“Well, better not!” Pushing away Tetsuhiko’s hand that was caressing the stamen, Mayuko spoke in her distinctive low voice and sat up from the bed.
“Don’t! Didn’t you say you were going to give it to me tonight? That’s why I made a special trip to Roppongi to pick you up in the middle of the night!”
“I can’t help it! I just didn’t want to do it! Besides, I couldn’t get a taxi at that time, so if someone was willing to pick me up, it was okay to have sex with him… That’s what I thought at that time, and I was drunk too!” To the unhappy Tetsuhiko, Mayuko explained to herself and took a cigarette from the bed and lit it up.
“What kind of reason is that? Isn’t it obvious that you’re playing a trick on me? No matter what, you must give it to me tonight!” Saying that, Tetsuhiko covered Asako again. The current Asako was naked, although Tetsuhiko, who had no confidence in his own body, should have no problem if he wanted to use force!
“Hey! You’re just so fluffy. All right! That is, you must want, and also promised you in the first, to give you then give you well. But first things first, you have to caress me until I’m wet. If you caress me like you did just now, I won’t be wet until morning. If you want it so badly, use your tongue! You know about oral sex, right?” Saying that, Asako smoked a cigarette and spread her legs wide.
Normally this kind of position is very provocative, but for Tetsuhiko, who lacks sexual experience, it should backfire and make him shy away from it! Maiko thought to herself.
“Fuck! Never mind, looking down on me like that!” As Asako had planned, Tetsuhiko cowardly left Asako’s torso.
“What’s wrong? Didn’t you want it?” Asako asked deliberately.
“Nonsense! I told you to forget it. I have pride too! It’s like being given a handout! Who’s in the mood for that?”
“And to think, all you want to do is have sex, and you’re so sleepy you’re still bracing yourself for the pickup! You don’t have any self-esteem, you’re just timid and indecisive. You haven’t really slept with a woman yet, have you?” Bedclothes said contemptuously.
“Yes! Who is like you so good at playing, of course, like us such second-rate university students of course can’t put the girls, besides, there is no money, unlike women as long as they open their legs men will pay, men if they want to play have to pay for it ….”
For Tetsuhiko, it was the greatest irony of all for Asako! But for Maiko, she felt that Tetsuhiko was so miserable (he was so cool in high school!). Asako whispered in her heart.
Asako and Tetsuhiko were in the same class in high school. At that time, Ms. Asako and Mr. Tetsuhiko were always at the top of their class. As class representatives and vice class representatives, they often worked together, and they were attracted to each other in their hearts, and talked about their dreams of going to a university in Tokyo together. Although they are not quite a couple, the people involved and those around them think that they have a great relationship. If they were a couple in the city, they would have already progressed to a physical relationship. But in the local city, they are the top students, and holding hands is very avant-garde. But both of them realized that if they went to Tokyo, they would become that kind of relationship!
However, when they graduated from the university and went to Tokyo, they both took the entrance exams for the W University, but only Asako got in and Tetsuhiko failed. The following year, Tetsuhiko failed to get into W University and had to enter N University. That was last year.
After Tetsuhiko went to Tokyo, Asako contacted Tetsuhiko first. During this year, Asako has gotten used to the city life, but her longing for Tetsuhiko has not diminished.
The two of them meet again, but maybe it’s because Asako has changed. Asako is no longer as excited about Tetsuhiko as she used to be, and the fact that Tetsuhiko was so happy and excited to see Asako that day turned her stomach.
Over a year after that ….. Probably a phone call and a meeting a month. But, no physical relationship yet, of course Tetsuhiko had asked for it. Asako had thought about it, but as soon as she saw Tetsuhiko’s face, she instead inexplicably refused to give it to him by deliberately provoking him or mocking him.
Like today, Maiko had actually thought about Tetsuhiko early on, but just like the last time they met they had a huge fight over whether or not to go to bed, and during the day they wanted to call Tetsuhiko but couldn’t find a reason to do so. She wanted to call Tetsuhiko during the day but couldn’t find a reason to do so, and only dialed him at night after having a drink with her friends in Roppongi.
