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I. Preface
We are all ordinary people.
There is no perfect person in the world either; with strengths come weaknesses and shortcomings.
You can only look at a person for his strengths. If one is serious about it, then there is no such thing as a perfect person in this society.
“Woman” is God’s masterpiece, and it is also the subject of attention and keen interest of men all over the world.
You can see that some of the young and beautiful women on the street are wearing less and less clothes, and finally went to the sexy “yellow” road.
Even if you are a man of steel is also a soft foot, and how strong the man, will fall in her “garnet skirt” under.
Then, take out your pocketbook and enjoy the “skinship”.
From an erotic point of view, men are more prone to fall into empty fantasies.
For example, as long as a man sees a woman wearing a thin shirt slightly transparent, immediately associated with her clothes inside the carcass, curves, breasts, thighs, and so on, after all, men are part of the “visual sex” sensitive senior animals.
Therefore, a lot of women, see the psychological weakness of men, in order to meet the men’s “visual desire”, they use all their heart, make every means, dressed up to seduce men, cheat men to come up with money.
In any case, the final point is “men and women belly to belly” and “legs within legs”.
In short: It is rare to get drunk in life, so don’t wait until there are no flowers and empty branches.
Friend! What’s your view?
“Mrs. Li” was a famous rich widow and an exotic flower in high society.
She has youth, passion, and wisdom, but she still can’t get beyond the most difficult word in her life, “love and desire”.
The following is her pillow talk, which is so eloquent, so beautiful, and so frank that it can really be called: a bold work.
II. Springtime
As of today, I’m a widow.
Widowed at the age of twenty-four, it’s a shudder to think of the long, cold, miserable years that followed.
We, as a society, have a special way of treating the young and the undead, more harshly than we would a yellow girl, more cruelly than we would an old gray-haired woman.
In particular, I have an inheritance of hundreds of millions of dollars, a large house, a beach house, two expensive cars, some jewelry, in addition to five or six servants and two purebred wolfhounds.
This naturally adds to people’s gloating over me, as they watch with cold eyes to see how I will live out my remaining days and how long I will be free.
Because the deadbeat husband wrote clearly in his will: until I’m 50 years old, I can only use the interest of 150,000 dollars per year, and if I remarry before that time, my rights as an heir will automatically expire.
Only a deadbeat who is addicted to alcohol day and night would come up with such “unethical” conditions!
He doesn’t think about it. I’ve only been married to him for a few years, and I’ve never really had a happy married life.
He is cooler to wine glasses and bottles than my willowy red insults, and my flirtatious eye-rolling is, in his opinion, less than a bottle of dizziness-inducing brandy!
The last few years of widowhood are enough, how can we survive the next 26 years of widowhood?
Hating it, I wanted to throw away the big inheritance and the dreadful title of “Mrs. What’s-her-name”!
But, on second thought, how can I give it up?
“Money! Money! Money!” It is the most important and necessary thing in this world! If I lack it, then my youth, passion, and beauty will be sold as commodities.
If I had been more open-minded and wiser, and had given up formalism and sought practical benefits, would not my possessions have been equally capable of buying many of the commodities I needed?
The difference between buying and selling, active and passive, is so far apart that why wouldn’t I choose the former?
Ah! I shouldn’t have monkeyed around so much!
In any case, the dead ghost and I are husband and wife, we have to fulfill three years of mourning for him, no! Three years is too long!
A year! A hundred days–at least the full seven seventy-seven. Alas! I’ll just have to endure another 49 days! The yellow plum rain continued, and the sky was covered with dark clouds, a standard atmosphere of death.
Even so, I couldn’t shed a single tear, much less cultivate sincere sorrow to do so.
So, I’m just going to hide in my room alone and watch the drizzling rain float by.
There wasn’t a sound in the whole house, probably the servants and even the two wolfhounds had accompanied the dead ghost to the funeral parlor!
The thought of being alone in such a building was a little scary.
But, on the other hand, wouldn’t it be ideal if someone who knew what they were doing came to visit in the rain at this time?
Here we go again! I hate that I can’t hold it like this.
It’s just imagination, but isn’t the idea of becoming hot a bridge to practice?
During these forty-nine days, it is better not to even think about it, or I will be even less able to restrain myself.
The rain had suddenly increased in intensity, and the floor near the long window dripped with water, gradually going to soak the carpet.
I lifted the quilt, jumped out of bed, and ran over to close the long window, feeling a wet chill on my bare feet, as well as on my body.
I casually rang the call bell and asked them to wipe the floor dry.
The view through the beaded window, surrounded by a misty realm of smoke, sucked me in.
I don’t know how long it took to turn back around.
“Mrs. Li!” The driver, Cai, stood in and out of the half-open doorway of the room, his one eye drooping and blinking up in a very peculiar manner.
“What are you running in for?”
I was a little offended that he was being so rude.
“Mrs. Lee…”
“Just call me ma’am from now on, no need to nominate with sex!”
“Yes.”
He glanced hard at me again.
“Didn’t Madame ring the bell? They all went to the funeral parlor, leaving me alone. I thought that Madame was probably going to the funeral home to see the hearse, so…”
“I’m not going there…you blot up those water stains!”
“Yes. Mrs. Li…!”
“Go get a dry cloth! Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Yes…”
He still won’t leave, his eyes searching me like a searchlight.
I looked down to myself to measure, I know not to see can, at first glance, can not help but blush, like a deer in the heart.
I had always been in the habit of wearing a robe in my bedroom without underwear, and the quality of the robe was a light lake-green silk, one that was more sheer than nylon.
Normally, except for the two wolfhounds, no male has ever been allowed into my bedroom, so there have been no embarrassing scenes.
I can’t imagine that on the third day of the dead ghost’s death, Cai ran in by mistake and got a full look from him.
I was angry, ashamed, and–pleasant.
What a special look a man has, it crawls over me like a snake, crawling there, hot there.
When it stopped, the spot got hotter and hotter, like it was going to melt right away.
This strange feeling made me neither move nor dare to make a sound, and so did Cai.
What was the power that made him so bold that he forgot even his usual manners and rules.
I don’t know if seconds, minutes, or moments have flown by. If this keeps up, the consequences are unimaginable.
Because, there is a certain limit to people’s patience, and after breaking through this barrier, it will be out of control.
Just in the nick of time, a car horn sounded under the window, followed by the screeching brakes of wheels on the concrete road in the garden.
I glanced at A Cai, who exited the door in red-faced panic, muttering and whispering on the side, “I think it must be Miss Zhao coming to fetch Madam. I’ll go and take a look!”
Until Cai’s back turned the corner and disappeared, I felt at ease, but I also felt frustrated, ah! People are always so contradictory.
I turned to look out the window and saw that it wasn’t Zhao Xiaoman who came out of the new Cadillac, but her brother, Zhao Limin.
It just so happened that he also looked upwards and smiled and waved at me.
I quickly covered my front with the curtains, and although he might not be able to see me clearly, I thought the action was warranted.
He had rushed up the stone steps in the rain and was out of sight, i.e., I gradually let down the curtains, quickly fetched a morning coat and put it on, and, after a hasty glance at myself in the mirror, feeling plump and refreshed, walked downstairs with satisfaction.
Limin stood in the living room, saw me and greeted me, held my hands and said quietly, “I’m so sorry…”
The tone of his voice was delightful, low and thin, drilling right into my heart.
He was wearing a brand new gray “Auron” suit, just right for mourning.
With the pitch black hair and eyes, it made that face, neck and hands look even whiter. My hand was hidden in his palm, and a warm, soft, lubricating feeling came over me, making me reluctant to pull back.
What’s worse, he looked down at me without looking away, capturing my gaze and perhaps my heart.
And my heart is struggling to float without a place to stay.
May he always kiss and embrace me with such eyes.
What an ideal realm that is, where all great things can be put aside, where no consequences need be considered, and where it doesn’t even matter if you die.
The sages said, “If you hear the word, you can die at night!”
