I Lost My Love (1)
I stayed in Shanghai after graduating from university and worked in a computer software company for three years. The work environment is more relaxed, but there are young people’s world, there is no warm sister or sister-in-law, a few long freckles OFFICE Shanghai Miss is also very delicate, on the basis of the boss side of the work, but also may be the reason that we are outsiders, did not put us in the eyes of the process of these companies, all day long indifferent look.
We are bored after work, due to work needs, we go to work are hung up on the Internet, everyone on the Internet are open ICQ and other network pagers, in the programming of the spare time, and thousands of miles away from the classmates of the Internet chat. I also quickly like to use this gadget, and often asked for overtime.
In our company, it is normal to ask for overtime work, because programming is all about one and done. I found the function of OICQ is good, slowly online chatting has been using the OICQ. my net friend is not a lot, because I am an introvert, to the girl will not be flowery language, I just will be some of my basic situation posted, but also connected to a web page to introduce themselves.
A lot of girls are on the Internet to take the initiative to chat with me, but my colleagues say that my Internet friends are polarized: either older than thirty unmarried older sister, or less than twenty naive little girl.
I have very few female netizens of my own age, and most of them break off contact after a few chats. Only a Beijing net name “Variety of small bamboo” girl often chat with me, we have a lot of common topics, because she had been in Shanghai college, and that school and I went to college are famous schools in Shanghai, and not far from each other.
As time went by, we got to know each other quite well, I knew that she was working in a foreign company in Beijing, her boyfriend had gone to the US, and soon she would be going to the US for her studies, etc. I also knew that she was working in a foreign company in Beijing, and her boyfriend had gone to the US.
We only passed the phone once, but the feeling of chatting on the phone is tasteless, and then always chat on the Internet, a chat is half a year. During these times, I felt that I had a female colleague next to me, and there was a feeling that a man and a woman could work together without getting tired. My colleagues said that my character was also much more cheerful, and I did a great job in accomplishing my work. Soon, I was promoted from a process worker to a project team leader, and had the opportunity to travel frequently.
This summer, my company sent me to Beijing alone on a business trip. Before I left, I made an appointment with her online to meet her in Beijing. On Saturday night, I took a plane to Beijing and stayed in a five-star hotel near Wangfujing according to the company’s arrangement. As soon as I got off the plane, I dialed her number and she promised to pick me up at the hotel early tomorrow morning to go out and play the Forbidden City.
When I arrived at the hotel, I was very surprised at the luxurious facilities there, the large foyer was splendid, the foreigners coming in and out were accompanied by a Chinese girl with a youthful smile on her arm, while the Chinese men came and went with the confidence of success that could be seen at a glance. Into the room, I was even more surprised that the room is a particularly wide double bed, the refrigerator is filled with a variety of drinks and foreign wine, the TV cabinet is also placed on a variety of coffee, tea and snacks. The bathroom was also very spacious and bright, with a bathtub big enough to accommodate two people at the same time. Never having been to such a place before, I felt inexplicably excited and spent the night playing in the room by myself.
The next day, I had an early breakfast downstairs and went back to my room to wait for my online friend, who I’m going to call “Mei Mei” for the time being! It was nine o’clock, the hot summer sun seemed to be boiling all the objects on earth, but I was waiting for my long awaited Mei Mei in my cool room.
Not long after nine o’clock, the doorbell I was expecting arrived as promised, and I hurriedly opened the door to my room. Standing in the doorway was a beautiful woman, about one meter six and a half tall, shoulder-length hair black and bright, big eyes full of excitement and shyness, wearing a white sleeveless T-shirt, wearing a pair of ultra-short denim shorts below, wearing a pair of lightweight sneakers under the long and white legs.
“Even prettier than in the picture!” I thought as I let her into the room.
After a hustle and bustle, the two of us soon chatted like old friends we hadn’t seen in years. She is a year younger than me, but with me in the same grade, together in Shanghai Wujiaochang spent an unforgettable four years of college career, although in the study period, we went to each other’s schools, but did not know each other, a great feeling of hate to see each other. Soon, the morning passed in chatting, no one mentioned going out to play.
When it was lunch time, I invited her to have lunch in the dining room and returned to my guest room to continue our conversation. We chatted about interesting things in college, changes in Shanghai, the latest VCDs, popular songs and stars, and so on. Mei Mei and I talked for a long time, looking at the hot sun outside, did not want to go out at all, and especially sleepy, want to sleep, I yawned several times in a row.
My mood all of a sudden sense venting Mei Mei, she also even yawned a few times. We looked at each other and smiled, what to do?
Looking at the only queen-sized bed in the room, we agreed to each sleep on one side of the bed. “No molesting oh!” I said for her before I fell asleep.
