Xiaoye and I are from the same province, so it’s natural for us to walk together for meals and classes. We also sit in the same row when we listen to lectures. It was a big classroom. We sat in the last row.
Because there was a computer class, there were two computers on each row of desks. It was natural to separate the front and back rows. Because of the distance, even the teacher on the podium wouldn’t see what we were doing if we were lying on the table.
Sayaka and I used to whisper down there too.
The first week was spent getting to know each other, handing out new books, and forming a few study groups. Because of the excitement of being in a new environment, everyone was excited and had some unspoken urges and curiosities. Aside from studying, it seemed like everyone wanted something to happen in these three months.
And finally a little about myself, I’m an old man. Here begins the story of this winter.
I had thought that for three months, it must be very relaxing and maybe some travel programs. I didn’t realize that the curriculum was very tight. Marx and Lenin class, computer class, specialized class, e-learning class, and literature class. Literature class is everyone’s favorite. Because the teacher is basically according to the textbook to read, according to the textbook review questions left homework, the textbook have answers to the tips. The most interesting thing is that the teacher in literature class, Mr. Huang, was from somewhere and had a very strong accent. Anyway, if I didn’t read the book, I basically couldn’t understand a word he said during each 2-hour class. So every time I took literature class, it was like taking a relaxation class. Skipping class was not an option, we were all organized people, and no one wanted to leave a dirty record in our study records. If we brought it to our original organization, we were afraid that we wouldn’t be able to take it.
The first time I took a literature class, everyone felt curious. After all, working for many years, general learning in addition to politics is professional. However, when Mr. Huang opened his mouth, everyone at first listened patiently, to the second half of the section, it is basically dozing dozing, talking talking, reading novels reading novels. I really do not understand a sentence, want to see Xiaoye’s reaction, raised his eyes to look at her, she also looked at me, the two will smile.
If you have nothing to do, find something to do. Xiaoye and I aren’t very familiar with each other, so I write on a piece of white paper and hand it to her, and she replies and hands it back to me. On the surface, they don’t move, but in private, they pass notes all the time. I’ve done this before when I was studying, but I didn’t expect it to come in handy now.
At first the exchange was simple.
So sleepy. Me too. I don’t understand. What do you women do at night? Chatting, playing poker. It’s boring. What about you? -We’re the same. And we talk to each other about wages and bonuses in our units.
It was about the second week, and the exchange went something like this. Looking around, you’re the prettiest in the class. Nonsense, I’m the oldest sister. The others are all old ladies. Her face was a little red, and the note she handed me had a smiley face drawn crookedly on it. A little girl with the corners of her mouth turned up in a smile.
In the winter, it’s unbearably hot and dry indoors because of the heat. And surprisingly cold outside. I’m not used to the heat. Always feeling dry and always needing water. The automatic water fountain was in the corner behind us. I was always running to get water. The desks and chairs were fixed and it was difficult to get up, especially during class, so I didn’t dare move too much. So when I got up my body would often touch Xiaoye’s hand. Once I even knocked her pencil off, and I quickly said I was sorry. But her hand never retracted. Later, I would touch it on purpose, regardless of whether I would touch it or not.
The notes were still passed in literature class and slowly progressed to other classes. The words on the notes are getting more and more ambiguous. What’s wrong with you? Do you miss your husband? No, I don’t. That’s because I miss Mr. Liu. Mr. Liu is in computer class, very handsome, we often joke about him in private. I miss you. I’m right here with you. I’m right next to you. The note was passed, her hand came to pick up, my hand did not retract, and pressed her hand. She pulled back hard, and I pressed very hard. After struggling for a moment, she stopped moving. The other hand passed another note. Someone else saw it. Stop it. Then put your hand under the table. I let go of my hand, and she took her hand away. First she ignored me, but after a while, I don’t know if it was intentional or not, but she really put her hand down.
I looked around nervously, and the people next to me were asleep on their desks. So boldly, I put my hand down as well, pretending to relax and stretch my body, and reached out and touched her hand. She didn’t flinch. So I held her hand. When I held it, I felt that her hand was so hot, as if it was sweating. It was very soft, and when I touched it, my heart felt like it was electrified. She also seemed to be a little excited. I felt my body trembling a little. At first held still, then I used my fingers in her hand gently scratch, she also bent her fingers to tease my palm. It felt so comfortable.
I became the most active and motivated good student in the class. This is our class teacher Lao Shen evaluation. Because no matter the wind and snow, no matter the morning and evening, I was the earliest in the class to arrive and the latest to leave. The heart has something to do with it, and it really quickly indulges in it. But Xiaoye does not seem to have the slightest impact. When it’s time to come, it’s time to go, without stopping. It also seems not to care about my feelings, the management of our hands are often held together in the classroom.
Soon I wasn’t satisfied with the joy of holding both hands, and chance happened to help. Because the course had basically no activities scheduled for the evening. The students proposed to go to the classroom for self-study in the evening. The class teacher, Lao Shen, said, “You guys are trying to go to the Internet. The whole class laughed silently. The computers in this classroom can be used to access the Internet, but it is only necessary to change the interface of the server in the computer room. Old Shen said, I’ll help you talk about it. Three months is also a little bit boring. The next night, the classroom became a big Internet cafe.
When Xiaoye came in at night, she didn’t turn on the computer and came right up close to me to watch me surf the web. It turned out she had never been online before. She had just taken a shower, and her hair gave off a faint scent. This was the first time we sat together at night, and it was easier to get lost in the dim light. Our hands naturally crossed in the dark.
It was empty next to us because of the night, because the classroom wasn’t full. And I got bold and absently loosened my hand, spread my palm and gently pressed it against her thigh. She pretended not to realize it and put her hand on my palm as well. Through the clothes, you can still feel her body temperature and flesh, my palms like ants slowly wriggling, back and forth rubbing. The softness, combined with the scent of her body, and her nervous breathing and heartbeat, was really exciting. I really wanted to turn around and kiss her, but this environment, and our relationship, I really didn’t dare. The biggest fear is that she won’t be able to accept it and turn against us. It’s so close to my eyes that I can’t stop thinking about it, I can’t stop thinking about it, I can’t get it, but I just can’t get it. This kind of feeling also makes myself boiling and conflicted inside.
As lights out time approached, the classroom became less and less crowded. I knew that tonight’s happy hour was coming to a close as well. It was really colorful, all of a sudden, with a slight force, my hand slid to the root of her thigh, and before she had time to react, I went straight between her legs. She quickly came to block it, but could only stick to the palm of my hand, trying hard to move my hand away, which of course was futile.