Instead, I interpreted it as: if you get love by day, it’s worth dying by night!
Li-Min this kid is also really worthy of being a small bully in the love field, he suddenly loosened his hands, his eyes drooping. The old world said, “Old sister-in-law, you should be sad, first cherish your own body, and then do the funeral… They asked me to come and pick you up at the funeral parlor, saying that everything has to be taken by you to make a proposition.”
I suddenly felt some chills and settled down, “Of course I’m going, but I don’t know anything about those things, so I’ll just ask my uncle and aunt to do it all.”
“They have done everything, and are waiting for you to go and look over them, for you make the decision. Cousin-in-law, let’s go!”
“Okay, I’m going to go change and commiserate.”
“Please.”
He made a star pose and was back to his usual playful self.
I remembered the look on Cai’s face as he closed the car door for us, disappointment, loneliness, even jealousy on his dark face.
I feel sorry for him.
Limin drove the car around in circles while making small talk with me at one point or another.
I was too nervous to approach him like a girl on a first date.
But all the pores and cells of my body opened up to him, hoping that he would be more courageous and give me more joy than I had ever known.
Unconsciously, the car drove into the mountainous area with mountain walls on both sides. I recognized that it didn’t look like the city and couldn’t help but shout, “This is the road to Yangmingshan!”
“Yeah! I just want to stroll around Yangpeng Mountain in the rain. Cousin-in-law. Don’t you like it?”
“I like it too, but it’s not good that they’re all waiting for us!”
He stopped suddenly, and my upper body lunged forward as I felt the glass window crushing down in front of my eyes.
Too late, a hand climbed over my right shoulder, easing my forward lean so I could settle back against the back cushion.
I settled down and realized that the hand on my right shoulder still hadn’t moved away, and the heat coming from that palm, burning my flesh, caused me to let out a slight shiver that was neither like pleasure nor pain.
I couldn’t help but turn over with his palm, and now we were sitting sideways facing each other, eye to eye just a foot apart.
I couldn’t avoid his gaze, a strange gleam in those dark orbs, while Four passed out wordless words.
The two converged into a force that made me completely throw off my former solemnity.
“Yu-Swirl!” He called me by my nickname for the first time.
My eyelids, which had gradually drooped, quickly rolled up again, expecting him to say more, but he stopped speaking, but stroked my cheek with the tenderness of his gaze.
“Yuxuan…”
Leman’s agonized voice.
I quickly squeezed his hand, feeling overly impulsive as I did so, but relaxing it made it more visible, so I just held it gently.
This gave him renewed courage, and his hand reversed from being held to holding mine, and the next thing I knew I found myself in his arms.
His left arm wrapped around my waist and his right hand slid gently up my arm, over my shoulder and between my neck, then back down the back of my head and landed on my cheek, rubbing and twisting it slightly.
I had to close my eyes because I was ashamed to see him gesturing strokes at me.
He touched it here and played it there as if he had just acquired an antique that he had been wanting for years, literally breathing life into it.
I endured his molestation like a mouse crushed under the paws of a cat, molesting to the point that when I finally felt satisfied, as usual, I would open my mouth and swallow.
I was just waiting for that bite from him. He remembered, of course, how his cousin’s wife had rejected him two years ago, one at a time…
Not to my surprise, the cat’s tentacles reached out.
It was his sharp, panting snort, and then I felt a rush of heat and wetness on my lips, which, like a crumbling embankment, were powerless to resist the onslaught of the dripping flood, and let the fountains of love spew forth at will.
The palm of a girl’s hand is also a sensitive part.
My palm touched his hot, firm thing and a hot flush of heat went through my body.
I was holding it very, very lightly, but I don’t know how, but I slowly, mistily, and gradually tightened my grip…
Perhaps it was a woman’s natural instinct, but I fisted that hand, gripped the thing, and sheathed it in one upward and one downward motion.
He took me into his arms and suddenly dropped his head down and nestled into my soft, warm, puffy breasts, and like a little doll, he took his mouth into the tip of my breast and sucked on it for a while.
He took my nipple and gently heaved it, biting and chewing.
I’m itchy and sore, and this sore, numb, clear-boned, strange itch is really like a thousand ants crawling into my veins.
I have given him to tease the spring heart swings like, can not help it, I have felt extreme emptiness, but also feel a strange itch that can not be scratched, the cloud traveled to every cell of my body.
He kissed every part of my body and ended up right at the small of my back, slowly lowering his head.
When the tip of his tongue approached my “man’s forbidden place” for further erosion, my whole body shook again as if I had been hit by an electric current.
From my leg and femur, Limin lifted his head up, a wisp of a conqueror’s smirk appearing on his face, “Yuxuan, I trust you’ll be able to sink your teeth into this?”
I smiled sweetly at him and crossed my legs.
He began to take possession of me, and I was very much in a state of pouting, I-wooing and exclaiming, and ouching, and was in a state of like invincibility.
In fact, I’m in a happy place, constantly chugging away.
“Eah…you’re so good, you’re making me feel so good, I’m so full and so tight inside, it’s been a long time since I’ve felt this much pain.”
The absence is driving me crazy.
A moment to see Limin turtle head red hot, the more up, the more pounding the harder. Forced around the pussy, not a single gap.
Rampage, like a thunderstorm, the top of my pussy wide open, my heart blossomed, lewd water gurgling out.
As if it had been a long time coming, my lust had long since risen and I had already climaxed twice in just ten minutes.
The deadbeat hasn’t given me this much pleasure in the last two or three years.
This time, we are trying to be as loose as possible.
He pushed down into my heart, and I quickly swung my waist to match his movements, my whole heart, jumping up and down, so intoxicating.
“Hmph…”
I felt a vague tingling in my lower part, “I…I’m dying…hurry up and push harder…harder…”
As soon as the words were out of his mouth, a rush of heat really came out of him…
The fire of desire that had been building up in our chests for six months was now mutually satisfied.
At this moment, heaven and earth, sun and moon, wind and rain, flowers and plants completely lost their meaning. The only thing that existed was me and him, and even the body did not exist: there was only life crying out, and the soul embracing…
I don’t know how much time passed in the daze.
Suddenly we heard a clap of thunder and we were unexpectedly startled apart. Then I flung myself into his arms again out of pure fear.
“Don’t be afraid! It’s just a muffled thunderstorm that happens in the rainy season.”
He stroked and patted pale me with infinite pity, and said softly.
I know, but I’m scared just for the old legend of the Thunder Pole.
The husband had not been dead for more than a few dozen hours, and the wife had stripped herself naked in front of the eyes of one man and received the caresses of another.
If, the gods knew, they should very well seek her out as a target.
That was the reason for my fear and the excuse I made for myself when I hid in his arms.
The thunder passed, the rumbling aftermath still ringing in my ears.
I looked up slightly, showing half an eye. Whispering, “Is everything okay?”
“What? …”
“Thunderbolt, didn’t hit us?”
“Where would it be? You’re turning into a child!”
He smiled with his mouth full of white teeth, then ran his fingers around my waistline, “Yu Xuan, I guess your waistline is only twenty-one inches…”
“Don’t be like that.”
I wiggled and laughed softly, “Count on it, probably you studied tailoring!”
“The tailor in me doesn’t need a tape measure, I just have to circumscribe it with my hands and I know exactly what it looks like.”
“You’re so experienced.” I said grudgingly.
“Thanks!” He said flirtatiously, “Come on, Yuxuan!”
The moment my lips would touch, I suddenly broke his embrace with force.
“What’s wrong? You…”
“Nothing.”
He lunged.
His red face and two eyes rippled with wisps of youthful enthusiasm.
I blushed too, my heart leaping again.
At the moment, he seems to be “not yet finished”, and his brain has a golden light.
Naturally, he gradually moved his eyes downward from my face.
Immediately afterward, he bent his head down and kissed me greedily and furiously with his hot lips on my pink cheeks, my puffy breasts, and my jade legs.
I let out a soft breath and thought, “It’s done, it’s done, it’s done,” so I let him caress me and have his way with me!
