My name is Yun, in life, I have three very good relationship with my sisters, one is the cousin of my uncle’s family, one is the cousin of my uncle’s family, and the other one, is the god-sister who grew up together. Perhaps, in the eyes of a normal person, any one of these three relationships should be pure sibling love. But I don’t know whether it’s a mistake, or fate, but I have the most intimate relationship with them all – the love of men and women.
It was almost twenty years ago that I first met my god-sister, Yeon, in kindergarten. At that time, my parents and his parents, Uncle Wen and Aunt Jun, were very good friends; the two men were colleagues at work and the two women were roommates in college. Maybe it was just to make the two families closer, or just a simple joke between adults and children, from then on, Uncle Wen began to call me “Auntie”. At that time, I didn’t understand what it meant to be an aunt, but I just thought that the word “master” sounded very powerful. So, after I became familiar with Yan and Uncle Wen’s Aunt Jun, whenever I walked with Uncle Wen, I would proudly tell anyone I met that “I am Uncle Wen’s aunt.” It wasn’t until I returned to my grandma’s house during a vacation a year later that I heard my grandma refer to my father as my aunt when she was talking to someone else, and I didn’t understand what was going on until I asked. I was so ashamed that I, a four or five year old brat with a red face, rushed back to my bedroom, buried my head in the quilt, and didn’t want to get up for a long time.
After that, I no longer claimed to be Uncle Man’s aunt, but gradually had a different feeling for Yeon than others. At that time, I didn’t know what kind of feeling it was, but I only knew that I liked to eat with Yeon, play with her, and even kissed her out of the blue sometimes, and I liked to hold her when we walked together. Whenever the adults asked me why I did this, I always answered with a sentence “because she looks good”, causing everyone to laugh and call me a little pervert.
By the time I was in the middle class, I had already touched most of the girl’s body parts during my usual cuddling sessions, and with that came a strong curiosity about those parts that I usually couldn’t see. One day at noon, I tried to propose the idea of touching Yeon’s buttocks to her during nap time, and after some squirming, she finally agreed. So, I took advantage of the teacher out of the gap, quietly put his hand to sleep next to me on the bed of Yeon’s body. At some point, Yeon had already pulled her pants down partially, and I easily touched it. It was small, soft, and round, and I touched my own with my other hand again, and didn’t seem to feel any difference. And contrary to my calmness and even slight disappointment, Yeon snorted and laughed softly, saying that it tickled. So, I gently scratched it twice more and withdrew my hand, which might be considered the first time that Yeon and I had a relatively intimate physical contact.
After a few days, another noon, Yeon suddenly asked me, boys and girls in the end what is the difference between the lower body, I said that perhaps the girls do not have a penis. Yeon then went along with the trend, asked to touch my nap time, I thought last time I touched her, this time to let her touch back is no big deal, then readily agreed, just asked to also touch her bottom, Yeon also agreed. So, again, taking advantage of the gap between the teacher going out during everyone’s nap, Yeon and I touched our hands on each other’s bodies. When Yeon’s hand just touched my bottom, I couldn’t help but shiver, ever since I remembered, I no longer let anyone touch my penis easily, even my parents had a hard time getting my consent, and this very sudden contact made me tense up for no reason. I gulped and also put my hand on Yeon’s lower body, well, it’s really different from boys, it seems to be a missing piece of flesh, very soft and tender. Yeon smiled again like last time, and gently slapped my hand, I didn’t stop, but tried to continue to find the girl’s pee position, but Yeon stopped me. On the one hand, I didn’t want to upset her; on the other hand, I was also afraid of being discovered by others, so I didn’t force her, and the two of them withdrew their hands together.
That was the first time I visualized the difference between male and female bodies. Likewise, it also made me have more different feelings for Yeon than for other girls.
After that, for more than ten years, Yeon and I went to the same school, and we went to and from school together every day, until high school when we were separated. And after middle school, she began to call me old brother, while I sometimes called her Yeon, sometimes called her old sister. In that period of time, there and I have a very good relationship with my friends or classmates to suggest that I go after her, or to ask us two have a closer layer of relationship, but I always smile and deny. Because at least at that time, I was still more of a good friend and brother and sister to Yeon. As for what will happen in the future, at that time I naturally did not know.
From then on, for about ten years, I didn’t meticulously touch a girl’s body until the summer when I was sixteen. At that time, I had just finished taking the first major exam in my life, the midterm exam, and I thought I could have a good rest and relaxation, but then I was rushed by my parents to a cram class for the high school curriculum. This was an event that would have made me extremely unhappy, but it seemed to make sense because of the arrival of my uncle’s cousin.
Cousin is more than two years younger than me, the whole life is small and delicate, not quite a beauty, but still quite durable. She has been very fond of sticking to both me and my aunt’s cousin since she was a little girl, and we have a very close relationship. It seemed to be due to this reason that after my cousin came to my house, my mother naturally let me sleep in the same bed with her at night.
The first night we slept together, my cousin and I lay in bed talking after the lights were out. Since we hadn’t seen each other for most of the year, there were so many things we wanted to talk about, and without realizing it, I could see from the glass of the door that the light in my parents’ room had also been turned off. For some reason, I suddenly came to the courage, gently whispered in my cousin’s ear that I wanted to kiss her, but did not say where to kiss, my cousin hesitated and agreed. I gently wrapped my arms around her and slowly leaned in to her lips, and to this day, I still clearly remember the shivering nervousness I felt at that time. Speaking of which, although that wasn’t my first time kissing a girl, with my cousin, there was still a different kind of nervous excitement. Finally, my lips and my cousin’s touched, and I could clearly feel her trembling. I didn’t take more action, I just sucked on her lips gently, calming down in the process. After about half a minute I stopped what I was doing and lay back down and asked my cousin how she felt. She said she was nervous because it was her first kiss, and expressed mild displeasure that I had kissed her on the mouth without saying so. We then chatted about one thing or another, and after a while, I got up and kissed her again. This time, I prolonged it and stuck my tongue in while her mouth was open for breath. My cousin stiffened for a moment, but then gradually relaxed. I slowly explored her mouth, and she, too, seemed to want to try a scene from a TV show, gradually entangling her tongue with mine. With that, the kiss lasted about two or three minutes before it stopped.
Subsequently, my cousin seemed to be addicted to it, and after a while she came forward to kiss me for a while, sometimes just a slapdash one, and sometimes a long kiss that lasted for a minute or two. I was also amused by her and wanted to try a little further contact. So, I indicated to my cousin again that I wanted to touch her breasts, and just as I was trying to find some reason to convince her, she agreed very readily, surprising me a little. Still, I took immediate action and slowly slipped my hand into her tiny tank top. My cousin’s breasts were very small, after all, she was still just a middle schooler, but they were already enough to make me feel aroused. Although I had a girlfriend in junior high school, at most I had only stayed at the kissing stage, because at that time I didn’t really like to do things like touching my breasts when there was a possibility of people finding out. So, this touching of my cousin’s breasts became my first contact with a girl’s breasts that were starting to develop. As I touched her slightly bulging breasts and her nipples that were starting to grow, and listened to her breathing that gradually became heavier due to her nervousness, I couldn’t help but think about having sex with my cousin someday. But it was obvious that it wasn’t the right time, my cousin was still young and my parents were at home, if I took action at that time, maybe my cousin wouldn’t refuse, but once I was found out, my end must be predictably miserable.
After that day, my cousin stayed at my house for five or six days, and every night, she and I would do some of these “activities”, but it was limited to breasts, and there was no deeper contact. However, the events of these days also laid the foundation for my cousin and I to engage in more intimate behavior in the future.
On the grandma’s side of the family, my cousin is the girl closest to me, while on the grandpa’s side of the family, the girl closest to me is my uncle’s cousin, Chill. Yes, I don’t like to call her cousin, and because I’ve been calling her that since I was a kid, my family has accepted my calling her that for a long time. Chill is two years older than me, and is the closest person of my age among the blood relatives in the grandfather’s side of the family, so every time I go back to my grandfather’s side of the family, I will always stay with Chill the longest time. Since my grandpa’s house, my uncle’s house and my aunt’s house are all in the remote and backward countryside with a harsh natural environment, I don’t like it very much, and I can even say that I hate going back to my grandpa’s house. Although I knew that my grandfather missed me, my family loved me, and there were always all kinds of chickens, ducks, geese, rabbits, pigs, cows, and sheep to eat every time I went back, it didn’t change my preconceived notions of what it was like to be there. The biggest, and almost the only, good thing I have about the place is that every time I go back, I get to see Chill.
Cold is not very tall, even after adulthood is only one meter six, but people are born very beautiful, very much like twins in the Ajiao. When I was a child, every time I went back to my grandfather’s house, and the cold will certainly play is to hold the family kitten, full of yard to find a place to play mom and dad and kitten game. Now I think about it, always feel very childish, but also very warm, maybe it was then childhood sweethearts, two little no guess let me and cold has been to maintain an extremely close relationship, and will not be like some of the family’s siblings, bored with each other, and even hooked up with each other.
My parents were both employed at a university, and through this convenient relationship, after graduating from high school, I was admitted to the school where my parents were employed. At that time, when I heard the news, all the unpleasantness in my head was thrown to the sky, the only thing left was excitement, and along with it, my academic performance also improved a lot in one fell swoop. The first exam after the start of the school year, my grades for the first time into the top two hundred in the whole grade, which for me this in the grade number of more than fifteen hundred in the province’s first high school of the ordinary class students, can be said to be a pretty good results, which makes my parents very happy, but also specially call cold to eat a meal at home together, following the kind of celebration is also regarded as a welcome dinner. After eating and chatting for a while, when we remembered to look at the watch, it was already 10:30 p.m., the school dormitory has been closed. Mother then suggested that cold stay in my house and I sleep together, probably because the childhood also once slept together, cold also readily agreed. Back to the house, I closed the door, then gladly a will be cold in the arms.
“Great, once you’re here this time, we’ll be able to see each other more often, we won’t have to see each other for two or three years like we used to!”
