At that time, women in the countryside married early and had children early.
I never used to notice how pretty my mom was either, until I was about six or seven years old, and once when I was playing with my buddies, one of the kids named Wang An suddenly said to the group, “Zhang Sicheng’s mom is really pretty.”
Then the rest of the boys followed suit and chatted about whose mom had a nice ass and big tits, or which woman in the village was pretty.
I didn’t understand at the time how the kid named Wang An suddenly talked about my mom, but my vanity was greatly satisfied.
I was even happy to tell my mom about it when I got home, and she just smiled and rubbed my head and didn’t say anything, so she went to make me dinner.
That’s also when I first noticed how nice my mom’s ass turned out to look when she walked with a wiggle.
When I was a child, my father was not at home, I was young and afraid of the dark, I slept in a room with my mother, and my mother never shied away from changing her clothes in front of me.
Often I can see her changing her underwear and panties in her room, the kind that she takes off right in front of me, and I’m used to seeing it and I don’t think it’s a big deal.
I also especially like to cuddle into her arms at night when I go to bed, and she’ll hold my head and hold me to her chest.
Mom was a clean person, bathing with soap every day, and her body would smell especially good afterward, unlike those other women in the village.
Because I was young, so every time I take a bath is my mother in the side to help me wash, and I was very naughty, always like to take a bath in the bath, with the hands of the bath water to splash her body, but every time just a little bit, more than the clothes get wet mom will also be angry.
In the bath time mom every time will be special to help me to the penis cleaning, at that time on the sex of what completely do not understand, just think that mom’s hand touching the penis is very comfortable and very gentle, every time the bath will be especially looking forward to her cleaning here.
Just so until about the fifth or sixth grade, the same table a boy named Li Jun suddenly one day mysteriously said to me want to show you an interesting thing, I nodded, he said after school to show you.
And being the little kid that I was, I was easily seduced by the mysterious things he was talking about, and I didn’t pay much attention to the class all morning, just waiting for school to end.
It was hard to get to the end of the school day, and Li Jun said you can show me, Li Jun smiled mysteriously, pulled me to walk outside the school, walked quite a long way to the corner of an alley, only to unzip the book bag to take out the thing.
He just held it out, and I looked at it, and it wasn’t just a book, and it was wrapped so tightly in one of those cut-out book covers that you couldn’t even see the name.
I just kind of got mad and said, “That’s all you’re showing me, thought you said something good there.”
Children love to play, I am no exception, usually I can not sit down a bit in class, but also told me to read books, I think Li Jun brain is not a problem.
Li Jun was not in a hurry at all, and calmly told me, “You open it first and read it.”
I thought to myself that it was okay to come and take a look, so I took the greasepaper book he was holding and flipped through it, while Li Jun looked back and forth from side to side, like he would be caught in a secret.
As soon as I opened it and turned a few pages I was intrigued by the inside of the book, which turned out to be a yellow storybook.
Children in the countryside are actually more sexually precocious, relatively young already know what it means to fuck a cunt and what it means to have tits from the swearing and dirty words of adults.
Just about a few months ago I had gone with some of the kids I grew up with in the village to peek at the village women bathing.
In those days it was fashionable for children to worship and recognize their elder brothers among themselves, which they learned from some of the older boys in the village who did not do any work and did not study.
In our group of buddies there is such a big brother figure, he and our other three buddies are worshiped, the other day suddenly said to us you want to see what a woman’s body is like.
A few of our buddies immediately nodded their heads like chickens pecking at rice, and with a wave of his hand he made us follow him, following the example of those bosses on TV.
All the way to the back of one of the house houses, the older brother told us that someone would be coming to take a bath later, and that we could see it from there, pointing to the glass above as he did so.
It was only then that I realized that the glass of the window was broken, but the broken glass was in a higher place, as high as the two of us at that time, that is, we couldn’t see it even if we stood on tiptoe.
The older brother then said, “You guys are so stupid, won’t one of you step on one’s shoulder to see.”
We all thought it was a good idea, and then in order to be a little safer, we changed it to stepping on the shoulders of two people, one with one foot so that we could share the weight.
It did not take long to hear the sound inside, big brother than a silent gesture, all of us also obediently did not speak again, wait until another moment to hear the sound of water inside, we know that the woman inside has begun to bathe.
Because I was the thinnest in the group, I was told during the discussion that I should be the first one to go up and try it out, and then I would go up one by one.
So as planned, the other two stronger peeps crouched down on the floor, and my big brother and the other peep helped me step on both of their shoulders, before they both slowly stood up holding my feet each and leaned me towards that glass.
I didn’t realize that my height plus the height of the two little ones below me was just enough to reach the broken glass, which was probably providential.
My eyes widened as I peered inside, a white woman sitting in a bath tub right in front of my eyes, scooping bath water onto herself with a long-handled ladle.
Ever since I grew up my mom seems to have started to care about what she says and does in front of me, she doesn’t even change her clothes in front of me anymore without a care in the world, and even when she takes a shower she just rubs my back and I have to wash the rest of the body myself.
Because the more you don’t get it the more you want it, and add to that the fact that at this age you already know a lot of things you didn’t know before, but it’s already too late to see it if you want to.
So now I can’t tell you how excited I am to see a woman’s mysterious body again.
But because this bathing place is covered by curtain cloth, the room is very gloomy, I just come very close to not see very clearly, and the front is glass, and I don’t dare to put my head directly over.
Just keep blinking to see, the bottom of the small partner stood too long, can not eat the force asked me to watch it, it is time to change, I do not know whether he said too loud was heard, or I was talking in that glass mouth was heard by her.
The woman bathing inside suddenly looked over to my place and started screaming, scaring me so much that I asked them to put me down, and then a few people rushed off.
