The clock in the car says 12:58.
“Squeak… crunch…” The car’s windshield wipers swung airily.
The boss, who was so annoying, asked me to “fix” a pile of paperwork that was piled up higher than my head on the desk just before the end of the day, and I didn’t get off work until half past twelve.
Thinking about a good week-end being reimbursed, all I could think about was the soft bed at home… Go back to being a pig soon!
Stepping on the gas pedal, my beloved 405 sped along the pouring rain on Sinsheng S. Road, turning right onto Heping E. Road… The far light showed a white March with a trouble sign parked in the fast lane not far away, and a girl with an umbrella was fumbling with something…
Look at the clock 01:14
I thought, “Can a girl fix it? When I was in the same situation, I had help, didn’t I? And since I’m a mechanic and a graduate of the Air Force Repair Unit, and I’ve studied vehicles in my spare time, well… OK, let’s help her out! (O-Leo’s “Chickenshit” nature is unchanging)
Parked the car by the side of the road and put up the 5 million dollar umbrella. Walking towards her… “May I help you, ma’am?”
She thought for a moment and nodded.
“Thank you, my car suddenly stopped moving, it’s bad…”
After a quick inspection, it was found that her “high voltage ignition coil” had burned out.
“Miss, your car’s high-voltage ignition coil has burned out.”
She cocked her head with a confused look on her face.
I went on to say, “It can’t be fixed until we get to the garage!”
“What about! …”
When I saw her anxious question, I thought about it and said.
“Miss, it’s the middle of the night and pouring rain, it’s dangerous for a girl to take a taxi alone, I’ll take my car and I’ll give you a ride!”
She considered it for a long time, nodded, and followed me to the car.
Closing the door, I started the car, turned on the heater, turned to the backseat, grabbed a tissue box, took a few sheets for myself, handed them to her, turned on the front seat light, and wiped the rain off my body… and she did the same…
I don’t know how long it took, but all of a sudden she stopped moving…
I was still moving, but I slowly realized that something was wrong with her, and when I looked up at her, I was surprised that… she stared at me with a wide-eyed expression of disbelief, and a few words… came out of her trembling lips… “You… you’re… Xu Zheng? …”
I looked her up and down very carefully, and a name flashed in my mind, and I blurted out, “App… Yapin… Chow Yapin?!”
After staring at each other for I don’t know how long, the sudden rumble of a big truck’s engine driving by brought me back to my senses. Letting go of the hand brake, I put it into gear and drove forward.
“You… you’re still heading to the new store?”
She looked at the raindrops outside the window as if lost in thought and didn’t answer me. But I still drove towards her home as I remembered it in the direction of Shinden.
At that moment, “Younker Leylin” came on the radio, confessing his mistake…
“I Dont Believe, I’m the one who gave up on you, just for a decision that had no reason…”
This is the very song that was the most popular when we broke up back in the day. Every line in the song still makes my heart ache until now.
Even though she left me…
The light is red. Stop the car…
In the corner of my eye, I saw her with her head lowered as if she was shedding tears, looking at the girl next to me who used to be so close to me, but now she was so distant…
What was once an innocent student’s head is now a head of long, curly hair.
What was once a powdered face is now a standard office worker.
I can smell the scent of Dune…? She used to hate perfume, didn’t she? Time really does change people.
“Ba…” the car behind honked impatiently.
I looked up… oh… the light was green
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Finally, to her doorstep.
She lowered her head and rummaged in her purse for a while and looked up at me.
“I… I seem to have locked my keys in the car, but no one’s home, and my sister went to Taichung with her classmates, and won’t be back until Monday afternoon… It’s really bad luck…”
I looked at her wet appearance, not to mention the fact that she used to be so close to me, even though she was the one who left me… Forget it! It’s been so many years! I don’t care anymore… my mind was made up.
“If you don’t mind, go to my place for the night! Or are you going to stay here in the rain until morning?”
She looked at her watch, at the locked door, and then at me, and nodded yes… and took her back to the top floor of a building on Heping Dong Road, which was my “home in Taipei”.
When I finally got home, I opened the iron door and saw the soft bed and jumped on it… “Ah… I’m exhausted”
Oh! …there’s someone else here, so hurry up and get back to normal.
“I’ll get you a shirt, get in the shower!”
I grabbed a shirt from the closet and turned my head… She was looking at a picture of me and Ran on the TV… “Is that your current girlfriend?” She asked.
“Well… she’s a good wife type of woman”
“I don’t seem to be this type of woman, do I?”
I laughed and didn’t answer.
She went to take a shower, and I threw her clothes in the dryer, boiled a pot of cocoa, and turned on the stereo.
She came out and I went in to wash…
“Is the hair dryer there?” She asked, from the door.
“In the drawer to the right of the bed,” I answered, from inside the door.
Halfway through the wash, it occurred to me that my condom was also in that drawer… I don’t care, we’re old enough now that I’m not afraid of her seeing it. Anyway, she’s not my girlfriend now, so she can’t control me.
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When I came out, she automatically ordered a cup of cacao and looked at my photo album on the bed…
“Hey! You’re too automatic!” I grabbed my gallery back with one hand, and because I pushed too hard, the photos were scattered all over the floor. I realized that she was looking at my gallery of photos of me and her back then…
We both bent down at the same time to pick up the photos scattered on the floor, and as she did so, she said, “You’re just as nostalgic as ever! And you don’t drink coffee…”
“Yes! I’m not as fickle as you are…” I replied in an angry voice, and she lowered her head and ran her hands in circles on the floor, saying coldly.
“Do… do you still hate me?”
“You’re not the only woman in the world, it’s just that I’ve been in a bad situation for so many years.”
She looked up at me and suddenly shed two tears and rushed over to me and hugged me and cried loudly. I instinctively tried to push her away, but she fell into my arms and cried like a baby girl…
She hugged me with all her strength, her breasts, so familiar to me, pressed against my chest through my shirt… I couldn’t react for a moment, but my heart raced as I thought of the past, smelled her hair, remembered how I’d wanted to make love to her in the club room after class… and so on… Her hands… Her hands went inside my sweatshirt and began to caress me…” APPLE, please don’t do this, our relationship is not the same as before… please don’t do this…” (APPLE was my nickname for her in the past)
But her hands didn’t seem to obey, and she arched her fingers and gently scratched with her fingernails from the base of my neck down to my waist and back up again.
