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Preface.
I remember when I was in school, because I was studying engineering, I didn’t have much of a leisure life, and at most, I participated in one or two sororities a semester. Sometimes, when I saw someone I was attracted to, some of my classmates had already registered as “candidates” before I took any action, and I, as a relatively introverted person, could only bear the pain of standing on the side stage to watch the show, and watched other people being “elected”. “I always feel that it is a waste of my life when I think about it.
During the summer vacation, the courage to sign up for a Salvation Army camping team, the location is in the northeast corner of a sea bathing beach, thinking that this summer vacation must be a good enough to play, of course, if you can make a girlfriend would be better!
1-Origin
After arriving at the destination by train, the first day of the event, I met a lot of friends from all over the world, from the north, the center and the south, and then I was assigned to the same team with some of them, and when I saw that half of the members of the team were men and half were women, I thought to myself that it was a good idea to join in, but if most of the members were men, what would be the point of playing for three days to come?
Suddenly I saw a girl on the team looked familiar, very much like my country’s small first love Yue , but not quite sure.
Time seemed to have stopped, and my thoughts drifted back to the first day I saw her nine years ago, when I was first assigned to the fifth grade… She had long, shiny black hair tied back in a big ponytail, big eyes with long, curved eyelashes, a mouthful of white teeth, and a white face with red, shapely lips, and a very lively personality. She was very good at school and very popular, and often had a large group of boys around her playing around, I was from the bottom of my heart to admire those people, but I could not get up the courage to go close to her.
Because of my poor homework to the last grade level teacher gave me the comment: “rotten wood” can still be carved!
In order to make her notice me, I bear the pain to leave my favorite TV set and start to study hard. At that time, teachers would do part-time jobs to help students with tutoring after school, and in order to have more time to see her, I also argued with my family to go to tutoring, and sometimes she would make me happy for a whole day without even meaning to say a word, not to mention that when I see her, I would be blushing and my heart would beat faster, and the only thing that the introverted me could do was to come to school early on Christmas and her birthday. All I could do was to come to school early for Christmas and her birthday and write a card and put it in her drawer secretly, and in each letter, I would write a card that said nothing but “Merry Christmas” and “Happy Birthday”.
In addition, I would add a line copied from a book card: “Change your heart for my heart, and then I will know the depth of our memories”.
(I still get goosebumps when I think about it… they were writing about it at Kokusai Elementary!) None of the cards were signed on the back, though, so she never knew who sent them.
When I graduated from elementary school, we all talked about going to cram school in the summer, so as not to fail to keep up with my secondary school work. I deliberately chose to go to the same house and class with her, thinking that I could see her more often in the future, but as a result, I was transferred to a higher education class because I recognized a few more English textbooks than other people, so I had classes on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, while she had classes on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays, and I was depressed that I hadn’t seen her for one whole year, but I would still send her a card on her birthday, so I wished her well. But I would still send her a card on her birthday to wish her well, and then I gradually realized that this is what it is – “unrequited love”.
I saw her again in the second year of college because of the cram school, and she was still so beautiful, attracted my attention, there were other boys laughing with her, I would somehow jealous, now I think of that time is really “small nose, small eyes”.
Every day I go to school, I can’t wait to go to cramming at night. While others hate cramming to death, I love it to death.
Until graduation I was so simple like her, do not dare to confess to her, afraid to confess even after classmates can not do, because I “rain or shine, never take leave” tutorials, so my country in the grades are maintained quite good!
My parents thought it was because my ancestors were virtuous and blessed, and they worshipped especially hard, and no one knew that I was actually doing it for her.
After graduation, I got into a college in the northern part of the country and moved away, and she was sent to a private girls’ school where she had to live in a dormitory… Because of time and distance, this five-year unrequited love affair had to come to a painful end…
2 – Karma Continues
After going to college, the development of puberty has made me grow taller and stronger, and because I often play basketball, I have a healthy bronze skin, and my looks are kind of easy on the eyes!
Not like before, short and black and thin, full like a “Taiwan monkey”, personality is not as introverted as before, after the baptism of junior college life while watching and learning, personality is also more open.
Maybe because I kept my eyes on her, she finally spotted me, but it seemed like she wasn’t sure if it was me?
The leader introduced himself first. He was a tall man who was currently studying at the graduate school, and he asked us to call him Wei. As for the other boys’ introductions, I was not really interested in them, so I only vaguely remembered their nicknames, but when it came to the girls’ introductions, I listened intently… When it came to her, and when I said her name, I felt as if I had won the first special prize, and it was really her!
It was so coincidental that it was as if I saw the gods of fate smiling down on me!
After introducing herself, she was a bit sure that it was me and gave me a small smile of her own accord. I suppressed my excitement and nodded back to her, thinking that I would either not be able to sleep tonight or I would be smiling in my dreams… The first activity was a competition for team names and flags for each team, and everyone was racking their brains… While everyone was talking and discussing, I was focusing my attention solely on Yueh. She was wearing a yellow sleeveless V-neck shirt, beige seven-minute pants, and long black hair. She was still as striking as ever after three years of not seeing her, but she had become brighter and more feminine. These days I deliberately repressed their own miss her, and now realize that she has always occupied a corner of the depths of my heart, back to God, it turns out that a lot of obnoxious “flies” has been peeping at her, so she was a little bit uncomfortable to look at.
In the end, the name of the team was “Sea Barons”, and the flag was a whale painted on a piece of cloth, which almost made me laugh! I thought to myself: “If this kind of team name and flag would be famous, I would jump into the sea right away, but God had a good eye” and didn’t let me jump into the sea.
The activity in the afternoon was to go to the shoreline to fish, and the competition was to see which team could catch the most fish, which is my hobby, so of course, I could not be defeated. I chose a place where there were fewer people to concentrate on fishing, but of course I also looked in her direction from time to time. She was surrounded by three or four “male flies”, each of which volunteered to teach her how to fish, and each of them looked like a drawing on the front of their clothes. “In my opinion, every fly has a circle drawn on the front of their clothes, with a big word “brave” written inside. Looking at their appearance, it is really a loss for the Qing court that the Eight-Power Allied Forces didn’t send them to the battlefield in the first place.
That being said, I would love to be a fly on the wall!
In a fit of pique, I opened up a killing spree even caught four or five tropical fish, a girl on the team Xiaoli, also took the initiative to come over to see me fishing, in fact, some of the girls on the team are also good-looking! In fact, some of the girls on the team are quite good looking, but they are not as good as the girls on the team, just next to the moon.
Xiaoli took the initiative to chat with me, she admired me for being able to get into a national school, and I humbly told her, “I accidentally got in.”
