Rhyme, after graduating from the university also passed 3 years, currently is a large company a department of the manager of the secretary, after the baptism of society, she is also by the green student into a mature worldly working class, from the appearance of the appearance of her deliberately permed a big curly hair, wearing a pair of old-fashioned black rimmed thick frame glasses, to hide her bright, clear eyes, left hand a mismatched Swatch watch, 365 days a year, always on the body of that! A few sets of dark green, coffee, teal, dark-colored old-fashioned suits, coupled with a long years around the neck of the neck scarf, covering her white thin skin, and let people can not see in the clothes wrapped in the package is a long, slender and delicate figure.
In the eyes of her colleagues, her makeup, at least let her look old almost ten years, and every day at work to see her always pale face, only lightly painted on a bit of lipstick, not much dress up, almost no personal feelings at work, serious to the people will not want to take the initiative to approach her, like a thirty-something years old style of forceful, demanding secretary.
Although her coworkers knew that her actual age was only twenty-five!
She and the company’s female colleagues in the relationship is not bad, but for male colleagues but always did not give them a good look, she entered the company a year later, by chance from the new small staff jumped up to the manager of the personal secretary, in addition to her ability to work, fortunately she has a know how to recognize and use the people of the manager.
Junyu is her top boss is also the manager of this department, only twenty-eight years old, but already sitting in the manager’s seat, his ability to work is highly recognized by the company, by his leadership of the department’s performance year after year, not the slightest impact of the social climate, so he is also considered to be in the company’s high hopes of the important cadres, the upper levels of the authorization of the full him, his actions leadership is also seldom interfered with.
Since he got her as his right-hand woman two years ago, his work has been much easier than in other departments, although many of his coworkers have privately joked with him, “Why don’t you find a prettier, more decent secretary? You’ll be in a better mood at work!”
To Junwoo, Rhyme’s appearance is indeed a bit sorry, but her working ability is inversely proportional to her appearance, but there are not many women who are willing to work hard and do things seriously and carefully these days! If she were to be replaced by a beautiful vase in the office, she would end up exhausting herself!
“The knock on the door interrupted his thoughts, Rhyme came in and said: “Manager, this is the second half of the department’s business plan, I’ve already organized the information of the various groups on your desk, you feel that if there is something wrong, I’ll notify them to modify.” After saying that, she automatically closed the door and walked out.
Looked at her back to turn away, Jun Yu thought in his heart: “Since she entered the company, three years she still hasn’t changed, always business, not much of a smile on the face, no wonder many of her colleagues are not too satisfied with her, but despite this, is still his most relied upon right-hand man.”
He had read her personnel file and knew that she went north to work alone and rented an apartment near the city. Based on his sympathy, he was especially kind to her! Sometimes, after work, he accompanied customers to talk about things, after dinner, and drove her back to her place, she never invited him to go up and have a seat, a cup of tea or something, but simply said, “Thank you.” On the walk up, for him, she has always had a sense of mystery that can not be said.
As soon as she returned home after a long day of work, her landlord called to inform her that her lease was about to expire and that her rent would go up next year. The landlord was so generous that he said, “Next year’s rent will go up by an extra $1,000 a month!” This is a real exploitation of her frugal lifestyle!
After considering it for a while, she decided not to renew her contract and was going to move after she was ready to find a new place to live.
That night, she called her manager to ask for a day off and planned to look for an apartment tomorrow. In the end, the cheap suites near the city were either inconveniently located, too small, or complicated, and she felt that the people living next door were either eccentric or mentally abnormal, which made her feel very insecure. On the other hand, she felt that the room was big enough, the transportation was good, and she felt very comfortable in the suite, but the rent was so expensive that she couldn’t afford it.
With only seven short days left before my lease expires, it looks like I’ll just have to tough it out and take another day off tomorrow to find a new place to live.
When she called the manager to say that she had to take another day off to look for an apartment, Junyu suggested that she say: “If you can’t find a good place temporarily, there is still a room where I live, anyway, I’m still single, it’s still empty, if you don’t mind, you might as well consider it, and I can give you a lift to and from work every day on the way.”
She thought to herself, won’t this save a lot of transportation costs, for the sake of money, Rhyme Almost wanted to say yes, then calmly think about it, it’s better to go and look for it!
Because she thought, in case she agreed, that is not 24 hours a day, have to get along with the manager together, that is not all day like at work? The next day she still could not find a house, she had to return home in frustration, the pain of the past, so that she detested men from the bottom of her heart, even if the heart is no longer willing, but also had to live in the manager’s home for the time being.
The next day, Junwoo was kind enough to drive to help her move, but luckily her only possessions were a computer, three boxes of clothes, and a few miscellaneous items… After moving into Junwoo’s house, the manager gave her a brief tour of the various things that would be put there… She took a quick look around and saw that the manager’s house had three bedrooms, two living rooms, and two bathrooms, which was a lot bigger than the place where she had previously lived, which was only a suite of five pings or so. Junwoo showed her the room she would be staying in, it was a very clean and cozy light blue color, with a small refrigerator, a large double bed, two large closets, a desk, air-conditioning, a stereo set, a large TV, and a bathroom, like a large suite, roughly twice the size of the previous place she had been staying in.
She suppressed her excitement and waited for Junwoo to go out and take the door with him before she happily rolled around on the big bed! She had been fantasizing about having a big bed and a TV for a long time, not having to stay in a single bed that was a bit difficult to roll over in the future, and in the summer she could have air conditioning and a big TV to watch, and when she entered the bathroom, there was also a big bathtub, and she was so happy that she almost screamed out! It was just like the home she had dreamed of having.
At night, Junyu brought a set of newly purchased pink bed sheet set, help her change the bed sheet, Junyu said: “I do not know what pattern girls like? I asked the boss, the boss said girls like Hello Kitty, I bought, should not be too childish, right?”
Rhyme said, “No! No!” In fact, she loved it, and she realized that this room was originally slept in by Junwoo.
Junwoo then said, “Girls are not used to going out of their rooms, so I’ll let you have this room with a bathroom, and I’ll move to the one next door.”
The thought of a realistic landlord, who had renewed her contract and raised the price for her old tenant who had lived there for three years, was a no-brainer!
Rhyme said gratefully, “Thank you! Manager.” Junwoo says, “Call me manager at work, but in private, call me Junwoo!”
Rhyme gathered up her excitement and said, “I’m sorry to live here for nothing, since you won’t charge me rent, I’ll help you pay for utilities every month until I find a better house, if you don’t agree, I’ll move out!”
Junwoo said: “Whatever you want, but I’ll insist on paying half of the utility bills, because even if you don’t live here, I still have to use it. Another thing, please don’t bring your company business home, after work is your own time, you don’t want to live, I still want to live a little longer! Now that the place to live is taken care of, don’t keep taking vacations, I’m so busy I’m getting burnt out from you taking two days off.”
She knows that Junwoo is trying to cheer her up, and she knows that even without her as his secretary, he is more than capable of handling things on his own. In her heart, she is also glad that Junwoo is a sensible person and not a workaholic, otherwise she would not even have time for herself after work.
Junwoo gives her a copy of the key to her room and tells her, “There’s only one key to her room, so keep it safe and don’t lose it.” Meaning he doesn’t have a key to her room, she appreciates Junwoo’s gentlemanly behavior a little more.
For the next month, the two of them passed by without incident. He drove her to and from work, and Junyu said to the public, “Because it just happened to be on the way!” He didn’t let anyone in the company know that the two of them were actually living under the same roof, so as not to spread some bad gossip.
She observes Junyu’s leisure after work, not to the community pool to swim, or at home to watch TV, Internet mail, although there is no bad habits, but she is still a little wary of Junyu, after all, he is a single adult man, at first she is very cautious at night will lock the door to the room, later she realized that she really is a “small man’s heart, the gentleman’s heart! She realized later that she was really “using the heart of a small man to understand the heart of a gentleman”.
And she almost always stayed in her room after work and rarely went out of it, because taking off the heavy, old-fashioned glasses with no prescription, removing the mask of indifference and strength that she had deliberately put on at work, she returned to her identity as a twenty-five year old girl who didn’t want to be seen as her true self after removing her disguise.
At this time she, leisurely holding a packet of snacks sitting on the bed watching HBO, see the time is also about to go to the bath. She lazily soaked in the bathtub, took off the Swatch on her left wrist, her wrist revealed a horrifyingly pale white scar, this is four years ago, after the incident, a moment of thought left behind by the everlasting memories, it is this scar, so that she can not be like other girls, to wear their favorite beautiful watch, so that she always have to wear the watch on the left hand to cover up the ugly scar, but also to make her inner very It also left her with no self-confidence and a complete disappointment in human nature.
After graduating from high school, she deliberately went north to study in order to escape from that sad place. Every time she dreamed of that incident in high school, it would often wake her up in her sleep with fear to the point of tears! Even after graduating from college, she didn’t want to go back to her hometown to face her neighbors’ accusations and preferred to stay in the north to work.
In fact, over the past three years, the manager Junyu really take very good care of her, when she was still a small staff, when the secretary because of marriage and children, intends to resign to go home to raise children, several seniority than her deep female colleagues are scrambling to want to sit on the seat, private competition is very fierce!
On the one hand, Junyu is indeed a rare boss, everything for the sake of the staff, and because in foreign studies, so the concept is also more open than other supervisors, EQ is also higher, in his side to do things better than the other pig-headed managers too much. On the other hand, he is a hundred and seventy-something in height, with a pretty body, handsome face, young and rich, and a good personality, which makes him a good match for many women.
The result was unexpected and she was surprised! But Junyu chose her, who had only been in the company for a year, and whose appearance was not very bright, to take up this important position. In fact, when she first took over the secretary’s job, she was under a lot of psychological pressure, on the one hand, she put too much pressure on herself, and on the other hand, there were people waiting for the opportunity to pull her down, and several times when she made a mistake, she was so anxious that she was about to cry, but fortunately, Junwoo didn’t give her too much reproach, and instead, he encouraged her: “You’re a piece of simple jade, but you just don’t have to refine it, come on! Don’t let me miss your eyes!”
Only later, from the jealous whispers among her colleagues did she realize that Junyu would take her with him when he traveled on business trips, in order for her to receive more travel allowances than was necessary for her work, and it turned out that his own frugal behavior had been seen by him, but he hadn’t ever taken the initiative to ask her about her personal affairs, so she had always been grateful to return the favor of his knowledge and tried to help him share his work, until now.
