(01) The Devil’s Gift
I’m thirty years old now, and I still look back on my life and think that if that incident hadn’t happened that summer when I was eleven years old, my life might not have been as full of regrets as it is now.
I still remember that I had just entered the sixth grade of elementary school, and one day, I was shopping at the Sanshou Department Store in town. We were a small town, located in the mountains in the south, and there were not a lot of people, so the Sanshou Department Store was the only place that was considered trendy.
I still remember that day I was just wandering around, but I realized that someone in the women’s department seemed to be stealing clothes, I just didn’t think of it for a moment, so I shouted that someone was stealing clothes, and the boss arrested a girl who looked like a junior high school student who was stealing clothes just now, and sent her to the police station. I didn’t expect that girl to give me a vicious stare before she left, making me shudder. I didn’t realize that such a misfortune would actually change my life.
A few days later, I passed by a sparsely populated path that I had to pass through after school, and I ended up being surrounded by a few too many girls. Since I was very small in stature, I was still the shortest student in the whole class until I was about to be promoted to the sixth grade of the National Primary School. I simply couldn’t gain any advantage in terms of strength compared to those girls. So, no matter how hard I struggled, I was still dragged by them to an abandoned hut, where I saw that no one had passed by for hundreds of years, and I trembled with fear as I predicted my doom. When I walked inside the hut, I realized that the girl I had harmed that day was waiting for me inside.
“Sister Hua, this is the asshole who sued me, causing me to get scraped at the police station. So close, didn’t go to jail!”
The girl who was called Wah’s sister, seemed to be older, short hair, earrings on her ears in a row like a loose-leaf notebook, a cigarette in her hand, stared at me and said, “Is that you?” Then quickly took off my pants, my testicles and penis are exposed. She pinched my testicles with her long, nail-polished fingernails, and I almost cried out in pain.
She then said, “I’m going to fix this guy up.” With that, she pulled a girl who was tied to one side, her limbs were tied to the four legs of a small table, and her buttocks were facing us. She then pulled up her group of students and in response ripped her panties down, revealing her anus with two fleshy lips. Sister Wah picked up her cigarette and burned her fleshy lips, causing her to wince.
Like a demon, she ordered me, “This pervert, a lesbian, actually seduced my classmate into bed, I’m going to punish her, you go fuck her!”
At my age, I didn’t know what “fucking” meant, and I was so confused that she grabbed my cock and pushed it into her pussy, and I was stretched to the point of pain. She commanded, “Pump your cock back and forth!” Then she grabbed her belt and whipped my ass. I had to comply with the pain, slowly pumping my rapidly hardening penis, the result is that the penis actually shot out a bunch of liquid, shot into her body. This kind of liquid, which I also only had a month ago, I still couldn’t figure out what was going on, and I actually offered up my first time, in this shabby workhouse. It went on for a week and then that was the end of it, and I never saw them again after that.
By the time my country graduated, there were two baby boys, like twins, on my doorstep. There was a piece of paper: “Su Yingwen, do you remember the day I was raped by you in the workhouse? This is the result of that day, these two twin boys are your children, you are responsible for raising them!”
My mother looked at the piece of paper, simply did not gas cry out, immediately take the bamboo whip to beat me, that night I cried a long time, but also admit that this thing, but I simply even that day I raped the girl’s last name what name, and she did not say in the piece of paper their own names, I originally thought that the matter ended like this, I did not think that this is just the beginning of the matter.
When I entered junior high school, I was recommended by my tutor to go to a private high school in the city because I was the top student in my class. The school was located next to the railroad tracks, and the senior high school was a star school, with many people getting into the medical school at NTU. In order for me to be able to study at ease, my mom bought a house so that I could concentrate on my studies. It was a long way from the school, but quite close to the train station, so when I was free, I would go to the department store near the train station to relieve my homesickness by taking advantage of the crowds of people.
On the Saturday after I was promoted to Kokusai I, I was walking home from the train station after I had finished a game of whack-a-mole with a group of my classmates. There was a street near the train station that sold girls’ clothes. I was about to go around there to get back to my own suite, but I didn’t expect to see her – the girl I had raped at the beginning, although she had become more mature and her hair had grown long, she still had the same look as she did back then. She recognized me right away and waved to me enthusiastically.
In the era of the hair ban, many girls have stayed watermelon skin, I did not expect her actually long hair shoulders, it was close to winter, she wore a tight yellow long-sleeved sweater, see the exquisite figure, and then the lower half of the body wearing just cover the buttocks of the red plaid mini-pleated skirt, revealing a long and slender wearing black transparent stockings wrapped in a rounded leg, obviously very charming. My usual soccer buddy, Ah Ming, immediately said, “Where did you meet such a beautiful woman? I’m so happy, introduce me to her!” But then I remembered that I didn’t even know her name, so I could only smile helplessly. Next, we went to a nearby junior high school to play ball, and then I went home with a tired body.
I slept through the whole night, and the next morning I was woken up by the doorbell, and when I opened the front door, it was actually her. She came in with a smile on her face and brought me breakfast. I talked to her for a while and found out that she was my neighbor and had also bought a small suite, and that she lived on the fourth floor and I lived on the second floor. I can’t believe I didn’t find out about that one!
(I’ve been living here for three months now.) We introduced ourselves to each other (it’s weird, we had sex first), and I realized her name was Huang Peijuan.
It’s also the same school as ours, but it’s already the 2nd year of high school, so it turns out that she was already reading here when she got involved with me (I didn’t realize that she’d been dragged so far away to be imprisoned by the younger sisters).
“What about those darned taiyans? Are they from this school too?”
She smiled like a flower and said, “Those people were dropped out of school long ago, went back to the countryside, and now their whereabouts are unknown.”
She suddenly furrowed her thin twin eyebrows and said, “Where are our children?”
“Ugh… Sister Peijuan, they’re still in the countryside, my mom is bringing them up.”
At her urging, I actually moved in with her. Fantastic cohabitation, she was exactly five years older than me.
And so it was that we spent our first night in bed together.
That night, she and I showered first, then we removed our full body restraints and groped each other’s bodies on the bed. Her nipples were so hard and protruding from my touch, and her breasts were so round that when I touched her fleshy lips, she actually trembled all over and asked for my fingers to be inserted. But when I wished to put my penis in, she actually refused and would only help me masturbate. I was so tired and weak that I just slept on her bed.
