I went to a wedding reception the other day.
It was the last thing I wanted to do, the scene was stuffy and a waste of my time, especially since it was a relative of my wife’s that I didn’t even know.
My wife is dead and I am going with my brother-in-law.
I’ve always been very close to my wife’s family and they still consider me family, so I was told to go and it was like giving up on them if I didn’t.
I just went with a perfunctory mood. But as soon as I saw the bride I was stunned.
This bride turned out to be my old flame, Hui.
She saw me and acted as if she didn’t know me. But she’s always been a good actress.
I wouldn’t have thought she’d get married. Maybe women always get married. But to leave me just to marry this rat-like man?
And I certainly don’t show or say anything. She was married, so what was there to mention?
After that, my brother-in-law invited me to a karaoke for a drink, and I was right in the middle of it. Because I was in a really bad mood, I didn’t want to go home alone. The thought of the beautiful Hui cavorting with a man who looked like a rat tonight was like a knot in my stomach.
Does he know how to treat her? Does he know her favorite places to kiss and touch? Does he know how to make her climax several times in a row? How could Hui decide to live with such a man? But maybe he has something I don’t?
Had I asked my brother-in-law, perhaps he would have been able to give me the groom’s information as well, but I don’t ask.
I also had no desire to socialize, but my brother-in-law found a girl for me. They treated me like family and often set me up and introduced me.
I was a little embarrassed because I wasn’t prepared for it, but he was conspiring and suddenly came one without telling me, with his girlfriend. I was already so drunk, and if I had known, I would not have drank so much in case I made a fool of myself.
My brother-in-law and his girlfriend made an excuse to leave early, leaving me with her.
All I remember is that her name was Mei-Jin and I forget what happened. I woke up at home with a splitting headache.
In the afternoon, Mei Zhen called to say hello. It turned out that she was the one who drove me home when I was drunk. I was so embarrassed that I asked if I had lost my temper, and she said, “No, I haven’t! You’re very gentlemanly, or I wouldn’t have called!”
I couldn’t not ask her to dinner, even as a thank you. She seemed much more beautiful today, a very clean-cut girl who didn’t seem to be suited to that kind of nightlife occasion.
I knew she was interested in me as soon as I saw her, and in fact she didn’t call without meaning to. I was also interested in her because she was quite similar to Hui. Also so tall, so white, only slightly thinner.
I talked to her and I took the opportunity to ask her what I had told when I was drunk.
She said, “You mentioned it was hard to forget her!”
Sweat broke out on my forehead. I’m not supposed to mention that Hui is married.
Mei-Jin said, “There’s nothing wrong with that, it just proves that you’re a man who misses his old wife, who misses his wife even though she’s gone!”
I was a little relieved that she thought I was talking about my late wife.
That means I didn’t say who it was.
But who exactly am I talking about? Whether it’s my late wife or Hy, even I’m not sure, because I miss both.
Those two were gone, Mi-jin was new and Mi-jin catered to my needs because I hadn’t had a girlfriend in a year and it was hard for me to adjust to the sudden disappearance of Ah-hui from my life, which I’d been unmotivated by, maybe because it didn’t really suit me, and now Mi-jin intrigued me.
We came and went, and it developed so quickly that it wasn’t long before we had moved beyond friendship.
That night, I kissed Mi-jin in the car.
She was very pliable and did whatever I wanted, and she was quite enthusiastic.
Later I asked her in her ear if she had ever slept with a man.
She said, “Just a couple times, but no problem!”
Actually, I’m going to ask if there’s a problem, and she says there’s no problem, so there’s no problem.
I drove her to get a room.
After her shower, she made the lights dark because she was shy.
Instead, I asked for the lights to be turned on to enjoy it.
The upside for her was that she was really pliable, and she squirmed and said, “Well, you can drive if you like!”
I twisted the light to very bright and she squeezed her eyes shut. I, on the other hand, had my eyes wide open. She was so like Hy, dazzlingly white. In fact, she looked better with the light on, because the peak was a delicate pink, and if you looked at it in dim light, it was just black. If it’s black, it’s pretty much the same with the light on, but if it’s not black without the light on, it’s buried.
But the details are different from A Hui.
Where A Hui is more bulbous, she is flatter, and the shaded parts she is much thicker. A Hui is sparse to the point of bordering on being a child. And the secretion was different. Both were dazzlingly white and slippery, and I admired and played with them intently.
Since I wanted her to be a replacement for Hy, I was careful to give her more stimulation in the same way that I had done and familiarized myself with Hy.
I’m going to make her peak once in my hand first.
Yet she didn’t seem so accepting of this approach.
She was soon writhing with difficulty and seemed close to arriving when she pushed my hand away and pulled me over.
I’m at her side telling her to be patient and she’ll get there.
I told her I used to have a habit of doing that.
She said, “I can’t wait any longer!”
She pushed away when my hand went again. It’s been like that several times.
I had to start, and that’s when she was satisfied.
I told her again that I liked her hands on my body when I was acting, and she did.
