I can’t help myself.


I can’t help myself, I guess. I love being looked at by men, and in high school with a couple of close friends we loved to dress up hot and go out on the street, shopping for groceries together, and a lot of the boys would steal glances at us, and it would be a great sense of conquest and accomplishment and excitement.

I have had several boyfriends. The second one, I think he’s a bit of a pervert. He likes to buy me erotic clothes and then do it with me, especially the lace stockings that only go up to my thighs, but he won’t even let me take them off. Every time that way from the back, he said that will be more excited, I do not feel a lot of it! I think the front side is better, but it’s not bad, so I’ll go with him.

The first time I was introduced to an electric penis, he bought it too. Heh! Really thought he was a bit weird, but never tried it before and was really curious how it would turn out when it entered me. So I didn’t blame him. After that, I often used it secretly when he was not around.

It was a totally different feeling from sex, the fullness of entering, then driving from the inside, the vibration spreading out from the inside, constantly jolting the pubic core, then entering, wanting to stop, but not being able to go and stop it, feeling that the whole person had been taken over by that motorized penis, continuing to have crazy orgasms.

My boyfriend often asked me later, when he was using a dildo on me, if I seemed to be particularly aroused and asked me to answer whether I preferred his penis or the electric dildo. I said of course I liked his, but I was already lost in vibration hell.

The thought that later, when I was about to go into a frenzy, he would pull his fake penis out of me and replace it with his real one gave me the feeling that I hated his penis. Just thinking about it made my bottom start to contract involuntarily again, like I was trying to clench it and keep it away from me.

Then he and I broke up because of personality differences. Is it really because of incompatibility that we broke up? I doubt it myself, but I will never let him or anyone else know about it, it is the organ of my body that no one knows about, as long as it is inserted and then that switch is flipped, I can only fall into a crazy orgasm that I can’t stop.

After I went to college, since I didn’t have a boyfriend, my looks weren’t bad, and I didn’t skimp on showing off my body, there were a lot of guys around me, classmates, friends, and even when I was walking around the campus, there were people looking at me all the time, which brought me back to what I felt in high school, which was proud and excited to be looked at by everyone at the same time.

When they looked at my innocent face and my curvy hot girl outfit, I knew what they were thinking, just “This girl is dressed so slutty, she must like people to fuck her”, or “It would be great to penetrate her and make her scream! “Or even worse, maybe I was fantasizing that I was dripping under my tight skirt, longing for a thick penis…

I actually enjoy the lustful sight of men, it adds to my pleasure, and while they are looking at me and indulging in their sexual fantasies, they don’t realize that I am feeling the vibrations in my crotch and am about to go into a lustful orgasm.

Every now and then, I have to endure the predicament of having to move my weakened legs towards the dressing room or an unoccupied corner while enduring a crotch that’s about to slip off due to lewdness and an electric penis.

The fear of being discovered, the agony of enduring the electric pleasure, the pretense of acting as if nothing had happened, the greeting of students I met, the thought of going to a deserted place and venting my bitterness… Recently, I heard a friend say that the pleasure of anal sex is not comparable to intercourse, and my curiosity got the better of me, so I guess I am a little bit abnormal, too! But unlike her, I don’t have a boyfriend now, and I find anal penetration and twitching really dirty, so I’d better try it out on my own with a dildo, and if I’m going to do it, let’s do it thoroughly!

I thought so, not realizing that my body would reach that level that scared me.

I had 6 classes that day and 1 or 2 no classes in the morning, and I secretly masturbated in my room behind my parents’ back in the morning.

When I got to the point of extreme arousal and flooding with lust, I inserted my favorite three-speed artificial penis, and then activated the low-speed vibration. I liked that one because it had three speeds, and when the low speed vibration was on, I could stay aroused all the time, even all day, and when it was on medium speed, it could already make me orgasm like crazy.

I got up and walked slowly to the mirror, feeling the fullness of penetration as my penis rubbed against my thighs as I walked. I loved looking at my beautiful body in front of the mirror plugged into a constantly vibrating motorized cock, it was a body that many men wanted to penetrate! Instead I just wanted to fuck this perfect body with a fake penis.

