When I returned to the company I was busy with the project and didn’t bother about it. One day out of the blue I got a call asking me if I was so-and-so. On the phone was a very mature female voice. I immediately realized it was the girl. I then asked her out for dinner. But that day was so busy that I didn’t leave the office until late. After apologizing on the phone, I drove straight to her school. I made an appointment to wait in front of her school. In my heart, I actually do not have any idea, and even feel a little annoying. Just in the way of the face of the acquaintance had to go.
Parking in front of the school was bad, and it took me a lot of effort to find an open space in the distance. Then I parked and walked towards the school entrance. From a distance I saw a girl in front of the school, a very good figure, big breasts, long hair flowing. At once I had an impulse and thought to myself, this girl is really nice. Getting closer, I called her cell phone, and sure enough, it was her. I was then busy apologizing. Then said let’s go eat. She said she had already eaten, the school started early, and also knew I was busy, so she ate first. I said no problem, then watch me eat. She smiled, very youthful and pretty girl. It was early spring, and the night was still a little cold. She was wearing a coat, but underneath it was a long skirt and boots. I could smell that she had just taken a bath. I think this is a clean and polite child. I saw that she was freezing and turning a little blue, so I hurriedly took her to drive to look for food.
Found a Korean food. Then ordered some mess. Let her help herself. She said she wasn’t hungry, so I ate it regardless. She snickered at how messy I was eating. After eating for a while to suppress my hunger, I took a serious look at this girl. Very healthy, very mature, and full of vigor. Her eyes were as pure as lamb’s fat jade. It was a bit hot in the restaurant, she took off her coat, and I could see that her breasts were very full. I don’t know when, but my dick was hard. I was determined to get laid.
Then I ate while telling her about my college life. I was already very eloquent, coupled with years of social experience, I made this young girl, who had just entered the university, giddy, and kept laughing. I feel that she looked at me in the eyes there are some soft inside the drama, I secretly shouted good. After eating, I ordered some deli food to be packed for her to take back. She declined. I said I am also a student. Everyone knows that you come out to eat, do not bring some back to block the mouth of your dormitory, you will be very difficult to do. She didn’t insist. I drove her to the dormitory downstairs, said more contact in the future, there is what I need to do directly call me. You just take me as your brother. And then left.
I texted with her a lot for a while afterward. As soon as the weekend came, I took her out to play. Gradually she became like a sister to a brother to me, often pampered.
It just so happened that there was a big project that required me to go out for almost a month. I purposely didn’t call her or text her back. She was anxious and I pinched her several times when she called me. When I was almost home, I had dinner with a client and drank a lot of wine, and although it looks and sounds like I was high, I could see it in my mind. Then back in my room, I dialed her number. Talked to her in a drunken tone. She screamed over there, brother, how much did you drink! Are you okay? That’s what I wanted. Then I started bragging about how hard I was working, how my boss was no good, and how much of a son of a bitch the client was. I talked on the phone for more than an hour, making her cry. Then I hung up and went to bed satisfied.
On the afternoon I told her I was coming home, she called me and asked if I was back and wanted to take me to dinner. I excused myself, saying I had to report on business and didn’t have time. It sounded like she was disappointed and had a sadness about her.
After a week, at the end of the week, I called her out of the blue to take her to dinner. She was delighted. I went to her dorm on time to pick her up. She came down alive. She had taken a shower and smelled good. It was already hot and she was wearing a green dress. The breasts seemed fuller. She was 1.71 and her legs weren’t very long, but they were tantalizing. Very elegant. I was a little distracted looking at her legs. Took her to dinner and then to the bar. I said I have to drive and can’t drink, but just let loose.
She was so happy that day, she drank a lot of beer. Then spread her hair loose and pulled me to pop. I tentatively took her hand and she didn’t refuse. I clasped my hands with hers and didn’t refuse either. I took my hand to hold her waist and she resisted slightly, but I stopped firmly and she gave in. It was late before we got out of the bar. She was a little drunk and tired.
