This evening, I was buried in piles of books. Suddenly, an ear-splitting doorbell rang, diverting the reading atmosphere I had managed to cultivate. What a nuisance! I had no choice but to drop the book at hand and stand up to answer the door. It was Pamela. She looked like a chicken; the clothes she was wearing were soaked through from the rain outside the door, and the curls on her head were plastered to her face from the humidity, but they couldn’t hide her big, dark brown eyes. Her unique brown eyes.
” Mark? ” She dropped on the threshold and cried. I hastily reached out my hand to help her. From her body came an unusual coldness. She shivered and let me lead her into the living room.
When she was seated on the bench, I grabbed a blanket and draped it over her shoulders. I sat beside her while she snuggled up towards me. I hugged her and let her rest her head on my chest.” Wanna talk about it? ” I asked gently. She nodded, however, still not making a sound.
This scenario reminds me of some stories from the past. Mary loved the rain and she always loved to walk hand in hand with me in the misty summer rain. We would always come home soaking wet and …. I hurriedly cast aside the remaining memories and gazed back at Pam. She had been my childhood sweetheart and best friend forever. I had never seen her like this before. She was always happy, always with a bright smile on her face. Not like now, all pale and lost. She wasn’t like Rae, who fantasized about being a model, and she never wore heavy makeup. But I never got tired of that powder-less smile. Obviously, something must have happened to make her like this.
Though her body was still shivering, she had gradually warmed up. She took a deep breath to calm herself.” I left work early today as a surprise for Gram. And cooked dinner.” As far as I know, she’s never been one to do housework.” He shouldn’t have gotten off work that early, so naturally I opened the door and went in. Strange noises were coming from the room.” She closed her eyes and huffed, recalling the shocking scene.” Geran …. Gram he actually …. I can’t believe he’s with a woman, they …. They …..” She couldn’t even speak in complete sentences. I held her tighter to me, I thought she would burst into tears, but she didn’t. Maybe the tears ran out, she had also been crying for hours since the night.
As I held her, I could feel her heart beating. She looks a little awkward in my arms. Maybe it’s the wrong height? Suddenly I felt a little wetness on my chest, which turned out to be the water soaked from her clothes seeping out of the blanket. I pushed her back, not daring to look her in the eye.” You’re already soaked, I’d better get some dry clothes for you to change into!” After saying that, I stood up and went to the bedroom to get a dry t-shirt.” Take it, change into it first!”
I stomped back and forth as she changed in the bathroom. I wish I understood her pain, but my own wounds were picked up. I closed my eyes as if I could still feel Mary beside me. Mary was beautiful to every man, and she possessed qualities that made men stick to her like flies. Yet she always said she wished she had blonde hair so she would be the most beautiful queen in all the land. I think I’m lucky she chose me for being so plain.
My thoughts were interrupted by Pamela getting out of the bath. She still looked a little pale, a little numb, and even when I ruffled the ends of her hair she was muddy.” Hey!” , I pointed to my bedroom, ” Come to my room and rest for a while, we can talk until dawn when it’s later.” A few minutes later I went into my room with a fresh blanket, I realized she was already asleep and had to gently pull the covers back on her and cover her with the blanket.
I went back to the living room and pulled back the curtains to look out at the rain and continue my flawed thoughts. I wondered if Mary was now looking out at the rain and thinking the same thing …. as I was. No, never! She had made her mind clear about me a long time ago!” Ugh!” I sighed and turned back to sit on the bench, leaning against the wet blanket Pam had just used. This blanket used to be Mary’s favorite. I rubbed it gently against my cheek, Pan’s faint scent flooding my entire thoughts. Mary yah …..
Every time we came back from a walk in the rain, we would shower together and then sit together on this bench with this very blanket, wrapped tightly around the two of us. Those were the days when I loved Mary supremely. When the rain washed away her vanity and she came back here, isolated from the bustle, it was also when Mary was at her truest. Maybe that’s a coincidence, too! When winter passed and the drizzle ceased, we parted.
I lay down and pulled the blanket over me. Why is it that I can’t get her out of my mind and I’m still crazy about her? At the end of the day, she’s always throwing tantrums and making excuses to fight for no reason. Maybe I should be glad she’s gone. But, instead, I went over to Gram and Pan and cried ….. I shook my head helplessly.
Uh, Gram. Not that I love to talk about him, but he fell in love with Pam the first time he saw her. Pam seems to know how to handle any situation. That’s partly why our friendship has lasted so long. I didn’t know how I felt about Pam until he came along. At first, I competed with him. However, I withdrew, realizing that Pam liked him better. For the sake of friendship, I had to quit. By the time Pam and he recognized each other’s feelings for each other, we could even sit and talk for hours!
