foreign abyss


Author: Qin Shou

(i)

The large Boeing 747 slowly touched down at New York International Airport. Ten minutes or so later, my husband and I poured out, dragging our heavy luggage and mixing with the crowd.

The vast airport hall was filled with all sorts of races of people dangling in and out of sight. Whites, blacks and yellows, rich bosses in bright and straight clothes, fashionable women in avant-garde dresses, shabby and ragged lower class people, all could be seen in this hall. All sorts of people converged here, as if they embraced the whole world.

Looking around at all the strangers, my husband and I felt a little dizzy, after all, this is the first time we step out of the country, and came to New York – such a place that used to be seen only on TV.

“Zhiqiang, why didn’t Dayong come to pick us up?” I tugged on my husband’s sleeve like a little girl afraid of getting lost, “He didn’t forget, did he? What can we do then?”

“Don’t worry, the boy won’t forget.” Hubby looked east and said, “I told him a thousand times on the phone before we left, and he promised it on faith!”

“Then why hasn’t he come by now?” I said, a little disgruntled, “The plane was already half an hour late, so by all rights he should have been here by now.”

My husband pushed his gold-rimmed glasses, patted the back of my hand comfortingly and said, “Maybe there’s traffic on the road, let’s just go out and look for him. By the way, listen to what’s being gabbled over that loudspeaker.”

I listened attentively, and although I had gotten high scores on both the TOEFL and the GRE, I still struggled a bit with the pure American English, and there were some words in every sentence that I couldn’t catch.

“It doesn’t say anything special! It’s just that which flight will take off at what time and what minute, and which one is delayed, and that passengers should pay attention to it ……” I said after listening for a while.

“Nothing else? Like how to do the paperwork, go outside and call a cab or something?” Undeterred, my husband asked, “Minmin, did you really hear me?”

I didn’t have the heart to say, “Why don’t you listen to it yourself? You’ve studied English too.”

Hubby hemmed and hawed, “Come on. You know my English is not even as good as an elementary school student! Why don’t you just come here for your master’s degree while I have to start from language school!”

“Serves you right, who told you not to try hard before!” I glared at him.

At that moment, a black man suddenly flashed by with an attentive smile on his face, and English popped out of his thick lips, “Hey, you guys just got here, didn’t you? Don’t worry, come with me, I can take you to the hotel.”

“No, no.” I smiled politely at him, “Someone will pick us up, don’t bother.”

The black man made an exaggerated gesture, “Not that I’m an alarmist, but this airport is a dangerous one. There are a lot of crooks, robbers running around, they specialize in Orientals, especially beautiful ladies like you ……”

He droned on and on and I had to patiently explain to him. Hubby, unsure of what was going on, just laughed nervously. He’s always been clumsy, and even if it wasn’t for the English language, he wouldn’t have been able to help on this occasion.

It took me a while to get rid of the black man and I breathed a sigh of relief, only to turn my head and find my husband staring at something, his eyes narrowed to slits behind his lenses.

Following his gaze, my cheeks flushed a little. It turned out that he was looking at a huge perfume billboard, and the half-naked blonde beauty on it with only a three-point style was so eye-catching. Although the country is much more open now, but we are all from the small countryside, the concept has always been more conservative.

“Zhiqiang!” I screamed in exasperation, reaching out to twist his ear.

Hubby was busy avoiding it and said with a cheeky smile, “Don’t get me wrong, my wife, I’m looking at which perfume suits you. I’ll buy you a bottle tomorrow as my first gift to America.”

I turned my anger to joy, but then sighed softly and said, “As long as you have the heart to do it. It’s better to save your money and pay off your family’s debts quickly!”

Speaking of debt, my husband also fell silent, but stared at me with firm eyes, as if declaring his will and determination, what kind of difficulties will not be able to cross his ……

“Big brother, sister-in-law!”

There was a sudden high shout of excitement in his ears, and the familiar figure of Dare appeared in sight. He literally appeared out of thin air like a magic trick, startling us all.

“Good boy! What took you so long to get here now!” Hubby yelled back and greeted him, shaking his hand warmly and hugging him again like longtime comrades. Tears glistened in the corners of their eyes; they had always been the best of friends, and had been known as brothers since they were children.

“I’m really sorry. The boss had something to call me, and I was delayed for half an hour.” Dare wiped the sweat on his forehead and said with emotion, “It’s been five whole years since I’ve seen you ……”

I smiled, took the initiative to reach over and said, “Yeah, these five years have gone by really fast. How have you been doing, Dayong?”

“It’s not bad.” He held my hand and surveyed us with a smile, “You guys must be living a very nourishing life, big brother is glowing red, and sister-in-law you look much younger and prettier than you did five years ago.”

“Don’t be poor!” I rejoiced in my heart, but spat on my lips, “My son is almost ten years old, and my sister-in-law has long been a is an old woman.”

“Wow, sister-in-law can really make jokes.” Dayong made a serious face and said, “With your impressive figure and youthfulness, even if you impersonate a high school girl, there are people who will believe you.”

I giggled and snapped, “Dare, I haven’t seen you in a few years, you’ve learned to be greasy abroad.”

Scratching his head in embarrassment, Dayong took one of the biggest suitcases and said, “Come on, let’s go out of the airport first! We’ll talk more slowly in the car.”

***    ***    ***    ***

Eighty percent new black sedan with cool air blowing on it, clean and comfortable seats.

Dare drove the car, smoothly out of the parking lot, and in a short while he was on the highway.

My husband and I leaned back in our seats and looked out through the car window. The constant stream of cars coming and going, the four or five levels of interchanging highways up and down, the bright neon lights, it all dazzled us.

The car stopped at a red light. Two unbelievably revealingly dressed women stood on the side of the road, constantly scowling at us, and deliberately shaking their ample breasts in various provocative poses.

I raised the glass of the car window in disgust and muttered in a low voice, “Shame on you!”

Hearing this, Dayong casually laughed, “What’s wrong with this, sister-in-law, you’re really a stranger. This place is not like China, women stripping is a legitimate profession. When will I take you guys to open your eyes and see the bare-assed foreign girls in America? I’ve visited several times, the bare one is thorough, similar to the animal world ……”

I reddened at the sound and spat, “Stop it! So it’s really like what you see on TV, there are such shameless women!”

Dayong glanced at me from the rearview mirror and slowly said, “They are also forced to live. If they weren’t forced to, who was born wanting to be a whore?”

I lowered my head and didn’t say another word. Hubby, however, nodded thoughtfully and seemed deeply moved.

After an hour or so, the car stopped in front of a semi-old building. We removed our luggage and followed Dare into one of the apartments on the second floor.

This was the accommodation he had booked for us, and it was a bit spartan inside, but the general conditions were quite passable.

The room was furnished with a double bed, two tables, and a large closet. The kitchen and bathroom were also clean, and you could tell they had been carefully cleaned.

“I’ve compared several places, and this place is considered inexpensive.” Dayong apologized, “Big brother, sister-in-law. This place is not comparable to the country, so I can only condemn you to live here.”

“It’s okay.” Hubby said with a wave of his hand, “I came out here ready to suffer and struggle, not to mention it’s better than I thought it would be.”

I smiled back and said, “Yes, Dare. If it weren’t for you, we really wouldn’t know what to do when we first arrived in a foreign country!”

After chatting for a few moments, Dayong took a look at his watch and yelled, “I have to work overtime at night, so I’m going to run away. Big brother and sister-in-law, you guys should also take an early rest! That’s it, I’m off.”

We walked him to the door, but then he suddenly turned around, tapped his head and said, “Oh yeah, there’s another gift for you guys, I almost forgot.”

We were about to excuse ourselves, but Dayong had already pulled a small blue box out of his pants pocket and shoved it into his husband’s hand.

“What’s this?” My husband read the English on the box in surprise, “V-I-G-R-A……?”

“By the way, this is Viagra ah.” Danyong looked at me with a smile and said to her husband in a serious manner, “With the high pressure in foreign countries, it’s easy for a man to get anxious and not be able to get it up. Sister-in-law is at the most prime age of a woman, big brother, you can’t let her be a widow every night!”

“Ah! Dead Dare, you can’t spit ivory out of a dog’s mouth!” My face was red with shame, stomping my foot and shaking my fist to hit his head, “You’re dying …… this kind of words also said out! Dying ……”

Dayong laughed out loud and flashed away in three steps. Hubby and I were left angry and amused, looking at each other and shaking our heads.

After hastily eating the dry food brought on the road, my husband thoughtfully said to me, “Minmin, you go take a bath first, I’ll just organize the luggage and stuff.”

I nodded and walked into the bathroom with my towel and change of clothes. After undoing my entire body, I walked barefoot to the mirror and gazed at my naked, white, naked body. Ever since I gave birth, I had been very worried about my out-of-shape body. In addition to sticking to my diet and exercise routine, I habitually scrutinized my curves every week.

Fortunately, there is still no flab on the belly, the two towering breasts are still firm, not the slightest sign of sagging, and the muscles on the legs are not flabby at all, and the plump body is permeated with the young woman’s unique maturity and roundness, but without losing the slender youth.

Satisfied, I smiled sweetly to myself and lay back into the tub, letting the warm water surround my naked, soft body as the mist steamed away the fatigue of the trip. I began to feel cozy and relaxed.

It was only then that I was able to wake up from the dreamlike feeling I had when the plane first landed, and realized that I was really in the United States. And this humble abode would be my first night in America.

For some reason, I suddenly thought of my son, Yangyang. He is only nine years old this year, but he has to bear the loneliness of not having both his parents around, and can only be taken care of by his grandmother in the countryside.

“Yangyang, mom really can’t let you go.” When I think of the farewell scene at the airport, my son’s red, crying eyes make my heart ache and my eyes can’t help but get wet.

To be honest, I didn’t want to go abroad. Since childhood, I have been an introverted, reserved and gentle girl, I do not have any high ideals and pursuits in life, after the death of my parents, I was even more wholeheartedly dependent on my husband, and I just want to be down-to-earth and keep the people I love for the rest of my life. Even in that small county in China, I feel that the days are full of flavor.

My husband and I initially thought the same thing, but in the past few years with the rising tide of going abroad, the surrounding environment has changed a lot. Those who got a foreign diploma, drank foreign ink after the return, to where they have become the “meat and potatoes”, salary and social status are beyond the average person, become the envy of a group of people.

And even our hometown of that small village, has now become a near and far famous “smuggling village”, the village at least half of the young adults through various ways to smuggle to the United States, it is said that the mix are good, foreign exchange dollars continue to remit back to the village of the premises built a better than a good.

So, the husband, who has not been as good as he would like to be in the flat, began to move. He was not willing to spend his life in such an ordinary way, and one night he had a quarrel with a doctor who had returned from overseas, and the doctor’s contempt and insults intensified the conflict.

He came back and swore ironically that he would go abroad to fight out the world with his bare hands to take a breath.

Husband is a stubborn person, usually in small things to accommodate me, but once determined things can not be changed.

We picked up English again, proceeded to take exams, enrolled in applications, and were both finally accepted to a university in New York. My grades were good enough for me to go straight to a master’s degree in economics, while my husband had to start with a language class.

But none of us were able to get scholarships or bursaries, and the expenses required for self-funded study were a terribly large sum for a small, powerless family like ours. We ran around to all our relatives and friends and couldn’t come up with enough money to pay for tuition for both of us.

As a last resort, we had to sell our house and borrowed money from loan sharks from our old family members. According to the agreement, when we came to the United States we had to pay back one thousand dollars a month and all the money we owed in twenty installments.

“Yangyang will be placed here with me, don’t worry.” Before leaving, my mother-in-law took my husband and me by the hand, and explained with tears in her eyes, “However, you must send the money back in time every month. Otherwise, if the creditors come to our door, we, an old woman and a small child, will have no choice but to be slaughtered. ……”

My husband and I kept saying yes, trying our best to comfort the old man. My son, Yangyang, however, came up and hugged me, his dark eyes filled with pity, and he said in a milky voice, “Mom, will you still want me when you go to America?”

I was dumbfounded and kissed him on the forehead, “Silly boy, how could mommy not want you? When life stabilizes in the future, mommy will take you to America as well.”

Yang Yang nodded and said timidly, “I heard from Xiu Xiu next door that her mother couldn’t stand the temptation after she went to the United States and ran off with another man, and then she didn’t want her anymore …… Mom you can’t be like her …… “

Hubby heard this and scolded with a smile, “What are you talking about? How could your mom be that kind of person? Except for your father and me, she won’t give anyone a second glance, and she can rest assured wherever she goes!”

Yangyang, however, said seriously, “Mom, you mustn’t run away with another man oh …… I’ll miss you every day ……”

My heart trembled violently, and tears flowed out, I really want to defy everything, tear off the visa to stay, and properly do my duty as a daughter-in-law and mother. However, the nature of the soft I finally did not go against the will of my husband ……

The water in the tub was getting cold, and I snapped out of my memories with a complicated sigh and stood up, my wet calves sticking out as I stepped into my slippers with a jolt of feeling that I’d stepped on something.

“Squeak!” A big black rat scurried over, I was scared out of my wits, screamed, lost my balance and fell back into the bathtub, splashing a large amount of water.

Hubby rushed in at the sound, surprised, “What’s wrong? Minmin, what do you call ……”

“A rat, I just saw a big rat!” I said in shock, rubbing my rapidly heaving chest.

“What? Where?” Hubby looked around as if he were on the brink.

I pointed to the window that was open a crack and said, “Ran through there.”

Hubby went over and opened the window, looked out a few times to make sure the mouse had run off without a trace, and then firmly retracted the window.

“Don’t be afraid!” He came over to me to comfort me, “Look at you scared and your face is white ……”

“How come there are rats in New York too?” I leaned into his arms and said, with a bit of a sappy sob, “I thought I’d never see the nasty things again when I left our countryside ……”

My husband gently stroked the back of my shoulder, knowing that I was the most afraid of mice, and kept softly coaxing me.

After such a fright, my legs were a bit weak, and his embrace made me feel incredibly safe and warm, so I stayed in his arms for a while without getting up.

By the time I had finally tranquilized myself and struggled a bit to get back on my feet, my husband’s arms were holding on tightly. I then felt his hands were patting my back, and at some point had moved to the lower buttocks, where they were gently stroking. His breathing was also much more ragged, spraying a tickle on my neck.

“Zhiqiang you …… what do you want to do?” My cheeks burned a little and I said knowingly, “You still won’t let me get up?”

He looked at my naked body with mesmerized eyes and murmured, “Minmin, you’re just so beautiful …… Every inch and every bit is so beautiful ……”

I giggled and snapped, “You’re being less fleshy! That look you gave the billboard today, hmmm, was clearly saying that the blonde was more attractive than me.”

“Who said that?” He said seriously, one palm moving to my plump, white breasts, “My wife is the most attractive woman in the world …… a thousand times better than foreign women ……”

I gasped but gave him a hard stare, “Listen, I forbid you to go see stripping bare assed foreign girls ……”

“I don’t look, absolutely not!” Hubby’s other hand has begun to skillfully rub my round buttocks, “Which foreign girl’s buttocks are not as nice as my wife’s …… so white, so bulging, so elastic ……”

“Ah …… ingrate …… hmmmmm …… how did you just arrive and be …… so so interested?”

“Because …… we have nothing but giddiness for the moment ……”

He picked me up violently and leapt into the tub with me, clothes tossed out in three tries.

The hot water faucet was unscrewed, and as the steam rose, his manhood penetrated my body, both hands gripping the plump breasts tightly. I let out a moan of pleasure and wrapped my legs around his waist ……

It was our first day in America, a wild sex session in the bathroom. Two naked bodies were intimately joined and deeply fused with each other.

We all use our whole body strength to hold each other tightly, as if everything is unreal and inscrutable, only each other’s naked body, is the world’s most real existence ……

(ii)

Half a month later, my husband and I were slowly familiarizing ourselves with our surroundings. We walked around New York quite a bit and got used to seeing skyscrapers, bustling traffic, and faces of all nationalities and colors. The next step was to register at the university, do the paperwork, pay the tuition fee, and it was a busy time. I made a lot of jokes because I was new to the country, but I also made a lot of friends.

By the time the official day of school rolled around, the pace of our lives was instantly intense and almost too busy to breathe.

In order to pay off our family’s debts, my husband and I each had to work to earn money while we were studying. I was on a master’s program, which was extremely demanding in terms of class hours and tasks, and I had less time to work; in contrast, my husband was on a language training program, and he had more time available after school, but the work he did was much harder than mine. Both of us were busy every day, and only on weekends when we didn’t have to attend classes could we rest a little.

However, the tension and hardship of life did not affect the deep feelings between us as a couple, but promoted mutual care and tenderness. My husband came home later in the evening than me, I always do a good job of cooking, no matter how late he has to wait for him to come back to eat together. I feel sorry for him to do manual labor tired, this meal strive to do delicious and sumptuous, but he often can not afford to eat something good, save forced me to eat.

Supported by this emotional strength and the spirit of hard work, my husband and I inspired each other to strive in this fast-paced, high-speed society. In addition to paying tuition and living expenses, we were able to save enough money from our part-time jobs. In the first four months, we sent more than $1,000 back home, which not only paid off our debts for the month, but also greatly improved the quality of life for our loved ones.

My mother-in-law wrote to us every month after receiving the money, telling us how she and Yangyang were doing, that the old family had bought a lot of new furniture, and that the food and clothing were much better than in the past. People in the village were envious of us, saying that we had paid off our debts the fastest in history among so many people who had borrowed money to develop abroad. If things go on like this, we will be able to pay it all off within the next year, and then the money we send will be our own, and when we have accumulated enough, we will be able to build a small house like those rich people.

And Yangyang has always been very good, never got into any trouble, and studied very hard, reading English at home by himself at a young age. He told his mother-in-law that he wanted to learn English and come to America as soon as possible. A few times in the middle of the night, when my mother-in-law was tucking him in, she saw him crying in his sleep and screaming in his sleep for his mom!

Every time I read the letter, my nose would be sore and I couldn’t help but sob on my husband’s shoulder. It took a long time for my husband to coax me back, and he comforted me by saying that we just needed to work a little harder, and when we paid off our debts, we would go back to China to see Yangyang, or we could simply find a way to bring him here as well. ……

Time passes quickly, such days are tough, but we work together to fight for a goal, the heart is always full, life is tense but not lack of warmth. My husband passed his language training very quickly, and he will be able to transfer to the spring course of his master’s degree in the next semester; and my grades have always been outstanding, which has won me a lot of praise from my tutors.

However, not everything went well, and there was at least one thing that upset me, like a dark cloud over my head, but it was hard to talk about – a young boy in my course class had been pestering me, even sexually harassing me.

It was a Chinese American named Peter Lee, who grew up in the U.S. but still spoke fluent Chinese. On the first day of school, his eyes lit up when he saw me, and he came over to talk to me enthusiastically.

I saw that the boy was dressed as a hippie, his hair was dyed in green and flowery colors, and he was wearing an eye-catching metal earring, so my heart instinctively did not have much good feelings. Plus, his eyes were colorful and he kept glancing at my ample breasts, which made me even more disgusted, but I just had to respond out of politeness.

But Peter does not seem to see my antipathy, like bees staring at flowers, every now and then about my outing, dinner, movies, music, a variety of invitations have tried, I have to be rejected, always do not have any excuse to approach him. I have long been informed from the news that this guy is a very dangerous character, boasting that he is a master of the hunt, as long as he sees the women, sooner or later will be willing to submit.

But in my case, he suffered his first defeat ever. I was soft and hard, and no matter what tactics he exerted, I simply shrugged them off.

But that seemed to stoke the dude’s possessiveness even more. The more I refused, the more persistent Peter became. I don’t know if it was psychological, but I felt that as soon as I appeared in the line of sight, he would gaze at me with those thirsty eyes, unabashedly expressing his desire for me with his eyes. This kind of greedy and lewd gaze made me want to vomit, and goosebumps rose straight up all over my body.

And harassing me with ambiguous and provocative remarks became a regular occurrence. Peter often with a few friends, exposed in my side of the pornographic jokes, or exchanging each other and sexual partners between the pleasure of intercourse. I want to cover up my ears are not able to, listening to those strange sex positions, intercourse techniques, as well as the description of the specific sex organs, those obscene and dirty words endless, although I have been married for more than 10 years, I still hear after the heart will blush.

I have thought of telling my husband about this, but always hesitate. Hubby is a hot thunderbolt temper, when I was still in love, I was once molested by a hooligan, he knew that anger, even holding a kitchen knife looking for someone to fight, almost cut the hooligan into a disability, the results of a lot of effort to make some relations to settle. If he knows that Peter pestered me, surely will be angry crazy, in case of impulse to break out of a big mess, that can be bad.

Better to be careful myself, I thought to myself, there’s nothing concrete to lose anyway, so I’ll just put up with it.

But what was infuriating was that Peter had also peeped under my skirt a few times. I was especially annoyed when I was called by a black classmate on the stairs to exchange pleasantries. I happened to be in a good mood that day, and the other person was very talkative, and I always talked as much as I could in order to practice my speaking skills, so I ended up chatting for five minutes on the stairway. I was just going down a flight of stairs when I glanced over my shoulder and saw Peter standing on the steps directly below me with a wry smile on his face.

“Ah!” As soon as I saw where he was, I knew it was the perfect spot for a peeping tom, and I couldn’t help but feel ashamed and angry for a moment.

“What a shame, beautiful.” Peter whistled derisively and smiled a very pleased smile, “You should have chatted a little longer, then I would have felt like it was spring instead of fall.”

I was so angry that I almost lost my composure and screamed with a red face, “What did you …… you see?”

Peter laughed out loud, ”I’ve seen everything, beautiful girl. I can’t imagine that you pretend to be dignified and chaste on the outside, but you’re so open at heart! These black chaps are a perfect match on you, hahaha ……”

I blacked out and almost fainted. My usual dress has always been conservative, this black lace panty is the sexiest of all my clothes, and I usually hardly wear it. Because it was too narrow, it could only wrap around the small half of my plump ass, I had looked in the mirror, and when I put it on, the two groups of white butt flesh were extremely exposed, and the front was still semi-transparent, so I could clearly glimpse the small piece of darkness.

Once in a while, I changed into these sexy panties, originally to please my husband, who knew that I would let this guy have his fill of it as well, and that too for a whole five minutes! God, a woman’s most private part was stared at for so long by a man who is not her husband, everything was seen, I was groundless when I thought about it, shame and anger made my whole body tremble, my eyes angrily stared at Peter and scolded, “You shameless scoundrel, rascal!”

But he was full of concern, admiring my plump breasts that were rising and falling dramatically from annoyance, and said as if nothing had happened, “What’s wrong with that? Sooner or later you’re going to be naked in front of me, and when you are, I won’t even let you wear these pants ……”

“Enough!” I stomped my foot, “I’m going to sue you for sexual harassment!”

“Go ahead and sue!” Peter shrugged, “But I’d like to remind you, dear beauty. This is America. If you have more money and time than I do, and can afford a lawyer to fight your case, then by all means go ahead and sue.”

I was speechless, and I felt discouraged. Before I did not think of complaints and other solutions, but one he did not really do anything, two I can not pull this face, three also afraid that my husband knows the impulse to get into trouble, think about it, and finally dismissed the idea.

“What the hell are you going to do to leave me alone?” I regretted the words as soon as they came out of my mouth, sounding like I was pleading with him.

Sure enough, Peter smiled and said, “I won’t let you go until you’re my woman.”

“I will never be your woman!” I was so angry I wanted to slap him, “You know I’m married and even have a son.”

“What does that matter? You can be my mistress!” Peter said, “My family is very rich, so I can totally adopt you, and you can live a comfortable life, so you don’t have to work so hard every day to earn money.”

“Don’t even think about it!” I said with extreme disgust, “If you’re so rich, go bag another woman! I see several white girls at school trying to get close to you.”

“Indeed, yet I am only interested in you.”

“Unbelievable! What exactly do you see in me? I’m no prettier or more youthful than those girls, much less their …… their sexiness ……” I tried hard to talk him out of this ridiculous idea.

“God only knows why, but anyway, I’m just inexplicably possessive of you!” Peter said in a brutal tone, “I want you to be my woman, and then I want to lock you in an airtight room, where you won’t be allowed to wear any clothes, and only I will be able to get in with a key. Then the two of us don’t have to do anything else in this room, just keep mating ……”

His eyes glittered with excitement as he said these words in one breath, the explicit words causing my cheeks to fly red, unable to believe that a person could be so nasty as to say such obscene and unpleasant words in front of a lady.

“In your dreams!” I couldn’t hear it any longer, and with an indignant and bitter rebuke, I turned and walked quickly down the stairs, with his strange whistling all the way down behind me.

From that day on, I took every precaution when I went to school, constantly reminding myself to watch out for my nakedness while avoiding Peter as much as possible, and didn’t give him any more chances to catch any peepers.

I thought, as long as I was careful and watchful, I could get through the two years of my master’s degree, and after I graduated, I would be out of trouble and never have to see this nasty guy again. And in a democratic and legalistic country like the United States, he wouldn’t dare to do anything.

But what happened later proved that I was too naive, completely underestimating the danger of this wolf and his determination to get me at any cost. ……

Time flies, and before you know it, a semester has passed, and my husband and I are sort of basically adjusting to life in New York.

It was nine o’clock that night and it was already completely dark. I finished my tutoring and hurried home.

Today is the day of the monthly phone call to China, and the thought of hearing my son’s voice on the phone soon makes me so excited that my steps seem to be much lighter.

When I go abroad, what I miss most is my son who is separated from me by thousands of miles, and what I want to hear most is that he calls me “mom” in his tender voice. I didn’t think it was a luxury wish before, but after the real separation of mother and son, I realized what a great happiness it is… …

With my home in sight, I was about to cross a long street with few pedestrians when a horn honked behind me, followed by two lights illuminating the road, and a medium-sized truck drove up.

I hastened to stop and get out of the way, but the truck drove up to me but slowed to a stop, and a man in overalls opened the window, poked his head out, and said, “Excuse me, can you do me a favor?”

His English was rudimentary and he looked yellow, so I asked tentatively, “Chinese?”

“Ah, yes, yes……” The man nodded his head back and forth, with an open-mouthed look, like he didn’t know how to express himself properly.

I smiled and said in Chinese, “What’s your business? Say it!”

He was so happy that he jumped out of the car and said, “Are you Chinese too? It’s great to meet you! My boss asked me to deliver a shipment to this location, but I couldn’t find …….”

With that he pulled out a slip of paper and gave it to me with the address written in scribbled English. I recognized it at first glance and told him it wasn’t far, just two blocks across.

“I’ve been back and forth around here several times.” The man said sadly, “Can I trouble you to take me there? I’ll drive you back again ……”

“I’m so sorry, I have to go home right now.” I politely declined. Not to mention that it was already night, even if it was daytime, I wouldn’t just get into a strange man’s car.

But looking at the extremely disappointed expression on his face, I was a little intolerant, and I busied myself by saying, “This place is actually very easy to find, you first walk along this street to the end, and then turn to the left, walk about fifty meters or so …… “

As I spoke, I took the man a few steps out and pointed out the location to him. The man inquired at length, repeating it again, and before I knew it we were near the end of the truck.

“Thanks to you, I figured it out.” The man’s mouth was saying thank you, but his expression was a bit strange, he seemed to be looking around at something, giving off a sneaky feeling.

My heart suddenly jumped, my female instinctive intuition told me that the situation was not right, and when I looked around, there happened to be no one on the street!

“Oh, I’ll be off then!” I tensed up and was about to turn away. Instead, the man suddenly twisted my arm and pulled me back hard.

“What are you doing?” I was panicked, just as I was about to struggle, the truck’s trunk door opened with a “dang” sound, and two tough guys wearing sunglasses jumped out and lifted me up without a second thought.

“Help!” My legs kicked desperately as I subconsciously yelled out in Chinese, and before I could yell out in English a second time, my body had already been shoved into the carriage, followed by the door slamming heavily shut!

My mind went blank, I was literally scared silly, letting out hysterical screams, but my voice was muffled by the roar of the car starting up, and my eyes went dark at the same time, which made me even more terrified, punching and kicking and struggling all the time.

Suddenly, a sharp pain came from my wrists, and tears fell from my eyes in pain, followed by the feeling that my arms were twisted back behind me and tied up solidly with a piece of twine.

“Who are you people? What the hell do you want?” I couldn’t move anymore and couldn’t stop crying, asking repeatedly in English and Chinese. I knew I had been kidnapped, but I didn’t understand how someone could have chosen me as a target.

No one answered me, the two big men had not made a sound since they restrained me, I was so shocked and scared that my whole body was shaking, sobbing silently in the darkness, with a sense of despair of falling into the abyss.

The car drove along smoothly and stopped after about ten minutes or so, it seemed to have reached some secluded place, and I was at sixes and sevens when a voice in the compartment said in a low voice, “I’ve finally got you here, beautiful. “

I instantly recognized the voice and lost my voice, “Peter?”

The dark red headlights came on and the first thing I saw was Peter Lee. He was sitting in his seat on the inside of the wagon, looking at me with two sparkling eyes and a smug expression all over his face.

(iii)

With a “pfft”, Peter picked up a can of beer from his hand and opened it, taking a large gulp into his mouth, foam dripping from the corners of his mouth.

“Peter, have you gone crazy?” I was first surprised, followed by unbridled anger, and at the same time with a deep fear in my heart, “You kidnapped me …… you are committing a crime!”

Peter did not answer, took a few more sips of beer, and then took out a very thick cigar and held it to his lips. One of the brawny men immediately tended forward and respectfully lit the fire for him.

This process is only a few seconds, but in my feeling is extremely long, I can’t help but twist my body hard again and screamed loudly, “Quickly let go of me! Do you hear me, quickly let go of ……”

But the other brawny man was still standing behind me, his huge palms firmly squeezing my upper arms, and no matter how much I struggled it didn’t help, but instead caused myself pain to the bone. Soon I was exhausted, realizing that it was impossible for me to fight against such a strong man, and a sense of despair flooded over me once again.

Peter opened his mouth at that moment, exhaling a slow puff of smoke and said, “I was just going to buy you dinner, beautiful.”

“Did you invite me like that? To force me into a car?” I said in exasperation.

“You can’t blame me for that. I’ve invited you seventeen times in good faith, all of which you have flatly refused!” Peter’s eyes showed ferocity when he said this, and he said viciously, “You’re just giving face, bitch! Since you’re putting on airs and pretending to be noble with me, I’ll have to use force.”

He stood up, cigar in one hand, and walked toward me grimly.

“What do you want?” My heart sank and my voice trembled a little, “You, don’t you mess around, go away …… don’t come over …… go away …… “

Peter kept walking until he was less than a foot away from me before he stopped, narrowing his eyes and looking me up and down as if he wanted to get a good look at me from this breathable distance, like a hunter watching for prey that had fallen into his trap.

“There’s a kind of woman in this world who isn’t necessarily breathtakingly beautiful, but she has a fatal allure for men that makes them want to sleep with her the moment they see her.” Peter gazed at me with unblinking eyes and said, “You’re that kind of woman, so I’m going to get you no matter what!”

I flushed red as I listened, and at the same time felt indescribably scared, shame and fear filled my body like a tidal wave, causing my legs to shake uncontrollably.

Peter clearly appreciated the fear I was showing, and he smoked his cigar good-naturedly, frivolously puffing the heavy, pungent smoke into my face.

“Ahem ……” I choked and kept coughing, my eyes containing tears, frowning in pain and gasping for air.

Perhaps my breasts, which were trembling sharply from coughing, were too tantalizing, Peter’s eyes suddenly flashed with lust, and he steeply reached out his right hand to grasp one of my plump breasts.

“Ah!” I screamed in shame and twisted my body to shake off his hand, but he grabbed it and wouldn’t let go, and it was getting harder.

“What big boobs ……” Peter was holding a cigar in his mouth, his palms were spherically clasped in front of my breasts, five fingers squeezing hard inwards, “Every time I see you I want to feel you properly, not many oriental women have your size ……”

“Let go! Don’t …… get off ……” I was so angry that I cried out, instinctively raised my leg to kick him, but then where to kick, not a few times but instead stomped off my high heels.

This helpless struggle obviously stimulated Peter’s animalistic desires even more, and his big, cigarette-smelling mouth came over to me, raining passionate kisses on my forehead, brow and smooth cheeks, and then tried to force kisses on my lips again. I desperately dodged left and right, resisting with what was left of my strength, refusing to let him have his way.

Peter got angry and slapped me with his hand, saying angrily, “Bitch, you want to die, don’t you?”

My face was hot with pain and I screamed in hoarse sobs, “Just kill me, I won’t let you touch me even if I die! Kill me!”

Peter glared hard at me and after a while sneered, “Oh no, I’m not going to kill you. It’s too much of a hassle to do the aftermath of a kill, but if you’re really that stubborn, I’ll have someone gang rape you!”

My head buzzed and my whole body felt like it had fallen into an ice cellar. Gang rape? Oh my god, this is a word that I usually don’t even dare to think about! But at this moment it was so clear in my ears that all my courage seemed to disappear in a flash, only to feel that heaven and earth were spinning, spinning ……

Peter watched my demeanor and said grimly, “Now there are two of my bodyguards and a driver here. You can choose for yourself, will you be a good boy and make love to me, or will you be gang raped by the three of them?”

I almost fainted. That Chinese driver is not a problem, these two bodyguards are black men with tiger backs, two heads taller than the average man, with muscles bulging all over their bodies, just like two chimpanzees, if they were gang raped by such two people, it would be even more painful than going to hell. ……

“Well? Beauty, I see you must like being gang raped!” Peter said with deliberate slowness, “Then I’ll make it happen for you ……”

Before the words were out of my mouth I screamed in terror, “Don’t! I don’t want a black man to touch me! Please, no!”

Peter whistled and said, “So you like having sex with me?”

My heart was in turmoil and I was forced to give a slight nod as tears of humiliation slid down my face.

Peter snapped his fingers with the smug smile of a victor and brought his head forward again. I didn’t have the courage to resist anymore and closed my eyes, letting his mouth seal heavily.

His kiss was passionate, overbearing, leaving no room for avoidance, those big, fat lips were like leeches in a paddy field, firmly sucking in my soft lips; his aggressive tongue didn’t take much effort to break through, licking frantically between my lips and teeth, followed by an old-fashioned capture of the tip of my tongue that was trying so hard to flinch, forcibly sucking it into his mouth.

“Ummm …… Ummm ……” I frowned, only able to make a weak sound through my nose, almost even breathless. Peter, however, did not have the slightest intention to stop, but instead attacked even more fiercely, incorporating the tip of my tongue deeply into his mouth intertwined, tasting, greedily sucking the liquid in my mouth, while his saliva was also a steady stream of delivery over, using his superior kissing skills to force me to swallow.

I felt disgusted, but subconsciously had to admit that this was the first time I had ever tried such an intense and passionate kiss. In contrast, every time my husband kissed me, he was always warm and careful, afraid of hurting me, like treating a fragile precious porcelain. Although I was touched by his care, I always had the regret that something was missing, and deep down I hoped that he could be a little rough, even if it was a strong kiss like in the TV series.

I thought of this very shameful, now I finally experienced the feeling of being forcibly kissed, but this person who kissed me is not my husband, but such an extremely detestable villain. My instinct was to resist, but this villain’s lips and tongue were horribly skillful, and soon caused me to have a dizzying sensation of oxygen deprivation, and my whole body was unsteady and shaky.

At that moment, the bodyguard who had been tackling my small arms behind me released his grip and with a shove on my back, I collapsed into Peter’s arms in a heady heap. Peter opened his arms around my body and continued to kiss me like no one was watching, forcing me to taste his saliva.

It wasn’t until I was almost suffocating that Peter stopped with intent. I was red in the face after the four lips parted, gasping for air, a long line of water hanging from the corner of my mouth by the roots.

“Over the top, right? Beauty.” Peter said with satisfaction, “Alright, now let me see your breasts. You’re usually too conservative, always covering your breasts tightly, that’s not good ……”

He unzipped my jacket and gazed greedily at my firm breasts. Even though I was wearing a sweater, I couldn’t hide the curves of my breasts, and they were bulging out of the sweater in two large clusters.

“Don’t do this …… please, don’t ……” I choked out a low plea, still holding on to the last glimmer of hope in my heart that he’d hang on for dear life and stop.

The truth, however, was cruel and unforgiving, and Peter acted without demur. Since my hands were tied behind my back, he couldn’t just remove my top, so he pulled out the sweater and inner shirt underneath, pushing it up as high as he could towards my neck so that my waist was mostly exposed, followed by a rude yank of the bra.

I cried out in shame, my two plump, snow-white breasts abruptly popped out, like two large, freshly fermented white buns, trembling and bouncing in front of my chest, and an icy coolness flooded my skin.

“Well, sure enough, it’s a 35 inch C cup ……” Peter took one look at the bra and casually tossed it away, his greedy eyes focusing on my bare chest, a face reddening with excitement. Then without thinking, he reached out his hands and pressed them directly onto the high peaks of his breasts.

I couldn’t help but shiver all over as the rough fingers touched my skin, and I hung my head in humiliation, only able to wail and sob helplessly.

“So big …… so soft …… so fleshy ……” Peter slurped, wantonly fondling my white and flawless breasts. He gripped them so hard that his fingers sank deep into the elastic flesh, rubbing and kneading the rounded tits.

“Ah …… gently ……” I wept again in pain.

“OK, I’m a gentleman.” Peter’s mouth said so, but the strength of his hands didn’t reduce much, like kneading dough and squeezing my plump breasts, white slippery breast flesh was scratched out of the cracks of the fingers, it looked charming and unpleasant.

I felt like I was having a nightmare, shedding tears and silently calling out in my heart, “Zhiqiang, where are you? Come and save me …… Zhiqiang ……”

But there was no way my husband was going to hear my cries while the demon in front of me intensified his torment.

He deliberately pinched the tops of my breasts with his tiger’s mouth, causing those two delicate, red nipples to protrude strikingly.

“You really had a baby? Not lying to me?” He popped up suddenly.

“I didn’t lie to you …… My son is nine years old ……” Mentioning my son I was even more sad, and the tears flowed one by one. Originally at this moment I should be at home with my son on the phone, listening to his childish and relatable voice called my mother, instead of being tied up in this carriage to be abused ……

Peter shook his head and said, “A woman who has given birth to a child should have dark colored nipples, not black but dark brown, why aren’t your nipples? You must be lying!”

