I was the first new monk to join my nunnery in many years. In order to recruit new blood, they introduced the rule of not having to shave my hair in recent years, and I happened to be the first one after the implementation of the new rule. Although I continued to wear my long hair, which had not been cut short since I was a child, and only had a fringe covering my forehead and eyebrows similar to a younger sister’s head, I had to perform the same puja every day, eat and pray to Buddha, and wear the same gray monk’s robe, which was wide but could not completely cover my pair of huge breasts, gray shoes with three holes on each side, and the usual monk’s clothes, which had three holes on the left and right. Every day, I had to do pujas, I had to eat fasting and pray to the Buddha, I had to wear a gray monk’s robe that was wide but couldn’t completely cover my huge breasts, gray monk’s shoes that had three holes in each side and white socks that monks usually wore, but I was satisfied because my wish for many years had finally come true. Even though I have become a monk, I can’t help but feel happy every time I hear someone say that I look innocent and cute in my monk’s robe and shoes.
On this day a few months ago, I went down the mountain with my sisters to conduct a puja. It was the first time since I became a monk that I had left the monastery to assist in a puja at one of the temples down the mountain, and I donned my robe, tied my hair into a braid and put on my monk’s hat, and then I set off. The puja went well and ended without incident at 10:00 p.m. I volunteered to stay behind to close the door for the monastery where today’s puja was to be held, but I didn’t realize that this was the beginning of bad luck.
I took a bus to go back to the mountain. I sat in the window seat, and because it was already very late at night, and because the Dharma assembly and the no-food rule had exhausted me for the whole day, I fell asleep very quickly, and I didn’t realize at that time that the passenger sitting next to me was an obscene demon, and I was raped by that obscene demon.
Soon after, I woke up and realized that my shorts under my monk’s robe and my underwear under my shorts were wet. I felt very alarmed and thought that this was the result of my lack of cultivation and the fact that I had had an erotic dream, so I ran out of the car in shame and kept chanting Amitabha Buddha under my breath, repenting to the Buddha for having had an erotic dream and breaking the precepts as a result of it. I was so ashamed that I ran out of the car and kept chanting “Amitabha Buddha” under my breath, confessing to the Buddha that I had a sex dream and thus violated the precepts.
Since this was the first time I had returned to the nunnery by myself, I was terrified of the forest near the nunnery, so I kept chanting for Buddha’s blessing, but even so, this did not exempt me from what happened next.
Just shortly after I got out of the car, a man suddenly appeared and he pointed a knife at me. When I saw this, I said to the man, “This giver, do you want to do something?”
The man said with a lewd face, “Come with me and you’ll see, if you don’t, you’ll end up”
I said, “What do you want? Are you going to rape me? Aren’t you afraid I’ll get karma for raping me?”
I attempted to run away, and the man then said, “Toast, but not to be punished? I think you don’t want to live! Come with me!”
After saying that, he forcibly set me up and covered my mouth with his other hand so that I could not call for help, and dragged me into the woods, I struggled hard, but the other party was a big man, so naturally all my struggles were futile, and very quickly, I was dragged into the woods.
Although it is now late at night, and there is no one else in the area except me and the man, but the man after putting me down, as fast as possible, he took out the tape and put up my mouth, in case I asked for help, I did not even have the opportunity to shout out the sound, after that, he also slapped me two times, and said to me: “Karma? Karma is three small, I only know that you are a break the precepts to keep hair and look positively underdeveloped nun la! I’ve fucked a bunch of women from all walks of life and I’ve never been caught, and you’re telling me about karma?”
Being in the already dark woods, coupled with the darkness of the night, the desolate landscape with no one around, and the pain of being slapped, I started to cry and ran my hand over the place where I had been hit.
He then tied my hands to a tree and began to play with my ID and peeked at my precepts. I was so frightened by his behavior that I kept twisting my body and struggling.
At that moment, the man walked up to me and said with a lewd smile, “Can’t wait?”