Oh, my God! She remembered my “forbidden zones” and how to arouse me… She gently licked the base of my ear with the tip of her tongue, nibbled the tip of my nose with her teeth (this was the signal we used to give before sex, when the one who wanted it would nibble on the tip of the other’s nose), and her hand was caressing my already-erect penis through my sweatpants…
“APPLE, don’t do this, stop it, don’t… this… this…” At this point, I was cornered by her and there was no way back. My desire was getting out of control… She slowly squatted down and gently bit my erect penis with her teeth through my sweatpants. This action of hers was like dropping a match into a pile of yellow explosives, causing my lust to explode… I picked her up in a frenzy, pressed her down on the bed, and like an extremely hungry beast, I tore the shirt from her body, pulled off her bra, and took off her panties…
She opened her watery eyes and watched my movements, reaching out to remove my clothes… Her breasts were still white and soft, and her skin smelled faintly of perfume. Like a traveler lost in the desert who sees a well of water, I was hungry and thirsty, sucking on every inch of her body, tweaking her hard nipples with the tip of my tongue up and down and side to side, and with her hands gripping the pillows, she pushed up the small of her back, letting her womanly most sensitive spot Letting me press on it…
I used my fingers to gently clip the base of her ears, and rubbed my penis back and forth on her lower abdomen, her hand gripped my arm. I raised my head and saw her cheeks reddening with excitement, and I suddenly felt that she was not the same young girl who pushed and thrashed her hands around and cried out in pain!
I spread her legs apart, aimed my cock at her red pussy, and pushed it in with a single stroke. She had produced enough love juice to push it all the way in. APPLE let out a cry and wrapped her arms around me, and I suddenly realized that she was gently twisting her waist…
Time really does change everything, and now she would have pursued the pleasure between a man and a woman!
I began to pump inside her warm body, pounding again and again, I slowly increased the speed of my pumping, her moans came out in a loud rush, my engorged rod ran wild inside her narrow body without mercy, her eyes were tightly closed, her brow deeply furrowed, her fingers clasped around my arm, and she was moving her lower abdomen up and down in response to the frequency of my pumping…
I remembered that she liked to have a cushion under her waist. I took a small cushion next to her, lifted her up and placed it under her waist. I began to pump slowly. She opened her eyes and looked at me with a gasp… “You… you… have improved a lot…” I said! And you remember that my favorite… pad…”
“You’re not so bad, you’re a grown woman!”
“It looks like your Ranya… is happy too!”
“Yeah! I can make you a happy woman too!”
As soon as I finished, I pulled out my rod, and used my glans to move it in and out, then halfway in and out again, and so on…
She always raised her waist in anticipation of deeper contact every time I thrust halfway in, and as I tricked her one at a time, her desire rose again and again, and when I saw her biting her lips lightly, I began to pump fast and hard, going deeper and deeper, one at a time…
I lifted her legs and put them on my shoulders, pumping hard, my rod slamming into her undulating body again and again, and the connection between my rod and her body, abusing her reddish-pink nucleus mercilessly one after another, a storm of strong electric currents swept through her whole body, confusing her thinking, she opened her mouth, but she couldn’t make a sound… It seemed that she was over-lubricated, and the excess love juice mixed with the air that was brought in by my pumping, making a strange sound. Her hands gripped me tightly while my rod was still pumping out of control Suddenly, something inside her changed, a contraction clamped down on my rod, her legs stretched out as if electrified, her whole body tensed up, her nails clawed at my back…
No matter what she does, the orgasmic response remains the same.
She was panting helplessly, and I was still pumping hard. Suddenly, a familiar signal came into my head that something was about to happen. I immediately pulled out my rod, and with no time to prepare for it, there was a strong contraction of the tubes, and white semen shot out like a fire hose, spraying on her breasts, her hair, and on the bedsheets…
I lay on top of her gasping for breath as she grabbed the tissue from the bed and wiped the cum from the sheets… I got up and grabbed a wet tissue from the dining table and wiped her poor flesh and wiped the cum off of her.
That’s when I realized that she had flattened the picture of Lang and me on the TV.
I asked her why she was wandering around in the middle of the night, but she didn’t answer me, she just focused on playing with my ears, my nose, pulling my fingers…
And so we drifted off to sleep.
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The sound of a loudspeaker woke me up, a demonstration was passing by downstairs, she was lying on top of me, sleeping soundly, I gently stroked her hair, slowly opened the box of memories, and called out the memories that were no longer clear…
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In that year, I was in my second year of college, and one of my classmates, BiBi, had a crush on a first year Chemistry student, and since I thought I was “very sorry”, I wasn’t afraid of breaking my image (if there was an image at all?!?). After my mediation, their class agreed to join ours… and Apple was a good friend of that girl’s. For the first time, four of us boys sat with three of the girls, and I tried my best to make conversation, promote the atmosphere, and play games.
I noticed her for the first time, the way she laughed gave people a feeling of forgetting their troublesome brains, she was about one hundred and sixty, and there was always a faint redness on her face, which was the peculiar beauty of a young girl. Especially her lips, red and full, like a cherry like mouth-watering, but she did not seem to accept the care of the opposite sex.
Later, BiBi finally got the girl she wanted, and the relationship between our class and their class got better and better, and most of their computer work was taken care of by the “enthusiasts” in the class. However, “Cannonball” from the next class fell in love with APPLE and started to chase after her, but she always ignored him. Later, “Cannonball” became furious and made a messy statement in school, saying that she was a “winged boy”, a “broken” girl, and a “broken” girl, and that she was a “broken” girl. “Even once, when BiBi’s sister-in-law and APPLE came to the class to look for BiBi, “Cannonball” went so far as to solicit customers at the entrance of our class, and then pointed at APPLE and said. “That’s her, just 300, she’s a great blowjob!” She was so angry that she ran up to the top floor, and BiBi’s sister-in-law winked at me and told me to follow her…
I went up and saw her, lying on the lamp post, sobbing. I went up to her and patted her shoulder to comfort her. I went up to her and patted her on the shoulder to comfort her, but she went crazy and yelled.
“Get lost! Boys are no good… Get out! …”
I was dumbfounded because she seemed so weak and out of control. I didn’t know where my courage came from, so I walked forward and hugged her gently…
“Don’t cry, I know that roses have thorns just to protect themselves, and those who don’t understand them will only get hurt if they try to pull them out. Those who understand it will appreciate it quietly…”
She stopped rejecting me and cried in my arms…
It was the first time that a girl came so close to me, and I could smell the faint scent of her hair… Since that time, there was another pair of inseparable figures on campus.
Soon after, I had a serious fight with “Gunny”, and although I was all bruised up, he didn’t get the better of me either. But we had agreed on a one-on-one fight, but I didn’t realize that “Pawn” had brought someone to block my way… On that day, during the four afternoon sessions of the “Factory Practicum”, I was completing the first piece of equipment I had designed for myself It was a double-barreled shotgun (assembled in secret, of course, with four of my buddies making the parts themselves), with gunpowder supplied by the Dean of Chemical Engineering. I just wanted to test my theories, not to use it.
After more than three weeks of calculations and AUTOCAD mapping, so we couldn’t wait for school to end, a few of us ran to the back of the hill at the end of the third period and fired a shot at a bird on a power line, hitting the crow and breaking the wire. Then we fled back to the factory like kids in trouble.