Watching my body writhing from the pleasure brought about by the vibrations of the dildo in my crotch, this lustful atmosphere, I just couldn’t take it and came. As I felt the vibrations, I used the lewd water that kept flowing out to coat my anus while looking for a more suitable dildo for my first anal penetration.

Just the fearful feeling of the first time alone made the lewdness continue to secrete, and the penis inserted underneath was still vibrating constantly. I made a decision in my mind, let’s not pull it out for the whole day today! (The amount of money I spent on batteries is horrible.) Then I squatted down, pressed my penis against my anus, thought for a moment, and turned my vibrating penis to medium speed, thinking that wouldn’t it be more monumental to do the first penetration during an orgasm?

The pleasure was building with the electric cock, it was nearing the tipping point and I endured it, slowly sliding it into my anus. It’s so tight, I can’t get it in, I’m starting to wonder if I chose too big of a stick. The pleasure continues to rise, I’m dying, there’s no time to change to a smaller one, the switch has been activated and I can’t stop it, I thrust it into me with all my might.

An electric current passed through my lower body, an orgasm unlike any I’ve ever had before, I fell to the floor and convulsed, the penis in my pussy still continued to vibrate, the switch in my anus couldn’t be activated in time… After some time I finally recovered, turned the front back to a low speed and still continued to ooze out obscene water, and slowly activated the back as well, which was a sliding type, also with high and low speeds but not segmented, and there was something strangely touching in using the penis in the front and back together. I kept my excitement up and started to get dressed.

The most fascinating thing about using an electric dildo was the fact that I could have my hands free instead of having to use them to keep my orgasm going, which is why I later enjoyed plugging away all day. No matter what I do, it doesn’t get in the way of my pleasure, and I’m on the edge of arousal and orgasm all day long. Sometimes I think how great it would be for me to live in this realm for the rest of my life, not having to think about anything but pleasure!

I held back the second wave of my impending orgasm, picking out what to wear to class, both holes vibrating at the same time, not comparable to a single motorized penis before. I couldn’t think straight, I just wanted to get out of the house and enjoy the visual ravishment of a man. I don’t like having sex with men, but I like the feeling of being afraid of being discovered.

I put on my favorite white garter belt stockings and chose a short skirt that covered my hips tightly, just enough to hide the garter belt, so I couldn’t let anyone see me wearing such slutty stockings to school. Normally I wear tight shorts because I am afraid that the dildo will slip off under the constant vibrations, but shorts don’t have this concern; but today, for the first time, both holes were vibrated at the same time, and the pleasure brought by it has made me unable to think, the more dangerous it is the more aroused I am, and I just want to focus the eyes of the world on me, and climax in front of everyone.

“Don’t wear panties! Just drop them and let everyone find out, there must be a different kind of orgasm.” A demon in my mind said so.

I ended up wearing a spaghetti strap strapless and backless top, and 8 centimeter high heels, ugh~~ not at all the way I should dress for class, but under the control of two penises in front and behind, it was no longer possible to think.

This kind of dress out of the door to achieve the effect I want, everyone on the street are looking at me, the electric dildo non-stop to bring me endless vibration, coupled with wearing high-heeled shoes to walk will certainly swing buttocks, but also constantly stimulate my pussy and anus, if this time someone to talk to me, I will be involuntarily in front of him to orgasm.

It was hard to get to the school, just in the bus, because the road surface is not good, has been bouncing up and down, coupled with the crowded people, I will be the vibration of the phallus speed up to medium speed, hand secretly reached under the skirt, should not be seen, holding the front and back of the two motorized phallus, in the case of fear that it fell, the body leaning against the side of the tide of people. I’ve let out twice, and almost couldn’t get off the bus, but I kept getting better and better, but I still had the last vestige of sanity.

As I passed from class to class at school, my classmates were probably used to my outfit and did not react to it. I wondered if anyone had noticed that I was wearing suspenders and stockings, that I came to school without panties, and that the two electric dildos under my skirt were inserted into my body, bringing me continuous pleasure. Just thinking about it made me excited, not to mention the fact that the dildos in my lower body continued to bring me pleasure, and my juices kept dripping down, I didn’t even know the time, and I was completely addicted to the vibration of the electric dildos.

