The girl asked suspiciously.
‘Nothing, the counter asked for extra time.’
‘This long? Did you just fuck for this long?’
”Don’t talk dirty, OK! Clean your mouth when you’re not having sex.” Liu Feng frowned.
The girl spat out her tongue and went into the bathroom: ‘Hey! Old man, the water’s getting full.’
Liu Feng is exactly forty this year, which is considered an old character on the net.
‘Wait, just a minute, okay? You wash first, I’ll be right there.” Liu Feng got up and walked towards the door of the room to gently open it, a slightly chubby man of his age walked in.
The girl poked her head out: ‘..! You said we’d… ah…! The girl screamed and shrank back into the bathroom.
‘Okay?’ The slightly chubby man asked, a little handily.
”Have you brought your medicine? Li, you’re a pain in the ass.” Liu Feng ignored Xiao Li’s expression and reached for a packet of pills from his jacket: ‘How much?’
”One or two, old Chen said not to exceed three.” Xiao Li shrugged: ”I don’t want anything to happen.”
Hotel bathroom door can not be unlocked, Liu Feng opened the door to see the girl standing next to the bathtub wrapped in a towel shaking, just after making love to the enthusiasm of this all disappeared.
‘A friend of mine, come along!’ Liu Feng looked at the girl hesitantly did not respond and said: ‘will not hurt you, play together.’
Liu Feng spoke with a kind of innate authority, the girl could not resist and walked out with her head down, and did not dare to look at Xiao Li and stood to the side.
”Eat it.” Liu Feng handed the medicine to the girl with a cup of water in his hand.
‘Don’t!’ The girl looked on in horror.
Liu Feng slapped him across the face: ‘I told you to eat, OK! I said eat, how many times do you want me to say it?’
Xiao Li came up to pull Liu Feng and said: ‘You’re always like this, control it.’
The girl cried and swallowed both pills, sitting paralyzed on the carpet and crying over and over.
‘Ineffective? Old Chen is always lying to me, isn’t this a new one?” Liu Feng took out another pill and said: ‘Take another one.’
Li tried to stop it, but the girl reached out and caught it and swallowed it.
‘Lao Chen said…’
‘Shut up ok? Fuck her with your dick, not your mouth, OK!’ said Liu Feng angrily.
The girl felt like she was floating, the dull lights in the hotel turned into colorful neon all of a sudden, she knew it was a kind of psychedelic drug, she occasionally took it for fun, just not forced. Probably because of resistance, or fear, two pills for her at once surprisingly did not take effect. Now that it had kicked in, she felt like she could practically fly.
Liu Feng stood her up on the bed, and the girl ate and laughed.
‘Come and fuck me ah!’ The girl winks.
Liu Feng took off his underwear and lay on his back on the bed, pulling the girl on top of himself, the girl’s pussy has been wet to the pubic hair up. Liu Feng’s prick is very thick, there are nineteen or twenty centimeters! He poked the whole thing into the girl’s hole.
Only heard the girl called out: ‘Oh! The body is softly lying on the body of Liu Feng.
Liu Feng pushed her up and she slumped down, Liu Feng thought to himself: ‘Dry! Don’t have an accident.’
Xiao Li just took off his clothes and was putting on a condom, Liu Feng shouted: ‘Pour water.’
Two hours…
The girl slowly opened her eyes to see Liu Feng looking at her and let out a startled cry.
‘Fuck off! It’s okay, you’re fucking lucky.” Liu Feng got up and threw the clothes onto the girl: ”Count us lucky, hurry up and go home, go back and don’t mention this thing. I’ve been through your purse and I know where you live, don’t let me know that you said anything about tonight, I can find you.” Then he slammed another five thousand dollars on the girl’s face.
Xiao Li had long been driven away by Liu Feng. Liu Feng left the stunned girl alone and walked out of the hotel, immediately calling a taxi to leave.
Liu Feng did not expect it to be this cold outside the hotel, a burst of loneliness hit his heart, and a night passed like this. He didn’t have any post lovemaking pleasure at all, how many women was this week? No woman could bring him more than a day’s fulfillment
‘Fuck!’ Liu Feng secretly cursed in the bottom of his heart: ‘He is like a breeder who goes around making women feel good, but he can never be satisfied.’
Life without a woman makes Liu Feng feel lonely, so lonely that he is afraid, so lonely that he wants to commit suicide, so he looks around, but having a woman makes him even more lonely.
‘Women are a drug’ Liu Feng thought to himself as he touched the pills left in his pocket.
Liu Feng wanted to ask himself what in the world he wanted? These women are not without beauty, not without infatuation, smart and clever, considerate and gentle, the problem is that the better the women are, the more he wants to mess them up. Tonight this girl is considered to be unlucky, he has not hunted for two days, but he still has a problem.
”Fuck!” Liu Feng cursed again: ‘Tonight is bad enough.’
Author’s addendum.
Sorry! I have not served this type of drug so the process is a personal take for granted to write, this article is not to call people to use drugs and so on, the first chapter is actually just a wedge, just account for the personality of the male protagonist, I personally on the drug is quite disgusting.
I’ve been busy lately, so I’ve been writing when I can and forgetting when I can’t, heh! But the outlines are good enough that I won’t be slowing down and not being able to catch up. Recently, more and more feel that the article is not suitable for posting here, but posted elsewhere is not quite suitable, which is really a bit awkward, there are users willing to introduce a suitable place?
Chapter II:
‘What kind of people are these IDs?’ Rose was browsing through one-night stands and thinking… ‘Are they what they claim to be? Handsome? Brave? And…?’ Rose’s cheeks reddened at this thought: ‘Wow! This one says he’s 17 centimeters tall?’
Rose began to try to imagine how long seventeen centimeters would be, and she glanced at the Miter gauge in the pencil case as a living phallus appeared in her mind’s eye, its auburn glans flaring out in demonstration, the front of it glistening with a light stream of lustful fluid. A rush of heat rushed through Rose’s mind and her body was agitated, as if the shaft had already entered her lower body.
Rose is an extremely intelligent woman, and there are few women who are as intelligent as she is, yet still gentle. She was married for almost five years, five years she never doubted her love for her husband, who was the center of her life for five years.
Rose got married late, and had several boyfriends before marriage, but none of them had an ending. Each love affair made Rose lose her mind and go crazy for a while, but the passion of love never lasted more than two years, and Rose now even fails to remember what those men looked like.
It was not until Zhang Liming appeared in her life that she felt such a funny love in the past. It turns out that love is only simple when you say it, when you make love, when you play, but it’s so difficult to validate it through time.
Zhang Liming, a very ordinary man, at least among the men who appeared in Rose’s life he was the worst one. Of course, this comparison is from the so-called secular perspective, that is, the education, career, appearance and even include sexual ability and so on. But he loved and tolerated her, and he never hid the fire of his love. Take a simple example…
”I’m a bit inconvenient, give me the jacket.” Zhang Liming said in the elevator.
‘What’s wrong?’ Rose said worriedly as she handed over her jacket. Zhang Liming wasn’t in very good health and Rose was forever worried about his body.
‘I can’t be with you in such a small space.’ Zhang Liming blushed then lowered his voice: ‘It’s hard.’
‘What’s hard?’ Then Rose realized, face also red up giggled and said: ‘You yo bitch, see you wait how to walk.’
Rose’s sex drive is average like all women, not the cold or eager type. She likes hugging after sex more than sexual contact, and she doesn’t often have orgasms during sex, and before marriage, she rarely even had a high point. Zhang Liming could satisfy all her needs, and she liked to have sex with him, even without physical orgasms, but psychologically satisfied. Over the past five years, they have not missed any opportunity to have sex, including the couple’s hotel rendezvous during their lunch breaks at work.
Zhang Liming’s sexual ability is considered good, but in Zhang Liming’s mind, there is only Rose in heaven and earth. Sometimes Rose laughs and asks him if he is having an affair. Zhang Liming honestly thought hard and said that it was not that he didn’t want to have an affair, but he was afraid that if he thought of Rose when he had sex, he wouldn’t be ashamed if he couldn’t get a hard-on.
