My name is Yin, I am fifteen years old, I have stayed in class for one year because my grades were not very good, and I am still in Form Three this year.
My family situation is too complicated, since my father died when I was four years old, my mom took me to marry my current stepfather, and after a year of marriage, she added a little half-brother to my family.
In fact, I have no love for this stepfather. Although he drives a taxi for a living, he is good at whoring, gambling, drinking and blowing, so the family has always been very poor, and my mother has to go out to work to help make ends meet.
In the district where I live, the most hated is the one who lives two blocks away from us, Ya Ping, because she relies on her father to have some power in the triads, in our housing estate is often to make a fuss.
But the reason that provoked my fire was because last year my mother accidentally knocked her down in the corridor, and she insisted that my mother pay for the medicine, while I strongly objected to it, and even got into a verbal argument with her, and in the end, she had to leave unhappily.
Originally thought it would be fine, unexpectedly, after my home in front of the door, has been malicious arson a number of times, if not found in time, the consequences are unimaginable, that she is not willing to stop, and even find someone to beat my mother all over the injury, I really wanted to go to beat her, but mom in tears to persuade me, only temporarily held back.
After school today, I was so happy because I met Wai on the way, a boy from the matriculation class who lives upstairs from me. Ever since he moved here with his family last year, I’ve been paying attention to him and secretly admiring him, and it was a rare occasion that I bumped into him on the way back to my home town, so I could spend a long period of time with him, but it’s a pity that I don’t know how she is treating me, and whether she will actually like me or not.
Tonight, my father came home late again, and he was drunk. I was asleep when he woke me up, and then I heard him asking my mother for sex. I didn’t want to hear it, but it was hard for me to fall asleep after being woken up, and I felt a little bit unnatural listening to all the panting and moaning. I was just thinking about it, but then I felt a touch on my chest, and I turned around and saw that it was my half-brother…
When I realized that it was my brother who was touching me, I had to pretend that I was still sleeping soundly, turned around to avoid his claws, and also put my hand aside to drive away his harassment, and he seemed to be afraid that if he continued to do so, he would wake me up, and also left my side of the bed, and I was driven by curiosity, and I secretly opened my eyes to see what he was doing.
I was so ashamed and angry when I saw him sitting nearby, playing with himself. To be honest, this was the first time I had ever seen a man’s thing, and I couldn’t help peeking at it, even though I felt very bad… I woke up very tired this morning, as I had been having ridiculous dreams all night, and I couldn’t get a good night’s sleep, and I couldn’t notice anything wrong with my brother’s expression at breakfast. I wondered if he had been harassing me at night before last night without being caught.
I’m a bit worried about this, but what I hate is that my room is only separated by curtains, so I can’t prevent others from entering… In the village, the one I think I hate the most, Yaping, besides living close to me, she also goes to the same school as I do, but in a different class, so maybe she doesn’t have a strong impression of me, but every time I see her, I want to chop her to death… But for the time being, it’s just easier, and it’s best if she doesn’t mess with me… Otherwise, I’m sure I can have a lot of fun with her! I don’t care about her father’s influence in the triads, I’ll have my way with her…
When school is over, I actually found Wei wandering around outside the campus, maybe he was waiting for someone and I didn’t pay attention to it, I hurriedly went up to say hello and chat with him, I understand that before figuring out how he feels about me, I must try to fight for it, and I boldly told him that I hoped to see a set of movies tomorrow that I had wanted to see for a long time, and I hoped that he would be able to accompany me.
Before he replied, I could feel my heart beating fast, and it was only when he said there was no problem that I breathed a sigh of relief, which was replaced by a feeling of great joy. In order to prevent him from noticing my excited expression, I told him when and where the date was going to take place, and then left under the pretense that something had to be done, as my palms were sweating from nerves and I was having a hard time breathing… Whenever I thought of tomorrow’s date with Will, I was so happy I could only smile from the inside. Before I knew it, I was back home, and since it was so hot, I couldn’t wait to take a shower. Suddenly, I noticed a shadow outside the door, and thought that it was my brother peeking in again, but upon closer inspection, it didn’t quite look like him, but rather, it looked a bit like my stepdad… I got dressed and came out in a state of panic, only to find my brother sitting in the living room, watching TV, with an expression of nonchalance, and my stepdad surprisingly appeared in the room, and according to him, they had both left early this morning. According to him, they were both home early this morning. If the figure wasn’t my brother, could it have been him? But there’s no reason why my brother wouldn’t have realized that he was looking at me. Unless… It’s too horrible to contemplate.
