Ten years ago, this wolf is 23 years old, just graduated from a pheasant electric college. Because of the dream of going out, I left my hometown and went to work in an old state-run fertilizer factory in Shanxi, which was 2,000 miles away. Because at that time I was already tired of everything in my hometown, just want to feel the new world.
Although this fertilizer factory does not include food and housing, but the probationary period is short, often overtime, if you can have a year 25,000, in my eyes is quite good. After all, the education is not high family is not rich, have such a job can already laugh.
Since food and shelter were not included, I started looking for low-cost housing in the first place.
Fortunately, the neighborhood was a factory district, and there were many migrant workers, so there were a lot of people, but there were also a lot of private rooms for rent. At that time, the rental agent and I had a nice chat, and then he said he would give me some benefits, so I lived in a private dormitory full of single young female workers.
The hostel was only three kilometers from my workplace, a little over half an hour’s walk. The room I rented was very cheap, only fifty dollars a month. The only thing is that there is no hot water in the shower and the utilities cost extra.
Not long after I stayed, one night, three or four girls knocked on my door with red faces and snickered when they saw me come out. They asked me if I wanted to share a meal with them, so that they could spend less money and still have a good meal.
Agreed, of course.
In fact, this wolf on food, clothing, housing and transportation requirements are very low, every night to eat two vegetarian buns, in my eyes is not how miserable, but I lonely ah. The first time in the field, unfamiliar with the place, not accustomed to the soil, the dialect does not make sense, the heart is always empty at night. If the spell dinner, maybe also and sister chat a few words, which is also good.
This private house rents out seven or eight rooms, and all of them, except me, are girls in their late teens to early twenties. And they are not bad looking, the worst is 60 points. Now that I think about it, I was really super lucky.
Since it was a spell of meals, it must have been a talk of money for money and strength for strength. Kirby calculated a moment account, an average of thirty-eight meals a month, because there are three meals on Saturday and Sunday. Twenty dollars per meal would be a good meal, and I’ll share two hundred out of the seven hundred and sixty dollars, plus changing the gas tank. It seemed like I was losing out, but it didn’t matter, money was meant to be spent.
So happy, really happy. Getting together with a couple of girls at a small table, eating, talking about food prices, and everyone being a family. Such a simple life makes me feel incredibly fulfilled, but the restlessness of the flesh in the middle of the night is also stimulating me all the time.
Finally, one day, I knocked on the door of a girl’s room and asked if she could be my friend.
This girl’s name is Dragon. I can’t tell you my full name, so I’ll call her Dragon Sister. She is 150, has small tiger teeth and fair skin. Bust B, curvy buttocks, cute face, belongs to the kind of sparrow.
The girl watched me breathing heavier and heavier, she pulled me into the room and pressed my hands to her breasts. Meizi told me that she left her hometown to come here to work, has been broken up with her boyfriend for almost a year, and wants a man so much.
Without being in love, the sex started, we quickly rinsed our bodies and immediately went to war.
I squeezed her ass and rubbed it back and forth, and Lonny wasn’t shy about working my cock up and down with her little hand. We stroked each other and quickly got into the swing of things, I was hard and she was wet.
First it was the missionary position, and only just inside, she had an orgasm and tears in her eyes. She said she missed cock so much. I asked her if mine was bigger or her old boyfriend’s. She was honest and gave an answer that didn’t hurt me too much. After sending her to heaven three times back and forth in this position, the girl said it was her turn.
Good, I like it. A hardworking girl is a good girl.
The Dragon Lady played the Guanyin Sitting Lotus, she moved on her own is fine, but if I also follow the movement, not a few Dragon Lady will be in pain straight rolled eyes. It turns out that she has an anterior uterus and a sensitive cervix, so as long as she is hit by a cock, it will be super painful. I really can’t understand how her old big dick boyfriend held it down.
So the only sex position left between us was the most traditional missionary. But it felt good too, her small size and childish appearance made me feel as if I was having sex with a young girl and it was exciting.
The next night at dinner, the Dragon Sister held my arm and proclaimed to the other girls, “This big handsome guy is mine, you guys are not allowed to grab it~~~”
At that time, this wolf was very young, height 181, robust, with four-pack abs, weighing 78 kilograms, the face is somewhat like a young Dillon. And the skin is very white and delicate, a lot of girls carefully cared for skin than I am a big difference. Such looks from childhood to me a lot of trouble, kindergarten mom often let me wear a skirt to take pictures for fun; elementary school classmates often laugh at me like a siren; middle school they are not laughing, because a smile will be my hit crooked mouth; university …… not to mention.