When she was tired from work and had a lot of things to do, Rose would fret and think of Zhang Liming, who covered her like a big tree, forever. As soon as she thought of his appearance, the world changed and immediately brightened up. If he worked overtime, if he traveled, Rose’s heart was filled with his shadow. She would start to get angry, playful and fuming, deciding that he only loved to work but didn’t want to spend time with her; Rose was the best at pampering, and Zhang Liming loved her for it.
‘Why aren’t there many women leaving messages?’ Rose wondered as she continued to browse the pages.
Roses are curious by nature, that’s what women are, and most great inventions have been accomplished to satisfy women’s curiosity.
‘What if I leave a message?’ Rose thought as she looked at a woman’s message: ‘This message is too explicit, it’s so embarrassing! Who would write to leave a message? Rose was deep in thought.
Nickname: Kiki
Sex: Female
Age: 38
Blood type: O
Residence: Taipei City
Hobbies: reading, shopping, staying in bed
Marital status: Married
Children: None
Rose was a little hesitant on how to proceed with filling it out. There was a curiosity in her body, she wanted to open a secret door and see what happened next. She couldn’t stop her curiosity.
Dating pattern: Long-term relationship
Message: I am a working person, just bored, welcome to write to be a good friend.
Rose looked at the message board and saw that it seemed a bit out of place, so she deleted the message… message: I’m a working man, lonely, what can you do for me?
‘Lonely? Heh! What a sensational word, hehe!’ Rose mentally grew a little satisfied with her masterpiece, ‘Superior and seductive yet!’ She thought to herself.
Filling in the free mailbox Rose had just requested as if she was afraid of regretting it she immediately pressed send.
‘Thank you, you have already completed your login, please do not re-send.’
A distinct line floated on the screen, like sending Rose to a secret garden. In this garden was a tree called the Tree of Life, the most beautiful tree in the garden, and its fruit was also the most beautiful, emitting an incomparably sweet fragrance.
When Rose approached the tree, there was a sign on it that said…
‘Whoever eats of the fruit of this tree shall surely die.’
Rose had known this tree for a long time, it wasn’t as if she hadn’t heard rumors about it, she was a smart woman who believed she could tour this garden to her heart’s content without making a mistake, she was always confident and self-controlled. About those who had died in the past for doing this taboo, Rose only found it amusing, she knew how to hold her size.
Lunch break time office has a kind of lazy ambiguous quiet. Rose opened the mailbox when the heart can not help but a burst of disappointment, and then dumbfounded, but only less than five minutes to leave a message, where the return letter?
Rose thought to herself, ‘Is this going to break the record for one-night stands, a 38 year old woman? How attractive am I? The ones who claimed to be tough in the messages above were only teenage boys, so what if one of them comes looking for me? Shouldn’t I teach him about sex in the letter?’ She then thought: ‘What if no one replies?
Geez! How humiliating is this?’
Now Rose was already suffering from the game as a face-saving battle.
Chapter Three:
”Marriage is difficult in the first place, don’t be too self-seeking, find more hobbies to enrich your life.” Liu Feng knocked down this line on the keyboard, making himself feel the words of his heart.
This is one of Liu Feng’s prey, Liu Feng always seeks more than two prey at the same time, he has spent a week on her, it’s time to close the net.
From the third day onwards, this woman kept complaining about her husband’s lack of attention to her, such as refusing to go grocery shopping or shopping with him, refusing to wash the dishes or take a shower on time, etc.. Her husband did not pay attention to everything in her life, and in his complaints the woman’s husband became an arrogant, shameless parasite.
‘How did you fall in love with him? Didn’t you notice these problems with him before marriage?’ Liu Feng tapped on the keyboard and thought to himself that this woman was a slow typist, how many people would want to spend their whole life wasting it on her?
‘So boring.’
‘Hooked.’ Liu Feng thought to himself: ‘There is no rush, just be more sure!’
‘Do you love your husband? You know love is blind, what do you know about love?’
After a moment’s hesitation the woman said: ‘Love it! Why else would I have married him?
‘Haha! Love it! Meaning it’s not so sure?’
‘I love him, so that’s okay!’
‘But you just hesitated for a second once didn’t you?’
‘I don’t know, I guess so, why else would I have married him?’
‘Dependency? Marriageable age? Just when there’s no one better at the time? He’s sexually active? Haha!’
‘Hee! You’re going to die.’ Then the woman said: ‘The situation was a little blurry for me, what you said seemed to have some truth, but I don’t believe it.’ The woman began to struggle.
‘You can deny it, face is always important isn’t it? I can understand that.’
‘It’s not the face, I’m just fuzzy.’ The woman fell into a meltdown: ‘It’s time to get off work, I should get off the line and go home.’
‘Go back and face the stone elephant husband? Go for a walk to give yourself a break and take a little vacation!’
Liu Feng knows that this week’s seduction has not been in vain, the woman is slowly being guided to an established skepticism of the road. Love is a kind of constraint, whether willing or not, but constraints are constraints, when the love will be blurred constraints also follow the blurred.
Liu Feng has different means for different women, but the simplest way is to mix the values of food, stirring up the winning heart, about the kind of invitation to go to bed Liu Feng has no appetite. Sex in the end is a challenge or physical satisfaction or the ultimate love? Liu Feng himself can not avoid the confusion when mixing others.
‘Hmm! Perhaps.’
‘A nice dinner out and a look at the dudes on the street will put you in a better mood and make the days a little more bearable.’
‘Whoa!’ The woman began to hesitate.
‘Need a favor? A meal together?’
Look at the watch, Liu Feng thought there is no time to notify Xiao Li to play together, plus this drug is also a little weird, tonight will be more normal! The bottom of the heart and a little bit of pain, dinner hotel, all this money to pay for themselves alone, I hope that this woman enough this value.
‘I must be home by eleven.’ The woman fell into the net.
Chat rooms have been inundated in the past two years, and this is Liu Feng’s favorite place to fish for women. He also searches hard on various dating sites to see if there is any ideal prey for him. In fact, Liu Feng prefers to look for candidates on dating sites, willing to register dating women are actually mostly lonely but not abetting.
Liu Feng’s approach to finding a woman was based on two principles… The first was that she wasn’t the kind of woman who was obviously looking for sex, and the kind of woman who was looking directly for sex was often a bit sorry for her looks. He was looking for a woman who didn’t know what she wanted, and then he would spend some time trying to mislead her, then make her more sexual, then fuck her, then discard her. Secondly, he wants the woman to be married, and it doesn’t matter if she’s older, because married women are less likely to have problems with entanglements.
This principle is not necessarily unbreakable, just as vampires are occasionally forced to suck the blood of other animals during blood shortages. Yes, women for Liu Feng is blood is food, he relies on intercourse with women to feel the existence.
‘What’s next, shopping?’ In the restaurant, Liu Feng put down his son to tease his prey and said: ‘It’s only less than 7:30, there are still two hours free!
Woman facing Liu Feng’s forced gaze suddenly ear root a red swing up lowered his head: ‘all good.’
Fade down the woman clothes when Liu Feng can not help but to appreciate up, gave birth to a child woman figure is not the slightest impact. This woman is obviously no experience in affairs, hanging hands to let Liu Feng manipulated.
Liu Feng lightly bit the woman’s earlobe, the woman’s body began to wriggle, her mouth holding back but still emitting a low wail. Breasts are not large, but they are firm, slightly brown nipples quivering. Liu Feng put her down on the bed, his eyes moved down, so slim waist.
The woman shyly said: ‘Don’t look.’ She wrapped her lower body into the sheet.
Liu Feng lifted the bed sheet, pubic hair is such a thick, pussy mouth a one and a half is clearly ready, coupled with the kind of shy dickey, Liu Feng all of a sudden the urge to get up in the woman’s pussy a light bite. The woman hmmm, Liu Feng thought to find the head, this woman loves heavier means.
‘I’m so fucking cheap!’ Liu Feng thought to himself: ‘What do I care if this woman orgasms or not? I am cheap.’ Liu Feng’s tongue rolled over the pubic core, bringing up a wave of water.
