However, even an ordinary person like me has had an equally unusual sexual experience in today’s society.
Until now, this experience as the only good memories in my life, will always remain in my heart, forever and ever …… It was the winter of two thousand and two, I was bored with the campus to comfort the moody female classmates in the continuation of my life.
I have a lot of close friends who are the only bright colors in my boring life and with whom I can have some happiness.
My biggest hobby in general is talking and drinking with them.
(Of course, a large percentage of these friends of mine are women, or my story would not have happened.)
One day, she (let’s go with z for now) knew that I was depressed about school life again, so she made a special trip to accompany me to chat and relieve my boredom.
We talked long into the afternoon and wandered almost all over campus.
It was fall, a little chilly, and the sky was starting to dim.
Seeing that it was getting late, we finally decided to go to dinner together.
Let’s have a drink together. We haven’t had a good one in all the time we’ve known each other. It’s a shame to think about it.
I thought back carefully, I had known her for a good two years and we did have a good friendship, but yet as she said there was a great need to have a drink back to talk deeper, after all, wine is a sure fire way to break down one’s inhibitions and increase trust.
Okay, but we’ve got to have a good time today and drink until we’re drunk, okay?
Okay, it’s a deal! There’s a great BBQ place next to our school, it’s halal, and the lamb kebabs and lamb soup taste so authentic that we ended up there.
Why are you always so nice to help me out, I actually really feel like I owe you a lot of favors sometimes.
That’s not necessary, I’ve always felt like you were my friend and that’s why I talk to you, you don’t have to feel like you owe me anything, it actually helps me to be able to talk to you.
You’re as kind as ever, or perhaps a performance would be more apt – how’s your family doing these days?
What else, she looked a little red in the face, I don’t know if it was the wine or if she was just over-excited, my mother is still suffering from her own depression, maybe the marriage was a mistake as far as my parents themselves are concerned.
No, but they still have you, after all! That’s what makes them even more of a failure, even though their relationship isn’t strong, it has to be maintained because of me.
Do you think it’s a disaster for them, or even for you?
And it’s unchangeable?
It’s true that they live with me every day like this, but their relationship is broken, so it makes me miserable.
Actually my pain is really much worse compared to yours, even though my family doesn’t understand me, it’s the real pain if there is no love in the family.
She was silent, no longer speaking, just slowly sipping the last bit of wine in her glass slowly.
I know exactly what she means, her biggest pain is her family, but even though people can change everything omnipotently, they can’t decide for themselves about their parents.
Wine is good, it’s like she talks to herself, it anesthetizes and indulges you and forgets a lot of pain.
But people always have to wake up, and what you can’t change you either have to live with or stay away from, and now you’re not out working for yourself and living on your own?
Yes, I just want to get away from my family, I envy you, and I think it must be hard for me to get married, even though I have #### (her boyfriend’s name).
You fear marriage because of your own pain, and you especially fear that your children are in danger of suffering from your own pain, don’t you?
Well, she gently said let’s go out again and have a look around, okay?
Good. I’d love to keep you company. I’ve had a lot of time on my hands lately.
So we left the diner and began to continue our conversation on our stroll.
In fact, my family is probably perfected and has feelings because of my father, who is the foundation of my family’s feelings.
My family is because of my father, he …… don’t talk about it, I understand you.
I think I will, in the future, be a man like my father, whose loyalty to his feelings I can’t help but admire.
Unfortunately, I was not able to find anyone like your father in my life, which is quite a shame.
Can’t he?
After I said that I knew I’d asked a stupid question She answered me with no words, the answer was self-evident, he obviously wasn’t allowed.
After a long time, she said, I might be a little out of my element, can you hold me up?
Since we’ve gotten along well for a long time, and have long since put gender behind us, and our usual playful encounters are plentiful, we don’t have a disconnect in that regard.
I then very calmly and gently wrapped my arms around her waist, even though it was winter, my hands still felt the unique texture of her body, and the unique scent of women on her body was also very real to me because of the close proximity.
She stopped talking and just walked slowly with me.
After a while, we walked to a bridge that was brightly lit, but the passing cars were sparse because it was late in the day.
Can we take a break?
She said slowly.
Well, somehow I’ve always had a weird feeling today, so much so that the language has become less fluid than usual, as long as, you, like.
…… But I realized that her eyes beside me had been filled with tears at some point, and now these tears were slipping down and hanging on her cheeks.
What’s going on?
I panicked a little because it was the first time I had ever seen her crying, and in my memory she had always been strong What’s wrong with you?
She didn’t answer me, just laid her head on my shoulder and continued her crying.
By this time, perhaps words had no meaning, so I wiped the tears from her face with my own handkerchief and said no more.
What?
Scared you?
When she realized my presence again, she knew she had cried for a long time.
No, see you sad there is no way to enlighten you, only by you, and so on crying, may heart will feel better write.
It’s nothing, she said while picking up the handkerchief from my hand and drying the rest of the tears on her own face probably herself because she was disappointed in love.