It was the end of the year, and as usual, the company organized a year-end dinner and a year-end lottery. This year, the company made a great deal of money and chartered a large restaurant as the venue to comfort all the employees for their hard work, and all the employees of the company gathered there. Most of them dressed up beforehand, but Rhyme was still in that scary old lady’s costume. Even her older coworkers look better than she does.
The venue of the meal to adopt the Western-style buffet unlimited supply, everyone ate a lot of fun, and the band played to cheer, we toasted each other, a bunch of people uproar, the more the year-end bonus must drink more, in addition to driving people can not drink, her year-end is also ranked in the department within the top ten, coupled with her manhood is not very good, so a lot of male colleagues deliberately want to see her out of shape to make a fool of themselves, she was poured into a round, she was probably three or four bottles of wine, she began to be a bit overwhelmed and staggering, her cheeks also rose two red haze, the whole person is also hyperactive. After a round, she was probably filled with three or four bottles of wine, she began to be a little bit unable to overcome the alcohol and staggering, her cheeks also rose two reddish hues, the whole person is also excited, began to babble.
Junyu can see, maybe she usually do things in a way that offends a lot of people, some people want to take the opportunity to vent their dissatisfaction, in order to her future days can be better, as long as it is not too much, he can turn a blind eye. But later, the group seems to play up, began to a little too much, a bottle after a bottle of non-stop irrigation, Junyu finally looked down and spoke out: “She is so sincere also drank a lot, should also be enough right!
Don’t scare her into coming to work tomorrow!”
When everyone saw the manager speak out, they knew it was time to be more restrained, and as long as they still wanted to work after New Year’s, no one dared to offend the manager.
Rhyme Drunk to the point of unconsciousness, she slumped on the table and huffed and puffed, and when the tailgate was over, Junwoo helped the drunkenly talking girl into the car to take her back.
It was probably a lot of wind in the car, and as soon as she got out of the car she threw up sadly, soiling her clothes.
He helped her into her room, the first time he’d been in her room since she’d moved in, and saw a strange sign taped to the back of the door that said, “Save hard!” on the back of the door.
Junwoo puts her on the bed and goes to the bathroom to get a basin to spare lest she suddenly throws up again later, she’s all dressed up in a mixture of wine, stomach acid, and the acrid stench of food that’s sickening just to smell!
For fear of dirtying the bed, he took off her jacket, took off her neckerchief, and her blouse got a lot of it. In the moment to undo her clothes, he hesitated for a moment, then he thought: ‘I just want to make her comfortable, but not bad, so there is nothing to be afraid! Besides, I’m not really interested in her.’
He slowly undid her blouse, revealing her powder blue bra, after taking off her blouse, the stench from her body, made him couldn’t help but take a deep breath, and then after taking off her long skirt which was stained with a lot of filth, the lower half of her body was wearing a pair of powder blue panties of the same style as her bra, he told himself that there was nothing to be fussed about, it wasn’t like he hadn’t seen a girl’s body before when he was abroad! But Junwoo still had a quick glance, seeing as she was usually wrapped up tightly, he didn’t realize that she had a pretty standard figure, big where it should be big and small where it should be small.
Taking a peek, her breasts were tear-drop shaped and just the right size, so they could be considered beautiful breasts in the eyes of a man, I guess!
But it’s a shame, I thought to myself! Such a devilish figure with her serious, old-fashioned face was a bit of a riot.
He gently covered her with a quilt, took off her big black rimmed glasses, and after wiping her face, he tried them on curiously to see how nearsighted she really was. She was wearing a big pair of glasses that scared people to death, but after putting them on, he realized that the glasses had no prescription at all!
Taking a closer look at her behind her glasses, he was surprised by her bright, shapely eyes, thin eyebrows, and clean, white face! This was so different from the “harsh evening lady face” she always wore at work. Now she was sleeping peacefully, looking like a young woman, a hundred thousand miles away from her usual impression of being old, dry and mature, so this was her true face! He really couldn’t figure out what was going on in the minds of the new modern women.
He stared at her angelic face for a while, a little stunned, but also a little delighted at Rhyme’s new discovery. With a few more changes to the big curls and a bit of makeup, she’d be unrecognizable to everyone!
He wrung a hot towel on her forehead to make her comfortable, cleaned up the vomit she threw up on the floor just now, put her dirty clothes into the washing machine to wash and dry, and also helped her change the towel a few times. A toss down also almost midnight two o’clock, change was she vomited all over the dirty clothes, took a shower, check the portal is not locked, turn off the lights intend to go back to bed.
Suddenly, I heard Rhyme’s room screaming, “Please, no! Don’t! Help… Help…”
He thought something had happened, rushed in and turned on the lights, it turned out that she was just having a nightmare and talking in her sleep, he was holding her hand to comfort her, gradually her voice is getting smaller and smaller, he wiped off the cold sweat on her forehead, and the tears at the corners of her eyes, and she quietly fell asleep again. Junyu gently closed the door and left, not young, she would also have nightmares, I wonder what kind of dreams make her afraid of tears?
He couldn’t help but smirk from the bottom of his heart when he saw the strange sign on the door before leaving. He was also getting more and more curious about what was going on in her mind. The mystery of her deepened a little more!
The next day’s hangover made Rhyme sleepy until ten o’clock in the morning before she reluctantly got up and looked at her watch! It’s already ten o’clock, and I’m late for work! She jumped out of bed in a hurry, only to realize that her bonus for this month’s full-time work was going to be lost! She hurriedly jumped out of bed, only to realize that she was only wearing a pair of pants, usually she slept in her pajamas, how could this happen? She couldn’t even remember how she got home yesterday.
Her headache was killing her! She fought back the dizziness and hurriedly picked out an old-fashioned work suit to put on, quickly brushed her hair, picked up her large glasses and prepared to hide her pair of clear eyes and put on a strong, cold side, when a note on the table attracted her attention.
“Don’t be nervous! I’ll take the day off for you, don’t worry about your full attendance bonus for the month, the black coffee on the table is great for hangovers, have a nice day at home!
Jungwoo”
She was a bit touched and felt warm in her heart, but not long after, she saw the clothes she wore yesterday and the powder blue bra drying on the balcony, and then she thought, could it be that he was the one who helped her change out of her clothes last night? Wouldn’t he have seen her whole body? Oh my god, it’s so humiliating! Thinking about it, Junwoo wouldn’t have violated her while she was unconscious, right?
And then she thought that then her three years in the company, the deliberate disguise is not found out? She chafes at why she drank so much yesterday, and what face she’s going to take to face him tomorrow. She then spends the day in an uneasy mood, and as soon as Junwoo returns home in the evening, she rushes to hide in her room.
Early the next morning, she put on her big black glasses and went to work as if she was serious. She walked into the manager’s office with anxiety, Junwoo gave her some verbal instructions to deal with, she noticed how Junwoo’s face expression was a bit twitchy when he was talking, when she was puzzled, she took the door and left, but a burst of laughter came from behind the door, which made her nervousness turn into a bit of anger just now.
Without realizing it, the two of them had been together for almost three months, but neither of them had taken the initiative to mention what had happened on the night of the tailgate.
For her, living in the manager’s house is so comfortable and less burdensome that she doesn’t even want to look for an apartment. Junwoo also thinks it’s nice to have someone to keep her company at home, at least she can chat when she’s bored.
Shortly after the Chinese New Year, Junyu drove Rhyme down to the south of China to visit a major client and expand his business, and was expected to stay for a week. It took a long drive to get there, and after visiting only one client on that day, it was dark, so the two of them had to find a hotel to stay in, because the single rooms were booked out on that day, and there were only double rooms left, so he booked a double room.
At night after a bath, one person each sleeps in a bed, Junwoo because of driving all day car is too tired, a lie down not long to fall asleep, sleep in the middle of the night, he was Rhyme’s screams woke up: “Do not! Don’t! No! Help! No!”
He knew she was having nightmares again, except she said pretty much the same thing almost every time.
Rhyme himself also woke up, slowly sat up, Junwoo see her face is not dry tears, kindly asked her: “have a nightmare?” She nodded cautiously, Junwoo sat down beside her and held her hand and patted it gently, comforting her: “It’s okay! It’s okay!”
She hurriedly pulls out her hand from his grip, and Junwoo asks her, “Did you dream of something horrible?” She says, “Yes!”
Junwoo said, “You often have nightmares and say almost the same thing in your dreams, do you want to say it out loud to make it better?”
She looked up in panic and said in a stern tone, “There’s really nothing, no need for your concern!”
Junwoo wonders what’s gotten into her! Since she doesn’t want to talk about it then forget it!
Joon Woo gets up to turn off the light to go back to sleep, and Rhyme says, “Can you leave the light on?”
He thoughtfully left the ceiling light on all night, and she said, “Thank you!” Turning around, she pulled on the covers and wrapped them tightly around her and went back to sleep.
Since the last time to see her deliberately hide the other side, he also gradually no longer take her as just a boss and subordinate working relationship, there is also a feeling for her, like an indescribable feeling, he felt that since the day of the tailgate, she will no longer deliberately hide in the room after work, and sometimes take the initiative to go out of the door to the living room and he watched TV, chatting together. He didn’t ask her why she usually dresses like that. It was a tacit understanding between the two of them! Although in the morning she would turn back to the “harsh secretary”.
Later days, early in the morning scheduled schedule and shopping malls on all kinds of socializing, more so that the two feel doubly tired, once the end of the daily schedule, Junyu will take her back to the hotel, change uncomfortable suit, tie, take her out to eat a meal. Maybe it is to escape from the original tense working environment, the two are also close to the same age, she is not as in the company as the constraints on him, after work to him also began to talk and laugh, back to the hotel, she always dutifully every day to organize the information before going to bed.
This night, a tired she went to sleep not long, dreaming of the previous situation, a sudden shock to wake up, only to see Junwoo sitting beside her sympathetic comfort her, she sat up face gasping, Junwoo patted her back, soothing her: “It’s okay! It’s okay!” Junwoo gets up and plans to go back to his bed to go back to sleep, and she asks him, “Aren’t you curious to ask me why I often wake up in the middle of the night?”
He said, “Everyone has everyone’s right to privacy, if you really want to talk about it, you will naturally say it to me at that time, no need for me to ask you!”
Perhaps it was his respect for her that gave her the impulse to ask him, out of nowhere, “Would you be interested in hearing a true story?” He said, “Sure! I don’t want to go to sleep yet either.”