Liu Feng can never concentrate on the sex, sometimes he feels like a sex machine, during the sex he calmly masters every reaction of the woman, like a job.
Liu Feng got up and took off his underwear, pushing his lower body up to the woman’s face.
The woman looked at Liu Feng with horror in her eyes: ‘This…’
Liu Feng’s penis is 19 centimeters long when he is excited. In fact, he is not proud of it, and sometimes he even thinks that what women love is not him, but this penis. But undeniably, this weapon in fact is to help him win a lot of women, but it is difficult to determine the woman’s pleasure is from the penis is huge or curiosity?
The woman wanted to refuse, she had little experience with oral sex and she always felt a little dirty about the penis thing.
But this was so, at least heavenly compared to her husband, she couldn’t say no.
The phallus slid in the small mouth, the woman’s rusty skill touched the penis with her teeth from time to time, Liu Feng was a little impatient.
The woman felt pain but such fullness when Liu Feng went in.
‘Is it cool? Like big cocks?’
The woman was in pleasure but did not respond, her mouth just grunted ahhhhh not wanting to make a sound.
‘Say! I want cock.’
The woman, who had never used such vulgar language, the likes of which only appeared in pornographic novels, bobbed her head in denial.
‘Call me big dick brother.’ Liu Feng suddenly speeds up the frequency of his thrusts and the woman starts to scream.
‘Whoa! Brother.’ The woman screamed, the glans hit her uterus heavily, never had never had, the woman felt to be about to be deflated. The whole body paralyzed, a stream of cunt spurt out, the woman cried out: ‘brother, you stop, don’t, oooh ~ I don’t want it, I beg you.’
”Call me big dick brother.” Liu Feng relentlessly continued to thrust hard, the sound of lewd water overshadowed the woman’s breathless pleas.
‘Chicken… Chicken Brother, Big Cock Brother, you’re poking me so well, please spare me!’
Liu Feng stopped the action heart some satisfaction, he thought this woman can withstand how much? The leak?
Liu Feng was able to control the time freely, which he himself didn’t like. He recalled that the first time he had sex when he was young was less than 30 seconds, of course the length of time is related to age, but the biggest reason is that he did not enjoy sex, and he always used to be able to control everything precisely during sex.
After a while the woman’s lower body was slightly erected, Liu Feng knew she could come again.
Liu Feng this time slowly pumping the prick, the glans on the front end of the woman’s hole refused to end into the woman felt like ants biting the mouth of the hole as soft and sour, but the hole in the empty hard.
‘Big… big cock brother, harder, poke me harder.’ The woman pleaded.
Liu Feng violently pushed in and thrust hard.
‘Oh my god~~ I’m going to die.’ The woman’s orgasms kept pouring out like a spring.
Liu Feng started to concentrate on not thinking about anything, he wanted to end this lovemaking now, the frequency of thrusting was getting faster and faster, he felt the glans start to rise.
‘Don’t shoot inside.’
Liu Feng a stream of semen poured into the woman’s vagina, paralyzed and pressed on the woman’s white body.
‘You cum in it?’
”I can’t get you pregnant, I have a ligature.” Liu Feng was too lazy to explain, in fact Liu Feng hated the feeling of condoms, sex was originally an adventure wasn’t it? He loves this kind of danger, without the stimulation made up of these dangerous pieces Liu Feng can’t even guarantee that he can get an erection.
Liu Feng turned over, see the woman is still immersed in the pleasure just now, legs open, hole slowly out of the white semen, up a disgusted heart, thought: ‘fake old half a day, the original or a slut.’
”Wipe it off!” Liu Feng threw over the Kleenex.
The woman said lazily, ‘Oh my God! You’re so good, you’re poking me to death, you have such a big cock.’
Liu Feng rolled up to dress, coldly said: ‘Remember! Not when making love, please pay attention to your words, OK?”
It was just as cold outside the house. Liu Feng thought to himself when will this winter end? But wait until summer I’m going to miss winter again. The woman’s dismayed expression when he suddenly pushed the door open just now made Liu Feng balance out the feeling of losing his mind after every time he made love, and he thought that the woman must be furious now.
”Just a shameless rotten woman!” Liu Feng shrugged his shoulders and started the engine.
Chapter Four:
Ms. Kiki.
09XXXXXXX…
Rose opened the mailbox, God, even lying to have twenty letters! The first letter was just a phone number to call. Rose didn’t have the courage to open the second letter, so she just stared at the first letter.
‘What kind of person is behind this number?’ A curiosity flooded Rose’s mind. ‘A 17 centimeter prick?’ Thinking about it Rose began to feel restless again. Looking at it again and again, Rose didn’t know what she was thinking anymore.
”Hey ~” the phone that came from a heavy man’s voice, Rose like an electric shock will be in the hands of the phone almost with a fall to hang up, the bottom of the heart like a deer in the head, this is Rose’s first attempt at an extramarital affair, but the failure of the sort of complete, but in the end is also considered to satisfy a lot of Rose’s desire for curiosity.
Rose slumped in her chair, she had deliberately gotten up early today to be the first one in the office in order to try and accept the results.
The man on the other end of the line might be on his way to work, or he might still be in bed, hmm! He should be in bed, there was something so languid about the voice. The young man’s body was lying in a state of abandon, and his 17-centimeter prick was standing erect, swaying slightly, as if to greet Rose. Rose just watched, enjoying the phallus with her senses… There were still about ten minutes to go before someone went to work, I think! Rose hurriedly continued to look at one letter after another, the content mostly the same. Two-thirds of the men seemed confident enough to leave only a mobile phone number, a couple of them were résumé-like with detailed reports on their families and wives, and one even had a little poem written in it, which took Rose back to the days when she was a young literary girl. In the letter, some people try to emphasize the greatness of their own sex organs, some people plead for her favor, and some people beg their big sisters to teach them a few sexual positions, Rose copied them down one by one, intending to sneak a peek at them when she was at work.
This class Rose is sitting on the edge of her seat, she sneaks onto the site from time to time to take a look, and every time there is also still some gains again. Rose is a little weak and wants to say that enough is enough! Don’t want to make the world of men have come, immediately returned to the dating site will be their own information to cut, which only peace of mind.
Rose looked at the letters and didn’t know what to do, she tried to make a draft… DEARXXX
Thank you for your letter, is it possible to tell us more about yourself?
I’m a simple commuter and didn’t think to really do any dating, but to be a regular pen pal I’d welcome it.
I’m not beautiful, I’m out of shape, and besides, I’m happily married and an affair is not even a thought.
I hope I haven’t let you down.
Kiki.
Rose look at this letter written is four flat, want to say that the game to play should also have a limit, this network extramarital affair at least is also considered to have experienced. A person a fair and square are back, thinking so there will be a few left back to the cage? Probably no one wants it! Get up and walk toward the printer, Rose through the floor-to-ceiling glass look at themselves, 38-year-old woman is still very beautiful, Rose satisfied with the seat back to work at ease.
When Zhang Liming went in, Rose suddenly fantasized about the man on the other end of the phone in the morning, and her twitching penis suddenly seemed to grow longer and thicker. Rose immediately reached orgasm, after orgasm, she had so much betrayal guilt, feeling that this orgasm is not given by Zhang Liming, but like that strange man easily satisfied her.
The afterglow of her orgasm had not yet subsided, and Rose curled up against Zhang Liming’s chest, caressing his tiny nipples. She loved the way Zhang Liming touched her back afterward, making her feel safe, like he was promising, ‘I will never leave you in this life. Rose knew that this thought was silly, she looked up to see Zhang Liming still a little breathless, heartbroken and hugged him hard, thinking: ‘How I love this man ah! I love him so much that I can’t love him any more.’
All the shadows passed, and Rose peacefully relied on Zhang Liming’s arms and fell into a deep sleep, her dreams filled with only Zhang Liming’s shadow, only him.
‘Heh! I knew it,’ Rose snickered when she saw that there were only two letters in the mailbox, ‘These men want sex, and they only have sex on their minds, and that’s what men are all about.’ Thinking of Zhang Liming’s love, Rose’s whole body warmed up.