I realized that she was from Hsinchu, a year ahead of me in private college. She didn’t look like a stunner, but she was also an engineering student, so we had a good conversation. She wore a sports cap that day, a T-shirt and jeans, and a ponytail, and she felt clean… Even though I was chatting with her, I was still paying attention to Yueh’s every move and smile…
She followed my gaze and knew I was looking at Yue, and she asked me with a grumble, “Why do all the boys on the team keep surrounding her?”
I jokingly said: “No way, who asked her to be more beautiful! And she’s a better dresser!” It’s true.
She was a bit angry and ignored me, I hurriedly added: “In fact, you are also very good ah!” I thought to myself, “It’s a good thing I heard a lot of students flirting with girls during the fellowship, otherwise it would have been embarrassing!
She said skeptically, “Really?” I looked at her jokingly and said, “Yes! You’re white, you have beautiful eyes, a small red cherry mouth, and when you smile, there are swirls, and…” I deliberately paused for a moment and didn’t go on.
She asked anxiously, “And what? Tell me!”
I boldly said: “And breast development is good, although the tight package, but still see the curve of the body is very beautiful, it is that the flies blind eyes, have not seen your advantages!” Finished I also breathed a sigh of relief, the first time to a girl to say such revealing words!
She did not expect me to speak so directly, immediately blushed, she said: “Hey! You also look too closely! Pervert!”
Although her tone was a bit reproachful, but with her misty eyes and light smile, I think she was probably floating in her heart! No wonder my classmates said, “Usually when a girl hears a compliment, she pretends to hold it for a while, but she’s actually happy as hell.” I learned a lot more today!
I said: “In fact, I’m usually quite introverted, but it’s just rare to come out to play, I want to let myself have fun, so as not to go back to regret!”
Then I said I would teach her the art of fishing, and she had fun catching fish, and then our team did well, getting second on this one.
Because it is a camping team, so the dinner has to be cooked by themselves, get the assigned food, we all work together to cook, the leader Wei said: “Because the location is close to the beach, so congratulations to everyone, from now on, every meal will have seafood.” Wei also said: “Because we have to meet the leader during the meal to discuss the trip, so you cook your own food, do not have to leave me.”
I didn’t know why at the time, but later I realized…
Cooking, but some people want to be a hero, a group of boys volunteered to grab to rise the fire, the results of the rise for almost half an hour, so that a piece of black and white face, the hero can not be made into a black bear in Taiwan.
These junior college babies who seldom enter the kitchen don’t even know how to use atomic charcoal, a whole branch is thrown down as firewood, no wonder the fire can’t rise!
I’d rather keep my job as a “roadie” and not try to be a hero, lest I cause a “public” outrage.
I peeked at Yue, she and some girls were busy washing dishes and preparing ingredients, I was only familiar with Xiao Li, so I took the initiative to wash the dishes with her and she asked me, “Boss! Do you like Yue so much? You’ve been spying on her all the time.”
I said, “Is it that obvious?” She said, “No, it’s not! It’s just a woman’s sixth sense.” I told her that I went to elementary school with Yue and had a crush on her for five years.
Her eyes were wide open in disbelief, and she laughed at me and said, “You’re too innocent! Secretly in love with her for five years, she did not know.”
I said jokingly, “I don’t know what to say! I was dark, short, and skinny, so I was ashamed of myself, how could I dare to confess?”
I learned the Taiwanese language to make Xiao Li laugh, she learned me to say: “I’ll tell you! I want to tell you would have gone to the ‘hanging down’ suicide!”
Probably because I was going out to play outside and I might never see you again, so I was more able to wander and talk and let go. We chatted happily for a long time as if we were friends who had known each other in our past lives, and I hadn’t had such a good conversation with someone in a long time.
I jokingly said to Xiao Li, “If I hadn’t met Yue first, maybe I would have fallen in love with you!”
She laughed and said, “Come on!” As a result, they didn’t know what to say next, and there was a silence… I tried to break the silence by hitting her on the ass: “Let’s go! You’ve washed it well. If you keep washing it, you’re going to break the skin on the dishes!”
“Ah!” She exclaimed, “Pervert! Stealing my tofu!” Picked up the cutlery and chased after me to beat me.
On the way back, when I saw the vending machine, I told her, “Okay, okay, okay! I’m sorry, I’ll buy you anything you want to drink, okay?” She said, “That’s more like it!”
After I bought the drinks, I wanted to tease her again: “That’s nice! Tomorrow I’ll sneak up on you and buy you another drink!”
She smiled and took a chopstick from her hand and made a gesture to poke me, if I didn’t run away my life would be gone!
When we got back, we realized that everyone was waiting for us to wash the dishes that we had been doing for almost an hour: “You two had a great time talking! You’re punished for taking so long to wash the dishes, you’ll have to try the dinner first.”
I glanced at Yue, and I was a little disappointed that she didn’t react.
I said jokingly, “I’m starving to death! Give it to me, don’t steal it from me!” I was actually trying to help Xiaoli out.
She looked up at me, but couldn’t tell what she was thinking?
It’s finally time to eat, and I’m really hungry after today’s activities! When the food was served… oh my god! If I’m to believe that this plate of black stuff is pan-fried white pomfret, why don’t you just kill me?
The first time I saw more tomatoes than eggs, scrambled eggs and tomatoes, but also watery, just to see the stomach acid came out, I looked at a plate of food, asked: “What is this dish? French fries with sausage head?” I think it’s a Hakka dish!
A girl said shyly, “This is the first time I’ve made sausage with ginger.”
I thought to myself: ‘Of course I can tell it’s my first time, I can cut ginger like French fries, it’s amazing! Amazing!
Next, a good plate of stir-fried vegetables, stir-fried until the broth is dried up and disappeared, not to mention the miserable pot of mixed corn soup, fished out like oyster omelette, looked at the only thing left in the pot of a little burnt rice, like the only thing to eat.
Some girls started to say to me, “Come on! Don’t you want to try it first? This is the first time I’ve ever cooked for you, so you’re not giving me face if you don’t eat it!”
“Aye! Aye! Yes!” I picked up the greens, hesitated for a moment, imagined I was a goat and then stuffed it into my mouth… Ohhhh… It was like eating grass… It was so dry that I wanted to scream out “Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa, Baa”.
“How about some of my scrambled eggs with tomatoes?” The girls were all more vicious than one another, they didn’t dare to try it themselves, but desperately asked others to eat it, so I had no choice but to tough it out, and swallowed the sour scrambled egg and tomato, cursing in my heart: ‘What idiot added vinegar!
I could feel the acid in my stomach rushing down my throat, and I took a few more mouthfuls of rice to stuff my esophagus so that I wouldn’t be able to stop myself from vomiting, and then I suddenly thought, “It’s better to be happy alone than to be happy together,” and said mischievously, “Boss, it’s not bad!