“Yes, otherwise how can I report here. By the way, you still have the nerve to say that you can only see each other once in two or three years, to say that blame, it’s not your fault, your father went back to our master’s home every year, why can’t you follow along back?”
“Hey, you also know, the home side of the environment is really poor a little bit, other okay, is to go to the toilet this piece is really disturbing, on a large number also have to watch a little behind there is no pig arch, really a little bit can not stand.”
“Pfft! See what you’re saying, and pig arching, as if you’ve been pig arching.”
“How could I have come up with this if it hadn’t almost come true? I’d never be able to look at myself again if the pig exploded behind me.”
“Haha, well, well, well, don’t say anything about pigs or not, just lie down, it’s not too early.”
“Yeah, sleep! Let’s go!” I said as I picked up Chill in my arms, Chill was startled, and after she let out a shriek, she hurriedly wrapped her arms around my neck.
“What are you doing you’re scaring me!” Chill said and patted my back vigorously.
“Carrying you to bed, why, if you don’t like me to carry you, I’m going to scatter.”
“Don’t you dare! How dare you try it? Let’s see if I still care about you from now on!”
I smiled and kissed Chill gently on the cheek and laid her down on the bed.
After turning off the lights, we both habitually continued to chat. I’m sure everyone has had the experience of lying down with someone you don’t regularly sleep with, it’s almost impossible not to have a good big chat. From academic performance to daily life, from family and friends to future plans, by the time we thought to get up and look at the time, it was already close to one in the morning.
“Oops, it’s so late, quickly stop talking first, hurry to sleep, there is plenty of time to chat later.” Said, cold wrapped his arms around me, closed his eyes and stopped talking.
“Wait, can you kiss me before you go to sleep?”
“Do as you’re told and go to sleep quickly.”
“No, I won’t let you sleep until you kiss me.”
“Hey, well, there’s really nothing I can do about you.” Chill couldn’t argue with me, so he gently kissed me on the cheek.
“No, it’s too light and unsatisfying.” I got up without relenting.
Chill opened her eyes and locked eyes with me for about five or six seconds before suddenly giving me a peck on the lips. “How about that, that’s okay this time, isn’t it? Go to sleep now.” After saying that, Chill closed her eyes and continued to sleep, leaving me dumbfounded with my heart beating wildly not knowing what to do or what to think, even my arms seemed to be trembling.
That night, I don’t even know how or when I fell asleep, only that I woke up the next day at 9:30 a.m. and Chill was no longer around.
Every Friday night since Chill came, my mother would have her come to my house before she went back on Sunday, and for two nights, Friday and Saturday, the two of us would sleep together. Every time we sleep together she falls asleep holding my arm, holding hands and hugging happens all the time, and the occasional kiss happens at night when it’s just the two of us. As the saying goes, people are happy when they are happy, and Chill’s arrival really refreshed my whole spirit. During that time, I could listen to almost every class at school with more than 90% of my attention, and the time I used to spend reading novels turned into running to the playground to play basketball and exercise. Before I sat in the house every day to study before the mid-term exams and developed the habit of staying in the house when I had nothing to do, and my weight kept increasing, but because of the basketball game again, the gradual emergence of the false fat back to strong. I know that my parents must have also felt the change in me after the arrival of the cold, and I have to continue to maintain the momentum of this good, in order to persuade my parents to continue to let the cold every week to come in order to maintain my good state of life. Good condition of life.
During that time, a female classmate in the class who was usually on good terms with me hinted to me the idea of wanting to go out, which I politely rejected, because at that time, there was only Chill in my heart, and even though it was a sister-brother relationship, I really had almost taken her as my girlfriend. I would love to talk to her about anything, whether it’s sharing happiness or suffering sadness. Luckily, my father often came home late due to business, and my mother was always very open about this, or rather she didn’t even think of my relationship with Chill in that way, so we were able to continue to maintain this intimate state without my parents seeing anything.
Our relationship took a step further one weekend that November.
On that Friday, my mother and father had business trips, but Chill still came to my house as usual. The two of us cooked and ate together, and sat on the bed together to watch TV. Because there is no longer the constraints of parents, we are more than usual can let go, watching TV I almost always in the cold behind her, and she also gladly accept my affection for her. Soon, already to eleven o’clock in the evening, we turned off the lights after the day to continue to chat, chatting, I will habitually put the cold in the arms, gently kissed her lips. Usually, whenever I kissed her, she would always passively accept it, but today, maybe because there were only the two of us in the house, Chill unexpectedly broke the mold and hugged me back, which made me very excited. So, I tried to use my tongue to open her teeth, unsurprisingly, she did not make a move to refuse, but quickly and my lips and tongue intertwined. After kissing for quite a while, the two of them parted their lips, and through the moonlight that shone into the room from the cracks in the curtains, I could clearly see that Chill’s face was visibly reddening, and myself, I guess I wasn’t much better. I looked at her, she looked at me, the two were speechless for a while. After looking at each other for a while, we silently kissed again again. This time, I tried to go further, my hand slowly climbing up one of her white rabbits through her nightgown. There was a very noticeable shudder in Chill’s body, and the hand that was clasped on my back grabbed me violently, but I didn’t sense any refusal on her part. Then, after her body relaxed, I pushed my hand into her shirt again. This time, Chill’s hand smacked me, but I didn’t stop, but increased the intensity of the kneading in my hand.
The intensity with which Chill hit me also gradually changed from small to large, and then from large to small, and finally slowly changed from slapping to caressing. I feel, today’s cold seems to be different than usual, before I also tried to touch her breasts, but she refused. But today she came to all these moves of mine, which made me feel a rush of excitement. I continued to push myself to a level I hadn’t reached before, and slowly unbuttoned Chill’s nightgown. Chill takes off her bra when she sleeps, so after unbuttoning her shirt, her upper body was on full display. After I continued to touch her a few times, I moved my mouth to Chill’s breasts and feasted on them. Chill’s breathing became heavier and heavier, her body gradually became flushed, and through her breasts, I could clearly feel her heart beating much faster than usual. Chill tightly gripped my hand on the side, panting hard, her fingers kept relaxing and tightening with my sucking movements. Gradually, there was almost nothing else in my mind but to keep exploring on my favorite girl.
Soon, the lower half of Chill’s clothes had also been removed by me, and my hand covered the patch of grass. Out of my surprise, Chill’s bottom was trimmed flat and flush, it was neat to touch, not overgrown like some women in adult movies. Before, my cousin was the only girl whose bottom I had touched, and Chill was the second. Compared to her cousin, Chill, who was already an adult, was noticeably bigger down there, but just as taut. My hand kept groping, hoping to find the clammy beads that I had only seen on the internet. In the process of searching, Chill’s breathing became fast and furious, and my hand could gradually feel the dampness coming from her bottom, which made me even more eager to find it. But in the end, haste is not enough to eat hot tofu, after searching for a long time, I still found nothing. I simply stopped searching deliberately, and continued stroking Chill while I kissed her again. Obviously, in my hands up and down, cold has also been moved, her hands continue to stroke in my body, to later simply directly removed my underwear, we finally came to the moment of nakedness. Chill’s hand also gradually began to move towards my lower body, when my little brother was held the moment, my brain was dizzy, almost about to spurt out. I hastily inhaled and lifted my anus in the way I seemed to be doing online, and it took all my strength to stop the desire to ejaculate. I stopped moving my hands and mouth, and Chill sensed the change in me and also stopped and locked eyes with me.
“Okay?”
“No can you still stop?”
“Guess not.”
“Then why are you asking questions.”
“It’s my first time.”
“Me too.”
“Does it matter if you don’t have that?”
“It’s okay, come on.”
“That’s better, get ready to get going.”
“Uh, you’re gentle.”
I held back the desire that was about to explode and slowly moved my brother to the entrance of Chill’s lower body. After rubbing for a while, Chill’s garden began to ooze again.
“Come on, what are you waiting for?”
“I’m afraid you’ll be too dry down there, and you’ll cry out in pain if I go straight in.”
“It’s okay, I can’t, come on.”
With Chill’s permission, I hurriedly aimed for the hole and squeezed hard inside. Along with my insertion, cold hands clenched tightly, eyebrows tightly knit, mouth also kept moaning. Before I read the Internet that virgins are very tight, I do not think so, personally practiced to realize that what they say is not true. Maybe because of the cold tension, her bottom kept contracting, again and again, making me feel some pain. After a lot of effort, I finally inserted the whole thing, but strangely enough, I did not feel the legendary hymen obstruction.
“I don’t know what’s going on, but it’s really my first time.” Chill seemed to see my confusion and explained it to me.
“It’s okay, I know a lot of women who usually break that by accident and don’t see red the first time.”
“That’s good to know, I’m better, try to move.”
I hastily leaned down on top of Chill and was about to try twitching when Chill whimpered.
“Ouch, it hurts, wait, you’re crushing my hair.”
“Ahhhh, it’s okay, I didn’t see it, don’t blame me.” I kissed Chill’s forehead in apology.
“Hairy hands and feet, also do not watch a little.” Chill kissed me back and after fixing her hair, she hugged me and said, “Move this time, slowly.”
So, I tried to start slowly thrusting, the first dozens of times, cold are frowning, expression looks a little painful, and I have always been very patient while one by one slow movement, while kissing her, hoping that she can enter the state as soon as possible. Speaking of which, perhaps also because of the slow rate of reason, the same is the first time I actually insisted on having seven or eight minutes still have not ejaculated out of the impulse. After a while, I feel cold body has gradually relaxed down, not only hands and feet no longer like before as tense, the following is not as tight as before, my thrust is no longer like before every in and out of a time is like over the mountains. So, I began to gradually speed up the frequency of movement, cold mouth has no longer cry out in pain, but like before when caressing began to breathe heavier, occasionally mixed with a hint of moaning. Gradually, the rate of my thrusting accelerated to about two times a second, Chill was already chanting non-stop, and I was on the verge of exploding.
“I’m almost there!”
“Uh-huh! Just go straight to …… and come straight in.”
