preamble
People are always making choices in their lives, and even not making any choices is a choice in itself!
But life is endless, and chance is endless, in the limited life, to only one person to seize every oncoming chance is an impossible thing!
In terms of my own love affair, I have encountered more than one person in the heart? However, even if I want to hold on to one by one, but found that it is very difficult, and now recalling the past, with a few added melancholy, at this moment, the only thing I can do is to write down one by one the past love affair, just to comfort myself!
Chapter 1: When Love Begins
Since childhood, I have been a sentimental person, sentimental character makes it easy for me to hurt the wind and sadness, even if we get along with a moment of good friends, in the parting still can not help but a million points of attachment, sadness from the heart!
This mercurial character repeatedly plagued me, so that I am very easy to people and things around me, but shy and reserved personality, and let me can not openly face their loved ones, so I have to be buried in the deepest corners of the burning fire in the heart!
When I entered puberty, this amorous character had a more serious effect on me, and the instinctive desire of men added to the severity, every time in a corner of the campus, a classmate of the opposite sex looks back with a smile will make my heart beat faster, shortness of breath, and then dumbly fall into the world of incorrigible fantasies, driving the youthful blood that rushes in my body to the lower half of the body, so that with the continuous development of the student pants that seem to be too small further bind my ever-expanding and annoying teenage body.
In the first year of the State, I became close friends with a fellow student in the same class, many people call him K. Why he is called so, no one knows, anyway, he and I became close friends without realizing it, K. is an only child at home, and then his parents helped him to add three sisters in a row. I and K are silent and introverted type, the difference is that I am tall and strong-tempered, K is shorter, almost no temper, perhaps because of this, I and K to get along!
On a weekend, I was invited by K to visit his family, K’s family is very small, his father is a construction worker, with a body of dark muscles, and sweating from the work, hard to raise K’s family, K’s mother is a traditional housewife, personality and gentle, the family’s several children to raise a very healthy.
I didn’t have many friends, my parents were busy with their own work and didn’t have time to talk to us, and my father was a teacher and was very strict with our siblings’ schoolwork, so I didn’t have anyone to talk to at home when I was entering puberty. Therefore, as soon as I entered Little K’s home, I was mesmerized by the lively and free atmosphere of their home. His parents greeted me warmly and took out a lot of fruits to entertain me, although it wasn’t a lot of delicacies, but the warmth enabled me to deeply experience the human touch that I couldn’t experience at home in that kind of serious and high-pressure environment!
Little K is still not very talkative at home, but his three sisters are like sparrows squeaking very curious about me as a visitor, surrounded by me to ask questions, although a little noisy, but let me experience an unprecedented sense of coziness!
Xiao K’s eldest sister, Xiao Fang, a year younger than Xiao K. At that time, she was still in the sixth grade of elementary school, her personality is more masculine, and her voice is coarse, and this is in contrast to the fact that she has a white skin, she is probably the most talkative of Xiao K’s family!
Xiao K’s second sister, Xiao Fen, is about three years younger than Xiao K. At that time, she was in the fourth grade of elementary school, and she is the most beautiful girl in Xiao K’s family. Not only are her eyes round and bright, she has a head full of long, dark hair, her skin is tanned to a bronze color due to her love of sports, and her voice is whiney and soft, which is the kind of girl that makes a deep impression on people at the first glance.
Little K’s third sister, Xiaojun, and Little K seven years difference, at that time only about six years old, due to the youngest child in the family, coupled with the parents and spoiled, savage uncharacteristic, a not take advantage of her will, then cry.
That afternoon, I spent a strange and happy weekend at K’s house.
But after that, I went to Little K’s home every holiday, I like the lively and unrestrained atmosphere of their home, I also like to chat and play with his three sisters who have completely different personalities, sometimes we play badminton together, sometimes we go swimming together, whatever we do, I feel very happy, that is probably the happiest period of my life!
After two years, I had already been promoted to the third grade of the country, graduation was approaching, and I was about to face the miserable joint examination of various schools, my father’s control over me was getting stricter and stricter, and he was more and more dissatisfied with my homework, however, when I dreamt in the middle of the night, what appeared in my mind was Xiao Fen’s healthy and bright face, and every time when she chatted with me with her coy voice, I couldn’t help but feel the impulse to embrace her in my arms. The impulse, her with the arrival of puberty, the growing curve of the concave body, but also let me want to get into the wrong, and every hot afternoon, mixed with me and her sweat smell of virgin breath rushed into my nose, my crotch can not help but a column of heaven, the whole body’s blood is like boiling hot oil, burned every one of my veins!
