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write sth. upfront

Originally wanted to write the Titan War Journal and then write this one, but there are too many words have been held in the heart for too long, on the one hand, for what they have done to make a confession, on the other hand, also hope that there can be such a indistinct opportunity to let that I want to pour out the heart of the object to hear what I want to say these words.

I expect to write about twelve chapters or so for this post. It’s going to be more about love than sex, because what I want to convey is not how brilliant she and I were in bed, but rather the heartfelt journey from meeting to breaking up, as I remember it.

Currently I’m up to chapter 8, so there’s definitely no procrastination like I’ve been doing in the past. Currently I hope to be able to post a chapter a day, so if you have any suggestions or criticisms for me, please let me know. The first eight chapters I’m currently writing don’t have any erotic parts, so if you want to see goblins fighting, you might be disappointed.

In your opinion, one night stands on the internet are not so beautiful, I hope my “online love”

It resonates with all of you, and more than anything, I hope to share your experiences with you.

yearn for the extinction of a civil war

Taipei time, December 4, 00:00 sharp

preamble

The Chinese officials will give you the opportunity to see the colors of spring in the palace walls and the willows.

The east wind is evil, and the love is thin, a bosom of sadness, a few years away.

Re! Re! Re!

Spring is like the old days, people are empty and thin, and the tear marks are red  sharks through.

Peach blossom falls, idle pool pavilion, although the mountain alliance, brocade letter is difficult to trust.

Mo! Mo! Mo!

Song. Lu You. The Hairpin Phoenix

If I could do my life over again, I would definitely choose not to go on Tiger Station 2.

Yes, Tiger 2 brought me a lot of fun, and accompanied me through my college and graduate school years. However, it was also because of Tiger 2 that I met an online friend who made me feel happy, frustrated, and lost at the same time. It’s her, yes, it’s her!

That summer, I’ll always remember that summer…

I don’t think anyone would object to the fact that the Internet is an environment that favors women over men! I remember in my first year of graduate school, I had a problem that I couldn’t solve, and after asking around on the Internet, no one was there to help me out. After a few days, I asked my lab partner to ask the question for me on the Internet, and her caption said, “A small woman asking for help! Within two hours, there were several replies… Maybe I’m generalizing a bit, but this has been going on for years on the Internet, so I’m not surprised.

Of course, in the midst of the same scenario, on a site like Tiger 2, such a scenario is unavoidable.

That’s how I met her at Tiger 2…

first acquaintance

It is not suitable for people to praise you bitterly, for you are both crazy and chivalrous as well as gentle.

The moon is like the moon in the Qin Dynasty, and the clouds are like the clouds on the ridge.

Qing. Gong Zizhen. Miscellaneous Poems on the Occasion of the 60th Year of the Lunar New Year

People who know me think that I am a shy and introverted little boy, and would never believe that there is a genie full of adventurous factors reigning within me! Otherwise, how could a boy who blushes even when talking to girls have an intimate relationship with a girl on their first meeting?

But this impossible thing happened to me… At that time, apart from Tiger 2 Station, I was also quite well known on certain websites, and there were not a few people who knew me at that time. Before they met me, they thought of me as a bold, bright, eloquent person…

Ha! This is me? It turns out that a person’s personality can change by a hundred thousand miles through the Internet! No wonder it’s not difficult to change from male to female on the Internet.

Of course, on this day, I made another routine pilgrimage to Tiger Two Station. But today was different… Huh? Why was there a guy named “Rock Cat” whose article had received so much feedback in the discussion forum? Driven by curiosity, I went over to see what was so great about his article.

Except that “this guy” isn’t a guy, and “he” isn’t a he, it’s a she.

Oh, my God! It turns out that “Rock Cat” is a “girl”!

Why is the word “girl” in quotation marks? As I said, it’s not difficult to change from man to woman on the Internet. Of course, I had half a doubt about her identity. But I wrote her a letter anyway.

Hello, Rock Cat.

This is the first time I’m writing to you, and the truth is I don’t know anything about you, but it’s hard to know what’s going on on the net, so please be sure to protect yourself carefully, especially on erotic sites.

I wish you all the best.

yearn for the extinction of a civil war

At that time, I had been on the Internet for more than three years, and as early as in the era when the academic Internet was not very developed, I had published some articles on it, and even a few classics could be found on certain websites. Therefore, I have always been very arrogant and regarded myself as a big brother to take care of the “newcomers”. It’s really funny to think about my childish behavior.

This day and night, I kept thinking, if this rocking cat was my sister, I wonder how good it would be? I have a lot of brothers and sisters at home, and I lack a sister to take care of. God knows, I really want to taste what it’s like to be a brother. A female erotic literature writer once said that she did not meet with Tiger 2 Station’s netizens, perhaps also based on the protection of their own mentality, but at first I was no evil thoughts, purely because I wanted a sister.

The next day, when I arrived at Tiger 2 Station, I found that she had also sent me a letter to express her gratitude. In this way, I slowly became her loyal reader, and we began to correspond. I’m sure that at this point I still had no thoughts about her…

second question

A cool breeze rises at the end of the day. What do you think?

When will the geese arrive? The rivers and lakes are full of fall water.

The article hates the life attained, and the spirits and devils delight in the passing of men.

I should share the words of the wronged souls, and throw poems to Miluo.

Tang. Du Fu. Remembering Li Bai at the End of the Day

As I mentioned earlier, I am also a little known on certain websites, and what happened next happened on one of those websites… Kong Medan’s quirky little website.

On this site, I have another name, Peter Pan, which means I have another identity… Here, I met some friends, and being a few years older than them, I naturally dreamed of being the boss… Here, I am the flying, never-growing up king of the fairy tale, and I like it.

I seldom look at the list of subscribers, I don’t know why, on this day, I would suddenly have a whim to patiently look at the list of over two hundred people. I think it was all providential, because, I saw her, “Rock Cat.”

┅┅

Of course, no one says that there can only be one Rock Cat in the world, just like there can be dozens of Ryukawa Fungs or Xu Huaiyu on BBS… Oh, Xu Huaiyu didn’t exist in the music industry at that time… Well, let’s change it to Xiaoxuan… It doesn’t matter… I think Rock Cat might be a newbie because she didn’t close her pager… Wouldn’t it be a bore to deal with all those pages all day long? Especially since it’s the same name as that new female writer who’s recently risen to prominence on erotic literature sites, it must be the subject of a lot of curiosity.

At this point her status wasn’t in chat, so she must have kicked off quite a few people, otherwise it’s unlikely that a girl would be allowed to be so idle on the net. If I cut in and chat with her at this point, wouldn’t I be following in the footsteps of the others? So, after sending a letter first, indicating my identity and intention, I chatted with her. Of course, I would never commit the cardinal sin of chatting, which is to ask if someone is a man or a woman right off the bat. After all, I’m not the kind of person who asks whether the other person is a man or a woman in the first sentence, and then ends the conversation if they are a man. However, in order to give myself a leg up, I addressed the other person in this chat with “you” instead of “you”.

“Rock Cat, do you remember me? I’m the Wyvern!”

“Wyman? Let me think… oh! I remember, you sent me a letter once.” Apparently, the rocking cat was the same one that was on Tiger Two’s station.

“Right!” I continued to tap the keyboard quickly, “If I’m right, there must be a lot of netizens writing to you these days to befriend you, I wonder if I’m right?”

“∶)” Seeing this smile, I know in my heart, although not hit is not far away.

“I think… it’s a normal phenomenon on the net, so you might want to take it with a grain of salt :)” I laughed as I tapped away, “I’m going to take the liberty of asking you a question, is that okay?”

“Yeah!”

“I think there must be some netizens who would like to talk to you…” The part I’ve omitted, I think she knows, and you all should know what I’m talking about.

As soon as I hit the Enter button, I realized that I had asked something I shouldn’t have, a question as embarrassing as asking a random girl on the road, “Are you a virgin? This kind of question is as embarrassing as asking a random girl on the road, “Are you a virgin?” I think if I ask this kind of question, I’ll get a dirty look or even a slap in the face. It’s just that it’s hard to stop, it’s over! I’m done!

The smile on my face began to tighten as I stared at the screen, waiting for her judgment… “Uh…” Her typing seemed to have slowed down. It was clear that she wasn’t sure whether to answer the question or not. Was her “hmm…” a sign of certainty, skepticism, a pause, or did she mean something else? I didn’t dare to ask, I just waited quietly for her next words.

It was silent for almost a minute… I was impatient with the silence, and even more so, I felt filled with a sense of unease.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked that question, I was just concerned about you.” I broke the silence and apologized to her.

“Never mind.” She was still typing at that slow pace. I couldn’t help but worry, was she in a bad mood? Maybe I shouldn’t be asking these questions. Is she really okay, I don’t think so.

Not many people will confess their inner feelings when their mood is affected.

Later, she said she had something to do, so she ended the chat hastily and went offline. I didn’t ask her name, age, birthday, gender, department, interests, I didn’t ask anything… I guessed that she was angry with me.

I’m sure a female writer of erotic literature has to endure many times more strange looks than a male writer. I went back to the Upper Tiger II station and read her article. She said that many people had written to her, some concerned about her situation as I was, some interested in who she was (of course, a large part of them were concerned about whether she was a man or a woman), and yet I’m sure there were also many who treated her like a streetwalker, just wanting to prey on her for sexual favors. I can’t believe I didn’t pay attention to her inner feelings and asked so bluntly about what could be very unpleasant for her. I was really very wrong!

embarrassment of three

The courtyard of Penglai is closed to the women of Tiantai, and the people who sleep in the painting hall by day are speechless.

Throwing a pillow of emerald cloud light, embroidered clothes smelled strange fragrance.

Diving to the beads trivial movement, startled to realize the silver screen dream.

Slow-faced smiles are all around, looking at each other with infinite affection.

The Five Dynasties. Li Yu. Bodhisattva Barbarian

Have I changed my image in her mind for the worse? Anyway, we met for the first time, there is no image to speak of, just, will this affect my image on this station. Anyway, we met for the first time, there is no image to speak of, just, will this affect my image on this station. Forget it, I’ve done it, I’ve done it, I’ve done it, I’ve done it, I’m a man, I’m a man, I’m a man, I’m a man, I’m a man.

This day was the first day of summer vacation, many students have returned home, usually bustling school rare quiet down, usually every noon will not even be able to get to the station situation has also greatly improved. Now I can finally take advantage of the network is relatively free on the station, the thought of the heart is unusually comfortable. But I was surprised when I was on Tiger 2… I received a letter from Rock Cat!

Could it be that the rock cats stayed in school during this summer vacation? Dial-up internet wasn’t popular at the time, and the only way to get on the big time was at school. If Rock Cat was still at school, I would have had plenty of time to talk to her.

Even if I didn’t meet her, just chatting with her online was a treat! But after reading her letter, I was really shocked…

You know what?

Last night I dreamt that I went to your place to look for you.

You’re holding me and watching TV.

And we took a bath together…

I was no longer embarrassed to read what came next. If this is a confession, it’s a bit too explicit! I really don’t know what to say. I can’t tell her, “Wow, I’m looking forward to it! What day are you free? Let’s do it together!” I can’t possibly answer that!

