I hate the so-called innocent girls, virtuous women who speak of this word as if someone peeped at their panties on the street or was groped on the bus with the same righteous indignation, itching to curse us and the wild flowers who have threesomes in hair salons on the side of the road in the hotels, to get venereal diseases, pelvic inflammatory disease, cervical cancer, preferably AIDS, and die a horrible death in order to solve the hatred of the heart.
Did we invite you to mess with you? I dare say I’m as professionally noble as those bright white collars inside office buildings, you sell your intelligence, I sell my beauty, all for the sake of money and survival. Only I have easier access to an ATM cash machine. You cursing me means you are jealous of me. You think a lover’s face is so long. That’s capital.
Today Sang Sang I am very depressed, today I look at anyone is not good. I drove the Chery QQ into the neighborhood when the security guard stared at my chest unsuspectingly for half a day, I’m not just wearing a small low-cut halter, showing a small belly button, wearing a pair of jean shorts that just cover the PP. I glared angrily at the obscene gaze. The security guard who looked like the fat interpreter in “Little Soldier Zhang Ga” threw a wink and said, “Miss, you are really well developed. I just drank a cappuccino almost disgusting sprayed out of the mouth, fuck, never seen a woman, go home to see your mom your sister to go, get out of the way.
The security guard took the pass and I drove past, hearing him say in the background, acting like the real thing, wannabe.
The anger I had been holding all day spilled out and I stopped the car. I said, “Do you want to curse again? If you curse again, do you believe I will waste you?
That traitorous security guard actually cursed, wannabe.
I didn’t even think about a slap and I said, “What are you! I’m a tramp. You get your paycheck from these trampers. Wanderers are God. I’ll call your manager. I don’t believe I can’t beat you back.
The security guard came over quickly, sister, sister, please, don’t get on his bad side, he has been drinking. You drive your car, go back to calm down.
I cursed and went to QQ, and turned around and cursed, My day, don’t let me see you!
I’m depressed. Today is my one year anniversary of being a second wife.
I remember vividly that it was today, at 11:00 p.m., that the older man, twenty years my senior, pressed his weakened and lustful body against mine. The old man was huffing and puffing like a broken bellows. The thick DD was frighteningly hard from the drug. The moment he came barreling in without mercy, I almost turned my back in pain. It hurt so bad, it was not humanly possible. He did it for an hour and I cursed in my mind for an hour, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, why don’t you go to hell.
It’s easy for me to earn some money.
After the old man finished the battle, he checked the fruits of his labor and saw the blood stains on the snow-white sheet. The old man hugged me as tightly as if he had gotten a treasure, baby, you really are a virgin ah.
I was already in too much pain to speak.
Baby, I will treat you well and love you. The old man said, and handed me two sets of keys, I said, my woman will not suffer with me. This one is the key to this house, and this one is the key to the Chery QQ you’re looking at. Follow me well and it will give you something better.
I took these two keys and saw my youth locked away.
Actually the old man was not very ugly except for his age, at least he did not have the common beer belly of middle-aged people, which would make me sick. I don’t know much about him, except that his last name is He and people call him Boss He. However, I call him Hippo, either he looks like him or I want to call him that. Why do you know so much about him? Just pay him. I don’t intend to marry him, and I’ve never loved him.
After we finished that day, Hippo huffed and puffed and fell asleep like a dead pig. I rubbed my aching belly, practically wanting to kill myself. It was hard for me, what was I holding out for if I knew it was going to end like this?
My boyfriend bb in college, how much more love and lust, I did not give him. At that time I was still a small family, well enlightened and educated, reserved and conservative, valuing virginity as important as life. I said, to save the best for last, anyway, to marry him, one day more or less what?
After graduation we stayed in this city to fight, this city in the middle of the country called ZZ is growing fast like a mob. Boyfriend bb asked me for several times, I have held fast and did not end my virginity. Although later rented a house, we still treat each other with courtesy, pure bubble of stupidity.
Until a year later when I saw him naked and tangled up in bed with a woman in a rented room. I was feeling sick and disgusted. My favorite person was that ugly in front of me. I was murderous. The woman slowly put on her clothes, whispered, give money, have such a good girlfriend still outside to screw, shame. bb dumped to the woman a handful of money, roll! Then kneel at my feet, Sang Sang, forgive me, this is the last time, forgive me. I said, get out! Get out! Get out! I never want to see you again.
I still remember bb’s last words when he left me, Samson, I’m a man, one day you’ll understand.
Depression. Understand what? The more you do it, the more you love it? Go to hell.
On the same day, I said yes to an older man who had been chasing me, the hippo, whom I met once inadvertently while singing in a KTV with a colleague from my former advertising agency, probably a friend of a client’s client, I can’t remember for sure. Hippo fell in love with me at first sight and chased me wildly. Now love is gone, I only have one goal to strive for, money! Good, easy, do not waste youth, do not have to work hard to earn.
Yes, the best profession, a second wife.
But today, not a single call from Hippo. He hasn’t been here in a month, and I’m waiting for his summons like a disgraced consort. What about loving me well? It’s all a lie. What about being rich and real?
I love money. It makes me feel safe.
The money is there now, and there’s plenty of time. How am I going to pass this boring and lonely night?
How can I get rid of it? It’s depressing!
I was woken up by the ringing of my cell phone at almost 11 in the morning. I haven’t slept enough, who is so boring? I opened my sleepy eyes and took a vague look at the screen, it was an unfamiliar cell phone number. Last night in an adult chat room crazy until 3 o’clock, so tired that I am still a little back pain. I didn’t intend to hang out in there, just chatting casually, I asked the guy, what are your specialties? The guy smiled grimly, in addition to DD specialties, nothing special. My interest immediately came up, and the guy passionate video for 2 hours. Tired.
Which one of you is it? I asked.
Pig, you’re not up yet, I’m Ning. The other party’s voice was crisp and sweet.
Ning, Ning, the name played around in my head and was quickly searched for. I was so happy that I almost fell off the bed. Our dormitory’s boss ah, didn’t this chick go to Dongguan?
Boss, you’re back from Dongguan?
I’m back early. I just saw your number in the class book. I missed you pig.
I missed you too.
Cut the crap. Which way is it? I’ll pick you up.
No, I have my own car. You there?
Jinshui Road, Shangdao Cafe. Lao Si, you’re doing well. You’ve got a car.
You wait for me, wait for me. 20 minutes to.
I hung up the phone, rolled out of bed, brushed my teeth, washed my face and wiped my scent, and was done in 5 minutes. Downstairs and drove, darting toward Goldwater Road.
By the time I saw Ning, I truly understood the word, what was meant by national color. This woman was a striking center of attention no matter what place or occasion she was in.
Lao Si, Ning hugged me and nibbled on me twice, you pig, you’ve graduated for two years, why are you still so innocent?
Genetically good, I replied, “Boss, you’re getting prettier and prettier.
Sk-2, Rancourt, what’s wrong with that?
Boss, where are you rich? Did you get bagged by some big shot in Guangdong?
Let’s not talk about that for now, Ning said, what do you want, just order, I’ll pay for it.
There’s a free lunch, which I’ll take, cappuccino, orange juice, sundae iced card, plus salad and a black pepper steak. Ning only wanted a cup of Blue Mountain coffee and penne pasta.
Boss, you’re good to go. No need to lose weight?
It’s not a diet, Samson. I can’t eat. I just want someone to talk to.
Say it. It’s not like I didn’t hear you nagging me when I was studying. You say it, I eat it, I don’t miss a beat.
After about a 5 minute pause, Ning said her first words. Orange juice almost spewed out of my mouth.
She said, “You’re right, I’m being bagged, but not in GD, in ZZ, it’s been 2 months.