She asked again, “Can you swear not to tell?” He guessed it was probably about her nightmares or her past, right? He jokingly held up four fingers and said, “I’ll give you four!”
She slowly revealed a secret that had been hidden in her heart for years…
There was a girl from the southern part of the country who was the head of the classroom arts department in high school. It happened that Christmas was approaching, and the teacher asked her to find a few classmates to decorate the classroom after school, so that everyone could have the atmosphere of Christmas. One day after school, she and one of her classmates worked hard in the classroom to catch up with the work, because it was a little late, her classmates said they would go home first, and she wanted to finish the work before going back, because there were only a few things left.
While she was concentrating on her poster, she didn’t know when two outsiders appeared and quietly walked behind her, she turned her head, two delinquents who looked like hooligans, one of them framed her from behind and reached out to cover her mouth so that she couldn’t scream, and the other taller one brought the front and back doors of the classroom closed, and also turned off the lights on the ceiling.
Junwoo never thought it would be like this, he gathered up his joking expression and sympathetically took the initiative to hold Rhyme’s cold hand, hoping to give her some courage.
The girl’s tears fell out of her eyes as she thought of what might happen to her later, and a strip of cloth had been stuffed into her mouth that they had prepared in advance. No matter how much resistance a girl puts up, she can’t be stopped by two crazy men, she was thrown onto a desk that was intentionally put together, and the two of them quickly removed her uniform and underwear, one of them bit her nipples and breasts, one of them reached under her skirt and rubbed hard between her legs, and the other one grabbed her hands so that she couldn’t fight back, and she could only keep on struggling, and whimpering, screaming ∶She could only keep struggling and whimpering: “Please, don’t! Don’t! Let me go!”
The man quickly removed her panties, revealing her only a handful of sparse pubic hair lower body, a thick finger without warning into the girl’s lower body, a strong sense of tearing pain so that she was going to die, the man saw her painful expression but the more excited, more hideous expression of wantonly ravaged her lower body. After a while, his pants and underwear down to his feet, revealing his hard, angry, full of veins, he deliberately put his prick to her face, scared her scared straight shaking her head, more desperately struggling, but caused the two more exuberant desire for conquest!
Then two strong hands roughly spread her legs, the man spit on the prick, holding the prick against the girl’s lower body, perverted lewd smile to her, said: “Little slut, now the big lazy teachings to help you deflowering!” Said a push, a burst of pain, as if the lower body was stabbed in like a knife, the strong tearing sensation makes her almost fainted from the pain.
The man’s lower body kept ravaging her immature body, and she realized that any resistance on her part would be futile, as the two men’s lewd words kept filling her ears: “This is great! Virgins are different… this pussy is so fucking tight… fuck… fuck you to death… does it feel good… does it feel good to be taught by a lazy man… okay… hurry up! It’s my turn!”
When one had finished, she switched to the other, and she was so numb that she could not remember how many times they had switched… She was usually dry, mature and indifferent, but for the first time, she burst into tears in front of him, and her hot tears fell slowly, drop by drop, along the side of her face onto the back of his hand, and Joon-woo could vaguely feel the heat of the tears, the pain inside her heart!
He signaled her to stop talking, but she said it was okay! And went on again.
Later on, the girl had resigned herself to not putting up any resistance, clenching her teeth, only hoping that this would end quickly, and even more so, hoping that this was just a nightmare and that she would wake up with nothing having happened! But the sharp pain coming from her lower body mercilessly shattered her fantasies.
Afterwards, the two of them also put the girl’s wall newspaper knife on her neck, the two of them respectively stuffed the dirty thing stained with transparent liquid and blood into her mouth, threatening to cut her throat if she dared to bite down, she could only be afraid to let them take turns to put that dirty thing into her mouth and thrust to let off their desire. In the end, the two of them laughed lustfully and left, and said that they would definitely come back to her when they had time to have a good time!
Junwoo felt her grip on his hand tightened, he could feel her fear and dread, Junwoo heard this and was also saddened to the point of not being able to say any words of comfort, he could not imagine that there is still this kind of scum in the society, that they could bear to hurt such a simple girl, creating their own momentary happiness on the pain of other people’s life, this kind of people should really go to the nineteenth layer of hell after death!
Rhyme continued. Later, when the girl went home, she found that she had been abused to the point that her breasts were bruised and covered with scratches left by them, her lower body was also in pain with some blood, and her face was slapped to the point that it was red and swollen, all she could do was to cry out in pain helplessly and, as if unconsciously, she had been washing her body with great force, and she only felt that she was really so dirty, and she couldn’t get clean no matter how much she washed herself!
After the girl was raped, she was very afraid that she would get pregnant, and also very afraid of meeting those two men again, and did not know what to do? It wasn’t until her family felt something was wrong with her, discovered the bruises on her body, and asked her about it that they realized everything, and hurriedly took her to the hospital for a checkup and also helped her transfer to another school. But then things gradually spread to the ears of the neighbors, and they began to point fingers at her, and some even thought that she had been raped, and that she must have been raped because she had acted casually and improperly, thinking that she had deserved to be raped!
There are also people behind her back, saying that she is a “bad pear pretending to be an apple, broken hemp fake in the room”.
After graduating from high school, the girl could no longer stand the pressure, and resolutely went north to study to escape from this piece of heartbreak.
After that girl had been in college for a while, she felt like she should have gotten back on her feet, and during her college years tried to accept the advances of a guy who had a crush on her, and dated him for almost two years, having a happy time together!
Later on, her boyfriend finally made further requests to her, and kept hinting that she wanted to go deeper besides holding hands and kissing. Although she also felt that her relationship with her boyfriend was very stable, and he treated her very well, but the shadow of her rape made her keep refusing his request, and then his boyfriend kept begging and cajoling her with kind words, and even said to her: “No matter what happens, I will always love her!” She thought he meant it.
Finally, she agreed to his request one time, before she decided to give herself to him completely, she felt that she should first confess her past to her boyfriend, so she mustered up the courage to tell him: “I was once gang-raped in high school!”
She naively thought that her boyfriend would comfort her, tolerate her, and forgive her previous transgressions, but she was wrong! She didn’t expect her boyfriend’s face to change drastically when he heard that! He put on his clothes and turned around and left, leaving her with a face of dismay and shame. She still can’t forget the contemptuous look in his eyes when he left, as if she was a whore.
Since then her boyfriend has been distant from her, causing her to be sad for a while, she didn’t realize that when she gave her heart, this would be the result!
Later, even the fact that she was raped spread on campus, making her walk on campus afterwards and never be able to hold her head up, suffering alone from other people’s pointing fingers, all kinds of different, contemptuous, sympathetic eyes, and her easily healed wounds were cut open again in a bloody manner!
She could only hide in the quilt at night to cry, one day she finally could not stand the pressure, a moment of thought, while her roommate went to class, in the bathroom to slit her wrists to commit suicide, but fortunately was found by other students, rushed to send her to the hospital to retrieve a life.
So after this unpleasant experience, she hated men even more and felt that nothing they said could be trusted!
Rhyme’s eyes drifted a bit as she said, “This girl only hopes to save enough money in the future to buy a house of her own and have a stable job, she will be very satisfied!”
Junwoo as if he could see through her: “So, that girl began to desperately save money, can not afford to dress up, lunch, dinner are randomly eaten, sometimes eat a noodle, eat bread to solve a meal, want to save enough money to buy a house of their own, so that she can feel secure, the fragile and sensitive self hidden behind the glasses, deliberately put on a mask of toughness, for fear of being hurt again by other people. hurt, right?”
She looked up at him in surprise, and seeing as she didn’t admit or deny it, she was probably right!
He went on to say: “But in my opinion, none of this is her fault, she is just unlucky to meet a bad person, that girl is too pessimistic about life! She’s too pessimistic about life! She won’t be happy for the rest of her life.”
Rhyme said evasively, “It doesn’t matter! At least now she doesn’t think she’ll be hurt any more!” Although her mouth is like this, but the indisputable tears are from her eye frame is constantly overflowing.
Junwoo pressed Rhyme’s head against his broad chest, letting her cry enough to vent her long pent-up emotions, he shook his head and thought to himself: ‘How could such a tragic thing happen to her? If I were her, I would have gone crazy or died!
After a while, he felt that his pajamas were soaked through with her tears, and the twitching and choking after crying had diminished, so it turned out that Rhyme had cried until she was tired, and her demeanor had begun to drift off a bit.
Junwoo flattens her on the bed, covers her up and says, “You’re tired, stop thinking and sleep well!” She slowly opens her eyes and says, “Please don’t tell anyone!” Junwoo nodded gently and she closed her eyes in peace. When she falls into a deep sleep, he pulls out the hand that was held tightly by her from the beginning to the end.
While she was asleep, Junwoo secretly took off the watch on her wrist, the white deep and long scars that he saw shocking! He thought to himself: ‘What kind of resolute courage made her cut this knife?’ He gently put the watch back on, his heart now in addition to sadness and reluctance, so these are her nightmares!
He also understood why she always wore an electronic watch with a mismatched wide band and on her left hand unlike other women, so it was to cover up the mistakes she had made, as well as sometimes in the middle of the night, he would hear her unintentional dreaming and the faint sound of crying.
For him, he was only now beginning to get to know the real her, the one under the mask, after three years together!
Early in the morning, the two did not say anything, the whole day’s work down, sometimes even if the two eyes will meet, will intentionally or unintentionally dodge each other, she was afraid that he would look down on her, but also regret that last night, how would I be so impulsive, to say their hearts buried for a long time; and he was afraid that she felt embarrassed and inferior, has not been the initiative to mention last night’s events.
A week’s worth of business trips is going by in a flash, and I’m getting things done a day earlier than scheduled.
He was going straight back to the office, but Rhyme said in the car, “Manager, can I discuss something with you?” Junwoo said, “What is it?”
She said cautiously, “Can you stop by my house later and let me check it out? My home is nearby and I haven’t been there for a long time.” He didn’t want to go back to the office so early anyway, so he said, “Okay!”
She added, “Manager, can we discuss one more thing?”
He asked, “What’s wrong?” She said, “My parents were worried about me living alone in the north. She said: “My parents are very worried about me living alone in the north, originally refused to let me stay in the north, so I lied to them that I have a boyfriend, a boyfriend will take care of my life, so they are willing to let me stay in the north, wait a moment you can temporarily pretend to be my boyfriend?” Junwoo was shocked when he heard this and slammed on the emergency brake: “What? Your boyfriend?”