I didn’t know how to start for a moment, and it took me a while to say, “I haven’t nursed my son, and the doctor said that his constitution is not suited to breast milk …… And I’m naturally light in pigmentation ……”

Peter shrugged and said, “Really? It’s no wonder your nipples are still an attractive bright red, it looks like your husband must rarely fuck you either, otherwise it would stand to reason that his licking and sucking alone would be enough to darken the color. Don’t you think so? Hahaha ……”

I hung my head with a red face, feeling extremely ashamed in my heart. To actually talk to this demon about the color of my nipples was so humiliating that I couldn’t help but be ashamed of myself.

“Your husband must be sexually impotent!” Peter said mockingly as he twirled my nipple clitoris between his thumb and forefinger, “It’s a crime to keep such a wonderful body empty for years …… God.”

His fingers seemed to have magic power, I was obviously disgusted, but the two nipples gradually stood up, trembling on the full, white and tender breasts, like two rubies set on the top of a snowy peak.

“Ah …… stop …… you’ve got to …… stop it …… ” I let out a weak, humiliated moan.

“Stop pretending, beautiful. Your nipples are so hard ……” Peter said excitedly, “To hell with your husband, I’m going to feed you well for him. Believe me, you’ll never be able to get away from me after you taste my cock ……”

He jerked me up and onto the back seat, reaching down to unbuckle my pants.

“No …… don t!” I cried out, instinctively struggling desperately, but the weak girl’s female qi where it works, and was soon pulled off the pants, revealing the bare and slender legs.

“Come on, let me fulfill you!” Peter gasped as he pressed into me, one hand tearing at my last sheltering panties, one hand pulling out his ugly weapon ……

I was almost in despair, my whole body no longer having the slightest strength, and I was about to accept this miserable fate, when I suddenly glimpsed the two bodyguards standing in the corner of the carriage, each holding a small home video camera, with the lens pointed right at this place.

“Ah!” This discovery even made me fall into the abyss as if I were falling into the abyss, this demon even told his men to film the whole process! Obviously, he didn’t just rape me once and leave it at that, he also planned to control my body and soul forever ……

At this very moment, I suddenly came to my senses and knew that I must not give in. Otherwise, from now on, I will be greeted with a life of humiliation that will never see an end.

A sudden surge of latent power came over me, and I twisted and fought my way to kick Peter off while screaming, “Wait, I have something to say!”

Peter fell to the floor, got up and said angrily, “FUCK! Bitch, you’d rather choose to be gang raped by three men than have sex with me?”

My whole body trembled and said, “No, I really want to make love to you ……” The words were said in the heat of the moment, and I couldn’t help but feel a pang of sadness in my heart, in order to get out of the trap, I actually said such a shameful word.

“Then why are you kicking me?” Peter said in annoyance.

“I have promised you, but …… can’t you be gentle with me?” I sobbed and said miserably, “You’re tying my hands painfully, if you can take care of my feelings, will you please untie the rope?”

Peter stared at me and said, “You’re not thinking of slamming me, are you?”

“Does it help to slap you?” I smiled ruefully and said, “I’m a woman, and I have no choice but to resign myself to my fate when I’m already doomed to not be able to fight back. Wait I just hope you …… you don’t get too rough ……”

“OK!” balked Peter, giving a quick nod to the bodyguards under his command. One of the bodyguards stepped up and cleanly untied me before retreating back to his spot.

I rubbed both of my wrists that were sore from being tied up, which left a few deep red marks that looked shocking.

“Come on, beautiful.” Peter said as he opened his arms and assumed the stance of a husband embracing his wife, “The ropes are untied, now let’s get the foreplay going together.”

I had no choice but to hang my head red-faced and walk over to him with tears in my eyes, dutifully throwing myself at him.

Peter wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me again as if no one else was there. I could see that he was very proud of his kissing skills, trying to make me gradually melt into his passion; hands were roaming around my body recklessly, smooth back, high breasts, flat belly have been invaded, became his arbitrary abuse of the territory.

“What position do you like to mate in?” He kissed me enough and then started licking my earlobe, chuckling lowly, “I can take your pick in that regard ……”

I bit my lip and didn’t say a word, letting him have all the satisfaction he wanted, while one hand crept into the pocket of my tunic. There lay my keychain with a small fruit knife hanging from it.

This demon made a mistake, he shouldn’t have underestimated me. I grew up in the countryside, did a lot of dirty work, not the kind of weak girl, and learned a couple of women’s self-defense; if not by the two tiger-backed bodyguards to restrain, I will not let him take advantage of my death.

However, the presence of these two bodyguards scares me, in case they realize my intention to rush up and stop me, then everything will be over ……

I was in a nervous cold sweat and my heart was beating as fast as a drum. Peter didn’t notice anything wrong as he kissed his way from my earlobe to my neck, then buried himself in my bare breasts. His face squeezed the full, firm peaks of my breasts and his tongue licked my areolas, then took turns taking both nipples into his mouth and sucking on them. Then he kissed his way down over the small of my back, and finally squatted down and dug his hands into the edges of my form-fitting panties, pulling them off in one swift motion.

“Wow, your pubic hair is as lush as I thought it would be ……” Peter whistled with glowing eyes and gave me a loud kiss at the base of my thigh. I shuddered violently as if I had been electrocuted, and had a feeling of wanting to cry, last time he had shamed me by just peeking under my skirt, but I couldn’t imagine that today I would actually be naked in front of him.

“Zhiqiang …… I’m sorry, my body was supposed to be a secret that belonged to you alone, but now it’s being seen by all the other men ……” I murmured sadly, while Peter excitedly smiled and signaled for me to lift my legs for him to remove my panties.

“No more hesitation!” I gritted my teeth and jerked out my keychain, fumbling through a pile of keys to find a fruit knife, one with the blade lit up.

The process took about three seconds or so, Peter had looked up at the sound of me pulling out my keychain but didn’t react, obviously he didn’t understand what I was doing until the blade was against his throat and his face plummeted.

The two bodyguards drop their cameras in shock and prepare to lunge at me. I let out a wrenching scream and shouted in English that I would cut down anyone who tried to come over!

Peter’s face was ashen, and he was busy shouting at them to stop, and then turned to me and begged me to put down the knife and have a word.

I thought of the humiliation I had suffered, my heart really hated this demon to the extreme, gritted my teeth and said, “You …… you know you are afraid now? I tell you, women are not the weaklings you imagine, can be used to bully at will ……”

I said with a sour nose and shed tears again, my whole body was shaking with excitement, my heart was still beating very fast in my chest, and I had to use all my strength to stabilize the knife in my hand.

“Don’t mess around, you relax …… don’t mess around ……” Peter probably saw that I was extremely unstable and became even more fearful. At this point there was no longer a flighty expression on his face, replaced by a look of pity.

Knowing that I wasn’t out of the woods yet, I tried to calm myself down and said, “You tell them both to take out the tape from the camera and get out of the car and tell the driver to drive back to my house. They are not allowed to leave by themselves by staying in this place!”

When I said a word, Peter nodded, his head beaded with sweat, and repeated it again in English. The two bodyguards looked at each other, took out the tape and put it on the floor as they were told, and jumped out of the compartment one after the other. I, on the other hand, didn’t dare to take it lightly for a moment, forcing Peter with a fruit knife and sitting down on the seat with him.

“There was a rumbling sound and the truck started up again, slowly swerving and turning around. I looked out the window and was relieved to see the two bodyguards standing still.

“Hey, now you …… you can take the knife away, right?” Peter asked warily.

“Not until I get home safely!” I looked at him in disgust, and suddenly my cheeks got hot, realizing that I was still naked on my lower body, with my panties still hanging on my knees; my upper body wasn’t much better, and although I was wearing a jacket, my plump, snow-white breasts were bared, and a pair of reddish nipples were glistening with the shine of saliva.

Peter stole a glance at my ripe and seductive body and gulped, a look of remorse in his eyes. Apparently he was regretting that he shouldn’t have untied me, so paralyzed that I had turned the tables on him.

I couldn’t bear the thought of letting those dirty eyes peruse my body any longer, so with one hand I strained to pull my panties on, and closed my jacket as much as I could, which blocked out the mischievous sight. After a few minutes, the trepidation faded from Peter’s face, and a pair of eyes rolled back in his head as if he were having another bad thought.

I felt uneasy, but there was nothing else to do but double my vigilance. Luckily, it wasn’t too far to leave, and the truck soon drove down a street I was familiar with.

“We’re almost there, you tell the driver to stop at that sign across the street!” I said.

Peter obliged, knocked on the iron plate separating them, and said something loudly. He spoke neither English nor Mandarin, like a dialect from somewhere.

I was feeling strange when the truck suddenly stopped with a squeak. The huge inertia caught me off guard and I fell forward.

Peter followed suit and fell forward, but my knife left his neck, and at the same time as I let out a yelp of surprise, he had twisted my right wrist with a heavy wring, and at the sharp pain I let go, and the fruit knife fell to the floor.

“FUCK YOU!” cursed Peter loudly, twisting my right arm behind my back and pressing my entire upper body into the seat while the knee of one leg was pressed against my waist so I couldn’t break free.

“Let me go …… help ……” I cried as hard as I could, feeling my panties being ripped off again, this time in true desperation.

“Bitch, I’m going to fuck you so hard you won’t be able to walk!” Peter growled, one hand reaching up to my chest and squeezing my dangling breast hard, the other hand wheeling away to slap my bare ass with a snapping sound.

“No …… don t!” I lost my voice from the beating, my body desperately writhing, when suddenly my foot stepped on a fruit knife on the floor. In my haste, I kicked the knife from under the seat, then leaned over and stretched out my left arm to get it in my hand from the front of the seat.

“Watch me fuck you!” Peter groaned behind him, his hot weapon rubbing next to my ass, just about to force its way up the crack.

I couldn’t think twice about it, and slashed the knife backward, only a long scream rang out, and the pressure on his body suddenly eased, and Peter staggered back, laying his hands upon his lower body and howling, with blood pouring out between his fingers ……

(iv)

I was terrified, overwhelmed, my whole body trembling and my mind going blank. Peter fell to the ground rolling around in pain, letting out heartbreaking screams, blood had stained his entire palm.

The car was in chaos, suddenly “when” sound, the door pulled open, the Chinese man acting as the driver poked his head in, a glimpse of the half-naked body, shrinking in the seat shivering me, hand still clutching the blood-stained fruit knife; while Peter fell in a pool of blood, face white as paper, people have passed out.

“Ah!” The driver, also white with fear, quickly got into the carriage and exclaimed in horror, “What happened?”

I said in a shaky voice, “He tried to rape me and I …… I cut him there with a knife ……”

The driver had no time to listen to me anymore, and his hands were scrambling to stop Peter’s bleeding. He tore off his shirt and plugged Peter’s lower body where the blood was fountaining, and roughly tied two knots.

I was in a daze, subconsciously putting on my panties and pulling my blouse together to cover my pale, naked breasts, but I was still in a daze, in a kind of nightmare trance, and couldn’t quite believe that this was really happening by this point.

“What are you waiting for?” The driver, sweating with urgency, yelled at me, “Get over here and treat his wounds, I’m driving to the hospital!”

I was so hexed by his gulp that I couldn’t help but walk over and crouch down, reaching out to press down on the mass of clothing that was oozing blood. The driver wiped away the beads of sweat and deftly got out of the car, slamming the door shut and rushing quickly into the cab.

At that very moment, I suddenly snapped back to my senses, and my whole body shook. This demon deserved what he got, why should I help save him? And if I continue to stay in this car, the danger is self-evident, who knows what his men will do to me? Especially those two black bodyguards ……

I was horrified at the thought and violently pulled the car door open, followed by a flash of light in my mind and quickly picked up the two tapes on the floor. The scene of my humiliation was filmed there, and must not be left here to be seen by others.

By this time the truck had started and was boosting from low to high speed. I bit my lip and defiantly jumped out, landing on the bottom of my feet and stumbling forward a few steps without actually falling.

The truck braked with a squeal, the driver stuck his head out the window and cursed, but instead of chasing me, he stopped for two seconds and then started up again and drove off quickly with a roar.

The night was already late, there was not a single person on this secluded street, and the wind was blowing coolly on my body. I pulled my top tight and tried to cover my body as much as possible, but my ass, which was only covered by my panties, could only cover a small part of my ass, and my two long and bare thighs were even more completely exposed. I was running barefoot and crying at the same time, if someone saw me like this, I’d rather die.

Fortunately, the street has been no one, ran out more than thirty meters away to the building where I live, in a darkness I ran up to the second floor, even the lights on the aisle did not go to turn on, fumbled with the key to open their own apartments, a rushed in before a shocked relief, only to feel the whole body’s strength seems to be exhausted, back against the door of the room breathing heavily and dramatically.

Husband has not returned, the room is very quiet, only my own heartbeat in the thumping sound. Shock, fatigue and hunger together, I feel hands and feet sore and weak, breasts and buttocks on the ravaged place is hot and painful, can no longer support, legs can not help but softly fell to the floor.

After a while, I gradually recovered, thinking of my own tonight nearly raped, is really palpitating, although the last minute managed to escape, but was taken advantage of enough to suffer humiliation, can not help but grief and indignation shed tears.

I barely stood up, staggered into the bathroom, stripped naked and rinsed my naked body. When I looked down, there were a number of finger marks left on my plump white breasts, and the round flesh of my buttocks was also left with slap marks, which not only caused me physical pain, but also brought me great humiliation from the spirit. When I think of that devil had kissed my lips and tongue, licked and sucked my nipples, and left such disgusting saliva on my body, I have a burst of revulsion, and desperately scrubbing my body with shower gel, I simply hate to take off a layer of skin.

After my shower, I sat on my bed wrapped in a towel in a daze. This incident is obviously very serious, the other party kidnapped me in an attempt to rape, but was stabbed in the lower body by me. This is already a crime, I should immediately call the police is right …… But, this matter if let husband know, then what will happen? According to his character will definitely be mad with anger ……

I hesitated for a moment, and in my heart I couldn’t help but blame myself for being too confused. Peter’s temper will become more and more arrogant, and eventually develop to use force on me, I should say that all is my own connivance out. He is precisely to see that I am too embarrassed to voice out the psychology, if I discussed with my husband at the beginning, the current situation would not be so bad as this.

I made up my mind as I thought about it and was ready to tell my husband the whole story when he got back.

Husband is the backbone of the family, whether to report or private settlement, let him take the decision ……

After thinking it over, I ate something haphazardly to satiate my hunger and sat quietly on the bed waiting for my husband to come back. Because I have to call my son today, he will take off work to close early, and should be home at almost twelve o’clock sharp. And it’s already eleven forty now!

I looked at my watch every two minutes, hoping that the time would pass quickly and that my husband would show up right away.

Physically and mentally traumatized, I was so eager to be comforted by him, to vent my grievances and tears in his generous bosom ……

Twelve o’clock finally arrived, but my husband did not arrive home. While I was waiting, the phone suddenly rang.

“HELLO!” I picked up the phone.

“Sister-in-law, it’s me.” It was actually Dayong’s voice that came over the microphone.

“Ah, Dayong it’s you. Your big brother hasn’t come back yet ……”

Before I could finish my words, I was interrupted by Dayong, who did his best to say calmly, “I know. Sister-in-law, don’t be in a hurry, listen to me. Big brother was washing dishes in the restaurant when he suddenly had a stomach attack, and he vomited blood ……”

The words seemed like a bolt from the blue, and I was instantly confused, “What did you say?”

Dayong’s voice continued, “Big brother told the restaurant’s staff to call home, but no one ever answered. Then they called me, and I just drove him to the hospital ……”

My heart almost jumped out of my chest, and I anxiously said, “Quickly tell me which hospital it is, I’ll rush over there …….”

Dayong gave the name and address of the hospital, and again and again told me not to be anxious, saying that it would not be a big deal.

I didn’t even care to listen, I dropped the phone and jumped up, changing into my outerwear as fast as I could and running out of the house.

I intercepted a cab, I rushed to the hospital. All the way to the hospital, my heart was in turmoil, a moment to reassure myself that I was sure to be fine, and then I couldn’t help but think about it, and my anxiety was overflowing.

The cab stopped in front of the hospital, and Dayong was standing there looking around. As soon as he saw me, he quickly greeted me and complained, “Sister-in-law, didn’t I tell you not to be in a hurry? Look at you, why are you flustered like this?”

I realized that I was actually wearing a pair of slippers on my feet, but I couldn’t care less, and split my head and asked, “Zhiqiang, how is he in the end? Where is he now?”

“Big brother is in the hospital room.” Dayong said as he led me towards the hospital, “The doctor gave him medicine and recommended that he be hospitalized immediately, but he refused to say anything.”

Tears welled up in my eyes, and I felt remorseful in my heart. My husband originally had a mild stomach problem, and he took medication for a while when he was in the country, and then he felt cured and the medication was stopped, but I never imagined that he would have a relapse after leaving the country, and it was so severe that he vomited blood.

Dare brought me into a quiet hospital room, where Elder Justice was half leaning on the bed drinking a cup of hot milk, looking haggard.

“Zhiqiang!” I cried out at once, running over and jumping into his arms.

Hubby busy put down the cup, reached out and touched my hair and said softly, “Don’t cry, don’t cry …… Minmin, I’m not good?”

I cried even more, tears rolling down like a river bursting its banks. This was not only because I was concerned about his condition, but also because I had already suffered a lot tonight, and as soon as I was embraced by my husband in his warm embrace, I could not restrain myself any longer, and cried regardless of the presence of outsiders.

“Alright, alright! If I keep crying, Dayong will be laughing.” Hubby compassionately wiped away my tears with a tissue, smiled and said, “Actually, I’m not very sick, I’m just a little overworked these days. Hey, hey, it’s just a small thing ……”

“You’re spitting up blood and you call that minor?” I choked out, “No, you need to be hospitalized immediately. Dare told me, the doctor said you need to be under observation for a while ……”

“Don’t listen to that American bullshit doctor!” Hubby said, “They hate to exaggerate a little illness into cancer. What’s wrong with vomiting blood? My grandmother used to spit up blood every now and then, and she lived to be 80!”

“Chi Keung!” I pleaded, “Just listen to me this time, okay?”

The husband’s attitude was firm: “No way! Do you know how expensive hospitalization is? I’ve already told the doctor to just prescribe some stomach medicine to go back and eat.”

I turned my pleading eyes to Dayong. He would help me to persuade him along, but my husband was a strong-tempered man and refused to agree. We couldn’t argue with him, so we agreed against our will.

Dare helped my husband into his car and I went to the doctor to get a list of medicines. The doctor was a kindly white man named Smith. He repeatedly told me that in addition to taking his medication on time, my husband must not be overworked and must rest for a certain period of time to prevent his condition from deteriorating again.

I nodded my head yes and grabbed some medicine and walked out of the hospital. Dare drove my husband and I back home, sat for a while and then said goodbye.

Hubby was very tired, and after a couple of words with me, he was in a daze with his eyelids fighting. I was going to tell him about being kidnapped tonight, but I swallowed it back, thinking that it would be better to wait for him to get a good night’s sleep and talk about it after he woke up.

Early the next morning, I woke up with my husband still slumbering next to me. His face was much thinner than when he first came here, and there were wrinkles on his forehead. I only saw a burst of heartache, after going abroad, my husband always took care of me in every way, the same is a part-time job, his time is much longer than mine, the work is also much more tired than mine, and back home, the housework he did is not less than me. He is really exhausted, even on holidays.

I secretly made up my mind that from today onwards, I would let my husband rest more and make sure to recondition his body. So I first called the school to ask for a vacation, and then went out to the nearby market to buy some vegetables, fish and meat, ready to give him a delicious and hearty lunch at noon.

Carrying two loaded plastic bags and just walking back to my place, a small car parked on the side of the road suddenly opened, and a middle-aged Chinese-American man in a suit walked towards me. He looked quite elegant, and opened the door and said, “You are Ms. Su Minmin, right?”

“Yes.” I replied, sizing him up and asking, “Are you ……”

“Oh, you can call me James.” The middle-aged man said courteously, “I’m a lawyer and would like to talk to you about Mr. Peter Lee ……”

My face changed, I shuddered at the sound of the demon’s name, and involuntarily took two steps back, calling out as if on guard, “What does he want again?”

“You don’t have to be so nervous, it’s broad daylight and no one is going to kidnap you again.” James said, “As a matter of fact, I was sent here by Peter’s father, Mr. Lee Sr. For what happened last night, he asked me to send you a hundred and twenty thousand apologies on his behalf ……”

I tightened my face and said nothing as I stepped around him.

James caught up with me and continued to explain to me as he walked, “Elder Lee was very angry when he found out about last night, and this apology is indeed sincere ……”

I abruptly set my feet and turned back to say angrily, “Sincerely? Then why didn’t he come in person? How do you expect me to believe you?”

James sighed and said, “You still don’t know, right? Last night Peter had a massive hemorrhage in his lower body and was sent to the hospital for emergency rescue, his life was saved, but …… but his genitals were severely damaged, I’m afraid it will be difficult to regain male function ……”

I “ah” sound, although the heart has long been vaguely expected that the demon will be seriously injured, but after hearing the news is still very shocked, after a while to hate said: “He …… this is his own self-inflicted! “

“That’s right, he got what he deserved.” James said, “Old Mr. Lee understands this completely, but after all, father and son are connected, and the old man was so angry and sad that he ended up paralyzed in bed with a heart attack. He couldn’t come in person, which is why he asked me by all means to come and apologize to you on his behalf ……”

I listened, the anger does not feel subside half, on the contrary, some sympathy for that unfortunate old man. Born such a rebellious son, really unlucky.

“You didn’t call the police, and Mr. Lee is very grateful. He is the most facetious of men, but understands that Peter has really gone too far in this case, and appreciates your generosity ……,” said James.

I said coldly, “Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t call the police just because my husband happened to have a sudden attack last night as well, and in my haste I put it aside for a while. Now I’m thinking about calling the police!”

James said with a smile on his face, “I beg you, please give Old Mr. Li a little face. As a token of utmost apology and sincere gratitude, please accept this ……”

He took out a check and respectfully handed it over. I glanced at it and saw that it was clearly for one hundred thousand dollars!

“Who wants your money?” My first reaction was anger, my cheeks reddened, “Is it possible that with this money, I can cancel out the humiliation I suffered last night? You think you can buy everything with money, including human dignity?”

“Uh, uh …… of course not!” James said, somewhat lamely, “We just wish to give you a little compensation as moral damages …… Please, by all means, be considerate of an old man’s suffering ……”

I said, “You go back and tell the old man that as long as he can guarantee that his son, and all of you henchmen, will never bother me again, I can not call the police. As for this check ……,” I said with a mocking smile and disdain, “just ask him to donate it to whichever charity he wants!”

James was all over the place, saying that Peter had been transferred to another city for treatment and would never come back to New York, and pleading with me again and again to take the check. I ignored him and walked quickly into the building, carrying a plastic bag. He called me several times behind me, but I didn’t even look back.

In fact, frankly, I was tempted to reach out and take the $100,000 dollars. However, I had several concerns, the first of which was how to explain to my husband where the money came from. If he knew the truth, he would be furious and go after someone, and I’m afraid that if things got out of hand, the police would eventually be alerted. Then I’ll get a bad name for taking money and not keeping my word. Also, with my husband’s current physical condition, it’s better to let him recuperate quietly, don’t go to the trouble of giving him anger.

The more important point is that the $100,000 was apparently going to buy me eternal silence. As you can imagine, they would have demanded that I hand over the two tapes. The tapes captured my humiliation, which, if made public, would certainly humiliate me, but would also be the most powerful evidence against Peter. I instinctively felt that it would be best to keep the tapes in my own hands. On the one hand, I really didn’t want other people to see the footage, and on the other hand, it would make Peter never dare to come back to trouble me again. ……

When I entered the house, I organized the food I had bought and went back into the bedroom to see that my husband was still snoring.

He slumbered like a child, with a kind of rare peace on his face.

“Zhiqiang, this matter is better not to say good to you, lest you get angry and affect your body ……” I silently gazed at him, and secretly made up this idea in my heart.

************

Since that day, our living situation has taken a sharp turn for the worse. With my husband at home recovering from his illness and unable to work for a living, the family’s source of income was reduced by half. On top of that, the cost of medicines needed to treat his stomach was also a huge expense, and our meager savings that we had worked so hard to save were soon depleted.

I had to find ways to make more money. In addition to my old cleaning job and tutoring, I took on a lot of odd jobs, but I was still struggling to make ends meet. At the end of the month, the money sent to my hometown did not reach the amount for the first time. Fearing that my mother-in-law would be worried, I did not mention anything about my husband’s illness in the letter, but only said vaguely that I did not earn enough money this month, and asked my mother-in-law to ask her creditors to be accommodating, and that I would definitely make up the balance next month.

The letter is so, but I am not a little sure, and to hide from my husband, can not let him know that the family’s financial straits, I am really a little worried.

Fortunately, there is a good friend such as Dare to help, generous a lot, but after all, he is also a half-working poor people, their hands do not have much money, and I’m sorry to always want him, just ask him to help me ask around to pay attention to, and what the salary of the work, no matter how dirty and tired of the work I do.

Dare agreed and called me within a few days, saying that there was a Japanese restaurant that was in need of waitresses and that the salary was nearly double that of a normal one. He had contacted the restaurant through his acquaintances and could introduce me there.

“That’s great.” I was overjoyed to hear that the paycheck was nearly double, which meant that the family’s difficulties could be greatly alleviated.

“But, sister-in-law ……,” Dayong’s voice seemed a bit hesitant on the phone, saying lustfully, “If it weren’t for your urgency, I wouldn’t have wanted you to go to that store… …”

“Why?” I asked curiously.

“Because that store is on …… on 42nd Street ……”

I was silent for a moment. Forty-second Street, near Times Square, has long been known as “the most fashionable place”. There’s a red light district, where prostitutes openly ply their trade, and I’ve heard that there are gangsters there as well.

“Sister-in-law, I think it’s better to forget about it.” Dayong said sincerely, “I really can t be assured of letting you go there, although the salary of that store is very high, but we still find another job to be more stable ……”

I interrupted him and said, “No, just this one!”

“Sister in law, you ……” He was still trying to persuade me.

“It’s okay, Dare.” I did my best to sound calm and relaxed, “It’s just being a waitress, nothing will happen. This is New York, I’m sure the minimum personal safety can still be guaranteed.”

Dare sighed softly and gave me the details of the address.

The next evening, I looked for this Japanese restaurant. It was a medium-sized storefront, and when I pushed the door in, there were quite a few customers inside, and well-dressed waitresses were coming and going.

A petite waitress greeted me, she was a very young girl with an innocent round face, as soon as she saw me she bowed and smiled sweetly, “Welcome, how many of you please?”

A little embarrassed, I said, “I’m sorry, I’m not here for dinner. I was referred here by a friend for your boss, Ms. Sumi.”

“Okay, you come with me.” The round-faced waitress led me inside.

In a small office, I met Sumi, the owner of the store. She was a Japanese woman close to forty years old, quite a bit of beauty, a melon face slightly powdered, a kind of slightly vicissitudes of the mature beauty.

Somehow I had a very good first impression of her and was very somewhat favorable.

After she heard me explain my intentions, she smiled gently and said, “Mrs. Zhang, you are welcome to work here. We need more oriental women in the store to set the mood, and your beauty and temperament are undoubtedly the best among the people I’ve seen ……”

“Heh, you flatter me.” I was a little embarrassed.

Sumi said seriously, “It’s not an overstatement. There are a lot of pretty girls in New York, but most of them are very gaudy and polluted by the city, whereas you have a dignified and virtuous young woman’s charm about you, which is pleasing to the eye ……”

“Thanks.” I said with a red face.

“Then, you can start working tonight.” Sumi called the round-faced waitress over and introduced her, “This is Miss Kiyoko …… This is Mrs. Zhang …… You can work with her first to familiarize yourself with the environment.”

“Mrs. Chang, please take care of me in the future.” Kiyoko bowed to me again.

“I’m the one who has to ask you to take care of me!” I was overwhelmed by this Japanese girl’s much politeness and hurriedly said, “Just call me Minmin. I’m new here, so I’ll have to ask you for more guidance.”

“No problem.” Kiyoko smiled kindly and led me out of the office.

(v)

From that day on, I settled down in this Japanese store. Because of a scheduling conflict, I quit my job as a tutor and rushed to work here every day as soon as it was evening.

There were more than ten waitresses in the store, most of them were Japanese girls, and I was the only Chinese. Among the waitresses, Kiyoko soon became my best friend. She drove her own car and drove me home from work every day, chatting endlessly on the way.

Don’t look at her Kiyoko’s young age, but it turns out that she has already been in New York alone for five years, and she is quite sophisticated in dealing with people.

Moreover, she was a black belt in karate and often protected me like a warrior woman. Although I was ten years older than her in age, I was instead taken care of by her like a little sister, especially in the first few days, but fortunately I was able to adapt to the job quickly thanks to her enthusiastic guidance.

As a hostess is very hard, the work is very busy, from the guests into the door from the beginning there is no stop, ordering food, drinks, clean up the table, these should be done cleanly and neatly, quick hands and feet. Encountered good business guests more times, everyone is running all the way to keep up, a night down, back home with the whole body scattered like tired.

Husband saw the heartache to death, clamoring to immediately start working to earn money, saying that his stomach disease is no big deal, can fully support. Where I am willing to rely on, persuade half a day, and angry crying, before he was persuaded to stop, reluctantly promised me to recuperate for a period of time.

While working in the store, I did notice the boss’s wife, Sumi. She’s obviously a very capable woman, and has taken care of the store, both in terms of external socializing and internal management, and has done a good job of it.

What’s even more rare is that she is friendly to each of our employees and never puts on a stern face to reprimand anyone.

“The boss’s wife is really not simple, a woman’s family, can be alone in charge of a restaurant ……” I said to Kiyoko with emotion when I was off duty one day.

“More than one family?” Kiyoko spat out her tongue and said, “You don’t know yet, do you? She runs a private psychiatric clinic during the day and comes out to do business at night. In this neighborhood alone, she has three businesses!”

I was surprised and said, “Really?”

“The bar next door to us is also owned by the owner’s wife.” Kiyoko said, “She goes in every day to check on the business herself, and even calls us over to help when she’s short-staffed.”

“Yeah? I’ve never been inside.” I said.

Kiyoko giggled and said, “The boss’s wife is probably afraid you’ll be embarrassed.”

“Why? What’s so embarrassing about it?” I asked in disbelief.

Kiyoko didn’t answer and put on a mysterious look and said, “I won’t tell you, if you want to know, come inside with me and take a look!”

I got curious and agreed, so I followed Kiyoko out of the restaurant and towards the bar next door.

I was shocked when I walked past the bar, there were two heavily made-up white women standing in front of the bar, wearing almost transparent pink tulle, you can clearly see the bra and panties inside, the curves of the voluptuous body is exposed. They were scratching their heads without a care in the world, throwing winks at the pedestrians and even making provocative gestures to attract attention.

“Ah, what the hell!” I stopped in my tracks with a red face. Although I had witnessed the “enlightenment” of foreigners since I arrived in New York, I still couldn’t stand the sight of overly-exposed women every time I saw them.

“Hee hee, what’s wrong with that! There’s more in there for you to see!” Kiyoko laughed and pulled me inside, the two women probably knew her and greeted us cordially, a pungent perfume smell hitting us.

I couldn’t help but furrow my brows as I reluctantly followed Kiyoko into the bar. Inside, the lights were dimmed, the sound of boisterous pop songs was very loud, and there were customers everywhere; business was actually better than in a cooking store.

However, when my eyes fell on the waitresses, I was so surprised that I could hardly believe my eyes.

Each and every one of them were hecklingly wearing only a three-pointed style, even the symbolic covering of tulle was gone, and large swaths of snow-white skin were exposed.

My head was a little dizzy, my eyes were filled with scarlet lips, professional smiles and semi-exposed high breasts, as well as pairs of white thighs swaying, these youthful and bright waitresses twisted their sexy bodies, merrily weaving in and out among the guests, and from time to time, some guests slapped their rounded buttocks or squeezed their waistlines, in return, they were rewarded with a series of rancorous giggles.

“God, this is so …… so ……” I flushed red, not knowing what words to use to describe it, and was quite flustered, feeling that it would be a sin to look at such a scene more than once.

“This bar is a male paradise, and those who would come here are basically men.” Kiyoko said with a low chuckle, “Minmin, we can be considered as two foreigners. Look at the look in the eyes of those customers, they might think that the two of us are new applicants.”

“Ah, don’t you say that again ……” My cheeks turned even redder with shame, and I just felt uncomfortable all over, not knowing where to put my hands and feet.

Kiyoko giggled and tried to persuade me to have a drink at the center bar, but I refused to stay any longer and fled, pulling her hard as if she was being chased.

By the time I got to the car I was still hot-faced and jumpy and repeated, “These girls are so …… so ……”

I still can’t think of a word to describe it. I remember the day I arrived in New York, when I saw prostitutes soliciting on the street, I blurted out “shameless”, but now I can’t say that word anymore.

It’s as if I’ve begun to understand their behavior, with a deep sense of sympathy and sadness.

“Too what? Too slutty, too shameless is it?” Kiyoko asked half-jokingly while driving.

“Not really …… I don’t know how to start.” I sighed and said, “In the past, I couldn’t even imagine such a scene.”

“That’s life! In order to live, one has to make sacrifices.” Kiyoko suddenly put away her smiling face and revealed a rare serious expression and said, “Minmin, I won’t lie to you, maybe I’ll go into this line of work too.”

“Why?” I said out of breath.

Kiyoko said calmly, “Because of the money. I’ve asked around, and again, working for Ms. Sumi, being a three-point barmaid in that bar pays much more.

“You …… you have the courage to dress like that?” I could hardly speak.

“That can’t be helped, I need money.” A glimmer of gloom flashed in Kiyoko’s pure eyes, “I just lost a large amount of money on a stock market trade, and if I don’t make a sufficient amount in the near future, tuition for the next semester will be a problem.”

She smiled bitterly and said, “You know, I don’t want to miss school. In order to get through difficult times, people sometimes have to sacrifice certain things, even if it’s something you think is beautiful and precious. Only by facing reality can you look to the future.”

Looking at this little Japanese girl’s clear face, and the tired eyes that had been squeezed by life, my heart was filled with indescribable flavors, and I opened my purse and took out a fifty-dollar bill.

“Kiyoko, this is a small token of my appreciation. Although it can’t help you much, I still hope you’ll take it.”

I said sincerely.

Kiyoko froze for a moment and was moved to say, “Thank you so much. But I can’t take this money, I think you need it as much as I do.”

I tried my best to persuade her to take it, but she refused no matter what, and laughed and said don’t worry, she can solve all the difficulties by herself.

However, having said that, a few days later Kiyoko switched from the cooking store to a bar and worked as a three-point barmaid.

When I saw Kiyoko, wearing only very little fabric and exposing her already developed body, smiling and socializing amongst the horny men, I was so sad that my tears were about to fall down. She’s a girl just over twenty!

“Don’t feel sorry for me.” Instead, it was Qingzi who turned back to comfort me, saying easily, “I really don’t feel aggrieved doing this line of work, just being looked at by a man, at most touching, it’s not like I’ll lose a piece of meat because of it.”

“If someone gets an inch, you might get a big loss.”

“No, in a bar, customers are only tacitly allowed to take advantage of a little hand and foot, but never to really mess around! That’s the principle of the boss’s wife, she’s still very protective of us girls.” Kiyoko said with a shrug.

Of course, if both parties are interested there’s nothing to say. However, then one would have to go outside and get a room on their own, as the boss’s wife said this was not a brothel after all.

I don’t know if the lack of care she exudes is real or not, but from the looks of it, she really doesn’t seem to take it very seriously.

Although we don’t work together anymore, we still go home together after work. The bar closes only fifteen minutes later than the restaurant, so I left work early and went to the bar every day to wait for her.

At first I didn’t want to walk into this bar again, the scene there made me blush every time I looked at it, so I stood at the door and waited quietly. But after a few times I realized that standing in the doorway was even more embarrassing, with drunks harassing me from time to time, and with Kiyoko’s persuasion, I had to force myself to go into the bar every day and sit in the back changing room to wait for her.

At first I was a little embarrassed, in the inside of the rather rushed. But a number of times, I began to slowly adapt to, gradually accustomed to the scene, in this charming and colorful place can also be at ease. Sometimes also chat with a few three-point bar female, and they are together but no longer feel embarrassed, and also quite talk to.

Thinking back, I myself feel very surprised. In the past, I was always full of contempt for any woman who “sells her sex”, and in my heart, I was extremely resentful of this behavior, but after coming to the United States, such a concept disappeared little by little, and was replaced by sympathy and understanding, and deep down I even felt that a woman has to survive in such a society, and that no matter what she has done, it is all justifiable! The change was so great that even I myself felt that it was not possible. I can’t believe the magnitude of this change, but it’s the truth. ……

A month went by and school started its summer vacation. At the end of the day, Sumi, the boss’s wife, called me into the office to pay my salary.

“Mrs. Zhang, this is your salary for this month.” She pushed a thick envelope over to me and looked at me with satisfaction and said, “In addition to the paycheck you deserve, there’s an additional two hundred dollars for perfect attendance, so take it.”

I thanked and took it, payday is supposed to be a happy day, but I was still sad.

This month’s earnings are much higher than last month’s, but the rent and utilities have gone up, so I can’t afford to send the money back to my hometown. This is already the second month, how should I explain to my mother-in-law?

Sumi probably noticed my sad face and asked with concern, “Mrs. Zhang, do you have something on your mind? If you don’t mind, could you tell me? Maybe I can give you some help.”

I hesitated for a moment, lowered my head and swallowed, “I’m not lying, I’m …… very short of money right now …… on hand.”

“Oh, that’s right.” Sumi said, “In case you need it, I can get you an advance on next month’s paycheck ……”

I declined with disappointment. An advance on wages, which is tantamount to cribbing, does not address the root of the problem.

“I think what I need is a job where I can make more money ……,” I whispered.

Sumi smiled and said, “There’s a job like that too, it’s the other bar I own, and the pay is doubled ……”

I didn’t wait for her to finish before I shook my head in a panic, turning red and saying, “There’s no way I’m dressed like that, it’s so embarrassing!”

Sumi looked at me with some surprise and said, “Oh, I am sorry, I forgot that you are Chinese. It’s a shame that you are particularly conservative in your ideas …… In fact, this kind of thing is nothing, it’s commonplace for everyone here …… Alas, there’s nothing I can do about it in that case. You know, as far as working people are concerned, the salary I’m paying now is already very high ……”

I thought to myself that this is also true, it is simply difficult to find a more lucrative job in the short term. However, it’s unimaginable that I’m going to work as a three-point barmaid, letting customers browse my body as much as they want …… days ……

Sumi escorted me out, apologized repeatedly that she couldn’t help me, and said that whenever I wanted to do this job, I should just say hello to her.