My mind stopped spinning at that moment, I can believe that all the women in the world is wrapped, but did not think of Ning Ning is wrapped. Ning Ning, the boss of our dormitory, the president of the Sea Rhyme Literary Society, fresh and elegant, in the first three years of college three years did not fall in love, chasing her boys can be the whole culture road row full, but she did not look at one. Nearly graduated that year, and finally once in and the University of Z celebration, a handsome man into the eyes of the boss. It is said that after the boss came back from the University of Z, he did not eat, did not sleep, his eyes glowed, and when I went to the toilet at night, I thought that the dormitory had a cat. The boss stared at me with incredibly bright eyes and said fiercely, “Sang Sang, I’m in love”. That handsome man is two years below us, only on the sophomore year, we persuade her to separate and forget about it, the boss of the resistance, eliminating all the difficulties, but still insisted on it. Now, she’s actually going to be bagged?
Just tell the story you. I rolled my eyes.
Really, Samson. The Boss’s voice was a little low.
What about your Mr. Zhang, Mr. Li and Mr. Pan?
It’s because of him that I’m choosing this path all the more.
I looked at her even more puzzled.
His family was in the mountains and very poor, as you all know. At that time I was thinking of life as beautiful, two people who love each other can create a bright future together. He was two years younger than me, he was two years below me, it didn’t matter, I could wait. I’m waiting, including the year I’ve been in Guangdong, I’m waiting. You won’t believe me when I tell you, Sang Sang, I’ve been with him for so long, and I’ve always remained a virgin. Boss said here, fiercely drank a mouthful of Blue Mountain, the huge bitter Blue Mountain in her mouth as tasteless as mineral water.
Me too, I picked up.
You’re different. You’re the one he wants and you don’t give. But what about me? I want to be with him, but I don’t have a chance. His dad is sick, even he finished college with a loan. A room? At least 100 bucks a night. Rent an apartment? Might as well use it to buy a few pills for his dad. I’m in Guangdong, traveling back and forth like “Chow Fish’s Train” without dedicating myself.
You don’t know how to get a room?
I drove, he didn’t go. He said he was still a man. He said he couldn’t stand it for his pride, and that one day he’d take me on in a dignified manner.
What a great guy. I barely had a tear in my eye. Boss, you shouldn’t have given up on him.
I thought about it too, I wanted to make money fast and then change him and my life at the same time. I thought of many ways to do this, but in the end I found the most powerful resource and that was beauty. Beauty has a shelf life, and when it’s over, it can’t be used. Now, I’m making a good profit during the shelf life and then going back to him.
Good point, beauty is a resource. But he’s not suffering when you break up with him?
Stupid, just send a text. Why meet? And change your number so he can’t find it.
Then he’ll be in a hurry.
People who are graduating soon have more important things on their minds.
So what are your plans for the future?
Make money. Make enough for half a million dollars and call it a day. And then stay with him.
What if you can’t find him? What if he has a girlfriend? What if he resents you and doesn’t want you?
Pig, the hymen can still be mended. There’s nothing money can’t do. I believe in it.
The most immediate result of listening to my boss’s outpouring was that I didn’t move a single bite of my steak. My appetite ran away without a trace. Hurriedly walking out of the cafe, Ning said, let me take you for a ride.
Ning Ning’s car is a fine sports car, Beijing Hyundai coupe, red dazzling. I drew a cold breath, how much is this, it’s more than a hundred thousand dollars, right?
A hundred thousand or so, let me show you. Ning smiled, but it’s not mine yet, it will definitely be mine in a few days.
I said my QQ is still here.
No one wants that piece of shit car. Take my car. I’ll show you my driving skills.
I got in the car and it was such a different feeling, in a word, awesome! It’s good to have money, it’s just good.
The car all the way from Jinshui Road on the overpass passed, turned to Zijinshan Road, Nanyang Road, Culture Road, I do not know how many roads in the end. I am dizzy sitting in the car, feel the car beautiful, I do not know what flavor.
Ning, you’re so innocent, how can you be bagged?
And you, such an innocent little girl, who never grows up in our eyes, how come you’ve gone this way too?
When the sports car passed our school on the cultural road, my heart gently ached when I looked at the beautiful and still existing campus, when I saw a youthful boy or girl coming out of it, and when I saw their innocent and bright smiles.
2 years, rows of mountains, rows of ah.
At 11 p.m. we arrived at a bar on University Road, a very ambiguous name for a gay bar. When I was lonely and bored, I used to amuse myself in there. Now it’s good to have the boss with me.
The rotating lights in the bar seemed like they were going to cut the ceiling, and one by one the men were scratching their heads inside, Ning Ning was a bit curious about coming to this place for the first time, so she found a seat, asked for a few Budweisers and two glasses of red wine, and started to watch the show. From time to time, Ning let out a gasp of surprise, shit, really good looking these men, compared to the women.
Big surprise, I say, there’s actually a lot of ducks in here.
Really? – Yeah.
Really.
Did you use it?
You tell me.
As he was talking, Ning’s cell phone rang. Ning made a stop gesture with her hand and answered the phone, her voice so meaty that it made people want to jump off a building.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I miss you too. Okay, okay, I’ll be right there. Wait for me when you’re done. Give me a kiss. Bye.
Closing the phone, Ning said, That old guy is waiting for me. I have to go back.
Not enough, I slapped her disgruntledly, you’re making me sick.
I’m leaving ah, can’t help it. Ning stood up, I’ll take you back first.
I don’t know how to take a cab. Go ahead, just go.
Ning left and I started drinking alone. I don’t want to go back. What’s there to go back for? What’s the point of going back? It’s a big house full of loneliness. I don’t want to rely on the computer to vent anymore. While I was rambling, a man came over. I looked up and knew his occupation, duck.
Miss, I’ll walk you home, okay? A duck with colorful hair curls looked at me with what he thought was an electrifying death stare.
How much? I don’t even want to be polite.
You said.
How about 100 orgasms at a time? If you let me have 100 orgasms, I’ll smash you to death with money tmd.
Colorful winks at me, baby, I’ll show you what I’m made of.
I staggered to my feet and walked!
I got a call from Ning early in the morning. Pig, are you up yet? Hurry up, let’s go shopping. I reluctantly rolled over, “Boss, haven’t you been ravaged by the old man? Why are you so energetic? I can’t, I can’t open my eyes.
So when did you say? Ning is still holding out.
It’s 11 o’clock. I said, how nice to come together for dinner and shopping. Don’t bother me anymore, or I’ll turn my back on you.
What a pig. Ning cursed fiercely as she hung up the phone, I’ll wait for you.
I covered my head with the covers and began to sleep soundly again. The biological clock had been turned upside down a long time ago, and there was nothing more odious to me than being woken up while I was asleep. It was depressing.
By the time I woke up it was already 12 o’clock. I quickly hung up the phone to Ning Ning, ready to meet Ning head to face scolding. I didn’t expect this chick to gently say, “Lao Si, hurry up, I’ll wait for you in Zheng Hong.
Zheng Hong? My heart jumped sharply, really rich ah, this is the most upscale clothing mall in ZZ, in the past when studying we passed through here, said the most words are, in the future, when we have money, we will come to Zheng Hong to buy clothes. I have not been there yet, this Ning Ning is out of the ordinary.
Okay, okay, wait for me, and by the way, let’s get one for us too.
When I arrived, Ning was waiting for me at the door. Not caring whether I live or die, I pulled in by hand, pig, help me pick out clothes.
Boss, I haven’t eaten yet.
Pick out a dress, it’s on me.
Wealthy. I thought with hatred and began to fulfill my duties as a faithful advisor.
The mall is dazzling with a wide range of clothes, a small undershirt costs more than 1000 dollars. I pulled Ning Ning, Boss, forget it, just go to Glory or Walking Street, isn’t this killing people? Besides, isn’t your money ready to go to your gigolo?
You don’t understand this, do you? Ning said while choosing the clothes, I call this a beauty investment. You know, investment. Don’t mention that Walking Street place to me again, it’s not classy. Tonight he’s going to negotiate a business deal and I’m going with him. So it’s going to be packed.
Uh-huh. I nodded, you developed fast enough?
It’s called steady, accurate and ruthless. I’ve investigated his assets before being his second wife. You think they’re all like you, knowing nothing about people.
What the boss taught was that I was a two-timer with no ambition, I said as I rubbed my hungry belly while making a show of repentance.
