Chapter 1: Family Wine – A Wrong First Step
I was born in the countryside. My childhood in the countryside was the happiest and most innocent time of my life, but unfortunately, my innocence was very short-lived because I came into contact with “sex” too early!
More than twenty years ago, the countryside of Taiwan was still a simple society, and most of the people in the countryside were still very conservative in their thinking, but for children, everything could be tolerated and forgiven under the umbrella of “youthful ignorance”!
I think that’s probably the privilege of a child, but it was the beginning of my misfortune!
Most children in the countryside play together without any distinction, and because of the vast space, most of them act in groups, and whether they do something good or something bad, a large number of people can always strengthen their courage, and everything is more at ease!
And in all kinds of actions, there will always be a few leading child kings leading the way, as we do.
Our child king is my godbrother, he is only a few years older than me, at that time living in my home across the street, because I am particularly close to his parents, because I accept me as godson, I respect their family, their family has five brothers, our child king is the oldest, his bad ideas are particularly many, but also because of him, led me into the wrong way, and regret for life!
Children in the countryside love to play house drinking games. My godbrother, being the leader, always played the role of the father, while the mother was played by a girl of the same age as me, and I had to play the role of the son.
You may think that playing house is no big deal, but we play it quite differently!
My godbrother he has to come true in everything!
From betrothal, marriage, wedding night to the birth of a child, all must be followed without a trace.
Some people may think it’s unbelievable, but I’ll tell you: it’s all true!
At that time, we were only about six or seven years old, but in fact, we already seemed to know about the relationship between men and women, coupled with the fact that in the past, Taiwan’s rural families were not in a good financial situation, and the rooms were often only slightly covered by a cloth mantle as a door, and very few people actually set up a wooden door for each room, so there were probably many small children who had peeped at the process of their parents’ lovemaking and then imitated it.
Like my godbrother’s bride had fucked her brother, at that time also made the whole village children know, also because of this reputation, my godbrother chose her as a bride.
At that time, we were all very curious about sex, and the opposite sex often explored each other’s bodies. My godbrother, since he was pretending to marry his wife, of course, would not let go of this great opportunity, so we took advantage of the fact that one day my godparents were not at home, and we started our game.
The bride herself had brought a long cloth scarf with her, and Godbrother and I pulled her pants off, only to see her reveal her white pussy which had not yet grown hair, although we knew that it had already been in and out of the house by her own brother, we were still quite excited and watched with eyes wide open, and she had used the big cloth scarf as a long skirt around her lower body, and at that time, our notion was that the bride must not have been wearing any panties because she was going to have that sex with the groom!
So the wedding started very quickly, my godbrother performed the rituals as imagined, and after welcoming, inviting and toasting the bride, she still had to pretend to be drunk to enter the new room, and then she took off the bride’s dress, and then pulled her legs apart, and peeled off the still very tender labia, and then she fucked her own small, not-yet-grown penis into her pink pussy, and then pressed her whole body on the bride’s stomach.
The bride, probably suddenly tickled by the pressure, laughed out loud and raised her legs high in the air, when all I could see was the whole of Dryad’s cock thrust into her pussy, shocking me to the core.
Chapter 2: The First Taste of the Forbidden Fruit
After seeing my godbrother’s performance, I was always eager to try it out. Although I was still very young at that time, I swear to you all: children still have sexual desires!
It’s not as impulsive as puberty, but little boys get erections just as much, and little girls’ pussies ooze lust just as much!
So I took advantage of a time when I was playing with Rei (my godbrother’s bride) and asked her to “fuck” me.
I can’t imagine she smiled and nodded her head, agreeing readily, so we ran to the back of my house in the shade of the wall and quickly pulled down our pants.
I just stood and peeled Ling’s pussy open and fumbled with it for a while, and she grabbed my dick and played with it for a while, and then I took my dick, which was still very small at the time, and fucked it into Ling’s pussy.
Siau Ling, on the other hand, had her hands around my neck and her legs hooked around my body, and we were hugging each other so tightly.
At that time, I just felt that Siu Ling’s pussy was wet and warm wrapped around my dick, I was very excited, but at that time we didn’t know to thrust back and forth, just connecting together until my dick was soft, it was very short, but we felt very exciting!
So after that, I used to bring Ling to my house to play, sometimes on the bed, sometimes in the woodshed, and sometimes just hiding under the gutter and touching each other’s pussies and dicks.