Afterward they blamed me for looking too long and they didn’t even see it, so I lied and said that I actually didn’t see it either, it was pitch black and I couldn’t see anything in there, and in actuality it was actually pretty much just a little bit better than that.
This should be regarded as my relatively early sexual enlightenment, so when I saw this yellow story book given to me by Li Jun, I don’t even know how excited I was, by the fifth or sixth grade, the words in it basically all know, so looking at the book’s depiction of sex, even though it’s just words but still look at the book blushed a lot.
Before he could read a few pages and was getting excited, the book was snatched by Li Jun and put into his book bag.
“I haven’t finished reading that.”
“Look good, I told you it was a good one, want to see it or not.”
“Think think think.”
“Then I can lend it to you, but for a fee.”
I was a little worried and said, “How much is that going to cost.”
Li Jun thought about it and said, “Just fifty cents would be good to lend you for three days.”
Money was not the same as it is now, and adults might only get a couple dozen or a hundred a month, so 50 cents was a lot of money to me back then.
Finally I discussed with him if I could give him 10 cents a day and return it to him when I was done reading, that way I could save some money if I read it faster, and he thought about it and agreed.
I immediately went out of my pocket and pulled out my mom gave me today’s 20 cents pocket money, took one to Li Jun, who knows he said he also want to give an extra 10 cents, said that it is a deposit, in case the book was found by my mom confiscated, or broken, I have to pay, I bit my teeth and gave it to him.
The yellow storybook carefully put into the book bag, and hurried to walk home, walking on the road, I feel that everyone is looking at me, have a kind of illusion as if they have found out my secret, grow up to think that I was too small courage.
After returning home, my mom has come back early, still waiting for me to eat, because of the thing with Li Jun than usual to go home later, she casually asked me how to come back so late, I was startled, I stammered that I do duty today, she did not ask anything.
At noon, my mom had to go to the factory to work, and it was still early for me to go to school, so she reminded me not to nap over my head and remembered to go to school early herself and left.
By the time I heard the sound of her door closing on her way out, my heart felt like it was going to jump out, pounding and pounding all the time violently, and I just kept feeling a very exciting and indescribable feeling in my heart.
Running quickly from the room, I opened the door to make sure my mom had indeed left, and rushed back into the room to close the door behind me and begin my yellow reading.
It is really strange, usually told me to read the language textbook did not read a few lines of words feel bored to death, can not see into, and now look at these one by one yellow short story is like seeing something delicious, the eyes do not blink.
It was also at this time that I first learned that a woman’s bottom is called a pussy, or a slut, and that a man’s penis was originally called a cock.
I have heard people say before that a man and a woman to have a baby is to put his penis into the woman’s bottom, but I don’t know exactly how it is, and I only know from the book that the original is to be inserted.
The storybook was made up of short stories of many kinds, including one about mother-son incest, and when I saw that title, “Me and my big-titted mom,” I felt my whole body heat up, and my cock surprisingly buckled a little.
So it looked with interest, although the whole story is not a lot of plot, and there is not much story arrangement, it seems that it is to help the mother massage the body, touch the body, and the mother is in heat to let the son screw on.
But for me, who had not seen much of the world at that time, I felt that it was already very exciting, especially when the book described my mother’s body, her breasts and hips, and her buttocks wiggled and twisted in a way that was exactly like that of my mother.
So I unknowingly replaced the woman in the book with my mom, and after reading the whole story, I still couldn’t get enough of it, and looked everywhere in the book to see if there were any more stories about this kind of mother-child incest, but unfortunately there were only three or four such stories in the whole storybook.
Then when I went to read other types of stories I felt like I couldn’t get into them, I didn’t have that thrill of reading stories about mother-son incest, so I had to watch those mother-son stories over and over again without noticing at all that it was time for school.
When I thought of going to school, it was already at least ten minutes into the class, running all the way to the classroom, good thing I’m usually better behaved in class, the teacher just said a few words to me and let me sit in my seat.
As soon as I took my seat, Lee Jun sneaked up on me with a wicked grin on his face and said, “How’s that for a good look?”
“It’s pretty nice, I’ll give it back to you later after school.”
Li Jun was startled by me and said in surprise, “No way, you’re looking at it so fast?”
I didn’t want to tell him that I had just finished all the incest stories of the kind I liked and not the others, so I told him, “I just read a few that were good, and left the others alone if they weren’t interesting.”
He began to brood, probably contemplating how he could make money from me again, and how he couldn’t imagine that I’d read it in just one day.
After a while he said, “So do you want to see anything else.”
“Other? Do you have any other books?”
“Books I have plenty of, and I have other more interesting things?”
“What is it?”
For once my curiosity was piqued by him.
“DVD you know.”
Of course I knew about DVDs, only a few rich families bought them in those days, and I had heard from the beginning that they were capable of watching pornographic CDs.
But it was impossible for me to get either DVDs or pornographic CDs, so I just heard about it at the time.
Now that I heard Li Jun suddenly mention this thing, it instantly evoked the previous memories, I didn’t think that he would be able to get his hands on this kind of thing, but I remembered that his family shouldn’t be very rich either.
I then asked him, “Do you have DVDs at home?”
He said, “I don’t have any at home, but I know where I can see this kind of stuff, and there are CDs to watch it on, so how about it, do you want to go see it.”
After the experience of paying to borrow a book at lunch I knew he wasn’t giving it to me for nothing, so I asked him, “Does it cost money too?”
He nodded.
I said, “How much does that cost?”
He compared a three fingers gesture, I want to triangular money so much ah, a little hesitant up.
She probably saw my hesitation and told me, “Actually, there are other things you can use instead.”
As soon as I heard that I asked him curiously, “What is it.”
He started playing coy again and told me to wait until after school when no one was around to tell me.