Oh my God, we’ve only talked on the internet and we don’t even know each other’s personal information! Not to mention that there is a big risk that this “she” could be a guy! I don’t dare to think about it anymore! I don’t think it’s romantic for two boys to take a shower together!

She later told me that she’s staying and working part-time this summer, so she’ll be living on campus all summer. It just so happens that I’ll be busy with my dissertation in the summer too, even though there’s still a year left before I have to take my dissertation oral exam. It looks like I won’t be alone this summer because I can talk to her for the whole summer!

The next afternoon, two hours before she was due to work part-time, she went up to the station. By this time she seemed to have learned to turn off pager and how to set up a friends list, and I was honored to be on that list.

So, our second chat unfolded in such a natural way.

“∧-∧” I really don’t know where I learned this kind of code name for acting cute, which I typed as soon as we met.

“Wow! It’s so cute.”

“Do you realize that I was embarrassed after reading the letter you gave me?” After all, for being dreamed by a girl to take a bath together, it shouldn’t be called honorable!

But I’m sure if we met as she imagined, it would have been very exciting, but I just couldn’t think about it that much at the time…

“I’m not ashamed to say that… I’m not ashamed to say that, are you? How can you write erotic literature like this?”

I really don’t know how to take this. Just because I’m a third-rate writer of erotic literature doesn’t mean that my insides are as sassy as my penmanship!

On this day, we talked a lot. She said she wasn’t in a good mood today because a graduate student senior, who was in the same school as her and whom she had never met before, had met her in the meter. From her upload profile and user status, she knew that she was the rocking cat. She said that as soon as he met her, he asked her if she wanted to have sex with him… Oh, my God! This asshole graduate student! (Slow down! Am I cursing myself too? I was a grad student too!) This wolf in sheep’s clothing!

I’m sure this role of a female writer of erotic literature must have caused her a lot of trouble. But female writers are human beings too. What gives them the right to do this to her? I was furious, if I knew who the guy was who had tarnished the reputation of our graduate students, I would personally go and greet his ancestors. However, angry as I was, I couldn’t decide how I was going to reply now. If I worded it wrong, it would probably hurt her twice over. I just told her that I would always be on her side, and hoped that she wouldn’t let that guy affect her mood.

“I don’t know how I’m going to answer that, but I hope you don’t let that kind of scum get to you.

I wonder if you’ll say yes to me?”

“Grace! Thank you!”

“Also, I really didn’t mean to ask you that question about yesterday, so I hope you’ll accept my apology.”

“Forget it, I stopped taking it to heart a long time ago. By the way, I have to work part-time later, so I’m going to leave first! Bye!”

That night, I had mixed emotions. Did this letter and this conversation mean another step forward in our friendship?

If she’s a rocker with electric guitar and jazz drums, I’m more like a piano concerto with piano. Let’s put it this way: I’m like the romantic, almost sappy Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto No. 2, full of depressive stress, individualistic style, demanding technique and rich emotions. She, on the other hand, is like the soaring, melodious, yet elegant soprano voice of A-Mei, one of the most popular sopranos right now.

Rachmaninoff and Zhang Huimei… cannot be associated with each other at all! A-Mei couldn’t sing with Rachmaninoff’s emotion, and Rachmaninoff couldn’t write with Zhang Huimei’s personal style. If you try to combine the two types of music, I think you’re just asking for trouble.

Maybe I’m not right for her…

Four Surprises

The Yellow Nun and the Weaving Maiden meet each other when they fly east to Burao and west to Swallow.

Whose daughter lives across the street? The open face of a woman who takes pictures of the village.

The south window and the north lattice hang in bright light, and the curtains and the silk foils are fragrant with fat and powder.

The daughter is fifteen or sixteen years old, and her face is as fair as jade.

The spring has already ended and the flowers have gone out of the wind, so I have no one to share my pity with.

North and South Dynasties. Unknown. Song of the Eastern Flying Burrows

In order to avoid embarrassment and attention, Rock Cat and I gradually left Tiger 2, and apart from publishing and reading articles, we always tried to talk on Medaka. After a few conversations, I learned that she had a boyfriend who was going to study abroad. He is going to study for his doctorate degree at USC in a week, and they will be living far away from each other for the rest of their lives. She plans to follow in his footsteps and pursue a master’s degree in the U.S. after she graduates from college next year. She also knows that I have a girlfriend of several years who works as an administrative assistant at a university in the south.

Perhaps because we have both been dead for a long time, in every conversation, we always do not avoid each other’s boudoir things, and understand each other more and more deeply. I also from time to time suggested that she quickly before he left the country, with him night and night sex, to him “squeeze all” (loss I think out), lest he cheated on his wife abroad, so that she in Taiwan alone in the boudoir. However, there was an uneasy feeling in my heart, a desire to cheat on him that was sprouting inside me…

Sometime later in the conversation, she gave me the number of the house she was renting. I didn’t ask her name, though, because I didn’t want her to think that I had any intentions for her, and I would wait until the time was right to find out. As for the phone number, I didn’t think it was the right time, so I kept it on hand. She once asked me for my phone number, but I didn’t give it to her because I didn’t want my labmates to gossip, they all knew I had a very stable girlfriend and I didn’t want to cause any trouble.

I have a few close friends on this site, and other than Rock Cat, who I’m currently dating, there are two close friends who have something to do with this whole Rock Cat and me thing. These two people are a man and a woman, the man is called Little XuanXuan. He is two years younger than me, and has the same name as me, “small”, a mess. Since we both went to the same school, we would go out to dinner or to the movies whenever we could. As for the other woman, we called her Wu Zetian, who was the same age as Little Xuanxuan, and from her title of “Wu Zetian,” we could probably deduce her temperament. Coincidentally, Wu Zetian and Rock Cat went to the same school.

The first conflict between Rock Cat and I was caused by Little Xuan Xuan and Wu Zetian. But then again, if it wasn’t for this conflict, I wouldn’t have had the chance to have a further relationship with her… On this day, Little Xuanxuan said that he was going to visit Wu Zetian at her school, “Hahaha! You’re going to Wu Zetian’s school to get some pain, aren’t you?” With my blessing, Little Xuanxuan left for Wu Zetian’s school. At noon on the Internet less little XuanXuan fight, the Internet feel suddenly a lot of cold. At this time I opened two windows on the station, while looking for people to chat, while looking at the new articles, but also very happy.

“Someone is calling you, do you want to chat with them?” Does that mean that Rock Cat is already on the station?

I looked at it hopefully, but I didn’t expect it to be Little XuanXuan, which was unexpected.

“Little XuanXuan, are you being SM’d by Wu Zetian and now you’re coming to me for help?”

“Not at all! I’m in the middle of a scheme with Wuzei, and she’s sitting next to me right now.”

Oh my god! I’ve traveled a long way to find an online friend, but I ended up playing BBS in the middle of the plan, thanks to them!

It’s so unemotional!

At that moment, another viewport responded. “Someone is calling you, do you want to chat with them?”

I didn’t realize that Rock Cat was online at this time. Anyway, it’s not the first time I’ve done something like talking to two people at the same time, so let me just do two things at once!

“Hello Rock Cat, did you get enough for lunch?”

“I’m full.”

Little XuanXuan’s viewport ran out a few more words, “Peter Pan, you’re a guy who forgets his friends when he sees a rocking cat, huh?”

“Oi oi oi! Aren’t you just leaving Woozle on the side as well?”

“That’s different! Did you know, Peter Pan, that the Rock Cats are in the program now?”

“I know! So what?”

“Wait a minute me and Wuzzy are going to find Rock Cat. Wuzzy doesn’t know who Rock Cat is yet or where she sits.”

“Hey! Don’t you mess around! Do you know her?”

“It’s okay, we’ll just tell her that Wu Zetian is Peter Pan and see what her expression will be, just wait!”

Damn little Hen Hen, looks like I’m going to have to quickly dispel the rumors with Rock Cat! The only way to win is to tell her I’m still in the lab.

“Rock Cat, I’m in…”

Unfortunately, it was still too late!

Before that sentence could be typed, a single word ran out from Rock Cat’s side, “Hmph.”

“Wait, what’s wrong with you?”

“I’m leaving!” As soon as the words were out of her mouth, she left, leaving me with a stunned face and an unresolved grievance. I think she must have been very unable to understand this time.

Damn it! I’m going to be victimized by you two this time! It seems like the friendship that was so hard to create will probably be ruined in their hands!

fifth note

Green poplar grass long pavilion road, young throw people easy to go.

The clock at the top of the building is at five o’clock, and it is raining in March under the flowers.

Emotionlessness is not as bitter as affection, and an inch is still a million strands.

There is no end to the world, only endless lovesickness.

Song. Yanshu. Magnolia

Immediately after this happened, I immediately looked to see if the two of them were still on the line, and if the two of them gave me the benefit of the doubt, I’d be sure to call them every night to wake them up to pee! Anyway, make sure they both apologize to Rock Cat.

“Someone is calling you, do you want to chat with them?” Could it be that Rock Cat is on the station again? How do I apologize to her? Or, do I have to find Little Xuanxuan and Wu Zetian privately and ask them both to send a letter apologizing to Rock Cat? Or should I simply take the blame and say that this prank was my idea? Okay! Anyway, better hurry up and chat with Rock Cat! I hope she’s not too angry about it.

“I’m sorry…” Strange! Why did the rocking cat say sorry to me right away?

Turns out, it’s not Rock Cat that I’m chatting with now, it’s Wu Zetian, which is unexpected!

“It’s all because little Hen Hen had that what a bad idea, if I’d known she was a rock cat I wouldn’t have tried to trick her into saying I was Peter Pan.”

“Wait a minute! From what you’re saying, do you know her?”

“I know Zhong Shuyu very well! She’s my roommate’s best friend, and we even eat together often!”

From these words of Wu Zetian, I finally realized the real name of the rocking cat. Jong Sok Yu… She’s really a girl, I was too worried!

I didn’t expect to know her real name, let alone that it came out of my best friend’s mouth. I guess it’s a blessing in disguise! But now is not the time to be complacent, the first thing to do is to find a way to solve this matter.

“Peter Pan, look how much you care about her, are you dating her? But she already has a boyfriend.”

“It’s not like you don’t know that I’m dead will. And I also know that she has a boyfriend ah, so I won’t think of her in a bad way. Besides, you know that I love you the most ah∶)”

“Come on, I’m not going to believe your bullshit… I’ll write a letter to the rock cat to apologize, and I’ll ask XuanXuan to go and apologize to the little brat.”

“Don’t forget to tell little XuanXuan to kneel in front of her with a host board.”

How should I apologize to Shuyu? I only know her name, I don’t know where she lives, and I can’t remember anything except her phone number, “That’s it, that’s it, that’s it, I can’t remember anything!” …etc.! I have her phone number! I think I’d better call and apologize to her!

It was the first time I had ever gotten up the courage to dial her.

It has been half an hour since the incident, I guess she should have returned to the dormitory! Slightly trembling hand pressed out a series of numbers that made me both expectant and afraid of being hurt, and every “beep” on the phone made people feel anxious and impatient.

Finally, a woman’s voice broke through the agony of waiting…

“Hello, I’m not at home right now…” What is it? So it’s an answering machine. What a bummer. But seriously, from the childish female voice, I could sense that the owner of the voice must be very cute!

