The woman eventually escapes from the clutches of the thugs. But suffered another nightmare. Because she did not defend her virginity to the death, the woman fell into a deep remorse; after the news spread, people’s comments and condemnation is even more so that she can not hold up her head, the happy family is also facing the dissolution of the innocent she was pushed into the whirlpool of disaster.
In the face of physical assaults by criminals, which is more important, life or chastity?
A good wife was raped at knifepoint.
Twenty-nine-year-old Zhu can be a group of companies in Shenyang City under a branch of the typist, her husband GuanDaWei is a high-tech listed company in Shenyang, senior director of the son is 3 years old, the family has a house and a car, living in wealth and happiness. However, the beautiful life was shattered by a sudden disaster.
One evening in April 2006, Zhu Ke finished her business outside and hurried to her home. Her home in Shenyang City, Dongling District, a large garden district. Getting off the bus, Zhu Ke turned into the Wulihe Park, where the green trees, the dusk of the Wulihe River glistening with gentle waves of light, where it is quite pleasant to walk up the road.
Zhu Ke never thought that the nightmare was already far behind her – a strong man flashed out from behind a big tree, trailing behind her. The strong man looked around, see no one around, then walked forward two steps, from behind a hug Zhu Ke. Only to hear a low, broken voice: Don’t move, if you dare to move a little, or dare to scream out, I’ll take your life!
A sharp pointy knife pressed against Zhu Ke’s waist, piercing through her shirt and stabbing into her flesh, blood gushed out immediately, staining her white jacket red. The sharp pain made Zhu Ke realize: no good, I met the outlaws! Fear all of a sudden attacked the whole body, she fought a cold war, looked up, in front of this man’s complexion black, height of 1.8 meters, hand force is very great, anti-twisted Zhu Ke’s arm, Zhu Ke can not even move.
The thugs forced Jouko into a wooded area with a knife. In the face of tall and strong robbers, Zhu Ke knows that any resistance is futile. She stabilized her mind, handed over the handbag, voice trembling to the robbers said: there is a cell phone, and more than 1,000 yuan, all to you, you let me go!
After saying that, he stretched out his big hand and tore off Zhu Ke’s jacket with a clatter, and tears of humiliation filled her eyes at once. In her whole life, only her husband, Guan Dawei, had ever touched her body, and what a gentle and loving touch and embrace it was. Zhu Ke hope that there is a person from here to pass by, will save her from the hands of criminals, but the surrounding silence, there is no one. Zhu Ke desperate, she grabbed the thug’s hand, lowered her head and bit down hard. The thugs forcefully flung, she was thrown far away, fell to the ground with a thud. The gangster then pounced over, viciously slapped her two slaps: bitch, do not want to live, is not it? He raised the knife in his hand: You think I’m kidding you? You think I really dare not kill you?
The sharp knife was only so lightly scratched on Zhu Ke’s arm, which was immediately splattered with bright red blood. The thug laughed: I just need to use the knife to make a cut on your neck, and your little life will be gone. Do you want to try it? In the face of the cold light of the sharp knife, Zhu Ke understood: if you resist again, the sharp knife will fall down at any time, and you will die at any time. In front of her eyes flashed the lovely face of her 3-year-old son Xiaofang. If she died, where would Xiaofang go to find his mother? No, I must go back alive, alive to see my son!
Tears streamed down her face as she gave up her fight ……
Sobbing blood: life and chastity are more important than one another
That night, Zhu Ke limped home. Guan Dawei business trip to Shandong has not yet returned, the nanny has picked up his son Guan Xiaofang from the kindergarten home, saw the pale, bruised Zhu Ke, could not help but let out a shriek.