Then he talked to me a little more about the stories in the book and asked me which ones I’d read, and I was afraid he’d know the secret, so I just blurted out a few and didn’t talk to him anymore.
It was time for school to end in the afternoon, and this time the two of us didn’t go too far out of the way, probably a place not too far from the school, hunkered down and started talking about substituting items.
“Actually, you could have used your mom’s stuff instead of money.”
“My mom’s stuff.”
As soon as I heard his complaint, some strange up, my mother has what what can replace, and if it is my mother’s things if less is certainly to be known by her, this kind of thing I do not dare to do.
“Anything, panties, bra, or socks will do.”
When Lee Jun said these women’s intimate apparel, I looked at him with a very strange look.
He then explained, “I didn’t ask for these things, the man with the DVD specified them, and he said that if they were good, he would not only not charge but also pay for them.”
I thought at first that I had heard wrong, and that it was more than just not asking for money.
Li Jun probably guessed what I was thinking and continued, “If it makes him happy, one or two pieces are no problem.”
That one or two dollars was a lot of money at the time, and I was a little tempted to listen, but still a little afraid.
And that’s when Li Jun, who was on the sidelines, started egging me on, saying, “There’s no way your mom will find out if you only take one.”
I thought about it and indicated that I’d better go back and think about it, and so I did.
Until my mom came home to make dinner and I showered and went to bed my whole still upset.
Even in the sixth grade I still slept in the same room as my mom, except she no longer had the same no-holds-barred attitude that she used to have when she would change in front of me, and she would tell me to get out of the room every time she changed.
By the time she finished her shower and came in to bed, I was still thinking about what Li Jun had said, and after turning off the light I still couldn’t sleep, so I sat up intending to get out of bed.
“What’s wrong?”
My mom asked me when she saw me suddenly do it.
“I’m going to the bathroom.”
“Why didn’t you go on so much just now, that’s what you kids do, things don’t know how to get ready first, turn the lights on don’t fall.”
I did what my mom told me to do and turned the lights up and walked out.
In fact, my purpose was not to go to the toilet at all, but to go to the toilet to see if there were any clothes that my mom had changed out of after the shower, and surprisingly, I did find them.
A pair of red cotton panties, a pair of flesh-colored stockings, and a purple bra that felt as if it was still hot in my hand, I excitedly brought it up to my nose and sniffed it hard, it had a faint aroma.
Because of the yellow storybook I had just read at lunch, I associated it with the storybook again, and my dick was kind of sticking up again.
Would have liked to smell a little longer, did not think my mom suddenly called me, see so long is not good, I put the panties, bra and hurriedly walked back to sleep.
Once into the quilt my mom told me to lie down and hurry to sleep, tomorrow still have to go to school, but I was stimulated by the storybook and the bra just now, where is the mind to sleep, full of thoughts are the contents of the book, and my mom wearing these bras, until the latter part of the night to fall asleep.
In the end, I thought about it several times and felt that stealing my mom’s panties and other things to sell is too dangerous, easy to be found not to mention that if Li Jun that kid later to use this to blackmail me will be miserable.
It was very popular among the kids at the time to talk about who’s mom got fucked by whoever, and who’s mom was slutty and all that, and I didn’t want my mom to be gossiped about at the time.
Ever since I rejected Lee Jun’s request, he has become much colder towards me, and it’s a good thing I rejected him then.
Because later on there was a secret circulating among our little friends, in fact, what everyone already knew shouldn’t be considered a secret, it’s just that this thing was limited to us boys.
Said a boy named Tian Xingteng in the class has stolen her mother’s underwear was found by his mother, this Tian Xingteng usually do not play with us together, people are a little mute, do not look like doing this kind of thing people.
So at that time when this rumor circulated everyone else didn’t believe it, but I was the only one who knew that it could be true, because during that time I saw Li Jun and that Tian Xing Teng getting quite close, and at that time I wondered how two people with completely different personalities could get together.
Then later Li Jun did not come to study said to drop out of school, it is more confirmed my idea, from then on said Li Jun family moved, and Tian Xingteng later also do not know where to go, everyone just guessed that the rumors about Tian Xingteng may be true to leave here, but how they can not guess Li Jun and why good reason to move the reason.
I was scared by the two of them and was afraid that Lee Jun would not shake me out as well, so when the rumors about them were spreading in those days, I was both worried that I would hear my name in people’s talk one day and worried that Lee Jun would come looking for me, and my whole mental state was very poor.
So much so that my mom saw me shriveled up and thought I was sick, and wanted to take me to the doctor, and when I got to the hospital the doctor asked me a few questions, and said that it was because I was overstressed that I was having a bad night’s sleep, and because I was too small to prescribe any sleeping pills, so I was prescribed some medication that would help me sleep.
My mother was quite puzzled, I’m not a very hard-working children, this age, how can mental overstress that, so asked me, I can not think of other excuses, just casually said that it is because of the final exams soon, my mother listened to a particularly happy touch my head, said I grew up to understand the situation.
Toward the end of the night, my mom brought me the medicine that the doctor had prescribed and watched me take it down because she knew I didn’t like pills and was afraid of them being bitter.
When I went to bed at night, I even turned on the light to watch me fall asleep first, which was a tenderness of my mother that I hadn’t experienced for a long time since I grew up.
I don’t know when I fell asleep, I was just confused and my head started to get dizzy, and then later on I seemed to see a bright light in front of me, but it was blurry, I rubbed my eyes desperately still couldn’t see clearly.
Then later it came to a house with a very quaint large round wooden bucket that the village people usually used to hold their rice, yet at the moment there was a woman sitting in it, still unclothed.
My eyes could just make out that she wasn’t wearing any clothes, and when I got to some of the key parts it became foggy, and when I went to look at her face again, I could see surprisingly clearly that it was my mom, and she was looking at me with a particularly big smile on her face.