After dinner, I went to bed to take a rest, so that I would not be too energetic for my appointment with Brother Wai tomorrow. In the middle of the night, I was suddenly woken up by a strange feeling. It turned out that my good brother was sexually harassing me again, and this time he was even more daring, he even reached inside my nightgown and was moving up my thighs.
I wanted to avoid it, but I didn’t realize that he didn’t know what he was talking about, and with both hands, he pulled my legs apart and put his hands right on my sensitive area. The feeling of being touched by another person for the first time was a slight excitement, even though I felt that I shouldn’t have done it, but I was still conscious, so I tried my best to avoid his unruly hands and pretended that I was going to wake up, and only then was I able to scare him off.
Finally barely slept until early morning, last night had been harassed by a special feeling, perhaps because of a hint of fantasy because of the relationship of being touched by his brother’s private parts, today at breakfast, his brother can still act as if nothing had happened, but on the contrary, he felt a little embarrassed.
Finally waited for the end of the school day, ran away from the school gate in a hurry, walked to the agreed street corner, but saw my most annoying Ping and Wei brother in conversation, and hurriedly went up to say hello to Wei brother, but also leaned on his shoulder, Ping was my sudden appearance and behavior made a dumbfounded when I simply urged Wei brother to leave early to go to the theater.
Her intention was clearly not to give her face, and she seemed to be furious with me, because no one has ever had the guts to not give her face.
After Ah Ping had left unhappily, Brother Wai and I were finally able to take a walk to watch a movie. Since I was most concerned about watching a movie with Brother Wai, I didn’t give it much thought when I mentioned the movie yesterday, and I really didn’t realize that there would be a big erotic scene between a man and a woman. While I was watching the movie with embarrassment, Brother Wai reached out… and while I was at a loss for what to do, it turned out that he was just resting his hand on my shoulder. This gesture made me feel so sweet that I leaned on his shoulder.
After the movie, Wai suggested to take a walk along the Tsim Sha Tsui East seafront, and naturally, I was more than happy to do so. I never thought that I would be able to take a walk along the seafront with Wai like any other couples, and my excitement overshadowed everything else, and I wasn’t at all surprised by the rapid development of this relationship.
After shopping and dinner with Vai, it was almost 9:00 p.m. When I got home, I was naturally scolded by my mother, but I didn’t mind, as long as I had the chance to go shopping with Vai, I didn’t mind being scolded a few more times… Due to my date with Vai, I couldn’t go to sleep at night, and it was only at midnight, when my consciousness was beginning to blur, that I suddenly felt that someone had come into my room. I peeked in and saw that it was my brother, who was a frequent sexual harasser, and for some reason, I didn’t feel like resisting tonight.
Perhaps because I was so excited by his touch last night, and because I had a date with Wai and had seen an erotic scene in a movie today, I was in a more confused mood and was unwilling to stop my brother’s harassment… Tonight, my brother was more discreet than last night… At first, he only touched me on my arms and legs, and then when he was sure that I was not reacting to his touch, he once again ran his hand along my leg and went to the sensitive area… This time, I let him touch me on purpose, so that I could concentrate more on the feeling of being touched As I was deliberately letting him touch me this time, I was able to focus on the feeling of being touched. I don’t know if my brother has had any other experience, but his caressing technique did satisfy me very much.
When I was enjoying that very special feeling of floating, I suddenly felt a tightness in my mouth, and it turned out that he actually kissed me with his mouth, and when I was about to resist, he had already pressed his whole body up, and what surprised me even more was that the feeling from my thighs let me know that he actually took off his pants, and he also wanted to reach out and take off my panties.
