Big Aunt came in and said a few words, telling her cousin to get up and brush her teeth and wash her face, but she just wouldn’t get up, so Big Aunt couldn’t argue with her, so she went to make dinner. I sat and chatted with her for a while, and she said she felt hot. She was covered with a thick quilt. I said, “There’s nothing I can do about it, I just need to sweat it out in order to get rid of the fever, so if you don’t feel well, just change your clothes. Then she blushed a little and said that she was wearing underwear underneath. I can’t help but listen to a little red heartbeat, I and my cousin belong to the kind of people who can say anything, but it seems to be not so ambiguous.
I saw a dry towel next to the pillow, may be used to wipe the sweat, said that you wipe the sweat, cover the wet easy to catch a cold, I go out for a while. She said she didn’t dare to move for fear that the wind would pour in if she did. I said that the big aunt to wipe you, in fact, when I said this sentence my heartbeat has been very strong, after finishing, sitting and did not move. I’m not sure what I’m talking about, but I’m not sure what I’m talking about, and I’m not sure what I’m talking about. I was a little hot-headed, I don’t know how to think, said: Why don’t I help you to rub it?
Cousin still did not say anything, after a while, I was about to say I was joking, then I heard her seemingly whispered “hmm”. The voice is very, very small, so small that I doubt that I heard wrong, but do not dare to ask again, afraid of asking her to say no, so quickly took the towel, heart a little nervous, but also a little excited.
I spread the towel over my hand and reached under the covers. As soon as my hand was inside, I felt a rush of heat. I sat further forward and touched my cousin’s abdomen first, and when my hand touched it, it was so hot that I could feel it through the towel. I rubbed it back and forth a few times, and the edge of my palm seemed to vaguely touch her breasts. I also didn’t dare to look at her face, after rubbing her abdomen and then her waist, then I didn’t know where to rub. In my mind, I nervously wondered, should I rub her breasts? Does it count as a name? I tried moving my hand and pretended to unintentionally touch my cousin’s breast from below, she moved slightly but didn’t say anything. Is this considered a tacit acceptance? As soon as I got the nerve, my hand touched it.
Cousin didn’t move, I didn’t dare to look at her, and my heart was pounding. The touch from my hand made me dizzy for a while, although it was not the first time I touched a girl’s breasts, and this time there was a towel in between, but the feeling …… I don’t know how to describe it, my cousin’s breasts are not big, but they are very soft, and they are very hot, undulating along with her breathing. My hand did not dare to move, stayed on her chest for two or three seconds, and then hastily retracted.
I was afraid that my great aunt would come in, but then I thought that there would always be footsteps as she walked by. What about my cousin? She will think I rogue, she must not say on the mouth, but the heart may think …… what to do? I took the towel to daze for a while, cousin suddenly said: or …… I’d better do it myself. I heard her say so, the face is going to burn up, said well, lowered the towel to her, thought finished, after no longer have the face to see her. Cousin took the towel, seemed to look at me for a moment (I did not dare to look at her), and whispered: you do not even help me wipe ……
I froze, so she was blaming me for not rubbing her, not for touching her breasts? I looked up at her, her face was visibly red, and when she saw me looking up, she was busy turning her head to the side. My heart skipped a beat, that look on her face was definitely one of shyness. What did she just mean by that? I’ve already touched her breasts, and she’s still asking me to rub them for her, is she implying that I can touch them? Or even can …… rub it?
I thought in my head, can not help but start some physiological reaction, I was a little embarrassed to clamp the legs, asked the cousin: that …… still want me to wipe? Cousin whispered: casually. I heart a burst of excitement, she really is acquiescence. So I took the towel again, reach in. This time directly touched her breasts, exposed in the bra outside the part of the wipe, really soft. I really want to put my hand all the way in, even the inside of the bra also wiped, but then thought of the inside is her rutou, that would be too out of the ordinary, so did not reach in.
After rubbing my chest, I rubbed my cousin’s back and legs as well. When I rubbed my legs, I was so nervous that my whole body was shaking a little, I don’t know if my cousin could tell. I didn’t dare to go too far up, only up to my knees and then I didn’t dare to go any further, even though I could feel the inside of my legs were very wet and hot, but if I went any further, the back of my hand would touch my skin.
After rubbing it, my little didi was already hard, and in my heart, I was so ashamed that I felt like incest. Until my great aunt said it was time to eat, I escaped from my cousin’s room.
After coming back from my cousin’s house, my mind still kept thinking about what happened in her bed. Looking back, it was like a dream, I actually touched my cousin’s breasts! Not only did I touch them, but I also rubbed my hands on them! It seems that her body heat still remains on my hand, that warm, even hot feeling, that soft, elastic touch, actually came from my cousin ……
I reprimanded myself on one side, and on the other, I couldn’t help but reminisce about the scene that just happened. When I took a shower at night, I finally couldn’t resist imagining my cousin’s face and ziwei in the bathroom.
After ejaculating, the sense of shame swept over my whole body like a tidal wave. I looked at myself in the mirror dumbfounded, heart surged a panic: I actually, to cousin, had such a strong non-thinking!
My cousin and I are less than a year apart in age, and our homes are close by, so although we can’t say we grew up playing together, we’re pretty close. She went to high school with me, and sometimes my dad would take her with him when he took me to school, so she often ate at my house. I also occasionally go to her house for dinner. My great aunt’s husband is not always at home, and sometimes my parents are too lazy to cook, so I go to eat with her and my great aunt.
When I was very young, I still slept with my cousin from time to time, and we even took baths together. There’s a picture that Dad took of me and her bare ass, right here in my house. My cousin said several times that she wanted to throw it away, but I wouldn’t let her. When we got a little older, we were a little more reserved with each other, but we still talked about everything. My cousin loved to ask about me, like when I had a girlfriend, my first kiss, things like that.
After high school, especially after her sophomore year, a lot of changes happened to her cousin. Her body became slimmer, her skin color got better, and her hair and dress started to change. Before, she used to wear a ponytail, but now her hair was cut a little shorter, and it was draped down, just to her shoulders. I saw her almost every day, so I didn’t think she had changed much, until one day I saw her junior high school graduation photo, and then I suddenly realized that she was almost a different person compared to that time, and in a word, she had become “feminine”.
It was probably from that day on that I began to develop a different feeling for my cousin. The feeling wasn’t obvious at first, until one time, between me and her, the first skin-to-skin contact we’d had since we were old enough to grow up happened.
That time we were riding in my dad’s car, I forget where we were going, and my mom was in the front, and the four of us, me, her, my great aunt, and my uncle, were crammed in the back seat. She and I were right next to each other the whole way, it was summer and both were wearing shorts. Although I leaned forward and tried to avoid contact with her, I couldn’t move my legs and kept rubbing them together. I got an erection then, for the first time, on my cousin.
Since that time, it became increasingly obvious that I was paying attention to my cousin. I would pay attention to what she wore every day, what shoes she wore, what colors she liked, who she liked to listen to, and so on. Last semester I got a girlfriend, but my attention to my cousin didn’t diminish, and sometimes I would consciously and unconsciously compare my girlfriend to my cousin (I didn’t even realize this, and it just occurred to me as I wrote this that I still compare them often).
But despite that, there was never any more flirty behavior between us until last night. As if out of nowhere, I touched her breasts. I’d never thought about it before, not that I didn’t dare to think about it, but the thought of something like that had never occurred to me at all. But last night everything happened so naturally, she was covered in sweat and asked me to help wipe it off, so I did, and then out of a man’s impulse, I touched it. She didn’t hide, didn’t blame, and even blushed …… And come to think of it, she seemed to be implying and encouraging me to touch her.
Does …… she like me too?
There is one thing that seems to explain it: her cousin is quite pretty, but she has never had a boyfriend since she was a child.
…… What if she really likes me too? Can we develop?
I’m not a virgin anymore, but being like that with my cousin last night still makes me incredibly nervous and ashamed. Going any further, any further would be incest ah! Am I going to have sex with my cousin ……
I woke up late today, got up, brushed my teeth and washed my face, and got a towel. As soon as I took the towel, yesterday’s scene came back to me clearly.
Last night lying in bed thinking all night, a moment to tell myself can not have feelings with cousin, a moment to laugh at myself, cousin can not like me at all, just my wishful thinking yyy just. Her face is red, but what’s so strange about that, being touched by someone’s breasts which girl won’t feel embarrassed? What’s more, I’m still her brother ……
But as soon as my hands touched the towel, all of last night’s thoughts were turned upside down again in an instant. I washed my face haphazardly, my mind in turmoil. What to do? I couldn’t help thinking about her, couldn’t help myself. I went back to my room, sat on the bed and fumed for a while, and decided that I would go to my cousin’s house to see her again, and maybe when I saw her, all these self-torturing thoughts of mine would go up in smoke.
Before going to make a phone call, listening to the “beep ……” sound coming from the other side, I was so nervous that I couldn’t help myself, like when I was in junior high school when I was calling my first girlfriend, and I kept thinking to myself: what if it’s my cousin who picks it up? What if it’s a cousin? Fortunately, the phone picks up, is a great aunt, said they are getting ready to go out to the hospital it. My heart a moment of relaxation, oh, a few pleasantries, was about to hang up, the aunt said, you have nothing to do in the morning? If it’s okay, you can also come over, just as I will go to the grocery store, you help me take care of Jiajia.
I forgot to mention earlier that my cousin has a single name, Jia, and I call her Jia Jia as well, and she calls me brother.
I ran to the hospital without even eating breakfast, nervous like a TV show rushing to meet the last person. When I arrived at the hospital, I went to the injection room on the first floor and searched several rooms before I found it. My cousin was sitting on a chair, and my great aunt was standing behind her with her arm around her shoulder, about to prepare for the injection. When she saw me coming, she called out happily, “Brother! It was as if she had seen a savior.