It’s quite tasty!”
A few boys also want to offer diligence, also quickly clip some into the mouth, watching them blush, I feel really cool in my heart! It’s really cool!
It was my turn to try the ginger sausage, I looked at the outer shape and couldn’t see anything unusual, I chewed it in one bite and almost spit it out! No vinegar, no rice wine, the smell of the sausage was so bad, I guess I didn’t even clean the inside of the sausage!
As if it stinks, after a few mouthfuls of rice still can’t cover up the disgusting smell. Looking at the girl’s expectant eyes, I still can not bear to hurt her, straight said: “delicious! Yummy!”
I don’t know what kind of boy wanted to get back at me, but he said, “If it’s good, then eat more!” I almost threw up again. It’s true that “other people’s children never die”.
The other one said, “This is my first time frying a fish. Please, eat it!” Each one of them is more than the other, I can’t stand it!
Looked at the plate of fried white pomfret, how do I look at the shape looks like the sole of a shoe! The woman saw me no action, took the initiative to the fish to my bowl, since people are pinned to the bowl, sorry not to eat, think about how to cook the fish should not be difficult to eat to where!
It was as if I could feel all the boys holding their breath and paying attention to me, and I tensed up with a drop of sweat running down my forehead, held my breath, and bit down. I was wrong! I kept trying to convince myself: it’s a fish, not the sole of a shoe.
I really can not chew, so I had to swallow, the result is worse is choking, someone rushed to kindly ladle soup to give me to drink, because choking speechless, there is no way to say: “no! I don’t want it!”
Luckily, I had bought a drink earlier, so I opened it quickly and poured it down, and I almost burped! Otherwise, if I really drink that bowl of soup that looks like silica gel, I might have to put three joss sticks on my bowl tomorrow!
The woman asked me innocently, “How was it? Is it good?”
In order to take care of her self-esteem, I said, “This fish is very flavorful, but it seems to be a bit unfresh!”
As soon as I said that, all the boys immediately chimed in, “Yeah! Yes! Yes! I feel the same way.” One after another…
I thought to myself: ‘You guys are really not stupid, you can also hit the snake with a stick, four two thousand pounds.’
I chowed down on my white rice, trying to finish the “Last Supper of Jesus”, a meal that almost killed me. I took a big breath and saw Lori standing in the corner, laughing until her tears fell! Yue, on the other hand, had a lot to talk about with the boys, and I couldn’t help but be quiet again.
After a while, I thought that if I ate these things, my stomach would definitely cramp up and my intestines would be in knots tonight. While everyone was cleaning up for dinner, I hurriedly went to my luggage and took out the “levitra pills” and swallowed a few of them, muttering under my breath: “Good plus in! Luckily, my mom told me before I left home.”
Suddenly, the words “What’s the deal?” came out of the back of my head. I was shocked!
So it was Lily. I told her secretly, “If you give this kind of dinner to a stray dog, it will think you’re trying to poison it! It’s a good thing I brought some pills with me, otherwise the consequences would have been disastrous…” She thought about it, and asked me for a couple of pills, too, just in case.
Before she left, she said to me, “Thank you! You’re actually quite nice!” Then she added: “Only a little colorful!”
I think she knows what I’m trying to do, and I suspect she understands me! I went to help with the dishes even after I finished my meds, and the thought of having to eat the piercing poison they cook for the next few days made my head spin.
In the evenings, the leader would organize small activities for the teams to get to know each other, and of course, I heard a few people from other teams coming in to ask about Wol…
After the shower our little group got together to talk and we all got to know each other a little better, and all day long I still couldn’t get a word in edgewise with her.
Running to the neighborhood convenience store at night to buy a few more packs of instant noodles when the team isn’t looking, or I’ll be abused to death sooner or later.
3 – Disillusionment
The next day I woke up early, washed up, and walked down to the beach, listening to the sound of the tide lapping against the shore and thinking about what I would say when I had the chance to talk to Yue.
Look at the table is almost blowing the wake-up call, I slowly walked back, in my unprepared to meet the moon, do not know what to say the situation, just said: “Good morning! I just said, “Good morning!” and ran away with a red face.
Breakfast was fine as long as I cooked clear porridge with long-prepared pickles, and I thought to myself that I must have been so bad just now!
This morning’s activity was to pull the net from a small sampan into the sea and then collect the net with the combined efforts of the people on the shore like a tug of war. This is an ancient method of catching fish, which was quite a novelty for the first time, but in fact, it was quite laborious to reel in the net. The leader specially spaced out the men and women into a male-female line, because sometimes the net would fall over, and it would be possible to… and sure enough, it was only a matter of time before it fell over like dominoes, and the one who was lying on top of me was none other than the moon that I had always dreamed of!
Her soft body collapsed in my arms, I held her waist excited long speech. She was embarrassed to get up and said: “Sorry!” I just looked back and said: “It’s okay!”
I kept thinking back to the scene just now in my mind, only to realize that I had also crushed the girl behind me, and turned around to say sorry, and looked, ah dad hey! Where did that big dinosaur come from? Why didn’t it crush her to death?
She said happily, “Are you okay?” I replied to her with a shocked voice: “Yes, I’m fine! I’m fine!”
I thought to myself that poor guy behind her, being crushed by a big dinosaur, I’m guessing at least three broken ribs.
When the nets were all collected, a lot of green marlin, flying fish, puffer fish and unknown fish were caught, and at noon the green marlin caught in the morning were cooked together, and it was fortunate that a new batch of people were cooking the food, for the batch of people who cooked it yesterday would have killed someone sooner or later.
After lunch I took the initiative to clean up all the dishes, everyone else went to take a nap, and Lori came to help, gloating a little, saying to me, “It’s nice to get a 40D in the morning, isn’t it?”
I grinned and said, “I’ll let you squeeze it some day.” I think she probably saw me holding Yue! I washed up, thanked her for her help, and went to take a nap.
In the afternoon, there were water activities, such as parasailing, canoeing and windsurfing. We all changed into the swimsuits we brought with us, and there was a flurry of swimsuits of all styles, but my eyes were always on Yue. She wore a white bikini swimsuit, her figure was about 32C, 24, 32! She had white skin, full breasts, and curvy legs.
It was the first time I saw her up close with so little on, oh my god! I couldn’t help it, my lower body was rapidly filling up with blood, I hurriedly went into the water to cool down with the cold seawater, so as not to lose my temper, I think there are probably a lot of guys like me!
After playing with all the water facilities, I swam in the water, and since there were always a few boys around Yue, I never had the chance to get close to her, and could only follow her with my eyes, but of course, I didn’t realize that there were pairs of eyes watching me as well.