It was finally the end of the school day, and we were all excitedly heading for the front door…. As soon as we arrived at the gate, we felt something strange, and then we saw “Gunny” pointing at me, saying, “That’s him! That’s him…”
I look, is a group of nearby private high school students came to me, one of the taller boy said: “Hey! Glasses, I hear you’re a good fighter! My brother is very proud of you! I’ve come to see you…”
“Hey! Cannonball, we agreed on a personal, one-on-one, why don’t you keep your word!” BiBi yelled, “Don’t talk so much, do you want to come with us, or do you want to settle it here?” Another big guy shouted, “If I don’t want either, what do you want?”
“It’s up to you!” As he said this, the tall man pulled out a katana from a newspaper… I looked at it and saw, “Oh, my God. That sword would have killed me or killed me halfway because it was made of flat iron, and the whole thing was raw from end to end…
If you get hit, you’ll die of tetanus! Some of the onlookers ran away in fear, while others screamed…
“It’s going to be difficult this time…” BiBi whispered beside me.
And I slowly took out the double-barreled shotgun from my bag…
“Fuck! You’re scaring us with a toy! We’re not scared…”
Without saying a word, I fired a shot in their direction
A loud noise echoed through the valley…
On their faces, there was no expression as the shot hit one of the Weiss locomotives they had ridden in with an impartial shot.
The bike fell to the ground with a loud crash, the seat cushion flew into the gutter, the windscreen was in pieces, the white body was covered with black holes, the tires were leaking air, the hissing sound was very harsh… “Kuangdang…” The katana fell from the tall boy’s hand to the ground.
There was not a single sound from the onlookers…
“There are rules for gangsters, and one-on-one fights are one-on-one fights. If word gets out that a large group of you came here to block my way, do you still want to be gangsters? Cannonball, how dare you ask an outsider to settle a school matter, do you not want to be in the school anymore?”
I opened the chamber, two shells fell to the floor, took two bullets from my bag and loaded them back into the chamber, then closed the chamber and looked at them like Clint Eastwood…
“I… I… I think… it might be a misunderstanding! If we’re talking about… one-on-one combat, according to the rules, no one else is allowed to intervene…” The tall boy said in a trembling voice that
“It’s okay! It’s okay! Just clear up the misunderstanding! It’s okay!” BiBi said to the onlookers, “Did it hurt you? …ah! I hit the car!” I told them, “It’s nothing serious! I’ve been wanting to replace that car for a long time… ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!” The tall guy said, “At that moment, I realized that the instructor was hiding in the control room by the front door, and he didn’t come out until they were gone…” “What are you doing? What are you doing? What’s the fight about?… You, you, you, you, and you come back to the instructor’s room with me!”
The school authorities didn’t want to alert the police, so they confiscated my gun and told us to write a letter of closure, promising not to make any more guns. In this way my first finished design was sent to the Mechanical Section office to be destroyed by a professional teacher….
Later, that teacher told me privately that I had a really good design for that gun! It made me feel good for days!
As for that incident with Cannonball, the fifth-year senior stepped in and told him to set up a table to make amends to us, and we were wise enough to accept it. From then on, no one dared to touch anyone in our class.
Then APPLE found out about it and scolded me.
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She rolled over and slept on her side… and I was brought back to reality by her… I gently got up and walked to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth…
I tiptoed from the restroom to the refrigerator, grabbed a bottle of juice, sat in a chair at the dining room table and watched her quietly, slowly thinking back…
Under what circumstances did she become “my woman”? …
It was the second semester of my sophomore year, right? One day, right before class ended, Apple came to me and asked me to help her direct student with her computer, otherwise, with finals coming up, she might even have problems with “flying low”… I borrowed the key to the computer lab from BiBi (who was the custodian), and Apple and I worked on the computer for her until after 6pm. She left first, and we cleaned up…
“Apple, my neck is sore! Will you massage it for me?” She came over with a smile and massaged me…
“Horse full body or half set, huh? Mr.! , how much do you want to give me for one section?” She said mischievously… Soon after I told her to pack her things, she went to the desk in front of me and packed my and her school bags… It was a summer evening, and even though it was after six o’clock, the sun was setting slowly, with golden rays of light pouring over her face, and the sunlight was filtering through her white university uniform shirt, showing her curvy figure… She was bending down to pack up the diskettes on the desk… And because of this, the narrow skirt of her fitted university uniform shrunk upward Because she was bending over, the narrow skirt of her college uniform shrank upwards, and I could see her well-shaped thighs and clear skin. The golden sunlight made her even more irresistible. As I watched, my heart raced and my manhood changed… I stood up and wrapped my arms around her from behind. I gently rubbed the tip of my nose against the nape of her neck behind her ear, then kissed her smooth neck, and ran my hands restlessly over her breasts…
“What for! Is it spring yet? Be nice!” She said as she turned to look at me.
In fact, we already have skin to skin, only different levels and so on, we have always used each other’s hands to help each other to solve, not that I do not want to “more in-depth contact” just that she every time “braking the car”, I can not help, can not use the “strong” right? “I can’t use force, right? But I was satisfied, except that this time I decided to switch to a more adult approach… because I knew from past experience that a woman’s desires could be increased by the “cumulative method”… (I think so?!?)
I closed the blinds of the computer club, and the whole school was quiet… I could hear the sound of little crows chasing each other in the playground, and the buzzing of cicadas… There was a big PU foam mat in the computer club, where BiBi and the others used to take their naps every time at noon because the school administration had installed air-conditioning units to protect the computers from the heat (which was stupid). Because the school has installed an air-conditioning unit to prevent the computers from “heating up” (which is really stupid), they asked the gymnastics team for a few mats to be eliminated and put them here.
We lay on the mat and kissed each other, her shoulder-length hair smelling faintly of perfume, her face with its distinctive reddish hue, and under the golden sunlight, we were both extremely aroused… I nibbled open the buttons of her white college shirt with my mouth, and with my left hand, I unbuttoned her skirt, and slowly pulled down the drawstring…
Her girlish bra was exposed, and she smelled like a young girl in the throes of love. Her breasts weren’t very perky, but they were a perfect match for her body. I stroked her breasts through her thin bra, and teased her nipples with my fingers through the bra…
She narrowed her eyes, her breathing slowly quickened, her body twisted involuntarily, and her hands gently cradled my head, letting me flirt with her…
I took off her narrow skirt, slowly removed her stockings, and all that was left of her was a pair of panties, her hands shyly shielding her breasts, and under the sunlight, she looked like a perfect work of art, making me forget that I was undressing myself, and I stared at her for a while before I realized that…
I took off her bra very carefully, fearing that I might hurt her, but she didn’t resist… In fact, to put it bluntly, each of the previous “skin-to-skin” encounters was just a case of me groping her through her clothes, and her masturbating on my behalf… no, it should be No, I think it was just “masturbating”.
I saw her breasts for the first time, her nipples were so small and cute, and the size of the areola matched the size of her nipples so well, it was God’s work…
I gently took her nipple and carefully sucked on it as my hand gently caressed her breast.
