For my mother, I have never had any other luxury, and never peeped at my mother to take a bath, change clothes or anything, I think that is a sin, just masturbate, will fantasize about my mother’s body, after finishing, and then back to reality, such a life lasted until the age of 19, and then perhaps made a girlfriend, with the first physical contact, I have that kind of emotion for my mother gradually disappeared, but and girlfriends After spending some time together, I was tired of this life again, I felt that it was not what I wanted. Maybe what I need is a woman who takes care of me like a mom during the day and can let me vent and pamper me at night, is that possible? I couldn’t find my way again and fell into a deep thought 。。。。。。
After graduating from college, I went to Guangxi Beihai alone, in that tourist city, I can contact from different places friends, where every day to play very happy, and do not have to go to work to earn money, no money to make a phone call home, go to Guangxi’s intention is to develop the cause of the later purely play. In fact, I’m not a good person, when the emptiness, will go to the call call Miss, in the end, always the physical satisfaction, suppressed close to 5 years of the mind has never been released.
In Guangxi for a long time, it feels that every day life monotonous, boring, to the machine, doing the same thing every day, I want to go home, but with nearly 100,000 home, I go back to how to account for what things did not do, the only thing you can bring home is a few hundred near a few attractions of the photo, seriously, at that time, there was a desire to commit suicide, I think that life is really not much meaning for me, but such an idea is really quite difficult for people like me to implement into action. But for someone like me, it’s really hard to put such thoughts into action. Life is forced, when only 100 yuan on the body, the psychological sense of urgency, and then embarrassed to call.
Through the previous often go to the bar owner’s introduction, I found a travel agency in a pick-up job, in layman’s terms, that is, pulling customers, a month’s salary is also the previous night’s consumption, these months of working life can be said to be the lowest point of my 22 years of life, never had such treatment, living a non-human life, of course, just and the previous home compared to the hope that the project might be a lot better than those I’ve never been treated like this before, living an inhuman life.
A sunny morning, received orders from superiors, said my hometown came, want me to go to the reception, said that this is more intimate, in fact, I am quite willing to go, so long did not hear the voice of the hometown, the psychology is quite happy. To the station to hear the familiar hometown dialect, I went up to welcome with a smile, I did not expect the first off was my neighbor, here I will call her Auntie Wang, in fact, this time Auntie Wang is to participate in the activities of the unit, to the Beihai to travel, Auntie Wang is usually quite good relations with our family, the evening when nothing else will be inviting my mother a few mahjong playing. At that time, I never thought I would run into acquaintances, the mood of extreme confusion, and do not know what to say, Auntie Wang is still very happy to look at me, and I spoke 。。。。。。
That night, after a group of them play back to the hotel, Auntie Wang gave me a phone call, called me out to meet with her, in fact, I psychologically knew that I would receive this phone call, because my mother must have said to Auntie Wang and I’m over here, maybe my mother also entrusted her to come over to see how I’m now, or how would she know that my phone, with a heavy heart, not far away from where I live in a teahouse, and Auntie Wang met with me. Auntie Wang met, then I really do not know what to say good, took so much money home, actually working in this side, and then one by one to Auntie Wang said this 1 year to my life, and asked her not to go back to tell my mom, or I really do not have the face to go back.
Auntie Wang also enlightened me a lot, gave me a lot of reasoning, may be as elders, she never had a clear reply to me, to tell my mother, in the teahouse chat for a long time, Auntie Wang said: where do you live, I’m going to take a look at it; hear this on the revulsion, hastily said: no, live quite well, so late, you still have to go out to play tomorrow, go to bed early; stalemate for a long time,。。。。。。. There is no way, I know this time Auntie Wang is sure to report the situation to my mother, after arriving at the house I rented, it was a mess, the clothes are basically twisted together with the pants, the smell of socks is quite attractive, the quilt seems to have never been folded neatly.
See this scene Wang Auntie, completely no language, she helped me clean up by hand, I also help to clean up, then I suddenly thought of a few A disk is still in the house, may be clothes wrapped together it, just thought, Wang Auntie flipped out, some of the trance and embarrassment I hastened to Wang Auntie to explain all this, the situation was really do not know what to use the adjective to express, you can imagine it! The situation at that time really did not know how to use any adjectives to express, you can imagine.
Auntie Wang didn’t say anything and continued to clean up my room, placing the dish on the computer desk in a smooth manner. After a long time 。。。。。。
The room was brand new, Auntie Wang looked at the time and told me to go to bed first, she sat on the edge of the bed playing with the computer, perhaps it was too late. Thinking about the messy room, pornographic CDs, and the current situation, with a feeling of anxiety, I sleep. I do not know what time to wake up in the morning, looking at the screen with a pornographic CD-ROM, Auntie Wang absorbed in the appreciation, I woke up to make the atmosphere become very awkward, Auntie Wang immediately turned off the power whispered: go, sleep in a little bit, dedicated to the quilt two hands embraced me and fell asleep, it feels like I was in bondage, or perhaps stimulated by a release it, a sleepless night, it seems that in the early morning, I just a little bit of sleep, and the body has been flooring my body. Auntie Wang has been building my body, from a feeling of being bound to a kind of enjoyment!
I don’t know how long I slept, at first it was Auntie Wang’s cell phone ringing, because I wanted to continue to enjoy this feeling, so I didn’t call her, maybe she also woke up, and then it was my cell phone ringing, I didn’t bother. Drowsy and do not know how long to sleep, Auntie Wang has not changed her sleeping position, I turned my head to look at her dumbfounded, it seems that this is the picture I used to fantasize, feel both familiar and strange, happiness and came too suddenly. My body was a bit stiff, my lower body was a bit impulsive, but I didn’t dare to move a bit, because I was afraid that Auntie Wang would wake up, just like this looking at her, enjoying the so-called ripe girl to bring me a huge impact, releasing the suppressed mind for nearly 5 years, it’s really wonderful.
A kind of primitive impulse forced me to side of the body, put my hand on Auntie Wang’s waist, lower body on top of her between the legs. Such a posture did not last long, I could not stand it, resting on the waist of Auntie Wang’s hand some unruly caressing her temple, the other hand also try to touch Auntie Wang’s breasts, she never moved, I do not know whether it is acquiesced, or really asleep, I could not tell the situation, just two hands of the action is getting bigger and bigger, simply touch her back, will be unlocked the bra, the other hand directly into her! The other hand directly into her T blood inside, fingers constantly kneaded Auntie Wang’s nipples, I am not the first time to play with women, when my fingers touch the nipple, I found that the nipple is hard, Auntie Wang may really be acquiesced, she should not be asleep, but I do not dare to do too much action, can only maintain such a position!
