Until now I can hardly believe the facts in front of me! My girlfriend, a had loved me so deeply so simple and kind girl actually for a netizen can not test the beautiful lie chose to leave me, and so righteous, so not leave a trace of mercy ……
Let’s call her sound of water splashing. I met her in March 2003, when spring was in full bloom and the sun was shining. Soon after I met her, I had the feeling that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, a feeling that I had never had before when I was with other girls. I can’t even describe how good she was to me, how thoughtful she was, how much she took care of me, and how much she loved my family.
She’s a good girl! Sometimes so good that I couldn’t imagine it and couldn’t believe it was true. At that time, I felt that I had found the kindest girl in the world, and that I would have no regrets in my life if I had her with me for the rest of my life. I remember one morning when she woke up, she said she felt a heavy headache. I touched her forehead with my hand and it was a little hot.
I said, “I must have caught a cold. Did you sleep without a blanket?” She said, “Maybe it was because I didn’t have a blanket. She then returned a sentence that I will never forget, she said: may be because of not covered, I feel so cold at night, I saw the quilt was all rolled away by you, I would have liked to pull the quilt over a little, but I see you sleep so well, afraid that I pull the quilt will make you noisy, so I have been to hold back to lie until the morning.
That’s how much she loves me. She is most afraid of needles and medication, but she definitely has to take medicine for a cold, and I didn’t realize that she would rather freeze and catch a cold to do the one thing she is most afraid of – taking medicine – than to interfere with a single ounce of my sleep.
Every time I was surfing the Internet or watching TV, she would do a regular job – take out a stool and sit next to it, silently pulling out my ears for me, very meticulously and conscientiously. I said where itchy, my hand has not yet arrived, her hand has been in the part I said scratching up. After scratching, then help me puff some anti-itch powder or sprinkle some wind oil essence.
As for other details of life, she even took care of me in every way. To tell you the truth, I always wondered how there could be such a nice girl in the world, and I actually ran into her.
But things work both ways, the better she treats you when you’re together, the more heartbroken you’ll be when you break up.
She is a financial officer, before she met me, her knowledge of computers is limited to typing and tabulation. Later she saw me in the Chinese game center to play Hoe Dai Di, play upgrades, play billiards, then these games she will not, slowly she looked at the side also gradually produced some interest, then let me teach her how to play upgrades, Hoe Dai Di what rules, play billiards what skills …… later she learned to play computer mahjong (she). Originally will play mahjong, and especially like to play, but I do not allow her to gamble, the sound and color to prohibit her, and then she quit), play backgammon, pokies, etc. ……
When playing multiplayer games, because of the error of the cards sometimes less quarrel, and she is just learning, so often be scolded. She can’t type fast and she doesn’t know how to curse, so she was so angry that she wanted to cry every time. Later, when someone cursed at her, she called me over to help her to curse back fiercely, and we felt that the days passed by so quickly in this kind of fun every day. Playing games some people like to play while chatting, the use of communication tools in the game expression.
Gradually she made a few fixed playmates in the game, often about to play games together. There is a period of time to 12 o’clock in the evening she is still in the game room to linger, I lie in the quilt and so half a day she still does not want to rest, and a hard in the keyboard. A few nights in a row so I can not stand, and then as long as she is still in the game room knocking words, I will sit up from the bed, staring at her. As soon as she saw me sitting up, she immediately turned off the computer and said go to sleep.
When we were chatting, some people started to ask for her QQ number. She didn’t have a QQ number at the time, she didn’t even know what QQ was for, but she had seen me chatting with my friends before, and she said to me, what’s the point of typing and chatting like this, it’s better to make a phone call. However, since she has made a few friends, she has told me several times that she wants me to apply for a QQ number for her. At that time, I didn’t think deeply, I used my cell phone to help her apply for one, and took a nickname for her, filled out the information. I didn’t expect that this action of mine would eventually lead to the situation that she and I are in today.
At the beginning of the chat, she felt particularly excited, often let me sit next to her to watch her chat. But as time goes by, she was chatting as long as I walked to her side she felt uncomfortable, so she began to chat behind my back, and every time I sent a message immediately shut down the window, lest I see just a few words. Since she is more comfortable at work, sometimes she doesn’t go to work and no one cares.
I slowly realized that many times when I came home and knocked on the door, she waited half a day before coming to the door and had a strange expression on her face and looked distracted. Another thing that struck me as odd was that whenever she was with me, she never answered her phone, leaving it ringing annoyingly over and over again.
Then she simply turned off her cell phone first thing every time she entered my room. Although this period of time I found that she has some strange things, but she still as always so treat me, still to me considerate, caring. I also do not say her, thinking as long as she is good to me on the line, girls have some what heart want to say to others is also very normal.
However, it is because of my connivance, I did not prevent the slightest thing in time, leading to a series of things behind the scene, and eventually brewed a cup of bitter wine, a hundred flavors of bitter wine …… April 25, 2004, history irreversibly happened, I experienced a day of summer snow drifting, and it is also from this day onwards, she embarked on the Internet dating The road of no return.
