This story is for my dear J. It’s about seeing this weird world through your eyes.
Reprints are welcome, but please give credit where credit is due and please do not remove this statement.
Chapter 1: Devilish Desire
Taipei City is so fresh after the July rains, and the trees that branch out to the island give off a fragrance. But the heart is beating nervously, the cheeks are beginning to flush, and a world of the unknown is unfolding.
These days of the month there is a strange desire, a physiological cycle I guess! Horrible lustful thoughts would keep circling back and forth in my mind, even the delivery boy became the object of my lustful fantasies.
It started right after my first period, visions of not being able to fix it haunted me, alas! Until after marriage. This calmed down much more after marriage, I was timid, so I was fighting this with my spirit, my husband was the only man I had.
But in recent months this problem has returned, and the thirty-year obsession has tailed me like a demon, refusing to let go in the slightest.
We’ve been married for over three years now, and my husband has been consistently enthusiastic, which sounds like a no-brainer from my friends, but it’s true! We also have sex at least twice a week. Is it habit or boredom? The thing is, I still love his body, I love every single time we have sex, and I really don’t get it.
There are no secrets between my husband and I. Heh! Maybe it’s because I’m so blank and simple in the first place! No secrets maybe it’s more difficult for hubby. I always laugh at hubby because he’s always embarrassed when he reports on his past or embarrassing stories, this time it’s me who’s embarrassed.
The first two months, I think! I really couldn’t stand the desire torment and I tried to force myself to tell my husband what I was feeling. Hubby had a look of shock and some humiliation or frustration. I tried to explain that the feeling had nothing to do with him, that it wasn’t that he couldn’t satisfy me, and that the source of the factual problem was not clear to me. I told him that I loved him more than anything, and then we made love like crazy, and I had many orgasms.
Afterward, I leaned over my husband’s shoulder, and the desire in my head began again. Looking at my husband’s handsome face as he slept, I was sure I loved him, but the desire… Chapter 2: Thoughts
Married for three years, the thought of my wife Xiaowen still makes my blood boil. My coworkers sometimes laugh at me where my old heroism has gone, I think this is love!
I actually had quite a lot of nonsense before marriage, and twice after marriage, but both times after marriage it happened when I was drunk at a social function. Of course Little Wen didn’t know this, I would just pick some lies that were close to the truth to deceive her, such as at the last minute my reasoning overcame everything, etc.
I’m not a big fan of socializing, but there’s always one or two times a month that I can’t put off. I’d rather stay home and watch Sunflower with Xiaowen, watching her sob and laugh at the absurd and ridiculous plot. Embracing Little Wen makes me feel immensely happy, she is so innocent, simple and easy to satisfy, I really love her so much.
Last month, I think! Little Man told me that she had a thought, and she assured me that it was just a thought. She imagines having sex with other men, even in real life during the day. I’ve heard that sexual fantasies help couples, but this is so far from what I understand sexual fantasies to be that I have a feeling of being defeated.
Vivian is passionate in bed, and it’s always hot between her and me. I’m sure every time we make love, it’s wonderful. How can that be?
There is no door to tell such things, who should I ask? This is already a supreme blow to my self-esteem; am I to receive a second injury?
We got our days back on track after this conversation. I began to observe that yes, Little Man was always enthusiastic for about ten days before his period. But we have not broached the subject since.
The lounge was a bit quiet this evening. Wu and I were waiting for our customers, which is a very boring thing to do. Suddenly a man walked in and stood at the counter asking for something, about 27 or 28 years old! He is tall, slightly feminine, but with a heroic spirit.
Miss Lounge Red, Xiao Yun, hurried over as if to explain something to him.
Wu pushed my hand and said: ‘…! Did you see that man?
‘Saw it! How? Do you recognize it?’
‘Oh! He’s my college buddy, rolled sophomore year, but it was quite a ride back then!’
Xiao Wu also said with contempt: ‘He specializes in accompanying women, heh! I didn’t know that men could make money from this, how many times a day can they do it?
‘Ha!’ I said, ‘The older a man gets, the more difficult it is to make money.’ I went on to say: ‘Is there really a woman who would go for that?’