One day, it was a Sunday afternoon, Fanny just came out of the shower, she wore a white dress, stood in front of the mirror to comb her hair, she suddenly handed me the hairpin, said to me: “Help me hold on!”
I was excited to receive the hairpin, carefully help her to hold on, but just out of the bath soap smell mixed with the scent of virgins, so that my lower body is rapidly filling up again, in the tight pants swollen pain, I can not help but lean forward, will be “ambitious” lower body gently leaning against Fanny has been gradually arched buttocks, to restrain the inner impulse! I gently ruffled her hair with both hands, helping her to straighten it out, and Xiao Fen’s warm buttocks rubbed gently against me through her clothes, and the feeling was just like that of a young married couple enjoying the pleasure of painting their eyebrows in a boudoir.
In that second, I felt like I was the happiest person in the world!
How many times in a lifetime can you choose (II)
The happy days with Xiao Fen’s family soon passed, because I originally did not hold any hope, but unexpectedly got admitted to a foreign five college!
Since I was a hothouse flower, I have never left my family to live abroad, so when my father asked me if I wanted to retake the exams or go to that school, I decided to go to boarding school as a bit of a gamble; while K, who has always been even more unmotivated and uninterested in studying than I am, didn’t get into a single school and decided to work with his dad as a construction worker at a construction site.
In this way, I reluctantly said goodbye to their families, before leaving, Xiao Fen also softly told me: “you to the other side to remember to often write back!” I was very touched.
In fact, at that time, Xiao Fen is still small, do not understand the love of men and women, everything is only my own self-indulgence, but her heartless words but let me move inexplicably, with a wave of sadness and apprehension, I picked up the luggage, took the train, came to the school hundreds of kilometers away from his hometown, opened up their own brand-new life!
At that time, the school adopted a militarized management for the dormitory students, with senior students acting as dormitory officers to manage us, the rookies in the lower grades. The days could be said to be quite boring and restrictive, coupled with my restrictive personality, I could not immediately adapt to the new environment, the days could be said to be like years, all I could think about was Fanny, often in the dead of night, holding Fanny’s photo to daze.
With my dormitory friends are also from all directions, family background are different, so I and they are not warm. The only exception is Shen, he is short, only about 165CM, is a furniture store owner’s son, lively and enthusiastic, relative to my silence, he is a pleasant guy, always with a sunny smile on his face, so, he and I became good friends! But his circle of life can be more than me, only to the school in a few days, the class of men and women group part of the mixing familiar, and even put a than her older than a year of female classmates Xiaoling.
To be honest, the girls in my class at the time were not attractive to me at all, they were all dirt cheap. We were surprised that Shen would have a crush on Ling, but when we asked him about it, he denied it over and over again and just said, “Just a friend!” But we didn’t believe him.
Five college boarding life can be said to have greatly changed me, the previous reading in junior high school when the male and female classes, for those students in the class all day to follow the girl’s ass behavior, I feel very disdainful, therefore, they are in the private circulation PLAYBOY is not my share, even if there is, I do not want to see. At that time, I was a rather innocent person, and I didn’t want to let my love be defiled by obscene sex.
However, in the dormitory of the Fifth College, students were together all day long, and of course, I was part of the “good guys”. When I first saw the pictures of male and female coitus and the descriptions of the texts filled with obscene sounds, the shock in my heart was indescribable.
And with girls in the class, it’s also different from what I used to have in junior high school, plus the school has a nap rule at noon, which benefits a lot of boys’ peeping opportunities. Because, the summer uniform for female students at the Fifth College was a white shirt with a narrow yellow khaki skirt!
Once, Xiaoling grasped on the table nap, I have woken up from a nap, but still grasped on the table rest, suddenly, I saw sitting behind me on the left side of the tight legs of Xiaoling originally hostage gradually opened, and more and more open the bigger and bigger, and finally revealed her white thighs at the end of the end of the root, that a grave up the small meat packet.
Although Siau Ling was wearing conservative white student-type panties, the thin fabric was deeply sunken in, presenting the lines of her pussy to no end; and the sweltering classroom temperature had caused Siau Ling’s inner thighs to sweat profusely, and after absorbing the sweat, the panties seemed to wrap around her even tighter, and also became a bit transparent, so that Siau Ling’s fine black hairs, which were encased in the panties, could be vaguely seen.
At this time, a breeze blew outside the window, Xiaoling body a woman’s body fragrance into my nose tube, I can not help but be swayed, suddenly, Xiaoling “hmm” sound turned his head, legs also moved a little bit and then closed, I was startled, thought she woke up, but she just changed the position to continue to sleep only.