The nurse who gave her the injection gave me a look and smiled at her and said, “Your son too? Blessed. The nurse said to my cousin, “Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, your brother is here to help you. Then the nurse said to my cousin, “Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, your brother is here to help you. The nurse then said to the cousin, “Don’t be afraid. Cousin was a bit aggrieved and said, “Yesterday it hurt. The nurse laughed and said, “Don’t be afraid, Auntie, it doesn’t hurt at all, it’s just like being stung by a mosquito.
Cousin’s blood vessels are very thin, only a faint hint of blue, but the nurse was still very skillful to tie in, a shot of blood. After stabbing and fixing the needle, the nurse asked her cousin, it doesn’t hurt, does it? Cousin laughed and said, well, it does not hurt at all, auntie you are really good, in the future I’ll let you tie every day. The nurse and the aunt laughed, and the aunt said, “It’s your last day of needles, you can’t do it every day.
Big aunt knows a chief doctor here, so let cousin to his lounge, there is a small bed, let cousin lying on the needle, big aunt sitting on the bedside to talk to her, I was standing next to the awkward, occasionally with the cousin on the eye, will be a little flustered to put the eyes away. The good thing is that the great aunt does not seem to feel the difference between us, almost 10 o’clock, the great aunt said to me, the great aunt first went to buy food, you talk, tired to rest, noon together back to eat. Cousin said, mom or …… not we eat outside at noon is good. Big Aunt said, how can you eat outside, you are still sick, you have to be careful about what you eat. And then a few more words of explanation, and left. So, only my cousin and I were left in the lounge.
There was a silence, the atmosphere was very eerie, and for a moment I was a little unsure of who I was dealing with.
Cousin spoke up first, saying: I told my mom that you don’t have to come over ……
I smiled pretentiously: It’s okay, I don’t have anything to do anyway.
Cousin asked: Don’t you have to study?
I said, “I’m dizzy from all the studying, so I’m taking a break.
My cousin gave an “oh” and stopped talking, looking down and fiddling with the cuffs of her own sleeve.
The silence was oppressive, but we couldn’t pretend that the other person didn’t exist. I said, “It’s the last day?
My cousin froze for a moment: what last day?
I said, “Take a shot.
My cousin nodded with another “oh”: well, but I don’t think it’s ready yet.
I asked: Do you still have a fever?
Cousin said: I don’t know, I’m still dizzy.
If it was a normal day, I would have put my hand up to probe her forehead, but today, I wouldn’t have dared to make such a move anyway.
I said, “Even if the fever goes down, you’ll still get dizzy.” It’s really bad this time, isn’t it?
She nodded: Well, the day before yesterday fever to 38 almost 39 degrees oh ……
I heard a slight jerk of the heart, that is a very high fever ah, I grew up without fever above 38 degrees. I asked a bit reproachfully: How could you have such a high fever? Do not pay attention to the body ah.
She lowered her head and said: I didn’t tell it to burn.
Then there are no words again. I look at the left and right, but my eyes can not leave the front of the cousin, she is wearing a pink and yellow pullover today, half lying, chest bulging two groups of …… I secretly cursed myself, can not sit down, stood up and said ∶ I go to buy a book or something to see it, do you want to see what?
She shook her head, then nodded and said, yes, get a copy of Marriage and Family.
I’m stunned, I just wanted a copy of Sports Weekly, a reader or something, and she says she wants to read Marriage and Family? Isn’t that a mom magazine?
Go to the newspaper kiosk outside the hospital, buy the sports world, and ask if there is Marriage and Family, that boss said no, and then looked at me with a very strange look. As for it …… is not to buy the beginning of people. So bought a reader.
Go back and give the reader to your cousin and say there is no marriage and family. Cousin took the book, suddenly laughed a little and asked, did the man selling the book laugh at you? I froze for a moment, so she was deliberately fooling me? I then said what is she doing reading this kind of book!
Seeing her smile, I smiled back and the atmosphere lightened up. She was holding a book and I was holding a newspaper, but neither of them were reading, so we just chatted. Chatting about studies, chatting about Conan. Very tacit understanding, neither mentioned yesterday’s things.
Drop by drop, 350ml bottle, if it was me, less than an hour to finish, but the cousin’s speed is very slow, more than an hour has passed, only half of it, looks like less than twelve o’clock is not finished. Cousin was originally half lying half sitting, then lay down, after a while, and sit up, look a little strange. I asked, what’s wrong? Cousin mumbled a bit, said, nothing. But the face is vaguely a little red. After a long time, she finally could not help but say, brother, I want to go to the toilet.
Going to the bathroom? I froze, she still had a bottle in her hand, how could she go to the toilet? I said, it’s not convenient right now, let’s go after the hang, okay? Cousin blushed, hmmm, lowered her head and went to read.
That weird vibe seems to be back. I also picked up the sports section and flipped to the dunking section, but couldn’t get through it. I also know that I tend to pee a lot when I’m on the drip, and it looks like it’ll take at least another hour to finish the bottle, so it’s not realistic to hold it in until then. How about speeding up the drip? That would make the time go faster, but the urge to pee would also be worse. What should I do? Should I find a spittoon, go out and close the door, and let my cousin settle in it? But then I would have to help her pour it out …… Thinking about it, I couldn’t come up with any solution, so it seems that I can only take her to the toilet.
I looked up at my cousin and said, Why don’t we go to the restroom, it’s not good to hold back. My cousin nodded and said, “Okay. The rest room does not have the kind of hanging bottle iron frame, I had to hold up the bottle, and cousin slowly walk. Walked to the door of the women’s restroom, my cousin asked: Is there anyone in there? There was no reply. I fixed my mind, said, go in. So hold up the bottle, and cousin into the women’s restroom.
This was my first time in a women’s restroom, and except for the lack of urinals, it was just like the men’s restroom, nothing special. Cousin walked into the cubicle, closed the door, I stood outside with the bottle, dumbfounded do not know what to think. Suddenly, I heard my cousin scream, I asked, what’s wrong? Cousin trembled and said, bleeding!
My cousin, obviously frightened, said, “There’s blood coming out of the needle opening there! I was stunned, suddenly realized that I had lifted the bottle too low, and quickly straightened my arm and asked, Now what, did it flow back? My cousin eeped and said, it went back. I laughed and said, don’t make a fuss, pee, it’s not good if someone comes in.
There was a sizzle from inside, and I heard it in my ears, my heart beating a little faster. Then the infusion tube moved, I know cousin squatting down, blood pressure rose, involuntarily held his breath, waiting for the sound of the boo boo. Waiting for a long time, do not see a sound, I asked strangely: What’s wrong Jia Jia? Cousin inside whispered: you here, I …… I can not pee out ……
When I heard that, my heart thumped, and I asked:What …… about that?
Cousin said: Can you plug your ears?
I said, “I’m holding a bottle in my hand, so I can only block one side.
Cousin said: then you put the other ear with the arm pressure it ……
I said: Okay. So I put my left hand on my left ear, my right ear on my right shoulder, and my hand was holding the bottle, which was a very tiring position, and my mouth said, “Okay!
As if to prove something, I pressed my ears so tightly that no sound could come in. I stared at the door of the toilet a little nervously, most afraid that at this moment a woman would come in, see me standing in the women’s restroom and still make such a weird posture, maybe yell and scream, that would be troublesome.
I didn’t hold my right hand up for half a minute before it got sore, and I wanted to change hands, but then I thought my cousin should be done peeing, so it shouldn’t matter if I put my hand down, right? So I let go of my ear just in time to hear the last bit of shushing. Then came the clatter of the flush. After another minute or so, my cousin opened the door and walked out, her head to the side not daring to look at me, a face red to the roots of her ears.
I said, “I didn’t hear anything,” a little sheepishly.
My cousin let out an “oh” and turned toward the door. I was afraid that she might have torn the IV tube, so I quickly followed her.
Back to the lounge, my cousin lay down and said, “Brother, I’ll take a nap, and you can call me when you’re almost done. I nodded and looked down at the newspaper.
My cousin was sleeping on her side, with her back to me. I had both eyes on the newspaper, my eyes were on Kobe, but my heart was full of my cousin. Stealing a glance at her, the sunlight coming in from the window perfectly outlined her side profile, her waist and hip curves undulating, snow-white sheet covering her waist, her left hand gently resting on her leg, her sleeping posture is very casual, with some lazy elegance.
Looking at her for a moment, and then a moment more, there was absolutely nothing else in my eyes but her in front of me. Leaning forward a little, my eyes fell on her hand, the only bare skin on her body, snow-white and tender. The vein with the needle in it was slightly distended, with a small patch of bruised blue, probably from pulling on it when she went to the bathroom earlier. I couldn’t help but want to reach out and stroke the back of her hand, if that would erase the bruise blue. But I didn’t dare, wanted to, but didn’t dare.
Last night, she was lying on the bed, I was sitting on the edge of the bed, and I touched her, all over. Now, she’s lying on the bed just the same, and I’m still sitting on the edge of the bed. But I don’t even dare to touch her hand.
That me yesterday, was it really me ……
That Jiajia yesterday, is it really Jiajia ……
It was like a dream. But what lies before my eyes right now is so real.
Jia, I whispered.
My cousin’s body gently moved and answered, “Huh?
You …… opened my mouth and said, “You’re still awake?
Cousin whispered: soon …… What’s wrong?
I hesitated, and swallowed back the words that came to my mouth, and just said: Nothing, go to sleep, I’ll watch you.
I want to say, Jia Jia, how nice it would be if you weren’t my cousin ……
I just kept looking at my cousin like that, looking at my eyes and turning my head to look at the medicine dripping down the IV tube, and kind of froze.