It wasn’t long before Auntie Wang rolled over a bit and lay flat next to me, as if it was a hint, so that I could reach the breasts and her lower body more conveniently, my other hand went along and touched the button of her jeans and unbuttoned them, and took them off to the soles of her feet along with her panties, touched the wet pussy, looked at Auntie Wang, who never opened her eyes, and I vigorously lifted up the blanket and took off my panties, and there was not much of a Prelude, pressed on Auntie Wang’s body, instinct drove me forward to impact, in the penis into the time, Auntie Wang just a very small grunt, I was very excited, and farewell to the virginity of that time about the same, may really just thrust 2 minutes of time it, I vent, that kind of spiritual release far beyond the body of the pleasure brought about by the reason.
Just like this has been pressed on her body, did not take out the penis, continue to return, Auntie Wang never moved her body, just like a dead person, but can clearly feel that she has some rapid breathing. I really hope that time stops here, the earth does not rotate here, Auntie Wang has never opened her eyes, because I really have not thought about how to face her in the future, maybe she thinks the same way. After about 10 minutes, the boiling blood flowed to the penis, I did not rush to thrust, but quietly enjoy, leaving a hand to caress her breasts, slowly one up and one down to do a regular movement, felt Auntie Wang a little hyperactive, the lower body of the liquid also increased significantly, my speed also a little faster, Auntie Wang always very repressed, in fact, she orgasmed, the only witness is only her rapid breathing, and liquid flowing out of her lower body! and the liquid coming out of her lower body!
I also enjoy such a quiet atmosphere, the sound of the air flow with the bed issued by the chirping sound, I could not hold out, a powerful stream of semen flushed Auntie Wang’s uterus, at this time she gently grunted, I again head down, pressed on Auntie Wang, I do not know how long I slept, Auntie Wang pushed me away from the naked lower body to the toilet, I also rushed to take the paper towels to apply the test penis, and so stayed! Sitting on the bed, after a while, Auntie Wang played a basin of water over, made a gesture to ask me to stand up, gently help me clean my penis, just like before when I was a child, my mother helped me to take a bath, although angry and very embarrassed, but I still enjoy it, in the Auntie Wang’s gentle caresses, penis and high up, I would like to come again with her, but then, Auntie Wang heavily slapped my brother, a look that can not accept this reality! But at that moment, Auntie Wang slapped my brother heavily, a picture of the appearance of not being able to accept this reality!
I covered my penis on the bed and rolled, Auntie Wang did not pay attention to me, wearing their own clothes, in this case, I also have no choice but to put on the clothes, we did not say a word, the silence for a long time, Auntie Wang finally spoke up, just a very simple expression of the meaning of the word: Hungry, go to eat, I am like like a child who made a mistake, followed her behind, to a small store, casually order a few dishes, and we have no expression when eating, we eat ourselves. Eat when we have no expression, eat their own, my heart is very messy, very complex, do not know what will happen, honestly, I did the worst intention, the big deal is to go to death, because I really can not imagine, my parents know, will be what kind of consequences, I still have the face to go home to face my family? How can I still face Auntie Wang’s husband.
After eating, I followed Auntie Wang to find a drugstore, she bought a box of birth control pills, and then returned to my room, it should be about 4:00 p.m., Auntie Wang’s phone rang again, her colleagues called, asked her to go there today, Auntie Wang’s answer, so I feel that things are a bit of a turnaround, perhaps she also wanted to hide this matter, after all, such things can not be seen in the light of day.
After this call, I don’t know how long the silence lasted, anyway, I felt that Auntie Wang kept looking at me, and I didn’t dare to look at her. Auntie Wang opened a bottle of mineral water and took the birth control pills she had just bought. How to plan for the future, whether to go home or continue to stay here, Auntie Wang very seriously asked me such a question, I do not know how to answer, very quietly said: “I do not know!” Auntie Wang stood up: “I’ll give you a call tomorrow, I’ll go back to the hotel first.”
Another sleepless night, alone, staring blankly at the monitor is not connected to the power supply, looking at the monitor inside the self, as if the old a cut, is mature, or all see through, do not care, do not want to live, the mood is very chaotic, morality and ethics, desires, the future of the cause, how to face, what will happen in the future, these words keep presenting in the mind. Lying on the bed, looking at the white ceiling, felt a kind of pressure, perhaps I really grew up, some things must rely on their own to face, before my parents can protect me from the wind and rain, and now I have to rely on their own, parents can not always be with me.
Unconsciously opened my eyes, the dawn, and then look back, as if it was a dream, another bright sunny day, the mood seems to be much better, I do not want to get up, is waiting for a phone call to the final verdict, or I can not face this phone call, once again, fell into a dream world, confused, heard someone knocking on the door, do not have to think, I know who, Auntie Wang came in to see me still sleeping, but see her mood today, seems to be much better, she said they went to the beach in the morning to stroll a little, but she did not go to participate in the afternoon, asked me how to arrange, hear these, my mental stress again seems to be much less. She said they went to the beach in the morning to shop a little, the afternoon was scheduled, but she did not go to participate in the afternoon to ask me how to arrange, hear these, my psychological pressure and seems to be a lot smaller, at least not as bad as I imagined, I put on my clothes to the manager to make a phone call, the manager on the phone, I was a scolding, after listening to his nonsense, I told him simply and clearly: salary me! Do not, bye. Is not very gripping ah!
I was going to call him to say goodbye, but I didn’t realize he was so grumpy. Auntie Wang is a bit puzzled, I took her out of the door, was going to take her to some attractions to see, and then think if she met her colleagues would not be good, so we just wandered in the street, Auntie Wang seems to have forgotten what happened yesterday, we are very natural, to the shopping mall, Auntie Wang also gave me some clothes to buy, I was really touched, remembering the past, my mother took me to buy clothes scene. In this kind of relationship, I still say some polite words, later, I also use their own body only 200 yuan to buy a T blood aunt Wang, aunt Wang do not want me to pay, but I have to beat the swollen face of the fat, hard to come out of the body of all the money, aunty Wang laughed, took my hand to continue to stroll around the shopping mall, and later, but also to buy some of the local specialties, is ready to take home.
By 5 o’clock in the afternoon, we carry a lot of things in a big bag, bought some convenience food in the street back to where I live, today I am very happy, perhaps last night, which of my assumptions are not valid, Auntie Wang should have forgiven me, otherwise today, she would not be so natural and I shop. Then Auntie Wang asked me to try the clothes I bought today, I’m a little embarrassed, Auntie Wang stared at me with two eyes, I do not know what it means, no way, in front of a mother level of women, changed a dress, wear a good after Auntie Wang will be my flip over and over again to see the whole thing, not bad, not bad, good, and quite good-looking, and then she took out the piece of T-blood I bought for her, in front of me on the clothes, I stared at her colorful breasts, I put one hand on me, and then she took out her clothes. Breasts, Auntie Wang pushed my head with one hand and closed her eyes, who told you to look, I could not find the direction again for a while, just now was good, how now and so fierce pull.