I didn’t say a word. Told her to buckle up, close her eyes and rest. Then it was straight home. It was her first time at my house. When she parked in front of the neighborhood and swiped her card, she opened her eyes and said this is there and I said it’s my house. She said no I want to go back to my dorm. I said, “Look what time it is, can I go back?” She said, “No, I have to go with me. She said no, I have to say hello to my classmates, otherwise they will worry. Then she took out her phone and said, “Wow, so many missed calls. Then she talked to her classmates. I heard her say, “I’m not going back tonight, I’m going to stay at a relative’s place. Don’t worry about it.
And then I hung up. I thought, shit, don’t blame me if you show yourself to the door. Once inside, I showed her around the rooms. She was from a good family too, so she didn’t have that feeling of being intimidated. When she saw a picture of my girlfriend, she picked it up with great interest and said, “Your girlfriend? She said, “Your girlfriend? I said, “Yes, she’s even prettier in person. She was a bit surprised and said, “Then why don’t you marry her? I said, “What do kids know? She was a little upset and said, “Don’t ask, just don’t ask.
I took out my pajamas and gave them to her so she could take a shower. I said my girlfriend isn’t as tall as you, so you can wear mine. At the same time, I took out a pack of unopened panties and said they were new and unused. She blushed and went. I also went to the other bathroom to take a shower. I was quick and then waited for her in the living room with drinks and fruits out. She washed for about 40 minutes before coming out barefoot. While rubbing her hair with a dry towel, she came over to me. I said, put your dirty clothes in the washer and I’ll do a load later. She said I already washed them by hand. I said sit down and have some fruit and a drink. With a hmmm she sat down on the single sofa a bit away from me, one leg over the other.
She was a little undeterred, and asked, “Where is your girlfriend? I did not say anything, lit a cigarette, leaned back on the sofa, looking at her. She was a bit puzzled, pouted and said, “Why are you looking at me?
So I made up a lie. Actually, my girlfriend was on a public training trip to the EU for six months. I said she went out to study, didn’t want to come back, and broke up with me. I don’t know why I was actually touched by myself, my eyes were red, and there were tears in my voice. She was at a loss for words. I handed her the tissue box beforehand, not intentionally. Now it seems like a very important step.
I said, give me some tissues, I need to wipe my tears. She then took a couple of tissues and handed them to me, I didn’t reach for them, I just smoked and she had to walk over and give them to me. I reached for them and pulled her into my arms and gagged her. She fell into my arms because she was coming from between the coffee table and the couch so she had no room to resist, her legs couldn’t even struggle in that small space. I wrapped one arm around her and held both her hands down. Shoving my tongue into her mouth.
She tried to turn her head, but couldn’t move with my arms pinned down. She whimpered in her mouth and I didn’t even care. Her mouth was tender and smooth, her tongue dodging like a little fish. I sucked her lips with mine and tried to reach into her nightgown with my other hand. She panicked, but her legs were blocked by the coffee table and she couldn’t use them, and one hand was blocked from using my arm from the crook of my arm, so she couldn’t use it, so she had to use one hand in a futile attempt to fend it off. She must have regretted wearing my pajamas, the kind with a big placket held in place by a belt that was easy for my hands to get into. I grabbed one of her breasts, a warm, soft, jade-like feeling I’ll never forget.
She twisted her torso vigorously, trying to avoid it, and in doing so, she broke the belt. I took advantage of the situation and with a flick of my hand, the nightgown came apart, leaving her thighs to her breasts in full view. I scooted over and laid her down on the couch. Her legs were pinned to the coffee table and she couldn’t resist but lay down. And I was able to use both hands to clean her up. I straddled her legs, sat on her lap, pressed down on her thighs, pulled the whole nightgown open, and both breasts popped out in their entirety, white and large, very firm, with small nipples, small areolas, and nipples with a bit of black that were already standing up. By this time she started begging me to let her go. I said I like you so much, from the first time I saw you. She said you have a girlfriend. I asked her do you have a boyfriend? She shook her head. The girlfriend I was talking about has broken up with me. Will you be my girlfriend? She said but you are 6 years older than me. I said is that a problem? I know you like me too and she said it’s different. I said there’s nothing different. Then I buried my head and kissed her. She turned her face away to avoid her mouth, but gave me her most sensitive ear and neck, and was blown, kissed, and sucked in a way that made her gasp for air.