One of the letters was written by a kid, and the other was…
DEAR Kiki
That’s good, because I’m also a normal guy who couldn’t be more normal.
I didn’t expect to recruit a lover, I was just bored and wanted to talk to someone!
I’m glad you are happily married, I’m still single myself, can you tell us about your married life?
Everything about me was made clear in my last letter, but I’m sure it’s hard for you to have the time to read letters from so many suitors at once, haha! I’m curious, how did you get the idea to post this call for friends? Curiosity? Or did you want to prove something? And then to respond with such a killer letter after the friend request, hehe! You’re a lovely woman too.
Oh, yeah! Don’t worry, I’m a safe guy, regular job, no bad habits, haha! I’m about 40 years old, and at our age it’s hard to be bad, so what’s there to do but talk about life?
bundled straw in which silkworms spin cocoons
Rose looked at the letter and suddenly wanted to laugh, this person is really attentive ah! He read my mind right away. She went back and found this man’s first letter…
hello (polite)
You can call me Shan. If I just want to be your pen pal would you like that? I’m 40 this year, at this age people are more or less uncertain about the future, aren’t you?
bundled straw in which silkworms spin cocoons
The bottom of the heart was seen through, Rose has the feeling of meeting a confidant, plus this person has manners, is not the stream of the denizens. The game was over, but it wasn’t meaningless, at least this was a friend to talk to!
Mt. DEAR
As you say I’m exactly a little curious plus trying to prove that I’m not too old I guess! I’m a woman, and of course I’m very conscious of how much charm I have left, and don’t you think it’s a good way to do it? In one day I’ve gotten almost 30 affirmations from people, hmmm! If I had kept my profile longer, then maybe I could have gotten affirmation from men all over Taiwan!
I love my husband dearly and he loves me just as much, I’m a happy little woman full of vanity. I really have no desire to have an affair, it’s just a game, I’m sorry you broke in, it’s not too late for you to get out, and then don’t say I didn’t warn you.
Why don’t you get married? I like married life. It’s nice to have someone who loves you around.
Your friend Kiki.
Chapter Five:
One Night Stand is a fun place, but according to Liu Feng’s experience, most of the letters are sinking into the sea. Liu Feng shopping this type of site is mostly because in this can be more understanding of the personality of the prey. As mentioned earlier, most of the women you can find here are of good quality, and it is difficult, but the cost is worth it.
This woman named Kiki seems to be a typical married woman who approached Liu Feng’s trap out of curiosity.
Most of these women are not yet experiencing marriage fatigue, they board this kind of dating just because they want to experience the excitement of adventure, it is almost impossible to get to. There is a big gap between almost impossible and absolutely impossible, for Liu Feng, as long as you return a letter to him, this is a provocation.
Is it hard to get this kind of woman? It just takes time for Liu Feng. This woman excites Liu Feng, it’s been a long time since I’ve had a challenge like this, how should I seduce?
DEAR Kiki
Obviously your charm affects me far away on the other side of the net haha! This internet thing is rather pointless isn’t it? Do you feel fulfilled in this meaningless glamor? Is it too dangerous? For example, you wouldn’t be able to determine my gender, and I wouldn’t be able to determine if you’re seven feet tall or not!
38 isn’t old! Unless you want to mock me, heh!
I can see in your letter that you are a very happy little woman (or is it little man?). I can see in your letter that you are a very happy little woman (or little man?). It’s good to have a husband who loves you, don’t you think it’s happier to be loved in the middle of loving and being loved? An affair? Don’t get any ideas, although I don’t have any prejudice against an affair, but an affair can upset a balance. Do you think you can throw away what you have because of love?
I don’t get married because I can’t love people, I just absorb the love of others like a vampire. I’m the chaser and at the same time I’m the escapist, I seek love but I cringe when it comes, love is the most false thing in the world.
Whoo! I’m not going to quit yet, heh! Because I’m not intruding. I’m just a harmless, distant stranger.
bundled straw in which silkworms spin cocoons
Not the slightest surprise the next day back to the letter came, the content of the letter did not take off Liu Feng’s expectations, which has an explanation, questions, of course, the most is curious, which is what Liu Feng wants.
Mt. DEAR
I guess we don’t have a choice but to trust each other, hehe! Should I give you my latest medical report? It clearly says I’m a woman! Thank you for reminding me. Are you a man or a woman?
There is a big problem with your letter, you obviously read my letter without paying attention to it, which makes me a little frustrated with my charisma. In the letter I said ‘I love my husband dearly and he loves me just the same’, if you have time please read it again? Hehe!
I don’t have trouble loving or being loved. I love him and he loves me. We love each other. There will be no affair. How is that possible? I love my husband like this!
Sucking up love? Don Juan? Or have you refused to grow up like Peter Pan? Did you mention vampires, or have you lost someone dear to you like the Count of Dunguil? I believe in love, and I’ve thought I was in love (heh.)! I thought I was in love once, in those far-off days of literary beauty, how nostalgic!) ), but it wasn’t until I met my old man that I realized how sweet true love can be. Trust me, don’t be afraid of love, just accept it!
Whoops! It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to quit, I’m just a harmless distant stranger (woman) anyway.
Your friend Kiki.
This woman has made Liu Feng a little scared, this is not a very simple woman, she understands some things like love. This is a serious threat, Liu Feng fights with all his spirit wanting to solve this puzzle properly.
DEAR Kiki
Okay. I have no choice but to assume you are a (woman) for now! I’ll have to assume you’re a (woman) for now since I don’t have a choice, but keep in mind that I believe in this without free will and without help.
I’m a little presbyopic, and I just took out my heirloom magnifying glass and with my trembling hands endeavored to look at your letter again. Wow! Yes, you did mention how much you love each other. What did I miss?
I’m trying to think with my stupid head, and there’s a bit of a question mark in the middle of this, why did I say in my gut that you were just loved? How could I have made such a huge mistake?
Please tell my dear little Kiki girl (it’s been a long time since anyone called you that little girl, heh! Excited?) Why are you logging on to dating when you’re supposed to be complete in love? Whoa! You said you were just curious. Did I make another mistake?
Please tell me you haven’t been attracted to men other than your husband, that you haven’t read pornography or videotapes, whoops! That doesn’t prove anything, you have to prove that you’ve seen it and that you fantasized about your husband during the process. It’s hard for a man not to cheat because the argument is on his side, so it’s hard to argue that he doesn’t love his wife. It’s easy for a woman not to cheat because society will hang her.
Please try the essay on ‘Cheating on a woman’s mind vs. cheating on a man’s body?’ .
This is a philosophical debate between men and women, and as a man, I can’t avoid having to kinda declare war on you, it’s a matter of life and death for the entire male population.
I am a thin-skinned man; I may have been hurt, and that was a long time ago. I have not the mad boring passion of a crusader who leaves his family and his wife; I am cold and exact; I believe in all palpable truth; I do not believe that men can put themselves in jeopardy, just for love? Whoa! This is about love between a man and a woman, affection is not the same, it is an instinct of the creature to perpetuate itself, can you extend a you in your husband? You are, after all, no more than separate individuals from him.
Grateful that you put up with my non-quitting, and in return I’ll begrudgingly let you be a listener!
bundled straw in which silkworms spin cocoons
Chapter Six:
The man seemed very funny, but also very cute. Rose wasn’t a debating personality, but everyone had a competitive streak, especially since she had been a child and had always won in every aspect of her life, because she was not one to give in to defeat.
Philosophy was not supposed to be what Rose was good at, women are by nature more emotional, philosophy wants to be analytical, and Rose is a very normal woman in everything. When a woman says I love you, what she thinks is I love you. When a man says I love you, he is probably thinking about the percentage of love, and in the empty space, he can put some stocks, NBA… or even another woman, and so on.
Rose didn’t really feel anything when she read the letter, but she felt a pressure when she wrote back. As mentioned earlier, Rose was never very good at analyzing; she used to know love because she simply knew it, but when it was dismembered it was bloody and unrecognizable.