The next morning, as soon as I regained consciousness, I felt a sharp pain in my lower body, and then I felt dizzy. I turned back the blanket and saw that… I was wearing a pair of strong mid-rise pants with a small flower on the front and lace cut-outs on my lower body, which revealed my pubic hair. And she was… actually stroking my exposed pubic hair, looking very satisfied.
I was literally stunned by the sight, but I realized that I was already late, so I had to get out of bed in a hurry, put on my uniform, and dash off to school. All day long, I was horribly, unspeakably uncomfortable in my lower body, and I was dizzy all day long. As soon as I got out of school, I went back to the apartment and she came back. As soon as I saw her, I was so angry that I cursed, “You pervert, you’re actually trying to trick me!” I was furious that I had been tricked.
I didn’t expect her to show a sinister smile, as if she were the devil, and said, “You’re cursing? Don’t you know I’m gay? It’s impossible for me to love a man, but I found myself falling in love with you, and my body was invaded by you, so I had to… transform you into a woman!”
She blushed and added: “You’d better obey me properly from now on, or else I would have already taken pictures of you wearing my drawstring pants last night, and the current negatives are stored in the post office safe, so no one can take them out. If you do not obey, I will wash out those photos, posted everywhere in the school, so that you can not do!”
Little did I know that from that day on, I would begin to live an inhuman life that would destroy my life from then on.
(02) Bitch Cell
In the blink of an eye, it’s been half a year since I arrived in this metropolis, and it was just over March when the first semester of National Day had just begun.
Although it’s still spring, the tropical weather in southern Taiwan is quickly getting hot, everyone is wearing short sleeves on the street, and there is still a lot of sun on the street. I have adapted very well to the national high school here, and the funny thing is, even though I am not very tall and have a child’s face, I am loved by a lot of girls, and when I read books in the library, girls often ask me to teach them their homework.
But Juan (that’s what I call her) is still unreasonable. I live with her and she doesn’t give me a hard time as long as I’m willing to wear women’s drawstring pants at home, and I’ve come to take it for granted. However, I have adapted to the many inconveniences (the problem of taking them on and off to go to the bathroom). But I was still not happy about it.
She did take care of me, cooking me food every day and teaching me my homework, but I still don’t know why I obeyed her.
She acted like a queen every night, asking me to masturbate for her, and then we fell asleep masturbating in each other’s underwear. One afternoon at the moment of playing ball, I had a date with Ming and Hung. But with the pain of having my whole body completely waxed, I almost didn’t dare to go out because I didn’t have any ordinary gym clothes to wear now. I was forced to wear a woman’s close-fitting three-quarter rhythm pants, and because of the lace drawstring pants, I couldn’t see any male signs in my lower body at all, and because of the fact that I was originally very baby-faced, and I could never get a tan, and my pale and tender face, with a wide pink T-shirt made of soft fabric, I looked like a short-haired man, even I thought. Even I thought I looked like a junior high school girl with short hair.
After the game, we went to the store to buy a drink. I paid a hundred dollars, but I forgot to take my change. ” When they heard this, their faces turned blue, and my heart kept pounding as the three of them walked together in silence.
After walking for a while, Ah Xiong spoke up: “Ah Wen, I know you’re the best student in our class in terms of homework and image, but I really can’t help but say some unpleasant things.” In fact, before he said anything, my heart was already jumping out of my chest.
“You seem to be the shortest in our class, almost 150cm, you have a small bone structure, your face looks very young, like a third or fourth grade student in a national primary school, and your features are very civilized, so if you don’t pay attention to the clothes you wear, you look exactly like a woman. Look at the clothes you’re wearing today, they’re so snug that your ass is sticking up and your dick is invisible. I really want to say why you love wearing girls’ pants! It looks so perverted!”
As we talked, he actually broke into a fit of rage, and I blushed so red that I had to flee home in quick sobs.
I have long known that the class seems to point at me every day, and then the tone of voice is also very bad, but I have always had the ostrich mentality that they did not pay attention to, until that day, I felt poked and prodded self-esteem, the heart completely broken!
I didn’t realize that as soon as I got home, the demon was already waiting for me. She was still so feminine, but a demon.
When she saw me come back, she reached out and stroked my lower body, which was already flat, and then stroked my buttocks and thighs. I’ve always had very little hair on my body, and the only hair on my legs, she’d already plucked out, so it was smooth to her touch. This turned her on.
“I’m bored at night, go out shopping with me!” She said. She looked at my thin legs and said, “Your legs are so thin and pretty, wear a skirt and accompany me on the street today!”
I was so angry I yelled, “No!”
Her eyes make me shudder, hand grabbed the side of the whip from nowhere, the pain in my buttocks, the pain of my tears do not fight air flow out, she said: “You dare? Give me a try!”
That night, I had lost myself completely, wearing her wig, she was dressed as a long-haired little girl. After dressing up, I carefully examined myself: soft shoulder-length hair, with a bra and padded breasts on the upper body, by the tight powder blue T-shirt wrapped a round, can not be distinguished from the real, the lower half of the body wearing a tight mid-waist girdle pants, looks thin waist is very charming, with just wrapped around the hips of the gray silk mini-skirt, wearing a white waist below the completely transparent pantyhose, ankle stockings, cute Kitty patterned Sneakers, and a soft white face with a melon face, it really looks like an idolized beautiful girl from a Japanese pictorial. Now, even I was confused.
My heart skipped a beat as I stepped outside. Even though she allowed me to wear her sunglasses, I was still afraid of being recognized by someone I knew, and oddly enough, the first time I wore a dress it felt strange, and so cool underneath.
We went shopping in the biggest department store at the time and it was packed. It felt like all the people were looking at me. And strangely enough, a lot of guys kept staring at us, making me feel like I couldn’t stand their stares.
I accompanied her to get her ears pierced. This is actually her third ear piercing. In school, you can’t actually get your ears pierced yet, but since her hair is so well disguised, she wasn’t embarrassed.
When she was done, she suddenly asked the lady, “Can you pierce holes for me in places I can’t see?”
When the lady heard that, she blushed and said, “Yes!” Then she took us to a small room deep inside the store.
She removes all her restraints and asks to have her nipples and clitoris pierced. In order to make the piercing go smoothly, the lady carefully poked and rubbed her nipples and clitoris. Soon, her face turned red, her breath started to catch, and then her nipples and clitoris rapidly increased in size and hardened, and at that moment the lady’s needles quickly passed through her nipples and clitoris, and her lower body became wet, and a lot of blood flowed out from the pierced area.