I grabbed both of her wrists with one hand and went to rub her breasts with the other, her eyes were closed and her hair was loose, covering half of her face. I pushed her hands over her head and pinned her elbows with my arms and buried my head to suck on her nipples and breasts. She let out a very hard gasp and whispered, I’m begging you, let go of me. I paid no attention. Both breasts were sucked and rubbed in turn by me. She begged me, let me go, get off, my legs are numb from your pressure. I stood up from her and picked her up as soon as I could, she had to cling to my neck for fear of falling. I threw her onto the bed as soon as I could.
She tried to escape from the other side of the bed and let out a scream as I jumped over and held her down. I quickly gagged her with my mouth. The bed was a good fight. I held down both of her wrists with one hand, and since they were stacked on top of each other, she was too sore from the pressure to resist hard. With my other hand I grabbed her knee and pulled it outward as hard as I could, so that when she opened her legs in pain, I lay between her legs and pressed down on her. She had no choice but to spread her legs like this.
I continued kissing her neck, gently nibbling her ear, licking her armpits (only one or two hairs, very clean, no smell), and licking her breasts. Her eyes were closed and she couldn’t stop panting.
I rolled her over turning her hands apart grabbing both wrists with one hand and then peeling the nightgown down with the other. This left her topless with only panties underneath.
I used my hand to peel off her panties and she puckered her ass up to make it hard for me to get at it, so I took the opportunity to put my hand in front of me to touch her pussy. She hurriedly laid down again and pressed down on my hand, and it went back and forth like that for a couple of times.
I don’t see that as an option. So I let go of her hand and grabbed the panties with both hands and pulled them down. She immediately rolled over and grabbed the waist of her pants with both hands. I had to lie down again and press her down, continue to hold down her hands, the other hand to pull her pants. She had already drank a lot of wine and danced for half a day, she was already very tired, and after a hot shower, her whole body was very lackluster. She was just resisting with her woman’s instincts, how could she withstand this kind of tossing by a 25 or 6 young man. After a few strokes, her panties were already down to mid-thigh. But to take off the whole thing, I must use both hands, because she is tall I can’t hold down her hand with one hand and take off the pants with the other.
I then rolled her over again and pinned her hands together as I sat on her hands and squeezed them, which made it pretty smooth to get her panties off.
To breathe her face sideways, I waved my panties in front of her eyes with bravado. She closed her eyes and sighed.
Strange, once a woman is stripped of her panties she seems to resign herself to her fate and no longer resists. She just lay there motionless with her eyes closed, waiting for the man to play with her. I, on the other hand, grabbed the panties off, spread her legs apart, and began to inspect her pussy. The pubic hair was dark and concentrated on the pubic mound. The labia minora were still hidden inside the labia majora, and only a small portion was exposed.
The whole pussy was a little blackish, as if it wasn’t a virgin. I patted her inner thighs and signaled her to spread a little wider, which she obediently did. Then I went to lick her clit. She shuddered and said no, it was uncomfortable. I said, “Baby, you’re still a virgin, listen to your brother, it will be very comfortable. Then I kept licking up and down her pussy slot, teasing her vaginal opening and clitoris with the tip of my tongue, while rubbing her nipples with my hands. She was squirming and writhing and saying no, no. She was obedient as a sheep at this point. I told her to turn over on her knees and she complied. I licked her pussy from behind while my hand went around to the front to touch her clit. She had never been stimulated like this before. I could hear her moans quicken and intensify and saw her hands clawing at the sheets. This was an indication that she was beginning to enjoy herself. As I licked her pussy, both hands took turns rubbing her clit and nipples. It was making her lewd. I could see her anus contracting constantly, this is her physiological reaction, when she is very comfortable, her vagina and anus will contract involuntarily.