After a minute or two, my whole body was hot and dry, my knees began to tremble with war, and in my soul I felt a new and strange thing floating and throbbing there.
And his mouth and lips shifted back down, kissing my pussy tenderly. Taking that clit in his mouth and gently chewing on it.
The pussy opened slightly.
Seeing that the time was right, he embraced me tightly, his dry lips practically brushing as if they were sparks.
I pushed back against him, but I couldn’t muster half the strength I needed to make any more precautions.
In the confusion, his blood filled, thick and hard jade column, finally ran in wildly savage, in the blink of an eye, we Ba muddy however into one.
He was wilder and braver the second time than the first.
My heart was tingling and tickling all over.
Big cock, this time slowly in and out, lightly rubbing the edge of my cracked peach, a moment and violently stabbed thrusting hundreds of times, pussy in the obscene water, straight as a series of pearls absolute sound, a burst of divination chaotic explosion, flying around.
Limin’s entire lower half, soaking wet, and both of their little tummies were full of water, almost an ocean of it.
“Ah…hot…hot…”
I messed around screaming for a while and couldn’t even catch my breath.
The house was lit up before we hobbled over to the funeral home.
III. Lust Trap
The slanting wind brought a fine rain, a burst of race like a burst on the glass window, the water rattle accelerated swing, also like my heart like the two extremes, can not find the center of gravity as well.
In fact, I was stupid enough to know that Limin was a standard playboy son, so why bother with his experience with women’s waistlines?
What difference does it make to me if he has one or a hundred women?
Just thinking about it made me feel like I had just gone too far, and I couldn’t help but give him a sidelong glance.
He noticed it immediately, still driving with panache and looking ahead.
In a low voice, he said, “Yuxuan, I’ll see you tomorrow.”
He said it with such certainty, as if I were his mistress.
I got a little angry and shook my head, “I’m going to rest for the next few days, and we’re going to teach people to gossip if we do this, and we all can’t afford to do that.”
“We are cousins; shall I not be permitted to come and console you and accompany you, and take away the sorrow and loneliness?”
“But to be alone together.” I said, “In the eyes of the world, it is a sin.”
“What do you care about them for! Who in this world is really clean? Especially in our rich family, I’m afraid that even our cats and dogs are not clean. Whoever wants to gossip, let them do so! We only care about ourselves…Yu Xuan, do you know how life is like when youth is no more?”
I remained as cold as ice on the surface, never accepting his compulsion, much less declaring surrender under these few words of his offense.
“Here it is.” He said, “Get in!”
Turns out the car was parked in front of the funeral home and I was dimly aware of when I arrived. After a pause I asked, “You’re not going in?”
“I’ll see you tomorrow!” He said very softly.
“No!” The faintest protest.
“Don’t say no! You need me. I know you want to see me in your heart, so why go against yourself? Jade Swirl, you and I are both natural born flirts, neither one of us will lose out, it just fits together.”
I immediately got out of the car, slammed the door shut, and headed inside without looking back.
Even then, I heard him say behind me, “See you tomorrow, Yuxuan…”
I was softened again by this gentle voice.
Looking to stand still and listen to him leave, the wheels seemed to roll over me, crushing me to pieces, but taking my whole heart with them.
When I looked up, the plain white streamers reflected a grayness, that was terrible!
I wish I didn’t have to go in there. How can I stand all those joss sticks and candles and plutonium and dead bodies displayed in rows and columns?
What I couldn’t stand was the strange looks I got from relatives of both sexes, but I had to go in. Otherwise, gossip would fly. They said I was a heartless woman who refused to take a last look at her husband’s body.
I lifted my courage and strutted inside with gusto.
As long as we can get through this hurdle, we will be able to fight for the happiness of the rest of our lives, because this world is a world of weakness and fear of strength.
I’m going to be strong, ignore what other people think, and do what I love.
My husband is dead, no one can interfere with me anymore, I am a free woman now.
Li Laosan buried this day, coinciding with the wind and rain, the cemetery is some bleak atmosphere, a handful of rumbling yellow soil, freshly ground white stone tombstone, coupled with the bleak wind, gray clouds, Zhelei leaching yellow plum rain, composed of the funeral weather.
We are now burying a man who is a wastrel who lived without honor and died without pathos.
Today was the last chance in his life to receive the flattery he had been offered; by tomorrow, no one would think of him.
Some monks chattered on about scripture, which I couldn’t understand and didn’t care to listen to.
I just hung my head to see if the newly cut mourning clothes fit, to see the water droplets on the grass at my feet, and to see the little yellow flowers swaying in the wind over there.
Someone was close to me from behind, a strange heat that made me shiver.
I didn’t need to turn around to know that it was the driver, Cai, who had been holding an umbrella for me, and now that the umbrella was lowered over my head, he was close to my side.
If I tell him to go away, he immediately moves a few feet away from me!
But I didn’t. Why bother?
I’ll just pretend I don’t know and forget about it.
The temperature of a man’s body is marvelous! Like a half-cold, half-hot iron moving over thin silk, a kind of flat, snug comfort!
I enjoy it while quietly raising my eyelids.
The edge of the umbrella was right over my brow, a good cover so that careless relatives couldn’t detect that I was snooping.
So that the soul of the attentive person sees my face in the blue silk reflection, with the eyes when the soul of the soul.
Who is the Careful Man?
He stood not far from the opposite side, his head hanging down, his eyes slightly raised, and it was none other than that former enemy, Zhao Limin.
His gaze was so greedy that it made me afraid to make contact with it from time to time.
Will he realize Cai’s rudeness? Jealous, or saddened by the fact that I missed his appointment that day?
In short, his gaze burned like a fire, a flame made of seven emotions, blazing straight to the heart.
The monk was reciting the last few verses, always saying how the dead ghost was a good person, called by the Jade Emperor to return to rest and labor, and should go to heaven.
I couldn’t help but cry when I heard that if people like Li Laosan could go to heaven and become immortal, then there probably isn’t a single person in the world who would go to hell after death.
I can also do whatever I like without having to worry about that one final referee.
After the ceremony, everyone gathered around to offer their condolences to me, saying the usual things like I’m sorry for your loss.
I pretended to be dumbfounded, not saying anything or moving except nodding my head, which made me look like a mourned and undead person!
The last one to walk up was Zhao Limin, bringing a strange feeling before he even got close, and I half-heartedly lowered my head.
He approached gently, bundled up and tenderly cupped my right hand, squeezing and patting it without saying a word.
I couldn’t help but raise my eyes, and this time, his gaze captured me so tightly that there was no escaping it.
His face originally white as jade, this time in the reflection of the blue silk umbrella, became a soul-sucking pale, the corners of his lips originally always with a wicked smile, now temporarily disappeared, in place of the pain of self-mockery.
He hadn’t opened his umbrella, and the drizzle dampened his softly curled hair, a handful of which draped over his forehead, as if he were disheveled from a lost love.
My heart softened, whole and unreserved, and I let “love and compassion” be conveyed in my eyes.
After that, how Ah Cai was sent away, how Limin used his sister Wenjing to invite me to their home.
As well as what I did and said along the way, I can’t recall.
One is like falling in a cloud, drowsy and languid, at the mercy of others.
It was only when he reached Zhao’s house and realized that he already had a few guests in his house that he regained his sobriety.
Wenjing took me in on her arm and whispered in her ear, “Look! Li-Min, fearing that you will hurt yourself with worry, has specially arranged for you to meet these friends to relieve your boredom!”
The Limin siblings are well traveled, and the six men and women have friends they know and have never met.
Three men and three women, including literary figures, musicians, movie stars, producers and factory owners.
Whether they knew each other or not, they were all accustomed to fooling around, and they swarmed up together, shouting and yelling, and some of them said, “Mrs. Li, don’t cry, these people of ours will accompany you and play with you until tomorrow.”
I made a sad smile, “Thank you guys.”
“Mrs. Lee, do you like to dance or play cards? Whatever you say today, we’ll follow you.”
