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“So this is where everyone is hiding.” A magnificent voice rang out from outside the door.
Sister: “Xiao Qiangqiang ~ ~ you also come to participate in it, have you eaten ah ~ ~” round-faced sister’s tail end is scary enough.
A dark, fit boy walked in, tennis racket in hand, beads of sweat dripping down his face.
Jon: “Hi~~” he smiled and greeted his schoolmate, “Shizuku you’re here too~~” he waved at Ivory.
Ivory’s name has the word “Wen” in it, but I don’t usually call her that. When I heard someone call her that, the vinegar bucket immediately filled up.
“Hi~~” Ivory, no no no, I should say Shizuku (I’ll be damned if I don’t call her as affectionately as the others), actually waved at him. Geez! A corner of the iceberg beauty’s ice fell off.
When no one was looking, I secretly made a face at Shizuku and made a “Shizuku” mouth shape. The senior, who was boasting about his theory of composition, also looked like he was on the verge of an attack when he saw him.
Senior: “Look at the smell of sweat you’ve brought in.”
Jon: “I’m really sorry, I’ll go change.”
Even the change of clothes had to be said to Shizuku, for God’s sake!
Shizuku: “Forget it, it’s not that bad.”
Jealousy flooded the senior’s eyes, and the senior’s eyes became even more misty.
Not to mention the seniors, I hate them too. I hate this kind of face to eat, false appearance, cheat death beauty not pay off the life.
So the five of them hung out in the lab all afternoon. The round-faced schoolgirls saw the athletic little hunk and hailed him to death. The three of us, on the other hand, competed with each other to see whose vinegar was more acidic. In the evening, we all clamored to have dinner together again. I was the only one left to gamble and munch on bread in the lab.
The four of them were only out the door when Wen slipped back in, then quietly told me to be good, not to drink too much vinegar, it’s bad for my stomach and intestines, and incidentally gave me a kiss before leaving the lab.
Maybe it’s because I think she’s too pretty and will always be unsure. But also thankfully she’s pretty chill with guys, so maybe that’s why I was able to chase her down in a good way.
After half an hour, Raven came back alone and brought me a chicken drumstick, which was pretty sweet.
“You’re drinking vinegar vinegar?” She sat on my lap.
‘Uh… yes a little bit.’ Burying his head in her, a little embarrassed.
“I’m telling you, no matter what other men do, you’re special. You’re the kind of guy who looks ordinary at first, but shines after a while.”
‘Did I? Can’t tell yeh.’
“That’s true, so don’t be too unsure of yourself. I like the confident Sam, the one who plays the piano with me…”
Being talked about so nicely by her made me blush, thankfully hiding in her chest so no one could see.
‘I like, like you a lot too, yo! Not just your looks, but that… that feeling of being loved, that feeling of being close to your heart when you play the piano together.’
‘Love to see you play the piano, love to…’ She sealed my talkative mouth with her lips.
After being kissed by her playfully, the two of them discussed it and planned to accompany her to work every night for the rest of the summer vacation. On the one hand, I can be her backup, so that I can take over for her for a bit when some customers order a tune she hasn’t heard before; on the other hand, I will be worried about her safety and volunteer to accompany her every day.
After playing for her a few times, the hotel owner asked the two of us to work a combined two-hour shift, so I started to make extra money. Unfortunately, my tips were always less than Wen Wen’s in a male-dominated setting.
Since we had to work at night, we couldn’t play the piano and play kissing in the piano room every day like before. Instead, she often played the piano while looking at me, as if she was playing for me. Under the dim light, wearing a beautiful little dress, listening to her play the piano for me is really a great pleasure in life.
I also do the same thing, when there are no customers to order songs, I will think of some special tracks, very happy to play to Wenwen, tell her how I feel that day. The unintentional exchange of glances seemed to emit sparks of love.
During the daytime, the two stayed in the laboratory to work on special projects, and occasionally strung out with some of their classmates, the days were free and happy.
Lesbi continued to call Wen at the lab from time to time, and I would use the time when I went back to the dormitory at night to take a shower to answer Lesbi’s calls.
In the beginning, Wen would still talk to Lesbi with a bit of a wary tone. After a few days, she was back to her old self, pampering her in front of me as usual and being very close. I couldn’t guess what she was thinking. I don’t know if she’s planning to keep the triangle going, or if she’s trying to choose between Lesbi and me.
Soon after half a month, his pockets were stuffed and he earned a small amount of silver. When he saw a bunch of flies sticking to Wen Wen, he was no longer so jealous, and the relationship between the two of them got better and better. Taking advantage of Lesbi’s quick return to China, the two of them researched and planned to find a time to go on vacation together.
Originally, I calculated that we should be able to afford a trip to Southeast Asia, but Wen was reluctant and kept clamoring to go to Hualien. She said that the sea view there is more beautiful, she loves it, and there is a place that she must show me.
The two of us rented a car and drove there while having fun. Since I didn’t have a driver’s license, she drove most of the time… I just squatted down next to her, watched her, talked to her, or looked at the scenery.
The Hwadong seascape is really beautiful. Especially when you go out with your favorite person, the taste is even more different. The two of them laughed and played all the way to Hualien and stayed at the CITIC Hotel. Before they left, Wen had already made a reservation. She said that some of the rooms at the CITIC had a beautiful view of the Pacific Ocean. She made a special reservation for a side room on the top floor, which she heard was the room with the best view in the hotel.
Inside their room service program, late-night snacks can be ordered, in which you must try the pork chop noodles, guaranteed to eat and want to eat again. Listening to her frothy bragging for half a day, people have not yet arrived, but the mind has long flown to the hotel room. The roads in downtown Hualien are small and winding. I didn’t expect Wenwen to find a hotel in a flash. I carried my luggage and held Wenwen’s hand as we walked into the hotel. The other tenants and the waiters, both male and female, were all staring at her, making me feel very proud of myself, and I was able to walk with the wind in my hair.
Stepping into the room, the first impression, very elegant, will not be very luxurious, but quite clean.
I went to the door and slipped a hundred dollar tip to the waiter who showed the room. Closing the door to the room, I returned to the quiet world that belonged to two people.