Although the first glimpse of spring, I am not blessed to see again, but that scene and the aftertaste of the body odor Ling still left in my nostrils, has made my crotch once again a column, I can only chagrin also turned his head, looking out of the window at the blue sky dazed.
How many times in a lifetime can you choose (III)
It was not easy for me to finally look forward to a continuous vacation day, with a mood of impatience, I rushed to catch the train to Taipei, all the way along with the rhythm of the train swaying left and right, the thought in my mind is that Xiao Fen’s face is slightly childish and clean.
After four hours, I finally returned to Fanny’s home, which I had longed for! I say “back” because I had always treated Fanny’s family as my own, and they didn’t seem to treat me as an outsider either. I stayed at their home to have dinner with them, and they were very curious and asked me about my school life. Although the school life was quite boring, the boarding school life in another country was a brand new experience for both me and them, and without realizing it, I changed my usual awkwardness of speech and talked for more than an hour. The curious and energetic eyes of Fanny encouraged me to keep talking.
For more than an hour, it was as if only Fanny and I existed in the world, making me forget everything around me. Whenever Fanny covered her mouth and laughed because of my words, I had the urge to immediately embrace her deeply into my arms, and breathe in the scent of the young girl’s body that emanated from her to my heart’s content. But I didn’t dare to do so, on the one hand, there were still Xiao K and Xiao Fang sitting beside me, on the other hand, Xiao Fen’s age was still too young, I couldn’t make a move.
When I got home, I realized that KCC had visitors my aunt & my cousin visiting!
My family is a large group, my grandparents had nine children in total, and my dad was the third in line, visited by my dad’s eldest sister. When I was a child, I stayed at their home for a long time, and spent quite a happy time with my cousins, but as far as I can remember, I only have the deepest impression of my youngest cousin, because she is only three years apart from me, and she is the closest to me, while the other cousins are all more than ten years older than me.
In my impression, when I was a child, my little cousin was a white skin, Xiu Xiu Qi’s big black eyes, combed neatly, not a trace of the two long braids, and the body is always wearing a clean one dress. Every time I soil head embarrassed, will always make her giggle, in the sunshine, her smile is a million brilliant!
After more than ten years, when we met again, my little cousin had already grown up into a curvy, feminine young lady. The long hair she wore as a child had been cut into a short student’s head after she went to high school, but it seemed to be slightly longer than that of the average high school girl, and when I asked her about it, I realized that she had already graduated from high school, and that this year she had just been admitted to a national university in the north. My little cousin is three years older than me, and I’m already in the first year of my fifth-year college, so she should be old enough to go to college! I thought to myself.
The only thing that hasn’t changed is her big flexible black eyes, still like when she was a child, full of vitality and spirit, only to add a lot of shyness of the young girl, when I smiled and greeted her and her aunt, she and I met with the four eyes, I can’t help but panicked and avert my eyes, lowered her head and nodded to me shyly smiled, as a response to my greetings, I couldn’t help but feel a wave of my heart at that time.
For their visit, my father set up a banquet at home to celebrate my little cousin’s admission to the National University, because in the minds of people of their generation, to be admitted to the National University was a great event that was not easy and not easy at all, as if one had achieved the title of Scholar of the Ancient Chinese Academy of Arts and Letters! During the meeting, my father frequently praised my younger cousin for being a good reader and having a good head on her shoulders. My little cousin was silent, and my aunt modestly said that it was only because of my father’s encouragement that my little cousin had worked so hard and achieved so much, and that I had also gotten into a desirable fifth-grade college, which was also a good thing. However, my father then complained that I was attending a private school and had to live in a dormitory, and that the tuition and fees were very expensive, which made it very burdensome for him… and so on… and so on… and so, with my stomach full of frustration, I hurriedly finished the rest of my half-bowl of rice and then left my seat to go outside to get some air.
Since it was a rare visit for my little cousin and my aunt, my parents repeatedly persuaded them to stay for the night. Since the house was quite big and several guest rooms were vacant, my aunt agreed to stay for the night and my little cousin had no problem with that either. My mother then asked me to help them move their luggage to the guest room and settle down! After I did as I was told, I went for a walk in the courtyard because the unpleasantness of the dinner I had just had was still lingering in my heart. Just as I was sitting down and staring, I suddenly glanced over my shoulder and saw my little cousin walking into the bathroom next to the courtyard with her clothes in hand to take a shower.