Of course it wasn’t like Maiko didn’t have any boyfriends. Occasionally she played or slept with those boyfriends, but sometimes when she thought of Tetsuhiko, she wanted to see him again.
I think Tetsuhiko is still in love with her! Asako thought so, but when they met, she felt bored, or perhaps it would be more appropriate to say annoyed. First of all, the man who came out when a woman asked him to, Asako thought it was unmanly. Of course, it was Maiko who forced the man to come out, and Maiko was angry when Tetsuhiko came out. It is really capricious, although I know that I am capricious, but I just can’t tell the difference.
Tetsuhiko, who was unable to achieve his goal, was sipping the long cold coffee on the table with a defeated look on his face, I should say that he didn’t have the strength to be angry either.
“Hey! Go back! If you don’t want to do it!” Asako said breaking the silence.
“It’s not that you won’t do it, it’s that you won’t give it to me, okay! I’ll go back. But tell you what, don’t call me again. I’ve had enough of you, and I’m not willing to deal with being so capricious; I’ll go crazy with you! Told you I’m not your transportation.” Tetsuhiko said as if it were a declaration.
“And to say the least, you were happy to rush out as soon as I called you! That said, transportation means people like you, right?” Asako said mockingly.
“Maiko! Have you forgotten who you are because you’ve been feted in Tokyo? If you underestimate men you’ll suffer one day, and no one will care if you cry on that day.” Tetsuhiko said seriously. He was really pissed off tonight, wasn’t he!
“Crying? What would it be that would make me cry? Being raped? It doesn’t matter! Rape is exciting, isn’t it? But you’d never be able to do it!” Asako herself knew that she was deliberately provoking Tetsuhiko. Deep down, she wanted to be held in his arms, but she couldn’t say it.
“Yes, I’m very gentle, and I don’t force a woman if she doesn’t want it. If you’re expecting that sort of thing, you’re barking up the wrong tree!”
“What do you mean?” Tetsuhiko’s words as if he was penetrating Asako’s heart made Asako’s heart skip a beat.
“Being completely naked with your legs spread, saying you’ll let me get on, and then yelling stop halfway through, the truth is you want me to rape you, don’t you?”
“Don’t get cocky, who would want you ….” He retorted, but he couldn’t hide the shaking in his heart, and in a panic, he pulled the blanket up to cover his bare lower half.
“Yeah! I was cocky, and once I got to Tokyo it was, if I forgot to call you, you’d find a reason to call, as if you were spying on me, and thanks to you, it put me in no mood for a girlfriend either!”
“Say what? Why should I spy on you? Don’t blame me if you can’t get a woman!”
“Not to put the blame on you, as you just said, I’m timid and indecisive, and to say that really I like you so much that I’d like nothing better than to do it with you first!”
“Well, then, do it! There are plenty of chances!” Indeed, Asako subconsciously made him anxious. But if it was done with force, it could be done at any time.
“Yeah! As it can be even now. You’re all tree again, and it’s just the two of us in the room. But, not like this, not like this feeling. In my mind making love with you isn’t like this!” Said Tetsuhiko, taking a sip of his cooled coffee.
“Spoken like a middle-aged man!”
“Yeah? There’s something wrong with you, isn’t there! Men will want anyone, just spread your legs and men will be drooling and leaning over, is that what you think?”
“No?”
“Not all men are like that. Of course if there are no feelings for the woman, the man will only let the desire be fulfilled, such as bought, or put on the road, like this kind of cheap women men just want to fuck with carnal desire.”
“What a nasty thing to say!”
“It’s supposed to be, sex is kind of nasty when you don’t get it right, and some men don’t care if it’s nasty or dirty, as long as it’s good. And they’ll go for it, and they’ll kiss the ass of a woman who’s almost there, as long as she’s willing to spread her legs!”
“Stop it! It’s not like you!” Maiko couldn’t help but interrupt Tetsuhiko with a shake of her head.
“I’m not the country honors student I used to be, either. As much as you’ve changed, I’ll game the world, too, in my senior year of high school, but I should be smiling if I can get into NU.”
