“My wife is suddenly about to give birth, I took paternity leave today, the appointment of the customer you run for me!” Xiao Gang’s anxious plea on the phone made me cruel.
“That’s gotta be a good meal to make up for it.” Promise, what man can be relieved when his wife is lying in a hospital bed.
“Xiao Du, you’re really my living Buddha, no problem, I’ll treat you to whatever you want.”
After asking for the meeting address and other information, I called the other party and explained that there would be a new person to talk to.
“Whoa! Is that so? Of course it doesn’t matter, let’s stick to the original appointment!” The soft female voice sounded like I’ve heard it somewhere before.
I purposely arrived earlier than the appointment and sure enough the other person hadn’t shown up yet.
Making a good first impression is an essential common sense for a salesman. In the restroom I made a special effort to tidy up my appearance, hoping to finalize this case once and for all today.
However, just as the other person pushed open the door to the cafe, she and I both froze for a moment.
“I can’t believe it’s you! Du Chim.” The tone was full of surprise.
I reacted a little slower: “Ah, so Manager Liu is you.”
She sat down and ordered a Viennese coffee, and we began to exchange pleasantries. I responded absentmindedly, but my mind drifted back to ten years ago…
When she and I were only seventeen-year-olds, her family and my home across the alley, but because she and I went to high school in Taipei City, living in the outer counties of the city we have to take the bus to school, so every morning at the bus stop can meet face to face.
Every morning at 6:30, I could see her was the happiest thing at that time, at that time I was just a high-minded teenager, although my heart secretly like her, but never look at her, and repeatedly with the corner of the eye glance, this habit from the first year of high school began, maintained for a year.
I remember one sunny day, we were somehow the only ones waiting for the bus at the bus stop, and she suddenly walked up to me with big bright eyes and whispered, “Do you have any extra change with you? I accidentally forgot it.”
I clumsily dug through all the pockets on my body: “There’s an extra ten dollars, just enough, take it!”
“Then I’ll give it back to you tomorrow.”
I was still pretending to be smart: “You don’t have to return it.” A cold answer blocked our first contact. I’m sorry! I was so stupid.
But that first face-to-face conversation made me giggle all day then.
In the summer of my sophomore year of high school, the weather in early September was still hot, and after a few stops on the bus, the crowd gradually filled up the car, and the stifling air made people sweat, and I just happened to be standing side by side with her, holding the pull-tabs on my head as the bus swayed.
Everything was going on as usual, people riding the bus drearily without a word and then getting off again in a hurry, but I felt a small commotion to my left.
The left side is where she was standing, I originally thought that it was too crowded, that’s why she kept twisting her body to adjust her posture, and her elbows kept bumping into me, so I was not moved, and never looked at her. But the constant movement was too strange, I turned my head and saw something that made me furious.
An old man sitting in the fraternity seat was doing his abominable deed, the old man’s wrinkled and withered left hand slightly fished up the pleated skirt, and slowly touched the palm of his hand from the knee upward to the inner side of her white thighs, rubbing back and forth, which made the old man’s eyes lit up with desire.
She has a young girl’s reserve, delicate skin by this heart of the hand led out of the protruding pimples, but hesitate to cry out helpless, it turned out, just now the touch is to me for help, I saw her is so timid and powerless, young blood I impulsively pulled her to me, right hand did not hesitate to hit the old man slapped, cursing: “dry!
You old pervert, how dare you harass a girl.” Rarely cursing out foul language, I startled even myself, shocked to realize how important she was in my heart.
The crowd suddenly looked at us even the driver stopped and looked back, the old man snapped and got out of the car in a hurry, but she sobbed softly. I was really reckless, could not deal with this embarrassing incident smoothly, but made a publicity, let her feel ashamed.
She probably couldn’t stand the thought of people knowing that she had just been insulted, and with no place to vent her gloom, she scraped my right cheek and got out of the car as well.
The next morning, we met again at the bus stop, and she came over to me with her head bowed and apologized, “I’m sorry I hit you after you helped me yesterday.”
“No it’s not, it’s me being stupid, I’m the one who should be telling you I’m sorry.”
She smiled brightly, “You look really dumb! I…”
After this fiasco, we slowly got acquainted with each other, we would not only greet each other in the morning, but also talk about the north and the south, and it was then that I realized that the girl I had been crushing on for a year was called Liu Xinfu.
Every time we got in the car, we stood in perfect unison, and sometimes the close touch would make my heart flutter, but I would force myself to fight off thoughts of pure angels.