Don’t worry, I’m willing to provide a shoulder for you whenever I’m alive, so please stop crying, okay?
Probably because I said the wrong thing or touched a sensitive nerve in her heart, her tears began to slide down again.
But this time, instead of ambling up to my shoulder, she watched me silently.
A strange thought suddenly somehow rose in my mind: she was a woman, and women are fragile.
Turning to my mind an inexplicable pity arose in my heart, and involuntarily put her in a two-handed embrace.
Her hair was a mess, so I pulled out a hand to gently straighten it up, but as my hand brushed over her face, it lingered there uncontrollably, refusing to leave.
Then something happened that I will never forget, and something incredible, I actually kissed her lightly on the forehead.
I suddenly said, I’ll kiss you, okay?
Her rapid breathing gave me the best answer, or my consciousness began to be dominated by turbulent feelings.
She and I engaged in a lip to lip embrace! This time it was unusually intense …… Maybe I started liking her a long time ago, I just didn’t even know it.
My left hand assisted her neck so that she was leaning into me, and then gently ran that hand up and down her smooth neck.
And my lips and tongue continued my caresses after kissing her deeply towards her cheeks and earlobes.
I no longer see her as a mere friend, she’s going to be my lover, and starting today, I’m going to make love to her.
My right hand then moved down from my waist to her plump ass, rubbing it hard with all five fingers spread wide.
Her breathing became more rapid, her nose began to emit a soft en …… en …… en …… oh …… sound, which further stimulated my already high desire.
I felt my lifeblood begin to stand up.
I began to be more daring as I picked her up and placed her on the edge of the bridge railing so that her body could have leverage to keep from falling over and I could free up my hands to be more flexible in attacking her eager body.
Once again, I held her close with my arms so that her body was face to face with mine without any distance between them, her breasts rising and falling on my chest as her rapid breathing rubbed against mine.
I freed my left hand from the hands that were holding her tightly, unbuttoned her coat one by one, and then lifted her blouse up in one go, her ample breasts still mesmerizing me despite the bra that still separated them.
Don …… t …… don …… t do this …… She developed an instinctive shyness and refusal.
But I knew our relationship had exploded and was no longer allowed to end, and, she wanted it.
So I ignored her resistance and pulled off her bra as soon as I could, and her breasts were immediately exposed before my eyes.
But I couldn’t be bothered to admire it, instead I immediately pressed my lips to her right cherry, while my left hand stroked it lovingly with my thumb, index and middle fingers.
Oh …… oh …… don’t …… oh …… don’t… …She raised her hand, which had become weak due to the caresses, and tried to push me away, but how was that possible! I paid no attention while intensifying the frequency of my left hand and tongue attacks.
Oh …… ah …… ah ………… don’t… ……… don’t ………… She began to fall into the pleasure surrounded turned began to be confused and crazy, ah ……… ah ………… don’t… ……… No …… don’t …… stop! Oh……Ah…………Ah……… …so good ………… good ………… good ………… Not only did her mind turn fuzzy, but her body became much more active, swinging at a fixed frequency to meet my strokes.
I certainly didn’t fail her, and while I held her tighter with my right hand, I moved my left hand to her waist and gently unbuckled her belt.
Quick …………! I …… suffer …… not …… anymore …… anymore… …! She Probably sensed this movement of mine in a haze, I …… I …… have …… to …… have …… to …… …… can’t delay! As soon as I removed her pants and underwear to her knees, wow, her pussy was already wet beyond recognition, I reached out and inserted my middle and index fingers into her vagina in one go, her vagina was really tight, and it contracted violently after feeling the intrusion of my fingers, almost deadeningly clamping my fingers down, and even doing piston movements became very difficult.
I’m overjoyed, we’re going to be so comfortable in a little while! Oh ………… ah ………… ah… ……… ah ……………… ……!!! Hurry ………… up! I ………… I ………… want… ……… to ………… to …… …………! She screamed so loudly, it seemed that she was really sensitive and slutty when it came to sex.
I suddenly had an urge to play a prank on her, stopped kissing her breasts, and leaned in to her ear and asked, What do you want?
How can I give it if I don’t tell you?
Fuck ………… Fuck ………… I… ……… fast ………… fast …… …… Fuck you where?
What am I purposely delaying with?
I’m not very good at oh! Oh ………… use your …………… …ah …… ah ………… cock …… …… Fuck …… Fuck ………… Oh… …Oh …… my ………… little …… slutty pussy …… Ah …… Oh ………… Come on… ……… I don’t need to talk anymore, there’s only one thing I need right now and that’s to unbuckle my pants and insert my already horny dick into her.
I aimed my glans at the opening of her vagina, rubbed it gently, and then eased it in.
God, a wave of pleasure went straight from my lower body to my brain ………… I began to thrust playfully hard with her, the pleasure flooding my consciousness ……… …………… We were finally one, even though it was only once, but my heart will always remember this time.
I loved her, but we weren’t meant to be. Six months later, we were separated because of her job… fate has a way of making things happen! …