“No!” I replied softly. “Thank you all for your hospitality, I’m happy enough to watch you play.”
“Why don’t you say something? These friends are here today to relieve your boredom, and you have the nerve to leave us out?”
I sat down with a bitter smile.
Limin and Wenjing introduced the guests for me.
That one is, factory owner Qin Dongfeng.
Producer and star Nguyen Thuy Trinh.
Musician Tangent.
Novelist Ho Sung.
Newly minted actress Yingying Huang.
Winks actress Mari Chen.
The complexity of their relationship is difficult to describe. A biography of them could be written in a million words.
I have no intention of doing so, I only blame the Zhao siblings, why did they invite these cowards and snakes to relieve me of my worries.
But soon, I realized.
These men and women have their own skills, and I was gradually assimilated by them without even realizing it.
At the beginning, they danced in four pairs, and I just sat and watched.
The hot Latin music is getting crazier and crazier, like it’s about to rip your belly out, it’s so hard to bear, when I was changing the record, a person stood in front of me, it was He Cheng.
Before I could refuse, he had pulled me up and whispered, “Mrs. Lee, don’t desert your mumba steps, let’s dance this one.”
“I’m a big reader of Ho Sung novels, but don’t think it’s a good dance partner, especially not when mumba, dicoco, and other newer dance steps are danced.”
But his waist was already wrapped around his waist, and the music had started, so it was only fair to follow his foot and start walking.
Though he was not a good dancer, and he was always a man, and had heard many a fling about him.
I began to tease him, unintentionally playing on my female instincts.
“What’s new these days?” I said looking up close to his chest.
“Don’t talk about those things, I’ll tell you a news, it’s about the producer, Ms. Nguyen Xiaozhen…”
“I already know a lot of the news about Nguyen Xiaozhen.”
“This one is special news, related to Qin Dongfeng.”
My interest came, Qin Dongfeng is a foreigner, a most successful industrialist, and well known in the community, it seems that I have not heard any racy news about him.
And this time, there’s no escaping the beauty of Nguyen Xiaozhen! I’d like to hear what’s going on.
Then he said, “Has she already hooked him.”
“Needless to say?”
“Ruan Xiaozhen, for the middle-aged men have the most methods, you always know that in the past old man Zheng and Wu Siyang were stirred up by her. This Qin Dongfeng, on the seniority is still shallow, by He Bin to pull together to recognize after, by her three or two gestures, will make him delirious, willing to be embroidered shoes under the captive.”
“I see you’re paying quite a bit of attention to her as well.” I laughed at him askance. “Is it possible that you and Huang Yingying are tired of each other?”
“Listening to other people’s nonsense, there’s nothing between Huang Yingying and I, let alone getting tired of it, it’s all rumors from them. In good conscience, Mrs. Li, whether it’s Ruan Xiaozhen, Huang Yingying, Chen Mari, or even Zhao Wenjing, none of them can compare to you, you were born with princess-like beauty and temperament…”
“You’re writing a novel again, Mr. Ho Sung.” I whispered. “Beware of being overheard by Ms. Wong Ying Ying, let’s not talk about that, I’m only wondering for you men, such as Tang, does he really not know anything? Or does he know and not care? It doesn’t seem to me that he could take the piano instead of his lover, does it?”
“Tang Zhu has a way of doing things, he asked himself that he couldn’t fight Ruan Xiaozhen, so he just didn’t listen to him and stayed in harmony. He himself will find another development, you can see the way he danced with Mari Chen.”
I glanced towards the room and shook my head, “The lives of you artists are… really… really flirty, I think the relationships between men and women in Hollywood are just like this! It would be nice to make a movie to compare with others, while you guys use your efforts on these flirtatious hookups!”
“I don’t belong to the movie world! Mrs. Lee, don’t drag me into it!”
Before I could answer, a music bar stopped. When we parted, I squeezed at Ho Sung’s hand.
Wouldn’t it be fun to think that this pinch would probably invite ten or eight love letters from him?
The second piece of music began with Limin grabbing the lead and dancing with me, and his often impassive expression suddenly seemed a little melancholy. The dance steps were not as brisk as usual, and, silent.
I said, “What’s up, Leman.”
“Nothing.”
“But I smell an aura of injustice on you.”
I smiled and pressed one side of my body a little tighter to his.
“Woman!” He said, the tone of that voice seeming softer.
“Woman, what’s wrong?” I said. “Only if you mess with them, they won’t and won’t dare offend you.”
“Not offended.” He said.
“They’re so watery that they treat love as a game. For example, our six honored guests here, the men are either wealthy or talented, and the women are all better than flowers and jade. But, exploring a bit, their relationship with each other may not be much different from that of humans in primitive times!”
“Awww!” I laughed.
“Limin, since when did you suddenly become a decent person?”
“I’ve never been a decent man when it comes to the woman I truly love, I’m devoted to her and I hope she is too.”
“Who is the woman you really love? Ruan Xiaozhen, Huang Yingying, or that flying winks and singing Chen Mali?”
Limin’s dancing suddenly stopped, he was furious.
Honestly, I understand that his remarks were directed at me, and he must have already seen He Cheng flirting with me.
I nestled my cheek against his chest and whispered, “Why don’t you answer me?”
“Yuxuan…”
His right hand, behind my waist, pressed hard, like he was trying to swallow me whole.
It was a call that was quite a bit of a pinch, and perhaps it really came from the heart.
“Stop it!” I gently pushed him away, “People are watching!”
“You’re afraid He Cheng will be upset?”
IV. Selling out in a dream
“Don’t be ridiculous! Limin, you have to put yourself in my shoes, my husband was only buried today, and we’re stuck so tightly together!”
“Seriously, Yuxuan!”
He leaned in and whispered softly in my ear, “I just want to stick with you, the tighter the better…”
That voice and tone, the same metallurgical, making my heart itchy, numb, drunk, drunk people talk not drunk, I said: “Limin, today I do not have a sense of humor, it is very inappropriate to listen to you tell jokes. However, you tell it very well! There are feelings in your voice, much better than those quasi-stars or self-proclaimed stars, when did you change your profession to become an actor?”
“It seems that today is the day when your sense of humor, arrives at its peak, and it’s taking that to ward off a piece of my infatuation!”
He’s right, I did it on purpose to ghost him. But it was out of necessity, otherwise it would have been beneath myself.
In fact, in my heart, I longed to be “stuck” with him!
“Turn around and don’t leave when they disperse!”
He added, “I have so much more to say to you, it’s been bottled up for so long, if I don’t get it out, I’ll die of boredom!”
“I don’t want to hear it, love again! It’s love again! I can’t get away from it. It’s so mushy! Ruan Xiaozhen likes to hear this, why don’t you talk to her? And I heard that she can make men fall in love with her.”
“My soul has long been turned upside down for your sake, and it would be a disaster if you didn’t take pity on me…”
“Are you crazy? Or suicidal?” I asked with a smirk.
“You people…” his voice shook and he couldn’t continue.
The music stopped just in time for this one, and I gently pushed him away and said, “Leman, feelings need to be nurtured.” I said and walked away.
He stood there in a daze, like a sleepwalker, ignoring everything around him.
It makes me anxious. What will people think?
It will be said that I seduced him into this! The truth is that while it’s nice, I’m not willing to take the blame for that first.
In the midst of my busy schedule, I fell onto a long couch and at the same time said, “Limin, please find a bottle of Marigold Oil!”
This shout drew Li-Min, Wen-Jing, and the guests, three men and three women, together.
They gathered around me, asking questions between them, thinking that I was mentally stimulated by witnessing joy in the midst of sadness.
He Cheng was especially courteous, touching the corner of my forehead and the palm of my hand.
I purposely smiled shyly at him and thanked him, on the one hand irritating Limin, on the other hand provoking Huang Yingying’s jealousy, so that He Cheng went back to compensate for all the care.
I sat up shortly after.
Li-Min, however, took the opportunity to expel the guests, and even Wen Jing was also dismissed by him, making an event a mess in a few moments.