It was hard to wait for Ning to buy the clothes, it was already 3:00 p.m. My eyes went straight when I saw Ning standing there in a radiant outfit. Boss, you are really too beautiful. Ning Ning threw me a wink and checked out.
I haven’t bought it yet.
You, next time. Let’s eat first.
I knew it was going to end this way.
Jokingly to the cashier, the cashier lady snapped back, Miss, 13,210 yuan.
So much, I stuck out my tongue, and looked at Ningning, without even frowning, pulled out her credit card. I secretly admire in my heart, a second wife is only a realm when she does this. At best, I am a lover.
Highly pleased, Ning and I turned around, ready to go back. Suddenly, they heard the two cashier ladies whispering.
These two, either a lady or a second wife.
Needless to say.
My temper suddenly came up. Can’t you guys be a little thicker and say that people have to tmd wait for people to leave, right? I turned to the two cashiers and said, “Yes, that’s right, I’m a second wife. How did I recruit you? How did I recruit the whole country? Is it that annoying to you guys? I didn’t embezzle, I didn’t take bribes, I didn’t kill anyone, I didn’t set any fires, I didn’t rob any banks, I didn’t use public money to eat or drink, I didn’t buy anything without paying for it, so what’s wrong with me? Tell me clearly.
The cashier didn’t expect me to talk like that, and froze completely.
Ning Ning pulled me a hand, go, how you poor mouth has not changed, you are not afraid of shame I am still afraid.
I reluctantly followed Ning out, depressed, what did I lose ah me?
Words are as good as deeds. These days I have been wandering around the pedestrian street in the neighborhood, in the hope of creating an encounter. But the sky does not meet the wishes of man, either see a handsome man, but handsome man arm always slung over a eyebrow beauty, these eyebrow beauty of a vigilant eye around the passing beauty, like my posture, handsome men have not had time to discharge has been nipped in the bud by his girlfriend. Either some swineherd, crooked eyebrow slant eyes of the generation to me often throw winks, disgusting I just want to hit the wall. It seems that Ning was right, this place really isn’t up to scratch. If I don’t get a miracle today, I’m going to have to change places.
Parking my car and putting on my powder blue sunglasses, I began my final tour of the walkway.
Still no luck, it’s 4pm and still no miracle. I sat down breathlessly on the resting bench, biting furiously at my ice cream in indignation, ready to leave work quickly and stop wasting my time if there was still no situation. Just then, I spotted the target! Yes, the target! The discovery caused my blood to burn wildly with excitement coming over me!
I saw that a thieving fellow had put his abominable claws into the backpack of a simple little girl! This poor little girl has also been the eager eyes to a specialty store, do not know they may soak more than a month of instant noodles to save money will be gratuitous possession. Darn thief, you may be lucky to have met someone else, but open your eyes and see, you have met, Sang Sang!
It’s not that I’m such a lightning rod or selfless person, I just can’t see people worse off than me suffer and be bullied. This may have something to do with the fact that I lived with my grandmother when I was a child. If my kind and nagging grandmother had a steamed bun in her hand, she would give half of it to someone begging on the side of the road. Growing up, I also developed the habit, for the roadside beggars, knowing that some are fake, but also to give money. I remember that sometimes I walked over and didn’t give, as if I owed people the same way to turn back and put the money back on. Some of the long years of begging on the footbridge to make a living people see me on the past, until one day found my most sympathetic to a grandfather on the side of the road with a Nokia 6610i phone call back to the passing beauty when the photo, the heart only more or less feel that this is a good person is not allowed to be. But the habit is hard to change, today, see so pure and simply can be a match with my year silly girl bullied, I sang sang can not ignore.
I sprinted across the street ahead of the thief, and the moment the thief’s hand with the wallet was just out of the girl’s backpack, I yelled out, “Catch the thief.
I believe that the decibel of my voice can make the people passing by in the pedestrian street hear clearly through the music on both sides, but everyone’s footsteps just like the slow-motion inside the movie paused for a moment, and began to go their own way again. The thief gave me a smug look, girl, mind your own business, get out of the way!
If you want to get out of the way, it’s you who should get out of the way, why should it be me? Give the money back.
Hey, hey, awesome, personality, I like it. What if I don’t give it back?
No, it’s not okay. You go to Meterspoon and get this girl 100 dresses.
Don’t be a jerk, let me go.
No way, you can’t leave without returning it!
People are more and more gathered, a lot of boutique clerk also came out to see the fun, but no one stood out. My heart is a little bit cold. What kind of world is this, who did I provoke?
Some people in the crowd whispered, this person is a habitual thief, there are many of them in the neighborhood, who dares to care? The stolen little girl also heard, timidly looked at me, sister, I do not want, not much money.
I’m so mad at you. Why are you so useless? You’re the one who stole, not me!
The thieving eyes seem to be determined to fight me to the end, viciously said, I just take today.
I’m just going to manage it today! I do not show weakness, but in my heart is a little shivering timidly.
Don’t think that just because you are pretty you think that I don’t dare to beat you up? The thieving eyebrow is a little bit afraid, louder shouted to. The more people surrounded more and more, maybe a moment to come to a righteousness, heroes to save the beauty of the?
Try to beat me up and see if I won’t waste you ……
Before I finished, my eyes flashed with golden light and I felt a hot pain on my face. I subconsciously covered my face, really dare to beat ah? How come there isn’t a hero who saves the day?
The crowd began to stir, and I even saw a few people about to draw their knives. Suddenly out of nowhere more thieving people appeared, yelling loudly, “Who dares to move who dares to try?
I was dumbfounded, it seems this time meddling was too wrong decision ah. What should I do?
At this time suddenly heard a break, really really not a hallucination, clear voice, attention, the police are coming!
When the crowd turned back, I was simply dragged by a pair of big hands dragged running. From these hands, this must be a big man, I simply felt that under his dragging force almost my feet did not touch the ground all the way to run wildly, I thought in my heart dizzily, could it be that this is the so-called light power?
I really don’t know how long I was running, but every time I looked back, I saw a few people chasing after me, shouting, “Stop, stop, stop”!
I just got slapped, my brain is still intact, can I stop lol? I kept urging the big guy, come on, come on, warrior, come on!
The big man returned with a nonchalant, “Try dragging someone behind you for a run?
What kind of world is this? A thief chases after a hero, and a hero saves a beauty? Swordsman, it’s not bad that you saved me. Don’t you think I’m pretty good looking?
When do you people still talk poorly, huh? The big man is obviously panting and out of energy.
And the men behind me had caught up. It’s dead or alive so be it. I stopped. I don’t believe it. What can you do to me?
I yelled as loud as I could. Are you guys done? What else do you want?
Opposite a few are also panting, sweaty, one of the black skin to catch up with the African man came to us and said, “Are you and Liu Xiang is the same teacher brother ah? This speed can be hurdles.
What do you want? The big guy couldn’t help himself.
How’s it going? Go to the office, the African is a little proud to pull out an ID, police, anti-pickpocketing detachment, team 8.
I’m relieved. Big brother, wrong catch. Wrong catch.
Why are you running if you don’t have a ghost in your heart? Let’s go, make a statement.
The big man and I exchanged helpless glances and obediently followed. As I walked, I asked, Big brother, do we look like thieves when we look like golden children?
The clearer the clearer, under the identification of the little girl, I and the big man’s injustice was cleared. The thieves in the police station were all hanging their heads in shame. I complained to the African who took the statement, “What kind of police are you, protecting the lives and properties of the people like this?
Africa and a kind smile, sorry little girl, who let us just arrived, you guys called the police to come? And scattered in all directions and couldn t even chase them? Sorry ah, sorry ah.
The big man’s face slightly red a little said, I have no choice but to do so, so that she get out of it, who knows so coincidentally.
Why don’t you come and save the day and knock them all down? I’m outraged.
You’ve watched too many TV shows, haven’t you? You think I’m really a warrior? The big guy got indignant too.
Okay, okay, you guys stop arguing and sign here. Africa, a peacemaker, handed over the transcript.