She says, “My parents are already old, I don’t want them to worry too much about me, that’s why I lied to them, so if you think it’s too much of a stretch, you don’t have to!” For the sake of her filial piety, Junwoo agreed to her.
Probably near the countryside, the closer the car is to her home, her look is getting more and more nervous, hurry to tidy up her appearance, Junwoo also bought a gift box as a gift to meet at the roadside fruit shop, he felt that this is what should be done politely.
Her family is in a simple village in the south, after getting off the bus on the way to meet a few of her old neighbors pointing behind her, saying: “Hey! Isn’t that Rhyme from next door? She hasn’t been back in years, and she’s the one who was raped! The guy next to her is not bad looking, but I didn’t think she had anyone else!
I’m sure he doesn’t know about it yet, poor…”
All these whispers reached Rhyme’s ears, making her frown and bow her head in shame.
At this time, Junyu deliberately in front of those people, seemingly close to the arm around her waist, like a couple like in her ear and said to her: “your village of three nuns and six women how each tongue as fat as the night market sausage!
Why wouldn’t talking even go to bite into that?”
His humor made Rhyme laugh, too, and she was grateful for his intention to keep her from being too embarrassed in the moment, and a little relieved!
Walking up to a small detached bungalow, she nervously knocked on the door and a lazy voice came from inside: “Looking for someone?”
When the door opened, it was a woman who looked to be in her forties, probably her mom!
As soon as her mom saw her, she was so happy that she hugged her with tears in her eyes and said, “Ah, my good daughter, you’re finally back!” She exclaimed: “My old man! My dear! Come out and see who’s back!”
After a while, an old man in his fifties with half-white hair came out from inside: “Who is it?”
Rhyme called out excitedly, “Dad!” Her father also excitedly gripped her hand and said, “Ah, it’s good to be back! It’s good to be back!”
Junwoo thoughtfully passed a tissue to Rhyme to wipe her tears, and her mom said to Junwoo, “Hello! Hello!
Welcome! You’re…”
Rhyme snaps, “Mom, he’s the boyfriend I was telling you about! His name is Junwoo!”
Her mom said, “Oh, welcome! Junwoo, welcome. Come on in and sit down! You haven’t had lunch yet, have you?”
Rhyme said nervously, “Mother, don’t bother! I’m just on my way back from a business trip, and we’re going back to the office in a few minutes.”
Her mom said with a little disappointment, “It’s not often that you come back, have a meal before you leave! Dad and mom haven’t seen you for a long time.”
Rhyme looks at Junwoo with pleading eyes, hoping that he can help her out at this time, but Junwoo instead says, as if he’s against her, “Right! That’s right! It’s not that bad of a time to come back and have a meal before you go. You said your mom’s cooking was good, and I’m really hungry.” Rhyme helplessly gave him a reproachful look.
Her father also said: “Right! A, you have not been back for more than two years, let your mom to see you more, she misses you and very worried about you, every now and then on my broken.”
Her mom killed a chicken and cooked a big table. During the meal, her parents asked her, “Ah, aren’t you going to introduce your boyfriend to us?”
Rhyme said, “He used to study abroad, and now he’s the manager of our company, and my top boss!”
Her mom said, “Wow! Yeah. – Yeah! Good! So young to be a manager, and so good-looking.”
(Taiwanese)
Her father asked, “How long have you known each other?”
Rhyme was afraid that Junwoo would say the wrong thing and answered, “Not long, just two years.”
Her mother said: “Junyu, we have nothing to entertain in the countryside, this is our own local chicken, you can’t eat it outside, this green vegetables are also grown by ourselves, no pesticides, don’t be polite, eat a little more.” He also enthusiastically helped him with many dishes.
Rhyme Seeing that her parents probably believed her, she was relieved to finally have a proper meal.
I didn’t expect her father to suddenly say, “Do you have any plans for when you’re going to get married? I’ve already prepared your dowry for you!”
Rhyme A mouthful of rice almost spewed out of her mouth and almost swallowed it, her mother hurriedly scooped up a bowl of soup for her to drink: “Don’t eat so fast!”
Rhyme hurriedly said, “Dad, no one can do it that fast!” His father said, “That’s not fast, your mom would have given birth to you at your age.”
Rhyme said, “Abba, are you worried that your daughter is not wanted and you are in a hurry to marry me off?”
Junwoo picks at his meal and watches with amusement as Rhyme tries to play the role of a good daughter, he instead acts like a show watcher, he never noticed that she, who had been so cold around him for two years, had such a life-like side to her, and he feels that he has gained a new understanding of her.
Her mom said to Junwoo, “Junwoo, our A is not bad looking, and she’s kind, but she’s stubborn and headstrong!”
Junwoo also played his part well, saying, “Auntie, no. She’s very nice! She’s very nice. Everyone says she’s pretty and gentle.”
His parents looked at each other happily and smiled: “That’s right! That’s right!” It’s like “Mother-in-law looking at son-in-law, the more you look, the more interesting it gets!” Her parents also liked Junwoo.
Even though it was an act, Rhyme couldn’t help the blush that crept up her cheeks.
When she was leaving, her parents told her to come back to visit often when she had time, and asked Junyu to take care of her and tolerate her more in the future, and also brought two big bags of oranges that they had grown themselves and asked them to bring them back to Taipei to eat.
When they got into the car on the way back to the north, Rhyme said, “My parents are from the countryside and are quite direct in their speech, so I hope you don’t mind, and I really want to thank you for this time.”
Junwoo said, “No. Your parents are quite hospitable! Your parents are quite hospitable, and it’s been a long time since I went abroad to study, so I haven’t felt this kind of human touch.”
She asked him: “Have you ever had a girlfriend?” He said: “Of course, when studying abroad, but then I had to return home, after all, my family are here, and she wanted me to stay there, and finally had to break up.”
She asked him cautiously, “Then why don’t you have a girlfriend until now? Are you really like the female colleagues in the company rumors, you have some sexual orientation problems?”
He laughed and said, “Jesus Christ! So, if you haven’t had a girlfriend in a long time, you have a problem with your sexuality? You guys are so imaginative! The reason I haven’t had one yet is because I’m not too young to get married, and I can’t just break up like I did when I was younger, so I think about it more carefully, and unless it’s a woman who really makes my heart sing, and makes me want to settle down, I’d rather have more than less.”
He jokingly said: “You interrogated me for so long, said to the mouth is also a little thirsty, you also have a little conscience, peel a tangerine to eat it!”
She peeled an orange, and carefully removed the filaments, and seeing that he was driving, she kindly peeled it off and fed it to him, petal by petal.
He ate one and said, “It’s really sweet and juicy!” She proudly said, “Of course it depends on who grows it!”
Junwoo laughed out loud and sprayed some juice on the corner of his mouth, she drew the tissue paper in the car and wiped the corner of his mouth clean, then both of them realized that this action seemed too intimate, so the atmosphere in the car was a little bit awkward, spreading a strange feeling.
After a few months, the two of them still maintain the relationship of boss and subordinate in the company, in the company she is still the same as before, nothing has changed, Junyu is also a gentleman to keep the promise did not tell Rhyme’s secret, so Rhyme to his goodwill is also a little more.
Sometimes in the morning when she makes her own breakfast, she will also help him make a copy, at the table together watching the morning news or newspaper, after work to come home to change into a relaxing clothes, together with the feet to watch TV, chatting in the company gossip and trivia. In fact, the two people live as if they were living together, just that neither of them realized it!
Once she did not take good care of her body for a long time, once in the middle of the night a sudden attack of stomach pain, the pain she died, he was anxious and sweating hurriedly sent her to the hospital to take a gastroscope, found that her stomach bleeding slightly, he took the next day off to take care of her for a day, because her relatives are in the south, she begged him not to let her parents know worry, so then a few days he went to work during the day, and then went home after work to shower and change clothes at night, then rushed to the hospital to stay with her and take care of her. He went to work during the day, went home after work, took a shower, changed his clothes, and then rushed to the hospital at night to be with her and take care of her.
Sick people in the psychological vulnerability, but also more easily moved, several times she woke up in the middle of the night, see him obviously work during the day is very tired, in order to take care of her at night, but also have to lie down in the corner of the hospital bed every night to sleep, can not go home to rest properly, her heart some intolerance and touched!
One time when Junwoo wasn’t around, the nurse said to her secretly, “Is the one who comes here often your boyfriend? He’s so nice to you, it’s really admirable!”
After she was discharged from the hospital, he was even more careful to take care of her every meal, advising her that she should not eat this which is not nutritious and that which will hurt her stomach! The doctor said to eat more of this, did you take your medication on time today? She is not allowed to eat something that is not nutritious in order to save money.
She thinks that the woman who can be loved by Junwoo will be the happiest and most blissful woman, only that person will never be her! It’s not that she doesn’t feel the true love he unknowingly shows her, but she’s just deliberately trying to ignore it.
This day is Junwoo’s birthday, after work Junwoo with colleagues in the company to go outside to celebrate, back home at eleven o’clock in the evening, he entered the door to see Rhyme sleeping on the sofa, thinking how she fell asleep on the sofa?
At night also do not turn on the light, just to shake her awake, but saw the tea on the set a small cake, the top of the inserted two 29 candles, he realized, the original she was waiting for him to come back, to help him celebrate his birthday. He gently woke her up, she hurriedly got up, ruffled her hair and said : “You’re back, I’m sorry, accidentally I fell asleep!”
She looked at the clock and said, “Shit! It’s almost twelve o’clock at night, we have to cut the cake quickly, otherwise it will be unlucky!” She took out a small, beautifully wrapped gift, gave it to him and said, “Happy Birthday!”
He asked her, “Are you trying to impress me by being so nice to me?”
She said : “Of course, you are the boss and the landlord, in case you fire me and kick me out, then won’t I have to live on the street? On the one hand, thank you for taking care of me for the past three years, on the other hand, I also want to thank you for the last business trip to help me fool my parents that time.”
She urged him to hurry up and make a wish before it was too late, and he jokingly said, “Every year I make a wish, but it doesn’t come true!”
She innocently said, “It’s okay, if you promise a few more times, maybe one day it will come true.”