Mt. DEAR
You make me unconsciously proud that you’re still the first person in the world to doubt my gender and accept the unfortunate fact that I’m a woman, thanks to your love.
I must admit that this letter is racking my brain (does it give your great ego an infinite satisfaction?). Don’t be too satisfied! Read on first.) , not that your topic is difficult, but wondering if your question is worth the effort of typing it out for this lady.
Why do you say that love, which seems so simple, is so complicated? Is love analyzed rather than felt? Is your world of love full of symbols? Can it be calculated by a computer? Wow! You seem so learned, you might as well be using calculus to break down love.
I thought it was a boring question, but since you asked it, if I don’t answer it, you’re going to sneer at women all over the world, aren’t you?
I’ve read pornography and I’ve seen pornographic videos. Is that unusual? I’m an avant-garde, cutting-edge woman! Why don’t you just ask me about my fantasies? Wouldn’t that be closer to the center of your question? Yes! I have a lot of sexual fantasies, but I’ve never had a real one. I fantasize when I see something exciting, but the fantasy never lingers beyond my eyesight, and I’ve never felt sexually attracted to anyone of the opposite sex in the real world under the sun. It’s not that I’m good, so good that no one deserves me, it’s about love.
Is this considered cheating of the mind? Theoretically I can’t agree with your definition of cheating. Cheating is an actual behavior that involves fantasies of real objects. If I want to kiss Andy Lau, is that a form of cheating? It’s too broad, isn’t it!
Truth is not all touchable, how many untouchable unexplainable truths have you seen? Life is the truest, but can you explain it?
You’re not indifferent, I’m sure no one is, indifference is a repression waiting for an outburst. I look forward to you meeting a woman who deserves it.
Thank you for putting up with my defense, my dear court.
Your friend Kiki DEAR Kiki.
My tiny self-esteem shattered at this blow; I thought such elementary questions would gain your favor, but you were not cutting it, alas! Woman A!
How do you assert that you love someone? Because of the level of pleasure after sex? (I’m sorry because I can’t find a better example, maybe I’ll use this type of thing as evidence, would you be offended? Be offended to tell me that I’m not a man who thinks with his lower body, and I know what manners are.) What does it feel like? You can’t even measure the level of pleasure after sex. Record it? Keeping a diary? Look in your journal and see which object you use the word ‘love’ more often with? What does it really feel like? You ate steak today and said the beef was good, that’s very intuitive, very intuitive. Tomorrow you eat lamb, you can’t remember the taste of beef in that moment, you’ll say lamb is good, better than beef. But you know that’s not fair to beef, not even to the pork and chicken that you haven’t eaten.
I’m glad you admit that you have sexual fantasies. Isn’t legendary love all about thinking about it day and night? What is it about your husband that doesn’t make you feel good? If you really love him like that, then your fantasy should be him shouldn’t it? Or even you will be proud to think that my husband can be so much better than you. Legend has it that love is not blind? What kind of lack gives you these gaps?
I have nothing to explode, I’m an empty shell, a soulless and lifeless ghost.
The plea was overruled, and as a marriage counselor I can’t play favorites.
bundled straw in which silkworms spin cocoons
Rose’s whole body was indescribably uncomfortable, the letter was written with all the wrong concepts, out of her perceived world, but she couldn’t explain it or object to it.
What’s wrong? Rose thought to herself, “What’s wrong? Why do I have an uneasy feeling? An uneasy feeling. Thinking about feeling Rose got a little self-conscious, what was the feeling? Rose couldn’t analyze it couldn’t explain it.
She knows it’s time to end this conversation, it’s pointless, why do I need people to judge my love for my husband?
But do I love him? Does he love me? Rose wanted so badly for someone to give her the answers.
Mt. DEAR
Are you saying this much to prove that my love is unverifiable? Or is it? Let’s put it this way! You test my love! With a scalpel? With a chainsaw? Or with a gastroscope? Give me a figure, ask me to do some experiments, like those white rats.
Everything you say confuses me and I can’t argue with anything, but I know you’re dead wrong.
I don’t care about that kind of talk. I’m 38 years old. Do you think I’m still an innocent little girl? Hee! You’re a gentleman, I can see the integrity of your words. And don’t talk so badly about yourself, okay? What about you?
You’ve never really mentioned yourself. Is it simpler and easier to cut someone else?
Your friend Kiki.
For the next week, Rose didn’t hear anything back…
Chapter Seven:
Almost there, Liu Feng said in his heart that this woman is about to arrive. Next she must be allowed to struggle a bit in her confusion, the seed must time to grow. Liu Feng knows that a successful seducer must learn when to pause and allow the toxins he spills some time to slowly ferment.
Liu Feng did not rejoice because of the impending success, in the past what he enjoyed most was not getting into bed, but that stage of seduction. Now that it looks like it’s going to be a success, Liu Feng wonders why he doesn’t feel happy? Is it tired of the chase? Or what? Liu Feng was unwilling and didn’t dare to examine his heart. He just wants to say settle it quickly! Women are all one and the same, this woman is just one of the many numbers.
DEAR Kiki
I am sorry that I could not write back because I was on a business trip to Hong Kong for a week. During the week I was anxious to know if you had written to me, but I was so unfamiliar with the place that I could only be anxious! This time I just arrived home and received the letter immediately, I hope you don’t think I disappeared.
Hong Kong is a prosperous place, but in the prosperity there is infinite loneliness. Can you believe it? I’m just sitting on a hotel bed doing nothing in an evil city full of nightlife? I used to think I belonged to the evil world. I wish I knew what I was thinking.
Are you starting to get confused about your love? Do you love him? I don’t know. Should I know? Does it make sense? Everything on the net is a symbol, meaningless. I told you I’m just an empty shell.
Want to know if you’re in love with each other? Truthfully I don’t believe that love lasts forever, and since we’re talking about love, let’s look at one of the simplest criteria!
Love is simple, love is when you are willing to show your weakness and give yourself to the other person, love is when you are willing to give everything. This is irrational and illogical, so love is actually a disease, which is cured by time, isn’t it? Lovers in love will be willing to sacrifice themselves at any time, this is the beginning of the fever when the coma state, then they slowly wake up a little, and then realize that love is just a dream.
Love is like a transmissible disease, you get all kinds of transmissible diseases, but the kind you’ve already had you have a hard time getting again. Like BCG? Cowpox? You’ll be immune, and the man will be insulated from you.
There may be people who are sick and sleep all their lives, but are you?
What are you willing to sacrifice for him? Keep it simple! A job? Looks? Life? How much can you sacrifice for him?
bundled straw in which silkworms spin cocoons
Mt. DEAR
You are very original about how to hurt people, and I can’t argue with the arguments in your letter.
Do I love him or not? I don’t know anymore because according to what you said there is not one thing that I can do. I am very honest in my analysis, I love my current job, I love my looks and I love my life more. Yes, I used to think I would be willing to sacrifice everything for him, but calmly thinking about it I am not able to do that at all.
After reading your letter I don’t have a kind of happiness of finally recognizing myself, instead I am in the middle of sadness, what am I cheating? I can’t say I don’t love him, but I can’t say I do. Do I love him or not? Is there love in this world?
I love Hong Kong. I don’t think Hong Kong is evil. Evil is in the heart of man, I guess! Wow! I’m not talking about you, I know you’re a good person, I’m just thinking that there’s an evil side in people’s hearts, just like me, I wonder if I’m taking advantage of my husband?
Say something that’s not sad!
Staying in bed on the mountain? Heh! What did you want to do? And what kept you from doing what you wanted to do?
Your friend Kiki.
DEAR Kiki
I’m sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you, I just like to analyze other people’s inner world, I can’t be accurate, if you can’t listen to the past, just skip it, a lot of words are meaningless.
Husband and wife is just a companion, at the beginning there is a kind of passion, and then it is just a habit, how long can the passion last? How long can passion last? Couples become relatives in the end. There are many benefits of marriage, at least there is someone to be with you when you need them. Is love important?
Think about it. If love is a thought, did you want to hear from me during this time? What did you think about when I didn’t write? Is that love? I don’t know. I need to ask you. I can only analyze what isn’t love, but I’ve never understood what love is.
