(An erotic story that makes you want to cry when you see it.)
The clock in the car says 12:58.
“Squeak… crunch…” The car’s windshield wipers swung airily.
The annoying boss, almost before the end of the day to take a bunch of paperwork to ask me to “get it done”. Piled up on the table are higher than my head, causing me to 12:30 before I get off work. I didn’t get off work until half past twelve! …and to think, a perfectly good weekend was gone, and all I could think about was that soft bed at home… I’d better go back to being a pig!
Stepping on the gas pedal, my beloved 405 sped along the rainy South Xinsheng Road, turning right onto East Heping Road… The far light revealed a white March with a triangular fault sign parked in the fast lane not far away, and a girl with an umbrella was fidgeting with her hands, not knowing what she was doing.
Look at the clock 01:14
I thought, “Can a girl fix it? When I was in the same situation, didn’t I have help?
And since I’m a mechanic and a graduate of the Air Force Repair Unit, and I’ve studied vehicles in my spare time, well… OK, let’s help her out! (Type O Leos are notorious for being “bitchy”.) I parked my car by the side of the road and walked towards her with my five million dollar umbrella: “Can I help you, ma’am?”
She thought for a moment and nodded: “Thank you, my car suddenly stopped moving, it’s bad…”
After a quick inspection, it was found that her “high voltage ignition coil” had burned out.
“Miss, your car’s ‘high voltage ignition coil’ is burnt.”
She cocked her head with a confused look on her face.
I went on to say, “It can’t be fixed until we get to the garage!”
“What then? …”
When I saw her anxious question, I thought for a moment and said, “Miss, it’s the middle of the night and pouring rain, it’s dangerous for a girl to take a taxi by herself, so I’ll take my car and I’ll give you a ride!”
She considered it for a long time, nodded, and followed me to the car.
Closing the door, I started the car and turned on the heater. Turning to the backseat, I grabbed a tissue box, took a few sheets for myself and handed them to her. Turning on the light in the front seat, I wiped the rain off my body, and she did the same…
I don’t know how long it took, but all of a sudden she stopped moving… and I was still moving… but I slowly realized something was wrong with her, and when I looked up at her, I was surprised that…
With wide eyes and a look of disbelief, she spat out a few words from her trembling lips: “You… you are… Xu Zheng? …”
I looked her up and down very carefully, and a name flashed in my mind, and I blurted out, “App… Yapin… Chou Yapin?!”
After staring at each other for I don’t know how long, suddenly the rumbling engine of a big truck driving by brought me back to my senses. Letting go of the hand brake, I put it into gear and drove forward.
“You… you’re still heading to the new store?”
She looked at the raindrops outside the window as if lost in thought and didn’t answer me. But I still drove towards her home as I remembered it in the direction of Shinden.
At that moment, “Admit My Mistake” by Younker Leylin came on the radio: “I DON’T BELIEVE, I gave you up for a decision I had no reason to make…” This was the most popular song at the time of our breakup. Every line of the song still makes my heart ache, even now, even though it was she who left me… The light was red, the car stopped… The rest of my eyes saw her, her head bowed as if she was shedding tears, and I looked at the girl beside me, who used to be so close to me, but was now so distant… What used to be an innocent schoolgirl’s hair was now a long curly head of hair. What was once an unkempt face was now a standard office worker. I could smell the scent of Dune perfume…? She used to hate perfume, didn’t she? Time really does change people.
“The car behind me honked impatiently and I looked up: Oh… the light was green.
When we finally arrived at her doorstep, she looked down and rummaged in her purse for a while, then looked up at me: “I… I seem to have locked my keys in my car, but there’s no one at home, and my sister and her classmates went to Taichung for a visit, and they won’t be back until Monday afternoon… what bad luck…”
I looked at her wet look, not to mention the fact that she was once so close to me, even though she was the one who left me.
Forget it! It’s been so many years! I don’t care anymore… I’ve made up my mind…
“If you don’t mind, go to my place for the night! Or are you going to stay here in the rain until morning?”
She looked at her watch, at the deep locked door, and then at me, and nodded her head yes.
I took her back to the top floor of a building on Heping Dong Road, which was my “home in Taipei”. When I finally got home, I opened the metal door and saw the soft bed and jumped into it: “Ah… I’m so tired!
Oh! …there’s someone else here, so hurry up and get back to normal.
“I’ll get you a shirt, get in the shower!” I grabbed a shirt from the closet and turned my head as she was looking at a picture of me and Ran on the TV.
“Is it your current girlfriend?” She asked.
“Well… she’s a good wife type of woman.”
“I don’t seem to be this type of woman, do I?”
I laughed and didn’t answer.
She went to take a shower, and I threw her clothes in the dryer, boiled a pot of cocoa, and turned on the stereo.
She came out and I went in to wash…
“Where’s the hair dryer?” She asked from outside the door.
“In the drawer to the right of the bed.” I answered from inside the door.
Halfway through the wash, I realized that my condom was also in that drawer… I don’t care… We’re adults now, so I’m not afraid she’ll see us, and anyway, she’s not my girlfriend now, so she can’t control me.
As soon as I came out, I saw her automatically pouring a cup of cacaoa, drinking it while looking at the gallery I had placed on the bed.
“Hey! …You’re too automatic!” I snatched back my gallery with one hand.
Because I pushed too hard, the photos were scattered all over the floor, and I realized that the book she was looking at was my gallery of photos of me and her back then.
We both bent down at the same time to pick up the photos scattered on the floor, and as she did so, she said, “You’re just as nostalgic as ever! And you don’t drink coffee…”
“Yes! I’m not as fickle as you are…” I replied in an uncharacteristic manner.
She lowered her head and ran her hands in circles on the ground and said coldly, “Do… do you still hate me?”
“You’re not the only woman in the world, it’s just that I’ve met the wrong person. It’s been so many years, the anger is long gone.”
She looked up at me and suddenly shed two tears and rushed over to me and hugged me and cried loudly. I instinctively tried to push her away, but she fell into my arms and cried like a baby girl. She hugged me with all her strength, and her breasts, once so familiar, pressed against my chest through my shirt…
I couldn’t react for a moment, but my heart was racing as I remembered the past, smelled her hair, and remembered how I wanted to make love in the club room after class… etc…. Her hand… Her hand went inside my sweatshirt and began to caress me… “APPLE… Don’t do this… We’re not the same as we were in the past… Don’t do this… “
(APPLE was my old nickname for her.)
But her hands didn’t seem to obey, and she arched her fingers and gently scratched with her fingernails from the base of my neck down to my waist and back up again. Oh, my God! She remembered my “forbidden zones” and how to arouse me.
She gently licked the base of my ear with the tip of her tongue, nibbled the tip of my nose with her teeth (this action was a signal we used to use before sex, where the one who wanted it would nibble on the tip of the other’s nose), and her hand stroked my already-erect penis through my sweatpants…
“APPLE, don’t do this, stop it, don’t… this… this…” At this point I was cornered by her and there was no way back. And my lust was almost beyond my control, it was getting out of hand.