Xiaoling has a younger sister about two years younger than him, Xiaoshan, Xiaoling often take her around, once Xiaoling and I hid in the back of the house to fuck, Xiaoshan even took off her pants to ask me to fuck her, I also honestly fucked her, maybe it is the first time is to give me it.
But at that time, maybe my dick wasn’t big enough, so it didn’t seem to have pierced her hymen.
I thought: Siu Ling was probably the same when she was fucked by her brother, we probably just stuck our dicks in the girls’ vaginal vestibules and couldn’t really pierce their hymens and uteruses, otherwise they would have screamed in pain and bled!
The second step in the third chapter of the error
The sexual relationship with the sisters, Ling and Shan, didn’t last long as word got out about our relationship.
I don’t know if it was Xiao Ling or Xiao Shan who spread the word, in any case, all my companions knew about it, which made me very embarrassed, because every one of my companions, male or female, would always stretch out their left index finger and insert it into the tiger’s mouth of their right hand when they saw me, and then say: “Shame on you, it’s related to Xiao Ling!”
This made me keep a distance from Siu Ling and Siu Shan from then on, and I still hated them a little in my heart. Until we all went to elementary school and became classmates, although my peers had gradually forgotten this incident, the lump in my heart persisted, and I still couldn’t maintain a good relationship with Siu Ling.
However, my curiosity about sex was not dampened, but rather intensified!
I started hitting on my sister, which was the beginning of my second step into the wrong direction.
My sister is two years younger than me, very obedient to my words, but also very gentle, is a rare good girl, I also love her, if there is a stink of boys dare to bully her, almost no time not be my head full of bags and crying back, so my sister is also very trusting of me and stick to me, where I want to go she often have to follow to where.
But her trust in me became a favorable tool for me to hurt her.
I followed the example of my godbrother to take advantage of no one at home to play with her to marry the bride game, I took off her pants, put on a large cloth scarf, and then “married” her into the room, then began the night of the wedding.
But after my experience with Rei, I was much more sophisticated, and with the TV show by ear, my sister and I lay on the bed covered with a quilt and hugged each other tightly.
I pinned her down on the bed and held my already hardening cock against the opening of her pussy before I spread her pussy lips and inserted it.
As mentioned, my dick was still too short, so I could only penetrate the vestibule of my vagina, so my sister didn’t cry out in pain, and pliantly let me penetrate her vagina.
We and started kissing up like a TV show, everything was childish but natural, we kissed with our eyes wide open looking into each other’s eyes until we parted.
Due to being teased by my peers, I vaguely thought it was wrong to have sex with my sister, but at the time we didn’t know the word incest and just thought it was a fun game.
After the first time, there was a second time and a third time…
Since then, all I have to do is tell my sister when I’m in the mood, and she’ll obediently drop her pants and let me play.
Once, we were lying on the bed, I took off her pants and licked her pussy with my tongue, my sister didn’t react, she just obediently let me lick it, I lied to her at that time, it would make her better to give birth to a child in the future, she really believed it!
But after we both started elementary school, our sex games came to an end, as we started having our own classmates, and the circle of life got bigger, so we didn’t think about that stuff anymore!
The third step in the fourth chapter of the error
It wasn’t until I was in fifth grade that we moved because my dad bought a house in the city, and at that time I was happy in my heart because I could never have to see Rei again, and I didn’t have to worry about being teased by my peers.
But the new house was not big, there were only three rooms in total, at first my parents and I shared a room with my sister and my brother who was born later, my grandmother shared a room with my two unmarried aunts, and my grandfather slept in the smallest room by himself.
Later, my aunts moved to the company dormitory, my grandfather slept in the same room with my grandmother, my parents slept in the same room with my younger brother, and my sister and I were placed in the same room where my grandfather slept, probably because adults thought we were still young.
But the truth is that by the second semester of fifth grade, I noticed that my penis was getting progressively larger, and I had frequent erections that were uncomfortably hard.
In the summer, my sister used to sleep next to me in a dress, and when she was asleep, her legs were often spread wide open in a big zigzag shape. Although I could have a full view of the inside of her skirt, my unpleasant experience with Siau Ling had made me maintain self-control, and we slept peacefully together for several years.
It wasn’t until after my first year of middle school that I had an even bigger shift in my body.
I realized that I was starting to grow pubic hair, and that made me panic, but I was afraid to talk about it, and although I got a hundred or ninety high marks in health education every time, the anxiety of growing up was killing me, and more often than not, I agonized over my intense sexuality.