He was suddenly slightly touched by her, just like in tonight’s birthday party, there were colleagues in the company who obviously weren’t really familiar with each other, but in order to curry favor with you, in order to make connections, they also had to act as if they were familiar with each other, adding the reality of interests into the consideration of simple interpersonal relationships, he couldn’t help but feel a little bit of emotion, but more than the others, at least she would be honest enough to really say what she was trying to do.
Since he knew about her previous unfortunate encounters, he was finally able to understand her strange behavior, she was really more precocious and sensitive than girls of the same age, so she deliberately suppressed herself, deliberately made her appearance old and serious, thinking that she could keep herself from getting hurt, sacrificed material enjoyment in life in order to be able to buy a house early, and didn’t have any of the traits that a girl of twenty-five years of age should have.
He couldn’t bear to see her abuse herself like that, it really wasn’t her fault that something so unfortunate had happened, and he wondered if maybe there was something he could do for her?
In his mind there is an interesting plan is gradually taking shape, suddenly asked her: “Birthday, the birthday girl is the biggest?” Without thinking too much about it, she answered him directly, “Yeah! Why do you ask?”
He thought for a while, in front of her face to say his three strange wishes: “The first wish: I hope that from tomorrow onwards, can no longer see your big curly hair and that pair of big glasses! Second wish: I wish that from tomorrow onwards, I would no longer see a serious old secretary with a pale face in her seventies! Third wish: I wish…”
The third wish he made was for himself, so he made it silently in his heart without saying it.
Rhyme Stuck there on the spot, not knowing what to say, just now she was the one who said that the birthday girl was the biggest, but these two wishes were really strong for her, she quietly ate the cake and then went back to her room.
Junwoo waits for her to enter the room and opens the gift, it’s a pair of very practical yet new and handsome tie clips, it’s rare that a frugal person would break the bank and buy him a gift, and it doesn’t look cheap either, she really does have a lot of heart for him!
The next day, Junwoo wakes up early in the morning still to see a serious old Xuemian secretary wearing glasses, though he’s already prepared for that, and if she’s that easy to change, she wouldn’t be the Rhyme he’s known for the three years he’s spent with her.
He deliberately pinned the tie clip she gave him to his tie and said to her, “Good morning! Thank you for the gift, it suits me!”
When they arrived at the office, both of them focused on their work until after work… Instead of going straight home, he drove her to a well-known hair salon, where he inexplicably pulled her into the salon and said to the hairdresser, “This young lady would like to have an ionic perm with a hair vent.”
Realizing he was serious, she protested, “I don’t want it!”
He said in a tough manner, “Either you change your hair today or I change my secretary tomorrow, you decide, right?”
She said angrily and loudly, “You deliberately pressurized me with your position and forced me!”
Junwoo said, “So what? Anyway, you know that there are a lot of people waiting to fill your shoes.”
She was so furious that she was on the verge of losing her usual sanity, and the argument between the two of them really startled the lady at the hair salon as well!
However, when she thought of the current social recession, it is so difficult to find a job, for the sake of the rice bowl, she no matter how angry still had to bow down.
Jun Yu in a side looking at the magazine also looked at her, lest she “run away”, her original black messy big wave hair, after the hairdresser’s handiwork, into the coffee color of the long straight hair, looks really young a lot, even Jun Yu can not help but from the heart of her praise. Then pulled her to the department store counter, looking for the counter lady to help her pick a few sets of work can wear clothes, he specifically asked the counter lady to pick bright colors, a little bit of youthful atmosphere, dark colors and too old-fashioned clothes are not.
Rhyme, on the other hand, has been acting like a wooden man from start to finish, with a stony face to show her silent protest!
Junyu swiped his card and carried her new clothes in a big bag, but he didn’t intend to let her go, and dragged her to the cosmetics counter, asking the counter lady to recommend some of the season’s popular cosmetics, and teaching her the more popular make-up methods.
As soon as she got home, she stormed into her room without a word of anger, threw the door vigorously and locked it.
The next day Junyu woke up earlier than usual time, as soon as he woke up, he went to knock on her door, called her to get up, wait for her to get ready as soon as she came out of the room. He has long been psychologically prepared, she will definitely and he on, she deliberately want to gas him like, still wearing that big glasses, an old-fashioned suit and neckerchief, the same white face, with yesterday just get good hair, looks like a kid pretend adult, really is more than the original more comical, so that he almost laughed to the fork in the air!
He said resentfully, “Let’s go when you’re changed! I’m not afraid to be late anyway, I’m not like someone, I’m not short of a bonus for perfect attendance every month.”
Rhyme, like he’d caught him in a weak spot, scratched her hair angrily and yelled, “Ahh~~!” She rushed into the room again. He thought to himself, “I know my daughter like a mother!” It’s just that her personality is not a bit stubborn and obstinate, but “very” stubborn and obstinate.
After almost twenty minutes, for the sake of money, she finally obediently changed into the new clothes she just bought yesterday and put on a proper normal makeup. When she walks out of the room, even Junyu can’t help but look dumbfounded! In his mouth, he couldn’t help but exclaim, “Oh, My God!”
Standing in the doorway of the room, her coffee-colored flowing straight hair draped over her shoulders, goose-egg face with curved willow leaf eyebrows, fine eyelashes specially folder longer curved, take off the glasses after the bright pineapple eyes painted with lavender eye shadow, the eyes are also particularly charming, attractive, soft thin lips coated with shiny transparent glossy pink lip gloss, people can not help but want to go to the kiss, was originally a miserable cheeks are also smeared a layer of light peach blush.
The low-cut V-neck fitted pink blouse, the water blue A-line skirt, the thin white neck that had been covered by the neckerchief, is now only tied with a yellow silky silk scarf, revealing a small piece of clear white chest and a sexy little cleavage that can be seen.
Junwoo felt that even when he was abroad, he had never seen such a beautiful woman who captivated his heart, he was satisfied to admire his masterpiece, it was really perfect! He thought that after working together for three years, it was only now that he really knew her, and in the time before that, he didn’t know what kind of excrement had stained his eyes, but he hadn’t even realized that such a beautiful and moving woman was close at hand, and that it was really because of age that even his eyesight had deteriorated!
Rhyme held back her anger and said coldly: “Manager, have you seen enough? Can you leave now?
I’m going to be late!” He then took her to work, secretly happy that the first step of the project, “Innovative Packaging”, had been completed! Now…
When she arrives at the office, she doesn’t seem to have much security in her makeup, and stays close behind Junwoo’s broad behind, with people pointing at her and admiring her beauty along the way once they enter the office!
Some male coworkers even took the initiative to ask Junyu: “Manager, who is this beautiful woman? Introduce her, why haven’t I seen her before?”
Junwoo deliberately joked: “I know the original secretary was too old-fashioned, in order to improve everyone’s work efficiency, I bear the pain to fire her. Let me introduce you to the new secretary, please take care of her from now on.”
The male coworkers, unaware of this, thought it was true and rushed to shake hands with her and introduce themselves; some male coworkers “sang the praises” of the manager’s righteousness and flattered her, saying bad things about the “ex-secretary”: “She is really ugly to the depths! She is so ugly that she has no complaints! Even dead people look better than she does with make-up, and she dresses like an old grandmother every day, and people who don’t know her think she’s a toilet cleaner.”
Hearing Rhyme’s ears, let her face a burst of red and white, but did not dare to speak out to refute, see her to the head of the gas almost smoke, Junyu smiled to the mouth, but also enjoy the pleasure of being complimented.
She glared at him fiercely when no one was looking! She didn’t realize that her long, deliberately suppressed emotions were gradually being aroused by him at the moment!
The rumor spread very quickly, all of a sudden the company’s various departments of the people have taken every opportunity to run to see this “new manager secretary”, even she was working in the surrounded by a lot of people in her side. Usually she hated her male colleagues, now they do not know like a fool, one by one around her side of the courtesies, she held back her anger casually nodded, smiled in response to them.
Joon Woo looks at her office through the slit in the blinds, and it looks like the second step of the project, the “advertising campaign,” has been a success.
It was almost noon and he thought it was time to put an end to the morning’s drama, otherwise she might get mad later! He walked out of the office and called out, “Cough, cough… Rhyme, bring me last month’s report!”
When the words reached the ears of my colleagues, they were all surprised and said, “What? Is she… is she Rhyme? How can that be?” Blushing like a boiled shrimp, she hurriedly took the report and hid in the manager’s office.
Junwoo sarcastically says to her, “It seems that your disguise was too successful before, and now people don’t really trust the current you.”
Still in a state of anger, she didn’t say anything and left the statement on his desk, sorting out the panic she had just felt before walking out again to do her business.
Then comes the final step of the program, “entering the market”. Before the end of the day, Junwoo deliberately told her, “I have something to take care of, so I can’t give you a ride today.” He asked her to go back by herself.
When the manager just stepped out of the company, she has been around a few unmarried male coworkers came over, grabbed the road to say that she wanted to drive her back, before they saw her to avoid the fear of death, but now a swarm of close to her, for a moment she did not know what to do?
In the following days, whenever it was time to leave work, Junwoo always purposely went one step ahead of her, leaving her alone and creating opportunities for her.
Once she was embarrassed and reluctantly agreed to an invitation from a male colleague who often drove her home. The next day the others found out about it and demanded that they “follow suit”, or else they would not give them face, and since then her invitations have been constant, and from time to time there are flowers on the table.
As he had predicted, she would have a high “market share” in the company.
Over time, sometimes she doesn’t have a date, and once she gets home only to find him already at home, she realizes that Junwoo is letting her alone on purpose!
She hated his self-righteousness and self-assertiveness, so she began to ignore him a little, and deliberately went out with her male coworkers to annoy him, although she didn’t want to go out with them at all, and the two of them didn’t get along as naturally as they used to, which was kind of like being in a cold war.
After a while, the company intends to expand the scale in the south to set up a branch, at first intended to transfer some of the more senior to be able to take charge of the people first to preside over the stability of the company, Junyu is also one of the company’s predetermined candidates, after all, his ability to be quite recognized by the higher-ups and have not yet started a family, no worries, so the intention is to transfer to the south of the work of a period of time.
Since his birthday after the two began to seemingly cold war, he has not had the opportunity to tell her about it, and later he felt it was not necessary! Until recently, began to have articulated people to come and he handover matters, she realized that he was leaving the company.
But it’s hard to admit defeat in a cold war, and she pretended to be indifferent to his transfer. When he sent her to work for the last time, when she got off the bus, she barely managed to squeeze out a sentence: “Cheer up! I wish you a safe journey!”
