DESIRE PROGRAM (1)

DESIRE PROGRAM

One,

Kobayashi’s wide hands gripped the woman’s thighs tightly, like a pair of bear paws. The woman’s disheveled hair clung to her pretty face, and her look of seeming pain shook in mid-air, struggling fiercely with each of Kobayashi’s thrusts.

Kobayashi stopped moving, a satisfied smile on his face. The woman’s eyes were tightly closed as if she was expecting something. In any case, the woman’s expression showed a desire that was obvious at first glance. She hugged Kobayashi tightly.

Kobayashi carried the woman to the table, his strong hands resting firmly on the woman’s body, and you could clearly see Kobayashi’s ten fingers sinking deep into the woman’s soft body skin.

It seemed the woman’s craving had been fully aroused. She couldn’t wait to compound her lips on Kobayashi’s, her tongue probing right into his warm, soft mouth. Kobayashi responded enthusiastically. The woman slid smoothly between Kobayashi’s ears and onto his thick chest. Kobayashi closed his eyes slightly, allowing the invasion of this woman’s tongue. From his expression, it was easy to see how much he was enjoying this.

The woman stopped moving, obviously waiting for Kobayashi’s reaction.

Kobayashi smiled as he laid the woman flat on the table and pushed his hands towards the woman’s breasts. The two round meatballs were full of hair after Xiao Lin’s burst of squeezing, and the slightly dark brown areolas were also getting firmer and firmer. Xiao Lin leaned down to kiss the prominent nipples, after a flurry of tongue stirring, the woman’s body has appeared a kind of lustful appearance. Her reddened face and disorganized breathing made the entire room roam with a sizzling aura.

The woman reached out to Kobayashi’s body with a smile on her face, and it was obvious that she was holding something. Yes: it was a man’s penis, Kobayashi’s thick and straight one. The woman smiled as she stroked it, and as she rubbed it repeatedly, Kobayashi’s cock rose up uncontrollably.

The woman looked at Kobayashi with a look of pity.

“You’re such a fed-up woman. Didn’t we just finish?” Kobayashi asked.

The woman shook her head: “I don’t think it’s enough! You said you’d give me an orgasm. But I haven’t felt it yet! So you have an obligation to fulfill me.”

“Well at least you gave me a break!”

“You don’t need to rest! Look at your dick, it’s standing straight up there! That means you still have power!”

Kobayashi’s face was filled with a smile, one that was filled with pride. It couldn’t help but stagger me, who was hiding on the sidelines. Looks like Kobayashi will fuck that woman again. Oh my god! Kobayashi is practically superhuman!

“Want to do it again?” Kobayashi asked.

The woman nodded vigorously: “Of course!” A tone similar to a command.

Kobayashi shook his head in some disbelief : “I don’t like your tone. Look, I can satisfy you, but you have to beg!” Kobayashi paused for a moment, “At least not in that tone of voice.”

The woman inclined her head in disbelief. It took a moment before she looked at Kobayashi again.

“I don’t give a shit about you! I’ll take it if I want it.” After saying this. The woman brought her loins to meet Kobayashi’s femur of her own accord.

“Ah!” The woman cried out in satisfaction, but Kobayashi immediately stopped the woman’s enjoyment. He held the woman’s body so that she couldn’t squirm anymore.

But Kobayashi didn’t withdraw from the woman’s body, his thick cock remained inside her vagina, and that was enough to drive the woman crazy. Her mouth was around Kobayashi, her breasts were close to Kobayashi, she rubbed his hair like a spasm, and she kept murmuring in Kobayashi’s ear.

Kobayashi wasn’t impressed, though, and the woman tried to slam into Kobayashi’s body, trying to beg for a hint of pleasure from the brief impact! Still, Kobayashi stops the woman in her tracks.

The woman had been wet for a long time: in her thick black forest, which had long since turned into a large swamp. Like a wanderer on a long journey through the desert, the woman looked up to the rains of heaven. She muttered under her breath.

“What did you say?” Kobayashi asked loudly.

“Stick it in:” the woman’s voice was like silk: “Please, give it to me! I can’t stand it.”

“Really?” Kobayashi stroked the woman’s hair: “So are you learning to listen?”

The woman nodded like mad. Kobayashi responded with satisfaction.

Kobayashi did her best to spread the woman’s legs, and the woman did her best to cooperate. She couldn’t wait for Kobayashi to enter immediately, and Kobayashi did as she asked.

“Oh… come on… come and conquer me.” The woman went wild with Kobayashi’s pumping movements. Her fingers left a trail of blood on Kobayashi’s back. Kobayashi met the woman’s “blooming flower” with his heavy breathing as he kept on attacking. His bare back was moving forward and backward between the woman’s legs.

Kobayashi wielded his scepter like he was riding a horse, directing the swing of the woman’s body. The woman was literally turning into a puddle of mud, letting herself get off into a puddle under the extreme pleasure.

Kobayashi held the woman’s thighs tightly, and his movements became more and more ferocious, ramming the woman’s pussy like a wild animal. The woman’s pussy lips must have gotten full pleasure between his repeated friction, only to see the woman cloaked and murmuring, dripping with sweat as she greeted Xiao Lin’s cock.

“Ah… this is it… faster…” the woman gasped, “Deeper… I’m getting close… ah… more… I’m going to give out…”

Then there was an ultra-high decibel cry, and the woman wordlessly released her hands.

But Kobayashi’s movements didn’t stop, he still maintained his high spirits and played with the woman’s body at will. He withdrew his cock and without saying a word, simply turned the woman’s body around. His hands caught a handful of the woman’s crotch and pulled it through, the woman’s body arching up instantly.

Kobayashi entered her again, exploring her vagina again from behind. The woman began to muffle her grunts.

Apparently, Kobayashi’s movements had brought her back to her senses.

Kobayashi played with her hanging breasts as he pumped. Under the influence of gravity, the woman’s breasts appeared to protrude and move even more. Kobayashi held them tightly, kneading them in time with his movements.

The woman lifted her head, her mouth bursting out in a wave. The two naked bodies were already wet, making it impossible to tell if it was due to sweat or not that these two were able to have such a tight bond, as if the rendezvous between their strands was glued together by sweat.

The woman’s expression was no longer as excited as it was at first, but a very pained expression, or so I thought. I think that woman probably can’t stand Kobayashi’s offense anymore! At least an hour had passed since I accidentally saw her, and Kobayashi didn’t seem satisfied.

“Oh… oh…” Kobayashi was talking now, and he had a dying look on his face, but it was like he was in ecstasy: “I’m coming! I’m coming.” Kobayashi’s expression began to distort, and his movements intensified.

After a while, Kobayashi stretched out as he continued to tremble. Finally, he slumped helplessly over the woman’s body.

The moment Kobayashi collapsed, I felt as if Kobayashi looked towards me, and I was startled to leave in a hurry.

When I returned to the study, I shriveled up in my seat with weak hands and feet, the sweat slipping coldly through my palms, I had a feeling of weakness, and it was as hard as if a red-hot coal had been placed in my throat, and gradually I felt what seemed to be a sticky wetness between my strands.

I bowed my head and confessed what I had just done, how could I have done that? A mountain of guilt came over me.

What’s even more shameful is that I was right outside Kobayashi’s research lab watching this scene of him cheating from beginning to end, I’m really shameless.

After a bout of self-blame, my mood was more able to calm down, my hands and feet were less shaky, I exhaled heavily, I didn’t think that what Xiao Lin said was true, he really dared to bring a woman to his research lab to get it on! It’s really a bit of admiration for him. But this is too much! Even though Lin’s male-female relationships have always been messy.

After scolding Kobayashi, I was in a much better mood, I’m not like Kobayashi! I’m a researcher.

I opened the document that was sent to me yesterday, and I heard from the director that it was a diary written by a rapist, an important document for the research we are doing at the center.

Back at home, I couldn’t wait to take out Jade’s picture and put it on my newly purchased scanner. Looking at Jade’s bright smile, there was a feeling of sin-filled happiness in my heart, like putting a nasty pictorial magazine of naked girls in front of an innocent little girl.

There was a feeling of wanting to burst in his lower body expanding rapidly.

My head was running over and over again with Jade’s naked face, imagining the expressions of pain and satisfaction that she must have had when I entered her body, and I could already hear moans coming out of her mouth from time to time… “Brush…” I closed Chen Yizhi’s diary somewhat feebly.

“This kid is perverted oooh!” Kobayashi handed me a cup of coffee from behind me. I was shocked, I didn’t expect him to be behind me, and I didn’t expect him to act like nothing happened. But since he was like that, I was happy to play dumb.

I didn’t say anything, just shook my head in a kooky way and laughed bitterly.

“This kind of person isn’t even worth all the mental effort you put into researching.” Kobayashi’s tone was decisive.

I took a sip of my coffee, letting the slightly bitter black liquid flow between my tongues, and through the power of the bitterness that went straight to my head, I was able to suppress the thoughts that had just boiled over from the episode in the diary.

I couldn’t help but think of H and the white dress that wrapped tightly around her delicate curves when she attended the seminar last night.

“This guy is crushingly perverted!” Kobayashi said indignantly.

“Maybe.” I was a bit weak: “If you mean the fact that he raped Yi Qingyu.”

“It’s not all about that.” Kobayashi sat his ass on my desk: “It happens all over the world, and the number of people who get raped every year could circle the earth seven and a half times! It’s not a big deal.”

“You’re exaggerating too much.” I laughed.

“Raping someone isn’t much of a big deal in the first place.” Kobayashi’s tone was full of disdain.

“Hey, you really don’t sound like a researcher of psychological problems when you say that!”

“It has nothing to do with my specialty.” Kobayashi shrugged his shoulders in an indifferent manner : “I’m accusing him from personal experience.”

That tickled my fancy. “Tell me about it.” I said.

“Not really, I just think the guy is a loser who can only find those unrealistic orgasms in his diary or on his computer, and is basically a complete impotent. A wimp who only jerked off in the shadows, luckily he did a decent job in the end. Koo, whether he was right or wrong, at least he acted, but what? It’s the end of it all… this guy’s not a loser, what else is he?” Kobayashi finished his sentence in one breath.

“This shouldn’t have anything to do with perversion!”

“It’s a perversion to twist sex like that!” Kobayashi wiggled his right index finger: “This simple desire was originally very beautiful, but by doing this, he’s broken up sex into condoms, and there’s no pleasure to be had!”

“I think you’re really an animal.” I laughed. My laughter grew uncontrollable as I thought about the hook he had just made.

“I’ll take that as a compliment!” Kobayashi jumped off the table: “At least I’m honest and don’t pretend to be noble. For that, I appreciate myself.”

I took off my glasses and yawned: “Bullshit.” I paused for a moment: “Don’t make excuses for your promiscuity.”

“So what if it’s promiscuous! It’s not like it’s against the law. If you want to talk about morality, then save your breath! We all know what morality is…” Kobayashi’s tone was full of disdain.

“And.” He pressed on, “The women who sleep with me do so of their own free will, I didn’t force them, I courted them fair and square, who’s to say I’m wrong?”

“I don’t want to talk to you anymore.” I laughed and covered my ears, “Saves me from being defiled by you.”

“Hairy, let me tell you.” Kobayashi’s tone suddenly became serious: “Seeking sexual climax is not the same as indulgence, and indulgence is not necessarily the same as sin. Didn’t Confucius also say that he could do whatever he wanted without exceeding the rules?”

“Are you comparing yourself to Confucius?” I laughed a little wistfully.

“Say what you will, but…” he paused for a moment: “Who knows if Confucius thought about sex when he was traveling around the world.” He laughed out loud.

“Hey! You’ve gone too far.” I said, “Even Confucius is a joke!”

“Who’s kidding you? Isn’t this a good topic for a dissertation? Uh… the topic will be Confucius’ sexual relationships as he traveled around the world.”

“Go to hell!” I grabbed the dossier on my desk and slammed it at Kobayashi.

“Alright, not talking to you. I’ve got a date with a horsey to see the night.” Kobayashi laughed so hard that he couldn’t see out of his eyes with a lecherous look.

“Get lost!” I quickly interjected: “Save your rap over there.”

Kobayashi shook his head full of concern: “Just continue your perverted case!”

Looking at Xiao Lin’s departing back, I couldn’t help but laugh bitterly. Honestly, listening to Kobayashi talk about sex is a fascinating thing, and I always start to get aroused while listening to him. The feeling of itching from my heart to my whole body, as if I was also getting some kind of pleasure. What’s even more amazing is that I don’t have a trace of guilt when listening to him talk about these affairs, and it even makes people a little bit mesmerized.

Maybe Kobayashi had, in a way, solved the desire for sex.

Just thinking about it makes me a little resentful, being twenty-five years old and still a virgin, even in the palm of my hand.

After putting on the stereoscopic goggles, Jade’s nude body was upgraded from the original flat image to the real form. T-2000 is worthy of being the most high-tech product of HANGRAM, and this set of virtual realm equipment is the hottest among all the products of the same nature in the market at the moment, through this set of equipment, you can truly exist in any era and experience all the experiences you desire. Like more than ten years ago, Arnold Schwarzenegger’s movie (as if called what the devil, what mobilization, I do not remember too clearly), as you can arbitrarily in the brain field into a variety of memories.