She slowly squatted down and gently bit my erect penis with her teeth through my sweatpants. Her action was like dropping a match into a pile of yellow explosives, making me explode with desire…
I picked her up and pressed her to the bed, like a hungry beast, ripping her shirt off, pulling off her bra, taking off her panties…
She opened her watery eyes and watched my movements, reaching out to take off my clothes… Her breasts were still white and soft, and her skin smelled faintly of perfume. Like a traveler lost in the desert who sees a well of water, I was hungry and thirsty, sucking on every inch of her body, flicking the tip of my tongue up and down to tweak her hard nipples, while her hands gripped the pillows tightly, and she pushed up her belly to let her womanly and most sensitive place bear my pressure.
I lightly pinch the base of her ear with my fingers, rubbing my penis back and forth on her lower abdomen, her hand gripping my arm tightly. I looked up and saw her cheeks reddening with excitement, and I suddenly sensed that she wasn’t the same teenage girl whose hands were pushing around and screaming in pain!
I spread her legs apart, aimed my cock at her red pussy, and pushed it in with a single stroke. She had produced enough love juice to push it all the way in at once, and APPLE let out a “mmmm” and wrapped her arms around me.
I suddenly realized that she was gently twisting her waist. Time really does change everything, and now she would have pursued the pleasure between a man and a woman!
I began to pump inside her warm body, pounding again and again, I slowly increased the speed of my pumping, her moans came out in a loud rush, my engorged rod was relentless as it ran wild inside her narrow body, her eyes were tightly closed, her brow deeply furrowed, her fingers clasped around my arm, and she was undulating up and down her lower abdomen… in response to the frequency of my pumping
I remembered that she liked to have a cushion under her waist, so I took the small cushion next to the pillow, lifted her waist, placed the cushion under her waist, and began to pump slowly. She opened her eyes and looked at me with a gasp, “You… you… have improved… a lot! And you remember that my favorite… pad…”
“You’re not so bad, you’re a grown woman!”
“It looks like your Ranya… is happy too!”
“Yeah! I can make you a happy woman too!”
As soon as I finished, I pulled out my rod, and used my glans to move it in and out, then halfway in and then out, and so on…
She always raised her waist in anticipation of deeper contact every time I thrust halfway in, and as I tricked her one at a time, her desire rose again and again. When I saw her lightly biting her lips, I began to pump quickly and violently, going deeper… one at a time
I lifted her legs and set them on my shoulders and pumped them hard, my rod slammed again and again inside her high and low undulating rippled body, where the rod connected with her body, one at a time, unmercifully insulting her reddish-pink nucleus, a strong storm of electric currents hit her whole body, disorganizing her thinking, and she opened her mouth but couldn’t make any sound.
As if she was over-lubricated, the excess love juice mixed with the air I was pumping in, making strange noises. Her hands were gripping me tightly while my rod was still pumping out of control. Suddenly there was a change inside her, a contraction clamped down on my rod, her legs stretched out like an electric shock, her whole body tensed up, and her fingernails clawed at my back…
No matter how she changed, the orgasmic response remained the same.
She was panting helplessly, and I was still pumping hard. Suddenly a familiar signal came into my head that something was going to happen. I pulled out immediately, and with no time to prepare myself, a strong contraction of the tubes, and white semen shot out like a fire hose, spraying on her breasts, her hair, and on the bedsheets…
I lay on top of her gasping for breath as she grabbed the tissue from the bed and wiped the cum off the sheets… I got up and grabbed a wet paper towel from the dining room table and wiped her pathetic pussy and wiped the cum off her. That’s when I realized that she had flattened the picture of me and Ran on the TV.
I asked her why she was wandering around in the middle of the night. She didn’t answer me, she just focused on playing with my ears, my nose, pulling my fingers…
And with that, we drifted off to sleep.
The sound of a loudspeaker woke me up, a demonstration was passing by downstairs, she was lying on top of me, sleeping soundly, I gently stroked her hair, slowly opened the box of memories, and called out the memories that were no longer clear…
In that year, I was in my second year of college, and one of my classmates, BiBi, had a crush on a first year Chemistry student. Since I thought I was “very sorry” for my looks, I wasn’t afraid of breaking my image (if there was any image at all?). After I made the right connections, the girl’s class agreed to join ours… and Apple was a good friend of the girl.
For the first fellowship, the four of us boys sat with the three of them, and I tried to make conversation, drive the mood, and play games.
I noticed her for the first time, the way she laughed gave people a feeling of forgetting their troublesome brains, she was about one hundred and sixty, and there was always a faint redness on her face, which was the peculiar beauty of a young girl. Especially her lips, red and full, like a cherry like mouth-watering, but she did not seem to accept the care of the opposite sex.
Later, BiBi finally got the girl she wanted, and the relationship between our class and theirs got better and better, with most of their computer work being taken care of by the “enthusiasts” in the class.
However, “Cannonball” from the next class fell in love with APPLE and started to chase after her, but she always ignored him. Later, “Cannonball” became furious and made a messy remark in school, saying that she was “a winged boy who fakes in the room” and “breaks her membranes”. “and “ruptured membranes”.
And so on. There was even a time when BiBi’s sister-in-law and APPLE came to the class looking for BiBi, “Gunny”
She was soliciting in front of our class and pointed to Apple and said, “That’s her, just three hundred, she’s a great blowjob player!” Oh…
Exasperated, she ran up to the top floor and Mrs. BiBi winked at me to follow her.
I went up and saw her, lying on the lamp post, sobbing, I went forward and patted her shoulder to comfort her. But she yelled like a madwoman, “Get lost! Boys are no good… get out!”
I was dumbfounded because she seemed so weak and out of control. I didn’t know where the courage came from, so I went forward and hugged her gently: “Don’t cry. I know that roses have thorns just to protect themselves. Those who don’t understand them will only hurt themselves if they try to pull them out too hard. Those who understand it will appreciate it quietly…”
She stopped rejecting me and cried in my arms…
It was the first time a girl had been this close to me, and I could smell the faint scent of her hair.
Since that time, there has been another pair of inseparable figures on campus.
Not long after, I and the “gun boy” hard to do a fight, although I am all wounded, but he did not take advantage. But we agreed to go one-on-one, but I didn’t expect that “pawn” to bring someone to block me.
On that day, in the afternoon, I finished my first project, a double-barreled shotgun (assembled secretly, of course, by four friends who made their own parts), with gunpowder supplied by the head of the chemical engineering department. I just wanted to check if my theory was correct, I never thought of using it.
After more than three weeks of calculations and AUTO CAD mapping, so I couldn’t wait for school to end, a few of us ran to the back of the hill at the end of the third period and fired a shot at a bird on a power line, hitting the crow and breaking the wire.
Then we fled back to the factory like kids in trouble.
When school was finally over, we all walked excitedly to the front gate… As soon as we reached the front gate, we felt something strange, and then we saw Gunny pointing at me and saying, “That’s him!”