Junwoo smiles and says to her, “I’ll be asking you to watch the house for me while I’m gone, so take care of yourself too!”
It was only after Joon Woo had left for two months that Rhyme realized how much he had taken care of her and remembered how good he had been to her. When you’re together every day, it doesn’t seem like much, but once the distance separates you, you suddenly realize things that you wouldn’t normally think of…
Previously he often took her on business trips, just to let her receive some more travel allowance, and customers to talk about things are always about the time in the meal time, nominally take her to talk about business, but in fact it is by the way to take her to eat, every day, but also to drive her to and from work, carefully take care of her life, unlike the new manager is often on business trips, off work to run the first even if it is. With a wife of the people, three from time to time also want to take advantage of the opportunity to eat her tofu, to him to touch a soft nail, he was annoyed and angry what things are thrown to her to deal with, a do not do a good job on the opportunity to scold her, so that she was almost no few days a month is the normal off work, often overtime to the evening, dragging the body of the heart exhausted to return home.
Even the house seems empty and cold without Junwoo, and she even starts to feel insecure. Before, no matter what, there was at least a Junwoo in the house, but since he’s gone it’s literally just her, and she misses the old days when she and Junwoo used to cross their legs and eat popcorn together in the living room, chatting and watching TV.
Now sometimes when I bring dinner back, I accidentally order twice when ordering, forgetting that he’s long gone!
She regretted her cold war with Junwoo a while ago, and deliberately went out to dinner and movies with different coworkers after work, thinking that it would make him angry for his childish behavior, but in fact, after he left, she stopped going out with other male coworkers.
Now she has become more optimistic, cheerful, self-confidence, men will not be like the previous hate, fear, not like before at any time in a tense, sensitive state, a wind and grass on the arm themselves, like a bird of prey.
Undeniably, since she changed, many men began to express their feelings for her, and the action is also very positive, but none of them can move her heart, on the one hand, she currently has not met a person who can really make her defy the odds, moth to the flame. On the other hand, she doesn’t want to make the same mistake she made before. The hurt she felt from that experience in college made her mistrustful of love, and she doesn’t want to try it a second time, because of the heartache she felt when her liver was cut off.
In a few blackout nights, when she woke up from the darkness, she unconsciously called out: “Junwoo, Junwoo, is it a blackout?” Empty echo, only to suddenly remind her that Junwoo has long been gone, she realized that she has unconsciously become dependent on him!
I’ve felt the urge to call him several times, but I don’t know what to say. Do you really want to say to him: “I miss you a little!” She really can not say.
It’s hard to get to the Christmas holiday, the company has organized a Christmas dinner tonight, so that the company’s employees can relax after work. But after a day of work, she really did not want to see the manager of that pig, politely declined the invitation of a few male colleagues to go back, today she just want to go back early to rest.
After work, every time she passes by the shopping district, she loves to stand in front of the gorgeous windows of the department stores, looking at all kinds of exquisite watches, and then go home with satisfaction! Walking along the road, many people were happily preparing to celebrate Christmas Eve. It seemed that she would be lonely again tonight, just like the day before yesterday on her birthday, when she was also alone.
Tonight she took an early shower, got bored and went to bed to watch TV, the TV channels went round and round and just couldn’t turn to the one she wanted to watch, thinking that there must be a lot of people partying on the streets right now and she could only stay at home, bored, she just wanted to go to sleep early and get rid of the feeling of loneliness.
She has not been able to sleep well, because outside the window every now and then, “Merry Christmas!” cheers to wake her up, she was chagrined to turn over and over is not able to sleep, and then can not stand it, she screamed at the window: “I hate Christmas, hate Christmas! “
At this time, the phone rang ungratefully, she picked up the microphone to take out her belly full of anger on this innocent person: “Calling in the middle of the night, don’t know that other people are now sleeping, you are looking for death, is not it?”
There was a hearty laugh on the other end of the line: “Hello! I’m the landlord, before I die, can I ask if the house has been demolished?”
Rhyme said with hidden excitement, “Junwoo, it’s you! Where are you now? Are you okay?”
Junwoo said, “Of course I’m still in the south. By the way, why are you so angry?”
She said shyly, “No, it’s just that it’s so noisy outside! It’s the noise outside that keeps me awake.”
Junwoo asked her tentatively, “How come you don’t have a date on Christmas Eve, gorgeous?”
Rhyme joked, “I’m waiting for you to ask me out!”
Joon Woo said, “Really? Then do I have the honor to ask you out for a walk?”
She said, “Come on! You are in the south, if you are here, I reluctantly agreed to go out with you!”
There was silence on the other end of the line for a while, and Rhyme asked a little worriedly, “What’s wrong with you? Why don’t you say anything?”
Junwoo says, “I’ll give you ten minutes to come down!” Rhyme was happy and surprised. Surprised and speechless, she said, “You… you…” and then said, “Don’t keep me waiting, beautiful!” He hung up.
Rhyme changed into a lighter dress, put on some thin makeup and rushed downstairs. As soon as she went downstairs, she saw Junyu leaning handsomely against the side of his sports car. Upon seeing Rhyme, who hadn’t seen her for a long time, Junyu thoughtfully opened the car door for her and said, “It’s been a long time, and you’ve gotten even prettier!”
Rhyme said happily, “It’s been a long time! I didn’t realize our manager had learned how to P-M-P-M-P-P!”
Joon Woo asks her in confusion, “What’s P-M-P-M-P-?” Rhyme says, “It’s ‘kissing ass’!”
He said, “You used to be a boring person, but now you’ve become a boring person?”
She said, “It’s all because of you. Don’t you like it?”
He said, “Why, I’m happy to see you become more cheerful!”
Joon Woo drives her to a certain spot famous for seeing the night view, and since it’s Christmas Eve, there are still quite a few people there even if it’s a bit late.
They walk side by side on the trail along the riverbank, Junwoo speaks first: “Time flies, it’s been two months, how have you been?”
She complained a bit and said: “It’s going well! Now the manager of a lot of things do not bother to deal with just leave it to me, I am almost too busy, last month I worked fifteen days of work, every night back to the exhausted, the next morning are struggling, really do not want to go to work!”
He teased her, saying, “Haven’t you always wanted to save money? Now there are so many shifts for you, you will still be tired?”
She asked him, “So how have you been?”
Junwoo said: “I’m not much better than you, just recruited the secretary also do not know anything, into I have to do everything myself, a while ago she began to help me share some of the trivial. I miss the old days when you were my secretary at the company!”
Rhyme jokingly said: “Who told you have not really lost, so you will not know how to cherish have!”
Junwoo said with a deeper meaning, “Yes! If you haven’t lost it, you won’t appreciate it!”
The two of them were suddenly silent for the next while, so quiet that the only sound was the regular lapping of the tide against the embankment, and Junwoo watched thoughtfully as the boat on the shore rose and fell with the tide, just like his mood at the moment, which was ebbing and flowing.
The two of them sitting by the embankment were thinking the same thing…
She rushed to break the silence between them, “How’s your new secretary? Is she pretty?” As soon as she said it, she regretted asking such a stupid question!
He answered honestly, “It looks like you, only it’s the old you!”
She tensed up inside when she heard the first sentence, and the next one brought a sigh of relief to her heart.
He also asked her without meaning to, “Hey, beautiful, have you found someone you like? Don’t forget to send me a copy of the wedding invitation someday, I’ll make sure to pack a big red envelope!”
She said, “Not yet! If there is, I’ll definitely put up a post for you.”
Joon Woo felt relieved in his heart as well, and both of them seemed to be talking about irrelevant topics without meaning to.
Junwoo wanted to change the atmosphere a little, and casually talked about something: “Just now, when I arrived at home downstairs, I heard what sounded like a strange person yelling something like ‘hate Christmas, hate Christmas’, did you hear it?”
Rhyme said, “That weirdo you heard is actually me!”
Junwoo asked her in surprise, “What’s wrong? What’s wrong with Christmas?” In the face of his question, she is a little speechless.
He asked her, “What’s the matter, do you still think I’m an outsider, or don’t you want to talk about it?”
She hurriedly said, “That’s not true!” Then she pretended to be calm and said, “Because I was raped in high school just before Christmas, so every year when it’s almost Christmas, I think of the unpleasant memories of the past, So, that’s why I hate Christmas.”
After she finished speaking, she barely managed to squeeze out a smile and got up to leave, escaping from this unpleasant atmosphere; Junwoo was also annoyed at himself for bringing up this lousy topic, causing her to bring up painful memories again, and hurriedly followed her.
She was walking mindlessly, accidentally stepped on a gutter cover and almost fell down, Junyu quickly reached out to help her: “Be careful!” Just by holding her cold hand, a current flowed through Rhyme’s heart, feel his big hand is very warm, give her a little sense of security, she could not break away from his hand and this unexpected romance, so let him hold his hand and walk in the atmosphere of the soft and beautiful night lights on the trail.
Jun Woo said, “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to bring up your sadness just now.”
She said lightly, “It’s okay, I didn’t take it to heart.”
Rhyme suddenly asked him, “There’s a question that’s been puzzling me for a long time, can I ask you?”
He said, “What is the problem? Tell me.”
Rhyme asked him straight to the point: “Do men care if the person they date or marry is a virgin?”
He put forward his views and said: “Well, it should not be! Not every man cares, in fact, is not a virgin does not mean something, two people love each other is the most important thing!”
She then asked him: “According to you, if one day your longtime girlfriend told you that her first time had been given to another man, would you care? Would you swear to love her as if nothing had happened? Would you have no hard feelings?”
He thought about it for a while and said, “Well, I..! It’s… it’s… it’s hard to answer at the moment… I don’t think that’s going to happen!”
She said a bit mockingly: “the original men’s views on things have two sets of standards, when things happen to other people, will advise people to be open-minded, open-minded; once things are happening to themselves, but they are the most think, open-minded people. Isn’t that so?”
Junwoo was as embarrassed as if he’d been slapped in the face and couldn’t say anything in retort.
She said, “Thank you, I think I already know the answer!” The corners of her mouth floated a faint smile, a little as if mocking herself, and thought to herself: ‘Yes! Forgetting that she had already lost her qualifications to love and be loved, what man would truly love a woman who had been raped and tortured? When a man learns about her bad past, he will definitely avoid her, just like her boyfriend in college!
From her deep smile, Junwoo couldn’t read what was going on in her mind. Curious, he asks her, “What’s your answer?” She just shook her head and smiled.