After swimming for a while, Kori leaned over and said, “You’re disappointed, aren’t you?”
I played dumb and answered her, “What’s that?”
She said, “Don’t be fake, you’ve been looking at her since a while ago and haven’t taken your eyes off her.”
I asked her in return, “Have you been watching me? How else would you know?”
She hesitated for a moment and said, “Well, I was looking at how well you swim, so let’s see if you’re free to teach me.”
That’s because we had swimming lessons in junior high school and the teacher taught us well.
I figured I wasn’t doing much anyway and took her to deeper water and started teaching her!
She wore a pink two-piece bathing suit, the top half of which was strapless with rope knots tied around her chest, and still had a ponytail tied around her head.
In the process of teaching her, there will inevitably be some physical contact, I feel that her skin is very smooth, very elastic, but fortunately I can still hold, did not make any transgression of the rules on her behavior. She seems to be not used to my physical contact with her, sometimes will dodge, I see her a little embarrassed, so I try to talk to her, so that she will not be so concerned.
I complimented her, “You have a nice body! You exercise a lot, don’t you?”
She blushed and said, “No, it’s not! It’s… only… 34C, 25, 32…” She whispered more and more, her head almost buried in the water.
I laughed at her and said, “Are you embarrassed now?”
She pushed away my hand and said, “No, you’re the one who’s embarrassed!”
As soon as she finished speaking, she sank into the water with a “plop”! I hurriedly pulled her up, she clung to my arm and kept coughing, I think she probably choked!
I patted her back and teased her, saying, “People! It is best not to lie, a lie will have the present karma!” She was unable to reply to my words and could only give me a blank look to express her protest.
Later, she also learned very quickly, without my support can also maintain the water, I sneak back to look, no longer see the moon, I guess she probably went ashore to rest!
Only once I turned around, a big wave hit me, and after the wave passed, a pair of plump breasts were naked in front of me, with two small pink nipples looking at me, and I realized that the knot of Xiao Li’s bathing suit had been washed away by the big wave, and the bathing suit floated on the surface of the water. She also realized her predicament and was so anxious that she didn’t know what to do, nervously holding her breasts with both hands.
There were still some people around playing in the water, some of them also noticed Xiao Li’s condition. I came back to God, regardless of her reaction, a pull over to the front to hold her, with my body to block her body, lest she leaked, I can feel her nervousness in the trembling, I told her: “Do not be afraid, all right!” Soothe her emotions.
The thought that I was touching her voluptuous breasts was too much for my brain to cool down at this point, even if it was ice water! My lower body was rapidly filling with blood, and my penis immediately stood firm on her lower abdomen. She probably realized that I was having a physical reaction too, and was so ashamed that she couldn’t speak, except to whisper, “I… my… swimsuit… has fallen off.”
I slowly used my feet forward, grabbed her bathing suit with my hands and helped her put it on from the back, because the knot was tied in the front, so I closed my eyes and asked her to tie it on herself. After a while she pushed me away, turned her back to me and whispered: “Thank you!” and swam to the shore. I think she may not be in a good mood, I did not follow, but I have never forgotten the scene just brought me shock.
At dinner, she deliberately kept her distance from me, and I could understand her mixed feelings, and I chatted and farted with the other teammates…
At night, I was bored and walked to the long bridge connecting the outer Shazhou, a while later, Yue came over and asked me: “Xiaoli said, you want to see me?” I said, “No, I don’t.” I thought to myself: ‘Lori is really nosy!
But I was so happy inside! I never thought I’d be able to talk to her face-to-face in a natural way. There was nothing to be nervous about! Maybe today is the most important day of my life. After five years of unrequited love, it’s better to have a Happy Ending just like in the movie, I am looking forward to it with all my heart.
She wore a one-piece dress with small white flowers and a pair of sandals on her feet, full of youthfulness.
I asked her, “How has it been since you graduated from junior high school?” She said, “I was locked up in school every day, studying in the morning and studying in the evening, and I was exhausted. Last year, I was lucky and got into a private college, and I’m now a freshman. What about you?”
“I got into the fifth college, and I wore civilian clothes to school every day, and I was tired of playing pool in the morning and basketball in the evening!”
She said, “You’re talking more now! You used to be like an autistic child at school.”
I said, “I can’t help it, I was more introverted at that time, but now I’m slowly changing.”
After chatting about some trivial things after graduation, she asked me, “What’s up? Did you get a girlfriend?”
I mustered up my courage and said, “No, I’m not! I’m still waiting for you!” She thought I was joking: “Really or not?”
I couldn’t say the next words, and the atmosphere became a little awkward.
She wanted to change the subject and asked me, “Why didn’t you notify everyone when you moved? I couldn’t find you at the reunion.”
I suddenly replied back before she could finish, “Really!” I looked down at the bridge, and now she didn’t know what to say.
The silence between the two is only the sound of the waves, I think if we do not seize the opportunity to confess, I do not know when the next time to wait? I whispered out: “Change your heart, for my heart, then realize that the memory of each other deep.”
She didn’t react at first, but slowly turned her head and looked at me in surprise: “Did you write it?”
I nodded once and told her slowly and calmly all the things that I had been secretly in love with her, and she had a look of disbelief on her face from the beginning to the end. After I had finished, I felt relieved as if a huge stone had finally fallen from my heart, and after a while of silence, I waited quietly for her response… At this point, I was so nervous that I could hear every beat of my heart, and I was fantasizing about all kinds of possibilities.
After what seemed like a century, she finally spoke up and said, “You’re so stupid!”
I looked up at her, she still had two visible tear tracks on her face, and heard some sobbing next to her, and I was at a loss for words as I waited for her to calm down.
She said, “I never noticed that you liked me.” She didn’t have any feelings for me either, it was just like being a classmate, and she felt sorry for me.
Although I was mentally prepared, but when I heard this kind of answer, my heart could not help but feel a little bit of loss, I held back the pain in my heart and comforted her, saying: “It’s okay! It’s my fault for not taking the initiative at the time, or else I might have two or three kids by now!” She was amused by my tone and laughed.
She said that she already had a boyfriend of two years who treated her very well… My heart felt like it had been hit hard again! It was getting a little hard to even breathe.
I don’t know where I got the courage to say to her, “Can I ask for a kiss as a souvenir?”
She bit her lower lip and said after some consideration, “Okay!”
I looked at her face that had haunted me, gently kissed her, I smiled and asked her, “Still classmates?” She said: “No! Friends.”
Looked at her fading white small back, thought of “men have tears do not play lightly, just not to the sad place”, I tried to suppress the tears, finally also indisputably dripped down, I think the sea water is more salty!