When I looked, a group of students from a nearby private high school approached me, and one of them, a tall boy, said, “Hey!
I hear you’re a good fighter, Cobra! My brother is very impressed! Let me take a look at you…”
“Hey! Cannonball, we agreed on a personal, one-on-one, why don’t you keep your word!” BiBi yelled.
“Spare us all that talk, are you coming with us or are you going to settle this here?” The other big guy barked again.
“If I don’t want both, what do you want?”
“It’s up to you!” As he said this, the tall man pulled out a katana from a newspaper… I looked at it and saw, “Oh, my God. If I was hit by that sword, I would die, because it was made of flat iron, and the whole branch was raw… If I was hit by it, I would die of tetanus!
Some of the onlookers ran away in fear, some screamed…
“It’s hard to handle this time…” BiBi whispered beside me.
And I slowly took out the double-barreled shotgun from my book bag, “Fuck! You’re scaring us with a toy! We’re not scared…” Without saying a word, I fired a shot in their direction.
A loud noise echoed through the valley…
There was no expression on their faces, the shot hit one of the Weiss brand motorcycles they were riding in impartially. The car fell to the ground with a sound, the seat cushion flew into the gutter, the wind mirror turned into fragments all over the ground, the white body of the car was covered with small black holes, the tires were leaking air, the “hissing ~ hissing ~” sound was particularly ear-piercing to the ear.
“Kuang Dang…” The katana fell from the tall boy’s hand to the ground, and there was not a sound from the onlookers.
“There are rules for gangsters, and one-on-one fights are one-on-one fights. If word gets out that a large group of you came here to block my way, do you still want to be gangsters? Cannonball, how dare you ask an outsider to settle a school matter, do you not want to be in the school anymore?”
I opened the chamber on one side and the two-shot shell fell to the floor, took two bullets out of my book bag and loaded them back into the chamber, then with a fling like Clint Eastwood, closed it back and looked at them.
“I… I… I think… it might be a misunderstanding! If we are talking about… single combat, according to the rules, no one else can intervene…” said the tall boy in a trembling voice.
“It’s okay! It’s okay! Just clear up the misunderstanding! It’s okay!” BiBi said to the onlookers.
“Did it hurt you? Ah..! I hit the car!” I said to them with fake kindness.
“It doesn’t matter! I’ve been wanting to replace that car for a long time… ha… ha ha!” The tall guy said.
At that moment, I realized that the instructor was hiding in the control room next to the gate, and only after they left did he come out: “What are you doing? What are you doing? What are you fighting for?… You, you, you, you, you, and you come back to the instructor’s office with me!”
The school didn’t want to alert the police, so they confiscated my gun and told us to write a letter of closure, promising never to make another gun again. In this way, my first finished design was sent to the Mechanical Section office to be destroyed by a specialized teacher… Later, that teacher told me privately that my gun was a really good design! It made me feel good for days!
As for that incident with Cannonball, the fifth-year senior stepped in and told him to set up a table to make amends to us, and we were wise enough to accept it. From then on, no one dared to touch anyone in our class.
Then APPLE found out about it and scolded me.
She rolled over and slept on her side… and I was brought back to reality by her… I gently got up and walked to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth…
I tiptoed from the restroom to the refrigerator, grabbed a bottle of juice, sat in a chair at the dining room table and watched her quietly, slowly thinking back…
Under what circumstances did she become “my woman”?
It was the second semester of my sophomore year, right? One day before class ended, Apple came to me and asked me to help her direct student with her computer, otherwise the final exam was coming up and she might even have problems with “flying through the air”.
I borrowed the keys to the computer study club from BiBi (he’s the custodian), and APPLE and I helped her schoolmates with their badgering until after six.
The schoolgirls left first, while we cleaned up.
“Apple, my neck is sore! Can you massage it for me?” She came over with a smile and massaged me… “Full body or half body? Sir! How much do you want to give me per session?” She said mischievously.
Not long after I told her to go pack her things, she went over to the table in front of me and packed my and her book bags.
It was a summer evening, and even though it was after six, the sun was slowly setting, its golden rays spilling over her face, the sunlight filtering through by her white college uniform shirt, showing off her curvy silhouette.
She was bending down to gather the diskettes on the table, and because she was bending down, the narrow skirt of her college uniform shrank upwards, and I could see her well-shaped thighs and clear skin, which, combined with the golden sunlight, made her even more irresistibly attractive. As I watched, my heart raced and my manhood changed… I stood up, wrapped my arms around her from behind, gently rubbed the tip of my nose against the nape of her neck behind her ear, kissed her smooth neck, and ran my hands restlessly over her breasts…
“What for! Is it spring yet? Be nice!” She said as she turned to look at me.
In fact, we have long been skin to skin, only different levels and so on, we always use each other’s hands to help each other to solve, not that I do not want to “deeper contact”, just that she every time “brake the car”, I can not help, can not be used to “force” right? I can’t use “force”, right? But I am also very satisfied, but this time I decided to “change adults”.
Because we know from past experience that a woman’s desire can be increased by the “cumulative method”… (I think so?!?) I closed the shutters of the computer lab, and the whole school was quiet… I could hear the sound of little crows chasing each other in the playground, and the buzzing of cicadas.
There is a big piece of PU foam mat in the computer study club, BiBi and they come here every time at noon to take a nap, because the school authority in order to fear that the computer “heat bad” and installed a cold air conditioning (really stupid), so with the gymnastics team to ask for a few pieces of elimination of the mat to put it here.
We just lay on the mat and kissed each other, her shoulder-length hair had a light scent, her face had even more of her distinctive rosy hue, and we both looked unusually aroused by the hypnotic glow of the golden sun.
I used my mouth to open the buttons of her white college shirt, unbuttoned her skirt with my left hand, and slowly pulled down the zipper… revealing her teenage bra… She smelled like a young girl in the throes of her first love affair. Her breasts were not of the “boobie” type, but they were a perfect match for her figure. I caressed her breasts through her thin bra, teasing her nipples with my fingers through the bra.
Her eyes narrowed, her breathing slowly became rapid, her body twisted involuntarily, and her hands gently wrapped around my head, letting me…
I took off her narrow skirt, and slowly removed her stockings, and all that was left of her was a pair of panties, her hands shyly blocking her chest, and under the sunlight, she looked like a perfect work of art, making me forget that I was undressing myself, and looking at her for a while before coming back to my senses.
I took off her bra very carefully, fearing that I might hurt her, but she didn’t resist… In fact, to put it bluntly, every time we had a “skin-to-skin encounter” in the past, it was just a matter of me touching her through her clothes, and her masturbating on my behalf… no, it should be No, I think it was just “masturbating”.
I saw her breasts for the first time, her nipples were small and cute, the size of the areola was matching her nipples so harmoniously, it was simply God’s masterpiece. I gently took her nipple and sucked it carefully, my hand gently caressed her breast. I could feel her arousal, but she didn’t dare to make a sound. Both hands gripped my arm tightly, while my other hand explored the outside of her most mysterious sanctuary… Her face flushed a bright red, and gradually she let out a muffled murmur from her mouth.