I got into Kiyoko’s car unhappily, thinking back to the boss’s wife’s suggestion. As the car door closed, a firm voice in my heart shouted “This will never work! There’s no need to even consider it!” But I couldn’t help but think about it, and as the car sped along, I was surprised and pained to find that this firm voice was gradually weakening, and my originally strong conviction was also shaking a little bit. By the time the car came to a stop in front of my house, the balance in my heart was already approaching fifty to fifty.

“Bye-Bye!”Kiyoko said goodbye to me and drove off. She seemed to have guessed that I was struggling violently with my thoughts, and just now in the car, she even made an unprecedented move of not chatting with me, leaving me to think hard there by myself.

I dragged my tired body up the stairs and the moment I took out my key and opened the door to my room, I had forced myself to put on a smile and try to look as relaxed as if nothing had happened. I didn’t want to worry my husband.

“Zhiqiang, I’m back ……” Before I could finish my words my smile curdled, seeing my husband collapsed on the bedroom floor, the man had passed out, blood hanging from the corners of his mouth, and a hand-carved puppet piled up around him.

I was scared out of my wits, jumped up and desperately shook his body and cried, but he was still unaware of the personnel, just a slight tremor in the lips. I was at a loss for a few moments after finally came back to God, quickly picked up the phone to call the hospital emergency number, and then I returned to my husband’s side, embracing him and kept shedding tears.

Within a few minutes, the ambulance roared to a halt in front of the house. Paramedics with a stretcher ran in and carried my husband to the car in a well-trained manner. I followed and sped with the car to the hospital.

Luckily, the situation wasn’t serious, and by the time we were almost at the hospital, my husband had already awakened under the simple care of the paramedics. He opened his eyes and looked at me, barely showing a strained smile.

At the hospital, my husband was taken for a gastroscopy and an EKG, and then for shots. The same old white guy from last time, Dr. Smith, came up to me and said very seriously, “Ma’am, I think your husband will have to be hospitalized. We just checked and he has mild anemia in addition to a severe stomach problem.”

“What?” I was stunned.

Dr. Smith said with some dissatisfaction, “And didn’t I explain to you last time? Don’t let your husband work too hard, and rest well at home ……”

“I did do what you told me to do ah, did not let him do …… any work,” I argued.

Dr. Smith shook his head and said in a very definite tone, “He’s in such poor mental condition, and his eyes are all red and wiry, which are all obvious signs of exertion.”

I had a flash of light in my head, suddenly remembered those puppets piled up around my husband, and suddenly came to a realization. Hubby had learned the craft of carving since he was a child, and must have been secretly carving puppets to make money while I was not at home.

“Yes, I found this puppet working job through a friend.” Under my questioning my husband admitted everything, “This job does not need to go out, just carve it at home and it’s done, every week someone comes to buy the semi-finished products I made ……”

I was really pissed off and yelled at him, “Didn’t I tell you to get some rest? Why don’t you listen to me? You want to rush me to death don’t you?”

Hubby bows his head like a child who has done something wrong: “I just wanted to share the burden for you ……”

His face was full of pain, his eyes flashed with tears and said, “I am a big man, but now I can only baba stay at home, relying on my wife to earn money to support, see you every day so hard, my heart …… is really as difficult as a knife strangling ah … …”

“Zhiqiang!” I couldn’t hold back any longer and jumped into his arms and cried, “Don’t say anything …… Promise me that you’ll be hospitalized right away.”

“Hospitalization is so expensive, I think it’s better to ……”

I interrupted and said, “It doesn’t matter, we can still afford to pay this amount.”

My husband looked at me suspiciously and said, “Minmin, don’t hide it from me, we don’t have enough money on hand already, do we? How can you possibly afford it?”

“Don’t you worry about it, I have my own way.” I said with a forced smile, “I just got a new job, and my salary is going to double again, so it’s absolutely fine.”

After much persuasion from me, and advice from the doctor that dragging it out would only make it worse, my husband finally agreed to be hospitalized. Smith said to observe for the last while and then decide when to operate.

I breathed a sigh of relief and kept smiling and comforting my husband on the surface, but my heart was heavy as if it was weighing a big stone. I knew I was now faced with an extremely daunting dilemma, and that was – money!

***    ***    ***    ***

“Mrs. Chang, have you thought this through and do you really want to be a three-point bar girl in my bar?” Sumi asked solemnly as she sat behind her desk and stared at me.

My mind in turmoil, I bit my lip hard and forced myself to nod with the utmost fortitude. I stayed up all night last night thinking about it and finally made up my mind on the way to work.

–Husband is the most important family member in my life, now I have no other way to get the expenses ……

“Okay, you can transfer to work over there today.” Sumi said as she stood up and led me out of the restaurant and through the back door into the bar and into the women’s locker room.

Kiyoko was sitting inside waiting for me. I had called and told her about my decision before I came, so at the moment she wasn’t surprised to see me and greeted me with, “Minmin, I’ll go out with you later.”

“Thanks.” I said, touched, knowing that she was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to overcome my mental hurdles, and had purposely stayed here to keep me company. Seeing her here, my nerves that were tense to the core did get some relief.

“Then, Kiyoko, take care of Mrs. Zhang.” After finishing her speech, Sumi beckoned the usher lady to give her instructions, and said a few words of encouragement to me before leaving in a hurry.

The usher lady greeted me and said, “Mrs. Chang, please take off your clothes and change into our work attire.”

My cheeks burned, knowing that this so-called work attire was a three-piece, and that what all the barmaids wore on their bodies was coordinated by the bar. But this was it, there was no turning back. I gritted my teeth and took off my jacket, pants underwear piece by piece, then reached behind my back and felt for the hooks to unhook my bra, and finally the fitted panties.

I stood inside the locker room completely naked, and even though I was facing two girls, I still felt very embarrassed and rushed, and I didn’t know where to put my hands and feet.

Kiyoko and the lady in charge, however, looked at me with a look of amazement on their faces, exclaiming “wow” in an exaggerated manner.

“Minmin, your boobs are much bigger than I thought they would be yeah.” Kiyoko spat out her tongue and tsked, “Gosh, I’m jealous. I’m practically like an underdeveloped child in front of you.”

The usher lady also said from the bottom of her heart, “It’s really unimaginable that Mrs. Zhang’s figure is so good, it’s rare even among western girls.”

“Aww, don’t make fun of me guys.” I couldn’t help but shy away.

Only then did the usher lady withdraw her envious gaze, carry a basket full of clothes and say, “Mrs. Zhang, what’s your bra size?”

I blushed and said, “35” C-cups please ……”

“Oh, that’s not possible.” The usher lady said, “You can only choose two numbers, 34″ B cup or 36″ D cup ……”

“Why?” I asked, surprised, “Nothing in my size?”

The usher lady smiled and said, “No, according to the rules in the bar, the bra size can’t be just the right size for your body, you can only choose one size smaller or one size bigger.”

“What kind of rule is this ……!” I was so stunned by this that I simply couldn’t understand it. But thinking back, the bargirls I’ve seen wearing really aren’t very flattering, including Kiyoko, and their bras are either tight or loose, so I didn’t really care about it before, but only today did I realize that this was the reason.

“Oops! Minmin, everyone does it, just let go!” Kiyoko giggled, “Make a decision, do you want a bigger or smaller size?”

“Then …… give me the 34B then.” I thought to myself that it would be better to go with a smaller size, guys are usually into big boobs and I’d rather not stick out as much as possible.

Qing Zi said to the usher lady, “It’s Mrs. Zhang’s first day on the job, don’t give her anything too revealing, try to pick a conservative set for her.”

Warm currents surged through my heart, Kiyoko is such an understanding girl, it’s a good thing I have her here as my spiritual pillar, otherwise I really don’t know if I can face all this.

The usher lady nodded and picked a set of red cotton bra and panties in that basket for me. This set really did have the most fabric in that pile of three-points.

“Hurry up and get changed and get out, it’s already ten minutes past work time.” She kindly urged me, “There are two kinds of jobs here, one is the one where you have to go among the customers, that’s easy to get eaten, so I’ve arranged for you to be the other kind, just stand behind the center bar, no one else can touch you.”

I thanked her gratefully and hurriedly put this work attire on in the mirror before leaving the locker room along with Kiyoko.

(vi)

Through a dimly lit passageway, we made our way to the bar lobby. The hustle and bustle was getting closer and closer, and my heart was beating faster and faster, the blood in my body seemed to fill up and my cheeks burned. The moment I pushed open the door into the bar lobby, I almost collapsed, feeling the urge to pull my legs out and run away.

“Don’t be nervous, come out.” Kiyoko said softly, pulling my hand firm and strong, not allowing me to break free.

My breathing stopped and I was pulled out of my body as she pulled me out, my mind going blank. I don’t know how I walked the rest of the way, I just felt my whole body stiffen, as if the eyes of men all over the world were looking over, all scanning my torso with burning eyes.

I was in tears, my legs trembling with intense shame, and it took almost all my potential to get myself up the courage to walk the short ten meters or so to the back of the central bar.

Despite being too shy to look up, my female intuition told me that most of the customers didn’t seem to notice me, and were basically still flirting and laughing with the barmaids around them, with only a few casting their eyes over and glancing at me, the new woman, for a few moments.

I felt relieved not to be the center of attention all at once, and my mood gradually calmed down. After a few more moments, I was still rather squirmy and my cheeks were burning, but I was generally more relaxed and no longer as tense and stiff as I had been when I first came out.

But at this time, I suddenly began to notice another very uncomfortable thing, that is, compared to my plump top, this bra is just too small. The two breasts in front of my chest were tightly bound by the narrow bra, as if they were being squeezed by some kind of torture device, and the slender straps on the back of the bra were also deeply sunk into my skin, just like being bound by ropes on my body, and that feeling was really unspeakably uncomfortable.

I frowned, subconsciously looked down and scrutinized my upper body, and couldn’t help but blush. Because the bra size was one size too small, the cups were not able to cover my breasts completely, the two round, snow-white meatballs were unable to be squeezed, and stubbornly emerged from the bra, with nearly half of my full breasts exposed, and the cleavage in the center appeared to be even deeper because of this.

What was even more embarrassing was that because the narrow bra fit so tightly, even the outline of the two nipples were vaguely outlined. It wasn’t very obvious, but it was shameful enough.

I was at a loss for words, just a little calmer mood began to shame again, realizing that I made a mistake, should not have chosen this small bra. Just now in the locker room when the heart is in turmoil, coupled with being rushed a little bit after walking too quickly, and did not look in the mirror to see clearly, really did not think that I would be like this.

“Ah, how embarrassing!” I regretted it so much that I could only pray in my mind that I wouldn’t draw attention to myself, so that I could get through this time at work quickly. Preferably without a single customer coming over to talk to me.

But of course this was impossible, and it wasn’t long before a short, fat man with a beer belly came over, a pair of lewd, triangular eyes sweeping over me in a bone-crunching manner, shooting out two rays of greed.

Panicked and nervous, with beads of sweat coming out of the tip of my nose, I forced myself to hold back the disgust and shame in my heart, and barely managed to squeeze out a smile as I asked, “What can I get you to drink, sir?”

“A beer first, and it needs to be cold.” The short, fat man shifted his torso awkwardly and took a seat in the chair in front of the bar.

My heart sank and I became even more alarmed. This meant that he was going to sit here for a long time and “pick me up”, and there was no way to avoid it, whereas I had hoped that every customer would order a drink and leave.

“Eight dollars, please.” I brought a large cold beer and placed it in front of him, too coy to even look at him.

The short fat man pulled out a few coins and threw them on the bar, picked up his glass and took a sip, sizing me up with interest and saying, “Are you new here? I don’t think I’ve seen you before.”

“Well, I …… I just got here today.” I stammered, my English seeming to regress all of a sudden, struggling to say a simple sentence.

The short fat man, however, seemed to be more interested in me, his eyes landed on my breasts without a care in the world, licked his lips and said, “Your breasts are so beautifully shaped, I can see that you must have the biggest tits in this bar.”

My face flushed red, this was already obvious harassment. If it were usual for someone to talk to me like this, I would have turned my head and walked away to ignore the other person forever, but now I had no choice but to put up with it.

“Haha, you’re still bashful, how interesting.” The short fat man was happy, he took another big sip of wine, nuzzled his mouth and said, “Sit down and chat with me.”

There was a commanding tone in his voice that I had to obey, forcing down the thought of running away from it all and sitting on my tiptoes in the high chair.

“Ah!” I almost jumped when a cold sensation suddenly came over my buttocks. For a moment I didn’t realize that the chair surface was metal, and since I was only wearing triangular pants, almost half of my butt flesh was in direct contact with the surface of the chair, and the cold made my whole body shiver.

“What’s wrong?” Humpty Dumpty asked knowingly.

“No …… nothing.” Ice cold chill straight to the bone marrow, I clearly feel the two nipples were frozen hard, like breaking out of the seed as hard as the top of the bra, which makes my face red, but do not dare to look down and look at the traces, the heart is very afraid of appearing unsightly appearance.

Humpty Dumpty cracked a hefty grin and chatted with me sky-high, his eyes always hovering over my chest.

I was uncomfortable by his eyes, I wanted to let my nipples soften quickly, but when I got anxious, it was not what I wanted, under the double stimulation of the coldness of my body and the gaze of the man, I felt the tips of my nipples erecting higher and higher, hard like two diamonds.

“What good luck tonight, to run into such a beautiful woman like you.” The short fat man’s face was full of spring, and he tilted his neck to gurgle and pour wine into his mouth.

I took the opportunity to quietly lower my head and quickly glance at my breasts, nearly screaming at the sight.

Only to see two full nipples really conspicuously protruded, in the top of the bra has nothing to hide now two small protruding points, is with my breathing in the towering peaks slightly trembling. Thinking of this unpleasant appearance was stared at for so long, I was ashamed of myself, and my luck was completely shattered.

Humpty Dumpty asked for another beer and continued to talk to me, his greedy gaze unbridled as if he was trying to burrow into his bra, staring very revealingly at the tip. I blushed red, and only tried to close my arms as much as possible, wanting to hide the bulging points as much as possible. However, this way the plump breasts squeezed each other even more, and the cleavage formed in the center became even deeper, which looked like it was intentionally teasing men.

I was practically in tears, not knowing what to do. I spent the whole night on pins and needles, with a strong sense of shame occupying my body and mind from the beginning to the end. After years of torture, it was finally time for me to leave work, and I ran out of the bar like I was running for my life.

As soon as I entered the locker room, I took off this damn bra, and my high breasts, which had been subjected to a lot of constraints, suddenly popped out, trembling and jumping a few times in front of my chest, just like a pair of snow-white rabbits jumping around happily. I took a long breath, after such a long time of “torture”, my breasts were finally liberated, as if my body was much lighter.

“Next time, I will never wear such a tight bra again!” I thought hatefully, and then looked at my chest, the two white and firm breasts gave a circle of red marks around the strangulation, it was really as if I had been tortured.

The more I looked at it, the more heartbreaking it became. The physical pain, coupled with the grievances, shame, and confusion in my heart, all these flavors came together. I tried desperately to restrain myself from shedding tears in front of others, but after I sat in Qingzi’s car, I could no longer hold back, and my tears fell like spring water.

“Minmin, you …… “Qingzi wanted to say something, and her eyes were a little red. She sat quietly next to me, waiting for me to cry to my heart’s content for a while before quietly handing over a pack of tissues.

“I’m sorry, I lost my temper.” I sobbed, taking the tissue and wiping my tears.

“I understand that it’s all going to feel awkward at first. I had a bad first day too, but I didn’t shed any tears.”

Kiyoko said in a come-hither tone.

“Kiyoko, you’re stronger than me.” I choked back a sob, “I’m so useless, I’m like this on the first day, I really don’t know if I’ll be able to keep going.”

Kiyoko gazed at me and said, “It’s okay. There are a lot of things in life, no matter how painful they are at the beginning, but you slowly get used to them.”

In the night, she started the car and drove forward. The whistling night wind blew out of the car window, and I thought it was a really cold, cold night in New York ……

***    ***    ***    ***

Qing Zi was right, the hardest pain in the human world was indeed the first time. As long as you can endure it the first time, you will gradually get used to it in the future.

In fact when I went to work at the bar the next night, I was still embarrassed and ashamed, but to a much lesser extent than the first day. At the very least, I wasn’t always hanging my head, and I started to dare to look around the bar lobby head-on.

Learning from last night’s lesson, this time I picked a larger bra, a 36″ D cup size, and it was definitely much lighter to wear, very fluffy covering both breasts without any pressure at all.

This had another side effect though. There were only a very few people in this hotel wearing 36D bras, which made me instantly noticeable. Many of the guests’ eyes were drawn to me like magnets.

“Look, there’s a new Chinese woman over there, a sexy beauty with a thin waist and huge tits.”

“Yeah, those tits are so exaggeratedly big, I’d fucking love to squeeze them hard!”

“Tsk, tsk, tsk, that’s so plump, I’d say it’s at least 38 inches ……”

All sorts of comments came over me, my cheeks heated up and I panicked again. God, I’m only 35 inches, and even in a bigger bra, I’m only 36, so why would they use the word “boobs”?

What about words like that to describe me, and going so far as to say I have …… a 38?

But thinking about it carefully, it didn’t seem too hard to understand. Originally my breasts in the Oriental women even is quite plump, in this bar is not even lost to any of the Western women. And usually pay attention to fitness, although gave birth to a child on the belly there is not the slightest flab, coupled with the recent laborious work, the waist is as slender as a young girl, so that a comparison, so that my breasts appear to be extraordinarily high and full.

In other words, if I were a tall and sexy western woman, I might not necessarily bring this kind of visual shock. But I was a petite oriental woman, and compared to my height and thin waist, breasts of this size did give people an extremely huge illusion.

As if by appointment, many men got up and came over to me, one after another, to “take care” of my business. There were several other counters empty, but they preferred to queue up at my place.

“Hey, beautiful, I want a glass of milk!”

“I’ll have one too, and I want fresh milk!”

“Haha, I want two, and they’re huge!”

“…… Oh, it doesn’t matter if it’s icy or not, as long as it’s your milk here.”

Listening to the double entendre of these lewd jokes, my ears turned red with shame, and I scrambled to cope with the situation. Milk drinks seemed to have suddenly become a big seller, and almost all the men ordered milk-related drinks, with a pair of hungry eyes on me, with flames burning in their pupils.

My cheeks were burning from the stares, and I felt that my breasts had become the center of attention, and every man wanted to see right through my bra to the naked breasts wrapped inside. If they hadn’t been separated by the bar, they probably would have jumped on me like vicious wolves and stripped me naked.

The good thing was that these men didn’t do it after all, they only limited themselves to gazing and verbalizing their wantonness, but they didn’t overstep their bounds in their actions. I put my heart at ease, remembering that the boss’s wife had promised that she wouldn’t let the customers really mess around with us unless we, the bar girls, wanted to. I was already quite trusting of the boss’s wife, and now I was even more convinced of her promise, and my apprehension gradually relaxed a bit.

The customers finished ordering their drinks, and even though their eyes still lingered on my breasts, they walked away one by one so as not to block the people behind them. The bar was soon down to the last two people, one of whom was the short, fat guy who had first hit on me last night.

“Hey, looks like you’re selling your milk pretty well.” Humpty Dumpty said with a squeeze, “But I’ll have a beer as usual. And yes, bring me another piece of cake.”

I complied and brought a glass of beer first, and leaned down to get the cake from the bottom tier of the counter. Strangely enough, I was extremely disgusted by the short fat man’s leering eyes last night, but I wasn’t so strongly offended by the sight of him today. After all, all the men who come here are of this caliber, and he’s kind of small fry compared to some of the rude black guys from earlier.

“Oh no, I don’t want this chocolate one, I’m afraid I’ll get fat …… Please give me the one next to it …… No, not this cheesy one either …… It’s the very inside of This piece of fruit pudding …… right, I want the one on the right ……”

Humpty Dumpty’s long-winded pointing was simply overwhelming. I was laboriously bending over, and the iron clamp in my hand had already moved four or five directions, but all of them were successively denied by him. The annoying thing is that he did not say at the beginning to choose which fast cake, but a piece of picky, I just patiently according to his instructions to move the iron clamp, and finally he wanted to be in the innermost corner of the cake, I try to stretch out my arms to be able to, waist unconsciously the whole bent down.

Just then, a sudden cough rang out, sounding as if it was a bit contrived. I didn’t pay any attention to it, and continued to carefully pinch the piece of cake, fearing that I might rub off the fruit pudding on top if I wasn’t careful.

Only to hear a low male voice come through, saying in Mandarin with a slight Minnan accent, “Miss, beware of getting naked.”

I let out an “ah” sound, suddenly realized, and subconsciously looked at my own chest. I saw that because my body was bent down very low, the already fluffy bra had fallen down a large part, the cups had already left my body and were hanging in the air, no longer able to cover the full breasts that were hanging down from my chest. That pair of snow-white rounded breasts had already exposed most of them, as long as my waist bent a little bit more, that short fat man could catch a glimpse of my nipples.

I almost reflexively straightened up, my face flushed red, and looked up to see the short fat man stretching out his long neck like a turtle, his greedy eyes salivating at my breasts. He probably did not expect me to suddenly realize, showing a kind of “lost” expression of regret, and then turned his head to a customer behind him and glared fiercely.

I fought back the shame and settled down, learning my lesson this time, bending over while holding my bra down with one hand and carefully removing the cake with the iron clamp in the other.

“Don’t think I don’t understand what you’re saying!” Only the short fat man’s voice growled, “I know, you must have just reminded her in Chinese!”

Without being condescending, the guest said, “Yes, so what?”

I realized that it was this person who had just spoken to me, and I was secretly grateful. This was a yellow-skinned, black-eyed Chinese man, probably in his forties, who at a glance looked like a well-mannered professor.

The short fat man grabbed him with his hands and laughed, “Bastard, what kind of good guy are you pretending to be! You dare to say you don’t want to see her tits? Still not the same as me ……”

The Chinese man was grabbed and staggered a step, closing his mouth without saying anything. Fearing that he would suffer, I hurriedly said to the short fat man, “The beer and cake total fifteen dollars, please pay quickly.”

At this time a few security guards came over at the sound of the noise, only the short fat man let go of his hand resentfully, threw down a banknote, picked up the beer and cake and walked away.

The man straightened his crumpled collar, nodded to me and said, “I’ll have an iced tea, the five-dollar kind, please.”

I served it, and he opened his wallet and silently handed over the money. I noticed that his hands were calloused, obviously a pair of hands that had done manual labor, and on his left wrist he wore a Rolex watch.

“Thank you.” I whispered.

The man shook his head and said in a slow voice, “You don’t have to thank me. Actually, that guy was right, I’m not that different from him.”

I understand what he means. Yeah, the men who would come to a place like this are really all the same at heart, they should all be horny.

“But I thank you anyway.” I said stubbornly, “You …… I think you’re still different from them.”

“Yes?” The man smiled slightly. He was old, slightly graying at the temples, with deep wrinkles on his forehead, but somehow he gave off a vibrant feeling when he smiled, looking at me with eyes that shone with insight into life. In the next second, however, these eyes had narrowed and shifted to my high breasts.

My cheeks began to burn again, and I should have felt angry, but there wasn’t an ounce of anger in my heart, just a pang of shyness. I think it was because he had helped me out righteously, which made it impossible for me to be angry with him, and the fact that he was polite and not as rude as most of the guests won me over.

“Can you tell me your name?” The man suddenly asked.

“Um, my name is Minnie Su.” I said in a low voice with a red face, my heart gradually beating faster and my demeanor a little unnatural again due to my breasts being watched by him all the time.

Luckily the man quickly averted his eyes and looked back into my face with an embarrassed smile, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have stared at you like that, it was rude.”

“It’s okay.” I blurted out, and as soon as the words came out of my mouth, I regretted them so much that I wanted to find a crack in the ground. It was like saying, “Feel free to look at my boobs.”

“My name is Mu Zihong, and my English name is Richard.” The man introduced himself and sat down on a chair to chat with me. He didn’t let my slip of the tongue “acquiesce” make him any more aggressive, and for the most part his eyes were polite. Of course, every once in a while he couldn’t help but glance at my breasts a few times, but I didn’t hate him for it, instead I felt that this man could respect my feelings and face. Originally, men are more or less horny, this is just a natural flow of him, and very measured, not overly colorful and show rogue-like, but also not like a hypocrite like false.

A whole night passed in this way. I have been accompanying Mu Zihong chatting, he talked in a gentlemanly manner, there is a feeling of having been through a lot. I was at first just socializing, but then gradually he led to open the box of words, said more, and even the shame of wearing a three-pointed style temporarily forgotten, unknowingly arrived at the end of the work time.

“Thank you for staying with me for so long, I had a great time tonight.” Mu Zi Hong politely said goodbye to me and turned away from the bar.

I let out a soft breath, thinking that I was the one who had to thank you for this, otherwise it would have been a difficult couple of hours.

Since then, Mu Zihong showed up at the bar every night, each time ordering a glass of iced tea and then just talking to me all night. He never asked me about my personal particulars, nor did he talk much about himself, just chatting at sea.

In contrast, while other guests were quick to inquire about my phone number and address, making me wary, Mu Zihong wouldn’t make me feel that way, so we were very much on speaking terms, as if we were two friends. I found myself not only not really resenting the fact that he sometimes stared at my breasts, but even his occasional ambiguous jokes didn’t make me angry.

That may not be entirely true, and in fact it wasn’t just for Mu Zihong. After working in the bar for half a month, I slowly adapted to working behind the bar in a three-point suit, and I also got used to the lustful eyes of men looking at my half-naked body. I still felt shame and embarrassment, but not nearly as much as that first night, when I was so ashamed I wanted to die. As much as I didn’t want to admit it, I knew in my heart that I was becoming numb.

-And numbness for a woman often means the beginning of a complete sinking. This is something I realized later, but it was too late ……

Another month passed by, I went to the hospital to take care of my husband during the day and came to work in the bar at night, the money I earned could finally pay for the hospitalization as well as the daily expenses, but the money I sent home could not come up with the money for the third month in a row. I didn’t even know how to write a letter to my mother-in-law, and tears fell from my eyes when I lifted the pen.

My only hope now is that I can keep my job at the bar and not have any complications, so that my husband and I can at least live in the United States. Dr. Smith said that if nothing happens, he will be able to operate next month. As long as I can bite the bullet and get through this difficult period, when my husband’s condition recovers, we will be able to live a stable life again.

Unfortunately, it was not to be, and business at the hotel has been decidedly less than stellar in the last week, with the number of guests continuing to drop.

The girls who worked together as bar girls were all a bit anxious, and Qingzi said to me that if the situation didn’t turn around, the boss’s wife would probably cut back on staff to save money, and then someone would be out of luck. My heart hung in the air, praying to God that nothing would go wrong, I was so worried.

That night I had only just gotten to the locker room when Sumi, the boss’s wife, walked in with a very solemn look on her face. Everyone was jittery, thinking that she must be taking steps and wondering which people she would fire.

Surprisingly, Sumi got right to the point and said she wasn’t going to fire anyone, and told us that the recent poor business was due to a lot of competition. Several bars in the neighborhood have followed suit and recruited three-pointed barmaids, which has hit us.

“I’m not so heartless as to dismiss you all just like that.” Sumi looked at everyone, her attitude as serene and soft as ever, but with a kind of majesty that brooked no resistance, “However, in order to adapt to the competition I have to make reforms, and you will have to make greater physical sacrifices.”

My whole body shuddered at the sound of it, and I was overwhelmed with panic. God, wasn’t wearing a three-pointed dress enough? What other sacrifices could be made? Was it going to be ……

“No problem.” A blonde wiggled her hips exaggeratedly and said cynically, “It doesn’t matter if I have to be completely naked as long as I make money.”

All the girls burst out laughing and thankfully Sumi said that full nudity was absolutely out of the question, but she had customized brand new three-point outfits for us to change into starting tonight.

I let my heart drop a little and followed the girls, one by one, as they received their attire from Sumi.

Even though I was mentally prepared for the outfit to be more revealing, I was shocked when I actually got my hands on it – there was barely any fabric left in the outfit, which was pushing the limits of the nudity scale.

But when it came down to it, there was no longer any choice for me. I gritted my teeth and summoned up my greatest courage to pick up the bra first. In fact, it’s really hard to say it’s a bra, because it’s nothing more than a band that holds your breasts up high, there are no cups at all, just two thin half-moon pads held underneath your breasts, and then crossed and knotted at the back with a leather cord. The pants were even more outrageous, an extremely daring thong with a mesh lace triangle and just a string running between the strands in the back.

I blushed and slipped it on, then slipped on my assigned heels and walked over to the mirror to take a look at it and nearly fainted.

I saw in the mirror I felt extremely sexy, the already plump breasts were propped up high, not only bulging to a staggering point, but also straight and pretty, most of the snow-white breasts are exposed, as long as the slightest carelessness red nipple will run out. And the forbidden area between the legs only a small triangle to cover, the side of the several strands of curled pubic hair poking out, the back is even more unbearable to see, two round buttocks are simply naked, only a thin line sandwiched in the middle of the groin.

-No, no, I can’t go out and meet people wearing that! Never ……

I seem to hear a voice in my heart screaming loudly, face green and red standing in front of the mirror, a fierce struggle of ideas, half a day can not move their feet.

“Minnie, what are you waiting for? It’s time to go out.” Kiyoko ran over and took my arm, she also seemed a bit shy, “Come on, come on, let’s go out together as a pair, just to strengthen each other’s courage.”

She pulled me away from the mirror with such force that my whole body shook, and the voice inside me seemed to disappear all of a sudden after I couldn’t see my own reflection.

–Maybe it’s fate!

Tears streamed down my face, and like a walking corpse, I silently walked out with Kiyoko.

(vii)

It seemed to work well for the boss’s wife. That night, our “hottest and most daringly dressed” hostesses caused quite a stir. Every customer’s eyes lit up when they walked into the bar, as if they had discovered a new continent and were reexamining our group of barmaids. Even the regulars, who were used to coming here, were no exception, with their eyes on our naked bodies averaging more than double the amount of time, and the flirting increased dramatically, making the atmosphere much more lively than it had been on previous nights.

I thought the night would be hard for me, but it turned out to be okay. Aside from the fact that my cheeks burned throughout the night, the shame wasn’t nearly as strong as it had been on the first day of this job, and I even had a feeling that I was going to give it a go.

–See, you men …… love to see as much as you like! I won’t lose a single hair for it anyway …… Even if you guys do see my most private parts, I’m still a chaste woman, from body to mind ……

I kept comforting myself with this, but despite my thoughts, when the lust-filled eyes of the guests ran over my entire body, greedily staring at the bare breasts that were held up high, I still felt embarrassed and at a loss for words.

This time, however, it only took me four days to get used to the attire. Compared to a month or so ago, when I wore a three-point suit, I didn’t get used to it until two weeks later, and this time the outfit could be said to have been so revealing that it was shameless, but I adapted to it much faster, and after four days I was used to the fact that the guests were able to feast their eyes on my nearly naked breasts and waist, which was unbelievable even to myself.

But the truth was just like that, I was obviously incomparably sexy and seductive in this attire, and even Mu Zi Hong had lost his previous demeanor and couldn’t help but take long glances at my plump breasts, his eyes flashing with possessive thirst.

“Ms. Su, I ……” This night Mu Zihong made an exception and did not drink iced tea, but ordered beer after beer, and did not say much. I seemed to have a premonition that something was going to happen, and sure enough, after he drank his sixth glass of wine, he stared at me and said, seemingly with some difficulty, “I have a sentence I want to say to you, I hope you …… you won’t be angry if you hear it.”

“Go ahead.” I heard my heart pounding.

Mu Zi Hong hesitated for a moment and said as if he had made up his mind, “I’d like to invite you out for a drink, is that okay?”

I shuddered. “Go out for a drink” was an unwritten code phrase in this place, because the owner’s wife forbade sex in the bar, and when a customer really wanted to sleep with a barmaid, he would invite her to “go out for a drink”.

“No way!” I flatly refused.

“I understand. You have such a good temperament that you wouldn’t even be a three-point bar girl if you weren’t forced to.” Mu Zihong looked at me eagerly and said, “But I really want to have a more intimate relationship with you …… really! If you’re short of money, I can help you come together to get through it ……”

“Stop it!” I interrupted, hung my head and said, “Mr. Mu, I’m a man with a husband and not a whore.”

Mu Zi Hong showed an extremely disappointed expression and said after a while, “So, can you give me some chance to help you with a tip?”

My heart fluttered and my cheeks got a little warmer, realizing what he meant. According to the rules in the bar, there is only one way for a guest to pay a tip, and that is to stuff the bill directly into the bar girl’s bra or clip it to the string belt of the thong. Sumi said that the guests could take advantage of the opportunity to take advantage of the payment, so as to increase their motivation, and the tips received store and barmaid 40/60 split. Naturally, most of the barmaids were keen to get between the customers, except for me and a handful of girls who refused to do so, and that’s why we were put in positions behind the bar.

And today Mu Zi Hong’s intention of saying this was obvious, he wanted to pay a tip in exchange for the right to touch my body!

“No …… that won’t work either.” I took a few seconds before rejecting him again, but this time, my tone was nowhere near as firm as it had been earlier.

Mu Zi Hong stopped saying anything and just sighed deeply.

***    ***    ***    ***

“Wow, you really insisted on not tipping!” That night in the car, Qingzi spat out her tongue after hearing what happened and looked at me like I was an alien, “Minmin, do you know how substantial tips are? Customers will take the initiative to shove bills at you if they like you, and sometimes the tips you earn in one night are more than your salary!”

“But, that would be grossed out!” I said with a red face, “Just having my body seen by another man is barely acceptable to me, but if I still let him reach out and touch it, then …… that ……”

“I understand how you feel because I’ve had boyfriends too.” Kiyoko gazed at me, “Minmin, there’s something I want to say to you. As long as your heart is still pure, physical sacrifices are worth forgiving no matter what they are.”

“I know. But even in the flesh, I never want to apologize to my husband ……,” I said with tears in both eyes.

“You haven’t wronged him now! Even if you’ve been grossed out, it can’t be considered a loss of virginity!”

When Kiyoko said this, a naughty smile suddenly appeared on her face, biting my ear and said, “The so-called “physically apologizing to your husband” is only valid under one circumstance, and that’s when another man’s big cock is inserted into your pussy!”

“Ah, to hell with you, saying such nasty things!” My face turned red with shame, and I feinted to tickle her. Kiyoko bent over in laughter and begged for forgiveness saying she would never dare again, before I let her go.

After the laughter stopped, Kiyoko suddenly changed into a rare positive look and said sincerely, “But seriously, jokes aside, the meaning of what I just said itself can be correct. Minmin, as women, we will definitely encounter more things that we can’t help in the future. Whether it’s being seen naked by other men, taking advantage of them, or even being touched on important parts, as long as we can hold on to that last hurdle, and not really letting a male’s genitals penetrate, then we can have a clear conscience.”

I nodded my head unconsciously as I listened, and deep down I agreed with Kiyoko’s statement. For example, when I was almost raped by that Peter a few months ago, it was the “last hurdle”, and although I felt a great deal of shame, I didn’t feel that I had lost my virginity. If that’s the case, then being touched a few times doesn’t seem to equate to “losing one’s virginity.” ……

“Damn you Kiyoko! Why are you talking to me about all this today, let’s talk about something else ……” I suddenly got shy and didn’t want to talk about this anymore, rushing to divert the topic. Even I didn’t realize that Qingzi’s words had been deeply implanted in my subconscious. She skillfully instilled in me the idea of “as long as I can avoid being penetrated by male genitals”.

Although I was a little bit tempted, I told myself that I would never go that far as long as I could barely keep it up for the time being. A woman’s body should belong exclusively to her husband, and only he, a man, can touch it at will.

However, it was as if God was trying to play a joke on me, and the stark reality soon pushed me over the edge once again.

One day after I arrived at the hospital, Dr. Smith called me over and said that he was going to be ready to operate on my husband the following week, and that I should be prepared to pay the full cost by then, and that figure was more than double my current monthly salary.

I promised that there is no problem, in front of my husband is as much as possible to minimize the matter, a gentle smile and said that the cost of the operation is not expensive, the most important thing is to quickly cure your disease. Husband in my coaxing and forcing persuasion finally agreed to obediently cooperate, no more childish tantrums.

But although I acted as if nothing was wrong in front of people, I was fuming inside. And on the same day, when I got home, I received another letter from my mother-in-law, asking if we had gone wrong. Four consecutive months failed to pay off the arrears, the loan shark’s debtor has flipped out, threatening to go straight to the moving house in the things to mortgage.

A few ferocious hulks have scared Yang Yang to tears, she is a lonely old woman helpless, and is now relying on borrowing money from relatives to tide over the difficulties for the time being, but it’s still too much of a difference.

I shed tears while reading the letter, especially when I saw the part where Yangyang was frightened, my heart was clenched together, and the whole letter paper was wet with my tears.

–Son, mommy is really sorry for making you suffer so much …… But this will never happen again …… Yes, mommy promises you that …… will never let you be frightened in any way again!

It was at that moment that I suddenly made up my mind. For the sake of my beloved husband and son, I would make whatever sacrifices Wulun wanted me to make! Even if I was seen as a shameless woman by the whole world, I would accept it.

And with that, that night, I stepped out from behind the bar and took the tip with my body.

The first customer who tipped me was Mu Zihong. I’ll never forget the first time his hand touched my body. He slowly slipped a twenty-dollar bill into my bra, moving carefully as if he was afraid the bill would fall out, all the way down my cleavage and deep inside, his fingertips gently tracing the insides of my plump breasts.

I shuddered with electricity and could barely resist the urge to run away without a second thought. The fact that my breasts, owned by my husband alone, were again being touched by another man made me ashamed and flustered. Lowering my head to see that the bill was securely wedged between the cup’s and the cleavage’s gap, and that I had earned an extra twenty dollars just by being touched so gently, I didn’t know whether to be relieved or saddened, and I felt an indescribable wave of emotion in my heart.

But anyway, after the first experience, the second time seems to be much more adaptable. When Mu Zi Hong’s eyes gazed at my ass that was only in a thong and didn’t move away for a long time, I understood what he meant, and after a slight hesitation, I bit my lower lip, turned around and half squatted down, turning my back to him, my rounded buttocks slightly arched.

Since I wasn’t facing Mu Zi Hong’s line of sight, I couldn’t see the expression on his face, but I could clearly feel his burning gaze staring at my plump buttocks. Those two full and white buttocks were almost naked, with only a thin rope extending down on each side of the left and right sides, before intersecting and submerging into the groove. With such a sexy ass swaying in front of him, it must have been a very seductive and hot picture.