Wear good later, seriously, then gave me a really very good feeling, a silk low-cut T blood, in fact, is not very low, just do not pay attention to when you can see the cleavage, after changing, Auntie Wang to the monitor to take a picture, they also feel very satisfied, smiled at me, took out the food, eat up their own, strange, this is my home, why do I such constraints, I would like to go to take a piece of bread to eat, can be I want to take a bread to eat, but embarrassed to move, just look at Auntie Wang to eat, after a while, Auntie Wang said: “Why do not you eat ah, dull head”; Oh this time I just picked up the bread to eat up.
Another awkward scene, I two just like this, a mouthful of water a mouthful of bread, who did not speak, the stone in my heart still has not landed, in order to break the stalemate, I opened my mouth to go straight to the point: “Auntie Wang, the other night, I 。。。。。。 I’m really sorry”; Auntie Wang jerked back: “I’m sorry, I’m sorry on the end, I’m sorry can make up for it, buy a piece of T blood can be a matter of”; I once again fell into a desperate situation: that how to be good, I did not mean it ah; Auntie Wang: “cut the penis”. Cut the cock”; I heard some anger: “I cut the cock, then you sew the hole”; Auntie Wang heard, and a hand will be my head pushed a bit, I’m really a bit angry, lying on the bed to sleep.
At this time, Auntie Wang came over and touched my head, giving me a really kind feeling: “Well, I’m joking with you, don’t be angry, are such a big person, Auntie didn’t blame you, in fact, that day was my bad, that day Auntie also got stimulated, don’t blame you”; I immediately sat up after hearing this, and hugged Auntie Wang, and then cried, and I don’t know whether the suppressed emotions for 2 days were finally lifted. I don’t know if it is the repressed emotions of 2 days, finally lifted, there is a feeling from the newborn, Auntie Wang touched my head, like a mother and I talk: “This can’t let the third person know, remember, this time Auntie don’t blame you, can’t have the next time”; Hear these words, invariably gave me some stimulation, I was like a pampering in my mother’s arms. As if I was pampered in my mom’s arms, “Why? No, I want more”; said I put my hand inside Auntie Wang’s T blood, Auntie Wang grabbed my brother with one hand: “Try moving again, see if I don’t pinch it violently”, said I pinched my lower body hard. There was no way, reluctantly left the chest.
At this time, Auntie Wang gave me the feeling, as if it is playing the role of my mother, can also be said to be like a teacher, said to me, “This is a mistake, we can’t let it continue, if accidentally by other people know about our relationship, you let me later how to live ah, how can I face your uncle, as well as my children, and so on you go home, auntie to introduce a girlfriend to you; you are still young, you have a long way to go”; hear this words I have two choices, 1 is to give up, 2 is to grasp such a chance to let so many years of repression. Introduce a girlfriend, you are still young, you have a long way to go, auntie is old”; I have two choices when I hear these words, 1 is to give up, 2 is to grasp such a chance, so that the repressed heart for so many years to be completely satisfied!
In the end, I chose the latter, “Auntie, you know what? You’re not old at all, you’re prettier than my mom, I don’t need a girlfriend, what I need is a mature woman like you who can take care of me and satisfy me, I have an Oedipus complex, however, I really don’t have the courage to do something like this to my mother, but since we’ve already happened, why don’t we continue it, it’s all God’s arrangement, how could what the two of us do be known by other people know about it, don’t you like me? Isn’t it good for you to have another son who can take care of you?” “Auntie, after that night, I really feel that I can’t leave you, Auntie I really need you, let’s try once more okay, please!!!” Auntie Wang was silent, the hand that pinched my lower body was not so vigorous, I put both hands on her breasts smoothly, Auntie Wang stared at me with both eyes, at this time I really have no sense of guilt, I completely opened my mind!
Touch the button of the familiar pair of jeans, or the same old thing, even inside with the outside together completely off, for the first time so clearly see Auntie Wang’s lower body, the belly some embellished meat, lower body has long been a little wet, Auntie Wang’s hand is still resting on the penis I have been tripod, she looked very calm, perhaps also struggling inside, I do not care, holding her, two hands to Auntie Wang’s back, will be unlocked the bra, I do not care, I do not know, I do not know whether I really understand, I am not sure whether the psychology of Auntie Wang. Another even inside and outside action, I did not determine whether Auntie Wang mentally really figured it out, I did not dare to take off his pants, I was afraid that it would be a foregone conclusion, just caressing my beloved work of art, waiting for her response!
Auntie Wang just stared at me with both eyes, and felt some movement of her hand, stroking back and forth on my penis, which might mean that Auntie Wang has accepted this reality. To seize this opportunity, I turned around and pressed her underneath me, my mouth kept adding to her nipples, and both hands worked hard to unzip my own pants, Auntie Wang sensed this action of mine, as if she started to struggle again, and it seemed like she really couldn’t accept this kind of a reality, but there’s a saying that goes, “When rape can’t be fought back, you just have to enjoy it. ” This is how I understand it, “When reason and desire contradict each other, many people tend to succumb to desire.”
I took off my pants, carrying a reddish penis against the aunt’s small hole forward, Auntie Wang this scream is really big, I do not know whether it is pain or a kind of desperation, when I entered her body, Auntie Wang did not move, quietly closed her eyes, to see such a scene I will be Auntie Wang’s legs on the shoulders of the lower body and a little bit of the top of the forward, Auntie Wang’s body twitching a little bit, both of my hands! I also kneaded back and forth with Auntie Wang’s nipples, slowly thrusting her, perhaps enjoying such a process, afraid and unable to control, sometimes lowering her head to add her breasts, Auntie Wang has not made a sound up to now, I think it is very surprising, is she has not let go?
Feeling the increase of liquid inside the vagina, I also accelerated the speed of thrusting, both hands kept shaking Auntie Wang’s breasts, she finally couldn’t stand it anymore and let out a subtle grunting sound, this time I really don’t want to finish so soon, I tried to coordinate my body and try to control the speed, I’m not sure if I can still have this kind of contact with Auntie Wang the next time, after Auntie Wang’s orgasm this time, I had slowed down the thrusting After this orgasm, I had slowed down my thrusting, the sound of screaming disappeared once again, and I was looking forward to Auntie Wang’s next race point.