“Don’t be a hero and think people don’t know, never mind. I’ll go get you a beer, and it’s a thank you for bringing me back!” Said Asako as she put on her clothes.
Maiko was inwardly happy that today’s atmosphere was different from the usual. Inwardly, she was also looking forward to making love in a natural way. But Tetsuhiko immediately shook her head.
“It’s not good to drink! And driving!” A gesture of refusal.
“And what does it matter, sleep here tonight!” Asako toppled back. The good atmosphere was ruined again.
“Just now you told me to go back, now you’re telling me to stay, you’re just so changeable making it difficult. Forget it, I’d better go back today.”
“You’re transportation after all!” Maiko screamed hysterically at Tetsuhiko, who had hastily picked up the car keys.
“Whatever you say. But transportation is only good up to today. I’ve decided to give you up, so if you say you want me in the future, I won’t come. I don’t want you to become a cheap woman.”
“What did you say?”
“Think about what I just said! Go away!” Dropping such a sentence, Tetsuhiko walked away, at the same time as Maiko tried to jump out of bed to chase after her. Tetsuhiko had already closed the door and left.
(What the hell! You don’t even have the courage to rape!) Asako thought indignantly.
Whenever he broke up with Tetsuhiko, it was always a bad break, and when he looked into the reason, it always made Asako inexplicably anxious, and she took advantage of the situation to throw Tetsuhiko out; but today was different, no matter how Asako tried to stay, Tetsuhiko left without being moved. Of course, in the past year or so, he had been tired of using sex as bait, but he had never once slept with Tetsuhiko.
(Just give it to him tonight!) Suddenly thought so. It’s not like I’m a virgin, and I’ve slept with men even more boring than Tetsuhiko before, so why is it that when I really want to do it with him, I can’t do it instead? Ms. Asako also found it unbelievable.
(Gauge aversion! It’s wet!) Asako was surprised at the sudden pain in her pistil after probing it with her fingers. The place that had never been moist when Tetsuhiko caressed it just now had gotten wet like this at some point. (Right! I want it, but he ….) Asako stroked the sensitive buds with her fingers, knowing that when she masturbated in this state, her body would be on fire with desire pouring out infinitely. But there was no stopping the masturbation once it started.
Regardless of the openness of her clothes, Maiko spread her legs widely and fiercely caressed the stamen that was moist with love nectar.
“Ah, ah ….” Asako moaned, her mind going blank, close to orgasm.
The sensitive buds of flesh between her fingers were also filled with blood and twitching. Asako stopped moving her fingers and put herself in the middle of the pleasure. But the orgasms brought on by masturbation came fast but were not as deep and went as fast as during actual sex.
“Whew ….” Asako exhaled loudly, her fingers leaving the stamen. The desire in her heart didn’t subside, instead she wanted it more.
(So want to do …. Want to do it with him ….) Asako cried out in her heart. It was the true words of her heart. I don’t know if it was capricious again, but Asako picked up the phone and dialed Tetsuhiko’s home number.
It was after 3:00 a.m., and at that hour he would have been home by now if he was driving a car! But it was a recorded phone call.
“This is Tetsuhiko Saeki, I’m not here right now, please leave a message and call me back as soon as you get back.” The phone rang with Tetsuhiko’s message.
(Would it be possible that you’ve already arrived home but slept without answering the phone!) Asako was so looking forward to it.
“I’m terribly sorry about earlier, please come over right away, I’d love to see you. This time it’s a real promise, so please!” Asako said as gently as she could, when there was a sudden sound of the door being opened.
(Could it be Tetsuhiko!) Asako took the phone receiver, scrambled to straighten her clothes, and looked at the entranceway expectantly.
“Who! Who the hell are you?”
Seeing the two men strutting into the room from the entrance hall, Asako couldn’t help but back away from the bed. One of them seemed to have met before, like a student who lived next door, called Tomita, just bumping into each other will nod hello, but never talk, only recognize the face and know the name. The other boy wearing glasses, I have never seen, together, may be the cram school classmates!