What do I want to do when I’m sitting in bed? What did I want to do? And why didn’t I do it? Am I a good person?
You once said I never analyze myself. Yes, I hate analyzing myself. Why? Because I hate myself. I’m a chaser, full of wind, and I don’t see what I want, I’m just chasing the empty. Women? I’ve known a lot of them. I’ve never been without a woman, but I’m still lonely.
I’ll leave automatically after this letter is written. I don’t want to hurt you.
I was up all night last night trying to figure out what I was thinking about when I made the hotel bed.
You tell me, oh! No, you won’t be able to tell me anything because I’ll be far away from you, a woman who would make me afraid. Why would a man pine for a stranger he’s never met? Why would a stranger walk into your chest without warning?
Can I be honest about the hurt? No, I can’t, but I know it’s going to happen if I keep this up.
I don’t know about you, but it was for me. Next thing I know I’ll hurt you, and I know what I’m capable of in that regard. I’m sorry, it’s not a glare to say that, it’s a shameful feeling.
Perhaps my departure will be a boon to you.
bundled straw in which silkworms spin cocoons
Liu Feng sent out the letter for a moment and surprisingly failed to return to his senses.
He knew it was a gamble, that there might not actually be a reply after this letter, but he was always confident. Even if she didn’t write back? It wasn’t hard to find an excuse to write to her again.
The hard part is why is the heart a little sad? It is stuffy. Liu Feng turned back to look at the preparation of the letter, how much of it is a lie how much is the truth? Liu Feng can not be divided out also do not want to go to the points, his heart vaguely looking forward to her do not reply to the letter.
Mt. DEAR
Do you have ICQ? I need you to help me. Can you talk to me?
Your friend Kiki forever.
The word forever kept enlarging in Liu Feng’s eyes, like a mockery.
Chapter VIII:
Time: 03/06 AM1035～1107
Rose: Are you a mountain?
hill∶It’s me ….
Hill: Not talking? What do you want from me?
Hill: Busy? At work? I’m at work, too. If you’re busy, let’s talk about it sometime!
Rose: I’m not busy.
Hill: Why don’t you say something?
Rose: What do you want me to say?
Hill: You’re the one who called me!
Hill: still there?
Rose: In
Hill: Fighting with your husband? Are you in a bad mood?
Rose: No.
Hill: Come on, do you speak in one word?
Rose: No.
Hill: It’s okay, I’m going offline.
Rose: Don’t go.
Rose: Are you busy right now? Am I keeping you from your work?
Hill: No, you don’t talk, it’s a bit tiring to talk like this.
Rose: not silent.
Hill: Wait, the boss is looking for it, I’ll come back up this afternoon when I have time.
Rose: Oh!
Liu Feng will ICQ invisible, thinking patience, to be patient, to be patient, is about to arrive. Liu Feng stared blankly at the rose on ICQ, his heart was empty.
Time: 03/06 PM0411～0420
Hill: Are you always on ICQ at work?
hill: I will not stay in front of the computer, I do not turn off ICQ, such as no reply should be just a temporary leave, you do not mind.
Rose: You go ahead and get busy, I’m really fine.
Time: 03/07 AM0908-0910
Hill: at work?
Rose: Uh-huh!
Hill: Wait! Early meeting, maybe back in an hour or so.
Time: 03/07 PM0113～0126
Rose: Your hour is a bit long.
Rose: You should go to lunch, shouldn’t you?
Rose: You say I don’t love my husband, how do you tell?
Rose: Is there love in the world? According to you, there is no such thing as eternity in this world, is there?
Rose: I feel like it’s dangerous to talk to you like this, I can’t tell.
Liu Feng patiently did not reply to Rose’s words. As a paragraph came through, Liu Feng actually felt a kind of sadness. He thought to himself what kind of person is this woman.38 years old woman is still as innocent as a child. Everything is too much simpler than imagined, people who think they are the strongest are actually the easiest to break through, this kind of person is unsuspecting, too easy, just too easy, Liu Feng thought sadly.
Time: 03/07 PM0541～0642
Hill: Hi!
Rose: Busy today?
Hill: It’s always like that. I’m sorry.
Hill: Do you love him? I mean your husband.
Rose: I love him, I guess I do.
Hill: Guess not? You’re not sure.
Rose: I’m sure.
Hill: What are you doing now? Why are you looking for me?
Rose: Am I disturbing you?
Rose: I’m sorry.
Hill: That’s not it. I mean, you think you love him, so why are you talking to me?
Rose: Why? I don’t know what you mean.
Hill: I told you I’d hurt you if I contacted you again.
Hill: You’re so confident? About your self-confessed love?
Hill?
Rose: I love him, and I don’t believe anyone can sway me from him.
Hill: Uh-huh! It’s a good thing to have faith.
Hill: Are you free tomorrow night? After work. Is your office far from City Hall?
Rose: What?
Hill: Confidence, ma’am. Confirm your confidence.
I’m not a nice guy I told you, but I’m not a pushover which you can rest assured, all you need to prevent is my seduction. Wow! Of course you love your husband so much, would you be afraid of temptation?
Rose: No.
Rose: I mean, I can’t do it tomorrow. I have a movie date with him tomorrow.
Rose: I’m not afraid.
Hill: the day after tomorrow? I don’t care, it’s you who needs to prove that you love him or not, it’s none of my business, and it’s none of my business whether or not you’re running away from cheating yourself.
Hill: Are you sure you’re not tempted? For me.
Rose: I don’t know.
Hill: Don’t know what?
Rose: I don’t know, I’m so messed up, let’s talk about it tomorrow! I’m off duty.
Hill: As you wish.
OK! I’ll see you tomorrow, you’ll probably hide right! Haha!
Time: 03/08 AM0909～0925
Good morning, Hill! Faith Woman.
Hill: Are you ready to be tempted?
Rose: Not tonight.
Hill: It’s up to you, you decide.
Hill: I’m sure I can get you to come with me.
Rose: What’s with you?
Hill: dinner, coffee, hotel, sex.
Rose: What are you talking about? I consider you a friend.
Hill: morning meeting, etc. ….
Time: 03/08 AM1147～1158
Hill: Hi! I’m so tired of all the meetings.
Rose: tomorrow night.
Hill: Bold woman, huh? OK! 7:00 p.m. Hyatt main entrance.
Let’s see. I’ll tell you what I’m wearing tomorrow!
Rose: Don’t mess with me.
Hill: Scared? Where’s your faith?
Rose: I’m not afraid, I’m afraid that you’ll be rejected and you won’t be able to eat.
Hill: Heh! Well, I should probably go eat a good meal right now.
Lunch, coworkers waiting for me, leave first, contact tomorrow, I have to go to the client in the afternoon.
Rose: Bye.
You’re alone with your ramblings!
Liu Feng relaxes his entire body on the chair, the story hasn’t even started yet, the real story will only play out tomorrow night. This is something that Liu Feng is not worried about, unless the woman looks really sorry, which is something that belongs to Liu Feng to reject, or else he hasn’t had an unsuccessful case yet.
Of course, not every woman on the real will look at Liu Feng, on the eye proportion is high but not to 100%, but Liu Feng has his own means. Drugs, forced these Liu Feng are dry out, he feels that any woman as long as the acceptance of the invitation is to agree to go to bed, and the temptation to meet after he is no interest, the real fun is in the first half of the temptation under the unseen.
Meeting and going to bed these are the end of a project for Liu Feng. The project has to be delicate in planning, but the occasional situation that arises during construction has to be defused by any means necessary.
Liu Feng sets out to write a letter to a woman he’s supposed to be dating tomorrow.
A few days ago this woman also made Liu Feng a little interested, this time Liu Feng only felt revolted at her, get always rotten things is not it? He wrote the letter and opened the address book to send the letter.