Satisfied, she stood up, looked in the mirror, and then pulled up the nipple rings she had just put on, and blood just burst out, and then her eyes fell into ecstasy, and both cheeks flushed red. In fact, her breasts were large, C-cups, and they were in the shape of round balls that had a glow like whiteness when the light shone on them.
She instantly let go of the nipple ring, breasts popped, actually formed a breast wave slightly bobbing up and down, she looked back at the lady who pierced her, the lady looked at her move, her face turned iron green. She went on to buy 10 earrings, and self-piercing needles to take away, I looked at it, thinking that could be what happened to me, I can not help but shudder in my heart.
After the movie, we took a ferry across the sea to a small island on the outskirts of the city. The wind was so strong that my skirt flew up and I hurriedly covered it. Sister Jean’s skirt also flew up, and it occurred to me that she had taken off her panties when she was putting on her ring and hadn’t put them back on, and then her skirt flew up, revealing her soft pubic hair, and she hurriedly covered that mysterious part with her hand, but a few passers-by saw her, and she actually smiled charmingly…
On the way home, we passed by the store we always shopped at. In the past, the owner’s daughter used to look after the store during vacation time. Her name was Yang Lilin, and she was one of my admirers, often asking me questions in the library, but her schoolwork was not bad, and she was also a top student in the next class, I heard. Her face is long and sweet, her right cheek has a small dimple, smiling with a girl-next-door style quiet charm. Normally, she seldom speaks, but she has a very elegant demeanor. Unexpectedly, Sister Juan spoke up again, saying, “I’m thirsty, go buy me a drink!”
I was already a little scared when I heard that. I was afraid that she would recognize me and think I was a pervert! I was in tears at the thought of being recognized and having no self-respect in front of her from then on. Sister Juan viciously pulled up my mini-skirt and painfully pinched my squeezed flat bottom and said, “Go now!” When I entered the store, my voice was already trembling, tears streaming down my face as I shivered and said, “I want a bottle of Shou Run!”
I didn’t expect Juan’s sister to come rushing in, rip off my sunglasses, and say loudly, “You recognize this pervert, don’t you? He’s the guy you always ask questions about!” Then she pulled up my skirt. I hurriedly covered my lower body, but she had already seen it. She was dumbfounded.
Then she forced me to parade around the neighborhood without sunglasses, but luckily I didn’t have any contact with my neighbors, so no one seemed to recognize me. But after a long time, I was afraid of running into acquaintances. Luckily, after two hours, I didn’t meet any acquaintances, and then it got dark.
I did not expect to return home. Surprisingly the house put a huge dog cage, and then there is a hands cover the face, completely naked young girl, with a dog ring on the neck, the mouth was stuffed with rags, in the inside to do a silent cry of pain.
She said, “This bitch has been asking me to give her a good time for a long time, but I didn’t realize that she had brought the cage with her this time!” Sister Juan then opened the cage and pulled her out of it, removing her face-covering hands.
I was shocked to see her face, she was actually Lilin Yang!
The Devil’s Gift (03)
“Would you look at what this bitch is up to? I accidentally captured this with the telescopic head of our house camera the other day!”
Sister Juan threw me a photo, it was actually a nude photo of Yang Lilin, she was in her room, the upper half of her body was wearing a tight little T-shirt, the lower half of her body was naked, and she was hugging a dog, her family’s Harley, whose erect penis was actually inserted into her vagina. In the picture, her nipples were almost jutting out almost bursting out of her t-shirt, her cheeks were flushed and she seemed very intoxicated. It didn’t fit with her usual very innocent image.
(I never thought… she… would be so nasty!)
While I was stunned, Juan grabbed Lilin out of the cage, pulled her to sit on the bench, and said, “Why don’t you become a good human being and become a bitch? You’re a bitch, aren’t you?” Then she grabbed her by the hair and slapped her several times.
Lilin cried, “Didn’t you say you’d bring Hali’s crate and you’d tell me where Hali went?”
(No wonder that local dog, Hali, has disappeared lately. I don’t know where he’s gone.) Juan went to the freezer and took out a bag of bloody intestines and Hali’s head! (No wonder she didn’t allow me to open the freezer.)
At this point, Lilim was shaking all over, her full, round breasts were trembling, and she cried, “You… you devil!”
Sister Juan said with a cold face, “Scream, if you dare to disobey me, I’ll post your nude photos on the school’s bulletin board, letting the whole school know that an innocent girl like you is nothing more than a bitch who’s been penetrated by a male dog with a rotten root!”
“I’m going to punish you, and if you dare to scream, I’m going to let everyone know that you’re the dirty bitch that got stuck and rotted!”
Yang Lilin only dared to whimper and cry at this point. No longer daring to resist Sister Juan’s abuse.
Juan’s sister stripped off her entire body at this time, wearing only the black high heels she had just worn out and the long black pantyhose that reached the heel of her buttocks.
The edges of the two nipples of the pantyhose sank deep into her pussy lips. She stuck out her tongue and began to lick Janilyn’s entire body, then grabbed her nipples and licked them vigorously. Then she took out the twine that she didn’t know when she had prepared, and tied her to the small table in the living room, her limbs were tied to the four table legs, and her legs were spread wide open, her bulging pubic mound with some soft pubic hairs, and her bright red and not much hairy fleshy pistil yet, were thus daintily and completely exposed.
Her snow-white entire body had been shivering with goosebumps, somehow indescribably seductive in the light.
Sister Juan began to pick up the drill and pierced into her two hardened nipples, she suddenly couldn’t help but scream out in agony, and with a cold sweep of Sister Juan’s gaze, she was instantly stunned by the brutal atmosphere and didn’t dare to scream any more, and so the blood just dripped down along the glossy, white breasts. Next, a drill was used to make holes in her labia and clitoris, and then a ring was put on. She was probably feeling a lot of pain, and was in tears, then writhing all over. Sister Juan licked the blood off her body with her pointed tongue, then found a candle, lit it, and started to sprinkle wax oil on her snow-white skin. Unexpectedly, a blush appeared on her face, and she moaned, as if she was slowly going into orgasm.
Juan’s sister pulled up her nipple rings and clitoral ring at this point as well, as if she was very intoxicated. I couldn’t help but get down on my knees and lick her stamen, something I often did. At the end of the licking, her bottom squirted urine all over my face.