But the music from the visitor’s center was playing in my ears: “You never knew that I wanted to be more than just a friend, I wanted to be…”
Hearing this song brought back memories of being rejected, and if I didn’t let it out, I was going to jump into the sea! I picked up a rock and threw it into the sea, cursing and swearing, “Fuck you, no matter what time of the day, no matter what time of the night, no matter what time of the day…” I threw the rock until I was exhausted, and then I went back to bed.
4 – Accidents
The next day, my slightly swollen eyes indicated that I hadn’t slept well last night, and my teammates kindly asked me what was wrong.
I’m just saying it’s the fire, I think “she” should be able to see that there’s no cure for a broken heart.
I forced a smile on my face the whole day, especially when I saw a bunch of ungrateful flies flying around the moon, and I wanted to tell them, “Go eat shit!”
I could see that Lori didn’t seem to have slept well either, with a pair of goldfish eyes open, but she hadn’t spoken to me since she accidentally got naked yesterday.
A few times to look at the moon , she seems to seem to avoid my line of sight, although still friends, but can not help but still feel strange. Throughout the morning, I would find Xiao Li sometimes dazedly looking at me, when I looked at her, she even hastily avert her eyes away!
Today, relatively early dinner, because later to go to the night tour, strange today’s meal than the previous days are delicious, asked a few “flies” to realize that today is Xiaoli cooking, since the water activities Xiaoli’s good figure was found, many “flies” also began to transfer the target to Xiaoli. Since the discovery of Xiao Li’s good figure in the water activities, many “flies” have started to shift their targets to Xiao Li.
Before the night tour, the leaders intentionally say some ghost stories to increase the atmosphere, and is a group of two people set off, follow the road signs, the leader has long been on the road to arrange some props or make-up of real people ready to scare us.
The girls chose the male partner, Xiao Li chose me, some flies can not help but show disappointment and admiration, I just noticed that today she wore a red short-sleeved tights, black jeans, quite sexy! No wonder some of the “flies” couldn’t get rid of her.
A walk into the dark mountain road, can not even see the road, can only rely on the feet to feel, Xiaoli asked: “I can catch your clothes?” I said, “Yes.” This is the first time today she talked to me, she caught my shirt and followed me, surrounded by the sound of insects.
Walking, in front of the bamboo forest hanging a paper mache white lantern, a flickering candle flame, in the night looks outside the scary, but for a person who has just lost his love, even if it is a zombie jumped out of the ground will beat it to the ground looking for teeth!
When I came to a corner, a white humanoid doll fell from a tree, scaring Xiao Li and making her run and scream! Because my footsteps are bigger, in front of a big tree root, I crossed a foot over, followed by me Xiao Li can not be so lucky, she was tripped by a tree root fell to the ground, a little pain in the knee, she said that the skin is probably torn, the pants in the knee of the place broke a hole.
I kind of blame myself for not taking good care of her, pulled her up and took the initiative to hold her hand, she looked up and touched me, and in this atmosphere, I suddenly had the urge to kiss her. She was probably scared or nervous, her hands sweating all the time, I was surprised how I could have this thought, thinking that it was probably because she had just been rejected! The heart is more fragile, right!
I hurriedly dismissed the thought pulling her forward and she couldn’t guess what I was thinking.
I also asked her, “Why are your eyes swollen in the morning?” I felt a tremor in her palm and she said, “Nothing!”
After that, there were real people hanging themselves, people burning silver paper in front of graves, branches shaking, masked monsters running out of the bushes… All the way to the finish line, she was always holding on to my hand, and sometimes she was so scared that she wouldn’t let go of me.
At the end of the race, I opened my wet hand and asked her, “Oh my God, was it raining?”
She smiled and didn’t say anything, so I guess at least she smiled, which is a good sign!
After the end of the night tour is the final campfire party, since the month rejected, my eyes naturally shifted to Xiaoli’s body, because just now the night tour she fell down pants torn, she went to change clothes are not yet ready, this time the party is about to start.
As soon as she appeared, I naturally caught her figure, and I opened my mouth in surprise and said, “No way!
This is Lori? I can’t believe it!”
She went and changed into a short aqua blue skirt with the short sleeved red tights she had just worn, she also let down her long hair, black and soft and shiny not losing a bit to the moon , she also put on a slight thin powder to attract more attention, many boys also made eye contact with her. She picked her spot and then stood next to me, I wore a white silk shirt and black jeans, I looked a little wild, though not very handsome!
The campfire party began, first a ball of fire from the distant mountains along the pre-established wire down, “Boom!” A loud bang ignited the prepared campfire, and the dimly lit scene was suddenly brightened up with cheers!
The leaders are all trying their best to bring the action, mixed with lively music, everyone is high to the highest point, although I also play to my heart’s content, but still can not help but frequently peep at Xiaoli, she is particularly quiet today, unlike the previous days of lively.
Afterwards, the leaders taught us some simple dance steps, and the next program was Heartwarming Moment, which was a soft lyrical song, and the leaders asked everyone to find their own dance partners. There were a few guys around Xiao Li who wanted to be her partner, and there was a girl around me who wanted me to be her partner, you won’t believe who it was! Guess who?
Hey, Dad, it’s that 40D female dinosaur that I accidentally crushed the other day!
It’s like I have “help me” written in my eyes! Save me! I don’t want to be eaten by a big dinosaur!” Desperately looking at Xiao Li, she smiled and considered for a while, I thought to myself: ‘No way! She’s not going to help us, is she?
She hooked my hand and walked towards the center, leaving a few staggered boys and the female dinosaur behind, and after a short while wailing erupted and several boys were seen scurrying around, with a carnivorous female dinosaur in pursuit behind them!
There were already many couples dancing in the center, I put my arm around her waist and danced slowly, she said jokingly, “I saved your life from being eaten by dinosaurs, how are you going to pay me back?”
I also jokingly replied to her, “I have nothing to offer in return, but to give myself to her!”
She said, “Okay! Then you go and feed that female dinosaur for me right now.”
I hurriedly said, “I’d rather bite my tongue than let her have her way!” She laughed out loud.
I said, “You’re not angry anymore?” She nodded slightly.
I asked her, “So you usually wrap it so tightly because it kills so much?”
She said, “I don’t usually like to wear clothes that show too much, but it’s just a rare occasion for me to go out…” After a while, she suddenly asked me in a serious manner, “I’m asking you, so you have to tell me the truth! What did you see at the beach yesterday?”
So she still cares about yesterday’s incident. I said, “It’s nothing.”
She asked anxiously, “Did you really see anything?”
Seeing her anxious to the point of crying, I suddenly think she is very cute, very want to play with her. I put my hands into my arms with a little force, and whispered in her ear, “I only see two full breasts, and pink nipples.” I also blew into her ear mischievously.