”Of course, do you think women are wood? This kind of man is in high demand, right? It’s safe to be with this kind of man, there is no emotional attachment ah.” Wu continued: ‘Women! The heart but do not dare to move, fear is safe, women take the family as the world, they will not let any external forces to shake their fortress. Men are different, first made and then turn back to solve the problem.”
Wu added: ‘What about you? Have you ever had an extramarital affair after marriage? I think it’s all about extramarital sex!
‘Whoops? That’s right.’ I was starting to get a little distracted.
Chapter 3: Torn Apart
I tapped away at the keyboard in my office, but my mind was clouded by the conversation I’d had with Little Man last month. It wasn’t the first time, in fact I’d been trying to figure it all out for almost a month.
I typed on my notepad, “I love her,” and then I typed, “She loves me.” Uh-huh!
This is the uppermost level of my undeniable relationship with Little Man.
Then I knocked down, “She loves my body,” and “I love her body.” It’s the same as the paragraph above. This is the second level of my relationship with Little Man.
Then I began to try to avoid something, I began to knock down “financial relations”, “mutual friends”, etc. But I realized that none of them were of the utmost spiritual importance. But I realized that none of these were of spiritual importance, so I had to delete them one by one and look at the two lines on the screen.
Crossing my heart, I tapped, “She wants to make love to someone else.” This passage startled me, and though I had known it, such an understandable recourse to the text was the way it came to life and became all too real.
Well, it’s not hard to pick up where you left off. “She wanted to make love to someone else”, but “there was no one”. Uh-huh! Then it’s hard to tell. Theoretically, she should have an object of sexual fantasy, or a virtual one, but she doesn’t. Her problem seems to be very simple: she is attracted to men, not necessarily an object, but simply a desire or a thought. This roundabout way puts me in a labyrinth.
Forget it. Look at me in a different direction! Hey! The problem gets a little sad. First of all, I have so many sexual thoughts about every beautiful woman around me, but of course I don’t act rashly, it’s just a thought. This urge is 365 days a year for me and it doesn’t seem to bother me much because it seems like that’s what men do.
The boss’s secretary passed me at that moment, and with a gust of scented air, my thoughts drifted a bit and I went back to the question. I tapped “man”, then “=”, then “woman”, and the answer came out.
Again how do men solve problems? I don’t want to knock this out, I’m afraid I don’t have enough notepad memory and it’s a real pain in the ass to turn on Word. Women? Think of the movie “The Final Cut.”
Why don’t you get a dog, Bruce Willie says to his wife? Uh-huh! That’s a good one.
Chapter 4: Heart-to-Heart Talk
Hubby came home early today, he was there before I got home. He already bought dinner and put it on the table, hehe! This man is really so thoughtful. He went around me while I I was preparing the dishes, I knew what he wanted to do tonight and it made my whole body hot and bothered.
Your period is due in three days or so, I think! He must know he can cum inside. He likes to cum inside, I heard that men don’t like to wear condoms, that’s what Rei at work said.
Actually, hehe! I don’t like him to wear a condom either, I like it when he cums inside me. Especially the kind where you can’t rush to get up and clean up afterward, you can keep cuddling, and you can keep feeling his cock in your body. Darn, what a thought and adjective, how could I. LOL! Hubby can get me horny anytime he wants.
After the meal he reclined on the couch with an evil, strange look on his face, which was annoying, but I liked it. When I turned around, he stole an embrace around my waist, and I fell on top of him in the process.
Husband suddenly did not speak, no action, which is very strange, he likes to help me organize my hair, every time to make me so itchy. He cleared his throat and said.
‘Vin, is that feeling still there these days?’
Hell, I knew what he was talking about, but I really didn’t want to talk about it. I didn’t answer him.
‘It’s like that, eh! I think we should be facing up to this, so I’d like us to have a chat.’
‘Facing up? What’s there to face up to? It’s not like I’ve done anything wrong to you.”
I thought to myself. But then I remembered yesterday noon and I started to get scared.