Now that Leman and I were the only ones left in the room, I was a little scared and a little excited.
I wonder how he will pick up the next act.
The curtain is gradually being drawn back, my heart curtain is also gradually drawn back, and the time is hurrying already close to dusk…
Zhao family a deep house, at the moment it seems that only Limin and I are left, dusk shakes like a drunkard to come.
There was a watery warmth in the air that harmonized with my body and mind’s sense of love.
The shadows of the trees on the window veil are slanting, and the colorful lights in the Chinese house are late.
This scene is so infinite for a mature woman, especially a new widow.
I sat slumped slightly, waiting for Limin to do something next.
Him! Doing nothing but burying himself under a lamp base and poring over the sports news in the evening paper, that would show that I had less place in his heart than a soccer or a horse.
Three times, I decided to turn around and leave, but finally sank down to stay.
I know it’s a ruse for him to reserve the ground for passing the buck someday.
Then he could have said, “Here! I didn’t want to do this, but you wanted me to. I couldn’t teach you to get down!
And I’m going to sit here on the sidelines and see who actually spells who!
It was so quiet that the sound of the floor clock going in the next hall was as loud as train wheels, stop after stop, sailing ahead, always refusing to stop.
I was a hundred times more willing, and I was looking forward to stopping at a small station, and then one stop after another, until the end of the line.
But Limin still had that immortal demeanor that made people want to bite him!
This game of endurance, in the scales of lust to measure the endurance of the law code, who is heavy who can control the whole game of love later, enjoy more, pay less.
He understands, and I understand since, a stalemate!
Time inevitably passes extremely slowly in a stalemate, and in my senses it is as long as the sky, when in fact it is only a few minutes and seconds.
The clock in the lobby clanged long and hard; it was half past eight!
The dusk is almost over, and then will come the long, long night. A time for love.
Limin slowly put down the evening paper in his hand, I saw his face, he stared blankly God whole uncomfortable.
I laughed in my heart! He here I have to be anxious and suffer more. I knew that I had won this fight.
An outright win.
A self-deprecating smile swept across his lips, he was ready to surrender, his clear eyes had moisture glowing in them, and his words sounded like the strings of a pinched piano…
“Yuxuan.”
I raised my eyes and returned his silent reply.
“Yuxuan.” He said as he sat upright.
“Why are you silent, annoyed with me? Or…”
I pursed my lips in a smile and remained silent.
He was in a hurry and stood up hastily, not caring about his usual dashing demeanor, rushing all the way to me and squatting down, looking up at me like a small child inviting favor. Softly calling out, “Yuxuan…”
“Well…”
“Yuxuan, if anyone has offended you, blame me! If I have unintentionally made you unhappy, then I must ask for your forgiveness! If you want to fight, your pink fist is raised high and falls gently, you won’t really hit me! Is that right? Yuxuan…”
This boy is really two, even sing and do, this come, drive away my reserve all together, I can not resist his sight, let the infinite tenderness of the eyes like a sharp blade into my heart, warp, warp gently, stirring.
So my hands came into his palms, my knees bore his lower jaw, and my heart bound his heart.
“Yuxuan!”
A dreamlike voice.
“Well…”
I hear myself sounding dreamy too.
“Yuxuan…”
The voice had suddenly reached his ears.
Then there was a heat on his cheeks, a shock on his body, a wet shiver on his lips.
I couldn’t help myself, my face and body were as close as they could be, but it didn’t feel like enough, so I reached out my arms and wrapped them around the back of his neck, hanging on securely, lips to lips, body to body, heart to heart, all embracing.
The flame of lust burns fiercely, and it explodes as soon as the fuse is lit!
My hand touched his thick, hot dick, my face heated up, and my heart jumped up and down.
To be honest, what calls a woman to be confused and in love is that part of a man’s body, and of course I’m no exception.
“Yuxuan…” he gasped lowly.
A soft, hot palm has moved from my back to my chest, and it trembles and gropes…
He took advantage of my moment of passionate fire and just sent that hard, stiff thing in…so vigorously…I was so sore…
“Ah…ah…you…you…,” I looked at him in surprise.
It was too late, we were already tightly connected, and at the mouth of the “shoot” there was nothing left.
I’m up, up to my fullest.
He’s up, sticking up high.
Both of our bodies became a torrent, a wild tide of love that shivered in every nerve.
It was so pleasurable, another orgasm in quick succession, the deadbeat had never given me such pain in all these years.
He suddenly got rough, and I knew what it was, and I immediately cooperated with him as I slammed my legs up to his waist and slammed my hips up, faster and faster.
He gasped like a cow, a fierce clip and shake, “BuZiBuZi” sound constantly, pussy to get numb and crispy, my pussy almost to his fast “play” broken.
At this point, I felt much lighter, floating up and down as if I were flying.
I was paralyzed, not wanting to move or make a sound, my whole emotion turning into a big blank space, begging for something to fill it.
Then his palm moved downward toward his chest, and it paused for a moment at his waist, as if he were considering something, as if an army of millions were arrayed and marshaled before a duel, carefully and thoughtfully, lest it should fail to break down the enemy at once.
I wiggled my hips a little, acting like it was completely out of the blue.
Coincidentally, my waist twisted and his hand slipped, like an explorer on a peak suddenly losing his footing and sliding right down into a bottomless abyss.
It was an overwhelming heat, a hungry tension, and a waiting for the rain to moisturize and fill us, and as a result, eyes squinted, faces flushed, hearts pounding, breath shortened, and we got really drunk.
Leman’s body vibrated, and so did my soul, no doubt warmly and tenderly. But not strong enough to make me feel destruction, and how I need destruction now!
In the wind, in the clouds, in the rain, in the fog… all kinds of divine feelings, all together, attacked the heart, how many days of dreaming! How many days of dreams! How long ago the memories!
From girlhood to widowhood, the years of refinement have faded away, but are they now being reclaimed? Or is it an illusion?
Whether it’s true or not, I want it, and am eager to enjoy the moment, not wanting to let it slide gently by any longer.
“I’ve got a second chance,” and so the sweaty, hot palms move again, gradually, from my coat to my underwear, pressing against my skin, turning it like an iron.
Meanwhile lips and tongue were not allowed to rest, pressing, twisting, stirring, wetting like a flooding spring tide, like a drifting yellow plum rain.
Time and space are all unreal, neither man nor I exist, but the only vacuum is the flaming lust.
The cool, loud bells of the church rang again.
I had to regain some of my lost consciousness, and instinct drove the movement as I struggled slightly to avoid him.
He pressed in further, soliciting his hand and tongue while saying smugly, “Don’t put on airs! Yuxuan…”
The words were a bolt from the blue and a burst of Yangquan manna for me. Most of my consciousness was restored, was it anger? Hate? Shame?
I just heard myself laugh, cold as ice.
Then I found the strength to resist, and with my hands against his chest and the strength of my back, I pushed his body straight away and dropped to the carpet.
“What’s wrong? Yuxuan, you’re so strange!”
“I don’t blame it at all, only a little pride and shame, that’s all!”
“But I didn’t… insult you! Why get so angry? Come on…”
He held out his hands in a gesture for me to help him up.
I just picked him up halfway, and when his body was just off the ground, I let go quickly, stood up myself, and walked away.
“Aww! Phew! Stumbled.”
He realized that the bitter trick was not working and immediately rolled over and got up.
“Yuxuan, don’t go! I apologize to you! It’s my fault, I offended you…”
“No, young master!” As I went out the door, I turned back and said, “Save those sweet words for someone else!”
“Yuxuan…”
A call that still pinned, while sounding to me like a mythical serpent accustomed to calling people by their names, promised me death.
Storming out of the gate in fear and wrath.
The oncoming drizzle sprinkled down, and on his cheeks it was as if he had only just cried.
I know I won’t shed a tear.
Though at this point, my mind could not wait to cry, letting a thousand grievances flow out with my tears.