She blushed shyly and didn’t dare to look at me, I looked at her shy expression, and with the flickering red campfire, I really felt that she was so beautiful right now, I looked at her greedily, and couldn’t even blink my eyes. My mind was full of Xiao Li, the shadow of my lost love had been thrown away to who knows where.
When I’m with Xiao Li, I don’t get nervous, I don’t get speechless, and my mood is completely different from when I see Yue, and my extroverted side is unconsciously drawn out by her. I felt very comfortable with her, no pressure, and I asked myself, “Am I going to fall in love with her, right?” It’s only been three days, and I’m still wondering about it.
Seeing that she didn’t say anything, I asked her, “Hey! Are you embarrassed again now?”
She was caught in my “heart”, and quickly raised her head to deny it, but the moment our eyes met, the feeling was like being electrified, she forgot to deny it, and I could only see the fire dancing in her eyes.
We just looked at each other in silence, as if the earth had forgotten to rotate, and how we wished this moment could stay forever.
An English love song was playing at the moment, very appropriate for the present.
Ive never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonightIve never seen you shine so bright
Ive never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to danceLooking for a little romance, given half the chanceI have never seen that dress your wearing
Or the highlights in your hair that catch your eyeI have been blind.
Lady in Red
Is dancing with me
Cheek to cheek
Theres nobody here
Its just you and me
Its where I wanna be
I hardly know
This beauty by my side
I never forget
The way you look tonight
I never will forget the way you look tonight
Lady in red
Lady in red
Lady in red
My lady in red
The party ended with the song “The Lady In Red” and some brilliant fireworks to finish it off. As the crowd dispersed, she shyly let go of my hand and followed the rest of the women back.
The leader assembled us and said: “Tomorrow will be very late to gather, after the gathering to pack up the activities will be over, we can go home and sleep well, so tonight you can play a little late.” He also reminded us: “Be careful and safe!”
I guess I’m not in a good mood because I’m going back tomorrow. After the shower, many of the team members who had found companions scattered, and some “lonely birds” gathered together and asked me if I wanted to chat with them. I was not interested, I still like to go to the beach.
With my jacket in hand, I wandered over to the Long Bridge where I had been yesterday, to observe a moment of silence in honor of my untimely demise of my unrequited love. As I walked along the beach, I could vaguely see a couple of men and women making out on the sand, and I thought, “If I had confessed my love to Yue yesterday, maybe I would be making out like them right now…
Helplessly, I spread my jacket on the beach, “Ah~~” with a long sigh, I just lay down on the beach and listen to the sound of the tide. After a long time, I opened my eyes and found a person squatting next to me looking at me, it turned out to be Xiao Li!
Because her skirt is not very long, and squatting, coupled with the sea breeze under the blowing, I saw the skirt of the white panties, I asked her: “Why do not you go and chat with the guys, not a few ‘flies’ quite like you?”
She replied playfully, “No, it’s not! Someone said a floating corpse washed ashore, I was curious to see.”
“Hey! Calling me a floating corpse at sea, you’re very lacking in virtue! I’m like a ‘sea fisherman’ at most. Boss! Your chaps came out.” She pulled the corner of her skirt in embarrassment and scolded me, “Pervert!”
I got up and sat down and asked her, “Squatting doesn’t make you sore?” She took the initiative to sit next to me, looking at the sea in the distance.
I said to her, “Thank you for helping me make a date yesterday.”
She said, “It’s just a favor, otherwise, when you ask her out, I don’t know how many years it’s been in the Republic of China.”
I asked her with concern, “Seriously, don’t you think your eyes are swollen today?”
She said, “Yes? I think I had a nightmare yesterday.”
I sympathized and said, “How sad!”
She added, “Actually, it’s okay! The guy in the dream yesterday was the poor one!”
“How pathetic?” I asked her seriously and curiously.
She said, “He’s so pathetic! Unrequited love for five years to confess to others, but the results of the people said they have never liked him, but also said that he is really too stupid! Then he cried and went crazy, throwing stones and screaming.”
I finally realized that she was talking about me, and I got a little angry and asked her, “Boss! Why are you eavesdropping?” No wonder I heard some sobs yesterday, I thought I was hearing things.
She said, “I was curious, and I pretended to be behind you guys, and I overheard it, but then…”
The more she spoke, the quieter her voice became: “… just that after hearing your confession to her, she was so touched without realizing it that she wanted to cry.”
Anyway, it’s over, and I don’t want to say anything more about it, let bygones be bygones.
I asked her, “Have you ever had a boyfriend?”
She said : “Just into the specialty when the classmates messed together into a class pair, and then his family emigrated to foreign countries, the long-distance factor broke up.”
Hearing that she didn’t have a boyfriend relieved me for some reason, I kind of cared about her!
We talked for a long time, the sea breeze was getting stronger, the beach was getting colder, and I suggested that it was time to leave the beach or I would catch a cold tomorrow.
Walked to a relatively no one between the bushes, she still said a little cold, I do not know where the courage to hug her tightly, she was surprised by my sudden action, frozen there, after a while her hands also embraced me. I seriously said to her: “Xiao Li, I kind of like you, although now the time is not appropriate, but do not say now, I will regret it later!”
Lori was crouched on my shoulder and I couldn’t read her expression, so I could only hold her quietly.
After a while, she looked up and asked me, “Is this your confession?”
The bright moonlight reflected on her moving face, and with the sound of waves in the distance, the atmosphere became ambiguous!
I couldn’t resist the urge to kiss her any longer, and before she could finish her sentence, I sealed her next words with my lips, and I greedily sucked the fragrance from her mouth, and it was a long time before I parted each other’s lips reluctantly.
I said jokingly, “Are you satisfied with this answer?”
She breathlessly replied back to me, “Pervert, you attacked me again!”
I pressed my lips against hers again, and she responded more enthusiastically. My hands moved down from my waist to her hips, stroking her thighs and buttocks, and seeing that she didn’t refuse, I moved my hands boldly up to her breasts, and she let out a cry of surprise, but because I had kissed her mouth, she only let out a short sound of “ooohhhh…”.
Spreading the jacket on the grass, I slowly held her on the ground, still kissing her, her tongue intertwined in my mouth, kissing each other until we were short of breath. I lifted up her red tights and rubbed her 34C breasts through her bra, causing her to squeal as she hugged my head and screamed, “Oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh…”.
She was wearing a white bra, because it was made of silk, it was more tactile to touch, and I could feel that her nipples were already hard. I directly pull the bra up to her chest, round and plump breasts appeared in front of me, white skin, small nipples, her areola is also a small look more lovely, I bite up to gently slurp her breasts to draw a circle gradually move towards the nipple, I stick out my tongue against her sexy, pink nipple attack, make her very comfortable.