Yesterday at noon the company was empty, everyone had gone to lunch and I was the only one left behind. Lee, the salesman, somehow missed lunch and bumped into me in the copy room. Neither of us really needed to make copies in a hurry, so we pushed back a bit. Li is not a very nice man, married, smooth and sweet-talking. While he was waiting for me to make a copy, he poked his head in to see what I was printing. I felt a man’s odor in my ear, I turned back just with him four eyes, that split second I found my entire lower body are wet, suddenly began to dizzy. I calmly collected my things and immediately left the copy room, but my heart was empty. I hoped that Little Li didn’t feel anything unusual. Now that I think about it, if Lee had forced himself on me, I… Suddenly my husband interrupted me and said, ‘I didn’t mean anything by it, I’m not jealous and I don’t blame you, so don’t get any ideas.
He went on to say: ‘I’ve been thinking about it all day, and I don’t know if I’m thinking right or wrong, but I just want to say what I’m thinking.’
As if he was afraid that I would stop him, or he was afraid to stop and say no more, he said under his breath: ‘I think it’s the same for both men and women, and I must admit that my desires are even deeper than yours.’
’
Hey!’ I thought to myself: ‘You won’t admit it again! You keep saying you’re only looking at me.’
‘ But men will always find a way around it because society allows them to. Women, on the other hand, must repress it until one day it can’t be repressed. Relatively, can not be repressed after the situation are very serious, many women but the accident is not self-hatred, is a divorce. Later, the day long realized that the original figure is just a sexual desire, the people around you deducted sex other than nothing, but turn back too late.”
”There’s something wrong with you! Talking about all these has-beens.’ I said.
He then said, ‘Don’t interrupt me, I’m just trying to get my thoughts out, just be patient, okay?’
‘I think… instead of something possibly happening, I’m just saying possibly oh!’ My husband looked as if he was afraid I would get angry.
Thinking about what happened to Little Li, I actually didn’t dare to retort.
‘A repression is not the way to go, a solution to the repression is a normal pipeline. What if, what if, because I know you love me, and I love you that way. But what if something happens to you and you’re gone? What would I do? It wouldn’t be fair to you or me.’
”What are you babbling about!” I got really angry.
Hubby gently pressed my mouth with his index finger: ‘I said it’s just a thought, you don’t have to take it seriously, let me finish, okay?’
‘You can do this without repression, I promise.’
‘Geez! What theory? Are you crazy?’ Ignoring my protests, my husband continued, ‘The other day when I went to a social gathering with Wu, I learned that there is a kind of man who specializes in this kind of business, a cowherd, I guess! I thought… maybe you could consider starting with that.’
‘Please, you took what I said and…’ he continued, completely ignoring me: ‘It was just advice, but I want to be honest, I want everything to be under control.’
I started crying.
We didn’t have sex that night. I had a strange dream that Lee was on top of me and I didn’t refuse. I threw my body at him obliviously, and Lee’s face kept changing.
It was the faces of men I didn’t recognize, but my orgasm washed over me in waves like a tidal wave that I couldn’t stop.
Chapter 5: The heart is in turmoil
My husband messed with my mind last night, ugh! I don’t know what he was thinking. All day at work I was drowsy, and I don’t know if I didn’t sleep well last night or what.
It happens to be payday again today, and I’m going crazy at the end of the day. I couldn’t get my work done after work, so I had to call my husband and ask him to make my own food, saying I had to work overtime.
Weekdays this kind of overtime actually quite a lot, to be added to the point of time do not know, just today upset more feel angry.
Little Lee has been looking good all day. I think it’s okay! It’s embarrassing to show this guy. Good thing Li stayed to help, my part of the bill is actually not her business, but also I was distracted all day, otherwise it would not be so.
I left the office at a little after 7:00, and it rained almost the whole month of June in Taipei.
I walked to the convenience store next door to buy a can of coffee, but I didn’t have the stomach to eat anyway. As I was opening the freezer to get some coffee, a rude person suddenly turned around and bumped into me on the shoulder, and I was about to yell at him, but he was busy apologizing first. He was a kid in his early twenties! I thought it was fine, and he was very polite, so I left without paying any attention to him.
Took the coffee I was going to drink when I was bored on the bus, waiting for the bus, ha! I was waiting for the bus, and this guy came out of the next alley on his motorcycle at a red light. When he saw me, he was embarrassed and said sorry. He looked at the stop sign and said.