The exploring hand found a sort of liquid that traveled through my pants, though I was untouched as well.
But from all the porn I’ve watched and the “experience” BiBi has told us about, I realize she’s already having a “reaction”.
I reached down and pulled down her panties, she opened her eyes and used her hands to pull them back up again, trying to preserve her last line of defense… I kissed her gently, looking at her deeply, she let go, closed her eyes and slowly said, “You have to be gentle, I’ve heard that it’s going to hurt, I’m afraid of the pain!”
I’ve finally broken through her last line of defense, and my army is about to take her…
I reached out with trembling hands to remove her panties and my own, we were now truly honest with each other. We clung to each other like we were glued together and she began to kiss me back gently as her hands slowly stroked over my body. I gently rolled her over to sleep on her back, I spread her thighs, and holding my hard rod in my hand, I pressed it against her hole, without entering, while she kept shaking her head in fear, and kept pounding me with both hands…
I tried many times, but I still couldn’t “take” her. Suddenly, I remembered that BiBi once said, “We used to think that a woman’s vagina is parallel to her body, but in fact, it slopes upwards from the front of her body to the back.” It dawned on me that the “angle of incidence” was not correct, so I couldn’t get in. I pressed my erect rod down at an angle, placed the glans at the opening, and pressed down… I pushed down to the end… Her body was warm and embraced me, and the softness of her inner walls pressed against me, and an indescribable sensation shot up into my head! At the same time, a sharp pain shot through my back…
As my rod entered, it penetrated her “membrane”, and she felt the pain of her flesh tearing, and pinched me with both hands, then pushed her hands around, and I noticed the faint glimmer of tears in the corners of her eyes.
“It hurts! … it hurts! I don’t want to… I don’t want to…”
Exactly what BiBi said… And? That’s right! Keep moving, she’ll gradually feel the pleasure. I remembered BiBi’s “teaching” in my head. So I started pumping slowly, and as I pumped again and again, the pain on her face gradually disappeared…
I pumped harder, she looked like she was too excited to make a sound, and I slowly realized that unknown fluids were gushing out of her not-so-smooth body, her breathing getting more and more rapid with each of my movements.
I remembered that BiBi said that when you are about to ejaculate, you should pull out the rod immediately and press the contraction under the glans with your hand to increase the time, so I did the same, and the crisis of ejaculation was over again and again.
Suddenly, she reacted in a strange way, grabbing me with both hands, and I wondered, “It’s been so long, it shouldn’t hurt!” At that moment, there was a contraction inside her, coming from the place where we met, and stimulating my rod…
It’s too bad! I couldn’t stop it… My semen shot out from the tip of my glans, and a shocking sensation took over my head, I couldn’t hear anything else, my rod contracted uncontrollably, and my semen shot out into her like the sea had burst its banks…
We rested for about an hour, and I took the tissues out of her school bag and wiped off the ungodly amount of semen I had ejaculated inside her… I found her blood on the PU mat… It was completely dark, and the two of us went home with the nervousness of having had a taste of the forbidden fruit… We were very happy.
And then we were worried for a month because I had ejaculated inside her, but…
“What are you thinking about? So absorbed?” She woke up and saw me sitting in a chair at the dining room table, staring.
“Ah? …nothing… you’re awake!”
“You’ve ruined all my clothes!” She said as she held her bra out to me.
I saw that the hook on her strap was bent… I went to the toolbox to get some pliers to straighten it out and thought, “Am I that rude?”
She went to the dryer to get her clothes back and put them back on, then looked at me: “What’s wrong? You’re meeting an old friend and you’re not inviting me for a walk?”
“Oh! It’s after twelve, let’s go eat!”
In this way, we sat in that western restaurant until after ten o’clock at night. We talked a lot, from our old school, to our respective jobs, and every time I talked happily about my Lan (now my girlfriend), she always had a faint sadness on her face.
“You seem to… really like her?”
We stared at each other for a while, and I slowly said what I thought of Lan: “She was a very gentle and wise woman, understanding, a good cook, and a good dress maker! She was always there for me when I was at my worst…”
“When you were most disillusioned? When was that?”
“Ask you! You know when it is!”
She kept her head down and didn’t make any movement for a long time…
“Let’s go back! I’m tired.” She said with her head down.
So we went back to my place, only this night she took the bed and I took the couch.
During the night, she whispers and cries while I pretend not to hear.
On Monday morning, I took half a day off work and took her to get her car fixed. Then we left each other’s business cards and went back to our respective worlds…
I went back to the office and opened the door… Oh, my God! Another pile of documents… @#$%&! …. Alas… that’s life.
“Duh… Chief Seo, a six-line phone call, it’s a girl!” Secretary AMY’s voice came from the desk phone.
“Got it! Take it in! I’m warning you, don’t make a mess!”
I thought to myself, “Who is it? Is it Ran or Apple? Pick up the phone: “Hello? This is Seo Jung.”
“Stinky bad guy! You ran off there yesterday and I couldn’t even find you, causing me to cook a table full of food yesterday with no one to help me eat it!”
“I’m sorry! I didn’t get off work until after twelve on Saturday, and I had a little car trouble, so I slept late…” In order not to make Lan angry, I had to tell a little lie.
“Then I’ll penalize you for coming to my house for one night today, taking me to dinner, going to Yangmingshan to see the night view, and…”
“Good! … good! …I promise not to be angry!”
She hung up happily, but I was in a cold sweat. Because I rarely lied, and I had never lied to her, it was only the “accident” the night before that made me feel guilty, and I shouldn’t have lied to Ran… it was all my fault… I was too much of a “bitch”.
“Duh… Chief Seo, first line call, it’s a girl again!” AMY’s voice came from the desk phone again.
“All right! There! Take it in!”
“Hello? This is Seo Jeong, hello!”
“It’s me, APPLE…” Oh my God! Speak of the devil.
“Oh! Hello… What’s the matter? …” I replied to her with a bit of trepidation.
“Thank you for taking me in… thank you! I… I… our company is having a reception today at the Hyatt Regency Hotel, are you… are you free…”
“I’m so sorry, I’ve promised to be at Ran’s, I might not be able to make it, next time!”
“Oh! … that… that’s okay, BYE!”
After work, while passing the Hyatt Regency on the way to Ran her house, I saw a white March parked at the front door and a familiar figure carrying something.
When I saw it, I hesitated for a moment, and with an idea in my mind, I took my foot off the brake, stepped on the gas, and raced toward Ran’s arms…
Along the way, memories of my school days and my life with Ran were exchanged in my mind like a tug-of-war…
How I broke up with APPLE is still beyond me until now. All I know is that we did have an entwined life and were once the envy of everyone on campus… until one day after I came back from Successful Ridge, when she suddenly told me that she always felt that something was missing between us and that she wanted to be alone for a while.