Probably due to the fatigue of traveling and the over excitement last night, Mei Mei and I fell asleep without saying a few words while lying on the bed. The room’s air conditioner was especially cold, I wrapped the bed sheet around my body as I fell asleep, and with a beautiful woman by my side, I who had never been in love felt especially satisfied and slept especially well!
I don’t know how long it took, but I felt a hot breath evenly exhale on my face, and I opened my eyes, and wow! Maybee and I were wrapped in a sheet, nose to nose, almost touching. I didn’t move a muscle, wishing this wonderful time could stay a little longer! I looked at her silently, admiring the goddess close at hand: tightly closed eyes revealing long eyelashes, the nose is quite scratchy and glossy, the rosy lips are slightly open seemingly with a smile, the face is white and smooth.
I’d never been this close to a girl before, and I was especially excited and uneasy, afraid that if she woke up, this life-affirming time would fly by so quickly!
Just then, the large eyes opened and Meimei looked at me quietly, her eyes darting around my face twice. I felt constrained, afraid that she would scold me, and even more afraid that she would just walk away. Suddenly, Mei Mei smiled at me. Look at the two dimples swinging, I do not know where to come from the courage to reach out and stroke her hair, black hair shining with a healthy luster, I could not help but kiss her face.
She didn’t say no at all, instead she brought her head up to give me a light kiss on the lips. It was like that, one for you, one for me, and we were soon kissing. My tongue stirred gently in her mouth, tenderly touching the tip of her tongue, and it felt wonderful. Our hands were also quite unconsciously caressing each other’s bodies, slowly reaching from the outside of our clothes to the inside.
I had never touched a girl’s breasts before, and the delicate and soft breasts made me so horny that my hands quickly felt downward. When my hands were about to touch the bottom, I felt her stop all of a sudden, she grabbed my hands with both of hers and gently pushed me away, sitting up.
“That’s not good.” She looked me in the eye, her tone soft but firm.
We stared at each other silently for a moment, looking at each other’s messy clothes and sweaty bodies, and we laughed at the same time.
We looked at each other and laughed for a while before she said, “I want to take a shower.” After saying that, she went into the bathroom alone.
I was at a loss for words, suddenly, the bathroom came continuous scream, I instinctively rushed into the bathroom. I went in to see, it turned out that when she turned on the bathtub faucet, she turned on the shower head, and the strong water pressure shook the shower head on the shelf, and the water sprayed all over her body, which overwhelmed her, and she just screamed hard.
I grabbed a towel, went up and wrapped it around the shower head and turned off the faucet. Looking at her who was drenched, her damp clothes clinging to her body, revealing her slim and seductive figure, her upper body was exposed except for her bra. I couldn’t help but walk up and hold her close, but she pushed me away with determination, smiling as she pushed me out of the bathroom room door and locked it.
My heart could not be calmed for a long time, and my heart was full of contradictions, not knowing what to do next. Although my eyes were glued to the TV, I didn’t know what was playing on it.
I Lost My Love (2)
I don’t know how long it took, the bathroom door opened, Mei Mei walked out from the doorway, her drenched hair wrapped in a towel, her slightly rounded face looked rosy and moist after being soaked in warm water, her face hung with a shy and restrained smile, her body was wrapped in a bath towel, her body was only wrapped in a bath towel, and her exposed breasts were so white that they dazzled the eyes, it was simply like hibiscus out of water! Simply a fairy that fell from the sky! I hugged her and kissed her furiously on her body.
“Don’t do that.” She grabbed the towel wrapped around her with one hand and gently pushed me away with the other, “Why don’t I give you a bath?” Meimei said to me, “But first, you need to borrow a set of clothes for me to wear.”
I didn’t have much of an idea, and opened my duffel bag, she picked out one of my flat-footed shorts and shirts, and spoke to me again, “You go take a shower, I’ll be here later, don’t come out.”
I obediently listened to her and went to the bathroom by myself, stripped off my clothes and turned on the faucet to take a shower. I was idly taking a shower while looking at her clothes soaking in the sink, speculating in my mind what she was thinking.
Soon, she knocked on the door and walked in, looking at her thin and delicate figure wearing my wide shirt, I think she is even more lovely! She rolled up her cuffs and said graciously, “I’ll give you a bath.” Said, is going to take the towel from my hand to take a bath. I feel very shy, the towel to cover my private parts do not let go.
“Don’t be so embarrassed!” Mei Mei said: “I used to give my brother a bath.” After saying that, she took a towel and washed my body.