It was late at night, the fog was thicker, the lights of the MRT station in the distance were hazy, and her eyes were now covered with a layer of mist…
In the open-air café, the two of them each ordered a cup of coffee, and under the breeze of the night, sitting face to face without words, Junyu thought about the transfer to the south of the work of this period of time, during the day, he will devote himself to work, but late at night, he always suddenly thought of her, I wonder if she is doing well? Did she treat herself well and eat properly?
Did the stomach pains come back?
At first, he felt that she completely lacked everything that a twenty-five year old woman should have, so he simply wanted to change her, so that she could find her original self-confidence, beauty, optimism, to see her start to naturally go out with other men, he should be happy with her change, he should be happy to see her like this, but why would there be an indescribable ” sour feeling” in his heart? Sour feeling”?
He kept asking himself, “Why? Why?”
He found himself enjoying the atmosphere of working with her, enjoying the breakfast she made for him, enjoying the smiles that she unobtrusively flashed in front of him, enjoying the way she truly showed her inner vulnerability in front of him, enjoying her dependence on him, enjoying all the changes in her… and he was surprised at how much he liked her…! He felt the urge to take care of her for the rest of his life, perhaps he had fallen in love with her without even realizing it.
Joon-woo said, “There’s something I’ve been holding in my heart for a long time that I want to tell you.”
She asked quietly, “What is it?”
He couldn’t help but hold her hand and said in a joking tone, “I feel as if I’m falling in love with you!” Want to test her reaction.
Rhyme broke away from his hand and said to him, “I’m grateful for your kindness to me, but I don’t think I’m good enough for you, so I appreciate your feelings!” She said, “I’ve long since been abandoned at the door of love, happiness is already too far away for me.”
Joon Woo then said earnestly and sincerely, “Can you stop running away and resisting? I know you’re afraid of being hurt again, and I know that the promises you’ve heard in the past have made it hard for you to believe in love again, but you know how unfair this is to me! I want you to understand how important you are to me, it’s not easy for me to find a woman that makes me want to love and care for her for the rest of my life, I don’t want to watch you slip away from me, if you can’t accept it for now, I think I’ll be patient and wait for a while!”
Rhyme was undeniably touched by his confession in her heart, but not enough to completely let go of her heart’s reserve and defenses.
She said, “Look at me clearly, I’m a stubborn, headstrong, incorrigible woman!”
He said, “I think the more stubborn and headstrong a woman is, the more devoted she is.”
She said, “I’m sensitive and insecure!”
He said, “Sensitive people are more attentive to their feelings, and I’m confident that I can bring you a sense of security!”
She hastily found a few more far-fetched excuses and said, “Umm… um… I’m not in good shape, you won’t be interested; men don’t care if he’s a girl’s first man, don’t you? You’re just as curious and playful about me as any other man.”
Junwoo calmly said: “First, in last year’s tailgate the night you got drunk, I ‘accidentally’ looked at your whole body, in fact, your body I think is quite well-proportioned, and quite good, on the contrary, I am quite interested, so your first reason does not stand.
Secondly, for the question you asked me before, I now give you my answer: ‘I love your person, your heart, I’m not trying to get along with your film for the rest of my life, even if I’m not your first man, so what? I only know that you are not a casual woman, and that is what I really care about! So your second reason doesn’t hold water either.
Third, I’m sure I’m serious about you now, and I don’t have the slightest intention of playing with your feelings, so the third reason is even less valid.”
In the face of his true feelings and sharp eloquence, she really can not find a reason to refuse him! She hurriedly and subconsciously said: “Have you already forgotten that I am a woman who has been raped? Aren’t you afraid that one day you’ll go out with me and be criticized by people who know me? Aren’t you afraid of being told to use someone else’s second-hand goods, as a turtle cuckold?”
Joon-woo said angrily, “I won’t allow you to insult yourself like that, if you still think that way, how are you going to make others not think that way about you? And for your information, I don’t care! Because since I’m in love with you, I want to love all of you!” At this almost self-sacrificing thought of hers, it made him so angry that he could hardly speak.
After sending her home, Junwoo takes out a beautiful little gift box from his pocket and puts it on her palm, telling her, “I’m sorry! I was so busy a while ago that I didn’t notice that your birthday was over. I wish you a happy birthday! Take good care of yourself.” With a somewhat hurt expression on his face, he drove off. In fact, taking her own unpleasant past to hurt him, rejecting him, for her heart is not good at all, just like rubbing salt on her own wounds.
She opens the birthday gift Junwoo gave her, and the moment she opens it, the tears dissolve the only reserve and defense she has left. She felt that he was serious, and in her heart, even if she would end up getting bruised this time, she was willing to try one more time and try to fall in love with him.
She wiped her tears and hurriedly dialed her cell phone to Junwoo, but he seemed to be still angry and deliberately did not answer his cell phone, so she had to leave a message on his cell phone, and she quietly left her heartfelt words in his cell phone that she did not dare to say in front of him.
“I know you’re still angry, I didn’t really try to stab you just now, I just naturally want to protect myself when I encounter something I’m not sure about. Sometimes when I spend time with you, I seem to see passion in your eyes, and that’s already very satisfying to the imperfect me! Although I had greedily hoped that one day you would tell me that it was ‘love’! But the moment you did tell me that it was love, I became afraid of that passion, was it like an eternal light like a star? Or is it like the flickering splendor of a fairy wand?
As you said, underneath my strong exterior is a fragile and sensitive heart. Because I can’t bear another betrayal, hurt, I’m afraid that you treat me on impulse, just want to satisfy your heart’s desire to conquer.
What I want is forever, and if you can really care less about my ugly past after you think it over and make sure you’re true to me, then please… love me!”
She waited for his answer with a sense of uncertainty. As time passed, she thought to herself, “Yes, I was naive! I was so naïve to trust men, men…” with a cold, hurt look on her face.
Just when she was disappointed and wanted to give up, a sharp braking sound downstairs ignited her hope, and when Junyu stood in front of her with a panting face, she was surprised and touched to the point of speechlessness! Until she was tightly embraced into the warm and wide arms, loving eyes, passionate kisses, she believed that all this is true!
Junwoo said: “I give you this silver watch, is to hope that your future days, like this watch as beautiful, brilliant, and more hope that my love can make you have the courage to face the previous always unpleasant, stand up again.” He took off the electronic watch that had been with her for a long time on her left hand, and helped her to put this watch on her right hand: “You are so silly! You don’t believe that I am sincere to you, causing me to almost get into a car accident!”
In the face of his true feelings, she was finally willing to give herself a chance to fall in love with him, and even though she might end up getting hurt in the end, she told herself that at least, at least she had been in love… The two of them were in love, and it was as if the feeling of their first love had returned to them, and they were full of joy, and were even more productive at work, and Rhyme had a charming smile that she hadn’t seen in a long time. Her female coworkers seemed to smell the change in her, and would always jokingly say to her, “Spring has arrived! When asked who her boyfriend is, she always smiles but doesn’t answer. When asked who her boyfriend is, she always smiles but doesn’t answer.
Although separated from each other, but at lunch break like a couple in love, secretly send an E-Mail to each other, perhaps it is a small goodbye is better than a new marriage, a continuous holiday, the two people are like Siamese twins together, also because they have tasted the days of losing each other, so they will cherish each other more, this time the deep affection is not young impulsive passion can be compared to.
After almost half a year, the system and operation of the southern branch has also been on track, Junyu also transferred back to the north as expected, and the two of them can spend time together again.
Junyu in the company, from time to time, the use of duty to sneak her lips, so that she often have to run to the toilet to make up lipstick, so as not to be found by colleagues! In fact, coworkers are not blind, just the office workers “pretend to be deaf and dumb,” the work is particularly good, we all privately joked: “Probably the manager’s office inside the meal supply, some other day we also go in to eat to see! Otherwise, why does Rhyme have to reapply her lipstick every time she goes in there?” Everyone snickered.
The experienced accountant said, “Don’t be silly! You think it’s 299 all-you-can-eat? It’s more expensive here! It takes ‘520’ (I love you) to get a full meal!” This caused a burst of laughter, and even applause, in fact, everyone is more blessed than criticized them.
After a period of time, he was puzzled, sometimes when he could not help kissing, his hand naturally attacked her chest, she will be fearful of subconsciously pushed him away: “Do not!” Afterwards and then hastily apologized to him, said she was not unwilling, just not mentally prepared.
After a few times, he realized that it was not that she was not psychologically prepared, but because of the trauma left in her heart by the shadow of being raped. He decided to slowly let her overcome her fear, he made a strange request to her: “Can you not sleep in your bra? Because I feel very uncomfortable to hold it! Moreover, wearing a bra to sleep will make you feel very constricted, and experts say that it will be easier to have nightmares at night!”
After a struggle in her mind, she took off her bra and hurried into the quilt. He was pleased with his eloquence that even such nonsense would work!
After two weeks, she also felt more comfortable sleeping without a bra, and gradually got used to sleeping without a bra.
Junyu intends to go further and touch her breasts, but as long as she is conscious, her hand touches her breasts will be immediately pushed away by her, he begged her several times, but she always refused to let him touch her breasts, as a result, Junyu has no choice but to endure the sleepiness of the night and wait for her to fall asleep, or when she is not awake in the morning, secretly put her hand on her breasts so that she can get used to a man’s touch.
In the beginning, she pushed his hand away as soon as she realized it in the morning, jumped up and hurriedly put on her clothes, so that after a month she slowly adapted to it, and now Junwoo is able to fondle her breasts, and she doesn’t react as fiercely as she did before.
Tonight, Jun Yu further, deliberately holding Rhyme a passionate kiss, hand also touched her breasts, teasing her sensitive parts, kissing her feel the sky and earth. At first, he felt that her reaction was not bad, he boldly put his hand towards her mysterious triangle, she found out and stared wide-eyed, clenched her legs, her hands kept trying to push him away, resisting him, he kissed her lips and didn’t let go, and his hand didn’t give up as he continued to explore her private place, as a result, her bucket of tears just flowed down, and her body was shivering a little bit, he had no choice but to let go of her, and she couldn’t help but cry out.
He soothed her and said, “I know you’re scared of this kind of thing, I’m just trying to help you, I don’t blame you!”
She whimpered, “I’m willing to give myself to you, but I just can’t help but be afraid and resist, I’ll associate it with those bad images from the past, give me a little time to get over it.”