It was only when the big guy was signing that I properly started looking at him. With just one look, my heart was beating wildly! God, help me, is there really such a handsome guy in this shithole of ZZ? I’m so dizzy. I used to think my bb was handsome enough, but in front of the big guy, he’s just a foil. You see his eyes, clear and clean as if he just came to this world, you see his nose, straight and clean as if the Greek sculpture. It is said that people with this type of nose have strong functions in that area.
God gave it to me. I’m beginning to think the beating I took was beyond worth it.
While I was rambling, the big guy handed over the transcript and said with hatred, don’t look at it, sign it.
My face was actually a little inexplicable fever, when I lowered my head to sign, I glanced quickly at his name, this word is really written is the nose is the eyes ah, like a person as handsome, his name is Chen Yang.
In fact, I’d given my name at the beginning of the inquiry, but I just didn’t care. Will he care about me?
When I said goodbye to the Africans, I said fiercely that I was never going to do good again. Cut!
The big man, also known as Chen Yang, smiled gently at me, a smile like that song by Park Shu, as gorgeous as a summer flower.
I said, my name is Samson.
He nodded, I know.
I said, “Thank you, I’ll buy you dinner tonight.
He shook his head, I’m sorry, I have to get back to work.
Going to work?
Yeah, working as a clerk at the Bonneville Specialty Store, doesn’t get off till 8:30.
I’ll wait for you. I don’t know why I’m so eager.
Thank you. You want to mess me up again? See you later.
Before I could ask for his contact information, Chen Yang had already turned around and walked away. Looking at his back, I told myself word for word, no more searching, it’s him.
It was such a special pleasure that I didn’t hesitate at all when yoyo called me to play mahjong in the evening. Since living in So-and-So Garden, I have seen many beautiful women like me who are young and have nothing to do all day. Later, I became familiar with them and learned that they all had the same occupation. This yoyo is straightforward and still relatively talkative.
I sat down at yoyo’s house and realized that there was a rare guest at the poker table today – An Xiaoran. The first time I saw this woman, I was amazed. Not that this An Xiaoran look how beautiful, but look clean and vulgar, unlike other two milk afraid of other people do not know she has money like, all the body can hang jewelry place are hung full. This woman is always quiet, there is no extra stuff on her body. Like today even to play poker, she also just wore a cotton white dress, no modification at all.
A woman like that can be a second wife? Every time I see her, I think like this. Maybe my own personality is more flamboyant and I just nodded my head and rubbed shoulders with An Xiaoran who is as gentle as water.
It’s a good thing that you’re so happy to be here, because you’re so lucky to be here. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a long journey, and I was so happy to see that I was able to get to the top of the list. Looking at her good behavior, I intentionally played a few wrong cards, let her Hu a few hands. But even if she did, she still smiled faintly. This woman, really inscrutable.
Curiosity increased greatly, I said, Ran, all day in a neighborhood, do not even know a phone, leave it.
Yoyo coaxed, like handsome man is also that, but also come to hit the attention of beautiful women. You’re a glass ah you.
An Xiaoran is still smiling warmly and softly, Sang Sang, tell me yours, I will call you.
I don’t know how much time has passed, almost 11 o’clock, An Xiaoran got up to say goodbye, how to stop can’t stop. After An Xiaoran left, everyone lost interest. yoyo brewed a cup of coffee for everyone to drink and started chatting.
I just don’t know, how can such a gentle girl go this way? I asked.
How come you can’t wrap it? You don’t know, do you? She was in college when she got bagged. She signed a 5-year contract. The more women like that, the cheaper they are. One of the women with lion king hair said. This lion king I have never liked, before being wrapped up is a restaurant waitress, after being wrapped up, always a picture of the thug look.
Shit, why do you talk about people like this, what do you think you are? I scolded, it’s strange, always trying to protect An Xiao Ran.
What are you? The Lion King is defiant.
Okay, what are you guys arguing about? yoyo is getting impatient. By the way, Sang Sang, have you signed the contract? We almost all signed it, otherwise it’s not good.
Why did you sign that? Like Yang Bailao? I don’t think so.
Sang Sang, we are still young, we have to think of a way back, right?yoyo a serious look, do not sign, how long to do? Can package us, are capable of, we always have to leave a way back, right.
That’s not protected by law, yoyo. i said.
But are you protected by the law now? yoyo retorted.
I have nothing to say.
At midnight, the hippo finally came to the phone, hoarse voice said, baby, long time no see, miss me? I pressed down the disgust in my heart and said, “Yes, I really do, when are you coming over?
Tomorrow night, okay, baby?
Yes, you must come. I’m dying of loneliness.
You’ll have to wait for me, baby. That’s it. Hang up now. Give me a kiss.
Pro.
While Hippo was on the phone, I could clearly hear the sound of a clattering shower in the bathroom. Must have just had an affair with some woman, this old man. On a hunch, I wouldn’t be his second woman, or just his third, fourth, or fifth wife.
After taking a bath and lying on the bed, the heart is panicked uneasiness. As soon as I closed my eyes, it was Chen Yang’s bright smile like a summer flower, just like the innocent smile of bb back then.
I won’t let it go. Wait for me, Chen Yang.
Hippo the second day of the evening, finally appeared. A month has not seen, the person has lost a lot of weight, do not know to go there to have a good time. After washing up, the hippo greedily embraced me, Sang Sang, not seen for a month, you are still as pure as ever. I just like girls like you who never wear makeup.
You’ve gotten more manly too. I’m flattered.
Really, I will let you taste more powerful manhood in a while. Hippo laughed indulgently and habitually went to take some kind of aphrodisiac. I held his hand, Hippo, don’t eat it.
Hippo looked at me confused.
I pretended to look at him with unbelievable affection, you’re in your 40’s, do you know that taking this kind of medicine is very bad for your health?
Hippo seemed to have not expected me to say these words, and was even a little moved to hug me more tightly, Baby, you’re so understanding. You are not afraid of not being able to satisfy you?
I shook my head and thought to myself, “I’m afraid of your torture. Ever since that first time, I’ve always been a little squeamish about having sex with him.
As a direct result of Hippo not taking his meds, he was in a flood of diarrhea in less than 5 minutes. Hippo hugged me a little guiltily, baby, you commiserated with me.
I looked at the hippo, a middle-aged man in his 40s in the soft orange-red light, yes, not bad looking, even looking a little benevolent, but clearly, I could see his wrinkles, his no longer young clouded eyes, his brain that had gone a little bald. They remind me again and again that it is this man, the aging man, who is trampling on your youth. But what can I say except some words that are not meant to be said?
Suddenly remembering what yoyo said to me about signing a contract, I tried to ask Hippo, have you heard about some of the girls in this neighborhood signing contracts with their boyfriends?
Hippo’s face turned ugly all of a sudden, he pushed me away, San San, what do you mean? You’re leaving me?
I hastily shook my head, no, no.
Hippo lit a cigarette and said fiercely, My woman, if I don’t let go, I’ll see how she can walk out of this threshold.
My heart stung like something, and looking at the hippo’s somewhat grim face, I said, How could I leave you? You have been so good to me.
Hippo looked at my nervousness, and held me in his arms, baby, I said, do my woman will not let you suffer.QQ drive a year, it should be changed, you have not always like sports cars, tomorrow to see?
There’s no rush, I said, my birthday is in a month, so I’ll change it then.
Hippo turned out the lights and hugged me. That’s right, baby. I’m going to give you a surprise. Hippo’s hands began to caress my skin once again, and my stupid DD began to harden a little. I knew that he was going to start again.
Ever since Hippo left, my mood in the past few days has been as gloomy and uncertain as the weather in this summer. A sports car has always been the thing of my dreams, but when Hippo himself said he would buy me one, I was surprisingly not happy at all. More and more, I realized that with Hippo, the atmosphere was dull and depressing. Who made him your boss? When he puts a thick pile of RMB on your bed and hands you a tempting credit card, what else can you say?
Even the routine hug when saying goodbye, I did a little reluctant. I’m really not Ning Ning, I can never hide my emotions well, hate or love, always clearly written on my face.