I thought: (I’m really finished. The demon didn’t order me, but I volunteered to be a dog… alas… I’ve been completely trained to be the demon’s plaything.)
She laughed loudly at this point: “Ah… heh… I’m so happy… it’s been a great Sunday!”
Then looked at me with the most contemptuous eyes, said: “You are also very cheap.” I didn’t expect to hear those words, my lower body was hard to get an erection, but it was blocked by the drawstring pants, only pain.
She then said something: “Now you finally feel ‘good’, right, also feel like growing ‘that’!
Painful, isn’t it, and isn’t it very tempting to cut off ‘that extra thing’?”
She said ‘cool’ and ‘that thing’ in the most high-pitched tone of voice with complete disdain, and when she finished, I was in a cold sweat all over.
(04) The Devil’s Dance of Death
Sister Pei Juan joined me on a Salvation Army trip to Japan that spring break. We got off the team as soon as we started and were forced by her to an SM club in downtown Tokyo. The furniture club was located in a curvy Roppongi alley, and no one would have ever noticed the tiny sign if they hadn’t been paying attention. With curiosity (anticipation?) in our hearts, we walked into that club located in the basement. We walked into the basement of the club with curiosity (anticipation?).
After walking down a long aisle, at the end of the walk was a service desk. At the desk was a girl with long curly hair, a hairband, and thin eyebrows wearing a spaghetti strap mini dress. The girl looked to be about 25 years old and had soft features, not at all like someone who worked in a place like this.
The girl uttered a soft tone: “Ladies, would you like to participate in the service of abuse? Or the service of being abused?”
I pulled on the hem of the miniskirt I was wearing. It was still a little chilly in Tokyo on spring break, so I was wearing heavy black super-stretchy shapely body stockings with a pair of body pants underneath, and I was still feeling a little chilly and my feet were shivering.
Since I had lived in Tokyo for five years with my dead father when I was a child, I understood Japanese. But I didn’t realize that Pei Juan understood it too, and she replied in fluent Japanese, “You’re wrong, I’m a woman, and she’s a male dog who wants to castrate herself as a bitch.” After that, he pulled up my mini-peplum skirt, removed my pantyhose and pantyhose, and a penis and testicles that had shrunk and become very small due to years of squeezing fell out! –In this condition, I almost cried out.
I didn’t expect the lady to say, “Oh, I see, you want to participate in Castration Hell, right? But it’s not until summer vacation this year, so I can’t do it now.” As she said that, she grabbed my testicles and gave them a squeeze, saying, “Oh, I’d actually like to cut my testicles!” She said with a smile in a cute tone of voice, but I was in so much pain that I burst into tears.
I never thought that Sister Pei Kuen would choose to be abused next. And I had no choice but to be abused.
In fact, ever since the last time I went with her to get her nipple piercing, I knew that her masochistic tendencies were actually very strong. And it’s increasing with each passing day. It didn’t occur to me that such a tendency would actually cause her to end her life early later on in the pursuit of pleasure.
I still vaguely remember the images of her being bound, whipped, raped, and having needles threaded all over her body in the holding cell in that furniture and music department, but her pleasant screams are something that I can never forget for the rest of my life. She was a devil, but after her death, she still kept controlling my life. Until now, I am a thirty-year-old female dentist practicing at the foot of a Taipei street, and the sound of my patient’s wailing when I am doing root canal treatment for her still reminds me of that unpleasant memory.
I remember the year it was the last pilgrimage meeting near the end of summer vacation, I think, and she was invited to the stage to accept an award for skipping a grade to get into the U of T. In fact, she already had an electric vibrator in her vagina. I followed her instructions and turned it up to full power when she went on stage. Her heavy breathing during her thank-you speech on stage sounded as if she was holding back the maximum pleasure, and even the teachers thought that her flushed face looked like she was about to have an orgasm. At the end of her speech, she actually let out a moan, and there were gasps of surprise from the audience. When she finally finished and rushed off the stage, those standing close to the podium saw a stream of liquid (love juice) coming out of her skirt and running all over her white legs.
That very day after school, she committed suicide by lying on the tracks. The broken head that rolled off the train tracks actually had a satisfied smile on it that gives me nightmares to this day.
Because of that incident, my country changed schools on the third day of my life, leaving the somewhat reckless city and coming to a private school in Hong Kong, the largest city in the south. What was even more surprising was that when I got into high school, Lilin Yang also went to Harbor City to study.
She found out that I was studying alone in a foreign country and came to my room with her luggage the first night. And got into my bed that night. Even though I lived a normal man’s sex life and never talked about the horrible past, the memory of my castration was still imprinted on me. But… the memory of being castrated was still imprinted in my subconscious until that summer vacation during my sophomore year of high school… when I finally went back to that hell, and, from then on, I became a woman.
(05) Lonely Cappuccino Dreams
It’s still painful to recall the past. But now my life, apart from my daughter who gives me headaches, my mother and my two sisters who still won’t let me into the house, is quite pleasant.
On the first day of the Chinese New Year in 1997, every family had to go out to celebrate the festival and pay respect to the New Year. And our family was no exception.
“Mom, it’s time to get up whoo!” As soon as Ru pushed open the door, the last scene I wanted her to see, was seen.
I held onto the wall while Wai came from behind me, gripping my buttocks tightly with one hand while gently stroking my nipples wearing nipple rings with the other. The tingling sensation could be transmitted from my nipples to my belly. As he pumped his thick cock harder and harder, my… every cell in my body was screaming with pleasure, and the sensation went straight to my cervix.
Wai he is my old patient, he often comes to me for periodontal treatment, and he often asks me to sleep with him, even though he has a wife. However, we both know clearly that we don’t love each other, and we are only bonded for the sake of carnal desire. In fact, in addition to him, I have a few irregular partners, and also occasionally to the bar to find men. But he is the only man who makes me feel relieved that I don’t have to force him to wear a condom.
With one hand free, I wiped my long, sweaty hair and turned my head sideways to her, saying, “Sorry, mom’s busy. I’ll be quick… ah… ah… the end…” At that moment, Wai started to pump hard, and two big puddles of sweat dripped down from my hardened and enlarged nipples.
Ru looked at the scene and blushed all over.
We, mother and daughter, met with Lilin at a cafe in Ximending and said we would go to the movies. Lilin and I hadn’t seen each other in two years. She lives in Canada and is currently pursuing a PhD in sociology. This time, she happened to be on vacation in Taiwan to visit her family, so we were able to meet.