To do this extent, it is really a bit unbearable, I am not the kind of person who has a strong fighting spirit, thinking of this I stopped all the movements, in order to completely conquer her, I have to work hard to control my own time, at the same time when I get satisfaction myself, I also hope that I can break through the limit of Auntie Wang’s body, maybe this kind of idea is very childish, in the past, the longest time was only 20 minutes.
I pulled my penis out, my whole body pressed on Auntie Wang’s body, and kept kissing her, when kissing her mouth, it sucked to be rejected, but I still tried hard to send my mouth into her mouth, and eventually I rushed in, two tongues of different generations intertwined, was it love? Or is it the love of an elder for the younger generation, I was very excited, once again, I aimed my penis at Auntie Wang’s lower mouth, and easily slipped in, and my tongue kept swirling around Auntie Wang’s mouth, once again, I lifted Auntie Wang’s legs up, and vigorously entered and exited Auntie Wang’s cunt, and almost every time I inserted it deep and hard, just a little bit slower!
Gradually, Auntie Wang once again issued a weak cry, I know she is coming, more forceful pumping, making Auntie Wang a little unbearable, perhaps this is the effect I want to achieve it, screaming more and more obvious, face folder some red, not a moment only to feel a lot of liquid from the mouth of the vagina, and I seem to be the more courageous, the frequency is also more and more quickly, I would have liked to Wang Auntie at the same time to reach orgasm, but did not grasp this time, I did not give up, looked at Wang Auntie’s face, head kept throwing, sound like screaming a little miserable, lower body is also a little pumping continued, I know she can not stand it. Reach orgasm, but did not master this time, I did not discourage, looking at Wang aunt’s face, the head kept fluttering, the voice seems to scream a little miserable, the lower body is also a little pumping continued, I know she can not stand it, as a man at this time there is a sense of accomplishment, for the body is a great stimulus, hundreds of millions of cells swarmed out of the vagina, mixed with Wang aunt’s body fluids from the vaginal opening, drew a perfect conclusion.
Pressing on Auntie Wang’s body, really tired, big breath, Auntie Wang seems to be in such a state, after about 10 minutes, Auntie Wang got up and went to the toilet, not long after she and the last time the same end of a basin of water out to help me clean my penis, this time I was very careful, afraid that she was again to my brother a slap, so always use the hand to protect it, Auntie Wang glanced at me, and then smiled at me. “Why pull, afraid, weren’t you great just now?” I was anxious when I heard, what am I afraid of, both hands loose, wash it, the big deal is to get another slap.
After getting dressed, Auntie Wang tidied up the room a bit, then sat on the edge of the bed and said to me, “The day after tomorrow, this trip of mine will be over, what should I say to your mom when I go back?” I scratched my hair, “Say whatever you want, like we had sex, whatever!” ;Auntie Wang got up after hearing this and headed for the door, I went up and held her in my arms, “Okay, I’m just kidding,” and carried her back to bed. You go back and say I’m quite good here, tell my mom to rest assured that pull, I will go back in the New Year, Auntie Wang heard and said: “What you quite good, tomorrow’s meal money, you have not pulled, you still truthfully to your mom, can not just stay out there not go back to it”;,,,,,,,,,, “Well, I know, you first go back to the hotel, tomorrow you better go out with them to play a little bit, go to take a picture, go back to the uncle to see ah!”
After my aunt left. I played computer games alone, it was hard to sleep, but my mood was different, happy and content. Not worried at all about tomorrow, probably just two packs of instant noodles tomorrow.
I don’t know how long I’ve been playing on the computer, and I don’t know how much nicotine I’ve sucked into my lungs 。。。。。。 Tomorrow is a new start, I have to pull myself together, from the new to find a job, because I miss my parents, although the money is gone, but I think my parents will not blame me, think a lot of self-compassionate reasons, decided to go to work for another month, have the money to go home.
Woke up already is noon, changed a clean clothes, came to the bar boss there, to him to explain my intention, the Zhao boss EQ is not generally high, directly stuffed 300 yuan to me, do a favor, fucking 100,000 yuan, at least 10% are in his bar consumption, which gave me 300 yuan, messed up I am not good to talk about, take the train still don’t know if I can buy a Sleeper, I smiled at him, thank you boss Zhao, next time I have the opportunity to see you, pay you interest. Leaving the bar with 300 dollars to eat a meal, suddenly thought there is a computer ah, sold not can go home, thought of this, I ordered a few more dishes. People are a kind of greedy animal, always find a way back for themselves. Eat play meal also go to the arcade entertainment, now I think of that time I was like a child.
After eating, drinking, playing, and having fun, I took a computer collector right to where I live, and ended up spending more than 3,000 yuan on a computer that cost 1,000 yuan. At about 4 o’clock in the afternoon, I received a call from Auntie Wang asking if I was home. She then went to my place and saw that I had sold the computer, and scolded me for being unproductive and sitting on my ass. Looking at the empty room, I do not know what to say, then Auntie Wang took an envelope to me, when I took the envelope, fingers so a pinch, not 10,000 there are 8,000, at that time, really very moved ah! I hugged Auntie Wang.
Auntie Wang hastened to comfort me: “How to give you some money, touched into this ah, but in the future you have to pay me back yo, this is borrowed from you”; I let go of my hand and said seriously to Auntie Wang: “Auntie Wang, you go back to how to explain to the uncle ah, traveling here is not possible to use so much money! “;,,, Wang Auntie said:” all right, you do not worry, I know how to say, well I should go, tomorrow morning’s plane “; I said:” still early ah, now only 5 o’clock less than “, Wang Auntie said: “tonight to go back to play mahjong with colleagues”, I dig mouth: “would have liked to have a last dinner with you in Beihai”; Auntie Wang smiled at me and said: “No, the evening of the whole company’s colleagues in the hotel booked a banquet! I said: “That’s still early ah, we have to eat in a hurry ah, at most only 20 minutes well, very quickly!” Finished my colorful look at her!
Auntie Wang knew that I was teasing her after another beating and scolding, then I put my mouth up, Auntie Wang is still hammering on my back, I then ruthlessly pressed her to the bed, look at you still hit; “Huh: Auntie Wang today wearing a skirt ah, I have not found”, so I first removed their pants, two hands through the clothes caressing Auntie Wang’s Breasts, my dick restlessly rubbing in Auntie Wang’s pussy, although through the panties, but still can obviously feel that the moist cave has not been able to accommodate the excess of obscene liquid, I will hold Auntie Wang rolled over a little bit, so that she was pressed on top of me, and then removed her blouse, we kept kissing, this time Auntie Wang’s performance I am really very satisfied, she is no longer as constricted, took the initiative to remove the her own panties, sat on my body, one hand holding the penis, one hand holding on me, her butt slowly sitting down, until the penis completely into her body, only to let out a sigh of relief!