‘Your home is in Zhonghe?’ He then said, ‘The rain has stopped, do you want me to give you a ride? I’m fine, and I don’t live far away.
Normally I would feel weird, but at this point I don’t think much of it, but it’s just a polite little kid! Seems honest enough.
I got on the motorcycle and rode for a short time before I screamed, ‘I dropped my coffee!
He stopped the car quickly, kept saying he was sorry, got out of the car and turned around to pick up the coffee, just as a truck… He stood by the side of the road looking at the dead body of the can of coffee… at a loss for words. I suddenly wanted to laugh. I knew it was rude, but I just couldn’t help it. Finally I burst out laughing and crouched on the side of the road, tears streaming down my face as I laughed.
He laughed at my sense of catharsis as well, but it was a gentle laugh.
Suddenly a feeling rose up, one of those damned feelings. I can’t even say I want to take a cab or a bus now, damn it.
I was careful to stay away from him on the road, but I couldn’t help but still ride on his waist in the locomotive, and the sensations began to grow stronger and hotter between my thighs.
He suddenly turned around and said to me, ‘Do you usually come home this late?’
‘Wow! Sometimes I have to work overtime until eleven or twelve! Today is a good day, it’s not even eight o’clock yet.” I regretted saying that, it sounded like an invitation. I was already trying to resist that feeling, and this was good.
He sidled up to say something, which I couldn’t hear because of the wind, and brought his body up to meet it.
It was just as my left breast touched his arm, and I actually whimpered. It was an indescribable feeling, kind of like the pleasure of… caressing.
Silence began, and I thought he would have just felt my body. The thought made me weaker and I felt like I would fall off the locomotive. I wrapped my arms around him a little tighter as I started to move closer.
It started with just that slight proximity, or maybe even just the proximity of my imagination.
Gradually he rode faster and faster, and I began to lean on his back. The bike vibrated, and the friction between my breasts and his back brought a rush of pleasure, and all I could think of then was that it would never stop!
He stopped in front of a hotel, but didn’t turn off the engine and looked back at me.
I was afraid to look up or speak, my mind was completely blank.
Parking the car he took me by the hand and walked inside, I was shaking the whole time but didn’t resist.
Chapter 6: Sexy Encounters
Was she hinting at something? I can feel her hugging me a little heavier. I just touched her breasts, wow! They’re really big. This woman must be 30 years old! I can feel my dick rising underneath me, she’s really attractive. I think I should ride faster.
She wrapped her arms around me so sad, feel out the breasts in my back has been rubbing, I even by chance must adjust the sitting position, otherwise my penis can really suffer. This woman I do not know married or not, will not be out of things! Thinking about Jade makes my penis even more sad, but Jade that back to pestering let me kind of scared. Women always think that if you go to bed with her, you are in love with her, and then they wait for you to pay the bride price and pass out.
This woman is really sensitive and knows how to enjoy herself. If Jade was like her, I wouldn’t be bothered! Every time I try, she can’t reach orgasm, hehe! I haven’t even fucked her yet and she’s already so wet. Her hands are really skillful, she makes me feel so good. I hope I won’t cum too soon.
What is this? I didn’t force you. Wait, the hotel counter thinks I raped you! I’ve just had a great time. My hand is still wet. Go to hell!
Will you please stop crying? Oh, my God!
Chapter 7: The Desire to be Detonated
I feel the clothes leave my body, very slowly. Feel him kiss me, very softly, like a feather.
I lay quietly watching him remove his clothes, the second man’s organ I had seen in my life. I should have to feel ashamed, but instead I began to get more and more aroused and the pleasure began to spread throughout my body.
He was kissing my pussy core, kissing me. His tongue was getting faster and faster and faster, oh God! My whole body started to convulse and I thought I was going to cry.
Stopped. Turning around he smiled at me, his hands resting on my breasts. My body was still trembling and kept shaking and I wished I could stop shaking.
He caught my hand and asked me to guide him. His cock throbbed in my hand, a power, the power of a man. I feel my wetness, wetness like water flowing all the time, I want him to poke me so bad, so bad. I grabbed his shaft and ground it up and down my moving mouth, I was so comfortable, I was dying.