Since then I have lost all my will, although in front of the class is still a happy one, but in the dead of night, there is always an indescribable indifference.
And how did Ran and I meet? Thanks to my “chicken” personality.
I’ve been playing “radio” since my junior year of high school, and I’m what people call a “sausage person”. I used to be a “submarine” on 145.90 and 144.86 (that’s the kind of person who just listens and doesn’t talk much), and I remember it was a rainy day…
It’s another rainy holiday. I’m too lazy to go out, so I’m going to the T machine! I picked up the “Tomy” and pressed the PTT: “Hello everyone, 234 Nautilus greets you. It’s okay, keep going on the line, I’m ‘diving’.
Go for it.”
PS: 1. “234” is the postal code of Yonghwa, and it is a way for “sausage people” to indicate their location, and I was living in Yonghwa at that time.
2. “Nautilus” is my station number, is the name of a submarine in the United States, because it is not convenient to use their own names in an open environment, so as not to be “relevant units” invited to “make tea! “I’m not going to use my name in an open environment.
While reading the book, I listened to the conversation of the Youtai from “Tomi” until around 2:00 p.m., when there was an intermittent signal: “Emergency… Interval, emergency interval… On the line… Did the Youtai hear that…?”
As soon as I heard “Emergency Interval”, I immediately picked up the “Tome”: “234 Nautilus answering you, who is this?”
“This is Swimming Channel 107… Elephant… I’m on the Jinshan South Road viaduct… I saw a… car accident… three in one… with a person suffering from injuries… Please ask Youtai… to call the police for an… ambulance…”
I immediately checked with 144.86 Taipei, and sure enough, some other “swimming stations” also reported the situation, so I called 110 to report the incident. When I returned to my room, the voice of Yonghwa’s station came from Tomi: “Attention, Radio 234, Radio 234, 144.86 is in need of manpower, if you’re willing to do so, please speak up…”
So I made an appointment with them at an intersection, met up and was driven to the site by Tomodai who had a car.
When I arrived at the scene, three vehicles were involved in a collision… So that’s what “three in one” means. A taxi was sandwiched between a truck and a bus, with the driver and two female passengers, both of whom had been injured, but were conscious.
The experienced You-tai assigned the work, and I was the “novice”, only directing the traffic. As I watched You-tai’s busy rescuing people, my girlfriend was trying her best to stabilize the injured… After half an hour, the police arrived, and one by one, the people were rescued, so we followed the last ambulance to National Taiwan University. Along the way, the happy faces of our friends bragging about their “heroic” behavior gave me an inexplicable sense of accomplishment and joy.
The caravan broke through several red lights, there are police cars to open the way, finally to the emergency room of the National Taiwan University Hospital, by the stretcher to carry down two injured are female, I noticed a girl, her pale face hung with a look of overwhelm, she seems to have only traumatic injuries, the other seems to be more serious.
Note: 1. “TO MIC” is “TALK MIC” is commonly known as the radio microphone used to send a message.
2. “144.86” is a radio channel, 144.860 MHz is “sausage family” recognized as a rescue channel, usually dealing with the situation of the Zhongshan Expressway.
Watching the medical staff to the two injured into the emergency room, a bunch of people busy in and out, looking at a burst of tiredness came, actually fell asleep in the chair (may be too tired just now, right) ~ z ~ Z ~ ~ ~ Z ~ ~ ~ Z ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Suddenly, someone shook me, I opened my eyes to see, it was a nurse lady: “Sir, are you the family of the injured?”
“No… no, I’m from the rescue team.”
She walked towards another person asking the same question, I got up and walked in the direction of a bunch of doctors and nurses, vaguely overheard them discussing, as if one of the injured needed immediate surgery, but NTU was in the middle of a major operation and couldn’t transfer enough B-type blood, so I interjected, “Do you need B-type blood? How much do you need?”
One of the female doctors, who had her hair cut short, looked at me and said, “Yeah! Even if you could donate blood, it wouldn’t be enough!”
“It’s okay, I’ll figure it out!”
I went back to where the rescue workers were gathered, shook them awake one by one, and asked them one by one, but it turned out that the only B-type among the workers was a girlfriend who was underweight and could not donate blood. At that moment, I touched the cell phone on my waist, and suddenly had a flash of insight. I ran to the top floor of the National Taiwan University, pulled out the telescopic antenna, and switched to the channel that I always use to broadcast to the greater Taipei area.
“Emergency interval, emergency interval, everyone, this is 234 ‘Nautilus’, there’s an injured patient at NTU Hospital in urgent need of B-type blood, in urgent need of B-type blood, please join us in donating blood to save his life. If you need to check, please call the emergency room at NTU Hospital at…”
I returned to the emergency room after speaking on my usual five or six channels with a nervous heart, thinking to myself, “I don’t know if my plea for help was effective. If there wasn’t enough blood, would the victim be able to survive? I…
When I got back to the emergency room, I was shocked. Many people from all over Taipei had already arrived, and the emergency room phone was constantly ringing with calls of verification. I was so touched that I almost shed a tear, and stood frozen… “‘Nautilus’! What are you waiting for? Come and help!” A rescue worker called out.
The female doctor with the short cut hair (I call her Dr. Cool Sister), looked at me and gave me the big thumbs up, which I returned with a salute and went to help.
We wrote down the station numbers, directions, popular channels and phone numbers of all the friendly stations that came to donate blood, and later counted the total number of over 120 people, not including those who refused to leave their information. This incident alarmed the senior management of NTU and was later on TV news!
Later, the injured person was safely operated on and recovered, and her father even hosted several tables at “King of the Sea” to thank these friends because they insisted on not charging a dime.
And Ran was the girl who was in the car with the injured man, and from then on there was another sunny girl in my life…
Lan’s name is Lin Ruolan, she is from Yilan, and she came to Taipei to study. She lived in the home of a distant relative, who had a daughter the same age as her, named Liu Xiaopei (we call her Xiaopei), who happened to go to the same school as her. That day, the two of them took a taxi together to Shilin to play, and on the way there, the “three-in-one” accident happened.
Pei is the injured person I saved by “telling the world”, so her father is very fond of me, good thing her daughter is already married to someone else, otherwise I would have become his son-in-law.
I had a good time bragging to APPLE about this whole thing later.
When I arrived at Lan’s place, “Baby”, the Shih Tzu dog that Pei and Lan shared, greeted me at the door with a wagging tail… and Pei’s father even gave me an “Italian” hug when he saw me! “Luckily, the neighbors were used to it and didn’t mind.
And Lan made a big meal, and I sat down in a chair for ten minutes after dinner, because I was so full…
Uh… I took Lan and Pei to Tianmu’s mountain to have tea and chat, and people who didn’t know that thought I was enjoying the company of all of them!
By eleven o’clock or so, I dropped Pei off, while Lan and I returned to our place on Peaceful East Road.