To be honest, through the clothes, it wasn’t much more pleasurable there than the thighs. But the satisfaction of violating the private territory of the opposite sex,, and the fact that she didn’t put up much of a fight or just pretended to resist but was actually accepting, gave my spirit great satisfaction.
So, even though it was through my clothes, imagining the softness and wetness there, imagining the warmth and longing, imagining the galloping and pleasure there, kept my palms in place for a long time.
The next day, Xiaoye seemed a little upset and hadn’t looked at me with a straight face since she entered the classroom. I was terrified that she was angry with me for touching her yesterday. So I went back to my old ways and started passing notes to her again. I wrote: “I’m sorry” on the note. She read it and didn’t reply for a long time, and my heart jumped into my throat, thinking that this time it was over.
After a long time, she handed back the note that said, Why did you do that to me. Dang. I was really angry about that. I replied: I can’t control it, I can’t help it. She took the note and looked at it, giggled, and immediately looked toward the podium again, fortunately the teacher did not notice. She handed over the note: Never do that again!!!! I replied: yes, but hold my hand. She replied: see how you do. Immediately, my heart was as sweet as honey, knowing that she would not be angry with me. After a while, and pretended to unintentionally touch her hand, some avoidance and pursuit, hands entangled together again.
For the next period of time in the evening, we surfed the Internet every day in the classroom. She was gradually trained by me to become a fan of the Internet from an Internet illiterate. She is not interested in news, sports and so on, I let her on some forums, read those novels and stories of love. Among them there is no lack of red apricot wall couple ** post, often let her look at the ear red face hot. Thinking about between me and her, there has been no progress for a long time. This night, I finally couldn’t hold back, and hit the ground running again.
Opportunity always favors those who are prepared. Or those who are scheming. Hey, hey, here’s another chance. Xiaoye wanted to watch a movie. But she can’t because she doesn’t have the software installed. And she doesn’t know how to download and install it. I had no choice but to help her. She sat on a chair, I stood up, my hand went to her right side, holding the mouse, drawing on the screen. The classroom was heated, and the students usually took off their coats when they came in, wearing only sweaters or cardigans. Xiaoye was wearing a big red sweater, and I laughed at her for looking like a new bride. She gave me a blank stare. However, when I put my hand out, although my body was a little distance away from her, my arm could just touch her breasts as it moved, soft and firm. Instead of moving away from me because of this, she pretended to move closer in order to get a better look at the computer, almost her body next to my arm. When I didn’t move the mouse, my arm and her breasts were just pressed together. As soon as I moved, I felt the soft touch.
Had a hard time installing the software. Looking for a movie to watch. But the internet is slow and always stuck. And she had no interest in watching the movie. Very early in the morning, she said: Forget it, go to bed. Of course I couldn’t let her go, so I asked: tomorrow is the weekend. She said, “Why don’t you go to bed? She said, “Why don’t you go to bed? After a while, and said, why don’t you walk with me.
Suddenly a joke comes to mind. A rather pedantic student finally got up the courage to hand a note to the girl he had been crushing on for a long time, saying he wanted to get to know her. The girl didn’t say a word, packed up her books and was ready to go. When she was leaving, she turned back to the pedant and said, “Do you want to walk with me. The pedant said, you go first, I still have a few pages to read. Haha. I certainly will not miss this opportunity. Simply clean up, there is nothing to clean up, is to turn off the machine. Then one after the other out of the classroom.
It was a cold night in the north. We were shivering in the wind. Follow the street behind the training building. It was a residential area. Small hutongs, lined with small trees. A cold night, a yellowing moon, a few stars. Such a night is not suitable for love.
Unconsciously, I took her hand, and it was all cold. But it felt warm. There are not many people on the street. Only in the hutong mouth of the place sporadically some buy casserole sell lamb kebabs. No one knew us, we talked and laughed a lot, mainly about the cold weather and the boredom of study life. I also bought a few skewers of lamb on a stall, the stall owner highly recommended that I buy sheep waist, said this thing complement ah, I and Xiaoye looked at each other and laughed.
I really felt less cold after eating. Because the road is not familiar, we do not dare to go too far. In an almost roadless place, Xiaoye said, let’s walk back. Said turned to look at me, I also looked at her, boldly pulled her other hand, two hands holding each other. The upper body was separated by a distance, and the body in thick clothes was trying to get closer. With a sudden hard pull, her whole body jumped into my arms.
No struggling. No talking. No sound of anything around. Felt the softness of her breasts against my body through my shirt. Let go of her hands and wrapped them around her waist. Body pressed tighter. Sayaka laid her head on my shoulder and breathed nervously, feeling the hot breath and nervous heartbeat that made me go ape-shit.
Bravely, he lifted his head to seek out Sayaka’s face and pressed his own against it. Icy, gently rubbing it. Then gently probing her nose, her forehead, her eyes. Rubbing her face slowly with her own. Abruptly giving up again when cruising to her lips, going for her ears, her neck deep in her collar. Her body trembled a little, and as I brushed my lips over her neck, I could hear her let out a long, soft sigh: ah ~~~~~~~~~ I wasted no time in kissing her. Her lips were closed. First, she dodged a bit, and then she was kissed by my lips. Because of the cold weather, there wasn’t much feeling in the lips. So I stuck out my tongue and tried desperately to pry her mouth open. Topped off the lips, teeth still clenched, and slowly worked my way in again. Opened a crack and came in contact with a little tongue warmth. I worked harder. Suddenly it opened up, like a wuling man finding his peach blossom. My tongue swam in completely, looking for her shy tongue. First the tongue and tongue gently test, and then a crazy entanglement, devouring, sucking. Big kisses and sucks on each other’s lips. Deep kisses on her neck. I really couldn’t help myself at this point. Left and right arm around her, right hand pressed to her breasts. I rubbed them vigorously through the sweater. Ah. They’re really plump. Young lady, I’m crazy about you.
I wrapped my left arm around her hips and kept my lower body pressed against her, trusting that she could feel my hardness. In the constant tearing and tangling, my lower body was rubbing against hers. It’s been a while since I’ve done it due to coming out to study. I didn’t expect to have the uncontrollable contractions of ejaculation in the midst of great excitement. But I knew there was no ejaculation. I came back to find that it was still wet and there was liquid coming out.