“Good morning Auntie Yang, Happy New Year, bring the red envelope!” Xiao Ru had long flowing hair and a small dimple on her face when she smiled, she was kind of a pretty girl. She was wearing a tight white sweater with a black flannel mini skirt, black sheer pantyhose and high heels, looking taller than me at 158. In fact, I’m already wearing 3-inch heels. It’s hard to believe that she’s 158 centimeters too, she’s probably gotten taller.
“Oh… it’s been a long time… father and son…” she said in a mocking tone, but when she saw that my face was grim, she changed her tone and said, “Mother and daughter…” I think she vaguely remembered that when she and I had been living together for two years, she had abortions three times, and in the end, because of her son, I took a year off from school, but I still went to have a sex change operation. She even took a year off from school to give birth to her son, but I still went for a sex change operation.
We started talking about the past and about each other’s lives.
“Ugh… Yingwen… no, Meena, you’ve taken good care of yourself… you’re almost thirty, but you look ten years younger… if you hadn’t been paying attention, you’d have thought you were Xiao Ru’s sister.”
In fact, it is also true that, these years of frost as if I have never aged, so far the clinic new customers, I think I am in charge of the registration of high school working girl actually quite a lot. Even my Wai is only 24 years old, but he looks like my brother.
“By the way, Ru, what’s the situation now? Which school do you go to? Does Grandma still forgive you?”
As Ru listened, her pleasant smile changed to a miserable green color.
I answered on her behalf, “She had sex reassignment surgery last year, and it was very successful. I did not expect a few interviews psychiatry agreed.” She got into the Northern First Girls’ School last year, so she’s quite competitive. It’s just that the teachers at the National Middle School were not happy, because their school has always had a low number of students who got into Jianzhong, and there was no shortage of girls from the Northern First Girls’ School, but the person who had been waiting for a long time unexpectedly got into the Northern First Girls’ School.”
“Also, my mom kicked her out of the house. To this day, we all have a home to go back to!”
Talking and talking, we three women actually talked until the afternoon. After watching a movie that had a long line, I drove them up Yangmingshan to see the night view.
It was surprisingly cold in Yangmingshan at night, and all I wore was a tight, low-cut, short-sleeved, navel-gazing T-shirt coupled with a suit jacket, paired with ultra-thin, straight-legged denim AB pants with intentional holes cut into them. The cold wind came right through the holes and made me shiver.
Lillian watched, adding her heavy coat to mine, then stroking my long hair. Slowly, one hand reached into the small rip in my jeans at the small of my back cut diagonally to my crotch, and the rip on my hip.
“Ugh… you’re quite a slut, but you have a really good body, so you’re more qualified than me, an Obasan. But you have the nerve to go without panties, and with these pants, if you squat down and spread your legs, a small portion of your labia will be visible.”
I laughed a little bitterly, but it was actually because I left the house this morning after a hurried shower and actually forgot to put on my underwear. It’s actually amazing how forgetful I am.
Suddenly, looking down the hill at the starry night scene, Yang Lilin stroked the nipple rings on my nipples with one hand and said, “Alas… Siu Ru, if it wasn’t for your mother’s insistence on having an operation to change her sex, I might have been her woman for the rest of my life. I still remember the day she insisted on getting a sex change and I…”
When she said that, she actually shed two lines of tears. It reminded me of that memory from back then – the castration hell. To this day, when I think of that memory, I still feel a deep sense of guilt towards her. No wonder she still refused to have a boyfriend and was studying overseas alone… It was all my fault…
Looking down at the starry sky, I began to remember that hell…
(06) Angels in the Same Colorful Clothes
[Remarks] Many of you reading this have questioned the veracity of this story. I’ll be honest with you, this story is mostly true, but the exaggerated sexual abuse is just for dramatic effect, it’s actually not that exaggerated, some of it is just my fantasy. The names of the people and places involved are all false, and the dates may be wrong, but I am a young female physician. I am a young female doctor, and I am indeed a practicing female dentist at a United Dental Clinic. However, I can’t tell you where the clinic is located in Taipei City. This is to protect my personal life. Besides, I am now in an environment where no one knows about my past, and no one believes that I am transgender. I just happened to see some erotic literature today, so I took the opportunity to write a memoir.
I still have the habit of wearing women’s clothes after living with Lillian. By this time, I was wearing her clothes. She was the same height as me, 155 centimeters, but in reality, she seemed to be taller than me, and felt like my sister, but I don’t know why she liked me, a short winter melon.
Every day after school, she would always leave the private parochial school she attended and come to wait for me in front of X Middle School. I wasn’t well-liked in my class, not because I was a bad person, but because I didn’t talk to anyone, and I sat alone in the classroom after school. At first, there were students who talked to me, but after a long time, no one cared about me. Plus, there weren’t half of my junior high school classmates in this school, so I was even lonelier here. But every time Lilin rode her bicycle to pick me up, she would always greet my classmates, and my classmates loved her.
Our cohabitation situation was that we lived at my place at first and then moved to hers. The main reason was that I was afraid that my family would find out about my perverted habit of wearing women’s clothes.
She didn’t forbid me to wear her clothes; it was as if she was resigned to her fate. She had a strong libido (otherwise she wouldn’t have used the dog…). Every night, in the dead of night, she would lift up my pants, pull out my penis, and slowly lick it, a taste I can’t forget. Then she took off her clothes and sat on my body, pulling my fingers to caress her breasts. She bobbed up and down on her own, and slowly we came to an orgasm, with my thick semen shooting into her. Then, her whole body went limp and she collapsed on top of me, and we both fell asleep.
Our relationship is actually very delicate, and at first I originally thought that she wanted my residual male instincts. If that was the case, then she wouldn’t need me in the future when she had a new boyfriend. I only thought these things in my mind and didn’t say them out loud. Until one day I had a dream, it was a dream that I went to an SM club in Roppongi with Sister Juan, I cried and begged the Queen to castrate me, but the Queen said she wasn’t available, and that’s how I woke up.
I didn’t expect that when I woke up, Yang Lilin cried her face full of tears and said, “I’ve tolerated you to such an extent, and you still want to be a woman, do you know that I belong to you for the rest of my life. If you go to the sex change, I have no one else in my life to rely on.” Said, then fell into my arms and cried. Then he raised his head and said, “I want you to swear to me that you love me, and that you just like to wear women’s clothes. You promise that you will never change sex in your life!”
