Coincidentally, when I was depressed, a girl from the University of Agriculture, a small hometown I met on the train, called and said she would introduce me to her girlfriend on the condition that I would treat the people in their dormitory to dinner. I was trying to get back at my wife, so I agreed, just hoping to find a random sister to fill the empty emotional and physical requirements.
When I saw the girl she introduced me to, I had no appetite at all, so disgusting looks, especially vulgar! However, at least I have seen the world, still laughing and witty and they tease. My little old townspeople look very organic on the go colorful spirit, but also very talkative, and I flirted while introducing her other roommates, a girl called Qingqing attracted my eyes. In fact, a year ago I have seen Qingqing through my small hometown, but at that time she just entered the city, clothing and dress are too earth, not into my eyes, now obviously a lot better, a careful scrutiny, is a beauty embryo – long hair, goose egg face, big eyes, without powder, especially the pure and clean feeling, very let me heart.
After dinner, I sent them back to the dormitory, I used the wine to call my hometown, criticizing her for blindly introducing her friend to me, she was in a panic to explain, I was generous and said it was okay, and told her that Qingqing was nice, I wonder if she liked me. In order to make up for my “hurt”, she was happy to say that she would create an opportunity for us, and immediately came up with an excuse to give the phone to Qingqing. Needless to say, Qingqing understood what I meant, and afterward knew that she liked me from the first time we met – she felt that I was like a man, and soon the two of them were chatting happily, coaxing a little girl that I was still very confident.
Things happened the day before yesterday, October 20, Sunday night, I invited them to my home as a guest, I live alone in a two-bedroom apartment. About 8 o’clock they said they want to go back, beforehand I had already cared about the small township to leave Qingqing, the result is that they really left her to go to the color, Qingqing also know that I am not a bad person, on the hesitant to stay.
Two people actually nothing to do, I also want to molest her, so I found a movie DVD to watch, is Zhou Yunfa’s film. I turned off the lights, sitting next to her, but once I smelled her hair, I couldn’t help but use my arm to gently take her into my arms, and she didn’t refuse at all.
She is still too small, was born in 80 years, quite honest a child, do not know what to say good, just know that they like me, but also can not express. Later, I proposed to the bed to see it, she was a little embarrassed but simply do not know how to open the mouth to refuse, if another adult woman how to pretend to be some. Originally really can not bear to touch her, but on the bed on some of the pressure can not help, after all, after my wife left I have not had fun making love, the accumulated energy is extremely vigorous. Holding her while watching a movie while trying to get an inch, at first just holding hands, even breasts are not allowed to touch, but to touch her hard not to refuse.
She always refused my hand slightly harder, but she gave in when I insisted, and in this way I had stripped her of all but her panties, and I was naked and holding her.
At this point, she told me she had never done it. The implication was that she was a virgin. I thought she was joking, so I said I didn’t believe her and would try to find out. She clamped her legs very tightly and refused to let me go up. I’m already in a state of animalistic rage. I don’t have to say that I don’t believe she’s a virgin, but even if she is, I’ll still go up to her.
I started kissing her neck, her breasts, and my fingers began to gently rub her clitoris and labia, gradually getting a little wetter, and she let her guard down, and I jerked off her panties, and she instinctively cowered on the bed like a lamb. I opened her legs with both hands and pressed them against her firm but underdeveloped breasts, and my cock was already in her pussy, which had never been touched by anyone else (she said afterward that she had let me do it because she trusted me completely).
She was indeed a virgin, and I was a little surprised to learn that, but simply couldn’t contain the onslaught. Even though she suppressed her voice, it still sounded miserable. I have a big cock, that’s what my friends say. So, when my glans was not yet fully inside, she was already crying out in pain, and I felt an obstacle like never before, to the point where I suspected that I was in the wrong place, and that there was no way I could enter unless I lifted my hips and pushed forward. As soon as I pushed hard, she was pushed forward, accompanied by a yell of pain. I was a little too proud of myself, so I stopped and rubbed her for a while.
But in the end the desire was not restrained, I remounted, inserted my glans a little, ignored her pleas, and slammed it with all my strength, and with a heart-breaking scream, her vagina accepted a man’s penis for the first time. Really tight, I quickly ejaculated, ejaculation for more than a full minute, penis jumped I do not know how many times, really exciting, I ejaculated in a completely clean, only belong to me a person’s land! The blood on the sheets proved her innocence once again!
Over the next 20 hours she and I did it three more times, I controlled the pace and each time it was long enough, but it wasn’t until the last time that she breathed and moaned with arousal, and it made me feel accomplished. She was no longer in as much pain, and still so tight that my cock was vaguely clenched later.
I asked her why she gave me something she had treasured for 20 years if she didn’t know me very well. I was humbled by her answer, she said she didn’t know, she just felt like me, liked my manhood, wasn’t capable of turning me down, she hurt but she was willing to put up with it. I asked her if she would regret it. She lay in my arms and said: even if I don’t want her anymore, even if it ends badly for her, she doesn’t regret it!
I stroked her long hair and felt her childish breasts, not really knowing what to say.
Can I not feel guilty? Originally I wanted to find a woman to vent because of my wife’s desperation, but I didn’t expect to find such a virgin, and more importantly, she is so pure, so innocent, who can bear to hurt her? But I am bound to hurt her, she will certainly be hurt by me later, because I do not love her ！！！！！！ I have nothing but pity for her!
I have nothing in common with her, she’s just a child, I have no possibility of love with her! But I have to be responsible for her, and I can’t bear to tell her the truth until she can withstand the trauma enough.
More to make up for it, I woke up and led her shopping, she was as happy as a child, I tried to smile as easy as possible, she didn’t feel anything. I bought her an outfit from top to bottom, she said she didn’t like the look of the clothes I bought, but she wanted to wear them for me; in the evening I treated her to Kentucky Fried Chicken, and she was content.
Looking at her childish face and feeling her pure feelings, I feel really guilty about what I should do.