As I contracted, she abandoned my mouth and clasped her hands around me, her body pressed together. Suddenly her whole body shook as well. I didn’t dare move a muscle, and it took a long time before her body suddenly went from tense to relaxed. I kissed her gently on the mouth and rubbed her lips with mine. She suddenly pushed me away and asked, Why are you bullying me. I hurriedly replied, I like you.
Go back, it’s too late. She said. Back in the dormitory, I received a message from her on my cell phone: I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. I went crazy. Forget it all, pretend it never happened.
Lying in bed, I wonder if we have a story. But only God knows. The fun has just begun.
There was no more intimacy between us for a long time after this. And no one would ever bring up the events of that night again. It was as if we were back to the relationship we had when we first started school, polite and formal. Sometimes I would stare at her blankly, sometimes in a trance, wondering if any of that intimacy had ever happened between us. And Sayaka didn’t even look at me, and she looked calm and collected.
Finally the first snow has fallen and studies have reached their mid-term. The training course gave everyone a week’s vacation to go home. On this night, Lao Shen wandered around the rooms, realizing that everyone had to book tickets or air tickets. I had wanted to fly, but I asked the head of the unit and was told to take the train. It was just for one night. We’ll be there soon. That’s what the head said. I had no choice. I had to book a train ticket. Old Shen heard that I booked a train ticket, surprised to ask: Xiaoye by plane ah, you do not go together. Because of the prior requirements of the provinces of the best students to go back together in pairs. But she and I did not discuss. I had to answer: the unit can only reimburse the train ticket. Old Shen said: then you still discuss with Xiaoye. Don’t leave her alone.
Went to knock on Sayaka’s door, she was alone in her room. I said, “You go by airplane. My unit can only reimburse train tickets. Xiaoye smiled slightly and said, then I’ll book a train ticket too. I said okay. We went to find Lao Shen together and asked him to book train tickets instead. Lao Shen left, Xiaoye stayed and I discussed when to leave, what things to bring to go. Do you want to buy some dry food and water. I said, “I’ll be there after a night’s sleep, you think you’re moving. She laughed.
The next day at 5:00 p.m., we got on the southbound train together. It was neither the end of the year nor a holiday, and the sleeping compartments were empty. There were less than 10 people in one car. The sleeper at the front and rear of the car each have a few people, seem to be together. In the middle of the car, there are only two of us, both lower bunk. I said, “How is it? It’s more comfortable than flying. On the airplane, even going to the bathroom is a hassle. Here you can lie down if you want to. Xiaoye also hastened to say yes. I always thought that the train is very crowded, I did not realize that usually also vacuum ah.
In the car bought two boxed lunches, I asked for two more beers, and some snacks and snacks. After eating a full meal two people slowly drink and eat. The sky quickly darkened. The outside of the car was a blur, and the white dahlia lights inside the car were very dazzling. We drink and chat at the same time. Drink to later she was a little confused. Asked me, how come you have not been looking for me ah. I said I was afraid you would be angry. She said: you think I am a bad woman. I said no. I was really afraid of hurting her again. Then I sat down on her side of the berth and let her lean against me. She said, people to the field, really seems to relax. There is always a feeling of indulgence. I realized that I am a bad woman. I said, “No. Everyone is the same. It’s mainly because it’s so lonely. She laughed and said, “Then you don’t like me. Just because of loneliness? I quickly said, if I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t be looking for you even if I was lonely. She giggled, drank the last glass of wine, and fell on the bed with her clothes.
The stewardess never showed up again after changing the tickets. Maybe it was because of the cold weather. Everyone was too lazy to move. But the train was heated, and after the car had been driving for a while, it started to feel hot and dry. Xiaoye slept on the berth, I sat there and chatted with her. She said she felt hot, so she took off her jacket, then her red sweater, her ample breasts bouncing a bit then regaining their composure. She then went on to remove her pants. I can’t sleep without taking off my clothes. She said as she got under the covers. Through the covers, I knew she was only wearing a thin set of underwear. I can’t believe I’m getting a little frisky on this train.
I tried to hold her hand. She didn’t resist either. She was sleeping on a pillow, her hair a little disheveled. I used my hand to straighten it. Smoothly caressing her face, her ears, her eyes nose. She lay still, not moving a muscle. I leaned down and went to kiss her. She kissed me back and then said, watch out for people. I said, people think we’re married. She laughed and boldly took the initiative to tilt her head up to kiss me. One by one, like a chicken pecking a grain of rice. My inner emotions jumped up at once. Kissed hard. Tongue went back into her mouth, twisting and sucking.
My hand went under the covers. Accurately touching her breasts. With only a light sweep over them, I lifted up her underwear and pushed back her bra, her ample breasts popping out and covered by my large hands. She pushed herself up a little and reached down to unhook her bra from underneath. My right hand, easily and without restraint, began to fondle her breasts. First, I squeezed them hard, then rubbed my palms lightly over the nipples, followed by gently tweaking the nipples with my fingertips, and gently scraping the area around the nipples with my fingernails. She was moaning spread immediately. It’s so cozy. She said.
I let go of my breasts and slowly moved my hand down to her thigh, feeling up slowly through her shirt, pausing briefly in the middle area before moving to the other thigh. I touched her back and forth a few times, and when she wasn’t looking, I slipped my hand under the band of her rubber pants, picked up her panties, and slid my hand down to her seeming place. She was trying to block it, but as if she suddenly gave up again. Above, I kissed her neck, her ear. Leaving her breathless. You sleep in too. She pulled me a little and said.
The lights weren’t out at this time. Honestly, I’m still a little scared. Two people sleeping together wouldn’t be bothered. But I still gave up. I said, let’s wait until the lights go out. She laughed, coward. My hand between her thighs went down in a flash, a raised mound of flesh, a layer of slippery hair, and then I reached the softness. Covering it with my palm and slowly rubbing it, I felt her her lower body push upward, as if echoing me. I slowly fumbled to separate her privates-parts, pulling each side, then sliding my fingers in shallow places until the whole surrounding area was wet.
Her lower – body was undulating even more. The whole hips – was twisting and turning, and low slurred sounds were coming out of her mouth. I didn’t know what to do either. Seriously, I’ve never done it with my hands for a woman before. And there was no telling if it was the same as m-l.