The medicine was dripping very slowly, counting about 60 drops per minute. There was still about a third left in the bottle, which was a little over 100 milliliters. Previously, chemistry class said that a milliliter is 20 drops, so this 100 milliliters will have to be dripped for another thirty to forty minutes …… I counted in my mind in boredom, looked down at the back of my cousin’s slightly swollen hand, and slowed down the drip rate a little bit more. I do not know what I was thinking, maybe it is afraid of her pain, maybe it is to let her sleep a little more, maybe …… just to be able to spend a little more time alone with her, a little more or not.
It was almost twelve o’clock when the sling finally bottomed out. I woke up my cousin and went out to the injection room to look for the nurse. When I walked to the room where I had just come, I didn’t see the nurse who had helped my cousin with the needle. I knew that the nurse was more skillful, and it must not have hurt for her to pull out the needle. I walked to two more rooms, but I still couldn’t find her. Maybe she was already off duty, and the ones who stayed behind were the nurses on duty. Are they okay? I was a little worried, but there was nothing I could do, so I had to find one that looked a little nicer.
The cousin still hissed and sucked in a breath when the needle was removed. That nurse told my cousin to press the swab, but within a few seconds, the blood came out. I quickly took the swab and helped her to press it. After five minutes of pressure, I took the swab away, and found that the needle opening was swollen up quite a bit, and another indentation was sunk in by the swab.
Does it hurt? I asked my cousin.
Cousin shook her head and said: no more pain …… but so ugly ……
I held her hand and subconsciously reached out my thumb and gently stroked over the bruise. After touching it for a while, I suddenly realized with a shock that even I had been looking at my cousin like that, looking at my eyes, and then turning my head to look at the medicine dripping from the IV tube, and froze a little.
The medicine was dripping very slowly, counting about 60 drops per minute. There was still about a third left in the bottle, which was a little over 100 milliliters. Previously, chemistry class said that a milliliter is 20 drops, so this 100 milliliters will have to be dripped for another thirty to forty minutes …… I counted in my mind in boredom, looked down at the back of my cousin’s slightly swollen hand, and slowed down the drip rate a little bit more. I do not know what I was thinking, maybe it is afraid of her pain, maybe it is to let her sleep a little more, maybe …… just to be able to spend a little more time alone with her, a little more or not.
It was almost twelve o’clock when the sling finally bottomed out. I woke up my cousin and went out to the injection room to look for the nurse. When I walked to the room where I had just come, I didn’t see the nurse who had helped my cousin with the needle. I knew that the nurse was more skillful, and it must not have hurt for her to pull out the needle. I walked to two more rooms, but I still couldn’t find her. Maybe she was already off duty, and the ones who stayed behind were the nurses on duty. Are they okay? I was a little worried, but there was nothing I could do, so I had to find one that looked a little nicer.
The cousin still hissed and sucked in a breath when the needle was removed. That nurse told my cousin to press the swab, but within a few seconds, the blood came out. I quickly took the swab and helped her to press it. After five minutes of pressure, I took the swab away, and found that the needle opening was swollen up quite a bit, and another indentation was sunk in by the swab.
Does it hurt? I asked my cousin.
Cousin shook her head and said: no more pain …… but so ugly ……
I held her hand and subconsciously reached out my thumb and gently stroked it over the bruise. After touching it for a moment, I was suddenly startled and pulled my hand back in a hurry.
My cousin covered the back of her left hand with her right hand, also a little embarrassed, and said ∶Let’s go back.
In the next two days, I was completely unable to study, and my original revision plan was all in vain. Before going to bed at night, I took out several large photo albums, took out all the photos of my cousin, and looked at them one by one. Familiar photos, familiar faces and figures, so familiar that they are a little strange. There is one, taken when I was five or six years old, my cousin holding a brown doll bear lying on the bed, I rode on top of her, both of them smiling happily. There’s one, taken by my great-aunt’s husband when we went swimming at the beach, where my cousin is sitting and I’m crouched down next to her talking to her, and she’s laughing with one hand on my shoulder. At that time, my cousin’s body had already been formed, even if she was sitting, you can see the curves. There is another one, that was taken last year, she just started to change her hairstyle, that photo was particularly beautiful, I let her give me a wash ……
I looked at those pictures and kept asking myself, was my role with her just brother and sister? Why doesn’t it look like it? It seems plausible to say that we are boyfriend and girlfriend instead …… The cousin in the photos transformed into an active figure, the same one that was wearing a yellow pullover yesterday, and she smiled and said to me, “Brother, I like you ……
I thought of Tian Long Ba Si. I remember when I first started reading Tian Long Ba Si, I really wanted Duan Yu to be with Mu Wan Qing. The part where the two of them were locked up in the stone room had made me think about it countless times.
I even had a very sick idea: I wanted to ask my mom if I was her and my dad’s child.
Turning to Monday, going to school, back to the intense monotony of study. I thought the brutal review of senior high school would bring me back to reality, but it didn’t work, my cousin had completely taken over my brain, making me feel that only she was real, my feelings for her were real, and it seemed that senior high school was just a dream.
Getting out of class and gawking in the hallway. The students next to me look down and comment on the girls coming and going below. Suddenly, I heard someone say, Tang Jia came out! My heart suddenly jumped, busy follow down to see, really saw my cousin and a girl walked over side by side, she wore a white large lapel sweater today, still so good-looking. The students next to me laughed and said: Zhe, introduce your cousin to know ah, are almost graduated, we still do not know her. I said: It’s useless for you to know her, she has a boyfriend. The student didn’t believe me and asked: Who is it, why haven’t I seen it before? I said in my heart: right in front of you.
I didn’t study much all day. After school, my girlfriend came over to see me. Her name is Chen Shan, from the Arts class, she met me in the student union in her second year of high school and became my girlfriend last semester. She is a very open-minded and sociable girl, and she is also very pretty. She’s good at dressing herself, which makes her look easy to brighten people’s eyes. In terms of facial features, she’s not as good as her cousin. Her most attractive place is still her body, and compared with her cousin, she belongs to the type of more enchanting, convex front and back, big breasts. Cousin breasts and hips are not big, I asked her three circumference, she did not say, but I know her bra is A cup. But the cousin’s body is well-proportioned, her legs are very long, and her frontal curves are perfect.
Comparison to realize that all along, my cousin was always a step above Chen Shan in my mind ……
Chen Shan saw me and asked: What’s on tonight?
I said, “What can I do? I’ll just go home and read.
She laughed and said: Come to my house and watch it together. I looked at the smile in her eyes, was about to ask, she came to my ear and whispered: my parents are not at home tonight.
My heart skipped a beat, and I said: This …… is not good, right?
She said, “What’s wrong with that? I’ll be waiting for you at home tonight at 7:00 p.m. Don’t you dare not come.
Said glared at me and grunted, then turned to me with a beaming smile before walking away without looking back.
When I got home and finished dinner, I looked up at the clock and it was already past seven o’clock. Thinking of a bunch of review tasks left behind in the past few days, I really do not want to go. Dad saw me fidgety, asked: what’s wrong? I said: boredom. Dad laughed and said: bored, go read a book. I said: at home can not read. Dad said: can’t read, then don’t read, come and watch TV with me. I stood up and said: I’d better go to school, I’ll be back later. Dad heard, also stood up and said: do not be too late ah, want to go pick you up? I said no. And then casually took two test booklets, said hello to mom, and went out.
It’s not the first time I’ve been to Chen Shan’s house, but it’s the first time I’ve been there alone. When she opened the door and saw me, the first thing she said was: an hour late, you wait and see how you die!
The living room was dimly lit without the headlights on, and only her room was brightly lit. Into the room, Chen Shan closed the door, unlocked. I asked: Aren’t your parents out? Why did they lock the door? She said: This feels a little safer. I laughed and said: we read books and do problems, what is safe or not safe? She giggled and said: If you can read it, you can read it. I said: why can’t I see. Said took off his jacket, casually thrown to the ground, and then sat down in front of the table, began to study.
From the dressing mirror in front of the table, you can see Chen Shan sitting on the bed and smiling at me. After a while, see I really ignore her, came over to see me do the problem, look at a while, suddenly pointing at the answer I wrote and said: this is wrong, should be C! I looked at it, obviously B, said: you do not mess up. She said: do not believe you look at the answer! I listened to her a serious tone, not like messing around, so I will turn to the back of the answer to see, it is B. I turned back to glare at her, she smiled, said: this is a test for you, prove that you have no confidence. I ignored her and continued to do the questions. She came up again, whispered: Guess my cup is B or C?
This sentence is not too that, but when she said that voice, that tone, full of a seductive atmosphere. She said, while from the back to my back, chest pressure up, through the sweater also clearly feel the two groups of softness of her chest. My whole body immediately like being electrocuted like a burst of tingling, said: stop it, first read a book, okay? She laughed: I how to make trouble, ask you a question. My mind recalled her question, B or C. I only know that her breasts are very large, is B is C but did not confirm. Cousin is A, why do I know so clearly?
The stimulation coming from my back continued to intensify, I finally couldn’t help myself, dropped the pen, turned back and pressed her onto the bed, put my hand into her clothes and said ∶I’ll measure it.
Hand up, directly touch a piece of soft, can not help but eat a shock: Chen Shan actually did not wear underwear! Palm over her breasts, very large, surplus hand, pinch a pinch will leak out. This size, certainly not just B. kneaded a bit, Chen Shan nose breath gradually urged, said: guessed out no ah?
I laughed and whispered in her ear: It’s C. She laughed and said: Yes.
I laughed again and said: the top one is C, the bottom one is B. Chen Shan froze, did not turn the corner. Only after a long time did she come to her senses and stared at me, saying: Don’t say such ugly words!
I blushed, I do not know how to suddenly say so XL words. The two lay on the bed and caressed for a while, Chen Shan said: Let’s take off our clothes? I asked: now? She was a little upset, said: not now when? You still want to read? I stalled for a moment, said: Why don’t we not do that tonight, tomorrow there are still classes, will be sleepy.