He held her still shaking hand and said, “We should be the ones to overcome it together! You’re a beautiful woman!”
She was touched and smiled, “Yes!”
For the next few days, every night he would hear Joon Woo saying to Rhyme, “Open your eyes and look at me, it’s your beloved who’s touching you now, don’t be afraid, it’s me, I won’t hurt you…”
Under Junwoo’s careful, gentle and considerate guidance, Rhyme gradually stops feeling the same fear of his touch as she did before.
Junwoo thinks to himself: ‘It’s time for her to learn about men’s bodies.’ He starts sleeping naked on purpose, giving her the opportunity to see the intimate parts of a man’s body.
One holiday morning, he woke up with his eyes open and found Rhyme sitting on the bed with her back to him, looking curiously at his prick, he peeped her hand gently plucked the prick, and then hastily shrunk back. After plucking it a few times, she probably felt that it was not as scary as she had imagined, and she boldly held it up, and looked east and west, and touched it against his scrotum, and she curiously lashed it a few times, and it kept filling up with blood and rising in size, and she seemed to feel that it was trembling, and she was so scared that she hurriedly let go of her hand, and watched as it doubled, tripled, quadrupled, quintupled, and rose five times, and was surprised with her eyes wide open, and her mouth gaping in amazement!
After a while, she curiously plucked the firm prick a few times and held it to study it. Junyu in her unintentional teasing, the tip of the penis also flowed some lubricating transparent liquid, she turned back to peep at him to see if he woke up? Junyu hurriedly continue to pretend to be asleep, to determine that he is still sleeping, she lowered her head and smelled the prick, as if there is no taste, stretched out his tongue and licked some of the transparent liquid to taste the flavor. When Junwoo saw this scene, he almost exclaimed in shock!
She looked at the now-firm prick for a moment, then down at her own pussy, and she winced.
Junwoo guessed: ‘She must be thinking: how to put such a big prick into a small vagina? It’s going to hurt like hell! He wanted to laugh at the thought of her thinking about it.
His sudden voice startled her: “Beauty, have you studied enough?” She was so ashamed that she wanted to run away, but he held her in his arms, and he pressed her down on the bed, teasing her sensitive nerves all over her body, causing her to make a lot of noises, her face flushed, and her breath shortened before he let go of her.
He said, “What’s it like to get me like this so early in the morning, I’ll have you know what it’s like?”
He began to explain things about sex, such as the names of parts, how to caress, the process of sex…
He wanted to let her know that sex wasn’t as scary as she thought it was, and in the evening he even borrowed a couple of rolls of porn from a coworker to watch with her, which she watched intently and asked him questions about from time to time. She was also very grateful to Junwoo for thoughtfully handing over the reigns to her, unlike her previous boyfriends who had always pressured her in this area, and she wanted to give him a surprise on Christmas this year!
Soon, it’s the season of Christmas music all over the streets again, and after work, Joon Woo and Rhyme go to the company’s annual Christmas party with Rhyme, who purposely lets herself drink a lot.
On the dance floor they danced, in his eyes, she was once a wounded butterfly, timidly hiding in a dark corner, under his careful care, now she was transformed and reborn, in front of people naturally spread her wings and fly, without hiding her beauty. He had a selfish thought, how he wished that her beauty belonged to him alone and could stay beside him forever!
He helped her slightly drunk upstairs, she was drunk and clamored to take a bath, he had to bring her to the bathroom, to see that she could not even stand the appearance of unsteady, he had to help her to take a bath reluctantly. Wash wash, she argued that he also want to wash together, took the lotus head to pour down on him, so that his clothes, pants also wet. She helped him to take off for a while, but also stripped him like a naked chicken, took the body lotion to his body messy wipe a pass, he had no choice but to let her two hands in his body randomly wiped to and fro.
This is the first time Jun Yu and she shared a bath, she clamored to help him bathe, the result is that her slippery hands have been washing his prick, so that he can not help but also have a physiological reaction, he only wanted to hurry to wash a wash and then send her to bed, and in the future, never let her drink again, her taste in alcohol is really too bad.
Sent her to bed, thought she would be tired and obedient sleep, but the result is that she rode to him on the body of his kisses and kisses, a touch of his flaccid prick, she grabbed the prick and screamed: “bigger, bigger, and then give me bigger!”
It made Junwoo cry and laugh!
“Damn it, how dare you disobey me!” She grabbed the prick and sent it into her mouth for a while. Junwoo was pleasantly surprised! This was the first time she had ever sucked his cock, and he thought to himself: ‘It’s actually not bad to let her have a drink every once in a while!”
He was starting to feel something even from her unintentional teasing, and when she turned back to his lips, he couldn’t help but roll over onto his back and press against her. He kissed her sensual lips, inhaled the fragrance of her intoxicated breath, and caressed her full round breasts and sensitive little mounds. Her flushed cheeks, charming eyes, slightly open lips, firm nipples, and moist forbidden area were all strong sexual innuendos to him, and he was still hesitant to take advantage of her drunkenness to have sex. As a result, she grabbed his prick and rubbed it against her private parts!
Then his sanity completely collapsed, “I can’t take it anymore!” And he finally entered her body…
After a period of heavy rain, he was tired and satisfied lying on top of her body gasping for breath, heard her whisper in his ear: “Happy Christmas!” And he said in return, “Happy Christmas!”
The more Junwoo thinks about it, the stranger it gets, and when he looks up and sees her clear eyes smiling at him, he asks her skeptically, “My goodness! You couldn’t have been awake from the beginning to the end, could you?” She nodded and smiled.
She said, “I purposely drank some wine so that I wouldn’t be too nervous, but I’ve been ‘planning’ this for a long time to surprise you. How was your acting before?” She said regretfully, “Unfortunately, this is not my first time, I regret not being able to leave you with my first and most perfect.”
He knew in his heart that she had been traumatized, and once she was in love, she would unconsciously want to make it up to the other person, and would want to give herself to the other person without any reservation, both physically and psychologically, but she just didn’t know it! She will also be very sensitive to the other’s response, he knows that the only way to heal her wounds for a long time is to be more “considerate and attentive”.
He said, “There you go again! Didn’t I tell you that I don’t care? For me, you’re already the most perfect, the best in my life!”
He asked her painfully, “Did my impulse hurt you just now?”
She said, “You’re so gentle, but it still hurts!”
She suddenly kissed him, and then hugged him tightly and said, “I thought love had left me long ago, until you reached out and redeemed me, changed my perspective on life, and I think I’ve grown to love you, which is why I want to give myself completely to you tonight.”
Junwoo wraps his arms around her and says, “Actually, I’m secretly glad that the previous man was so stupid as to let you go, so that I can now be lucky enough to be with you.” He stroked and kissed the scar on her left wrist and said, “I’ve always wanted to use my love to heal the wounds in your heart!”
She said, “In fact, your tolerance, care, tenderness and consideration for me has long since healed the scars and fears in my heart.”
Junyu said: “Tomorrow we will go back to your home, to discuss our marriage to your parents, okay? I want to prove to you, my love for you is not a momentary impulse, passion, I want to give you is forever.”
She panicked and said, “No way! It’s too soon! It’ll be a while!”
Junwoo said with a strange, reserved expression, “Maybe, after a while, you’ll want to marry me in a hurry!” She says, “Don’t flatter yourself, I’m not going to beg you to marry me!”
She asked him curiously, “So the first two wishes you made on your birthday last year came true, so what exactly is the third wish?”
He said: “The third wish is: I hope to find my favorite person and marry her when I’m 30 years old, after all, I’m not too young!”
She joked, “Are you proposing to me now?”
He said, “The result will be the same with or without a proposal!”
She asked, “Why?”
He laughed and said, “I’m thinking that next October, we should have a ‘little beauty’ as beautiful as you!”
She opened her mouth wide: “You… you… just… shot… all… in?”
He nodded honestly and said, “That’s right! As you can imagine, I’m not on birth control!”
She said, “Oh my God! I don’t want to get married and have children! If I have a child before marriage, I’ll be scolded to death by my parents.”
Seeing her crying face, he said something that made her even more unbelievable: “I forgot to tell you, when I was working in the south, I stopped by your house a couple of times, and I told your parents that we were living together, and your parents hinted to me that they would like to have grandchildren soon. Your mom also said that your dad was crazy about being a grandpa! Your mom also said that your dad was crazy about being a grandpa, and that even your uncle had been promoted to grandpa this year, so it was a shame for him to be the oldest, and that if we were afraid that we didn’t have the time to take care of the kids, they would be happy to do it for us! When I was leaving, your father even pulled me aside.”
She asked anxiously, “What did my father pull you aside to say?”
Junwoo said: “Your father said that if necessary, he wants me to ‘kill first and kill later’! He also gave me his herbal wine as the ‘imperial sword’ and told me not to let him down, but to work hard to make him a grandfather!”
Rhyme nearly foams at the mouth and faints when she hears this, and even her parents fall back in front of the line to help Junwoo!
He said, “Let’s increase our chances of conception, okay?” She quickly said, “Yes!” He was surprised that she didn’t object!
When he was at the critical juncture, ready to sow his seed once again, she suddenly shouted loudly: “Yi Die! Yidie! Yamedie! Yamedie!”
Look at her intentionally imitating the funny look of pornography, so that Junwoo momentarily also laughed to the soft drop, she made a funny face and said: “so simple to marry me, I will not let you so good!”
He said jokingly, “Good man, so you so quickly said ‘good’ is to fix me, it seems that tonight I won’t let you have such a good time!”
Under his gentle attack, she gradually moaned, “No… ah… it tickles… no… no… no… ah… don’t stop!”
She whispered, “Junwoo!” He said, “What is it?”
She said, “Thank you for everything!” He asked, “And?”
She said shyly, “I… I love you!” He said, “I’ve been waiting for you to say that for a long time, and I love you too! Marry me!”
On a quiet Christmas Eve, under a starry sky, in the warmth of his arms, she thought how fortunate she was to have found the true love of her life!
I’ve tried my best to change my writing style, so I hope it won’t be too similar to the previous ones, and I’ll try not to dwell on the erotic part of the story. If you still think it’s similar, I’m really “black” and out of my depth, and I’m at the end of my tether.
I saw a TV report: “Nowadays, 60% of men in Taiwan still have hymen problems.” I had a feeling and used it as a theme. (In fact, every article of Black Doll has a theme, but I don’t know if anyone notices it?)