If this voice is Sook Yu’s voice, this will be the first time I’ve heard her voice. It’s a pity that she wasn’t there… As per my personality, I don’t talk to answering machines unless it’s really important. As I was about to hang up, a “Hello!” The voice rang out again, but this time it seemed more real…

“Hello!” Turns out it wasn’t an answering machine!

“May I ask if Ms. Chung Suk Yu is there?” I asked the female voice on the phone uneasily.

“I am… May I ask who you are?” Wow! That’s a really cute voice! Although it’s not as pleasant as the voice of a radio anchorwoman with a silver bell, it’s so pure and cute that it’s reminiscent of a cute little high school girl. It’s hard to imagine her as a junior in college, and it’s even harder to associate her with the status of a female writer of erotic literature.

“Hello, this is the first time I’ve called you, my last name is Wyatt.” I mischievously dangled her last name as “Wyvern”. It’s a good thing my name on the station isn’t “The Wolf of Jiao Tong University” or something, otherwise what would my last name be?

∶）

“Oh–I know!” She laughed out loud.

“Actually, I called you about Little Xuanxuan as well as Wu Zetian, I’m really sorry!”

“It’s okay! I don’t care about it anymore.”

“You have such a nice voice! You sound so cute!”

“Thanks! Your voice sounds so magnetic too.”

I’ve been told by some female netizens that I have a very magnetic voice. That was because I deliberately lowered my voice on the phone, but in real life, my tone of voice is comparable to Wu Zong Xian’s. I don’t know why I was so happy to be praised by her! I don’t know why, but I was especially happy to be praised by her.

This chat ended on a lighter note. She didn’t seem to wonder how I knew her name, she didn’t tell me!

I really like Shuyu’s voice! From now on, whenever I was free, I would call Shuyu every night to express my care for each other. I knew she had a different place in my heart!

lit. first encounter of six

Last night’s winds and rains were sparse, and the wine was not consumed in the thick sleep.

Ask the person who rolls the curtains, but the begonias remain the same.

Do you know? Do you know? It should be green, fat and thin.

Song. Li Qingzhao. Like a Dream Order

The next day, I received a letter from XuanXuan. He wrote.

“Peter Pan.

I saw the rocking cat yesterday.

She’s very pretty!

I envy you!”

Looking at his letter, I couldn’t help but guess what Shuyu looked like, and I really wanted to meet her. I wonder if she is as beautiful as Little XuanXuan said? Or, rock cat looks like what the netizens call “dinosaurs” in general, so wrote to poke fun at me a bit?

Since I started dating Shuyu, the subconsciousness in my heart that wanted to cheat was no longer controlled by my reasoning. Although recently with a few female Internet users when we first met, are stopping at the courtesy, however, once the sun goes down, I have like to the full moon night will be transformed. female Internet users when we first met, are stopping at the courtesy, however, once the sun goes down, I have like to the full moon night will be transformed into a werewolf general, began to start to test the female Internet users to start the courtesy of my reasoning. Although recently with a few female Internet users when we first met are stopping at the courtesy, however, once the sun goes down, I have like to the full moon night will be transformed into a werewolf general, began to test the female Internet users to start the infringement of action. I don’t know whether it’s because I’m a little bit charming, or I just clicked with the other person, but in these first meetings with female netizens, I actually scored points. Yuan Dingwen baseball time: the so-called scoring position, that is, the runner takes second or third base, as long as a hit, there is a chance to send the runner home to score. Oh wow wow sodium halogen pea ～～～～ price bar A shadow bear: D) If not under the control of both sides of the remaining self-control, leaving the second or third base of the remnants of the base, may have been done to make each other hold a regret for life.

Even though I didn’t make it back to home plate, and my sanity narrowly beat out my sexuality, I still felt a strong sense of guilt towards my girlfriend. I believe that we still love each other, but in the midst of our time apart, I did something wrong to her. I really hate myself! I can’t hold myself when it comes to the crunch, and I not only hurt my girlfriend, but I also hurt my girlfriend, who is unaware of what is happening to me, but always trusts me as much as I do.

The happy days of summer vacation pass by quickly, and it’s already September days, preparing for the start of another new semester. Although the school year has already started, for a second-year student who is only taking one course, the time spent on the internet is not affected by her coursework at all. And at this point in time, she is also a senior in college, and the pressure of schoolwork should not be too heavy, so we still have quite a lot of time to spend online.

I remember it was a Thursday, and the weather report said that a strong typhoon would make landfall tomorrow, so the school would be closed for one day tomorrow. Late that night, the wind was blowing so hard that the windows were rattling and shaking, and I was worried not about my girlfriend who was far away in the south, but about Suk-yu. I guessed that I had changed my mind… By the next day, the so-called “typhoon landfall day”, perhaps the heavens were playing a joke on us, and by noon, the wind and rain were not as fierce as they had been in the morning. The bright sun that was peeking through the clouds seemed to be telling us proudly that the typhoon was far away, and that we could steal half a day’s leisure time today.

At noon I went to the lab to surf the internet as usual. I was so hoping to meet Shuyu online, I wanted to see her tonight.

Anticipation is painful, especially when you realize that there is a possibility that the anticipation will be dashed, the long wait is the most unbearable. Time passed by, and my heart was gradually filled with disappointment. If I hadn’t met Shuyu in the first place, if I hadn’t had any improper thoughts about her, I believe that today I would still be a happy Internet user, that little Peter Pan who is full of heart and never grows up. Only, today, I am cocooned by my own desires, and I am to blame for everything.

At 2:30 pm, I finally saw Sook-yul, the one I wanted to see most… “Sook-yul, did you have any frights during the typhoon yesterday?”

“No, but the wind was noisy and I was up late.”

“By the way, are you doing anything tonight? I was hoping to see you.”

With these words, I made up my mind that if she rejected me, laughed at me or even hated me, I would take our friendship back to the starting point, and I would continue to be my girlfriend’s good boy and stay by her side for the rest of my life…

In fact, I made the appointment at the wrong time at all! What kind of good intentions can a guy have when he goes to a girl at night?

“Yeah, but I have to work tonight, so I won’t be able to meet up until 9:30!”

She’s got no defense against me, does she? Why else would she have asked me to meet her at 9:30? Or is it that my friendly attitude towards him has made her overlook my current designs on her?

After agreeing on a time and place to meet, as well as confirming each other’s clothing at the time, she hurried down to the station to prepare for her part-time job tonight.

Back at my place, I casually put a change of clothes into my bag and prepared two condoms along the way. Slow down!

Why did you bring a change of clothes and a condom when you went to meet your girlfriend? Does it mean… does it mean that I’m already planning to stay with her tonight and have sex with her? I didn’t want to admit it, but I had to deny that I did want her now! I couldn’t help myself!

On this day, I was wearing one of my favorite thin baseball jackets that I call my “robe” for a team that had a good record. Did that mean I wanted to have a good night too?

I suppose I should not have had any desire for her originally, so how did I come to this point of no return? Oh, my God! What’s wrong with me now? Regardless, I’m now a pawn in a river, with no way out!

Finally it was 9:30 and I showed up at the agreed place. Now, I was a bit uneasy… What kind of person was she? Was she very gentle and considerate, or was she very smart and capable? And what did she look like? Before I met her, I thought about it from time to time, fearing that the anticipation would lead to even greater disappointment.

That night, the sky was drizzling… In the distance, a young woman with long, flowing hair and a shapely figure, wearing a green dress, walked slowly towards us with an umbrella… I couldn’t see her face clearly… Was she Suk-yu?

Septuagint

There’s a beautiful woman in the North. She’s a world unto herself.

One look at the city, another look at the country.

I’d rather not know that it’s hard to find a good person in a beautiful city or a beautiful country.

Han. Li Yannian. Song of a Beautiful Lady

As I watched the long-haired girl walking in the distance, my heart raced. It was as exciting as a lotto draw… Her body looked good, her voice was charming, and all that remained to be revealed was her face…

At that moment, another woman, also wearing a green dress, walked towards her from beside her. It seemed that this woman should be a friend of the girl in green, and the two of them chatted about twenty meters in front of me. Both of their clothing styles and color tones were similar to those offered by Rock Cat, and I wasn’t sure which one of them was Shu Yu. Watching the time pass by, I, an outsider, could only stand at a distance and do nothing, watching the two of them chatting away.

After a few minutes, the two finally finished talking. The original girl in green continued to walk towards me, and as her pace slowly approached, I was finally able to get a glimpse.

In the past, many netizens complained on the site that the girls they met were like dinosaurs and so on, which always made me feel hesitant about meeting female netizens. But after seeing Shuyu’s true colors, I think my worries were unnecessary.

The first thing that caught my eye was her clear and deep eyes, as well as her thin and slightly curved eyelashes. Her eyes were very big and soft, but besides beauty, I always felt that there was a hint of sadness hidden in her eyes. No wonder, it was hard to bear not being able to see her boyfriend for so long. With her slightly straight nose, thin lips, and her white, flawless face, even without makeup, she looked fresh and unassuming. It reminds me of two lines in a poem I read before: “But I think the color is tainted by the fat and powder, lightly sweeping the moth-eyebrows towards the supreme.”

I approached her side and took the umbrella from her hand, “Let’s go!” Her umbrella was small and I put my right hand on her shoulder and wrapped her towards me.

“It’s no good! This way my classmates will see.” She turned her head and tilted it slightly to look at me. Although she didn’t greatly disengage from my movements, but in order to avoid her being gossiped about by her classmates, and even more worried that someone would spread what they were now seeing to her boyfriend’s side and cause harm to someone’s feelings, I let go of my right hand.

That’s when she saw me with my luggage, “I don’t think it’s convenient for you to carry your luggage, you’d better set it up at my place first!”

Her residence was on the other side of the campus, near the side entrance. Perhaps because it was the first time we had met, we were both feeling a bit shy, and we walked in silence all the way. I turned to look at her from time to time, and saw that she was keeping her head down and her cheeks seemed to be blushing a little, so maybe she was nervous too…

Her place is a suite of about ten pings, and the first impression I got from the furnishings inside was that she should be a girl with a heart as fine as dust. Inside the books and magazines, although numerous, but is still organized and properly placed, neither the underwear of the flag sea flying, nor snack packages scattered, looks quite refreshing.

What doesn’t fit her personality is that the whole room is filled with stuffed dolls that were popular at that time, which must be the result of her playing with the crane machine! Especially beside her bed, a dozen little chinchillas stood in line at the head of the bed like a parade of welcome, so it was hard to imagine that the owner of this room was actually a female writer of erotic literature who loved rock music.

After putting our bags away, she suggested that we go watch MTV together, and after we went to the neighborhood to buy some lo mein, we started to pick out a movie. Of course, I would never pick a pornographic movie for my first meeting with a strange woman.

However, I’ve always had a lack of interest in movies, so exactly what was popular at the time, I had no idea and wouldn’t have cared. Fortunately, she was quite good at movies, so she picked one. Honestly, I’ve long forgotten what the movie was about, but I only remember that it was a love story, about three hours long, and that’s about it.

Led by the waitress, she took us to a small box on the second floor. This box is about three ping big, the floor is covered with carpet, and there is only one tea  and two small pillows on it. Unlike ordinary MTV, the door inside the box can be unlocked.