After about a month and a half, I mustered up the courage to grab her hand, her body gently trembled, but did not refuse my love, let me hold her catkin, her hand is so fine and small, the temperature of the palm because of the tension and rise, in the chilly late fall warmed me. Afterwards, any corner of the field garden has our traces, the lotus pond is the witness of our mutual snuggling.
I love to use my fingers to point and press her pretty nose, the delicate look always makes me can’t help but embrace her in my arms, and every time I murmur in my ear, it always makes my love flicker in my eyes.
However, such happy days didn’t last long, a rare thunderstorm day in late fall, I couldn’t wait for her, and after three consecutive days, I felt something was wrong. We date usually say yes in the morning before going out, also afraid of her family found out, so I have not been her phone, but, she lives near my house, I decided to sneak to the corner of the alley of her house and wait for her to appear.
The next day, when the door was opened, a middle-aged man came out and probed, and when he saw that no one was around, he pulled her out from behind the door. I was so excited to see her that I immediately ran out to meet her: “Fuxing…” Before I could say anything, the man said, “I’m sorry… Before I could say anything, the man blocked me: “Young man, you’re the one who’s dating my daughter, aren’t you? No wonder Fuxin’s schoolwork has gone downhill lately. Listen to me, you two are still young, and I think you’re a good student with a bright future ahead of you if you work hard. A relationship is only a distraction, so why do you have to do it now?”
“I love her!” Words that he never dared to say, but came out of his mouth out of fear of losing her.
“You’re too young to know what love is, so listen to me and focus on your studies!”
“No, why can’t we be together?” I hissed.
“After all I’ve told you, and you still tell me you won’t listen, I see it’s for nothing.”
He pushed her hard into the car and took off.
Undeterred, I went over there every day to wait, and although her father forbade me to approach each time, I gazed at each other from a distance.
But one morning, her father appeared in front of me and said coldly, “Fuxing has left, you don’t have to come here anymore.”
“Where did she go?”
“You don’t need to know.” With that cruelty he went back inside, and I was left frustrated.
Home that day, I shrank in the corner of the sobbing, the first taste of lost love in my heart like being gripped, tears have been constantly flowing, I was not willing to cry out loud, open mouth “ah” half a day, let out curbed the throat sound, the back is constantly trembling, strings of tears into the mouth, so salty and salty. That night, after crying for two hours, I fell asleep.
Later, I also had a few girlfriends, but I always felt that I was not as good as I was when I was with Fu Xin. I knew that it was unfair to all of them, after all, my relationship with Fu Xin ended without any quarrels, pains, or suspicions, but there was always a lack in my heart, which I have never been able to make up for.
As the days passed, I thought I would never meet her again in my life, but I never thought that I would be unexpectedly reunited at this time.
“And where have you been since?”
“America. My uncle worked in America and my father sent me there, and I came back when I was twenty-two.”
“How’s it going?”
“There’s nothing good about it, it’s just the same old days.”
After a moment of silence, I looked at the ring on her ring finger and broke the ice: “Are you married?”
“Yes! …” Her affirmative answer broke my heart, not realizing that I was still in love with her: “… and a daughter who is just a year old!”
“Whoa! Happy?” I held back from asking the question for fear that the answer would stab me cruelly in the heart.
She took out a photo from her purse: “This was taken last month, look, isn’t she cute!” The man in this family photo is a man in his early thirties, he looks very generous, he should take good care of Fu Xin!
“Yeah! Looks a lot like you.”
“Everyone who sees it says so.” She smiled so contentedly that I felt more blinded than the bright sun outside.
“Enough about me, what about you?”
“I took Chinese in college, and after the military I worked for a relative’s company until now.”
“Are you married?” Seeing that I shook my head, she asked again, “You have a good girlfriend, right?”
“Um, been dating for two years!”
There was silence again, she stirred her coffee with a teaspoon, and something stirred between us in the silence.
I pressed my right hand lightly against her left hand that was resting on the table, she didn’t withdraw her hand, I touched it carefully, the years did leave their mark, the skin of my hand wasn’t as smooth as it was ten years ago.
“Just like back then, your hands are still as warm and soft as ever.”
“People are getting old and you’re still trying to coax me, but thanks for the lie.” She blinks her eyes, her playful eyes giving me the illusion of going back ten years.
“Take a walk outside!”
Exiting the café, I stepped towards the hotel with her in tow, and she stood in the doorway for a moment, hesitating, but followed me in.