I feel like hours of mom give me a bath, but there is no instinctive physiological reaction, very obedient to be made to turn around, all over the body washed by her through. Now think about it, in fact, at that time she was also very embarrassed, she just up and down to me gently wiped a little, my private parts touched did not touch, did not even look at it.
After washing and drying, she asked me to go out first, she wanted to do the laundry. I went out naked, got dressed, and watched the TV with my mind wandering, not being able to figure out what to do, which my teacher hadn’t taught me in school! GOD BLESS ME!
I Lost My Love (3) Summer Pouring
I’m very grateful for the encouragement from the veterans, and I’m going to continue to write this story, but I’m thinking of changing its name to Summer Dump, right?
After a short while, she walked out of the laundry. She smiled at me, walked to the chair alone, brought a cup of tea, and watched TV without saying a word. I also have no words to find words, at this time I feel that the two people seem to be very strange. The two of us watched the TV in silence for a long time… and then, as the story unfolded on TV, we chatted again, as if the familiarity of the past had returned.
We decided to make a game of guessing fifteen or twenty. I took out the beer and snacks from the fridge in my room, you one, I one, and guessed and drank, and before we knew it, we had eaten and drunk all the stuff in the fridge except for the very strong foreign wine. We could only guess in a daze, scratch each other’s noses if we won, and then slowly developed to peeling the buttons on each other’s clothes.
To be honest, neither of us was actually drunk because there were only 5 or 6 beers in the fridge and I wouldn’t have gotten drunk even if I drank them all. But after drinking, both of us seemed to have a lot more guts. It wasn’t long before we both lost our tops off. Looked at her naked, breasts in front of the chest especially eye-catching, I through the strength of alcohol, I put one hand around her, one hand gently caressing her breasts, two eyes are also staring at her breasts, never leave.
I’d never really seen a girl’s breasts before, except on the internet and in videos of course, but hers were unlike anything I’d ever seen. Her breasts were tiny, so much smaller than they looked in her clothes, and instead of the whole thing dropping down due to the earth’s gravity, the little pink nipples were slightly upturned, and a ring of pink areola lined the area around the nipples, moist and glowing seductively! The whole breasts and her slim figure were one and the same, white and beautiful!
I ran my hands over her textured yet slippery breasts and my mouth kept kissing on her while she was silently stroking and kissing me. Soon, my mouth reached her bottom and Meimei pushed me away again at that moment. I looked up at her in confusion and she covered her mouth and ate and laughed.
I asked her, “What’s wrong?”
She pointed to my bottom with one hand and smiled, “Tent up.”
I looked down and saw that my dick had already stretched my shorts to the max. I looked at her: “You know a lot!”
She kept laughing and said, “I read it in a book.”
Looking at her, healthy and perky, beautiful and mischievous, I pressed into her with a flourish and peeled my shorts off her.
Not waiting for me to wake up from the joy of victory, enjoy this joy, she has screamed and wrapped the sheet on the body, and is wrapped all over the body, the fruits of victory are gone. I took my pants that she had worn in one hand, and grabbed the sheet wrapped tightly around her body with one hand, staring at her with a smile and said, “Take it off!”
“No stripping!” She gripped the sheets with both hands and knelt with her feet on the bed, cocking her mouth adorably in return to my words.
After dozens of rounds of “take off” and “don’t take off”, I realized that the pants I was grabbing seemed to be wet, so I brought my pants that she had worn to her eyes, and “wow!” The bottom of her pants were all wet, and it wasn’t like ordinary water, it was also a bit sticky… I couldn’t help but pick up the pants and hand them to her… She blushed bright red, and buried her head in the sheets, only looking up after a long time.
Her pink face is red, even her eyes seem to be closed, very embarrassed, said: “Take off! But there is a condition, you first take off!” I was also difficult, but still put his pants off.
I took off my pants and lay on the bed with my hands behind my head, looking at my dick standing upright and high, feeling funny and ridiculous! She wrapped her hands in the sheets and stretched her head around my dick, looking at it with curiosity and making “tsk” noises from time to time.
Suddenly, she couldn’t help but reach out and gently stroke her hand over my looming dick as well. Where have I ever been stimulated like this! A warm current rushed out at once, my dick shook twice, and thick semen shot out, getting all over her face.
I was so embarrassed that I didn’t wait for her to say anything, but she wiped the semen off her face with her hand and tried to comfort me, “It’s nothing, it’s nothing. Looks like I’ll have to take a bath with you.”
Summer Tilting (IV, end)
She dragged me both to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, moved the clothes she had washed and dried, removed the sheets, and stood with me in the center of the water.
What a lovebirds play in the water, really a god’s day! We hugged tightly and kissed in the water, hating the fact that her body melted into mine and mine into hers, and couldn’t get enough of touching each other all over our bodies.