“Your drinks have been delivered, please enjoy!” After delivering the drinks, the service staff then walked out of the box.

At that point, I reflexively walked forward and unlocked the compartment door.

The movie had not yet been shown, we sat on the wall, waiting for the movie to start. At this time, my left arm lightly embraced her, she did not show resistance, this time my heart overflowed with bursts of happiness. I turned my head to look at her, she was lowering her head, do not know what to think. Is thinking about her boyfriend?

“Shuyu!” I whispered her name in her ear and she turned around.

Looking into her eyes, I couldn’t help but swoon. I wanted to love her!

I couldn’t think straight. I slowly pressed my lips towards hers… A distance of 15 centimeters was like a world away… and in a matter of seconds, it was like an eternity…

She finally moved her body to meet my lips…

It was a wonderful feeling. I ran my right hand through her long hair and stroked it. I hugged her tightly, fearing that this feeling would fade away like a flash in the pan, not to mention leaving her no room for remorse… I wanted to kiss her!

As I kissed her lips, I gently slipped my tongue into her mouth and intertwined it with her tongue in my wildest movements. Our tongues chased each other’s, and from time to time she invaded my mouth with her flavorful tongue.

In the middle of the kiss, I glanced over at my watch. It was 10:20, less than an hour after we met, and I had already kissed her…

“eight relations” system (TCM)

The water to the north of the house is spring, but I see gulls coming day after day.

The path of flowers has never been swept by a guest, but the door of the canopy has been opened for you.

The city is far away from food and wine, and the family is poor and has only old spirits.

I am willing to drink with my neighbor, and I call for the rest of the cups through the hedge.

Tang. Du Fu. Guests Arriving

We both kissed obliviously until the sound of a movie started on the TV and reluctantly left her lips.

“Shuyu, you know what? I really like you!” I told her softly as I looked at her face.

She didn’t answer. But I figured if she didn’t really like me, she wouldn’t have let me kiss her for so long.

That’s when I noticed her waist-length hair. My girlfriend also had long hair, and whenever I had sex with her, I always liked to have her sit on top of me in what was commonly known as the “girl-on-top” position. I like to watch her swing her body and moan obliviously. Whenever she twisted her waist up and down, her long hair also with the melody of the swing and fluttering. Watching my normally virtuous and dignified girlfriend’s long, loose hair in bed always made me even more energized… Strange, where was I going with this? It was Sook-yu who was beside me, not my girlfriend!

I was in the middle of the MTV program for two or three hours, and my thoughts were all over the place. I only remembered that I had taken off all her clothes and licked her breasts, and my right hand tried to go towards the peach blossom area between her legs from time to time, but her legs had a duty to protect the land, and I could not get in. In the end, her breasts are big or small, how the touch, I simply can not recall. Perhaps it was because my whole heart was completely caught up in the struggle between cheating and betrayal, which made me neither interested in watching the movie nor able to concentrate on Shu Yu during the three hours I spent in the MTV. In short, it was a terrible feeling!

It was hard to finish the movie, and by this time it was 1:30 am. When I got to my place, she greeted me first by taking a shower (I was the one who did it all by myself, not unlike the dream).

I stayed in the bathroom for a long time. I kept rinsing my whole body with cold water in an attempt to sober myself up a little, only that the fire of lust ignited in MTV could no longer be quenched by cold water. My reason was now telling me very clearly that I would definitely fuck her today!

After I finished my shower and changed into the clothes I brought today, I stepped out of the bathroom with an uneasy heart. By this time she had already changed into her pajamas while I was in the shower, but not the sexy kind of pajamas, but just a rather loose looking one-piece dress style.

“Shuyu, I’m done, do you want to brush your teeth and wash your face first?”

I walked behind her and looked at her reflection in the mirror that was brushing her teeth. I wrapped my arms around her small waist from behind and she didn’t resist. I held her like that until she finished brushing her teeth, and only then did my hands reluctantly leave her waist. This feeling was like that of a man with no talent who is tired of being around his wife all day.

“Did you bring your toothbrush?” I shook my head.

At that moment she actually handed me the toothbrush she was holding, which startled me. Although my girlfriend and I had gotten so close that we could share a set of toiletries, it was still only the first day that Shuyu and I had met.

A famous writer once said once during a speech that if you want to know whether you (you) and your other half are in a good relationship, you can see if she (he) is willing to share the same toothbrush with you (you). If this theory can hold water, I think Shuyu should have accepted me.

It was a bit chilly this night, perhaps because the typhoon had just left. After washing up, we snuggled under the covers and watched a TV program. I hugged her from behind, smelling the lavender shampoo on her hair. A television program at two in the morning was honestly not very good, especially since she didn’t have a decoder installed. We ignored the TV and just talked. There was a picture on top of the TV at her place and I left the covers to take a closer look.

“Is this a picture of you and your boyfriend?”

She nodded. She said this photo was taken before her boyfriend left the country. After looking at her and her boyfriend’s happy faces, I thought they should be in love! If that’s the case, how could she have such a relationship with me? It’s ironic that people tend to be in a state of bliss and never awaken unless they are faced with the crunch of imminent loss.

I walked back to the quilt, just hide into the quilt, we have a tacit understanding of kissing. Perhaps we have both been abstaining from sex for a long time, once the lust is ignited, it will be a thunderbolt, an uncontrollable outburst of fire. My hands were not honestly reaching inside her skirt, intending to remove her pajamas, and she also cooperated by raising her hands up in order to allow me to remove her clothes.

At this point, I was lying on top of her. I scrutinized her figure carefully, she must have taken good care of her figure, her figure looked very well-proportioned, although her breasts were not that big, only about the same as the average girl, but her waist was very slim, her belly was also very flat, which showed her shapely figure, and people couldn’t help but want to savor it. Her skin under the light was quite white and smooth, with no scars to mar her beauty, as dazzling as crystal.

I couldn’t think of any adjectives to describe her beauty, only that any would be redundant. The only way I could think of to marvel at her was to softly caress her entire body. From the base of her ears, to her cheeks, to her neck, to her shoulders, nothing escaped my kisses. I felt her breathing grow heavy and hot, her lips slightly parted, her whole body lying helplessly on the bed, gusts of hot breath exhaling from her mouth, eagerly waiting for me to comfort her.

What I didn’t see enough of on MTV, I’m going to watch all of it now!

We both started kissing again for I don’t know how many times today. Our tongues were deep in each other’s mouths, flipping each other’s tongues, sucking and teasing each other’s lips and tongues, and I was going to satisfy her with everything I had tonight. My hand went to her private parts, although her legs were still clenched tightly, not allowing me to have a chance to reach in, but as soon as I touched her panties, I felt a kind of wet and hot touch, I think she was already wet. But I don’t intend to progress so quickly, I want her to be distracted, I want her to be drenched in sweat, I want her to scream in lust, tonight I want to conquer her, completely conquer her!

Clerks of the Nine

A branch of  colorful dew condensation fragrance, clouds and rain Wushan in vain broken heart.

May I ask who is similar to the Han Palace? Poor Swallow leaning on the new .

Tang. Li Bai. The Second Song of Qing Pingtiao

My hands skillfully went around to Shuyu’s back and unhooked her bra. Her bra and panties weren’t what I expected, they weren’t the kind that had lace and felt light and short. Compared to the bold openness of her sexuality in her articles, the style of her intimate apparel was quite conservative, with little lace and a rather plain white color. However, the simple blouse still could not cover her white and tender peaks, and her secret garden that attracted reverie.

Her breasts were bouncy, nice to the touch, and quite firm in shape. Although, according to her, she had had quite a bit of sexual experience, her nipples were still a pretty girlish red color. In terms of size… I’d say they were B-cups, which makes her a “woman a man can’t get a hold of”.

“Shuyu, I’m going to start!” I murmured softly in her ear and she closed her eyes and nodded.

My hands gently rubbed her breasts and occasionally swirled my deft tongue around the two small cherries on her peaks. Her nipples quickly became engorged and hardened under my sucking and licking, and stood erect on top of the peaks. I don’t know if she was already starting to go crazy from the shock of pleasure, but her hands were sometimes clasping my hands and sometimes gripping my shoulders. After a few minutes, she finally relinquished her right to remain silent and confessed to the pleasure with a chorus of “mmmm… mmmm… mmmm”. With such a pitiful face, I couldn’t let go of her beautiful lips, and we kissed again… By this time, I don’t know whether she realized it or not, but I could see that her legs were slightly spread. The first two times I used my hands to force my way in, I failed to do so. This time, I changed my strategy, first occupying the bridgehead between her legs with my knee, and then using the strength of my legs to prop her legs apart. After I pushed my left knee between her legs, she suddenly felt a breakthrough between her legs, but unfortunately, under my forced breakthrough, her legs could no longer hold the barrier, and she had to give up her resistance, and the gateway was opened.

Now that the legs are open, all is well.

My hands stopped caressing her breasts and started to stroke towards her belly. She was enjoying it with her eyes closed, so I took advantage of the situation and moved my hands to her panties and pulled them off with lightning speed. She realized that I was taking off her panties, and resisted, but her legs were already spread apart, and it was too late to take her hands back, so she could only watch with a red face as I took off her panties.

Now Shuyu was finally lying completely naked in front of me. I didn’t want to go in so quickly, so I wrapped my left hand around the back of her neck and continued to kiss her, while my right hand vibrated rapidly around her private parts like an electric massager. While I was caressing her clitoris, I could feel her sudden shudder and she let out a moan of “ah~~”. She seems to be very sensitive here, so how could I let her go? My hands turned to caressing her breasts, and my tongue started the second wave of attack.

Unlike the girls I’ve come across in the past, Shu Yu has quite a thick labia, which is a stark contrast to her slim figure. This kind of labia can arouse a man’s sexual desire even more, it’s really a famous tool! I didn’t realize that the longer I progressed with Shu Yu, the more surprises I would find.

I held her bud, and kept stimulating her little pearl of love. Shu Yu, who had been holding back her moans, couldn’t take it anymore, and her mouth strongly “ah ～～～～ ah ～～～～”

The sweet sobs and cries haunted the room, and the love juices flooded her private parts like a tidal wave.

She was enjoying the oral sex I was giving her, showing her appreciation of me by moaning sweetly and pressing her head firmly against mine. After a while, “ah… I can’t…” she let out one last cry and seemed to have lost her strength. I thought she had already had her first orgasm, so I slowed down my caressing of her clitoris as well.

Panting incessantly, Shuyu held my head towards her face. Although her love-slick private parts were quite erotic and beautiful, in response to Shuyu’s actions, I had no choice but to let her do what she wanted. She actively invaded my mouth and tongue, and I let her kiss me intensely.

“Shuyu, use your mouth, okay?” I didn’t know how to ask her to perform oral sex on me, so I could only hint to her in more subtle terms. Under a series of intense sensual impacts, my whole body was also hot, and I then took off all my full body clothes and stood naked in front of her. I usually pay a lot of attention to my body shape, every day I would do push-ups and sit-ups, to make my whole body look more muscular, and I was even more confident about my thick pecs. My roommates are often envious of my body when I wear tight underwear, and my girlfriend even greatly appreciates my body.