I saw that she was really very sad, so I agreed. She sat up and put on her apron to make breakfast. Being fully clothed in just an apron, her behind looked naked.
I was about to put on my pantyhose (which became a habit for me every morning). I didn’t realize that she had forbidden me to wear women’s clothes on this day. Rummaging through her closet, she found a pair of unisex pants and a shirt, told me to put them on, and touched her body… Although she didn’t forbid me to wear women’s clothes again, the memory of it is still unforgettable.
It wasn’t until the summer of my sophomore year of high school that Lilin and I joined another National Salvation Mission to Japan. We still got out of the group, but then tragedy struck…
(07) The umbilical cord of happiness with the past is completely castrated.
The night we first arrived in the city of Tokyo, we all had free time. The hotel we stayed at was in Roppongi. Geez! Is this fate? I was wandering around Roppongi with Lillian, and we wandered into a small alley with not many people, and there was a familiar sight in front of us.
“Wings of Moonlight”! It’s that SM club. Oh, my God, is this divine providence?
When I entered the club, there was still the same amiable-looking Queen Kitty at the counter, whose real name is Kisaragi Kaori, a very beautiful name. As soon as she saw me, she arched her willow moon eyebrow and smiled, saying, “It’s been a long time, Su-like. You finally got what you wanted this year! We’re holding our club’s biggest event of the year, the Castration Hell Festival, tomorrow, and we need one person per year, so no one has signed up for it, so I thought it would be canceled this year, but it’d be great if you participated.”
“So, want to join in?” She stroked her hair, revealing dimples and tiger teeth, the kind of smile unique to Japanese women. She looked to be about thirty years old and had the mature charm of a Japanese woman.
Lillian didn’t understand what we were saying, and didn’t realize that this was an SM club, because it didn’t look like an ordinary bar at all. She said curiously, “What did that Japanese woman say, do you know her?”
I was actually summoned by the devil and ruthlessly lied to her, saying, “This tavern owner’s wife is a friend of mine from Japan when I was a child. She invited me to a fun event they’re having tomorrow.”
She was fooled by me. Then the two of us were separated. Supposedly she was taken to a cozy room for the night.
I was taken for a quick physical examination, blood sampling, ultrasound… Now that I think about it, it turned out to be a pre-operative assessment.
Then she took a form and said: “Castration Hell is the gimmick of this club, and it’s also a trick used by an underground video company to make a lot of money. But you’re only getting in for free because of the money they give you.
As you know, all the activities in this club are quite expensive, especially the original price of castration hell is sky high. So you had no choice but to be filmed by them for a pornographic videotape.”
I listened and agreed with a heavy face.
She continued, “In case you’re not aware, I’m also the vice president of Ruyue Hospital. I am 37 years old.
This hospital is my father’s ancestral property, and he had sent me to the United States to study plastic surgery at the Johns Hopkins University Hospital, where I specialized in sex reassignment surgery, but I did not have the opportunity to do it when I returned. This is because sex change operations are illegal in Japan to this day. That’s why I stayed at the club on a part-time basis, seeking an opportunity to experiment one time a year.
You read these conditions and if you agree, sign them so that legally you can’t sue us after you regret it.”
The document says.
1, I am willing to accept the Wings of the Moon Club all sexual abuse, if any negligence (including endangering my life), as my will fully authorized, the consequences are entirely my responsibility, the club is not responsible for any consequences.
2. I am willing to accept the male-to-female conversion surgery (male-to-female sex reassignment surgery) and other treatments given to me by Ruyue Hospital, and I am willing to cooperate with them completely without any comments. If I am unable to fully cooperate with the surgery, or if I am dissatisfied with the surgery or regret the treatment, Ruyue Hospital will not be responsible for any consequences, and I will be responsible for the consequences myself.
3. I am willing to accept all the activities of the Queen of Darkness Sex Video, Inc. in the filming process. I am willing to participate in all the activities of Queen of Darkness Sex Video, as well as the follow-up filming activities of the video one week after the operation, and I am willing to cooperate with them completely without any comments. If I cannot fully cooperate without any comments, the consequences will be my own responsibility.
I read it and immediately agreed to sign it. And so began the journey to hell… (08) The Castrated Angel Who Came Out of the Fire
I vaguely remember that I was led into the venue in shackles, leg irons and a dog harness. That day was a “castration hell festival”, and there were a lot of people there, with Queen Kitty leading me into the venue with one hand, and with the other hand, she was beating my buttocks with a leather whip. But I couldn’t cry out because I was still wearing a mouth restraint, so I couldn’t cry out, only tears and snot flowed straight out of my nose.
Queen Kitty wore very little that day, just leather gloves that went over the shaft of her hand and leather heeled boots that went over her knees, and an iron mask that only showed her eyes and covered the upper half of her face. It looked very cold.
As soon as we arrived at the venue, the stage was packed with what must have been 200 people. She stepped aside first, and by this time there were quite a few girls in shackles and leg irons like me, as well as girls in doggy paddles licking her nipples and clitoris.
Slowly, she fell into an orgasm, her eyes very mesmerized and her nipples hard and protruding. Her nipples were already large, and they were even larger at this point.
She picked up the nipple needle that the ‘bitch’ had brought aside and grabbed her nipple and pierced it, four times with the very fine nipple needle, and then her nipple radiated beautifully, but there was a lot of blood. She grabbed her clitoris and pierced a thick needle through her clitoris and up to the slightly raised pubic mound, at which point the ‘bitch’ licked up the blood.
She then walked over to the Queen’s throne, a steel seat with a large male penis in the center, and aligned her vaginal opening with the penis, sat down, and turned the button on the handle next to the seat, allowing the penis to twitch. Then she said, “Today I’m going to castrate a male dog that wants to be a bitch, so watch carefully!”
Soon after that, the ‘bitch’ stood up and led me to her, she grabbed the whip and started to beat me violently, beating me all over my body, blood pouring out, saying: “You don’t want to be a dog when you’re not a good human being, but you want to be the most lowly bitch again? Are you a bitch? Do you want to regret, I give you the last chance!”
With that, the ‘bitches’ removed my oral restraints. I didn’t realize that I had the courage to endure the pain, but I cried out in tears, “Castrate me… please… please… please!”
At this time, a girl suddenly shouted in Mandarin: “Come down, Xiao Wen, I beg you!” Looking back, it was Lilin.
But the shouts of the crowd soon drowned out her voice, and everyone went crazy, shouting, “Castrate!”