But, I can’t, even if I have to cry, I have to leave this place, I must not let the murderous Zhao Limin see it.
The sky is dark, the road is vast, the sycamore leaves on both sides are rustled by the dense rain, but it is a natural cover.
It was so deserted that after five minutes of walking on the sidewalk, I couldn’t actually see a single car.
Luckily, there was a public phone booth, I immediately hid in it, firstly, to avoid the rain, and secondly, to call for a car, and ask Cai to drive to pick me up, wouldn’t it be better?
Cai probably hates me all day.
While on the phone, I wanted to see Cai’s tanned face and full of muscles, that’s a real man.
At my age and status, if I want to love, I should love a man, why do I hang out with the eccentric Zhao Limin?
That’s just for girls!
“Hello! This is the Lee Public House.”
What a coincidence! It was Cai’s thick voice, slightly hoarse with a hint of sexiness.
“Cai!” I commanded intimately, “Drive up and pick me up at home, I’m in a public phone booth at the corner of Changchun Road.”
“Li…oh! Madam, what? Are you alone?”
“It’s just me alone, come on! Cai, I’m a little scared!”
“I’ll be right there! Ma’am, it’s only for five minutes.”
“No! Five minutes is too slow! I can’t wait. Cai, the sooner the better! I want to see you.”
“Yes, ma’am, I’ll try to hurry.”
The phone hung up, his voice still lingering in his ears.
Three minutes later, two headlights flashed, followed by the familiar honk of a horn, and a Cadillac screeched to a halt in front of the phone booth.
Ah Cai stuck his head out of the car window and called out, “Ma’am, are you there?”
I ran out of the phone booth and lunged for the car door, feeling like I had seen my family for a long time.
Before getting into the car, he suddenly changed his mind, still closed the door, went around and walked to the front, and sat beside Ah Cai.
A Cai’s surprise can be imagined, the excessive favor made him overwhelmed, suddenly turned off the car fire.
“Cai, drive!” I said.
“Yes, ma’am!” He said.
“Why were you left alone in this place? Where’s Ms. Zhao?”
“Don’t mention it, I’m bored out of my mind, just drive!”
He scrambled to start the motor and drive, then asked, “Home, ma’am.”
“Not going home.” I said.
“Feel free to drive yourself, I’ll go anywhere you want.”
“Yes, ma’am!” Ah Cai’s voice trembled.
The trails are mossy and slippery, the spring flowers bloom, and the wheels slide gently past and through the depths of the trees.
“Cai!” I couldn’t help but say, “It’s so dark here! Be careful!”
“No fear!” He turned around and smiled.
The dark face was set off more and more by two rows of white teeth like a beast and a pair of sparkling eyes.
“Go around the side of the mountain!” I commanded, “Come around the bottom of the hill and drive toward Freshwater, I want to get some air, it’s so stuffy.”
“Yes, the weather is bad, ma’am…”
Cai looked up and drove, his voice and expression peculiar, the words stabbing at me like sharp arrows.
“Cai, what’s wrong with you?”
“What…”
“Who do you seem to be throwing up with?” I said, “If you don’t drive properly, you’re pissed off with your life, and once that life is gone, it’s over.”
The wheels drove rapidly, A Cai waved one hand freely, a few hints of contemptuous smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and then a string of words burst out from between his teeth: ”Ma’am, don’t you worry! I can’t afford to lose my life, I think back in those years when I flew over the cliffs on the Transcontinental Highway, I don’t know how many times more dangerous it was than here! At that time, I didn’t often hear of overturned cars, on such a flat road, how could something happen?”
“Wouldn’t it be nice to be more careful?” I laughed in a low voice and said, “A man is a flower at thirty, you’re probably just thirty, right? You still have a wife to marry and a son to raise! You can’t go wrong if you’re careful.”
“There’s a day when you eat this bowl of chauffeur’s food and take a wife?” He blurted it out indifferently.
His indifference gave me the courage to continue my flirtation, and I felt a kind of nervousness and pleasure in molesting the opposite sex.
Since such situations are rare, the more excited I am, the more I wish they could be prolonged.
I said, “Cai…”
“Ma’am?”
“You don’t want a wife?”
“Who wouldn’t want a wife?” He looked back briefly and then turned his head forward, “A salary of fifteen thousand dollars, and if you don’t have kids, that’s enough…”
“I can raise some paychecks.” I offered as I carefully leaned forward.
“It’s not just about the money.” He said, “At the moment, for example, what do you do when you pull yourself out of bed in the middle of the night? Running all over the mountain! How can a wife stand that? When a woman marries her husband, she wants to live her life with him! And the driver has to guard the car and wait for his master’s orders.”
“I can set your working hours. From 2:00 p.m. until 2:00 p.m., that’s about right. If the car is used that morning, take the evening off early…Do you think it’s a good idea, and the pay, just add another three thousand dollars!”
“Madame is very enthusiastic about my marriage!”
He cracks a smile at me in the reflector.
“You don’t understand, Zai.” I said.
“A widow’s chauffeur had better not be a celibate man, or people are going to gossip. Since I am a widow, I have to consider this, but I can’t afford to replace you, so I have to hope you take a wife sooner rather than later.”
“No, don’t want to…”
“And what’s so hard about it? That’s really strange! Cai, are you a man or not?”
“You know I am, ma’am.” He said revealingly.
The words reminded me of the feeling he had given me this morning at the cemetery, standing behind me.
It was arcane, mysterious, strange, the culmination of all masculine beauty, with a slightly trembling, tingling contact.
The blast was full of heat and annoyance, like an atomic bomb had suddenly erupted in his belly cavity, and he couldn’t hold down that amplitude any longer.
My heart fluttered and I jumped violently again, sitting on my end and peeking out to see how he was doing.
He turned off the engine with aplomb, then took out a cigarette and smoked it leisurely.
He doesn’t turn around, but looks out of the car for a few moments, seemingly hesitant.
I felt more nervous than I had ever felt before, it wasn’t fear or sadness, it could even be described as an anticipation, a mind-blowing excitement.
In my anticipation, Cai’s goal couldn’t be more remarkable, but wouldn’t he dare to make a decisive strike at me on the spot, painfully?
He suddenly got out of the car and circled around in the shade, the smoke and fire going on and off, sometimes far away and sometimes near, as if it were a ghostly eye.
I desperately endured without a word or a sound, waiting to see how things would unfold?
Cai walked a few steps up to near where I was sitting, cornering the glass window to speak, reaching out and retracting his hand.
Finally not opening the car door and walking away again.
I waited for the showdown, and the card, which was delayed, that was really anxious!
Given my status and character, I consider that I have already taken a big step back, and I can’t cross this limit again, or else I will become a shameless slut, and that’s not what I want.
“Cai!” I knocked on the glass on the car window and said, “Finished your cigarette yet? It’s time to go!”
He came over, opened the car door furiously, and called out hoarsely, “Why don’t you get out of the car and take a walk? The air is so nice here! It’s hell in the car, only you’re spilling perfume all over it and forcing the air out!”
I softly, half terrified, burrowed out of the wagon.
Bang! The door of the car behind me had been closed, leaving me with nothing to go on, no different from a woman traveling by night, but after all, I knew more about men’s psychology, and without waiting for him to talk nonsense, I passed down the order, “Give me a cigarette! Ah Cai.”
He dutifully fished out his pack of cigarettes, drew one out for me, and lit it again for me.
In a flash of the match’s light, I could see clearly that his eyes were red, his forehead was bruised, and he frequently stuck out the tip of his tongue to lick his dry lips.
V. New love and old hate
My hands were only holding his head and back tightly, sometimes groping his face and hands even more. I knew that in this supine position it was best to raise my arms above my head, and my chest presented a million beauties, and so I did, and he did go wild!
His lips and tongue specifically to my face into the attack, and then I felt chills, burning body, and gradually fell into a daze.
“Lover! Lover!” I murmured, “Let me die, let me die!”