By now Raven was standing in front of the window. I walked up and stood next to her. Look out the window, is a large area of deep blue ocean, three or two cargo ships, lying quietly on top, like a picture. The breeze came, inches of green silk, brushed in front of me.
“Sam…” she hooked her arm around my shoulder and looked at me dumbfounded, not knowing what to think.
‘Hmm?’
“Do you love me?”
‘I love you.’
“Care to accompany me somewhere?”
”Of course you can, I’ll accompany you to the frying pan.”
After putting away my bags, Wen drove me out in the car and bought some fruit snacks downtown. She seemed to be in a very, very good mood and kept yelling about how beautiful the flowers were as she passed by the flower store. I bought her a big bunch.
She seemed to know the roads of Hualien very well, and drove around the bends to a small hill by the sea. The scenery along the road was extremely beautiful, but it was a pity that there were many new graves and old mounds along the roadside, which had a detrimental effect on the scenery.
That’s the way it is in Taiwan. Places with good scenery are either built with ugly tourist parks or filled with good buddies, so you can’t talk nonsense even if you’re not happy about what you see. In case the good brothers find me in the middle of the night to play kissing, it seems a bit scary.
At a place by the mountains and the sea, Wen stopped the car and led me out with her. There were lots of paths along the side of the mountain, and from time to time I reminded her not to step on the cute little animals along the grass. As cute as they looked, some of them had to be hospitalized with an IV if they got a kiss.
Shortly after, walking to a small clearing facing the sea, the two stood together in silence, looking out at the sea.
“Sam… I really love you…”
”Silly girl, I love you too!”
She contemplated it for some time.
“You must be wondering if my brother ever sold me after he got into gambling debt.”
I nodded: ‘If it makes you sad to mention it, consider it your secret… it’s okay if I don’t know.’
“Well, after my brother owed a gambling debt, he couldn’t pay it back and was being pursued by an underground money changer. The debt collectors wanted my brother to take me as collateral to repay the debt. I didn’t know what to do, so I went to my mother in tears to find a solution. I didn’t realize that when my mother heard about this, she couldn’t hold out any longer and went to the hospital after her cancer had returned.”
“I’m sorry mom, I shouldn’t have let her know about this.” Her eyes reddened again.
‘It’s okay…’ I patted her back, then gently wrapped my arms around her.
“But… mom… couldn’t hold out… and…” With tears pouring down his face, he said, “Even after mom’s death, my brother didn’t show any filial piety, and took all the money from the life insurance policy after mom’s death and used it to pay off her gambling debts. So… I escaped…”
Ah… So that’s how it is.
“But with all the money taken away, my mother’s wish couldn’t be fulfilled… She loved the sea… When she was in the hospital, I heard her mention that she wanted to be buried by the sea like this… That’s why… I went to work in a hotel…”
‘I understand. I will love you well until forever and ever…’
She slowly turned around and placed the flowers and fruit in her hands, on the ground, mouthing the words.
“You have to remember what you said…” she looked at me very seriously, morosely.
”Don’t worry, I will take good care of you.”
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“Won’t have an affair? Won’t have two affairs? Won’t pay for hookers?” She beamed.
‘Don’t worry… don’t worry… of course not…’ I nodded my head, and in a moment of inattention, I thought of Lesbi.
It was late afternoon when I got back to the hotel and my stomach was growling.
‘Do you want to eat a little before you go up?’
“Good thing too.”
I took her hand, holding a large bouquet of flowers, and walked into the first-floor dining room, passing by with onlookers glancing at me.
The two of them were seated and ordered their own meals, and I asked for an extra glass of wine. She smiled and laughed and looked extremely happy. Wen looks very beautiful, smile very let a person heart, a few glasses of red wine down, face blush, add some delicate.
When I think of the previous scene in the hotel, the woman who was unattainable and unattainable at that time is now sitting in front of me… Things in the world are really unpredictable.
After finishing their meal and taking the leftover red wine, the two of them went back to their room holding hands. Perhaps tired from the drive, she lay down on the bed to rest after entering.
Usually Ken is playing video games in the dormitory, so it’s not convenient for Wen to come over; she lives in the girls’ dormitory, so I can’t get in. The platform piano in the school became the only place where the two of them had the chance to lie together. After a month or so, the piano cover had been loosened, and the strings had been stained with some strange liquid, so I was afraid that it would need an overhaul. The last time I played the piano, it sounded a bit like a woman’s moan.
Fantasize about the day some great pianist comes to play. Goodness! Petrarca’s love poems have, inexplicably, become lewd poems.
So evil.
I put the wine and the huge bouquet of flowers away and lay down next to her. It was the first time since we’d met that we’d had the chance, the two of us, to lie in bed together. My heart poofed.
‘You’re tired, huh?’ I looked at her tired.
“A little…” she rubbed her eyes, “after a long day of driving…”
‘Well, let me run some water for you and have a pescetarian wash, shall I?’
“Uh-huh.” She nodded.
I grabbed a towel and went to the bathroom, soaking it in hot water first and taking it to her so she could wipe her face. Back in the bathroom, I cleaned the tub with soap before putting the water down.
Halfway through the day, my head was sweating and I was half hot. When I walked out of the bathroom, I almost bumped into her, startling me. What really startled me, though, wasn’t nearly bumping into someone, but the fact that she was already naked.
Although he had seen her naked before, it was always in that gloomy recital hall, and he could only get a glimpse of her body by the faint moonlight. This was the first time I had seen her perfect body under the light, and it still took one’s breath away.
“Look how scared you are, did you do something wrong?” She laughed and wiped the beads of sweat off my head.
‘Do me a favor, you scared me.’
“Yo, I’ll just get dressed and go back then.” She said with a pout, pretending to be angry and looking very cute.
‘No need, no need, I’ve taken it all off, how can I let you put it on so easily!’ Making a face at her, he wrapped his arm around his waist and walked into the bathroom before turning around and returning to the bedroom, ready to change.
There was a gurgling sound of water coming from it, and Wen turned on the rosette head and rinsed off outside the tub, intending to get clean before she had to soak in the tub.
