This is the story of what happened to me, and if you want to discourage me, then I can tell you that I have been in agony now for seven years; and if you want to comfort me, then I can also tell you that no words have any effect on me anymore, and no amount of words from you can compare to a single word from my sister.
I don’t have much to say to my sister because the mistake has been made and I can only make up for it later in life.
Okay, let’s get back to the subject. Back in elementary school, when the family was penniless, one room, two beds, one for my parents, one for my sister and me, some simple tools in the hall, and that was it.
At that time, the parents were in their prime, although they did it when we fell asleep, but it is inevitable not to make some noise to wake us up (PS, now we all live in good conditions, there will not be a family to live in a room, but we advise you to remember to close the door when having sex with your lover, the child is best to accept the formal sex education, the unreliable ah), although at that time, we were clueless, but also verify the old saying “parents are the teacher of the child” Why? The old saying that “parents are the teachers of their children”, why? Because we don’t know what they are doing and why they are doing it, but we want to imitate and try.
My parents were out earning wages during the day, leaving me to look after my sister. I remember the first time we had sex was in the summer, and when my parents went out and made sure they weren’t coming back, we did the same thing, and I took out my penis, and it went in and out of my sister’s vagina in a decent way, but I guess you can imagine what an 8 or 9 year old kid can do.
But I can also see that my sister is very used look (PS is not a woman to this naturally sensitive), I can not talk about satisfaction, but also very happy. Because for the first time I learned that a woman’s vagina is like this, at that time my sister’s pussy is only a small slit, the labia are very smooth and white, the two labia are closely together, it is really a piece of barren land waiting to be developed and reclaimed.
And the vaginal opening is even smaller (so much so that I still wonder how those young girls can withstand the excitement of sex, and how the ciliary cilia can go in), the clitoris is even more not seen. At that time, my brother is also not fully developed ah, where the erection, can only say that completely in the instinct to imitate their parents to complete the first time (PS, as if it is unsuccessful).
Afterwards we often waited for our parents to be out of the house to do this kind of game, the reason why I call it a game is because at that time I needed conditions to get this kind of treatment, sometimes it was carrying my sister on my back for a few steps, sometimes it was a little bit of tasty food, in addition, I also just put my pubic eyelashes on the opening of my sister’s vagina and I already felt happy, and my sister could feel a little bit of pleasure when I rubbed his pubic area with my pubic eyelashes, this is something that I later didn’t realize it until later.
The Joy of Elementary School
In this way, we spent a few years in peace, during which because of the poor grades in school, was criticized by parents to death, all day by the parents forced to study, but also no longer have this interest.
By the time I was in the third or fourth grade, I was also getting a bit more interested in my studies and my grades were rising, and my parents, seeing my progress, stopped interfering with my freedom. And that’s when I became interested in my sister’s newly developing boobs. I remember one winter, very cold, our family are crowded in a bed to watch TV, parents in the outside, my sister and I in the inside, I was watching TV when I found that there is a pair of hands reached over, in my cunt eyelashes on the caress, a look is my sister. At the time I was scared to death because my parents were around. I panicked and removed my sister’s hands though, but she also aroused my primal lust.
The next day, I coaxed and tricked her into bed (PS: she was angry at me for refusing to do the night she did it), then I don’t know where I learned, naked and kissed her boobs, like a child sucking milk. Maybe it’s because of the development. The nipples are just starting to develop, the nipple flesh red, may not be as big as mine, but the breasts are already like a small bun. I sucked her nipples, not long, sister began to wriggle body, I then know the role of nipples on a woman. At this point I am not polite, mouth sucking one, hand began to stroke on the other breast (PS: now my sister’s breasts are obviously well developed, I think there may be my credit ah).
Sucking sucking, my sister put my head down, I don’t know what the reason is, only to hear my sister say, forcing there itch (PS: despise Microsoft, this Chinese people know the word he actually does not include), so I endure the smell of urine also began to start the attack there. Here I say a little I do not understand the details, when I put her labia apart and began to lick the mouth of her vagina, but a lick there sister said it hurts, make me very upset. So I tried to go all the way up to her clit, and only when I got there did she stop squirming and squirming and said that’s where it was, so I had to focus on sucking on her clit.