I sleep in the bottom, two hands vigorously shaking the breasts of Auntie Wang, Auntie Wang’s ass regularly twisted in my lower body, this time I realized that, in fact, Auntie Wang’s experience is still quite rich well. Auntie Wang’s screams began to be a little sharp, I seem to have a feeling of ejaculation, I quickly called Auntie Wang to stop, stop a little bit, coming, Auntie Wang ignored me, hands pressed hard on my shoulders, do not allow me to get up, I tried hard to reverse the situation, Auntie Wang’s movements accelerated, screaming sound is also much louder, I tensed the muscles of the whole body, the anus will be tightened to the limit, followed by the Auntie Wang still did not put the I defeated, only to see some sticky liquid flowing out from Auntie Wang’s vaginal opening, she gasped for air, and then slumped over me helplessly!
Auntie Wang wants a quick fix, hum not so easy, to be honest, just now really almost lost, slowed down for a while, I got up both hands will Auntie Wang’s legs high up, aimed at the place is a burst of bombardment, the mouth also kept muttering: hum, want to beat me, so easy; Auntie Wang helplessly smiled at me: “lighter, I’m wrong is not okay, tonight is really There is something ah, fast, a few times to get it out”; I said: “good pull, you ready or not, I’ll come”, Auntie closed her eyes En a sound, I adjusted the posture, and will be Auntie Wang’s legs raised a few points, ready to use the most comfortable position to do the final sprint, looking at Auntie Wang’s closed eyes, I just gently pushed forward, and I will be the most comfortable position to do the final sprint, looking at Auntie Wang’s closed eyes. I just gently pushed forward, she had a very nervous look, I couldn’t help but laugh out, she opened her eyes and was about to scold me, at this time I accelerated the speed, before Auntie Wang could say anything, she was already shaking her head like crazy, and her mouth kept on saying: “Well pull, don’t pull, ah, ah”; hearing such accomplished sound , the turtle head a numb, a hair out of control 。。。。。。 Auntie Wang got up and cleaned up, put on her clothes and said to me: “Quickly go to clean up, I first went to the hotel”, I en a did not pay attention to her, perhaps a little tired, this time Auntie Wang is again to my brother a slap, hit the door after opening and left. ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
** Continued **
I do not know if you have read what is written above, the literary style is not very good, more mouth words, but this is a kind of catharsis from my heart, the above experience in addition to Auntie Wang’s last name is fictitious, the other things are almost my personal experience, perhaps in this world there are only 2 people who can confirm this experience, Auntie Wang, if you accidentally see this article, please forgive me for my self-interest, you also Don’t worry, no one knows who we are, this is a special emotion, a secret, we will bury this secret in the coffin.
It was still a late night, my parents had already gone to sleep, and I was sitting alone at the computer, and it was only in this atmosphere that I could conjure up fond memories.
In the face of a woman, I have never had such emotions, women for me may be the tool of lust. After Auntie Wang left Guangxi, I found myself growing up, mature, and more than one attachment, I can not tell whether it is love or responsibility, perhaps I face a married woman’s wishful thinking.
In the days after Auntie Wang left, I was not only eager to earn money every day, but also to receive a call from her. I didn’t dare to take the initiative to call her because I was afraid, I didn’t know what to be afraid of, I just waited silently. Every time on the phone I would always say something fleshy and provocative to Auntie Wang, who always kept her high profile as an elder.
With not much more than 10,000 yuan on me, I didn’t know what I could do, and I tried to cut back on my daily expenses. A month passed very quickly, I took out my purse and calculated the bill, phone bill 50 yuan, daily life, more than 180 yuan, if I do not quit smoking maybe an additional 100 yuan, if I continue to go on like this, I do not know how long I can survive.
I feel a little hot afternoon, the sun does not seem to be very big, but I always feel that I can not raise the spirit, lazy feeling, wandering alone in the street, like a wounded wolf looking around for prey. I do not know how long to search, see the roadside there is a very small storefront, which sells pearl milk tea, also posted next to the storefront transfer ads, I stopped in my tracks, in the doorway froze for a long time, I do not know whether to think about whether to spend 2 yuan to buy a cup of milk tea to drink, or in the thought of turning down this storefront.
The psyche was a bit messed up, if I hadn’t been dressed more appropriately, in the state I was in, the boss might have really thought I was a beggar. A woman about the same age as Auntie Wang approached me, “Little brother need something to drink?” I said in a sophisticated manner, “How do you turn this store around?” The female boss listened to me politely called me to sit inside, but also gave me a cup of milk tea to drink: “En, the taste can be”, the female boss smiled: “Little brother is trying to take over to do the other or continue to do my line”, in order to kill her price, I face In order to kill her price, I said expressionlessly: “Of course is to do this ah, ready-made things, I’m too lazy to go to add to the”. Subsequently, there was a fierce bargaining, and ultimately to 3,000 yuan transfer fee deal, rent of 1,200 per month, a one-time payment of three months of rent, I have a kind of crazy betting on the tearing of La Tear Vijay tearing the feeling that if you lose only to go home.
Took over the small store, I left the two previous looks, it can be waitress, they are also foreign to work, people are more honest, we are young people, get along is also relatively cordial, and the previous boss compared to the boss, I’m more like their friends rather than the boss, with the relationship of the further melting of cordiality, they are also the store as if the store, although in the tourist city business rarely have a Although business in tourist cities rarely have repeat customers, but they treat every guest is so enthusiastic, 1 month down, in addition to open to the two of their wages and rent and utilities, seriously I do not have much to earn, but fortunately pull, there is finally something to do.
In take over the small store in these months, although every day is very full, after closing sometimes and two beautiful women to go to the bar to sit. But seriously on the two of them, I have never had non-thinking, perhaps the relationship is better, I do not want to hurt them. At night when I go home and look at the empty room, in addition to sleep nothing to do, go to call the idea of Miss as if forever from my brain erase, is not willing to spend money, or with Auntie Wang has a relationship, I can not make sense of the head. I remember in a certain night, I masturbated, thinking and Wang Auntie just 3 days of intimate contact, every process, every detail, every sentence, are constantly replayed in my mind.
It’s been almost four months since I took over the little store, and the money in my passbook hasn’t gone up or down, and I’m really homesick, perhaps as a consolation, an excuse, but the thought grows stronger every day.