Suddenly I heard her say, I want it. My blood rushed up, and regardless, I ruffled the covers, lifted up her inner-suit, and took a bite of her-room. She let out an ah, startling me because it was too loud. I stopped all movement for the moment and covered her quickly, listening to the movement in the carriage. There were a few people chatting in tongues, some were putting their children to bed, and everything was so peaceful. We looked at each other and smiled. I whispered, not too loud. She said, I didn’t mean to. I said, do you usually scream-bed. She whacked me. I grabbed her hand and told her to go down slowly, and she ran to me there knowingly. Stroking me through my clothes. It’s so big, she said. Do you like it. Yes, I want it now. Her hand was about to undo my belt and I stopped her, no, wait for the lights to go out.
She unzipped the chain of my pants and slipped her hand in to search for it. I had been up-hard there for a long time. First she grabbed it and gave it a firm grip. Then up and down, as if to feel the size. Then she made her hand into a fist and fiddled with it less skillfully. I hadn’t done this in a long time and was very sensitive. Knowing it would soon be gone at this rate, I tried to stop her. She said, isn’t it tempting – to cum. I said, yeah. It’s been a long time since I’ve done it. She said, Well, let me get it out for you first. I looked at her a little suspiciously, surveying our surroundings. It seemed like this couldn’t be possible. She said, sit up a little.
I just had to take my hand out of the covers and sit upwards. Sit up here, she said. She patted the pillow. I understood. Took off my shoes, turned sideways inward and sat against her head. My body was appropriated with the jacket she had taken off. If anyone saw it, no one would know there was a situation as long as they didn’t move. Her head was mostly buried in the covers, and under the cover of the jacket, she pulled out my little D-D. First, she fiddled with it for a bit, then put it on her nose and sniffed it, and I was glad that I had already showered an hour before coming out from the training course. There must be no odor at all. She raised her head, her little mouth came up and kissed it, then stuck out her tongue to lick it, drawing circles around the glans-head. And the tether, the mouth of the top head, all with the tongue – head against – lick. I thought I had met a master, but when she swallowed the whole thing in her mouth, I still felt she was not very skillful, and her teeth kept scraping me. I whispered, Don’t use your teeth. She looked up and said, no. I wrapped my lips around my teeth. I understood, but I couldn’t tell her clearly for a while. In order to avoid scraping the teeth, a woman wraps her lips around the teeth, but she uses the outside of her lips to touch the man, which actually still makes the man feel the hardness and sting of the teeth. In fact, the lips should be raised, with moist and soft inner lips containing the man, easy and natural slide, so comfortable. After a while, I still couldn’t stand it, so I said, forget it, it’s hard to reach like this. She was also tired and gave up.
My body slid down and I lay side by side with her. She pulled the covers up and put part of them over me. We chatted. She said, I’m not very good at this yet, I rarely do this. I said, It’s okay. I’m already comfortable. Her hands reached into my shirt, pulling back layers of my tightly bound underwear to touch my body. Small hands stroked all over my body, waist, stomach, breasts, and then stroked and stroked my nipples. I kissed her eyes, her nose, her lips. This felt much more comfortable.
My right hand went down again unconsciously. It stroked all over her body and then went to the hidden garden of the arrival, which was already flooded with water. I kissed her ear with my lips and told her it was so watery. Then my tongue pressed against her ear, sweeping it gently. Her body responded even more. It was like a fish in deep water, swimming around.
My left hand because I have to use it to stabilize my body from falling off on the narrow bed. So it felt like it couldn’t be fully exerted. I asked her to sleep inwards. She got up on her side and made a wider position for me. I supported my body with my left elbow and my left hand began to roam over her breasts-. My lips licked the neck of her ear, my left hand cupped her nipple, my right hand gently stroked her privates, and finally landed gently on *, rubbing slowly. Soon, she bit her lips, full of pain is grasping, a moment later, her body shook nervously. I know she has reached once.
You can’t continue to stimulate *after* an orgasm, or you’ll be uncomfortable. Her private – part was already all wet and lubricated like oil. With ease, my fingers went in, the first time I had ever used my hand inside a woman. As I explored, I not only thought about exploring my ever-ignorant G-spot.
The inside was smooth and swollen and flexible. My fingers swirled around inside and felt around. With a little pressure, it was at the bottom. It felt like there was a knot at the bottom, and when I pressed it, she said that was the mouth of the uterus, I think. Shouldn’t be comfortable. After a couple of rotations to find it, I finally felt a spot where it was rougher compared to the inner wall. It wasn’t big, the size of a fingertip, layered, this is the G-spot, right? I pressed harder, my fingers rotating and rubbing on this point. She suddenly raised her head and sucked my mouth violently, I continued to press, she put her tongue into my mouth and stirred violently, suddenly ah the whole body went limp.
I was also a little tired and turned to lie on top of her, watching her slowly recover as she basked in the afterglow. It was the first time I had ever laid on top of her, soft and supple, with my lower body against her private parts through her clothes. I said knowingly to the counselor, “Did you have a high tide. Yes, three times. She said. I was surprised, I thought it was 2. I said, “Do you want more? She said, “I’m afraid you’re too tired. I said, “I’m not tired. I lowered my head and kissed her nipples, kissing and sucking them tenderly. My lower body also pressed hard against her and kept rubbing.
She said, do you want to cum. I said, no, I don’t want to, it’s to make you comfortable. I don’t want to cum just like that. After a while of friction, she arrived again. The two of them, already sweating in the winter train.
I got up and went to the restroom at the front of the car to wash up and wipe off my sweat as well. I found myself in the mirror, not climaxing but oozing red from the white. But did I really want to make the most complete contact with her.
I got back into the compartment and she got up, fumbling with her shoes, then went to the restroom as well.
The rest of the people in the compartment had subsided, and some were already snoring. The steward’s small cabin was also empty, so he had gone to rest in the crew car. Outside the window was infinite darkness. We all sat in the lower bunk, hugging each other, face to face rubbing together. As if two lovers in love.
She said, “Are you hungry. I then realized that after all this, I was really a bit hungry. So I nodded. But there couldn’t be anything for sale in the car right now. She went to the luggage rack to take down the travel bag, and searched out some cookies, marinated eggs, sausages and peanut rice. Even more interestingly, she had several small bottles of Erguotou in her bag. I marveled, so it was brought to her father. I then licked my face and asked for a bottle to drink. She took the occasional sip, but couldn’t stand the spiciness of the wine and couldn’t stop exhaling and sucking and pulling on her tongue. There was only one sausage left later and I let her have it. She peeled it, took a bite, and then brought her mouth to it. I understood and brought my mouth to it, and the sausage traveled from her mouth to mine. I kissed her hard in response.