That smile was something I had never seen on her before, and she suddenly threw the bucket of water at me again, but I didn’t feel a thing, and she smiled again and waved at me, and I walked over to her.
I do not know how the clothes became gone, she let me sit in and she bathed with her, I followed her instructions to sit in the barrel, she managed to wash herself with water, and my eyes stared straight to her breasts, my mother saw me, just very gentle smile at me, I do not know where to get the courage to reach directly past the hand intends to go to grab.
Then, the dream woke up, I woke up the first time the whole person’s brain is particularly clear, back is still a burst of cold and hot cold sweat, for just that also true and false dream are remembered very clearly.
The more I recall the dream just now the more difficult to distinguish in the end is true or false, I do not know if you have ever had this feeling, know that they just do is a dream, but recall and feel particularly real, as if it is true.
However, the next second I was too late to consider whether it was a Zhuangzhou dreaming of a butterfly or a butterfly transforming into a Zhuangsheng, I realized that one of the palms of my hand sideways above me was grasping something soft, an object in the shape of a sphere, with a handfeel I had never felt before, and which was particularly pleasant to the touch.
It immediately occurred to me that the object belonged to my mother, as she was sleeping next to me at the moment, and my brain immediately associated it with what exactly I was touching.
I’ve seen descriptions of breasts in novels, and they’re also exceptionally soft and comfortable to touch like the ones described just now, and I’ve only glanced at them before when I peeked at other people’s baths and when I was a kid and my mom was changing clothes.
My breathing suddenly shortened, knowing that I was wrong, in case if mom found out it was even more to die, but in my heart I just kept lying to myself, just touch it for a little while longer, just for a little while, wait a little while and let go right away.
At first found his palm is touching the mother’s breast after, scared the whole hand are hard, do not dare to move, so covered in the above, and after a while to see the mother is not much movement, the heart of an evil voice has been hypnotizing their own, touch a try, very comfortable, afraid of what.
The palm of my hand then increased its force slightly, and just that little bit of force was enough to make me feel the charm and elasticity of a woman’s breasts.
This kind of thing is like an addiction, after the first hit there will be a second, my palms began to gently squeeze my mom’s breasts one at a time, all the while having to pay attention to her reaction for fear of her waking up, I’m afraid that this is the most concentrated mental energy I’ve ever had in my long life.
Later so play a while after the beginning of a greater evil, just so gently touching the heart of the fire can not be extinguished, may be at that time I have been lost by desire, regardless of all the consequences, just want to get a greater sense of pleasure, began to grasp the palm of the mother’s breasts more forcefully, I was the feeling was about to grab her breasts burst.
Later things also confirmed my idea, I just so hard to grab a little, originally in the sleep of the mother suddenly if not moaned, although she screamed a very small voice, but I was particularly attentive to her situation plus the night is quiet, in fact, it also sounds quite loud.
I thought at the time that I had scratched her in pain, an agonizing sort of grunt, but now that I think about it the moan was really indistinguishable from whether it was hard or comfortable, except that at the time it had scared me so much that I couldn’t move, and just stayed put, my palms resting on my mom’s breasts to cover them, while my eyes were glued to her backside.
Until I saw mom’s body moved a little bit, hurriedly closed his eyes, but the hand still did not take back, and do not dare to move again, I also do not understand how my mental quality at that time will be so good, that is, in exchange for the present I am afraid that I can not do to react so quickly.
Mom’s whole breathing was different when she woke up, and that let me know that she did wake up and didn’t just happen to move her body.
After a few seconds of just closing my eyes, I think, Mom gently took my hands off her breasts, then gently placed them on my own side, and then heard what sounded like the pulling of clothes, probably organizing her own.
The night was once again quiet, and just when I had thought that was the end of it, thankful that I hadn’t been found out, a hand gently swept over the spot where my dick had been.
I was taken aback, but I reacted quickly at the time immediately thinking it was my mom, I just couldn’t figure out what she was up to.
Then the next second mom’s fingers gently tapped my penis through my boxers, I was still in an erect state because I had just touched my mom’s breasts, in fact, it shouldn’t be called an erection, at least it wasn’t the adult kind that gets hard, it just swells a little bit and is still the softer kind.
Mom wasn’t sure if she was intimidated by my swollen cock or not, but she suddenly stopped tapping it with her fingers, and then after a little while switched to rubbing it with a couple of fingers.
Although the force she used was very gentle, I just had an indescribable feeling all over my body, even more comfortable than the feeling I just brought from touching her breasts.
Then to the back of the mom also seems to be not satisfied with just a few fingers to rub, directly with her entire palm wrapped around my penis, her palm is very warm, because probably well maintained, the hands are not calloused, the penis was her grasp in the hands of indescribable comfort.
Her movements were all very slow and gentle, and there was a moment in her hand when her palm contracted and squeezed my dick a little, and the feeling was just like going to heaven, and I recalled it to this day, but I couldn’t experience it from my girlfriend or my wife later on in any case.
After playing with it for a while mom let go of my dick, adjusted her body and started sleeping again, and I went to sleep without realizing it with the pleasure I had just felt.
By the time I got up the next day, I found myself in exceptionally good spirits, and was still a little embarrassed to see my mom, but she acted not the least bit differently, so that it was impossible to think that she had done anything to me last night.
After a few more days like this, I finally confirmed from my classmates that Li Jun had left our village, and my whole body was relieved from top to bottom.
Then later in the night, whenever I wanted to experience my mom’s soft breasts again, my heart began to beat, always feeling that if I did so, she would immediately find out, and I always wanted to wait until she slept a little bit before I did it.