But she was obviously not used to this, and whenever she couldn’t help herself she reached for my neck and back, but I didn’t want her to do that and pulled her hand back.
This made my time longer, because without this habitual stimulation I couldn’t peak as easily.
Longer, though, shouldn’t be unwelcome to women, too short is bad.
The long hours had made it seem many times as if she were going to die. But if it had been death, it would have been the happiest of deaths.
After that, we lay slack-jawed, and I knew I had satisfied her most.
I always make my women the most satisfied.
She really obeyed me as she lightly touched my forehead and said, “Did I make you comfortable?”
I nodded, “I’m comfortable, now I want to sleep for a while!”
She said, “Go to sleep, I won’t bother you!”
And she slept softly beside me. It was so nice, and she had the same good qualities of my late wife, being so obedient to me.
Yet again, I wasn’t exactly asleep, but was thinking about Hy.
I met Hui a year after I lost my wife.
At that time I was in a desperate void that Hy could fill.
At first I was a little wary, because Hy was so tall, a head taller than my late wife, and I was under the impression that tall women would tend to be vicious.
But it wasn’t always so, and it wasn’t long before I realized that Hy was very pure and pliable.
I especially understood after I slept with her for the first time. I realized that she turned out to be a virgin, and I asked her why she didn’t make a sound and didn’t refuse.
She said; “Perhaps I should have refused, but again I want to obey you, I want to make you happy.”
I thought she was easy to be casual with, but it turns out she wasn’t. She is very pliable, and she can’t reject me because she likes me.
I brought it up right after I kissed her. I parked and kissed her in the dark and she didn’t object, she just didn’t respond enthusiastically. I found her rather easy and brought it up. She nodded again. I then took her to a room.
I was also more than happy because I hadn’t had one in so long and was very needy and anxious. When I entered the room, I said I would shower first.
I washed and came out with a towel around my body and waited for her, and she went in and washed and came out and got into bed.
I thought she had already done it, but it turns out she just did it when she saw me do it, not that she had been to these places before.
I didn’t turn out the lights either and pulled the towel away. She closed her eyes and let me.
Once the towel was ripped off, the attraction was stronger and I was more excited than I was asking her anything.
As I said, she was sparse as a child’s, and her whiteness set this off so attractively that the sparseness wouldn’t have covered the bright pink.
I was kissing and watching at the same time, and although I would have liked to watch longer, I couldn’t help myself and proceeded hastily.
She’s not very responsive or cooperative, which makes me a little self-conscious. And it’s been too long without, as far as time goes.
Afterward I asked her if she was comfortable.
She said, “I don’t know!”
I said, “Do you not know if it’s comfortable or not?”
She said, “How can I tell?”
I said, “So how am I better than other men?”
She said, “How do I know what other men are like? I’ve never had another man!”
That’s when I realized that she had given me her first time. When I asked for clarification, I realized that she had agreed to it in order to obey me.
I asked her if she was comfortable and she said a little.
I didn’t know how it was a little bit, and asked her to describe it in detail, which she did with great difficulty, and I knew she still hadn’t reached orgasm. But that’s not abnormal, I know a lot of people who can’t reach it in the initial stages.
I told her to put in a little extra time to get there.
She said, “There’s nothing wrong with this now!”
I told her that once she had achieved that once, she would realize that she could not have less of that. And of course she was fine with that, because I was promising her more, not asking her to get less.
In fact, after I explained it to her in a little more detail, I started practicing it. And she was so interested in my explanation that she was much more interested in doing it this time, not just catering to me.
I can hold back this time too, while watching in detail.
She really has a sizable way about her. Very special and first class beautiful. I failed to deliver on anything I promised her though. It took me a long time though, and she said it was great, but she just couldn’t reach it.
I went on, sweating and out of breath, and she looked a little reluctant, as she was not used to such intense stimulation. I had to end it.
I promised her I would try to make it happen later. After a few days, I was able to try again.
She’s just soft and cuddly, and when I say she wants it, she’ll do it.
It was the same after the second time.
The second time around, my promise still could not be fulfilled and she just could not arrive.
This time, I used the method of starting as slow as possible.
I just possessed her at the beginning without moving, and when I did move later, I moved very slowly, thinking that this would give her more time to get used to it and get into that realm easily.
But that still didn’t help, she said it was comfortable but still not in the realm of orgasm. She thinks it doesn’t matter whether she reaches it or not, but I’m not convinced. If I couldn’t reach it, I felt I hadn’t succeeded.
The third time it was still the same, so I stopped in the middle and switched to the hand method, which is what I had suggested to Mei-Jin, but she did not accept. I knew that this method was very effective.
Sure enough, it worked well at first, as you could tell by how strongly she reacted.
She was surprisingly unprepared for this, and as I pushed her senses progressively higher, she gasped for air and at the same time handily told me not to. But she didn’t reach out and push away.
She was afraid that it would get out of hand because the feeling was getting stronger.
I went on, and she didn’t care anymore. If I lost control of this and died, it would be a sweet death.
So she reached for the first time, and the whole thing shrank into a ball, as well as a fountain, and I knew without her telling me that she had succeeded.