It’s okay, fell down. Chu Ke barely explained and rushed into the bathroom. Shutting the bathroom door behind her, she collapsed to the ground: she finally came back alive, back to this home alive! But what a humiliating scene she had just experienced! She crawled under the shower head and desperately scrubbed herself; those clothes that she had just taken off and witnessed the humiliation were torn into pieces as she shed tears ……
A week later, Guan Dawei returned from a business trip, found Zhu Ke body abrasions and stab wounds, was surprised to ask her what happened, is not what happened. She stammered and explained: she ran into a robber, the robber rushed over to grab her bag, and was injured during the scramble. Tube David heard Huo ground to stand up, pick up the phone to call the police, Zhu Ke rushed to stop him. She advised her husband that, in Shenyang, a day of such robberies do not know how many to happen, where the police to manage over it? Reported to the police, we have to accept the police investigation and evidence collection, half a day but may not find the robber, or forget it. Tube David heartbroken said, do not take the bus to and from work, I drive you every day.
After a fierce mental struggle, Zhu Ke decided to hide everything from her husband. The bloodthirsty husband would not be able to accept the humiliation of his wife, and instead of making it difficult and embarrassing for him, he should bear it all himself in silence. But she couldn’t get out of the nightmare and fell asleep during the night, soon to be awakened by the nightmare again. When her husband tried to embrace her, she shrieked and avoided him; she did not even dare to look at him: in that moment of life and death, she chose to bear the humiliation to save her life. After successfully escaping from the clutches of the devil, she fell into a deep remorse. She asked herself again and again: if she had not obeyed that day, but fiercely resisted, the robber really dared to kill her? Between life and chastity, she gave up chastity and chose life, is not too cowardly, too shameless? What would her husband say if he knew the truth? Would he still embrace himself as tenderly as before and have no hard feelings in his heart?
Guan Dawei is five years older than Zhu Ke and is a doctor of economics graduated from a famous university. Handsome and smart, David has always been the Prince Charming of girls’ hearts before marriage, but he chose Zhu Ke. Zhu Ke only has a secondary school education, working in the company as a typist, in terms of looks absolutely can not be called a stunning beauty. He told her that it was her gentleness, serenity and unadorned simplicity that impressed him. In the red dust, she is like a pure and flawless white jade hidden in the wilderness, he recognized her and treasured her, and Guan Dawei has always been deeply proud of having such a wife.
The thug took the bag and said coldly to Zhuko: Don’t you move! Want to go? It’s not that easy! I just got out of prison, I want to find a woman to keep me company. I was locked up in there for eight years. Eight years you know? It can make you crazy! Don’t try to resist. I’ll kill you if you do. My life is over anyway. I’m not afraid to kill another person!
Zhu Ke couldn’t confirm what her husband would think when he found out about the incident, and she decided to bury that humiliating scene deep in her heart and not say anything to anyone. One day, she wanted to go to the Industrial and Commercial Bank of China to withdraw a fixed deposit, and accidentally realized that her ID card was missing. She thought about it, suddenly remembered: the day of the accident, the ID card was placed in the money clip of the satchel! The robbers took away the satchel, also took away her ID card. The criminals will not use her ID card and then do something harmful to the world? Thinking of this, cold sweat from the forehead rainy out! Turned to think, the thugs want money, ID card is not useful to him, perhaps thrown away may also be possible. Her heart a little relieved.
Guan Dawei realized that his wife had changed. She became very melancholy, the gentle smile that always hangs on her lips is gone. She had always been as simple and clear as spring water, and she became preoccupied. In the past, when he was alone with her, she always loved to rely on his arms, but now every time he hugged her, he could feel a slight resistance from her. Later on, she simply used the excuse of taking care of her son and went to sleep in Xiaofang’s room with the blanket on her arm – after what happened, she couldn’t face him openly anymore!
During the May Day vacation in 2006, the couple sat in the living room after dinner one day to watch TV, the TV happened to broadcast a news story: a young girl was hijacked by thugs who preferred to die rather than prostitution, in order to preserve her chastity jumped from the fifth floor and fell into serious injury. People were shocked and expressed their heartfelt respect for the girl’s behavior. Pipe David heard turned his face to his wife and said: this girl is really poor, tomorrow to her remittance of 1,000 yuan, it is also to help her.