Her skin in the water was smoother and more textured to the touch, and I kissed her all over, and she closed her eyes tightly to enjoy everything I gave her.
She again felt my dick down there reacting physically and bucking, she looked at him and mischievously touched it lightly with her hand, then gently stroked it again. After just such a time, my tolerance for stimulation is much better, she also bent down and kissed me on my dick, while also looking up at me with a sly smile.
I couldn’t help but lift her thighs, wanting to finish the first time in my life in this bathroom, but she pushed me away again: “This is my first time, not in the bathroom, okay?” Of course I couldn’t help myself, I hurriedly dried my body and carried her back to the room.
When we got to the bed, she said to me, “I’m afraid of pain. Kiss me nicely, okay?” We were soon joined together, and I kissed her from the top to the bottom…
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Suddenly, she spit out my dick, grabbed it tightly with one hand, screamed loudly, and raised her hips high. I also felt a kind of floating sensation coming from my lower body to my heart, all the way to my head, and I lost consciousness for a while. I felt like a bird flying on a colorful cloud, like a fish surfing in the ocean, or like a cheetah racing across the grassland. The whole person was light, soft and comfortable!
After an unknown period of time, I woke up, she was sleeping on my body. I gently caressed her hair, recalling the scene just now, she also woke up, she smiled sweetly at me and asked me, “What time is it now?”
I look at my watch, the time is already more than seven o’clock in the evening, “haven’t eaten dinner yet!” She pouted slightly : “I’m hungry.”
“Then I’ll fill you up.” I said and wrapped my arms around her again.
“Do not, eat dinner, I accompany you all night, okay?” She laughed and climbed up: “Oops, I don’t have any clothes to go out!”
“I’ll go shopping for you then, there’s a mall all down there anyway.”
“Do you know how to buy it?”
Now I’m in trouble. I’ve never bought a girl’s dress before!
“Let me teach you.” The next thing I knew, Meimei was teaching me how to measure my circumference using her as a model, and teaching me what kind of clothes to buy.
I got dressed and walked out. On the way, in a burst of jogging, I ran to the commercial building near the hotel and bought her a set of underwear and a dress, and I ignored the salesman who looked at me with a strange look, paid the money and ran back.
After she put on the clothes I bought for her, she looked carefully before and after: “The clothes fit well, but they don’t match my shoes very well. No matter, let’s go out for dinner first, let’s go!” After saying that, she took my arm and walked out.
Walking up to the entrance of the hotel and looking at the crowds coming and going, I felt as if I had blended in with the group.
We were strolling down the crowded street, laughing and joking along the way. Passing by a shopping mall, I saw a big poster just put up in the window, Lu Yi, who is famous for playing the role of “Xiao Tong” on TV, was wearing a sweatshirt with a big smile on his face, and the handwriting underneath the autograph seemed to have not yet dried.
I pointed to his likeness and said: “This young man looks too handsome.” Unexpectedly, Mei Mei stared at the poster for a long time, the mood seems to have become very low all of a sudden, and then has been silent, and did not speak during dinner.
After dinner, she offered to go home. I didn’t know why and couldn’t find a reason to keep her. That’s how we broke up.
The next few days, I have been busy with official business, the night is also busy writing programs, write reports, whenever I think of her, call her no one to answer. After the errand, I soon returned to Shanghai, and never contacted her again, and could not see her shadow on OICQ. Colleagues think I came back from Beijing as if I had changed as a person, not in love with small talk, only focus on work.
I still have a girl’s summer dress in my luggage, and I often take it out and look at it, and I can’t help but think of her…
Not long ago, I finally received a letter from her to me, a letter is not long, the full text is as follows: ‘Dear Ryo.
Hello!
I am married and just a few days after we both broke up, my boyfriend came back from the US and I will be leaving for the US soon.
He and I have been seen as childhood sweethearts by everyone around us since we were kids, and marriage seemed like a natural fit. You, like him, are one of the finest boys I’ve ever met. That night, you showed me a picture of Lu Yi, which made me think of him coming back soon. I’m sorry! If you had been more persistent, I might have been by your side forever!
The happiest first time in my life was shared with two wonderful men at different times, which is a bit sad for me, but a blessing!
In closing, I wish you a speedy discovery of your love and a lifetime of happiness!
I used to love you.
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I can’t express my emotions about all this in my own words, but I can only conclude this article with the words of the Supreme Being in the
Once there was a sincere love in front of me, but I did not cherish. It was only when I lost it that I regretted it, and there is nothing more painful in this world than that. If God can give me a chance to do it again, I will say “I love you” to that girl. If I have to put a time limit on this love, I hope it will be 10,000 years!