I stayed in the house for 3 days, relying on instant noodles and beer to kill my uncontrollable stomach. I was too lazy to go downstairs, and when I was bored, I would play Big Little Lies, or turn on the TV to watch long Korean dramas, or swear at people inside the forums and fill them with water.
It’s true that if you don’t explode in boredom, you perish in boredom. After 3 days of perishing, the unstable molecules in my bones activated once again. No, I need to talk to someone or I’ll go crazy. Who should I talk to? I flipped through the names of people in my cell phone over and over again, and when I flipped down the Nth side, I finally made up my mind, it’s her, An Xiaoran!
The thought of a beautiful woman being flat out harassed by me got me a little excited again. Try sending a text message first?
Born to be beautiful and hard to abandon, once chosen to be on the side of the king? I used a tentative tone. I admit I was curious about her. But when my cell phone showed that the short message was sent successfully, I still regretted it. It’s a bit suspicious of prying into people’s privacy.
After a few minutes, Xiao Ran did not return the message. I thought to myself, “It’s over, it’s a small thing that she’s angry, but it’s a big thing that there’s no one to chat with.
When I was depressed, the message came. I hurriedly opened to see, but it was this sentence: even if there are ten thousand kinds of feelings, more with whom to say?
I am also afraid that the grasshopper boat in the two streams cannot carry many sorrows?
She went back, things were different, and she wanted to cry.
Unsurprisingly, she is a woman with a story, and, moreover, extraordinary. I was searching my stomach for scanty words and phrases, ready to ask questions again, when An Xiaoran unexpectedly called the phone over, Sang Sang, are you lonely? Come over for a chat.
Warm and soft voice, really understanding. I was not polite at all, and replied cheerfully, “Yes, wait for me!
Passing through two buildings, I arrived at An Xiao Ran’s house. Knocking on the door, Ran warmly greeted me over. At home, An Xiaoran is still a picture of otherwise slim and dusty appearance, white cotton skirt, well-behaved like a girl next door.
I looked around her home, and man, it was simply and generously decorated with a strong sense of bookishness that made me ashamed of myself. In a corner of the living room, I saw a guzheng! I walked over curiously, Xiao Ran, you know how to play this?
Yeah, Ran is still smiling. I took koto lessons when I was 8 years old, and now I’ve passed grade 10.
I couldn’t help but sigh again, what an enigmatic woman. Xiao Ran, can you play me a couple songs to listen to?
Sure.
An Xiaoran did not excuse herself, and sat down calmly, wrapped the long pointed gauntlets around her nails, and began to play. Right out of the gate, the notes that flowed as clear as running water echoed throughout the room. It was so beautiful. I was mesmerized, and despite my lack of musical knowledge, I could tell it was “Moonlit Night on the Spring River”. Smooth, smooth, smooth. I looked at An Xiaoran, a girl as gentle as water, from my angle I could clearly see her long butterfly-like eyelashes. Such a girl, how did she take such a path?
If it was pity for Ning, for An Xiaoran, it was heartache.
This afternoon, at An Xiaoran’s house, I listened to guzheng all afternoon. I listened to all the famous tunes from ancient times to the present day and had a great time. Little Ran didn’t say much, just smiled gently. Or maybe she was playing to herself.
When I said goodbye to her, I shook her hand, Xiaoran, if you have something to do, you must tell me, I will help you if I can.
She nodded. I will. Sang Sang, you’re actually quite nice.
I smiled to myself. Without meaning to, I looked up and saw a picture. Yes, a photograph! Enlarged, on the wall, it strongly caught my eye!
That is a wedding picture, what attracts me is not An Xiaoran this flowery woman, but that man! That man, low obese with my most hated beer belly, face with a satisfied lewd smile, tightly embraced An Xiaoran’s slender waist! I have always hated men with beer bellies, but this man I remember clearly. I had often seen him on TV, seen him attending one public service event or another. He, a government dignitary with a series of appellations!
Geez! I’m just shocked to the point of collapse.
I opened my mouth to say something and An Xiao Ran covered my mouth with her hand as if she guessed it. Sang Sang, you should go back.
After a few days of brewing, the plan to fix the warrior Chen Yang has come out easily. Thinking about their own near future will be and so a super handsome man love me, I simply can not wait to implement. How meaningless to go by yourself, or find a helper, at least you can make a suggestion at the critical moment, the plan can not catch up with the change!
First, I called Ning. Boss, I’ve got my eye on a handsome guy, why don’t you come with me?
Stop it, I’ve got things to do. Ning’s answer was decisive.
Boss, please, I’m begging you. You’re still with the old man, aren’t you?
Old four, Ning suddenly lowered his voice, do not see, these days I cut my head to find a way to make the old man trust me, and now I have already worked in his company. The financial department. I only saw a little bit of the inside, really fucking terrible!
I think Ning Ning’s so-called terrible, but only those tax evasion, illegal business these, I’m not interested. It was not my intention to choose finance and accounting, but my parents felt that it was a popular choice for me. I said, “Ningning, take a look at the streets, how many of these big tycoons are honest businessmen and legal laborers? Which one of them didn’t rely on these illegal or even bloody primitive accumulation to get rich?
Well, well, well. Ning is impatient. I’m not going to talk to you about that. I’m just saying, these people are not making any money for nothing. I’m going to go down hard.
Support. I said, boss, that handsome guy is really handsome, don’t regret if you don’t go.
You are such a pig. Ning hung up the phone after saying that, and listening to the busy sound on the phone, I was a little depressed. It’s not a good idea to go out on a limb.
Looking for An Xiao Ran? I tried to hang up, knowing there was no chance. Sure enough, it was a refusal. No way, went by myself, what’s there? It’s not like it’s a dragon’s den. As the saying goes, if you can’t spare a child, you can’t spare a wolf, and if you can’t spare a wife, you can’t spare a rascal. So, can not give up Sang Sang can not set Chen Yang. Going out on a limb.
It was already 2:00 pm when I arrived at the pedestrian street. It was sweltering hot, not many people. I heart to steal joy, to be this effect. Walked to the Bonneville store, the people inside are also sparse, the shopkeepers stand there listlessly, a few sitting also dozed off.
I straightened my clothes, there wasn’t really much to straighten, a little pink camisole and a super short denim skirt. I loved summer, the season allowed me to show off my complacent legs with abandon. I walked in, coughing a few times in an effort to make myself the center of attention. Sure enough, everyone’s eyes flicked towards me in unison, I did a quick search, depressed, no Chen Yang. Since I’m here, I’m at peace, I began to casually rummage through the clothes. Seeing me looking at the clothes, a girl wearing a red cotton t-shirt work uniform ran over.
Welcome to the Bonneville store. What kind of clothes do you need? This side is the most popular style this year ….. I really doubt if these shoppers are trained to talk like a cannon, they don’t give me a chance to interrupt. I’m not sure if they’re trained to do this, but I don’t give them a chance to talk. Following the guide, I started to try on the clothes. In fact, I am not interested in the design of Bonneville, which is obviously not in line with the trend. But when I put them on, I was complimented by the lady as if I had just won the Miss Universe beauty pageant.
Miss, look at your skin, you look good in any color. Look at your figure, you’ll look good in any style. You do modeling, right? The guide’s voice was sweet, and she didn’t mince her words of praise. I was almost floating, looking left and right, weaving in and out of the clothes, almost forgetting the purpose of the trip. After half an hour, when the guide’s vocabulary was repeated over and over again, I still didn’t see Chen Yang. I finally couldn’t help myself and asked, “Where is the Chen Yang here?
The shopper paused in a bit of a daze, “You mean Yang Yang? He’s on vacation today.
Look at that, and yang yang, how affectionate, make it look like your own family. I sized up the guide for a moment, a sweet-looking girl, only with a big Shuqi-like mouth that ruined the coordination.
What do you want with him? Shuki asked, “Who are you to him?
I obviously heard the guide’s nervousness, what are you nervous about, he is my man sooner or later. I smiled and said, it’s fine, it’s fine.
What are you doing here? It’s not like you’re buying clothes, aren’t you making a mess? Shu Qi finally couldn’t help herself and complained.