I felt her excitement, but she didn’t dare to make a sound and gripped my arm tightly with both hands. My other hand explored outside her most mysterious sanctuary…
Her face flushed bright red, and gradually she began to murmur… My exploring hand found that some kind of liquid had passed through her pants to my hand, even though I had never experienced it before. But from the porno movies I’d watched and the experience that BiBi had told us all, I realized that she was already having a reaction
Yes…
I reached down and pulled down her panties, she opened her eyes and pulled them back with her hands, trying to keep her last line of defense… I kissed her gently and looked at her deeply, she let go, closed her eyes and slowly said, “You have to be gentle, I’ve heard that it’s going to hurt, I’m afraid of the pain!”
I finally broke through her last line of defense, my army was about to take over her… I reached out with a trembling hand and removed her panties, and my own as well, and now we were truly honest with each other. We hugged each other as if we were glued together, and she began to kiss me back gently, her hands slowly caressing my body.
I gently rolled her over on her back, spread her thighs, and with my hand on my hard-on, I pressed down on her hole, but it didn’t go in, and she kept shaking her head in fear, and kept hitting me with both hands… I tried several times, but I couldn’t “take” her…
Suddenly, I remembered that BiBi once said, “We used to think that a woman’s vagina was parallel to her body, but it actually slopes upward from the front of her body to the back.”
It dawned on me that the “angle of incidence” was incorrect, so I couldn’t get in. I pressed my erect penis down at an angle, placed the head at the opening, and pressed down…
I pushed my rod right to the bottom, the warmth of her body embraced me, the softness of her inner walls pressed against me, and an indescribable feeling of pleasure washed over me… At the same time, a sharp pain shot up my back… My rod penetrated her “membrane” at the same time I pushed it in… She felt the pain of her skin being torn apart. She pinched me with both hands, and then pushed and fought with both hands. I noticed that there were tears in the corners of her eyes… “It hurts… It hurts! It hurts..! I don’t want to… I don’t want to…”
Exactly what BiBi said… And? That’s right! Keep going, she’ll feel it gradually. I remembered what BiBi had told me.
So I began to pump slowly… As I pumped again and again, the look of pain on her face gradually disappeared… I pumped harder and harder… She seemed to be very excited but she didn’t dare to make a sound… I slowly realized that an unknown liquid was gushing out of her body, which was not smooth at all… Her breathing became more and more rapid with each movement… It was the first time that I had ever done this… I did it without any technique… I was just going to pump back and forth, and I I remembered that BiBi had told me to pull out my rod when I was about to ejaculate, and to use my hand to press on the contraction under the glans to prolong the time… so I did as I was told, and the crisis of ejaculation passed. Suddenly, she reacted strangely, grabbing me with both hands, and I wondered, “It shouldn’t be hurting after all this time, right!” At that moment, there was a contraction inside her, coming from the place where we met, stimulating my rod… Oh, no! I can’t stop it…
My semen shot out from the tip of my glans, and an overwhelming sensation took over my head, I couldn’t hear anything else, my rod contracted uncontrollably, and my semen shot out into her like the sea had burst its banks… We rested for about an hour… I took the tissues from her school bag and wiped off the ungodly amount of semen that came out of me…
I found her blood on the PU pads…
It was completely dark, and we both went home with the nervousness of tasting the forbidden fruit… Later on, we were worried for a whole month because I had ejaculated inside her, luckily ┅┅┅┅
“What are you thinking about? So absorbed?” She woke up and saw me sitting on a chair at the dining table staring at me, “Huh?!? … nothing… you’re awake!”
“You’ve ruined all my clothes!” She said as she held her bra out to me.
I saw that the hook on her strap had been bent…
I went to the toolbox to get some sharp-nosed pliers to straighten the hook and thought to myself, “Am I that rude?”
She goes to the dryer to get her clothes back and puts them back on, looks at me and
“What’s the matter? An old friend meets and doesn’t invite me for a walk?”
“Oh! It’s after twelve, let’s go eat!”
So, we sat there in that Western restaurant until after 10 p.m. We talked a lot, from our old school days to our respective jobs, and every time I talked happily about my Ran (now my girlfriend), there was always a faint sadness on her face…
“You seem to… really like her?”
We stared at each other for a while, and I slowly said what I thought of Lan… “She’s a very gentle and virtuous woman, understanding, cooks well, and can make clothes too!
She’s been there for me in my most disillusioned moments…”
“When you were most disillusioned? When was that?”
“Ask you! You know when it is!”
She kept her head down and didn’t make any movement for a long time…
“Let’s go back! I’m tired” she said with her head down.
So we went back to my place, only this night she slept on the bed and I slept on the sofa… During the night, she was crying in a low voice, and I pretended not to hear her.
On Monday morning, I took half a day off work and took her to get her car fixed. Then we left each other’s business cards and went back to our respective worlds…
I went back to the office and opened the door… Oh, my God! Another pile of documents… @#$%*&! Ugh! This is life.
“Doo… Chief Seo, six lines, it’s a girl!” The voice of my secretary, AMY, came from the phone on my desk…
“Got it! Take it in! I’m warning you not to make trouble!” …
Who is it? Is it Ran or Apple? Pick up the phone… Hello? This is Seo Jung
“Stinky bad guy! I couldn’t even find you yesterday, so I made a table full of food yesterday and no one helped me eat it!”
“I’m sorry! I didn’t get off work until 12:00 on Saturday, and I had a little trouble with the car, so I slept late…” In order not to make Lan angry, I had to tell a little lie.
“Then I’ll penalize you for coming to my house for one night today, taking me to dinner, to Yangmingshan for a night view, and…”
“Good! … good! …I promise not to be angry!”
She hung up happily, but I was in a cold sweat because I rarely lied, and I had never lied to her, except for the accident the night before, which made me feel guilty, and I shouldn’t have lied to Ran… It was all my fault… I was just too much of a bitch
“Doo… Chief Seo, first line call, it’s a girl again!” AMY’s voice came from the desk phone again…
“All right! There! Take it in!”
“Hello? This is Seo Jeong, hello!”
“It’s me, APPLE…” Oh my God! Speak of the devil!
“Oh! Hello… What can I do for you? …” I replied to her a little vainly, “Thank you for taking me in… thank you! I… I… our company is having a reception today at the Hyatt Regency Hotel, are you… are you free? …”
“I’m so sorry, I’ve promised to be at Ran’s, I might not be able to make it, next time!”
“Oh! … that… that’s okay, BYE!” …
After work, I passed by the Hyatt Regency Hotel on my way to Ranma’s house and saw a white march parked at the front door, and a familiar figure carrying something…
When I saw it, I hesitated and had an idea…
My foot left the brake, stepped on the gas, and raced toward Ran’s embrace…
Along the way, memories of my school days and my life with Ran were exchanged in my mind like a tug-of-war…
How I broke up with APPLE is still unclear to me. All I know is that we did have an entwined life and were once the envy of everyone on campus… One day after I returned from Successful Ridge, she suddenly told me that she felt something was missing between us, and that she wanted to be alone for a while…
After that, I lost all willpower. Although I was still a happy person in front of my classmates, in the quiet of the night, I felt indescribably sad…
And how did Lan and I meet? Thanks to my “bitchy” personality ┅┅┅┅
I’ve been playing radio since my third year of college, and I’m what they call a “sausage person”. I used to be a “submarine” (the kind of person who likes to listen, not talk) on 145.90 and 86. I remember it was a rainy day…
It’s another rainy holiday. I’m too lazy to go out, so I’ll just turn on the phone! I picked up my Tomy and pressed PTT… “Dear all, 234 Nautilus sends its regards and greetings to all of you. It’s okay, let’s continue with the line. “I’m going diving.”