Shuyu knelt in front of me and started licking my glans with her tongue. I should have known about her tongue skills when I kissed her. Her tongue had the dexterity of a spiritual snake as she licked around my glans.

Although usually in the shower, I would use the water flow from the rosette head sprinting out to shock my penis, and I thought that this kind of exercise could help me to maintain a better battle in the boudoir, but under her skillful oral sex, it still made me feel a gush of electricity coming from me.

To be honest, the pleasure that oral sex can bring me is rather limited, but I love watching a girl sucking a guy’s dick, and for me, the sensual excitement is in no way comparable to physical pleasure.

After she ran her tongue around for a while, she took my engorged and firm rod in her mouth and her head started bobbing back and forth. I couldn’t help but start to get jealous of her boyfriend, having a girlfriend who knew so much about sexual eroticism. Watching her bobbing her head, I couldn’t help but start to worry about the unfounded, moving so fast, wouldn’t her head break?

Her neck must be sore by now! The thought fills me with love and pity.

“Mmm… that’s good” I stroked her long hair, disengaged my rod from her mouth and resumed the embracing position with her.

“Are you comfortable like this?” She asked me with a gasp.

“Great!” I said before kissing her again.

Nestled in my arms, Shu Yu was gasping for breath, and I looked at such a delicate and powerless her, my heart filled with love and compassion. To be honest, I originally only regarded her as my little sister, how could she become like this now? Looking at Shuyu hiding in my arms, it reminded me of Yuwen, the girl I met for the first time two weeks ago. (For more information about Yuwen, see Gaiden’s Sister’s Chapter. She’ll be showing her face in the future, but she won’t be showing anything with color.)

I don’t know what it is, but I feel that something is missing… Whatever! Now we’re on the verge of “Fu” (the first two letters of a word)

I’ve got it! (Note: the original should be “have to send”)

“Shuyu, I’m going in!” I spread her legs apart, and the two of us were about to become one.

The wall clock next to the TV is now pointing at 2:30, and next to it is a picture of her and her boyfriend…

lit. ten desires arise (idiom); fig. lust

Famous flowers are tilted to both sides of the country, and the king looks at them with a smile.

Explaining the infinite hatred of the spring breeze, leaning against the appendage in the north of the Sinking Scent Pavilion.

Tang. Li Bai. The Third of Qing Pingtiao

I looked at my watch, the time now was three twenty-five. Five minutes ago, I made love to Shu Yu for the first time. This time, we did it for fifty minutes, which is considered one of the more long-lasting times I’ve ever had sex!

Where’s Suk-yu? She’s in the bathroom now, rinsing her body. I think she probably has the habit of taking a shower after sex!

I was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling, thinking about what I had just done… I continued to caress her, and her pussy was moisturized by the love juices that flowed out of it. I decided to go in for the long haul.

I crouched on top of her, and my cock in a razor-sharp position pierced her pussy lips, which were shaped like an abalone. “Ah ～～～～～～～～” a high pitched, beautiful moan escaped from her mouth. After my long caresses and oral sex, the gush of love juice was like a dam, moisturizing the mouth of her sexy pussy, my deeper penetration can be said to be like no one’s land, and enjoyable to the end!

I had a chat with another female writer from Tiger 2, and she once asked me about my best position and moves. To be honest, I haven’t studied anything about “nine shallow and one deep”, all I know is that every time I thrust, I go to the deepest part of the pitcher, just like a pitcher who only uses fastballs and batters to determine the winners and losers. Although it is said that a pitcher who only throws fastballs will be blown off the mound in the end, in my opinion, as long as I can hit one hundred and sixty kilometers per hour on every pitch, do I still have to be afraid of the batters? No pitcher can go 160 kilometers per hour all the way through the game, but I can go straight ahead with every pitch, or what is commonly known as “straight to the center of the flower”!

It’s just too bad I don’t have a control group to compare my philosophy to, but at least it’s worked pretty well in every sexual experience I’ve had. The words, “Then she might be too comfortable to handle it!” , she replied to me. However, she was a very honorable writer, and I had no desire for her, so we just left it at that. Thinking about it now, it was probably for the best.

“Ah… you’re… so… so deep… I… I’ll… can’t stand it… ah… ah…”

Each of my thrusts deeply impacted her flower center, and her exposed clitoris could not escape my stimulation in the process of thrusting, and her wonderful moans seemed to be accompanying each of my thrusts, giving me a great boost of morale, and making me even more aroused!

The whole room echoed with “Pop! Pah!” The entire room reverberated with the sound of banging, as well as the gusts of lustful sounds coming out of Shu Yu’s mouth. Looking at Shu Yu’s flushed face, her lustful expression, her breasts rising and falling with her gasping breaths, and her long hair hanging loose on the bed, a kind of evil thought of “wanting to make her even more excited” suddenly surged out of my chest.

Her place had a floor-to-ceiling mirror and I wanted to see in the reality of our lovemaking in the mirror. I kissed her lightly and picked up her soft, delicate body. I led her over to the mirror and I sat down.

“What are you doing?” She was puzzled by my sudden move. I signaled for her to sit on my lap facing the mirror and I was going to fuck her from behind! On top of that, I wanted her to look at us in the mirror.

I entered her from behind. From the mirror, I could vaguely see the area where we were having intercourse. Although she was very shy about the scene in front of her, it was so tantalizing that I could feel her occasionally glancing into the mirror. I rubbed her pussy with my right hand and played with her nipples with my left, it felt like I was watching a porno movie that I had never seen before, it was an amazing feeling! She even began to swing her hips, enjoying the sexual pleasure and longing for more intense stimulation!

I kissed her from behind, just as the hero and heroine of “Titanic” kissed on the bow of the ship, except that “Titanic” was a great movie for young and old, whereas the scenes of Shuyu and me in love were not seen in public, and there was a major difference– “The Titanic’s Jack and Rose had clothes on.

She slowly let go of the shackles in her mind and violently shook her petite body, selling her sexiness to me.

I turned her body toward me, and now we were both completely naked.

“I never thought that we would develop so fast.” I said with emotion as I looked at Shuyu’s delicate naked body. She nodded.

Since the wood has been turned into a boat, it is better to become an invincible fleet that traverses the seven seas than to become a small raft that goes with the waves!

The position we were in now was my best sitting position. Making love in this way not only allows you to kiss, cuddle, and caress her breasts and clitoris, but the woman’s hands tend to involuntarily wrap around the man who is making love to her. We both forgot to tease each other with our tongues from time to time, and stroked each other’s breasts from time to time, and I’m sure we were very much involved.

I don’t know how long my rod had been pounding deep inside her, but she collapsed in my arms and said breathlessly, “Peter Pan… I… I can’t do it anymore…” Obviously, she didn’t know my real name yet.

I kissed her forehead gently, “Shuyu, are you comfortable today?”

She kissed me lightly on the lips, “Mmm… it’s… comfortable… but… I really… I can’t… can… can… I don’t want it to end…”

I later realized that by “don’t finish”, she meant that she wanted me not to finish until I ejaculated; she was too tired and wanted to take a break. At that time, I thought that she wanted me not to cum so quickly, and that she still wanted to continue enjoying herself. So I answered her, “Shuyu, I don’t want to cum too soon either!”

As soon as the words were out of my mouth, I whirled around and laid down from a sitting position, that is to say, I shifted to the female supremacy position. “Shuyu, can you move on your own?”

She swung her plump ass up and down, occasionally making a “Pop! Pah!” She made a lot of “pop!” noises. My hands grabbed her nipples and kneaded them as they pleased, and she shook her head and cried out, “Ah… ah… I… am… so comfortable… mmm… you’re so good…”

After hearing her bouts of lewd sounds, my heart was even more pleased, and I said in my mind that I must make her taste orgasm properly, and I want her to submit to my sex!

Unfortunately, I had been alone for a long time, and under the attack of Shu Yu’s sight, hearing and touch, I was about to reach the critical point of disintegration. I then pulled out my long time angry prick, which was born on the same day as me and was covered with Shu Yu’s love juice, and it looked golden under the light, as if it was showing off its brilliant results today. I had another plan…

“Shuyu, is it possible to cum in your mouth?” My girlfriend has always been reluctant to let me cum in her mouth, and I’ve always wanted to try this flavor, but I’ve just struggled to find someone to do it with. Today, of course, I have to capitalize on this opportunity!

The understanding Shuyu immediately took my rod. I began to jerk off in front of her. After about a minute, my brother finally succumbed to the siege of Shuyu and me, and shot a roll of hot and strong semen into Shuyu’s cherry mouth. I was so pleased with myself that if there had been a Japanese play in the background of this sexual encounter, it would probably have shown a group of Japanese people with their hands raised in the air, shouting “Bang Sai! Bang Sai!

“(Note: Bonsai is the Japanese word for “Banzai”.)

Maybe it was because she didn’t like the taste of semen, after I squeezed out the last drop of semen, she took a piece of tissue paper and spit it inside. Looking at Shuyu she didn’t seem to like the taste of it, had I known I shouldn’t have ejaculated in her mouth, perhaps this sex would have had a more perfect ending.

While I was thinking back, Shu Yu came out of the bathroom. Her naked body seemed to look even more charming after sex, exuding a wild beauty. My penis, which had already softened, was once again in awe of the sudden stimulation of this brave and tenacious sexual partner.

Maybe it was just the end of the first inning.

commit to the will of the eleventh day of the month

Phoenix bun with golden clay belt, dragon pattern jade palm comb.

Come to the window and help each other with a smile, love to draw the eyebrow depth into the time no?

I’ve been a penman for a long time, and I’ve been trying my hand at flowers for the first time.

When I’m done with my embroidery, I’d like to know how to write the two words “mandarin ducks”.

Song. Ouyang Xiu. Nan Ge Zi (Boudoir Love)

While embracing Shuyu, who had just enjoyed the pleasure of loving each other, and with a burst of happiness in her heart, the deafening chatter upstairs came into the room, interrupting our romantic thoughts.

“So there are still people awake…” Shuyu’s face turned red. “Did I scream too loudly just now?”

Looking at Sook-yu’s shy face, a desire to take care of her arose in my heart. “Sook Yu, I love you so much…” I cupped her face and gave her a deep kiss.

After the first time, we were both more familiar with each other. This time I skipped the secondary zones and attacked her private parts directly with my lips and tongue. The aftermath of her orgasm was still reverberating in Shu Yu’s depths, so it was much easier to caress her, and as soon as I licked her pearls, she let out a “ah ～～～～” sound of love.

Perhaps because the neighbors were still awake, she was afraid that they might hear her making love, so she took a thin blanket from the bed and covered her face with it. However, this did not stop me from savoring my love, but rather, it became more and more intense, and even with the blanket covering her face, she was still making “mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm After a long time of my caresses, she gradually arched her back, and the imaginary space between her legs pushed up towards my mouth and tongue. Very quickly, her water-len hole finally flowed out a gush of clear water, and her whole body went limp on the bed.

I removed the quilt that had been compounded over her face, and her flushed cheeks looked even more pouty. I gave her a peck on the lips, moved my cock in front of her and stroked her long hair. She was such an understanding girl, she knew what I wanted and took my hot red iron cock in her sexy little mouth.