I told her to lie down. Whispered, “I won’t hurt you. I like you and I’ll marry you when you graduate. I said are you comfortable?
She closed her eyes and nodded slightly. I said brother promise you not to take your virginity unless you want it. She opens her eyes in a bit of surprise and says, really? I nodded my head. I said but you have to listen to your brother. I took her hand and touched my jb. she was shy and touched it and retracted. I said this is a step you have to take, it’s nothing. It was only then that she took my jb as I guided her. but only took it. I then rode up on her neck and put my dick to her mouth and told her to lick it, she wouldn’t do it and said it was dirty. I said if you lick my dick, I won’t want your virginity. She had to open her mouth and take my glans, blushing as if she had been drinking it. I said you have to lick it with your tongue, the same as sucking jelly. She blushed even more. Just sucked very weakly.
But it’s a nice feeling too. After all, having a very pretty virgin suck your dick was a great thing. My dick got big and hard from her sucking and my mental accomplishment. She spit her dick out and said what’s going on, it’s getting big and hard. I said that’s called an erection. She was shy. I encouraged her by saying, look at it and feel it. Sooner or later you are going to be a woman and a mother. There is nothing to be ashamed of. She looked sideways and I asked her to touch it with her hand. When she touched it, my dick jumped a little and she snorted and laughed, it still moves. I said, yeah, it moves a lot.
I could see that she had relaxed and it looked like I should have no problem fucking her. Just lay on top of her and suck on her tits. She closed her eyes and started moaning. I put my mouth on her and she opened her mouth and started kissing me. I caressed her breasts, waist, and thighs as I kissed her. She was reacting in the normal way that a woman who is in heat would react. I then lay between her legs and pressed my cock against her vaginal opening. She said what are you doing? I said for you to simulate sex. She said you promised me you wouldn’t take it away. I said yes, don’t worry, my brother is a man of his word. Just want you to know the procedure of making love.
I pushed her legs up so that her entire pussy was exposed. I rubbed my cock back and forth in her pussy slot, coating it with her lust. I pushed in in one go while she was enjoying herself. The sensation was so marvelous. You felt the penetration as an opening of the heavens, you could feel the heavens and the earth being parted in front of your glans, as if cloaked, as if the bow of a ship was holding up the water. It’s marvelous. It was lubricated, smooth and tight and warm and wet. She closed her eyes and said with a sob, it hurts, it hurts, get out, get out. How could I listen to her. Stabbed hard to the end. The whole body also pressed up. She cried out in pain. I don’t care. I started thrusting into her. As I fucked her, I said, “Relax, spread your legs and it won’t hurt so much. She did as she was told and still cried out in pain. While crying she said, you are a liar, you are a liar. I said, “Honey this is your first lesson as a woman. Never believe what a man says in bed.
Her vagina wraps tightly around me as this beautiful young girl frowns and closes her eyes, sobbing while panting with your thrusts. Touch the mature, healthy body of a 21 year old girl and experience the beauty of youth.
Her thighs were long, from her hips to the crooks of her feet, I couldn’t keep my hands off them, they were too smooth and beautiful. I pulled my cock out to see that there was no blood. In fact, it’s impossible to have virgin blood nowadays.
Running and biking can rupture the hymen. I knew this girl was a virgin. I had her roll over onto her knees and I held her ass and thrust into her pussy in one motion. Seeing her clutching the sheets with both hands gave me a great sense of accomplishment. She had a great body and her ample breasts were jiggling as I thrust. I used my hands to rub her breasts as I thrust.
As I fucked her, I said, “Baby, from today you are a woman, a young woman, my woman. You’re a woman with a man now. Those words got a reaction out of her. Her pussy seemed to be quickly filling up with more lust. I was so pleased that I coated my finger with saliva and shoved it into her anus. She freaked out and said, “What are you doing? Get out, yuck.