I like that spirit, it saves a lot of process and certainly a lot of hassle, and as I do now, I can make love to all sorts of women I love, but I don’t have to pursue it or make good on it.

Several dialog boxes appeared on the computer screen, and I chose General; in the location selection box, I chose Room.

The background of the image in front of me quickly changed to a room, and Jade was lying diagonally on the large round bed, pulling the sheet to cover her body, at the moment she looked incredibly moving. I walked forward and slowly pulled down the sheet, Jade’s face began to show a reddish color, her head lowered in silence. Between the hair hanging down, there was a vague look of anticipation in her eyes. I threw the sheet to the ground, Xiao Yu’s wonderful body like the outdoor moonlight, sprinkled in my line of sight. I took a deep breath and my entire head rapidly filled with blood. I couldn’t help but close my eyes as I felt the bulge in my jeans start to get a little wet and warm.

Open your eyes again, Jade’s body that is like a ripe cantaloupe, so that the air in the whole room flows with a sweet flavor. I leaned down towards Jade such as cherry fresh lips kissed, my tongue can not wait to pry open her tightly closed lips, a slippery feeling from the tip of her tongue, such as a strong electric shock quickly penetrated my mouth. The pores of my entire body opened up as eagerly as locusts do when they come into contact with blood.

I was like a child greedy for cake, frantically sucking on that tantalizing cherry.

I was almost biting Jade’s lips. In the intertwining of the two tongues, I held Jade’s tongue tightly, and my whole body fell into an unprecedented pleasure. Ah! Even if the world ends at this moment I don’t care anymore, just between this heavenly spinning, I feel a fishy salty flavor flowing against my self’s lips, swirling around my and Jade’s tongues.

It’s blood! It’s me bleeding, oh my god: Jade is so excited. I smiled, an abstract sweetness and an actual slight pain, wandering between my pain nerves and the R-complex. Maybe I just needed this slightly violent passion.

I began to bite down on Jade’s lips in agitation, and Jade let out a cry of surprise, as bright red blood flowed out from the corners of her mouth, just like her flushed face. Jade’s eyes were closed tightly, her expression was flowing with infinite pain, and between her furrowed brows, I could understand the sickness. However, I found some satisfying curve around her mouth, the upward curve as if Jade was savoring some kind of dessert. Drawing a hungry critical line between her resisting lips, it was a thirst for desire. Bloody, absolutely primitive, without an ounce of value, a thirst that only the union of two bodies could explain… I was satisfied…

This guy was really something! I laughed and covered the diary. The coffee Kobayashi brought was already cold.

But it’s a good thing that cold, unsweetened coffee is so refreshing. I took out the microphone connected to my computer.

“November 26th.” I cleared my throat slightly: “Chen Yizhi has a unique aesthetic system.”

I paused for a moment, suddenly unsure how to proceed, and I canceled the recording function; this guy’s report was trickier than I thought it would be.

However, I am satisfied with that statement just now. Chen Yizhi really has an aesthetic system of his own, and I’m curious about that. Judging from the way he depicted the process of making love with Yi Qingyu in the virtual reality, his thoughts were clear and organized, not like some other pornographers who were full of cheesy fun. I haven’t seen any depiction of organs in his writing, what I see instead is his self-control, that is, in the midst of that kind of intense lust, what he shows is a kind of beauty, an appreciation of sex. I think Chen Yizhi’s educational standard must not have been low, and those who can utilize texts to such an extent must have some degree of interest in literature.

Of course this is purely an inference, and perhaps a very naive one at that. To prove my idea, I found Chen Yizhi’s file from my computer.

“That’s right!” I perked up a bit as the computer showed his degree was a Masters.

Of course, this is no big deal. A master’s degree merely proves that he has received higher education. Nowadays, it is impossible to find a job without a master’s degree or above.

This reminds me of my father. Perhaps his feelings about his own disappointment in life have reached me! I still remember his disappointment, he often complained why he didn’t study for a master’s degree, and that graduating from university was useless. In fact, he wasn’t wrong at all, but he was born in the wrong era.

When I was in college, I read the education literature of the former government, and the status of college students was somewhat like that of Ph.D.s nowadays, i.e., at the time when my dad was studying. Later, the Ministry of Education carried out a series of educational reforms, and the academic qualifications soared like a long-drawn-out high-performance stock, which in turn made Taiwan the place with the highest educational standard in the world.

The consequence, of course, is a street full of master’s degree holders who can’t find a job.

So strange! Why do I think of my dad? I seldom thought of him in these ten years, I can’t even remember what he looks like. But now I can remember his face and voice so clearly, as if he had disappeared from my mind since he ran away with a hooker when I was 10 years old. At first I hated him!

I hated him for abandoning me and my mom. But then I didn’t even bother to hate him. Because I really can’t hate a person who has no features (or rather, vague features). By now, I sympathize with him, because with someone like my mom, even I want to walk away.

What am I thinking about this for! I shook my head and refocused my thoughts on Chen Yizhi. I just thought of a question, why doesn’t this guy use a CD-ROM writing system, instead of using a backward pen? This kind of tool which is more than ten years old, except for some art workers, almost no one uses it anymore.

Holy shit! Could it be that he really thinks of sex as art! Or is he just simply marking new ground. There used to be mention of a type of people called rebels in the Duchenne theory, which was in reference to their anti-social values, but I’m not sure I’d categorize Chen Yizhi as one of these people.

It was a real challenge, and in all the cases I’ve studied there was nothing like this that made me hesitate. But instead of feeling angry, I felt more aroused. I don’t know if the feeling of intercourse can be analogized, but if it can, I think I must be as aroused now as Kobayashi said.

I opened Chen Yizhi’s diary and continued reading.

Finally! The line finally opened! What rushed out was a murmur full of joy. Softly, it traced between my ears, echoing in this room, what a sexy sound it was! I like this kind of sound with a little excitement, a little suppressed, this kind of like full of desire, but do not dare to be too exposed emotion, really fascinating, as if a wandering at the crossroads of the traveler, in the self conflict after a long time finally made a decision like a smooth, this is definitely a catalyst, if there is no this kind of heartfelt cry in the process of making love, it is just like watching a silent movie, no stimulation! It’s like watching a silent movie!

Of course this stimulation made my desire even higher. My breathing actually began to be disorganized, my extremely hungry lips quickly slid down Jade’s neck, my right hand tightly squeezed Jade’s soft breasts, my body couldn’t wait to stick close to Jade’s body, as if every pore desperately wanted to touch Jade, I kept sliding my body in an attempt to satisfy every part of my body’s need. Jade’s breathing became heavy, and the hot breath of her gasping breath formed a deleterious wind in my ears, stirring desire in my marrow.

My right hand gripped tighter, as if to try the softness of Jade’s breasts, while my left hand slid to the root between Jade’s legs, and Jade’s body began to twist violently.

“Don’t…” Jade, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke up: “Don’t touch… there.” As she spoke, she took my left hand in hers.

Naturally I didn’t listen to her, and her hand was just holding the back of my hand and, in what I felt was rather a hint, my fingers started to slide into her thick forest, a twining sensation came from my fingers, and I don’t know where that inspiration came from, but decided to grab a handful of Jade’s pubic hair.

“Senpai, don’t do this… ah… it’s so hard…” Jade’s resistance began to intensify, and I think I made the right decision, as Jade’s body understood the slightly painful sensation and expressed it in my retinas.

I ignored Jade’s request, but I moved my tongue from my neck to my breasts. I started sliding from the cleavage and gradually moved to the nipples, Jade’s breasts were already full and her pink nipples were standing straight up, I started to play with her nipples, first touching them gently with my fingers and then gradually increasing the force. Jade was like a spring, her whole body swayed, I decided to put pressure on her nipples, I clamped my fingers tightly around her nipples, Jade’s moans exploded like a bomb.

“Hok… sir! It hurts…” Jade’s voice broke, “It hurts!”

“Yeah?” I laughed, and I can imagine how lewdly I must have laughed.

“So, how about this?” As soon as the words were out of my mouth I immediately took her nipple and Jade arched her body, a muffled grunt popping out the moment she did.

I almost had an urge to bite her nipple off, by this time my left hand was feeling a little wet and slippery, and Jade’s legs were actually trembling slightly.

I stopped all my movements, I looked up at Jade’s frenzied appearance, Jade’s face has been greatly over-excited and flushed beyond recognition, but also set her off even more charming, especially her already sweaty face, sticking to her scattered strands of hair, and her long beautiful hair has long been scattered on the bed into a beautiful pattern, as if it was a totem of sexuality, sharp peaks with the violent gasping and undulating.

It’s just so beautiful! Truly, women can only look so beautiful and moving at this time of year.

“What’s wrong?” Jade realized that my movements had stopped: “Did something happen?”

I didn’t answer.

“Senior, are you angry!” Jade’s tone was tinged with panic: “Did I do something wrong there?”

I laughed and shook my head as Jade’s expression was on the verge of tears.

The look just screamed out, and I lowered my head to give her a deep kiss. “I love you!”

I felt like I couldn’t breathe, the hot air coming out of my nose filled my body like a fog, and there was a dryness in my throat like a sword that was about to split my whole head open.

I took a big gulp of my cold coffee, the black bitterness accompanied by the coldness piercing my cerebral cortex as quickly as a needle, and I lifted my head and yawned heavily.

Thoughts were detached from the plot of Chen Yi Zhi’s diary, there was a kind of inexplicable emptiness, and I hung my head down wanting to stretch this inexplicable and wonderful emotion. But then I realized that my hand was resting on my groin, and there was a warm wet feeling in my jeans.

Obviously, it’s an impulse! Or rather it was Chen Yizhi’s diary that gave me the urge.

This is the last thing I want to admit: but this suppressed high emotion, but very honestly in my body, I have to admit, now I do have a kind of want to have sex impulse, desire firewood in my heart burning hot, my scalp is a little tingling, it’s really terrible!

I stood up and forced myself not to think about these things, but imagination is so discouraging, it’s as if it sinks when you need it; but once you don’t need it, it follows you like a shadow instead.

So the result of this was that my prick started to flare up! A cracking sensation rumbles from my jeans and I can no longer control my mirth.

I let out a heavy breath, thinking that I would have a way to deal with a situation like this. I walked over to the pantry and decided to solve my problem with ice boiling water. If libido is truly human, then water (especially cold, icy water) should be able to quench it. Back when I was ten years old, I knew to use water to quench my urges.

That’s what my mom taught me!

I remember the summer when I was about 10 years old, the weather was so hot that I couldn’t sleep. Although the air conditioner was turned up to maximum, I still felt very bored, so I found a person to sneak into the living room to watch TV. When I passed by my dad’s room, I suddenly heard some intense gasps, and driven by curiosity, I secretly opened the door that my dad hadn’t closed properly.

I remember the scene in the doorway very clearly, because that image has always appeared in my dreams until now, I saw a woman straddling my dad, and it was like a freeze frame in a movie, except that my dad’s face was always blurred, which I think probably had something to do with my memory system!

The man and woman (I’m less and less sure now that the man is my dad, the only thing I’m sure of is that the room is indeed my dad’s only) are joined together, giving off a salty odor in a season as ripe as that one!

I then looked dumbfounded, I stared at the woman twisting her waist, I was stunned to look at the woman’s whole body sweat, listening to their unrestrained shouting. And at this time I felt a hand tightly pressed my shoulders, I looked back and found my mom’s eyes simply to spit fire, then I was mom dragged to the bathroom, she did not say a word to turn on the cold water to pick up the head of the Lotus canopies on the rushing to my body.

I’m not sure how I felt at the time, I was just terrified. But I remember my mom rinsing my body with water and saying, “I’m going to wash the uncleanness out of you.” Something like that. Then my mom ordered me to keep flushing until she came back, and then she left the bathroom.

I stayed under the shower head, let the cold water pouring into my body, then I really can’t stand it, I slipped out, but I don’t dare to turn off the faucet, I’m afraid that my mom will be angry, in fact, she is already angry, I just want to know what my mom is going to do, I have a feeling that my mom may do something.

I walked out of the bathroom and found that my dad’s room screams, I rushed to run, and found that my mom took a knife to their thighs, keep stabbing, but I do not know why my dad and the woman actually did not react at all, continue to do what they had been doing. I saw my mom’s blood flow like a column, blood leaks all over the floor, and finally rode on my dad’s body of the woman stopped moving, and the strange thing is, my mom she also stopped moving, my dad only then stood up towards my mom to go, and after that in the end what happened I’m not sure, I just remember the last scene of the night is a woman to bring the door, I was her back to the room.

In retrospect, the three of them seemed to have a tacit understanding, as if they were playing by the rules of a game. But I was really freaked out anyway, especially that last shot: the spray of blood, Mom’s repetitive stabbing of her thigh with a knife, the woman on top of Dad and the woman’s swaying waist.

After that, whenever I had any thoughts about sex, I would habitually take a cold shower. Of course the two didn’t always work so well together, because sexual urges can happen anytime, but you can’t always find a bathroom to take a shower! But then I found out that drinking ice-cold water does the same thing, and my problem was solved at its root.

I poured myself a large glass of ice water, and after filling it in one gulp, the fire in my heart gradually calmed down as usual.

I felt a little dizzy, a feeling of being emptied out that made me a little lighter, but that lightness was clearly tinged with a lot of helplessness, or a little bit of confusion as well, I’m not very good at describing that feeling, the only thing I was sure of was that I was tired.