The two of us after a flurry of clouds, she was contented to fall asleep holding me. I quietly looked at her, in the bright moonlight under the illumination of her face more seemingly lovely, she is a good wife type of woman, the standard small woman, very good at doing housework, do not spend money, not too follow the trend, her dress always has its own vulgar style. That’s it, that’s my ideal wife.
After five years of love, it’s time to give it a go.
In the morning, I sent Lan to work and then went back to my office. During the lunch break, I asked AMY to accompany me to the jewelry store on Dunhua South Road to choose a ring, because I’m good at designing machinery, but I’m a big amateur when it comes to choosing a ring, and AMY’s boyfriend is the owner of the jewelry store, so I went to him to take a look in the hope that I could get a discount.
I chose the day of Lan’s 25th birthday to propose to her, and she nodded her head coyly in anticipation, and over the next few days, we went to pick out wedding cakes, look at wedding gowns, and prepare the necessary things for the engagement…
I flipped open the universal handbook and saw that it recorded ∶ (322lan back to Yilan.) “Oh! … Lan went back to Yilan this morning and came back in the evening… I have to go back and pack my things quickly…”
“DUH… DUH… DUH…” The phone on the desk rang, and I wondered where AMY had gone and why she hadn’t answered the phone. When I looked up at the clock, it turned out to be past 8:00 and she had left work early.
I picked up the phone and said, “Hello! Who’s calling?”
“May… May I ask if Seo Jung is here?”
When I heard… it was APPLE.
“Yes… I’m… Do you need something?”
“I’m downstairs from you, can I come up?”
She came to the address on my business card. The elevator door opened and she walked in. We were the only two people in the large office, and I noticed that her eyes were red, as if she had just cried.
I took her to the reception room and poured her a glass of juice: “What can I do for you?”
“What, an old friend in a bad mood comes to spit on you and isn’t welcome?”
“No… no, it’s just very sudden.”
She slowly told me about her work problems, her relationship troubles, how much she missed our time together, how she regretted leaving me because she was young and playful… and then hugged me… I pushed her away, and she couldn’t seem to believe that I would do that, and without thinking… I pulled my clothes back on, and I looked at her… I am going to be engaged to Lan, please Please respect yourself.”
“Engaged… You’re getting engaged? …” She hissed frantically as if she’d suddenly fallen into a bottomless abyss, beating herself… Suddenly she grabbed me as if she’d thought of something: “It’s all right, I don’t care about names, I won’t go to your house and make trouble, I don’t need you to provide for me, all I ask is that you allow me to be with you even if it’s just for one day a month… I… I’m… I’m… I’m really sorry… I’m really sorry…”
She hugged me again, only this time it was hard, and I didn’t quite dare to get her off hard enough for fear of hurting her.
“APPLE, don’t be silly, it’s impossible for us to work out. Why did we have to do it if we knew it was going to be like this? …Besides, don’t you have a very close boyfriend too? It’s only right to take care of your relationship.”
But she didn’t seem to be listening to me. She started touching me, teasing me with her tongue, unbuttoning her blouse herself, and surprisingly, she wasn’t wearing any underwear. And while I was at a loss for words, she took off a piece of her skirt, and surprisingly she wasn’t wearing any panties either… She had clearly planned this.
She took my hand and caressed her own breasts, and I kept saying, “No way! It’s impossible!” But she continued to do nothing…
She pushed me to the ground, sat on top of me, unzipped my pants, pulled out my enlarged rod, took it in her mouth and used her tight red lips to manipulate my rod, and her hands moved up and down in tandem… A burst of pleasure came from the rod, and my will began to falter.
She stimulated my rod in a very skillful way, and my arousal grew as her other hand kept moving in my “forbidden zone”…
Finally, the primitive human reaction is not easy to control, I rolled over and pinned her down, sucking her nipples with my mouth and stroking her breasts with both hands, while she kept repeating under her breath: “Take me, enjoy me, it’s okay…”
I spread her legs and saw her red pussy glistening with love juice, her pussy lips waiting to open…
I held my rod in my hand and aimed it at the opening of her pussy… Suddenly I saw a piece of red paper falling on the floor… It was… it was the order for the wedding cake for Lan and me. That piece of paper was like a spring thunderbolt that woke up a confused man. A strong sense of guilt hit me, and I felt like a deserter who had betrayed his country, and was constantly being condemned by my conscience.
I hurriedly got up, put on my pants, picked up the paper, folded it carefully, and put it in my purse… She couldn’t believe the change in my attitude for a moment, and stared at me in disbelief.
I picked up her clothes and threw them to her, saying faintly, “Put on some clothes! It’s very cold here, remember to close the door when you leave.”
As I walked out of the reception room and closed the door, I heard her crying inside…
Back to the peace of the East Road residence, Lan has gone to bed, I took a shower and gently climbed into bed, thinking back to the scene just now, thinking: ‘wrong once is already too much, I will not be wrong for a second time.’
Lan slept soundly, I kissed her forehead gently, covered her up, and went to bed Lo!
I came back to the office in the morning and saw the note AMY had left on my desk.
Chief Hsu.
At 8:30, a Ms. Chow CALLED and asked you to call back!
She said she had a band on her cell phone.
AMY
I picked up the phone, thought for a while, hung up again, and threw the note away… Later, I told AMY that from now on, except for Lan who came to me, if a girl called, she should leave a message and I would call her back.
APPLE called me several times looking for me and I didn’t return any of them.
I drove back to my place until after 7:00 p.m. I saw a white March parked in front of a convenience store. I slowed down and looked at the license plate, it was an APPLE car! She’s waiting for me? Should I meet her?
I thought long and hard about it, decided not to go back now to save APPLE from making another move, and then drove off and ran to the Mugatu Cat Sky to look at the stars until twelve o’clock.
When I got home and the elevator door opened, I saw a note left on my door.
I tore off the note, opened the door, turned on the light, left the note on the bed and went to take a shower… After the shower, I went to get a hair dryer and looked at the note while blowing my hair.
Government∶
I waited for you downstairs today and saw your car come back and go away again. I know you’re avoiding me and I don’t mind!
Then I saw your Lan walking with a big bag, I think it was probably to help you organize your home? She’s prettier in person than in pictures, you have a good eye. You’re getting engaged soon, you must be busy!
I waited until after eleven and couldn’t wait for you, so I’ll go back first, bless you!
APPLE
I thought to myself, “She’s finally dead, it’s good, although I still have heart palpitations when I see her, but it’s just a reminder of our past!
“Doo… doo… doo…” the phone on the bed rang.
“Hello! Who’s calling… who’s calling?”
Strange, the other end of the phone does not speak, I said impatiently into the microphone: “Hello! Who are you looking for? If you don’t say something, I’m going to hang up!”
The person on the other end still doesn’t say anything, so I hang up, “Psycho!” I cursed without a word. After blowing my hair out, I got into bed and went to sleep.
I don’t know what time it was, but I suddenly felt someone walking around the house… and I thought to myself, “It can’t be Lan, can it? What are you doing here in the middle of the night? But I thought that apart from the landlord, only Ran had the key, so I said into the dark room, “Ran! Is that you?”