I realized that we had become extraordinarily close and intimate with each other in a way that only a true couple can be. We sat side by side, with quilts and coats over us. Eating and drinking in exchange for each other. These feelings were perhaps sweetness. Beauty, wine, a good night.
The train rolls and roars forward. If only the night wouldn’t light up, if only the train wouldn’t stop, if only the road had no end. It would be so nice.
After the wine was finished, we went to wash up some more. In between, the lights went out on the train and it was time to go to bed. When we passed the others’ beds, we made a point of looking at them and realized that it was so dark that we couldn’t see anything.
Sayaka undressed in the dark and got under the covers. I took off too and snuggled up to her. Tell her, sleep with you. She moved inward and I dove in. She turned inward on her side and I slipped my arms around her, not stopping to move my hands up and down. Finally slowly take off her pants. Not yet removed to the qigai (shit, these two words can not type out), she pulled tight to prevent me from continuing. That was fine, so I pulled down my own pants, pulled them out, and groped my way up in the dark. She couldn’t spread her legs so she couldn’t even find the spot. I said to her, help me.
She reached out and tugged on me and finally docked. But it wouldn’t go in at all, and it fell out easily. Having no choice, I went back to removing her pants. Panties and underwear together, off one leg. That made it much easier. I was about to push myself in. She turned on her side and said to me, “Aren’t you afraid that I’ll get pregnant. Yes, I was instantly deflated. She had never had a child. It would be a problem if she got pregnant. I said, “I won’t cum in it. She said, “Well, it’s possible to get pregnant. I got a little pissed off. She laughed and said, “You’re useless. You don’t know anything. Take the morning after pill tomorrow. I giggled a couple times and started burying my head in the sand.
Sideways from behind, it felt tight and didn’t go in very deep. I kept shrugging and she was extremely cooperative, sometimes pushing back against me with great force. And desperately told me not to stop. It felt so good, so good, she kept mumbling. It did feel good, but it was clear that getting me to orgasm was out of the question. I pulled her over and rolled over onto her back. Entering like that made us both let out a long ah. How old-fashioned and practical this missionary position was. The penetration was deep, the wetness wrapped around her privates, and each stroke slid like a long tunnel of excitement, eliciting a rush of pleasure in her lower body. She also pushed up harder each time, meeting me. My hands caressed her breasts, her mouth, she kissed my hands, and finally gently swallowed one of my fingers, wet with saliva, and then slowly sucked from top to bottom. Oh. What a warm feeling.
That night. On the train. We made love for a while, then slept in separate bunks for fear of being discovered. After a while, the two of us stuck together again. Not until it was light, when we rested in exhaustion. I was afraid to oversleep and let her sleep, and when she woke up, she was already about to arrive at the provincial capital.
Coming out of the train station, we found a medicine spot, bought Yutin, and drank it down with the mineral water we had brought along, and a heart that was always hanging in the air fell to the ground. To break up for the time being, I asked her, how many times in total, high tide. She said, 13 times. She added that it was probably because she hadn’t done it for a long time, so it came easily. I didn’t believe that a person could come that many times, and I didn’t believe that I would remember it after that many times. I didn’t realize that it was all true. Women, anything goes.
It’s time to go home. We made an appointment to go back to the training course together and said our goodbyes.
When we came back to the training course, we were like old friends who had been reunited for a long time, and we were very enthusiastic. Maybe it is hard to say goodbye when we meet each other, so we would joke with each other without any fear. I almost hugged all the female students I met on the first day. Almost all of them would ask if Xiaoye had come yet. I just replied, I don’t know. I haven’t contacted her.
When I was about to return to school, I called Xiaoye’s phone and no one answered. Later she returned the message, saying that she was not going to walk with me on the same road. I don’t know why, and it’s not convenient to ask why. Depressed and alone, she returned to school alone. She came back two days after school started. During class, I wrote her a note and asked her what was wrong. She replied, “I’m pregnant. I was a little confused. Her expression was serious, as if she wasn’t telling a joke.
I called her in the evening to ask her out, and the two of us strolled through the cold streets again. I asked her, “Are you really pregnant? She asked me, “What would you do if you were pregnant?
I was speechless. It’s not a good question to answer, although of course it’s a good idea to fight it off, but words like that make it colder than a winter night.
I knew you were a gutless man, afraid to take responsibility. She pretended to be angry.
If you’re pregnant, then marry me. I also pretended to be manly and said.
Come on, then will we both have the face to meet people in the future. She said.
Yeah. What would people say about the two of us, breaking up our families and then putting them together. It’s fun to entertain, but there’s always such annoying things waiting to be cleaned up.
Walking in the deserted wind, I take her hand, she shrugs it off, I take it again, she shrugs it off again. I put my arms around her, watched her struggle in my arms, went to kiss her, her head kept bobbing and finally I kissed her. She suddenly went crazy and kissed me back, wrapping both arms around me tightly. Hard, deep, kissing my lips, my eyes, my neck. And then slumped into my arms, sobbing in little sobs.
I had to pat her back and ask her in a whisper what was wrong. Reassuring her that it didn’t matter and that everything could be fixed.
Finally, she said, I just suspected a pregnancy. I don’t know yet. It will be another week before I know.
I hugged her tightly, I was careless and made her scared.
It’s really pregnant, will you accompany me to get an abortion. She tilted her head and asked.
I nodded firmly.
Xiaoye asked, “Have you ever thought about me. I said yes, almost every day. She smiled back and said, “Me too. I also thought of you when I made love to my husband. After a while, she asked, I don’t know if I like you. I was a little overwhelmed, was it too much to talk about such a topic when there was no sex. We all just want to find some amusement in this mundane world, and our hearts have to go through torture.
You just want to make – love with me, don’t you. Sayaka asked. No, I like you too. I stammered a bit. Fool, don’t be afraid. She laughed, I was just afraid of falling in love with you, that’s why I didn’t go with you on the way back. I also couldn’t let go of my husband, I love him very much.
When we got to the door of the dormitory, we broke up, intending to go in one after the other, in order to be seen by others. She said to me, can a person love two people at the same time. I was silent. She added, but I know that I shouldn’t have fallen in love with you. After saying that, she turned around and walked away.
After a week of being on tenterhooks, on the morning of the weekend, when I was still sleeping in bed, Xiaoye called, her tone was very urgent, her voice was lowered, and she really had it. I jumped out of bed at once, the same room buddies are still snoring, I casually wash up, out to find her, she also happened to go out the door, fortunately, everyone is sleeping, did not run into anyone. The two of them rushed to the hospital in the early morning of winter.
