For most of the year or so since last summer, I have been conflicted
The. There is both a longing for incest and a deep self-blame and guilt for having the thought.
The summer of 2012 may have been the beginning of a radical change in my entire life and worldview ………
……
Because, my sister-in-law planted the seed of incest in my heart.
Let’s start with some information about me and her. My parents were out of town on business when I was a kid, and rarely came home to
So a lot of the time it was my little aunt who took care of me. I remember when I was little, I was quite dependent on her and whatever she went to
Everywhere, I wanted to follow. Of course, she loved me and often bought me snacks and toys. At that time I
In my heart, she’s all I have.
Last summer, my sister-in-law took the initiative to seduce me. Maybe even earlier, I just didn’t realize it. From intentionally or unintentionally
My breasts touching my arms and shoulders, to accidentally touching my penis when I wake up. And, uh.
Bending over in front of me more and more often, the plump white breasts often made me think about them.
I should add here that although my sister-in-law is nearly 40, she has been single and lives alone. The house is
Two bedrooms, one she lives in by herself and one is a guest room. Since she and I are very close, when it comes to winter and summer vacations, the
I often stay at her place for a while.
As these actions became more and more obvious, I was certain beyond a shadow of a doubt that she was seducing me. At first I dared not
Believe it, how could this woman who grew up loving me and being so wonderful in my world, treat her like this
Nephew.
As I mentioned in the opening paragraph, at the time, I was both yearning for her body and incest, and at the same time, because of the
Blaming myself and feeling guilty for having such thoughts, in fact, this ambivalence has been going on for a long time. It also started with
From then on, in my mind, the seeds of incest were slowly germinating.
After summer vacation ended and school started, I started following incest articles on the Yellow Web in my boredom. A lot of little
Says it’s well-written, but most incest novels are about mothers and sons, with very little about younger aunts and nephews. After reading some very
After the seductive article, one feels that incest is not as far-fetched as one might think, and that by going into action, one can also
to make it a reality. How many people crave the great thrill of incest, but how few act on it.
It’s been a year, from last summer to this summer, of beginning to resent incest and then slowly
Acceptance, and finally complete acceptance and action. In between, I hesitated and wandered many times. Until this year
On the eve of the summer vacation, I figured out that life is a matter of decades, so if you want to do something, you should do it to your heart’s content, why worry about that?
A lot of it.
In the past, I used to come to my sister-in-law’s house for a few days after ten days or so of vacation, but this time, at the beginning of the summer vacation, I took a
Some changes of clothes came to my sister-in-law’s house.
After a year, I don’t know if my sister-in-law still means anything to me and if it will be like last year. ME.
Afraid in case it’s not, wouldn’t that be …………
For my early arrival, my sister-in-law was very happy and made me a lot of delicious food that day. In the days that followed.
I cling to her a lot and hug her from behind once in a while, and every time I do, she’s happy. I think.
The time is almost right.
(Conversations and details that appear in the text are too specific to remember because a bit of time has passed.
I can only take out some of the ones I can recall and the ones that are impressive and write about them. In order to make it easier for you to read a
some, with some revisions and embellishments.)
On the evening of July 8, 2013, after taking a shower, my sister-in-law and I were sitting on the bed watching TV and there was a
Sentence by sentence, we chatted. I offered to give her a massage and she agreed. So, I knelt behind her and kneaded her
Shoulders. That night my sister-in-law wore a loose dress, and from my angle, I could see most of my breasts, the white
It was tender and inviting.
Me: Auntie ………… you are so sexy.
I’m old, how can I be sexy? Maybe she knew I was seeing her half-bared breasts.
Just said that, so with some teasing tone.
Me: Auntie is sexy everywhere, especially …… A pair of chest ……. remember this sentence very clearly.
Because it was only after summoning up enough courage that he said those teasing words.
She: Little pervert, I knew your eyes weren’t honest. After saying that, she pretended to be angry and glared at me.
Seeing my sister-in-law’s eyes like this, my heart moved and I couldn’t help but hug her, of course my hands were wrapped around her neck.
Zi’s. Since I had hugged her a couple times in the previous days, she wasn’t really surprised. At this point, I didn’t know what to expect since
What do you think of yourself, coldly kissed her on the face. She looked at me with surprise, then tenderly caressed
Stroking my hair with love in my eyes.
Auntie, I like you so much. I confessed my nakedness.
How can you be so mean? My sister-in-law likes you too.
At this point I was so excited my mind went blank.
Me: Auntie, I want to ……
Hm? What do you think?
I want to touch your breasts, is that okay?
Her: Why are you such a horny brat , finished pushing my head with her finger.
I felt that my sister-in-law was agreeing in this way, so I excitedly took hold of a pair of her plump breasts and tenderly
Kneading. I was getting excited at this point, so I turned my sister-in-law around, placed her on the bed, and went to undress her
dress and bra. When both breasts were naked in front of me, I excitedly put one of the nipples in the
had licked and licked continuously in my mouth. At this point I lifted up and realized that my sister-in-law was looking at me tenderly, her eyes full of
Lovingly, my hand stroked my hair, just like when I was a child.