I said nothing. I love you. You’re my wife from now on. I’m going to develop you. She said, who is your wife? I said you are now naked with me sticking my cock in your most secret place while gasping for air and denying that you are my wife? She had nothing to say. Women are auditory creatures. Hearing a man say he is fucked and is this man’s woman pulls at her will.
I see that I have conquered her both physically and mentally. While fucking her, I slapped her ass with my hand, her snow white ass was red from my slap.
Since it was her first time and I was afraid of hurting her, I didn’t fuck her very long and then I came in her pussy. Satisfied, I lay down next to her, cupped her breasts and said, “You’re perfect, I love you so much”. Then took her in my arms and kissed and stroked her gently. She seemed to enjoy the warmth and lay on my chest with her eyes closed and one hand on my chest. I stroked her back, the skin was smooth and soft and really enjoyable. I realized that she hadn’t moved, and upon closer inspection, she had fallen asleep. After such a toss and turn, she was exhausted.
I put her down and covered her up. I lay down next to her and fell asleep too.
The next morning I was in a haze and felt a tickle on my nose. It was hard to open my eyes, but it turned out she was awake and was tickling my nostrils with her long hair. She was overjoyed to see me awake. I grabbed her and held her down, and she couldn’t help but scream. I, on the other hand, was right in the middle of my morning erection and my cock was incredibly hard, so I took advantage of the situation and rode up and pushed against her warm pussy, thrusting in with a bit of difficulty. She was still screaming out in pain, but I was still going long. I clasped both of her palms with both of mine, exposing her entire body. I looked into her eyes as I fucked her.
She looked at me too, and I said softly, “As of last night, you are my woman. Move in here from now on. She said no way, you want me to get fired? I let go of her hands and let her wrap her arms around my neck and kiss me. She closed her eyes and pressed herself against me. I whispered in her ear, I’ve been planning this day since I first saw you that night.
She also said softly, “You’re horrible. I never thought I’d be bullied by you. You’re pretending too much. You tell me what else you have planned for me. I said, nothing. I just want to be good to you and wait for you to graduate. If you still like me then, we’ll get married. She sighed and said, that’s still early. By this time both of them were getting a little emotional. I asked her if it still hurt while I was joyfully thrusting into her.
She said it didn’t hurt as much as last night. I asked again, is it comfortable? She nodded. And so we made love like a couple, one lingering until noon, before getting dressed and going out to dinner.
In the car she was worried and asked me if she could be pregnant. I asked her when her last period was. She was also confused. I said the only option was to take birth control pills. She thought about it and agreed.
At the diner, she looked at me viciously while taking her pills and said, I hate you. I grabbed her hand and put my fingers in my mouth and sucked on them one by one, she couldn’t help but paralyze her whole body in my arms. I ruffled her hair as I said, if you hate me, you can kill me. She whispered, You think I wouldn’t dare? I kissed her ear and said, I’m not afraid of being killed by you.
I made you my woman and it was worth dying for. She turned to me and said, How many women have you said this to? I said, my women plus you are only two. As long as you don’t leave me, these words will not be told to a third woman. She said Well then, tell me about your girlfriend.
After dinner, I took her clothes shopping. I want to pay the bill, she strongly disagrees. She said, “I have money, I won’t spend your money. I said, “Your money is from your mom. She said, “It’s only right that I spend my mom’s money, but what’s the point of me spending yours? I was silent.
I was tired of shopping with her that afternoon. Then we found a quiet teahouse by a lake. We sat by the lake, feeling the quiet time of an early summer afternoon, looking at this girl beside us, and suddenly had a feeling of just being envious of lovebirds and not being envious of fairies. It was dark until we went to dinner. I said I wanted to drink, so I drove the car home and found a restaurant near my home to eat, like boiled fish. I drank a lot of wine that day. And then looked like a big drunk. She couldn’t help it, didn’t dare mention going back to school. Helped me home. I said a hot bath would help.