I had no way to say anything because my mouth was gagged, so I could only shake my head desperately to deny his opinion.
The man then added, “You want me to bring back condoms?”
I continued to shake my head, at which point the man added, “All that to say you want me to not have to worry about a full-on rape right?”
As he said this, he deliberately pulled my hair and forced me to nod my head. The severe pain made me nod my head reluctantly, while tears of humiliation flowed from the corners of my eyes. I didn’t expect him to start licking my neck and tears, and then he even started licking my cheeks, ear beads, neck and so on, which made me feel disgusted to the extreme, but what could I do about it?
After licking me thoroughly, the guy started to take off my soaked pants and panties, kissed my private parts, and then asked me, “Did I give you a good time in the car?”
Hearing what he said, I then realized that the original car incident was caused by that guy, I thought to myself, “Sooner or later, you will get your retribution! Karma is tried and true, even if there is no retribution in life, a beast like you will go to hell after death!”
However, this man, after he kissed my private parts, he also spread my private parts and looked at the condition inside my private parts, all of which made me feel extremely horrified and disgusted. While looking at my private parts, the man also stimulated me with various words, and his words caused me both pain and embarrassment as he said to me, “It’s very rare! It’s a shame that a beautiful virgin of twenty-one years old should become a monk before enjoying the greatest pleasures of her life.”
“Yes, I have never made love, but so what? Making love and whatnot is something I voluntarily gave up, for the sake of cultivation, I was willing to give up such pleasures, but it was all ruined by you, a beastly lecherous demon!” I thought this in my heart as the man spoke to irritate me.
After that, the man said: “No one will do it for you? I’ll be the loser, so I’ll do it for you, I’m experienced in deflowering, and I guarantee that you’ll have deep memories afterwards.” Then he grabbed me by the collar of my coat, split my hands, and tore my upper body’s surplice and monk’s robe, revealing the top of the Luohan shirt that I wore inside, and then grabbed it with his hand, and unraveled my Luohan shirt.
I felt extremely humiliated, but what could I do with my hands tied up? As he undressed me, I tried to kick him with my feet, which were not tied up, but none of it did much good.
When he saw me kicking and stomping, he picked up a knife and said to me, “I’ll kill you if you kick again! And I’m going to publish all your obscene photos on the Internet by nickname, so that you’ll lose your reputation!”
Hearing this, I was so scared that I retracted my legs, after which he began to rub my breasts through my clothes, and from time to time, he even vigorously twisted my breasts with his fingers, and then he even stripped me of my remaining clothes, and even took pictures of me with a camera. When he saw my breasts, he deliberately asked me, “Your breasts are 40 inches D, right?”
I could only affirm him helplessly, but everything he did to me made me feel very uncomfortable, but what could I do?
After he had had enough, he pressed me tightly against him and spread my thighs apart, after which the man inserted a portion of his glans into my private parts and said, “It’s time to break my virginity.”
After that he started counting down, “Five, four, three, two, one!” And pressed his homing head against my hymen.
The man then began to drill my hymen, and after several minutes of thrusting, my hymen, which I had preserved for twenty-one years, was finally drilled through by me, and my virgin blood dripped down along the man’s his sex organ. I wanted to cry, but I couldn’t. I didn’t realize that my virginity was gone just like that.
At that moment the man said to me, “See all that blood? This proves that you have become a real woman, a woman that I have fucked and broken.”
After that, the man started to pump me, the series of pleasure made me unable to endure, my thighs unconsciously clamped around his waist, at the same time, he also used his free hands to vigorously squeeze my huge breasts, vigorously kneading made my breasts also changed shape, the flesh of my breasts came out from between his fingers.
At that point, he said, “It’s time for your souvenir.” And with accelerated thrusts of his penis, hundreds of powerful strikes blasted directly into the end of my womb, while blood and water continued to flow from my lower body.