It’s strange, I never thought I was handsome before, but I instantly understood a lot of things I couldn’t understand before. Why a lot of boys or girls inexplicably hate me; why women are so good at it; why mature women will be happy to have sex with me …… turns out to be just because of this skin.
I’m not happy at all. It’s not like I’m a dildo!
Second, I want to fuck your cousin
When flesh is too easily obtained, feelings tend to be easily discarded.
I quickly grew tired of Dragon Sister. On the one hand, her prepubescent uterus made me feel uninterested; on the other hand, she often flaunted her relationship with me in front of her friends and workmates, slipping headbangers into my wallet, which made me very uncomfortable.
My position on women is that I usually use them for snogging and that’s it. This is probably a habit developed in school, and besides, there are a lot of pretty girls around, I don’t want to be tied up alive by the dragon sister as if a puppy pees to mark the territory.
Then I met her cousin, who lives in another private house within fifty meters of my rental place.
The first time I saw her, she was lying in bed sick, the dragon sister asked me to bring her medicine, then I was a stunner. Dragon sister’s cousin’s surname is Zhang, the name harmonized is Tingting. The bust is bigger than her cousin, C cup, and very firm. Age than I am two years older, 26, but the skin is very white, fairer than my skin, a white cover a hundred ugly, even the faint freckles on her cheeks show a kind of charm. The most important thing is that she is 162 tall, and her vagina should not be as short as her cousin.
That night after my booty call with Dragon Sister, I told her bluntly, I want to fuck your cousin, either you promise me to stay or you refuse me and leave.
Now that I think about it, this kind of behavior is not a general asshole. Hey, at the time, I was too gullible and didn’t take the girl seriously enough to think that I could get away with it just by bullying her. Now I would love to travel back in time to tell my past self how stupid you were, but that is no longer possible.
Longmei cried, I realized that her heart was more determined than I thought, she told me, “I misjudged you, since you already think like this, there is no point in getting along any longer, let’s break up, you can go after my cousin.”
I regret it.
As much as Lung Sister annoys me in bed, at least she likes me, and just because she likes me, I suddenly feel like I actually like her too. That’s a bit of a roundabout way of putting it, but that’s the situation.
But no matter how to retain, the dragon sister that night after packing up to move to another private house, I feel in a terrible mood. But the shadow of her cousin, Zhang Tingting, then swung back and forth in front of me, and once again carnal cravings overrode spiritual feelings.
I’ll admit, small heads and big heads left and right has always been a common problem with this wolf, until a few years later when it was slightly toned down.
Long Mei’s cousin, Zhang Tingting, soon learned that her cousin was dumped by me, for which she kept texting me to tell me how kind her cousin was, how simple people were, and what in the world made me abandon her.
Because I want to fuck you. That was a quick euphemism for me.
Zhang Tingting then started to avoid me.
Ignoring me at dinner, avoiding me after we met, and occasionally talking to me about her poor cousin, made me feel as if a tiger had eaten a king, with nowhere to go.
But God favored me, and soon Zhang Tingting got sick.
Fifty dollars a month for a house that surely wasn’t much better, and now that it was fall, she had the nerve to take a cold shower, tough enough.
Friendships between girls are very fragile, and Zhang Tingting had no one to take care of her when she was in bed, probably because she was so pretty. I wanted to take care of her, but she was always on the defensive, so she called her cousin, Sister Liu, to take care of her.
Sister Liu was young in the field of pleasure in a long time, the peak of the time as a bath center foreman, the age of eleven years older than me, but very temperament, is the kind of, you know that she is lying, but just want to believe that kind of temperament.
Third, my sister will teach you
I’ve always been a big fan of female scammers, knowing that the other person is only treating them out of a playful mindset and falling deeper into it. Sometimes when I look back, I think it was probably because they ignored my skin, which in a way was a charm of these girls.
People are cheap like that, a broad young master will fall in love with a woman who doesn’t love money, and a handsome brother will fall in love with a sister who doesn’t love pretty. But on the other hand, maybe the woman doesn’t love money just because she’s horny, and the sis doesn’t love pretty just because she’s greedy for money.