PS:1. “234” is the postal code of Yonghwa, and it is a way for the “sausage people” to indicate their location, and at that time, I was living in Yonghwa.
2. “Nautilus” is my station number, is the name of a submarine in the United States, because it is not convenient to use their own names in an open environment, so as not to be “relevant units” invited to “make tea! “I’m not going to use my name in an open environment.
While reading the book, I listened to the conversation of the friends on Tomi’s cell phone until about 2:00 p.m., when there was an intermittent signal…
“Emergency… interval… emergency interval… on the line… did… did… the friend station hear…”
As soon as I heard “emergency interval”, I picked up the tome…
“234 Nautilus answered you, may I ask who you are?”
“This is Swimming Channel 107… Elephant… I’m at the Jinshan South Road viaduct… and I saw a car accident… three in one… with a person suffering from injuries… Please call the police for an… ambulance…”
I immediately checked with 144.86 Taipei, and sure enough, there were other “swimming stations” reporting the same situation, so I called 911 and returned to my room, when Yonghwa’s voice came out of Tomi… “234. Attention, 234 Tomodai, 144.86, we need a few more people now, if you’re interested, please speak up…”
So I made an appointment with them at an intersection, met up and was driven to the site by Tomodai who had a car.
When we arrived at the scene, there was a three-vehicle pile-up… So that’s what “three in one” means. A taxi was sandwiched between a truck and a bus, with the driver and two female passengers in the car, both of whom were wounded but conscious… The experienced Yau Yee Channel assigned me to the scene, and I was the least experienced of all I was the novice and had to direct the traffic. As I watched the Youtai’s busy rescuing people, my girlfriend’s station was trying to stabilize the injured… Half an hour later, the police arrived and the people were rescued one by one, so we followed the last ambulance to NTU, and along the way, the Youtai’s were all happy and bragging about their “heroic” actions. On the way there, the happy faces of our friends bragged about their “heroic” behavior, which gave me a strange sense of accomplishment and joy…
The convoy ran several red lights and police cars drove them to the emergency room of NTU Hospital. Two injured people, both women, were taken off the stretcher. I noticed that one of them was a girl with a pale face and a look of confusion. She seemed to have only traumatic injuries, but the other one seemed to be more serious… Note:: The other one was more serious…
1. “TO MIC” is “TALK MIC.” The common name, is the radio microphone used to send a message.
2. “144.86” is a radio channel, and 144.860 MHz is the “sausage family”.
A channel recognized as a channel for disaster relief, usually dealing mainly with the situation of the Zhongshan Expressway.
As I watched the paramedics push the two injured into the emergency room, and as many people rushed in and out of the room, I felt so tired that I fell asleep in the chair (maybe I was too tired just now…) Suddenly, someone shook me awake, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that it was a nurse… “Sir, are you a member of the injured’s family?”
“No… No, I’m from the rescue team.”
She went to another person and asked the same question…
I got up and walked in the direction of a group of doctors and nurses, vaguely overhearing them discussing what seemed to be one of the injured needing immediate surgery, but NTU was in the midst of a major operation and couldn’t transfer enough B-type blood, so I interjected: “I’m not sure if you’re a doctor or a nurse, but I’m not sure if you’re a doctor or a nurse.
“Do you need B blood? How much?”
One of the female doctors with very short cut hair looked at me and said.
“Yeah! Even if you could donate blood, it wouldn’t be enough!”
“It’s okay, I’ll figure it out!”
I went back to where the rescue team was gathered, shook them awake one by one, and asked them one by one. It turned out that the only B-type among the team was a girlfriend Taiwan, who was underweight and couldn’t donate blood. At that moment, my hand inadvertently touched the cell phone on my waist, and I suddenly had a flash of insight. I ran up to the top floor of the National Taiwan University, pulled out the telescopic antenna, and switched it to the channel that I always T… and sent out a message to the Greater Taipei…
“Emergency interval, emergency interval, everyone, this is 234 Nautilus, there is an injured patient at NTU Hospital who is in urgent need of B-type blood, in urgent need of B-type blood, please join us in donating blood to save his life, if you need to check, please call the emergency room of NTU Hospital at… “
After speaking on the five or six channels I usually use, I returned to the emergency room with a sense of anxiety, thinking to myself, “I don’t know if my pleas for help are effective, and if there isn’t enough blood, I don’t know if the victim will be able to hold out much longer…
When I got back to the emergency room, I was shocked. Many people from all over Taipei had already arrived, and the emergency room phone was ringing constantly. I was so touched that I almost shed a tear and stood there… “Nautilus”! What are you waiting for? Come and help!” One of the rescue workers called the female doctor with short cut hair (I called her Dr. Coolie) looked at me and gave me the big thumbs up, I returned the salute and went to help.
We wrote down the station numbers, directions, popular channels and phone numbers of all of the blood donors, and later counted the total number of donors to be more than 120, not including those who refused to leave their information… This incident shocked the senior management of NTU and was later featured on the TV news!
Later, the injured woman had a safe operation and recovered, and her father even hosted several tables at the “Sea King” to thank the friends of these people, who insisted on not charging a penny… Lan was the girl who was in the car with the injured woman, and from then on there was another sunny young woman in my life… Lan’s name was Lin Ruolan, and she was a native of Yilan, who had come to Taipei to study. She was studying in Taipei and was staying with a distant relative who had a daughter her age named Liu Xiaopei (we called her Pei), who happened to be in the same school as her. That day, the two of them took a taxi together to go to Shilin, and on the way there, there was a “3-in-1” accident… and Pei was the girl I was telling the world about “And Pei was the one I saved from the accident, so her father took a liking to me. Luckily, her daughter was already married, otherwise I would have been his son-in-law… I bragged about the whole thing to Apple…
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When I arrived at Lan’s place, “Baby”, the Shih Tzu dog that Pui and Lan shared, was at the door, wagging its tail to welcome me… and when Pui’s father saw me, he gave me an “Italian” hug! When Pei’s father saw me, he gave me an “Italian” hug. Luckily, their neighbors were already used to it and didn’t mind.
Lan prepared a huge spread of food, and after dinner I sat down in a chair and rested for ten minutes because I was so full… uh… I took Lan and Pei up to Tien-Mu’s hill to have a cup of tea and chat, and anyone who didn’t know would have thought that I was enjoying myself to the fullest!
By eleven o’clock or so, I sent Pei back, while Lan and I returned to our place on Peaceful East Road….