When I took off my clothes, there was a certain place that had already stood up straight and made me die of shame. I held it with both hands, and with my head bowed low, I slipped into the bathroom as if I were a thief.
When she looked back and saw my stupidity, she laughed so hard that she bent down, grabbed the shower head, and flushed water on me…
“Stupid Sam, so horny…”
”I didn’t mean to say that, it misbehaved on its own!” I looked at her with an innocent face.
“Sam…” she said shyly, blinking her big eyes, “Can… I have a peek?”
‘When will you pay it back?’ I asked her with a smile.
“I’ll give it back later!” She slowly crouched down and looked at my upright position, “That’s cute… Why do boys grow like that?” She reached out and gave it a squeeze, and a tingle came over it, making it stand up a little straighter.
‘Boys all look like this wow, haven’t you seen it na?’
“Uh… haven’t seen it for real…”
As she watched intently, she picked up her hand and measured it, “Wow, an octave!” Spits out a root.
”Uh, I don’t know how long or short the octave is, I haven’t compared it with others.” After being compared with her finger for half a day, the place became more and more disobedient, swelling and bulging.
“Shy face…” She picked up the body lotion, applied it, grasped it with her whole hand, and gently scrubbed it back and forth…
The was so slippery, it was like nothing I’d ever felt before. Her arousal was so great that it almost exceeded the limits of patience.
Seeing that if I let her spend any more time, I’m afraid I’ll be laughed at by her if she can’t hold it up too early, so I hurriedly pulled her up, ”It’s not quite fair that you’re the only one doing the washing, is it!” I grinned as I picked up the body wash and dabbed it on my hand, my eyes glancing over to her relative place.
“What do you want? What do you want? Whoa!”
I slid my hand down, and her entire body was marooned on top of me, “So bad…” She slapped me on the shoulder, but I went to the little bean that was harboring the mysterious desire, “Oh…” was all that was left to be heard.
Mari’s entire body was marooned on top of me, unable to stand, and I helped her into the bathtub.
Her face was flushed, her eyes watery and shy in her beauty as she lay in the water, bending her arms out, “Hug…” she said in a petulant manner. Her eyes seemed to speak, and they were glowing with love.
I stepped into the water and knelt between her long legs, slowly leaning down and disturbing the flow of water. Her long hair floated by, resting on top of the breasts; the warm hot water, pinking her snow-white body.
That’s my woman, beautiful and with crystal clear emotions. Looking at her would make one’s whole heart hot and drowned in happiness.
I supported my weight with my hands, afraid that pressing down on her would tire her. She hooked both her arms around my neck, and the two of them pressed their foreheads together as I gave her tender red lips a kiss.
‘I like you…’ four hot lips intertwined: ‘I like you too…'”
Passionate kiss, from gentle to wild, from lips to body. Unconsciously, the two people’s bodies left the mark of each other’s deep love.
Lust was quietly piling up inside her, her lips red and moist, her breath heavy and short, her strong fingers, gripping me tightly like a vice.
She opened her eyes, that look, is soft, is charming, is shy, blazing with swirling intent. Suddenly felt a gentle push from behind, she hugged me tightly, wanting to release that endless lust.
I gently wielded the colorful brush of love and lust and placed it on her tender canvas, softly writing verses of love.
She shuddered and let out occasional whimpers as the colored brush brushed across the erotic cleft in the canvas. The mysterious fissure, strand by strand, gushed out the intimate watercolor that belonged to her, enticing the tip of the brush, bit by bit, to disappear into the crevice.
“Ah…” she let out a heavy breath. The private canal, as if it had a life of its own, swallowed the colorful brush of lust.
Her legs, hooked tightly around my thighs, the length of an octave into the deepest part of her body. The feeling, as if it could go right to her heart, wrapped me in layers.
The tight folds of the canal were warm and elastic, and between each friction came a feeling of… That feeling was like strong lust, but it contained deep emotions, the kind of emotions that can only be felt when one is united with one’s beloved.
I like to make love with her and enjoy the intimate feelings that only belong between two people. Although it is almost always possible for a man to make love with a beautiful and generous girl; the only way to do it is with your beloved, so that you will not be left with only an endless emptiness after the orgasm.
“Sam…” A high-pitched moan disrupted my thoughts, and she patted my back as if she was nervous, wordlessly urging me to speed up.
Finally, she arched her body, her fingers gripping my arm tightly, and after a twitch, she regained her composure.
I looked at her, her fire-red cheeks were so mesmerizing. The two of them hugged gently and refused to leave…
It wasn’t until after the tidal wave of throbbing, had subsided, that she left the tub and dried herself off. Raven walked over to her duffel bag and tried to pull out new clothes to change into.
‘Don’t put it on yet…’ I hugged her from behind and whispered in her ear.
“Why?” She turned around.
‘I… just want to see more!’
“Sexy Sam, you wouldn’t want to take the opportunity to steal tofu again!” A light knock on the head by her.
‘Please…’ Grabbing her arm and shaking it halfway, she beamed and walked back to the bed.
I picked up the pillow and leaned on it, sitting by holding her from behind, letting my neck, resting on her slender neck, smelling her scent and feeling the warmth. Raven closed her eyes, not knowing what to think. She blinked her long eyelashes and opened her eyes to look at me with eyes that looked like they could see right through people.
“Sam… how many girlfriends have you had?” She touched my cheek and asked in a small voice.
The sudden question left my mind reeling.
“Tell me…” she shook me by the shoulders, “How many people have you done it with?”
“Say it… say it… say it… say it…” she said, her mouth agape.
‘I…’ I really didn’t know what to say, and kept thinking about what to do.
“Sam… I just want to know…” she said softly, “Sam… I’m so jealous of them… Sam… Tell me… Sam… Don’t blame me for being a pain in the ass, I love you so much… Sam…”
I rambled on, never expecting that she would ask such a pointed question. All I knew was that no matter what, Lesbi must never be recruited or the problem would surely turn serious.
‘I’ve only done it with two people…’ said with a little bit of weakness.
“Which two?” She asked a little noncommittally.
‘One is Red, who you used to know from working at the hotel.’