Word Cloud:
I have read all about the bitterness of parting at the end of the world. Do not say return, scattered flowers like this; flower bottom look at each other without a word, green window spring and the sky are twilight. To be under the lamp to tell the love, a wisp of new love, old hatred thousands of strands, the most is the earth can not stay, the face resigned mirror flower resignation tree.
I don’t know when, where and how I have seen this spring lyrics, and actually remembered it.
At this time I copied it down for self-conscious state of mind and the word is not far from the situation, just borrowed the cup of others, pouring their own sorrow, as a kind of emotional outlet.
Twenty-four times the flower letter wind, minister in the unknowing drifting away. I have experienced the tenderness of life and death without tears.
I just thought that freedom and happiness were in my arms, but I didn’t know that I suddenly woke up and realized that I was already a broken flower!
At this time, in the face of new love, old hatred like a tide, everything is in control, only that youth ah! It’s gone forever!
Why this sudden feeling in the midst of extreme joy?
It was due to a remark from A Cai, who leaned into my arms and said quietly, “Yu Xuan, how wonderful if we’d met three years earlier! At that time, you weren’t even Li Laosan’s…”
The words, the meaning is clear, he’s smacking me for not being a lady anymore.
Maybe it’s not intentional.
But at least in his subconscious, it was already there, and even he didn’t know why.
I was sad, but not desperate.
Because I could strongly feel Cai’s passion and his attachment to me was as strong as a fire; it was only that it was not a deep and sincere infatuation.
And how I long for the nourishment of true love! Though the enjoyment of carnal desires is supreme, it is ultimately a vulgar reality, and all realities turn into nothing.
It is only through the metaphysical way of infatuation and love that we can live together for a thousand lifetimes.
Empty as I am, a new widow who seems to be sad and happy, lamenting that life is like the morning dew, in addition to the desperate search for joy, I can still look forward to a rekindled flame of life.
On that note, Zai is teaching me to be disappointed.
He is hot, yet he has no light; he is but coals of fire under the ashes of wood; he is mad, yet he is not foolish; how is he like the beasts?
At the thought, I suddenly drew myself up, hastily straightened my clothes, turned back and left.
“What’s wrong? Yuxuan!”
He was on the grass, reaching down to tug on my leg.
In the darkness, I was nimble as a fish! With a flick of the wrist, I avoided his capture and headed straight out of the woods.
“Yuxuan…”
The call was mournful as autumn rain.
I paused briefly, hardened my heart, and still walked forward.
“Yuxuan, I’ll just say one thing…”
I had to stop and listen to what he actually said in this one sentence, which is probably humanly possible!
He walked over to me unhurriedly and stood about three feet from me.
I didn’t dare look at him, but it was as if I could also feel his breath and his gaze, both of which did their best to mesmerize me.
There was silence for two or three minutes.
I was just about to move my feet when I heard him sigh quietly, “If we had known it was going to be this way, why did we have to do it in the first place?”
Those eleven words were like a headbutt to me, taking on a thousand meanings and causing mixed feelings.
After half a day of struggling with my heart and mouth, I said softly, “How was it, in the beginning?”
“In the beginning, it was I who would have been wrong about Madam.” He said indignantly, “I didn’t think of my own identity, and deserved to die for my sins, but Madam… you have also been wrong.”
“What am I not?”
It’s Strong Mouth.
“Your not, due to…” he said revealingly, “not having taught me to die of it sooner. Perhaps it’s commonplace in your high society, but it seems to me that everything you say and look at has long been more than a default.”
I blushed self-consciously as I boomed, thank goodness I was in the dark woods or I would have been really embarrassed.
He was right. My words were more than mere acquiescence. To put it mildly, they were encouraging his ambition and luring him step by step into a pre-designed trap. And at the last moment, I hoisted the bait and let him fall with one foot in the trap and suffer!
Women are really soft-hearted animals, the result of thinking before and after, every time I blame myself, blame me a little reserve as the fire on the ice, melting in a moment.
How sensitive A Cai was! Discerning of appearance, he immediately knew that he had won again.
He took a step to me from three feet away, suddenly grabbed me and kissed me hard between the nape of my neck. The ray of hot air came in from the neck, hit the mind and circled around, passed through the heart, and emanated out of the veins and went straight to the limbs and bones.
All the decision lies in the heart, the heart is hot, the bowels are soft, then nothing is no longer a concern.
My arms wrapped around him like two snakes, lest I didn’t hold him tight enough, didn’t bet on him being solid enough, lest I lose him all at once.
Apart from the wind and the leaves, there was nothing but the mountains and the rivers and the earth, and me and him, and nothing else.
Of course existence exists, but that’s all irrelevant in my eyes!
I’m content, I’m excited, I’m mesmerized.
The tightening of lips and tongues, the exchange of souls, the firming of chests, and not just friction either, but the feeling of each other’s hearts beating and hot blood flowing.
Darkness turns to light, cold turns to warmth, hard trees and mud feel only their tenderness, the shaking of the forest leaves, the vibrancy – beautiful! Beautiful!
A gust of wind came from nowhere, causing me to shiver and melt. Then I realized it wasn’t the wind, it was his magic hands.
He was sliding downward in my arms, the grass below, and I could still feel it.
According to my heart’s desire, it would have been more than I could have hoped for, but there was still a sense of feminine pride in my consciousness that would have prevented such a hasty transaction…
So I struggled gently and said, “No…”
He doesn’t answer and continues to put me in my place with his actions, creating a fait accompli.
Two propositions were at war in my mind, one in which this prevailed, and the other in which the whip was first.
When it comes down to it, I wish I could stop being reserved, but I can’t!
I hate myself for not growing up and having to hold out any longer. I saw my dream come to naught, and how I longed to see it!
Just like a traveler in the desert, who used to have an empty water bottle hanging, but now even the famous signboard has been lost, and it is so easy to come across a clear water, do you think you can bear not to run over and drink to your heart’s content on that water?
In a moment of desperation, I stretched out my foot forward and placed it where he had to step on it, and he immediately fell towards the magnet like a piece of iron, so that the magnet and the iron stuck together.
That magnet is me – my lips, my neck, my breasts.
He bent his head and ran his blazing lips over my pink neck, my puffy breasts, my belly, my jade legs, kissing them greedily and furiously, my blood boiling, my heart feeling as if it was going to explode.
Then Cai ambled over to me, and I focused my whole body on that point, and he shook loudly as if electrified.
Flesh and flesh fit together, heart and mind touched, and the vital organs of both sides were engorged with blood, ejecting a muddy, silky stream of hot air.
Turtle head red hot, the more pounding the harder, the deeper the deeper, rampage, such as thunder and rain, sweeping thousands of troops. The top of my pussy wide open, the heart of the flowers, obscene water flowing.
His penis seemed to be more robust and powerful than Zhao Limin’s, and between pumping, it was more exciting and fulfilling.
A bolt of lightning suddenly shot up.
I’m in a daze and I think, “Okay! Let it rain! The more it rains, the better, the more it washes us all away, down to the sea, out of the world, in search of another paradise free of prejudice?
The flash was so long and stayed on, almost like a searchlight.
The strange thing was: it seemed to shine exclusively on one spot, and I had the vague impression that, except for the patch of grass we occupied, it was still dimly lit on all sides.
This caused me to drift out of my daze and raise my head, looking for the strange source of light.
“Ah!” I exclaimed.
“What’s wrong?” Cai mumbled, still in a semi-conscious state.
I was a little clearer, immediately pushed him away with my hand, and rolled away like a loach, until I rolled into the dark, and only then did my shock settle a little.
Now that Cai had figured it out, I heard him let out an “ah” and then cursed, “Who turned on the lights there? Bastard! I’ll beat you up!”
I remained still on the ground, afraid that if it was the police, not only would we be helpless, but we might be taken to court for indecent exposure, and then it would be published in the newspaper, so what should we do? What should we do?
Cai had already rushed towards the light like a panther, and seemed to be fighting for his life. And I am not willing to put my own life with him to fight, I want to find my own way to survive – to escape.