I tried to get up and walk over, but I realized I couldn’t move my arms and legs, and a thought flashed through my mind: “Oh my God!
Did your best buddy come in and… press on your bed?”
I tensed up for a moment, struggling hard, slowly realized that it is tied up, I thought: it is not a robber to break in? I thought of this back a cold, miserable! Oh, no! If it is a ghost is okay, is a person is bad!
Why is that? Because if it is a ghost, with whom I have no grudge, it should only scare me and will not harm me; if it is a human being, it is a different story, even if it is his benefactor, the “human being” may still be unfavorable to you.
Suddenly, the light was switched on with a “pop” and my eyes could not open from the bright light in the dark environment.
All these circumstances are against me…
Slowly, my eyes began to adjust, and I fixed my eyes to see that it was… it was her APPLE!
“How did you get in here? Do you have a key?”
“I got a locksmith to come and lied to him that I’d forgotten my keys, and he opened the door for me.” Her tone was gentle as she slowly walked towards me…
That’s when I noticed that she had deliberately dressed up, wearing a white shirt on top, a one-piece, tank-top style dress with little red florals, with a row of buttons down the front, a black denim jacket over it, and a light amount of makeup on her face.
I struggled a little more, but still couldn’t get free, so I looked at her: “Did you tie this? Why?”
That’s when I remembered that she must have made that weird phone call at night, she wanted to make sure I was home.
She straddled my body and then lay on top of me and said softly, “I love you, Jeong! I want to have your baby, but you keep rejecting me, so…”
When I heard it, oh my God! What a world! There’s such a thing!
“APPLE! Think it over, I am going to marry Lan for sure, do you want the baby to be born without a father? Don’t do something stupid! It would be unfair to you and the child!”
“That’s okay! I’ll marry my current boyfriend as soon as I’m pregnant with your BABY. I’ll love our baby, he’ll have a father too, and as long as you don’t say anything and I don’t say anything, he’ll love BABY as if he were his own!”
“What makes you so sure I won’t tell?”
She smiled : “If you want your child to be abused, just say so!”
Oh, my God! What a mean trick.
She got up and took off her coat, then straddled me again. I was tied to the bed face up, helpless as a lamb to the slaughter…
She began to raise her hands, as if to masturbate, as if to tease me, and rubbed them on her breasts! Then she slid her fingers over her lips, and she closed her eyes, like she was enjoying it…
She stuck out her tongue and curled it gently to lick her lips. With one hand she was caressing her breasts and with the other she took down her barrette, her long curls adding to the caress. She leaned down and gently teased the base of my ear with the tip of her tongue, then kissed the back of my neck, exhaling softly and gently, and then kissed me again with her warm lips, but I didn’t greet her, I just stayed there and let her do it…
She sat up again and slowly unbuttoned her dress, one by one, then caressed her breasts with her hands… She then took off her shirt, revealing her white lace bra, and then her stockings…
I tried my best not to react, but I’m not a saint, nor am I a willow, not to mention that she was a beautiful woman… and my rod grew bigger and bigger… She seemed to be very aware of my physiological reactions, and took off her bra, and rubbed her hardened nipples with her fingers… and she moaned as if she couldn’t stand the stimulation. She pulled down my pants and pulled out my red-hot rod, rubbing it in the cleavage formed by her breasts…
A burst of pleasure went to her head and she looked up at me, then sped up the grinding… “APPLE stop that, it’s making me uncomfortable…” I said this, but it was actually too much of a thrill.
She grabbed my rod and took it into her mouth, tightening her lips hard, swirling her tongue around my glans, and then working it up and down with her hand. She sucked on my rod so hard that her cheeks hollowed out, and I closed my eyes because I couldn’t resist the pleasure…
She let go of my rod and whispered in my ear: “Zheng, I love you so much! Really love you!
Give me a baby, give me…” and took off her panties.
Her red pussy was red and swollen with excitement, she adjusted her position, took my rod in one hand, aimed it at her own pussy, sat down carefully, but didn’t stick it in. I thought to myself: she must not have tried it this way, so she couldn’t get it in.
At that moment, a tingling sensation came over her, and her rod was immediately pushed into a warm, slippery place, and she let out a moan at the same time! Give me baby… give… me…”
She began to slowly move up and down, her hands were bracing on my arms and her cheeks were flushed. I suddenly remembered that the first time I met her, her face was also flushed, only it was a teenage girl’s mom red.
She started to increase her speed, and I slowly lost my mind to the pleasure, and I started to raise and lower my waist in line with her movements…
She was lying on top of me, her hands gripping my shoulders, and I was moving hard and fast, each movement like a machine gun hitting the enemy’s vitals, and she was moaning to the point of oblivion, twisting her waist as hard as she could…
She began to murmur indistinctly, “Jung! I… I… Baby… want… me…”
Her hands clasped me hard, her legs straightened out, and her pussy contracted, clamping down on my rod again and again. I try to twist away from her, because the signals from the rod tell me: critical! Critical! …
However, I didn’t expect that she would immediately come back to her senses from her orgasm, and clamp her legs around me, preventing me from getting the rod out of her pussy and ejaculating outside of her body. From APPLE in the past to Lan now, they always have a long time to calm down after the orgasm, I wanted to let APPLE have the orgasm first, and while she was still in “reminiscence”, I would get the rod out and ejaculate outside her body.
Ah! Misery… My rod spurted intensely deep inside her pussy, contracting over and over again as if it wanted to shoot all the semen out.
Gradually, I calmed down from the post-ejaculation pleasure and realized that she was still lying on top of me: “APPLE, I’ve given you everything you want, let go of me!”
“I’m going to lie on my back a little longer to increase my chances of conception, so just bear with me for a while!”
Oh, my God! She’s got the “increased chances of conception” thing down pat. She’s for real!
Slowly, sleep overtook me, and I couldn’t stop the sleepyheads from eating me…
“BELL…” The ringing of the alarm clock woke me up.
Oh, my whole body aches. Was what happened last night real or just a dream? Uh… I guess it was a dream! What a strange dream
I got up and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth. Looking at myself in the mirror, I saw that I was as emaciated as if I had returned from the Vietnam War. Suddenly, I saw red bruises on my wrists… I realized with a start that what had happened last night was true!
I went to work with messy thoughts, this whole day I was distracted, AMY took in the document I signed the wrong place, received several calls from old customers but could not name. AMY see my disorder, for me to the boss asked for half a day off to drive me back to rest.
I was lying on my bed, but I couldn’t sleep. I kept thinking, “What should I do if APPLE really has it? What should I tell Lan? Although Apple said that “he” would definitely love Baby, but if the secret leaks out, will Baby be abused?
But for several days in a row, Apple’s name did not appear in the notes on the desk in the office. As Ran and I’s wedding date drew nearer and nearer, I gradually forgot about it due to the busy schedule, until three days before our wedding date…
I was returning to the office from the restroom that day, and when I passed by AMY’s desk, the phone was ringing, and I saw that AMY was printing something in the company’s copy room, so I picked up the phone, “Hello! Chief Office, who’s calling?”