“Hello, come over for a little fun during your break from reading, hang up the phone, you don’t have to call the boys specifically, there’s one right next door, just holler and you’ll be here.” The man with glasses smiled as he said this and moved closer to Asako.
“Don’t! What do you want to do in a woman’s room this late at night?” Maiko felt her body shaking and threw the microphone in her hand at him. And jumped up from the bed to escape, but was immediately caught by Tomita’s wrist and dragged back to the bed.
“Don’t you want to be raped? I’ll do it! I’ll do it. It just so happens that we’ve accumulated too much too, and we think the same way about each other, what could be better than that?” With that, the man with the glasses took the lead and pulled down his pants. Tomita, on the other hand, held Asako’s body down and sealed her mouth.
(Why! Don’t …. Don’t ….) Asako cried out in her heart and struggled desperately. But the more she struggled, the more her pajamas opened up, exposing her body even more.
“It’s pathetic to be dumped by a man and have to masturbate! But I’ll be right there to comfort you, hey! I’ll go first!” The boy with glasses spread Asako’s thighs wide open.
“Be my guest!” Tomita said trembling, perhaps from excitement, probably egged on by the boy with the glasses to come and rape him! Otherwise Tomita, who had been living next door for over a year with nothing happening, couldn’t have suddenly turned into such a beast.
(Tomita! Tell him to stop!) Unable to make a sound with her mouth gagged, Mayuko could only stare at Tomita with both eyes. But the next instant, the fingers of the boy with glasses had penetrated deep into Asako’s pistil and kept wriggling.
“Well …. Ah ….” Sufficiently moist from masturbation, Asako’s pistil should want a man badly, but there was no pleasure. There was only pain and disgust that kept expanding, and tears were about to come to her eyes. This was the first time in her life that she had experienced such humiliation.
“Hey! So good at playing, and look at how pretty the pussy still is. The folds are pink too, and so is the clit that I’ve just been playing with. Why, it’s cool, isn’t it?”
“Well ….” The man’s fingers felt no pleasure at all, no matter where they stroked. Tears had poured out of Asako’s eyes like a flood.
“Wow! That’s great! A woman’s there turns out to look like this, it really looks like a seashell!” Tomita murmured, it seems like it’s his first time to look at a woman’s vital parts.
“So stupid! Such a handsome pussy living next door, but only to hear her every night while she’s fucking some other guy and not even dare to touch her. Hey! Come and touch it!”
“Ah …. Mmm….” It wasn’t that there was pleasure, but the sensitive parts moaned as they were tweaked. Asako couldn’t forgive herself for this.
(Cheap woman! I’m a cheap woman!) The words that Tetsuhiko had just said were ringing in her head over and over again, and that’s when Asako finally realized what Tetsuhiko meant when she said no to rape.
(Ah, Tetsuhiko! Help me!) While Asako’s mind cried out, something thicker and harder that was different from the sensation of her fingers penetrated into Asako’s stamen.
At some point Tomita, who was holding down Asako’s body, left Asako and was replaced by the man with glasses on top of her. And the prick between his femur had already entered the important part of Asako’s body.
“Cool it! Love it! Have fun on a rare occasion!”
Probably the fact that he was inside Asako made him let go. The boy with glasses let go of the hand that was pressed on Maiko’s mouth.
“Don’t …. Help!” Asako screamed. But in that instant, a slap hit Asako’s cheek hard. It was a pain that Asako had not encountered before.
Something warm came out of her nose, and it appeared to be a nosebleed. Asako couldn’t make a sound anymore. Fear made her whole body shiver.
“Hey! Want to scream? That sound is not right, is it! That’s the sound a woman makes when she’s making love, hey! Scream like you always do!”
The man wiped Asako’s nosebleed while he started pumping his waist. This man should be very experienced! He stabbed deep into the uterus and caressed the clitoris with his fingers. He also sucked on the breasts with his lips. If it was during normal lovemaking, of course there would be pleasure, but at this time, Asako couldn’t feel it at all.
Not even having the strength to resist, Asako clenched her teeth and just prayed that the man would finish up and leave soon.
“Hey! Your turn!” The man with glasses said to Tomita after he reached his desire in Asako’s body.