I suddenly felt a shudder run through my entire back, and a violent spurt of virile semen came out. I could feel that this ejaculation was not at all comparable to what I had done with my own hand before, it was incomparably pleasurable. Each of my ejaculation was accompanied by a slight moan from Chill, until I ejaculated the last stream, my whole body fell on top of Chill’s body, and the two of them just lay still for quite a while.
“Chill.”
“What’s wrong?”
“I love you so much.”
“Me too, I love myself~ “
“Hmm? Playing me? Itchy skin isn’t it?” Saying that, I reached my hand to Chill’s armpit and started tickling her, making her beg for mercy.
“Ouch, ouch, ouch, I was wrong, I was wrong, stop it.”
“Okay, so tell me, do you still dare to tease me?”
“Don’t dare.”
“So do you love me.”
“Uh-huh.”
“What does ‘uh’ mean? I want to hear you say it.”
“Love you.”
“Say it in full.”
Chill looked at me and didn’t say another word, but instead just kissed me, taking a long time to separate.
“This time it’s okay, isn’t it? You’re a real piece of work.”
I dropped the up and down position and placed Chill on top of me. I wasn’t going to do it again, just hold her quietly and enjoy the bliss and coziness of the moment. Gradually, we both fell asleep in this peaceful atmosphere, and slept until the next morning. As expected, I was one step ahead of Chill in waking up. At some point, Chill’s body slid to my side, leaving only one side of her legs and arms still resting on my body. And what surprised me the most was that our lower bodies were still connected. Stroking Chill’s smooth body, both my desire and lower body gradually lowered their heads, and perhaps the gradual obviousness of the swelling feeling in my lower body made Chill wake up as well.
“What for, it’s early in the morning, stop it, want to talk about it at night.” Chill hit me and seemed to be trying to sleep.
“Look at the watch yourself, it’s already ten o’clock, why don’t you get up?” I said while slapping Chill’s face.
“Huh? Seriously, it’s so late, we have to get ready for lunch.” Chill hurriedly climbed up and started to get dressed. Unintentionally, Chill touched my still towering brother, blushed and said, “I’m sorry la, let me rest and rest during the day, I’ll be with you at night.”
“Well, you said it.”
I also got up and started getting dressed, and predictably, it must have been another beautiful day.
Ever since that one time with Chill, we’ve maintained that relationship for a long time afterward. We were still very close to our family, but when we were alone, it was a different story. Since that day, we caught two more occasions when my parents were away from home at the same time, once when the two of us took advantage of a vacation and went to my grandmother’s house together for a few days, and once when my father was away on a business trip and my mother was traveling with her unit. These two opportunities, naturally, will not be let go by us, both in my house, a great battle “300 rounds”. Usually there is no such opportunity, the two of us will go once or twice a month to find a hotel room in a district farther away from home, in order to solve the longing for each other. Regarding the relationship between the two of us in the future, at least up to that point, both of us unspokenly did not mention this sensitive topic. Because of the cold, Yan and cousin also have their own boyfriends, I have not been looking for a girlfriend, to other girls can not afford to be interested in, and even very good relationship with female classmates also just have a only. Most of the time, I just study and play ball in school, although the results are not as good as the masters of the competition class, but also basically remain in the two hundred to five hundred or so, has been relatively stable, is not enough to compare with the lower than the upper, which also makes my parents feel more satisfied.
In the blink of an eye, it is already the second semester of senior high school, I am about to usher in the baptism of the college entrance examination. Originally thought, this half a year will be in the boring study in the busy fleeting, but let me never expected is that the semester not long after the start of the school year, actually happened a let me and Yan’s relationship has changed dramatically again.
That night, it was already eleven o’clock, and I was already lying on my bed ready to sleep when I suddenly received a text message from Yeon to me. She told me that she and her boyfriend Jiang had a fight a few days ago, and although she wanted to make up now, Jiang wasn’t going to be with her anymore, and now she didn’t know what to do. To be honest, I didn’t really know how to comfort her because I didn’t have much experience regarding this kind of thing. My girlfriend from middle school and I got along peacefully and broke up peacefully, even if we quarreled at most we quarreled in the morning and made up at night, and didn’t make such a thing. I have been lying on the bed like this and Yeon texting, constantly persuading her, hoping that she can calm down. Before, because I and Yan’s relationship, I and Jiang also met, and the relationship is very good. Jiang is a very righteous person, to Yean is also very good, only the temper is more rapid. Such a person, the usual anger may soon be able to subside, but if it is endured for a long time, once the outbreak is almost irretrievable situation. At that time, in my opinion, the two of them almost no possibility of reconciliation, or almost no Jiang re-promise Yeon and the possibility of reconciliation. I told Yeon all of my thoughts originally, and after a while, I didn’t receive any more text messages from Yeon. Just when I was a little anxious and wanted to call her, Yeon’s text message sent over, “I’m going to his house to talk to him properly, wish me luck.”
I was a little stunned for a moment, not realizing that Yeon would actually make such a decision.
“Don’t be silly, with his temper, there’s no point in you going now except to freeze out there for an hour or two.”
“At least I’m going to try, don’t worry about me.”
But it was impossible for me not to care about her. Yeon’s parents rent in a far away district due to their work, in order for Yeon to go to school conveniently, then let Yeon stay in the home near the school. The good thing is that Yeon has been a relatively independent girl since childhood, so living on her own is not too much of a problem. But a girl, in the middle of the night at twelve o’clock alone out of the house, how I can not rest assured. It just so happens that I have been to Jiang’s home with a few of my friends who grew up with me and Yan before, and I know his home address. So, after thinking for a while, I made a decision. I got dressed and left a note for my parents, telling them that there was some trouble between Yeon and her boyfriend, and that I was going to check on her, and asked them not to tell Yeon’s parents. With the relationship between the two of us, I was sure that my parents would understand my move after seeing it.
Walking out of the house, there was a somewhat unusual flurry of light snow outside, and the ground had been quietly covered with a thin layer of snowflakes. I took a taxi straight to Jiang’s home, along the way, already arrived Yeon is still sending me text messages, one of which is Jiang sent to her very dry rejection of the text message. Through the cell phone screen, I can almost imagine Yeon’s helpless and even desperate appearance downstairs at Jiang’s house.
Since it was the middle of the night, there weren’t a lot of cars on the road, and it only took ten minutes to get to my destination. I hurriedly ran over towards Jiang’s house, and from afar I could see Yeon squatting downstairs, holding her shoulders as if she was thinking about something. I hesitated for a long time between going over and not going over, and finally decided to let her be alone for a while, and after she stabilized a little bit, then I went to meet her and send her home.
I had just walked around a corner when I was surprised to get a call from Jiang.
“Hey, Cloud? It’s me.”
“I know, why are you calling me at this hour?”
“Did you know about Yeon and I splitting up?”
“Only that you had a quarrel. What, it’s impossible to make up?”
“It’s not going to happen, she and I don’t fit together at all, and even if we make up, we’re going to be more quarrelsome than happy in the future.”
“Well, that’s between you and her, so I won’t comment on it.”
“She’s downstairs at my house right now, can you come and take her home? It’s not safe for her to go back by herself in the middle of the night.”
“Don’t you still care about her?”
“Just out of basic humanity as a human being.”
“I’m downstairs at your house right now, and I’ll take her back when she’s slowed down.”
My words seemed to make Jiang freeze for a moment, and it took a few seconds before she resumed, “No wonder she’s always saying how nice you are to her, I’ve really seen it this time.”
“It’s okay, I wouldn’t have come if it wasn’t so late.”
“Brother Yun, don’t blame me.”
“What’s wrong with that? If it doesn’t work out, then let’s split up. It’s not a divorce, and it’s not because you’ve done anything wrong to her. Besides, we’re only a few years old, so there’s no harm in experiencing more.”
“That’s good, then she’s in your hands.”
After about twenty minutes, I saw Yeon standing up, looking ready to go back. I was about to go after him when Yeon’s text message came through: “Looks like we’re really done for, he’s too desperate.”
“Are you okay now?”
“Rather dead.”
I was texting with her while walking towards her. While walking, I got a call from Yeon.
“Hey, what’s up, why don’t you text and call.”
“There’s a guy behind me all the time and I’m a little scared. Don’t be surprised if I say anything.” Yeon said while running.
I couldn’t help but cry a little, but thinking about it, a girl alone outside in the middle of the night, with someone behind her all the time, anyone would be scared.
“Stop running and look back.”
“Huh? What did you say?”
“I said stop running and see for yourself who’s back there.”
Yeon stopped running and looked back before she saw me with my cell phone walking towards her. I walked up to her and dusted off the little bit of snowflakes that had fallen on her head and said, “Well, are you dead in the water now? Like I said, there’s no point in you coming except to freeze out there for a while if you do.”
Yeon stared at me for a while before suddenly jumping into my arms and letting out a loud cry. I could only hold her and pat her back, hoping that she would slow down quickly. Yeon cried for a while before quieting down, I wanted to open my mouth to say something but was violently blocked back by Yeon’s lips. My whole person froze in place, did not think that Yeon would actually make such a move to, since the understanding, the two of us, although we have also had the behavior of holding hands and hugging, but that is completely out of the feelings between friends and siblings. Kissing like today, I didn’t even think about it. I hesitated to push her away, but when I thought about it, right now she was at her most vulnerable and in need of a hug and care, and if I did that again, I really didn’t know what would happen to her. So, I put my heart on the line and hugged her as well, kissing her back.
After about a minute or so, Yeon seemed to be a little out of breath, which made him let go of me.
“Older brother, I didn’t think you’d actually come.”
“If you don’t come, are you still going to let yourself cry outside while you freeze?”
“It’s true that you still love me the most, my oldest brother is the best.”
“Who made you my sister, I definitely have to love you. Besides, after taking so much advantage of you as a child, it can’t be for nothing, can it?” For some reason, the scene of Yeon and I fondling each other in kindergarten when we were kids suddenly came to my mind.
“What are you talking about you, bad.” Yeon was a little embarrassed, burying her head in my arms and kept pounding me. We hugged like this for a while longer, I looked at my watch, it was already past one o’clock in the middle of the night, luckily the next day was a Sunday and school wasn’t in session, otherwise by the time it was time for class, 80% of them would be sleeping.