I leaned weakly against the cold body of the water dispenser, and the cold texture of the steel cut through the fibers of my shirt and was stripping my skin of all sensation in a powerful gesture, quickly and relentlessly removing the heat from the pores of my skin and denying me any other ability to perceive it. I felt a gradual paralysis in my elbows, a paralysis that slowly crept over my chest like a creature multiplying, a very dangerous condition from a biological or physiological point of view, since the nervous system of the body loses its ability to communicate with the outside world when it is immersed in a situation for a long period of time.

However, I found that a force Miluo seeped into my body, the feeling of fatigue gradually disappeared, and my thoughts began to clear, I slowly stood up straight and stretched hard.

I’m not proud of this self-control at all, because I always had it under control, so find was even called a saint when I was in high school! Of course I understand that this is a taunt, one might even say an attack, and there are times when I suspect that this nickname is almost equivalent to eunuch, which is a real nuisance.

I don’t know why I’ve always been used to repression, but repression and sex are almost simultaneous and absolutely dichotomous, like a kind of constraint signal, but I don’t dare to go deeper to understand what’s going on behind this layer of constraint.

Why on earth would such a constraining reaction develop?

“Chen Gu Cheng phone! Chen Gucheng’s phone!”

It was the voice of a computerized anthropomorphic switchboard, an out computer synthesized female voice that echoed through the silent halls in a creepy sort of way.

I remove the wall mic.

“Hey! Hey, Hairy, you’re still here! You’re still here:” It was Kobayashi, listening to the noisy background in the microphone, this guy is probably in the bar to coax the eyebrow girl!

“Yeah! I’m not as lucky as you are to be able to hug a lady and enjoy it.”

“Don’t sound so sour! I’m here to rescue you!”

“Save me?” I don’t understand: “What do you want to save me from?”

“Save you from that pervert’s diary!”

“Ugh!” I sighed: “You might be disappointed then, I haven’t finished reading his diary yet.”

“Xiao Mao, don’t be so stubborn! Besides work, people still need some leisure and entertainment!”

“It’s my work ethic, you know I don’t like to drag things out.”

“I know,” Kobayashi said as if he was laughing, “You always wanted to be a model student!”

“I didn’t think about going over to get a title like that.” I was a little angry: “I was just doing what I had to do.”

“Don’t be like that.” Kobayashi probably heard my displeasure: “You know I don’t mean any harm.”

“I know.” I smiled : “It’s just that I really can’t leave.”

“Big brother! It’s already past nine o’clock, you should take a break too!”

“I don’t want to be a light bulb:” I guess that’s a good reason!

“If that’s what you’re worried about, don’t worry, my girl is long gone!” Kobayashi sounded a bit pleased with himself, and it seemed that he had probably “gotten” her to leave.

But it’s kind of strange that I shivered when Kobayashi said that.

“Hey! Hello! Are you still listening?” Kobayashi’s voice rang eagerly through the microphone.

“I’m listening!”

“I’m serious! Don’t just bury yourself in your work, indulge yourself sometimes! There are many sides to life, don’t lock yourself up in the ivory tower. I remember Prof. Wang told us that as social researchers, we should be active in the community.”

That’s a pretty convincing statement from Kozai, and it shouldn’t do any good to put yourself out for a little drink!

“Besides…” came the voice again, “it’s been a long time since we’ve had a good chat, so please do me a favor!”

I saw that I had no reason to excuse myself, and after asking Kobayashi about the meeting place, I simply packed up and left the research lab.

Before I left, I specially locked Chen Yizhi’s diary into my private drawer, for me, this is a piece of literature full of importance, I don’t want to lose it.

The hotel Xiaolin said was on New Zhongxiao East Road, and even though it was said to be on the main road, it still took me some time to find the store. Honestly, if it wasn’t for Xiao Lin swearing that there was such a hotel, I really wouldn’t have believed it existed.

“This store is so inconspicuous!” When I found Kobayashi, I said, “I spent a lot of time just looking for this store!”

Kobayashi laughed, “This store only sells to familiar customers, and usually doesn’t advertise.”

“No wonder! When I saw the front of the store, I thought this was a construction site!” I gestured toward the bartender and pointed to the whiskey in the liquor cabinet.

“It’s not that exaggerated!” Kobayashi picked up his glass and drank the wine inside.

“You’re right about some parts, though.” Kobayashi wiped the residual liquor from the side of his mouth : “This place does have a similar feeling of being abandoned like a construction site.”

“Then why don’t you just go to the ruins and drink.” I laughed.

Kobayashi shook his head : “It’s not the same.” He said : “The atmosphere here is more like ruins than ruins, I like this feeling of desolation in the middle of a busy city.”

I was a bit surprised! This isn’t quite like the Kobayashi who usually flirts with those research assistants in the research lab. The hookup that Kobayashi did with that unknown woman this evening surfaced again at this point.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Kobayashi probably saw my reaction.

“No, I just think there’s something about the way you’re acting right now that’s not quite like normal.”

“Really?” Kobayashi laughed dryly, “People have many sides.”

“Yeah oh! Then I’d like to see you show more of this side of you now while you’re doing your research.” I took the drink the bartender handed me.

“Fuck you!” Kobayashi raised his hand toward the bartender and gestured toward the empty glass on the table.

“I call it not forgetting to be lighthearted at work and serious at leisure!” Kobayashi said.

“Casual and serious seem to be opposites, right?” I asked.

“Fools, there are times in life when you have to think backwards to realize the joy of it.” Kobayashi picked up the bartender’s freshly refilled drink: “Without further ado, let’s drink!”

“Whatever, it’s your freedom anyway, it’s just your job tomorrow…”

“I don’t need you to worry about my work, when did I ever miss anything!” Kobayashi’s tone is full of confidence, but he’s really never missed a beat, I guess that’s what’s called genius!

“What time is it?” Kobayashi asked.

“Don’t you have a watch yourself? You know I never carry a watch.”

“So what time is it anyway?”

“I don’t know.” I replied frostily. “I can ask someone else though.” I added in a rush.

“Never mind, what’s the point of knowing the time? Let’s drink!” Kobayashi lifted his glass: “I’ll toast to you.”

I smiled and raised my glass: “Don’t do it! Feel free to do so.” Kobayashi nodded.

“Talk about that pervert of yours!” Kobayashi asked with a smile as he put down his glass.

“I don’t know why, but I always think he’s not like what you told me.” I still can’t agree with Xiaolin’s opinion of Chen Yizhi.

“Really?” Kobayashi took a sip of wine: “Why?”

“I don’t know!” I shrugged both shoulders : “It always seemed like he was just a really simple guy.”

“If you don’t call them perverts, then what do you call them?” Kobayashi pushed his glasses up on the bridge of his nose: “The more innocent people are, the more trouble they are, aren’t they?”

“I think it’s a matter of sampling.” I said.

“Do you like to make very strict definitions in everything?” Kobayashi said as he brought his face up to me, and I felt like he was already challenging me.

I was a bit rattled; even though Kobayashi was my classmate, it was me he was deriding after all.

“Do you like to categorize everything arbitrarily in everything?” I responded.

Instead of flinching at that, as I expected, Kobayashi brought his face closer, and I could already smell the smell of alcohol coming out of his nose.

“You’re angry!” Kobayashi chuckled, and I had to admit his smile made me uncomfortable.

“Right? You’re angry.” He repeats while I feel his hand press against my thigh and I immediately paw at his hand, pushing him away in the process.

“What are you doing?” My anger was full of repulsion and rage because I felt as if Kobayashi was hitting on me.

“I didn’t do anything: would I fuck you?” Kobayashi laughed loudly: “But your reaction is very funny, very much like those women who desperately protect their virginity in the past, I wonder if I should make a house of cards for you.”

“You think it’s funny, don’t you?” I suppressed my anger: “Asshole!”

“Okay, okay, don’t be mad! It was just a joke, don’t take it seriously!” Kobayashi said, but I don’t think that’s an apology, rather I think it’s an excuse.

“Okay! I’m wrong, okay? Don’t worry about this with me! We’ve been friends for so long.” Kobayashi looked a little nervous when he said that.

“I am not going to bother with you.” I said coldly, “But there’s a limit to joking around. Fuck you, if you can’t understand the lightness of a joke, one day you’ll pay for it.” When I finished saying these words in one breath, Xiao Lin was like a student who made a mistake, with his head down, letting the teacher scold him.

“Well, you should have said enough!” As soon as Kobayashi heard me finish, he immediately picked up the conversation : “Come on, drink, dissolve the unpleasantness we just had in alcohol!” He raised his glass.

What can I say at this point! I raised my glass in the same way, as a man! A man has to have some grace, not to mention his friends.

“But!” Kobayashi finished his drink and said, “I think you just reacted as if there was more fear than anger, am I wrong?” Kobayashi looked at me with a meaningful look.

I didn’t answer right away because I needed to think about it, maybe Kobayashi was right, I was being fearful, maybe I was afraid of the feeling of being gay! Ever since I learned that people have a tendency to be bisexual at birth, I’ve been worried about being gay. No matter how much time has progressed, no matter how much the DU accepts homosexuality, I just can’t get over the image of two men (especially men) having sex, I can’t imagine what it would be like to have two penises fighting each other.

“Never mind, don’t think so seriously, I don’t necessarily want you to answer.” Kobayashi said, and he relieved me with that statement, I really didn’t want to answer his question.

“I think I should go talk to Chen Yizhi.” I tried to change the subject.

“Is that necessary?” Kobayashi looked a little puzzled.

“Of course.” I said, “It might help me in my research.”

“This is certainly better, but…” said Kobayashi, stopping suddenly.

“But how?”

“I was afraid you’d be affected.” Kobayashi said.

“Don’t worry, my position will be objective.” I said with a smile.

“That’s good, after all, we’re researchers not judges.”

“I know.” I said raising my glass.

Back home, it was already past one in the zero morning, after drinking some wine instead of sleeping, I turned on the TV, randomly jumping channels to watch, finally, my eyes stopped on the news channel.

Another rape and murder of a woman, the sixth this month.

“This is the sixth rape and murder case this month. The mayor, Chen Huo Yuan, expressed his grave concern over this case and ordered the police chief, Hu Zhi Xiang, to solve the case by a deadline…” said the anchorwoman in the tube with a serious expression.

On the top right of the screen is a picture of the victim before she was born, with an innocent face unaware of the evils of the world, and underneath is a row of creepy headlines: Night Wolves Rampage Women’s Fear. The writing is shocking!

“It is understood that the deceased had been traveling with a man named Lin before she was killed. The police would like the man to come forward and explain the case…”

Man named Hayashi: I don’t know why I immediately thought of Kobayashi. But Kobayashi wouldn’t go and get himself into this kind of trouble! I laughed, it was just a coincidence and I took it seriously! I can’t believe I took it seriously!

Two,

Lying on the bed, I couldn’t help but think of Chen Yizhi’s diary, even counting his case, Taipei has already had seven rape and murder cases this month, it’s really horrible! The streets have become a battlefield of carnal desires. Such a life is sometimes depressing! It’s like a huge black hole, once you’re sucked in, you can’t get out.

Perhaps it was the effect of watching the news that I woke up early in the morning feeling a sense of not having slept well Ni, and I’m sure I had a dream, and probably a nightmare!

Dragging a somewhat tired mood to the research room, from the moment I entered the door, I felt that the entire research room was filled with a weird atmosphere, and when everyone greeted me, they all looked at me with an unprecedented gaze, as if I had done something I shouldn’t have done.

Opening the door to my own exclusive research room, I was surprised to see two people in there, and they immediately got up as soon as they saw me come in.

One of the men took out a piece of identification or something like that: “Hello Mr. Chen, we are the criminal police of the Criminal Investigation Bureau, my name is Zhou, this is my identification.”

I nodded my head a little nervously, not realizing that I would be dealing with the police. That Mr. Zhou continued to speak∶”This is my colleague.” He compared to the woman beside him.

“Hello, Mr. Chen, my last name is Wu.” The woman quickly took over, an air of indifference on her face as if she was on guard for something.

“Please sit down:” I calmed down a bit, thinking over and over again why the police would come to my door.

After taking his seat, the police officer surnamed Zhou spoke first: “Mr. Chen, don’t be too nervous. We came to visit you this time not because you have committed any crime, but we would like to ask you some questions.”

His words made me feel much more relaxed and I smiled, “Can I help you guys with anything?”

“It’s like this, we want to know where you were between nine and nine thirty last night?” This time the one who opened her mouth was replaced by Ms. Wu.

“Last night? I was at a PuB staggering my friends for drinks!” I was a little puzzled by the question.

“What’s your friend’s name?” She pressed on.

“His name is Lin Yu Xiang.”

The rain of criminal police officers looked at each other with a somewhat frustrated expression.

“Mr. Chen thank you for your cooperation, we have no further questions.” The criminal surnamed Zhou had said this with a very forced smile piled on.

“If you can, can you tell me what’s going on!” I couldn’t stand this conversation without an explanation of the beginning and the end, and was eager to find out what the hell was going on!

“It’s like this, Mr. Chen should have seen the news!” Interpol Officer Zhou asked. I nodded my head in a hurry.