There was a long silence on the other end of the line before she spoke: “Jeong! It’s me…”
When I heard Apple’s voice, I stood there as if I’d been struck by a charm…
I stood there for a while, but she broke the ice first: “I… I… I… I’m going to have a checkup later to see if I’m pregnant, so… you… wait for my good news!” She then hung up the phone.
I walked back to my office and sat down in my chair, “Good… good news? … Heh! My child…”
I was lost in my thoughts until Amy walked in. When she saw that I was having another episode, she shook me vigorously, “Hey! Hey, hey, hey! Come back! Come back!”
“Ah! …who’s back?” I came back to my senses.
“You la! …you’re back!” She smiled and walked out.
I opened the manual, today is April 28th, it’s been almost a month since that night, could it be that APPLE really has…?
I hastily found out her business card and called APPLE’s office, and her coworker said she took a half day off!
I called her cell phone again, and it wasn’t on, and I kept worrying about her, but I didn’t hear back!
Then I slipped out, ran to her door and waited for her, sat in the car and waited until I fell asleep from exhaustion…
The next morning, since I was in the car and my whole body ached from the sleep, I got up early in the morning and continued to wait…
My eyes glanced at the clock in the car at 06:05.
Suddenly, the door of her house opened, and my eyes widened to see that it was… it was… it seemed to be her sister… I hadn’t seen her for a long time, and she’d grown up and was much prettier. I got out of the car and walked towards her to… Her sister was wearing a tracksuit, as if she was going to do some exercise.
“Miss! Good morning to you, please, you must be Yajuan! I’m a friend of your sister’s.”
“Who… who are you looking for and what do you want?” She asked me nervously.
That little girl! After all those movies and McDonald’s meals, it’s only been a few years and you don’t even remember me!
“I’m a former classmate of hers from the Fifth College, I came up from the south on a business trip and stopped by to see her.” Since she no longer remembers me, I’ll lie to her to save her the trouble.
“She didn’t come home yesterday! I don’t know…”
I drove back to the office and looked out the window at all the people and cars in Taipei, the gray sky…
It was after ten, and things were getting busy, when the special fax machine on my desk signaled that it had finished receiving, and I thought to myself, “I wonder who that is? What’s the matter? I tore off the fax and glanced at it carelessly…
“Eh? The words look familiar…” Putting down the work at hand, I took a closer look at them, and they were the words APPLE. She was smart enough to know that I wouldn’t answer the phone, but I’d have to answer it by fax.
I was shocked when I read the contents carefully
Government∶
In fact, I’ve always loved you. I left you because I was young and playful, and I don’t expect you to forgive me, but I have to tell you… At the beginning of the first semester of my fourth year of college, didn’t I work part-time in the evenings? That’s how I met a boy two years older than me who had taken a break from school and was the only son of the owner of that department store chain.
He was very good at playing, every day after work, the car drove to take me out to play, at that time I was young and ignorant, think that is the life. Although you are my initial, my everything is given to you, but, maybe it is stupidity! I just left you in confusion, I think this is the biggest mistake in my life! Now, I’m not in a position to ask you to accept me again, and I have no right to ruin your life with Ran…
Now, it seems that even God is punishing me, and it is impossible for me to carry your baby. I went for a checkup yesterday, and the doctor said I can’t get pregnant. I think I may have hurt myself when I took “his” baby, I really deserve it. I’m so upset and confused right now.
My sister said you did go looking for me in the morning. It’s useless! Don’t look for me anymore. Cherish your Ran! Maybe it’s the last word…
APPLE
I immediately called her office, “Hello! I’m looking for Zhou Yaping. Is she there?”
“She’s not here. I’m her colleague. May I ask if you’re…”
“I’m her friend, my last name is Xu, did she say where she was going?”
“She took a leave of absence, saying she was in a bad mood and wanted to go for a walk… something about a… love stone…”
The Love Stone! That’s where we made a lifelong pact back then and where I kissed her for the first time, I immediately asked AMY to take a vacation for me.
The stone of love is a big stone near the dumb mouth of Siyuan. Back then, a group of us rode our bikes there to play, and it was on that stone that she promised me a kiss and officially became my girlfriend.
My 405 raced down the North Yilan Highway, the squealing of tires from fast cornering, accompanied by the curses of the drivers of other vehicles, as I drove onto the Zhonghong Yilan Spur… I don’t know why, but I always had unsettling thoughts in my mind.
After the car passed Qilan Miaofu, suddenly, there were a few cars, flashing red lights to overtake me, I saw the words “Yilan County Emergency Relief Association” on their rear windshield, my heart began to hairy, turned the car radio to their channel.
A message came over the radio: “A car has gone down the valley, near the dumbwaiter…”
Geez, APPLE won’t do anything stupid!
At that moment, a few more Emergency Relief Society cars passed me, and I followed them, overtaking them all the way… In front of me was Mutekou….
When we got to the dumbwaiter, there were a lot of Emergency Relief Association vehicles parked along the roadside, and one big crane, probably from a nearby project, was hanging something with its boom extended, and the long steel cable was hanging down into the valley.
I parked the car and walked towards the crane, and saw that the guardrail on the roadside had been hit by a big gap, which was right next to our love stone… I had a clear idea of what I was doing, and when I looked at the ground, there was no sign of braking.
After an hour or so, the crane suddenly started to move, and began to raise the cable, and my heart grew tense as the cable was being raised, and I kept thinking to myself, “It’s just a coincidence… a coincidence… it can’t be APPLE’s…”
The car came up, a twisted white March, and I saw a rag doll I’d given her that year hanging from the rearview mirror…
“Ah! … poor Cham fontanel boy… poor thing! …”
I was shocked like a thunderbolt, and I kept looking at the gap…
Today was APPLE’s funeral, and I went to a garden cemetery in Kingsland to see her from a distance.
There were many people standing at her grave, her relatives, I think! There was also a young man crying very hard, her current boyfriend, I think!
I watched her from a distance until they were gone, then I walked over lightly and offered her favorite sunflower, because I used to say that she was like a sunflower, always looking towards the sun, and that she would always shine like the sun!
I took out my harmonica and played the song that I had played for her when we first met: “Ping Gathering”. Gradually, tears blurred my eyes as I thought back to the past…
Finally, I said to her, “APPLE, rest in peace! I forgive you, really! I forgive you…”
I got into the car and looked at myself in the rearview mirror… Go back! Yesterday is over… I’m getting married to Ran tomorrow.
As we started the car and drove towards Lan’s and my home, Na Ying’s song came on the radio: “There is no extension of our relationship, no right to mutual possession… Day and night only alternate without exchange, and we can’t imagine each other’s space, but we still insisted on standing in the same place, dividing ourselves into two worlds You will never understand my sadness, just like the day doesn’t understand the darkness of the night, just like the eternally burning sun doesn’t understand the waxing and waning of the moon…”
(concluded)