Chapter Ten:
Rose woke up early in the morning and sat on the edge of the bed a little hesitant, last night almost a night without sleep. The bottom of the heart of the mess do not know what feeling, there is so a little sweet, and so a trace of fear, and look back at the sleeping husband and have a million guilty conscience. Last night when Zhang Liming’s hand reached out to her, she unconsciously dodged away, and in less than a second Rose regretted it. It wasn’t that she didn’t have any desire, she was always easily aroused when it came to Zhang Liming, but it was just that she thought for a moment that tomorrow maybe… if she did that… would that be impolite to other people? Just this moment of hesitation.
Rose cautioned herself that it was just a normal dinner party, but deep down she knew it wasn’t such a simple affair, and she wasn’t sure if she could get away with it. She got up and showered, unconsciously picking out a set of black silk lingerie, one of her favorites. Then as she changed and put on her make-up Rose simply forgot how dangerously happy she was for the evening’s date. She deliberately put on red lipstick, it would make her look younger. Looking in the mirror Rose smiled in satisfaction, but not a second later Rose decided to change to an auburn lipstick, she thought it would go better with her new coat.
Zhang Liming suddenly walked behind Rose and kissed her, Rose was actually startled, in fact, Zhang Liming’s silhouette was reflected in the make-up mirror, but at that moment her whole body had already traveled to the evening date. Zhang Liming embraced her with a heartfelt embrace.
Rose said: ‘Reimyung…’ Rose hesitated to speak for a moment.
‘Uh-huh! How’s that?’
Rose heart knows that this is the exit may be the end of the world, the heart should be all right but the mouth is indisputable said: ‘night I and Qianqian shopping, may be very late to come back.’
‘Oh! Be careful riding in a taxi too late!’
Rose was suddenly timid as she stepped out of the front door, she felt it might not be the same in the future, would it still be the same in the future? She looked back at her home, but wondered what kind of force had taken her to turn her head towards the bus stop sign for work.
She had recently become accustomed to arriving early, but just as she had become accustomed to picking up mail from strange men every day. She knew that there should be no mail today, but she still opened the browser and connected to the free mailbox, and a letter came in. Rose didn’t open it and wondered if she had canceled her appointment. Probably that’s what happened! Rose heart like put down a big stone, suddenly feel relaxed but empty up.
Leigh.
I won’t be there tonight…
Rose had only read the first line when she realized it wasn’t a letter to herself! But it did come from Mountain’s mailbox, and she was a little confused. Rose immediately woke up to the fact that it wasn’t a letter for her, that it was a misunderstanding, and that Mount had perhaps made a hand mistake when selecting someone in his address book. Her education told her not to read any further, but the letter wasn’t very long, just a few lines and a bit of acidity, so it was just…
Leigh.
I won’t be there tonight, we’ve kind of screwed twice and frankly I’m sick of it. Suggest you stop wearing that auburn lipstick, it’s going to make men sexually cold.
Tonight I have a new date, an idiot and a prude waiting for me to fuck her, just like you! As I said last time, I’m not a man who will last forever, so if you want to kill yourself, go ahead, I’m not even interested in beating you up.
greatness
Rose stayed there. Who’s Wei? Who’s Leigh? Who was the idiot and prude? She realized all at once that she was nothing but prey, a useless, rotten woman.
Rose rushed into the dressing room trying hard to figure out how to wipe the make-up off her face, the auburn lipstick shocking as she slumped over the sink and vomited helplessly.
She looked at the letter carefully over and over again, and in it surfaced a cold-hearted player, a man who was mercilessly awful to women, and she was glad she hadn’t fallen into the trap, but couldn’t square herself any more. ‘What kind of woman am I?’ Rose asked herself: ‘Where is my love? Is a heart that is so easily fooled and seduced worthy of the holiness of love?
Rose returned to her seat and replied to the letter without a word. She told herself: ‘From today onwards this letter will lie here forever, it is the greatest warning of my life, I will read it every day and tell myself that it is nothing more than such a worthless thing.’
Rose received a reply an hour later.
Kiki.
OK! You read a letter you shouldn’t have been allowed to see, I don’t want to explain, everything you guessed was right, let’s cancel the date tonight!
Mountain=Wealthy
Zhang Liming caressed Rose’s small breasts. ”Is it possible that I’ve been too busy lately and neglected Rose? Why do I feel that Rose is a bit far away?’ Zhang Liming thought guiltily: ‘Why didn’t she go shopping tonight? It’s been a long time since I went shopping with her.”
The body was still so familiar, and Zhang Liming provoked Rose’s desire at once. Tonight, Rose’s lust was stronger than usual, which also teased Zhang Liming’s desire; male and female sexual desire was supposed to be multiplied rather than added.
He kissed Rose’s pussy nucleus, and Rose’s whole body trembled. She fought to contain and sheathe Zhang Liming’s prick like it was her life. Rose felt like she was going to explode, there was a force in her body that was going to push her to an apex, her body began to arch up and push her lower body harder into him, like she wanted his tongue to go in even more and fill the whole emptiness, just this second.
‘I love you!’ Zhang Liming said vaguely.
A chill came over her, and Rose winced and cried out, her whole body falling heavily back onto the bed. The lewd liquid that had just flowed out of her lower body was instantly cold as well as frozen, the wet feeling like it was mocking her, mocking her for being nothing more than a shameless woman.
Chapter Eleven:
How could Liu Feng not remember how he did this stupid thing, sending a letter and still confusing the people in his address book was simply stupid. ‘Or maybe I don’t want to see Qiqi at all.’ Liu Feng suddenly had these feelings in the bottom of his heart. ‘Why?’ Liu Feng couldn’t convince himself.
Is it important to lose Kiki? The wound from a rose is so small that it takes only three days to recover immediately. From the physical appearance of your body you will not be able to see the slightest trace of any injury, and it will not cause any discomfort in your life at all. However, you should know that when a rose thorns you, it viciously leaves a tiny thorn inside you. If you are lucky, this thorn will be incompatible with your body, it will turn into pus, you can eliminate him forever. If you are unlucky, he will stay in your body and become a part of your body, and you will even forget that you have this thorn, and you will not remember which part of your body this thorn was in. Afterwards, at some unforeseen time in your life, this thorn will occasionally move a little bit, it won’t be very painful, but that’s how it makes you have a gap in your heart.
That’s how Liu Feng’s life is now, chasing one woman and then another, he won’t stop because stopping means death.
Liu Feng quietly watched as the woman undressed. The round breasts were slowly presented, the pink live color nipples seemed so soft. The woman noticed Liu Feng’s gaze, shyly drilled close to the quilt and continued to take off her close-fitting panties, closing her eyes.
Very small panties, Liu Feng tried to sketch the image of his master’s lower body underneath the panties, he realized he couldn’t do it. The women had lost any passion for Liu Feng, he just wanted to fuck them, not with animal passion, but a rational analysis.
It was ridiculous, Liu Feng could almost pinpoint the perfection of his every move. Lovemaking without love is not perfect, just like no craftsman can draw a perfect picture perfectly, there is always a place to correct. Only crazy passion can achieve perfection, including love making although only a short minute, but in the heart of the lover is eternal. Perfection is something absolutely subjective.
Liu Feng has never really experienced the perfection of lovemaking, wow! Except for the girl who broke his heart, the girl who stayed away from him after he gave his life.
‘How many years? Twenty years I think!’ Liu Feng remembers how that girl always mastered every lovemaking process with precision, how she was always passionate, twisting her white body like a snake, how she always drove Liu Feng crazy. But Liu Feng now suspects that all her passion was nothing more than a play, carefully planned, like himself now.
Like a glass-burner, he began to scrutinize how this crystalline glass should be handled.
A truly passionate artist doesn’t think, they just put their primal passion in his love, no matter what the final product is, for him perfection is determined before he does it. Liu Feng, however, is anxious before making love. He seeks perfection, so he will plan before he moves, he will assume all kinds of situations, the other party’s reaction, his own response, and he is even worried that he will be impotent in one of the lovemaking sessions.
He kissed the woman’s lower body and the woman’s body began to wriggle as expected. The labia naturally open to welcome Liu Feng’s arrival, the woman pushes her lower body up expecting more pleasure. The tiny pubic nucleus, Liu Feng gently rubbed it with his teeth, the woman’s sighs suddenly stopped, her body was like a deflated ball of leather, Liu Feng knew she had an orgasm.