It was a cold winter in the north, and no one worked at the hospital’s maternity ward until after 9:00am. We bought two pancake nuts from a street stall to eat. While eating, we waited anxiously. As we watched the cold air coming out of our mouths, we felt like a couple who had been through thick and thin.
There wasn’t a lot of people at the hospital, she was a little scared, and when the nurse let her in, I kissed her and felt her body shaking a little. Waiting outside the door, the mood is also very complicated. After a long time, I saw her hobbling out. I went to help her and asked her if it hurt. She said that she was under anesthesia, so it might hurt after a while.
You can’t go back to the dormitory. An abortion is like a menstrual cycle, you can’t do strenuous exercise and can’t touch cold water, but how should you spend these two days. We sat on the hospital bench and discussed in a whisper. It happened to be the weekend, and finally decided to let her ask Old Shen for leave, saying that a relative came to Tianjin, to accompany the two days of shopping, and do not go back to live at night. (We don’t go back to stay at night, we have to take leave. Especially girls.) Listening to the phone Lao Shen promised, I we both looked at each other and smiled. But my heart twitched again, feeling some heartache.
Went to a hotel near the hospital and opened a room, helped her in and lay on the bed. By this time the anesthesia had passed and she was sweating from the pain. I held her hand and gently caressed her.
According to the custom in our hometown, we have to eat chicken during the menstrual period. I went to the catering department of the hotel and told them that I wanted to order one point of chicken for my baby. I ran into a sister-in-law who said, “Go buy the ingredients and we’ll process it for you for a processing fee”. I happily ran back to talk to Xiaoye and told her that I was going to the market to buy chicken and ginger, as well as yellow wine, which I also went to buy when my wife gave birth. Xiaoye said, “It’s good that you know better, I don’t know anything. I told her to have a good sleep and not to get up. And went out.
When I came back, I bought a bowl of pork liver soup noodles and a rice cooker on the way. When I opened the door and entered the room, Xiaoye was still awake. I sat beside her and looked at her pale face, really feeling regret and guilt. It’s me who caused her harm, she’s a woman who hasn’t given birth to a child yet. Leaning down to kiss her face, suddenly she hugged me tightly, and then looked at her, her eyes were already open, and her eyes were full of tears.
xxx, I love you. She said. We hugged each other tightly.
Honestly, I don’t know exactly where I went wrong. Tightly hugging Xiaoye when, for a moment, I also surprisingly for myself like a responsible man and touched proud, but soon felt a little confused. The other woman in my arms, she really fell in love with me how to do.
I helped her up, reheated the noodles in the rice cooker and brought them to her. The chicken soup wasn’t delivered that quickly, and after eating it, I told her to go back to sleep. She said, “I can’t sleep. She said, “I can’t sleep, so why don’t you talk to me? I said yes, so I got into bed and slept next to her.
She reached out and caressed my face. A man like you can make a woman lose her mind. She said. I said, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have tried to seduce you. She laughed, I was the one who wanted to indulge myself for once. Neither of us went to talk about both families, nor did we want to talk about the future. So close together in the warmth of the room on a day like this. We couldn’t help it again, I went to kiss her and she kissed me back. I put my hands under the covers and pushed them into my underwear, caressing her breasts, and she said, “That’s so nice. It doesn’t hurt as much. I said, let me suck her. She said, don’t, it’ll be a problem if it tickles my fancy. She also said, the doctor explained, 15 days can not cohabit. I giggled.
With that we drifted off to sleep and were later awakened by a knock on the door. I went to open the door and chicken soup was delivered. I hurriedly told Xiaoye to get up and drink it. Tearing off the chicken thighs and giving them to her to eat. At first she ate it with flavor, but soon got tired of it. She said she wanted me to eat it. I said, “This chicken soup and meat is all for you, I won’t eat any of it. I’m not going to eat any of it. I’m going to eat it all in the next couple of days to make up for it.
I went back to the dormitory at night and came back the next day, and she was still not feeling well. I said, “Why don’t you take another day off with Old Shen and say you’ll go back on Monday night. She thought about it and did so.
Monday was a snowy day. I came over at noon and saw that she had gotten up and was still washing in the bathroom. I said, you can’t touch the cold water. She said, “I’ve been in bed for 3 days and I’m getting moldy. I just took a hot shower. I didn’t touch the cold water. I didn’t touch the cold water. Maybe because of the hot water, her face has some redness, her face looks much better. It’s okay, I can go back, she said, maybe it’s true that chicken soup replenishes the body. I told her, you’d better wait until the evening before you go back. It’s so snowy outside now.
Because I was feeling better, I was in a much better mood. We laid side by side on the bed and just let loose a bit.
After an intense exchange of kisses, I lifted up her underwear and went to suck on her breasts. Her hands kept rubbing my hair and her body kept twisting. Short ah-ah sounds came out of her mouth. I slowly worked my way down, kissing her belly, belly button, while removing her pants and underwear. She reached out to stop, I have gone down the trend, white smooth thighs, black shiny hair, is very attractive. My lips slowly kissed their way down the thigh, to the calf, to the toes, and back to the heel of the thigh, my lips brushing lightly over the middle ground and moving on to the other leg. She was getting a little out of control, her eyes closed and her body shaking a little from time to time.
I dragged her hips up with both hands. First nibbling lightly on both ass cheeks, then flicking the tip of my tongue over the perineum, her lower body wriggled even more. The mystery spot also slowly opened, the center of the flower wet and glistening as my mouth covered it. She whimpered in a near swoon, no, dirty. But her body didn’t repel me, but her legs clamped down on me vigorously. My mouth took in both lips, my tongue flicking in as her hips lifted and kept coming up. My tongue went in now and then, sweeping across the outside of her, and when I saw she was about to come, I took her all the way in, my upper lip against *, my tongue teasing in and out of her vagina. She cried out and straightened up, feeling the constant twitching in her privates. It calmed down for a moment.
I was also tired and lay down next to her, she looked at me with a smile. I asked, hate me. She said, no, thank you. I smiled, thank me for what. She said, for giving me a taste of cheating.
Her hands went up my shirt, caressing my breasts – and then unzipping my pants chain and fingering me. Want me to help you. She said. No, your body can’t be too tired. I said. You come on top. Idiot. She said.