In the summer vacation of the first year of the country, one day the temperature was very high and stuffy, my father was watching TV in the living room, I went back to my room and found my sister had already fallen asleep, she was still wearing her dress, her legs were spread open, revealing her pink cartoon patterned panties, the beauty of this view made my penis quickly filled with blood, and my heart touched and jumped up.
I was strained by the small shorts I was wearing, so with a trembling hand I went to touch my sister’s thighs, and when she didn’t respond, I worked my way down the edge of her panties and into her pussy.
A long-lost familiarity came from between my fingers again, and the hot, wet sensation and the atmosphere of the room’s dim little lights made my heart beat faster and faster.
Finally, with trembling hands, I slid my sister’s boxers down her thighs, and my heart nearly leapt out of my mouth at the sight of her not-yet-hairy, white pussy.
My childhood memories were once again awakened, so gently using two fingers, I spread my sister’s slit and gently stroked it back and forth, while my sister’s breathing seemed to be heavy and her slit filled with liquid, but still continued to slumber.
In such a lascivious atmosphere, I couldn’t help but bring my mouth up to her beautiful roses and kiss them, and please lick the slit of flesh with the tip of my tongue, a virginal fragrance with the flavor of soap, from the nose tube into my brain nerves, making my penis swell to the extreme!
After licking for a while, I finally couldn’t resist pulling out my penis and clumsily inserting it into my sister’s vaginal vestibule. Since I already know the preciousness of a girl’s hymen, and at the same time I was afraid of getting my sister pregnant, I didn’t dare to go deeper, but only rubbed it on the outside.
But only for a moment, I just felt a hot stream coming from my glans, and I knew I was about to cum, so I pulled out in a hurry, followed by a wave of dizziness, and a stream of white semen shot out onto the plank bed!
And my sister continued to sleep oblivious.
I stayed for a moment before coming back to my senses, hurriedly wiping my first bubble of cum off with a cloth, and looking at my still sleeping sister for a moment before shaking her awake and telling her to go sleep in the next room.
My heart was pounding, and the guilt of being a thief mixed with the excitement of orgasm made me struggle to sleep…
Chapter 5 Confession
Since then, my sexual desire grew with my height, but the adults were still unaware of it, so I often took advantage of the late night when the whole family was asleep to sneak into my sister’s bed and caress her gradually rising buttocks, sometimes even inserting my fingers into her slit and stroking it, or pulling down her pants and licking her pussy.
Sometimes, when he really couldn’t take it anymore, he climbed on top of her, let his hard, aching lower body, pressed through his pants into her ass cleavage, and then ejaculated in his own pants.
I was always afraid that I would get into trouble, as I was afraid to insert my cock into my sister’s pussy again.
My sister wasn’t always oblivious; there were times when she was on the verge of waking up before I panicked and fled the scene, but she may have already realized my transgressions.
Under the female instinct of self-preservation, she was no longer as pliable to me as she was when she was a child, and our relationship became worse and worse, as she often spoke ill of me, and I had to give her the benefit of the doubt because I knew I was at a disadvantage.
But I still like to take the risk of “night raids” when I get the chance, and the mixture of stolen losses, incest and rape, and self-loathing keeps me entertained.
Until we graduate from our secondary school and go out to study.
Frankly speaking, I am not ugly, and even belong to the type of beautiful boy, when the height has 176CM, walking on the road often have girls will throw eyes at me.
But on the one hand, I was too introverted and didn’t have the courage to talk to unfamiliar girls. On the other hand, the shadow of being teased in my childhood and the guilt I felt towards my sister made me look down on myself, thinking that I was dirty and not worthy of dating girls, so although I had several girlfriends during my teenage years, all of them ended up in vain.
I was envious of the other male students, rattling off their sexual histories, since I could only listen quietly from the sidelines.
In the eyes of my classmates, I was an uptight, uninvolved weirdo, but I didn’t realize how much I longed for a girl to love me and make love to me!
It wasn’t until after I got out of the military, after a breakup, that I went back to the closeness I’d had as a child when I couldn’t talk to my sister, but I no longer dared to play the nightly assault game on her again.
Later, I got another girlfriend, and I finally got to make love to her as much as I wanted to.
But when I brought her home, I was met with repeated badgering from my sister and a serious confrontation ensued. I wonder if she remembers what happened when she was a child?
Is it possible that you’ve developed a different kind of affection for me as well?
It is only that whenever I think of the ignorance and absurdity of my childhood, I feel deeply disturbed and apologetic, so I take this opportunity to tear off my false mask, so that the world can clearly see my evil deeds, and hereby make the deepest repentance!