With the first pubic nucleus orgasm that the next vaginal orgasm is at hand, this is Liu Feng’s experience, in fact, is also every sexology book on the teaching, Liu Feng on the work is always not allowed to be wrong.
Liu Feng’s tongue stabbed into the woman’s vagina and the woman began to react again. He lightly licked every part of the woman’s lower body, from her groin to her buttocks he stopped at the anal opening and slowly swirled the tip of his tongue around it. The woman had reached a state of hysteria and began to scream.
”It’s okay.” Liu Feng thought to himself as he climbed onto the woman’s body, his heart flooding with a sense of pride.
As she went in the woman called up, she didn’t expect Liu Feng’s prick to be this thick.
Liu Feng carefully slid in slowly, very, very slowly, because this woman was so narrow.
The woman felt pain, like the first night, and her enthusiasm disappeared all of a sudden. The woman’s mind suddenly recalled a scene from last year’s medical checkup when the doctor used a thick tube through the anus for a proctoscopy. It was a rather unpleasant memory, a complete offense, a torture that could not be helped. All the woman could feel was pain in her lower body like fire.
The woman knew what she was supposed to be fantasizing about, she needed to get wet, but she couldn’t do it, all she felt was pain, it wasn’t like pornographic video writings, where being thick brought infinite pleasure.
Liu Feng felt out the woman’s dryness, his heart was a bit deserted, should he continue or pick a fling from the beginning? ‘Does it hurt?
‘ Liu Feng asked, the fact that Liu Feng himself felt that it would hurt.
‘No.’ The woman responded stubbornly, she thought it was her own fault, how many women dream of such a big prick? How could she show her shortcomings at this time? ‘I like it, it’s really comfortable.’ The woman frowned and said.
Liu Feng slowly pumped in and out, he knew very well in his heart that the sooner this game was over, the better.
‘Fuck me, whoo! Fuck me.’ The woman screamed weakly, the pain in her lower body beginning to numb, not the slightest bit of pleasure. ‘Maybe his own passion will get him to finish sooner.’ The woman thought.
Liu Feng suddenly have a little heart grateful up, everyone in order to face in the completion of this sex, just how they can not have the feeling of ejaculation.
A fire in the bottom of the heart Liu Feng suddenly accelerated the action of thrusting. The woman began to scream: ‘You do not, oo ~ you do not, stop.’ The woman cried loudly, Liu Feng heart up a wave of pleasure.
Liu Feng almost left the hotel by fleeing, his lower body vaguely aching.
It’s spring, the trees on the roadside are pulling out new buds, azaleas are blooming with abandon, Liu Feng sneezes. ‘Damn pollen.’ Liu Feng thought to himself: ‘When will this spring end? Seasons are never right, things are never right, life is never right.’
A thorn twitched in his chest. He’d grown accustomed to it, planted by the girl twenty years ago who sarcastically gave him this twinge after every fuck.
But this time something felt wrong, it wasn’t that feeling, Liu Feng immediately experienced it as an unfamiliar thorn.
‘How long has it been? It’s going to be two months! How is she doing now?” Liu Feng involuntarily thought of a shadow.
‘I miss her.’ Liu Feng felt ashamed of his thoughts.
Chapter 12 (End):
Rose stared out the window, things have been over for almost two months Rose still have palpitations, what kind of a woman is she? She thought about it for two whole months.
Rose in front of her husband is still the same, the loss of composure from that night never happened again, the relationship is still the same as it was before, and Rose is able to go back to the sexual feelings she used to have, and it looks like nothing has changed, it just looks that way.
Rose didn’t know what love meant anymore. She used to call it love when she was a teenager, and every time she was in love, she never doubted that it was love. The disappearance of one period of love will be followed by another period, each period is called love, and there is no doubt about it. The first time she had sex was so far back in time that she couldn’t remember the boy’s face, and after that she had sex with two other boyfriends, again without much memory, but whenever Rose thought about it she knew that it was love that made her have sex.
Rose now recalls the old story and thinks: ‘Maybe it’s because of love! This may be a little vague and uncertain, and extends to Zhang Liming. ‘Did I fall in love with these people because I like to have sex? I guess so! After this incident, I can still enjoy sex with my husband, if I were a good woman I would die of guilt, I was born a slut?
‘What would have happened if I had actually gone on a date that day?’ Rose sheepishly thought back to the situation. ‘Inevitably, I would have gotten laid! Aren’t I just a woman who wants a man? Why did I go on that date other than to have sex with him? And why didn’t I go? I deserved some punishment.’
‘No!’ Rose told herself loudly: ‘This is not the case, I have to find out, I know I love Li Ming.’ When Rose thought of Zhang Liming, she suddenly felt warm, and with him, the world seemed to be certain. ‘He is so considerate and strong.’ Thinking of the word strong Rose suddenly associated it with Zhang Liming’s rod and her cheeks reddened.
‘Come pick me up immediately after work tonight to go to dinner with you.’ Rose said in a commanding tone.
”I don’t know, will you decide this afternoon?” Zhang Liming said on the other end of the phone.
‘Don’t go home after dinner, let’s go to a restaurant and rest, hehe!’ Rose said to herself.
”Rest, good ah! I’ll wait for you downstairs at 6:30?” Zhang Liming’s breathing became ragged.
When Zhang Liming kissed Rose, Rose’s heart almost stopped, a thick smell of smoke came from the strange but familiar. Over the years, Zhang Liming has been stipulated not to brush his teeth and not to kiss, but tonight it was uncontrollable, just like the feeling when you first fall in love.
Rose held Zhang Liming’s face and looked at it carefully, as if she wanted to see the deepest and most profound place. This face is not very handsome, and also carries the smell of smoke that she hates the most, but it makes people hurt ah!
Rose thought to herself: ‘Love? That’s it, the thought that makes no sense is love. How could I fall in love with this man? Because he’s sweet? Because he’s sexy and strong? Or because he loves me? It seems that none of these are true, there are many better than Reimyung on the street, but I’m in love with this wrongdoer!”
Rose felt such familiarity when Zhang Liming’s prick went in, this meat stick had been in and out of him I don’t know how many times, she could almost feel the next gasp under Zhang Liming’s next rhyme, but it never failed to make her heart palpitate. ‘The tip of the meat stick is thick and round, a lovely hooked slit, a charming little hole.’ Thinking about it Rose felt a sudden rush of heat to her head. ‘Deeper, deeper.’ Rose screamed as her whole body trembled.
Zhang Liming lay on top of Rose gasping for breath, his prick still hadn’t been pulled out, Rose felt the freshly ejaculated rod still jumping inside her. ”Every feeling is so familiar, but I’ve never gotten a bit tired of it, familiar yet forever in love.” Rose suddenly cried, hugging Zhang Liming hard.
‘I love you, darling you don’t know how much I love you.’ Rose cried out, just as if she was afraid that Zhang Liming would suddenly disappear from his arms at this moment.
To the home is already to be two o’clock in the morning, enter the door Rose tired almost to the floor intends to so sleep. Zhang Liming hated the smell of the hotel’s cheap soap and said he wanted to go rinse his body, Rose almost crawled to the front of the computer with the intention of looking at the latest U.S. stock market quotes.
ICQ was flashing. Rose pressed…
‘HI! How have you been?’
Rose froze like an electric shock… her whole body shook…
‘HI!’ Rose responded involuntarily.
(concluded)
Postscript.
I don’t think I can write any more stories. Coming in with work coming to an end, and not knowing how many annoying things will follow, I’m ashamed that I’ve been unable to write in one go lately.
I write about snippets of normal life because that’s what I know. I’m afraid to try anything about what I don’t know, I just like to watch from afar, like many of the users here whose posts are too good to be true.
I first started writing articles because I didn’t like some of the colorful and unsympathetic articles, so I just wrote them without knowing what they were about, and they came out as a bunch of unintelligible stuff. Maybe I’ll try to rewrite it into something I can understand… maybe… maybe… maybe! There are so many possibilities.