“Then I’m sure you know there was another rape and murder of a woman last night.” He said.

I think I probably know what’s going on.

“We found that the deceased was with a man named Lin Yuxiang in the hours before she was killed.”

“So you rightfully suspect that Lin Yuxiang might have something to do with this case.” I took over his words.

The criminal police officer surnamed Zhou laughed: “It’s true that you’re an expert in psychology. However, to be honest, we do not just think that Lin Yuxiang is related to this case only, we suspect that he is the murderer!”

“I guess that must be what your inspector calls intuition!” I smiled, “But, unfortunately! My friend has an alibi.”

“That’s why we came to you.” He said.

“So was your intuition wrong?” I said, deliberately adding a note of disdain to my tone.

“It’s hard to say.” He probably didn’t smell the unkindness in my tone: “But the law is about evidence, and our experience as police officers doesn’t serve as evidence in court.”

I nodded, this guy was actually pretty cool! “So where’s my friend now?” I asked.

“In the police station! But rest assured, we followed the process exactly and did not compromise his rights in any way.” He stated slowly and methodically.

“So when can he come out?” I asked.

“We will release him as soon as we return.” He exhaled heavily : “Then if there are no other questions, we’ll take our leave.”

“Please take your time.” After saying that, I walked them out of my research room.

After closing the door, I couldn’t help but laugh, I never imagined that Xiao Lin would be so bad! This really proves the saying, “If you walk too much at night, you’ll always run into ghosts”.

After they left, all of my colleagues flocked into my research room, and after a period of questioning, they finally left with a satisfied look on their faces. To be honest, I don’t really believe that these people were concerned, I think they were curious or even gloating.

After it was hard to get these people out, I started thinking about how I was going to embarrass Kobayashi when he got back.

After half an hour, a cheer went up at the door, and I figured it was probably Kobayashi coming back. I dropped what I was doing and waited nicely for him to come and thank me.

A short while later he pushed open the door to my room and waved his hand toward the people outside the door, “Thank you, everyone, for your concern, thank you!” After saying that, he closed the door.

“Oh, my God! I can’t believe these guys are tougher than the cops!” He tugged at his tie, looking like he couldn’t afford it.

“I think you’re the only one who can still look so good after the police arrested you!” I shook my head and said, “You look as if you think it’s all very funny.”

“Of course!” Kobayashi spread his hands: “It’s a rare experience.”

“Yeah? I should have known better than to tell the cops that I didn’t even run into you yesterday! Let’s see if you can still be so dashing!

“I speak with intimidation.

“You’re not the kind of person who’s not righteous.” Kobayashi laughed happily, “And you’re not very good at lying, so you would never do something like this to apologize to your friends and go against your conscience at the same time.”

“Is that a compliment?”

“Sure?” Kobayashi’s expression was sincere.

I shake my head noncommittally.

Kobayashi inclined his head and surveyed me, “You don’t seem very happy that I was released?”

“I just feel sorry!” I said.

“Regret!” Kobayashi exclaimed, “What are you sorry for?”

“I thought I’d see a guy with a dirty face over there sighing,” I tried to sound sad, “but I didn’t expect you to triumph like a hero.”

“Haha! I thought you’d be used to that by now!” Kobayashi said this with a smirk on his lips that made you want to smack him, not realizing that his comeback was so vicious.

“Alright! Just kidding you.” Kobayashi immediately added.

“I know you’re joking.” I laughed, “Except I still want to kick your ass!”

We both burst out laughing, and just as the laughter breaks, Kobayashi adds a sigh. “What’s wrong?” I ask.

“Nothing!” Kobayashi rubbed his face: “People’s fate is so unpredictable!”

“You’re sentimentalizing about that woman?” I said with some surprise.

“What kind of tone is that? As if I’m just a person who only has sex but no love.” Xiao Lin’s voice was a bit agitated: “Although I said that I stumbled over her just for one night of passion, but life is life after all! I Lin Yuxiang, no matter how to say, but also a living, blood and tears of people ah!”

“I’m sorry? I didn’t mean any harm, like you always say, it was just a joke!” I hurriedly explained.

“I know!” Kobayashi’s tone eased: “Actually, it’s not wrong for you to think so, who asked me to always look like I’m playing the world, however, I really feel sorry for that woman!”

“No one can know their next fate, that’s just how life is!” I tried to comfort Kobayashi’s current emotions. However, the moment the words came out of my mouth, I felt that my words of comfort were clumsy.

A smile appeared on Kobayashi’s face after hearing that: “What you said is really general enough, but it’s still good to hear, thanks!”

This guy is quite understanding! As if encouraged, I continued, “After this lesson, next time don’t make the relationship between men and women so complicated!”

“Don’t get me wrong! Sad as it is, this love still has to be done, and the relationship between sex and emotions is not necessarily linear.” Kobayashi’s answer surprised me.

“I thought you…” I actually stammered.

“I’ll repeat that again! Sex is a part of life for me, and it’s separate from all my emotions, so it’s okay to be sad, and it’s okay to have sex.” Kobayashi said seriously.

“So you guys are bound to fall into the hands of a woman someday!” I said in a no-nonsense manner.

“If that’s true, it’s my destiny.” Kobayashi looked like he was going to Xi with such generosity that it seemed like there was just enough to want to whack him down.

“Go to hell! I thought that you would be more restrained after being caught by the police, but I didn’t think that you’d still be as lewd as ever! Really.”

“Then I’ll make you a little more angry. The night I was detained by the police, I rode a policewoman in honor of the dead!” Kobayashi said as he lit up a cigarette.

My eyes widened, “You fucked a policewoman?”

“Right! Doubt it! You have no idea how slutty policewomen are when they take off their uniforms. Wow shit! That’s really one of the few fucking experiences.” Kobayashi’s expression floated with infinite longing.

“Are you serious or are you lying? You’re the one suspected of a murder case!” I said with some disbelief.

“But I’m innocent! That policewoman must have understood that too. You know what? That policewoman is really decent enough, her body and face have no words, when I lifted up the narrow skirt of her uniform, I had an unprecedented excitement, very few people have fucked a policewoman who is on duty, right? Ha, ha, what a fucking pleasure.” Kobayashi was lost inside his imagination, while I felt an overwhelming rush of heat, and sweat actually blatantly oozed and slid down my forehead.

“Anyway, you have to try it yourself to know the flavor, I said half a day you will not understand it!” Kobayashi concluded, “Okay, I won’t get in your way! Let’s talk again sometime!” After saying this, he left my laboratory.

I waited until he closed the door before I dared to wipe the perspiration that continued to break out on my forehead, and after exhaling heavily, I leaned back in my chair and closed my eyes.

My lower body swelled up recklessly at this point, tightening against my suit pants! I felt a force inside me wanting to shoot outward, and raising my head, I seemed to see a well-built policewoman falling from the ceiling.

I shake my head and try not to get irritated by what Kobayashi just described, I close my eyes tightly again and take a deep breath, yet open my eyes to the image of the policewoman again.

The buttons on her uniform had been unbuttoned, like a gap, and inside the gap vaguely showed her moving body, the narrow skirt more tightly emphasized her attractive curves.

“Bastard!” I shouted out, really, I haven’t even finished my research yet my head is filled with all this love and sex! What a useless guy, I hit myself on the head.

I took out Chen Yizhi’s diary, but my movements were limited to just opening it, as the policewoman once again came before my eyes.

The policewoman was carried by me to the bars, I lifted her thighs and sent my penis into her, as I twisted my waist, the bars also squeaked in response. The creaking sound and the heavy breathing of the policewoman was like a duet between a piano and a violin, and the cell was filled with all sorts of intense banging sounds.

The policewoman gripped the bars behind her, her ass sinking into the bars, I guess the coldness of her back gave her another kind of excitement! The narrow skirt that I flipped up was generating static electricity due to the constant friction, “beep beep beep beep”, and she simply let herself become a pile of slime, I kept swinging my waist, wanting to get closer to paradise.

Finally there was a spasm like no other, a spasm from cock to calf, and slowly the female glimpses slid down from the cold bars to the floor and finally out of my sight.

As soon as I returned to my senses, I felt an overwhelming warmth in my suit pants, but after that warmth came an accompanying cold dampness and chagrin.

I felt a powerless emptiness, and behind that emptiness came a larger, more inward probing sense of guilt.

But it is strange, why this guilt always comes afterward; why it does not appear to stop my behavior and cut off my imagination when I am lusting; why it always comes afterward, at the end of the pleasure, to torment me and reproach me.

I don’t know why I feel more and more that all this is just a scam, just like Chen Yizhi using virtual reality to satisfy himself, I suddenly thought that so I and Chen Yizhi are the same kind of characters!

Can’t think like that anymore! I’m turning everything about me upside down! I’ll break down at this rate.

I stood up and opened the window to let the outside air flow in to dissipate the heat in the room, and that’s when I realized the need for sex within me! Maybe I really should try intercourse.

However, that thought vanished in only a moment. Calmed down by the cool breeze from the window, I stepped out of my study and headed towards the pantry; for me, a cup of cold boiled water couldn’t be a better friend.

After returning to the research lab, Kobayashi and H actually came to see me at the same time, these two have always been at odds.

“Hi, Gok-seong.” H called me: “The director is looking for you!”

“Find me!” I was a little nervous: “Do you know what it is?”

“As if to ask you about the progress of the work on your report, the one on Chen Yizhi.” H said.

“He cares so much about this report!” I was a little flattered.

“Don’t be silly.” Xiao Lin was a pot of cold water: “The surname Yang will not care about your life or death, he cares about his research results and academic status, if it is not your case of Chen Yizhi is a part of his entire research program, he would not bother to care about you.”

“That’s true.” I looked down and sighed.

“Did he explain anything else?” I asked.

“No more, he just told you to meet him soon that’s all!” H’s tone was light.

“Okay, I know, I’ll get the information together and go over to him later, thanks!”

H smiled and nodded once before leaving my room.

“Pfft!” Kobayashi’s disdain burst from between his teeth: “Damn, this whore of beauty!”

“Hey! Don’t talk about people like that, it’s hard to hear.” I shook my hand to stop Kobayashi’s displeasure.

“What’s so bad about it. That’s the truth, if it wasn’t for H’s good looks, she wouldn’t be the head of the research and development office.” Kobayashi still maintained his disdainful tone.

“He is an intermediate doctor, and he is qualified to be the head of the Research and Enterprise Office,” I said in H’s defense.

“You are also an intermediate doctor! Why aren’t you the team leader of the Research and Enterprises Office, but instead, you’ve been allowed to be the chief assistant in the Case Study Office.” Kobayashi was a bit upset on my behalf, but his words hit a sore spot for me.

After Old Ma, the former head of the Research and Development Office, emigrated to Canada two months ago, everyone thought that I would be able to take over the position without any problems. Honestly, even I thought so because I was already a Principal Assistant and had been here for five years. In terms of seniority and knowledge, there should not be any problem for me to be the head of the R&E department, but when the candidate was announced, it was H, who was a newcomer and was still an ordinary researcher at that time, which made everyone fall through their glasses, and of course, also broke my heart severely.

To be honest, I was really unconvinced at the time! I felt like I was being beaten by the airborne troops because it was not H’s turn any more. I still remember the way Xiao Lin was so indignant that he wanted to settle the score with Director Yang, but in the end, when I pulled him back, he cursed me for my cowardice. I guess I wasn’t a coward, I just didn’t want to make a big deal out of it, and it was just so unseemly.

“H is actually doing full well.” I said, and I really meant it, although I did have a bad taste in my mouth at the beginning, and I even sometimes wished that H would get into some situations to show everyone how incompetent she is. However, I am now genuinely praising H’s performance.

“Perhaps Director Young has long since seen that H is more suited to the position of Team Leader of the Research and Enterprise Office than I am.” I said.

“Bullshit!” Kobayashi disdained even more: “Surname Yang will only be able to see in bed that H is suitable for this job.”

“Don’t you say that! It’s very unethical.”

“It’s been an open secret for a long time that he had that affair with H. What’s lacking.” Kobayashi said.

“Don’t bother, I have to organize the information for my staggering director’s report later, so I’m not going to bullshit you.” I gave my expulsion order.

“Big brother, don’t be afraid of that pipe gangster, okay?” Xiao Lin obviously didn’t hear my expulsion order.

“I’m not afraid of him.” I said, “I think it’s a matter of responsibility, I should do my job well, no matter who my boss is.”

Xiaolin couldn’t help but laugh at this: “I’m afraid of you, you’ve said so what can I say again?” Xiao Lin said and then smiled at me: “There is an old saying that has been around for a long time, “People are bullied, horses are ridden”, don’t be too honest, or others will surely bully you.” After saying this, Kobayashi left my research room.

In fact, I know that Xiao Lin is holding a grudge for me, but I really don’t care anymore, anyway, if you look at things more openly, you’ll have fewer worries.

After organizing the information on hand, I walked towards the director’s office in a bit of a hurry, and as soon as the director saw me come in, he immediately piled up a smile on his face. The reason I say this is because the moment I pushed open the door, I saw the director’s lifeless expression.

“Have a seat, Tanaka!” He stood up and greeted me warmly, which in turn scared me even more.

I timidly sat down and positioned myself: “What does the director want to see me about?” I think my voice was trembling when I said that.