The first time I saw Sister Liu, I cut all the time and budget for chasing Zhang Tingting and circled around her like a little follower.
Frankly speaking, Sister Liu is thirty-five years old, her figure has already had the blossoming of a mature woman, and her waist is beginning to pile up meat. But she was a smoky eye candy, often just a look, a gesture, will make me dumbfounded, well, should be pretending to be dumbfounded. I know she must be happy inside to tease me like this, there is no more line of female pleasure that can be stimulated more by teasing a little boy.
I deliberately pulled down my IQ in order to taste Sister Liu as soon as possible, she seemed like a ripe cherry, I had already picked her into the palm of my hand, just waiting to get down and savor it.
The opportunity came quickly, Zhang Tingting got well, it would have been just a cold, Liu said she was leaving tomorrow. I bought a white chopped chicken that night, a few bottles of beer, plus a pack of cloud cigarettes to give her practise.
Sister Liu ate very well, and the way she looked at me became more and more flirtatious. Finally, she asked me in my ear, “Has Little Handsome Boy ever tasted a woman?”
The smoke ring Liu exhaled covered my face, I held my breath and let my face redden, then pretended to brag, “Of course I have, I have a lot of experience.”
Sister Liu smiled badly and rubbed her breasts against me, asking me, “How many holes does that woman have down there?”
I said, “Of course it’s one! No, two!”
It made her giggle, then told me, “Don’t close the door tonight when my sister comes to teach you.”
I waited on the bed until 11 o’clock or so, and finally saw a figure sneak in, she covered my mouth and whispered to me, don’t shout loudly, otherwise it’s not good to be known later. Don’t worry, it’s definitely not me who will be shouting later. Sister Liu is very good at being lazy, she directly lay flat on the bed, legs together, and then signaled me to press up. Then grabbed my hard cock and shoved it into her cunt hole, Sister Liu’s pussy was born quite forward. She crossed her legs and squeezed inward as hard as she could after being brought to an orgasm by me. Her little cunt became very tight, and I knew that this would have been her best skill in the field of pleasure. I guessed that the average man would be drained of his sperm in ten minutes at the most, but she had picked the wrong guy. I was determined to fuck her completely until she was gone tomorrow anyway, so I had to have enough of it.
One shot lasted eight hours.
Sister Liu looked at me with eyes from shock to tenderness to pleading, the number of times she had orgasms I have lost count, estimated to be more than thirty times, her stunt ‘cross-twisted legs’ every time she let go was re-wrapped back to me, my cock is very red and swollen, my waist is very sore, my legs are very numb, and my sweat soaked the bed sheets to the point of wetness, but I don’t care, the thrill of conquest exceeded the fatigue of the flesh.
We fell into bed in the early morning exhausted, the sheets were damp, we pulled them off and slept directly on the mattress. We hugged each other, Liu’s makeup was soaked with sweat, she called me ‘little glutton’, I called her ‘bad sister’.
I’ve completely fallen in love with Sister Liu.
A man has to fall in love with a woman for two general reasons: 1) lusting after, but not obtaining, her flesh; 2) carnal and conquering desires being fully satisfied by the woman.
I obviously belong to the second type, as a late ejaculation type of man, there are few girls who can satisfy me, before I met Sister Liu I had only come across one, and that was the vixen ‘Big Cunt’ from high school, but unfortunately she was scared of being fucked by me and ran away.
Sister Liu was on the bed although her mouth was begging me to let her go, but her little cunt was still squeezing and contracting in waves, little liar, but I liked it.
Sister Liu told me that when she cured her hemorrhoids, she would even give me her asshole and let me play with her holes all over her body. I was very touched, and my liking for her turned into love, even though I felt that she was just lying to me, but I just like to hear it. Lol, bitchy ……
But, things happened to unfold divinely.
A few minutes later, Liu’s phone rang, her cousin Zhang Tingting accident, she was stupid, I was stupid. This fucking God intention to play with us.
Four, you’re actually not bad for me
Zhang Tingting was so bitter that she was just recovered from her illness and went to play with her friends in a hurry.
Then one of her friends asked another friend to borrow a Santana and brought another friend, and the three girls drove to Taiyuan together.