“She… has a slight impression that…”
‘The other one is you.’
“Really?”
I nodded.
“So, do you love Red?”
I shook my head.
“So, why do it with her?”
”I didn’t mean to do it, you know that when you were a young master, you had to have a drink or two with your guests.”
“And then what?”
”You also know that in case the ladies get drunk, we as young masters are asked to drive them back on the way.”
“Eh?”
‘Once when I was driving her home, she was too drunk to climb the stairs, so I helped her up and accidentally went into her room. That time I’d also had a lot to drink, so… by accident I…”
“Just slept with her?” Her eyes changed to sharpen.
‘Yes, I’m sorry…’
“What happened then? Was there a second or third time?” She asked with a bit of a huff.
‘And then… there were still a few times…’
“!” Her face stinks, as if she’s a little jealous.
‘Don’t be angry, I didn’t have a girlfriend at that time! And I was young, so it’s inevitable that I would have some physical needs!
“Yo… Physical necessity… Tsk, tsk, tsk…” She took her fingers and scraped my cheek.
I looked at her with a sincere and honest look on my face. As for the Lesbi thing, then of course I can’t say anything about it even if I die, I can’t say anything even if I dream about it, and I can’t say anything even if I’ve been drugged!
“Then, will you treat me with all your heart?” Her eyes softened again, as if she were being pampered.
‘I will…’ Actually, I don’t blame her, all women want to monopolize their beloved men. And almost all women ask their favorite man how many women he’s done it with.
She smiled so happily, like a sea of spring flowers.
I don’t know what came to her mind, but a blush rose to her face.
“Sam…” she hooked her arm around my neck and leaned her head next to my ear.
‘Hmm?’
“You and I say yo, who is more comfortable to make love with?”
‘Of course it’s you!’
“Why?”
‘Because I love you.’
“That’s it?” She looked like she didn’t quite believe it.
‘In fact, men are very simple creatures. A hole is drilled into them, they move around, and ejaculation is just a few seconds of pleasure. The only difference is whether they like the girl or not… The psychological feeling far outweighs the physical differences.’
“Hmm…” she said with a look of realization: “Sam… when I’m with you, you’re the only one I belong to…” She stroked me gently and looked at me intently. The look in her eyes was so deep: “Sam… I’m afraid of losing you… I’m afraid that the first man I ever fell in love with will play with my feelings.”
‘Poor girl,’ I stroked her hair, ‘I won’t abandon you… really!
“What if I get ugly?”
‘You won’t get ugly!’
“But you’ll get old someday, and then you’ll be ugly!” She looked at me sadly.
”By then I’ll be old and ugly too, so we’ll all be even!” I coaxed her with a smile.
“Sam… I will dress you beautifully and perfume you… I want you to love me forever.”
‘Wen…’ I kissed her. In that moment, it was as if I had the whole world.
On the way back from vacation, I kept thinking random thoughts. Maybe it was because I hadn’t seen Lesbi for so long, or maybe I was so touched by Wen that I was a little tempted to break up with Lesbi and just concentrate on Wen. But I was afraid that it would be too risky, and if Wen fell in love with another girl or boy, I would be left without a fish in the sea. Thinking about it another way, if I mention breaking up with Shizuku, she might hold a grudge against all the boys for the rest of her life. And I’m afraid to see girls cry, no matter who they choose, one side is bound to get hurt. These two beloved girls haven’t done anything wrong to me, so it’s hard for me to break up with them.
After half a day’s thought, everyone’s busy in the second year of study anyway, so maintaining the status quo might be able to drag us through graduation, and then there’s a chance we can keep our feet in both boats. If we get caught, it seems feasible to keep one of the two boats from tipping over.
What’s more, in case the two of them, too, want to maintain the relationship of one boyfriend and one girlfriend, I might just be able to profit from it. Think about it another way, they are so pretty, they can easily be chased away by other people, and then I can still keep at least one of them.
Luckily, I had a degree in science and engineering, and after using the theory of chance, I thought that having two women in the same boat was the most desirable option, and that even if the king were to meet the king, it would be a matter for the future. And since they were so close to each other, if they were willing to share a husband with two women… Oh, my God! What a beautiful and happy life! Thinking of this, a big stone fell from his heart, and he couldn’t help but feel a bit pleased with himself. The Flower East Coast looked more beautiful in her eyes. Alas! Who wants me to have such a good life! With two such beautiful girlfriends beside me, even if I will be chased by men in school, I am still willing.
Back to the dormitory, pushed the door to enter, Ken is still in front of the computer desk playing video games, the ceiling fan “clattering” sound, blowing gusts of hot air.
”It’s been a long time, how have you been?”
Ken: “You’re back! The days are pretty much the same, but your girlfriend calls a lot!”
‘Did she say anything?’
Ken: “No, I’m just asking if you’re back yet!”
‘Oh, oh, oh… Sauce, yes, yes. What did you say?’ I had forgotten to tell Lesbi that I was going to be missing for a few days before I left home, so it was a bit of a mistake.
Ken: “Said you went back home to Taipei wow!” He turned around, his sweatshirt pulled up to his upper abdomen, revealing a section of his belly. Sitting at a computer desk all day made his belly slightly bulging, and his skin was paler than most of the girls at the school.
Ken: “Didn’t you tell me you were going back home to Taipei? Why is your family still calling to ask where you are?”
”Aigoo! I was supposed to go home, but then my friend called me, so I went to his house to play mahjong.”
Luckily, I was able to react quickly, but it would have been a bad idea to slip up.
Ken: “So that’s how it is.”
I let out a breath of air, I should be safe and sound, I didn’t wear out or get caught in the act.
”Hey, did you go out with the round-faced schoolmates to play with the sub?” I asked with a smirk and a gossipy face.
Ken: “She doesn’t even call, so how can she possibly go out and play.”
”You won’t call over ah? Stupid as hell.’
Khen: “Uh… I can play the electric, but not the phone.” He put on a miserable face.
The phone rings and I run over to answer it in three strides.
‘Hello, which one please?’
“Sam~~ Did you miss me~~” came Lesbi’s pouty voice from the other end of the line.