Zhu may not look at her husband and whisper: if this girl is your sister, or your wife, what should you do? What she wanted to ask him was: if she had to choose between life and chastity, how would you let her choose? But the words came out differently. She was hiding something in her heart and couldn’t say it so bluntly.
Then I’ll kill him, kill that gang of thugs. Even if I chase them to the ends of the earth, I will never let them go! I am a man, if I can’t even protect my own loved ones, what kind of a man is that! His determination and ferocity at that moment chilled her.
Horrible rumors, once again pushing her into a spiral of shame.
Juco let time slowly heal the shame and hurt in her heart. She never expected that the disaster would be far from over.
In late May 2006, she found that her physiological cycle, which was always on time, had not come for more than half a month, and her heart could not help but hang in the air. Quietly went to buy test paper, the results showed that she was pregnant. Zhu Ke ran to the Second Hospital of China Medical University in Shenyang City, the test results once again proved that she was really pregnant. Since giving birth to her son Xiaofang, Zhu Ke and Guan Dawei had been very careful when they were together and never had any accidents. And after that incident, Zhu Ke was seldom with Guan Dawei because of the psychological barrier. It must be that thug’s sin! Understanding this, Zhu Ke’s legs went weak and she didn’t even have the strength to walk out from the hospital.
Zhu Ke stayed up all night and was tormented. The next morning, Guan Dawei had to leave beforehand. She was just about to leave the house when two policemen came to her door. They handed over an ID card, the very same one that had been taken from her by the thugs a month earlier. The police told her that the robber was caught in another crime. The gangster confessed: since his release from prison in just one month a total of three crimes, two women because of resistance was seriously injured, Zhu Ke three victims of the only person did not resist to the end of the people, so she was very impressed.
The conversation between the police and Juko was overheard by the nanny who was hiding in the kitchen. The news that the mistress had been raped surprised and excited her. In just half a day’s time, she took the opportunity of going out to buy groceries to pass the news to the cleaners and security guards in the neighborhood. Soon, amidst the excited chirping and chattering, the news spread throughout the neighborhood and quickly spread throughout the community. Of particular interest to people was the fact that Chu Ke actually gave up resisting during the rape! This cast a layer of ambiguity over the tragic event. People looked at her not only with sympathy, but also with a little contempt and contemptuous.
A female teacher in her 40s said angrily: in the face of physical aggression by criminals, women have no choice but to resist to the end, defending to the death their own bodies and dignity. Give up resistance, only shows that women now live more and more spineless, more and more no integrity. There are also men shook their heads and sighed: touch such a woman, her husband is bad luck, how to hold up their heads in the future! But more people sympathize with Zhu Ke’s encounter, understand her choice. They believe that there is no more precious than life, in front of the powerful criminals, the weak Zhu Ke in the resistance is ineffective but may take their own lives, she chose to save their lives, is rational, is correct.
A few days later, this news also inevitably reached the ears of Guan Dawei. That night, he came back from outside, threw his purse to the ground, picked up Zhu Ke, roughly shook her thin body, and shouted angrily, Tell me, what the hell happened? I am your husband, I have the right to know all this! Why did you hide it from me? Why did you lie to me?
Zhu Ke, with tears in both eyes, slowly broke free from the control of Guan Dawei’s arm: I have nothing to say. As a wife, I made you suffer humiliation. Sorry, David, let’s divorce! After saying that, no matter how David pressed, she did not say a word. She had nothing more to say. At this point, if she were to go back to the life and death situation and let her make a new choice, she would rather choose to die than to bear the humiliation of this heavy and rapid storm after the disaster, such humiliation is almost impossible to wash away.
Thank you, wife, for not leaving your infant son without a loving mother.