I couldn’t care less about the consequences of his actions, so I quickly pushed him away and slapped him in the face. As he was being pushed away, I could still see that he was in a state of arousal. As my brother bumped into the wall when he retreated, he made some noise, which woke up my parents, and my stepfather came into my room right away… and at that moment, my brother hadn’t even put his pants back on… My stepfather came over very quickly, and when he saw me and my brother, who were not dressed properly, his expression wasn’t too strong When he saw me in my clothes and my brother with his pants still undone, his expression was not too strong, but he just took my brother out of my room and talked my mother out of it. Even though the matter was settled, the look in my stepfather’s eyes on his way out made me feel uneasy.
The next day, as it was a Sunday, I did not have to go to school and I did not have any entertainment, so I stayed in bed in the middle of the day.
While I was reading a book, I suddenly saw my stepfather appearing at the door of my room. From his lustful gaze and my sixth sense, I knew that there would be danger, and before I had time to get out of bed, he had already pounced on me and even made a move on me. Although I tried my best to resist and shout, his strength was many times stronger than mine, and there was no one else in the house, so my shouting was in vain.
After a lot of struggle, I have gradually looked tired, my stepfather saw that I was already tired, his action is more unrestrained, in a flash, he has removed my whole body clothes, I am still for the first time to face others so naked, both embarrassment and anger, and he began to take off his pants in front of me.
When I saw the “thing”, I wanted to scream because it was much bigger than my brother’s and it was difficult for me to contain it, but he didn’t stop because of my fearful expression, and I could see that he was getting excited and coming towards me.
Oh, my God! Is this how I’m going to lose my precious first time? In this moment I thought of Brother Wai, probably everyone will think of their favorite person in times of danger!
As the shadow of Brother Wai flashed in my mind, I suddenly developed a kind of power. When I saw that his things were ready to attack, I suddenly saw the alarm clock by the bedside, picked it up and hit him on the head, and unexpectedly he was fainted by this merciless force of mine, and I had no time to think about it, I hurriedly put on my clothes and fled outside.
But my brother came home just as I reached the front door, and when he stopped me, my stepfather put his clothes back on and slowly came out of the room, and my brother stopped me in front of the door as if he understood what was going on, and when my stepfather pushed me to the ground this time, I felt really desperate…
And surprisingly, my brother had a tacit understanding to assist him, because I had resisted once before, this time I did not have too much strength to resist, plus under their combined strength, I was stripped naked again, and this time, my stepfather even forced me to use oral services for him.
When I was about to be forced to do it, the sound of unlocking came from the door, my stepfather was shocked and immediately carried me back to my room and put on my pants, when I came out with a little bit of my clothes straightened up, they were sitting in the living room watching TV as if nothing had happened, and my mother was cooking in the kitchen, so it seemed that she did not find anything wrong when she came back.
My stepfather came to me at this time and warned me that if I told my mother about this, he would never let me go, and would divorce my mother so that she would not have to do so. This really scared me, as my safety was not too important, but if my mother separated from my stepfather because of this, then it would make me feel uneasy!
Although my stepfather was not a good husband, I know that my mother valued him highly.
It took me a long time to finish the dinner that embarrassed me so much, and I hurried back to my room. When I thought about the possibility of being humiliated by them if my mother was not there, I was so anxious that I wanted to cry, and I fell asleep without realizing it.
This morning, I woke up earlier than usual, probably because I wasn’t harassed by my brother. I believe that he must have thought that there would be a long time to come, and since he had already made his position clear, there was no need to rush! After breakfast, I rushed to school to get out of this crisis-ridden home as soon as possible.
I was also distracted in class all day, and the thought of being humiliated on my return home was aggravating, but God seemed to be playing a trick on me, and today school ended earlier than usual due to a teacher’s meeting.
It was just after everyone had left the campus in high spirits that I left with a heavy, reluctant step.
As soon as I stepped out of the school gate, I was stopped by four or five people, it turned out to be Yaping and a group of her “sisters”, it turned out that she came to seek bad luck because of the incident that I forcefully dragged Wai away in front of her a few days ago, she wanted me to apologize for my mistake and compensate for the loss of her face with 500 Yuan.