The female driver s car skills are really …… well, anyway, then chased the tail. The girls sitting in the main driver and the passenger side were fine because they had fastened their seat belts, but Zhang Tingting did not, and her two incisors hit the front seat and fell out. She also got a scar in the middle of her head. Broken face, but no one will compensate her, the driver is not the owner of the car, the owner did not drive, bitter.
When it came to money, her friends ran out, but she gained a bunch of new ones.
Seeing people fall into the well laughing, has always been a tradition in my country, a lot of female workers to see the big black hole in her mouth, although the words are well disguised, but a kind of can not stop “you also have today” jumped on the face.
Sister Liu went back, her vacation is over, the money is almost spent, she has to go back to earn. Before leaving, she asked me to take care of her cousin Zhang Tingting, urged me to take care of the bed to go, it does not matter, anyway, she also saw, I am a man who can not stand loneliness.
I seriously told her that whether my dick listens or not, I will not let your cousin suffer.
I don’t have any money, but I’ll work overtime.
A month without rest, I work overtime almost every day, mid-shift night shift to grab on, the crew of buddies very give me face, did not and I grab. But the price of two porcelain teeth still makes me shiver, thousands of ocean ah, the pocket still left less than three hundred.
Although the teeth set good, but a scar on the head can not be eliminated, Zhang Tingting has become much more depressed. Often do not even eat at night, just hide in the house to sleep and daze, I every time to bring her some simple food. I can’t help it, I don’t have any money in my pocket.
One such day, Zhang Tingting suddenly smiled and said to me, “Brother Ming, you’re actually not bad to me.”
Calling me Mingdi is more like it. She’s two years older than me. I knew she was upset, I told her, I’ll take her out for a walk today, you won’t feel bad after that.
After sucking on tofu brains together, I took her to the biggest hospital in the neighborhood. On Sundays, it’s so crowded that you can’t imagine how many people get sick or injured until you get to the hospital. There were children, young people, middle-aged people, elderly people, and people with disabilities. Their faces were in a hurry, they were all in a hurry to register to see the doctor to get medicine to hospitalization, no one wanted to waste a second, they were fighting for every second, trying their best to get out of the hospital as fast as possible.
I took Zhang Tingting to a nearby Zen temple again, which was full of women with terminal cancer, clad in black coats trying to pray to the illusory Buddha for an afterlife, already desperate for survival.
I hugged Zhang Tingting from behind and asked her, “Let’s have sex at night, okay? This will make you happy.”
She said yes.
In the evening we all confirmed our fighting stance after a few short sessions. Although Zhang Tingting chose the doggy style at first because of her shame and not wanting me to see the scar on her forehead, she was also in the same front uterus and when I got aroused, it hurt her just as much.
We were joyfully coitus in the side-back position, her skin was really white and mine was equally so. Strands and arms entwined in unbelievable harmony.
I found out her favorite position to use, which is Guanyin Sitting Lotus. As long as it’s this position, she can climax very quickly. This shows that Zhang Tingting is a girl who is keen on taking control, our relationship shouldn’t last long. But I don’t care about the future, right now the beauty is present, enjoying it to the fullest is the right thing to do. She and I coiled our shares together, slowly squirming like meatworms, I rubbed her snowy buttocks with my hands, and from time to time, I used my fingers to draw a figure of eight on her buttock petals, provoking her to shiver with gusto.
She said, “Why do you want to have sex with my cousin? She’s so much older than you.”
V. Assistance from both parents
As for Zhang Tingting’s question, I did not answer it truthfully.
Am I going to say that I just want to try as many women as possible? As much as I hate to admit it, I really wasn’t that picky about women when I was younger, as long as there were holes in them ……
This wolf also said, I am late ejaculation type, late ejaculation to often have to be very willing to ejaculate, and the female party teasing skills MAX plus lower body tight to be able to enjoy. That’s why I like to keep hunting for girls, it’s like going to a fruit store and picking out a watermelon, going back and forth and tapping the rind of the melon with your fingers trying to find a good melon eater.
A lot of the time it doesn’t cost anything to snog a girl. But to maintain a relationship, that’s a different story. It costs money to shop and pick out things, to eat and buy Yukon, all of these things cost money.