“ohh… ohh… it tickles… ohh… ohh… it’s so comfortable… ohh… ohh… ohh… ohh…” As one breast was being teased by my mouth, and the other was being gently pulled up and down on her nipple by my fingers, she was going crazy from the pleasure I was giving her. As soon as my tongue left her nipple, she grabbed my head and pressed it down on her nipple, “Oh… Don’t… Stop… Stop… kiss me… Oh… can’t stand it… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh… oh…”
Since she was wearing a skirt, my hand easily penetrated into her private parts. The panties between her pussy lips were already soaked, so I slid my middle finger up and down along the wet panties, and she shuddered, “Oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… so… so… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh… oh…”
I ran my fingers along the edge of her panties and penetrated into her already wet private parts, inserting my middle finger against the opening of her pussy I ran my fingers along the edge of her panties and penetrated into her already wet private parts, inserting my middle finger against the opening of her pussy, which was a bit tight at first, but I thought she probably hadn’t had a good time. I ran my fingers along the edge of her panties and penetrated into her already wet private parts, inserting my middle finger against the opening of her pussy, which was a bit tight at first, but I thought she probably hadn’t had a good time. I ran my fingers along the edge of her panties and penetrated into her already wet private parts, inserting my middle finger against the opening of her pussy, which was a bit tight at first, but I thought she probably hadn’t had a good time. done it for a long time, and with the moisturizing of her love juices, I managed to get it in. which was a bit tight at first, but I thought she probably hadn’t done it for a long time, and with the moisturizing of her love juices, I managed to get it in. Her tightly closed eyes suddenly opened, and after a moment’s hesitation, she hooked her arms around my neck and kissed me fiercely again. “… non-stop, and sometimes she would kiss me so tightly when it was too fast that several times I could hardly catch my breath.
I quickly removed my pants and underwear, revealing my penis. She looked at my already engorged penis with surprise and shyly said, “So… big… oh!”
I was filled with desire and it filled my mind with thoughts of possessing her beautiful body right away. I roughly took off her little white panties, she said she was afraid of staining my jacket, so she put them under her buttocks. At that time, I was already overwhelmed by lust, like a beast like pouncing on her, I kneeled in front of her feet, spread her legs, holding up the veins of the furious prick against the mouth of her pussy, “Zi ~ ~” a sound did not enter her pussy.
She gripped her jacket with both hands and turned her head away: “Ah… ah… pain… ah… pain… ah… pain… ah… slow down… ah… ah…”
Her pleas for mercy further aroused my animalistic desire, and despite her pleas, I thrust rapidly. Your pussy was sparsely covered with pubic hair, and as I pushed into it, I said to her, “It feels so tight…” I asked her, “It must be a long time since you’ve had sex, right?”
She still didn’t look back, but just screamed “ohh…ohh…ai…ohh…ohh…” as her pussy got wetter and tighter.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed the waves of pleasure, like the waves lapping against the shore. Her intense moans aroused my desire for conquest, and with my hands on the ground, I put all my strength into my lower body as the hard barrel of the cannon violently ravaged her tender pussy. I had never been so aroused, and she cried out in agitation, “Aah… ah… ah… no… ah… ah… stop… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah… ah…”
I don’t care about her pleading, “pfft, pfft” the sound of intercourse is endless, I raised my lower body, accelerated thrusting nearly two hundred times, her obscene water more and more thrusting, soaked me and her pubic hair. I closed my eyes, completely immersed in the pleasure of penetration, close to the realm of oblivion.
Feeling that I was close to orgasm, I thrust even faster and with a tingling in my glans, I couldn’t hold back any longer and whimpered, “Yue…” and pushed my prick deep into her womb, sending a huge jet of hot semen into her uterus…
Along with the phallus receding convulsions, I slowly and feebly opened my eyes, and saw Xiaoli full of tears, looked at me fiercely, hanging on the face of the two not yet dried tearstains. I asked her, “What’s wrong?” She pushed me away and slapped me hard, “Pah~~” a clear sound, the passion I just had all faded away.
I still can’t figure out what happened, only to see her pulling her bra and blouse, regardless of my shouts behind me, running all the way back, accompanied by some crying. I put on my clothes and thought about it, what did I do wrong?
Trying hard to remember… Ah! It dawned on me that I was damned! I had accidentally blurted out the name “Moon” when I had my orgasm. Moon was the object of my sexual fantasies, so I didn’t realize that I’d blurted it out out of habit, so it’s no wonder that Lily was angry.
I got up to go back and explain to her and saw that Lori’s little white panties were still left on the floor, I thought I’d have to laugh at her later when I took them back, she even forgot to put them on and ran off!
Picking up my jacket and her panties, I saw flecks of blood on the white panties in addition to the undried water stains!
Looking at the shocking blood, I hurriedly unzipped my pants to find more than just love juice staining my pubic hair, but blood as well!
Oh, my God. I can’t believe what I just did to her! I can’t believe what I just did to her! I’m such an animal! I was so carried away that I didn’t even notice her reaction.
In retrospect, her stiff moans… her unobtrusive trembling when I inserted my finger into her vagina… and her eyes widening in nervousness at the moment of penetration… and her putting her panties underneath her jacket for fear of soiling my jacket… and not looking at me throughout… With so many flaws in the process, it’s amazing that I didn’t realize that it was her first time, and that I was putting my own pleasure over her pain, and that I had asked her, “Have you not done it for a long time?” “Has it been a long time since you’ve done this?” Thinking about the way she left just now, she was really traumatized physically and mentally!
I thought she’d be experienced since she’d had a boyfriend, but I didn’t realize…
I looked at the marks on my jacket where she had scratched and crumpled it, and the tear stains that had dried on it, and I cringed with remorse!
When I cleaned up and went back to the camp to look for her, she had already hidden in the girls’ tent. I couldn’t sleep that night and waited for her early in the morning by the girls’ tent, but she didn’t get up by breakfast time, and after breakfast we all started to look for people to take pictures with, but she still didn’t come out…
I only saw her when the event was over and the leader took us to the station, she was dressed in plain civilian clothes, with her hat tied up in a ponytail, she looked a bit pale and emaciated. I kept looking for a chance to be alone with her, but she was always with some female members of the team, and I knew she was deliberately avoiding me.
When she was about to get on the train, I took a leap of faith and grabbed her arm, and she turned back to me without any expression and said, “I volunteered yesterday.” Then she let go of my hand. As the train slowly left the platform, my heart seemed to be taken away by her.
I rushed to find the team members who hadn’t left yet and asked them about the contact information that Xiao Li had left behind, only to have them say that she hadn’t left it and that no one had hers. With disappointment, I got on the train and went home.