As I was already very upset by the sexual harassment of my stepfather and brother, I simply ignored her unreasonable demands and walked between them. When Yapin saw that I was being so disrespectful in front of her sisters, she forced me back and slapped me on the face…
“Goodness gracious! How dare you hit me? Sister Yaya is in a bad mood today, so you’re doomed…”
Yaping even dared to provoke me in such a bad mood, can be said to be guilty of cheap, she hit me after a slap, is the time of complacency, I suddenly jumped forward to catch her, to her abdomen to give a punch, and then in the face of the more reward a slap, she was I knocked back after the scene was quiet for a while, probably none of them would think I dare to fight back, right!
At the command of Yaping, all the people pounced one after another, under the two fists can not beat four hands, I was pressed down by Yaping’s sisters on the street, it can be seen that she is really bad, after several times of struggle, but still can not get rid of the crowd, and Yaping slowly walked over to the eyes of the ferocious, and even holding a glass bottle of soft drink.
She said she wanted me to taste what it was like to make out with a soda bottle, and while saying that, she pulled up the skirt of my school uniform, and I was really a little bit scared at that moment, and suddenly I heard someone say that the police were coming, and the crowd couldn’t help but stop, so I took this moment to kick Yaping, and I hit her in the lower part of her body, and the pained look on her face was really unforgettable to me.
I was able to get out of there because the police were passing by.
When I got back to the neighborhood, my steps were hesitant, as stepping in before my mother returned home was as dangerous as entering a tiger’s den… Suddenly, I was tapped on the back, and when I turned around, it was Brother Wai… After an hour-long walk in the nearby park with Brother Wai, I couldn’t help but tell him about what had happened to me recently… I saw that he reacted with anger, and said that I had to report the matter to the police… and only with great difficulty did I manage to convince him to go to the police… that he did not want to publicize the whole thing. Because I do not want to publicize the whole thing has not been afraid to call the police, and Wai only doubled to explain to me.
Unconsciously, I stepped into Brother Wai’s home, because his family every night very night, only the two of us in the room, Brother Wai’s behavior is very relaxed and natural, so that I feel that my own doubts a little redundant.
When we were all sitting in the living room watching TV, my heart was very conflicted, I hoped that nothing would happen, but I didn’t want to spend this rare evening in such a dull way. When I thought of this, I suddenly felt a tightness on my shoulder, and it turned out that Vigo put his hand here, and then he pulled me down with a force, and I lost my center of gravity and fell onto him, and I was even forcibly kissed, and I slowly closed my eyes after a mild resistance and enjoyed the moment quietly. I slowly closed my eyes and quietly enjoyed the moment, but suddenly I felt my body being harassed by Brother Wai’s hand.
“Ah… don’t do this…”
Oh! It’s morning! That’s how I gave my first time to Will last night, but I won’t regret it because it’s every girl’s dream to give her first night to her favorite.
I stayed at Wai’s home for many days, but it turned out that his family members, as mentioned last time, had already emigrated, and he was only lying when he said that he would return home at night, so it seems that I am attractive enough to make Wai lie to lure me in!
After a few days of wanton living, or have to head home, as usual, was scolded by the mother, but the most infuriating thing is that my stepfather was also involved in the ranks of the scolding, so times I wanted to refute him also reluctantly held down.
Because of the close relationship with Brother Wai, I went straight to Brother Wai’s house every day after school and went back only in the evening when my mother was at home, so that I could get together with Brother Wai and avoid being harassed by my stepfather and brother. As a result, my stepfather seemed to be even more irritable because he could not find any opportunity to lay his hands on me.
One day, when I went to see Brother Wai, I saw that he was worried. It turned out that his mother had fallen ill overseas and was in urgent need of a huge sum of money for medical expenses, and it was impossible for him to raise the full amount, so he was worried about this, and it was only when I enquired about it that I realized that the amount of money fell short of $20,000-odd.
I suggested going out to work to help raise the money, but he said that it was not necessary to do so because there was not enough time, and he needed to raise this amount within two weeks, so may I ask what kind of job can yield more than $20,000 within two weeks?
When I saw Wai’s dejected look, I made up my mind… I started my first day’s work with the help of some friends… I didn’t like the name “Café de Coral”, but since I was under 18, I had no choice but to work in a small establishment like Yau Ma Tei. I don’t like the name “Café de Coral”, but since I’m under 18 years old, I can’t go to any large-scale clubs.