After we had a good time, she fell asleep with me in her arms, and I looked at her quietly, her face even more lovely in the bright moonlight. She was a good wife type of woman, a standard little woman, very good at household chores, didn’t spend money recklessly, didn’t follow fashions too much, and always dressed in her own offbeat style. That’s it. That’s my ideal wife…
We’ve been in love for five years… It’s time to give up…
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In the morning, I dropped Lan off at work and went back to my office. During my lunch break, I asked Amy to go with me to a jewelry store on Tunghwa South Road to choose a ring, because I was good at designing machinery, but I was an amateur at choosing a ring, and since Amy’s boyfriend was the owner of a jewelry store, I went to him to look around, hoping that I could get a discount… I chose the day of Lan’s 25th birthday to propose, and she nodded coyly yes, amidst a lot of anticipation. She nodded her head coyly and said yes. We spent the next few days picking out wedding cakes, looking at wedding dresses, and preparing for the engagement. ┅┅┅┅
I opened the manual and saw that it recorded: (322 Lan went back to Yilan) “Oh! … Lan went back to Yilan this morning, and will be back in the evening… I have to go back and pack my things quickly…”
“The phone on my desk rang and I wondered where Amy had gone and why she hadn’t answered the phone, but when I looked up at the clock, it was past 8:00 and she had left work early, so I picked up the phone and said, “Hello? Who are you looking for?”
“Excuse me… Is Seo Jung there?” When I heard that… it was APPLE!
“Yes… I am… Is there something you want?”
“I’m downstairs from you. Can I come up?” …
She followed the address on my card. The elevator doors opened and she walked in. We were the only two people in the large office. I noticed that her eyes were red, as if she’d just cried… I took her to the reception room and poured her a glass of juice…
“What’s the matter with you?”
“What, an old friend in a bad mood comes to spit on you and isn’t welcome?”
“No… no, it’s just very sudden…”
She slowly told me about her problems at work, her relationship troubles, she said she missed our time together, that she regretted leaving me because she was young and fun-loving… and then hugged me, and I pushed her away with a force she couldn’t seem to believe that I would push her away, and without thinking… I pulled my clothes back on, and looked at her…
“I’m engaged to Ran, so please behave yourself.”
“Engaged… you’re getting engaged…”
She hissed like she’d suddenly fallen into a bottomless pit, and kept hitting herself… Suddenly she grabbed me as if she’d thought of something…
“It doesn’t matter, I don’t care about names, and I won’t go to your house to make trouble, I don’t need you to provide for me, all I ask is that you let me be with you, even if it’s just one day a month, I don’t care… I really regret it…”
She hugged me again, only this time very hard. I didn’t dare to push her away for fear of hurting her… “APPLE, don’t be silly. It’s impossible for us. If I knew it was going to be like this, why did I bother? Besides, don’t you have a good boyfriend? It’s only right to take care of your relationship…”
But she didn’t seem to be listening to me. She started touching me, teasing me with her tongue, unbuttoning her blouse herself… she wasn’t wearing any underwear… and while I didn’t know what to do, she took off a piece of her skirt… and she wasn’t wearing any panties either…
She’d planned it…
She took my hand and caressed her own breasts, and I kept saying, “No way! It’s impossible!” But she continued to do nothing…
She pushed me to the ground, sat on top of me, unzipped my pants, pulled out my enlarged rod, took it in her mouth and manipulated it with her tight red lips, moving her hand up and down in tandem… A wave of pleasure came from the rod, and my will began to waver… She stimulated my rod very skillfully, and my arousal gradually increased. “forbidden zone”…
Finally, primitive human reactions are not easy to control. I rolled over and pinned her down, sucking her nipples with my mouth, my hands kept caressing her breasts, while she kept repeating under her breath… “Take me, enjoy me, it’s okay…”
I spread her legs and saw her red pussy glistening with love juice, her pussy lips waiting to open…
I held my rod in my hand and aimed it at the opening of her pussy…
Suddenly I saw a piece of red paper on the floor…
That’s… That’s the order for Ranjit and I…
That piece of paper was like a spring thunderbolt that woke up a confused person. A strong sense of guilt came over me, and I felt like a deserter who had betrayed his country… I got up in a hurry, put on my pants, picked up the piece of paper, folded it carefully, and put it into my purse… She couldn’t believe the change in my attitude, and she looked at me in disbelief… I picked up her clothes and threw them at her, and said, “I’m sorry…
“Put on some clothes! It’s very cold in here, so remember to close the door when you leave…”
I walked out of the reception room and as I closed the door, I heard her crying inside the door ┅┅┅┅
When I got back to my place on Heping Dong Road, Lan was already asleep. I took a shower and gently climbed into bed, thinking back to what I had just seen, and thought to myself, “I’ve made a big mistake once, but I won’t make a mistake again”. Lan was sound asleep, so I kissed her gently on the forehead, covered her up and went to bed!
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When I came back to the office in the morning, I saw a note left by Amy on my desk.
Chief Hsu.
At 8:30, a Ms. Chow CALLED and asked you to call back!
She said she had a band on her cell phone.
AMY
I picked up the phone, thought about it for a while… and hung up again, dropping the note. … Later, I told Amy that from now on, if any girl called, except for Lan, she should leave a message and I would call her back.
Apple called me several times, but I didn’t answer…
I drove back to my place until after 7:00 p.m. and saw a white march parked in front of a convenience store. I slowed down and looked at the license plate… and it was an APPLE car! She’s waiting for me? Should I meet her?
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I thought about it for a long time and decided not to go back now, so that APPLE wouldn’t make another move… and then I drove off to Mugatu Cat Sky to watch the stars until twelve o’clock.
When I got home, when the elevator door opened, I saw a note on my door… I tore it off, opened the door, turned on the light, left the note on the bed, and went to take a shower… After the shower, I went to get the hair dryer, and looked at the note while blowing my hair…
Government∶
I waited for you downstairs today and saw your car come back and go away again, I knew you were avoiding me and I didn’t mind! Later on, I saw your Lan walking with a big bag, I think it’s probably to help you organize your home, right? She’s prettier in person than in her picture. You have a good eye. You’re getting engaged soon, you’re busy!
I waited until after eleven and couldn’t wait for you, so I’ll go back first, bless you!
APPLE
I thought to myself, “She’s finally dead in the water, good thing, even though I still get heart palpitations when I see her, it’s just nostalgia for the time we used to have!
“Doo… doo… doo… doo…” The phone on the bed rang.
“Hello! Who’s calling… who’s calling?”
Oddly enough, the other end of the line didn’t say anything, so I impatiently said into the microphone.
“Hello! Who are you looking for? I’m going to hang up if you don’t talk!”
When the other party didn’t say anything, I hung up “Crazy!” I cursed, blew my hair out, went to bed, and went to sleep…
I don’t know what time it was, but I suddenly felt someone walking around the house… I thought to myself, “It’s not Ran, is it? What were you doing here so late at night? But I thought that apart from the landlord, only Ran had the key, so I said to the darkened room.