After about three or four seconds, the touch of the bill came over my skin again. Two fingers hooked up the thin string of the thong, then one palm pressed the banknote onto my buttocks and slowly pushed it towards the position of the string strap. I was flushed, feeling Mu Zi Hong taking the opportunity to rub my buttocks, but because I was being stroked through a banknote without being touched directly by his palm, my mental resistance was in turn lower than last time, and I obediently let him touch it for a few seconds.

Fortunately, Mu Zi Hong also knew how to stop at the right moment and quickly let go of his hand, and the banknote was firmly caught in the thin rope.

I stood up with a sense of relief, thinking that earning tips was really easy and quick. I used to be too embarrassed to ask for them myself, so it really did seem a bit silly.

Over the course of the night, I received a total of one hundred and twenty dollars in tips, and after deducting the hotel’s commission, I also made a full seventy-two dollars more than usual. Of course, it came at a price – I let Mu Zihong put his hand in my bra three times and fondle my ass three times respectively.

Fortunately, since he was pestering me all night, I was serving him alone, and the other customers didn’t have a chance to get their hands on me. In contrast, the other barmaids, whose tips came from many different customers, and whose bodies were touched by the palms of people of different colors and ages, received about the same amount of tips as I did.

Qingzi was envious of this, and said with certainty that Mu Zihong must be extremely infatuated with me, and that’s why he was willing to spend so much money on me, and that it was really lucky to have such a guest. She said she took off her clothes to show me, complaining that there were many people and some blacks were really rude, pinching her body with bruises and purple patches.

As I watched, I couldn’t help but pray that every night in the future, Mu Zi Hong would be able to “cover” me from start to finish like he did today. In any case, being touched by only one man is indeed much better.

I thought it was just a whimsical idea, but I didn’t realize that things had really developed this way. In addition to Mu Zihong, no other man has ever touched me. He is like a guardian god, every night I have to accompany him from the beginning to the end, only for him to provide services, as if it is my “exclusive guest”. And as the days went by, the time his hands stayed on my breasts and ass began to lengthen, and at first he was still holding the bill in his fingers and stuffing it into my bra, but later he changed it to using his palm to probe into it, and more and more of my breast flesh was touched by him.

I have noticed that Mu Zihong is breaking through my boundaries a little bit every day, but I just don’t have the ability to stop him, because he uses a gradual approach to make me slowly adapt, gradually occupying more and more areas, and in the end I’ve unconsciously become accustomed to it.

The effect of this “gradual adaptation” was remarkable. A week later in the evening, when Mu Zihong put the bill into my bra, he naturally took hold of my plump breasts. His fingers touched the delicate nipples for the first time, and my whole body shivered, and my whole body’s skin was covered with goosebumps, but I didn’t resist.

After five more days, Mu Zi Hong action became a hand to support high my breasts, the other hand to the bill stuffed to the cleavage; or a hand to the bill clamped to the thin rope of the thong, the palm of the other hand along the trend of caressing the flesh of my buttocks. And I reacted by not only getting used to it, but even developing a familiarity that really sent shivers down my spine ……

I feel like I’m falling step by step into an abyss, but I’m completely helpless to do anything but watch and wait for the whirlpool of darkness to swallow me completely ……

***    ***    ***    ***

The only consolation is that the money I earned by sacrificing my sexuality has finally solved the crisis I was facing for the time being. At the end of the month, I sent my mother-in-law two months’ worth of arrears, and wrote to say that I would ask her to ask her creditors for a little more help, and that we promised that we would make up the amount soon, and that we wouldn’t be late on any of our monthly payments in the future.

Husband’s side of the situation is also quite good, after the operation did not cause any complications, the body also recuperated quite well, Dr. Smith said that the second operation can be carried out next month as scheduled, I was finally a sigh of relief.

“Minmin, it’s really hard on you these days, it’s really my good fortune to marry you in my past life!” Hubby often said to me with such emotion, his face filled with a guilty look. Every time I heard this, I could only smile, if my husband knew that his beloved wife had not only sold her color, but also had her breasts and buttocks touched by other men, would he still say so? Would he sympathize with my situation?

I had a vague feeling inside me that the answer might not be as ideal as I was hoping for, but couldn’t be bothered to think about it. Regardless, the difficult situation ahead of me was still to be overcome, and I couldn’t ask for too much, as long as I could continue to earn money as a three-pointed barmaid.

But something unexpected happened that night. I ran into Dare in front of the bar on my way to work! He jumped out of the car and greeted me, asking me how I was doing at the restaurant. I was scared to death. Dare was my husband’s best friend, so it would be bad if he knew that I had become a three-point bar girl and told my husband. I quickly composed myself and said that I had found another job with a higher salary and had resigned from the restaurant, but I was just passing by today.

Dare was very happy, and even said that I made the right choice to leave, and that this place wasn’t suitable for me to do for a long time.

I carefully asked him what brought him here today, and not knowing that I was testing him, Dayong truthfully told me that he had just been hired by a neighboring supermarket for a part-time job, and that he was in charge of driving the car and making deliveries for the customers at this time every night.

I almost fainted when I heard that, which meant that Dayong would be out and about in the area every night, and the chances of running into me greatly increased. I could lie and fool him tonight, but I can’t just say I was passing through here every time I get bumped into, right?

Besides, Dare is a bachelor, so he’ll probably hang out at my bar, too, and then everything will be ruined!

Dare chatted with me for a few moments before driving off, and I waited for his car to disappear completely before I dared to enter the bar, with a sense of uncertainty and anxiety in my heart. If I wanted to keep my secret, the safest thing to do would be to get out of here and get a new job; but where would I find one? This place pays well, tips are good, another place may not have such favorable conditions ……

I walked towards the locker room while soulfully thinking about what was on my mind. Halfway there, a waitress stopped me and told me that the boss’s wife, Sumi, had asked me to meet her as soon as I got to work. I agreed and hurried over to the office, where Sumi was waiting for me. She politely asked me to sit down, and personally poured me a cup of tea.

“What did you want to see me about?” I asked a little uneasily.

“Oh, I wanted to talk to you about that Mr. Mu.” Sumi said gently, “You must be wondering why Mr. Mu is hogging you every night and going out of his way to spend so much money on you?”

I hung my head and said, “I know that …… His intentions are obvious, but I will never agree to it …… I will never have sex with a man other than my husband no matter what, that’s my bottom line ……”

Sumi looked at me and said sincerely, “You can rest assured of this. Although Mr. Mu adores you, it’s impossible for him to pose a substantial threat to you, because …… because ……” She was speechless for a few moments before she gently spat out, “Because Mr. Mu is sexually incompetent!”

“What?” I was shocked, “How is this …… possible? Then how come he still comes to a place like this every night? And the look in his eyes …… I can clearly see desire in his eyes ……”

Sumi was dumbfounded, “Mrs. Zhang, it seems that you do not understand the definition of sexual impotence. Sexual impotence means that a man’s penis is unable to get an erection, or although it can get an erection it is unable to have normal sexual intercourse, but it does not mean that there is no interest in the opposite sex psychologically.”

My cheeks began to burn, and discussing such an issue made me a little embarrassed. However, Sumi looked as if it was perfectly natural and said calmly, “The causes of sexual impotence are varied. In Mr. Mu’s case, it’s a serious psychological disorder, which has caused him to be unable to get an erection for several years and live in extreme pain ……”

“But what does …… this have to do with me?” I couldn’t help but say.

“Take it easy, can you please hear me out?” Sumi made a gesture that was gentle with a touch of authority that made one compelled to obey. I nodded involuntarily.

“I’m not happy to tell you that I also have a profession as a psychiatrist. Mr. Mu is my patient, has been in my treatment for nearly half a year, but there has been no result. This is really one of the most difficult cases I have received …… until a few months ago when I ran into you in a bar, wearing a three-pointed style, you are so sexy, plump flesh immediately brought him a strong shock, he was surprised to find that he actually re-erected an erection… …”

My cheeks got hotter and I didn’t know how to interface. Sumi continued, “But Mr. Mu still can’t have normal intercourse, and even if it’s just a simple erection, he can only do it when he sees your body, not by any other means besides that ……”

“Ah, why is this happening? This is unbelievable ……” I turned red and simply felt overwhelmed.

“The reason involves some psychology, that will come later. The problem right now is that you are the only female who can make Mr. Mu sexually aroused, which is why he hogs you at all costs, using exorbitant tips in exchange for the right to touch your body. This has worked to stimulate his penis, but the effect is not enough. If he is to be cured, it will take your active cooperation to do so ……”

“How else can I cooperate? My body he has seen and touched ……” I suddenly became a little wary and said firmly, “Although I can make him …… make him react, I will never ……”

“I know, you already said that earlier.” Sumi interrupted, “Again, I ask you to rest assured that the therapy I’m currently designing does not require you to actually copulate with him, specifically ……”

She told me the whole scenario, which was to have Mu Zi Hong try to make love to other women while facing my naked body. I would be in charge of triggering his arousal as much as possible, and it would be the other women who would actually copulate. If it works, he can at least regain his virility first, and then find a way to shift his arousal and remove his dependence on me ……

I was dumbfounded by what I heard, and my heart’s instinctive reaction was to refuse. But Su Mei has been patiently persuade me, said she will also be present at that time, to ensure that Mu Zihong will not fool around with me. She also specially selected Qingzi to make real contact with Mu Zihong, and just now Qingzi has already promised that as long as I agree, she as a good friend will be obliged to do so.

“Mr. Mu would appreciate it if you would say yes.” Sumi said, “His wife is preparing to file for divorce on the grounds that she can’t be humane, which would take away a large portion of his fortune, and that’s one of the main reasons why Mr. Mu is so desperate to recover. He is willing to hire you and Kiyoko exclusively to assist in the treatment, the pay will be even higher than it is now, and he will reward you heavily again after the cure.”

I couldn’t withstand her repeated persuasion and finally agreed after considering it for a while. Although I vaguely felt bad inside, I thought that since I ran into Dare tonight, it was actually impossible for me to continue working here anymore. In order to ensure that I earn money, I don’t have any other better options open to me right now. Plus, knowing that Sumi and Kiyoko would be attending with me as well, one of them being someone I trusted and the other being a good friend and black belt in karate, all of which made me feel more at ease, I ended up agreeing to it.

“Great, I really have to thank you Mrs. Chang.” A smile appeared on Sumi’s face as she got up and bowed to me. I hurriedly stood up and returned the bow.

“Then let’s start tonight, please follow me.” Sumi said as she pulled me out of the office, “You take Kiyoko’s car and I’ll drive Mr. Mu, we’ll go to my private clinic now.”

(viii)

The light was dim, Mu Zihong was standing four or five meters away from me. His whole body had already been stripped naked, and a penis was hanging limply at his crotch, as if it had just died like an old, lifeless snake.

This was the first time I saw a man’s genitals other than my husband’s, and my face turned red with shame. I didn’t even dare to look at him when he first took off his clothes, and only after a while did I sneak a peek over to him, and I couldn’t help but feel my heart pounding in my chest.

His body was firm, without the usual belly of a man his age, and his chest looked a little intimidating with body hair growing on it like a westerner’s. His thing wasn’t scary though, it was about the same size as his husband’s, just surprisingly dark in color.

I looked twice before averting my eyes in panic, my cheeks burning. Sumi passed me an encouraging look from the side, and I thought that this hurdle is always going to be passed, so I gathered my courage and looked over again.

At the moment, all four of us were in Sumi’s private clinic, and after entering the office, there was such a large hall room next to it, which was empty with only a set of sofa, table and chairs. In accordance with the requirements of Su Mei, each of us first took a hot bath, and then came in to take their places. I was the first to come in after showering, and Sumi politely asked me to sit on the sofa with her. On the other hand, Qingzi and Mu Zihong came in but were immediately asked to strip naked.

Qing Zi appeared to be generous, and was very quick to strip naked. She was small and delicate, but her body was very mature, a pair of bamboo shoot shaped breasts were fair and straight, although they were not particularly large, but they were still quite attractive for her height. The color of her nipples was slightly darker, and the pubic hair between her legs was short, as if it had just been shaved and then grown back. I was a little strange in my mind, but I didn’t think too much about it.

Sumi herself is wearing a set of thin shoulder halter satin pajamas, the chest opening is very low, while the back is wide open almost bare, the hem can only cover up to the thighs. It was only then that I realized that the boss’s wife’s figure was unexpectedly good, the two breasts in front of her chest held the nightgown high, and the size didn’t seem to be smaller than mine. A pair of white small feet well trimmed, ten toes are painted red, looks completely sexy and provocative, seems to have a kind of intentional teasing flavor.

“I’m also dressing like this for work, and I hope to give Mr. Mu as much visual stimulation as possible so that he recovers as quickly as possible.” Sumi explained as if she had read my mind. I thought to myself that the boss’s wife is really dedicated to her job, to be able to do her best for the patient like this, this sense of responsibility really makes you respect her.

However, all these measures did not have the desired effect. It was reasonable to say that facing the naked body of such a beautiful young girl as Qing Zi, as long as it was a normal man would be thumping his heart, but Mu Zi Hong was standing there with a numb face as if he was facing a statue.

“Kiyoko, try seducing him on your own accord.” Sumi gave the command.

Kiyoko answered “Hi”, swept her hair, and began to pose in a variety of ways. She would weigh her breasts with both hands and send a few waves with a sweet smile on her face; a moment later, she exaggeratedly pouted her buttocks, sticking out her tongue and gently licking her lips; a moment later, she simply squatted down, and her two thighs opened and closed towards each other, performing with great vigor.

I can see that these are actually striptease movements, Qingzi did it very skillfully and freely, that innocent and sweet face coupled with these hot posture movements, should say that it is very attractive, but Mu Zihong still frowned and did not have any reaction, his eyes were cold and could not see half a spark.

Kiyoko started off with a confident look, then it gradually turned to surprise, and after ten minutes she automatically stopped and yelled at Mu Zihong with a beep, “What’s wrong? Are you really not interested in me at all? Is it because my body sucks?”

Her childish tone obviously made Mu Zi Hong laugh and cry as he blushed in embarrassment and said, “Of course not. Ms. Kiyoko’s body is really very tempting, but I don’t know why myself, my cock just can’t get hard.”

When I heard such a vulgar word as “cock”, my face got hot again, and I couldn’t help but glance at Mu Zihong’s prick again, only to see that it was still soft. Then Kiyoko and Mu Zihong exchanged a few more words, and both of them used several dirty words. I thought that this must also be a form of stimulation used by Sumi, so although I was a little uncomfortable, I didn’t take offense, but instead I had a vague feeling of alienation in my heart.

“Obviously, visualization alone is not enough.” Sumi said stoically, and very decisively issued the next command for Kiyoko and Mu Zi Hong to make physical contact.

Kiyoko walked over as she was told, her youthful carcass actively leaning towards Mu Zihong. The latter hesitated for a moment and stiffly opened his arms to embrace her. What happened next was like a third grade movie that was not filmed properly, the actor had not been able to get into the scene.

Mu Zi Hong’s hand very mechanically stroked Qing Zi’s body, breasts, belly, thighs, and even private parts were not spared, if another man was afraid that he would have been excited, but he did not produce a tiny bit of physiological reaction since the beginning, on the contrary, Qing Zi was touched by the face of the peach blush, her mouth gasped again and again.

I watched this “live show” performance, breathing also some rapid up, as if he was spying on other people making love, a heart nervous thumping straight to the heart, feel and shy and sin. After all, I have never witnessed the scene of the next person to strip naked and make out, in the past is the occasional with my husband to watch a “restricted” movie will face hot heart jump, not to mention now is in the scene to see the “reality show”? I feel like my cheeks must be even redder than Kiyoko’s, my teeth biting my lower lip, my two thighs unconsciously clamped together.

Sumi turned her head to look at me and said, “You see? He is indeed sexually impotent, even a girl as pretty as Kiyoko can’t give him an erection.”

I let out a soft “hmm”. Qingzi over there, however, was not having it and shouted, “Who says I can’t do it? I don’t believe it! We’ll see.”

She violently broke away from Mu Zi Hong’s embrace, kneeling down with both knees on the ground in front of him, and put up her cherry lips to take that soft and fluffy phallus into her mouth, licking it up carefully and meticulously.

I almost exclaimed again, “oral sex” is also unimaginable for me, my husband had tried to mention it a few times, but I refused very sternly. I have always stubbornly thought that this is a very perverted behavior, but I never thought that today I would see my best friend do it, and do it so enthusiastically and naturally.

“Giggle, giggle, giggle,” Kiyoko flexibly gulped her lips and tongue, sucking that phallus and slurping on it as if she was eating something delicious. I blushed as I watched, almost even breathless, my legs clenched tightly, only to feel that my entire soul seemed to have received a huge shock. There are many things that seem to collapse in the heart, and there are many new things vaguely generalized up ……

“It’s useless, Ms. Kiyoko.” Mu Zi Hong suddenly sighed heavily and said to Kiyoko who was kneeling in front of him, “You don’t have to waste your time, I really can’t feel any urges towards you, stop it.”

“Don’t stop! Keep going, don’t stop without my command!” Sumi suddenly shouted sternly. Mu Zi Hong froze for a moment, but obeyed. Kiyoko really continued to lick and suck the manhood in her mouth without even lifting her head.

Sumi brought her body close to mine and whispered, “Minmin, it’s your turn now.”

“Ah!” I snapped back to my senses, my mind in turmoil, and stammered, “I …… What do I do?”

“You just have to walk through.” Sumi smiled slightly.

“Want to get naked first?” I just finished blushing again. God, how could I ask such a thing? It sounded like I was dying to get naked.

Sure enough, Sumi couldn’t help herself and said half-jokingly, “Do you want to be like Kiyoko?”

“Of course not ……,” I said, so ashamed that even my ears were burning.

Sumi nodded and said, “Then it would be better to let Mr. Mu take it off for you, it will definitely make it more exciting for him. All you need to do is cooperate.”

I froze for a moment, letting Mu Zi Hong undress for me? This seems a bit inappropriate, but just now I personally denied “wanting to undress myself”, so this arrangement by Su Mei seems to be a natural thing to do. I was a bit confused and didn’t realize that this was a clever trap set by Su Mei, so that after I fell into it, I couldn’t refuse.

“Don’t worry. His genitals are still in Kiyoko’s mouth, there’s no way he can do anything to you!” As if she had read my mind again, Sumi smiled and said, “That’s what I meant when I told her not to stop. On the one hand, it’s to give continuous stimulation, and on the other hand, I don’t want you to get too nervous.”

I thought to myself that there was really nothing to worry about. When a man’s “lifeblood” is in someone’s hands, he definitely can’t and won’t dare to do anything wrong. Besides, Kiyoko was a black belt in karate, so there was no need to be afraid with her.

“Okay, I’ll be sure to cooperate.” I finished with a clench of my teeth and gathered my courage to stand up.

Mu Zi Hong originally had a listless look, but as soon as he saw me walk out, his eyes immediately lit up.

Since the sofa where Su Mei and I were sitting was the darkest corner of the room, and Su Mei intentionally only hit the light to where Mu Zi Hong was standing, he was in a backlit position after he came in, and was unable to see me clearly. And the expression on his face at the moment also indicates that he has not seen my dress until now.

I was a little flustered and dropped my eyes in embarrassment under his burning gaze. At this time I still maintain the appearance of just out of the bathroom, hair wet down, body wrapped in a wide pink bathrobe, no buttons, only with a tie fluffy bundle in the waist, snow white breasts exposed very open, a pair of smooth pink beautiful legs are also most of them are exposed outside.

“Ms. Su!” Mu Zi Hong called with both eyes glowing, “My sexy goddess, you’re finally willing to come over!”

As soon as the words left his mouth, Kiyoko suddenly spat out the phallus in her mouth and cried out in surprise, “Wow, an erection! He got an erection…… the moment he saw Minmin he got a real erection!”

I couldn’t help but follow the sound and almost lost my voice and exclaimed in shock. I only saw that the meat stick under Mu Zihong’s crotch was already sticking up high, like a giant cannon aimed in mid-air. Compared to just now when it was soft and not drooping, both the length and diameter of the erected penis were quite amazing, at least twice as much as her husband. Especially the triangular glans, thick and large and black in red, looks extremely hideous.

“Did …… my flesh really have such an attraction for him? Immediately giving him a sexual urge?”

I was flushed at the thought, and then I looked at the male symbol that was much more majestic than my husband’s, a heart thumping nervously, and my legs were just aching for no reason.

“Good, finally an erection!” Sumi’s voice came from behind her and said calmly, “Our goal tonight is to keep Mr. Mu in this state for at least ten minutes. I’ll start timing …… Kiyoko from now on, you quickly contain it back, don’t forego it, let’s all try to work as hard as we can!”

Qingzi spat out her tongue and obediently took the shaft into her mouth again. Mu Zihong’s gaze, however, just looked at me greedily, like he wanted to penetrate my bathrobe.

I was made uncomfortable by the look, which made me feel that wearing this bathrobe was really worse than being completely naked. Because the bathrobe in my subconscious, is only in their own cozy home can wear, but also only my husband can only look at. However, I am now wearing a bathrobe in front of Mu Zihong, as if the relationship with him has become very close in the “fact”, which makes me rise a kind of completely betrayed my husband’s feeling of powerlessness, psychological defenses unconsciously more fragile.

“Come over here, I really need you! Minmin …… you come over okay?” Mu Zi Hong’s voice was slightly trembling, as if it carried a deep emotion. I responded casually in a daze, and then suddenly realized that he had also caught on to my thoughts, and had changed “Miss Su” to “Minmin”. This intimate name is like another shock to me, making me feel that I am really falling deeper and deeper, and for a while more at a loss.

“No, it can’t go on like this ……,” I secretly warned, forcing myself to raise my head and look straight at Mu Zihong, putting on a calm and cold look on my face, stepping on the carpet with my bare feet, and walking towards him with the most natural stance possible.

Mu Zihong is obviously very excited, eyes burning with a blazing fire, and just now that look of death, full of longing eyes greedily in my body balking. The thin bathrobe was not able to cover my beautiful body, plus the inside is completely naked, I can feel no bra to support the full breasts out, every step will cause obvious trembling, although I have been careful, but in the bathrobe under the trembling is still nothing to hide, even if how to cover up is useless.

I had to ignore it and try to act calm as I walked to Mu Zihong’s side, but the closer I got to him, the more that burning gaze made my heart beat faster. When I stopped less than a meter away, my eyes dropped again. It was as if this man was born to be able to steadily eat me up, causing an irresistible feeling of weakness to flood through me from the depths of my heart.

Kiyoko was still kneeling in front of him intently licking and sucking on his manhood, but Mu Zi Hong didn’t even look at her, inclining his head to stare at me standing on his left side, his face filled with excitement. Holding his breath he stretched out his arm, twisting his index finger and thumb around the only drawstring on my bathrobe and slowly pulling it away from my waist.

I felt the sash loosening little by little, and my heart couldn’t help but be filled with shame. This man in front of me was not my husband, but now he was undressing me with his own hands, a scene that was enough to make any self-respecting woman blush.

After the entire sash was pulled out, the unbound bathrobe became even more fluffy, and was spread out to the sides by my towering breasts, the flaps resting on the erect peaks of my breasts swaying so much that each of my plump breasts revealed most of their snow-white globes, only to be hooked by the two nipples so that they didn’t all slip off.

Maybe it’s because my half-faded appearance is more alluring, Mu Zi Hong actually didn’t take off my bathrobe, and while squinting his eyes and admiring the beauty in front of him, he probed his palms into the bathrobe and gently stroked my waist without a trace of flab.

This is surprising to me, I would have thought that Mu Zihong will reach out and touch the breasts, because his eyes have been gazing at my breasts for a long time, and I was hesitant to let him do so. Although I had already been touched by him when I was a three-point bar girl, that was taking advantage of the situation, which was different from letting him touch me outright. For a woman, willing to open her breasts to a man and let him caress it almost means dedication, if Mu Zihong did this from the beginning, my heart’s resistance will be very strong, and may instinctively refuse.

But Mu Zihong is from my waist and back to touch, these two are not important parts, in the dance and other normal activities are often touched by men, although now just directly touch the naked skin, but the degree of revulsion after all, much lighter, I thought I can not be too unsympathetic, in order to treat always have to make appropriate sacrifices, so I bit my lip and did not make a sound.

Having received my acquiescence, Mu Zihong’s guts seemed to have grown quite a bit, one hand caressing my bare back, and one hand roaming back and forth between my waist and belly. The hot palms of those hands pressed against my tender and delicate skin, bringing a burst of strange sensations, and my body couldn’t help but tremble slightly.

Gradually, his hands stroked a wider and wider range, pushing upward from the sides of my slender waist, stopping only when he reached my armpits, and then slowly moving back down. Soon after he finally couldn’t help himself, and suddenly tore off my bathrobe. I only felt a coldness in front of my chest, the bathrobe fell to my feet noiselessly, and my entire body was naked in front of his eyes.

Since I had already prepared myself for being stripped naked, I didn’t have any unusual reaction. In addition, this bathrobe has long since ceased to serve the purpose of sheltering the body, wearing on the body can only play a teasing effect, so I took off the contrary, I also vaguely feel relaxed.

By this time the lights in the room had all gathered and shone on my naked mature body, which looked dazzlingly white all over. Only the two nipples in front of my chest were red, and the end of my long, straight legs was a small piece of darkness.

Looking at my full and high breasts, the fire in Mu Zi Hong’s eyes grew even brighter, but still didn’t rudely grab them with one hand. His rough palms stroked my bare shoulders for a while, then explored my flat belly and pressed on it, the heat in his palms seeping in little by little through the skin. After a while, I felt his hand gradually climbing higher and higher, and my heart couldn’t help but hang in the air, but the moment I was about to touch the edge of my breast, his palm retreated again and continued to fondle my waist.

After going back and forth like this several times, the rest of my upper body, except for my chest, had all been touched by Mu Zi Hong. I suddenly regretted it a little bit, this look in turn let him take advantage of me more than when I was a three-point bar girl.

His hands traveled over my body at high speed, caressing every inch with abandon, but leaving my breasts untouched. The sensation was actually quite unpleasant, causing my heart to hang and relax over and over again while my will to defend myself continued to crumble.

After a while, I felt my whole upper body was touched by the heat, but the only double breasts have not been touched but produced a strong sense of emptiness, actually have a very want to be held in the palm of a man’s hand, to get the “equal treatment” of the desire.

My reason told me that this was wrong, but my body’s instinctive response was uncontrollable, and I was trembling six ways to Sunday, and I didn’t need to look to see that both of my nipples were already quite honestly hard.

“Ah …… why is this happening?” My cheeks burned and I tried my best to stop this physical reaction, but with the shame coupled with my nervousness it backfired, my breasts instead became more and more pointed, and the two circles of reddish areola expanded.

At this point, Mu Zihong reached out and held my breasts. He obviously expected that I would not resist, at the beginning of the grip is very hard, full of grasp the two groups of plump and soft tender meat. I really can not rise the will to resist, just a slight struggle on the immobility, deep inside the idea of self-loathing: anyway, when I tipped in the past has long been touched, is to take advantage of the hand or intentionally to touch and what difference does it make? Just now so obsessive thoughts are really unnecessary ……

Mu Zi Hong’s face wore a frenzied expression as his palms kneaded my breasts to their heart’s content, all ten fingers sinking deep into the snow-white flesh of my breasts. Although my breasts were not as firm as they were during my teenage years after giving birth, they were still quite elastic, and the softness and smoothness of the bulging flesh was undoubtedly even more endearing. I watched as my breasts, which originally belonged to my husband alone, were now in the hands of this man, who played with them at will, and then clamped his fingers around my red bean-like nipples.

“Uhm ……” The sensitive nipple clitoris had just been teased twice, and I unconsciously let out a gasp, my body softened without the slightest strength. Mu Zi Hong only gently pulled, and I fell towards him without my own choice, almost bumping into Qing Zi who was kneeling in front of him.

“Giggling” “Giggling” the sound of licking and sucking phallus charmingly resounded, occasionally interspersed with one or two of my suppressed gasps. Mu Zihong laboriously turned his upper body sideways, stretching his left arm tightly around me, suddenly leaned down to kiss my lips.

I instinctively twisted my head to avoid, Mu Zi Hong’s kiss fell on my neck, and kissed on the top of it, the hot breath seems to penetrate into the depths of the soul. My neck has always been a sensitive area for me, plus he continued to use his fingertips to stimulate my nipples while kissing, a burst of tingling pleasure rushed straight to my head, I gasped even more sharply, and had to desperately bite my lips in order to keep from letting out a moan.

Mu Zi Hong kissed more passionately, raining down, gradually approaching the plump breasts. My subconscious reminded myself that I should stop here, it would be too much to let him carry on, but just then, Sumi’s voice suddenly came from behind, her tone full of excitement, “It’s been nine minutes! Hold on for one more minute and you’ll reach your goal, go for it!”

I froze for a moment, thinking that there was only one minute left, would I be spoiling things by interrupting him at this time? With such a hesitation, a moist and warm feeling came from my chest, Mu Zi Hong had already opened his mouth and sucked in my left nipple.

“Ah!” I exclaimed, instinctively reaching out to push away. But Mu Zi Hong clenched the tip of the breast with his teeth as soon as he took it in, his hot tongue licking and flicking flexibly on the areola. I didn’t push when I pushed, the tingling sensation had spread all over my body, and my strength disappeared all of a sudden. My whole body trembled as I fell softly into his arms, involuntarily raising my breasts instead, and Mu Zi Hong began sucking on the nipple like a baby.

A sense of guilt rose from the bottom of my heart, because not personally breastfeeding, even my son has not sucked my nipples. I always have a kind of “guilt” complex in my heart, usually even my husband is not very willing to kiss, always avoid as much as possible, but I never imagined that today was this man so wantonly contained in his mouth sucking. I was ashamed and angry, but also experienced a kind of unprecedented, mixed with guilt and excitement of pleasure. After a few seconds I gave up the idea of resisting, because the fact that I had been licked and sucked was irreversible, and I had to face reality.

Mu Zi Hong sucked my left nipple until it was fully protruding before switching to the right to lick and fondle it. At the same time his palms slowly slid down my back and pressed onto my bare ass. This time I learned my lesson and advanced to cover my legs with my hands interlocked between them, firmly shielding my private parts. In a split second I had already made up my mind, it didn’t matter if all the other parts of my body were invaded by him, but I must not give in on this final hurdle, so that I could preserve my chastity.

However, Mu Zi Hong seems to have no intention of “attacking the last key point”, two palms just in my buttocks activities, grabbed the two groups of full buttocks arbitrary rubbing, and honestly caress my thighs. His hands are like magic, touching where on where to cause a hot, I can only desperately endure, a pair of legs tightly clamped ……

Luckily, the minute passed quickly. Sumi shouted in time, “Time’s up!”

My whole body shook, and I broke free from Mu Zi Hong’s embrace as if I had been pardoned. He also immediately let go of me, without any delay or forceful action, merely expressing with a fond gaze that he was not yet satisfied.

Kiyoko spat out her rod and jumped up, giggling, “That’s great, I achieved my goal for tonight! It’s just a shame that I couldn’t make you launch even with all my efforts ……”

Mu Zi Hong respectfully bowed to me and said with a face full of gratitude, “I have to thank Min Min for this. I know this has embarrassed and upset you, please accept my sincere apology.”

“You’re serious.” I said politely, and the slight resentment I felt towards him in my heart disappeared. Since this treatment was meant to awaken his male urges, it was only natural that he would act the way he did just now, and he couldn’t be blamed.

I thought of this and Mu Zihong’s crotch looked, only to see that the penis is still vigorous and powerful high cocked, my heart can not help but be a burst of wildly beating again. I hurriedly picked up the bathrobe to cover my naked torso, which is like a sigh of relief, but my cheeks are still hot, between the legs even a little wet feeling, and nipples is a long time to remain firm.

Sumi got up from the couch and said, “That’s enough therapy for tonight! I have some more counseling to do for Mr. Mu. Kiyoko, you and Minmin can go home now, and please come straight here tomorrow night.”

Kiyoko agreed and excused herself from the room with me. After changing her clothes, she drove me back home.

(ix)

Since that night, I’ve ended my job at the bar and don’t have to work as a three-point barmaid anymore. Kiyoko did the same with me. Every night the two of us went to Sumi’s private clinic and assisted Mu Zihong in his treatment to restore male function. It might not be considered a formal job, but it was working for money all the same, and it was making more money than when I was jumping as a three-point bargirl, while the hours and intensity of the work were greatly reduced, and I didn’t have to go out in public to sell my dignity anymore.

From all points of view, it should be a satisfactory job. It’s just that I’ve had to make “more intimate” contact with Mu Zihong, and it’s been getting longer and longer. On the first night, I only had ten minutes of contact with him; on the second night, Su Mei had extended the goal to fifteen minutes of erection, then twenty minutes on the third night,……, until finally it was extended to half an hour. In other words, every night I had to make out with Mu Zihong for a full half hour and let his hands fondle me to their heart’s content for thirty minutes!

I felt my resistance dropping every night, so much so that I gradually became accustomed to Mu Zihong’s touch later on. He occupied my breasts, hips and thighs with impunity every night, enjoying the power there that was supposed to be possessed only by my husband. Don’t look at his genitals not being able to do so, but his caressing skills far exceeded those of his husband. He knew almost all the sensitive areas of my body and knew exactly how to make my body react honestly.

Especially every time when his lips and tongue licked and sucked on the tips of my breasts, it caused me a pleasure mixed with guilt and excitement. Although this pleasure was not so strong that I could not control myself, it gradually changed my body and mind. I don’t know when I subconsciously stopped seeing this job as a difficult task.

Still, I had a good grasp of the situation and never let Mu Zihong touch my pussy. There were several times he tried to cross the line, but I pushed him away in time. I admonished myself in my mind that I could let him touch any part of my entire body, but my pussy should be the last bottom line.

Mu Zi Hong is a very interesting person, after a few nails, he stopped trying, and he was obviously more interested in my breasts, which are fuller than most western women, and focused more on them. This makes me relieved, and through this period of time together, Mu Zihong to my impression has been good, although he has a desire for my flesh, but I believe that he will not be bullying me, so there is no feeling of hatred in my heart, just think of this will be a little embarrassed.

And with the passing of the day, I also gradually not like the first few days as nervous constraints, every night we three women and a man are naked in a room, even the boss’s wife Sumi also undressed. This kind of scene I used to not to mention personal experience, even if you hear will blush, but now it is accustomed to see, but there is no longer a feeling of uneasiness. Sometimes after the treatment, we all just sat together naked and chatted, and if it wasn’t for the fact that everyone was naked, it wouldn’t have been much different from an ordinary gathering of friends. Kiyoko half-jokingly called us a “naked club”.

In terms of the progress of the treatment, the first week went well, with Mu Zi Hong reaching his goal of being able to have an erection for a long time. But after that there was a problem, he was never able to have real intercourse with Qing Zi. Every time his penis would go limp as soon as it entered Kiyoko’s body, Mu Zi Hong was very agonized. Sumi analyzed the reason and said that it was because the atmosphere of the scene wasn’t raunchy enough, everyone should play with more devotion and passion, and should let their desires be thoroughly indulged.

“More input?” I said with some difficulty, “I’m afraid I …… I can’t do it. This isn’t the real …… real …… after all.”

I couldn’t really say the word “sex”, but everyone obviously understood it. Kiyoko giggled and said, “Minmin, don’t worry about it. We all know your bottom line. I promise that Mr. Mu’s cock will never penetrate your pussy. I’ll teach him a lesson in karate if he’s not honest!”

My face reddened, just now I was indeed a bit worried, not that I was worried that Mu Zi Hong intended to use force, but I was afraid that he would have difficulty controlling himself when the time came. But when Qing Zi said that I was embarrassed again, thinking that it was too distrustful of others to bring up again and again what the three of them had repeatedly assured.

Sumi said sincerely, “Minmin, unless you come around on your own, we won’t force the issue. But wait, you shouldn’t take it too seriously, just think of it all as a game. There’s no real sex anyway, so why don’t you just open up and get into the game? Don’t suppress your faculties too much, that won’t benefit either Mr. Mu or yourself ……”

I didn’t expect Sumi to even see that I was repressing myself, so my face couldn’t help but turn even redder, and thinking about what she said seemed to make sense, so I agreed.

“Good, then let’s watch a movie together tonight to build up the atmosphere!” Sumi finished by walking over to the desk, picking out a VCD disk and slipping it into the machine, then projecting it through a slide onto the large screen on the opposite wall.

The four of us sat down on the sofa. Mu Zi Hong sat in the center, Kiyoko and I sat to his left and right respectively, and Sumi sat at the head of my right. Of course, all four of us were naked and naked.

“By the way, I brought a bottle of French wine today, let’s all have a few glasses.” Mu Zihong was obviously in high spirits, and personally went to bring four wine glasses, placed them on the table in front of the sofa, and opened the wine to pour it for us one by one.

“No, I don’t drink.” I quickly excused myself.

“It doesn’t matter, you can’t get drunk on this kind of wine, just make it fun.” Mu Zihong still poured it for me.

I stopped excusing myself, I’m usually a bit of a drinker myself, so a few sips shouldn’t be a problem.

Mu Zi Hong took two steps back after pouring the wine and looked at us three beautiful women sitting side by side on the sofa with a smile on his face, his eyes slipping around our naked breasts as if he was comparing and appreciating the three different pairs of breasts.

I know that my own breasts are undoubtedly the best in terms of size, shape and contour.

Compared to me, Kiyoko’s teenage peppery breasts seemed lacking in weight. And although Sumi also had a pair of magnificent breasts, they appeared flabby and nowhere near as high and firm as mine.

“Hey, hey, don’t get in the way! Sit down and watch, it’s already started!” Kiyoko yelled. Mu Zi Hong came back and sat down among us, and we all clinked glasses with each other and drank a few sips before watching the movie together.

This is truly a foreign “top” pornographic movie. Almost no storyline, about five minutes after the screen, a pair of white men and women on the screen began to embrace undressing. Only to see that the blonde beauty with plump breasts and fat buttocks squatting on the ground, using her hands to hold up two huge watermelon-like breasts to hold the other side of the thick and long meat stick, while breast-fucking him, while sticking out her tongue and licking the blood-engorged glans.

This was the first time I had seen such a scene, and never before had I thought that breasts could be used to hold a manhood.

While I was surprised, I somehow thought that if Mu Zihong could return to normal, with the length of his penis and the plumpness of my breasts, it seemed that I could do this position as well. This thought made me blush red, and I quickly expelled this ridiculous and unthinking thought.