‘Oooooh~~ I missed you say~~’ I fake cried as I pulled the long phone cord to the bed and lay down to talk to her.
Ken turned around and made a face, “Oh! I love you! Oh! Oh!”
“Who’s yelling around here?”
”It’s that dead old man Qian!” I made the word ‘convex’ with my hand.
“Oh, there’s a lighthouse in…”
”Big old Qian, aren’t you going to the office to write a report?” I said to Qian on the phone, winking at him, wanting him to avoid it for a while.
Khen: “Okay, okay, I won’t eavesdrop on you guys talking about restricted stuff…” He stood up, pulled his clothes back up and hid his tender white belly underneath them.
‘Uh… Lao Qian is going out lah.’ I spoke into the phone.
Ken: “Me. I’ll go. Wash. I’m going to take a bath. Ro~~” he shouted into the phone from a distance, and gave me a ‘bump’ on the other side.
“Heh, old Ken got kicked out by you roar? That’s bad.” She laughed so happily on the other end of the phone, like a nice sunny and cloudless day.
Ken left the room with his clothes and basin in his arms, leaving the cacophonous sound of the old fan “clicking” in the room.
Rattle.
“I’m telling you, the landlady’s chubby little dog, who sits next to me… He must have fallen in love with me… He runs around with me every day… Come on… Call me brother…”
”Hehe… you have to speak English to it, otherwise how will it understand? Lesbi just had an inexplicable magic, hearing her voice would brighten one’s mood.
“I’m telling you, that little dog is so horny, he asks me to share his bed with him every day, and when I see him, I think of your horny face…”
‘Wow, I’ve turned into a dog!’
“Bleh, you just realized… And I called him Sam, and he would come over to me!”
Gosh! I’ll grab my notebook and make a copy… I can’t have a dog in the house from now on… especially a male one.
”Damn girl…”
“ㄌㄩㄝ～～～” I’m sure she spat out her tongue again, and it must have looked so playful and cute.
Two people rambled, ghosting a bunch of non-nutritious topics, but I was under her magic, more and more miss her. After chatting, I really want to go to the bathroom and want to go crazy, and only reluctantly hung up the phone.
I haven’t seen her in a while. I wonder if she’s gained weight? Has she lost weight? Did she pay attention to her diet? Suddenly I realized that I miss her so much.
After holding in a large amount of urine, it was finally liberated, which was really soothing to the body and mind. After using the restroom, I smoked a cigarette on the nearby balcony before returning to my room. Hurts to find an extra bottle of Marigold Oil on the table, and a small note pressed underneath: “Sam, organize the strawberry patch on your neck! Ken.”
Damn it! What a pisser!
Early the next morning, just outside the door of Wen’s lab, he heard the voices of the round-faced sister and the senior.
Sister: “I’m scared to death… Oh, my God… kill me…”
Senior: “Not to mention you, I was shocked too!”
I pushed my way in, ‘What is it? What is it?’ Looking around.
Sister: “Sam…” She winked and pointed at Wen Wen, and I looked at her carefully.
‘Oh my god! Don’t scare me…’ I looked Wen up and down, she was surprisingly dressed in an orange strapless cutie, with a narrow orange skirt, her slender legs crossed, sitting diagonally on a chair. Her long hair was down, half covering her breasts, and her beautiful cleavage was hidden and sexy. Imagining her walking down the campus road, there were bound to be boys who would fall into the gutter just to look at her.
“Sam, does it look good?” Raven looked at me happily.
”…” I was too shocked to speak.
She said, “Are you going to give those boys a wet dream? She stood next to Wen Wen and waved her breasts to squeeze them.
Senior: “Wow! Restricted!”
After the two women had pulled and tugged for half a day, the round-faced schoolmate suddenly ran in front of me as if she had found a treasure.
Sister: “Tell me, tell me, tell me, you heartless bastard, where did you get those two strawberries?”
She smiled, full of gossip.
Too bad I forgot to put on the aventurine and the tape, and what a mistake to bring two strawberries to the lab with me.
The Headmaster: “Wahahaha, who else would plant strawberries when you look like this… it’s a laugh.” The headmaster laughed his ass off.
Shizuku: “I planted it!” She said with a smirk.
“Wahahaha~~” The older sister bent over in laughter, barely able to roll on the floor. The Hokage-sama wasn’t much better, tears were falling out of his eyes, “Oh my god, Ivory can tell jokes…” pulling both of the Hokage-sama and collapsing on the floor laughing…
I cooled off, hadn’t she originally intended to keep it a secret? I looked at her, but my smile froze on my face.
Shizuku: “I didn’t make a joke.” She blinked her big eyes as if she thought it was strange that they fell on the floor laughing.
My sister: “Sam, this kid, standing with you, is it decent?” She was busy pushing me to the side of Manami, and then stood far away from the senior, cocking her head to see if Manami and I looked good together.
Senior: “It doesn’t seem to fit…”
That’s weird, is it possible that he would fit in well standing next to her again, I just can’t see it.
Shizuku: “Really!” She took my hand: “Sam is my boyfriend!”
Senior and Sister looked at me with wide eyes, and then at Wen Wen, with an unbelievable look on their faces.
Wen turned her head to me: “Sam, don’t you like to see girls wearing short skirts? How are they dressed today?”
‘It’s beautiful to say…’ I was still in a state of shock.
Sister: “Ouch, ouch, ouch… I’d rather not be a light bulb!”
The senior nodded his head: “Uh-huh… I’m not going to be a lighthouse either…” and helped his sister out of the lab. Cries of “Oh my God!” and “How can this be?” were heard from the corridor.
Raven walked to the door, closed it gently behind her, and turned back around.
“Sam,” she smiled so happily, “how about we go public with our relationship?” Circling her hand around my neck.
‘Yes… wow…’ I barely managed to squeeze out a little smile.
“What’s wrong with you? Not happy?”
‘Scared by you wow.’ Oh no, really Dai Chi Taijou, I don’t know how to close the stall.
“Hee… Do I look good in it?”
‘It’s really sexy, are you going to make the boys at school walk into a pole?’
She let out a giggle: “Really, there was a boy who kept looking at me this morning and then crashed his bike into a pole.”