Of course, then Rae came into my life and changed that. But Pam and I were still good friends who trusted each other and discussed problems with each other. It’s just that Rae doesn’t believe in our pure friendship, and she always fantasizes about what’s going on. She even started an argument with it. I began to wonder if that’s what made Gram go to another woman. No! We both made our own choices! He had to be responsible for Pam’s suffering. And by the fact that he didn’t look around for Pam to come home, he didn’t value her at all. What an abomination!
I close my eyes as the sound of the storm whistles wildly between my ears.” Ugh! Rey.” I sighed again. She always loved to lay on top of me, resting her head on my chest. Her curly brown hair would …. Whoa! Nope! Rae’s hair was long black and I actually got confused! She would kill me if she knew! LOL! Anyway, she left without even saying goodbye. Didn’t leave a word, nothing ….
I shook my head and tried to throw away those annoying memories ….. Checking the time, it’s 6:03, a little before my alarm clock is set. Oy! Last night really made me think a lot.
I stood up and gingerly walked into my room, I had to turn off my alarm before it woke up Pam. I turned off my alarm clock with a grimace and was about to turn around and leave.
” Mark ….. Wait,” Pam cried out from behind me, ” don’t go, okay? “
I turned to look at her, and since it was just dawn, I could only vaguely make out that her eyes were red.
” Hmm? “
” Don’t go …..”
” Okay!” , I walked over to the bed and sat beside her. She sat up and rested her head on my shoulder.
” Why? ” she cried out.
” Why does this always happen, I don’t know, no matter how much I love him …..” Though these words don’t sound like they make much sense and I don’t know what I should say to comfort her at this point. I hugged her and tried to adjust the dissonance caused by my height. But it always felt weird, and I didn’t dare push her away.
After a long period of silence, she finally opened her mouth. She took a deep breath, ” I should have seen this coming …..” She looked up while I looked at her confused.” Hmm? ” ” He’s been going out early and coming home late these last few months, and I’ve forgotten the last time we sat and talked, and also, it’s been a long time since we ………” She said, sheepishly looking down and playing with the hem of her skirt as she did so.
” I also can’t imagine how Geran could be so discerning as to leave a beautiful wife behind and go ….”
” Wow! Mark, you’re always so good at talking.”
” Nothing, I’ll say what I think!”
” Thank you,” she smiled feebly.” I …. Mark, I think …. I should have chosen you in the first place.”
” What …. What? “
She turned her head away with a bit of guilt, however, I watched her closely. I wanted to understand what she had just said. The top part of the T-shirt was still a little wet because of her hair, and it clung to her upper body, so that her cleavage was faintly visible. The soft daylight came in, emphasizing her beauty even more. She suddenly turned around and leaned her upper body against me. When she gently planted a kiss on my cheek, I almost froze ….. I didn’t resist, and she wrapped her arms around me even more, pressing herself even closer to me.” I should have chosen you …..” She said quietly.
Suddenly, I realized that I was responding to her hug, and I gently spit out some words …. at the nape of her neck.” I actually, I was …. a long time ago.”
She made a ” shh” motion with her index finger on my lips.” I know, I know all about it.” She snuggled her whole body in and kissed me softly. Her lips were so soft and warm. I started to run my hands through her hair, ” Wow! Pam …..” I moaned out.
Suddenly, she pushed me away and broke away from my hug. I was a little scared ….. But she guided my hand over her bosom, ” Make love to me!” She said.
The touch coming from the tips of my fingers was more wonderful than I had ever fantasized about before. The bosoms were firm and soft, and I began to knead them gently. It was obvious that those tits were sensitive too, and Pam closed her eyes and whimpered as I squeezed them through her thin T-shirt. She tilted her head back and I leaned in close to her, gently unbuttoned her breasts and began to savor that long-dreamed-of melon. I licked along the curve of her left breast, working my way inward in a circle until I reached the top of the areola. When I finally reached the center, I used my teeth to gently nibble and tease with my tongue. When her left nipple was hard, I repeated the same procedure on her right breast, and she responded by arching her back. She wrapped her arms around my head and buried my face deep between her breasts. Although I had never done this to a woman before, I naturally used my hands, thumbs and forefingers to gently squeeze her breasts and licked her cleavage with my nimble tongue.
I moved my body gradually downward. The tip of my tongue had traveled to her flat stomach. I teased her navel as I pulled down her snug bottoms. I gazed at her already wet honey hole while she guided my tongue with her legs. But then I suddenly had another naughty idea. I started teasing her, my tongue traveling back and forth over her inner thighs, kissing her belly from time to time.” Whoa! Mark!” , she gasped, and started squeezing her breasts with her hands. At the same time, she kept pushing up her hips, trying to catch the tip of my tongue. But I continued to tease her until she was on the verge of collapse.” Ahh …. Please …. I need you!”