According to the person in charge, Uncle Kwon, it is not a big problem for me to borrow 25,000 dollars, but I have to work here for at least six months.
In order to help Brother Wai, he agreed to anything.
When Wai received the money, he realized what I had done to raise the money, and all he could do was to hug and feel sorry for me. He said that I had treated him so well, and that he would always be there for me, which was so sweet… On the way back, I went to the clinic because I had been feeling unwell for a few days, and the result was so shocking because I was pregnant…!
When I found out that I was pregnant with Brother Wai, I had no choice but to go back and ask him for his advice, and then rush to his house as soon as I could. Just as I was about to arrive, I was less than 30 feet away from his door, when I saw my arch-rival, Ah Ping, appearing at Brother Wai’s door, and she even walked into his house, where she was warmly welcomed by Brother Wai… I was both shocked and furious as I crept in to listen to what was going on, even though I realized that there wasn’t much that could be heard. Although I knew that I wouldn’t hear much, I could still hear them having a very intimate conversation. I really wanted to break in, but when I thought of the gentle way that Brother Wai usually treated me, I hesitated… Maybe he had his own reasons… Because of this sudden incident, I didn’t have the mood to go home… and waited for more than three hours outside Brother Wai’s house… and when I thought of what the two of them were doing in that house, I hated it with a passion! I was trembling with hatred when I thought of what they were doing inside the house.
Finally, I saw the door open, and Ping came out calmly, and gave Wei a kiss on her way out. Seeing this, I couldn’t hold my breath any longer, and rushed forward to push them back into the house, and closed the door.
Because they could not imagine that someone would suddenly pounce out, under the surprise, both were pushed into the house by me, when they saw that it was me, their expressions were even more shocked, and I also ignored their expression changes, only anxious to Wai to prove the truth of the whole thing, but in the Wai has not yet replied, Ping has laughed, and also pointed at me that the whole thing was also planned by her, because I repeatedly do not give her face, and I can see that I have a secret love for Wai, so by Wai to carry out such a set of “beautiful boy scheme” really made me fall for it, and also cheated a sum of money in the process, really made her happy. Because I had repeatedly failed to give her face, and I could see that I had a crush on Brother Wai, so Brother Wai carried out such a set of “beautiful man scheme”, which really made me fall for it, and also cheated me out of a sum of money on the way, which really made her overjoyed.
When I heard this big pile of talk, my heart was completely broken, the only person in my heart who was worth relying on, Brother Wai, was actually a thing that was being instructed to cheat on me, it really made my heart ache!
After saying these words, Ping was ready to step out of the door, seeing her like that, the anger in my heart suddenly surged, and casually picked up the fruit knife on the table and plunged it into her, when I realized that she screamed miserably, my knife had also plunged into Wei, I really hated him, I had put my lifelong happiness and hope in his body, but he even intentionally deceived me, so that I can’t tolerate it.
When I saw the bodies of the two men lying in a pool of blood, I felt an inexplicable sense of satisfaction, for I could make those who had bullied me suffer, and it was really full of pleasure.
Probably because I was covered in blood, many neighbors scrambled to avoid me on the way home, and when I stopped in front of the house, I could tell from the sound that my stepfather was scolding my mother again.
I quietly opened the door, and then slowly approached the door of my mother’s room, in a quiet manner, I gave my stepfather a fatal knife, when this knife stabbed in, the feeling of satisfaction is more than the previous two times, probably because after killing him, not only can I retaliate for the bullying of the ground to my mother, but also can be spared from the constant scolding of his mother!
When my mother saw me like this, she was stunned.
At that moment, my brother, the fourth person I thought I wanted to kill, happened to come home, so God helped me! I stabbed him as he was walking through the door, but the stab did not kill him, it only cut his arm, and when I pursued him, he was able to block it.
In this way, the two of us chased each other around the house until we drove him to the staircase, and when I thought he was going to die, he tripped over me and threw me out of the room. The only thing I could do at that moment was to catch him and make him fall from the 23rd floor together with me…
My brother fell straight downstairs while I hung on the drying rack on the twenty-second floor, and if I hadn’t passed out, I would have gone with him!
I didn t let my own child come out in prison, there is nothing to say, I don t my fate to repeat in my children!
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