But I made it look like I couldn’t even undress myself, so she had to help me go fill the tub with water and help me undress. She blushed as she undressed me. I, on the other hand, held her up and asked her to take off my panties. She was very shy and squatted down to help me take off my underwear. I stripped her naked with the strength of my drink and held her in my arms as we took a bath together. She looked at me and said, “You lied to me again, you are not drunk at all.
Why do you have such a big heart? I can’t help it. Since I was a child, I have not been beautiful and can not speak, kindergarten aunts hand out candy I always less than other children, do not make a little heart you can follow me? She snorted a smile and said, you ah, is sweet-talking. After laughing and holding my face and said, you really drink a lot today, don’t drink so much in the future, hurt the body. Women, no matter how old they are, as long as they think they are your woman, they will become different. Such a pampered girl actually cares about me like this. I kissed hard. Made love to her in the bathtub.
A lot of people think that having sex in the bathtub is great, but it’s not really comfortable at all.
First of all even if a woman is very aroused, her vagina becomes so frictional from the water that thrusting and pumping is not pleasurable. I gave up after a few attempts that were not comfortable. Just lay in the water with her in my arms kissing and stroking her body. She was enjoying lying in my arms and letting me have my way. I told her to grab my cock with her hand, and since she was already busted, she wasn’t so shy. So I handed her how to jerk me off. She said learn how to do that for what? I said you can do it to me when you have your period. She blushed and said yuck, rascal. However, she still honestly gave me a raw hand to glove my cock. After a while my drink passed and I went to bed with her. I lay down and said to her, wife, let’s 69.
She said, what is 69. i said it’s when you get on top of me and suck my dick and i lick your pussy and anus at the same time. She said no. I said come on, it’s comfortable. She had no choice but to follow my instructions and got on top of me. I first instructed her to suck my cock, lick the glans and balls. While instructing and encouraging, told her to use her lips and tongue and never use her teeth. But the little thing intentionally bit my glans and it hurt so much that I screamed. She said you know it hurts, right? Last night I hurt so much you ignored me, bite you to death. I said that is not the same, you hurt is necessary, no matter who when to do with you you have to hurt, I was your bite is your malicious revenge. She said, I will retaliate, how? Not convinced? I also bite. I was so scared that I kept begging for mercy. Little thing only gentle to me licked.
I started licking her anus and pussy as well, wrapping my hands around her waist and caressing her smooth, flat, taut belly. She was feeling it, and as I got to flick my tongue around her vaginal opening, the frequency with which she was gulping my cock increased. I pushed the tip of my tongue into the opening of her cunt and felt the sour taste of her pussy and a musk-like aroma. In my experience, healthy women secrete this scent when they are aroused.
So I accelerated the frequency and intensity of my rimming of her pussy and at the same time shoved a finger into her anus. I know that at this time of year a woman’s anus being stuffed increases her pleasure. At the same time her anus spasmed rapidly and she squeezed out a large stream of hot liquid from her vagina, salty and somewhat fragrant. At the same time she suddenly spat out my cock, leaned her head against my leg, clutched my ankles with both hands, let out a painful moan from her mouth, and her body trembled uncontrollably. I knew she had reached her climax. For my part, I was even more playful, flicking her clit with my tongue and sucking her labia minora with my lips. Women are inherently sensitive during orgasms, and such a great intensity of stimulation made her gasp loudly while begging me to stop. Then I put her down and she was already limp.
I told her, you’ve reached orgasm, congratulations, you’re a real woman. She was very weak and didn’t answer me at all. I knew that this was the time to fuck her she would be very good. So I spread her legs and pushed in all at once. It was very slippery and hot and tight inside. Her body tensed up at once and a moan escaped her lips. As I thrust, her head kept swinging from side to side, the same way she tossed her head when dancing. She couldn’t resist hooking her arms around my neck. I taught her to straddle my hips and feed in with my rhythm. At first she wasn’t too good at it, but soon she got the hang of it. This way we worked together and the sound of her screaming began to have a rhythm to it. Her screams were nice and low and delicate. As I fucked her, I said very lewd things to stimulate her.