“Lan! Is that you?”
I tried to get up and walk over, but I realized that I couldn’t move my arms and legs, and a thought flashed through my mind… “Oh my God! Did my best buddy come in… and press on the bed?”
I tensed up for a moment and struggled hard, slowly realizing that I was being tied up, I thought to myself, “It can’t be that some thugs are breaking in, can it? At the thought of this, a chill ran down my back, misery! Miserable! If it’s a ghost, it’s fine, but if it’s a human, it’s bad! …
Why is that? Because if it’s a ghost, I have no grudges against him, so he’ll just scare me and won’t hurt me, but if it’s a human being, that’s different. Even if you’re his benefactor, a human being may do something bad to you… Suddenly, the light was switched on, and I couldn’t open my eyes because of the bright light in the dark environment…
All these circumstances are against me…
Slowly, my eyes began to adjust, and I fixed my eyes to see that it was… it was her, APPLE!
“How did you get in here? Do you have a key?”
“I called a locksmith and lied to him that I had forgotten my key, so he opened the door for me.” Her tone was gentle as she slowly walked towards me…
That’s when I noticed that she had deliberately dressed up, wearing a white shirt on top, a one-piece, tank-top style dress with little red florals, with a row of buttons down the front, a black denim jacket over it, and a light amount of makeup on her face.
I struggled a little more and still couldn’t get free, so I looked at her and
“Did you tie this? Why?” Then I remembered that she must have made that strange phone call at night, she wanted to make sure I was home…
She straddled my body and then lay on top of me and said softly.
“I love you, Masashi! I wanted to carry your baby, but you kept rejecting me, so I had to…”
When I heard it, oh my God! What a world! There’s such a thing!
“APPLE! Think it over, I am going to marry Lan for sure, do you want the baby to be born without a father? Don’t do something stupid! It would be unfair to you and the child!”
“It doesn’t matter! I’ll marry my current boyfriend as soon as I’m pregnant with your BABY, I’ll love our baby, he’ll have a father too, and as long as you don’t say anything, and I don’t say anything, he’ll love BABY as if he were his own child!”
“What makes you so sure I won’t tell?”
She laughed “If you want your children to be abused, just say so!”
Oh, my God! That’s a very bad move…
She got up and took off her coat, then straddled me again. I was tied to the bed face up, helpless as a lamb to the slaughter…
She began to raise her hands, as if to masturbate and tease me, rubbing them on her breasts! Then she slid her fingers over her own lips, her eyes closed, as if enjoying this… She stuck out her tongue and gently curled it up to lick her lips. She was caressing her breasts with one hand, and with the other she took down her hairpin, her long curly hair adding to the charm.
She leaned down, gently teased the base of my ear with her tongue, then kissed the back of my neck, gently exhaled hot air, and kissed me with her warm lips… I didn’t greet her, I just stood there and let her do it… She sat up again, slowly unbuttoned her dress, one by one, and then caressed her own breasts with her hands again…
She then took off her shirt, revealing her white lace bra, and then her stockings… I tried my best not to react, but I’m not a saint, nor a savior, not to mention that she was kind of a pretty girl, and my rod grew bigger and bigger… She seemed to be very well versed in my physiological reactions… She took off her bra, and rubbed her hard nipples with her fingers. She moaned as if she couldn’t stand the stimulation. She pulled down my pants, pulled out my red-hot rod, and rubbed it against the cleavage formed by her breasts…
A wave of pleasure went through her head, she looked up at me, and then increased the speed of her grinding… “APPLE don’t do that, it’s making me very uncomfortable…” I said this, but in fact, it was too much of a thrill… As soon as she grabbed my rod, she took it in her mouth, and tightened her lips hard, swirling her tongue around the head of my glans, and then She sucked on my rod so hard that her cheeks hollowed out and I closed my eyes because I couldn’t resist the pleasure…
She let go of my rod and whispered in my ear.
“Masa, I love you so much! Really love you so much! Give me a baby, give me…”
Then she took off her panties, her red pussy was red with excitement, she adjusted her position, took my rod in one hand, aimed it at her own pussy, sat down carefully, but it didn’t go in. I wondered if she’d never tried it this way before and couldn’t get it in…
It was at this time that an pleasure came, the rod was immediately clamped into a warm and wet place, and she let out a moan at the same time.
“Ah! …, give me BABY, … give … me …”
She began to move slowly up and down, her hands propped up on my arms, her cheeks flushed, and I suddenly remembered that the first time I saw her, her face was also flushed, only it was a teenage girl’s blush… She began to increase her speed… I was slowly being swept away by the sensation, and I also matched her motions of lifting and lowering my waist… She was lying on her back, her hands desperately grasping my shoulders, and I was moving harder and faster Every movement was like a machine gun hitting the enemy in the vitals. Her moans were so loud that she forgot herself. She was twisting her waist with all her strength…
She began to murmur…
“Mas! I… I… BABY… WANT… I…”
She clasped her hands hard around me, her legs dead straight, a contraction in her pussy clamping down on my rod over and over again, and I twisted away from her desperately as the signals coming from my rod told me Critical! Critical! But I didn’t realize that she immediately recovered from her orgasm and clamped her legs around me, preventing me from pushing my rod out of her pussy and shooting it outside of her…
Because from Apple in the past to Lan now, they always take a long time to recover from their orgasms, so I wanted to let Apple come first, and then shoot my rod outside while she was still reminiscing… ah! Oh, no…
My rod spurted intensely deep inside her pussy, contracting over and over again as if I wanted to shoot out all my semen…
Gradually, I calmed down from the post-ejaculation pleasure and realized that she was still lying on top of me… “APPLE, I’ve given you everything you want, let go of me!”
“I’m going to lie down a little longer to increase my chances of conception, so just bear with me for a while!”
Oh, my God! She even asked about “increasing the chances of conception”… She was serious… Slowly, sleep overtook me, and I couldn’t stop the sleepyheads from nibbling away at me. ┅┅┅┅
“BELL…” The ringing of the alarm clock woke me up.
Oh… my whole body aches. What happened last night, was it real or just a dream? Well… I guess it was a dream! What a strange dream…
I got up and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth, and when I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw that I was as emaciated as if I’d returned from the Vietnam War, and suddenly I saw red bruises on my wrists…
It dawned on me that what happened last night was true!
I went to work with my thoughts in turmoil. I was distracted the whole day, I signed the documents AMY brought in in the wrong place, I answered several phone calls from my old clients but couldn’t get their names, and when AMY saw that I was out of sorts, she took a half-day off from work and sent me back to rest…
I was lying in bed, but I couldn’t sleep, thinking… what should I do if APPLE is really pregnant? What should Lan tell them? Although Apple said that “he” would love baby, but if the secret got out, would baby be abused?
But for several days, Apple’s name didn’t appear in the notes on the desk in the office, and as Ran’s and my wedding date drew nearer and nearer, I gradually became so busy with other things that I almost forgot about it… until three days before our wedding…
That day I happened to be returning to the office from the restroom and passed by AMY’s desk when the phone was ringing. I saw that AMY was printing something in the company’s copy room, so I picked up the phone… “Hello! Chief’s office, who’s calling?”