This is completely different from my husband’s. Husband… dying… what am I doing?
Barely pushing him away, I whimpered and put my clothes back on. He sat on the bed and asked what was wrong. I stormed out of the hotel without looking back.
I gathered my emotions in the cab and waited until I got home so my husband wouldn’t see a thing.
The wetness between my legs was still there, and I still felt the man’s prick making contact with my lower body while my hand was guiding him in, and my mind was so confused that I couldn’t even remember if he had actually thrust in at that moment. But I knew I wanted him to come in, to come in and poke me hard and cum inside me.
Chapter 8: Beyond Understanding
Xiao Wen finally came back, I was a little restless one night, and I was relieved to see her enter the door. Actually, it’s not unusual for her to work overtime, but tonight she was just restless.
Every day we meet for a kiss, and today Little Man rushed to the bathroom. Heh!
Women can’t help but need to hold it in sometimes then! I loudly asked her outside the bathroom if she wanted something to eat and she said no while brushing her teeth and added a thank you!
Something wasn’t quite right, but I couldn’t figure it out. Smiling, I turned back to my magazine. Watching Wen go in and out, getting clothes and turning on the washing machine, she was probably so busy at the office that she hadn’t gotten her steps back yet.
I can’t read the magazine, it’s just annoying, it’s weird!
I’m fast asleep waiting for her to take a shower, and tonight’s midnight serial is something she loves to watch!
She came over and kissed me on the cheek, and being used to it, I made a smooth move to put my arms around her, but she jumped away.
The move startled us both, and after a pause, she came over and lay in my arms.
I didn’t understand what was going on for a second, and the two of them started to get a little embarrassed.
The TV’s only halfway through, and Little Man says she’s going to bed first. Hey! That’s usually a hint that at least means I’m better than her crappy serials, hehe!
Little Man suddenly turned around and said, “You’re not going to finish reading it? Oh, my God! I’ve never been a dedicated watcher. The only thing I’m interested in is guessing what they’re going to say next. What’s wrong with Little Man today?
Seeing my stunned look, Xiaowen smiled and said, “Go to bed early, I’m afraid of being late early every morning!
Chapter 9: Shame and Submission
As soon as I got home I was desperate to get rid of that man’s smell. Seeing my husband made me want to cry. I knew I had wronged him, how could I be such a woman, I hated myself so much.
When my husband hugged me, I had a sudden shock, it looked like a boy in the night. I felt so dirty, how could I let my husband touch me? I was just anxious to go to bed early and forget everything quickly.
On the bed I couldn’t stop thinking about whether or not he had penetrated then. I was the one who guided him, but I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Then the thought of me guiding him, the mold of that prick began to dance in front of me and I felt my head ache. The smell of washing away the man returned, seeping through the memory into every cell of my being.
In the dream the boy continued his unfinished business and we kept making love while I kept having orgasms. My dream was always about the absence of a penis, and the sex seemed to be just an embrace.
There were actually quite a few of these dreams, and while there had never been any fixed faces, tonight there was a dream of the boy’s face, from beginning to end.
Until my husband shook me awake…
Chapter 10.
I couldn’t sleep at all, Little Man’s whole behavior made me uncomfortable, to say the least. It felt like she wasn’t asleep either, thinking about something. It was after four o’clock when Little Man started sobbing in her sleep and I started to get scared.
She was still tear-stained and looked at me like I was a stranger; she wasn’t fully awake yet.
‘Ahem! Did something happen at the company today?’
‘Nah! It’s fine, it’s all fine.’ She answered a little perfunctorily.
”Wow! I’m glad you’re fine, go to bed early!”
‘You were up all night? What are you doing?’ Xiao Wen said in surprise.
‘It’s okay, I’m just thinking about something, the company.’
‘What’s wrong in the company?’ Xiao Wen was a bit anxious.
Crap, the smooth lie couldn’t be rounded up at once. ”There’s really nothing important, go to sleep!”
‘You’re hiding something from me?’ Man said smoothly, but she suddenly lowered her head.