Followed, after which she pushed my hand away.
She gasped for a long time and also caught me in a tight grip before she finally relaxed. She had a sweet look on her face.
I was so excited, I asked her, “Is it official now?”
She nodded, “Yes!”
I said, “If you’re tired, don’t do it!”
She immediately shook her head, “I’m not tired!”
I said, “You said it was optional again, and now it’s not!”
She doesn’t answer, she just catches me.
I started. And this time her reaction was obviously quite different from the previous time. She quite obviously arrived again and again.
Followed by me reaching.
Lying completely loose, she fell asleep easily. Before that she didn’t want to sleep. I also fell asleep satisfied.
After sleeping for a while, I woke up before she did.
I said, “How do you feel about this one? Am I telling it right?”
She smiled and didn’t answer, just embraced me, pinning one of my legs and rolling and grinding it.
I said back to her, “Does it want to come again?”
Again, she doesn’t answer, just pulls my hand through. This was unexpected, and it turned out to be her favorite service.
So I came back to serve one more time.
She appeared to arrive quickly and was frantic when she did.
Then she took another break, and then she grabbed my hand again. Again, this was a surprise to me.
I’ve used this method before and it’s always been once. Instead, she wanted it twice.
Turns out it’s not that I’m not doing enough, it’s that she wants it that way so many times.
I maintained this with Hy for over a year and she was always obedient to me and never asked for anything.
But then she left me a letter saying she was breaking up. She had gone to live with her relatives out of town and I couldn’t find her. I don’t know her family, so it’s useless to beg.
I had no choice but to pack it in and live a solo life.
Suddenly, I saw Hui again and she was a bride.
It’s also good that I have Mi-jin again to relieve me of my despondency.
Mei-Jin has different needs in that matter, but it doesn’t matter, Mei-Jin is very accommodating and obedient to me. I also talk to Mi-jin so well.
The fact that I’m so attracted to Mi-jin, I also think I should talk about getting married.
One night, after I was done with her, I suggested to her that she was of marriageable age and that I should remarry.
And she was cold. She said, “We might as well use more time!”
I said, “Maybe you’re not happy that I used to have a lover, but it’s in the past, and I’m not being irresponsible, she’s the one who walked out on me, and she’s married, so there won’t be any more of that!”
When she didn’t make a sound, I added, “It’s true, I was just at her wedding reception the night I met you – I didn’t even know it was her, I didn’t know until I saw her!”
Mei-Jin’s reaction was strong as she screamed, “Why are you telling me this?”
I said, “It’s not a secret!”
She said, “You know better than to tell me? I don’t want to know you’re my sister’s boyfriend!”
I was also shocked, “You’re Hy’s sister!”
She wept, “You were aware of it and you kept it from me until now, and since you kept it from me, you shouldn’t have told it!”
I was puzzled, “How would I know? You’re the one who knows, I didn’t even know she had a sister-shu!”
She said, “We already talked about it the first night we met ah, you went to that wedding reception too, I saw you at the wedding reception, it was my sister’s wedding reception!”
I said, “But-but-but,” I cried, “I don’t remember at all- -I drank too much wine that night ……….”
She said, “I see that you are seeking revenge on my sister, who left you to possess her sister-in-law; no wonder you mention her so often!”
I explained it to her painstakingly and she believed it. I was genuinely unimpressed or I wouldn’t have mentioned it and probably wouldn’t have started.
She cried: “How can I get along with my sister’s old lover? She knows so much about you, and you know so much about her!”
I said, “That’s a statement that I could have used in this sermon as well. But I don’t mind it, it’s not a problem. You don’t mind until you like me?”
She said, “I do dislike you!”
I said, “But you and I are very close! Why else would we sleep in the same bed?”
She said, “Some flaws are learned later!”
I said, “With all those flaws, and you kept quiet?”
She cried and said she wanted to leave, but I wouldn’t let her go and made sure she spoke up. She wasn’t as stubborn as her sister and finally spoke up.
She said, “Actually, my sister left you for the same reason!”
I said, “I don’t think I did anything wrong.”
She said, “In that case, I won’t talk about it.”
I pulled her back again and asked her to tell, so she had to.
She said her sister also told her in great detail why she left her previous mystery lover, only she didn’t realize it turned out to be me. The problem was that I couldn’t forget the previous one. When I was with Hui, I kept talking about my late wife’s virtues, and if I praised Hui, I only praised her for having my late wife’s virtues.
Mei-Jin feels exactly the same way, I’m with her, but I keep using the old comparisons, and there’s an extra Hui. She couldn’t take it and wanted to leave long ago.
I said, “You women! Why don’t you make a sound?”
She said, “This is the kind of thing that is a bummer to talk about, and we’re all trying to be nice to you so that you automatically don’t bring up the old days, but it doesn’t work, and since it doesn’t work, we have to give up!”
I couldn’t insist I was right anymore. I swore I’d change, but it was no use. She was still gone. What couldn’t be changed was the fact that she was Hy’s sister-in-law.
I am still determined to change. I will change it if I get another chance, I know I am very wrong.