So she got up and took me to a steel seat like a gynecological birthing table next to the stage, and as I lay on it with my legs spread wide and my penis and testicles facing the crowd, she first shoved a series of iron beads into my anus and then pulled them out as hard as she could. I was bleeding from my anus at this point and the pain was indescribable. Then my limbs and body were tied to the iron bed. She took a lot of fine needles and pushed them through my testicles, instantly stabbing me with an unknown number of needles, I lost consciousness from the pain, and then pulled them all out. Then she took a sharp scalpel and made a large slit along the bottom of my testicles to the anus, then quickly pulled out the testicles, cut them off and dropped them on the floor.
That’s when the wolfhound, out of nowhere, actually rushed up and ate my testicles, and then the whole audience laughed!
At that moment, I fainted from the pain, and suddenly there came a cry from Lilin in my head: “Oh my God!” I can’t forget the sound of her crying.
I don’t know how long it took, but I finally woke up and was lying on a hospital bed. At this time, a huge pain in the lower body, tears are indisputably straight flow. In front of her eyes appeared Lilin, whose eyes were red and swollen from crying, and a female physician with long flowing hair, who turned out to be the Queen – Dr. Kisaragi.
She looked at me, said with a smile: “You are so lucky, congratulations on joining the ranks of our women. And you’re not a new-half, you actually have complete ovaries and uterus, and a vagina that’s not connected to the outside world! Even your pelvis is a woman’s! This is a very rare medical condition,” and then said: “In a few days, I will start injections to let your ovaries mature, you will slowly have menstruation! You don’t have to take hormone injections for the rest of your life, you can produce your own female hormones!”
[Note] In Japan, nwe-half refers to a man who dresses as a woman, and is in fact used by transsexuals.
This is because a transgender person only becomes a woman in the appearance of their organs, but the detailed construction of their body is still that of a man.
(09) The male rabbit’s foot is confusing, the female rabbit’s foot is disorienting.
After I was forced to make some videotapes of me being fondled on a tram, abused and raped in the countryside. Dr. Kisaragi was kind enough to reshape my leaky tube (a common aftereffect of gender reassignment surgery), and I was discharged from the hospital.
Li-Lin was so angry because of this incident that she forced me to move out of her room and never talked to me again. Later, she actually transferred to Taipei. The whereabouts of the unknown, until later when we met again, I realized that she was already 1 month pregnant when I was castrated, she lived in Taipei, hard to give birth to her son, those difficult past, I’m afraid she does not want to talk about it again. However, the child was given to her infertile cousin’s wife, and since then mother and son have become cousins.
After that, I disguised myself so well that no one could tell that I had changed sex. Because my voice has always been a child’s voice that has not yet changed, and my figure is similar. Only I know myself, my hips slowly become more plump, waist also began to thin, the most important thing is that the skin is more tender than ever, menstruation also came (that day when I came just after school, actually the bottom of the pants began to bleed blood, after that secretly use tampons) and breasts slowly grow, until the senior year of high school, has got a B-cup so big, but I have always used a cloth to tie up the good, so no one found out.
During my senior year of high school, I went home to see my mother. My father was a pharmacist and had studied in Japan (I went with him at the time, and my mother and my two sisters were in the countryside watching over the pharmacy). Later, when I returned to Taiwan, my father actually died in Japan. I don’t know why, because my mother didn’t say anything and didn’t take us to the funeral, and he was buried in Japan. I still don’t know where the tombstone is, but there is a small plaque of my father at home.
Both of my twin boys are in kindergarten. My older brother, Xiaohua, looks smart, while my younger brother, Xiaoxiong (post-transgender Xiao Ru), looks honest. Although the brothers are twins and were also raised by my mother, they are quite different.
The New Year’s Eve is in a great mood, and our family goes around paying their respects. The New Year’s Eve atmosphere in the countryside is very strong. Of course, since there were many relatives, there were some people we rarely saw. When we met an Obasan, she actually pointed at me and said to my mother, “Gosh, your daughter is so beautiful, she looks like a movie star!” I was in a sweat.
The mother quickly explained, “You’re mistaken, this is my son! He’s just a gentlemanly looking guy.”
I didn’t realize that the uninformed woman would say, “Oh… thată„ť looks like a Chapman? I don’t believe it’s Chavez!”
From then on my mother looked at me differently. I was also more careful to guard against being seen by her. I threw away all my women’s clothing in the Kaohsiung suite in case my mother raided it.
However, things still can’t be wrapped in paper. It wasn’t until that day, not long after I got into college, that I received the notice of my immediate physical examination at the military service. Only then did I realize that things were not going well.
Thinking about it now, that incident was a nightmare and I still feel shaky. This list was accidentally sent early by the military service office not realizing that it had broken down my years of camouflaged sunglasses.
(10) Being a woman is a curse.
That day I don’t know if it was rebellious or on purpose. I made it a point to go to Chang Ming Clothing Street near my station and started picking up women’s underwear. I picked out a piece of girl’s underwear and put it on. That piece of underwear is very light pink, and then as thin as a cicada, but the lace pattern is very beautiful, put on, support my B cup chest strength is also enough to form a very beautiful round, but also faintly can see the pink nipples protruding. I also picked a low-waisted transparent panties, also very light pink, in the most mysterious part of the belly, there is hollow lace, the lower body for the number of not too many soft hair is so vaguely visible out.
After that, I paired it with a wide white HolloKitty T-shirt that showed my belly button, and a red and black checkered thin cotton Scottish pleated mini-skirt with skin-colored pantyhose that made my thighs look white and slender. I also chose short cotton girl socks that came down to my ankles, tiny coffee-colored flats, and then tied a pretty hair band around my short hair. Looking at the melon face, thin eyebrows and gentle short hair in the dressing mirror, I thought, this is my rebellion.
When I arrived at the venue, it was full of people queuing up to get dressed. I saw many people going to a room with lockers to take off their clothes, leaving only their underwear, so I rushed up and grabbed a seat, took off my pantyhose and shoes, and when I was taking off my mini-skirt down to my calves, a tall instructor came up to me and said, “Miss! What are you doing here? This is the locker room for the service men, please don’t just take off your clothes here!”
At that moment, I was so frightened by his fierce tone that I could hardly speak, and managed to squeeze out the words, “I… I’m… an enlisted man, too!” Coincidentally, the draftee’s medical certificate that I was holding fell to the ground, and the man took a look at it and immediately turned blue in the face. After staring for a moment, he said, “I’ll take you to another room and we’ll deal with your problem there.”