Chen Shan heard, immediately put his hand from my back down, a motionless look at me, did not say a word, but the eyes burning, clearly is saying: you are so useless?
Knowing Chen Shan’s temperament and that it would be more troublesome to piss her off, I pulled her hand over and put it back on my back, and lowered my head to kiss her. While kissing, I undid her pants. Chen Shan is wearing tight jeans, it is very difficult to take off, she is a little impatient to sit up, I grabbed the leg of her pants to pull down, a tug, and even her underwear also pulled down, so I just take them off together.
Chen Shan sat up straight and undressed herself, and I undressed myself. Soon, the two were naked. I pressed on her body, skin rubbing, hungrily entangled. After a while, Chen Shan held my JJ, gasped and said: come in ……
I was hot, but my mind was still clear, and I asked: What should I do without TT?
She gasped: her period just finished a few days ago, it doesn’t matter ……
I slapped her ass and said, “Be careful! Do your parents have one?
Chen Shan impatiently said : How do I know where they put them! Said pushed me away, rolled over and sat up.
I froze for a moment, and wanted to say, “I’m also looking out for you. But I thought it was too pretentious, so I didn’t say anything. Chen Shan got out of bed, reached out and opened the drawer of the nightstand, took out a condom from it, threw it to me and said: Here, you like TT so much, you do it with it!
I was busy catching it, wondering in my heart, how did she have condoms herself? Crawling over from the bed and pulling open the drawer, there was still half a box inside. It’s not true! Chen Shan and I have not done a few times, and TT is my own bring, how could she have so many? I looked at her with suspicion and she said, “What are you looking at? I bought it for myself!
I said, “How do you use it? You’re not a man.
She frowned and said, “Why are you so stupid? I’m not going to tell you, think about it yourself.
I lay on my back with one hand on my head, unable to figure out how a girl uses a condom. Did they blow on it for fun?
Chen Shan was anxious and kicked me: Hey! You really want to! Are you wearing it or not?
I snapped out of it and looked down at my crotch, JJ had gone soft. Chen Shan was so angry that she turned her back and her shoulders were shaking. I thought she was crying, and hurriedly carried her over to sit on my lap, saying I was wrong, I was wrong. Chen Shan twisted her shoulders and shook off my hand, turning her head to the side, still ignoring me. I put my hand to the front to rub her breasts, while in her ear gently breath, called: Shan Shan …… Shan Shan …… her ears an itch, her neck could not help but shrink, giggled: itch, itch … … I continue to rub her breasts, the heart suddenly remembered a few days ago to touch the cousin’s, the palm slipped through Chen Shan erect nipples, the mind flashed: Jia Jia, Jia Jia’s nipples. At this thought, the blood immediately rushed downward, almost instantly, JJ hard again.
Chen Shan’s whole body started to tremble slightly again under my touch, slid down and lay on the bed. I put on the TT, spread her legs, and slowly entered her body. My lower body was gradually swallowed into a circle of softness and warmth until it was rootless.
Chen Shan wrapped her arms around my waist and let out a teasing snort.
The only sounds in the room were my heavy panting, and Chen Shan’s intermittent moans, low and wandering, soul-crushing, as if repressing the pain, and as if calling out for a pleasurable climax.
I ruffled her hair, staring at her face, the light is very bright, her expression can be seen very clearly, eyes closed, mouth slightly open, with each of my long drive, her throat will emit “hmmm” a wail, fine, but extremely charming, sound ruffled my nerves. Her snow-white breasts were swaying under my impact, and I reached out to hold them in my hands and pushed my waist back and forth even harder.
Chen Shan’s breathing is getting more and more rapid, the mouth is more and more wide open, vaguely shouted: Zhe …… ah ……
When I heard it, my heart suddenly shook, that “Zhe” was supposed to be calling my name, but I heard it as “brother” in a trance. In a flash, my cousin’s face flashed through my mind, my GT abruptly itch, can not help “ah” a low scream, bursting shot.
I pulled out YJ somewhat guiltily.I had done it with Chen Shan about seven or eight times, and apart from the first time, this was the fastest I had ever cum. Chen Shan softly branched out, looked at me, and then down at the weakened thing between my legs.TT crumpled up as YJ softened, and the liquid Chen Shan left on it congealed into a sliver of white goo.
I took off my TT and tried to get out of bed to throw it away.
Chen Shan said: put it first, I will throw it later. She said, taking it over and casually resting it on the nightstand. Hold me, she said.
I lay down and hugged her, reaching down to pull the covers over me again.
Chen Shan was not happy, and I knew that I had ruined an evening that she had been looking forward to for a long time. She’s even more enthusiastic than the boys when it comes to this kind of thing, and that’s a big part of her attraction. The first time we did it, I was a virgin and she wasn’t a virgin. I didn’t really care too much about that because I never thought I would go out with her for long. There was no pressure to be with her, just to have fun together.
After a moment of silence, she asked, “Why are you so fast tonight?
I “truthfully” said: you screamed too seductively.
She giggled and smacked me: Nonsense!
I said, “It’s true, you can’t call me by my name.
She laughed, “How effective is it to call you by your name? Next time I come and you haven’t cum, I’ll call you by your name.
I laughed.
After a while, she asked tentatively, “Again?
I said, “I’m not coming.
She rubbed herself against me and pampered me, saying: just one more time~ I laughed bitterly: Miss, please give me a break, I still have to go to class tomorrow. Do you want to use your hands to help you?
She pouted: Forget it, it’s no fun. Then she got up and got dressed.
Still didn’t get to study this evening. When I got home and went up the stairs, my legs were weak. I didn’t last long tonight, but it was intense, and the thrill of the trance-like “brother” was too strong for words.
What to do? One after another, the facts show that I have sexual fantasies about my cousin, and it’s not just yyyy – I was thinking about her at the peak of my orgasm, at the moment of eruption!
In just a few short days, I’ve carried too much in my heart. Maybe a lot of it is just my needlessly mediocre thoughts. Sometimes it’s a little sweet, sometimes it’s a little exciting, but more often it’s bewilderment and hopelessness.
What about the cousin? What would she think? Am I the only one whose heart is in turmoil? Is her heart at peace? I don’t think so. Look at her behavior when she faced me, especially on that day in the hospital, whether it was her eyes, her expression, her words, none of them indicated that her feelings for me had also changed, and it was by no means limited to brotherly and sisterly love.
But, she would never be like me, full of charming springtime either. Thinking about this, I felt more and more XL & unbearable. I no longer know how to face my cousin with what kind of posture. I can’t disguise, I can’t pretend that nothing has happened when I have indecent acts and thoughts towards her, if I just avoid it, then I will never be able to stand in front of her openly.
Go out on a limb and confess to your cousin!
But when I woke up, my hard-won resolve was shaken again. It seems that people are always more prone to impulsiveness at night, and will only return to reality when they see the sunlight.
When I got home from school at noon, my parents were both busy in the kitchen, and when they saw me coming back, they both called back to me, which felt a little weird. When we ate lunch, it was even more strange. They looked at each other from time to time, and their expressions were different from the usual ones. I was a bit puzzled and couldn’t help but ask: What are you doing?
Mom looked at me, and then turned her head to look at Dad, wanting to say something. After a few seconds of staring at each other, Dad suddenly put down his chopsticks and asked me: Son, how old are you?
I look at my dad’s serious look, I can not help but a little nervous, replied: 18, what is it?
Dad slowly said: you have become an adult, I think there are some things, we still need to talk to you ……
I was shocked: did they know I have a girlfriend? Did dad secretly follow me out last night and found out that I didn’t go to school, but went to Chen Shan’s house?
I stiffened and waited for them to go on.
Mom and Dad looked at each other again, or Dad spoke up: son, there is something we want to tell you ……
Something to tell me? My heart loosens, it’s not my problem anymore, what is it?
Dad took a breath and said as if he had made up his mind: we want to tell you that you …… are not our real son.
My head exploded, unbelievably wide eyed kozo looking at my dad, what did she say?
Dad nodded quietly to me.
I turned my head to look at my mom in horror. Mom’s expression was calm, much calmer than earlier, and said ∶But we love you just the same, and it will never change.
I just felt cold all over and my mind went blank. I am not their biological son? How can this be possible! In 18 years I have never perceived any fact that I am not their biological son, it can’t be! A few days ago I was imagining that if I wasn’t my father’s biological son, I would be able to be with my cousin, and now what, my dream has come true? This is so ridiculous!
Mom and Dad stared at my expression for a long time, and then suddenly burst out laughing at the same time, with earth-shattering giggles.
I’m dumbfounded again. What are they laughing at?
Dad laughed out of tears and said, “Today is April Fool’s Day, happy holidays son!
When I heard that, I really cried and laughed! What kind of parents are these! Almost scared to death of them!
His heart was still beating wildly, but he couldn’t help but laugh along with it, cursing as he did so: are you guys kidding me like this?
Dad proudly shook hands with mom and gave her a high-five, saying, “We can go to TV with our acting skills.
I stopped laughing and suddenly had a thought: yes, today is April Fool’s Day! You can’t be responsible for anything you say today. Why don’t we take advantage of this day to test my cousin’s reaction?
The third period in the afternoon was a study hall. After the second period, I went downstairs and looked for my cousin in her classroom. Standing outside the classroom waiting for her to come out, I silently rehearsed the words I was going to say later in my mind. When I saw my cousin come out through the window, I hurriedly organized my face and put on a serious look.
Thinking back to the play Mom and Dad put on at lunch, it was so professional that I fell for their trap from the moment I walked in the door. It’s kinda hard for them to have that kind of free time!