“Nothing.” He raised himself up on his elbow: “Just wondering how you’re doing now?” There was still a smile in his voice.

“Are you referring to the case of Chen Yizhi?” I really asked knowingly.

The director laughed: “That’s right, the case at hand is the most striking!” He sat back a bit, and I couldn’t help but feel relieved that he was sitting in such an oppressive position.

“It looks like it’s going to be difficult!” The director narrowed his eyes at me: “You don’t even want to talk about it anymore.” He seems to find this all very interesting.

I cleared my throat slightly: “Director, this is a really special case, so I may take a little more time…” Before I could finish my sentence, he shook his hand, signaling me not to say anything further.

“You know what the most striking thing about this case is?” Anyone could hear the “meaning” in his words, and I had a bad feeling about it.

“The most extraordinary thing about this case is its statute of limitations!” I knew his answer wouldn’t be on top of the doctrine, it had to be something else, and it seems my silence was right.

“That’s why time is of the essence, and we have to capitalize on this topic before the media fever over these types of cases has died down. Otherwise, we won’t have a focus for our research program this year.”

It turned out to be the same as last time, for media attention, for publicity, and all this added up to equal for funding.

“I know it’s a rush: but, I just need some more time, and I don’t think it’s going to delay the progress of the whole research program for too long.” I said.

“Yes, it’s true that time is rushing, so you have to have what you do when time is rushing, but I doubt you understand what I mean!” He was still grinning when he said this, and I really found him scary, his facial expression and his mood seemed like two worlds that could be cut apart.

“Director, from an academic standpoint, I must remind you that this study… I tried to make my position clear, but he still wouldn’t let me have a chance to say anything further.

“I don’t need you to remind me of anything.” There was a hint of anger in his words: “I just want to ask you one thing, can you get this report done by the end of this month!” After saying this, his hand hit the desktop with a bang.

“Yes!” I don’t know where the courage came from: “I’ll definitely submit the report to you next month!”

Director Yang was obviously intimidated by my momentum, and he eased the expression on his face. After a while, he slowly spoke, “Can you really finish it by the end of the month?” His tone was full of skepticism.

I nodded my chest.

“That’s certainly for the best, and you know I’ve always believed in your abilities as well.”

He laughed again, and I wondered why it was so natural for him to say that. What the hell! Why doesn’t this guy become a variety show host!

“But what? I’ve heard some rumors that you’re…” Shit, I knew someone was working as a paperboy over there, or else why would Director Yang have thought to see me!

“Director, it’s just a rumor, you won’t take it lightly!” I gave him a step down.

“Sure, I’m just asking and caring to care.” He was stepping pretty smoothly!

“Chief, these are what I have on hand.” I remembered the kraft paper bag at hand.

“You can put it aside for now! I’ll read it when I have time.” The director waved his right hand to signal me to put the information on the table.

“But since this whole research program is urgent, I’d like you to show me the first three chapters of the report next week.”

“Director, this is somewhat…”

“If, that is, you can’t do it.” He paused, and I could see that he wasn’t going to let me say anything more at all.

“Then I’m sorry to say that based on work considerations, I’m going to have to give your job to someone else.”

He said it in such an absolute way that one could not see any room for maneuver. I walked out of the door of the director’s office like a defeated rooster. Who the hell vilified me in front of the director? Who the hell vilified me in front of the director?

“What’s wrong?” A quick look up and it was H. I shook my head, I was surprised to run into her at this time of the day, God can be so good to me! Shit!

“Look at you with a listless look.” She inquired.

Could it be that she vilified me in front of the director! The thought popped into my head.

“Did you eat a plateful of the director’s head!” She laughed as she said it. This deepened my suspicion of her.

“I’m sorry!” She gathered her smile and said with a straight face, “I shouldn’t have made fun of you like that.”

I still didn’t make a sound.

“Come on! I’m just trying to make things easier for you! I was wrong to make a joke, okay? Don’t look at me like that!”

“I don’t blame you!” I’m not sure what I’m talking about: “Maybe I’m just not in the right mood yet, you just said I ate a meal!”

“You really don’t blame me for the joke?” H’s tone was full of questions and she winked playfully, “Okay, then you’ll have to let me buy you coffee!”

“What!” This statement was unexpected.

“It’s just a cup of coffee in my office! Don’t open your mouth so wide.” She laughed.

I was going to refuse, but on second thought, he is a big celebrity in front of the director! There was no need to offend him at this time, and more importantly, I wanted to confirm whether H was the one who betrayed me or not, after thinking of this layer, I agreed to H’s invitation.

I walked into her office with H. I don’t know how many male coworkers I attracted along the way (maybe there were some women among them too), and I think there must be a lot of people who want to be H’s guest of honor in the center! I spat in disdain.

But then again. h really has no words for her looks, her face and body are all first class, I wouldn’t be surprised if someone scoops her up to become a star.

But I just don’t see her as a good person!

At this point, I guess I’m boring. After all, she didn’t do anything to piss me off, but I think it’s probably because she snatched the position that was within my reach and took it away from me! I know it’s a bit narrow-minded, but I can’t get over it.

Upon entering the office, H sat me down on one of the couches. Wow! This is the team leader’s office that I have no chance to enter! Looking at the title plate on the desk, there was a time when I really thought it would be on my desk.

I took a cup of coffee from H: “Yeah! Smells good!”

“I was hoping you’d like espresso.” H said as he walked over to the desk across from me and sat down.

This action surprised me a bit! Isn’t she afraid of getting naked? She is wearing a narrow skirt today! Facing the curve of her thighs, I couldn’t help but lower my head, afraid of what I might see!

“I heard that Chen Yizhi’s diary is giving you a headache?” H said.

“No wow!” I said as I lifted my head, but as soon as I did I saw the thighs that stretched behind the rounded tops of my knees and the darkness that was deep inside the circle of my skirt, and though it was black, the image of H’s firm ass with curves that arched out more than I thought possible made me feel like I was on fire.

That pink dress looked pretty good on her, especially when matched with her glistening thighs wrapped in glass stockings.

The indisputable organs in my body were already stirring, and I took a sip of my coffee in an attempt to be calm.

“That’s right! Then why is there such a rumor?” Her legs were opening and closing like an innocent girl sitting by the river and looking at the scenery, was she not defending herself against me at all?

But anyway, my eyes had been completely caught by this movement of hers, and as she opened and closed, it was as if I was searching for something, and the answer was in the deepest part.

I don’t know whether H was unintentional or intentional, she crossed and rose her legs again, and just in the moment when her legs were swapped, I finally found the answer I was looking for! The white bottoms, simple, not at all fancy white panties, tightly wrapped around the roots of her legs. It was only a moment, but it was clear enough! It’s enough to make my heart flutter and my mind wander.

“What’s wrong with you? It’s been weird since I walked in the door, talking to you and ignoring people.” H’s voice was full of reproach.

“No:” I realized that I was sweating like crazy, oh my god! This is too much.

“Probably just got scraped up too much! A little groggy now.” I smiled at her unnaturally.

“That’s right!” Her expression showed sympathy: “The director is too harsh.” After a while, she jumped down from the table as if she had thought of something.

“Right! It occurred to me that I have some medicine in my cabinet that you could try.” She said and immediately walked over to the cabinet.

I didn’t express any opinion, my whole brain was so hot I couldn’t make any reaction at all.

That is a very high cabinet, just see H climbed the cabinet pivoted on his toes, hand raised high, really do not understand why she wants to put things so high. She strenuously stretched tho hand, but seems to be just a cut short, in fact, I should be at this time to show my gentlemanly manner, to help her a favor to me, but also is just a hand up!

But I can’t let go of what I’m enjoying.

H’s movements revealed a curve that would make any heterosexual spit fire. As she stretched out her arms with all her might, her breasts pushed out without any hesitation, and from the pink collar, the two breast globes that seemed to be coming out firmly pushed against H’s white shirt, and vaguely I could see the lines of her breasts pressed out due to the excessive squeezing, and I could even see the lace edge of the bra that was penetrating through the white shirt.

There’s 36, I think! I sighed inwardly, maybe even a D cup! I started to go to restore the whole overall appearance of the entire breast globe, that should be round and firm, right? Thinking about it, my pores couldn’t help but expand dramatically, I clenched my right hand into a fist and rubbed my left hand over it, imagining what it would feel like to touch it!

Looking down, below the waist is even more fascinating, because H’s body is pulled upwards, under such a line of motion, naturally arching the line of the buttocks, the rounded buttocks surrounded by the narrow skirt, appearing plump and moving, due to the reason of the tight fit, H’s underpants are like a relief reflected in the pink skirt, the three-dimensional pink line clearly delineates a triangular area, and where the lines meet is the dream of all men, there is the barrier, there is the direction of the man’s scepter in and out, there is the home of sperm, there is the place where pleasure and pain cry and moan. Where the lines meet is the dream of all men. There is the barrier, the direction of the man’s scepter, the home of the sperm, the place where pleasure and pain are hissed and moaned.

My scalp trembled, a kind of itch spread from my heart to my whole body, burning like fire, and I could feel a kind of heat keep pouring out of my body, my heart speeding up and slamming like a locomotive.

The pink narrow skirt is exposed, is H slender thighs, my eyes from the thigh to the calf, and then into the H beige high heels. H’s legs are really beautiful, straight, not a little let a person feel like a bamboo zigzag, like a bat so uniform, in the stockings of the bright color backing, give a person a kind of full and bright feeling, in the H’s dynamics, that pair of legs is more present a kind of intoxicating tension, full of sparkling flesh-colored skin, looks like a pop, will melt in the palm of the heart, forming another kind of beating in the ventricle. In the dynamics of H, those legs present a more intoxicating tension, full of shiny flesh-colored skin that looks as if it can be broken by a snap of the fingers, and will melt in the palm of your hand when you touch it, and hit your heart, creating another kind of beating in the ventricles of your heart.

I wiped the sweat from my forehead as the spermatozoa in my tubes began to swim restlessly, some had even seeped onto my underwear.

“Tanaka, I think I need you to help me out.” H’s voice pulled me out of my mirth and I jerked my head up like a spring.

“Oh!” I replied, “Yeah.” I looked distracted.

“Just now you’ve been dawdling again.” H said in a nonchalant manner, “I’ve called you twice already and you’ve ignored me.” H’s tone was puzzled and strange.

“You seem to be dazing around a lot lately!” H added.

“I don’t know why,” I stood up, “it’s probably just like you said! I’m going to have a psychotic break!” I made a dumbfounded face.

H laughed: “Stop talking nonsense there and come over to help!”

I walked behind H: “Where do you keep the medicine?”

“In the top cabinet.” H compared it to the top shelf of the cabinet.

“Wow! It’s so high!” I laughed, “Why are you putting things so high? You’re not that tall yourself. Really!”

H voted to speak, but her eyes showed a strange color, I don’t know why I always feel that there are some symbols in her eyes beating, a kind of something is happening or something has happened, but I was kept in the dark.

But I didn’t think any further because after getting close to H’s body, H had been emitting a clear fragrance. I heard Xiao Lin say that a woman’s body is very fragrant, and I’ve finally really seen it now.

I think H was probably wearing a very light perfume! I liked the smell, it made me want to lean on H even more, I purposely moved my body so that I could be closer to H, but as I moved I actually leaned on her with my whole body.H didn’t react in any particular way, so my guts got a little stronger, and I purposely couldn’t find the medicine to put it there! But really, I didn’t have to pretend, because it was really hard to find.

Because of the close proximity, H’s scent became clearer, and I realized that half of her scent came from her hair; but regardless of the source of the scent, it really turned me on, especially now that there was still some physical contact, the slight warmth of H’s body was quickly transmitted to my body, and I thought that I was probably the best heat conductive receiver right now. And that micro-heat, despite the barrier of clothing, flowed into my skin pores, and the temperature that flowed into me, mixed with the aroma to form a powerful solvent, rushed across my body, dissolving my bones, my nerve wiring, organs and blood vessels, step by step. The functioning mechanisms of my organs were already facing serious aggression, and I had no resistance at all, allowing it to chip away at my senses and etch away at my mind.

There was no other way for me to go but to get neutralized from H! I really wanted to try that skin touching sensation, I wanted to press my ten fingers on top of H’s breasts, rubbing them to my heart’s content, with abandon; to let my tongue traverse every inch of her body; to go in and out of her pussy hard, pumping it a few hundred times, making H’s labia and cunt enjoy the pleasure of violent friction and engorgement; I want to feel the writhing of her body; I want to hear the waves of cries; I want to see her lustful appearance.

I want to fuck you! H, I really want to fuck you!

“Did you find it?” H’s voice silenced my stirring emotions.

“I didn’t find it!” I said, “Are you sure you really put the medicine in here?”

I tried to maintain my current composure, knowing that at any moment now I could take H in a hug and pin her to the ground.

“Yes!” H sounded a bit chagrined: “But people really do keep their medicine in the cupboard! And I took it out yesterday!”

“Maybe you forgot to put it back!” I lowered my raised hand.

“It can’t be! I’m always in the habit of putting back what I’ve used!”

“Forget it!” I exhaled, “I’m fine, I’ll be fine in a minute, and I’m not used to taking pills.” I left H’s side and returned to my original position. I poured the cold coffee into my mouth in one gulp, and a taste similar to drinking Chinese medicine instantly filled my mouth.