‘What a stupid boy, who wants him to look around and be cursed…’ I scratched her cheek.
“I’ll wear it every day if you like.”
‘Uh-huh… I’m going to buy insurance~~’
“What for?”
‘What if I get chased by those smelly boys wow?’
“Hunting you for what?”
”I’ll kill it so I can chase you!”
Knocked by her.
“Sam… will I come to your house in a couple of days?”
‘My house?’
“Yeah, go see your mom and dad!”
“OK…” She took my hand, shaking it and pouting at the same time.
”Yes… of course…”
She happily hugged and kissed me, but I started to worry about Lesbi and how I was going to deal with it. Sneakily, I pulled open her cutie and looked inside: ‘Wow! It’s red!
“I don’t want you to get tired of wearing black… I’m telling you, my panties are red too!”
Oh! My nosebleed.
After a long day, when I returned to the dormitory, my heart was in turmoil. Originally, I was dreaming of having two feet in the same boat, but after seeing Wenwen like this, I will have to break up with Lesbi. If you’re not careful, your dream will definitely turn into a nightmare.
Kian remained muffled, playing his video game, drying his white belly and not saying a word.
‘Huh, why are they all silent?’
Ken: “Old Sam, you’re not enough of a friend!”
‘What? What’s wrong?’
Ken: “The strawberry mark on your neck was planted by Shizuku, right?”
‘How do you know?’
Ken: “Shizuku’s sister called and told me.”
‘This…’ The school gossip was spreading faster than the speed of light.
Ken: “Didn’t you want to introduce her to me? Why did you do it yourself?”
”Ugh… I didn’t mean to do it!”
Khen: “You have a girlfriend, so don’t be too upset…” He looked unhappy.
”Old Qian, I’m sorry!”
Khen: “Forget it…” He waved his hand.
Ken: “So what are you going to do next wow?” He hit the pause button on his computer and turned back.
‘Vivian wants to go public with the relationship, and I’m afraid Lesbi will be terrible if she finds out.’
Ken: “Then don’t publicize it wow, it’s not simple yet!” His mind is really not ordinary simple.
”There’s nothing I can do, not only does she want to go public, but she’s also planning to be a guest at my house, so she can’t hide it.”
Ken: “So you’re breaking up with Lesbi?”
‘I… it looks like this is all I can do wow!’
Ken: “You’re a real flower, it’s people like you that keep me from having a girlfriend.” He looked at me with a sad face: “Big brother, please, give me one of those leftovers, please, please, please, please, please.”
‘Wow, don’t be so demoralized… I’m afraid I’m in deep shit. If Lesbi finds out and she goes to talk to Vivian, I’ll be finished.’
Ken: “That’s why I asked Shizuku not to disclose it.”
”There is no way…” I spread my hands, even I couldn’t think of a way, and he, who was inexperienced, was afraid that the tricks he came up with would be even less secure.
Qian: “Just say that you are afraid of gossip, afraid of classmates laughing, afraid of being hunted down by her seniors. You really need to find a reason, even if you can’t!”
”Uh…” Thinking about it, it seemed kind of reasonable.
Ken: “Anyway, you’re just going to say you don’t like being read gossip.”
‘Uh-huh… yes, yes, yes.’ Anyway, it’s a far-fetched reason to go and try, but it’s good to try.
Even if it fails, after all, we have tried. Suddenly thought of her previous said do not want to publicize the relationship, this time the change I do not want to publicize, it is just that we get even.
The summer vacation is coming to an end, and it is quickly coming to an end. Then it is time to prepare for the submission of the outline of the thesis and the research plan.
The project with Shizuku is also nearing completion, and both professors are very pleased with this close collaboration. But then again, how can you say it’s not close when you’re working together in bed?
I was very nervous about Lesbi’s return to China. Seeing that Wen wanted to publicize the relationship again, I wondered what would happen if Lesbi found out about it. I was very worried, but I couldn’t think of a way out, so I followed Ken’s advice and went to see Wen to see if we could put off the publicizing of our relationship.
I walked over to her lab and pushed the door in, she was the only one inside. She turned around to see me and a sweet smile bloomed on her face.
“Sam… what are you doing here?” She sat on her side and reached out with both hands for me to hug her.
‘Missed you.’ I walked up and gave her a hug.
“I miss you too.”
I pulled out a chair and sat down next to her: ‘By the way, let me tell you, I’d like to… not publicize the fact that we’re dating, okay?
“Oh? Why?”
‘You nah, too pretty, in case the word gets out, maybe we’ll have a big gossip in the office, it’s hard for me to be the one to say this way.’
“Are you afraid people will gossip?”
I nodded my head: ”Yes, it’s almost graduation, I don’t want to be bothered by gossip all day long. And when the time comes to meet with Mr. Chen or Mr. Zhang, it will be very embarrassing to say.”
“Ah! I almost forgot, your teacher Chen is gossipy as hell.”
‘Yeah, yeah.’ I nodded my head: ‘What if he gossips about me, I still want to graduate alive!’
“Well, okay, I’ll let you do that. So, which day will we go to your house?”
‘OK, let’s pick a day when everyone is free and light up at my house.’ I breathed a sigh of relief and happily kissed her cheek, it was hot and soft, so comfortable.
The discussion with her has been finalized, and the matter of publicizing the romance is considered to have been temporarily put on hold. I plan to wait for Lesbi as soon as she returns home, immediately find time to say, I and Wen Wen has become a pair, I hope she can forgive. But also secretly hope that Lesbi better not be able to give up Wen Wen, also can not give up me. If she agrees, maybe we can ask her to cooperate with us, that would be a really happy and beautiful scenario!
Wanted to pick Lesbi up at the airport, but the flight back home was at 2:00 am and her dad would get a driver to take her back to school so told me I didn’t have to go there. I didn’t see her until that evening. When I stepped into her dormitory, I could smell the familiar odor of cigarettes. I hadn’t seen her in two months, but she had lost a little weight and her hair had grown longer, making her more charming.
“Did you miss me wow?” She ran up and hugged me, her eyes full of joy after a long absence.
‘I really miss you!’