“I, no, I’m not confident! And it seems so pathetic, besides it’s not good! It’s next door…”
“So unproductive, like you, you won’t be able to get into the University of the East this year, so what does it matter, today is an opportunity, how about we just date like this from now on! If you can’t digest that extra energy, you won’t be able to concentrate on your studies!” Saying that, he forcefully pulled Tomita to the bedside.
At that moment, there was the sound of a door opening.
“What are you doing?”
It was Tetsuhiko’s voice, and for a moment Asako doubted her ears, could it be? But that was while hoping it wasn’t Tetsuhiko. But it was really Tetsuhiko who came in, and the boy with glasses and Tomita stepped back.
“Asako! Are you okay?” Tetsuhiko walked in trying to pick up Maiko.
“No! Don’t come over! You go!” Asako pushed away from Tetsuhiko’s hand and sat up, pulling her pajama top back over the violated area and shaking her head in agitation. Having Tetsuhiko see this scene was more humiliation for Asako. It seemed to be yet more proof that she was a cheap woman.
“She was the one who seduced us, she couldn t stand the loneliness after you went back so ….” The boy with the glasses stammered.
“Deception! Leave a message on my answering machine about you guys breaking and entering. Damn it!” Tetsuhiko’s fist struck the glasses-wearing boy in the jaw. The glasses flew off and blood spurted from the man’s nose and mouth.
“Ah! I didn’t do anything! He said he wanted it! Spare me!” Tomita fell to his knees on the spot.
“How to spare you. Call the police now!”
“No, don’t …. Please, get them out! You get out too!” Asako cried, grabbing Tetsuhiko’s hand as he tried to call.
Taking advantage of this opening, the two boys pulled out their legs and fled. Tetsuhiko tried to chase after them, but was also blocked by Maiko.
“Why? It’s rape, it’s a crime! How can they be spared!” Tetsuhiko said excitedly.
“I know. But not now! I can’t stand the idea of the police coming here!”
“I understand how you feel! But why did this happen to the most important woman to me!” Tetsuhiko said indignantly.
“Most important! You don’t have to comfort me! I’m a cheap woman! That’s why this happened, karma!”
“Don’t say that, I’d be upset. You’re not the cheap woman. If you were I would have fucked you long ago, it’s just sour grapes on my part. I want to, but I’m being feisty! I’m so stupid!”
“I want Tetsuhiko too, but what will I say when one side is temporary (not like this!) The two of us are so strange! We need each other, but we’re not right for each other!” It was only now that she said her true feelings. Asako felt sad that, as Tetsuhiko had said, she was probably so popular in the metropolis that she had forgotten who she was.
“Come to the shower! I’ll wash you and then …. OK ….” Tetsuhiko said as he lifted his head.
“Don’t! I don’t have the discernment to have sex anymore, even with you, and I don’t want to. I’m afraid! Something from a complete stranger, a man, is inside me!” Asako covered her face with her hands and convulsed with excitement. Her body was still reeling from the horrible experience she had just encountered.
“Forget it, I’ll make you forget it!” With that, Tetsuhiko picked up Asako and walked towards the bathroom.
Maiko was surprised that Tetsuhiko would act this way.
“Don’t! It’s heavy, isn’t it! I can walk by myself!”
“Isn’t this how you hold your bride on your honeymoon?”
“The bride! Don’t crack jokes! I was just raped by a stranger!” Before she could finish her sentence, Tetsuhiko’s lips covered Asako’s as well, sending a warm, soft sensation that paralyzed Asako with this gentle kiss.
Maiko’s whole body was weak. I hope to become Tetsuhiko’s person just like this. Asako felt the feeling of longing for Tetsuhiko from her high school days fully awaken. (But, it’s too late!) Asako thought so in her heart.
But Tetsuhiko’s arms and lips were so gentle. Tetsuhiko had truly forgiven Asako and accepted her with all his heart. (I want to lie in Tetsuhiko’s arms. Hold me!) When she was raped by the boy with glasses, she hated all men in the world, but that thought has gradually faded …..