5-Reunion
A few days later, some of the team members sent me some photos of our activities over the past few days, and there was only one photo of Xiao Li. It was the first day, and she was wearing a sports cap, a T-shirt and jeans, with a ponytail, and she was happy to have caught a fish, which was inadvertently captured by a person next to her… In the following days, I used to look at this photo and stare at it… After almost a month, the school year started. Some of the teachers have just started the school year, and because their books haven’t come down yet, they’ve been dismissing their classes after a short talk. This morning, after the first period, all the classes were empty, and I really didn’t want to go home too early.
I was bored and wandered into the large chain bookstore next to my school to read some books and listen to some music to pass the time. While I was reading, a familiar melody, “The Lady In Red”, came on… and my mind went back to the days I spent with her… in the flickering campfire, with her long, shaggy hair, she shyly danced with me… I can’t deny that I never forgot the “flutter” she brought to my mind… I can’t deny that I’ve never forgotten the “flutter” she gave me, and I really miss her!
Suddenly it occurred to me, didn’t she say she went to a private college in Hsinchu? I impulsively bought an atlas and rode my recently purchased heavy-duty motorcycle south along the provincial highway. When I got to Hsinchu, I finally found the school she was talking about by flipping through the map as I rode. Luckily, I usually wore civilian clothes, so I didn’t stand out too much when I walked around the campus.
I was excited to find her section, I remembered that she said she was a year older than me, and with nervousness I finally found it, but there were two classes for each year.
While class was over, I asked one of them, “Do you have this person in your class?”
They said no, and I thought to myself, it must be in the one next door!
Gathering the courage to ask, what? There is no such person!
When I was walking out of the classroom, someone stopped me and told me that there was someone with that name in the lower grades, so I walked to one of the lower grades’ classrooms with the intention of giving it a try.
It’s probably an empty hall! There were only two or three kittens left inside. Suddenly, my eyes lit up, and there was a back figure that looked like Xiao Li, also with a ponytail, and wearing a uniform, I couldn’t quite tell if it was Xiao Li or not. When she turned around to talk to her classmates, I realized that she was not, and my expectations were again dashed.
I wondered if maybe she was lying to me about who she was in the first place. Disappointed, I turned to leave, but I passed a girl in the corner, and there was a silvery laughter behind me… a familiar feeling… was it her?
I chased after her, it was a girl with long hair with a ponytail and a similar back, I prayed in my heart, if it wasn’t her again I was going to leave!
I called out boldly, “Lori!” There was a tense wait… The woman turned around and said, “Yes?”
It was really her, I was so excited I couldn’t speak!
She was also too surprised to speak when she saw it was me!
At this time, I feel like: “I’ve searched for her a thousand times, but when I look back, the person is in the lights.”
With a slightly happy and angry expression, she asked me, “Why are you here?”
She was afraid of being seen by students she knew, so she took me to the bubble black tea store outside the school. After ordering two drinks, I asked her: “Are you doing well?” She nodded her head and did not say anything.
I told her, “I’ve been looking for you for a long time, and I just found you. I almost gave up, but God blessed me!”
Look at her head down, embarrassed not to speak, I must let her say something! Whispered to her: “You forgot to take away the panties last time, I brought it for you.” I gestured to pull something out of my pocket, she was so scared that she grabbed my hand and shouted: “No!” The whole store looked in our direction.
She realized that she had been tricked! Staring at me with her beautiful eyes, I held her hand: “You look pretty when you’re angry.” She tried to pull her hand back, but I couldn’t let go!
I said to her: “I’ve been missing the girl in red who danced with me that day, I haven’t heard from her for a whole month, and she hasn’t contacted me, so I can only stare at her photo every day. I want to tell her I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt her that day, can you tell me what she’s thinking?”
Gradually, she stopped resisting my holding her hand, and listened to me quietly with her head bowed… After a long time, she finally spoke: “She wondered if that guy really liked her, or did he just see her as a substitute? Does he think she’s having sex with him casually?”
I suppressed my inner excitement; it turned out she didn’t have no feelings for me! There was still hope for me!
Without warning, I walked up to the counter and asked the waiter a few questions, paying the bill in the process, and I walked out on my own, leaving Lori sitting there in dismay.
After leaving the gate, I ran desperately down a few alleys, found the florist that the waiter said to buy a bunch of red roses, and quickly ran back, fearing that it would be bad if Xiao Li couldn’t think of anything else to do!
When I ran back out of breath, she was still just lying on the table with her head buried between her arms, I couldn’t see her expression, I wondered what she was thinking.
I carefully sat back on the seat, only to realize that her body seems to be twitching, I saw the floor under her droplets fell a little, I thought to myself: she is not crying, right? I didn’t disturb her, but just watched her quietly as she sobbed.
When she had vented enough, she slowly looked up and saw me sitting in front of her, I smiled and asked her, “Have you cried enough? I have tissues here.”
She was startled! Hurrying to wipe her tears, she said with slight anger, “Didn’t you leave?”
“Why are you crying?”
“I thought… you…” before she could finish her sentence, the teardrops in her eye frames flowed out again.
She was surprised when I pulled out the fresh bouquet of roses and handed it to her!
I said with a serious expression: “Xiao Li, my husband can’t return the favor of saving his life, only to give his body in return for your great kindness.”
She finally broke into a smile and said, “Okay! You’ve had a crush on me for five years!”
I happily pulled her into my car to leave the school district, took her to a nearby park, and asked her, “Why did you lie to me that you were a year older than me when you were clearly younger than me?”
She said, “This is what my sister taught me to use to block out the advances of some boring boys.”
That’s quite a trick… “Then why didn’t you tell me about it later?”
She beamed and said, “Who knows if you really like me?” After a pause, she said, “Then why did you run away without saying anything?”
“Oh… This is what my senior taught me. It’s called the ‘fallout attack method’. It utilizes the difference between reality and imagination…”
She said jokingly, “You don’t look so bad, do you?”
I said, “No! I said, “No! I don’t dare! I don’t dare!”
I asked Lori, “I think I just paid for this?”
She said, “Yeah! So what?”
“Heh heh heh! Then you’re going to have to let me sneak up on you!”
The next thing I knew, I was chasing her all over the park, with screams of “No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.”
Later, I caught Xiao Li and held her on my lap, telling her, “Without your help, I would have lived in my own fantasy forever, not knowing how Yue really felt about me.”
She said, “Actually, I’m not all for you, because I realized that I kind of like you too, so I also want to know if I have a chance.”
I teased her, “So you’ve been planning this…”
She was in a hurry to defend herself: “I didn’t…” Before she could finish her sentence, my kisses had already sealed her mouth so that she couldn’t make another sound, and she responded with passion.
In a quiet park, there’s a passionate scene going on…
THE END