After a few moments of on-screen oral sex, the blonde puckered her ass and spread her two plump pussy lips with exaggerated gestures. The male lead raised his glistening rod, moisturized by saliva, and rubbed it teasingly against the opening of her pussy. At this point the camera showed a close-up of their sex organs for about ten seconds or so, and then the rod slowly disappeared through the labia.

My face was hot and throbbing as I watched, and my legs clenched involuntarily. Although I had made love to my husband many times, I had never seen with my own eyes how he entered my body. The shot was quite shocking to me as well, as if I was there, and all I could feel was a dry mouth, so I picked up my glass of wine in passing and took a big gulp. The cold liquor poured into my stomach, and although it temporarily served to quench my thirst, my body gradually warmed up.

The male and female protagonists on the screen began to make love, the blonde lay on her back on the bed, her two round tits shaking; the male protagonist grabbed her spread legs, her naked buttocks moving forward and backward forcefully, loud grunts echoing throughout the room.

I even held my breath at the sight of such an intense scene and felt my nipples hardening a little. Since my period had only just passed, today was supposed to be the day of the month when I needed it the most, it was as if a latent longing was being aroused within me, and to cover myself up I took several more sips of wine in quick succession, but the stimulation from the alcohol made my cheeks burn even hotter, and my nipples harden even more.

Mu Zihong sat next to me and reached out to refill my wine glass for me. I stole a glance at him with a bit of misgivings, and that penis first jumped into my eyes, looking as if it was ready to move, but it could never stand up. Mu Zi Hong gasped for breath and suddenly reached his arm around Qing Zi who was sitting on his left.

Kiyoko laughed and fell into his arms to the right, burying her face between her legs and taking a bite of her penis. Mu Zi Hong spread both legs a little wider to make it easier for her to contain it, and I don’t know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but my right leg stretched out and touched my bare calf. The hairy touch made my heart beat violently faster, but did not move my legs away.

The screen is a pair of men and women in the crazy sex, screaming and crying endlessly, beside the clear son in the licking and sucking penis, let out a charming and unbearable sound. Infected by this atmosphere, I just feel a warm current welling up in my belly, my whole body is heating up, a heart beating faster and faster, the wine I drank seems to be converted into beads of sweat, all over the skin on all parts of my body.

“I’m sorry, I’ll …… excuse me for a moment ……” I stood up with a red face and tried to walk around the case table and head out the door.

Suddenly a pair of strong arms reached from behind and quickly encircled my slender waist. Before I could react, my body was pulled down, and with a startled cry, I sat on my butt on Mu Zi Hong’s right thigh.

“We agreed to watch the movie together, how could you walk out in the middle?” Mu Zi Hong laughed softly, sniffing the fresh scent of my hair while blowing his burning breath into my ears.

I felt the tingle penetrate from my earholes all the way to the depths of my soul and wriggled and struggled, quivering, “Ah I’m just going …… to wipe the sweat off ……”

“Wipe what sweat, wait a moment will come out again, or do not need to waste efforts!” The strong arm bound my waist like an iron hoop, I struggled twice to break free, so I had to give up, “I’m not going out that is, you let me down.”

“Why go down there? Just sit on my lap and watch.” Mu Zi Hong refused to let go, the breath from his mouth constantly blowing over. My itchy whole body went soft, and I was really a bit afraid that he would continue, so I could only nod my head and agree.

The three people on the sofa were huddled together. Qing Zi fell towards Mu Zi Hong from the left, her head buried between his legs. I, on the other hand, was sitting on Mu Zi Hong’s right thigh, my bare ass directly pressing against his firm leg muscles, and the feeling of skin on skin caused my heart to beat wildly again. Although his actions tonight made me feel vaguely uncomfortable, I couldn’t muster the will to refuse. All I could do was reassure myself that it was also for healing, and that thought excused my obedience.

“Go on and watch.” Mu Zihong moved his position a bit, making me sit more comfortably. I felt that my lower body was already slightly moist, and I didn’t even dare to move, my two beautiful legs were placed together diagonally on the sofa, and I continued to watch the movie without a word. His arm naturally encircled my waist, while I obediently leaned against him. I used to lean into my husband’s arms and watch TV when I was at home, and it was such a cozy feeling. I couldn’t imagine that tonight I would be leaning naked in another man’s arms, and watching a pornographic movie.

By this time there was one more black male in the piece. The blonde was on all fours on her knees on the bed and the white male lead was holding her fat ass and thrusting it from behind while her bright red lips gobbled up the black man’s big meat stick. Soon another Russian beauty walks in and climbs onto the bed and kisses the white guy passionately. The white man was fucking the beauty in his crotch while enjoying her services again, and then the next four people began to have group sex, the scene was extremely raunchy ……

The more I watched, the more my mind shook, unheard of images of orgies kept flashing before my eyes, coupled with the stimulation of alcohol, my whole body was so hot that it looked like it was going to burst into flames. Mu Zihong’s hand had unconsciously moved to my breasts.

He wrapped his arms around me from behind, and his hands went from my ribs to my body, placing them on my breasts and moving them around. I inadvertently looked down, only to see my own plump breasts were being held in his palm to play with, two groups of soft white breast meat was kneaded trembling to and fro, the appearance of charming and unattractive.

“Ah!” I let out a soft cry. Although Mu Zi Hong has touched my breasts many times, it’s still the first time he grabbed them so freely, as if he was rubbing his personal toys. My breathing quickened, my reasoning told me that I couldn’t let him touch me like this, I was about to ask him to stop, but Mu Zi Hong was one step ahead of me as if he was able to see everything, his fingers had already begun to skillfully tease my nipples.

My whole body shuddered as my sensitive nipple clitoris was stimulated, and gusts of tingling pleasure traveled through my body like electricity.

Perhaps it was the alcohol that weakened my will, tonight I actually let out a moan involuntarily. Mu Zi Hong immediately seemed to be encouraged as if he was greatly energized, all ten fingers concentrated their firepower to stimulate my nipples in turn, and at the same time licked my earlobes with his tongue. Where can I still hold back, my reserve collapsed all of a sudden, my throat continuously leaked out a moan of forgetfulness.

“No……don’t pinch there……Ooohhhh……so itchy……don’t …… Please ……” I pleaded intermittently, my body kept trembling, but my eyes didn’t leave those lascivious shots on the screen, and all I could hear in my ears was the frenzied sound of screaming. Under the full stimulation of all senses, I felt a tremor deep in my belly, and a small amount of warm water had already been secreted between my clenched legs.

At this moment, my mind was already a mess, when suddenly a small, slender hand next to me reached over and grabbed my palm and placed it on Mu Zihong’s left leg. I subconsciously turned my head to look, and it turned out to be Qing Zi. While she was burying her head and sucking Mu Zi Hong’s manhood, she pressed my hand on that hairy thigh, the rough skin and thick sweaty hairs sticking to my palm. I struggled a bit without breaking free, and Kiyoko had already maneuvered my hand to stroke back and forth on it.

In the past, it was Mu Zi Hong who had his hands all over me, but I never took the initiative to touch him, and tonight was the first time I had ever touched his body. Although I was forced to do so by Kiyoko, because she was my good friend, I did not resist in my daze, and I actually allowed her to pull my hand to caress Mu Zihong’s thighs.

“You guys are having so much fun, let me join in, okay?” Sumi’s voice came from the side, with a bit of ranting and pouting. Without waiting to get an answer, she already leaned over impatiently, opening her arms to embrace Mu Zi Hong and I together, half of her plump breasts were squeezing my head.

Those two magnificent breasts were big, but they were too fluffy, and their dark nipples stood up very high. Mu Zi Hong immediately turned his head sideways and took a bite of one of the nipples. Sumi ate and winks, one hand caressing his chest, while the other hand rubbed up a pair of my beautiful legs.

By this time the level of lewdness in the room was no less than on the screen, the four of us were caressing each other either with our hands or with our mouths. I had never dreamed of being in such a scene, as if a long suppressed desire was induced in my body, a hot stream of water flooded between my belly, and my remaining sanity was collapsing.

Sumi’s hand probed higher and higher, and the edge of her palm suddenly plunged between my joined legs. I shook and hastily moved both legs away from the sand cube, nearly falling under the haste of my movement. I let out a gasp of surprise, instinctively moved my buttocks to adjust my center of gravity, and when I regained a steady position, I suddenly found myself “riding” on Mu Zi Hong’s body, with my legs spread wide apart, perched left to right, and my private parts directly pressed against his right thigh, with a clear sensation of contact with rough skin.

“Ouchhhhh!” Originally my private parts were already moist, and then being pressed like this, I could clearly feel the thick sweaty hair rubbing against my own pubic hair, and my clitoris, which had already been swollen, was once again strongly stimulated. I couldn’t help but let out a shameful scream as my whole body shuddered, and a small stream of warmth gushed out uncontrollably between my legs.

“No …… no!” I blushed and watched as the warm stream flowed down Mu Zihong’s leg, slowly making a wet trail, and turned my head to say incoherently, “I’m sorry ……I ……I didn’t mean it! …… I’m sorry ……”

Before I could finish my words, Mu Zi Hong’s mouth suddenly moved away from Sumi’s breasts and heavily blocked my lips.

This is fast and accurate, I was unable to react to the lips were sealed, a warm tongue abruptly squeezed in, and without explanation, fiercely and fervently kissed me. My brain dizziness up, the shame of the discharge of secretions made me all of a sudden become extremely weak, actually lost the courage to refuse, let him invade his lips and tongue.

“Mmmmmm!” I could only squeeze out a weak sound through my nose as my tongue and juices were greedily sucked by my opponent. In a trance, I vaguely felt Sumi pick up one of the paper towels on the desk and wipe away the wetness from Mu Zi Hong’s leg, then come back to wipe my pussy.

I subconsciously raised my hips to make it easier for her to rub. Sumi snorted and ran her fingertips along my rising hot slit, suddenly peeling out the soybean-sized clit. My entire body shuddered as if I had been electrocuted.

“Minnie, your pussy is so beautiful! And it’s so tightly closed, it’s hard to believe you’re a woman who’s given birth.” Sumi mouthed in admiration as her thumb and forefinger clamped down on my clit and teased it nimbly, her middle finger easing into the slit.

I was literally coming out of my shell, my nipples and pussy were intensely stimulated, and a tidal wave of pleasure almost overwhelmed me whole. A high level of lust that I hadn’t felt in many years surged up, and I suddenly had a great desire to be filled.

“Don’t repress yourself …… indulge properly ……” Sumi’s voice seemed to be hypnotizing, seductively whispering, “As I said, think of This is a game, put your heart and soul into it …… Don’t repress yourself anymore …… Indulge yourself to the fullest ……”

The movie on the screen wasn’t finished yet, and even though my eyes had stopped casting over it, the cries of pleasure still echoed in my ears. This was interspersed with the soft whispers of Sumi, and the sound of Kiyoko sucking on her rod, all of this formed a huge impact on my remaining will, I felt my defenses crumbling, and I couldn’t help but react to Muzuhong’s passionate kisses, and my left hand, which had originally been in motion under the manipulation of Kiyoko, unknowingly turned into an active caressing of those hairy thighs.

The most private part was invaded by Sumi’s fingers, since she was also a woman, I couldn’t raise the thought of rejection at all, plus her finger work was really powerful as hell, almost bringing wave after wave of pleasure to me, causing me to gradually throw away all the reserve, when Mu Zi Hong’s mouth finally left my lips, I let out a moan that was just as passionate as the blonde girl’s in the movie.

But Mu Zi Hong’s hands left my breasts at the same time, as if they were touching Kiyoko, and I nearly screamed out in embarrassment, only to feel both of my nipples sticking up high, both crying out strongly for a caress. Luckily, Mu Zi Hong immediately opened his mouth and took one in, but immediately after that, Sumi’s fingers suddenly drew away from my pussy as well.

“Ah …… don’t ……” I felt like I was going to climax soon, the most important stimulation stopping just at this juncture, and the sudden surge of emptiness was going to be maddening as I lifted my my ass chasing her fingers.

But Sumi dodged it and stood up burying my face in her breasts.

“Honey, you can’t just be comfortable for yourself, you have to make others comfortable too.” Sumi murmured, the tips of her dark, erect nipples rubbing against my face and suddenly tucked into my lips.

I immediately understood what she meant, and not being able to think of anything else, I couldn’t help but suck on the tip of my nipple. Sumi had a mesmerized expression on her face and held my head tighter. After a few seconds passed, there was a sudden sensation of a finger touching on my pussy, and I almost reflexively spread my legs wide, my engorged clit fluttering in anticipation, even my slit cracking slightly.

Sumi eats and winks, and her fingers down there are indeed stroking my pussy again. I grunted with satisfaction, feeling that this time her technique was more pure and her force more balanced, and my flesh was soon enjoying a high level of pleasure. But when I inadvertently opened my eyes, I suddenly realized that Sumi’s arms were clearly holding my head.

I almost couldn’t believe my eyes, I was busy looking down and almost lost my voice and gasped out. I only saw that the fingers moving between my legs were thick, black and strong, and it was definitely Mu Zihong’s hand, which was stroking my pussy with skillful techniques.

I shook violently, the last line of defense was also occupied, which made me unable not to vibrate, two thighs almost subconsciously immediately close together, the muscles between the legs suddenly stiff and taut, so that the fingers that had already invaded the body could not move again. Mu Zi Hong did not use force to break through after encountering resistance, but only used his index finger to curl my pubic hair and tease it, sometimes teasing the rising clitoris, and his middle finger gently paddled along the edge of the slit; at the same time, his cheeks slowly rubbed against my towering breasts, and his tongue tenderly licked the hardened nipples.

A burst of tingling pleasure came over me, and I was breathing heavily, caught in a heavenly battle inside. By rights I should have refused, but the wild pleasure had already taken over every inch of my body. Whether in verbal or physical language, I was no longer able to say the word “no”.

“Forget it, the finger isn’t a sexual organ anyway, not to mention that touching it has already been touched ……” Just as this thought popped up, my body couldn’t wait to automatically surrender, and the muscles of my legs re-relaxed. Mu Zihong sensed my change, and his middle finger immediately continued to push inward, all but disappeared into the depths of the hot, wet flesh. I kept gasping and moaning, the delicate inner walls of my vagina contracting one by one, clamping the intruding finger tightly, even the depths of my womb were trembling from the extreme pleasure.

Sumi didn’t stay idle either, coming around to the front of the couch to straddle me, one hand caressing my left breast while the other explored Kiyoko’s chest. Still buried in sucking, Kiyoko’s arms reached out and flailed about, defiantly rubbing a handful of Sumi’s buttocks. Sumi gave a comfortable expression and bent her head down to kiss my earlobe.

Now all the sensitive areas of my body were attacked, and the pleasure suddenly increased a million times over.

“Let it out, Minmin …… Let it all out ……” Mu Zihong’s eyes glittered with fervor, “The way you’re moving is really making people Exciting, so that the treatment will be effective …… I’m already feeling an unprecedented urge …… In order to cure me, you’ll orgasm in front of me …… Let it out, Minmin ……”

Originally, I was still subconsciously retaining the last trace of female shyness, thinking that it would be too embarrassing to climb up to the peak in front of other men, but Mu Zihong’s repeated references to “treatment” were tantamount to arranging a good defense for me, and reminding me that doing so was also part of the healing process. I unconsciously accepted this hint, and indeed, even the last trace of shame was removed, and my whole body and mind were completely open.

“No …… can’t do it …… hmmm …… I …… ooooohhhh …… can’t ……” In a disoriented voice, my soul is flying, my palms wildly stroking Mu Zi Hong’s hairy thighs. A burst of tingling from the clitoris straight to the depths of the uterus, the abdomen suddenly overflowed a torrent, my whole body violent spasm, finally in the hands of Mu Zihong reached orgasm.

Hot juices gushed wildly from between my legs, I never thought I’d leak so much, and so hot, and the air was instantly filled with a kind of sourness that smelled of lust.

Mu Zi Hong’s hand slowly moved away, my body softened, my mouth gasping for breath, my whole body still in a state of excitement. Somehow, even though I had reached orgasm, I still had a feeling of not having enough, my empty lower body was still yearning to be filled with something.

By this time, my person had already slipped off Mu Zihong’s lap and fell softly onto the sofa, not yet fully back in the right state of mind. Mu Zi Hong suddenly pushed away Qing Zi stood up, his throat let out a ho-ho sound, crotch of a penis rushed up to the sky, in the light glittering saliva moisturized luster. He stared at me with unblinking eyes, breathing heavily through his nose, his eyes looked like they were burning with two flames.

I was suddenly terrified, and my whole body stiffened with the look of a male begging for sex. And I was at the weakest point of my will; if he really had to make love to me, even I wasn’t sure I could necessarily refuse him. Because my nipples and hot slit were telling me that I was looking forward to a real fuck myself.

Mu Zi Hong stared straight at my naked pussy, while I even lost the courage to close my legs, just when my tension was about to rise to the limit, he suddenly let out a low growl and violently turned around to push Qing Zi, who had just stood up, down. Qing Zi was taken by surprise, and with a cry of surprise, he fell down onto the table in front of the sofa. Mu Zi Hong pounced like a wild beast, his knees spreading her legs apart and his erected manhood stabbing into his groin from behind in one go!

“Ooohhh ……” Kiyoko let out a pleasurable cry and immediately started to cooperate with his pumping, standing on her tiptoes to make her buttocks stick up even higher. Only to see that between the two white buttocks, a thick and black meat stick kept pulling out and not going in again.

I knew I shouldn’t look at such a lewd scene anymore, but my eyes couldn’t help but stick to it. Without looking for a while, my body started to burn again, the passion that had just receded once again surged back, and I couldn’t help but twist my legs together and rub against each other again.

Sumi brought her mouth to my ear and softly said in a voice as thin as a mosquito fly, “Minmin, tell me the truth. You want this in your heart too, don’t you?”

Having already climaxed once, my shyness and reserve were much lighter than before, and after a slight hesitation I nodded with a red face, hurriedly adding later, “But it’s not going to work …… The most I can do is to act like I did just now, but I can’t let him actually stick it in… …”

Sumi smiled softly and said quietly, “Am I to understand that as long as it’s not his cock that’s sticking in, right?”

My heart pounded furiously, and just by hearing those words, I got wet again between my legs and let out a vague “uh-huh”.

Sumi was silent behind me, so I didn’t pay much attention to it, but a few seconds later, there was a sudden sensation of contact with an object on my bare buttocks. I looked back and screamed out in horror.

I saw Sumi kneeling on the sofa, a foot-long black rubber dildo tethered to her crotch, the fake glans was beautifully made, with tiny protrusions on top of it, it looked full of lewdness.

“Sumi, you …… you ……” I was so panicked that I couldn’t even speak, all I could feel was a tingling in my womb, and my sensitive clitoris began to fill with blood again.

“Come on, Minmin. This is the latest simulation product, not only is it stretchy, even the temperature and touch are similar to the human body ……” Sumi ate and laughed, and just like Mu Zi Hong did with Kiyoko, she swooped me up on the couch and spread my thighs with her knees.

“Ah …… no-” I exclaimed, twisting my body to avoid it. But the buttock flaps had already been parted, and then a round object slowly squeezed inside. The sensation of being invaded by a foreign object made me instantly go limp, the strength to struggle disappearing without a trace, and another gush of juices bubbled out of my slit. With a sharp thrust, Sumi sent the dildo deep into my cunt.

My whole body was electrified. The dildo was really extremely realistic, the protrusions on the glans scraped against the inner walls of my vagina, even more so than when my husband’s real one was inserted. Almost immediately I felt intense pleasure, secretions gushed out in large quantities, the fire of desire in my body rose anew, and moans came out of my mouth again.

Dildo in the vagina pumping, I can not imagine that I will be with a woman in his life so false phoenix, never experienced the strange stimulation flooded the heart, because subconsciously do not feel that this is unfaithful to their husbands, I was even more involved than a moment ago, the intense pleasure soon swept through the body of each and every cell. I can not help but buck up my buttocks, wholeheartedly enjoy the indulgence of carnal desire.

But not even a minute had passed when Sumi suddenly picked me up and pranced off the couch. My body in the air caused me to jump in shock, and before I could say anything, Sumi had already lowered me down on the casemate, surprisingly on Kiyoko’s back.

“What’s going on?” Stunned and confused, I strained to turn over, only to feel that the dildo had slipped out quite a bit from between my legs, and the other end seemed to be empty. Fixing my eyes on it again, Sumi was tying the other end of the strap-on to Mu Zi Hong’s body.

“What …… is this for?” I was so surprised that I could hardly believe my eyes, and instinctively wanted to sit up. But Mu Zi Hong suddenly pushed his waist forward, and the dildo violently penetrated my vagina again, and my whole body was knocked down, a scream escaping from my mouth as I once again felt the pinch of those small particles rubbing over my vagina at high speed.

“Minmin, I can finally make love to you …… finally ……” Mu Zihong shouted excitedly, jerking his waist, thrusting the dildo deep into my vagina one after the other. My brain was a mess, my legs were spread wide apart, and my body mechanically endured his onslaught. This posture, this action, I should say that there is no difference with real sexual intercourse, but what he inserted into me was a dildo.

I was confused for a moment.

“Don’t be afraid, Minmin.” Sumi stood next to me and looked at me and said softly, “With this method, you’re not really making love to Mr. Mu, but it allows him to experience the pleasure of possessing you. I’m sure this will help him recover completely.”

“Ah, this …… this is too embarrassing ……” My whole body trembled, vaguely feeling that this was very wrong, but there was no way to change the fait accompli. My private parts are being rapidly threaded in and out by a dildo, while the other end of the dildo is tied to Mu Zihong’s belly. Through this dildo, the two of us were connected as one, doing the most naked and primitive coitus in the world.

At the moment, I was lying on my back on Qing Zi’s back, and their skin was touching each other intimately. Mu Zi Hong was thrusting into both of us at the same time, with each stroke of his waist, his split and dildo poked into Qing Zi’s and my vaginas respectively, causing our bodies to rock back and forth on the table at the same time, and at the same time letting out moans of passion.

“Minmin, this looks so good …… it makes me feel …… like I’m really possessing you ……” Mu Zihong His face contorted with excitement, he leaned over and pressed heavily on me, both hands holding my plump breasts and rubbing them wantonly, sending the dildo as deep as possible into my vagina with each stroke.

“Ah …… ah ah ah ……” I moaned almost wildly, both of my long, slender legs resting on his shoulders, the feeling of impropriety quickly overwhelmed by the waves of pleasure that flooded over me. This feeling of enjoying the pleasure of being violated but not really losing my virginity was marvelous, I completely threw away my worries and thoroughly immersed myself in this new and fast game ……

After Mu Zi Hong had galloped to his heart’s content for a few moments, he suddenly pulled me up, his palms resting on my plump buttocks, and I couldn’t help but wrap my arms around his head. Since the dildo was worn on the belly, the part of the union became higher, and my legs had to wrap around his ribs to maintain balance. Mu Zi Hong kneaded my ass flesh while burying his head between my full and high breasts, taking turns sucking on those two erect nipples.

I’ve never made love like this before, and once again an indescribable thrill flooded through my heart, and in this moment the shadow of my husband had all but disappeared from my mind ……

I don’t know how long it took, but during Mu Zihong’s high-speed thrusts, Kiyoko’s screams suddenly rose an octave higher. My heart was pounding wildly, knowing that she must have ejaculated, her vagina contracted violently as if it was infected. Standing next to the Sumi suddenly reached out and pressed on the root of the dildo, there was actually a stream of hot liquid sprayed out from it, I was unexpectedly scalded by the hot screams, trembling body ushered in another orgasm of the night……

(x)

“Minmin, tell me honestly, what kind of job are you working now?” Hubby asked coldly.

The ward is filled with a heavy smell of smoke, the husband’s face is gloomy, holding a cigarette in his hand smothered inhalation, as soon as I saw me walk in on the splitting of the head to ask so.

With a thump in my heart, I forced a smile and said, “Why are you asking about this nicely?”

Hubby grimaced, “I’ve asked you several times, but you digress each time incoherently.”

“Where? I told you, it’s a part-time job at a private clinic.” I was a little nervous, but I did my best to remain calm on the surface, “Something like a secretarial nature, answering the phone every day, organizing files and whatnot ……”

“Really?” Hubby looked straight at me with both eyes.

“Of course.” I hid the uneasiness in my heart and gave him an uncharacteristically blank look, stomping my foot and snapping, “Don’t you trust me yet?”

In the past, as long as I played this little wife pampered look, my husband will be my rule of obedience, busy everything is obedient to me, but this time it does not work. He is still full of skepticism, said: “I am hard to believe that there is any part-time job so lucrative, can all pay the medical bills not to mention, but also to pay off the arrears sent home! Unless it’s being a prostitute ……”

The last three words he muttered in a whisper, rattling off just as he finished, but I could already hear it quite clearly, the netting he was carrying in his hand falling to the ground, fruit rolling all over the place.

“Zhiqiang! What …… are you talking about?” I asked, my eyes wide open and my body trembling.

When my husband saw me reacting so strongly, he seemed to regret it a little, his lips moved in desire, but he didn’t say anything, he just continued to smoke his cigarette in silence.

I took one step closer to the bed and said in a trembling voice, “You think your wife makes money by being a whore and having sex with many, many different men?”

My voice was full of anger and aggression. Originally I was a little weak about my current job and felt that I was the one who had lost my virginity, after all, I did have a relationship with another man that went beyond the boundaries. However, since I had never actually had sex, subconsciously I didn’t think I had lost my virginity.

A “whore” is not only a real seller of her body, but also a seller of her body to many people without any shame. I don’t think I’ve ever fallen into that category, and I never think of it even when I’m secretly kicking myself, but my husband’s comment immediately made me feel very aggrieved.

“That’s not what I meant ……” said my husband, inhaling deeply and a bit annoyed, “Just take it as I’m rambling, I take back what I just said… …”

“No, you have to spell it out for me.” I stomped my foot, tears welling up in my eyes, “Why would you suddenly say something like that when you’re being nice?”

Hubby hesitated for a moment and said, “Yesterday a friend from school came to see me and said that he had seen you hitching a ride with a girl several times, as if you were familiar with her. And that girl was a professional call girl who he happened to have whored …… out before.”

“Nonsense! How could Kiyoko be a professional call girl?” I interrupted him angrily, “Who is that friend of yours? How can you slander someone’s reputation like that?”

Hubby sighed and said, “Minmin, you’re too simple-minded and too pretty, I’m really worried that you’ll be deceived by someone. Maybe that girl is not a call girl, but she must have rolled in the wind industry. My friend may be exaggerating a bit, but the world is never without wind and waves ……”

“So you suspected me of being a prostitute because I was hanging out with her.” It dawned on me that my husband has always been a very suspicious person, and used to even see me talking and laughing with other men for a couple of moments and get paranoid.

Hubby didn’t deny it, “Anyway, this kind of person won’t be any good. Promise me okay? Just stop hanging out with her, or something will happen sooner or later ……”

I was so angry that I really wanted to have a fight with him, but thinking that he was a patient, I held my tongue and said with a stubborn twist of my head, “I’ll make up my own mind. Don’t worry, I can protect myself.”

My husband repeatedly persuaded me, but I refused to let go, the atmosphere was very stagnant, and finally I gambled and simply left the hospital room early.

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At night, when Kiyoko drove me to the private clinic, I couldn’t help but tell her about it, my tone full of apologies. I thought she’d be upset, but she just gave a suave shrug and said she didn’t mind at all.

“Actually, your husband wasn’t wrong.” Kiyoko said, “How different am I from a call girl now? It’s just that the only person I serve is Mr. Mu.”

I was silent.

“Not allergic to sensitization, I’d like to ask.” Kiyoko glanced at me and said seriously, “You just said that you don’t feel like you lost your virginity, do you really think so?”

“Yeah! Wasn’t it you who told me that? As long as a man’s …… man thing isn’t really inserted it’s not a loss of virginity.” I blushed and said, “I’m different from you, Mr. Mu he …… he used a prop on me…”

“That’s true, but losing one’s virginity or not can sometimes not be judged by the flesh alone.” Qing Zi “puffed” and laughed, “In your conscience, aren’t you enjoying the pleasure of making love with Mr. Mu on a sensual and psychological level?”

I was dumbfounded, biting my lip to keep quiet, my heart couldn’t help but feel a deer in the headlights. That night under the effect of alcohol and the atmosphere of the movie disk infection, we three women and one man played a lewd game. Mu Zihong used a dildo to penetrate my body, allowing me for the first time to completely abandon my reserve as a human woman, and forgetting to reach an orgasm in front of outsiders.

And Mu Zi Hong himself finally managed to become one with Kiyoko, which Sumi said was a huge progress in the healing process. Although I was very ashamed of my disorientation afterward, I also felt that it was always a good thing to make progress anyway. However, even though Mu Zi Hong was able to enter the woman’s body, he was still unable to ejaculate, and he was only able to penetrate Kiyoko with the real thing when I was involved and he was possessing me with the dildo.

This situation is of course very embarrassing, but I can not refuse, Sumi said that for the time being, we can only take it slowly, and find ways to gradually reduce his dependence on me. I was conflicted, my mind was telling me that playing games with someone like this, even though it wasn’t really sex, was essentially the same as cheating on him. But deep inside there is another voice shouting, you are just and a rubber meat stick to have intimate contact, which should essentially be regarded as masturbation …… results I finally to the voice compromised.

After that, Mu Zihong would play this “game” with me every night. Except for the fact that he didn’t insert his genitals into my vagina, we did almost everything that a couple can do. From the beginning of hugging, to caressing each other’s bodies, to gasping and moaning, and then trying various combining positions, to the end of the dildo can be like ejaculation sprayed a stream of hot water. That feeling of being powerfully sprayed by a hot stream of hot water against my uterus was so much like real lovemaking that every time my orgasm came, I would be hit with such intense pleasure that I would almost faint, creating the illusion that I was really having sex with Mu Zihong.

And although Mu Zihong’s sexual function hadn’t fully recovered, his skills in flirting and lovemaking were awesome as hell, and every night he was able to send me to orgasm more than once. Gradually, I perceived that my flesh became more and more sensitive, and would easily be moved by the slightest teasing, and the desire I showed was considerably more exuberant than before.

In the past, I never “active want” time, always in the husband’s request to passively bear with the cooperation. But now I often have sudden thoughts related to “sex”, followed by a flurry of hot face and heartbeat, and soon become slightly moist between my legs.

I didn’t dare to think about the reason for this change, which made me feel ashamed from the bottom of my heart. While Mu Zihong’s penis was recovering step by step, I myself was also changing unconsciously, my mature flesh was like a fertile land that was being gradually developed, and the sexual desire that had been hidden in it was being stimulated little by little. I subconsciously even have a kind of absurd feeling, Sumi’s treatment program is not so much treating Mu Zihong’s sexual function, but rather transforming me into a sex tool.

Right now, I was very eager for real coitus, both physically and psychologically. I hadn’t experienced it for almost half a year since my husband fell ill, and Mu Zihong had given me that feeling all over again, and despite the fact that he was using a dildo, I still found myself subjugated to his body.

At least every night when I was “playing the game”, I was getting more and more into it every day, and I could say that I was completely addicted to the mire of carnal desire.

Only the mind retains the last vestiges of clarity, struggling with the chasm between desire and reason ……

“Hey, we’re here already! Minmin why are you still staring?” Kiyoko’s crisp voice interrupted my thoughts, and I snapped back to my senses, only to realize that the car had already stopped a long time ago.

“Ah, was just thinking about something on my mind ……” I said shyly, unbuckling my seatbelt and getting out of the car.

Kiyoko retracted the car door and suddenly giggled, winking mischievously, “What can make you think so intently and blush like this? Tell me the truth! Are you looking forward to that ‘thing’?

“Hmm?”

“No …… no la! Who’s looking forward to that?” My cheeks heat up even more and I hang my head in denial.

Kiyoko made a face, “Don’t be tough, my good Minmin! Or else I’ll ask Mr. Mu to punish you properly later, so that you’ll have orgasms and your legs will be so weak that you won’t be able to get out of bed the next day!”

“Ah, you bully me!” I feinted and reached out to hit her. Kiyoko laughed and scattered.

Although I knew she was joking, but the words still made my heart beat faster, my breasts wrapped in the bra seemed to have spiked up, I involuntarily gasped a little, and my legs were a little sore as I followed Kiyoko.

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Early in the morning, the sunlight shone on my eyelids a little stinging, I woke up leisurely, confused, rubbed my eyes, only to feel dizzy, my body lying in a soft and warm place, like a meat cushion is very comfortable.

I let out a languid “hmmm”, sleepily turning my head on my side to go back to sleep, but there seemed to be a snoring sound in my ears, and a stream of hot air blowing regularly into my face.

“Ah!” My eyes snapped open and I was shocked to realize that I was completely naked and huddled on the couch with a man in my arms. No, rather it should be lying on his side, using half of his body as a bed.

“Mu Zihong!” I saw his face clearly and my whole cheeks burned, not realizing that I would be sleeping so intimately with this man. The back of my head was resting on his arm, a head of long black hair was draped over his chest, my naked torso was curled up in that wide embrace like a kitten, a pair of smooth pink thighs touched the hairy firm muscles, and surprisingly, they were entangled with each other tightly with his legs.

Mu Zihong, on the other hand, was straddling me on his back, his left arm bent inward over my breasts, his palm full of my hot breasts, his right hand wedged between the roots of my legs, buried deep in the soft, dark clump of pubic hair.

I could feel the unobstructed pressure of his palm against my privates, while a strange touch came from my belly and something hot and hard pressed against my stomach. That’s ……

My heart pounded furiously, and all of a sudden I was fully awake in my groggy brain, flashing back to the events of last night. When Kiyoko and I entered the door as usual, I was greeted by a piece of buttercream cake with candles lit.

“Happy birthday!” Mu Zihong handed over the cake with a smile. I froze for a moment before remembering that today was my birthday. I’ve been so busy and tired these past few months that I forgot about my birthday.

“Thanks.” I was touched, “How did you know it was my birthday?”

“You mentioned it to me once before when we were chatting in the bar, don’t you remember?” Mu Zi Hong smiled.

I froze, as if I didn’t remember telling him about my birthday, but I didn’t bother to think too much about it. Mu Zihong took out another beautifully packaged gift box. Open a look, inside is a bottle of French “Lancôme” brand perfume.

Sumi interjected from the side and said, “Minmin, this is something Mr. Mu specially prepared for you. In fact, he mentioned this to me two days earlier, saying that he wanted to take you out for dinner as a token of appreciation. I said that your husband will definitely celebrate your birthday then, so we shouldn’t bother, so I finally decided to buy a cake to show my appreciation. The perfume was also specially picked out for you by Mr. Mu, so I hope you won’t be polite and accept it.”

I thanked and took it, and while I was happy, I couldn’t help but feel resentment towards my husband welling up in my heart. Even Mu Zihong, an outsider, remembered my birthday, but my husband forgot, it seems he didn’t care about me at all.

After making a wish and blowing out the candles, the cake was cut. Mu Zihong proposed to have some more wine to celebrate. Originally, I had resolved not to drink any more wine since the night I watched the movie, but somehow I agreed to do it again today.

At first I reminded myself to only drink a small amount, but gradually I couldn’t control it. Qingzi and the girls took turns to toast again, and as a result, I soon had five or six points of drunkenness, and my body gradually warmed up. Mu Zihong then came over to help me take off my clothes …… but then the next thing but all can’t remember, could it be that ……

I shrieked at the thought and my body instinctively broke free from Mu Zi Hong’s arms, instantly waking him up.

“You’re awake? Why don’t you get some more sleep, Minnie ……?” He said with a yawn as his sleepy eyes were fishy and loose.

“How did I …… I sleep here with you?” I blushed bright red and moved his hands on my breasts and privates before pulling my legs out of the tight tangle.

“Oh, everyone got drunk last night, so no one went home, they all slept here all night.” Mu Zi Hong said and nudged towards the side, following the line of sight, only to see Qing Zi and Su Mei lying naked on the carpet, the two of them were also embracing each other, the sound of deep snuffling could be clearly heard, they were also both still in sound sleep.

I settled down a little and looked down at my body, there was no sweaty stickiness or relics of male or female intercourse, and my private parts were normal, with no sensation that they had ever been violated. My body is very sensitive, even with a dildo into the vagina, the next day after waking up between the legs there will be a noticeable feeling of rising. But now there was nothing abnormal, which meant that Mu Zi Hong had not done anything to me last night.

But in spite of that, it was naked and Mu Zihong who slept with me all night, and was still being held in his arms like this. I was still a little ashamed in my heart, thinking that I was really becoming more and more like an indulgent woman.

“Don’t worry, I didn’t touch you last night.” Mu Zi Hong said softly, “I swear, I just slept with my arms around you and did nothing else ……”

“I know.” I whispered, and was about to step off the couch, but I didn’t expect to feel some heaviness in my head just as I stood up, so it seemed like I was really drunk last night. As a result, before my body could stand still, I was hugged back by a pair of strong arms around my waist.

“Where are you going?” Mu Zi Hong’s mouth was puffing hot air in my ear, and his palms had pressed onto my plump breasts, tenderly rubbing the bare and high breasts. I wanted to push him away, but the moment that hot breath came in, my whole body’s strength disappeared all of a sudden, and my legs were sore and weak.

“Ah …… I just want to wake up Kiyoko and the girls …… It’s time to go back ……” I gasped. The effects of the alcohol hadn’t completely worn off yet, and my whole body was as light as a ball of cotton, and although my sanity was clear, my willpower and defenses were fragile and vulnerable.

“Don’t scream, they drank more than you last night, it’s better to let them sleep a little longer.” Mu Zi Hong skillfully twisted my nipple tip and hugged my naked body more tightly, “Anyway, it’s still early, you can’t rush back, otherwise it’s dangerous to drive before you’ve sobered up.”

I think about it, so also soft, half-push, half-obliged to lean on him, let him wantonly satisfy the desire of the hands and feet, the two sensitive nipples from the gusts of pleasure, my breathing quickly and sharply up, between the two legs has been a feeling of wetness. After these days of constantly “playing games”, my body has become very easy to move, a little stimulation will secrete love juice.

Mu Zi Hong obviously felt my reaction to his teasing, one hand continued to caress my breasts, the other hand downward, forcibly inserted into the inner side of my thighs together, fingers rolled up the pubic hairs above the pubic mound crack gently ruffling, at the same time stimulate the clitoris that has been filled with blood and erected. I immediately trembled all over my body, my legs suddenly came from a hot hard feeling, looked down, the penis is high up against me, black with reddish glans looks particularly eye-catching.