My overtime basically never stops, my coworkers’ opinions of me start to get bigger, and I’m a little upset about why some of these girls always go out of their way to squeeze men’s wallets. But I don’t want to randomly break up again and go all repentant: “Oh, I actually kinda like Zhang Tingting, not just for the sex.”
So, just hang in there. This situation was unexpectedly alleviated.
One day after work, I found my mom actually sitting on my bed in my dorm room, waiting for me to come back with a smile on her face.
I was so messed up, “Mom! How did you find this?”
Mom wandered around my room, first saying that this room had no light and was too gloomy, then saying that there was no hot water, plus the heating wasn’t very good, so what will you do in winter? Then she asked me how my meals were. Are there any objects? Are you busy at work? I’m not sure if I want to go home at the end of the year, but I’m sure I’d like to. Dad misses me ……
Mom is very nagging, pulling me to speak for a long time, I finally let her patience early to find a hotel to rest, tomorrow take the plane back quickly. Mom left when I left a bank card, said my father to me, between father and son no overnight revenge. I’m going to go.
Zhang Tingting scurried down from upstairs shortly after her mom left; she should have been there already, but just didn’t dare to come in. She asked me, “Is that your mom? Must have been a great beauty when she was young.”
I said, “Uh-huh.”
When I got off work the next day, I stopped by to look at the money on my card, the password had always been my birthday. Checking the balance, my eyebrows jumped, there was actually fifty thousand dollars? Is Dad crazy? I remember him being very petty.
Thinking about mom’s statement, it is indeed also right, now this dormitory is quite poor, since there are 50,000 bottom, then pick a rental house with all the appliances, the room is big enough.
More than ninety square meters, with appliances and hot water, this kind of rental room opening price is 700 yuan a month, fortunately I brought Zhang Tingting to cut the price, she did not help me to cut the price down, but at least did not let me prepay half a year of the room fee, which is also good. Neither of us had much, so we both moved in. When I was washing dishes at night, she hugged me from behind and said I was really good to her.
I sighed in my heart, it’s still good to be rich, happiness can be reached so easily.
There is a hot shower to wash, there is a TV to watch, and there is even a Simmons mattress to sleep on, Zhang Tingting often bring friends to show off every now and then. In fact, this level of life, in the South is basically barely enough to loser level, but in the eyes of us wage earners has been paradise.
It wasn’t long before Zhang Tingting asked me if she could bring her dragon sister over to live with her.
I froze at that moment. Although Zhang Tingting and I lived together, we slept in separate rooms, except that we often snogged at night. On one hand, we all have to maintain our independence; on the other hand, sometimes we have to work overtime and don’t want to disturb each other. But what about sex between us if Dragon Sister lives over? It’s so embarrassing.
I wasn’t beastly enough to snog my ex-girlfriend in her ear. But I agreed, after all, I owed it to Lonny.
In the evening, Longmei came dragging her luggage, she completely stopped hating me, and of course she completely stopped liking me, just treating me as my cousin’s boyfriend, and a pang of sourness flooded my heart. I felt so cheap.
The reason why she moved here is very impressive. Right next to her dormitory, an off-duty male teacher was robbed and had his throat slit. It turned out to be a murder case. No wonder the police were questioning us foreigners with temporary residence permits a few days ago.
Long Mei and Zhang Tingting sleep in the guest room, I sleep in the master bedroom, snogging Zhang Tingting completely unable to let go, the sound did not dare to send out, so I am very upset, but I can not say anything, depressed.
Time is fast approaching winter.
That night, about two o’clock in the morning, I heard a slight key outside the door to turn the lock of the sound, immediately copied up under the bed pry bar, slowly moved to the door, and then directly kicked the door open, go up is a few times, fortunately, is a single thief, no help, the first sound of him scared him silly. Look at his age is still young, I did not call the police, gave him three hundred dollars to let him go to the doctor, let him go.
Long Mei and Zhang Tingting were also so frightened that they actually slept with me at night. God unfolded, my life unfolded once again.
This wolf is a bit superstitious, and I guess it has something to do with the twists and turns of life. A lot of people don’t believe in ghosts and gods, and that’s purely because they haven’t encountered enough shit.
VI. Dragon Sister enters my life again
The girls were smart, Zhang Tingting slept in the center, and Dragon Sister and I slept on either side. Although snogging was out of the question, I was bursting with happiness.