That night she and I continued to sit in the room to eat as before, she from time to time to clip food into my bowl, this is her habit, every meal she will thunder to my bowl to clip my favorite dishes. I didn’t even notice a single ominous feeling.
After dinner, she went to wash the dishes, and I turned on the DVD.The time soon came to 12:30 p.m. She said, “Why don’t you take a bath? Take a bath and go to bed.
I said, “I’ll go, I’ll wash it with you, okay? (In the past, she often knocked on my bathroom door when I was taking a shower, desperately drilling in and washing with me, saying she couldn’t wash her back and wanted me to help her wash her back. I often can’t hold myself down, washing and washing …… but the house I live in is shared with other coworkers, and I’m worried that it’s not good for us to bathe together and be known by our coworkers, so I’ve said to her many times that she shouldn’t wash together to avoid people gossiping.
But she still likes to wash with me. (And said that not even wanting to take a shower with her meant that I didn’t love her, and I just had to let her.) But this time she rejected me and was adamant about not washing with me. When she saw that I was not moving, she went into the bathroom by herself.
I have a habit of pooping once a day before I go to bed, and I go to the bathroom next door to finish my last “shit” of the day. I have a very bad habit of taking a dump, and I tend to squat for more than ten minutes. This day is no exception, in the middle of a good time, she shouted at me in the bathroom, how so long has not finished? I said I just want so long ah.
Mind still wondering, what’s wrong with her today, usually I squat longer than today she never rushed me, but today she rushed me. I finally finished and returned to my room.
After waiting for about twenty minutes or so, she still hadn’t come out, and I was sleepy and wanted to finish my shower early so I could rest. I took a towel and went to the bathroom. Inside came pattering sound of water, I was about to knock on the door, suddenly heard someone talking. Heart felt strange, she was alone in the inside bath with whom to speak ah? Then side ear to listen, it turned out that she was on the phone.
“What are you doing? Why are you up so late?” The girlfriend’s gentle voice.
“……”
“Thinking about me, huh?” Girlfriend laughs.
“……”
“How do you miss me?” The girlfriend was pouting.
“……”
“What am I doing? Guess?” The girlfriend amplified the sound of the faucet a bit.
“……”
“Yeah, I’m in the shower.” The girlfriend’s voice was so gentle it could kill a mosquito.
“……”
“What? You want to hear me scream?” I pressed against the door thinking about how my girlfriend must be *looking* right now, and how the guy on the other end of the phone must be full of ****ing smiles.
“……”
“Do you really want to hear it?”
“……”
The next girlfriend issued a sound how I can not believe, she actually in the phone to another person screaming bed, and that sound than with me ml do not know how much to exaggerate. One after another, one big like one, in order to cover up that **** shameless voice, girlfriend will faucet sound louder and louder, my anger more and more burning, I finally can no longer stand, “Peng Peng Peng” pick up the fist on the door, hate to tear down the door, the sound of the inside of an abrupt end.
After a few minutes, the door opened and I stood in front of it. My girlfriend sidestepped past me, whispered a curse of “crazy” and went back to her room. I stood for a long time, dragging the body shivering helplessly into the bathroom, with a very complex mood, under the faucet and let the cool water from head to foot ……
Back in my room, I said to my girlfriend in a very calm tone, get your cell phone and come look at it. She sat silently on the edge of the bed, speechless and motionless. I said again, bring your cell phone over here and look at it. She still did not move, as if a wooden man. I couldn’t help but increase my tone of voice, bring your cell phone over here and take a look. She continued to pretend to be deaf.
“Don’t show me, right, well then, go away and you’ll be fine with that online friend of yours from now on.”
Her tears fell, making me feel that she was still alive. Next, I repeatedly kicked her out of the place, but she never moved, just kept wiping her tears there without a word. Then I also got tired of cursing and talking, so I didn’t bother with her anymore and went to bed.
At four or five o’clock in the morning, she leaned her body over and tried to hold me close. I pushed her hand away; she put her hand over again, I pushed it away again; …… repeated it several times, I got angry and snapped; “Don’t touch me! Take your dirty hands away, to touch you go to touch you that netizen.” She bawled, sobbing, “I’m just playing with him, I love you in my heart!” Tell me this at this moment, lie to the devil! “You can love whoever you want. I don’t love you now anyway!” I threw that out, climbed up, and went to the office.
All day I was puffed up, counting my girlfriend’s infidelity to me while hating all those online relationship scammers. In the afternoon, she sent me a text message: husband, I’m sorry, please forgive me. I really love you in my heart! I snorted after reading, hand in hand to delete this message, thinking this time to say than sing better, earlier what went? With a man who can do that kind of thing will be the general feelings? It’s just a joke? Simply nonsense!
Back in the dormitory at night, I turn from this end of the room to that end, from that end to this end, turn on the TV and change from the first channel to the last, and then from the last channel to the first. Tossing and turning.