She cried out when the tip of my tongue finally flicked against her honey hole. I still licked gently, slowly.” Oooh …. Don’t stop …..” She pressed one hand lightly against my head so I could touch her more. At this point, I stopped resisting. I quickly sought out her slightly protruding clit, making her gasp between my lips. I exhaled a faint sound of satisfaction from deep in my throat, and she responded even more intensely. She arched her back and pushed up her hips, releasing her volcanic orgasm. When her orgasm was over, I gently leaned into her soft body, afraid that I might accidentally ruin the whole thing. I kissed her while my long-flustered cock pressed tightly against her thighs.
She chanted contentedly and kissed me back.” Mmmm …. Now …. Make love to me …..” I smiled at her,and lowered myself to adjust her position. I bent her legs so that her knees were resting against her soft breasts. I use the weight of my upper body to hold her down, preventing her from jacking up her hips again later. Then I started teasing her again as I ground my glans against her hole, but it just wouldn’t go in. She gasped and closed her eyes waiting for me to enter. But I favored letting her wait while a good long while passed.” Wow …. You again …. Ooh …..” She moaned. With each grinding stroke, her lust rose even higher by the second.
Slowly, I stabbed into her, but I still had a tight grip on her legs to keep her from coming upwards. I gently push in until the whole thing is gone. I leaned down to kiss her on the lips and released her legs, and now she was free to move. Gradually, she matched my rhythm as I pushed in and she pushed out. Although my eyes were closed, I could still feel Pam responding to my kisses. As the rhythm continued, Pam’s lips grew weak, and in the end, she could only gasp for air with a slight opening …..” Wow ….. Yes …. That’s it …. Ooh ….” Her pubic bone pushed hard against me, a hot movement came from the warm walls of her vagina, and as her leaking love juice rolled over me, I couldn’t hold back any longer and ejaculated. I went limp on top of her and just lay there for a while, listening to her rapid heartbeat.” I love you so much …..” I murmured.
When she finally got back to breathing normally, she started kissing my earlobe.” That was wonderful! Mark, but I so wish you hadn’t …. yet.” She pushed me down her body and pressed herself against me in turn. I was almost lost as she gazed into my eyes and kissed me deeply.” Well, you know, no one ever ….. Gram he never would kiss my private parts either.” I was about to reply when she closed her fingers around my lips.” So I wouldn’t do it for him either …. Hmmm ….” She said as she started kissing my chest, my belly, and then my …. penis. Her warm lips quickly returned my energy and my dick stiffened once again. She swallowed my balls in her mouth as a reward. It was like holding two pieces of candy.” Wow …. Ooh ….” I moaned out. I really wanted to insert my cock whole into her mouth.” No…. No…. Take your time, not yet …..” She acted like she read my mind.” Here, sit on the edge of the bed.” Like a hypnotized child, I slowly sat up, guided by her head. With her lips and tongue, she gently touched my glans until I couldn’t stand it anymore.” Oooh! Pam ….” I moaned, as I reached out and thrust my ten fingers into her hair. As she gradually took in my cock, I saw a smile cross her face. I almost screamed out when my glans touched the back wall of her mouth, but she slowly withdrew me again. Slowly, she makes love to me with her mouth; harder and deeper, one at a time, until she swallows deep into her throat. I clutched her head, trying to speed her up, yet Pam had something else to do. She pushed my hands away, still maintaining a slow pace.
Suddenly, she stopped what she was doing and looked into my questioning face with a smile.” I’ve wanted to try this for a long time …..” She sat up on her knees, her breasts reaching right up to the height of my cock. With her saliva still on her cock, she was able to easily wrap her breasts around me for sex.” Wow …. Oh my god ….” I was once again lost in the novelty of the sensation. Her breasts tasted so wonderful and she was now using them to make love to me.” Oooh …..” As she continued to move, a wave of pleasure swam up my back. I closed my eyes, deeply mesmerized. But her passionate display woke me from my daydream. I opened my eyes and Pam maintained the same position. Her head was thrown back and her lips were slightly parted as she moaned, it was obvious that she too could get pleasure from this position. She began to swing her body wildly, chanting out passionately until we both climaxed at the same time, her breasts clamping down on me while my cum spurted over her head, neck and chest.
It’s also been about two years since that day, and while Pam and I still have some difficulties getting along, she has agreed to marry me this fall. In retrospect, this marriage should have been inevitable. I took such good care of her, and after all these years together, I believe we would have been the right match for each other.
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Actually, it’s not finished! But I don’t think that’s the point of the article anymore, and I’ve secretly changed some parts of the article to make it more coherent. The last part of the article is related to what I changed, so I won’t translate it anymore.
Almost graduated, I think this might be the last translation …. Wow! I can’t let go of the miles either!
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