Something suddenly became clear in my mind. Women are the best keepers of secrets in the world, especially their own. Women are especially capable of lying in front of their lovers, for fear of losing them, I suppose! But lying in front of a lover loses a look of calmness, unless she is an old hand at it, a habitual liar. And my little man is not.
I stared at her and she twisted her head around and curled up on the side of the bed, she didn’t want to face me.
She tries to take some secret into her heart and secretly destroy it.
‘What happened today?’
‘No!’ A simple and refusing to communicate answer.
‘Please say yes?’ I was on the verge of tears in my anxiety.
‘There really isn’t! You go to sleep now!’
‘Don’t lie to me, you can’t fool me.’
‘Then! Let’s get a divorce.’ Little Man said calmly as he sat up.
‘You…’
‘I said divorce. What do you want to know? Okay, I’ll say… today I met a man who seduced me and we went to a hotel, but nothing happened, so believe it or not,’ she said. She took a breath and continued, ‘Maybe I should go! I’m sorry.’ She started to get up and get dressed.
My gut reaction was to grab her ‘you’re crazy, where to now?’
Then neither of us moved, and my mind began to replay the whole incident. What could I know in just a few words? Could I believe it? And did I need to believe it?
I said, ‘Don’t go, I love you, you know that.’
She started to cry and I tried to put my arms around her, but she struggled and hit me. Soon she was clinging to my arms and whimpering.
I know she loves me, but what’s the story? Should I ask? I held back for a long time and asked, ‘Can you tell me more about what happened?’
‘Don’t mention it again!’ She almost screamed.
‘OK! OK!’
‘I’m sorry,’ she said, looking up at me, ‘but is the process important?’
‘Why can’t we talk about it? I don’t care, I just want to know what happened.’
‘┅┅’
”I know the memories are cruel to you, but many things are relatively cruel to me as well. Besides, it’s hard to keep things hidden in your mind for two people for a long time. Things will not disappear because of time, just mold, and then grow beautiful poisonous mushrooms.” I went on to say: ‘I believe you guys are fine.’
‘ She lowered her head and said: I don’t know, it should be fine.’
‘How did things start?’
Xiao Wen began to talk about the whole process, until the hotel, she stopped for a moment and said: ‘I went in and thought of you, and rushed out.’
‘So… it… should… be okay? I don’t understand. This intermediate process? …’
‘ He seems to have not come in, I do not know, I really do not know, Xiaowen began to cry, I kissed her, when she calmed down a little bit I asked her: ‘Will feel comfortable?’
Xiao Wen’s body began to shiver and said in a mosquito-like voice: ‘Uhm!
‘At that time you expected him to enter…?’
‘How would I know?’ Xiao Wen said angrily. Then she said back softly: ‘I’m confused, I’m not sure, I think I want him to come in!’
‘You used your mouth…? No? No…’
‘No.’ Siu Man began to talk about the whole process: ‘At first, I was weak, I had no choice but to let him… Later, he asked me to grab his place… In the end, I wasn’t really sure if I had gone in or not.’
I put my arms around her and said, ‘Honey, it’s okay. I know you love me. What if he gets in? Will you love him for that? I don’t care. What I do care about is your heart!
Little Man fell asleep with a smile on her face, and I guarded her and watched her until morning.
Chapter 11: Arrangements
I’ve been watching my husband’s excitement for the past few days, and I don’t know what he’s thinking, but I’m happy to see him happy!
I’ve been having a hard time getting over last month and talking to my husband about it numerous times. LOL!
Anyway, it’s my fault. That being said, it’s still the same problem every second half of the month and it feels like it’s going crazy.
While walking home from the little store after dinner, my husband suddenly stopped and said, ‘Thinking back and forth, I guess I was selfish because I didn’t really get to experience what you were feeling physically. And you were selfish because you went and stopped yourself physically.’
‘?’ I didn’t understand him.
”Whoa! I’ve arranged a game, now I’m just waiting for you to join in. I know you’ll scream and you’ll call me crazy. But I know you’re going to love this game because it’s tailor-made for you.’
‘In the end? …’
‘Tomorrow night, tomorrow night I have arranged for a masseur and this man will be attending to you.’