I want to come, I love to come. Who says I can’t come? Did I ask you to introduce me? I’m still waiting today, I’m not leaving until Chen Yang comes. Thinking that my good plan is about to go bust, I raised my voice 8 degrees.
The store clerks, who were already upset with me, gathered around and a curly-haired man who looked like the head man said, “Are you looking for trouble?
That’s what you said. I said, I didn’t say that.
Buy what you want. What are you doing? We don’t have time for you.
Did I say to keep you company? You guys do your job, I’ll wait for Chen Yang here.
Why are you being unreasonable?
How am I being unreasonable?
The war of words is intense, a person hurriedly ran in, sorry sorry, just traffic jam, I am late. I’m sorry. I slanted my eyes and glanced at it, but it was Chen Yang!
I walked up to Shuki with a straight face and said, and lied, no wonder you can’t sell your stuff!
Shu Qi gave me a look that could kill a dead man and said fiercely, Isn’t the man here, what do you want with Yang Yang?
Shit, Yang Yang, still called like that. I cursed in my heart, but smiled on my face, not doing anything, I want to buy the clothes Yang Yang introduced. You’re not satisfied?
Since Chen Yang is here, it’s time to shift the focus of the work. Chen Yang followed me in introducing the clothes, obviously not too happy, even the tone of his voice didn’t match.
Is that how you present clothes to customers? I asked, with a better attitude.
What kind of material is this?
Cotton.
What kind of cotton is cotton?
It’s the absence of chemical fibers.
You promise not to have any chemical fibers?
Chen Yang sensed that I was being difficult, he looked at me helplessly, Sang Sang, what do you want to do? I’m at work.
Good, he remembers that my name is Samson. I stared at his handsome face a bit roguishly, I wanted to buy clothes.
Why are you so difficult? I didn’t offend you, did I?
Looking at Chen Yang’s face was so anxious that it was almost red, I couldn’t help but want to tease him, you are offended.
How am I offended?
Are you offended that you’re so handsome that you keep me awake at night?
Chen Yang’s face was really red this time. What kind of man blushes so much in this day and age? I couldn’t bear to torture him any longer, and said loudly, “Bring me the latest T-shirts you have here, 20 pieces of each!
Chen Yang looked at me handily, what did you say?
I’d say 20 pieces of each!
Curly walked up to me almost surprised, and when he was sure I wasn’t joking, he gave a thumbs up and said, I call you sis, you’re great! In fact, last year those styles are not bad, you see?
I waved my hand and said, no need to look, 10 pieces each, I want it, but the commission is Chen Yang’s.
Well, well, Curly said, that’s certainly that’s certainly.
The end result was that I walked out pawing a big bag of clothes like I was going into a store. Suddenly it didn’t feel right, this shouldn’t be carried by me. I turned back and pointed to Shuki and said for her to carry it to the car for me.
Shu Qi reluctantly glanced at me and then at Curly Hair and picked up her bag. I thought with hatred in my heart, who let you hit on my family’s Yangyang? Ask for it.
Chen Yang came over and said, “It’s too heavy, let me do it.
Walking to the car with Chen Yang, I said, “Warrior, have a chat.
I am at work, sorry. Chen Yang said.
Be my guest.
Can you stop bothering me at work? After hesitating for a few minutes, Chen Yang whispered.
It’s okay. I said, but you must have dinner with me every day.
What if I can’t?
I’ll just come every day.
Chen Yang looked at me and nodded helplessly, Sang Sang, convinced you. I really shouldn’t have saved you in the first place.
Cut the crap. I’ll wait for you to get off work.
Looking at Chen Yang’s departing back, I knew that my plan was being realized step by step. I just want to use money as bait, I just don’t believe it, there are still people in this world who don’t like money.
As long as he’s dating me, he’ll be caught in the web of love that I’ve carefully woven for him with RMB.
The relationship with Chen Yang is still going well, at least in the recent week or so, he has gotten used to having dinner with me, and has gotten used to me posing like Pink Sister every night by the small QQ waiting for him to get off work. Although every time, I would see the girls led by Shu Qi’s profoundly disgusted gaze, I still enjoyed it.
Apart from waiting for Chen Yang, the rest of the time was a great deal of loneliness. I will sleep until 12 noon, and in the afternoon occasionally look at porn, are huge yellow, what DD, MM see clearly, how to carry out the movement is also clear. The woman opened her blood-red mouth and wailed, and the man even played the life of the pumping. Just started watching this thing when it is sophomore, at the beginning of the sneaky look, see what “Evening Maiden”, what “Dahong rice store”, to the later, our dormitory room first outside the rental house of the old five brought a laptop computer, said that today to let everyone open their eyes, my boyfriend to download a small movie. We thought it was some kind of movie and clamored to see it. The old five appetizing as said, old eight, go to the bedrooms are closed, plugged in. After making preparations, the screening began.
I still remember the shock of the first look, the youngest age of the oldest eight cover their eyes do not dare to see and can not help but sneak a glance. One of the funniest moments is when a woman’s snow-white pp comes out and suddenly sees a huge green tube. Ning exclaimed in shock, “Oh my god, there are still DDs that look like this? Then the whole picture slowly appeared, and it turned out to be a cucumber! I was so disgusted that I ran to the bathroom and vomited! I vowed never to watch it again.
Since and hippo together, boredom began to watch these films to pass the time, slowly numb, feel is perverted coach is just practicing gymnastics. Now watching the movie, mainly want to learn some experience, if really and Chen Yang on the bed, at least to perform a little bit better.
Speaking of Chen Yang again, in just one week, I packaged Chen Yang from head to tail. It’s true that a man matches his clothes and a horse matches his saddle. A well-packaged Chen Yang simply shines on the street. I followed him around, feeling one word, cool! At first, Chen Yang is to decline, I said in a whiny voice, life-saving grace, always have to repay it, otherwise, people’s hearts uneasy it. Said more, Chen Yang no longer argue, silently accept, can not see happy, also can not see unhappy.
When eating, if it is me who pays the bill, I will find a slightly better restaurant. However, men also need face, sometimes deliberately let Chen Yang pay the bill. At this time, I will say that I want to eat rice noodles, spicy hot pot. At the stall, I ate while drooling and looking at the handsome man, and in my heart, I hated to think, when can I eat this kid’s tofu?
Once while eating, Chen Yang asked, “Sang Sang, isn’t your father rich?
I was at once in a daze, looking at Chen Yang’s clear eyes, for a long time before answering, of course, of course. Then subconsciously touched his nose, afraid that his nose is as long as that lying little puppet.
Chen Yang wanted to say something, but did not say it. Then I asked, “You graduated from the University of Z, right? Is. Computer application, right? Yes. The rice noodles are good, right? Yes. Dumped by your girlfriend? Yes. Then I’ll be your girlfriend? Yes, uh, no. Chen Yang looked up from the rice noodles and looked at me confused, I couldn’t help but laugh.
What a lovely man.
That’s too slow a development. I am really impatient. My economic strength Chen Yang is already a small appreciation, my personal charm should also be shown. Finally a week later, I decided to take the next step.
Calling Ning Ning is out of the question, I stalked and harassed An Xiaoran, An Xiaoran finally nodded her head to show her effectiveness when she realized that if she didn’t help there would be no quiet day. I drove the car and Xiaoran booked a private room in a star hotel, repeatedly instructing her to hand me over to Chen Yang when I was drinking in what seemed like a daze, and Chen Yang was drunk enough to mess up sex, and fondly came with a sentence, take care of Sang Sang, she’s sincere to you, and she’s in pain. And then? Xiao Ran asked with innocent eyes. Stupid, you just go. An Xiao Ran shook his head and sighed, this method also think out, watching Korean dramas see too much, vulgar.
It’s not tacky, it’s tacky as hell. I corrected in a serious manner.
How do I know that you appear to be in a daze? Wren aggravated the word seemingly.
Look at my hand signals now, I said, when I gave you the ok sign.
This was everything ready, only Chen Yang was missing.