Listening to the two successive and I have a physical relationship with the girl, in my ears issued a deep breathing sound, this feeling is really good, I think my nature is not a greedy flower good sex demon, just because of loneliness, want to have one more person to accompany me, all the blame for the country’s one-child policy, I inwardly try to shirk the responsibility.
I can’t sleep at all, my mind conceptualizing various tactics, such as first pulling Zhang Tingting to have sex on the bed, stimulating the Dragon Sister, then pulling over to play a threesome while she’s in heat, or …… then again, …… maybe it could be like this… …But I know very well, the dragon sister is a dare to love and hate to do things resolutely sister, I just dare to do this, will definitely backfire.
A few days later, the police came to publicize burglary prevention, said not to put large cash belongings at home, recently there are a group of burglary criminals sneaked to this neighborhood, locks and doors like a game, you better fend for yourselves, in case you are stolen, to count on the police to help you find the stolen goods, the possibility is basically zero.
Sergeant, you’re kidding. Where would we get any large cash possessions?
But law and order is indeed deteriorating, and there have been a number of burglaries around the area, some people just lost a few preserved ducks, while others lost all the hard-earned money they had saved. Maybe it’s the thieves, or maybe it’s the workers around them, it’s close to the end of the year, no one can say for sure.
One night, I was gently shaken awake by Long Mei, usually when Zhang Tingting worked overtime, we still slept separately. Long Mei whispered in my ear that it seemed like someone was prying the door open. I listened, it was the sound of wind and sand blowing through. I told her not to be afraid, in case it is really a thief, I can deal with it. Long Mei asked me how her cousin tasted.
I understand.
She still has me in her heart, or my bedside manner.
I ripped off her panties in a few tugs, Lonny’s little cunt was so hot and wet that I plunged right in, my cock lingered slightly after it was halfway in because of the lack of lubrication, then went straight to the root.
Dragon sister because of short, she and her cousin Zhang Tingting, the same as her cousin Zhang Tingting, with the Guanyin sitting lotus bouncing on me. I used my hands to support her buttocks, matching her rhythm, helping her to save her energy, in less than a few minutes, she was sweating on her thighs, and suddenly stopped moving, I felt Longmei’s vagina contracted a few times rapidly, she had an orgasm.
Long Mei and Zhang Tingting’s orgasms were very similar, both looked like they were on the verge of crying when they came, and afterward they would smile and wrap their arms around my neck, urging me to continue.
Female on male, male on female, the position changed a few times. Dragon sister’s sixth orgasm, she pinched my arm hard with her nails, let out a moan like a cry, I thrust with all my might, her cervix was skillfully rubbed by me, provoking her little cunt to tremble. Having made love to each other more often than not, all sorts of taboos and sensitivities were known by heart.
An hour later, Lung Mei was lying helplessly in my arms, my right hand slowly rubbing her ass cheeks, feeling in a pleasant mood. You still can’t stay away from me, can you? I admit I was a bit arrogant and narcissistic in my youth.
She talked to me about so many things, the vast majority of which were questions I had trouble answering. Why hurt her? Why go after her cousin? Why even her distant cousin? Was sex with her pleasurable or not? Why didn’t I ever cum? Did I feel any pleasure when I made love to her cousin? Do you know that her heart is hurting? Do you know how much courage it took for her to come back? Do you know how hot her face is tonight? Do you know what people will say about her? How will she face Zhang Tingting later?
For the first time, I realized that a sister’s thoughts are so complicated. No wonder the ancients didn’t allow women to interfere in politics, or else just drafting an imperial decree could exhaust a bunch of eunuchs.
When Longmei was tangled up, there was a clamor and noise coming from outside the window, the female workers of the electronic factory came off their mid-shift. Long Mei screamed and fled back to her room, then realized that the panties did not take, and then quickly rushed back to look for them, and finally warned me once again, “Do not tell my cousin!”
I sniffed the room and the smell of cunt and dick was strong.
When Zhang Tingting came back, she dragged Long Mei and I to have a midnight snack, Long Mei pretended to be sleepy, and Zhang Tingting said, “Let’s go together, you can’t sleep anyway.”
A group of three people killed to the Golden Three Gorges hot pot. Zhang Tingting ordered a lot of meat and fish, saying that I should make up for it.
I know, I won.
Seven: Did I really win?