The other end of the line was silent for a long time before speaking…
“Masashi! It’s me…”
When I heard Apple’s voice, I stood there as if someone had put me in a trance… I stood there for a while, but she broke the ice first…
“I… I… I… I’m going to do a checkup later to see if I have it, so you… you… wait for my good news!”
Then she hung up, and I walked back to my office and sat down in my chair… “Good… good news? … Heh… my child…”
I was lost in my thoughts until Amy walked in, and when she saw that I was acting funny again, she shook me vigorously…
“Hello! … hello! Come back! Come back!”
“Huh? …who’s back!” I came back to my senses.
“You la! …you’re back!” She smiled and walked out.
I flipped through the handbook, today is April 28th, it’s been almost a month since that night, could it be that APPLE really has it? I hurriedly found out her business card and called APPLE’s company, her coworker said she took a half day off!
I called her cell phone again, and it wasn’t on, and I kept worrying about her, but I didn’t hear back!
Then I slipped out and ran to her front door and waited for her, sitting in the car until I was so tired I fell asleep.
The next morning, because I was in the car, I slept so much that my whole body ached, so I got up early in the morning and continued to wait… my eyes glanced at the car clock: 06:05.
Suddenly, the door of her house opened, and my eyes widened… it was… it was… it looked like her sister… it’s been a long time… she’s grown up, and she’s much prettier… I got out of the car and walked towards her… her sister was dressed in a tracksuit… it looked like she was about to go to the gym…
“Miss! Good morning to you. May I ask if you’re Ya Juan? I’m a friend of your sister’s…”
“Who… who are you looking for and what do you want?” She asked me, very nervously.
That little girl! After all those movies and McDonald’s meals, it’s only been a few years and you don’t even remember me!
“I’m a former classmate of hers from the Fifth Form College. I’m on a business trip from the south, and I’m here to see her…” “Since she doesn’t remember me, I’ll just lie to her, to save her the trouble…
“She didn’t come home yesterday! I don’t know…”
I drove back to the office and looked out the window at the people and cars coming and going in Taipei, the gray sky… It was after ten, and things were busy…
“Beep…” The special fax machine on the desk signaled completion of reception, and I wondered who it was and what it was about…
I tore off the paper and glanced at it carelessly…
“Eh? The words look familiar…” Putting down the work at hand, I took a closer look, it was APPLE. She was smart enough to know that I wouldn’t answer the phone, but I’d have to use a fax… I was shocked when I read the content carefully…
Government∶
In fact, I’ve always loved you. I left you because I was young and playful. I don’t expect you to forgive me, but I have to tell you… At the beginning of the first semester of my fourth year of college, didn’t I work part-time in the evenings? So I met a boy two years older than me who had taken a break from school and was the only son of the owner of that department store chain. He was very playful, and he took me out in his car every day after work, and I was so young and ignorant that I thought that was the way of life. Although you are my initial, my everything to you, but, maybe it is stupid! I just left you in confusion, I think this is the biggest mistake in my life! Now, I’m not in a position to ask you to accept me again, and I have no right to ruin your life with Ran…
Now it seems that even the heavens are punishing me, I want to carry your baby is not possible, I went to the examination yesterday, the doctor said I can not get pregnant, I think it may be the previous to take “his” child when the injury, really my own deserved, I am now in the heart of the heart is so annoyed, so chaotic, the sister said that you have to go to see me in the morning, it is useless!
Don’t look for me anymore. Cherish your Ran! Maybe it’s the last word…
APPLE
I called her office right away…
“Hello! I’m looking for Zhou Yaping, is she there please?”
“She’s not here. I’m her colleague. May I ask if you’re…”
“I’m her friend, my last name is Xu, did she say she was going there?”
“She took a leave of absence, saying she was in a bad mood and wanted to go for a walk… something about a… love stone…”
The Love Stone! That’s where we made a lifelong pact and where I kissed her for the first time I immediately asked Amy to take a leave of absence for me…
The Love Stone, a big rock near the Siyuan Mute Exit, where we rode our bikes for fun, and on that rock she promised me a kiss and officially became my girlfriend… My 405 raced down the Beiyi Highway, with the squealing of tires on the fast corners, and the curses of other drivers as I got on the Zhonghong Yilan Spur Line…
I don’t know why, but I always have disturbing thoughts in my mind.
After the car passed Qilan Miaofu, suddenly a few cars passed me with red lights flashing, and I saw the words “Yilan County Emergency Relief Association” plastered on their rear windshields.
My heart began to grow fuzzy, and I switched the car radio to their channel… A message came over the radio: A car had gone down the valley near the dumbwaiter… Oh, my God! APPLE wouldn’t do anything stupid, would she?
At that moment, a few more Emergency Relief Society cars passed me, and I followed them, overtaking them all the way… and there was a dumbwaiter in front of me…
When we arrived at the mute crossing, there were many Emergency Relief Association vehicles parked along the roadside, and a big crane, probably for a nearby project, was lifting something with its boom stretched out, with long steel cables hanging down into the valley… I parked my car and walked towards the crane, and saw that the guardrail on the side of the road had been hit by a big gap, which was right next to our love stone…
I knew what was going on. I looked at the ground and saw that there was no sign of braking… After more than an hour of this, the crane suddenly started to move, and began to raise the cable. My heart grew nervous as the cable was being raised, and I kept thinking to myself, “It’s just a coincidence… a coincidence… it can’t be APPLE’s…”
The car came up, a twisted white March, and I saw a rag doll that I had given her that year hanging on the rearview mirror…
“Ah! … poor Cham fontanel boy… poor thing! …”
I was shocked like a thunderbolt, and I kept looking at the gap…
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Today was APPLE’s funeral, I went to a garden cemetery in Jinshan to see her from a distance… There were many people standing in front of her grave, her relatives, I guess! There was also a young man crying very hard, her current boyfriend, I think!
I watched her from a distance until they were gone, then I walked over lightly and offered her favorite sunflower, because I used to say that she was like a sunflower, always looking towards the sun, and that she would always shine like the sun!
I took out my harmonica and played the song I’d played for her when we first met: “Pinkie Pie.”
Gradually, my eyes blurred with tears, thinking back to the past… Finally, I said to her.
“APPLE, rest in peace! I forgive you, really! …forgive you…”
I got in the car and looked at myself in the rearview mirror…
Go back! Yesterday is over… I’m getting married to Ran tomorrow.
As we started the car and drove towards Lan’s and my home, a song by Na Ying came on the radio… “There is no extension of our relationship, no right to possess each other… The day and the night only alternate without exchanging… It’s impossible to imagine each other’s space… But we still insist on standing on our own ground, dividing each other into two worlds…” You will never understand my sadness, just as the day does not understand the darkness of the night, just as the eternally burning sun does not understand the waxing and waning of the moon…”