Wave after wave of orgasms kept coming and going and coming again, sometimes the front had the pleasure first and drove the back into orgasm together; sometimes the back brought me to orgasm first, and then the front still kept vibrating to bring the second wave.

During the lunch break, everyone went to eat and all I wanted to do was hurry up and go to the dressing room because the orgasms kept coming during class and I couldn’t rely on my own will to get the speed of the dildo back to a low speed anymore. Unable to stop, this was an experience I had never had before, in the past it had always been a case of lowering the speed after an orgasm, turning it up again when I felt it, and so on and so forth.

Probably caused by the first time to stimulate both front and back holes at the same time, it was totally unexpected and I could no longer control it. Instead of coming in spurts, it was always HIGH at the top, and the lewdness kept flowing onto the stockings, so I didn’t want to and couldn’t turn the speed back up. In my confusion, I thought that the only way to break this state was to turn it up to the highest speed and go crazy to stimulate my pussy nucleus and anus to reach the realm of extreme pleasure, right? But the highest speed has only been tried at home, outside is an absolute taboo.

I remember when that dildo was first bought, I used the highest speed without knowing what to do with it, and found that I, who was completely unknown to me, turned into a wildly hedonistic, randomly orgasmic sex creature without any thinking, only constant orgasms until I passed out. As a result of that horrible experience, I haven’t used the high speed mode since medium speed can already make me orgasm.

I just wanted to get to the dressing room, while walking, the stimulation of my lower body became more intense, under the medium-speed vibration, lewd water continued to flow onto my legs, the two pricks kept vibrating, under the lubrication of lewd water is gradually slowly sliding down, I’m about to lose the strength to tighten my lower body so that it won’t fall off, surrounded by people, I still have to pretend that nothing has happened, and I try to endure the pleasure, so as not to let anyone find out.

Oh, I really like this kind of strange atmosphere, I am a slut, I feel the vibration of the electric penis “buzzing” louder and louder in a daze, I don’t care at all about being seen on the stockings of the lewdness, my heart strongly desires to have the most high-speed vibration of the horrible experience. The orgasm continued to build and many people were looking at me, wondering if they had noticed my strange behavior, but no matter! I could no longer think.

On the way, one of my classmates, who I knew had a crush on me, actually said he wanted to meet me for lunch. I had no idea what he was talking about at the time, but only thought that once I got to the dressing room, I would be able to bring myself to the realm of extreme pleasure, to go crazy and enjoy myself, and to get rid of this feeling of overflowing lechery and insatiable satisfaction.

He saw my strange, help me to the side of the railing to rest, asked me if I am not comfortable, I said in my heart: “I want to feel good, quickly let me go, quickly!” And he just kept asking me: “What’s wrong? Do you want me to take you home?”

I was close to entering that extreme hell that I feared, and although the speed of the back and forth vibrations remained the same, I was about to enter the point of no control as a result of the orgasms building up and not being able to let them out, and the shame of having my prick about to fall off and be discovered.

In my confusion, I realized that my hand had reached into my pocket and was holding the switch that controlled my body, trying to turn it up to maximum speed. I screamed inwardly, “If I press down, I’ll be ruined!” But I couldn’t stop my slutty nature, so let’s see it! Don’t hold back, press it and you’ll be free, don’t think too much, what’s more important than the ultimate orgasm?

I kept convincing myself that my sanity was slipping away little by little. I don’t care about the consequences, I have to… Right there in the corridor outside the school’s dressing room, the dildo inserted in my pussy instantly accelerated and triggered an orgasm that was building up inside me. My whole body was electrified, and I was frantically screaming out loud, jerking and jerking against the railing. I couldn’t care less about anyone else, but just enjoying the sensation of the rapid vibrations from the motorized dildo.

Before I was about to pass out it occurred to me that there was one more switch, one more penis, and I was going to turn it up to top speed as well, and I was going to achieve unparalleled bliss in front of the school crowd.