But because of all the crazy play outside during the day, at night are especially want to sleep, waiting and waiting themselves to fall asleep, so is never let me get away with it again.
It was the summer after I graduated from the sixth grade, and I thought it was the happiest vacation I’d ever had, because people didn’t have to choose a school like they do now, and there was only one middle school in town, and those of us who were in the same class finished elementary school, and then middle school were actually the same old group of people, so there wasn’t much of a difference.
And my dad will come back in this summer vacation. I used to be especially happy whenever my dad came back from working outside because he would always bring me back delicious and fun things to eat.
And this year I’m not looking forward to his return as much.
Originally today it was agreed that several of my buddies would go flying kites together, but since the lead Dahlin had to help out at home, the rest of us had no interest in doing much of anything so we canceled the appointment temporarily, and I was just about to go home after hanging out for a while.
At this time I saw my mother pushing a bicycle on the road, she was followed by a man, the man I know, is a colleague of my mother’s factory, I call him Uncle Chen.
The two of them laughed as they walked, and when my dad wasn’t home, it was just my mom and I living together, and she would purposely avoid some of the men pestering her for fear that it would give the village a bad name.
But this Uncle Chen is an exception, at least I’ve seen him walking and talking with my mom several times.
Suddenly, I saw Uncle Chen’s hand seems to my mom’s waist touched a hand, because the distance is too far I do not know if there is no mistake, just behind my mom seems to glare at him on the bike tube their own away, he looked at my mom’s back smiled and rode the bike to their own home in the direction of the drive.
After returning home my mom is cooking, also humming a little song looks like the mood is extraordinarily happy, I asked her, my father when to come back.
She looked at me with a smile and said, “What? You miss your dad, wait a little longer, you’ll be back in a few days.
I don’t know why I asked her that question at that time, but I just especially hoped that my dad would come back at this time and drive away that Uncle Chen.
And so after a week or so, my father finally came back from the outside, as I expected, brought a lot of good food, fun back to me, my mom a little angry to say a few words, blaming him for spending money, my father just smiled and did not say anything.
At dinner time also specifically asked about my study situation, my mother also truthfully reported to him, my results can only be considered to be more than the top than the bottom, my father heard just said a few words of encouragement to me, there is no blame, because that era to find a job is still mainly rely on the relationship.
At night when you go to bed at home only one room, my father came back, I naturally can not sleep with my mother a bed, so temporarily took a small wooden board plus two benches cobbled together a small bed for me to sleep.
Because of the sudden change of bed to sleep in, I was actually losing sleep, which I usually have a particularly easy time falling asleep, and was actually expecting something.
After all those yellow storybooks, I also began to understand the secrets between adults, knowing that they always do something else secretly in their sleep, and that my dad must have had to work all night if he hadn’t come home for so long.
As expected, not long after I had pretended to be asleep, I heard my dad talking.
“As if asleep?”
“You go and see to it.”
My mom signaled my dad to go see if I was asleep or not, luckily I was prepared for that and when my dad got out of bed and came to me he just saw a sleeping me.
“Saw it and fell asleep.”
The next thing I heard was my dad getting into bed and the bed boards rattling, my family’s bed at the time was still one of those wooden plank beds that made that squeaky noise with a little bit of movement.
“Be gentle, don’t turn around and wake Naru up.”
“Don’t worry, kids don’t even wake up easily when they sleep.”
My mom didn’t say anything else after that.
Then I heard another kiss, and I was lying on my side with my face toward my mom and their side because I had prepared myself mentally.
That’s when I peeked my eyes open a little and squinted into a slit to look toward the bed.
With that little bit of moonlight I was able to see rather obviously that my dad was pressing on top of my mom in a passionate passionate kiss, and that their bodies were still covered with a thin sheet that covered their lower bodies while their upper bodies were naked.
I also saw my mom’s breasts again after so many years, they looked especially snow-white and round under the moonlight, although the size wasn’t particularly large, but the shape was very nice, and only after I grew up did I realize that they were called shoots of milk.
My dad just wouldn’t let go of mom’s tongue in his mouth, and one hand kept rubbing her tits, and I had secretly tried him before, so naturally I knew how comfortable it felt in my hands.
What’s more, at that time I was so nervous that I didn’t dare to exert too much force, and now I saw my dad recklessly pinching and flattening and rubbing them round, and in his hands those tits were constantly changing shape, and a kind of anger came over me.
This front even if it is to fight off an uncle Chen, this back there is my father that, I will not never be able to touch my mother’s body.
After a kiss, my dad let go of my mom’s lips and smiled as his hand went down to touch it, and I don’t know what he touched, but my mom was surprised by him, not really surprised, but it sounded like she was a little hard to hear anyway.
My dad’s hand drummed under the layer of sheets for a long time before he finally brought it up, his fingers surprisingly shimmering with a crystalline sheen by the moonlight, as if smeared with a layer of honey.
That’s when my head flashed, and I remembered that this seemed to be the lewd water that the book said would come out from down there when a woman was comfortable, so in that case, my mom had just moaned in comfort, rather than being made uncomfortable by my dad.
I just saw him bring his finger up to my mom as if he was going to give her a sniff, while my mom turned her head to the side in embarrassment.
“Did I miss it when I wasn’t home for so long? So much water in so little time.”
My mom tilted her head and didn’t say anything, but I could hear her breathing rapidly, my dad saw that my mom wasn’t answering her, and without relenting, he was about to reach in front of my mom’s nose with his lewd finger, when she reached out and gasped and drained it away.
“Deadbeat, you’re a tease as soon as you get back, if you don’t get it soon, you won’t be able to do it again later.”
That’s when my dad changed his gentle demeanor from earlier and suddenly became fierce.
“You’ll see if it’s good or not later, you’ll have to get out of bed tomorrow.”