This night, when I picked up Chen Yang from work and walked to the private room, I regretted it a little. I clearly saw An Xiaoran’s eyes light up a little bit, and Chen Yang, looking at this girl who fell into the mortal world’s face surprisingly quickly reddens a little bit. If we don’t speak without jealousy, the pure Chen Yang and the offbeat Xiaoran are really a bit of eye candy.
But I’m set on Chen Yang.
Fortunately, Xiaoran is the kind of introverted girl, just smiling softly and quietly. I secretly thought, if it was Ning Ning would have discharged long ago. Finally understand why Ningning never led her handsome boy to the dormitory during her senior year. A room, 8 beautiful women, by their own sisters digging the corner, crying have no place to cry to go.
Regret, I thought secretly, wrong plan, wrong, more performance.
A table full of dishes, all specialties, looks alive. Chen Yang did not ask why it was so extravagant, maybe he is used to my not following reason.
Halfway through the meal, I called the waiter. What’s going on? Where’s the abalone I told you to serve?
You want it?
Isn’t this going to be? 3 copies.
Okay, right away, right away .
Chen Yang raised his head, Sang Sang, this is enough to eat. Abalone is very expensive.
I waved my hand, it’s not expensive, one serving is just over 300, it’s not enough, I’ll ask for more when I’m done.
An Xiao Ran pursed her lips and smiled lightly, not saying anything.
After eating for a while longer and seeing that it was almost time, I thought I’d end the battle by ordering one last entree and start my romantic journey. I did drink about as much as I could, my head was a bit groggy, and I called out breathlessly for three orders of noodles!
When the noodles came up, Chen Yang said, “No, it’s not necessary, we can’t finish it.
I shook and pointed at the noodles and said, “You think this is ordinary noodles? There’s shark’s fin and abalone in it. This small portion, 88 dollars. Yang-Yang, have some more. Is it enough?
Suddenly, I heard the sharp sound of glass breaking and I saw beer splashing all over the table! I raised my head in horror, and I saw Chen Yang’s face reddening from anger! I saw him raise his finger and point it at me, yelling, Sang Sang, that’s enough, that’s enough!
Yes, Samson, that’s enough! Do you have any idea what you’ve done these days? Look at what’s on this table. Over $1,000 squandered like this! Yes, you have a rich father and could care less, you can show it in front of me! But you don’t know how shameful you’re wasting it! What you consumed today is more than my month’s salary! Your small portion of noodles, 88 dollars, is a month’s food cost for a classmate in our dormitory! Your one serving of abalone is a month’s pay for my part-time job as a waitress when I was studying! Sang Sang, if these were things you earned on your own, I might understand, but right now, you make me look down on you!
The more Chen Yang spoke, the more excited he became, and he who was not good at words seemed to be venting something. How could I not expect such an ending. An Xiaoran sat there with a pale face, and the corners of her eyes vaguely had crystals.
I’ll return what you gave me! I didn’t expect that you, the one who saw the righteousness on the pedestrian street, is such a person who is stained with the stench of copper! After Chen Yang finished speaking, he stood up and walked away, swaying as if he was about to fall at any moment.
An Xiao Ran stood up and reached out her hand to give him a hand, and I stopped her with a vicious look.
Watching Chen Yang staggering out of the private room, my heart unexpectedly hurt so much that I couldn’t breathe. I gritted my teeth and spat out a few words, telling him to get lost!
After that day, the mood was depressed for several days. Obviously feel that Chen Yang and himself are two roads of people, remember that night An Xiaoran shining gaze heart a little uncomfortable. However, there is still a little bit of extravagance in my heart, when Chen Yang suddenly called me over and asked me to forgive. After the extravagant hope turned into despair, I decided that I couldn’t torture myself anymore. Isn’t it just a man? What’s the big deal.
Luckily, there is still yoyo, a boring woman to talk with me. After listening to my bitter complaint at Café Jenon, Yoyo laughed maniacally, “Sang Sang, I’m impressed, you’re really something, I’ll take you to have some fun tonight. At night, we partied in a disco, and as expected by Yoyo, we were courted by many men. After a few glasses of red wine, I couldn’t find my way out. I found one of the small man with a pretty face and said, “Today, I’ll take you to a room. The little man was obviously small and had a childish look on his face.
After opening the room, the little man’s forehead was sweating with nervousness. Shit, I said, you are not still a virgin, right? Who thought the little man nodded, blushing like a red scarf, sister, I really have not done it. My eyes then bright, I can still meet a so innocent little guy! These days virgins are rarer than dinosaurs ah ah! I patted the little man’s face, Sis won’t treat you badly.
After taking a shower and lying down side by side with the little man, the little man surprisingly did not move a little. I was wondering, suddenly the little man put his head into my arms, crying loudly. Really depressed, I have not bullied you, you like this? I pushed him away, what are you doing? The little man cried even harder, and couldn’t even speak clearly. Like a child like coaxing half a day, almost downstairs to buy him a lollipop, he only stopped the sad voice. Asked the original reason, only to know that this child is only in the second year of high school, his girlfriend has just moved away from love, so to the disco to find excitement. In his words, I’m dying, I’m dying.
I looked at him and said, you’re not going to die, really, because you have something more important in your life. What you are going to lose now is the most precious thing you have. This night I was like a big sister to him telling him the truth that I didn’t even want to hear. In the end, the boy wiped his tears and went home. I was annoyed to death. Why is it so hard to fall?
In the morning to see yoyo, the girl’s face is a night after the spring breeze of the rosy, see me listless look, ask the original reason, yoyo said a sentence, dizzy, high! I have to call you sister!
What kind of bullshit life is this? What kind of bullshit logic is this?
ZZ This time the sky is like a leak, all day long pouring rain, making everyone as nervous as flood prevention. Anyway, nothing to do, I stayed at home all day watching TV, see the east was flooded, the west side of the car blocked, the south side of the road subsidence and collapse, the south side to float a small raft to go out, to see me think, or we live like this comfortable ah. Superiority is not over, suddenly saw a leader in an impassioned speech, this is the test of our government to test the time of our party members, we must do a good job of flood control measures, do a good job of municipal work, to the general public a satisfactory account. Look at the face, obese like to fall off a few two meat, look up the beer belly, look to be more corrupt and more corrupt. How so familiar, this is not the one An Xiaoran? I heart a burst of nausea, you tmd pretend quite like a person.
The heart is disgusted, and the TV does not want to watch. Inexplicably, I miss An Xiaoran. This girl seems to be a bit prejudiced against me after that day. She doesn’t take the initiative to talk to me, so I can’t be so brazen as to look for her.
It was stormy and hot outside, and my heart was nothing but lonely.
While this night, the orange alert was forecasted 3 times, and the whole ZZ people were waiting with trepidation for some typhoon supposedly visiting our hinterland, I was lying on my bed in boredom, and even a little bit looking forward to it, it’s good that it’s coming, better to flood the whole city, so that I won’t be so lonely anymore.
It was this night that the winds were raging, the thunder shook the sky, the lightning was like a snake, and through the window I saw a dense, giant curtain of rain. As the thunder clicked through the sky over and over again, I looked up at the sky that seemed to be about to collapse at any moment, and suddenly got a little scared, really, scared. I pulled all the lights in the room on, dazzling like daylight, and was only slightly comforted.
I was startled when the phone suddenly rang. I picked up the phone and heard An Xiao Ran’s panicked voice, Sang Sang, Sang Sang, Sang Sang. The voice was completely different from the past, with a penetrating fear and despair. My heart instantly lifted, Xiaoran, what’s wrong with you?
There was a long sob on the phone, and the girl who was usually always gentle and soft called out in a shrill voice, Samson, you come!
I felt something was wrong and shouted, I’ll be right there, right away!
The moment I hung up the phone, I heard a piercing clap of thunder.
I grabbed an umbrella and rushed out without thinking. The wind was too strong, and the umbrella was turned upside down just as I went out. I tenaciously held the umbrella, shaking to An Xiaoran’s building rushed over, make it unclear whether the umbrella is protecting me, or I am protecting the umbrella. Halfway there, I couldn’t stand it anymore, so I simply threw the umbrella away and ran wildly through the rain. By the time I knocked on the door of An Xiaoran’s house, I was already covered in rainwater and miserable.