Into the door of the room, I also no longer ask her willingness, we all know that the unfinished business must be done.
I hugged her, “Can we wash together?”
“Eh!” Her face was so red, and my heart was beating so fast, not that I hadn’t encountered this kind of scene before, it’s just that, she and I were both in a youthful, young mood right now.
While advancing towards the bathroom, our hands were also roughly undressing each other, the blazing love didn’t fade with the passage of time, and our actions conveyed this intention.
The hot water and steam enveloped us in a haze, and despite being naked, she seemed to be unable to let go, her hands covering the redness of her breasts, both intentionally and unintentionally. I spread her round shoulders and pulled her long arms apart to get a full view of her snow-white breasts. She closed her eyes, eyelashes slightly trembling, I can not help but exclaim: “so beautiful!”
Casually picked up the body lotion next to her, from the neck rubbing her skin, inch by inch down to her breasts, meticulous and gentle touch, she moaned softly, I reluctantly left these two pieces of slippery tender, from her armpits gently walked to have a few crepe folds of the waist, sensitive she could not stand the itch, the whole body moving about.
Seeing her reaction, I got addicted to the game and kept tickling her. She didn’t want to give in, and also infested my armpits, and had a great time. Slowly, slowly, in the process of fun close to each other, we embrace each other, two faces face to face with each other to see, her eyes have attracted me charm, I deeply kissed ten years after the cherry lips, she closed her eyes to enjoy, but I opened my eyes, want to burn her mesmerized look in the heart.
I don’t know how long the kiss lasted, but when I came back to my senses, we were actually lying on the bed, our bodies still wet.
“I don’t know if you believe it, but I feel, like, for the first time.” She spoke shyly, biting her ear.
“I believe it, and so do I.” It really, really was like the first time, full of nerves, anticipation, and excitement, and I was nothing more than a fuzzy teenager at this point.
I felt my way to my once violated legs, which were dryly divided into large zigzags. Her large pussy lips were two thick, demonically exerting their flair on me, I flicked off the barrier and nudged the sensitive little bean bud, then sucked on it with my mouth, her nectar canal began to secrete lubrication, it looked like she was already being flooded with pleasure down there, and the sensual pleasure was so great that she couldn’t help but sluttishly grab my head and bash it against her pussy in hopes of getting more pleasure.
I knew that she had forgotten her reserved behavior, something that only someone who was deeply in love would do, and I gave her stimulation with even more heartfelt effort.
It wasn’t long before she shuddered and gave out, winking and panting at me, “I want you.”
I certainly didn’t hesitate to thrust hard against her, shoving a stream of thoughts into her honey hole, wet and fully receptive to my love, I was in at the bottom in no time at all, a burst of warmth with the tightness of arousal surrounded my detachment, her hands gripping my waist, not letting me go any more than her bottom.
I nibbled on her earlobe, and being pinned down she could only accept my wanton teasing, shrinking her neck to resist with no more than a few token blows before disintegrating.
The excitement built up in my prick by the honeyed path, I couldn’t help but thrust in and out in pursuit of the ultimate in sexual desire, and her moans of pleasure made me work even harder to inflict my fury, as the mass of white flesh on the bed took on my lust in a gentle, petulant way. In a trance, she and I were both brought to orgasm by the same violent in and out thrusts.
Finished, we held each other tightly, neither of us saying a word, and in the silence, the ring on her finger made my back feel raw with metal.
I pulled her hand to my eyes in a frenzy, trying to pull off her wedding ring, but I didn’t realize that the ring seemed to have eaten the flesh, and no matter how vigorously I gouged at it, it was still firmly immobile mocking my futile efforts.
“He is a full of careless people, buy ring even did not calculate my finger circumference, put on, and then can not take off.” She quietly said: “You must know, we can not be fruitful, that romance, as early as that fall ended. This time, but just to draw a conclusion.”
I lost my soul and cried in her arms, she stroked my hair comfortingly, “I have a happy family, and you have a girlfriend, don’t let down the people who love you.” Her voice was also a bit sobbing.
I knew that once we parted at this point, we would probably never see each other again.
“I love you.”
“I love you.”
Stepped out of the hotel door, the roadside do not know who played a pop song: “Later, I finally learned how to love, but unfortunately you have long gone, disappeared in the sea of people. Later, finally in tears to understand, some people, once missed, no longer.”
The people we love the most are each other, it’s just a shame that we love them too soon.
Listening to a song at midnight with a feeling.