Neither of them spoke again in the background, and my dad drummed under the sheets for a little while longer, and with one of his jerks, my mom and he let out a low, deep moan at the same time.
Then the plank bed squeaked and squeaked and squeaked, in the middle of my mom also patted down my dad to let him keep it down, probably for fear of waking me up, but I thought it was his own movements too much, my mom could not stand it, and did not listen to persuasion at all, but instead of movements more and more violent.
My mom kept gritting her teeth and enduring it, it looked so hard that she couldn’t even seem to speak.
Their movements were rather single, just a male on female carry to the end, and there were no other gimmicks, not as colorful as depicted in the book.
After about ten minutes or so of just that mechanical movement, with my dad’s final slam, he stopped moving and slumped over my mom’s body with a gasp.
It took a while before I got up and took out a paper towel in the cabinet next to me to wipe it off, while my mom, after wiping it off a little bit, suddenly looked my way, scaring me so much that I immediately closed my eyes, just wondering if she had seen me.
I then heard someone get up, put on their shoes and walk over to my bed and gently tuck me in.
Smelling the smell of soap on that body I could guess that it must be my mom getting up, then she walked out of the room, there was a sound of running water ringing outside, it should be that she went to clean up and came back after a while.
When she came back my dad had long since snored his way into sleep, my mom stood by the bed and sighed softly not knowing what she was thinking before finally laying down and going to sleep as well, while I kept thinking back to what they had just done for I don’t know how long before I fell asleep.
My dad came back this time and stayed at the house for about a month or so, but there weren’t many days where he sneaked off to do errands like he did last night. My mom didn’t look particularly happy about my dad coming back this time, she looked like she was available, and it wasn’t until my dad walked out of the house once more to go work outside that my mom’s face looked a little bit reluctant to leave.
After my dad left for a while, I went home once, and Uncle Chen, who worked in the same factory as my mom, was at my house. He saw me and asked me kindly about my academic performance, but I had a prejudice against him before, and I didn’t like him very much, so I answered a few sentences and went back to my room. He stayed for a while and then left, and then I never saw him come to my house or leave work with my mom, until my second year of junior high school when my father made a lot of money, and our family moved to the county, and then even more no contact.
When I arrived at the county town, I realized how big the outside world was, and how many things I had seen for the first time in my life. However, when I came to a new environment, I couldn’t keep in touch with my old friends, and I often became a bit lonely after school.
Good thing I met a new little friend, he is my classmate, the reason why we can become good friends I think it should be the situation is relatively the same! His name is Su Wen, a very pretty name, the person is also very pretty, the character is the same as his appearance, seems a little weak.
Once after school saw him being bullied by some other class students, I can not see eye to eye on the hand to help him, rural children are more skin, fights are commonplace, the few students three or two times to be my fight away. In this way I can be considered and he really know under, one is just to the county no friends, a is timid and cowardly dare not socialize, two state also have similar people so come together to become friends.
Su Wen’s family is considered to be relatively rich family, which can be seen from his dress and usual demeanor on the upbringing of one or two to. Before coming to the county, I often hear people in the village say, city people are snobs, only and rich people as friends, poor people can not even touch their side, but in my contact down, Su Wen at least is not this kind of person, because he really is to treat me as his good friend, just know more than two weeks to invite me to his home to play on the weekend, I have been bored crazy in this place, and so I readily agreed.
The first time I came to Suwen’s house, his house was very clean and tidy, it looked like it was cleaned regularly, he was the only one in the house when I went there.
“Are you the only one in the house?”
“Yeah, my mom went to work.”
I listened to this said a little fishy, how he did not say his father, the family did not see other people ah! But after all, I have grown up, know what things can ask, what things are not good to ask others, they hide in their hearts did not ask.
At that time is the red and white machine is very popular, but one of this game machine is too expensive, not the family is relatively rich, certainly can not afford to buy; Secondly, there is also a saying that this game machine is the spirit of heroin, once you play will be addicted to play with things. So many parents are especially prohibited children to touch this thing, not to mention buy, until now this kind of stereotypical thinking is still accompanied by that generation of parents to the present.
And Suwen’s house was not expected to have this kind of game machine, I had once gone to a secretly opened game hall to play before, and was immediately attracted by the unheard of fun, but the price charged according to the number of times of play was too expensive, and after a few trips there was not enough for me to spend my pocket money.
Suwen and I just kept playing the game until noon, then Suwen and I said we had to go buy food first, so that he could play alone first, after which he went out. I played for a while, after the characters died, I also feel a little tired, so I pause to rest and rest, just also get up to go to the toilet.
When I put on my pants and walked out of the bathroom I looked back at the balcony of their house, where there were rows of clothes hanging to dry, among which there seemed to be women’s clothes and panties. I don’t know why at that moment suddenly a small fire in my heart sprang up, and when I associated myself with what I might do next, my brain had gone blank, and involuntarily I headed for the balcony.
A few short steps but I was putting my heart on the verge of jumping out of my chest, looking at the black lace panties, something I hadn’t seen before from my mom’s side. These are Suwen’s mom’s panties, right? It’s so sexy! That’s what I was thinking.
As my hand was about to touch it I heard the key in the door and instantly came to my senses and quickly returned to the room, at which point Suwen also returned with a takeaway lunch.
“Why don’t you play?”
“Oh! A little tired, so I’ll get up and walk.”
There wasn’t the slightest doubt about my lies Suvin.
I started to get sleepy after lunch, and I was planning to go take a break before getting up to play the game, but I didn’t realize that I had slept until after 4pm.
Just when I was planning to say goodbye to Su Wen and go home, his mom came back, he was a bit surprised to see me, Su Wen introduced me to his mom at this time, “Mom, this is my classmate, Zhang Sicheng, come to our house to play.”