Since Zhang Tingting acquiesced to me and Long Mei, I had the time of my life when I felt the happiest.
We went to work together, ate breakfast together, rode our bikes through the noisy streets together, and racked our brains for living expenses together. Being strong sexually allowed me, like a skilled chef, to fully handle two tables of hungry diners. Although never stepping out of a threesome, it was a sort of two women taking turns serving one husband. Sister Liu didn’t take long to come to us, she wanted to go to Shanghai to take her last chance while she still had a few years of looks left, but she was short of money. Then very quickly, the three of them disappeared from my life. I can’t remember exactly what happened, only broken fragments remain. I don’t hate Sister Liu, she used a method that I can’t understand to persuade Dragon Sister Zhang Tingting and her to accompany me here twice, just twice. Then …… money, money, money, money, money, money. Sister Liu s reasons for wanting money are all fake, I know. My dad gave me emergency bank card was taken out of fifteen thousand, I gave it to Sister Liu, she said that she would return me later, I said, “This matter will be said in the next life.”
She smiled and didn’t argue.
Two years later, Sister Liu called me and said she was going to call it a day and go back home to open a foot massage parlor and be the boss’s wife or something. Before that, she had been a mommy in a Shanghai bar for more than a year. Unfortunately, all her hard-earned money had been taken to play Zajinhua, and she had lost it all, so could she borrow some more?
I said, “Is a hundred thousand dollars enough?” Now I’m no longer the wage earner I was back then.
Sister Liu was silent for a moment and said, “It’s still fifteen thousand, I’ll pay it back later. By the way, today is my birthday.”
I said, “Happy birthday. By the way, I’ve always liked you and I still do, you’re actually a good woman.”
Then we hung up and never spoke again.
Zhang Tingting was going to Shanghai with Sister Liu at that time, and she said, “Don’t worry, I’m not going to sell my body. It’s just that I’ve heard that you can make three or four times more money doing pedicures in Shanghai than working in an electronics factory.”
I didn’t say anything.
It’s not easy for a man to earn every penny, so how can he spend it on you so easily and lavishly? You’re older than me, you should understand, and you know I do, so why talk about these scenes.
I followed the car for three hours and transferred to Taiyuan to put them both on the plane. Zhang Tingting smiled and said to me, “Don’t make the girl who likes you and loves you sad and upset again, or you’ll regret it.”
I told her I regretted being so greedy. She shook her head and talked me through it. She imparted a stunning new term to me: transpersonal thinking. It was a trendy phrase she heard the stewards at the electronics factory talk about all day long.
Here’s what Tina Chang inspired me to do:
“Brother Carmine, if you were me and I were you, you got a boyfriend who was handsome but could never get satisfaction from himself, so you gave in and shared him with your own cousin, but he still didn’t know how to stop, and tried to bring home another woman who had been a whore as well. You gave in one more step, but then he came up with an even lower way to play. Without a little bit of understanding, without a little bit of compromise, take your own heart dripping blood concessions as a matter of course, treat you as worse than a bitch are women, you will still like him? Would you still have the slightest motivation to go on with him?”
Although Zhang Tingting was a sister with little education, I had kept these words in my heart for many years, and although I occasionally made mistakes, it was her words that made me reflect each time.
Longmei didn’t follow, she said that she had made almost enough money to go back and marry someone, with a happy face. I know that person is definitely not me.
She left without saying hello to me.
And then and I contacted on, has been almost after ten years, listen to her say, the original Zhang Tingting in know me, already have a five-year-old daughter, Liu sister also has a teenage son, they in fact have long been married, or else the family is not assured that they come out to work.
But, that doesn’t dilute my guilt one bit.
I’m not a person who learns from his mistakes, but after taking a few more rips one after another, I finally recognized Zhang Tingting’s words.
Don’t insult the girl who likes you, after the bed is undressed is equal for everyone, to forgive people and forgive people, less forced a step in fact is to give themselves a step back.
I still hunted afterward, but never again with the coldness I felt back then, and the final rewards of life are, after all, memories. Isn’t it?
Sometimes when I’m snogging with a girl, I’ll recall Long Mei, Zhang Tingting, and Liu in my mind, not the images of the 4P with them, but the first time we had sex together. Although their faces have blurred in my mind after so many years, the love is still there.
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