My sister-in-law loves me, always has.
I went to take off her pants, at which point my sister-in-law panicked a little and stopped me. But I was so excited that I ignored
She was blocked and forced her pants and panties down together. I didn’t get to see her pussy, and my sister-in-law tightly
s and legs, hands desperately trying to cover up. At this moment I realized that my sister-in-law was crying, and my heart was saddened by the desire to
It was instantly replaced by guilt and remorse. Yes, how could I? Focusing on my own desires while completely ignoring
Had her feelings.
I was overwhelmed and scrambled back to my room. I got back to my house early the next morning and
Because I don’t know how to face her.
For the next while I was scared and regretful, often blaming myself and really regretting it ………
I was afraid that my sister-in-law wouldn’t care about me anymore. But then I thought clearly, this is not the way to go on.
Sooner or later, things will work out. There are only two choices in front of me at this point. Back off and go back to the old aunt-nephew relationship;
Go ahead and have sex with her.
After what happened that night, the first option was obviously unlikely. Then, I had to choose the latter
One up: have sex with her, incest.
A month later, after adjusting, I came to her house with all the courage I could muster. The little aunt looked like nothing had
had happened, entertaining me as usual. Still, I felt the awkwardness and silence.
The next day, August 12, 2013, I took my sister-in-law on a field trip. We had a lot of fun that day, as if
Buddha a month ago didn’t happen.
When we got home, we cooked dinner together and walked around the neighborhood park after dinner. We talked a lot about my little
The atmosphere was great with the funny stories of the time. At this point I feel like I can apologize.
Me: Auntie, the other night …….
I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have done that.
Forget it, it’s over.
Me: Actually, I quite like my little aunt and want to find a girlfriend like her.
Really?
Me: Of course it’s true, I know my sister-in-law likes me a lot too, otherwise she wouldn’t have seduced me.
It was a little dark, but I could feel her blush. Then I went over all those moves from last year where she seduced me
Said it.
What followed was about half a minute of silence, and then my sister-in-law spoke up.
She: Little X (my name), you know what? When you were in high school, I was slowly getting to you a little
Good feeling now, the later it comes, the more I realize that I like it more and more. Though you are my nephew, and if I were twenty years younger.
We’ll be good. When my sister-in-law says good, she means in love.
My little aunt finished her sentence in one breath, and I could hear that she was also very nervous. After hearing these confessions from my little aunt, I could only
Said the happiness came too suddenly.
Me: I really want to be good with my sister-in-law too. After saying that, I took her into my arms.
At this moment, I realized that I seemed to have fallen in love with my sister-in-law, yes, it was love between a man and a woman, it was a pure
A purely spiritual favorite. But then I had the sobering thought that she was my sister-in-law, my elder.
When we got home, I said, go take a shower and I’ll massage you later. (Washed separately.)
After the shower, we sat on the edge of the bed, this time without the TV on. I rubbed her shoulders like last time.
Bladder. After a while, I wrapped my arms around my sister-in-law from behind, and looking at her pretty face, I couldn’t help but say
Auntie, I love you. Then kissed her lips. From the moment her lips touched, Little Aunt responded passionately
Me. With that, aunt and nephew kissed lovingly in the bedroom.
Next, naturally, I removed her shirt and bra. But when I was about to take off her pants, she
Still some hesitation.
Me: Auntie, I want to see your bottom, okay? I said with a bit of a pouty tone.
After a few gentle attacks by me, my little aunt agreed. Little Aunt’s labia were very fat and fleshy, looking very
Feeling. I unconsciously took it in one bite.
No, dirty.
Me: I like everything on my sister-in-law.
I sucked my little aunt’s cock, then pinched her nipples in one hand and kept tweaking them. Soon, my little aunt was
To the climax.
At this point, we were lying side by side, my hands still kneading her breasts.
Comfortable?
Her: Hmmm ……. She’s blushing.
We’ve been flirting in between. She came just now, but I never came.
Auntie, I want to fuck you.
Her: umm …………
I held my penis to my sister-in-law’s fat abalone and slowly inserted it. Having not had sex for many years, the
Auntie’s vagina, it’s tight.
I kissed my sister-in-law while thrusting, feeling her passion and tenderness. Although she was only gently
of moaning, but to my ears, it had been heavenly.
We always stayed in one position and didn’t change.
Me: Auntie …… I want to cum in it, is that okay?
She nodded.
We did it many times that night.
It’s been almost two months since we first made love and now I’m knocking down these words.
Now, we have a bond that goes beyond affection, but not quite love. It should be both, more than
There is more affection than love, more affection than love. I’m enjoying the bond I have now with my sister-in-law. Before that.
I never thought it would be like this.
Incest, forbidden by the world, is also taboo in the hearts of many people. But now I have let go of
Had this taboo, and the fear and self-loathing that comes with it, and enjoyed it completely.
My sister-in-law, the woman who loved me as a child, who had grown up with me with her love and tenderness, now
Using her body to bring me pleasure and fulfillment. In her words, she owes me from a previous life.
Perhaps. I loved her, the woman who gave me all her tenderness and affection.