“Ah!” I couldn’t help but let out a gasp of surprise, instinctively wanting to reach out and push. But Mu Zi Hong smoothly grabbed my hand and held the phallus, and a solid hardness and fullness came from my palm all of a sudden, my heartbeat accelerated at once, and I only felt a hot fire running straight up in my belly, and my throat burned.

“Rub it for me, will you? Minmin!” Mu Zi Hong said in a pleading voice, “I’ve been holding it in since last night, it’s really hard, help me get it out okay?”

My heart instantly softened, thinking of last night because of my birthday celebration, the result is not “play the game”, and he slept with his arms around the naked me the whole night without violating, must be very hard to hold back, refusal words can no longer speak, can only bite his lips and do not make a sound. Mu Zi Hong can see that I have acquiesced, face reveals joy, began to manipulate my hand for him to set penis.

“I …… m afraid I can’t get it out by myself, why don’t I wake up Kiyoko and help you together?” I said a bit overwhelmed.

“No need, she hasn’t sobered up yet.” Mu Zi Hong kissed my earlobe lightly, “Besides, I want to try what it’s like to be just the two of us, maybe we can let go more physically and mentally.”

My heart jumped wildly. In the past, this game was always participated by three or even four people. Though the atmosphere of lewdness is very strong, but it is always a little constrained, subconsciously do not want to give people the impression of “the most slutty”. Today was the first time that there were only two of us, which made me a little nervous, but that guilty and exciting mindset grew exponentially. I could feel my whole body burning, and my uterus was trembling deep inside, so I unconsciously took the initiative to manipulate the penis in my hand.

“That’s right……that’s it……well……harder……more Harder……Faster……”

Mu Zi Hong was happy to let go of his hand and used only his mouth to direct my gestures and rhythm. Since I had been used to seeing this thing for a while now, I didn’t have any sense of shyness, although I felt a little embarrassed at the beginning to masturbate for someone, but it quickly disappeared, and was replaced by the maturity and skill of being a human woman, I got the hang of it completely in no more than two strokes, and comprehended how to make him the most comfortable.

It was only natural for me to gaze at my cock as I worked it up and down with my hand. It was not only long, but also thick, and my small hand just about filled it. The egg-sized glans was no more than a foot or so away from me, the slightest trace of white was already oozing from the eye of the horse, and a pungent scent characteristic of semen was clearly audible. I couldn’t help but feel a sense of excitement, the odor had completely awakened the instincts of females, looking at that majestic prick, I actually had the urge to bend over.

The thought made me blush with shame, but I couldn’t get it out of my head, a burst of tingling continued to come from between Mu Zi Hong’s fingers, he used his entire palm to caress my already wet pussy, while I quickly stroked his cock up and down. An electric current of pleasure rushed through my head, and I was almost in a trance, unable to believe that I would indulge to this extent, that I would cuddle up with a man and masturbate each other, yet it was the truth.

“Mmmm …… mmmm ……” I let out a moving moan, my body trembling. Mu Zi Hong looked at me with satisfaction in his eyes and strengthened the attack on his hands. Intense pleasure spread from my lower body and nipples, spreading to every inch of my body. The fire of desire in my body continued to rise, and soon climbed to the peak, finally uncontrollably leaking, a large amount of hot juice gurgling out of my slit.

I moaned wildly at this moment, creating a brief dizziness and a pause in the lapping motion of my hand.

By the time I gasped back, my body was limp on the couch, my legs spread wide and helpless.

The cool breeze was blowing directly on the exposed privates, and I could feel my vagina contracting one at a time, so empty inside that it was longing passionately to be filled.

Mu Zihong got off the couch naked and walked back holding a box, opening it in front of me. I raised my eyes and shuddered in my soul. I only saw that there were six or seven dildos of different shapes inside, thick and thin, long and short, straight and curved, and each one was lifelike.

“Minnie, I’m going to put every dildo inside you so you can experience a variety of different feelings. “

These words made my heart beat furiously again, and before I could say anything, Mu Zi Hong had already picked up a dildo and aimed it at my slit, slowly stabbing it inward.

“Ahhhh ……” I screamed as the dildo penetrated deeper into my vagina and the emptiness was relieved, the electric pleasure flooding my body once again, my flaccid legs unable to close at all, allowing the thing made of rubber to penetrate smoothly.

This one was a little softer than the one I usually used, not very powerful, but better in terms of elasticity, and it was very comfortable being clamped against the inner walls of my vagina. I moaned in contentment, gripping the couch tightly with both hands as the heat in my belly re-gathered, closing my eyes to feel the thrill of the pumping, soon on the verge of peaking again.

But just at this moment, Mu Zi Hong suddenly pulled the dildo out, which is like letting me suddenly fall down from heaven, the contrast of the huge sense of emptiness immediately spread all over the body, I’m so hard that I almost want to shed tears, and I can’t help but scream out, “Don’t ……”

Mu Zihong smiled slightly, picked up the other dildo in the box and came over, saying in a seductive low voice, “Minmin, I always respect your …… You said yourself, do you want this one of mine put in?”

I reddened, the desire in my heart has risen to the top, but I have to personally plead with him to put in, such a shameful words can not be said for a while. Even with my husband to really enjoy the bedtime pleasure, the nature of the shy I have never been a passive bearer, although it will not be able to hide the body’s pleasure, but has never taken the initiative to open the mouth to ask for pleasure.

Mu Zi Hong, however, as if determined to make me submit, hand holding the dildo slowly scratched along the edge of the slit, from time to time plunging into a little and pulling it out, each contact brought a burst of more intense tingling. My body was spasming, I could feel my engorged clitoris was opening and closing, the flood of juices might gush out of control at any moment.

The fire of lust burned hotter and hotter in my body, gradually incinerating all my reserve and self-respect, I couldn’t help but let out a trembling voice: “To …… to …… I want to… …”

“What do you want?” Mu Zihong’s eyes glowed, “Say it, Minmin …… what do you want from me? Quickly say it, you promised me to play into it ……”

“Put it in …… I want you to put it in ……” I wriggled anxiously, my whole body and mind collapsing as I finally said something that even I couldn’t believe.

As soon as the words were out of my mouth, the dildo did indeed penetrate. I let out a long sigh of relief, and with both legs crossed high, I began to enjoy that pleasure of being filled again. Mu Zi Hong also got excited and once again pulled my hand to his crotch. Without even thinking, I started to lasso his penis again, but it didn’t take long for the intense pleasure to make my whole body tremble so badly that I was once again unable to continue the movements of my hand.

Mu Zi Hong didn’t seem to care much, pulling this dildo out again and replacing it with another one in the box. In this way, he tried one by one, and after this one was pulled out, that one was probed to be rubbed at the mouth of the hole.

And each time, I have to tease me a little bit first by asking that same question, “Do you want this one in? Hmm?”

I initially a few times still a bit unable to put face, to delay for a while before reluctantly answer. But then as the number of times increased, coupled with the increasing pleasure, I gradually fell into a frenzy, no other thoughts in my head, almost a reflex to repeat: “To …… put it in …… to ……”

The room echoed with my moans of extreme pleasure as each of these dildos brought me a completely different sensation. Some were particularly thick and could rise up my vagina, while others were particularly long and were able to probe all the way down into the depths of my vagina.

Some were densely covered with pellets on the glans, while others had a lot of wrinkles on the rod. This gave me the feeling of being penetrated by many men in turn, feeling both humiliated and incredibly aroused.

Unprecedented orgasms came in waves, I never thought that a woman’s orgasm could be so continuous, and more raging than once, I was powerless and at the mercy of Mu Zi Hong, my repeated ejaculations made me about to faint, my consciousness was already completely blurred, and I only hoped that such pleasure could be endless.

In a trance, I seemed to feel Mu Zi Hong sitting on his knees in front of me, spreading my legs even further apart, and another hard object gently rubbing at my slit, his low male voice asking with a little tremor, “Do you want this one inserted? Do you want it?”

I was already completely overwhelmed by carnal desire, and without thinking, I gasped, “Want …… to stick it in …… to stick it in quickly …… “

As soon as the words were out of my mouth, a huge object quickly stabbed its way in. A tearing sensation came from my lower body as I felt my labia forced open, my love-juice well-lubricated pussy eagerly welcoming the visitor, taking in most of the object at once. But at that very instant, I suddenly realized that this prick was different from the previous ones, carrying a kind of fire that only a human body can have.

“Could it be ……” a thought broke into my mind like lightning, my body suddenly stiffened and the inner walls of my vagina abruptly contracted, trying to stop this prick from going any deeper, while at the same time an exclamation of shock escaped my lips, “Are you …… you this is ……”

I raised my head while exclaiming in shock, wanting to look towards my private parts. But Mu Zi Hong’s upper body pressed down violently, opened his mouth and sealed my lips and kissed me passionately, at the same time, his crotch pushed forward hard, and the wet and smooth tender flesh of the vagina was immediately attacked by layers, and the whole prick completely disappeared into my body all of a sudden!

“Ah!” My scream was gagged and my entire body arched. The impact hit the deepest part of my vagina, breaking into places that had never been reclaimed before. I very clearly felt the thick glans slamming heavily against the mouth of my uterus, and the intense pleasure that I can’t describe with words and ink suddenly spread to every cell, my whole body shivered involuntarily, and the hot pussy cum poured out in a tide, and with just this one stroke, I climaxed again.

Mu Zi Hong finally let go of my mouth, gasping for air and pressing down on me, his penis pumping forcefully into his vagina, hitting the mouth of his uterus with each stroke. My tears flowed down, and I couldn’t tell if it was pain, pleasure or excitement, and I suddenly lowered my head and bit down on his shoulder. Mu Zihong’s cheeks twisted in pain, yet the gleam in his eyes was even more excited, and his penis became even harder, filling his delicate vagina to the brim with barely any empty space to be found.

“Finally …… it’s in …… ooooohhhh …… it’s so tight …… Minmin …… Your vagina …… ah …… is even tighter than I thought ……… …It’s fantastic ……” Mu Zi Hong complained obliviously, forcibly lifting my legs and pressing them down towards my own chest again. My waist was forced to bend, my knees pressed down on my own plump breasts, my snow-white naked buttocks high in the air. Now I could clearly see that what was moving in and out of that union at high speed was clearly Mu Zi Hong’s own prick!

Even though I already knew this was the answer, seeing it with my own eyes still sent a shock through me, and I realized that I had truly lost my virginity, with a second man’s life-affirming manhood intruding into my garden, in addition to my husband’s!

No matter what, I couldn’t undo this fact, I suddenly felt self-loathing, but at the same time there was a kind of relief, and the desire to indulge immediately dominated my soul, and I began to unleash all my passion, and did everything I could to meet my partner’s thrusts.

“…… ah …… gently …… pushed up to the top …… oooooooh …… oooo…… hey…… too deep…… oooo… …

Oooh …… don’t …… ah …… oooooooh …… going to leak… …leaking …… ah…” I abandoned all dignity, my mouth babbling, lewd words that I would normally be ashamed to scream bubbling up. Wholeheartedly and fully committed to this intense coitus.

“Let it out …… Minmin …… Let it all out ……” Mu Zihong shouted excitedly, veins rippling on his forehead , the crotch accelerated the rhythm of movement. That behemoth seemed like it was going to break through my uterus, penetrate my entire being, and kept pounding my nerves.

Lustful pleasure surged all over my body, I completely lost my mind, immersed in this boundless sea of lust, my moans turned into wild screams and shouts, my fingers sunk deep into the muscles of Mu Zi Hong’s shoulders and back, the passionate pleasure that I have never felt before in my life was driven by a strong and powerful push, and I kept on reaching the peaks, and the waves were even higher than each other. In the extreme pleasure, I suddenly felt the meat stick in my body began to bounce violently, at the same time a hot hot stream of spurt out, powerful knock on the uterus wall, I let out a scream of excitement to the extreme, both eyes rolled over and fainted ……

(xi)

I don’t know how long it took, but I woke up leisurely, only to feel that my whole body didn’t even have the slightest bit of strength left, and I was soft in a man’s arms as if my bones had been taken away. I opened my eyes and saw myself and Mu Zi Hong nakedly entangled together. His two hands were holding my plump breasts, and a hot mouth was kissing my face tenderly.

“Thank you, Minmin, really thank you ……” the low voice murmured, “You’ve made me a real man …… I really love you to death, Minmin ……”

I listened in bewilderment, my body suddenly trembling. The orgasmic pleasure had completely receded and sanity returned to my mind. There was a wet and warm feeling coming from my thighs, and a sticky liquid was slowly pouring out of my vaginal opening. With that kind of stickiness and warmth, one could tell without looking that it was 100% a man’s semen!

–I had sex with another man! It wasn’t a game …… it was real sex!

A voice cried out in the back of my mind, and my whole body went cold, as if I had fallen into an ice cellar at once, and with an involuntary cry of grief, I sat up violently on the upper part of my body.

“What’s wrong? Minmin!” Mu Zi Hong was startled by me and reached out to touch my shoulder.

I ducked away like a snake and rolled to the other end of the couch, my eyes welling up with tears as I stared at him and choked out, “You …… you promised you wouldn’t really …… stick it in… . you didn’t keep your word ……”

Mu Zi Hong spread out his hands with a rather innocent expression, “Before I inserted it, I already asked you first. It was you who said “yes”……”.

I was speechless for a moment. At that time, the dildos were inserted into my body one by one, and I subconsciously decided that the one I asked for was bound to be fake, and my body was at the peak of pleasure, and my mind was in a daze, so I didn’t even see when he showed the real one.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t know …… I thought you were just as willing as I was. After all, both of us were in love at that time, I dare say our bodies were strongly attracted to each other, it was the result of a watery situation …… “Mu Zi Hong’s words were more of a defense than an apology. It was obvious that he didn’t think he was at fault, instead he wanted me to accept his point of view as well.

“Okay, stop talking ……,” I interrupted, stepping off the couch and walking out naked and wooden to the shower in the bathroom next door.

Standing under the nozzle, the hot water clattered down on the naked body, between the legs there is still warm filth continues to climb down, until the bottom of the feet. I couldn’t help but cry, rinsing my private parts over and over again, but in my heart I also understand that no matter how much more can’t wash away the filth. In addition to my husband, another real man’s prick had broken into my body and left semen in my womb. I have lost the chastity of a human woman forever ……

Half an hour later, I left the bathroom and returned to my room. Kiyoko and Sumi had already woken up and were talking to Mu Zihong about something. As soon as she saw me come in, Kiyoko yelled, “Minmin, this guy said that he had sex with you only after getting your consent, is that true?”

I let out a grudging “hmmm”. It was the truth, after all, and there was no way I could deny it.

Kiyoko let out a long sigh of relief and said, “That’s good, I just suspected that he was using force, and was about to start punching him to teach him a lesson.” Said giggling.

I was so full of grievances that I couldn’t say anything, so I could only hang my head low. Sumi seemed to see that I looked different and comforted me, “Minmin, it’s normal for a woman to surrender to her desires, it’s no big deal. And with this last layer of obstacles broken, from now on you and Mr. Mu can also be more relaxed.”

“No, there’s no later …… ” I suddenly raised my eyes and said, “Since Mr. Mu has regained the ability to ejaculate, this job should be over, and I won’t be coming back here from tomorrow. “

Sumi froze for a moment and mused, “Although Mr. Mu was able to ejaculate today, there may still be repetitions. It will take a while of adjustment to normalize both physically and psychologically ……”

I shook my head, “No, the way the contact used to be, I could still tell myself that I was in therapy. But according to today like this ……,” I paused for a moment and looked at Mu Zihong and said ruefully, “I will feel that I have really become a prostitute. You pay money to get my body as a whole, what’s the difference between that and prostitution?”

Mu Zihong was still trying to make an effort to persuade me, “Minmin, we can resume the way we were before ……”

“No, I don’t think I’m going to be needed for future treatments, I’ve already made up my mind.”

My voice was very soft, but it was permeated with incomparable determination. Just now in the bathroom I thought clearly, I must make a decisive decision to break off the relationship with this man forever, or else I will inevitably fall deeper and deeper into the quagmire of mistakes.

When Sumi and Mu Zihong saw that things could not be undone, they agreed. Mu Zihong thanked me repeatedly and offered me a high salary as promised. Originally, he wanted to reward me with an additional amount, but I refused. I wanted him to understand that the relationship this morning was just an accident, and that I had not “sold” my virginity to him.

After getting dressed, Kiyoko drove me home in her car.

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When I got home, I was filled with such great shame and remorse that I literally felt I had no face to see anyone again.

It wasn’t until three days later that I regained the courage to visit my husband in the hospital. He thought I was gambling with him not to come, his face is not very good. I felt guilty, took the initiative to apologize to him, and obediently served him for a whole day, as a wife’s tenderness. Husband’s mood improved, and again with me to talk and laugh, but always like a little mopey.

I did not go back to work in the hotel in Sumi, that momentary indulgence and lead to the loss of virginity so that I have a deep guilt, now I even if I go back to do a three-point bar girl, I would feel very sorry for my husband. I re-found a job in the supermarket at home, although the salary is lower, but the money earned from Mu Zihong has been enough to support for a while, and as long as my husband is discharged from the hospital after surgery next month, the expenses of the family will immediately fall back. So I barely made it.

However, another thing made me feel vaguely afraid. That lovemaking with Mu Zihong made me experience an unprecedented orgasm, which I had never known before that coitus could reach such an intoxicating realm. That mountain of pleasure, the vagina was rising prick full of fullness, that hot glans top of the mouth of the uterus when the trembling, no matter how hard I try to inhibit themselves, every night or can not help but recall, so that the whole body hot and difficult to sleep.

I started sleeping naked and nude, but it also took me many hours of tossing and turning in bed to fall asleep, and every now and then I would have wet dreams about having sound sex with all sorts of different men, and then wake up the next morning to find my snow-white thighs clenched tightly under the blanket, and the bedspread a wet trail of ……

A month later, Dr. Smith gave my husband a second operation, the results were very successful, which finally let me put down the biggest worry, the first time in months to reveal a comfortable smile. After a few days of recuperation, my husband was discharged from the hospital, I took him back to the home to take care of him, explaining that he rested for a period of time before going to look for work.

Life began to get back on track, and I thought the most difficult days were behind me from then on, who knew that a bigger disaster had quietly opened its net and was waiting to swallow me completely ……

On the third day of my husband’s return home, I dragged my tired body from the supermarket to rush home from work, wanting to give him a good meal, but unexpectedly just entered the door of the house, I felt that something is not right. Hubby sat in the living room with a grimace, the atmosphere is suffocatingly heavy, as if there is a terrible storm is about to brew.

“I’m back, Chi-Qiang.” I said carefully, “What do you want to eat, I’ll make it for you!”

Before I could finish my sentence, my husband interrupted me with a sneer, “What, you still know how to come back tonight? Don’t you need to spend the night with your lover?”

I was stunned, almost could not believe my ears, trembling, “Zhiqiang you …… what did you say?”

“Still want to pretend in front of me?” Hubby’s forehead veins rippled and his face flesh shivered, “Do you think I’m really in the dark? You …… you …… you even went to sell your body to earn money ……”

There was a buzzing in my head, a heart tightened in a flash, and my face turned pale. Without a doubt, he must have known about what happened between Mu Zihong and me.

“Zhiqiang, I’m sorry!” My hot tears came out of my eyes, “But I …… am also forced to do nothing. You need money for your hospitalization, and your mother-in-law’s side needs money to pay off her debt, I really have no choice…”

Hubby s lips trembled, and his face showed a painful expression, “It is me who is useless, causing you to pick up such a heavy burden …… But I have been discharged from the hospital now, why do you still continue to go to sell your body ah? Do you think it’s easier to earn money that way and plan to sell for the rest of your life?”

I lost my voice and screamed, “I didn’t! I haven’t since a month ago ……”

My husband interrupted me again, growling furiously, “Stop lying! I have investigated everything clearly, you are the man surnamed Mu to the package, every day’s work is to go to bed with him! You willingly let him play with your body, not only do not feel that this is a kind of shame, but also like a slut like excitement, use every means to please him ……”

“No! No! I didn’t ……” I cried out in pain, shaking my head like a madman and shouting, “I was just helping him with his therapy to restore his sexual functioning, never willingly …… “

“Doing therapy? You’re lying to children with that kind of talk, right?” My husband grunted and suddenly picked up the remote control in his hand and pressed it, and the TV screen lit up. Only then did I notice that there was an extra VCR in the living room. While I was wondering in amazement, the picture had appeared on the screen. My eyes widened and the blood in my body froze.

What appeared in front of my eyes was the scene of Mu Zi Hong and I really having sex in Sumi’s clinic on the last day. He climbed up on the sofa and knelt down, lifted my legs to the sides and spread them apart, and his penis slowly came over to me, asking in a low voice, “Do you want this to come in? Want it?”

“To …… inserted …… quickly inserted ……” I gasped on the screen, and took the initiative to raise my snow-white rounded Butt to meet up, anxious in mid-air a shrug, that kind of hungry and anxious look, obviously calling for the other party’s insertion. Mu Zi Hong smiled triumphantly, violently and consistently to the bottom, the thick black meat stick whole did not into the white blossom buttock flesh. I let out a pleasurable scream, a pair of long and glossy legs can’t wait to wrap around his waist ……

“What kind of therapy goes to this extent? And look at you like this, how dare you say it wasn’t willingly?” Hubby laughed maniacally with some nerves, his eyes spitting fire as he glared at me, “Did he stick it in you really good? When you made love to me, you didn’t even let out such a lewd cry ……”

My whole body trembled and I felt that I was unable to say anything even if I had a thousand mouths. Indeed, how I look in the camera is a look of total devotion, full of excitement, my naked body writhing frantically, chasing after that most primitive pleasure.

“Where did this tape come from? Where did it come from?” I shouted at the top of my lungs.

My husband sneered and said, “I have long been suspicious of you, so I hired a private detective to investigate you. This was taken by him with a long-distance camera, what else can you say in your defense? Bitch! Not only are you shameless yourself, even my face is lost to you ……”

I was like a thunderbolt, my husband in my eyes like suddenly become a stranger, a face is so ugly. I made all the sacrifices for him, and he actually cared about losing his own face.

“Zhiqiang, you really can’t forgive me?” I asked him with my last glimmer of hope and teary eyes.

Hubby shook his head painfully, “I can forgive you for selling your body, but I can’t forgive you for the lechery and indulgence you’ve shown! Since you can experience such intense pleasure, you can continue to be your bitch ……”

Those last words were like a sharp blade breaking through my chest, and a sharp pain came over me as I shuddered uncontrollably, a coldness in my heart.

“Get out!” Hubby suddenly leapt up in a storm, grabbed a teacup and threw it, smashing it against the wall and cracking it in all directions. With hot tears streaming down my face, I covered my face and ran out, stumbling down the stairs.

The wind was so cold at night, I had no thoughts in my head, running aimlessly, the scenery in front of me all became a blur.

Suddenly, the sharp horn sounded, the dark night suddenly lit up the dazzling and eye-catching headlight beams, a car from the side front turned over violently. I let out a shriek, instinctively dodged to the side, but unexpectedly, I stepped on a foot, only to feel a burst of heaven and earth, and then I don’t know anything ……

***    ***    ***    ***

“Minmin, Minmin …… you’re awake ……”

In the drowsiness, it seems to hear a familiar voice screaming continuously. In the darkness of the world there is a little bit of light penetration, I struggled hard, and finally slowly opened my eyes.

Kiyoko’s face full of joy appeared in sight, she let out a cheer and tugged on my hand happily, “You finally woke up, thank goodness.”

“Did I …… I pass out? Is this a hospital?” I weakly supported my upper body and looked around me blankly. It was clearly a hospital room, the white walls presenting a quiet and serene atmosphere.

Kiyoko nodded, “I drove past your neighborhood and happened to see you fainted on the street, so I quickly brought you to the hospital. Just now, the doctor examined your body and said that you fainted due to a moment of emotional excitement, and that you would wake up soon, but it turned out that you still fainted for almost an hour yay……”

Just as he said that, another familiar baritone voice rang out, “Is Minmin okay?”

My body trembled, I raised my head and saw that it was Mu Zihong who walked into the ward, suddenly a hundred feelings surged through my heart, I couldn’t help but burst out at him, “It’s you! I’ve been victimized by you enough, what are you still here for? You go …… you go ah ……”

Mu Zi Hong seemed to be stunned by my scolding, Qing Zi made a stern gesture to him, he smiled bitterly and shrugged his shoulders as he exited the ward and brought the door with him.

“What’s going on? Minmin, tell me okay?” Kiyoko said softly as she sat on the edge of the bed and stroked the back of my hand.

I cried out, sobbed for a while, and told her everything.

“Your husband is such a loser!” Kiyoko said nonchalantly after hearing that, “You work hard to support him, but he still has the nerve to take the money to hire a private detective! And he still has the nerve to scold you, this kind of man is a real asshole!”

“That can’t all be his fault, it’s only natural that he would be angry when something like this happens ……” I choked out, “I know how much he loves me… . he must be mad as hell ……”

Kiyoko stared at me and suddenly sighed, “Minmin, maybe I shouldn’t have told you. Just now, when you were unconscious, I called your home. Your husband not only refused to come to the hospital to see you, but also said that from now on, your death or life has nothing to do with him ……”

It was like a pot of cold water poured over my head, and my whole body went cold, through and through!

– – more than ten years of conjugal love, but said to cut off can cut off, even if I am sorry you, but you really can bear to even my life and death are not concerned? Zhiqiang …… You are so cruel and heartless ……

“And there’s one more thing, Minmin.” Kiyoko looked like she was hesitating about something, and after a while she said, “Did you just say that the video was taken by a detective hired by your husband, and that it was of you and Mr. Mu having sex for the last time that morning?”

I gave a tearful “hmm”. Kiyoko’s face was grave as she continued, “Have you ever thought about it, that was more than a month ago from now, the video has been taken for so long, why did your husband not show his cards to you until tonight?”

My mind jumped, a more frightening thought came to me, but I didn’t dare to think about it in detail, and said in a trembling voice, “Maybe it …… was that he didn’t get his hands on it until today ……”

Kiyoko shook her head and said with certainty, “Having photographed such a decisive piece of evidence, if you were a detective, would you not immediately hand it over to your employer to collect the reward money, but instead hide it in your hands for more than a month? How in the world can such a strange thing happen?”

“That ……” Not only did my voice quiver, but my whole body was shivering uncontrollably.

Kiyoko calmly said, “That leaves only one explanation. Even though your husband got the video a long time ago, he held back the seizure until after he was discharged from the hospital because he still needed you to keep earning money to pay off his medical bills for him!”

“No, it can’t be! Zhiqiang wouldn’t be that kind of person!” I cried out with pathos, my heart absolutely unwilling to believe that this was the truth, but I couldn’t help but believe it. Thinking back now, after I had sex with Mu Zihong, my husband’s attitude towards me had been very strange, on the surface it was a calm appearance, but it always felt unnatural in many places.

–Is my husband such a person? He despises me in his heart for selling my body, but at the same time, he treats me as a tool to make money until after the operation, when he kicks me out for “disgracing him”?

The more I thought about it, the more I realized it was the case, and I stared straight ahead, as if a high wall in my heart had come crashing down.

Waves of shock continued to sweep through his body, and his mind buzzed as if he was going to pass out again at any moment.

Qing Zi looked at me with a sympathetic gaze, her eyes seemed to be a little red as well, and said in a low voice, “Minmin, don’t be too sad. There are still a lot of good men in the world, your husband doesn’t know how to cherish you, just find another better one to show him ……”

I couldn’t hold it back any longer and suddenly collapsed into her arms, once again losing my voice and rolling out large teardrops.

Kiyoko busily opened her arms around me and kept softly comforting me, and it was only after a while that I slowly stopped crying.

“Knock knock” the knocking sound sounded, Qing Zi frowned, stood up and opened the door, Mu Zi Hong walked in again, with a kind of apologetic and uneasy mixed expression on his face, stammered, “Min Min, I’m really sorry, but… . but …… even if you scold me any more, I’m still going to say ……”

By this time my emotions had calmed down and I said woodenly, “Forget it, Mr. Mu. This is all fate, and I don’t blame you ……”

Mu Zihong’s face looked different, and he said with a desire to speak, “Minmin, just now when the doctor did a body check for you, he made an unexpected discovery ……” He paused for a moment, and said in a low voice, “It turns out that you’re already one month pregnant!”

“What?” My whole body shook violently and I said in a shaky voice, “You mean …… I …… I have ……”

Mu Zi Hong repeated, “Yes, you have my child in your belly.”

Almost without thinking, I cloaked my head and cried out with renewed emotion, “I don’t want this baby …… I want an abortion! I want to abort it!”

“I’m afraid I can’t.” Mu Zi Hong said with difficulty, “The doctor just said that due to congenital reasons, you can’t have an abortion or your life will be in danger!”

The words were like another bolt from the blue, shaking me to my core. I opened my mouth to cry, but it was as if my tears had dried up and I couldn’t shed another drop.

“Minnie, are you okay? Are you okay?” Kiyoko tensed up and kept shaking my hand.

“What do I do? What do I do?” I mumbled as if lost in thought, asking others as much as I was asking myself.

Yet the ward was silent and no one could answer my questions ……

***    ***    ***    ***

I lay on the hospital bed for a whole day and night, not eating or drinking, not saying anything, just staring at the sky with my eyes wide open. Qingzi has always been with me, did not leave an inch. She was probably afraid that I was emotionally unstable and could not think of a way to kill myself. In fact, I won’t. After so many blows and torture, I have become a bit numb.

Since fate is destined to be so cruel, I can only go against the grain.

I resumed eating the next afternoon, and after a glass of hot milk and a few cookies I fell into a deep sleep. I woke up on my own a couple of hours later, feeling a little better mentally, and looking out the window, it was already nighttime again with all the lights on. I got up and out of bed and asked Kiyoko if she could drive me home, and she readily agreed.

Twenty minutes later, I was already standing in front of the house, and my husband stared at each other face to face. Only a day no see, he looks like much older, full of smoke and alcohol, a face of beard pulling the downtrodden look, open a pair of eyes full of red silk. Obviously, he, like me, has not slept all night.

“Minmin!” As soon as he opened the door and saw that it was me, my husband’s eyes lit up for a moment, and there seemed to be an expression of excitement that flew by. This was keenly captured by me, female intuition told me that he still couldn’t let go of me, deep down he was looking forward to my return. Look at his sad and loving eyes, as if to say, “Minmin, no matter what mistakes you have made I have forgiven you. Come home, let’s start all over again.”

I could not help but rekindle a ray of hope in my heart, but what happened next, but once again shattered my ridiculous fantasy, proving that this is just me in the self-satisfied. When I told my husband in a trembling voice, I have been pregnant, and had to give birth to the child, his face immediately turned very scary, the original bit of warmth suddenly disappeared without a trace, replaced by a furious red tide on the cheeks.

“Splat” a clear slap sound, hit me half of my face hot and painful. Husband gritted his teeth and pounced over, grabbed my shoulders hissed: “You bitch! I tried very hard to convince myself to forgive you, but you …… you also want to give birth to another man’s sinful seed, how do you ask me to endure! You say …… how do you ask me to endure!”

My hopes were completely dashed, and without a word I let him angrily scold me and shake me, just biting my lips tightly, prepared for a painful beating. Unexpectedly, my husband’s movements but slowly stopped, blood red eyes glaring at me, suddenly turned around and returned to the house. Then there was the sound of rummaging in the room, after about two minutes, a large box suddenly thrown out from inside, the lid was knocked open, bras, panties and towels and other small items fell some on the floor.

“Here are your things, take them and go away to your mistress!” With this roar of contempt, the door slammed shut in front of me.

Hot tears welled up in my eyes as I bent down to gather my belongings and pulled my suitcase silently down the stairs. The deafening sound of the door closing echoed in my ears for a long time, as if it was a grand announcement of the end of my marriage with him for more than ten years.

Kiyoko’s car was still parked. As if she had anticipated this outcome, she immediately got out of the car and greeted me, grabbed my suitcase and put it into her trunk, and then pulled me hard into the car.

As if I had lost my soul, I let her arrange everything for me. Sitting in the seat beside her, my heart drifted, unable to find a place to land, and I watched as she started the car and skillfully drove down the street in the night, joining the crowded traffic.

“Where is this going?” I asked casually as I stared blankly out the window.

“Arranging a place for you to stay.” Kiyoko answered evasively, as if she was being a bit mysterious, so I stopped asking.

After half an hour, the car drove into a quiet garden district and stopped in front of a two-story European-style building. I don’t know what to do, open the car door, just get out of the car, my whole body shook, glimpsed the man standing at the door waiting for me is actually Mu Zihong.

“Minmin, you’re finally here.” He welcomed him with open arms and a smile on his face, like a husband greeting his wife.

I instinctively took a step back and exclaimed, “What are you doing here?”

“This is my home ah.” Mu Zi Hong shrugged and took my suitcase from Kiyoko.

“Kiyoko, why did you send me here?” I gave her a somewhat disgruntled look and said with a sullen face, “I don’t live here, so please send me back.”

“Go back? Where else can you go back to?” Qingzi wrapped her arms around me and said sincerely, “Minmin, Mr. Mu has already made a private deal with me that if your husband really refuses to forgive you, he’ll send you to his home because he’s not the type of person who just shrugs off a wrongdoing after doing it.”

“What do you mean?” I was alerted.

“This means that I will take the responsibility that a man should take!” Mu Zi Hong grabbed his mouth to interject, his eyes gazing at me and said word for word, “Min Min, I want the child in your belly, and I want you too!”

“That’s impossible!” I screamed out subconsciously, “I won’t say yes ……”

“Why?” Mu Zi Hong asked rhetorically, “This child is my seed, of course I have to take care of my child and the woman’s happiness ……”

“I’m not your woman!” I bit my lower lip and coldly interrupted him, “Even though the baby in my belly is yours, it doesn’t mean I belong to you too!”

Mu Zi Hong raised his eyebrows, his face full of surprise: “Min Min, your husband doesn’t want you anymore, and you’re carrying my flesh and blood in your belly, what else can you do if you don’t follow me around, do you want to be a single mom?”

I blushed miserably, my body trembled slightly, and said stiffly and stubbornly, “Anyway, I can take care of it myself, I don’t need you to care! From now on I also don’t even want to have anything to do with you ……”

With that, I reached out and pulled the box over, wanting to put it in the trunk again. Mu Zihong, however, stopped me and said faintly, “Do you want this child to lack a father’s love throughout his life and live in the shadow of a single-parent family forever?”

My body trembled and my movements froze. Mu Zihong’s words can be said to have hit the nail on the head for me, I myself grew up in a single-parent family, and from a young age I have deeply experienced the desolation of not having a father’s love. Now this child in my stomach, although it is not the crystallization of love, but how it is my blood, I should think about the child’s future happiness.

Qingzi also advised me from the side, “Minmin, just stay with Mr. Mu. Otherwise it will be tough for you to bring up your child alone in the future, whether you go back to your home country or continue to stay here, a single beautiful woman like you should find a companion.”

I was silent, my heart was still struggling with hesitation, but my arm had already softened without realizing it. Mu Zihong immediately sensed it, and without a word picked up my box again. Then Qingzi tugged on my hand, and while continuing to gabble and persuade, he half-forcibly pulled me into the house.

I was taken in without my consent. The house was richly furnished, but it had a thuggish air. Mu Zihong moved my suitcase to the bedroom on the second floor, which was a quiet and cozy little suite with a bathroom. Qingzi praised it and accompanied me to sit in the bedroom for a while before leaving.

It was already late at night. In the large house, only Mu Zihong and I were left alone. Although I had already subconsciously resigned myself to the reality of becoming his woman, I was at a loss as to how to face him. Luckily, he didn’t say much, but simply said “good night” to me, and then went to another room to sleep.

Relieved, I instinctively locked the bedroom door, then opened the suitcase to take out replacement clothes and went to the bathroom to take a hot bath. With my tired body submerged in the bubble-filled bathtub, I couldn’t help but think back to the night I first arrived in New York, a passionate scene in the bathroom with my husband, which now seemed as distant as a century away, and I couldn’t help but feel glum.

After taking a shower I went back to my bedroom and lay down on the soft and comfortable Simmons bed, turning off the light and trying to sleep. After these two days, although I feel exhausted, but somehow I can’t sleep. Deep inside seems to have a kind of inexplicable restlessness, the whole body is a hot, I toss and turn for half a day, in the end really can not stand this torment, so I had to take off the pajamas, even the bra and panties are also off, like in their own homes, naked in bed naked sleep.

Naked really cool a lot, but the heart and can not help but ripples of strange, especially the thought of sleeping next door to the man, subconsciously there is a kind of fear and anticipation mixed emotions, after a while before closing his eyes in a daze.

Not yet fully into the dreamland, suddenly heard the bedroom door “snap” sound, followed by the key inserted in the lock turning the sound of metal friction.

I woke up in a flash, a heart pounding wildly, realizing how naive I had been. This was someone else’s home, so what was the point of locking the door to the room? Surely he would have a key.

The door opened, Mu Zi Hong’s figure walked in calmly, he was also naked, a pair of eyes shining in the darkness. My mind went blank, my whole body seemed to be stiffened as if I was under a fixation, I couldn’t even move, and I watched as he walked to the bedside and stopped, his line of sight colliding with mine.

We stared at each other for a long time, no one said anything. He gazed at me silently, his eyes searingly roving over my unclothed white torso, like a monarch looking down on his consort, his gaze full of desire for conquest and possession.

My breath rushed up, my plump breasts were obviously undulating, my high naked breasts felt the blazing gaze, and my nervousness caused my two nipples to gradually firm up. I subconsciously avoided Mu Zihong’s line of sight, unexpectedly a lowered head but saw his crotch penis again. That thick and long rod was already fully erect and looked so huge. My heart was pounding, I couldn’t help but recall the soulful feeling of this thing entering my body, and I was instantly moist between my legs.

Everything that happened next seemed to fall into place, when Mu Zi Hong climbed onto the bed and wrapped his arms around my naked body, I didn’t even have the slightest intention of resisting, I only felt a wave of dizziness in my brain. Then my lips were heavily sealed, a hot tongue into the mouth stirring, at the same time feel the plump breasts in front of my chest was gently held by two hands, I almost immediately began to react passionately, not only the initiative to kiss each other back, the delicate hand also stroked to the hairy legs.

Two naked bodies were entangled on the bed, Mu Zi Hong kissed me furiously, licking every inch of my body with his burning lips and tongue, when he nipped an erect nipple with his teeth, I had already let out a moan of arousal, and my whole body arched up. My body spasmed violently with every suck of his lips and tongue on the nipple, pleasure building up inside me, flooding my body with uncontrollable juices gushing out of my flesh, wetting a large section of the bedsheet.