Finally, the penis in the back hole also twisted rapidly, as if echoing with the one in the front, and when I reached the blissful world of frequent death, the penis slipped out of the back hole between my femurs and fell to the ground, and my lewd water squirted all over my feet. My classmates and the people next to me were frozen, but I was the first to recover, and I immediately asked him to take me home.

I think everyone heard my cries of pleasure, but I don’t think they could figure out what was going on, and since they were standing off to the side, he would have been the only one who saw the dropped dildo! Maybe there was someone else, whatever.

I was sitting on the back seat of his motorcycle and it was as if he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. My pussy was still plugged into the electric dildo and the speed was medium. After what had just happened, the excitement of the low speed was no longer enough to satisfy me, recalling that I had just used the electric dildo in front of everyone to bring me back and forth like never before.

With the bouncing of the bike, I kept climaxing again and again. I resisted the rush of pleasure and kept my sanity by asking him, “You’re going to help me keep my secret, aren’t you?” He asked me pointlessly, “Why would you do something like that at school?” I guess he was too excited to accept that I would be going to school with a motorized penis in my mouth!

Having him know the other side of my kinky self actually gave me a feeling of excitement, I wanted to say something kinky to him so badly, and show him how I kept coming as I plugged into the motorized dildo.

“I’m telling you, there’s a big cock in my pussy right now, and it’s vibrating, making my juices flow. The one you just saw was supposed to be in my ass.” I actually felt more excited as I said those words.

Seeing his confused face, I put my hand in front of me and touched his penis, which was actually hard. I kept on touching it, and I felt even more pleasure coming from between my femurs, the fullness of the electric dildo in my vagina, and the hot penis in my hand, and before I reached my house, I felt that he had already ejaculated on his pants. I also continued to orgasm along the way, and I don’t think he’s going to tell.

When we got home, my libido continued to rise as the cock was still vibrating inside me. Seeing that he was not yet satisfied either, we undressed, leaving me in my garter stockings and high heels with the dildo in place. He was revitalized by the sight of the electric dildo vibrating in my pussy and me dripping with lust.

I took him out onto my balcony and I held onto the railing for him to anally penetrate from behind. After what had just happened at school, I didn’t care if my penis got dirty pumping in and out of my anus, and the wild pleasure of it made me impatient to try real anal sex.

I bucked my hips so hard that he held them with one hand and grabbed my boobs with the other. I wonder if anyone is watching us from afar? A mature female body wearing only white garter stockings and high heels, being penetrated from behind on the balcony; while a thick electric cock is inserted in the front hole, just thinking about it makes me excited. What’s more, being constantly thrust from behind, and the person in front of me who is dripping with lust because of the vibration of the electric penis thrusting in is myself, it’s really a great pleasure.

The sensuality kept rising and I couldn’t hold back any longer, and I was about to turn the electric penis to its highest speed to turn myself into a sex doll that only knew pleasure and didn’t think when he actually ejaculated at that moment because the vibrations from the dildo in the front of me traveled to the back making it too much for him to bear.

That sucked! It made me feel so empty that I rushed him back after I dinged him not to say anything about me going to school with a dildo sticking out of me.

When I think about how I felt today at school, the pleasure of frequent death is not something that any man can give me. I think I’ve become overwhelmed into a frenzied vibrating hell of wanting to insert a dildo and vibrate back and forth at the same time every moment of every day.

Ah~~ I am a sex slave of the electric dildo, I don’t want to pull it out at all, and even now as I am writing this, the holes in front and back are dripping with lust from the play of the penis. I feel that I’m not using the motorized penis, but that it’s playing with me, raping me, and making me into a sex object that doesn’t think, but just lets it vibrate inside of me, and only drips with lust.

Mmm~~ The pleasure is increasing uncontrollably, the lust is flowing down my thighs, it’s trying to turn me into a lustful beast with a dildo inserted again, my hand is being operated by it to press the switch for the next high speed.

Ohhhhh I couldn’t resist, it started to vibrate strongly, I couldn’t do it anymore, I really wanted to go out on the street and show everyone how I was being penetrated, to have someone else push the switch that made me a sex toy.