Cousin did not expect me to come to the classroom to find her, asked: Why did you come? Looked back at the corridor students, a little unnatural, said: let’s go outside to say.
Turned to a deserted place, stopped. I looked at my cousin near me, my heart jumped up again, cursing myself: this is Jia Jia ah, not someone else, why can’t I be comfortable with her? Remembering last night’s determination, I gritted my teeth: I’d better confess to her, admit my fault to her. It’s April Fool’s Day, so it doesn’t matter what I say.
When I thought of it, I hurriedly said it before I could back out, so I said, “Jia Jia, I’m sorry.
My cousin froze and immediately knew what I was referring to, her face brushing red.
I went on to say∶That night, I helped you …… wipe your sweat …… and I am sorry.
My cousin whispered, “I’m not sorry for anything.
I lowered my head and said, “I did something wrong.
Cousin said: I do not blame you ……
When I heard that, I couldn’t help but feel happy: is this a clear indication of what she is saying? I almost wanted to ask: Why? I almost wanted to ask why, but then I swallowed my words.
Cousin raised her eyes to look at me for a moment, then lowered them again, saying ∶ I was afraid that you would think that I …… I …… that is not good ……
I said, “Of course not, why not? Of course you …… good ……
After a moment of silence, his heartbeat slowly calmed down. Remembering that April Fool’s Day joke, he added: Jiajia, there is something that I want to talk to you about.
When my cousin heard that, she seemed a bit nervous, and asked: Do you want to talk about it now?
I didn’t expect her to ask this question, did she know what I was going to say? Frozen, had to temporarily modify the line, said: this thing I have a hard time accepting, want to find someone to talk about. Said he was disgusted a little, this line is too fake.
The cousin hesitated and said ∶Then say it.
I took a breath and said word for word: I am not my aunt and uncle’s biological son.
My cousin was startled and looked up at me. I also looked at her, trying to carefully distinguish her expression, is it surprise, comfort, or joy? …… She looked straight at me for five seconds, suddenly smiled, and said ∶ I know!
In my heart, I was suddenly discouraged: I failed! On the other hand, I was still not convinced and asked: What do you know?
She laughed: April Fool’s Day, I’ve been fooled many times today.
Alas, it seems that I was born with no talent for acting, never disguise and can not lie, five seconds to be demolished, nothing from the cousin’s face to observe. Send my cousin back to the classroom, turned around and was about to go, she suddenly called me: brother, you wait for me a minute, a minute.
She said and hurried back into the classroom, and then came back out a short while later and shoved a note to me, saying ∶For you, you can’t look at it now, you can look at it when you go upstairs.
The note was folded in half, and my cousin put it in my hand, smiled at me, and turned to walk back to class.
I held the post-it note, went upstairs, took two steps and couldn’t wait, so I was busy spreading it out and looking at it. Found in fact is two pieces of note paper pasted together. The one above, wrote five words: brother I like you I was stunned to look at those five words, suddenly a burst of ecstasy surged to the heart, heartbeat like crazy.
Then turn to the next one, also five words: Happy April Fool’s Day back to the classroom, I have not calmed down from the heartbeat. Probably because my face expression is too bright, the neighboring students with a strange look at me, asked: What’s wrong with you?
I turned my head to look at him, still unable to stop the smile on my face, and asked: what’s wrong with me?
He stared at me and said, “Look at your colorful face, did you pick flowers again?
I said: No, just one girl confessed to me.
He was surprised: Confessing on April Fool’s Day? This mm is really thoughtful ah, is afraid of being rejected by you, right?
I smiled: I don’t know, it’s possible.
I say this with my mouth, but not in my heart. I was sure that my cousin’s second note was just a little joke attached to it. She’s so smart, there’s no way she didn’t notice my changing feelings for her. She probably also knew what I was implying when I lied to her about not being born to Mom and Dad. Her “I like you” was more of a reply than a confession.
The sweet smile of my cousin when she gave me the note, that smile was incredibly beautiful, with candor, with happiness, floated before my eyes. My heart can not help but also rise a sense of happiness, ripples like ripples, filling the whole body and mind.
The neighboring table is still asking: Who is that girl? Which class is she in? She’s not a sophomore, is she?
I laughed and said, “It’s a beautiful woman anyway.
The neighboring table was indignant: It’s a schoolgirl, isn’t it? It’s a schoolgirl, isn’t it? You’re so fucking shameless!
When I thought about what he said, I nodded my head and said, “Yes, I’m a shameless person.
The neighboring table said, “Don’t you have Chen Shan? Why don’t you let me have Chen Shan?
I laughed: If you want it, go get it yourself.
At night before going to bed, and took out the note to look silly, until I saw the fast can not recognize the words are what words, only reluctantly put away. First of all, put into the drawer, think about it and do not feel safe, these two pieces of paper light, the wind will fly, or clip into a book is safer. In fact, there is no wind in my room all year round, but my heart is unsettled. There were a few books on the bedside, I picked the one with the best texture, flipped to page 217 (my cousin’s birthday), clipped the two notes into it, and locked it into the drawer.
Sitting on the bed for a while, remembering my cousin’s smiling face, imagining her saying “Brother, I like you” to me, I couldn’t help but feel a stirring in my heart, and I couldn’t help but take the book out again. This repeated a few times, I feel stupid. Even back to the time of first love, I did not have such a boring behavior.
It was a night of tossing and turning until the wee hours of the morning.
Wednesday was another sunny day. After being distracted for a while, I finally got back into the swing of things, and this morning I was so strangely motivated to study that I swept up four practice papers in one go that I wondered if I had scribbled it all down when I was done.
It had been almost half an hour since school had ended when I finished the last paper. I went downstairs and walked around the corner to my cousin’s classroom. In fact, I didn’t expect her to still be in school at this time, purely out of boredom. I walked over and turned my head to glance inside, but I saw that my cousin was actually still in the classroom. She was sitting in her seat, one hand resting on her cheek, as if she was writing something. There were not many people in the classroom, I walked in softly, and when I reached a few desks away from my cousin’s seat, she suddenly looked back as if she sensed it, and when she saw me, she closed what she was writing on her hand, and stuffed it into a drawer.
Brother! She looked around and asked me: Why are you here?
I sat down in the seat next to her, and said: just now I got addicted to doing problems, just finished, ready to go back, and stopped by to take a look ……
Said “by the way” two words, can not help but embarrassed, cousin is not do not know where our classroom. So I didn’t wait for her to say anything, and asked: What about you, why don’t you go back so late? What are you writing?
Cousin eyes a little dodge, said: nothing, just write …… you go back now? Then let’s go back together.
It’s been a long time since I’ve been home from school with my cousin, not since I dated Chen Shan as far as I can remember. It was as if time had gone back a year or two, to when my cousin was a freshman in high school, when she would wait for me to come home with her almost every day after school.
Out of the school, to the bus stop, walk two steps, I suddenly thought, why not walk back to forget, anyway, it’s not that far, just two stops. So I turned my head to talk to my cousin, and when I turned my head, I saw her face, and both of us were shocked. I said: What do you want to say? Cousin said: What do you want to say, you first. I said: I let you first. Cousin said: I think the bus a lot of people ah, why don’t we walk back. I jumped in my heart, blurted out: I also want to say this! Cousin a smile, said: then we go all the way to walk all the way to talk, very happy, it seems that my cousin and I finally have no barrier between.
As we chatted, we talked about one of my cousin’s classmates. Cousin asked me: Do you remember Anna Luo?
I said: I don’t remember, your classmates have almost the same name.
She laughed: Nonsense, her name is so nice. You’ve seen her many times. She came to my birthday, the tall one.
I thought about it, and remembered a bit, and said: “I think I remember, what’s wrong with her?
Cousin said: she broke up with her boyfriend.
Although she doesn’t have a boyfriend, she always seems to be very enthusiastic about other people’s affairs. When I saw that she was going to gossip again, I chimed in: why, who dumped who?
Cousin said: she dumped him. Then she winked and laughed and said, “Guess why?
I said, “Because her boyfriend has body odor?
My cousin laughed and said, “Can you be serious?
I said: I do not know, women’s thinking is the most bizarre, maybe she just suddenly look at others, or like someone else ……
Cousin said: “Yes, she likes someone else. Guess who?
I laughed helplessly: how can I guess, the sea of people.
Cousin said, “It’s just a guess.
I said, “Is it me?
My cousin looked at me with surprise and said: “It’s really accurate, I got it right on the first guess.
I just said it off the top of my head, but I didn’t think it was true. Luo Jingjing? Although I probably remembered this person, but it seems like I haven’t even talked to her, how could she like me? Although I’m not unattractive, I can’t say I’m that handsome either, right? And the point is, how could my cousin say it so casually? I felt a little frustrated in my heart: wouldn’t she be upset if one of her classmates liked me? If it were me, I’d usually say no to any of my classmates who asked me to introduce them to my cousin. Maybe my cousin thinks I won’t like this Luo Jingjing, so she doesn’t care?
I said: What did you tell her? Didn’t you tell her I have a girlfriend?
Cousin said: she knows ah, but she thinks that Chen Shan that person is not good, and said that you want to snatch you from her hands.
I am a little funny, I want to say: this Luo Jingjing really confident ah, actually dare to call the shots with Chen Shan. And then think this out too narcissistic, so stop.
Cousin looked at me, and said: brother, I actually want to ask you, but afraid you angry …… I asked Oh?
I laughed and said, “What’s the matter, you’re making it sound so serious, just ask.
Cousin said: How did you get involved with Chen Shan?
I secretly laughed: Ha, finally jealous. Deliberately said lightly: no reason ah, know the relationship, see each other quite good eyes.
My cousin seemed a little upset, and said: “We’re all quite upset about you.
I laughed and asked, “You guys? You and who, you?
Cousin said: it is me and my classmates ah, Luo Jingjing, Xu Lin, and others, you may not recognize.