So I put my clothes and shoes and groceries in my small shoulder bag and followed him out. Along the way many people were staring at us, and since I was only wearing one pair of panties, more people were staring at my bottom. I subconsciously covered my lower body with both hands, and there was only a feeling of emptiness, nothing, really nothing. Heart a burst of melancholy, lower body a cool wind sweeping, over somehow, it is urgent to pee.
“Instructor, I want to pee!” The man heard this and said impatiently, “Go on.” So I found an empty toilet and flushed into it, hot urine shot out from between my lower body. I picked up a piece of toilet paper, spread the lips of my pussy, slowly wiped it clean, and walked back to the small room at the entrance of the original aisle. As it turned out, it was filled with people from the military service, watching as if they were rare animals. A couple of Obasanas came up to me and looked at me with contempt, humiliation, ridicule, and anger.
A tall, thin, middle-aged woman with glasses who looked very civilized asked me, “What’s wrong with you?”
My whole body was shaking, and I barely managed to squeeze out a few words, saying, “I was originally… male, but I had a… sex change operation to…”
The tall, thin, middle-aged woman with glasses, very worthless and sympathetic, said: “Alas, the Buddha said, when a man is more than a woman to cultivate five hundred years, why are you self-sacrificing it! It’s harder to be a woman than a man!” Then she sighed deeply.
One of the fat and short Obasan said curiously, “Wow! That thing is cut off!” She screamed “cut it off” in such a harsh, mocking, high-pitched tone that it could have been heard hundreds of meters from the door. Then she reached out and touched my lower body, gave it a firm squeeze, and said, “Oh… oh… I’ve really cut off my ovaries and that one! Then he glared at me and said, “You, shaving your balls, that’s a real shame!”
Then several Obasan laughed as if it was the funniest thing in the world. But I couldn’t hold back my tears, and they flowed down my face. Then another Obasan came over to me angrily and slapped me hard, saying: “You dare to cut your balls, why don’t you dare to die for me! You really have lost face!
You don’t know how many Cha-somethings have spent their entire lives hating that they weren’t born with a thing! You have it, but you don’t know it’s good…”
I then lost control of my emotions and cried out, trembling all over, “I beg you! Spare… spare me…”
Then with a black eye, he was about to fall to his knees and beg for mercy.
Many of the men there sighed and left. Then that tall, thin, middle-aged woman with glasses, who looked very gentle, came over to me, held my hand, helped me up, and comforted me with her eyes, saying, “Chant the Buddha’s name, and tell Amitabha Buddha that it will eliminate your karma and give you peace of mind…” Her words were full of sympathy and tenderness. I will never forget the kindness of that kind woman.
Unexpectedly, just then, the instructor returned with a very young female doctor. The instructor quickly introduced me, saying, “Su… no… little sister, this is Dr. Tsang So-hwa, an obstetrician and gynecologist who we’ve specially called for support from a major hospital… Dr. Tsang…”
I raised my head to look at the lady doctor. She had long hair and was wearing a belly-length gown with a black mini-peplum skirt, black pantyhose and black high-heeled shoes. The haughty look in her eyes under her gold-rimmed glasses is still unforgettable… Even though today she has risen to become the head of the obstetrics and gynecology department at a municipal hospital and is much more approachable, I still can’t forget how she looked like back then… (11) Eve Lost in Paradise
As soon as Dr. Zeng entered, he raised his voice to a high pitch and said, “Why are there so many people here? What are you watching?” When she said that, the bad Obasan and other onlookers dispersed.
We were the only two left, and I immediately gave her a grateful look, but I didn’t realize that she immediately closed the door and said roughly, “Take it off!”
I froze and said, “May I ask the doctor what I have to take off?”
Dr. Tsang immediately said angrily, “Dare to cut off your things, still afraid of people watching ah, I told you to take off your underwear!
Take off all your clothes!” Then he said, “Hurry up, I’ve got other things to catch up on!”
I panicked and stripped off my entire body, then hid in a corner, covering my lower body and chest with my hands, then cowering and shivering.
The female practitioner held up her gold-rimmed glasses, then came over to me, pulled my hand away and just started stroking my bottom hard, telling me to sit down in the chair with my legs spread on both armrests, and then to look at my pussy and bottom with all kinds of tools. Then proceeded to fondle my breasts. Finally finished checking, pinched my nipples a little hard, said: “But do quite really!” Her sharp eyes swept, so that I was afraid of the dumbfounded.
Unexpectedly, at this time, a few media reporters rushed in, she looked actually said: “I checked, you go shoot it, and then left us a few people in the room, she vigorously threw on the door, the magnesium lamps at this time began to rise and fall.
Outside, the empty walkway still echoed with the sound of her flinging the door open, sounding both relentless and angry.
This is great, and I’m afraid my family should know. I guess it’s time to face reality too. So I put on the women’s clothes and took the bus home, lost in thought. I didn’t realize that before I stepped into the house, my mother, who was angry and crying with red eyes, picked up a broom and started shouting, “You’re not funny! Get out of here! You still have the face to come back! You are not a member of our Su family!”
I cried out in pain and tried to enter the house, but I didn’t realize that my mother started to beat me so hard that I was holding my head in my hands. I still rushed inside, but I was already covered in bruises and my pantyhose were torn! My clothes were also dirty. At this time, two sisters came over, coldly said: “you go to the operation thing, just now the military service section called to inform!”
My elder sister said to me with wide eyes, “Well, I’m afraid you’ve been reported to the newspaper, with a person like you, how can we still see our family?” Then she threw my ID card and other documents at me and said, “Get out of here. Mom wants you to get out of here and never come back! Mom said she wants to disown you! We don’t care if you live or die!”
My mother then proceeded to beat me so badly that she broke the broom, so I had no choice but to leave the house and wander the streets all night until the next day. When I returned to the door of my rented apartment, there was a white piece of paper saying, ‘Mr. So, no, I should say you, Ms. So…’
I’m sure you watched yesterday’s TV news… you’re famous… although it didn’t say your name… we know about your transgenderism, and your family knows about it, so your family told us to return this room and not to rent it to you, so you don’t have to come back here from now on.
Good luck in your future life. Bye!’
When I saw it, my eyes went black and I fainted…
When I woke up, I was in an unfamiliar room with images of Buddhas plastered all over the walls… it turned out to be a chanting room…
(to be continued)