“Thank you for your hospitality.” I said, “But I have something else on my hands, you know! The director can be very scary when he gets angry.”

“I know.” H immediately understood: “Then go and get busy!”

I nodded and quickly opened the door to leave, and as I walked out of the room, I vaguely heard H’s voice: “Let’s eat together next time!” However, I pretended not to hear it and closed the door.

After walking out of H’s office, I collapsed on the walkway like a deflated balloon. Geez! I can’t believe I’ve lost control like this, I’m so disappointed in myself.

“Chen Gu Cheng! You almost fell into the black hole of desire and became a prisoner of desire.” I muttered to myself, and this muttering gradually expanded into a huge reproach, what’s wrong with this! There is no shame at all, where has all my previous cultivation gone? I really felt immensely disappointed with my performance just now, I had always thought that I was not an animal under carnal desire, and that my spiritual level was high enough to get rid of the control of these primitive temperaments. But today it seems that I can’t do anything at all about sexual desires.

And what is even more terrible is that what just happened in room H, as if in a hypnotic condition, because I feel that at that time my brain is no function at all, in addition to the projection of masturbation, as if in room H I am another Chen Gu Cheng, as if I am alive to be extracted, this feeling of real and virtual rotation makes me think of the qualities of a split personality, does it mean that there is a high lust in my body, Chen Gu Cheng is jumping, screaming, and even tearing an exit to take over the present me. Is there a Chen Gu Cheng inside me that is throbbing and screaming with high lust, even tearing through an exit and trying to take the present me instead.

However, I cannot clearly distinguish the difference between these two selves! Which one is the real one, and which one should be annihilated. In this instant, all my values were put to a merciless test.

I returned to my study as if I had fled.

“You’re back!” As soon as I walked in the door, I saw the cell on the computer screen making a face at me: “I’ve waited so long for you that I’ve turned my face away.”

I laughed: “What is it?”

“Your big brother’s matter ah! The director of the New Tucheng Detention Center, Lin Stem Sheng, called back, and he said that you can find him before four o’clock this afternoon, and he can help you arrange an interview with Chen Yizhi.” This news from the cell lifted my spirits, and it was probably the one thing that had made me feel happy so far today.

“Wow! You really are the most efficient research specialist in the country. Thanks!” I said.

“What’s the use of just paying lip service!” The neighborhood warbled, “I’ve worked so hard to get you an appointment, and I’ve just waited so long for you!”

I certainly understood what she meant by those words.

“You want to skip work again to find a boyfriend?”

“Ouch! What do you mean ‘again’? This is only the second time!” Cell shook her head in a petulant manner.

“Yes!” I yelled on purpose, “It’s only the second time this week!”

“Don’t be like that! We know each other so well, friends are supposed to help each other out, right?” She was already starting to be a bit cheeky.

“Alright, alright! Count me as afraid of you. But I must warn you, be careful! Don’t be too arrogant, don’t skip work all the time…”

“I know! Then I’ll leave first, bye!” She snaps at me before I can finish my sentence, it seems that the neighborhood simply casts my words as a matter of fact, the computer communication screen disappears as she says bye-bye, and I smile as I open Chen Yizhi’s diary.

I’m having second thoughts about working now.

I guess I’m probably pretty stupid! I can’t believe I said such a thing to the image created by the computer. But thinking that way was already an afterthought.

I spread Jade’s legs and poked my head in.

My hand went to Jade’s mysterious triangle. God, she was already wet! My fingers felt a thick, sticky wetness, and the stalky orange nub was already bulging slightly from engorgement; I carefully probed with my fingers, and Jade’s body squirmed, a slight moan under her breath.

“Please!” Jade’s voice was like a broken bead: “Spare me!”

I didn’t say a word, I was carefully following the slurry coming out of Jade’s pussy with my fingers, probing into her hole section by section, Jade’s legs were starting to tremble slightly and my prick was swollen to the point of burning by this time.

That should do it now, I thought! I took hold of my cock pressing the glans against Jade’s portal.

“I’m going in?” I murmured beside Jade, who narrowed her eyes and nodded softly.

My brain receives orders at this moment and immediately directs my cock towards her last stronghold.

Twitching between the soaked cunts, an unprecedented tautness clamping down on the heart, my movements drowned out Jade’s waves, as if it were a tacit agreement, one movement and one sound.

In such a passion, the flying sweat, Jade’s tightly closed eyes, her pink legs spread out in a big, sloppy V across the bed, the weight of her ass settling between her legs, and her constantly writhing waist, all of these became almost freeze-frames. Only in the last instant, Jade arched her body high, her mouth shouting wildly in a voice I couldn’t understand, and then there was a clenching of my cock, and then a spasm of total release, a kind of full-body power at first release. Immediately afterward, there was another emotion, a calmness almost devoid of emotion, that carried through my mind in the moment after ejaculation, and I rolled over, slightly exhausted, to lie beside Jade as her breathing gradually subsided.

I thought of the situation when I went rock climbing in Long Dong last week, when I had almost reached the top, I accidentally stepped on the right foot’s pivot point, and then I became a free fall, approaching the ground at an unprecedented high speed, and at the very moment of landing, I was violently pulled up by the rope held at my waist. That’s right: it’s like bungee jumping or skydiving, where you enjoy the sensation of falling while jumping down, followed by a tight pull up that leaves your testicles aching between the acceleration of gravity and the resistance of the air.

This is supposed to be the original form of making love! Or rather the steps of the ejaculation process! The process of erection to atrophy of the penis is really in many cases just a shift in mood, a sprint from primal arousal at breakneck speed, and then an abrupt end, which signifies that all sensations and emotions have come to an end.

No! I shouldn’t say it was terminated, but another emotion replaced all the emotions and sensations that were condensed into a thick white liquid during ejaculation with greater energy. And it was numbness! Numbness from the head to the testicles, like a kind of collective idleness, which renders all the body’s functioning with a kind of false fatigue.

I don’t know if it’s because the content of the diary wasn’t described well enough or I’ve been able to control myself completely, but I didn’t feel anything when I read this! But strangely enough, the scenes described by Chen Yizhi here have completely detached themselves from eroticism and turned into a perspective of thinking, as if I was reading a treatise on sex, I felt a bit bored.

I simply closed my diary and decided to give myself a rest. As soon as I left my work, my thoughts drifted like a kite with a broken string.

“What kind of person is Chen Yizhi?” My thoughts stopped to him, and in my mind I began to paint the outline of Chen Yizhi.

After a while, I realized how boring it was. I was a few years old and I was still doing this kind of stupid thing, really. I’m still doing this kind of stupid thing, really. Won’t I understand everything when I go to the New Tucheng Detention Center later on?

“Ah!” I exclaimed, almost forgetting to call Lin Stem Sheng! I hurriedly contacted Lin Stem Sheng.

“Director Lin?”

The person’s head on the computer screen nodded slightly : “I am, I think you are probably Chen Gu Cheng.”

“Yes, I’d like to finalize the interview for this afternoon.” That tone of my voice should be polite enough!

“En! There should be no problem, however, criminals like Chen Yizhi who are inhuman can have some research value!” Director Lin’s face looked cold.

“Hey, hey.” I laughed bitterly, “It’s a confusion we often encounter, but no matter what, we always want society to have less crime problems!”

“I don’t know anything about that.” He paused for a moment, “Then come at four o’clock! I’ll tell the guards.”

“Director Lin, can you talk approximately about what kind of person Chen Yizhi is.” I said. The written Director Lin showed a wary expression, he probably took me for one of those newspaper reporters who wanted to dig for inside information!

“I thought it would help me get into the situation a little faster, and don’t worry, our conversation isn’t going on the record.” I added immediately.

Director Lin’s expression softened a bit. “He’s a demon! Intelligent, calm, you can’t tell what kind of person he really is sometimes, all psychopaths are like him that way.” His tone was tinged with anger, as if Chen Yizhi should go to the electric chair immediately.

“Oh!” I felt free to stop asking questions.

“Be careful.” Director Lin continued : “Beware of his evil, don’t give his words the slip.”

“I got it, thanks.” After I said that, the call ended. Lin Stem Sheng was probably the type of person who had a clear distinction between good and evil, similar to the Pao Qing Tian type! This kind of person can be very troublesome sometimes, and I’m most afraid of this kind of person.

According to Kobayashi, these types of people are either highly mentally clean or hypocrites with a moral sugar coating. Oh, dear! Thinking about dealing with such a person later, I’m sure it’ll be a pain in the ass when I see his side.

Three,

When I walked into the parlor, I still couldn’t quite believe that this was a prison. In my impression, prisons should be dark and carry a musty smell that only comes from a group of men gathering, and the atmosphere should be serious and even slightly murderous, I admit that these are my stereotypes, but here the windows are bright and  clean, and the guards who are full of smiles make it seem like something is not quite right! What’s even more exaggerated is that even the guards don’t carry guns anymore.

“It’s probably Mr. Chen’s first time in prison!” The guard leading the way probably saw my staggered expression.

“Yes!” I answered a little carelessly.

“Prisons have changed a lot over the years, and most of them are now moving towards the goal of being park-like.” He was a bit proud: “This is an image that prisons did not have before. From this, we can see the government’s dedication and efforts to prison management over the past few years, don’t you think so, Mr. Chen. Mr. Chen.”

“Yeah! Yes!” I nodded with a smile.

After passing through the walk-through, there was a large building in front of them, where the guard stopped in his tracks.

“Mr. Chen, this building is our meeting building, and Director Lin is waiting for you inside.” Before he finished speaking, the door to the building suddenly opened, and inside stepped out none other than Director Lin Stemsheng.

“Please come in! Mr. Chen.” Director Lin’s tone was exactly the same as in the communicator, even his expression was the same. Really, I thought it was a bit different from the computer screen!

After walking through the door, Director Lin surprisingly had no intention of following him.

“Chen Yizhi is inside!” He still had a cold expression on his face : “Don’t worry, the conversation room is isolated, you won’t be in any danger. I have other things to do, so I won’t accompany you.” After saying this, he turned around and left, this guy was even more annoying than in the computer screen!

I walked into a room that looked somewhat like an isolated interrogation room, and Chen Yizhi was on the other side of a large floor-to-ceiling window. I guess the floor-to-ceiling windows must have been mirrors on Chen Yizhi’s side.

I sat away to scrutinize Chen Yizhi carefully.

This guy is very handsome! This is a far cry from what I had imagined, I thought this guy must be swarthy and cowering. But today, I realized that my guess was not up to par. He was such a gentlemanly-looking man, with a slender profile, clear eyebrows, and a whole demeanor that made it impossible to feel that he would be a serial rapist-murderer. In the parlance of outdated literary novels, it would be like this: he has a faint sadness between his eyebrows, and such a good-looking man would have to rely on virtual reality to get a woman to have sex with him?

This is a joke! With a guy like him, there would be tons of women who would want to fuck him!

“You’re Chen Yizhi?” I was still a little skeptical.

“I am.” He replied.

“I suppose you already know where I’m coming from!” I began to calm down from my incredulity.

“Probably know.”

“Yeah?” I smiled : “Good, then can we start?”

“Oh!” Chen Yizhi’s tone was a bit surprised: “I didn’t know that mice have human rights.”

“What do you mean?”

“Aren’t you here for some research? Aren’t you trying to branch me out with some theory?” He sneered, “Can you deny it?”

I didn’t answer, and Chen Yizhi didn’t pick up again, we seemed like Poyang was waiting, waiting for each other’s next sentence.

“Your silence frustrates me.” Chen Yizhi broke the deadlock : “It means you can’t make a defense against the accusations I just made.”

“I don’t think I need to.” I was a bit angry: “You are not in a position to question me about anything, please realize the crime you have committed.”

“Like this!” Chen Yizhi’s expression was a bit frustrated and as if he was a bit disappointed.

“I want to really forget who I am.” He said. As soon as I heard him say that, I couldn’t help but feel sorry for him again, in fact, I didn’t have any animosity towards him, even though it was said that he was a rapist and murderer that people would hear about, I didn’t have any good or bad judgment towards him, I just felt sorry for him.

“I’m not here to interrogate you, I don’t want to look at you in terms of moral goodness or evil, I just want to talk to you and find out why you do what you do. As I’m sure you know, an interview like this would help us understand your people’s behavior, and I think it would be extremely helpful to our society.” My tone eased.

“The behavior of our kind?” Chen Yizhi laughed coldly: “Do you really know what I have done?”

“What do you mean?” I was puzzled by what he said.

“I’m just a guy who plays with virtual reality until he’s obsessed! Asking me alone doesn’t make much sense in terms of numbers if you want to know what people in our category think.”

“Of course we know that.” I tried to sound as professional as possible: “The issue of virtual reality and life has caused a lively discussion in the media a few days ago, and we have people doing other research on this topic, but your situation is quite special, so I wanted to come and interview you.”

“Where am I special?” Chen Yizhi looked puzzled.

“That’s a strange thing to ask!” I got a little angry, didn’t this guy care at all about what he did?

“Oh!” Chen Yizhi exclaimed as if he had realized something: “You’re probably referring to the fact that I was convicted of a crime! Well, I’m a bit special if you put it that way.”

“You make it sound so easy.” I think I must be blushing pretty hard right now: “So easy that it seems as if it’s none of your business.”