By this time I was deeply aware of how sensitive my body had reached, and how much I longed to be caressed to my heart’s content. In a trance, I felt my legs being spread apart, a stream of warm nostrils sprayed between my groins, without looking I knew that it must be Mu Zi Hong putting his face over, scrutinizing my private parts at a close distance. A woman’s most private part being stared at like this, my cheeks burned with shame, but the crack between my femurs was instead excitedly sucking in and out, and my clitoris was completely engorged with blood and hardened.

Suddenly, a wet, hot and slippery feeling came from the private parts, Mu Zihong actually stretched out his tongue and licked on it, and his big mouth pressed down on those two pieces of pussy lips and sucked wantonly. My whole body trembled, my waist twisted from side to side, and I couldn’t help but moan in panic: “No …… don’t lick there …… where it’s dirty …… “

However, Mu Zi Hong pressed down hard on both of my legs, making me unable to move any further, and continued to kiss my private parts without any further ado. His hot tongue licked the sensitive clitoris, and then went straight into my slit. My whole body was drowned in the frenzy of lust, the tingling and itching pleasure constantly rushed to my head, the hot juices gushed out almost as if out of control, and soon climbed up to a peak with a scream.

The climax of my release caused me to gasp for breath, my body was weak and limp, but I was picked up by Mu Zi Hong again, and my legs were wrapped around his waist. I didn’t wait for my breath to completely calm down, the thick and rising rod slammed into it, the long-lost feeling of fullness surged all over my body at once, I let out a frantic cry, and my long empty vagina couldn’t wait to clamp down on the rod.

“That’s good, Min Min …… has been simmering for more than a month, I’ve finally inserted it again ……” Mu Zi Hong gasped, the whole prick stabbed into my body, the thick glans each time ruthlessly The thick glans hit the mouth of my uterus hard with each stroke, bringing me wave after wave of intense pleasure. My body was hit by the violent bumps, a pair of naked breasts in front of my chest up and down chaotic tremors, only to feel the soul are going to fly, people seem to float to the clouds as well, and also in the continuous upward, up ……

(xii)

Days passed by, and in a flash, Mu Zihong and I had been living together for more than two months. On the first night I moved in, he came into the room and took possession of me again. That night, Mu Zihong made me again and again, until finally almost to the point of collapse, from body to heart are completely conquered, he only put the hot semen accumulated for a long time spewed out. After that, we slept in the same bedroom every night, and began to live as if we were a real couple.

I no longer rely on part-time work to earn money to support themselves, and even school classes do not go. Mu Zihong said that with his financial resources enough to provide me with food and clothing for a lifetime, I just need to feel at ease in the home recuperation on the line, insisted for me to handle the withdrawal procedures. In addition, he also does not like me to go out, in addition to the meal and he together in the neighborhood to take a walk, I basically do not leave the house, usually is to do some simple chores, boredom rely on watching TV and newspapers to pass the time, and then is the naked coitus.

I never thought that my sex life would be so frequent to this extent. Since Mu Zi Hong got my body, not only did he completely return to normal in terms of sexual function, he was even much more courageous than the average young man. He has to have sex with me at least once every night, and every time he has to let me climb up to orgasm again and again before ejaculating. In contrast, my husband used to make out with me only once a week, and the quality was nowhere near as high as it is now.

Frequent sex fully nourished my body, making me more full of young women’s charm. Originally, the hard work of the previous few months had made me look a bit haggard, but now it was swept away, replaced by a more attractive mature female flavor. Moreover, after this period of constant conditioning, the lust in my body has been fully developed, the slightest tease will make my cheeks heat up, and I look more sexy and charming than before.

I didn’t go back to my husband, and at first I tried to contact him by phone, but every time he heard my voice, he threw down the microphone in anger, so I finally died completely, knowing that it was impossible to salvage this marriage. At Mu Zihong’s suggestion, I found a lawyer through him and calmly asked my husband for a divorce.

He agreed painfully and replied back that he could do the paperwork as soon as I got back to China, and if I didn’t want to go back to disgrace myself, he could take care of everything for me with his lawyer.

Since I made the decision, I had no other choice, so I began to adapt to the role of “Mu Zihong’s woman”, coupled with the factor of the baby in my stomach, I gradually developed the idea of “marrying the chicken and following the chicken”, and unconsciously began to face him as a wife, almost obedient to his words. I began to face him as a wife, almost obediently following his words.

Mu Zi Hong is obviously very satisfied with this transformation, knowing that my body and mind have been completely occupied by him, and no longer as polite as in the past, revealing the husband’s style and majesty. He gave me a green card, and sent people back to China to help me cancel all the domicile relations, said that the future also do not have to go back, with him permanently settled in the U.S., peacefully as his embrace in the little woman.

“But, I still have relatives in the country ah.” I said sadly with my head hanging down, and I couldn’t help but see my son Yangyang’s cute figure in front of my eyes. It’s been more than a year since I’ve seen him, is he okay now? My husband and I got divorced, the most pitiful one should be this child.

“It means your son, right?” Surprisingly, Mu Zi Hong guessed what was on my mind at once, shrugged his shoulders and said, “There’s nothing wrong with that, I’ll bring him to the United States to reunite with you as well, and in the future, he’ll stay here as well. “

“Really?” I was pleasantly surprised, and then said grimly, “This is impossible, my old …… Zhiqiang he will not agree.”

“You don’t have to worry about that, I’ll find a way.” Mu Zi Hong said lightly, his tone carrying a powerful confidence.

I looked at him, a little surprised at his confidence. It was only at this point that I realized that despite giving myself over to this man, I didn’t really know him at all; there seemed to be a lot of mystery surrounding this man. For example, he told me that he didn’t have a proper occupation, and that he mainly relied on the rich inheritance passed down to him from his ancestors, and that the interest he earned from the trust fund every month was enough to cover his expenses. However, he often seemed to be very busy, I heard him on the phone several times, the tone of voice was obviously giving orders or assignments to his subordinates, as if he was the leader of some large company.

What is more disturbing to me is that among the friends who usually hang out with Mu Zihong, some of them are clearly mobsters with scarred faces and scary patterns on their arms. These people are full of foul language, sometimes Mu Zihong will not pay attention to, sneak to me cast a colorful line of sight, staring hard at my plump breasts gulping, making me nauseous and afraid.

When I advised Mu Zihong not to associate with such people, he would sink his face and ask me to stay out of his business.

But he finally had to take care of my face, and then rarely called those friends to the house, just privately should still have contact ……

“Thinking about what?” Mu Zi Hong interrupted my thoughts, one hand reaching into my pajama top and rubbing my naked and smooth ass. As per his advice, I no longer wore a bra and panties at home, so it would be easier for him to fondle whenever he wanted.

“It’s nothing ……,” I gasped, my body half leaning into his arms, feeling like I was really getting sensitive, and just having my ass touched like that made both of my legs sore and unsteady.

“Well, I know you’re still a little skeptical.” Mu Zi Hong’s hands roamed over my body, moving to the front to undo my pajamas, “But I’ll definitely let you see your son within a month, trust me!”

“Well …… I believe it!” My cheeks glowed and I was very touched inside. The fact that he was even willing to tolerate the son I had with my ex-husband made me even more dead to him.

The nightgown slipped to the floor, and my naked, snow-white torso glistened under the lamp. After more than three months of pregnancy, my stomach had slightly bulged, but in contrast to my high and firm breasts, my waist still looked slim and slender, enough to inspire any man’s possessive desire.

“No ……” Seeing Mu Zi Hong remove his pants and pull out his rod, my whole body heated up, but I still hesitantly objected, “We’ve already done it today… . one more time, I’m afraid it’s too intense and will affect the fetus ……”

“Then you help me solve it in other ways ……” Mu Zihong first took me into his arms and kissed me passionately, soon making me gasp, then his hands pressed on my shoulders and pressed down slightly harder.

Knowing what he meant, I blushed and slowly got down on my knees, took the huge cannon of erected meat in my hand and opened my mouth to take in the thick glans.

“Oooh…” Mu Zi Hong let out a sound of comfort. As if encouraged, I pursed my lips and gulped the rod in and out, my tongue licking the horse’s eye on the glans with care.

I have never been able to accept “oral sex” this kind of sex style, always feel that it is very dirty behavior, although in Mu Zi Hong’s request, I reluctantly for his oral sex a few times, but they are very perfunctory, apparently did not bring him any pleasure. But today I do very seriously, one because he promised to take my son to the United States, which makes me grateful; two I subconsciously feel that even his son to raise, I will be more dependent on him in the future, in the case in reason should please him.

“Mmmmmm……you sucked hard today……hmmm……deeper Deeper …… Deeper ……”

Mu Zi Hong was full of pleasure, closed his eyes and grunted straight, his breathing soon became thicker. The meat stick in my mouth also became harder, the length is more amazing, I can only swallow a small part of how hard I try, the glans is already on top of the mouth of the throat, there is still a good long chunk outside.

My face reddened, my throat almost coughed from the impact, and while I was at a loss for words, Mu Zi Hong suddenly reached out and grabbed my plump breasts, and squeezed them hard from both sides to the center, instantly pinning most of the remaining phallus in the middle.

“Ah!” I screamed inwardly in shame as the thick cock buried itself in my deep cleavage, writhing like a black snake on my snow-white chest, both bare breasts wrapped tightly around it, the tip moving in and out of my mouth.

“Do it yourself……Minmin……You do it yourself……Grab on…… “Mu Zi Hong gasped and vigorously pushed his waist. I couldn’t help but obey his orders, cupping my breasts from the side with both hands to clamp down on the prick, letting it pump in my mouth and cleavage.

This position reminded me of the masturbation scene I saw on the pornographic movie in Sumi’s clinic that night. At that time, I was surprised and thought that it was actually quite difficult to do, unless I had Mu Zi Hong’s long prick and my own full breasts to do it. This ridiculous idea at that time made me ashamed of myself, but also scolded myself for thinking nonsense, who knows that today will actually become a reality ……

“Ah ah …… so good ……” Mu Zi Hong’s face showed an expression of excitement to the extreme, one hand pressed on the back of my head to accelerate the movement, one hand grasped and pinched my plump breasts as much as he wanted to. “Minmin……your tits are awesome……big and soft……and so elastic… …mmmmmm……the first night I saw you in the bar……I’ve wanted you to give me a tit-fuck……Ahhhhh …… It’s so good …… It’s even better than sticking it in your vagina ……”

I only listened to the blushing and heart beating, even the roots of my ears got hot. In the past, I would have felt ashamed and angry when I heard such dirty and obscene words, but now not only did I not have the slightest bit of repulsion, but even my lower body was getting wet without realizing it.

Perhaps it was the first time that breastfeeding made Mu Zihong produce a frenzied sense of conquest, his performance was extremely aroused, and soon erupted in my mouth, a stream of thick liquid with a heavy fishy flavor suddenly and wildly spewed out. I was caught off guard, I just felt my throat being stabbed all of a sudden, and I swallowed a large amount of hot, thick semen directly into it. This caused tears to seep out of the corners of my eyes, and I instinctively spat out my rod.

“Cough cough ……” I choked and coughed loudly, unexpectedly Mu Zi Hong’s meat stick has not finished firing, just happened to spray the remaining small half of the semen head on. I just feel a hot face, hot fishy semen hit all over my head and face, there are a lot of splash into the eye sockets, panicked shrieks, I sat down on the ground with two weak legs, the corners of my mouth flowed down the white cloudy semen, drop by drop fell to the naked chest, it looks extraordinarily lascivious.

“That’s great, Minmin ……” Mu Zihong exhaled a long breath of satisfaction, both hands continued to rub my high breast peaks, and said thoughtfully, “For the sake of the fetus, I should indeed reduce the amount of penetration into your vagina …… Well, in the future, I will use your mouth and tits to replace it …… Haha, fortunately, your tits are big enough, if they were an inch smaller, you wouldn’t be able to do breastfeeding …… “

I was red in the face, wiping the cum from the corners of my mouth, and managed to stand up, just as I was about to go to the bathroom to clean up the stain.

Unexpectedly just took two steps the whole person was picked up and put across the bed.

“Ah, do what?” I exclaimed with a shaky voice as my whole body went limp.

“I can’t just take care of myself ah.” Mu Zi Hong smiled wistfully, “Just now you served me with all your heart, now it’s my turn to make you satisfied ……”

“Don’t ……” I had just screamed out two words when I felt my legs being spread apart and that hot, wet tongue licking onto my sensitive clit. I couldn’t say anything else, I couldn’t stop a guttural moan from escaping from my mouth, and soon fell back into boundless pleasure ……

***    ***    ***    ***

Mu Zihong didn’t brag, one month later, my son Yangyang was indeed received in New York to reunite with me.

Nearly two years have not seen, Yangyang obviously grow taller, the head has reached my shoulders, face also grew pimples. He seems to understand a lot, no longer like a child as always pestering me fooling around, speech and behavior are more stable than children of the same age. I see in the eyes, although I feel quite pleased, but vaguely also feel lost, as if the mother and son have invariably had a layer of separation.

My husband and I are still in the process of divorce, and the issue of Yangyang’s belonging has not yet been resolved, but my husband and I both agreed that our son will follow whoever he wants to follow, and it’s up to him to make his own choice. Yangyang heard that my husband and I want to divorce, tears barred down. He lowered his head and considered for half a day, and said in a low voice that he wanted to live with his mom for a while first. I naturally begged for it, so he temporarily stayed at Mu Zihong and I’s house.

For the arrival of Yangyang, Mu Zihong seems generous, the attitude is also very friendly, there is no meaning of dislike, although it can not be treated as a biological son, but on the whole, Yangyang is still quite good, to find him the best school in the neighborhood, but also sent him a lot of expensive gifts, half jokingly said to me that this is in the “good relationship! “I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do that.

But Yangyang did not really appreciate this, although on the surface it was also polite and thorough, even Mu Zihong himself may not be able to feel anything, but with a woman’s intuition and a mother’s understanding of her son, I was still able to keenly capture the resistance that was hidden deep in the bottom of Yangyang’s heart.

Once when Mu Zihong was not at home, Yangyang finally couldn’t help but open his heart, sobbing and asking me why I divorced my husband. He cried and said that before I left the country I promised myself that I would never abandon my father and go with another man, so why did I change my mind again? I was speechless, tears also flowed down, can only vaguely say that these things he does not yet understand, and so grow up will understand both of our pain.

Yang Yang was very disappointed. Later I realized that he had been scheming all along to get me to leave Mu Zihong and go back to break the ice with my husband. But how could this be realized? Things have developed to this point, not to mention my husband is unlikely to forgive me, take myself, these months have been Mu Zihong tempered obedience. He let me live in the life of incomparable comfort, sexually make me completely submissive, I have never been so dependent on a man, from the body to the heart are completely mastered by him.

Unconsciously, the previous kind of independence, self-respect and self-improvement personality quietly disappeared from me, and now I am just a pregnant, weak and delicate little woman, everything is subject to the will of the man who possesses me.

Yangyang soon realized that I not only can not leave Mu Zihong, and to him simply to the degree of tame. Especially since this period of time, Mu Zihong on my plump flesh interest seems to be more and more intense, always without fear of hand into my pajamas, regardless of Yang Yang on the side watching. I sometimes want to avoid red-faced, Mu Zihong said it is no big deal, the American couple make out never intentionally hide from the child. I can’t argue with him, plus his hands make my whole body soft, so I have to let it happen.

Encountering this kind of scene, Yangyang at first hung his head in embarrassment and did not look at it, but Mu Zihong seemed to have a bit of a mischievous mentality, and often purposely wrapped his arms around me and made out in front of him, teasing my physical instincts with his hands and mouth. I tried hard to control myself, but the increasingly sensitive body does not listen to the call of duty, coupled with being witnessed by his own son to be frivolous, in the blush at the same time there is a kind of strange stimulation, the result is that a few times I actually in front of the face of the Yang Yang “wet”, which is really shameful.

Fortunately, I still cover up well every time, did not reveal anything too abnormal, finally on the surface to maintain the face of the mother. However, the smart Yangyang still guessed something, every time tightly biting his lips, looking at my eyes are very strange. I have a feeling that in his heart, I’m no longer the same mom I used to be, and there is a quiet change in my image. This made me very uneasy, but there was nothing I could do about it.

The complete collapse of my image came early one morning two months later. That day was Saturday, Mu Zihong and I woke up earlier, was downstairs in the dining room to prepare breakfast, Mu Zihong somehow suddenly excited, an arm around me to seek sex. I panicked and said it is better to go back to the bedroom to do it, but he could not help but tear off my nightgown, low laugh and said that every weekend that little kid is going to sleep, do not have to worry about being bumped into.

I thought about it, so I let Mu Zi Hong strip me naked and played sex games in the restaurant. We started with a “69” style, with his head buried in my pussy, his tongue deep in my vagina, and my mouth stuffed with his large penis. The two naked bodies were entwined, arousing each other like lower animals. Soon I climaxed first, drenching myself with warm, lustful juices.

Next Mu Zihong stood up, I gave him the usual breastfeeding, hands cupped plump breasts clamped the thick rod, lips and tongue licked and sucked the tip of the glans. It didn’t take long for Mu Zi Hong to ejaculate all of his thick semen, not only did I swallow it in as much as I could, but I also fished out the white slurry dripping on my breasts with my hands and licked it off, and then stretched out my tongue and cleaned up his manhood until I licked it clean. Through these days of learning, this whole set of actions I have done very naturally, subconsciously no longer feel that there is any shame or wrong.

“Very good, Minmin ……,” Mu Zihong paused just halfway through his sentence, his eyes looking behind me with a slight discoloration.

My heart sank hard, and when I looked back, Yang Yang was standing in the doorway of the restaurant, her dark, bright eyes wide and unblinking as she stared at us.

“Yang Yang you …… when you ……” I was at a loss for words, instinctively trying to find something to cover my body, but my heart was in a hurry but I couldn’t find it, so I could only stand naked in my son’s I’m not going to be able to find anything to cover my body. Intuition tells me that he has been here for a long time, this scene unbearable obscene scene, has been seen by him from beginning to end.

“Oh, Yangyang, why did you get up so early today?” Mu Zi Hong reacted first and snorted with a dry smile.

Yang Yang kept his mouth tightly shut and didn’t say anything, but just looked at me with unblinking eyes. For the first time, I felt that his gaze was that sharp, not only did he see every part of my body clearly, but he also directly penetrated into my soul. My mind reeled, knowing that my image was completely ruined. In my son’s eyes were full of contempt, he must be thinking that this bare ass woman in front of him can only be described as “shameless”, and has lost the qualification of being a mother. ……

The next day, Yangyang told me that he missed his father and wanted me to send him to his husband’s place. My hot tears welled up, and even though I couldn’t bear to part with him for a thousand times in my heart, I didn’t open my mouth to stay, but just wordlessly packed his bags for him.

“Bye, mom. Have a good day and I’ll be back to see you when I grow up.”

Looking at the car driving away, I just felt like my whole heart was instantly emptied, shaking in the morning breeze ……

***    ***    ***    ***

After Yangyang left, I became more indulgent, and my dependence on Mu Zihong deepened, almost as if I had taken him as a spiritual pillar. I no longer have any other extravagant desires in life, I only hope that I can successfully give birth to a child and form a new family to spend the rest of my life.

At this point I was over five months pregnant with a very reactive pregnancy, but thankfully the fetus was gestating well.

Touching my growing belly, my heart began to be filled with the warmth of motherly love again. Although this baby is not the fruit of love, since it is destined to come into this world, I will pour all my motherly love into it.

On this day, I went to the hospital for a physical examination. In the past, Mu Zi Hong himself drove me, but today he said he had to meet an important guest at home and called a cab specifically to drive me. I didn’t think much of it and kissed him goodbye before getting in the car.

Just halfway through the drive, I realized that I had forgotten to bring out my last medical report, so I told the driver to take the car back again.

I got out of the car in front of my house, and was suddenly dumbfounded to see Kiyoko’s car actually parked there. Since I moved here, since I don’t go out to work anymore, I don’t have much interaction with Kiyoko. I’ve called her several times to invite her over, but she said she was too busy with work, so why was she free to come over today in the middle of the day? And it happened to be while I was out of the house!

I suddenly had a bad feeling in my heart, recalling that Qing Zi had assisted Mu Zi Hong in treating his sexual impotence, and the two of them could be said to have had a physical relationship. Could it be that Mu Zihong had been secretly involved with Qingzi without my knowledge after living with me?

Women are suspicious by nature, and my heart somehow clenched as I steadied my breathing, took out the key and opened the door, and gently walked in.

Kiyoko’s shoes were placed in the foyer, in addition to another pair of women’s high heels, but while there was no one in the living room downstairs, the sound of men and women playing around came faintly from the bedroom on the second floor.

It was as if I had been punched in the chest, I could barely stand on my feet, and stayed for a while before coming back to my senses and tiptoeing up to the second floor. Each time I climbed a step, the sound coming from my ears got a little closer, and halfway up I could already clearly distinguish that the sound was a mixture of a man’s gasps and a woman’s moans, full of raw desire and passion.

“Ah …… thrusting so deep …… ah ah ah ……” Kiyoko let out an excited wave of screams. “……Ah…… pushed into the center of the ……flower……ohhhh ……Woo……Oooh……How you……Oooh… . are getting stronger and stronger ……”

“Little slut …… it’s only been a week since I’ve fucked you …… and you’re all wavy like this ……” Mu Zi Hong chattered and laughed strangely. “Let’s see how I’m going to feed you …… Wahahaha ……”

“Ah……I want it too……Give me big cock……Give it to me……Faster! Come on……Ah ah ah……Damn…”

Another woman’s lustful cry rang out, and it was clearly the voice of the boss’s wife, Sumi!

I just feel weak all over, both legs sore and soft sat down on the steps, actually even the courage to go over to take a look have disappeared, a heart empty as if floating in mid-air, the brain is blank.

It didn’t take long for the one man and two women in the bedroom to let out a high-pitched, frenzied scream that lasted more than a half-minute before slowly subsiding, followed by an unintended gurgling gasp.

I only heard Mu Zi Hong exhale a long breath and asked, “How was it? Are you guys happy with the insertion?”

Sumi moaned petulantly, with a tone of total coquetry, “Of course …… you’re supposed to be the most majestic man in the world!”

Mu Zi Hong laughed, his voice filled with smugness. Qing Zi also puffed and laughed out, “Then there’s no need to ask? Just look at this stick and you’ll know …… really don’t understand how Su Minmin believed you were sexually impotent at that time?”

My mind was buzzing and I couldn’t believe my ears! What does that mean? Could it be that Mu Zi Hong …… wasn’t impotent to begin with?

I only heard Mu Zihong say, “She’s a simple-minded woman who’s easy to fool. But it’s thanks to you mother and daughter, who accompanied me in so many wonderful plays.”

I was stunned, as if a heavyweight bomb had detonated inside my body, “the sky was falling” would be an understatement, the shock was so great that it almost knocked me over, making me black out for a while.

— It turns out that Sumi and Kiyoko are two mothers and daughters!

— It turns out that Mu Zihong was never any kind of sexual impotence!

-Originally, the three of them conspired to cheat me. All of it was an elaborate hoax ……

These few thoughts broke into my mind lightning fast, and I only felt the sky spinning. In my trance, I heard Qing Zi’s voice ask in disbelief, “I really don’t get it, why do you have to go to such lengths for Su Minmin? If you wanted to possess her, wouldn’t you just ask a few random men to kidnap her? Have you raped fewer women?”

Mu Zi Hong smiled grimly, “This you don’t understand. Su Minmin is a rare beauty, the first time I saw her, I knew that this young woman is an uncut diamond, the sexiness hidden in her body has not been developed at all. Using rape can only get her flesh, but can’t enjoy the pleasure of that kind of active cooperation.

And what I want is to truly subjugate this woman, to make her willingly give her body and soul to me, to become a tame slave girl at my crotch.”

Only to hear Sumi interject, “Qingzi, why don’t you understand? All we are doing is to make Su Minmin disarm her heart step by step, first slowly losing her self-respect and personality, then subtly changing her conservative concepts on sex, then making her immersed in lust and unable to extricate herself, and then finally letting her be abandoned by her husband and son, so that there is no other way for her to go, and that she has been conditioned from her body to her heart, so that she will always be content to be a plaything that is being kept up. “

My whole body trembled as I listened, as if I had fallen into a freezing cellar, my teeth chattered, and my hands and feet were cold.

Kiyoko giggled, “But the best trick of all was lying to her that she couldn’t have an abortion because of congenital reasons, and she actually believed even that, hehehe ……”

Mu Zihong snorted coldly and said: ”I swore a long time ago, such a wonderful woman, I must knock her up. This is partly because it’s very fulfilling, on the other hand, women are all like this, after she gives birth to my child, she will be even more dead to me. At that time, even if she accidentally discovers the truth, she definitely won’t have the courage to face …… again.”

These two conversations came down like a bolt from the blue again, I couldn’t hold it back any longer, tears suddenly came out of my eyes, biting my lip I stood up and stumbled down the stairs with my big belly.

“Who?” The three people in the bedroom called in unison. I didn’t hear them, staggering to the door and running out. The cab was still parked and waiting in the doorway, and I plunged in, shouting in a sobbing, shrill voice like a madman, “Drive! Drive …… I want to get out of here …… Drive!”

“OK!” The driver surprised from the rearview mirror glanced at me, seemed to be surprised at the huge change in my mood, but did not ask more questions, slowly started the car. After driving a few dozen meters away, I saw from the rear window of the fine bare-chested Mu Zihong out of the house, waving his hand from afar to catch up, as if shouting something, but the car immediately turned a corner and could not be seen.

“Still going to the hospital, right?” The driver asked casually.

“No, not to the hospital …… Just go anywhere …… Anyway, get out of here …… Not to the hospital… …”

I screamed hysterically, my whole body collapsing, then crouched down on the seat and lost my voice ……

(xiii)

“Minmin! You’re here …… finally found you!” Dare ran over with a sweaty head and a joyful look on his face, relieved as if he was relieved.

“Da-Yong!” With tears in my eyes, I stood up trembling from the stone chair, having to desperately control myself so I didn’t cry out in pain again.

It was night time at the moment. What happened in the morning is like a century away, I don’t know when I got out of the cab, I don’t know how long I wandered around the street in a state of confusion, remorse, sadness, pain, shame, anger, all kinds of feelings are entangled together, like a poisonous snake biting my soul. Until the sky is completely dark, I only slightly wake up, looking at the bustling traffic, feel an unprecedented loneliness.

When I opened my handbag, there were only a few loose bills in it, not even enough for a meal. I remembered that I had been riding aimlessly in a cab all morning and had spent all my large bills, so if I didn’t want to sleep on the street, I would have to ask for help. When I thought about it, I didn’t have any reliable friends left in New York, so I had to call Dare.

Since breaking up with my husband, I’ve talked to Dayong on the phone a few times. He expressed regret and regret, and said that he had tried to help reconcile my husband and me, but had met with a rebuff in front of my stubborn husband. I sadly told Dayong not to bother, I have decided to follow Mu Zihong. He only sighed when he heard that, and told me to look for him if there was anything. So this time, in a desperate situation, I naturally thought of Dayong, with the rest of the money to buy a card to give him a call. Half an hour later, he really appeared in front of me.

“Come on, let’s get in the car first.” Dare sighed deeply.

I nodded and followed him to the parking spot across the street. Getting into the seat next to the driver’s seat, surprisingly, Dare didn’t start the car, just turned the lights on before cranking up the teal glass on both sides.

“I’m sure you have a lot of things you’re eager to pour out.” Dayong took out a mineral water and handed it to me, saying softly, “Why don’t you just say it here, where you won’t be disturbed by any bystanders, and you can say whatever you have to say painfully.”

My tears fell again and I sobbed for a while before I told him exactly what had happened this morning.

“One is my most trusted boss’s wife, and one is my best friend.” I sobbed, “So that’s what they are, teaming up to design such a scam to harm me …… Why did they do it? Why ……”

Dayong quietly listened to me, from start to finish he did not say a word, neither showed anger nor shock, just looked at me with a gaze full of sympathy, when I finally stopped, he said in a smooth voice: “Minmin, things have come to this, what are your future plans?”

“Intend?” I said with teary, bewildered eyes, “I no longer have the face to go back to Zhiqiang, much less go back to my country, I could have continued my studies, but then I dropped out, I …… what else can I do?”

“Minmin ……” Dare’s eyes suddenly turned a little odd, wanting to speak.

“By the way, I want to abort the sinful seed in my belly first.” I glanced at my bulging belly and said in a bleak and cold-hearted manner, “Dayong, can you lend me some money first? I’ll pay you back later. In a few days I’ll be ready to leave, leave this sad place and spend the rest of my life alone by myself ……”

“No, I won’t let you go alone!” Dayong suddenly got excited and grabbed my shoulders, “I’ll take care of you for the rest of your life! I want you to stay by my side!”

“Dare, what did you say?” My eyes widened in surprise.

“Minmin, don’t you know? I like you, I’ve always secretly liked you!” Dayong’s face was red and he said incoherently, “Before you married Zhiqiang, I was already hopelessly in love with you …… On the day you got married, I was heartbroken …… Why did I come to America? It’s because I was mad with jealousy and didn’t dare to face you guys anymore, so I thought of escaping ……”

I was completely frozen, never thought I would hear such words, shocked do not know what to say. Danyong but the more he said the more excited: “Out a whole five years, I thought I could completely forget you, but who knows you appeared in my life again …… that day at the airport I saw you for the first time, all the feelings are dead and buried. I just realized that the ardent thirst for you hasn’t changed at all …… Really, Minmin …… I love you!”

When he said this he suddenly came over his head and kissed me swiftly on the lips, blocking out all my shock, surprise, panic and struggle with an irresistible hot kiss.

“Mmmmmm” I was so breathless from the kiss that I tried to push back but couldn’t, my tender tongue was sucked into his mouth and smashed and sucked on, causing me to have a slight dizziness, my whole body involuntarily softened and my mind went blank.

It took a while for Dare’s mouth to release my lips and tongue for a while. I gasped before I could speak. He had already reached down and lifted up my shirt, his palm stroking upward along my bulging belly; with his other hand, he pressed on the adjustable switch under the seat, and the front seats immediately fell backward, bridging the front and back rows of seats and turning them into a not-so-small bed.

“Wait, Dare ……” I felt his rough palms slide over my skin, bringing a shiver that soon encroached on the lace embroidery of my bra, and couldn’t help but subconsciously press it through my shirt, “No …… can’t do this ……”

“Minmin, I really like you …… Let me take care of you ……” Dare gasped, his palms had invaded the bra and gripped my soft breasts, and “I will treat you with all my heart …… Marry me…”

With the sensitive tips of my breasts being pinched by my fingers, and hearing such a heartfelt confession, my already fragile defenses collapsed all of a sudden. This was exactly when I needed a strong shoulder to lean on the most, both physical and mental anticipation were aroused all at once, and the original slight sense of resistance vanished.

“Do you …… you really not mind me? Don’t forget that not only have I been married, but I’m also a pregnant woman ……” I let him unbutton the clothes on my body, and asked in a low voice with a kind of complicated mood. It was only at this point that I deeply realized that the previous sense of independence was truly gone. Although I had no love for Dayong, if he was willing to take care of me for the rest of my life, why should I refuse?

“Of course not!” Dare put me down on the seat and said firmly, “I don’t care if you’ve been married, if you’ve had kids, if you’ve been a three-point bar girl ……”

I had already softened my body and was ready to let him possess my flesh, but after hearing these words my whole body trembled, and a terrible thought suddenly flooded me, so I couldn’t help but scream, and my two legs stomped out as hard as they could.

Dare was taken by surprise, and his whole body fell out backward, his head hit hard on the carriage, and said in consternation, “Minmin you ……”

I moved backward into the corner, curled up my bare, bare legs, and shuddered, “How did you …… know I’d been a three-point bar girl?”

Dare’s face immediately changed and said with forced composure, “I’m just saying ……”

“No!” More thoughts swept through my mind like lightning, and suddenly it all dawned on me, everything made sense, pointing at him and screaming in grief, “So you …… you’re in league with them, too!”

“There’s no such thing!” Dare denied with a slip of the tongue, but the terrified look on his face had revealed his heart.

“You still want to lie to me?” I was furious to the extreme, gritted my teeth and said, “You introduced me to the store opened by Sumi, you already knew her; later on, also because I bumped into you, I thought that I couldn’t work as a three-pointed bar girl anymore, and then I was persuaded by Sumi, and only then would I be deceived into joining that damn ‘treatment program’; moreover, Zhiqiang must have hired a private detective to investigate me through you as well. Also, Chi Keung hired a private detective to investigate me, it must have been through you. You intentionally shoot to the video in the hands of a month to give Zhiqiang, the purpose is to let us two each other to produce misunderstanding! You …… you are simply their bought and paid for accomplices!”

Danyong face showed the color of pain, a long sigh said, “good, Minmin, I am indeed an accomplice …… but I am forced to …… my rice bowl pinched in the hands of others, do not do so will immediately be fired ……”

He paused for a moment and suddenly became excited again, “However, all the words I just said to you were sincere! I really like you, Min Min …… Come with me, for you I’m not afraid of anything anymore …… Let’s go far away together, far away from all this to start over …… “

By this time I had calmed down and buttoned back my coat without a word, waiting for him to finish before coldly saying, “No need, please let me out of the car!”

“You refuse to believe me?” Dare screamed in desperation, “I swear, every word I said was from the bottom of my heart!”

I turned a deaf ear and repeated, “Please let me out of the car!”

Dayong drew in a cold breath, all the veins on his forehead bulging out, and suddenly sneered twice. It was as if he had turned into someone I didn’t recognize in an instant, and his eyes revealed a vicious, ferocious light.

“I’m going to ask you again, you really won’t come with me?” He glared at me.

I met his gaze and replied with the most determined stare, leaving no room for compromise.

Dare’s eyes dimmed, reached under the seat to dig for something, and said with difficulty, “Okay, okay …… so you can’t blame me for being cruel ……”

Suddenly, the seats in the car closed up again. I was caught off guard and fell onto the back row, and with a gasp of surprise, an extra layer of bulletproof glass had been placed between the front and back rows to block it, separating Dare and I on either side.

The car started, I was panicked and angry, desperately beating on the glass and screaming: “What are you doing? Stop the car and let me out …… Do you hear me? Stop the car and let me out ……”

Danyong ignored it and drove the car fast down the road. After a while, I suddenly felt a burst of tiredness, my eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, unknowingly fell asleep ……

***    ***    ***    ***

In the drowsiness, I seem to have several dreams in succession. Different acquaintances appeared separately in each dream, Mu Zihong, Qingzi, Sumi, and Dayong …… The last one to appear was my husband. He smiled broadly and gently, just as he did when he first proposed to me more than ten years ago, and told me that he had forgiven me for all my transgressions. I jumped into his arms with joy and pampered him, and the two of them hugged each other intimately, for a long time.

I do not know how long to embrace, the body gradually began to feel hot. Husband’s hand quietly unruly up, in my mature delicate carcass wandering, soon touched every inch of my body. Cheeks, shoulders and back, thighs, buttocks, all were touched enough, and then a few fingers squeezed into the wet lower body, and pinched the small nucleus above the slit ……

“Mmmmmm …… mmmm ……” I let out a moan of pleasure, thinking that it had been a long time since I had made love to my husband, and it immediately became even wetter between my legs, with a steady stream of nectar pouring out. Hubby, however, was in no hurry to insert, with an evil smile on his face, aggravating the stimulation of my sensitive parts. A burst of tingling pleasure constantly rushed to the head, I am in a state of confusion, panting, almost about to climb to the peak, but just at this moment, a vague idea popped up suddenly!

-No, hubby would never tease me like this …… This must not be hubby!

As if I had fallen from the clouds to the ground all at once, my heart nearly leapt out of my chest and I screamed in panic, snapping out of my dream!

As soon as I opened my eyes, I realized that I was in a strange, brightly lit room, completely naked and leaning softly against a man’s chest. He was sitting on a large sofa with his arms around me, one hand playing with my high, bare breasts with abandon, the other pressing on the private part between my legs, and it was from between his fingers that the electric pleasure was coming, and it was still continuing to surge through my body in waves!

“Who …… are you?” I exclaimed in horror, although I couldn’t see the silhouette behind me, but my intuition told me that he wasn’t my husband, nor was he Danyong or Mu Zihong! This is even more so that I was scared out of my mind, like a drowning person falling into a deep pool, instinctively struggling up.

“Ha ha ha ha ……” ear came caracal laughter, seems a little familiar. I cried and desperately to break the arms that embrace me, but the hands and feet but a piece of soreness and softness, only to see their own round stomach trembling to and fro, how can not break free from each other’s embrace.

“Let go of me …… Let go of …… Who the hell are you?” I asked in a trembling voice as I struggled, my heart filled with fear.

“It’s only been a year and you don’t recognize me? Beauty!” An eerie voice rang out, speaking in a not-so-standard Chinese.

“Peter!” I exclaimed offhandedly, as if struck by lightning, “You’re Peter Lee!”

“YES! So you remember me!” A face came up from behind and liberally stubbed my cheek with the whiskers on his chin, “I can’t believe it, beautiful, you’ve fallen into my hands again!”

I couldn’t help but let out another scream of fear, my whole body shaking as if a nightmare from long ago had resurfaced. Peter Lee! This man who once kidnapped me and was slashed by me with a knife, I thought he had disappeared forever, who knew that he would appear in front of me again today!

“Hey, it’s only been a year and not only have your tits gotten bigger again, but you’ve even gotten your belly fucked round…

What a lowlife which ……” Peter opened his palms and rubbed my plump, soft breasts hard, his fingertips pinching the delicate nipples at the top.

“Let go of me …… Let go of …… What do you want?” I winced in pain.

“What for? Do I even need to ask?” Peter’s voice was full of venom, “A year ago, thanks to you, you cut my penis, do you know what the consequences are? Do you have any idea?”

He said louder and louder, his emotions seemed to be out of control all of a sudden: “That knife destroyed my testicles, causing me to become a waste of time at a young age, never again being able to have normal intercourse with any woman …… It’s all because of what you bitch did! This year I have sworn every day that I will take revenge …… Yes, I must take revenge!” This last sentence he was wildly roaring and shouted out, shaking my eardrums buzzing.

“What do you …… you want to do to me?” A bad feeling rose in my heart and fear spread through almost every nerve in my body.

Peter sneered and gritted his teeth, “No how, you’ve cost me a sound prick forever, so I’m going to let you have this extra thing on you forever!”

“What …… does that mean?” I asked in a shaky voice.

Peter doesn’t answer and raises his voice and shouts, “Come in, you guys!”

Footsteps sounded, and several men entered the chamber in a procession. I looked up in fear and shame and recognized one of them as Dare, but none of the other four.