I remember a sunny afternoon, I rode my bike to the market to get some cream and hot dogs, looking at the clearly visible blue sky and white clouds, an airliner broke through the clouds, seems to bring my thoughts back home, I do not know where the courage to take out my cell phone and called home, the phone rang for a long time, the excitement was forgotten, how could someone pick up at home at this time. Just now is a momentary impulse? My heart is struggling, hesitated for a moment dialed the mother’s cell phone, in addition to the thing of sex with Auntie Wang, I confessed to my mother all the things.
My mother did not blame me, but comforted me by saying, “100,000, the family can still afford it, you have grown up, you have the courage to confess these things to your mother, mom is really pleased, in fact, mom has guessed that you have problems over there, go home, come back to find a job to do first 。。。。。。” I squatted on the side of the road and poured out a lot to my mother until the 30 yuan phone bill was finished. Riding a bicycle quickly rushed back to the small store, called on the two little sister closed the door, went out to eat a big meal, and said to them: “This month’s salary I will not give you, this store in the future you do it by yourself, I decided to go home tomorrow”, I thought they were very happy, hey,, people have feelings, I did not think about it so much at that time, maybe in To some extent hurt them, forget it, and the two little sister’s respectively I really do not want to mention again, and now quite think of them, I do not know whether my little store is still continuing.
The next day, got up early in the morning, took a cab straight to the airport, anxious and excited at the airport waiting for more than 2 hours, finally boarded the plane, the stewardess is very beautiful and very enthusiastic, but this is the only time I took the plane did not put the stewardesses in the eyes, found their own seats, closed their eyes and went to sleep, think of what will happen 2 hours later, I have a kind of inexplicable impulse. The plane took off, carrying my thoughts step by step closer to my destination.
Back home, looking at the familiar furniture, forgot to change shoes, eagerly called my mom, mom was surprised, did not expect me to come back so soon, told me to go to my sister-in-law’s house for dinner tonight, she went straight there from work.
Walked into my bedroom, stayed in a much calmer mood. On the QQ for a while and some boring women chatting, soon after the drowsy. Woke up has been 5:00 p.m., has not received a call from the mother, walked to the balcony to look at the children playing in the community, I stayed giggling, it did not take long for a familiar figure to enter my line of sight, evoking a man’s desire, I immediately rushed to the 11th floor of the elevator entrance, guarded, how is not yet come up, the time stops?
The elevator door opened, Auntie Wang some panic, stupidly stood in the elevator, I rushed into the elevator pressed the 7th floor, the two did not say a word, took out the key to open my door when the hand is a little shaky, a few times to open the door, once inside the house, I Wang Auntie is a burst of wild kisses, like a hungry beast, Auntie Wang pushed away from me: “When did you come back! “; I did not answer and put my mouth up; Auntie Wang kept hammering my back: “Ask you, when did you come back”; “I just came back”; I tore her clothes after saying that, to describe my behavior with rudeness, it should not be appropriate. It’s not appropriate to describe my behavior at that time, it’s more like being petulant in front of an elder!
Auntie Wang touched my hair with both hands and looked at me kindly, letting my mouth hover between the two nipples, while taking off her own pants, she toppled Auntie Wang towards the sofa in the living room, and lifted Auntie Wang’s skirt up to her waist, a pair of red silk transparent panties came into her eyes, and looking at the black jungle that could be seen vaguely, she felt her blood boiling: “Auntie Wang, after not seeing you for a few months, your Auntie Wang, a few months have gone by, you have changed your taste, and pay more attention to your inner beauty”, Auntie Wang patted my head: “Kid, when did you become so oily”; I continued to lick Auntie Wang’s breasts, and pulled Auntie Wang’s panties to her calves with both hands, and by the terrain of the sofa, I pressed the whole of Auntie Wang’s body into a V. I watched as the adorned flesh of the belly was being pressed into a black jungle, and felt my blood boiling. Looking at the small belly of the adorned flesh was squeezed into a ball, the whole pussy without reservation presented in front of my eyes, holding up the penis and inserted it, such a posture is something I have never experienced before!
I did not expect this insertion position will be so thorough, the whole body has a feeling of being completely surrounded, especially the moment of entry, Auntie Wang with the grunts, making me pull out my penis once again, once again, back to the feeling like that! Two hands hold Wang aunt’s face clip, tongue constantly in Wang aunt’s mouth, penis hard back and forth, Wang aunt’s screams have a little muffled, nostrils breathing a little sharp, finally can not help but push away my mouth, a big mouth gasping for air, I stupidly smiled at Wang aunt, stopped the movement of the lower body: “Auntie Wang, a different position how about “; so I put down Auntie Wang’s legs, holding her rolled over a bit, let Auntie Wang sat on my body, two hands forcefully grabbed the breasts, the momentum of the intention to let her twist her buttocks, Auntie Wang may be a bit unable to eat, reluctantly twisted a few times, and then lay on my body.
Seriously, although there is so little affection for Auntie Wang in it, can’t be treated like a woman outside, but to this extent, as a man’s nature, I don’t want to give Auntie Wang a chance to ease up. A hand embraced in the waist of Wang Auntie, a hand to Wang Auntie’s anus, fingers buckle in the heart of the anus, will Wang Auntie’s body upward, the lower body with two hands with violent thrusting, Wang Auntie two hands tightly hold my back, issued a somewhat hoarse voice, do not know whether it is a kind of enjoyment or pain, both of their bodies flowed a lot of sweat, Wang Auntie’s fingers in my back to leave a deep imprint, and the two of my hands, I do not know what is a kind of enjoyment or pain. Perhaps the pleasure of the thought suppressed the pain in the back, the deeper the penis was inserted, the deeper the imprint on the back, I was deeply intoxicated by such an atmosphere of love and pain intertwined!
The sperm that had been stored up in the body for several months powerfully exploded out, and a stream of it slapped deep into Auntie Wang’s womb, and Auntie Wang bit my shoulder, and the two of them couldn’t calm down for a long time. I softly leaned back on the sofa, my hands caressing her back, Auntie Wang still clinging to me, biting my shoulder. Penis gradually shriveled, with the liquid in the body of Wang Auntie slipped out of the vagina, but I still closed my eyes and continued to taste, although it has been ejaculated, but the psychological seems to be unsatisfied, ruthless to do her ten times eight times, but the body does not allow me to do so, the first time I experienced the feeling of the heart but not enough power, through such a position of my hands slid to the pussy of Wang Auntie, want to use the fastest way to restore the state, fingers in the labia, the fingers in the labia, the fingers in the labia, the fingers in the labia, the fingers in the labia, the fingers in the labia. I used this position to slide my hands to Auntie Wang’s pussy, trying to recover in the fastest way possible, rubbing my fingers on her labia.