“Because these crimes were never about me in the first place.”

“Yes? But you’ve already been convicted haven’t you? And it’s a conviction, all the evidence is enough to prove your guilt, does that still allow you to say that you had nothing to do with the case at all?” I guess I was really angry.

“I was framed!” Chen Yizhi became agitated: “I’ve been emphasizing this matter from the time I was arrested to the time I was interrogated, but no one has ever been willing to believe me! I was framed!” He roared as he pounded the desktop.

Such a move startled me and I sat in my seat in a daze not knowing how to respond.

“Don’t get so excited.” I tried to comfort him: “Sit down first and talk slowly.”

He looked on coldly and laughed suddenly. An inexplicable fear flowed into me, and I stared at him blankly.

“I forgot you were a psycho-criminalist!” His tone made me uncomfortable in my ears, as if he was mocking me, but I had more fear than anger, because his smile was so cold that I was deeply afraid of what he might do.

“Don’t be afraid.” He seemed to read my mind: “What can I do to you? This is a prison!

Besides, I’m handcuffed right now.” He straightened his right hand so I could see the iron cuffs on his wrist.

I laughed bitterly, “I’m not as useless as you think.”

“That’s right! How else would you dare to come to a place like this alone.” He said slowly, “By the way, do you have a cigarette? I’m used to smoking when I talk.”

“Sorry! I’m not in the habit of doing that.”

“Yeah!” He smiled, and for once I no longer felt scared.

“That’s rather like your person!” He continued.

“Oh!” That comment piqued my interest; I’ve enjoyed hearing people talk about what they think of me from before to now.

“Tell me about it!” I said.

“You’re a very strict person, you like to have everything under control.” He rested one hand on his cheek and inclined his head to look at me: “So of course, you won’t get into these bad habits.”

“I don’t see the connection.” I countered.

“Maybe I should have been clearer.” He said, “You don’t indulge in things you can’t control, you like to have order in everything, you’re used to putting yourself in situations you can control, so something as addictive as smoking is a challenge to your state of being.”

“Terrific!” I laughed: “Terrific deduction, I’d love to say you’re right; but otherwise, you’re wrong. I don’t smoke only I think it’s bad for my lungs.”

“Oh! Yeah?” His tone was uncomfortable: “You’re willing to work late, aren’t you?”

I nodded, “Yeah! So what!”

“Staying up late is not good for your health either! Then why do you stay up late?” He asked, as if there was a glow in his eyes that had already knocked me down.

“Those are two completely different things!” I argued sharply.

“That’s why I say you’re a very conflicted individual.”

“Is that your conclusion?”

“Today.” He said.

“What do you mean?” I don’t understand, but I feel like I’ve fallen into a trap.

“I mean we’ll have a chance to talk about you later.”

“What makes you so sure!” I asked.

“Because of what I know about you, you’re not a halfway man.”

I was about to open my mouth, but he beat me to it.

“Get back to your original purpose!” He chuckled. After he reminded me of that, I realized I had wasted a lot of time.

“But you might be disappointed if your question is about the motive and cause of my crime.” He shrugged easily: “Because as I’ve said many times, I didn’t kill anyone!”

“You’re not the only one emphasizing this statement.” I no longer feel uneasy: “Many people have exclaimed in court that they are innocent.”

“Are you trying to say I’m just a prime example?” What a smooth talker, he said.

“I am not a judge! So I’m not going to argue with you any further on this issue of whether you’re guilty or not.” I think I might be more effective in a roundabout way.

“I’ll take that!” He said, looking like there was finally some progress.

“Let’s discuss your views on sex.”

“You mean the whole sex with virtual reality thing?” He was pretty quick to respond.

“That’s part of it, of course, but what I just said is a broader reference. It includes your view of the opposite sex, your view of intercourse in your mind, and so on.” I explained my question a little further.

“May I ask you a question first?”

“Yes.” I said.

“You’re still a virgin!” His expression seemed to be amused: “If I’m not mistaken, you should be?”

I didn’t even feel angry at all when I was confronted with such a question, it was as if I was already used to similar inquiries from others, I just felt annoyed, did it matter if I was a virgin or not? Shit, it’s like it’s an indicator.

“Do you think this question makes any sense?” I was really bored out of my mind.

“Judging by your reaction, you’re probably a virgin.” He laughed, and it was the kind of laugh that amused me so much that I felt as if he was trying to humiliate me.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to mock you, I just thought it was funny.” He said. It seemed to me as if he had an ability to read people’s minds.

“Because you’re doing a study related to sex and yet you have no experience at all in that area, that’s why I couldn’t help but laugh out loud.” He added.

“Then, according to you, doesn’t it amuse you just as much that I’m conducting research on the psychology of criminals without having committed a crime?” I said with some irritation.

“Perhaps! Human behavior is a very complex experience, that doesn’t seem to be summed up by some theory or the Bible, I’m sure you’ll understand that.”

I realized that the roles of Chen Yizhi and I seemed to have switched, and I had the thought of ending this conversation immediately.

“You don’t have to be embarrassed, I’m a virgin too.”

This guy really thinks he’s innocent! Not a single contradiction to be found in his words. If he’s not really innocent then he’s the closest thing to evil I’ve ever seen. And if it’s the former, that’s already a matter of justice and I have no position or ability to interfere. If it’s the latter… I’ve decided to end this conversation! I don’t want to talk about it with him anymore, at least not today.

“I think that’s the end of today’s conversation!” I put away the document on my desktop: “Maybe we’ll talk about it some other time.”

“Maybe? Some other day?” Chen Yizhi said coldly, “I used to use this kind of words to perfume others.”

“Oh! Yes?” I coped indifferently.

“But you will definitely come back to me.” Chen Yizhi smiled and said, “Definitely.”

No longer wanting to pay attention to anything he said, I stood up and prepared to leave.

“Because we’re the same kind of people, I know you, and you’ll come back to me!” His tone was confident.

Hearing these words I was a little shaken again, my heart actually surged with a feeling of uneasiness, I turned my head to look at Chen Yizhi, I don’t know where he got his confidence, my confidence in his expression was almost drowned.

I walked out of the detention center only to find that the sky had already darkened, the late winter night is always fast and disconcerting, just like the conversation with Chen Yizhi. My head is still filled with the conversation with him, I do not know why, I feel more and more that this case is not so simple.

“Chen Yizhi is a demon! There’s absolutely no mistaking it, only a demon can mesmerize a person’s mind, you mustn’t be fooled by him.” I remembered what Director Lin told me when he sent me out.

Using these words against my current feelings was actually a very dangerous thing to do, because currently my mind was indeed a bit disoriented, but I couldn’t figure out whether the reason for the disorientation was because Chen Yizhi was a demon or because I had been deceived. If Chen Yizhi was a demon, the problem might be far easier to solve; if the problem was that I had been deceived, then it would be troublesome! Because I didn’t know who had deceived me, was it Chen Yi Zhi, or was it someone else? The core of these questions lies in whether or not Chen Yizhi killed someone! Is he a serial rapist and murderer, as the media or the court claimed?

In fact, when I’m thinking about questions like this, I feel like I already have a stance, and that is that Chen Yizhi is not a murderer!

Such a position has actually existed for a long time, only that it is not backed up by any evidence. This is just my innate intuition and a high degree of distrust of the judicial system and the media, and of course, I am very confused because there is no way for me to confirm my own intuition, and after coming into contact with CHEN Yizhi, I am deeply afraid that my intuition will make me a victim of the devil.

I kept thinking about this on the way to pick up my car, but other than exacerbating my internal struggle, I didn’t come to any conclusions.

I decided not to think about it until the engine started, after all, I’m just a psychologist, I’m not very good at justice in the first place, and I can’t figure out the ins and outs of this thing! So it was none of my business.

Thinking this way lightened my mood. As the car slowly pulled onto the new second provincial highway, I twisted on the radio.

“The name of the deceased was Lee Kim Chuan, and he owned a hotel on New Zhongxiao East Road. According to his friends, Lee was usually a gregarious person and should not have had any grudges against others. The police initially ruled it as a property killing, possibly caused by a burglar who was caught in the act of stealing by Lee. Currently, the police have filtered gangs with geo-relationships, while a comprehensive inventory of the country’s habitual thieves. The police say they are confident that the case will be solved in the near future. Taipei News…”

Why is it that recently Poyang has been hearing this kind of news? Doesn’t the Government announce every year that this is the year of law and order? What’s wrong with it? There’s no progress at all in law and order. I turned the channel in frustration and listened to some music! If you keep hearing this kind of news, your life will be gray.

Hotel owner! The hotel on New Zhongxiao East Road. I thought of the hotel I went to yesterday with Lin.

“No way!” I muttered, “I can’t be that unlucky!” The fact that I was involved in a murder just this morning, even though it was just a misunderstanding, was bad enough. But in order to put my mind at ease, I opened my communicator and contacted Kobayashi.

“It’s you!” Kobayashi’s face on the screen didn’t look too good.

“Let me ask you, what is the name of the owner of the hotel we went to yesterday?” I asked anxiously.

“Looks like you got the message too.” Kobayashi’s tone is light, so it looks like my hunch was right again. Really, I hate that I guess every time.

“Ugh! I can’t believe Quan was killed.” Kobayashi hangs his head: “Yesterday, he even poured me a drink! You can’t tell what’s going to happen!”

I’ve rarely seen Kobayashi like this, and my heart heaved. After the call ended, I decided not to go back to the research lab. I had Chen Yizhi’s diary with me anyway, so I simply took the research materials home. Being in my own home would probably make the mood better! At least it’s more free.

In the classroom the students were happily talking about yesterday’s vacation. Jade, who was sitting two rows in front of me, was surrounded by a few classmates chatting, what a strange feeling! I thought about how she looked so pretty in my arms yesterday, but today it seems like nothing has happened.

There is nothing strange about it, it never happened in the first place! For me, it was just a game, for Jade it was a non-existent memory, everything was just my fantasy, Jade didn’t need to be responsible for my fantasies.

Just thinking about it made me feel a little sad.

But the lust in my body didn’t subside because of such emotions, and my eyes were still searching for an object for me to masturbate to. Once the game started, there was no stopping it, especially regarding the desire, it was always expanding, I knew I had fallen into a point of no return, but the pleasure of that moment of intercourse, the spasm before ejaculation, that kind of feeling, one could not help but try again and again.

My eyes rested on Ai, no! Correctly, it should be resting on her snow-white thighs.

Ai can be said to be the famous iceberg beauty in our class. I don’t know how many people in and out of the department, inside and outside the school are trying to get into her head, but there is not a single person that she has a good eye on, and her arrogance is almost a registered trademark of hers, but it is also because of her arrogance that makes it difficult for people to get close to her. So Ai’s popularity in the class isn’t very good, I think except for the people who want to pursue her, everyone’s impression of Ai is full of bad.

However, those who have the worst impression of her will also recognize Ai’s pretty face and body, and all those who have seen Ai (I am referring to men here) will be attracted by her honey-like face, and then burned by her hot and spicy body. This is really a perfect match, a good face plus a good body, the effect is like sprinkling salt on a watermelon, even more to set off the sweet flavor.

I would love to see what Ai would be like in bed! No, a woman like that should be conquered with violence to enjoy a higher level of pleasure, a woman like that is the touchstone of all men’s prick.

Thinking about this, my penis started to get excited. I secretly took out the digital camera I had with me, and deliberately and carelessly walked past Ai’s heels to sneak a few pictures.

“Try to maintain your pride!” I said in my heart, “I’ll have more fun that way.”

When I got home, as usual, I put Ai’s picture on the scanner, the mood was completely different from yesterday, there seemed to be a flame of anger burning, wanting to burn through Ai’s cold and arrogant expression with this fire, full of thoughts of conquest, which made the person appear to be agitated.

After initiating the soft process, the entire room quickly converted into a shadowy alleyway.

Ai was right in front of me, running frantically with her back to me. In the sparsely lighted sight, her white one-piece dress looked extraordinarily crisp.

I gave chase, with a thrill of the hunt. Ai’s short white skirt flew in a tapestry of fluent light in the shadowy alleyway. The hidden white bottoms were hidden between the staggering steps. I could actually catch up with her in a heartbeat, but I couldn’t spare my immediate enjoyment. Her ass, rocking from side to side, clenched tightly on a man’s dream peach. Her big tits, which were swaying from the violent movement, were showing their roundness in front of her chest. The sweat from her body due to fear and running was tightly tracing the curves of her body.

The thought of tearing her apart later made my cock swell with reckless abandon.

Finally, under the streetlight, I caught the running Ai. My hands clasped her breasts hard. Ai wailed, accelerating my movements even more. I squeezed and pressed my hands to my heart’s content, casually playing with her big tits, and through the layer of soft velvet, one could feel an unprecedented high level of touch. Ai’s expression was a collection of panic, fear and anger, she kept shaking her hands, trying to break away from my clutches. In the face of her resistance, my mood was overjoyed, a kind of unprecedented power in this moment through my heart; on the other hand, her body because of her violent writhing and friction, can enjoy with Ai’s wonderful body close.

I pushed Ai towards the street light pole, my right hand tightly pressed both of Ai’s wrists against the cold iron bar, while my left hand ripped Ai’s blouse in the process, and I really loved the sound of it, hissing as if it was a stomach full of lust flowing down to the ground.