I have also been erect for a long time. So I took off my pants and rode across her chest position, not daring to press against her, and propped my hand on the bed. She was holding me in her mouth and squeezing with both hands. Too exciting, soon I shot in her mouth. After ejaculating, she still contained, after a long time, before releasing me out.
We cleaned up, I laughed at her, her skills have improved, was it taught by her husband. She said, “I’m self-taught. You’re smart. That’s right. We snuggled together again, teasingly.
How can you get pregnant, aren’t you on the pill. I asked. She didn’t answer me for half a day. Is not the husband let you pregnant. Don’t talk about it, okay. She stammered a bit. I said, I feel so guilty. After a long time, she sighed quietly. I am a bad woman. I’m afraid you’ll dislike me if I say it. I said, go ahead. No matter what, I like you.
Xiaoye said, we have been married for several years and have not been pregnant. All went for checkups and there was nothing wrong. The doctor said to be patient and cooperative. But I have always suspected that I am not fertile. So that day, I didn’t drink that pill. I wasn’t too shocked and asked her, are you trying to see if you can conceive – get pregnant. She said, “Yes. When I found out I was pregnant, I was a little worried, but more than that, I was happy. I knew I had no problem. She said. I said, “But you’re taking too much of a risk, abortion is very harmful. She said, it’s worth it. And, she paused. I said, and what. She said, I heard that after one pregnancy, it will be easier to get pregnant in the future. After saying that she smiled shyly. Oh, you want to borrow me to have a child. I pretended to be angry. She said, no no no, is really like you. Now I have fallen in love with you.
I put my arms around her and told her that we shouldn’t love each other, and that it would be nice to be happy and have fun when we are together. After all, we both have families. Okay. She looked at me so serious, laughed, and said, we will only be a couple for this winter. I love you this winter.
It felt like our relationship skyrocketed after this. She was incredibly gentle with me, when no one was around of course. We were out at night too, but all cuddling and walking and talking like a couple. Sometimes hard passionate kisses in the dark. We were no longer so shy, and touching sensitive spots was the most direct way we could make each other happy. But we never had sex because we were afraid it would be harmful to her body. After all, she hadn’t had a baby yet. Who wouldn’t be worried?
The training course was also coming to an end. After everyone’s efforts to persuade, Lao Shen finally agreed to open-book exams, which made all of them relax. With not much time left, everyone grabbed the opportunity to go to all corners of Tianjin to make the trip worthwhile.
One day Lao Shen organized everyone to go to the water park. Said it was a day of study tours. We all laughed at him, saying that people either go abroad, or go to the border, we ran to the park to what is the point. Old Shen said, be content, so little funding. Everyone laughed, although so, but are very happy.
It was a nice sunny day, but windy and still cold. When we arrived at the water park, we took a few pictures together and then went on our free time. Old Shen said, we will gather at the gate at 6pm and go back for dinner. At noon, we will solve the problem of the stomach on our own. Everyone laughed at the old Shen too buckle, at the same time have to find and their own good people to play a group of activities to go.
It was cold and there were a lot of paddlers, though. Sayaka said she had never rowed before. I said let’s row together. I rented a boat. I didn’t know much about it. When I first got on the boat, I was so confused that the boat was spinning in place for a long time, and my classmates laughed at us. But soon their boats were far away. We got the feel of the boat and were able to steer it forward.
The water park is a large area on the water. And it’s intricate, with quite a few island bridges and pavilions that you often have to navigate through. By noon, we paddled to a shore, and the people were already tired. Let the boat flood on the water, take out the bread and water brought, and open the meal.
The boat we rented was semi-sealed and looked out left, right and forward. With the top covered and the back wrapped around, the boat was straddling the shore, with the bow against the shore, and the people next to us couldn’t see in. And at this time of year everyone was resting and there wasn’t much of a crowd. We ate and felt a lot warmer, we were supposed to sit across from each other, Xiaoye sat in the bow, I asked her to sit over, she came over very nicely.
We started kissing. Touching through the clothes. But wearing thick clothes and being on a boat is not convenient at all. Too much movement and the boat rocked a lot. I said, I want to eat you. Knowing what I meant, Xiaoye unzipped her coat and pulled up the clothes inside, I leaned my body over and started kissing and sucking her breasts, gently biting them. Hands also went into her pants, holding and feeling her bottom. Her mouth hissed and she sucked in cool air.
I can’t stand it. What to do. She said. “What can I do? Cool it. I said, “Then I won’t tease you. She said, “No, I’m not feeling well. My stomach hurts. I said then go back. Hurried rowing, cold wind blowing across the water, the boat on the water lull, lull ……
On the shore, the old Shen waiting for a positive. Xiaoye said uncomfortable, to the old Shen leave, the old Shen some suspicion, but do not dare to ask more questions, after all, it is a woman’s business, said you go back first. I became a flower protector, escorted her back to the residence by bus.
When I got into the room, I told her to lie down on the bed and went to get her some water to drink. I went to touch her forehead again and it wasn’t hot. She pulled me over and said, “Fool. I understood, and the two of them made out again.
Quickly undressing and cuddling together naked. The excitement was tense in the girls’ dormitory. I had been waiting for a long time and was about to start without much foreplay. I was worried, so I asked her, can we do it. She said, no problem, long after half a month. I said, I mean not afraid of pregnancy. She said, safe period, already had a period. I still have a shadow in my heart, afraid of another complication, she smiled and said, this time not to lie to you. Let me go back to the abortion I do not dare. What if, I said.
She clutched my hips and tugged with her hands, letting me in. It wasn’t wet, but it wasn’t dry either. It was tight, but not astringent. It felt most comfortable that way. I asked her if it hurt. She couldn’t be bothered to speak and shook her head. Gradually, as it got wetter and slicker, it felt less tight. I stood up, hands supporting the body, back and forth thrusting for a while, felt taut, then lay on top of her, sticking close to the friction. That way I wasn’t as stimulated, didn’t feel like I was going to cum. Holding her, against the tight, clashing left and right, rotating back and forth friction. Soon she was biting her lips and letting out a long breath of extreme tension.
I rolled over and lay underneath her. Lifting my head, my lips kissed and sucked her breasts. Holding her ass tight, driving her to keep shrugging. Running my hands gently all over her bare back, sometimes touching her groin, her arms, touching over her armpits as she winced in comfort on top of me. At times, I grabbed her ass and pushed it back and forth. The pubic bones bit together so tightly that the hairs rubbed together audibly. It wasn’t long before she experienced another moment of pleasure from tension to relaxation.