Before he could stand up, he heard Ah Cai calling out oddities, and then he heard him say, “Zhao… young master, how did you come here?”
Worse! That’s Zhao Limin.
“I came to visit.” Not bad, exactly the tone of Leman’s voice.
Down is a cold one.
How the confrontation will end is not my interest. I just want to get out of this difficult situation as quickly as possible!
I instinctively crawled, self-conscious that I was a little further away from them, so I got up and darted, sprinting out of the woods and onto the road.
The long, winding road was a dead city under the color of the gas lights, and there was not a single person or car coming or going. I wish I hadn’t, but I turn left and run, hoping to meet a car that will take me far away.
Shoot! The heel of my high heels suddenly snapped off, I simply took them off and threw them away, my bare feet were painfully killed by the gravel on the road, and that was no time to wish for it.
There seemed to be a voice shouting behind me, I didn’t want to tell who it was, neither one of them wanted to see me, anyone who left me, the further away the better, now I just wanted to be alone.
It’s really raining! It started out sparsely, but grew denser and denser, and finally fell like a mountain of rain. My clothes were already small, but now the rain was clinging to them, making me look like a mannequin with no cover. g My hair was soaked through in no time, and the rain was dripping down my forehead and the back of my neck, making my whole body sticky and wet, making it difficult for me to walk.
I don’t know exactly what I’ve become, but I hope it’s not too ugly, otherwise I won’t have the courage to get into a car even if I meet one later, for the driver must be a man, how can I give the opposite sex an ugly impression?
Luckily! There were two lights in front of us coming towards us, it was a car no doubt.
In this moment there was no longer a choice for me, I immediately stood in the middle of the road and shook my hands high in the air, hoping it would stop.
The light was so bright I couldn’t keep my eyes open, and the car was flying again, almost close, thankfully! I heard the sudden grinding of the brakes, and at last I was not hit. After a while, I heard the words, “Come on up!”
I was relieved to open my eyes and realized that I was only two feet from the front of the car, which was really dangerous. The door was half-open, and half a man’s head stuck out, greeting me again: “Get in, I’ll take you back!”
I dutifully walked over and got into the door of the car, clasping my hands to my chest to hide that feeling of transparency. Then whispered, “Thanks! I live in Taipei.”
He immediately turned around and headed east, not asking me why I was in this situation.
This makes me feel slightly relieved, gasping for breath established, stealing eyes squinting over, but unexpectedly the other party is also squinting at me, eyes meet, I am again a heartbeat.
The blissful realm of eroticism disappears under the wind and rain, leaving behind only desolate footsteps. As a result of the rain, I am wet from my hair to my heels, my undergarments cling to my body, and my coat is as heavy as iron.
Nothing happened on the way, but I was surprised. When I arrived home, I realized that the handbag was lost, but I asked the driver to wait for a while, the driver is an obese middle-aged man, the appearance is very honest, but I can’t imagine that it’s not honest, and only focus on the eyes burning look at me, as if I was not hanging on the body of the inch as if.
At this point he suddenly reached out and very haltingly stopped me and said, “Fare free, but only if…”
“What’s the point?”
My body loses its balance and I nearly fall into those chubby chests.
“Gion wants you…” he said as he smoothly hugged me tightly and flew down for a kiss.
“Don’t…” the lips had been gagged.
“Uh…uh…”
I struggled as felt my chest had been assaulted by his fat palms.
“Okay! Thank you!”
Satisfied quickly, he let go and released me, and fled into the carriage as fast as he could.
I stood frozen in the rain, not knowing what to do, my heart sweet and bitter, but did not think of shouting for revenge, watching the minivan fly away, and in a few moments disappeared into the darkness of the wind and rain.
Things are really strange, why is it that in the past few days since Li Laosan’s death, any man who sees me will always cause them to feel more or less lustful?
Am I especially beautiful since I became a widow? Or did the gift of sexiness go out the window once the psychological gamma locks were lifted?
I think at least most of the blame for this lies with myself; I must have looked horny, consciously or unconsciously, encouraging men’s ambitions to the point of tempting them to act in ways they would normally be afraid to do.
Otherwise, how could this Mr. Driver, who did not know who I was, have been so impulsive as to suddenly and boldly let loose with his mouth and hands?
When I came home, I felt like a queen, and I suffered a lot of attention and service until I had a hot bath and went to bed, and there was Charley – the wolf-dog – crouching in front of the bed wagging his tail at me.
With my body on the bed and my mind outside the house, I listened carefully to see if Cai had returned. An hour or two passed, but I still did not hear him drive home. I was a bit strange and worried.
Strange as well as worrying! He always came home, and was explained by a phone call from Jo Limin.
He said, “Yuxuan, you’re back, you didn’t run into any trouble, did you? I’m so worried for you!”
“Awww! No way.” I’m still angry with him. “How dare you teach Young Master Zhao to fret? You’re a nobleman, a busybody, and…the number one polygamist in the sky, forget it!”
“You’re wrong about me, Yuxuan.” He said calmly over there, “I’ll come and explain to you tomorrow.”
“I don’t want to hear any explanations from you, and I don’t dare to labor, Young Master Zhao, we’re alone, it’s best if we meet less often in the future. Otherwise you certainly do not matter, but I am guilty of people gossip. Living in this society. A woman’s reputation cannot be tainted…”
“Yeah! Even our Lady Li, has become a Taoist teacher!”
He said sarcastically, “Is it the power of love that has left you with no time for anything else, so you use this argument against me? …Slow! Slow! Don’t be angry! There’s one thing I must tell you right away, I had a fight with Cai!”
“Fighting?” I couldn’t help but be alarmed, “You guys are so ridiculous, what kind of name is this? It’ll be laughed at if we spread the word!”
“It won’t get out, unless this kid Cai goes around talking nonsense, then only the three of us will know. But even if it gets out, no one will think it’s ridiculous, a double male taking beauty, wouldn’t that be perfectly natural?”
“Bah!” I couldn’t help but laugh, “And who’s willing to let you guys take it? I can’t stand any of you.”
“That’s for you to understand.” He said playfully, “And I would never die of the thought that you…”
“Hey!” I interrupted in a hurry, “Which one of you won the fight? You weren’t even injured, were you?”
“Why don’t you ask him if he’s not hurt? Thank goodness you care more about me after all.”
Damn it! Why would I care more about him? It’s just a polite thing to ask.
I said in a huff, “You didn’t answer my question?”
“What?”
“Who won the fight?”
“I’m so sorry! It’s me.”
This answer is really unexpected, with his wine and color Amoy, how can he withstand the buffalo-like sprinting of A Cai?
A Cai’s sprinting like a buffalo, which I have already appreciated just now, is no exaggeration. And Limin’s all-over ribs are also renowned for a long time, without having to touch them with his hands.
So what miracle made him defeat Cai?
He’s answering my question for me now, he said, “The power of love, the power of love altogether, marvelous! At that moment, I was full of strength, my fists were like hammers, my arms were like tree trunks. It was only three or two blows, and the bastard fell to the ground grunting!”
“Don’t swear, Leman!” I said, “And then you lay with him in the woods and let the wind blow? You’re a hero, a cruel hero!”
“Yes!” He was furious, “So he’s still your main concern? You can’t even call him an asshole? The flirtatious Mrs. Li, you can sleep in peace! I am not as cruel as you think, I have my sports morals. Right now, Ah Cai is already lying down at my home to rest.”
I was so angry, too, that I mouthed off.
“Limin!” I shouted, “Put him back!”
“He won’t go back, he hates you. All of us hate you for stirring up lust and not causing it to be extinguished naturally. You are a slut! An irresponsible slut!”
I dropped the mic like a grenade.
Immediately, he swore in his heart, “I will never see Limin again, and if Cai is really so godless, then that includes him.”
A thousand strands of love were cut off, and sleep came at once.
Spring rain and cold night, embrace the soft coverlet pillow to sleep, is also a kind of enjoyment.
I then fell asleep in a daze of enjoyment, not realizing that it was white in the east.