I am ashamed to say that at that time, I did not know that women can secrete love juice, and I did not pay any attention to the vaginal opening of my sister to see if there was anything flowing down. But one thing is true, is that when I have been sucking my sister’s clitoris when my sister finally had an orgasm, then she breathed a long sigh of relief, said two words, one is really comfortable, the other is that I can’t wait to lick me every day.
When she climaxed, I took out has been a little hard, just still relatively small, short cunt eyelashes to the sister’s vaginal mouth to send, but can not find the way, may be in the process of rubbing the labia of the sister’s lust is also up, only to see her with her hand to hold my cunt eyelashes, to their own vaginal mouth to send (PS: I bet we did not see the movie in this area when I was a child, but my sister is indeed sent to the vaginal mouth, is not the woman to this area has seven unique instincts), although I have done oral sex to the sister a little slippery, but I inserted a deeper point, the sister shouted pain, so I was distressed sister. Women have seven unique instincts in this area), although I have done oral sex on my sister, vaginal opening a little slippery, but I inserted a deeper, my sister shouted pain, at that time I was heartbroken sister’s, so I did not go in, just in my sister’s labia that a few thrusts. At that time, I already have ejaculation, because the cunt lochia rose unbearable, sister’s labia can not meet me, the hand naturally came into play (PS: the network is not said, the first and men have sex with his hands is always?) I was able to do a few strokes until I ejaculated. And my sister did not object to me cumming to her pussy, so every time I first meet her, and try again can not be inserted into the time are back to use their hands to solve (PS: masturbation problem unknowingly contracted, bitter ah).
I think back then we felt like it was purely just pleasuring each other, satisfying each other. But at that young age, we did have sexual desires.
Painful Middle School
Because of my hard work in 5th grade, I finally got a letter of admission to a major junior high school, which was a little far from home, so I could only go home once a week.
At that time, our standard of living had not actually improved at all, but I would have 5 yuan a week for breakfast, and at that time, I contributed almost all of my breakfast money to my sister because she was studying at home, so of course she didn’t need any breakfast money. But every time my mother gave me money, I would buy her something she wanted to eat but had no money to buy, and she did not refuse my request.
That’s when I got her to learn about oral sex, and I remember one of the craziest times, when I poured a little yogurt on my cuntal lobe, first got her to lick it, then slowly poured a little bit down, and my sister sucked on it. No technique, just pure pleasure. Later I poured a little yogurt on her pussy and licked it clean.
We also have two field experiences, once my sister went to the cattle, I also went with, I do not know where to get the courage, holding my sister to the ground, pulled out the already very hard cunt eyelashes, to her pussy inserted, think about it, vagina and dry and tight, can not be inserted, this time I do not care about it, the arrow is on the string, had to be sent, and hard to squeeze a little bit, this time my sister has begun to yell, was Called the pain, seven twisted, my cunt eventually slipped out of the door.
Fortunately, I didn’t see any blood, but I saw my sister’s agonized expression and lost interest.
Nightmare high school
Since then, my sister will not allow me to insert the ciliary cilia in, and I am not interested until the high school, high school a group of children, in fact, these are the most interested in, because the physical development of the body has been a little bit of men’s characteristics, sexual awareness is also relatively strong, whenever I heard my classmates and who have sex, I listened extraordinarily attentively.
When I got home from vacation, my sister still didn’t show any extra attachment to me, and my several hints were fruitless, which was discouraging, but I didn’t stop there.
At this time I am simply crazy, I will touch her room at night (PS: Oh, living conditions have improved), try to take off her panties, but not once was successful. After she found out that she also drove me out, I think this time I must have caused great trauma to my sister’s mind, after my sister’s character has become a bit perverse, willfulness is generally from my hand.
Since then, it’s time to end it, because I seldom go home during college, and my sister works hard outside. I can only say this, my sister is a permanent wound in my heart, I will take care of her for the rest of my life, next year she will get married, I wish her happiness.