Unlike the previous sex, her this time the oral sex, let me have a sense of overwhelm, if it is not already venting once, my brother may have as in the Jianhu Mountain continuously playing crazy rock, the sky spinning, crazy flying saucer and the Prime Shuttle general, vomiting and diarrhea. (Note: Jianhu Mountain is located in Yunlin County, Taiwan, and is currently one of the most popular amusement areas in Taiwan, and the four rides I just mentioned can be quite deadly to play on.) I’m beginning to wonder if she’s saving her strength for the first round.

Her tongue slowly and forcefully licked all over my glans and the eye of my horse, the warmth of her mouth and the touch of her tongue turned into a mountain of electricity sweeping towards me. It was as if I was exposed to a Templar’s mind storm, and I could only watch helplessly as Shu Yu’s attack came. (For more information about Templars and Mindstorms, please go to the computer game section, and the Starcraft players will be happy to explain it to you.) At that time, there was no such game as Starcraft, and if Shu Yu would have played Starcraft, I am sure she would have been a master of the God Nation, just as I would have been a lover of aliens, because didn’t the action of the thrusting I had just done in her vagina resemble the tentacles that were emerging from the underground production room? (A chuckle.) I could only laugh bitterly in the face of such teasing from her, who asked me to just make her so horny? However, it felt really comfortable and touching. I stroked Shuyu’s head to show my appreciation for her. How could I have known that Shuyu was picking up the pace? What kind of a Templar can discharge continuously? I want to write a letter of protest to BLIZZARD (the distribution company of Star Ocean Battle) la!

I gradually lost the battle, and my breathing gradually became heavier. Looking at me, Shu Yu smiled wryly. Like a batter used to hitting fast straight balls, she was unable to adapt to the pitcher’s frequent curveballs, so I had to pull out my penis in her mouth to pause.

She felt a little good-natured and amused at my lark, and seeing the pout on her face, I couldn’t help but laugh, “You’re so good, I’m going to die!” She grinned at me triumphantly. I immediately took advantage of the situation and tackled her to the bed, my brother rushing into her honey hole in a smooth counterattack. The moment I was inside, she let out a pleasant wailing cry.

In order to avoid letting out a haunting moan that would affect the neighbors’ sleep (?), I was able to make a few small movements in the air. , I was able to make a few small movements in the air. , during my hard thrusts, Shu Yu bit her lower lip in pain, lest she let out a single moan. But under the frequency of my accelerated thrusts, though she tried her best to hold her voice back, the sound of “oooh” of joy still came out of her nose yeah, and her whole head jerked violently. But under the frequency of my accelerated thrusts, though she tried her best to hold back the sound of joy, “oooh” still came out of her nose yeah, and her whole head swayed violently from side to side, the pain of excitement without outlet was written on her face, and I couldn’t bear to see it.

As I watched her blushing with desire, an idea of mischief suddenly came to me. I slowed down the speed of my thrusts in and out of her pussy a little, so it was clear that she could withstand the pleasure, and her little mouth opened slightly, with “mmmm… mmmm… mmmm” chants coming at me along with the hot breaths that were coming out of her mouth. When I saw that the time was right, I resumed my violent and rapid ramming. She was unable to react, and her “ah… ～～～～～～～～～～～～” screams came out of her mouth like a tiger coming out of a scabbard, and her whole body softened, and she lay on the bed gasping for breath, looking at me with a somewhat hateful but loving look…

“Ah… you… you’re bad… you’re bullying me… like this…”

“Shuyu, I like to hear your screams!” She gave me a blank look.

I rocked against her at a normal pace as she kept her lips tightly closed, spitting out only a small section of her tongue. As I thrust into her, I licked and sucked on her little tongue. She responded to my passion for her with excited snorts of “mmmm… mmmm… mmmm”.

During this lovemaking session, we kept enjoying various positions and she reached the peak several times. Finally, I reached my limit…

“Shuyu, I want to cum inside you…”

“Eh! It’s safe today…”

I slammed forward and she let out one last wave and her whole body shuddered. At that point my cum shot out inside her, and I didn’t leave her body until I had squeezed out every last drop.

“Beep!” My watch chimed the whole time. OMG! It was now five o’clock!

I crouched on top of her, and gouts of bean-sized sweat ran down my body, onto Suk-yu’s body, onto the bed…

She looked at me wistfully, “Tired?”

“As long as you’re comfortable, I’m happy!” I replied to her with a smile.

I pulled my softening cock out of her pussy, white cum gushing out of her hole.

We cleared away the remains of the battlefield and cooed for a while before embracing each other and falling asleep… “Today, it was wonderful!” I thought contentedly as I looked at Suk-yu, who was smiling and sleeping in my arms.

twelve desires of the heart

Counting the sounds  and reporting a break in the fragrance.

Cherish the spring more choose residual red folding.

The rain is light, the wind is stormy, and the plums are green.

Yongfeng Willow, nobody’s all day flowers flying snow.

Don’t pluck the bird’s string, the string of complaint can tell.

The sky does not grow old, and love is hard to break;

The heart is like a double silk net with a thousand knots in it.

The night has passed, and the east window is not yet white and the lonely lamp is extinguished.

Yuan. Zhang Xian. A Thousand Years

“Beep beep beep! Beep beep beep!!!”

Listening to the sound of my electronic watch protesting to its bed-ridden owner, I opened my eyes alertly, raised my left hand to check the time, and was surprised to realize that I had been set up until I looked at “SAT” (short for Saturday) on the watch.

“Shit! So I didn’t have to go to class today, so I woke up at 7:30… Strange! Why is my right hand so numb? I can’t lift it at all… (It doesn’t matter as long as I can lift it)” No wonder, since my right hand had been wrapped around Suk-yu’s arm all night, it was hard not to feel numb! (In fact, I had only slept for two and a half hours.) When I looked down, I realized that Sook-yu was still sleeping in my arms. When I looked closely at her sleeping posture, her white cheeks were blushing, and her mouth was still smiling from yesterday’s meal. I wondered what kind of dream she had been having…

Originally, I wanted to buy her breakfast while she was sleeping, but I don’t have the key to her place, so I’m afraid that I’ll have to ask her to open the door for me, which would be a waste of time! So I prepared a “freshly made” hot dog and corn soup for her to enjoy; of course, I also wanted to eat her fresh milk, and of course, abalone!

My right army was monitoring Shu Yu’s every move, so I only had my left army left to launch a sneak attack, but it was more than enough to take down Shu Yu Pass, which was thinly fortified, with lax alertness, and the defenders were still dozing off. I put my left hand into her skirt and gently stroked her belly to check her alertness, but it seemed that she was unaware of my surprise attack.

During the Qing Dynasty, China and Russia had a so-called “boundary marker” in northern Mongolia, and the Russian army used to move the marker inch by inch at night, so China lost a large piece of territory somehow. This was a revelation to me, at least in terms of removing Shuyu’s panties. Her only “refusal horse” to the pass was removed by me without her realizing it, so it seems that the time to break into the city is just around the corner!

My left hand caressed around her clitoris, while penetrating deeper into her peach blossom source, searching for the legendary G-spot. By this time, her body had already responded, although she was not yet awake, her nectar had already responded to my caresses, and the wet, sticky, slippery love juice instinctively greeted me, gurgling out. She also seemed to be awakened by a gush of pleasure, her hands tightly pressed my left hand and did not let go, not yet fully awake, a gasp came from her mouth.

“Good morning Shuyu!” I gave her a soft kiss, “Like my MorningCall like that?”

She could never have imagined that she would be consumed by pleasure in her sleep, and her entire body buried itself shyly under the covers.

I lifted the quilt and kissed her passionately. Of course, my left hand accelerated its movements even more. As I kissed her, Sook-yu had no way to moan out her pleasure, but could only hug me tightly and let out “mmmm… mmmm… mmmm… mmmm” in a joyful snorting voice. My left hand accelerated the caressing of her G-spot and pearls, I wanted to make her even more aroused. “Comfortable?” I asked her.

“ohh.┅ohh.┅┅┅ohh.┅” I took advantage of the situation to help her sit up and remove the only clothes she had left. The early morning sunlight that shone through the window into The early morning sunlight that shone through the window into the room looked fresh and bright on Su-yu’s snow-white naked body.

I guided her head towards my cock, I had said I was going to treat her to a hot dog mogul. She kept moving her head up and down, and it tickled me to see her servicing me like this. As my left hand continued to move, she was making slurred cries of “mmmm… mmmm… mmmm…” as she held my rod in her mouth. When she stopped stroking, my left index finger, which was deep inside her pussy, could clearly feel a sudden tremor in her pussy, so it seemed that she had already had an orgasm.

I stroked Shuyu’s head, who was holding my penis, and softly asked her, “Shuyu, just waking up and enjoying such pleasure, is it comfortable?” She was obviously shy about my question and shook her shoulders to show that she was embarrassed to answer. Wanting to make her even more shy, I increased the speed of my left hand even more, and with my rod in her mouth, she could only grunt vaguely, “Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm… Umm…”

I couldn’t understand her “wuwu” and continued to caress with my left hand, asking once more, “Comfortable?” She nodded.

I was so pleased with myself that I took my cock out of her mouth and stopped caressing her with my left hand, so she could have some breathing room. The outpost was a complete victory for our army. I looked at her face and she pouted to show her dissatisfaction.

“It’s not fair… you toyed with me… while I was… sleeping…” Shuk Yu lowered her head and tried to regain some face with her mouth.

“I’m not toying with you, I really like you to be like this with you.” I said to her with a smile. Her face became redder.

Looking at her expression, my heart was filled with love and compassion, and I couldn’t help but want to love her! Today I’m going to pull out all the stops to satisfy this lovely Shu Yu.

I picked her up and walked to her desk with her hand in mine. She looked at me quizzically.

“Shuyu, you lie down on the desk.”

Her ass was up in the air and her whole body was on the desk. I looked at her private parts from her back, the little cherry in the love liquid moisturizing, looks watery bright, very eye-catching. Wet lips, in the sparse pubic hair under the glow, like a desert traveler dreamed of oasis, people can not help but want to go to sip the sweet spring.

“You’re so beautiful here!” I gently touched her pussy lips and let out a sigh of admiration. My fingers uneasily touched her asshole, and she seemed to dislike my touching it, murmuring in panic, “No… don’t… touch there…”

I savored the mouth-watering abalone, and I’m sure President Lee would have been less than interested in whatever that three-headed abalone was if he knew it existed. (It was probably last year when President Lee was K’d by public opinion for eating three-headed abalone. Only it passed quickly, so people won’t be impressed.) I licked her pussy lips inside and out and stuck my tongue in the hole from time to time. She squirmed and wiggled her ass from side to side in a last ditch attempt to move her privates out of my sight. But in this position, the effort was nothing more than futile. The sensual pleasure of the stimulation, coupled with her own petulance, triggered her out in bursts of pleasure, and the only thing she could do was to let out a strong moan in response to my caresses on her. Seeing that the time was ripe, I pushed my waist forward and poked my entire rod deep into her pussy.

I caressed her breasts, rubbing them to the melody of my waist swing. She quickly passed the first peak, and after an “ah～～～～” erupted from her mouth, her whole body was off the hook. I could even feel that her open legs had gone limp, and that it might be difficult for her to continue supporting her weight.