Suddenly, I remembered my little cousin’s dark, bright, but easily shy eyes, as well as that beautiful face with two braids hanging in the sunlight and a bright smile when I was a child, and I couldn’t help but be moved by the thought of peeking into my little cousin’s bath. My heart could not help but begin to accelerate wildly up, hesitated for a long time, I thought in junior high school, once in physics class, the teacher in order to explain the principle of optical refraction, had taught us to make a simple type of periscope, I still keep! So I was reckless, as my heartbeat accelerated, my footsteps were like flying into the room, took out the periscope, and then ran back to the courtyard in two steps, looked around, and made sure that there was no one present in the dark courtyard, I tiptoed next to the bathroom, and looked at the air window which was about two meters high, and then I trembled and gently stuck the periscope on it, and my heartbeat was more like a TURBO! My heartbeat accelerated as if I had added a TURBO to my car’s engine!
Under the yellowish bathroom light, my little cousin began to gently undo her clothes with her long and delicate fingers, firstly, she opened the buttons of her silk shirt one by one, revealing her milk-white skin and a pair of beautifully firm peaks covered by a white student bra, she gently put the clothes in the laundry basket, and then she unbuckled the belt and pulled down the zipper of her jeans, and my heart accelerated to a frenzy of beatings. As she pulled down the tight jeans, exposing the white cotton panties and slender legs, my hot blood, like volcanic lava, quickly concentrated towards my crotch, and the original tailored pants were immediately stretched out to a small tent, and with the pulse of the pulse and the uneasy trembling!
By this time, my little cousin had already hung up her jeans, and began to loosen the hook and loop clasp of her bra with her back hand, and took off her bra, a pair of not so big, but snow-white and firm peaks popped out, and I couldn’t help but “raise the flag”, and at the same time sucked in a breath of air for fear of making a noise that would startle my little cousin. When my little cousin took off her pure white panties, my heart nearly stopped! I saw my cousin’s soft pubic hair in her snow-white skin set off by the black and soft, but not too dense, “little cousin or virgin, right?” I thought so in my heart at that time. Then, the little cousin will open the lotus head, began to rinse the body, in the smoke filled, I gradually can not see her figure, but still can not leave, continue to watch.
About twenty minutes later, my little cousin finally finished her bath, picked up a towel to dry her body, her pair of snowy peaks in the action of wiping frequently trembling, look at me even more intention to horse heart. After drying her body, my little cousin quickly put on her clothes and pants, and I knew that this blood-curdling voyeurism program had come to an end, so I had to hurry and put the periscope back into the room, and then pace to the backyard as if nothing had happened. It so happened that my little cousin had just come out of the bathroom, and almost collided with me, both of them were startled, I hurriedly used both hands to support her warm and soft shoulders, and she supported my chest with one hand, and her freshly bathed aroma mixed with the sweaty smell of my body, both of them couldn’t help but be stunned, and their hearts were beating randomly, and they couldn’t help but look at each other’s eyes for a few seconds, and they felt as if there was an electric current hitting their hearts straight from each other’s eyes and felt an immense throbbing. The two of them couldn’t help but be stunned.
My little cousin’s face reddened again, and she hurriedly let go of her hand on my chest, and as if I was waking up from a dream, I lowered my hand on her shoulder, and said to her, “I’m sorry!”
“Never mind!” My younger cousin was still red-faced, but looked up and smiled sweetly at me before hurrying off, leaving me in place for the middle of a few seconds.
After a while, I came back to my senses, and suddenly thought that my little cousin’s underwear was still in the bathroom. I hurriedly flashed into the bathroom, locked the door, and immediately rummaged through the laundry basket to pull out my little cousin’s underwear, and it was as if I could still feel the residual warmth of my little cousin’s body in my hands. I poked my nose into the bra, and the fresh scent of my little cousin’s orchid-like body immediately entered my nose. I then picked up her panties and sniffed them, and found that my little cousin attached great importance to cleanliness, and her panties had no residual urine odor at all, but only the special scent of a woman’s pussy, which instantly gave my baby an erection.
I couldn’t help but lick the part of my cousin’s pussy that was covered by my panties with my tongue, and at the same time, I reached out my hand to pull out my swollen and aching baby, and quickly move it around, imagining what it would be like to penetrate my little cousin’s undeveloped pussy, and it was only in the middle of the morning that I immediately felt a surge of hot water gushing out from the depths of my body, and I wrapped my little cousin’s panties around my baby, letting my body’s volcano of passion completely spew out on my little cousin’s panties! on my little cousin’s panties.
(to be continued)