“You’re so bad, you miss me to death said.” Suddenly felt her neck wet, she actually cried.
”Stupid girl, why are you crying wow?” I wiped her tears with the back of my hand.
She pouted, “I’ve missed you… for two months…” She cried and laughed like a child, “I’m telling you, I’ve been sick since I left the country…”
‘Uh? Why didn’t I hear you say that?’
“I’m sick with a strange disease called lovesickness, and there’s no cure, so poor, poor, poor!”
”Ugh~~ I’m sick of thinking about your girlfriend… poor thing…” I scratched at her face.
“Woohoo… no, I’m not! It’s all your fault… for bullying me…” She slapped her on the head.
‘Okay, okay, I won’t make fun of you…’ I said with a smile on my face.
Being pampered by her is one of life’s great pleasures.
“Have a gummy candy first.” She grabbed a bag of candy from the table and led me to sit on the bed.
I picked up a candy, peeled off its delicate wrapper, and enjoyed the sweet deliciousness.
“Yes, I brought you a present…” She jumped up and ran to open her bag and took out a pretty little box.
When I opened it, it contained an antique lighter with two small lines engraved on one side: “For Favorite”.
“Yao.”
“With a clang, I opened the lid and lit a cigarette. This lighter, obviously worth a lot of money, with azure-colored lacquer, and fine carving, should be handmade products.
‘Thank you… really love it yo!’ I hugged Yoyo and gave her a kiss. She loved me after all, that’s why she thought of bringing such an expensive gift back home for me.
The two of us lay snuggled in bed, listening to her giddy talk about the school trip. The reunion after a long absence allowed me to enjoy the happy times with her once again. That distant yet warm and familiar happy time came back to me scene by scene. I think of the first time I met her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her, the first time I saw her. Beautiful memories, little by little.
I have cried for her, laughed, sweet, bitter and sour. Separated for two months, let me mistakenly forget her, forget that love for her; even forget, she also love me.
The river of time flows slowly. I was upstream, watching her leave; but downstream, welcoming her back.
Make a promise to her, so heavy; to another woman, maybe make a promise. Two emotions, tangled together, cut and mixed. Maybe it’s a self-inflicted sin, I thought to myself.
“Sam… what are you thinking? Will you tell me?”
‘I was thinking about you.’
“Heh, I’m next to you yeah.” She lay on my chest, her smile still gaudy.
”Hmm… I miss the old you, and I miss the current me.”
“What’s the difference?”
The people are the same, but their hearts have changed.
‘Tell me, what do you think about me and your girlfriend?’
“In fact, you two are different… I can’t part with either of you… although I love her, I also love you.”
‘Have a can of beer!’ I walked over to the fridge and took two bottles out.
“I’ve known her for a long time now! Would you like to see a picture?”
”Uh…”
She took out her photo album, spread it out on the bed, and flipped through it haphazardly. I saw Wen and Yoyo, posing for a photo in front of a white Porsche.
‘Porsche? Geez!’
“Yeah, my previous car. What’s up?”
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‘Your family is that rich?’ It almost slipped out.
Yoyo is the mysterious “man” who drove the Porsche to pick her up from work when she was at the hotel. At that time, her hair was shorter and her dress was more masculine.
“Sorry baa…” she kissed me on the cheek.
I didn’t realize that the two of them have been dating for so long, their relationship foundation must be very solid. If I want to fish in troubled waters, in case the king really meets the king, I will be the one to die then.
‘It doesn’t matter… I’m from a poor family…’ I made a face to hide my uneasiness.
So many intimate photos that the more you look at them, the more disturbed you become, and I close the photo book.
“What’s wrong? Good girl… no vinegar… good girl…” She rubbed my back.
”Oooooooooo~~ I swear I didn’t drink the vinegar~~”
“Sam… whether it’s for her or for you, that’s a different world of feelings. Besides… after so many years with her, you can’t just forget… can you understand?” She spoke softly.
‘Hmm…’ I nodded. Yeah, a different world of feelings.
“In the past two months abroad, I thought a lot.” She changed her position, lying on my lap: “I always thought that she didn’t really love only women, but was just running away from those men. She was just running away from those men who only saw her as beautiful and vulgar but thought she was great. I’m sure that one day she’ll meet a man who’s willing to really love her… Sam… I’d like to marry someone I love too…”
I kissed her with mixed emotions.
“You’ve really been good to me, and I’ve been glad my girlfriend doesn’t know you, or I wouldn’t know what to do if she had her eye on you too.” She looked at me blankly and gently stroked my cheek.
The annoying sound of a phone call came, and Yoyo ran over to it in a huff.
“Shizuku~~ I miss you, I miss you, I miss you~~”
“What’s wrong? Aren’t you happy? Who bullied you?”
“Eh?” She listened in silence.
“Uh…”
“Wasn’t it fine this afternoon?”
“No wonder… I thought you were strange… I thought it was because I hadn’t seen you for so long…”
“Who is it? Who’s the pretty girl?”
“Tell me… I promise I won’t be angry…” she looked a bit anxious.
“It’s your senior? You can’t be? Did you guys do it?”
“You haven’t wronged me… it doesn’t matter…” she lit a cigarette.
“No need to come over, it’s okay.”
“Let’s not talk about it today, I’m in a bit of a messy mood.”
“Let me think about it before I answer you, okay?”
“I love you… mmm… break…” she put down the phone heavily and froze back, her eyes dull and empty. The cigarette, lit in her hand, fell to the floor.
‘What happened to your girlfriend?’ I asked worriedly, feeling vaguely that something was wrong.
“N… it’s okay…” she said, tears rolling down her face as she ran up to me and hugged me, not letting go.
‘What’s wrong?’ I hugged her and stroked her hair painfully.
“She doesn’t want me…” cried out with a wow.
‘Good girl… don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry…’ I panicked, finding a tissue and wiping her tears.
“How could this happen? How can this be?” She mumbled.
‘What happened?’
“She’s in love with her senior…”
Hearing about this matter, made me shocked, my mind buzzing. I didn’t expect Wen Wen, this girl, to call Yao Yao to mention breaking up, out of my expectation.