“Dare! Are you …… you still considered a human being?” I was saddened and angry, looking at him angrily with tears in my eyes, “Not only did you betray me, but you also handed me over to this kind of person. Do you still have a little conscience?”

Dare’s face was wooden and he didn’t say a word. Peter, however, said grimly, “Dare, you’ve done well. I know you’ve been thinking about this bitch as well, so after the formalities are done later, I’ll let you be the first to fuck her!”

Dare’s eyes lit up and he thanked him gleefully. Another little old white man who looked like a doctor came forward, a small bag in his hand, nodded to Peter and said, “Ready to start yes? Ready to stab where?”

“Stab her right in this big slutty belly of hers, and remember to keep the glans area facing up.” Peter said with a sardonic grin, “That way she can clearly see this prick representing me whenever she looks down later!”

When I heard this, a wave of cold air shot from the top of my head straight to the soles of my feet, and the blood in my body was about to curdle over it. This demon was going to tattoo me with an ugly phallic design permanently tattooed on my stomach!

“Don’t-” I screamed out hysterically after a half-second interval, desperately twisting and struggling. Peter was prepared for this, and fought to wrench my shoulders from behind so that I couldn’t flail my arms, and could only keep kicking and flailing my legs.

The little old man shrugged and took the iodine emery cloth and other items from his bag and placed them by the couch before pulling out a steel needle and leaning down.

“No …… no ……” I screamed in panic, both of my naked legs kicking and stomping about, nearly kicking the little old man in the face.

“FUCK YOU!” cursed Peter loudly, giving orders to the others in the room, “Come here, you guys, and help get her together!”

Two big, burly black men stepped forward in response, and their large bushy hands took hold of my right and left ankles, and with just a slight twist, I shed tears of pain, feeling the pain in my feet as if they were about to snap.

“Move again and I’ll beat you to death, until you miscarry!” Peter roared furiously, holding my upper body firmly in place. The two black men, however, grabbed my feet and each walked to one side. In this way, my legs were forced to spread wide open, and it was as if they were locked with iron hoops, my whole body could no longer move.

“Ma’am, please cooperate with me, or you’ll be the one to suffer.” The little old man said without the slightest bit of emotion and stood between my legs, pinching a glowing steel needle and stabbing it slowly.

A slight tingling sensation came from my belly, although it wasn’t very noticeable, but it still made me feel like I was struck by lightning, the psychological shock far exceeded the physical, and when I looked down, there was already an extra fine needle point on my originally smooth skin.

“Don’t …… I don’t want to stab the pattern …… please …… don’t give me a pattern… … “I snot and tears, crying pearly, bitter pleading, but the scene did not pay attention to a person, as if everyone is a stone heart.

The steel needle pierced the skin one by one, leaving more and more marks. I was so angry that my brain was dizzy and I suddenly fainted with two black eyes.

After I don’t know how long, I woke up leisurely, only to hear Peter’s voice laughing maniacally, “It’s done! Look what a beautiful pattern it is!”

My hands and feet went cold, and I snapped my eyes open toward my belly, immediately letting out a scream of utter wretchedness!

Just see in that white and bulging belly, suddenly appeared a huge phallus pattern, from the navel has been extended to the plump peaks under, the top coincidentally did not in the cleavage. The black meat stick, bright red glans, exposed sinews are so vivid, and all kinds of colors are modulated extremely sharp, in the snow-white skin under the reflection, it looks even more thrilling.

My soul was about to fly apart, my whole body was paralyzed with soreness and weakness, and I just felt that the whole world seemed to have been destroyed. In a trance, I only heard Peter whistle and commanded, “Dare, you can fuck her now!”

Dayong answered and came over with a sharp intake of breath. I had completely lost my sense of resistance and allowed him to carry me to the other end of the sofa, his rough palms rubbing all over my body. Although my heart was gripped by great sorrow, my body’s sensitivity was still completely uncontrollable. It didn’t take long for my nipples and clitoris to be continuously stimulated, and my lower body oozed lewd juices uncontrollably.

“With a giggle, a hot rod poked in and filled my cunt. Daredevil let out a grunt of comfort and wrapped his arms around my body from behind, his palms reaching up to his chest and rubbing his bare, soft breasts to his heart’s content. With the rhythmic movement of his waist, my round belly was thrown up and down, and the huge prick impaled on it was also trembling, as if it were a real thing that was alive and well.

“Don’t blame me, Minmin, you brought this on yourself.” Dare put his lips to my ear and said in a low, inaudible voice, “If you had agreed to come with me three hours ago, I wouldn’t have given you to him. At that time I had just made up my mind to possess you alone, and I didn’t care even if I had to offend everyone for it, but you refused me ……”

I listened with tears streaming down my face, taking his thrusts one at a time, feeling the hard rod move in and out of my cunt so fast it was as if my whole body no longer belonged to me.

“Since I can’t possess you alone, I’ve lost the courage to betray their Li family, so I have to hand you over.” Da Yong said with a gasp as he galloped on top of me, “This way at least I can still fuck you, it’s also a fulfillment of my wish for many years ……”

After I don’t know how many thrusts, Dare suddenly let out a wild roar, and the hands holding my breasts pushed hard.

My whole body trembled as I felt his rod bounce violently, followed by a stream of hot, thick sperm spurting into the mouth of my uterus, and then that rod softened a little and finally slipped out of my vagina.

Dare took a long breath and lowered my body. I lay motionless, letting my legs spread wide as a thick, sticky, slippery stream of semen slowly poured out.

“How does it feel?” Peter asked with a strange grin.

Dare exclaimed from the bottom of his heart, “That’s wonderful, it’s indeed a life well spent to be able to fuck a woman like that.”

“Good, then I’ll try it too!” Peter’s eyes shot out as if he were a wild animal and he took it in stride. He was completely naked and wore a fantastic dildo on his crotch that swayed with his steps.

“Bitch, didn’t you come with a dildo? Today I’m going to fuck you until you pass out with this!”

Peter grinned sardonically and greeted the two black men as they rolled me over and lifted me up again, then came up to his crotch in the air.

“Fuck you!” He growled as the dildo went all the way in at once, squeezing my pussy open once again.

Then Peter clasped his hands around my thighs and told the two black men to let go of their hands. Immediately after losing my virtue my upper body leaned forward, and almost subconsciously I hastily stretched out my arms and braced both palms on the floor.

“Hahahaha, look at her bitchy face, does she look like a bitch?” Peter laughed maniacally, his waist pushed forward with force, I wailed, only to feel a huge sense of urgency coming from my lower body, as if I was going to be stabbed through by the dildo, I couldn’t help but reach out and crawled forward two steps, which relieved the pressure.

“No stopping! Bitch, go away!” The dildo roared, and the dildo toppled over again without mercy, and I cried out in pain, so I had to keep crawling forward on both hands, my round belly hanging down tiredly, shaking and dragging on the ground.

“Ah …… spare me …… please spare me …… please spare me ……” I cried up and down, just felt like my entire being was about to fall apart, all my self-respect lost.

“Bitch, you brought this on yourself!” Peter rode me like a horse, whichever way he stabbed the dildo, I had to crawl in that direction, and any slight slowdown would send a jolt of pain through my lower body.

Without realizing it, I was forced to circle the room several times until my arms were so sore and limp that I barely had any strength left, and then he made me stop in front of a wardrobe mirror.

I was drenched in sweat and juice, and I looked at my image in the mirror with tearful eyes. A grinning Peter stood behind me, both arms wrapped around my white, round thighs, not a gap between his waist and my ass. My own hands propped up on the ground, my full breasts and bulging belly all hanging down underneath me, trembling and gently rocking, looking truly like a bitch, being coitus in an unashamed position ……

“Look at it, this is you! This is the woman I wanted most a year ago!” Peter’s eyes glared bloodshot, shooting out the deepest hatred, “At that time my greatest desire was to fuck you hard and then shoot my semen, the symbol of conquest, into your body, and now although I’ve finally fucked you, I unfortunately don’t have the means to ejaculate again ……”

He paused for a moment, then suddenly laughed like a maniac again, “But that’s okay, if you don’t have semen, you can replace it with something else. Let me tell you, in this dildo I hold in my own urine! If you can’t ejaculate, just ejaculate urine, it’s all in this cock of mine anyway, I’ll inject all this stinky urine into your womb in no time at all …… hahahaha ……”

My whole body was shaking, I simply couldn’t imagine that there could be such a crazy person in the world, and I couldn’t help but struggle with all my might while crying hysterically, “Don’t …… don’t shoot your piss in …… I don’t want your piss! …… Don’t ……”

But it was too late, Peter reached down and pressed at the root of the dildo as he laughed maniacally. A blast of warm liquid erupted in a flash, raging into my cunt. I could almost feel my entire uterus quivering, along with the fetus I was carrying inside for five months, as I accepted the rush of urine with immense humiliation ……

(xiv)

It took about half a minute for Peter’s laughter to stop and he let go of his hand in satisfaction. I was in tears, like a dead fish limply paralyzed on the floor, between my legs there was once again a gurgling liquid pouring out, but this time it was not sticky semen, but a yellowish urine that emitted a strong fishy smell, under me gathered a large puddle full, it looked as if I was spreading my legs to pee, it was dirty and disgusting.

“Well? It was fun to watch, wasn’t it?” Peter squeezed his eyes at the two black men and waved his hand graciously, “You can take turns fucking her too, you’re welcome.”

From the moment these two blacks came in, their eyes never left my naked breasts and snow-white thighs, and the intense scene just now even made their eyes straight, and their crotches were already high. Hearing Peter’s words, the two blacks immediately answered with a smile and couldn’t wait to force their way forward.

My heart shrunk, fear once again swept through my body, just now two consecutive intercourse, has made my private parts were destroyed badly, the delicate vagina has the feeling of tearing, the small abdomen also a burst of pain. If I were to be gang-raped by two tall black men like this, my fate would be a miscarriage in all likelihood.

“No……” I let out a weak sound, shaking my head in despair, but I no longer had the slightest bit of strength left, and could only watch as these two black men walked up undressed and smiled lewdly as they forced themselves onto my completely naked body… …

“Stop!” At this critical moment, the door of the room was suddenly slammed open with a “Guangdang” sound, and someone burst in with an angry shout!

I looked up and saw that the one at the front was Mu Zihong, who had an iron-faced face. Sumi and Kiyoko followed behind, in addition there were three strong men in the form of fighters who followed in together, the room was suddenly crowded with people.

“Save me …… Zihong …… quickly save me ……” I cried out in pain, my body curled up on the ground, dragging my bulging belly to crawl toward him. Although this man used despicable means to possess me, but he at least to me is still quite gentle, coupled with this period of time has subconsciously regarded him as a husband, so at this moment to see him actually have a kind of see savior feeling.

Mu Zihong saw me this cloak of hair, full of insults of the woeful appearance, eyes immediately burned red. Without saying a word, he walked up to Peter and slapped him across the face, cursing angrily, “Bastard! Who told you to move her?”

Five fingerprints appeared on Peter’s face, but he was full of it, with a sarcastic sneer at the corners of his mouth, “Why get all worked up, Dad. It’s just a woman ……”

–Dad!

These two words were like thunderbolts from a clear sky, once again shaking me dumbfounded, and my entire body turned stiff. Could it be that Peter was actually Mu Zihong’s son? These two men who had hurt me and toyed with me in different ways were actually a biological father and son?

“No!” I heard a voice in my heart shouting furiously, unwilling to believe that this was the truth. But Mu Zi Hong didn’t deny it, and the muscles on his cheeks trembled uncontrollably, obviously trying his best to suppress the shock. He turned back to Sumi and Kiyoko and said, “Find some clothes and help Minmin to the hospital for a checkup before sending her back home.”

Sumi and Kiyoko agreed in unison, taking off their respective jackets and walking over to me, covering my naked torso and carefully helping me up again. I said in a trembling voice, “You …… you really are ……”

Mu Zihong nodded, “That’s right, my surname is not Mu, my surname is Li, my real name is Li Hong.”

I just felt cold all over and looked straight at him with both eyes. This man, I gave myself to him and even carried a child for him, but I actually don’t even know his real name.

Li Hong avoided my gaze, glared fiercely at Peter, and said with a sullen face, “Listen, I forbid you to harass Minmin again. From now on if you dare to touch a hair on her head, don’t blame me for you ……”

Here his speech paused, but Peter smiled coldly, “What? What are you going to do to me? Execute me?”

Li Hong was enraged, split his hand and grabbed Peter’s collar and growled, “Do you still have me as your father in your eyes?”

Not to be outdone, Peter yelled in a louder voice, “Do you? Do you ever think of me as your son?”

He pushed Li Hong away and reached out to point at me, cackling nervously, ”A year ago I was victimized by this woman and asked you to avenge me. I remember that you were so angry at that time, you said that you would destroy her in the most brutal way, and that you would make her willingly degrade herself and become the most lowly bitch. Only then did I appear in front of her to tell the cause and effect, painfully humiliating and mocking her, such a way of revenge is called great! You said the process would be longer, but it’s the only way to push her into the abyss step by step. You are my own old son, of course I unconditionally believe your words ……”

I only heard half of the trembling up, a heart seems to be dripping blood, the trauma suffered far more than the physical pain just now. Originally thought that Li Hong just to possess me to set a trap, who knew that the truth of the matter is actually ten times more cruel, this matter from the beginning is a terrible conspiracy!

There was no other sound in the hall room, only Peter was alone telling, “I waited patiently according to your request, and a year passed in the blink of an eye, you got her flesh, made her abandoned by her husband, then made her die to get pregnant for you, and in the end, you successfully conquered her body and mind, but you always refused to let me come out to reveal everything as well. Every time I asked you, you would find all sorts of excuses to delay, why is that? I thought about it and thought about it, and finally realized it ……”

He gasped for breath and emotionally shouted, ”It turns out that my own old man has faked it and has become enamored with this bitchy woman’s body, no longer intending to avenge his son’s death! You say, is it not so? Do you dare to say otherwise?”

Li Hong was silent for a while, coldly said, “You say yes is it. I have already let her family break up, husband separated; you have also given vent to your desire, as much as you want to insult her, there is any hatred has been avenged, this matter can be stopped here ……”

“No, it’s not over!” Peter screamed out of control, “This bitch has ruined my life, and I’m not going to settle for her living happily ever after with you for the rest of her life; I’m going to turn her into the lowest of whores, where every man can fuck her as he pleases. ……”

He laughed maniacally and turned to the two black men and ordered, “You guys go! Fuck this bitch right here today and fuck her until she miscarries!”

“How dare you!” Li Hong once again grabbed him by the collar, his eyes showing a cold chill, “Don’t you force me to get angry! Peter, don’t force your old man to get angry ……”

His eyes changed to a very frightening look, but Peter shouted as if he had gone out of his way, defiantly, “If you still think that I-your own son-is more important than this bitch, you won’t stop me today!”

“Although she is no match for you, the child in her belly is more important than you!” Li Hong sneered, “If that is a boy, he will inherit the fireworks of our Li family in the future. Otherwise, you have already lost the ability to procreate, will our Li family become extinct in your generation?”

Peter’s face turned blood-red at once, and uttering a steep, wild cry, he violently pushed Li Hong to the ground, turned and flung himself into the corner of the room to open a drawer, and when he turned back there was already an extra black, shiny revolver in his hand.

Sumi and I can not help but scream, and at the same time only heard a few clicks, followed by Li Hong came in the three bodyguards also pulled out a pistol together, the black muzzle of the gun are all aimed at Peter.

The room fell into dead silence, everyone was horrified, and time seemed to stand still for a moment!

After a few seconds, Li Hong stood up with great effort and looked angrily at Peter and said sternly, “Well? Do you still want to kill your old man?”

“Don’t force me, you don’t force me either ……” Peter looked like he had fallen into a frenzy, his whole body trembling uncontrollably, his red eyes repeating over and over again, “I’m just going to fuck this bitch until she has a miscarriage today …… is to fuck her until she miscarries ……”

Li Hong’s lips trembled with anger, but a hint of fear also flashed in his eyes as he gazed at the muzzle of the gun, and the two sides were momentarily at a standstill again.

Trying to break the ice, Kiyoko smiled sweetly at Peter and said in a soothing tone, “Put the pistol down first, brother. Dad’s doing this for your own good too. ……”

She said as she cautiously walked toward Peter. Peter, however, turned his gun around on her and shouted, “Stay back!”

Qing Zi stopped and looked at him accusingly, ”Brother, you really bear to kill me? Have you forgotten how happy we used to be? You are not only my half-brother, but also my first man ……”

My mind was dizzy, and the scene in front of me was all blurred. Kiyoko turned out to be Li Hong’s daughter, Peter’s own sister! This is another thing that I could not have imagined in any way! Thinking back to the scene of Li Hong and Sumi, Kiyoko, who could believe that the three of them were parents and daughters, this is really shocking …… Compared to Peter and Kiyoko’s brother-sister incest is insignificant ……

Just then, I suddenly heard Peter let out a wild roar, his voice full of shock and anger. I snapped back to my senses and opened my eyes wide, only to see Kiyoko performing a karate move, pouncing on Peter and knocking him to the ground.

Peter fell to the ground in a tumble, but the gun in his hand didn’t fall and snapped to this direction ……

-Bang-bang!

Deafening gunshots rang out as the three bodyguards opened fire first! The gunshots came like firecrackers one after the other, completely drowning out my screams!

The last thing I saw was Peter turned into a bloody man, with at least a dozen more holes in his body, blood spurting out like a spring, forming a heart-stopping image. Then I fainted ……

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When I woke up, I was already lying in the hospital, with Sumi and Kiyoko by my side. The doctor examined me, except for a vaginal tear and multiple bruises on my body, there was nothing serious, and the fetus in my stomach was fortunately preserved. Only my spirit was on the verge of breaking down, that bloody scene gave me such a deep feeling that I had nightmares every night, and I didn’t gradually recover until half a month later.

That night’s tragedy resulted in Peter being shot fifteen times and killed instantly. The rest of the group was unharmed, and the police investigated the incident and concluded that it was self-defense and that no one was responsible for it.

However, the case somehow alarmed the press. The fact that a father and son killed each other over a woman was a selling point in itself. Although the journalists were unable to learn the real motives and the inner workings of the case under the tight embargo imposed by the parties involved, this did not prevent them from writing a colorful report. For example, the headline of a Chinese newspaper reads, “Female Master’s Degree Student’s Lack of Self-Respect Leads to Tragedy of Human Relationship, Father and Son’s Jealousy Leads to One Death and One Tragedy!”

In these reports, I have been portrayed as a woman who is greedy for enjoyment, just arrived in the United States simply dumped her husband, first and classmate Peter had a relationship, and later because of dissatisfaction and turned to the embrace of his father, Li Hong, in order to money, willing to support, and become the mistress of such a rich man with a background in the underworld. And Peter is resentful of this, finally led to such a tragedy.

After seeing the report, not only was my husband completely dead to me, but even foreign students and Chinese in general were quite contemptuous of me. I became a notorious woman and moved back to Li Hong’s house after I was discharged from the hospital, having no choice but to continue to be his mistress.

It’s not that I didn’t want to tell the truth about what happened, but the bloody shooting scene that night made me shudder, and afterward Li Hong warned me to keep my mouth shut, or else although he couldn’t bear to lay a hand on me, he wouldn’t be polite to my husband and son, Yang Yang.

I shuddered, completely lost the courage to resist him. After multiple blows and torment, now I have with the past is a different person, become self-loathing, become afraid to face reality, completely succumbed to the cruel fate.

In this way, I continued to live with Li Hong, and at the end of the October pregnancy, I successfully gave birth to a baby girl in the hospital.

Li Hong wasn’t very happy that I had a daughter, but he was still interested in my plump and mature body. Due to the fact that in the last few months in order to protect the fetus, I relied on oral sex and masturbation to take care of it for him, and didn’t really have sex. He probably held back too much, and couldn’t wait for me to finish my monthly period before he impatiently resumed his sex life with me, venting his desires on me every night, and often calling Sumi and Kiyoko to come along and play all sorts of perverted sex games, which resulted in me becoming pregnant again only two short months after giving birth.

Li Hong smiled and was very proud of his abundant energy, saying that this time it should be a boy. But it wasn’t to be. I went to the hospital more than four months later for a fluoroscopy, and the baby was still a girl!

Now Li Hong was uncontrollably disappointed, and his attitude towards me gradually changed, no longer pampering me like before. One night he got drunk and came back in a rage, pointing at my nose and cursing, saying that he killed his own son for me, only hoping that I can give him a new son to inherit the flame, who knows that my belly is so uncontested.

“But …… it’s not my fault.” I couldn’t help but cry.

“Alright, alright, count me unlucky, a daughter is a daughter.” He probably finished venting his anger, waved his hand impatiently, and muttered, “Anyway, when my daughter grows up, she can serve me just like Qingzi. It’s not much of a disadvantage to enjoy the beauty you gave birth to yourself ……Well, well, that’s it ……”

I was stunned, until this time to fully see the face of this person, the heart can not help but let out the pathos: “God, how can there be such a clothed beast in the world, even their own daughter is not spared ……”

But what good is grief and remorse? It’s too late, I’m powerless to break free from this pit of fire ……

Another two months later, Li Hong’s performance is more and more bad, even in the home to keep another young beautiful young woman, and also let her pregnant. He shamelessly said that this is in the “extensive seeding”, early son born in order to settle down.

I could only swallow my anger and swallow my miserable tears in my stomach. But the new mistress is still looking at me wrong, everywhere looking for faults to make things difficult for me. When she found out that she was pregnant with a male child, the status of the family even jumped to become a queen, bossing even Li Hong have to let her three times, finally one day, she mercilessly threw me out along with my daughter.

I was about to give birth again, and with a baby girl under one year old, I was so desperate that I almost committed suicide, but Sumi came to my rescue. She sighed sympathetically and told me that she had suffered the same fate more than twenty years ago, when she and her two-year-old Kiyoko had been driven away by Li Hong’s main family.

Later, although she had her own business and Kiyoko had grown up, both mother and daughter were still under Li Hong’s control.

“There are several other mistresses like you, Li Hong.” Sumi concluded, “Right now they are all trying to please him, wanting to have a son for him. That way they can mother a son and enjoy his huge family business, so they won’t have to worry for the rest of their lives ……”

I listened woodenly and requested Sumi to take me in for a while. She readily agreed and let me stay in the vacant room at the back of the hotel. But after I gave birth to my second daughter, Sumi said I had to earn my own living to make a living, and suggested that I get back into the business of being a three-pointed barmaid.

I refused to do so at first, and went around looking for a job myself, trying to find a proper occupation. But no company was willing to hire me, and later I realized that this was the result of Li Hong’s secret influence. He did not want me to live a new life, and wanted to hold me in his hands forever, and this purpose was undoubtedly achieved. I soon bowed my head in front of the cruel reality and returned to my old job in Sumi’s hotel.

***    ***    ***    ***

“Minmin, take this root beer to table five!” Kiyoko was busy behind the counter and called out when she saw me pass by. Over the years she had helped out at Sumi’s store just like me. I used to hate her for cheating on me, but it faded over time, and now we’re still on good terms, just not “like sisters” like we used to be.

“Okay.” I picked up my tray and stepped into my cut-out spaghetti strap heels as I made my way through the crowd toward table five.

I walked slowly and carefully, afraid of falling if I didn’t pay attention, because I had just checked out that I was pregnant again, and even though there was still barely any sign of it on my belly, it was always a little bit nerve-wracking.

“HELLO, hello gentlemen, here’s the wine!” I floated a professional smile and leaned over to place the tray on the table, then with skillful movements began to pour the wine.

The two sitting at the table were both Chinese men. The one with long hair looked like a womanizer, and his eyes lit up, staring greedily at my full, bulging breasts.

I knew that as soon as I bent over, the only bra I had on my upper body wouldn’t be able to cover anything more, and from that angle of his I could easily see most of my snow-white globes, maybe even a glimpse of my nipples, but I didn’t bother to deliberately prevent myself from getting naked. This happens every day anyway, and I’ve long since gotten used to it to the point of numbness.

“Enjoy yourselves, both of you.” I was about to leave after pouring the wine, but unexpectedly the long-haired man took me by the arm and pulled me onto his lap.

“Don’t rush off, I haven’t tipped you yet!” With a lewd grin all over his face, the long-haired man pulled his wallet out of his coat pocket and drew out a twenty-dollar bill. Then he held my plump breasts high with one hand and stuffed the money into his bra with the other.

“Thanks a lot!” I leaned forward on my upper body as a rule and squeezed my high breasts into his arm. The long-haired man gave me a look of lust and desire to get his entire palm into his bra, but I deftly dodged it and stood on my tiptoes. After years of being a three-point barmaid, I’d learned how to earn tips while making only the minimum sacrifice.

Unexpectedly, just stood firmly, bare buttocks was a heavy slap, another customer’s voice behind the hee-haw: “beautiful, with our brother and sister out of “a drink” how?”

“Oh, that’s no good.” I turned around and said, “I never go out for a drink with anyone…”

“It can’t be, can it? We could have paid more!” Long hair salivated and licked his lips.

“It’s not the money ……” I said lightly.

The two customers showed disbelief and wanted to continue to impress me with their high prices, but a whistle suddenly rang out from the neighboring table, and someone said in a strange voice: “You guys are new here, aren’t you? Do you know that she is the woman that Boss Li has contracted, who dares to ask her out for a drink? I can see and touch her, that’s the limit. ……”

Speaking is a short fat man, is often familiar with the customers here, the two guests listened to “Oh” a sound, both look very disappointed, looking at my eyes full of reluctance to give up.

“You’re a talker, Old King! If you don’t open your mouth, no one will assume your tongue is rotten.” I gave that short fat guy a blank look. Because they were more familiar with each other, we often joked with each other and spoke casually.

Old Wang winked, staggered over with a bit of alcohol, grabbed my shoulder and said with a salivating face, “Minmin, I’ve known you since the day you first arrived at this store, so it’s been seven or eight years now, right? For the sake of such a long friendship, can you give me some extra sweetness?”

“What sweetness? You don’t want my panties again, do you?” I squinted at him, spread my palms and said, “Same old rules, bring me a hundred dollars and I’ll strip you of this one I’m wearing after work.”

“Oh no. The odor of your pussy is already more familiar to me than you are to yourself ……,” said the old king, shaking his head in mock secrecy, “I want something else this time, and I’m willing to pay five hundred dollars for it.”

“Yeah? What do you want?” I did some mental math, I had just lost all my money in a mahjong game with the usher lady a few days ago, and with the five hundred dollars, I might be able to turn over my money soon.

“I want a picture of you completely naked. Preferably one with your legs spread like in Playboy.” The old king said with a grin, “So that tonight I can look at your naked body while excitedly masturbating ……”

“BULLSHIT!” I knew he was flirting with me without hearing the whole thing, so I let out a heavy “yuck” and sneered back, “You’re kidding, you want to see the whole picture for $500? Why don’t you go home and masturbate to your mom’s pussy?”

This sentence said a little louder, around a lot of people have heard, all together laughed. The old king did not feel embarrassed, also followed the laugh, smooth hand and pinched me before letting me leave.

“Minmin, Minmin!” Kiyoko’s voice came from over the counter again.

“FUCK!” I cursed in my mind, what is wrong with this bitch today? Calling me for everything.

Though a bit displeased, I followed the sound ……

It was hard to get to the end of the shift, so I dragged my tired body to the locker room, rubbing my aching legs and frowning. But it only cheered me up some more when I unclasped my bra and saw that there were a dozen or so flowery bills inside, accumulating to nearly two hundred dollars.

Standing up and putting the money away, I lit up a cigarette and smoked it, my lips exhaling an old-fashioned smoke ring and joking around with my barmaid sisters for a while. A few minutes later I saw a package addressed to me at my feet. Unwrapping it, it contained sexy lingerie that I had customized specifically to be sent directly from the manufacturer.

“That was pretty fast.” I mumbled to myself as I unwrapped the package, pulled out my attire and put it on, then walked over to the fitting mirror and surveyed myself.

It was a breast-baring corseted vest, consisting of two pieces of cloth cross-tied with a cord in the center, with a full row of buttons on the back. Because I had to cover the ugly phallic pattern on my belly, I could only wear this type of waist corset that wrapped from the lower edge of my breasts to the top of my hips, but this set was a little different from the previous ones, with the special use of semi-circular steel rings to hold up my breasts.

Although I have always been very careful to protect the body, but after all, is a woman of forty years old, coupled with the successive birth of three children, but also had several abortions, chest breasts than before, although more plump, like two big fat and juicy honeydew melons like meat bulging, grip feel more soft, but in the elasticity is not as good as in the past, and a little bit of sagging. With these solid steel rings you can hold your breasts up high and make them look as firm and pretty as they once did. I looked at myself in the mirror for a while and felt quite satisfied that the money had not been wasted.

By this time the barmaids had already left and I was the only one left in the locker room. As I was about to leave, I suddenly overheard a discarded newspaper on the floor, and one of the photos published on it seemed a bit familiar.

I subconsciously picked it up and took a look, it was a Chinese newspaper, the photo was actually taken by my husband, who was in full bloom, and next to him was a young and gentle woman. After divorcing me, he studied for his master’s degree and then returned to China to start his own business. In just a few years, he has become a successful entrepreneur and is now the president of a group with tens of millions of dollars in assets, and is preparing to lead a delegation to come here to talk about business next month. The newspaper also said that he has been married, the bride is the girl next to him, is also a rich girl, but very considerate and so on.

I stared blankly, I don’t know what kind of flavor is in my heart. In fact, I often see his news over the years, at first there is a kind of pain when I see a needle pricked heart and lungs, and then slowly numb, only a kind of a world away from the disappointment. I know, we have embarked on a completely different life path, occasionally recall the past, when the newlyweds happy, just came to the United States when the days of suffering together, have been running like water, never to return, never to come back.

Looked at my husband’s side of the gentle smile of the bride, the expression is so sweet and happy, my heart suddenly pricked up again, and then looked up to see myself in the mirror, although the face is still beautiful, but the corner of the eye with a kind of can not hide the haggard vicissitudes of the eye.

There is also this body exposed and provocative dress, will be my whole body curve exaggerated outline, looks huge breasts and plump buttocks, waist slender, bare a pair of long and round legs, foot stirrups is a pair of shoes hollowed out thin strap high heels, white and tender palms of the feet and the ten slender toes are bared …… In a word, the mirror of my body is glowing with a A windswept woman’s breath, full of lustful carnal desire.

Tears welled up in my eyes without me realizing it, and I stomped my foot, crumpled the newspaper up viciously, and threw it into the trash can at my feet.

Taking off my corseted vest, I forced myself to gather myself, changed and left the locker room, went downstairs to get a hot late-night snack, and then went back to my own room at the back of the hotel.

“Alice, Julia ……” I called out as I pulled out my keys and opened the door, “Look what Mommy brought you guys. It’s your favorite hot dogs and dept. bars ……”

Alice and Julia are the two daughters Mu Zihong had me give birth to, who are eight and seven years old.

They have inherited my beauty completely, and everyone who sees them praises them, saying that they will grow up to be even more beautiful than I am.

In the past, when I heard that there was a night out, the two little ones would jump up and down to welcome me, but today the outside room was quiet and no one was there. I was a little surprised, side ear, the bedroom came from the clamor and noise, it seems that they are arguing about something. I put down the snack, gently walked to the door to take a look, both eyes immediately wide.

I saw that my two daughters were frolicking around the room, their clean little faces painted with brightly colored makeup, and their bodies were each wearing two of my three-pointed sets. They weren’t much taller yet, and their tender bodies hadn’t developed yet, and their tight thongs were just fine, but with my huge-sized bras on their tiny breasts, trembling in front of their eyes, they looked really funny and weird.

“FUCK! You little bitch, give me this one of yours!” Alice yelled as she jumped on top of her sister, tugging at her attire with her hands, “You don’t have any tits or an ass, what are you wearing this big one for? Just give it to me ……”

“No to …… just no!” Julia’s small face turned red, her body rolled around and struggled, “Aren’t you the same yourself? I got this set first, I want this set ……”

“Or I’ll beat you up!” Alice shook her little fists threateningly, “I’ll swell your face and beat you into a rotten pig’s head!”

“Come on, who’s afraid?” Julia called out defiantly, “If you beat me up, I’ll embroider on your stomach and give you a big sausage too ……”

I couldn’t hold back any longer when I heard this, and broke in headlong, raising my palm without a word, “Pah-pah-pah.”

One of them gave them a slap on the face and scolded them, “What are you talking about? Who taught you this nonsense? How many times have I told you not to touch mom’s clothes? You like to wear this at such a young age, are you going to sell your sex when you grow up? You guys really piss me off…”

The two little girls were knocked off their feet and cried out together. I was even more angry, I pulled up my sleeves and rushed to the door, I was about to take out a broom to teach them a lesson, but who knows, I ran into the arms of a man who was entering the door. The man reached out and wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the lips as soon as he lowered his head.

“Uh-huh!” I was first startled, then I saw that this person was Li Hong, and my whole body involuntarily softened, obediently spitting out my tongue and kissing him fiercely and passionately.

Until I got me panting, Li Hong only stopped, his big hand rubbing my ass surprised and asked, “What’s wrong? Just entered the door so noisy?”

“And it’s not your two daughters being naughty?” I said, hanging my head in resignation.

“It’s just wearing a three-pointed style, a kid’s joke, it’s nothing, right?” Li Hong glanced at them and said as if nothing had happened, the topic immediately turned back to me, “Pregnant again, are you? Take good care of your body, I’ll send you more living expenses in these months.”

“Well, I think …… it’s going to be a boy this time, I have a feeling ……” I said hopefully as I leaned tamely into his arms.

“It doesn’t matter if the girl …… haha, as long as she grows up to be as charming as you!” Li Hong laughed, kicked the door with his heel, and one hand had already lifted my skirt and skillfully removed my panties.

“Alice, Julia, you two go to bed first ……” My private parts were touched by the rough big hand, I soon couldn’t control the lewd water dripping out. Maybe it’s because I’ve entered the year of the tiger and wolf, my lust is now unprecedentedly high, I can’t wait to be napped hard by a man every day, but Li Hong only comes to visit once every few weeks and forbids other men to touch me. I was going crazy, sometimes I even hoped that the guests would use force to get me, but none of them had the guts to do so.

“We’re not sleepy …… yet,” mumbled the two daughters with teary eyes and pouting mouths.

I frowned and was about to give an order as a mother when a sudden flick of a fingertip on my sensitive clit sent an electric rush of pleasure immediately to my head and the sound that came out of my mouth turned into a moan.

“Why bother telling them to go?” Li Hong laughed lowly, “Just let them see their mom’s slutty look, so they can learn faster when they grow up ……”

“Giggle” sound, hot rod through the lubrication of the obscene water stabbed into the body, and at once inserted into the deepest part of the vagina, the mouth of the uterus by the glans of intense pleasure made my whole body trembled, excited tears burst out, no longer care about my daughter to go or not.

Li Hong picked me up, step by step into the room, the whole big cock did not enter my body. I couldn’t help but wrap my legs around his waist, twisting my body up and down in excitement, my bra was ripped open, and my bare breasts threw out a raging wave in front of my chest.

However, Li Hong seemed a bit distracted, his eyes looking elsewhere. My mouth gasped, subconsciously turned my head to follow his gaze, only to realize that he was looking at his two daughters, Alice and Julia. They were standing by the bedside, staring at me with two pairs of small eyes curiously looking at me, perhaps it was the extreme pleasure that washed over me, perhaps it was the overflowing tears that made my vision blurred, I suddenly felt that they looked quite good in their three-pointed styles.

Yes, that childish but beautiful and lovely face, the natural delicate skin that only children have, the tender and slender legs, and the snow-white little ass that was exposed under the thong, with the three-pointed style seemed to become extremely attractive, like adding a kind of teasing and attraction that should be only for women.

Mu Zi Hong looked at them, his eyes lit up and shot out an extremely complicated light. That was by no means the sight that a father should have on his daughter, and while he wrapped his arms around my waist and vigorously thrusting, he slowly walked towards them. I watched, the impending orgasm made me unable to think of anything else, I could only let out a cry-like lustful cry, my eyes once again flowing out tears ……

Were they tears of fear or tears of pleasure? I don’t know, I really don’t. All I know is that these tears are falling with myself into an abyss, an abyss of boundless pleasure.

[End]

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Qin Shou: “I really did not expect that an essay would be written more than 100,000 words, more than double what I originally expected to exceed. And the old habits of the writing process are back, the whole rhythm of dragging and dragging, the overall self-perception is not good, even can not raise the spirit to seriously modify, everyone just make do.”

Libido: “Nice story, but the style of the artwork doesn’t seem quite the same as before yet.”

Qin Shou: “The main reason why I would go ahead and write such a piece is that since entering the world of erotica, I myself have always wished to dabble in a few more subjects and try out a few more different creative styles. As a male author, writing about color in the first person of a woman is definitely just a very challenging new endeavor for me.”

Lin Tong: “Sounds like a very encouraging challenge, so what’s the takeaway?”

Qin Shou: “Erotic literature is a genre that emphasizes the sense of immersion for both the author and the reader. In the past, of course, I put myself into the male role, but in the process of this creation, I had to constantly put myself into the female protagonist’s body and mind, and although I had prepared myself beforehand, it was only after I started to write that I realized how difficult it was.

Especially when it comes to those humiliating and abusive scenes, but also to write out the “cool” feeling, this is really a kind of torture at a loss: (However, an attempt is also an exercise, although there are many places are not satisfactory, but can accumulate experience for future writing, it is not a waste of effort, right? “

Slave: “It’s obvious that you’re trying, and in terms of erotic literature, the attempts made in this piece are a very good start indeed.”

Qin Shou: “I’m ashamed to say that I’ve been writing about sex for three years now, and my total word count is over a million, but the number of tricks I’ve changed in my bed scenes is sort of pathetic. Last year, when I wrote ‘Magnolia Robbery’, I wrote about anal sex for the first time, and compared to the endless fancy skills of all the authors, I am really ashamed of myself. So this year, I’ve tried to write some new tricks in my articles, such as props, tattoos, group sex, etc., all of which are my first foray into the field. I have no previous experience in this area (I mean in words ^_^) It’s hard to avoid laughing at the party.”

Xiaoping: “I’m very excited to see it, thank you, Brother Shou.”

Qin Shou: “Finally explain, this paper’s quite a few ideas and ideas, are from someone’s strong suggestion. Otherwise it can not write so long, although the hard work of writing, but I feel quite rewarding, I would like to thank. “

Convenor: “This is a fine piece of work, and now, let’s welcome the next installment of One Thousand and One Nights: the most magnificent revenge of all.”