I laughed and asked, “What did they say? What’s wrong with Chen Shan?
Cousin said: It’s not just that they say so, everyone says so …… said Chen Shan she ……
The cousin hesitated for a moment, as if considering what word would be appropriate, and finally said, “She’s just bad anyway.
I laughed and said, “You’re talking about me behind my back.
Cousin face a red, defended: If it is someone else I will not say it, but she is your girlfriend well, I am not for you …… said a sudden beat, face even more red.
I heard it with a sweetness in my heart. I don’t know why, but hearing my cousin say something like that right now, especially after yesterday, just gives me a different kind of heartfelt feeling.
I said: In fact, Chen Shan is not bad ah, she this person, may …… be more casual just.
Cousin said: But she’s too casual ……
I was a bit curious and asked, “Oh? Why do you say that? What have you heard?
Cousin looked a little awkward, swallowed for a while, before saying: I heard that she is not …… not …… a virgin …… long ago.
I looked at my cousin’s appearance, I can not help but laugh, said: that’s nothing ah, and not only her, our school has a lot of girls are not, your grade are all there.
Cousin seems to be a bit anxious, said: what do you mean nothing ah! Said, suddenly wide-eyed kozo looked at me: brother, you did not talk to her …… that …… what right?
I was so shocked by my cousin’s gaze that I blurted out: of course not!
Cousin looked at me and said: really no oh? If you are also so casual, I will later …… I will ignore you later ……
In fact, I regretted it as soon as the words came out of my mouth, how can I lie about this kind of thing? Once I heard my cousin say this, it is even more so that I don’t even have the courage to explain …… what to do? I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do that.
My heart was in turmoil, and I wanted to say something to help me understand, so I said, “But I’m 18 years old, so legally I can do anything I want to do.” ……
My cousin hurriedly interrupted me and said, “No.
I said, “When will that be?
Cousin stayed for a moment, do not know how to answer, half a long time said: that …… that you can not with her ah ……
I looked at my cousin and laughed: Who should I follow?
My cousin turned her head and met my gaze, and both of them shuddered. I suddenly realized that my question was too ambiguous, my face burned, and I hurriedly tried to explain, but realized that explaining would only make it more embarrassing.
My cousin’s face also reddened and she lowered her head, also without saying a word.
Continue to walk a paragraph, I broke the silence and said: just said where …… Right, your classmate Luo Jingjing, what about her ah?
Cousin asked: What should I do?
I said, “Is she really going to chase me?
Cousin said: I do not know, hum …… you and can not give up your Chen Shan ……
I heart a burst of happiness, she really really jealous, said: there is nothing to give up ah, but also can not break up with people for no reason.
Cousin pouted and didn’t say anything.
I laughed and said, “Aren’t you happy?
My cousin said: “Uh-huh.
I laughed and said, “Okay, if you want me to break up with her, I’ll break up with her.
Cousin said: I did not call you, you want to share, do not want to share, do not share …… words, but the tone has been softened.
I secretly squinted at my cousin, and her slightly huffy expression was also very moving, her small mouth slightly curled, looking a little naughty and a little cute. I looked in my eyes and couldn’t help but have my heart beat faster, suddenly giving birth to an impulse to confess my love.
Cousin see I do not speak, said: look, you just can not let go ……
I said: Even if I broke up with Chen Shan, I can’t go out with your classmates.
My cousin asked: Why?
I could hear my heart pounding, saying, “Because I already have a favorite.
My cousin stared and asked: Who?
After asking the question, she suddenly reacted and was busy looking away from the road, straight at the road.
I said: you know, she ……
Cousin interrupts me: don’t say it, brother, don’t say it yet ……
I looked at my cousin and said: I’m going to say it, it’s not April Fool’s Day, I’m going to say it.
Cousin whispered: But I already know …… I know, you do not have to say ……
I was stunned, unable to say anything for a moment. Her words were so reasonable that I couldn’t argue for a moment. Yes, wasn’t the purpose of my confession to tell her to let her know? But she said she already knew, so what reason do I have to say it? But even though I knew this, my heart was empty, as if it had been filled with something and then suddenly emptied.
I was lost in my steps, when suddenly, my right hand warmed, and from it came a soft smoothness. My whole arm stiffened and my steps slowed down – my cousin had taken my hand!
Then I heard her say, “Brother, I’m so happy.” ……
For two days in a row, my whole body was immersed in a warm happiness, with a smile on my face all day long, even walking lightly.
The thin, thin layer of windowpaper between him and his cousin was already thin and transparent, even if it hadn’t really been pierced yet.
Why won’t she let me say it plainly? Why did she put “Happy April Fool’s Day” on the end of her note to me?
Yes, why? Every time I think of this question, a voice will ring in my heart: you and her, you are still blood brother and sister after all …… But this voice is often just a flash, and then drowned in the ocean of happiness.
Tomorrow is Ching Ming. For the first time this year, we have a long Qingming vacation, even senior high school has three days off. In the evening, my great aunt and cousin came over to my house for dinner. Auntie’s husband is still out of town, so he won’t go back with us to visit the graves this year. Speaking of this, Big Aunt was not happy the whole evening. In the past, it was always the first weekend of the Qingming Festival that we went back to our house to visit the graves, and then the uncle’s house was visited on the second weekend. Big Aunt told her cousin, “Jiajia, if he comes back next week, we won’t go back with him to visit the graves. Cousin laughed and said: No, grandparents will scold me.
After dinner the adults watched TV and my cousin and I went to our room to watch Conan. We watched Conan until very late, eleven o’clock, the aunt came in to call the cousin to go home. We went out to the hall, my cousin suddenly looked at me, said to the aunt: Mom, I do not want to go back tonight ……
I was happy: my cousin is going to sleep here tonight?
Auntie frowned and said, “What are you doing? You still want to watch cartoons? Why are you still watching this at your age?
Cousin said, “Come on, we’re going back in uncle’s car tomorrow anyway.
Big Auntie said, “So you’re not going to take a bath tonight either? I don’t have any pajamas.
Dad said: Jiajia if you want to let her sleep here for the night, how long has it been since she slept here. Mom also said: Jiajia here still have clothes ah, just do not know if you can still wear ……
Although she is a strong person, but when her cousin argued, she always seemed to have little way out, said: “Whatever you want, do not play too late ah.
After sending my great aunt out, my cousin went back into the room with me, and they smiled at each other.
I’ve been watching until after twelve, and I’m still not the least bit sleepy.
Mom came in and asked me: You’re not going to take a bath tonight? If you don’t, then go to sleep, you have to get up early tomorrow. She also called her cousin: Jiajia, come and see if you can wear my pajamas.
Cousin busy waved her hand: No, auntie, I take off my jacket to sleep on the line.
Mom nodded: then I’ll go make your bed, make it and go to sleep, don’t look at it.
My cousin sleeps in the guest room next door. Even though we don’t sleep together, I’m still happy in my heart knowing that we’re so close to each other, with only two walls and two doors separating us …… I’ll be able to see her right away when I wake up tomorrow ……
This feeling, it’s so good.
Heart happy, very clear-headed, did not realize that this is another sleepless night. Until the alarm clock through the moonlight to see, only a shock: unknowingly, it has been two and a half!
I sat up, the slightly cool air invaded my skin, and could not help but shiver. Suddenly, the ear heard a ringing from outside the door, thought I heard wrong, and then listen carefully, really sound. Open the door to see, found that the corridor light is actually on, cousin’s room door is also hidden, can not help but heart jumped: she also did not fall asleep?
And waited for a while, really see cousin walked back, a look, face can not help but a hot: cousin only put on a jacket, the bottom did not wear pants, bare long legs almost all exposed. Two feet are also bare, stepping on a pair of cotton slippers.
Cousin suddenly looked up and saw me, screaming in fear. I suddenly realized how obscene my image of peering at her with half the door open was, and busily opened the door, smiled awkwardly, and asked ∶You’re not asleep either?
Cousin a little nervous standing in place, both hands pulled down the hem of the lapel, said: can not sleep, got up to go to the bathroom …….
I said, “Then go inside, don’t catch a cold if you have a fever.
Cousin hmmm’d and walked quickly toward her room. Walking too quickly, her foot slipped, and a slipper flew out horizontally. This time she was even more shy, tiptoeing two steps, reaching out to put on the shoe. My eyes can not help but follow her long and slender legs, in the yellow light of the corridor, the rounded curves of the beauty of dazzling. I couldn’t help but look a little crazy, and a strange kind of love rose in my heart.
Seeing that my cousin was about to go into her room again, I subconsciously opened my mouth and called out to her: Jia Jia!
My cousin looked back and said, “Huh?
I called out to her, but did not know what to say, froze for a while, said: Why don’t you sleep in my room?
I almost didn’t smack myself when that came out. What was I saying? Without any thought at all, the words popped right out of my heart!
My cousin froze too, and for a second or two, time seemed to stand still. What shall I say? I have to explain something …… I was like a panicked man overboard, desperately trying to catch every thought that flew through my head, finally catching one and saying ∶ My bed may be more comfortable to sleep in, if you can’t sleep over there ……
My cousin asked in a daze: What about you?
I stammered: I …… let me switch with you, I sleep in the guest room.
Cousin raised her eyes to look at me for a moment and said: that’s fine ……
My cousin and I walked into my room, I reached out to turn on the light, my cousin was busy stopping me, saying: don’t turn it on.
Under the clear moonlight, my cousin was so beautiful that it was almost a bit unreal. I watched her as she sat on the bed with her legs bent, the scenery hidden by the hem of her coat looming large. She pulled the covers back up, then took off her jacket and wore a thin singlet underneath, with two bumps on her breasts vaguely visible – she wasn’t wearing any underwear. I tilted my head to the side and secretly gulped, nasty desires burning in my heart.