“Yeon, it’s too late, let me take you home.”
“Are you doing anything tomorrow?”
“No. Why?”
“Will you come home with me and have a drink?”
“Are you sure? I don’t remember you being very drinkable.”
“Sure, I really want to drink it.”
“Okay, but where are you going to get a drink this late?”
“I have it at home, I bought it at night.”
“Okay, back to your house then.”
As luck would have it, just as we walked down the street, a cab happened to pass by. The driver was nosy and asked about our relationship. I told him we were brother and sister, and that we were taking advantage of the weekend to come over to a friend’s house, so he didn’t ask any more questions.
When I arrived at Yeon’s house, I caught a glimpse of a pocketful of canned beer on the table. By the looks of it, she had already prepared to have a drink tonight, only now there was an extra me. Yeon pulled me to sit down at the table, opened a can for me and opened one herself, tilted her head back and started drinking heavily. Seeing her like this, I didn’t want to stop her, and waited for her to finish this big gulp before asking her, “Don’t you know that you should eat something when you drink?”
“Don’t want to eat, just drink.”
“That’s fine, tomorrow is fine anyway, so I’ll drink with you.” I know with her current state, persuade her anything will not listen, why not just accompany her to get drunk properly once, when waking up may be much better. Moreover, since I’m about to face the college entrance exams, I’m under a lot of pressure to study, and Chill hasn’t come to my house since the beginning of the school year, so I think it’s not bad to take this opportunity to relax a little bit.
So, I and Yeon so a can after a can to drink. My usual amount of alcohol in general, beer, then up to six or seven bottles of the look, Yeon is to drink a two or three bottles to face the head, a woman born half a catty wine this sentence, in her body does not seem to apply. Yeon bought a total of twenty cans this time, I even doubt that this is not her own carry to the home. In this way, the two people who have something on their minds do nothing, is to drink to, I do not know when, I lost consciousness, but I vaguely feel as if someone to assist me to the bed.
After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, I was awakened by the sunlight coming through a crack in the curtains. I rubbed my eyes and suddenly realized that someone was lying on my shoulder. When I took a closer look, it was a naked Yeon, leaning her whole body against my side, with one hand still resting on my chest. Looking at Yeon’s lower body which still looked a bit messy, I couldn’t help but be a bit confused, I had no idea how all this happened last night. I stared blankly at the ceiling, not knowing what was going through my mind, until Yeon beside me woke up as well.
“What are you thinking about, old man?”
“What’s going on here? I don’t even remember what happened after I drank it.”
Yeon sat up and pursed her lips in a smile that was coquettish and somewhat devious.
“Last night I suddenly wanted to have that with you, and it just so happened that you were drunk and didn’t say no, and then it happened.”
“You’ve got a lot of nerve.”
“You were so nice to me last night, I had to do something to show my appreciation. Anyway, except for the last step, my whole body is not a stranger to you, and I’m willing to come with you for a while. What, is it hard to think that you don’t think it’s enough for me to do that?”
“That’s not true, I’m not a decent person, if you take the initiative to offer yourself, I’m sure to come and go.” I said while touching Yeon’s smooth body.
“Hmph, I knew you weren’t any good.” Yeon pouted and smacked me before smiling and laying back on my shoulder.
“What a pity, such a good looking sister, I actually have no memory of what I did last night, it’s really a pig in a poke eating ginseng fruit.”
“What? Still want it?” A teasing smile appeared on Yeon’s face as her hand slid towards my lower body.
“My C? I haven’t even moved you yet, and you ninny even took the initiative on it?” I said as I rolled over and pinned Yeon down, kissing her hard on the lips. Yeon seemed to enjoy the feeling of being dominated, and as I touched her white rabbit and garden, her hands hooked around my neck. I kept kissing her lips, her neck, and her breasts; Yeon seemed to be a little carried away, kissing randomly on my face. Gradually, I could already feel that Yeon’s lower body had begun to become moistened, and my bottom became harder and harder. I felt that the time had come, so I took hold and aimed at Yeon’s lower body, and simply rubbed it a few times before consistently entering.
“Ah!” Yeon let out a moan that was tinged with pain and also pleasure.
“How’s it going? Still comfortable?” I stopped moving for fear of hurting her.
“It’s okay, much better than when I first came in yesterday. When I touched that thing of yours when I was a kid, it felt like a little worm, I didn’t realize it had grown so big now, like it was going to eat someone.”
“What, was I rough yesterday?”
“Nonsense, you’re drunk enough to know what it means to be gentle and considerate, huh?”
“I can’t force myself on you if you don’t drag me to bed.”
“What do you mean I dragged you to bed, it’s so annoying, it’s a dog’s mouth.”
“Ha, I don’t just don’t spit out ivory, I don’t eat people without spitting out bones either.” Saying that, I started charging up on Yeon’s body. Perhaps because the two people had already entered the state of affairs, the speed of my thrusting was extraordinarily fast, and Yeon’s body looked very sensitive, hugging me and chanting non-stop, and it didn’t take long for me to have a small leak.
“Ah …… ah …… old man, you’re so good, I’ve never had it so good with him!”
“Ha! Ha! As much as I love it when you compliment me, let’s not mention anyone else when we’re doing it.”
“Uh, okay, I’m yours for the day, whatever you want.”
“I just want you to vent and have a good time.”
“Ah, I’m cool! I’m cool, I’m so …… cool! Brother, you’re so good!”
“And I can take care of you and help you study, ha! And also let you have a good vent to satisfy you when you’re depressed, am I not considered an all-round brother!”
“Ah …… yes …… you’re the best old brother …… I love you! Ah!”
“Good girl, I love you too!”
“Older brother, faster, I want …… to come!”
“I’m getting close too! Whew! Do I shoot outside or inside?”
“Ah! Ri …… ah! Inside! It’s okay for a couple days! Shoot it in! Older brother! Come all the way in. I want you! I want you! I …… ah! AH!!!” With my last dozens of violent thrusts, Yeon leaked out in a scream. Being impacted by her love juice, I couldn’t continue to hold back either, and my semen leaked out in a single stream, all of it pouring into Yeon’s flower room.
We both held each other for a while to catch our breath and sort of come back to our senses. Yeon touched my face with a lot of love in her eyes, and I kissed her from time to time to tell her how I felt.
“Older brother, will I be your girlfriend.”
“Girlfriend?”
“Yeah, now that I look at it, you’re still the best for me and I like you the best.”
“Aren’t you my girlfriend now? We’ve been in a relationship since over ten years ago, right?”
“It’s just nice and annoying.”
“But in advance, I think you’re still thinking this way more because you don’t have anything to fall back on, and now I’m the one who’s by your side. If you have a boy you like in the future, just go ahead and have sex with him, it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter if you’re my girlfriend or my sister, I’ll be good to you.”
“Maybe, I know it probably did come on impulse, but at least now, I really love you so much.”
“So do I.”
“Hey, by the way, I see that this is not your first time at all, right, skillful. Didn’t you not have that with your date in middle school? I didn’t hear you have a girlfriend in high school either.”
Yeon’s question froze me and I didn’t know how to answer. So far, I’ve only had this kind of relationship with Chill and Yeon, but whether or not Yeon would be able to accept what Chill and I had done, I wasn’t at all sure in my heart. After all, boys and girls think differently, if a boy hears about this, he might just simply think it’s awesome or have some envy; but what would a girl think, would she think I’m a big lecher, incestuous man or something like that, I have no idea at all.
“What’s wrong? Is it hard to say?”
“I’m afraid you’ll look down on me after I tell you.”
“How come? Is it out looking for a lady?”
“No.”
“About?”
“No.”
“Cannon …… Cannonball?”
“Neither.”
“What’s that? You’re quick to stop selling, I promise, I won’t think less of you, and I won’t tell anyone, so that’s always reassuring, isn’t it?”
“Okay. It’s …… it’s …… it’s with me …… my sister.”
“Huh? Your sister?”
“Well, my uncle’s cousin, who you’ve met at my house before.”
“Is it …… Sister Chill?”
“Uh-huh.”
“No wonder you’re so close to her, so it’s because of such a relationship.” Yeon hemmed and hawed as if she finally caught me in the act.
“Don’t you smile like that, like a weird uncle.”
“You’re the weird uncle, luring me, a little loli, to be eaten by you willingly.”
“You’re still a loli?” I grabbed a hand on Yeon’s breasts “Feel yourself, do you look like a loli? You don’t know what size you are?” The result was a chirp from Yeon and a pair of blank stares.
“Right, right, don’t digress, how did you and Sister Cold get together? How did such a beautiful person willingly follow you?”
“Putting that aside for a moment, don’t you think our relationship …… is a little …… bit incestuous?”
“What’s wrong with that? In ancient times, there were a lot of siblings with the same father and mother who got married. Besides, you two are not going to get married and have children, anyway, I don’t think there is any problem. I’ve been calling you brother all along, and wasn’t it also fucked by you?”
“Haha, that’s a good point. Let’s go, take a shower, I just got all sweaty.” I didn’t wait for Yeon to agree, so I copied her in my arms.
“Come on, I’ll play princess hug too.” After saying that, he walked into the bathroom amidst Yeon’s small grumbles and gentle pounding.
Turning on the shower head, we both stood under the water scrubbing each other down and also kissing every now and then. After a while, naturally, both of us soon became aroused again. Yeon squatted down and took my little brother in one bite, which couldn’t help but make me shiver with pleasure. Speaking of which, Chill doesn’t always play oral sex for me, and I’m not willing to force her, I just let her go with her own mood. Even though we’ve been good for over a year, it wasn’t until last year, after we’ve both been good for a year, that I enjoyed her service for the first time. Yeon’s violent, almost to let me ejaculate, I hastily “breathlessness, collect the mind,” only to be able to stop. Yeon’s technique is not very skillful, just keep gulping my dick, there is no other teasing action, but this already let me enough excitement. I stroked Yeon’s hair, enjoying her service, the heart of the indescribable satisfaction.