After that he said to me again, “I want you to have my cum inside you all your life too.” Then he ejaculated on me. By this time, my whole body was limp and weak from the whole day’s puja and his play, so after he untied me, I lay helpless on the floor, and I just wished that he would stop quickly and not continue.
To my surprise, he smiled lewdly at that moment and said to me, “Are you powerless so soon? It was only the first half just now.”
When I heard this, I felt very frightened, but when I thought of that man’s powerful body, I was afraid of being killed by him, and since I was exhausted, I didn’t dare to resist and didn’t have much strength to resist him, so I had to obediently comply with him, letting him sit on top of me.
That man after he sat on top of me, he asked me to use my huge 40-inch breasts to clamp tightly on his penis, and also asked me to use the tip of my tongue to lick his glans, I wanted to take the opportunity to bite off his glans and take advantage of the opportunity to run away, but when I saw the knife beside him, my heart went cold again, I was afraid that if I resisted he would have something even more horrific happen to him, so I had to be obedient to do as he wished.
After licking for some time, he said to me, “Boba hot dog sausage, there is a prize for good licking. You licked me so well, a Yu please savor my hot cum slurry.” Then a column of milky white water splashed toward my beautiful face.
It was a really nasty feeling, but at that point he ordered me, “Lick it off or you’ll be in for it!” I no longer dared to resist, so I had to lick his ejaculate off.
Then he asked me to put my arms around the tree, and then he handcuffed me to the tree. After that he said to me, “It’s hard to choose between them, so let’s decide on anal sex!”
I shivered all over in shock at his words, but I didn’t dare do anything but let him have his way.
At that point he said, “Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle. In fact, I’ve never been a fan of this stuff either, but I saw your beautiful asshole and thought I’d give it a try on you.”
After that the man took out a jar of oil from his bag and said to me, “This is a lubricant, ah, pure vegetable oil, does not hurt animals.”
Then I saw the man put oil on his penis and licked some of the oil with the tip of his tongue, then he started to lick my anus with his tongue that had licked the oil, then he started to rub my breasts, then he forced my legs apart with his legs, then he inserted his penis into my anus and started to thrust rapidly, and then he bit and pulled on my ear with his teeth, so that my lower body kept rubbing against the bark of the tree, and all this made me feel pain. All of this caused me pain, and in the end he even ejaculated in my anus.
I was played by him for two whole hours, after being played by him, I cried out again, why did such a thing happen to me, is it because of what sins I made in my past life against him in my previous life that I was raped by him in this life? However, after he had fucked my anus, he even purposely slapped my ass with his hand and said to me, “Does it hurt a lot? How does it feel to have eaten a virgin pig for a sex fiend? Is it unforgettable for the rest of your life? But your asshole is so much better to fuck than your vagina, did all my sperm shoot inside your asshole?”
My body was shaking because of the pain I was feeling, and then I became incontinent because of the pain and exhaustion.
That’s when he said to me, “What are you doing? It turns out that my good Jingkong was played with to the point of incontinence by me! You held back all night too, didn’t you? Look, there’s a lot of volume!”
After that, he kept on laughing at me and even pointed his penis at me and said to me: “You have finished, now it is my turn to pee”. Then he pissed all over me, spraying me all over my face, and then he left. I was left crying in my place, humiliated.
The next morning, I was found by an Obasan who passed by to pick mushrooms in the forest. She helped me to put on my clothes and kindly sent me to the police station, where I told what had happened to me. Originally, I thought that I had been ruined and was no longer qualified to continue my practice, and therefore wanted to go back to secularism for a while, but my master persuaded me to stay, and she said that all this was not my fault, and that it was the other person’s over-excessive sexual desire that had caused him to see the right girl and then rape her, and that she wanted me to continue to work hard to come out of the trauma. I continued to practice hard to get over the pain and to punish the evil-doer by living a good life. However, I still hope that the rapist will be caught, but since I was raped, several months have passed, and so far the police have not been able to catch the rapist who raped me on that day.