An Xiao Ran opened the door, and to my surprise, contrary to my whole room being bright and dazzling, An Xiao Ran didn’t turn on a single light. The dark room was frighteningly blinding with occasional flashes of lightning passing by. What was even more surprising was that the room was filled with the strong smell of cigarettes, and I couldn’t help but cough twice.
Subconsciously, I wanted to turn on the light, but An Xiao Ran pressed my hand, Sang Sang, don’t. I was so angry in my heart, I was going to be drenched to death! I forced the lights on. The moment the light came on, both of us were startled! An Xiao Ran in the light, cloaked and wearing only a ghastly white nightgown, like Chastity. I was so scared that I took a step backward and asked, “What’s wrong with you? Maybe it was because she saw my soupy appearance, An Xiaoran’s face appeared the customary smile, what’s wrong with you? What’s wrong with me? You go outside and try to walk a little. An Xiaoran’s eyes suddenly reddened, Sang Sang, you are so good to me. I sour my teeth to a piece and said, Quickly go and get me a nightgown.
I had just changed into my pajamas when I heard a loud clap of thunder, and the lights in the room struggled and flickered to go out. An Xiao Ran hugged me, Sang Sang, I’m afraid!
For the first time a woman, and a beautiful one at that, was so close to me and hugged me so tightly. I felt my heart thump and my face burned a little, this girl is not gay, right?
I comfortingly patted her shoulder, I didn’t expect her to scream, I think you just don’t have to react so much even if you’re gay. Look at An Xiaoran’s face, it’s a look of pain. I did not hit hard ah? I said, what happened to you? An Xiaoran had a face of fear, and subconsciously pulled her pajamas.
I said, let me see.
An Xiao Ran shook her head firmly. I really can’t help it, shit, what’s the point of dawdling? It’s all women.
An Xiaoran’s red eyes finally overflowed with tears, Sang Sang, I am afraid. She slowly retreated her nightgown, and I saw the dense scars on her back, disjointed, like the roots of an old tree!
My heart fluttered hard and I asked, was it him?
Outside, the rain was still falling endlessly, and every flash of lightning and every clap of thunder caused An Xiaoran’s whole body to shiver. She is really scared, scared completely without the grace of the past days. I turned off the lights, and An Xiaoran sat side by side on the bed, embraced An Xiaoran and said, Xiaoran, trust Sister, just give Sister.
Sis, hold me tight, I’m scared. I’m really scared of this weather, this weather is destined to drive me crazy and break me, sis. It was on a night like this four years ago that I was raped by that slag. It was such lightning, such thunder, and I saw his fat hideous face. There was an involuntary shiver in An Xiao Ran’s body as she said this, and I wrapped my arms around her more tightly.
Sis, I was his daughter’s tutor at that time, teaching kids to play the guzheng. My mom had uremia and needed a kidney transplant. 200,000 dollars. I skipped classes almost every day and served as a tutor for several children. It was raining hard that day and they kept me. At 2 o’clock in the night, he came into my room. When he raped me, I was so scared I couldn’t move. I only remember one feeling, pain! After it was done, I thought of resisting. I said, I’m going to sue you! The slag laughed and said, “Sue, sue, see who dares to care? I said, your wife can always control you, right? I said, like their bedroom to go. He pulled me down and said, An Xiaoran, do you want to save your mom?
I want to save my mom. – Me? Sister, I want to, I really want to. He said, I’ll give you 200,000, follow me from now on, I’ll support you, I really like you. I said, give me 200,000, I will follow you. Sang Sang, for this 200,000, I sold myself. I know I’m so dirty I can never be washed clean. The only thing I can be proud of is that I saved my mom. I have no regrets.
Xiaoran, I said with a sour heart, don’t say it, if you don’t want to say it, don’t say it, sister won’t force you.
An Xiao Ran was like a different person on this night, her emotions were uncontrollable, like a child. She almost screamed and said, “I’m going to say it! I’m going to say! I hugged her tightly, unable to speak.
Yes, I’m going to say it, sis. I don’t say it. I feel like I’m going crazy. After being with him, I realized how perverted he is. He never made love to me properly. He made me dress up as different women, he made me call different women’s names during sex, he made me lie at his feet like a dog! He even made me wear high heels and black stockings for sex! When I resisted in desperation, he beat me and whipped me with a belt! I screamed in pain, and the more I screamed the crazier he got! What’s even more unbelievable is that I’m not allowed to socialize or talk to anyone, and I have to be at home before 12:00 p.m., only by myself, including women. Sis, I’m going crazy. I’m going crazy.
I felt An Xiao Ran’s body shaking the whole time I said this, even though I had held her tightly. I realized that all my words were powerless here.
Sis, I was a rag on his side, only he wasn’t tired of it yet. He didn’t even live here then, and his wife somehow found out where I lived, found me, and kicked me down from the 5th floor. 5th floor! My head was about to crack from the pain. She pointed her nose at me and called me a vixen. I laughed coldly in my heart, you don’t see what your man is? Even if it wasn’t the bag of me, it would be Zhang Xiaoran, Wang Xiaoran, Li Xiaoran! Would he toss around his own wife like that? He wouldn’t! I’m nothing but a prop he bought! But I can only laugh coldly, but I can’t say a word …..
I couldn’t listen anymore, I almost yelled, scum! I’m going to kill them all!
Ran pulled me down with a hand, sis! You’re letting me die quickly! You don’t know who he is. I just want to talk now, just want to talk! I don’t want one day when I’m really dead, really mad, people will say, such a shameless woman, she deserves it. I want someone to know, to let her know how I’ve come through all these years! It’s just that if I die, I’ll admit it.
Another bolt of lightning came through and An Xiao Ran couldn’t help but scream again. I gently stroked her hair with my hand, soft with a minty cool flavor, and I knew that I could not let her get excited again. I said, good girl, sleep, sleep, sis protect you, don’t be afraid.
Sis, you know, I’m a big smoker, but I disguise it so well that none of you can tell. Look at the cigarettes on the bed, one by one, they’re all mine. That old guy doesn’t smoke, he’s afraid of death. The richer and more powerful they are, the more afraid of death they are. I’m not afraid, I’m not afraid. Don’t you believe me? Look at my fingers. They’re all yellowed and tarnished. What I am afraid of is that one day my fingers will not be able to play the guzheng ……
An Xiao Ran’s voice became smaller and smaller as she spoke, and gradually, fell asleep in my arms. Her head was covered in beads of sweat, she was indeed too tired. I gently wiped her sweat and touched her smooth face. Such a beautiful and delicate face, such a gentle and kind girl, even a woman like Sang Sang me is willing to love her to tolerate her, why in this world there are still those men to wantonly hurt?
The rain finally lightened, as the sky whitened. It rained all night, as the typhoon passed through the city. Maybe nothing has changed since the dawn of time, nothing has changed. That old man is still moralizing about words that are not great. And the girl he trampled on is sleeping in the arms of another girl, having nightmares.
Makes me sick.
I took a cigarette from the bedside in my hand, lit it, and took a hard drag. This is the first time I smoked. In my concept, smoking is never better than drinking, I have not seen people smoking drunk. Drunk how good, you can cry without fear, you can be on the road like a shrew like cursing, you can defiantly yell the name of the person you love, you can do whatever you want to fantasize about bb in their own not far behind. But what about cigarettes?
With just one puff, the smell of smoke choked my eyes. I coughed violently a few times, and tears poured out with a brush. I scolded myself severely in my heart, not just choking on smoke? How can I stop the tears? I can’t stop them.
In the first rays of morning sunshine after the rain, I look at An Xiaoran’s face, in the shallow tear stains, is off the charts beautiful. Finally, I know why she will not move and smile every day, just like a drinker who never admits that he is drunk, often people who are really suffering have a happy smile.
Ran, you deserve a boy to love you well, you deserve a bright future, and as long as Sang Sang is around, you won’t die of madness.
You really deserve a good boy to love you, a boy like Chen Yang. Yes, Chen Yang, I want you to love An Xiao Ran.