I can’t stay here any longer, I’m really afraid I’ll do something. I took a deep breath and said ∶Jiajia, then I’ll go over …… If you still can’t sleep, go over and call me.
Cousin pulled the blanket over her shoulders, exposing only one head outside, winked at me and said: Brother, you wait until I fall asleep before you go over there, okay?
A good time should refer to a moment like this ……
Cousin’s voice was pure, and if Chen Shan were to say these words instead, it would definitely be another completely different feeling. But my heart was still beating fast, and I didn’t know in my mind whether it was anticipation or fear.
I look down at my cousin, innocent face, clear gaze, clear of any distractions. Would she know what was going through my mind now? In my heart, I warned myself for the last time, do not make transgressions, and then sat down on the edge of the bed, said: good, I see you sleep.
My cousin winked and smiled mischievously at me. I realized that my cousin looked good no matter what her expression was, when she was happy, when she was angry, when she was shy, when she was pouting …… I couldn’t help but reach out and brush the hair from her cheeks, gazing closely at her face. I know this move is very intimate, but I no longer want to avoid it. And even if I were to avoid it, it wouldn’t be tonight.
My cousin watched me quietly as well. The room was quiet, the only sound in the air was our breathing.
After staring at each other for a long time, it was my cousin who got embarrassed first and averted her gaze, and then, couldn’t help but giggle out loud.
She laughed, making me also a little embarrassed, feel a little stupid just now, so also self-deprecating smile, said: I won, you lost.
When we were kids, the two of us used to play a boring game when we had nothing else to do, that is, the two of us would look at each other without turning our eyes, and see who blinks kozo first, who averts their gaze first, or who laughs first, and then whoever loses.
Cousin said: you win so you win, what to be proud of. Said, put both arms out of the quilt: so hot ah ……
I laughed: Of course you’re hot, your heart is beating fast.
My cousin kneed me under the covers: what are you talking about? ……
I put the back of my hand to her face, said: no need to argue, look at your face, so hot ……
Cousin grabbed my hand, and then use the other hand to tickle me, I also reached out and grabbed. The two pushed and shoved back and forth a few times, the cousin suddenly softened her hand and screamed: pain!
I quickly let go, shhhh: a little quieter ……
Cousin also reached out to cover the mouth, after a while, only slowly released, whispered: I forgot …… aunt and uncle they will not wake up right?
I was also a little nervous about what my mom would think if she woke up and saw us fighting in bed in the middle of the night. Luckily, after waiting for a while, I didn’t hear any noise from outside. I smiled and asked my cousin, “What do you think they would think we were doing if they heard you screaming in pain?
Cousin shook her head: I do not know, do what? After two or three seconds, suddenly reacted, reached out to hit me: you – bad ah!
I let her hit twice, laughed: do not make trouble, ready to sleep.
I can’t sleep now,” said my cousin.
I said, “I have to sleep even if I can’t. What can I do if you don’t sleep? Why don’t we sing you to sleep?
Cousin said: Why don’t you tell me a story, you sing so hard ……
When it comes to telling stories, I really don’t have anything to tell, so I told my cousin some interesting things about the class in the past few days, and she occasionally interjected a few words. The two talked and laughed, and I don’t know how long they talked. I stretched a lazy waist yawned, body movement, suddenly felt cold around the body, can not help but excited a cold war, followed by an itchy nose, sneezed.
My cousin let out a cry and asked, “Do you have a cold? While saying this, she moved her body to the side and said: Do you want to come in and cover up?
I was wearing a single shirt and pants, after sitting outside for so long, it would be strange if I wasn’t cold. I hesitated for a moment, looking at my cousin’s all unguarded posture, and cursed myself, my cousin is so generous and frank, why am I always thinking about messy things? So I lifted up a corner of the quilt and got in.
The comforter was warm and my whole body felt as comfortable as if I had thawed out. The thought that it was my cousin’s body heat that surrounded me was inexplicably exciting.
Cousin whispered: brother, we have not slept together for a long time oh ……
I was a little nervous, but my cousin couldn’t see my expression and said: “When was the last time we slept together, I’ve forgotten.
My cousin said, “The last time was when I was a junior in high school.
When she mentioned it, I remembered it too. Once I thought about it, it didn’t seem that far away, and three years had gone by in the blink of an eye. That time we slept together we didn’t feel anything unnatural yet, but that time it was one quilt each.
I said, “Go to sleep. I’ll get up when you’re asleep.
My cousin smiled and said: I’ll stay up then.
I laughed and said, “Go to sleep, it’s not good if I fall asleep here too.
My cousin said, “Brother, will you hold me in your arms while I sleep?
My heart skipped a beat when I heard it. I don’t know if I’ve been waiting for that tonight, when hearing it come out of my cousin’s mouth was so simple and natural. I suddenly remembered the evening when I helped my cousin to wipe her body, and everything went on so naturally …… tonight, too What about tonight, what will happen tonight?
I tried to keep myself calm and said: good ah …… how to hold?
My cousin turned around, turned her back to me, and whispered, “How about a hug from behind?
I couldn’t see my cousin’s expression, but by the sound of her voice, she seemed to be shivering a little already. My heart was pounding as well, and I slowly went up next to her, feeling the burning a minute the closer I got to my cousin’s inch.
Move forward a few more times, my right hand seems to have touched her buttocks, and hastily shrink back, placed between me and her, and then my left hand reaches forward, gently ring her waist. Cousin body that layer of thin clothing as nothing, the temperature of her body, as well as that water-like soft touch, are felt clearly.
My YJ got an erection completely uncontrollably. I had to arch my body back slightly. If I lifted the covers now to look at my position, it must be very lewd.
I could hear my cousin breathing hard. She didn’t move a muscle, as if waiting for my next move. What am I going to do? My cousin was only wearing panties underneath, and all I had to do was lift my knee forward or slide my hand down to touch her thigh …… or all I had to do was move my hand up to touch her breast …… or all I had to do was move it forward a little more, and my lower body would be pressed up against her hip …… What am I going to do?
Everything around us seemed to have disappeared, only a bed, only my cousin, only the warmth of my hand. There was nothing but the sound of our breathing and the ticking of the alarm clock.
Tick …… Tick …… Tick …… Tick …… With each ring, countless images swept through my mind, I saw myself undressing my cousin and removing her panties, I saw myself and her hugging and together, lingering and caressing until the two were one …… I knew that no matter what I did next, I might make an irreversible mistake. It’s all in this step, all in my mind.
I’m like a statue. I can’t move a muscle.
The heart over and over again recited four words: can not cross the line, can not cross the line, can not cross the line ……
I had my arm around my cousin’s waist and could feel her waist and stomach rise and fall slightly with her breathing. I tried hard to shift my attention to my cousin’s breathing, trying to keep the rhythm of my breathing in line with hers. This works, slowly, the restlessness in my heart calmed down a little, and the sound of my breath and hers gradually merged together, indistinguishable from each other.
I don’t know how long it took, but my cousin’s breathing evened out and she seemed to fall asleep. I gently called out: Jia Jia? Cousin breathing a shortness of breath, but then returned to steady, did not respond. I slowly take back my hand, turn over and get out of bed, only to realize that half of my body has been a piece of soreness and numbness. Looked at the time, 4:15, a night will be over.
I stood by the bed, staring at my cousin in awe for a while, turned and walked out of the room.
To the guest room to lie down, the bed neatly folded cousin’s pants and sweater, next to the pillow is her bra, the darkness can not see the color, is it pink, or light purple? I held it in my hand, and the desire that had already gone cold was easily ignited again. I couldn’t restrain myself from imagining what it would look like wrapped around my cousin’s breasts …… How would I feel if I were it? ……
We had just gotten so close that she was lying in my arms, half-naked, while I walked away ……
I rubbed my cousin’s bra with one hand and reached into my pants with the other, fiercely stroking the desire that was about to erupt.
I had just closed my eyes in a daze and hadn’t slept long when I was woken up. Opening her eyes, she saw her cousin sitting on the edge of the bed with a smile on her face.
I rubbed my eyes and asked: What time is it?
Cousin said: It’s almost nine o’clock, if you don’t get up, you won’t have time to eat breakfast.
I sat up and yawned. Cousin’s face was looking very good today, she was glowing, she didn’t look like she hadn’t slept last night, and she was already fully dressed. I looked at her, suddenly thought of her bra, heart suddenly giggled: this morning when she came over to dress, I put her bra where? I couldn’t have held it in my hand, could I? I thought carefully about how I fell asleep this morning, but I couldn’t remember a thing.
My cousin seemed to recognize that I was a bit strange and asked: What’s wrong?
I dare not mention this, said: nothing …… you …… did you sleep well after last night?
My cousin nodded her head: well, that’s good.
I said, “I’ll come over when you’re asleep.
Cousin smiled and said: “There is no silver here, did you do something?
I thought of myself holding her underwear SY, a little weak, said: what can I do? Then I looked at her and smiled: What do you want me to do?
Cousin’s skin is much thinner than mine, once I asked a rhetorical question on the face of the red, grunted and said: do not talk to you, quickly get up! Then stood up and walked out without looking back.
I got up, dressed and washed up, ate something in a hurry, and left the house at 9:30am. It’s more than a two-hour drive back to my hometown, and when we arrived, my uncle and other relatives had also arrived, and after a brief exchange of pleasantries, we went up the hill to visit the graves.
When I was a kid, we loved to visit the graves, and every time we came, it was like a spring trip, running back and forth up and down the mountain. But since Grandpa passed away, the meaning of grave-sweeping is completely different.
My cousin and I knelt side by side in front of Grandpa’s grave, kowtowing and offering incense to him. When Grandpa was alive, he loved my cousin and me the most, and I suddenly wondered, a little comically, whether Grandpa would be so angry that he would come to life if he knew that my cousin and I were like this.