After tearing Ai’s blouse, Ai’s two round meatballs popped out, the elasticity of the touch simply let my peripheral nerves stand up. I scratched and rubbed them hard, as if I wanted to squeeze them, Xiao Ai could no longer hold back at this time, gently screamed, she still wanted to break free but could not beat my brute force. Of course, my feet are not idle, I used my right knee to open her tightly clamped legs, and directly into her pussy. Ai immediately clamped her legs tighter with such an attack, but my right knee still braced her efforts. With my left foot on the back of her left foot and my right knee arching her right leg, Ai’s beautiful ass was in full view.

I couldn’t wait to reach down and pull off Ai’s panties, but of course Ai was desperate to hold on to her last line of defense. After a bit of tugging and pulling, I tore through her panties. Ai was babbling and whimpering, but I’m pretty sure she was crying.

“Serves you right!” I was so happy in my heart: “Who told you to be so arrogant normally.” Thinking of her usual overbearing appearance, I felt more and more that this was her retribution, I was the punisher sent by the heavens to put an end to her pride.

Pride is the greatest sin of man, and Satan was damned to hell because of it! This is the best picture of Ai today.

I pulled out my penis and shoved it into Ai’s vagina from behind, Ai wailed, and the entire alleyway echoed with her mournful cries. At this point, she finally stopped resisting and quietly allowed me to pump at will.

Gradually, Ai’s body reacted, she was no longer like a dead fish when she first went in, softly undulating with my movements. Her waist limbs slowly moved, between her teeth burst out a cloudy heavy but regular breathing sound, vaguely some pleasant moans into my ears.

Her movements began to increase and I released her hands, only to see her grip the bars tightly and buck her ass high in the air in such a way as to welcome my penetration.

Encouraged by this, I thrust back and forth even more vigorously. In fact, I wasn’t really surprised by Ai’s reaction, because when I entered her body, I could feel that she was already wet.

Another cold sweat! I felt like I was studying a pornographic document! I was clearly overwhelmed by the mountain of carnal desire that was coming my way. A fierce jet of electricity shot through my head, so powerful and so hot that it penetrated my jeans. The numbness was a demonstration to my brain, as if it was flashing its power, telling my control system that all resistance was futile. In the presence of the spermatozoa, all thoughts would have to submit to it.

Still, the thought of such a thing was unpleasant to me anyway, but I didn’t want to go any deeper than that because the last time I felt it had freaked me out. I just shook my head and continued on.

Conquest is really a form of fulfillment. Pure domination intoxicates and renders one unplugged. I realize that such a statement would definitely be offensive to women. But this issue is not about the relationship between men and women, it’s about the relationship between the dominant and the dominated. It’s like a lion eating a gazelle, you can’t say that the lion has a lionism, it’s all about one word, “power”. It’s not about male or female, it’s not about good or evil, it’s all about power. So a woman can rape a man, you’re welcome, if you have the power, do it! Because that’s how the whole universe works! The planets don’t operate because of the love of abstract ideas that people think are in control, and those clichés can be set aside for the cooler, it’s all just power in control.

And this force child in intercourse is even more crazy, which sounds a little crazy, but the part that belongs to the myth is always unbelievable, but is the most blissful.

Looking at Ai’s deflated and wretched physique was so gratifying, and it gave her a sense of confidence in herself.

But it all shriveled up quickly after the shutdown. Once the light hanging on the wall went out, all the sights in front of me disappeared with it, and I realized that all the feelings were false. Of course, when I reached out to turn off the computer, I already had this realization in my heart, but in the face of the disappearance of everything, there was an inexplicable regret in my heart!

Why is it that I can only find comfort in such a world!

Why can I only do what I want in such a world!

Why isn’t all this true!

And as my thoughts thought about this, I realized that I was slowly losing the separation between the virtual and the real. To me, it seems that in the world of T-2000, I am the real existence. The so-called real world, on the contrary, is a false existence for me, redundant and ridiculous.

After eating my heart out, I had a few more orgasms as it were. The end result was known to me, but each one was new.

It occurs to me that one of the last few games that deserves a particularly big write-up is when I raped my high school-aged English teacher, which was another area of sexuality that I developed in a really evocative process.

It was actually just an accident. I was inadvertently looking for my high school classmate directory when I came across a picture of this English teacher who was hated by everyone, and although she was disgusting, she was very pretty!

That alone constitutes the reason I raped her! Because when a good-looking woman is annoying, that’s when she owes a fuck. Ha! I haven’t heard the word “fuck” in a long time. I used to think it was too crude, but today I think it’s quite relevant.

The sensation of ripping her clothes off was indescribable. I realized that my cock was higher and harder than it had ever been when I was erect. I even realized that my hands were shaking as I peeled off her clothes!

After stripping her naked, I went right in. I pinned her against the wall and without any touching, without any kissing, I just shoved my cock into her pussy from behind.

I remember the friction, the rough tingling sensation that presented a truer picture of the power in fucking, the sensation of punching through everything that boiled my nerves to the core.

In this way, I was like an out-of-control beast, writhing wildly and pumping fiercely. The teacher was shaking her head desperately as I fucked her, yelping and screaming, I don’t know whether it was because of the pleasure or the bitterness. Who cares, it’s just for my own enjoyment.

Truly! That ejaculation was one of the most soothing of all, the moment before everything poured out, the extreme tingling sensation that drowned out the perception of almost all my other senses. And the moment of ejaculation was the sublimation of all sensation. The sublimation of the quenching, that was the ultimate pure product.

Lao Pei’s slippery skin was intertwined with my body fluids. Looking at her leaning against the wall panting heavily, looking at the way she was busy grabbing clothes to cover her body, the furnace of desire in my heart blazed up again.

I pulled the dress out of her hands, and both breasts, which I had just rubbed to my heart’s content, were still hard and firm at the moment! I lifted the teacher’s thighs, and strangely enough she was no longer resisting. There was a kind of resentment, or you could say sadness, written in her eyes.

I don’t give a damn! You’re the one who brought this on yourself! You’re the one who used to look down on us in class.

Today I was punishing these self-righteous guys for God, and I put her thighs over my own shoulders and pushed back in with a gourd.

Inside the teacher’s vagina was full of my sperm, but this time the feeling of going in was smoother, not as dry as just now. I looked at the teacher’s lower body and realized that blood had flowed out of the inside of the teacher’s thighs, could it be that the liquid inside the teacher’s vagina was blood?

Thinking about it this is even more exciting, I can’t believe I’m so powerful.

My movements continued and even got louder; the teacher, though mostly expressionless, occasionally shook her body in response to one or two of the more strenuous movements.

“Cool or not! Teacher?” I cried out as I fucked, “It’s great, isn’t it? You should be very comforted by the fact that your student has this kind of power today! Enjoy it! Ha ha!”

This guy is sick! I’m beginning to think that Chen Yizhi is so heartfelt that he wants to rape his high school teacher! This is really hard to accept today. Although it’s just a computer game, this makes the cause of his crime almost certain. After reading a diary like this, anyone would think he must be the murderer.

LOL! The government should legislate against the computer software industry, I don’t know how many more sex crimes will be instigated by this goddamned thing! The scariest thing about virtual reality is that people can’t tell what’s real and what’s not. I’m sure Chen Yizhi thought he was in a game state when he raped Yee Ching-yuk. In his diary entry, he clearly mentioned that he could no longer distinguish between the virtual and the real, and that only in the world of T-2000 could his life be meaningful to him.

When I think of this, I immediately worry for the people living in the flooded computer world. If one day we have too many different definitions of the world we exist in, our civilization will face an unprecedented catastrophe. Especially now, with all the advances in computer graphics, the world is just a small computer screen to people. How many people like Chen Yizhi will be created by such development?

When I think of Chen Yi Zhi I can’t help but get angry, at first I was still defending him! I even thought he might not be such a murderer; but now I think it’s probably true that Chen Yizhi raped and killed Yi Qingyu. Look at his desire for sex in his diary, and the idea of abusing the weak, even wanting to rape his teacher. If this kind of person doesn’t commit a crime, then who will?

“Damn you guys!” I screamed and cursed, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and my emotions began to float. I decided to take a break.

I was sitting alone on the couch, and I was bored, so I picked up the remote control. Honestly, I didn’t want to watch TV, but I didn’t know what I could do other than watching TV. In the midst of this hesitation, the TV screen opened up. But I immediately regretted my decision.

“Why is someone getting killed again!” I stared helplessly at the TV screen.

“Another woman being raped and killed, what’s up with that, ever since Chen Yizhi was arrested, this kind of news has been especially abundant?”

“Is our society sick!” I was a little angry.

“Holy shit, it’s still a policewoman! This is too much!” My mouth dropped open when I saw the identity of the deceased on TV. What the hell! Even Pucha can’t protect herself!

Policewoman! Didn’t Kobayashi say he fucked a policewoman the day before when he was taken in for questioning by the police?

What kind of association is this? I smacked myself on the head, it can’t be that coincidental! It can’t be that coincidental! I think, because Kobayashi is usually a bragger, except for business, more than half of what he says cannot be taken seriously. When Kobayashi said he had a policewoman, he probably meant that he was talking to a policewoman, and she was paying attention to him. That’s probably all it was, and screwing a policewoman in prison is a bit too much, but judging from what’s happened to Kobayashi lately, it seems like everyone related to Kobayashi would be killed every other day, so if you think about it logically, it’s quite possible. Of course, Kobayashi would have to actually have sex with a policewoman to make it work.

If that’s the case, then Kobayashi is really a “shitty” person, will I be in danger? Although it’s impossible for me to have sex with him! But that hotel owner didn’t have sex with Kobayashi either, so he’s still dead.

I couldn’t help but feel a little scared at the thought, hoping that my intuition was wrong. I dialed Kobayashi’s communication number.

“Xiao Lin ah! I’m Xiaomou!”

“I know.” Kobayashi on the screen looked a bit tired: “No one but you probably dares to dig me up at this hour.” Kobayashi yawned.

“Ha! Sorry about that! I didn’t mean to get you in trouble.” I was a little embarrassed.

“Oh!” Kobayashi pulled his voice out long enough to give the impression that it was full of sarcasm.

“You think you’re okay just because you said that, right?” Kobayashi squinted at me, “You’d better have a good reason for waking me up from my sleep.”

“OK, I’ll try my best.” I smiled : “Here’s the thing, did you watch the news today?” I asked.

“You woke me up from my beauty sleep just to ask me if I watched the news today?” Kobayashi looked like a volcano, and if it weren’t for the computer screen I think I would have gotten burned.

“Of course not!” I was in a hurry to defend myself, “I haven’t said anything yet! I want to ask you if you know that another woman was raped and killed today?”

“Brother, this is no longer called news, this kind of thing happens every day!”

“But this time it’s a policewoman.”

“Oh! That’s interesting.” Kozai’s spirit was a little bit uplifted: “Fucking a policewoman is supposed to be fun! This guy knows what he’s doing.”

“Hey! It’s fine if you’re not shocked that someone was killed, but you’re intent on gloating, don’t you think you’re going overboard? This is a human life!” I was really a bit upset with Kobayashi’s attitude, even though he’s always been such a playful person, but this time he’s just gone too far.

“Ughhhh! You know I am such a person! Okay, okay, I was wrong, okay, don’t be mad!” Kobayashi apologized to me, “You didn’t just want to tell me that, did you?”

It was obvious that Kobayashi was changing the subject, but I didn’t want to stagger him anymore. He’s not going to change anyway, so why get angry with him over something like that.

“I was wondering if that policewoman was the one you fucked last time?”

“Do you think that’s relevant?” Kobayashi’s tone was suddenly unpleasant.

“I’m just a little worried because if it’s that policewoman you screwed, I’m afraid you’ll be in trouble again, and this time there’s no way I can help you prove your innocence. Besides, if you are often approached by the police, it might be…” I didn’t mean to say this, but I wanted to make fun of him, but I didn’t realize that Kobayashi was looking a bit upset, which made my idea of undermining him disappear immediately.

“I’ll pay attention to the news.” Kobayashi’s tone turned cold: “Mou, you don’t think I’m the murderer, do you!”

“What the hell!” I shouted, “Of course I don’t think so! I’m just afraid you’ll get yourself in trouble again.”

“I can’t tell you’re so kind!” Kobayashi’s tone was finally back to its old self: “Are you going to say something like, don’t make the relationship between men and women so complicated, or that if you walk too much at night you’re bound to run into a ghost, or something like that.”

“If you don’t mention it, I’ve forgotten, Lin, don’t make the relationship between men and women so complicated, if you walk too much at night you’re bound to run into ghosts, so be careful!”

“Go to hell!” Kobayashi scolded with a laugh.

“Okay, I’ll leave you alone to sleep. Remember not to get yourself into trouble ah! It’s just for the sake of sex, much  not come ah!” I meant it when I said that. And Kobayashi nodded.

“I know, I’ll be careful.” Xiao Lin seemed to have thought of something: “Xiao Mao ah! Don’t be too serious sometimes. Let’s forget about some things, or else we’ll be in trouble in the future.”

Kobayashi said this with a strange look on his face, and when I tried to ask him again, he was already flashing into nothing more than a line on the screen.

I don’t know what Kobayashi means, but I can smell a hint of danger.