Gradually, I realized that Yeon’s movements were much slower and it looked like she should be tired. I helped her up and placed her on the counter by the bathtub, and moved my mouth to her lower body.
“Ah, what are you doing?”
“You’ve sucked my cock, I’m sure I have to lick you too, come on, spread your legs.”
Embarrassed, Yeon blocked her face with her hands, but her legs obediently parted.
I started by gently licking near the roots of her thighs, and then slid around the periphery of the garden in a circle, Yeon’s skin here seemed to be very sensitive, and every time I touched her, I elicited a soft moan from her. I moved around for about four or five minutes before shifting my target to the most important piece of the position. I had only just nudged Yeon’s hole with my tongue, causing Yeon to twitch, and I couldn’t help but be startled.
“What, so sensitive? First time a boy licked you down there?”
Yeon nodded with a red face.
“Well then, old brother will let you feel good and comfortable today.”
Every time I did it with Chill before, I would often give Chill a mouth for a while, after all, compared to men, women are relatively slower to enter the state. Moreover, I always thought that I was the one who took greater advantage of what I did with her, so doing so, I was kind of willing to do so. Yeon hadn’t been licked down there before, which surprised me, but in a way, I was kind of taking away a different kind of first time for her. Soon, Yeon was already being eaten by me in waves, and every time my tongue rolled, licked or thrust, it would be accompanied by a few drops of nectar splashing out from Yeon’s garden. At this time, Yeon has been unable to speak, just use legs tightly clamped my back, tense body, face as red as blood. Maybe because she was still not used to being licked for the first time, with one of my vigorous sucking on her clitoris, a violent stream of spring water shot out from Yeon’s garden, and before I could react, the second, third, and fourth streams followed one after another, and the successive impacts even collapsed my mouth a bit numb. I couldn’t help but be shocked and delighted, shocked because this was the first time I witnessed what looked like a “blowjob”, and delighted because I actually let Yeon have such an experience, which made me very proud. At this point, I just wanted to see Yeon’s reaction: she was sitting paralyzed, her eyes staring blankly at the roof, her mouth wide open, gasping for air, and it took a long time for her to come to her senses. I sat in the tub and took her in my arms.
“How’s that for comfort?”
“Well, I’ve never been more comfortable, thank you, old man.”
“You’ve given me your man, so how can I make you feel good about it, no?”
Yeon leaned her head on my shoulder and slid her hand down.
“What are you going to do then? You’re still hard here, let me help you too.”
“Oh! Nee-san you’ve recovered, haven’t you? Recover and get to the main course.” I held Yeon on my lap and entered consistently with the lubrication of love juice.
“Ah! What are you going to do, you don’t know to remind people.” Yeon, who was suddenly attacked, couldn’t help but pout.
“Remind me or not, don’t I have to go in there? Don’t say it’s useless, just tell me if you like it.”
“Well, like.”
“Then get ready, I’m going to start ah.” I picked up Yeon’s waist, up and down to do the piston movement, Yeon wrapped her arms around my neck, enjoying my impact, the bathroom is full of spring ……
Time flies, in the blink of an eye, my younger two cousins have also gone through the college entrance exams, and I will soon be a junior in college is preparing to do a lot of things in another city as an exchange student. In these two years, I got into the city’s best in the national ranking of the university is also very top; Yeon got into a university in Jiangnan, and in the second year of college have their new boyfriend; cold undergraduate graduation, in the city of a size of the company is not small to find a job income is not bad. But the one thing that hasn’t changed is that both of them haven’t broken off their relationship with me. Chill, needless to say, spent a lot more time together during my first year of college because we were both still fairly free. Even in the second year when she was very busy with graduation and internships, we always had the chance to meet up alone once or twice a month. Moreover, because she started working, Chill also rented a house near her unit, which saved us from having to look for a hotel every time. Yeon every vacation back, will look for me to go out to play, by the way, open a room to fight a big one. Moreover, the winter vacation of the freshman year we both went out on a separate trip, and the consecutive five or six cohabitation let us both do not know how many offspring left in the hotel bed. After she had a new boyfriend, I had thought that my relationship with her was over, but after she came back from vacation, she still looked for me to go out and sleep with her a few times, just as she had the year before. I once couldn’t help but ask her why she was like that, and she gave me the answer: “She and I are just objects now, not a couple. Besides, even if I’m married, you’re still the heaviest in my heart, and I’ll still look for you unless you stop letting me.”
These words can not help but let me moved, that night unreservedly put the whole body on her body. As for her boyfriend, I don’t want to care, also can’t care, can only say a word of apology to this brother, after all, buddies and Yeon fall in love with eighteen years earlier than you.
As for the cousin, was admitted to a university located in a coastal city in this province, although not a prestigious school, but compared to her usual medium grades, can also be considered to make the family satisfied. After applying for volunteers, cousin proposed to my home side to play, because then there is no thing, uncle and aunt did not stop her, then let her come by herself. However, after my cousin came, I did not have the opportunity to sleep in the same bed with her. The reason is very simple, my father was sent abroad by the unit, may not be able to come back for the New Year, the original double bed was empty half, cousin came, naturally, to sleep with my mother. The first week of the cousin’s arrival passed uneventfully.
The next week, we suddenly got the news that Grandma and Grandpa were coming to my house, which made me very happy. Because the big bed in my parents’ room was big enough to lie down for three people, these three people would eighty percent be my mother and grandma and grandpa, then, naturally, my cousin would come to my bed and sleep with them. Thinking of this, I was so happy that my mouth was a little crooked. Yeon was away at school, while Han was sent by his unit to help out at a new store in a neighboring province, and has been gone for more than a month now. That is to say, I have not tasted meat for dozens of days, suddenly my cousin can actually sleep with me again, even if I can’t play for real, a small vent of energy should still be no problem. Because before, there was a time when I was on vacation back to my grandma’s house for New Year’s Eve, I got the chance to be a bit more intimate with my cousin. That night, because my aunt and uncle were out of town on business, my cousin was the only one at home, so I was “obliged” to go to her house to sleep with her. That night, my cousin performed oral sex on me for the first time in her life. I didn’t try to take the final step of removing her first redness, but made a date with her that we would do it again after she had her first time with her boyfriend and was no longer a virgin. I don’t know if she still retains her first time now, but I think it still wouldn’t be a problem if I just let her use her mouth to help me out.
The day my grandma and grandpa came over, I watched football all night until the afternoon when my cousin woke me up. Since it was summer, we were both wearing very little. I slept in nothing but a pair of panties all over my body, while my cousin was in a loose pink pajama top. Talking face to face with my cousin soon made me a little horny. I took a chance and slammed a kiss on my cousin’s lips, who froze for a moment, but then instead of being upset, returned the favor. I was delighted to see this, and took my cousin in my arms and kissed her painfully. At first, my cousin was still a bit reserved, but soon stopped worrying about anything and hugged me back. It lasted for about a minute before the two separated. I was about to do it again when my cousin stopped me.
“You don’t now, they don’t know when they will come back, you have counter should not be good anymore. If you want to do something, wait until the evening, okay?”
“Oh? What do you do at night?”
“Just don’t make too much noise.”
“Well, that seems like how I’m not going to lose out, well, then I’ll let you go for now.” After saying that, I gave my cousin another hard kiss on the lips before releasing her.
At night, as I had previously thought, my mother and grandma and grandpa slept in the king-size bed in my mother’s bedroom, while my cousin and I slept in the bed in my bedroom. Grandma and Grandpa were a little hesitant at first, whether it was appropriate for a pair of men and women who were both adults to sleep in the same bed, which made me slightly nervous, but was persuaded by my mother with the argument that Chill and I slept together all the time, and that it was no big deal for siblings to be in the same bed. At this point, all I wanted to do was sing the song “Only a good mother in the world”.
After nightfall, I waited until the outside lights were off then I wrapped my arms around the lamb beside me and chewed on it, my cousin catered to me as she had few scruples. I from the mouth to the chest, and then to the last gate, slowly touch down. Cousin obviously not very experienced, just passively accept my caresses, half remembered to also back to hold my parting. Cousin’s breasts are very small, that is, an A cup, no matter compared to Chill or Yeon, are more than a little bit smaller, but for me now, A is also already enough, after all, there is much better than not. After stroking each other for a while, I offered to let my cousin contain me for a while, which she obediently did. I was digging her pussy while chatting with her, “How’s it going? Still living with your boyfriend now?”
“Sort of split up, he went to a school in Guangzhou, and I’m too far away, even if it’s a peaceful breakup.”
“So did you do it with him?”
“Well, there was so much stress before the exams that he brought it up with me and I didn’t object, so I gave it to him.”
“Does that mean I can …… hmmm?”
“Well, yeah, it was promised before, I didn’t forget.”
“And when can I? You name a time.”
“I’ll promise if you’ll go shopping with me tomorrow.”
“You mean find a room somewhere after shopping?”
“Well, there are too many adults in the house to have any time at all, so you’ll just have to do it if you want to.”
I didn’t expect my cousin to actually agree so quickly, I couldn’t help but feel a rush of excitement in my heart, and my lower body already had the intention to ejaculate.
“So, is it okay if I cum in your mouth?”
“Well, just cum, you’re containing it anyway, I’ll have to brush my teeth later anyhow, so cum if you want to.” My cousin said as she increased the speed of her gulping. I no longer held back the desire to cum, soon, with a long sigh, I exploded in my cousin’s mouth. My cousin seemed to be startled by my outburst, and a dry heaving was followed by a few coughs, which even coughed up a lot of semen on my legs.
“Are you okay?”
“Annoying, you should have told me before you shot it, scared me, wasn’t prepared at all.”
My cousin wiped her mouth, then rolled out of bed and went to brush her teeth. When she came back, she told me that she still had to go shopping tomorrow, so she’d better rest early, so I didn’t continue with her, and the two of us fell into a deep sleep together.