After kowtowing, I turned to look at my cousin, who was also staring blankly at me, wondering if the same thing had occurred to her.
This moment suddenly feel a little frustrated: Grandpa is in front of me, my cousin and I three generations of blood relatives, it is he passed down; surrounded by family relatives, they grew up watching us, is the two of us brother and sister relationship of the hard evidence; and the two of us kneeling in the middle of, as if ready to accept the condemnation and punishment that we are going to be subjected to ……
For the first time, thinking so clearly about the question – how much resistance do we really need to face to be together?
My cousin and I stood up, both looking a little glum.
I said: There are some things that you don’t need to think about right now ……
Cousin said: “Even if you don’t think about it, it’s still there.” ……
I barely squeeze out a smile, pulled her and said: Let’s go for a walk, you see how good the weather is today, it used to rain on Qingming.
So we went hiking. This is a must do activity for my cousin and I whenever we go back to our hometown.
The slopes are very gentle and basically no different than walking on flat ground except for the fact that there are more trees on the hills.
Walking, cousin suddenly said: brother, ask you a question oh.
I nodded my head: uh-huh.
Cousin said: that day …… the day you came home from school, you said that person, who is it?
I asked: Who is it?
Cousin whispered ∶ it is you who said …… you like the person ……
I froze, and my heart couldn’t help but beat faster: was my cousin going to break that last layer of windowpaper between us? When she said this, instead of the usual shy expression, she raised her head and looked at me.
I said, “Would you believe me if I said it was someone else?
My cousin stared at me blankly, half-heartedly, and shook her head.
I took her hand and said: Come on, I’ll tell you.
When I came to a tree, I took out my key, carved it into the trunk, and wrote the word “Jia” with one stroke.
When I looked back at my cousin, her eyes were misty, and there seemed to be tears in her eyes. She took the key in my hand and carved the word “Zhe” under her name. The tree trunk is very hard, the key is blunt, the strength in her hand is not very strong, but also to chisel very deep, this character is carved crooked. After carving, she turned back to me and smiled sweetly.
My heart ebbed and flowed with difficulty, and my nose seemed to sour a little as I pulled her into my arms.
The trees were speckled with shadows, the birds chirped, and we hugged each other tightly in front of the large tree that bore both of our names.
It was the most romantic moment I’ve ever experienced, ever.
Our chests were pressed together and we could hear each other’s heartbeats. It took about a minute for the two of us to separate, my cousin’s face was very red and mine was on fire.
My cousin looked at the tree and said, “Let’s come back next year to see it, okay?
I heart a sour, smiled and said: next year ah …… next year I may not be able to come back to sweep the tomb ah ……
Cousin froze for a moment, said: right Oh …… you are going to college …… said, tears suddenly fell silently: I still have a year …… how to do?
I panicked, quickly wiped away her tears, while saying: do not cry, do not cry, I will be back next year, three days of vacation, will come back!
Cousin huffed: What about the rest of the year? There is still a year to go ……
When I heard this, my mind was also at a loss. From childhood to adulthood, my cousin and I have never been separated, and the longest time we have not seen each other is not more than ten days. What about after I went to college …… to see each other once every six months?
I went up and hugged her, softly consoled: It does not matter, you will be able to take the exams of our school ah …….
Cousin in my arms shook his head: I can not pass ……
I said, “Then we’ll go to a city and we’ll see each other every week.
Cousin said: a week so long ……
I laughed: Then we’ll see each other every day, okay? Then no one will care about us and we can do whatever we want.
My cousin looked up and asked: What are we going to do?
She raised her head, a few strands of hair in front of her forehead slipped past my face, crispy and itchy. I couldn’t help but be distracted, reached out and pinched her buttocks, laughing softly : What did you say to do?
My cousin blushed and slapped my hand away, turning her body to the side. I walked up again and wrapped my arms around her from behind, leaning my chin on her shoulder.
Cousin gently called ∶ brother ……
I said, “Huh?
My cousin asked: Will we be together in the future?
I said, “Of course I will. Don’t you want to?
Cousin said: I want to …… but what do we do ……
I asked: What should I do?
Cousin red face said: we have blood relations …… can not …… can not …… that of ah ……
I laughed: Why not?
Cousin said: that …… that …… that …… the birth of a child ……
Her face was so red it was dripping blood, and she could say no more.
I laughed and said, “Then let’s not have children.
My cousin asked in a daze, “Is that all right?
I said: why not, the ban on consanguineous marriages is only for the sake of the next generation, we do not want to have children.
Cousin said: you do not want a child, aunt and uncle will scold you ……
I said, “They’re going to yell at us when we get married anyway, so what’s the point of yelling at them a few more times.
Cousin swallowed and said: will they …… they let us get married? …… My mom definitely won’t let it.
I said, “Then we’ll go abroad, and when they forgive us, we’ll come back.
My cousin and I looked at each other quietly, she smiled and I smiled back.
It turns out that it is not so difficult to say such “treacherous” things. I don’t know if what I say today can be done in the future, but since there is a way out, it means that at least what we are facing is not a desperate situation. ……
Coming down from the mountain was a much more cheerful experience. My cousin and I held hands and laughed all the way down, and didn’t let our hands go until we were almost back down.
The tomb-sweeping ended at 3:00 pm. On the way back, my father said that he would stay at the old house for the night, and that he would go back tomorrow to sweep the graves of our ancestors. Our family hadn’t visited our ancestors’ graves for many years, probably once when I was very, very young, probably before I knew anything about it.
When I heard that, I couldn’t help but frown. The old home and the ancestral tomb are not in the same place, about an hour or so away, so tomorrow the whole day will be taken up again. I said to my dad: I don’t want to go, can you take me home first?
Dad said, “How can you not go? You are the only male grandson in our family! Go back and ask your ancestors to bless you, so that you can succeed in the college entrance exam this year and get into XX University!
I said: the old ancestors have not seen me, he blessed me what, have grandfather blessing on the line. There is time for me to do a few more sets of questions.
All the way back to my hometown, my dad couldn’t stand me and promised to take me home first. Suddenly, I had a thought and called my cousin: Jiajia, do you want to go home first tonight?
Cousin asked: Where to?
I said: “Go home, we’re not going to visit our ancestors’ graves tomorrow.
I said, while secretly giving her a wink. Cousin froze, then understood, turned her head and asked her great aunt: Mom, can I go home tonight?
My cousin couldn’t hide anything on her face and blushed when she said this.
Auntie is a bit strange: Going back? What for?
Cousin stammered: I don’t want to sweep the ancestral graves …… brother are not going, I go alone is very boring.
Auntie said, “Then what do you have to talk about when you’re home alone?
Cousin said: I do not go home, I go to my uncle’s house to play with my brother ……
When she heard this, she looked up at me. My heart was in my throat, thinking that my cousin was too clumsy, what if my great aunt heard something wrong?
It’s a good thing that I was overly concerned. It seems that people with ghosts in their hearts are more prone to allergies. Big Aunt scolded her cousin, saying: “Your brother is going back to read and study, why are you bothering him?
Cousin pulling the big aunt’s arm pouting said: okay ……
After pestering her for a while, she waved her hand impatiently and said, “If you want to go back, you can go back! I’m really pissed off at you two!
After a brief lunch down the road, my dad drove my cousin and I home first. The two of us sat upright in the back seat of the car, not saying much, not even daring to look at each other for fear that Dad would see something wrong in the reverse mirror.
The car drove into the city. The closer I get to home, the faster my heart beats and my hands are sweaty.
–This evening, it will be just my cousin and I at home!
The car was parked downstairs, we went upstairs, opened the door, and my dad left me a couple hundred bucks, gave me a few words of advice, and turned to go.
My cousin and I stood there for a while, then I said: let’s go into the room. Cousin nodded and followed me into the room. The moment I closed the door, I heard the sound of my father’s car going away.
Finally, it’s just the two of us ……
My cousin sat on the bed and I stood by the door. I heard my heartbeat, beating like a drum, hitting my chest one at a time.
I slowly walked over and sat down next to my cousin, reaching around her waist. My cousin had both hands between her legs and was so nervous that her whole body was trembling slightly.
Brother ……
She had just screamed when her mouth was sealed by me. I wrapped one hand around her waist, cupped her head in the other, and kissed her deeply against her glistening red lips.
There is no need to say anything, Jiajia …… what should be said we have finished today, let me love you well ……
We fell onto the bed and cuddled.
Brother …… cousin is still moaning lowly in my ear, we …… we want to ……
The wave of pleasure receded quickly from my body, and guilt instantly surged – what was I doing? I’m going to fuck Jia?
Cousin’s face flushed, more than usual a few points of beautiful and attractive sexy, but my heart has fallen to the bottom. I gently hugged her, said: Jiajia, we can not now ……
Her cousin froze, and almost instantly, her body stopped.
I pulled her panties back on and gently laid her flat. She looked at me with her eyes wide open, a little frightened, and asked: “Did I do something wrong?” ……
I laughed: you wrong what, of course, there is no wrong ah …… said straightened up, a little embarrassed to say: it is I am too useless ……
My cousin’s eyes swept to my lower body, surprised: brother, your pants are wet oh!
I blushed and said, “Well, you know what it is, don’t you?
Cousin thought about it, a little embarrassed said: Oh, seems to know …… think about it and then said: but not right ah …… how can ……
I touched my cousin’s face and said: I was wrong …… tonight I was too hasty, I won’t do it again.
Cousin smiled: It’s okay ……
I said, “Let’s do that when we go to college and you’re an adult, okay?
Cousin said: But I’ll be an adult next winter vacation ……
I laughed: I’ll wait until then. I first get up to change pants …… wet so uncomfortable ……
My cousin looked at me and laughed, “Why don’t I wipe it for you?
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