On May 28, 2006, Zhu Ke escaped from her home. Ignoring the bawling of her son Xiao Fang behind her, she fled from Shenyang to Dalian. In Dalian, she sent an express mail to Guan Dawei, which contained a divorce agreement that she had signed. She then went to the Second People’s Hospital in Dalian and had an abortion. After the operation, she staggered out of the operating room, her heart was already as dead as ashes.
Two days later, she boarded a passenger ship across the Bohai Sea. On that day, the wind was howling and the sea was heaving so heavily that she wanted to throw herself into the black sea several times.
Zhu Ke rents a house in the quiet and beautiful Weihai and lives there, slowly healing the pain in her heart. Her husband, Guan Dawei, is looking for his missing wife in Shenyang.
When David Guan first heard the news that his wife had been raped, he was thunderstruck. He has always been proud, the pursuit of perfection in all things, he never thought that life would be such a disaster to his head. Every time he thought of the scene that his wife had suffered he was in agony, and people’s various comments made him even more ashamed of himself. At first he even hated his wife a little bit: why be so cowardly, why give up resistance? Is life more important than dignity?
After his wife left home, his heart became empty. His son, Xiao Fang, had no one to take care of him, and he cried and cried every day, asking for his mother. Every day when he came home from work, there was no longer anyone to considerately hand him a cup of hot tea; when he slept in his bed at night, there was no longer a pair of hands to gently soothe the fatigue of his body. He suddenly realized that if his wife really disappeared from this world, his and his son Xiaofang’s lives would no longer be complete, and happiness would be far away from them forever.
When it’s hard to sleep at night, Guan Dawei often sits in the dark thinking about his wife’s state of mind between life and death under the gangster’s knife. For her, the choice to resist is easy, death may be just a few minutes a few seconds. Choose to live but very difficult, she has to carry the humiliation, need great courage and bravery, but she did so. Human life is only once, she took a responsible attitude towards her own life, and she fulfilled the happiness of her son and husband’s life. Thinking of these, Guan Dawei suddenly understood his wife, and he burst into tears ……
On the evening of July 8, 2006, Zhu Ke sat in front of her computer and hesitantly opened her mailbox. This was the first time she had the courage to open her mailbox after leaving home. The mailbox was full of e-mails, all from her husband, Guan Dawei, sometimes one a day, sometimes several a day, and each one was written to look for his beloved wife. Each letter can be seen in the husband’s sincere love, see his attachment to her runaway, hope and anxiety. With tears in her eyes, she read each letter until she got to the e-mail that her husband had just sent an hour ago:
Juko, thank you for not letting me lose my wife, who is my favorite person in the world, in that life-and-death situation; and thank you for preserving my son’s mother for him. As a woman, chastity is important, but if she must choose between chastity and life, you must preserve her life for me and my son. In this world, there is nothing more important than her life. If she dies, where will my son find his mother, and will I, as a husband, sleep with air in my arms every day? I only hate myself for not appearing before you in that moment of life and death and protecting you with my life. Wife, you’ve suffered! Honey, come home! My son and I are waiting for you to come back every minute ……
Tears streamed down her face. Her husband’s generous love makes her feel incomparable happiness and warmth. July 10, 2006, Zhu Ke from Weihai boat across the Bohai Sea, when the ship is close to the port of Dalian, it happens to be early in the morning, a round of red sun miraculously rose from the sea, the sea is calm, the sea is blue like a wash. Since the accident, Zhu Ke’s heart for the first time rose to the hope of life.
The day before, tube David has taken his son drove from Shenyang to Dalian. As soon as Zhu Ke ashore, tube David will be haggard wife into the arms, while patting her back, while softly saying: it’s okay, everything is over, we go home!
Every day after dinner, the tube David are holding his wife and son’s hand in the neighborhood walk, a family of three happy laughter so that all the rumors are ashamed to rush to the end. Pipe David with his manly broad-minded and infinite love for his wife to wash away the misfortunes, but also gave her a valuable innocence ……