The next day, my cousin and I went out shopping together as promised. Speaking of which, a woman’s physical strength while shopping really amazes and even frightens men, and my cousin, who usually looks very delicate, was much stronger in shopping than I am, a person who participates in sports games year after year. Cousin seems to see that I have some anxiety and impatience, then with a little teasing said: “Do not be upset, a moment you want to do what you want to do with you still not well?”
“That’s what you said, so don’t go into the house and do this and that again.”
“Well, as I said, words are puppies.”
With my cousin’s promise, I was able to get my spirits back up.
Finally, after five or six hours of shopping, my cousin finally said that she had shopped almost enough and could be at my disposal. So, I took her into a pretty good environment of the Express Hotel, ready to start getting back my due “pay”.
As soon as I entered the house, I closed the curtains, and then I eagerly pressed my cousin against the wall, and while kissing her fiercely, I undressed both of us, and she also cooperated with me, letting me strip off her clothes one by one. Soon, the two of us were naked. I was about to make my next move when my cousin stopped me, “I’ve been walking all day, I’m covered in sweat, let’s take a shower first.”
“Well, okay, you can’t run away anyway.”
I went into the bathroom and when the water was running almost hot, I went out and pulled my cousin in as well.
Standing under the shower head, I kissed my cousin all over her body while slowly moving my fingers around her garden, sliding them back and forth at the entrance of the hole, then going deeper and thrusting them back and forth, soon making my cousin gasp. I saw that the time was almost right, so I sunk my body slightly, and after finding the right position, I shot into the hole. My cousin, who had already been teased by me, just moaned and hugged my neck tightly. I picked up one of her legs and coiled it around my waist, and I thrust vigorously. Ever since I took my cousin’s first kiss for the first time, I realized that every time I made out with her, she would like it if I acted a little rough, even violent. I once asked her why, and the answer she gave me was that she thought it was very passionate. So, naturally, I can’t “live up” to my cousin’s expectations, and the roughest in and out might be her favorite way.
Facts proved that my choice did not go wrong, under my vigorous piston movement, my cousin moaned repeatedly, her face became more and more flushed, and the strength of her limbs holding me grew. Gradually, my cousin began to be a little unable to stand, and kept shaking. Seeing this, I pushed her against the wall in order to keep her balanced. My cousin’s moans grew louder and louder, and I couldn’t help but start to want to flirt with her.
“How was it? Comfortable?”
“Mmmm …… comfortable …… comfortable ……”
“Like it or not?”
“Like …… like …… like …… like ……”
“Will you still let me on later?”
“Let …… let!”
“Is the Lord not active?”
“No main …… not active ……”
“Hmm?” When I saw this, I tightened my grip on my cousin’s waist and thrust as hard as I could, making her beg for mercy.
“Ah …… ah …… I initiate …… initiative …… initiative …… “
I smiled in satisfaction, which brought the speed back down so that she could continue to enjoy my thrusts. During that time, I changed positions a few more times, in order to make myself last a little longer. And in the end, I managed to hold on until the moment when my cousin came to her climax, no longer being able to tell who actually erupted first, only remembering that the two of them reached the top together with one chanting and the other roaring lowly amidst the sound of water. I hugged my cousin and sat down on the ground together, letting the water rushing down over my head.
“Sis, is it cool?”
“Don’t ask me, I don’t want to talk.” My cousin murmured, leaning her head against my chest, looking weak. I didn’t force her to do anything else when I saw this, and just sat with her as she recovered her strength. Speaking of which, I didn’t have a lot of experience having sex standing up before, and no matter if it was with Chill or Yeon, both of them could cooperate with my movements very well, so comparatively speaking, this time when I did it standing up with my inexperienced cousin, the physical exertion could be said to be very great. After sitting for a full four or five minutes, I was able to recover most of my strength. I wiped my cousin clean of all the water and carried her to the bed. I wanted to reload and fight again, but I realized that my cousin had already fallen asleep from exhaustion, so I smiled helplessly and had to call it quits. While my cousin fell asleep, I was brushing WeChat and Weibo.
This sleep went on for almost two hours before my cousin sort of woke up. I patted her butt and said, “Had enough sleep? If you don’t get up, it’s going to be dark.”
“It’s not because of you, why do you make so much effort, it’s only the second time I’ve done it.”
“Don’t you always like it when I’m a little harder on you, a little harder? Besides, I didn’t see you get upset when I was so hard just now.
“You’ve got me so confused, how can I tell what the hell you’re talking about ……”
“Ha, so in other words, you’re not still enjoying yourself.”
“Net strong words.” My cousin said as she twisted my arm.
After that, my cousin stayed at my house for another half month, during which time she and I went out together twice more. Although each time ended with me winning, my cousin lasted longer and longer, making me more satisfied and at the same time marveling at my cousin’s ability to adapt.
But that being said, at least so far, this is the first and only time my cousin and I have spent together. A few months after my cousin went to college, she found her own boyfriend. And since she and I rarely stayed in the same city and had very few opportunities, I didn’t think much of doing it with her again. Our brother-sister relationship, however, still remains very good. Maybe one day, my cousin and I will “re-catch up”, but that’s in the future.
After the start of my junior year of college, I went to another school as a year-long exchange student, as I mentioned before, accompanied by a few of my classmates. When I first arrived, everything was pretty normal. Like a new student, I followed my seniors or classmates to familiarize myself with the school, go through the procedures, and meet some new friends and teachers. Just as my life was starting to enter a new orbit, I learned the news I didn’t want to hear: Chill had a boyfriend.
This news was told to me by my mother. Previously, in the WeChat’s circle of friends, I had already seen some hints, only that when I asked about it, Chill had always given me a negative answer. This time, I asked my mother when I saw that the other person had bought her a ring in the circle of friends, and realized that Chill did indeed have a boyfriend. From the time I learned that the beginning of a few days, my whole person is muddled, do what have no interest, whether it is a class, play ball or play computer, are like a machine. My friends asked me what was wrong, I could only use the body is not comfortable, the spirit of insufficient to excuse the past.
I didn’t call or tweet Chill because I didn’t know what to say, and I thought it might be a good choice to stop mentioning these things to her. She was about to embark on her new life and I had to learn to face the days without Chill. That’s right, ever since Chill got admitted here in college, she and I have already spent four years as if we were a couple, and in my heart, she has almost never been an older sister to me, but my girlfriend. Even though Yeon and I had been nominal boyfriend and girlfriend for a semester before, our actual relationship was no different from when we were brother and sister. Sometimes, I even felt that this “relationship” between me and Yeon was a bit like a child’s playground. I and Yeon’s relationship can perhaps be described as marvelous: there is no blood relationship, the family also like each other very much, but we both seem to have no intention of marrying each other. Yeon is very good to me, and I love her very much, but in my mind, she’s still more of a sister – except in bed. In comparison, my relationship with Chill, or you could say my feelings for Chill, was far less simple. Though it had been agreed before that the relationship between the two of us didn’t delay each of us from finding a boyfriend or girlfriend. I also understand that cold ultimately will not belong to me, she will eventually have their own husbands, can not break the blood relationship destined we can not be with each other to old age. For cold have a boyfriend thing, I have thought before, also have some psychological preparation, but when this day really come, I still feel very sad.
After that, Chill brought her boyfriend home and had a meal with many of her family members, including my parents and her parents, and most of them were more than satisfied with the man who had a very good appearance, good conversation, good grooming, and a good job. Only the mother felt a little puzzled, he had said before that he was a bachelor and hadn’t been in a relationship for some time, but according to Chill, his home was well-organized, not at all like the home of a celibate man. My mother had once mentioned this when she was on the phone with me, but being in a period of sadness I didn’t pay much attention to it.
Soon, my close classmates and friends learned of my abnormality, and although they couldn’t ask what was wrong with me, they all tried to cheer me up. In the meantime, just in time for my birthday, several of my roommates, along with the classmates who had swapped over with me, organized a small birthday party for me, which restored my mood and state of mind quite a bit. I’m very grateful to these friends, after all, as I grow older, the number of good friends is getting smaller and smaller. After all, as I get older, I have fewer and fewer good friends. It still makes me feel very warm to be cared for by so many people in a new environment.
One day, I didn’t have class in the morning and was sitting in front of my computer watching the news. Suddenly, my cell phone rang and it was Chill calling.
“Hello.”
“Cloud, are you okay?”
“Uh-huh.”
“I-I didn’t mean to not tell you.”
“I know.”
“……” Chill was a little silent.
“Is he good to you?”
“Well, it was good for me.”
“Just be nice.”
“I’m sorry, Cloud, I ……”
“There is nothing to apologize for, didn’t we say it before, not to delay each other to find male and female friends. If you feel tired of it then end such a relationship, we are still siblings. Look at me, wasn’t I also in a relationship with Yeon before?”
“That’s different! It’s not like you and Yeon are going to get married.” Chill’s voice snapped up a bit, seeming a bit agitated.
“Okay, okay, I’m really okay.”
“I don’t believe it, I still think about you at times now that I have him, I just don’t believe that you’re going to be okay at all.”
“Sis.”
It was just one word, but it silenced both men at the same time.
I can’t remember the last time I called her sister, maybe it was the first time I met her and the elders made me do it; maybe it was when I was a child and called her by her first name and was forced to do so by my parents. But to voluntarily spit the word out to her from my mouth was perhaps the first time in both of our memories.
“Sister, we both understand, you and I can not get married, so sooner or later will come, the difference is just you first or I first find the problem. Now your side is basically a done deal, the family did not say it is okay? I have to go over there even if I have things to do, not to mention that I’m really much better now.” After I said those words, I closed my eyes, tears silently flowing down from them. I really love Cold, but I can’t hold her back, I can’t let her think about me while she’s getting happiness.
“Then I’ll take that as a sign of faith, promise me you’ll be good too.” There was more than a hint of crying in Chill’s voice as well.
“Well, I will.”
“Cloud.”
“What’s wrong?”
“You must believe me, too; I have loved you really and truly, no less than you have loved me.”
“Well, I believe it, I really do.”
“Well, then, I’ll hang up.”
“Hang up, bye.”
The beeping on the phone sounded like a complete blockage between me and her, reminding me that it was time to move on to another path.