‘How could this happen?’
“I shouldn’t have gone abroad… I shouldn’t have gone abroad…”
”Ugh…” It broke my heart to see her so sad.
“Sam… What should I do? What should I do? She’s in love with a man…”
‘Don’t cry yet, we’ll ask her again tomorrow!’
“You’re all I have left, don’t leave me… Sam…”
‘I…’ I really hope I won’t.
Yoyo crouched in the corner of the bed like a wounded kitten, sobbing: “She doesn’t want me… she doesn’t want me… why?”
I know why, but I can’t say, I can only let her cower in the corner and cry. Seeing my beloved person sad, but can not help. The heart, like a thin line drawn through the like, came a burst of convulsions; line, drawn through the heart, but then tangled together.
I hated myself so much for making her cry in a moment of greed. I hated myself, I hated… making love, for the pleasure of ejaculating for a few seconds, only to have eternal sadness in return. I’d rather just enjoy their beautiful bodies. I hate it!
Tears flowed uncontrollably.
‘Don’t think about her, okay? Yoyo… don’t think about it, I will always take care of you…”
“Really?” She looked at me sadly, as if it was the last straw for her.
‘Really, I swear.’ The indecisive heart betrayed Raven again.
A thousand mistakes are my fault.
“I love you, Sam…” She hugged me, tightly…
‘I love you too…’ kissed her, not knowing whether to confess to her or to express his endless apologies.
“Sam… from today onwards, I am only yours and you are only mine. OK?”
‘Well, I promise…’ Slowly, he nodded. But, the future was at a loss.
“Thank you…” she smiled. Like a crying child with candy in her parents’ hands, she smiled happily and brightly.
‘Stop crying…’ I wrinkled my nose and scratched her cheeks: ‘Shy face…’
“Eh! I’ll be good!” She looked like a little kid, “What’s the reward for being a good kid?” She winked.
‘Hmmm! Love kisses!’ I kissed her cute little lips but couldn’t part for a long time.
Uncontrollable hands, again reached into her clothes, wantonly caressing that long-lost petite body. Hot kissing lips, once again attacked the chest.
The party’s grief gradually intertwined into lust.
“I love you, Sam… I love you so much…” Her kisses poured over me like raindrops. Sprinkled on my face, ears, neck; on my lips, chest, and all the way down.
The giant web of love, constantly shrinking, wrapped me and her, tightly together. The clothes on my body became redundant and cumbersome.
My clothes, her clothes, one by one, lay on the floor. The two bodies, unwilling to part for a moment.
“Ah… Sam…” she trembled, letting me enter her… A small whimper once again reached her heart.
It’s a voice I haven’t heard in a long time. It’s a feeling I can’t let go of…
‘I love you…’ I shouted obliviously.
The door was pushed open and there was a loud boom.
“But I love you too!” Looking back, she saw Raven sitting on her knees.
Yoyo looked at her, and then at me. Eyes, from passion, to fear, to sadness, to coldness and desperation. She jumped out of bed and ran to Raven’s side.
Yao: “I’m sorry, it’s all my fault, I’m sorry.”
Raven didn’t say a word and sat on the floor hiding her face and crying. I panicked at the suddenness of the situation and sat frozen on the bed.
Yao: “Shizuku…” She reached out to give Shizuku a hug, but Shizuku pushed her away.
Raven lifted her head and looked at Yoyo and then at me. Teardrop after teardrop rolled down and dripped onto the floor.
Time, space, stopped as if it were standing still.
‘Wen, Yoyo… Forgive me!’
Yoyo’s shoulders shook as she stared at me, “The ‘senior’ she was talking about, is that you?”
I nodded slowly.
Yao Yao’s eye frames were also red, her head lowered, not knowing what to think. The room fell into a silence, the alarm clock ticking in front of the bed, accompanied by the sound of their low sobs.
Yao: “Sam, please leave.”
”Yao…”
Yao: “You go!”
Yao Yao kept her lips tightly shut and Wen Wen ignored me, the two of them sat on the floor, silent. I put on my clothes, walked past them, looked back, wanted to say something, but couldn’t. The whole heart, as if it had been emptied, was no longer in the body. The hot tears rolling down my face could not atone for the harm done to them.
As I dragged my heavy feet away, I couldn’t stop looking back, but no one left me behind.
The wind on an autumn night is so cold.
Let’s stop time here!
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Postscript.
I opened the mailbox of BBS, full of expectation to receive a letter, only to get another disappointment.
Petrarca’s sonnet came on the tape recorder, and I picked up my azure-colored antique lighter, lit a cigarette, and contemplated it in my study.
What happened on the night that Yao Yao returned to China had long been buried deep in her memory. Distant and vague, yet distinct.
Wen Wen sat on her knees and cried, not saying a word. Yoyo was silent after she slapped me hard. Did I love them? I think yes. Yet rashly agreeing to the feelings of two people was rewarded with eternal grief.
When I left the room that night, I looked back and the two of them were hugging and crying. I tried to salvage something, but I couldn’t.
A few days later, Yoyo sent a letter. She said she loved me and Wenwen, so she chose to leave. She hoped that I, for one, would concentrate on giving Wenwen a happy future.
I rushed to the dormitory to find her, it was already empty. Her building mate said she had taken a leave of absence and wanted to finish her studies abroad.
Tried to find Raven, she always cried and didn’t want to hear my explanations. Finally moved away from the school and stopped going to the departmental library, never to find her again. All that was left was a cassette tape of Petrarca’s Sonnets and Chopin’s Farewell Song.
Just like that, I left the institute and entered society. Me, Shizuku and Yoyo, all buried in a sea of people.
I’ve kept my account on the BBS from back in the day, hoping to get a message from Lesby or Lesbi someday.
The greed to have two women was such a heavy mistake.
“Wen Wen, Ling Ling, Sam, Yoyo, let’s eat…” Mom called from the kitchen.
I closed the empty mailbox on the BBS and turned off the hissing tape recorder. Walking to the living room, my wife and my twin daughters, were playing on the floor.
“Didn’t you get the letter?” The wife came up and asked, distressed.
The bitter smile says it all.
The End