I withdrew my prick that was enjoying the warmth of her pussy and carried Shuyu back to the bed.

The two of us were entwined on the bed, enjoying the bouts of pleasure that the other brought. I enjoy her delicate flesh, trying my best to satisfy her on the bed in a variety of provocative posture. Perhaps because it has been launched twice, but the third time is a thousand calls still do not come out, Shu Yu seems to have been screwed a little pain, after all, these three sex plus or minus also do more than three hours, she can not stand it is also very normal.

It seemed cruel to my brother that I had to make him hold back in order to spare her the pain of excessive lust and pleasure. A little ruefully, I gloved my rod and rolled my semen out in a hollow shot.

How long does a man have to be able to hold out before he can be considered truly durable? What’s the point of lasting so long? What’s the point of lasting so long if I can’t come with her? I couldn’t answer.

I won the race, but I don’t have the thrill of victory.

lit. thirteen desires coordinate (idiom); fig. fickle and incompatible

Ask the tide of the river and the sea.

How is it like the love of a king and the heart of a concubine?

It’s better to hate each other than to have a letter from the tide.

The sea is not deep when you think about it.

Tang. Bai Juyi. Wave Rogue Sand

As I wiped the cum that remained on my glans, Shuyu leaned her entire body against my back, and I could even feel the touch from her breasts on my back.

“Are you doing this for me?” She looked at me with aching eyes. I didn’t answer, but she should have known. She told me to lie down, and I lay on the bed, wondering what the hell she was going to do next.

She lay down beside me and started licking my cock. It wasn’t the first time she had sucked my cock today, but the fact that she had volunteered to do so for me this time made my heart quite touched.

She carefully licked my cock and licked away the cum left on it, and I could clearly feel her warmth and consideration. Before she may have had a few intentions of dazzling her superior sexual prowess in front of me, but now I think she was quite simply trying to turn me on, that’s all.

She continued to lick my balls, and the sudden pleasure was too much for me to bear, and I let out a girlish moan of “mmmm… mmmm… mmmm”, making me feel a bit embarrassed in front of her.

This time we both took off our masks from each other and unfolded our last time of the day with an anti-basic attitude. I approached Shuyu with the attitude of pleasing my girlfriend and proceeded in her favorite missionary position. I think what she needs is the feeling of being loved, it’s just a shame that this is something I can’t give her. All I could do was try to replace the feeling of her boyfriend in her heart, though I knew it was unlikely.

Perhaps because of her feelings, she climaxed very quickly this time, and I was about to cum very quickly. I pulled out my cock and hoped that Shu Yu would let me cum in her mouth. As she kept fiddling with it, I quickly exploded into her mouth, squeezing out every last drop.

I looked with satisfaction at Shuyu, who had served me so well, and she looked up with my cum in her mouth and said vaguely, “Would you like me to swallow it?” I knew that she didn’t really like the taste of cum, but I was struggling with my desire to see her swallow it for me.

“Shuyu, if you don’t like it, spit it out!” I pulled out two tissues from the side and handed them to her. I didn’t realize that just after the words were said, she then swallowed my cum.

“I swallowed it, do you like it?”

I was a little heartbroken to hear that. What is the force that drives a woman to do what her heart doesn’t want to do for a man? I don’t understand, because I wouldn’t do anything against my will for anyone.

I wrapped my arms around her heartily. If she were my girlfriend, she would have suffered from my willfulness. I wished I knew her better, but having slept with her the first time we met, our relationship had reached the tipping point of no return. There was no way I could be her husband, and the hard truth that I had already slept with her was not going to allow me to simply fall back and become her casual friend. Honestly, I knew there was only one ending left for the two of us, and that was to leave it at that, an ending that I didn’t want to but had to deal with.

I kept thinking about it after she walked me to the train. This love affair was so beautiful, so beautiful that it felt as if I were in the middle of nothingness.

At three o’clock in the afternoon, as I usually do on weekends, I went to Chongqing South Road to read a book. I suddenly remembered Yuwen and then made a call to her.

“Hey!”

“Sis, it’s me!”

“Brother! You finally remembered to call me!”

I felt a little guilty being reminded of this by her.

“Sis, can we come out and go shopping together later?”

“But my friend asked me to play all night tonight!”

“Ah… well then, I’ll treat you to dinner, and you can go to your friends after dinner.”

We met at Taipei Station, where we first met. I took her to a department store above the train station for teppanyaki.

Yumi was dressed cute today, and she seemed much more cheerful than the last time we met. Even though the two of us aren’t really siblings, I’m still happy to be able to refer to her as brother and sister.

“Happy birthday, sister!”

“Brother, you remembered my birthday!”

“I’ll try to remember everything about my sister!” I looked over at her and gave a small smile. “I don’t know what you like though, so I’ll buy you this meal anyway.”

The meal was a bit rushed as she had to get to Taichung for an appointment. It just so happened that I was going back to Banqiao, so we took the train south together. In the underground tunnel of the station, I looked over at Yu Wen and recalled the romantic scene at the February 28th Peace Park two weeks ago, and I could feel my heart beating faster… “Sis, I want to kiss you!” I told her secretly, waiting for her reply.

“Hmph! Stinky brother, you want incest!” Her playful reply made me laugh. It seems like she really already treats me as a brother. But if I really had such a cute sister, I think I would definitely commit incest.

The Nansha Juguang was still so crowded on Saturday, and we both leaned near the door, just looking at each other in silence. My heart fluttered, and for some reason I still wanted to kiss her so badly.

“Fellow travelers, Banqiao, Banqiao station is almost here…” I felt a pang of nostalgia in my heart. Why was Taipei so close to Banqiao? Why didn’t the Juguang stop at Wanhua Station so I could spend more time with Yuwen? I’ve been with my sister for less than two hours today… “Sis, I have to go. Happy Birthday!” I looked at Yuk Man sadly. We were now less than 10 centimeters apart, but I couldn’t kiss her, nor could I scream out my love for her. Even though I was her brother, I really wanted to violate her, but I had already promised her that I would be her brother forever, so I just had to hold back… “Brother!” She called out to me, and I gazed at her.

The moment the car door was about to open, she gently kissed me on the cheek. “Brother, I like you…” she whispered softly in my ear.

My heart felt indifferent as I looked at the southbound train continuing toward its destination. I was playing with my own feelings, and I also played with the girls’ feelings. I liked Shuyu and I also liked Yuwen, but I knew very well that I would never get anywhere with them.

I hate to say goodbye to you.

Where does spring return to? Loneliness has no way to travel.

If anyone knows where Spring is going, I’ll call you to come back and stay with me.

Who knows when there is no trace of spring? Unless you ask the oriole.

A hundred warbles no one can understand, because the wind blows through the roses.

Song. Huang Tingjian. Qingpingle

In two weeks…

It’s October 9th, and tomorrow is my birthday. I am honored to be a “National Day Baby”. (For those of you on the other side of the border, please don’t argue with me. It’s not about politics here, OK?) I’m in a very happy mood today, mainly because my girlfriend said that she’s coming to visit me tomorrow. Then again, I haven’t seen her in almost two months. Hmmm! It’s true what they say about people being happy, it’s good!

Since kissing Yuk Man and sleeping with Shu Yu, he still talks to them on the phone every night to show how much he cares for them, and doesn’t abandon them just because he’s accomplished his goal with them.

It’s just that if you walk too much at night, you’ll inevitably run into ghosts.

Today at noon, I still habitually went up to the Kong Clank station to chat. Only, the atmosphere today was bad.

Su-yu gave me a short letter.

My boyfriend and I love each other very much.

Please don’t look for me anymore!

Wish me happiness!

My heart was hard to bear, but I felt a sense of relief. I didn’t know what would happen if I continued to develop with Shu Yu like this. Cutting off the threads of love in this way, although it would leave deep wounds, it was better than lingering, at least I had quite enough time to let the wounds heal. Aside from the fact that she sees me as a third party who destroys people’s relationships, which makes me feel bad, my mood is fairly calm.

I’m still very grateful to Shuyu, who has brought me great joy over this period of time. To be honest, looking back on that time, we might have had a tacit understanding, yet we seldom had a feeling of fellowship. Without deep feelings, sex cannot be considered a real success. Think of it as getting what you want! This may be a little bit more comfortable.

I think the title of this article, instead of taking the “Internet love”, should be changed to “Internet desire” may also be more apt a few points, only a few less beautiful.

Only today, perhaps out of the blue, I saw an article on the board, an untitled article, written by Yuwen. From her tone and content, I knew she was writing to me.

Though I was prepared for it, it was just the first thing I saw her say that made me feel a taper.

“We’re just friends…”

Bastard! After the kiss that day, if she hadn’t already had a date with a friend, according to the atmosphere at that time, we might have gone to bed already. How could I, a man who could kiss her and maybe even sleep with her, be a “casual acquaintance” in her eyes? Her brother is a “casual friend”? Does she think her brother is a loser?

My heart aches! My heart hates it more! I hate the feeling of being betrayed!

I wrote her a letter, without any blame…

Yumi.

I’m sure you’ll be able to find someone who genuinely cares for you.

Shizuku, I love you!

Your idea of a great friend.

I love you? This is the first time I’ve ever said the word “love” to a female Internet user, except for the time I joked with Wu Zetian, of course.

I don’t know what I’m writing about. Do I really have love for Yuwen? I think so! It’s just that it was more of a “pity” thing, I guess! Anyway, it doesn’t matter. It’s all over… My heart aches, but tomorrow the world will still turn…

In June of the following year, I finally received my coveted Master’s Degree… my girlfriend was, of course, the girl I was most pleased with. Many of my friends on this site also wrote to wish me well, except for Shuyu and Yuwen… That night, with a notepad in my hand that contained information about my girlfriends, I made a call to Shuyu, wanting to hear her voice. I called her off-campus residence, thinking that this would be the last time I would call her, as I didn’t have her home phone number. Although I could ask for her home number through Wu Zetian, I thought that I probably wouldn’t call her again from now on.

“Hey!” Shuyu’s voice came to mind on the other end.

“It’s me. You’ve graduated?”

“Yeah, graduation just ended.”

“So when are you going to move back home?”

“Probably two more days.”

“Did you get a job?”

“Still looking.”

“Eh, good luck getting a good job.”

“Thanks!”

Having heard her voice, I don’t think I should have any regrets, at least it’s better than Yuwen’s side, where she has something to say but no way to send it.

I threw the notepad in the trash. That was probably the end of my online romance, leaving no trace. I’m going to be in the army next month, and I’m sure Fengshan will be a good place to calm me down. (Fengshan is located in Kaohsiung County, where the infantry platoon leader was trained at the time.)

postscript continuation of Yuan dynasty (1279-1368)

The red lotus root and the fragrance of the jade danqiu; Lightly unclothes the robe, alone on the orchid boat.

Who sends a brocade letter from the clouds? The geese are turning back, the moon is full in the west tower.

Flowers drift on their own, a kind of lovesickness, two idle sorrows.

There’s no way to get rid of this feeling, it’s only on the lower brow, but on the heart.