Not a moment later a little feeling, Auntie Wang violently got up and looked at the time, with the fastest speed to put on the clothes: “Well, I’m going up”; I was still a little reluctant to say: “play it again”; Auntie Wang did a fan of my brother! Auntie Wang made a gesture of slapping my brother, and I covered my penis. I can’t help it. Auntie Wang looked at the cat’s eye on the door, opened the door and ran out as fast as she could. Looking at the slightly upturned penis, the top wet, the sofa also left a lot of residual liquid, I was deeply drunk in it.
The next day at noon, I was still sleeping, received a phone call from Auntie Wang: yesterday I thought I was afraid, I really can’t do this later, sooner or later it will be found out; hearing Auntie Wang’s this turn of phrase, I was a little heavy hearted: “Auntie, I don’t understand what you mean, you don’t like me anymore, hate me”; Auntie Wang did not speak, on the phone we fell into silence again, the only thing I could hear was the roar of the car on the other end of the phone, I do not know what kind of language can be used to redeem, just silently listening to her final pronouncement, not for a while Auntie Wang just whispered: “Anyway, you can’t be like this in the future, I’ll go back to the company first”, and then hung up the phone.
Seriously so far I’ve never fallen out of love, maybe never really been in love enough to experience that kind of pain.
After receiving Auntie Wang’s phone call, I have a feeling of abandonment, I don’t know if it can be used to describe the loss of love, but now I can clearly know that it’s not a love affair, it’s just a kind of need to satisfy my oedipal plot, but I can’t figure out what Auntie Wang’s heart is thinking. Like Auntie Wang such age of the woman’s need for sex should be very strong, but why she always can not unravel that knot in the psyche, yesterday afternoon I may really be a bit impulsive, standing in Auntie Wang’s point of view to think about is a bit afraid, think of this I can not help but regret for yesterday’s behavior.
Subsequent to these days, I was not in the mood to go out to look for work, a person at home with nothing to do, just every afternoon at 5 o’clock, I will stand on the balcony waiting for a familiar figure, Auntie Wang walked into the community, will always subconsciously look towards my home balcony, when I see me, it is always a very panicked expression, and my mind has been put on a very flat, don’t want to give too much pressure to Auntie Wang, every day just I have been gazing at Auntie Wang with a longing look, and I don’t know if she has captured my eyes.
Two weeks went by and I never received a call from Auntie Wang, I was a bit desperate. Waiting at home for two weeks, depressed for two weeks, some can not stand. In an early morning, got up early, my parents are very happy, asked me how to arrange today, I said I want to go to the job market around. After my parents finished washing up and went out, I went to take a shower, changed into what I thought was the best-looking clothes, and went out.
I would love to see the balcony of Auntie Wang’s house, but the sun brothers’ care for me is a little too much for me. Walking alone on the familiar streets, looking around like a nervous wreck, it seemed that only now did I really feel that I was home, and it felt so cozy, the end of more than a year of independent life, back in the arms of my parents.
Into the talent market, looking at many of my friends and my age at the door seriously look at the recruitment notice, as if it is not willing to spend 5 yuan entrance fee, I thought these people are stupid, just look at the fart, so I bought a ticket to go in, a go in there are a number of big women to me surrounded by women, TMD this year, who will be on the pawns of these people, I do not even bother to pay attention to them, and directly towards the! An advertising company’s recruitment counter, a lady is very enthusiastic to ask me to sit down and talk, looks about the same age as me, but looks extraordinarily mature, I was defeated by her from the momentum!
In the process of self-recommendation, all seem very passive, and I have no work experience, but the lady is still very enthusiastic to ask me to leave a phone number, waiting for notification, the thought of the phone bad back 2 weeks have not gone to change the cell phone card, so I left a machine number, the lady laughed at the phone that can directly find you? I was very embarrassed to smile, this phone can directly find me, hey … … I then went to a few companies, the results are waiting for notice, leaving the job market to find a mobile communications store, randomly selected a card, to my mother made a phone call to her about my painful experience this morning, mom comforted me by telling me not to slacken off, roaming to.
Subsequent time is again a person wandering in the street, taste makes me look at the time, are more than 12 o’clock, looking at the opposite side of the road of the McDonald’s, I do not think about it, I walked over, originally to this kind of foreign fast food is not interested in, go in, casually ordered something, find a secluded corner to enjoy the lunch, in here to eat lunch are almost all white-collar people, some read the newspaper at the same time, and some on the phone, so that I thought of Auntie Wang, perhaps she is now also dining in such an atmosphere, I really miss her, so I boldly dialed Auntie Wang’s cell phone: “Hey, have you eaten yet”; the other end of the phone is also very quiet: “I’m eating it, you’re not at home today, I called your home, no one answered, where did you go? I called your home, no one answered, where did you go”; know Wang Auntie called me, really regret, dry hemp to choose today to go out?
But my call was returned in a timely manner, and I said with some excitement, “Yeah? What’s the matter”; the other end of the phone was silent for a while: “Oh, nothing, then you call what’s the matter?” Hey ~ ~ ~ ~ excited mood did not last long, some embarrassed to say: “not much, just want to hear your voice; then you come over, I’m waiting for you in XXXX”. I dropped the food in my hand, took a cab and rushed eagerly to my destination, and saw Auntie Wang looking around from afar. I then followed Auntie Wang several blocks into an old house, looking at the structure of this room and my place in Guangxi is similar, only a single room, a toilet, more a very small kitchen.
Auntie Wang put a key on the table: “I will come over to take a rest at noon later, well I should go back to the unit”; after Auntie Wang left, I looked around the house carefully, although the room was a bit shabby, but it was quite clean, some of the simple furniture in the house that was needed daily was cleaned up by Auntie Wang, the whole thing was just like a The whole thing was like a small home, I lay on the bed and had a longing for tomorrow. Cock unconsciously top up.
I returned home in the afternoon, I was still on the balcony waiting for Auntie Wang’s return, when Auntie Wang appeared in front of my eyes, she still habitually looked at my balcony, I giggled at Auntie Wang, she didn’t respond to me, and walked quickly to the elevator. I was still giggling and looking at the scenery in the neighborhood. After my parents came home in the evening to see that I was in a much better mood, they were also very happy and encouraged me, and I also lent them a hand by saying, “It’s okay, I’ll go out and try again tomorrow.”
The next day I got up early, and my mother went out together, I did not expect to meet in the elevator Auntie Wang and his husband, ginger is really old and spicy, Auntie Wang enthusiastically spoke with my mother, and asked me when I came back. Looking at Auntie Wang’s dress today really makes me excited, a dark gray dress, face smeared with a thin layer of foundation, exuding a faint fragrance. I really do not know what kind of scenery is under the skirt, but at noon you can unveil this suspense.