Although I lost an extremely important part of my heart, life goes on after all. It took me a good half a month or so to just barely get over the loss of Chill and get my life gradually back on track. And it was at this time that Dan, a girl in my class, communicated to me through my roommate that he wanted to date. This news couldn’t help but make me think, ever since I had Chill, I hadn’t had an official girlfriend, and with Chill around, I wouldn’t have thought much about it. But now that Chill has someone else, then maybe it’s time for me to find a girlfriend of my own. To be honest, I wasn’t repulsed by this girl Dan, I even had a bit of a good feeling about her. She’s the kind of girl I like who lets loose when she’s having fun and puts it away in normal times. But I wasn’t sure that I was the kind of person who had a boyfriend/girlfriend fondness for her. So, I made an appointment and went out to dinner with her to explain these things in passing.
When I left the house that day, my roommates wished me “success” with smiles on their faces, and I could only smile and tell them that it wasn’t a sure thing. I guess Dan’s roommates are probably the same way.
I picked Dan up in her outside dorm room and headed toward the restaurant, the two of us chatting about one thing or another along the way. I hadn’t had much experience with relationships, and Dan, who had always been more outgoing, seemed to be a lot shyer, and the two of us might not have seemed at all obvious to outsiders as a pair who might be about to get together. This didn’t get better until we got to the restaurant and ordered our food and talked about our usual favorites.
“Dan, I didn’t really see you actually being proactive in this area.” I tried to flirt.
“That’s for someone I like, I’ll initiate.” Dan looked at me, his eyes determined.
“Are you sure you like me? We haven’t known each other for very long, just over a month if you count, so how do you like me?”
“I’m pretty sure. I didn’t believe in things like love at first sight before, but after seeing you I do. Also, I didn’t believe before that I’d take it upon myself to chase a guy backwards like that, and not the kind of guy who seems perfect in every way.”
“But I’m not sure I like you.” I was secretly a little amused, the scene now should normally be initiated by the boy, but now, the roles of the two people seemed to be somewhat reversed, and I was listening to someone else’s confession like an uninitiated little girl.
“Then give me some time and I’ll make you like me, I’m sure I have what it takes.”
“If I stay with you, you’ll regret it.”
“Regret? Why?”
“Because I have someone else in my heart, and it’s very, very heavy. Although the two of us are not together now, and we can’t get married in the future, I guess there’s no one who can be more important than her in my heart in the future. If you are with me, you have to put up with your boyfriend having another girl in his heart all the time. Can you accept such a boyfriend?”
“Yes, I can take it if it’s you.”
“Don’t say yes so fast, think about it. It’s not like I’m leaving tomorrow, there’s no rush.”
“You don’t believe me?”
“There’s some of that, I guess, and some of that disbelief in myself.”
“I know what you want to say. Don’t worry, I’m simply with you, I won’t pester you, as long as you don’t want to continue with me, just say so, it’s okay. If that person in your heart comes back and you go back to her, I won’t say anything either.”
“You ……” Dan’s words suddenly overwhelmed me; I never thought she would be so determined.
“I’m halfway through college, and every day I just study and play and study. Now, I want to leave something behind in college that I can remember for the rest of my life, and chasing you backwards is one thing.”
“Don’t you want to ask me what the person I have in mind is?”
“I wouldn’t necessarily recognize you if you told me, besides if you wanted to tell, you would have done so without me asking.”
For a while, I couldn’t help but be a bit touched. I think I am an ordinary person in every aspect, I am not handsome, I am not a top student, I am not a dashing player, and my family does not have any assets. It is such a person, actually can get Dan this all aspects of the conditions are good girl so serious feelings.
“Well then, let’s both give ourselves a chance, try living together for a while, and if it’s right, let’s get together.” While saying these words, I secretly resolved that I can’t apologize to her. Perhaps Dan is a starting point for my new life.
“Really, great, thank you.”
“I’m the one who should be thanking you.” I took Dan’s hand. “I really don’t know where in the world I got such a big crush on you to do that to me. All I can say is try, try to like you as fast as I can. But I promise I’ll be good to you as long as we’re still boyfriend and girlfriend.”
“Great! And I promise I’ll be good to you, too.”
“Well, I’m sure.”
The two clasped hands seemed to herald the arrival of a fresh start.
In the blink of an eye, Dan and I have been in love for two months now. During this period of time, I can’t say that I’m doing everything I can for Dan, but I’m doing my best to be good to her; Dan is even more caring for me, and is also relying on me a hundred times. For a while, we became boyfriend and girlfriend very hastily, and actually became the model lovers of the whole class and even the whole college. And this new relationship also gave me the courage to try to forget Cold and invest more in Dan.
When the two of us were about a month old, Dan had tried to bring up the idea of giving me her body, but I rejected it. I couldn’t quite put my finger on why, maybe it was because the time together was still short and I didn’t want to get her so casually, or maybe it was because, well, I wasn’t quite used to having sex with a fourth girl. Instead, when Dan asked me about it, my response was that if the two of us could get along well for more than six months, then I would want her. Dan was pleased with my respect for her and said that I could have her anytime if I wanted.
Just when things were starting to go on a new track, one of Chill’s friend’s circles pulled me back in.
It was a breakup circle of friends and it looked like Chill was very angry and sad. I didn’t ask her directly, but asked my mother what was going on. It turned out, as my mother said, this family well organized “bachelor” really is already ready to get married. Only in the unit to see the young and beautiful cold, heart to give up the original fiancée, turn to pursue the idea of cold. After learning all this, Han scolded him and broke up with him without hesitation. However, listening to my mother said, this breakup is also very big blow to the cold, after all, this man is really very good to her, and she is also really moved by true love. After a brief goodbye to my mother, I hurriedly a phone call to the cold. Cold on the phone looks a little spirit no, can even be said to use the dead air to describe, no matter what I say, are a few simple words to answer, let me feel a burst of heartache. After hesitating for a long while, I made up my mind to go back and see her. Otherwise, even if I stayed here to attend classes, I would still be in the middle of the night. So, I immediately booked a train ticket online to go home overnight, ready to go back as fast as possible. Before I left, I called Dan and told her that I was going to make a trip home, so that she wouldn’t worry. That said, I didn’t know what the outcome of this trip home would be, whether Chill and I would get back together, or whether I would continue to get along with Dan. Just thinking about it gave me a headache, and I finally decided not to think about it so much for the time being.
At 5:00 a.m., I set foot on the ground in my hometown, which I hadn’t seen in months. I got off the train and immediately took a taxi straight to the cold home, I know, she usually work is in the morning around seven o’clock to get up, I intend to go back to her to do a little breakfast. Arrived at her door, look at the time, just after six o’clock in the morning, fortunately I still retained the key to the cold home, so do not need to wake her. A door, I can not help but eat a shock: always love clean cold actually make a mess at home, like a long time not go out of the house of the house. I went into the cold bedroom, only to see that she was wearing pajamas that could already be seen to be dirty, the buttons on her chest had not been fastened, the quilt fell on the floor, the whole person shrunk into a ball, seemed to be shivering. I have mixed feelings in my heart, and even have the idea of killing that man, but when I think about it, he is also considered to be sincere to the cold, only that the previous approach can not let people agree with it. I walked up and put the covers back on for Chill, kissed her gently on the cheek, and walked out of the room. Luckily, there were still some noodles and vegetables and eggs and stuff in the fridge, so I took them all out and prepared to make her a bowl of hot noodle soup. Just when I was almost done, a pair of hands suddenly hugged me from behind.
“Why are you awake so early? Did I wake you up.” I said as I busied myself with the work in my hands.
“What are you doing back here?” Chill didn’t answer me.
“I heard it hit you hard and thought I’d come back to see you.”
“Why are you still so concerned about me?”
“Why don’t I care about you so much?”
“And what is the nature of this relationship, then? Is it brother and sister, or ……”
“It’s whatever nature you want it to be.”
“Say yes to me yourself?” There was more than a little pleading in Chill’s voice.
I turned and hugged her and whispered in her ear, “Because I love you, I care about you.”
Chill buried her head in my arms and whimpered, holding me tighter as I gently kissed her hair so she could feel my presence. It took a while of crying before Chill grew quiet.
“Are you feeling better after crying?”
“Well, I’m sorry it was you at the end of the day.”
“Don’t talk about that, eat your meal, you can go to work, I’ll help you clean up at home. Look at your house, what’s it like?”
Chill dutifully finished the noodles before saying something that almost made me spit blood, “Hehehe, I’m off work today, resting. If you hadn’t come, I wouldn’t have been able to sleep until what time~ “
“Holy shit, I didn’t tell you earlier, making me run over here in the morning.”
“Who told you not to tell me you were coming ahead of time, deserved it~” chan pulled my hands and pouted adorably, living up to the look of a little sister.
“Fine, fine, I’m the one who’s wrong, okay?”
“That’s more like it. What kind of surprise attack is this? You have to touch me, don’t you?”
I was about to say something, but was interrupted by the cold’s next sentence: “first do not say, I just did not sleep enough, you first accompany me to sleep for a while.” Said, cold without saying pulling me toward the bedroom, I can only that is pleased and helpless to let her lead.
As soon as I entered the bedroom, Chill began to undress me, not as if she was eager for pleasure, but like a wife to her returning husband. I didn’t say much, just let her do what she wanted. Soon, I was stripped down to my underwear and panties by Chill when she stopped what she was doing.
“Can you just sleep like that for now? And then proceed to take it off, I’m afraid …… I’m afraid I want to …… right now.”
“Okay, I understand, let’s go to bed and talk about the rest when we wake up. It just so happens that I was on the train all night yesterday and I didn’t sleep well.” I said as I rolled over onto my bed, pulling Chill to me in the process and wrapping her in my arms. Chill clung to my arms and pressed herself against my body, her breath hitting my body constantly.
“Alright, hurry up and go to sleep, your arms will have you sprayed and cooked in a few minutes.” I was saying that when I felt a cool sensation on my shoulder. I hurriedly looked down, it turned out to be Chill’s tears.