“Hello Auntie, my name is Zhang Sicheng.”
“Hello, and welcome to our home.”
Su Wen’s mother is not particularly beautiful, but it is very durable taste, specifically I can not say, may be a temperament!
“Are you going home here? Stay and eat before you leave!” Auntie Su started to retain me for dinner at her house, but I probably didn’t want to stay for a few more moments because of my previous thievery.
“No, Auntie, I should go home, my mom will be worried if I don’t go back this late.”
“In that case, then Auntie won’t keep you, so be careful on your way and come over to play if you’re not doing anything.”
After some polite finally left Suwen’s home. After returning home, I began to think about Suwen’s mother, obviously just met one side, did not say a few words, why do I seem to have a special feeling for her? It’s very strange.
In the days after that I went to Su Wen’s house to find him to play whenever I was free, and it wasn’t all about playing games, sometimes I would take him out to play basketball, otherwise Auntie Su would be just as hospitable as she was supposed to be and she would dislike me a lot.
“Man, you’ve been practicing your skills well lately, you’re catching up to me.”
“Oh, that’s also because you, the teacher, taught me well!”
“Hey, call me Sensei, am I that old?”
Since playing with me, Suwen is like a different person, he has become more talkative, lively and bold, and the class hardly recognizes him as the timid, girl-like Suwen.
After a game of ball, with a body full of sweat on the basketball court and Su Wen parted ways, back home intending to take a shower, but saw the front door of an additional pair of leather shoes, I can be quite sure that it is not my father’s shoes.
At that time, however, I didn’t think much about it and shouted out as usual, “Mom, I’m home.” Immediately after that a sound came from my parents’ bedroom, and while I was still wondering what was happening, the bedroom door was opened.
“Chengcheng is back? Come, come and meet your Uncle Chen, he just happened to be in town on business so he came here to see us and brought a lot of things over.”
What I didn’t expect was that there was an Uncle Chen who came out of the bedroom with my mom, I haven’t seen him since my dad came back that time, but I didn’t expect him to suddenly appear in my house today.
“Cheng Cheng has grown so big, I hardly recognize him, do you still know Uncle Chen?”
“What are you talking about, it’s still forgettable, it’s only been a while! Isn’t it? Chengcheng.”
The uncle Chen, who wore his hair immaculately combed, joked with me, and when I didn’t have a chance to speak, my mom spoke up for him first.
I felt strange in my heart at that time, but I couldn’t tell why, just inexplicably felt disgusted and loathed by this Uncle Chen, just said a few words perfunctorily, and told them that they were going to take a bath first, and went back to my room to get my clothes and went into the bathroom without paying any more attention to them.
While I was in the bathroom letting the hot water coming out of the rosette head wash away the dirt on my body, my brain slowly regained its usual calmness, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that something wasn’t right. Why did this Uncle Chen come to my house for good reason? What was he doing in the bedroom with my mom just now? If you want to chat, you can do it in the living room.
An ominous premonition enveloped my mind, the more I thought about it, the more uneasy I became, I was not even in the mood to take a shower, and casually wiped a few times with a towel before I was ready to go out. Just when I wanted to open the door to go out, I heard my mom’s voice talking outside.
“You hurry up and go, Chengcheng will be out of the shower soon.” Mom’s voice seemed a little rushed and nervous, and as if she was having some physical difficulties, her voice tone changed.
“I’ll see you in a couple days then, okay?”
“No, you can’t even come back in the future, this is just an exception, or we both won’t live.”
Uncle Chen did not expect his mom to be so determined, and was silent for a few seconds, “Okay, I know, I …… am leaving.” Then the sound of the door opening and closing was heard, it should have already left.
I stayed in the bathroom for a while longer before I came out, my mom’s face couldn’t see a trace of abnormality, still cooking me dinner as usual, but I knew there must be something between her and Uncle Chen that she was hiding from me.
My heart can actually vaguely guess a little something, but just do not want to face, as long as I did not see it with my own eyes, there is a possibility that it is not true, it is my own overthinking, so I comforted myself.
Later, Uncle Chen also kept his promise with my mom, and I never saw him come to my house again. And my dad’s work started to get on track, and he had more time, and no longer stayed away from home for three days like before.
Time flies, a turn of the eye has reached the third year of junior high school, in a few months is the midterm examination, for me is not so important. Because other people are making every effort to test the key high school, and I only need an ordinary high school to read on it, the pressure is not so big; and Su Wen is different from me, his grades are very good, has always been the top few in the class, the teachers also have high hopes for him.
My grades were in the middle of the pack largely because I studied with him on the weekends, and that’s why our families were closer. I found out from my mom that Suwen’s father had divorced her aunt Su long ago, and that she was now the only one bringing up Suwen, a so-called single-parent family.
It was then that it dawned on me that it was no wonder Su Wen’s personality seemed so withdrawn, and I think it had nothing to do with his family.
For some time afterward, I especially liked to go to Su Wen’s house to play and study with him, the reason for this is because ever since that day when Uncle Chen came to my house, there was a layer of shadow in my heart. Even though I didn’t have any direct evidence to prove that my mom was having an affair with Uncle Chen, the thought stuck in my heart like a shadow.
Whenever I see my mom laughing and chatting with my dad, asking about my health and grades with a concerned look on her face I always think that everything about this woman is an act, that she’s screwing other men behind my dad’s back and mine, and just thinking about it immediately turns all of her good intentions into foul malice.
In the last few months before the midterm, I would go to Su Wen’s house from time to time to review my homework with him, not that I planned to study hard to get into a major high school, but there was someone I wanted to see there – Auntie Su.
With the contrast of my mom, I instantly felt that Suwen’s mom’s image in my heart was incredibly tall, her gentleness and kindness warmed my heart at all times, and there was a time when I how I wanted to see her every moment of every day, and how nice it would be if she were my mom!