After breaking up with my mother, I went straight to that old house, because I really couldn’t think of any place to go, perhaps I wasn’t in the mood for anything else at all. Lying alone on the bed, I took off all the clothes on my body, smoked one cigarette after another, and stared dead at the door with both eyes, hoping for Auntie Wang’s arrival.
I don’t know how long it has been, I don’t know how many times I have fallen asleep, my head is drowsy, I looked at the watch, it’s almost 12 o’clock, Auntie Wang may already be on her way, I lit another cigarette in my excitement, the time is passing by, thinking about Auntie Wang’s appearance in the morning, my heartbeat is a little faster. I couldn’t tell if I was excited about Auntie Wang’s nakedness or the feeling of abandonment disappeared. One ten minutes passed, the second ten minutes is about to pass, Auntie Wang never appeared, I was a little anxious, restless flopping body.
Not a moment later heard the sound of the door opening, Auntie Wang carrying KFC came in, look at me lying on the bed like, hastily closed the door, I force horse jumped out of bed, a hugged Auntie Wang, hands lifted the skirt to the waist to rub Auntie Wang’s buttocks vigorously: “I thought that you do not want me”; Auntie Wang patted me on the head, tenderly said to me: “Okay, okay, let me put the stuff down”; then I lay back on the bed, looking at her with two colorful eyes, Auntie Wang put the food on the bed, her shoulders shrunk, slid the whole dress to the bottom of her feet, and said to me with a smile, “Is that enough?” I shook my head, Auntie Wang took her bra off again and spun it around at me, holy shit, T-panties, seriously the first time I’ve witnessed it!
I pulled Auntie Wang onto the bed, stroked the sexy panties back and forth, and pressed my head on her breasts: “Auntie Wang, do you know how hard it has been for me these past two weeks, you are so cruel”; Auntie Wang stroked my head: “Do you really like to have sex with Auntie? In fact, Auntie and you do also feel very happy, but always afraid of being known, you that time in the elevator door pull me down, go back after I am really very afraid, you will not be allowed to do so”; I en a sound, continue to enjoy, like in the mother’s embrace, from time to time to suck the nipple, Auntie Wang took a piece of chicken legs out, called to sit up and eat something, I am reaching out to take, was Auntie Wang hit down with one hand. I was reaching for it, and was beaten down by Auntie Wang with one hand: “You are really unhygienic ah”; after that, I took the chicken drumstick and brought it to my mouth!
Honestly, I didn’t have any appetite at all at that time, but I still took a bite, then Auntie Wang also took a bite, and smiled sweetly at me, I touched my penis on my lower body: “Auntie, I’m very much up in the bottom, so sit up and feed me”; after I finished, I got up and pulled Auntie Wang’s panties down, and sat back on the bed, and broke one hand on my penis. Auntie Wang got up and held the chicken leg in one hand, and held it on my shoulder with one hand, and carefully sat down: “This is good, right”; Auntie Wang rolled her eyes at me, and then took the chicken leg again and put it to my mouth, so you took a bite and I took a bite and ate it, a kind of blissful feeling, and my penis was tightly surrounded by Auntie Wang’s body, and it was warm, I did not want to check the desire to pump, both hands held in Auntie Wang’s waist.
Then Auntie Wang dropped the chicken leg in her hand, “Do you still want to eat it”; I shook my head and looked at her fondly, Auntie Wang looked a little embarrassed and put her head on my shoulder, her buttocks slowly squirming under me, her breasts rubbing against my chest, I closed my eyes and enjoyed the pleasure of the mind to the fullest, and I was holding my lover, we were really making love, not just fucking. Auntie Wang’s speed was very slow, let out a very pleasurable grunt, perhaps this kind of sex is what Auntie Wang needs, this reminds me of my previous violent attack on Auntie Wang’s lower body, I really regret it very much, in the days to come, I should double the amount of care for her, instead of making the woman I love suffer for the sake of that so-called manly sense of accomplishment.
Auntie Wang’s movements somewhat accelerated, two hands tightly embraced my body, my hand in Auntie Wang’s back back and forth caressing, as far as possible to prompt Auntie Wang can reach orgasm, with Auntie Wang’s last sound of the curtain, stopped all the action, feel her body is very hot, tightly against me, mouth in my ear gasping. After a few minutes, Auntie Wang gave me a sweet kiss, and slowly wiggle her buttocks, I gesture to let her lie down on her side, Auntie Wang obedient to my meaning of some uneasy side lying on the bed, I rolled over to her back to hold the penis slowly put in, Auntie Wang rolled up her legs to cooperate with my insertion, gently grunted, I have a hand on her breasts, gentle in and out of Auntie Wang’s vagina, feel I could feel her relaxing at this time, her grunts seemed extraordinarily peaceful and enjoyable, and I also enjoyed it, no longer have the same evil thoughts as before, everything seemed so calm!
Mouth in the neck of Auntie Wang kissed, a hand wandering between her peaks, not as passionate as before, more of a sympathetic, but also for the first time in my life, I experienced a real sex, sex and love combination, rather than boring mechanical action, a few minutes later, I let go of nature, did not covet the so-called time, very relaxing, so that the pleasure is not pressed in the violent thrusting. After resting for a while, I pulled Auntie Wang and went to the toilet, the two of them for the first time so openly face each other, very relaxed, cleaning each other’s body, I seem to have matured a lot more in this time.
The next day I went to the place where I met with Auntie Wang as usual, I remember that day very clearly, we did not do anything, just tightly embraced on the bed for 2 hours, in my heart has also undergone a subtle change, this aunt around me seems to have become the only woman I love, deeply loved by the woman, she no longer have the previous attachment, it is love, some unbelievable, such a love affair how to happen to me, is not it? I no longer have a mother-loving plot, but I also feel inseparable from Auntie Wang, there is a kind of impulse to want to elope with her, is it possible, is Auntie Wang willing? Thought for a long time, when I woke up Auntie Wang has left, a person lying for a while before going home.
The relationship with Auntie Wang continued for the following days, and of course still does.
In the mother’s introduction I found a job, but every day at noon I will still go and Auntie Wang lunch break, for Auntie Wang physical attachment seems to be a lot less, more is kissing and embracing, and now I think of it, Auntie Wang should be considered my first love, right, the word lover I do not know whether to add to it.
During these days, Auntie Wang advised me several times to date a girlfriend, but I always said to her, “Don’t you like me anymore?” Auntie Wang always gave me a deep kiss when she heard this too.
There is a saying in the Buddhist scriptures, “When you are pursuing pleasure, you are also pursuing a series of pains, perhaps I am in such a state of pain and pleasure now, I don’t know when I want to continue, do I want to be relieved or do I want to continue to continue to be relieved, listen to God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”