That kind of talk made her shy and aroused. Soon she arched her back and pressed her pussy against me and moved her hands from her ass to my back, her whole body pressed up, her head resting on my shoulder and biting into it, not very hard, but the sensation of what seemed like pain and tickling was very nice. After a while she threw her head back again, a vague moan came out of her throat, while her hands clasped my back.
I felt her pussy tighten and her tender flesh squeeze my cock. I felt I was going to cum. I said wife I’m going to cum, I’m going to cum in your hole and make me a baby, ok. She gritted her teeth and said you cum. I asked are you comfortable? She closed her eyes and nodded. I said if you’re comfortable then call out to your husband, louder. As I thrust into her, she let out a moan like a sob and stuck closer to me. She suddenly bit my shoulder, the force is a little too big, I was in pain, a cry, the whole thing ejaculated. She clung to me body can not stop trembling, biting my shoulder, seems to be sobbing. I know, she reached orgasm again.
It was a long, long time before we parted. She was covered in sweat, my sweat mixed with hers. She lay motionless. I knew this was the time when she needed a man’s warmth the most. So I stroked her gently and kissed her. And she closed her eyes and snuggled into my arms like a kitten. I know, day after day. It is impossible for a woman not to have feelings for a man who satisfies her sexually.
I don’t know how long it was. She moved in my arms and I woke up immediately. She woke up, but still lay in my arms with her eyes closed, rubbing her palms against my chest. I didn’t say a word as I enjoyed this wonderful moment. Suddenly she opened her eyes and lifted her chin to look at me and said, you really like me? I ruffled her hair covering her cheeks with my fingers and said, Silly child, of course I like you, and I like you a lot. She was silent. After a while she asked, what will you do if your girlfriend comes back for you? My heart suddenly hurt. In the face of such a beautiful and simple young girl, I suddenly felt so shameless. I took a deep breath and said, “She won’t come back. She is going to settle abroad. She asked, Do you love her?
I said, loved.
“Then why don’t you follow her abroad?”
“I don’t like foreign countries, it has everything I want.”
“But isn’t love supposed to sacrifice itself?”
I was speechless. All I could do was gently stroke her hair.
She asked again, will you do this to me in the future? I had no words but to put my head down and kiss her forehead. My heart was as flustered as when I saw the big contract I had been following for half a year about to fly away.
She rolled over and lay on her side with her back to me. I hugged her from behind and held her tightly, fearing that she would suddenly disappear. She said softly, “I know you still love your girlfriend, otherwise you wouldn’t have kept her photo. If she comes back to you, you can still be good to her. Just pretend that nothing has happened between us.
I turned over in my mind. Bastard, I mentally cursed myself. I pressed my lips against her head. After a long time I said, “Honey, I really like you. I’ll be good to you for the rest of my life if you want me to.
She shook her head and said, You men are all the same. I was surprised that she actually said such a thing. She went on to say that my dad didn’t want my mom anymore, he found a lover outside and didn’t come home even once in half a year. My mom was so angry that she wanted to kill herself. Later they got divorced, and my mom told me to never trust a man’s words. She suddenly turned over and looked at me and said, “I know you’re not a bad person. I like being with you. I finally couldn’t help myself and hugged her tightly. At that time I could go and do anything for her!
I asked her, “What do you like about me?
A childlike smile immediately appeared on her face: you’re funny, attentive, forgiving, and you know a lot.
I got up and poured her a glass of water. She drank it dry against the bed, handed me the glass and said, You’re like my mom sometimes. I said, “Oh? Am I that old? She said, no, my mom also often bring water to the bed for me to drink. I tell my mom a lot of things, not my dad. When she said this, her eyes dimmed. She sighed and said, My mom is so pathetic. I hate my dad so much, there were times I wanted to find a classmate to kill him.
I said, do you want me to get someone to waste him? She shook her head and said, “No need. It has nothing to do with you. Besides, am I not a third party now? It’s hard to tell what’s going on with feelings. I feel sorry for that woman now. If you want to blame her, blame my dad.