“What’s wrong? Weren’t you fine just now? Why are you crying again?” I asked as I rolled over to face her, stroking her face as I did so.
“Oooh …… I really miss this feeling, I’m sorry Cloud.”
“There’s nothing to be sorry for, really, now that I’m not lying with you again.”
“Well, I really especially like lying with you like this.”
“Okay, then you can lie down as long as you want, and I’ll be here with you.”
“Thank you, now I really don’t know if I’ll ever be able to leave you again or not.”
“If I can’t, I won’t leave, I won’t take a wife, and you won’t marry, and we’ll live like this for the rest of our lives.”
“How can that be, the family won’t agree. Besides, aren’t you and your girlfriend pretty good now? You didn’t want to hold me back then, and I can’t hold you back now.”
“You should know that for you I could really do what I said I would do.”
“Come on, I certainly wouldn’t be at ease if I really kept you from marrying for the rest of your life because of me.”
“Then …… then I’ll go back and ask her, if she agrees with our relationship, I’ll continue to be on good terms with her; if she doesn’t, then we’ll talk about it.”
“It’s up to you, just don’t let the two of you get along as a couple break up because of me anyway.”
“Okay, stop thinking so much and go to bed. I’ve taken a week’s vacation, so for a few days at least, I’m all yours.”
“Mmm, as you wish.” Chill kissed me softly and leaned back into me to sleep.
It was a long and peaceful sleep, and Chill and I didn’t wake up one after the other until the afternoon. After that, Chill and I worked together to properly reorganize her home, and by the time the cleaning was done, several more hours had passed. Chill and I sat on the floor leaning against each other, looking at the dust on each other’s faces and both bursting into laughter.
After dinner, Chill and I tacitly cleaned up everything, turned off the lights, drew the curtains, got into bed together and lay down, facing each other.
“Cloud.”
“Hmm?”
“Promise me something, will you?”
“What is it?”
“For the few days you’re here with me, let me call you husband, and will you call me wife?”
“Yes, I’m begging for it.”
“Then …… will you promise me one more thing?”
“How many pieces are promised, just name it.”
“In the future, really don’t call me sister anymore, okay? Last time you called me sister on the phone, I really …… really ……” Chill said, about to cry out again.
Okay, okay, don’t cry, don’t cry, I promise you, from now on, I’ll call you by your name in front of people, and as for after people, I’ll call you my wife, I’ll call you my baby, I’ll do whatever I want, but I definitely won’t call you my sister, okay?”
“Well, if you don’t keep your word, you’ll be punished …… well, just punished for what?”
“Punish me for loving you again in my next life, and then you don’t love me, okay?”
“Then isn’t that punishing me too? How could I not love you.” Chill said while hugging and kissing me. Speaking of which, this was the first official kiss since we met today, and even the first in almost six months. It was sort of the longest kiss of my life, a good five or six minutes, and by the time the two of us parted our lips, we were both out of breath and naked.
“Cloud, come on, I miss you so much.”
“Me too.”
“Then what are you waiting for, come on.”
I rolled over and straddled Chill’s body, letting the huge dragon rub up against the hole. Today’s Chill was no more than usual, and the moment I touched her garden it was already a bit flooded. I didn’t hesitate, I just thrust in heavily, and the warmth made my heart shake with mixed feelings. For a moment, my forehead rested against Chill’s, unable to speak.
“What’s wrong with you? Why aren’t you moving?”
“Chill, I really thought before that I’d never be able to be like this with you.”
“Me too. Jeez, you’d better hurry up and move, or I’ll be crying again later.”
“Ha, well, I’m coming then.”
I slowly began to move inside Chill’s body, very gently and carefully, as if I were performing a ritual. Chill hugged me, soothingly letting out every moan with every thrust I made. I slowly kissed her face, her lips, her neck, her shoulders; she slowly stroked my hair, my back, my chest. We kept up this rhythm for a long time without getting a little tired of it or wanting to change the pace. It wasn’t in pursuit of a moment to reach the high ground, but just to quietly experience the body and warmth of my lover.
I don’t know how long this went on, but Cold Jiao Yin’s voice gradually got louder and louder, and she was getting more and more flooded down there.
“Is it coming?”
“Well …… it’s …… you …… you hurry up a little.”
“Yes, wife!”
I immediately began to accelerate the sprint, and Han also seems to be stimulated by my “wife” stimulation more excited, tightly embraced me not to let go, tense lips. I saw the situation, then kissed up, and her lips and tongue intertwined. This after about a hundred or so times, cold muffled voice screamed, and I was also excited by her body trembling, finally, the two together to the.
“Honey, you’re so nice.” Chill called me that for the first time in bed.
“You too, wife.”
“I’ve decided that I’m going to haunt you from now on, no matter what.”
“Then I’m sure I’m willing a hundred times over, just in case you don’t keep your word.”
“No way, I’m definitely true to my word, I’m going to do this with you until I can’t do it anymore.”
“Then pull the hook.”
“Okay, pull the hook.”
The two adults were like children, pulling on a hook and saying, “Hang on the hook, don’t change for a hundred years”. It’s like a pact with each other and a promise to each other.
This night, Chill let me enjoy all the pleasure, once upon a time she was not very fond of breast sex, oral sex all kinds of not bad. I even suspect that if I did not have an instinctive aversion to anal sex, she would have agreed to let me go through the back door. Throughout the night, Chill was practically covered in my essence from head to toe, seemingly expressing her love for me and proclaiming my possession of her. I stayed at Chill’s home for a total of five days, during these five days we had sex night after night, from the bed, to the sofa, to the bathroom, so many places have left both of our marks. Just like newlyweds, we gave ourselves to each other without fear or reservation.
When I got back to school, I went to see Dan with apologies but no guilt. I knew I was perhaps a little shameless in this, but there was no one I could force myself on when it came to feelings. I told Dan that the one I had in mind was back.
“So you don’t want me, do you?”
“Seriously Dan, I like you, I really like you. Of the girls who could legitimately be my girlfriend, you’re my favorite.”
“Huh? What do you mean? That she ……”
“Would you like to hear the story?”
“I want to, but, I want to listen with you in a place where it’s just you and me.”
“Just you and me?”
“Cloud, no matter what the outcome is tonight, I want you to have me, okay?”
I was silent not knowing what to say, not knowing how to respond to such deep feelings this girl had for me.
“Okay, go.” I finally decided to say yes to her. Both because I didn’t want to disappoint her and because I had really grown to like her myself.
We went to an express hotel near the school. After entering the room, Dan and I sat face to face on the bed and began to tell her about Chill and I, and what I had decided to tell her after a great deal of determination, the story of Yeon and me. Dan quietly listened until she finished listening, and did not cry or make a scene.
“That’s between me.”
“You should have told me.”
“You …… you can take it?” Dan’s words took me by surprise. I had thought that even if she didn’t despise me for it, she would at least scold me for not being able to take it.
“According to what you said, neither you and Yeon nor your sister can get married, so as long as you’re good to me, what can’t I accept. Besides, I really thank you for saying this to me. This kind of thing, if you didn’t trust me absolutely, you definitely wouldn’t have said it to me.”
“But I can tell you with certainty that I’m going to have a hard time breaking it off with them in the future, especially my sister.”
“What does that matter, at least now it only takes three women to tie you down. If you and I could get married, wouldn’t that be so much better than you going out and getting one?”
“You …… me …… I really didn’t think that you would think that way.” Dan’s words surprised me more and more.
“Want to know why?”
“Think.”
“Then you kiss me.”
“Good.” I placed a soft kiss on Dan’s lips.
“Because that’s pretty much what happened in my family. My dad’s ex-wife was a friend of my mom’s, but she couldn’t have kids, so she asked for a divorce from my dad. After my dad married my mom, they both felt a little sorry for her, so my dad never broke off contact with her, and the two of them would get together from time to time, and my mom and I were very close to her. I’ve always felt like our family is four, I have a dad and two moms. So, not only am I not opposed to this kind of thing, I love it.” Dan was happy, even a little proud, to give me his answer.
“Okay, you win. So, in that case, you’re agreeing to stay with me?”
“Well, unless you want to break up with me.”
“If you say so, what reason do I have to break up with you. But I have to discuss something with you.”
“What is it, say it.”
“I don’t want you tonight first, okay? I’m going to get ready, and this isn’t a good enough environment right now, and I don’t want to aggravate you.”
“Well …… well, I’m not afraid of you running away now anyway. But today you’re going to sleep with me in your arms.” Seemingly because of the unraveling of knots and doubts, Dan happily agreed.
I slept extraordinarily peacefully this night, with Dan leaning against my side, making me feel at ease. Maybe getting back together with Chill wasn’t a return to square one, but a way for me to start a new beginning.
postscript
After the semester ended, I brought Dan home to meet up with both Chill and Yeon. Although I was mentally prepared that they might get along well. But the result still let me shocked: these three girls not only get along well, is simply at first sight, and even put me aside, let me again is pleased, but also helpless. Later, they told me that the three said that they could all keep in touch with me in the future, in front of people, Dan is my real girlfriend, while Han and Yeon are still my sister and god-sister; but when it comes to the time when it’s just a few of us, they are all my babies.
After finishing my year as an exchange student, I went back to my old school, which made Dan really sad for a while. But whenever I had a vacation, I always went to have a little get-together with her. Chill and I got together every week like we did when I first started college. Yeon was still with her boyfriend, and she and I would only fight when she came home on vacation. Cousin, on the other hand, was so close to her boyfriend that none of us ever mentioned sleeping together again, just being close siblings.
Now that I have graduated from college, I have found a good job in a foreign company in the city. And Dan also came to my hometown to find a job because of me. Our relationship is very stable, parents have already met, both families also expressed satisfaction, marriage may be between one or two years.
In the eyes of outsiders, I have Dan such a girlfriend has been very happy, but more let me be happy and even proud of is that I also have cold and Yeon this two “sisters”. What will happen in the future, I do not know, nor do I want to know. I just want to always have the present life, always have and now the same happiness. Let me be happy, also let them be happy ……