The dry, hot, stimulating room in the late afternoon made it seem as if my dryness had increased. I got up and stood on the floor, took her legs and dragged them over the edge of the bed. Just standing and entering her. My hands let go of her and I crossed my arms, just kept relying on pushing up to enter. Watching her snow-like skin, her voluptuous body, swaying on the bed. The bed was low and it always felt like I couldn’t use my strength. So then finished the waist to pick her up. Her legs clamped around my waist, her hands clasped around my neck, her breasts pressed against me. I threw her up and down one at a time, rubbing vigorously, penetrating deeply, sometimes slightly off course, suddenly topping around, pausing before going in. It was as if a canoe in the rapids, hitting water plants, hitting rocks, stopping for a moment, making a turn, and advancing through the rapids again. Where the water is more turbulent, it is fast all at once, where it is open, it is slow all at once, and where the water is steep, it goes down quickly and then throws itself up, and then falls to the surface all at once.
With each toss up, I sucked her nipple-nipple with my mouth. Fingers pressed on her private parts, rubbing them constantly. At first she was gasping for air, but later I could just hear her ah ah ah ah. Every time I exerted myself, I asked her if she was comfortable. She just opened still gasping for air when she said sharply, comfortable. With the action faster and faster, my words have become rough, and even some unpleasant to the ear, every time is a vicious dirty words. Until I also finally relaxed, the two people fell on the bed as if panting.
I didn’t cum inside her. She somewhat pained me. Said, this will hurt your body. I said, it doesn’t matter if it happens once or twice. But she went to the bathroom to rinse. I also went to use her towel to wipe my body. When I came back, they both lay on the bed exhausted.
Her head lay on my chest, her lips went to my nipple-nipples and her hand went to my weakened lower body. I said, want more. She said, enough, I just came many times, big and small, while standing. I said, is that exciting. She said, “Yes. I really can’t stand it, I’ve never done this before.
A reward for you. With a mischievous smile, she ran down to my bottom. Hand holding me up to her warm mouth. I felt a little sensitive and told her to go lighter. She let go and pulled my DD up with her hand to kiss the bottom. Kissing first, then gently sucking and slurping one by one. Sweeping her tongue around. My legs braced my body and lifted up as far as I could as her tongue went further and further down.
Through the half-open window, the sound of carrier pigeons on the wing was heard outside. Wave after wave, sharp and excited.
That afternoon we stayed naked and slept together in each other’s arms. When we were tired, we stroked and kissed. Time passed quickly, it was getting dark, and the students were about to come back. I kept urging her to get up quickly, and she still kept clinging to me, unwilling to let go. Finally I pushed her away and she stared straight at me, not blinking. I said, “What’s wrong.
She jumped on me, kissed me hard, and bit my lip with her teeth. Ouch, I said. She moved down eagerly, on my breasts, biting everywhere. Don’t do that, I said. She wouldn’t listen and she wouldn’t stop. I get a little angry and pick her up, throw her on the bed, and press her from the back. Her head came back up, still looking for my body to bite. My hands took control and stuck my tongue in her mouth, stirring. And whispered, “Baby. Baby. Also started biting and kissing on her white backside. She slowly calmed down, and my hands went to her breasts from behind, my hands caressing her breasts, brushing her nipples, and she arched her back, her breasts dangling in the air, and wobbling at the touch of my hands.
I cradled the small of her back and pulled her backward, and her body went sprawling, her hips knocking high. I half-kneeled on the bed and nibbled on her ass. My hand went to her bottom and it was slightly wet. I then tried to enter. It took a couple of adjustments from both of them as the height wasn’t quite right, and that’s when it went in.
Bracing her ass with both hands and watching the movement in and out felt especially sharp and exciting. Sometimes pulling it all out, watching her slightly open private opening, slowly closing. The pink flesh inside fading away. I can also use my hands to control her hips, making her clamp tighter, or looser. Or tighter when it was about to come out, or tighter when it was at its deepest point of entry. She screams in a high, suppressed voice, don’t stop, don’t stop. Empty, filled. Full, wet. Hard, soft. Flesh and flesh. So distinct, so real.
I ended up moving in and out vigorously a few times before pulling out quickly, and she quickly turned and took me in her mouth. Deeply, I pressed against her throat, pressed her head, and cathartically released. I wouldn’t take it out of my mouth, and she kept it that way, licking her tongue back and forth. Watching her, plump, white and naked, taking me in, with her tousled hair and slutty expression, really made me want to pull out.
Suddenly she dry-heaved all of a sudden and hurriedly let go of me and ran into the restroom for a long time before coming out. I was already getting dressed and brought her clothes to her. While she was getting dressed, I put my arm around her and said, “It’s hard. Baby. She said, It’s nothing, a little sick to my stomach, it’s okay now.
During dinner, Old Shen came over with concern and asked how Xiaoye was doing. She said that she asked me to buy some medicine to eat, it was an upset stomach. Took the medicine has been much better. My classmates all teased me, saying that I was a flower protector. I looked at Xiaoye, Xiaoye also looked at me, shyly smiling.
To graduate.
The Hay River has also frozen over. People are starting to try to walk on the ice. Looking at the city, it looks depressed in winter. But as we are about to leave, there is some reluctance. Maybe never come here again, this life.
There were all these other students from all over the world. Everyone was a little drunk at the last meal. There were loud invitations to hang out at each other’s places in the future, and the men hooked up to show intimacy. Some of the women have moved, eyes a little wet. This goodbye, this life, may not see again.
When we took the graduation photo, the girls stood in the front row, the men in the back rows, and I purposely stood behind Xiaoye. This winter, in the future, may only leave the memory of this photo. If one day she turns over this photo, she will definitely see me standing behind her. I wonder if she will still remember me as a man.
I’m leaving the next day. Took a walk with her in the evening and asked her if it was okay to call you later. She said, “Better not. If I miss you, I will call you. I thought about it and asked, “Will you miss me. She said, “I think I will.
I said, can I still make love to you when I see you later. She said, maybe you don’t like me anymore. I said, “You know what I hope for the most. What I hope for most is that one day, when we are both old, I run into you again. She laughed and said, “I don’t want to. I just want you to remember me as I am now. When I’m old, my skin is wrinkled and I’m ugly. My breasts are like pockets on my chest. I won’t be with you.
I hugged her tight. Silent and speechless. I know that I like her young body, so I like her. Really when it comes to old age, do I still like it.