Song. Li Qingzhao. One Bright Plum

At noon on July 1, two years later, at a food stall in the Longshan neighborhood near the Hsinchu Science Park… There were four people at this table, all of whom looked like they should be engineers from the park. Three of them looked to be in their thirties, and the other one had a small flat haircut and looked a bit goofy, probably just retired from the army! These four people were indifferent to the dishes on the table, their gazes were glued to the stock market closing ticker on China TV News, and it was only after entering the commercial that the four people continued to eat.

“Chang, the company just allotted seven dollars for the stock, plus the boom isn’t so good right now, the stock price seems ugly.”

“But at least the company’s stock price is still a hundred dollars.” Just as Chang finished speaking, he turned to the flat-headed boy and said, “Brother, you won’t receive your shares until next year at the earliest anyway, so don’t worry too much about the share price… Brother…! Are you listening?”

“Whoo! I was listening!!!”

As much as I hate to admit it, this stupid kid with the flat head is me!

I just got out of the army and joined the company I am working for in the middle of June. During these two years in the army, it seems that I haven’t changed much except that my skin has become tanned, my mind has become stupid, and my hair has become a “rookie head” (short hair, for rookies).

“Senior, can not secretly ask you, our company and Reynolds Semiconductor, are IC-related industries, are also listed on the company, you think which one is more likely to rise?” (Note: Reynolds Semiconductor: Taiwan’s top-performing electronics company on the counter, currently listed.)

“Come on, schoolmate, you’re an R&D engineer, not a securities analyst, don’t just talk about stock scriptures all day long, okay? When the boss finds out, don’t blame me for not reminding you!”

“Oh!” (You’re full of stock…)

Listening to the seniors discussing the recent situation of the semiconductor factory in the park, as a junior, I can only listen with all ears. To be honest, the park is a good place to work and make money, but it is never a paradise for picking up girls. I’m working here now, so maybe I can take this opportunity to cultivate my body and mind, as long as I don’t have anything to do to run to Huabang’s cafe, it’s fine. (Note: Some time ago, I heard that the cafe attached to Waipont Electronics had hot girls, but I’ve never been there… what a waste of time to be a Park resident!)

Two years passed quickly, I finally said goodbye to the past frivolous days, also bid farewell to the active BBS station for a long time. In two years ago on July 6, I received on the Internet Yuwen’s last letter, a few short sentences in the letter, wish me a smooth military trip, obviously Yuwen did not completely forget me, I think the reason why she is running away from me, perhaps there is her pain!

To this day, like me, Yuwen still occasionally moves around the Kong Clank Station, but they always meet each other, and I don’t want to write to her to harass her, and I don’t think I’ll ever have any contact with Yuwen again in my life.

As for Shu Yu, after I talked to her on the phone for the last time, I never saw her on the BBS station again, maybe she has already gone to the United States to meet her lover. But this is good, if this kind of relationship continues, it will be a tragedy. As for female writers of erotic literature… anyway, as the new wave pushes forward the previous one, the emergence of the new generation will soon remove Shu Yu from everyone’s memory.

Now, I’m an R&D engineer at a publicly traded company, and apart from working on chips, I spend my days watching TV at lunchtime and figuring out whether the company’s stock is going up or down. Other than that, my main pastimes are surfing the net, playing games, and sleeping…

As an R&D engineer in a high-tech company, it should be a lot easier for me to fool around, at least rumor has it that the employees in the park “seem” to receive a lot of shares and grandchildren. Unfortunately, I’ve been away from the days of Jia Baoyu for too long, as for the female netizens on the Internet, already can not attract any interest in me. Graduate school those BBS station account, many have long been with the military career and disappeared between the smoke and grass. As the saying goes, “There are many talented people in the world, each with his own style for hundreds of years…”, the “great achievements” of the past on the Internet have long been forgotten…

Currently, my relationship with my girlfriend is still stable, and I am very thankful that she has not mutinied in the past two years. Maybe in two years, we will walk on the end of the carpet, in order to avoid what happened to me on the Internet by her “capture”, I may be the time to quit the Internet, at least BBS station is fine or less to go for the best!

After lunch, when I was about to go back to the office to continue my struggle, I saw a very familiar back… short, pretty hair, slender figure, and if I’m not mistaken… “Guo Yijuan! It’s you!!!” I turned back and asked the senior to wait for me.

Guo Yijuan is two years younger than me, and is a female Internet user I met on Kong Clang. She just graduated this year, but girls don’t have to be in the military, so once she graduated, I heard she found a good job in the park.

“Hi! What a coincidence to meet you over here!” She said happily with the sweet smile of a registered trademark on her face.

Can I really break away from my love affair with a female netizen? I’m getting more and more skeptical… “Where do you work now? May I have your business card?”

“I just arrived at the company today and I don’t have a business card yet. Senior, where’s your business card?”

I handed over my card.

“Senior, no, it should be called a colleague.” A bright smile appeared on her face, “I’ll have to ask senior to take care of me from now on!”

“No… no way! You’re also…”

I see that she works for the same company as I do… She’s an engineer under another project… It seems that I’ll have the opportunity to run into her in the future. Should I be happy, or should I be worried about the future?

She smiled at me and turned around to join her friend. Watching her back as she drifted away, I couldn’t help but laugh bitterly…

I’m afraid what happened to Shu Yu and Yu Wen will happen to Yijuan again.

Is it too late to think of leaving the BBS station?

LOL! The net! Looks like I’ve been doomed to the net for the rest of my life!

Never End.

lit. daughter of an outsider, unofficial biographer (Tw)

The heavy curtain is deep in the Mo Chou Hall, and the night is long and thin after lying down.

The career of a goddess is originally a dream, and the residence of a young nun is originally without a groom.

The storm does not believe that the diamond branch is weak, and who teaches the fragrance of the laurel leaf in the moon dew?

Until the love affair is over, there is no harm in being depressed!

Tang. Li Shangyin. Untitled

Two weeks ago, Yuwen and I met for the first time. At that time, we met at Taipei Station, and I knew that she was a little girl who loved to play, so I accompanied her to Namco Plaza in Shin Kong Mitsukoshi for a long time. From her small size and unassuming figure, she looked like a junior high school student, but she didn’t look like a woman only two years younger than me. At that time, Mayor Abian had not yet announced the banning of electric amusement parks, and Namco Plaza was considered to be one of the largest amusement parks in Taipei, with a 50-dollar game that was considered to be the signature game of the amusement park.

I played with her all afternoon and it looked like she had a good time too. Next we took a walk to the February 28th Peace Park and sat down in the chairs in front of the performance stage. I wrapped my arms around her from behind, just as I had wrapped my arms around Shuyu at MTV, and she just lay there in my arms.

The clothes that Yuk Man was wearing that day were quite loose, and with my arms around her from behind I could easily see the inside of her clothes, even to the point that on a couple of occasions I caught a glimpse of her nipples. But I didn’t dare to have any evil thoughts towards her at all, I was afraid that her underdeveloped body would make people think that I was violating an underage girl.

I believe I really like her. She’s the only woman I’ve ever loved on the internet, and that’s still true even now as I’m writing this.

I kept kissing her cheeks from behind, but unfortunately whenever I would kiss her lips, she would turn her head to avoid my lips. After some time, around 5 pm, I saw her left hand… Oh my God! There were several slashes on her left wrist, had she ever… “Fei, do you know?” My nickname on the site was Peter Pan, and a few of you went by “Fei”

Addressing me. “Six months before… my boyfriend… she…”

I had heard about Yuwen’s past from other netizens. Her boyfriend was also quite active on Medaka, and “Da Da” was his nickname. But to avoid breaking her heart, I pretended not to know, and waited for her reply.

“He went behind my back… and slept with another female netizen…” When she said this, I could vaguely feel her heart bleeding. If my girlfriend knew that I slept with another girl today too, I wonder what stupid thing she would do? I shudder at the thought!

“At that time, in my stomach…” her voice got smaller and smaller, and eventually became inaudible. But from other netizens, I already knew about this. At that time, Yuk Man was already carrying Dada’s child in her womb, but Dada would not allow the child to be born, nor would he give Yuk Man a name, so he blatantly broke up with her! She was so devastated that she slit her wrists to show her protest to the cruel world after the baby was removed! In the past few months, she still had several thoughts of suicide, but fortunately, with the support of many netizens, she slowly regained her old cheerful face.

I stood up and continued to walk her through the two-twenty-eight park. There was a small pool on one side inside the park, and after we walked there, we stopped and looked at the lake without saying a word.

“I must be a repulsive girl…” she spat the words out helplessly as she looked at the lake.

When I heard that, my whole body became enraged and I immediately pulled her head over and started kissing her on the lips. I’m sure at this point I was as intimidating as a wild animal out of its cage. She tried to get away from me, but I was holding her hands as tightly as iron, so how could I let her get away?

My tongue easily plucked her lips apart, and she clenched her teeth, trying to stop my rude and impolite forced kiss, but under the strong protruding penetration of my tongue, she finally gave up struggling, and her eyes, which were originally glaring angrily at me, gently closed.

My tongue in her mouth licked her gums, tongue, and mouth from time to time, and perhaps she didn’t know how to meet me, or perhaps she didn’t mean to, but her hands, which had been hanging down, finally came around to my back and hugged me tightly, giving me more confidence to nourish her with my more fervent kisses.

After a few minutes of kissing her like that, I disengaged my lips from hers, and my original anger was swept away; what existed in my eyes now was a gush of tenderness, a feeling of compassion for Yuwen.

“Don’t say that, you are very attractive and you will be able to find a man who truly loves you.

“I shook my head and said, “I forbid you to give yourself up like that!”

“Woohoo~~” Yumi finally abandoned her inner layers of armor and collapsed into my arms, crying.

“Yuwen, if you feel bad in your heart, just cry her out.” I gently caressed her long hair and said to her with love and compassion, “But you have to promise me that after you cry you must be strong and not think about that asshole who abandoned you. Will you promise me that?”

“I will… I promise!!!” She replied as she cried.

After her sobbing stopped a bit, I cupped her face and kissed away the tears from he eye frames with my lips.

“Fei, you’re so gentle, you’re really good to me!” Yu Wen, who still had tears remaining in her eye frames, looked at me and said softly.

Seeing such a fragile Yu Wen, the feeling of love and compassion in my heart grew again, and my lips continued to approach towards her cherry mouth.

“No… we can’t do this…” she looked at me and shook her head, “You already have a girlfriend, I can’t ruin your relationship like this.”

The first time I met a female netizen, I made sure to let them know that I had a girlfriend, originally to let them know that I didn’t have any special intentions. Unfortunately, every time I did something regrettable… “So… Yuk Man, will you be my sister?”

She nodded.

“Can I get one last kiss in honor of the fact that I have one less female internet friend but one more sister?”

As I approached her lips, she initiated a kiss towards me as well. The kiss was very poignant and something I will never forget.

As good as this kiss was, there was still an end to it. Since she had a date with a friend at 7:00, that was the end of our date for the day. As I walked her to Taipei Station, she left a message.

“Brother, make sure you call me tonight!” She whispered in my ear in a sappy manner.

Turned around and gave me a smile as she ran towards her friend.

The rainbow after a storm is especially beautiful.

I think I’m gonna love her.

Indeed, she was the only female internet friend I ever loved, and remains so until the present.

[End]