“Dingdong ……dingdong ……” I rang the doorbell of Su Wen’s house, and after a while Auntie Su came to open the door.
“Yikes! Chengcheng is here, Wenwen isn’t home today!”
I didn’t expect it to be so unfortunate, but I had wanted to find Su Wen and ask him questions.
“Don’t stand out there, come on in, he might not be back for a while.”
I had planned to leave just like that, since Auntie Su said so, I also pretended to listen to the good behavior and entered the house, because this was originally considered one of the purposes of my coming here, which was to be able to talk to her and see her more.
“Here, have a glass of water first!”
“Don’t you bother, I’ll just do it myself.”
“You’re still polite to auntie oh, then auntie is going to be angry.”
Sometimes Auntie Su would display a little girl’s look, and it was probably due to this mentality that made her look much younger than those aunts of the same age.
“How’s your revision going these days? Don’t ever stress too much.” Auntie Su handed me a glass of water over.
“It’s not bad, I’m so sure of this, I don’t think there’s any chance of going to the main focus, but a common high school is still a sure thing.”
“Oh, you child is just love to play, if you study well, on your head so smart still afraid of not getting into a good high school.”
“Then I’m like this, let me read there all day long, sitting there motionless, that’s really all over the place, I really can’t learn from Wen here.”
“Alas, Wenwen can’t help it, and he doesn’t like to play with people, he doesn’t go anywhere except at home and at school, it’s a good thing that he’s made a friend like you, he’s even more bold than before.”
“That’s good, I’ve learned a lot from Arwen too, otherwise my grades would still be at the bottom of the class!”
“Yikes! I forgot, I left my clothes outside and haven’t received them in yet, it’s going to rain later.” Saying that, Auntie Su immediately got up from the sofa and walked towards the balcony.
“In that case, Auntie, I’ll go back first, I don’t even have an umbrella, so I won’t even be able to get back later.”
“Wait a minute! You can leave after dinner, what’s the hurry? Auntie has an umbrella here, if you leave, Auntie will be angry.”
I usually stay here for dinner if I’m late studying here, it’s almost becoming a second home to me, and my parents know that I went to Su Wen’s house, so they’re not worried even if I go back a little later.
After making up her mind, she sat down at ease and unintentionally looked over to the balcony where Auntie was putting away her clothes. I don’t know if it’s because her clothes don’t fit or have shrunk, as she lifted her hands, the hem of the clothes lifted upwards with the movement of her arms, revealing her snow-white and slender waist.
Although it is only a side, I have long had an unspeakable emotion for Auntie Sue, both like adoration and dependence, it is hard to tell.
“I’ll go put the clothes away first, Chengcheng you greet yourself!”
Just as Auntie was about to walk past me, she suddenly tripped over something and fell forward onto the ground, scattering the clothes in the basket all over the floor.
“Auntie are you okay? How is it?” I hurriedly helped her up.
“It’s fine, it’s fine, walking is so not a worry, auntie is fine.”
Seeing her say she was fine, I was sort of relieved, and rushed to help her put away the clothes on the floor again.
“Huh? This is ……” I was surprised to find a pair of purple thongs while I was taking the clothes on the floor into the basket one by one, which instantly overwhelmed me.
In those days such things as thongs should be considered very avant-garde panties, and generally women with more outdated ideas would find it more difficult to accept them, but I didn’t think that Auntie would buy such things.
“Ya!” Auntie saw me holding her private items couldn’t help but exclaim, I was also scared by her even more I don’t know what to do, I had to hurry to throw that thong to the basket, as if nothing happened, the other things also gulped down to the basket stuffed.
“Auntie, it’s done.” When I handed the basket to Auntie Su, her eyes looked at the ground not daring to look at me, she answered softly and hurriedly went to her room.
I saw that I could not stay in this place, rushed to the bedroom and shouted “I’ll go back first”, and ignored Auntie Su’s reaction, quickly grabbed the door and went out.
I didn’t dare to go to Suwen’s house for a long time after that, and when Suwen asked me what was wrong, I could only put him off with other excuses.
Not long after the day I found out I got into high school, my dad and mom informed me of something as well, they were divorced. I can’t explain exactly what happened and how I felt, I just thought that if it was a dream, please wake up! In the end, however, my dad left us and went out of town, leaving me in a trance of disbelief and my mother in tears.
Their specific reasons for divorce I did not ask at the time, until later from some of my mom’s words probably guessed a little, should be related to that uncle Chen. I don’t know when my father found out about this, he has been holding back until now to divorce, I am very grateful to him, he did this I am not sad at all, on the contrary, there is a kind of relief for him the pleasure.
As for my mom, I barely spoke to her for a long time after that, and I basically didn’t even look at her except for dinner and asking for money.
Around my sophomore year of high school, she told me that she wanted to get married and found an uncle, and I asked her directly, “Is it the one surnamed Chen?” She was instantly stunned by my words, she probably didn’t expect her secret to be known by her own son!
Then she said, “So you knew all about it”, which confirmed my suspicions and her reasons for the divorce. She was going to continue to explain it to me, but I didn’t bother to listen and just turned my head back to my room, leaving me with the words, “If you want to get married, do whatever you want.”
Not long after my mom got married, the man is not the uncle Chen, surnamed Yi, the day before the wedding came to see once, to his show of goodwill I did not have any expression, directly shut into the room.
My mom went to live with that Uncle Yee after she got married, only coming back on weekends and usually leaving enough money for me or coming over to help me cook a meal. My hatred for her grew with each passing day, and when I looked at the happy and comfortable life she was leading now, I felt bad for my dad. I also gradually began to stop seeing her as a mom, but as a woman, a woman I both loved and hated.