‘I have a massage every week when I do my face! What is this?’
‘He will massage you and he will satisfy you.’ To put it simply! He will caress you and then he will make love to you. And me, I will be on the side with you.’
‘This…’ I couldn’t answer because my husband had blocked my words first.
Chapter 12: Struggle
Don’t really ask me, I don’t know if this is right or wrong. According to Wu, it’s very common. In fact, if you look at the newspapers, you’ll find a lot of male massage therapists who specialize in couples’ massages. It’s just that it’s a bit like I’m..!
Mann cowered in the corner of the bed and looked at me. The motel was small and rather tackily decorated.
The male division had called in, determined the room number, and all that was left was to wait.
The phone suddenly rang around twenty minutes later, and Little Man looked at it with me, neither bothering to answer it. This is the last chance to regret it, I pick up the phone. The counter at the door informed me that I had a visitor.
This man came in quite polite, a style of gentleman, first self-said surname Shao. He said: ‘This is big sister?’
He seems to be twenty up and down, college student part-time, I think! It’s appropriate to call him Siu Man. Because of his politeness, my nervousness was mostly dispelled.
I looked over at Little Man, who hadn’t even lifted her head since the man came in, and figured it was up to me to decide everything. Okay! The people are here, so if we’re going to play, let’s be thorough.
The man walked over to the edge of the bed and gently took Little Man’s hand, pulling her to her feet. Little Man looked up at me like he wanted me to save him, and I gritted my teeth as if I didn’t see it.
He began to remove Little Man’s clothes, piece by piece, slowly. Little Wen was as immobile as a stone statue, letting him take off her clothes. As he did so, he appreciated the beauty of my Little Wen’s body.
It’s true, Little Man had a beautiful body to begin with.
A wave of jealousy came over me as I watched my wife naked in front of someone else, and my palms were sweaty.
The man proceeded to start removing his own clothing, the young man had a great body, triangular waist. The words and soft, but also can not see the size. He turned around and said.
”Does big brother want to take off his clothes together to take it easy?”
‘Whoa! I’ll talk later.’ The sudden question startled me.
He held Little Man’s head and gently laid him face down. Then he took out a small bottle of oil and began to apply it to Little Man’s back.
The beginning of the massage was normal, no different from a normal massage. It took about ten minutes, and it felt like Wen was starting to relax. But I knew it wasn’t going to be the only thing, and the time was becoming hard to bear.
Slowly… he began to put his hand between Siu Man’s thighs and gently rubbed them together. I could feel Little Man’s body slightly moving to the rhythm of the rubbing, hmmm! The previous massage was just like hypnosis, and Little Man was already in the mood.
He paused for a moment as he whispered something to Xiao Wen. Xiao Wen slowly turned around, the whole secret of her body completely displayed in front of this man.
The man knelt on Siu Man’s side and gently caressed her breasts. Little Man didn’t move, but her hands had gripped the sheets and twisted. My heart twisted along with it.
The man began to take Little Man’s nipple and began to suck on it. One hand began to roam around his belly, slowly reaching down into Little Wen’s thick bottom. He gently spread Xiao Wen’s legs with his fingers, and Xiao Wen’s otherwise tightly closed legs slowly opened up, her lovely pussy lips way out of the slit with crystalline moisture.
At first the fingers were wandering around the pubic mound, then suddenly the fingers went in. Xiao Wen stifled a grunt and her entire body arched.
Inside, a sudden sense of loss washed over me. Although just a finger, but that was once just my garden alone. Undisputed desire rose at the same time, feeling out my prick began to rise, alas!
Fingers hooked in her cunt, the sound of water in her cunt accompanied by a soft moan from Little Man, whose bottom I hadn’t seen get this wet before, dripping slowly down and soaking the sheets.
He stopped and turned around and began to lick up Little Man’s cunt core. By this time his prick was bobbing around Little Man’s pretty face, growing thicker. Little Man shook his body, harder and harder, gasping for air. Suddenly Little Wen stopped, her hands loosening the sheets, and I knew it was her first orgasm, coming so quickly and easily.
He moved his body above Siaowon and I knew it was time. He slowly inserted his prick…
Chapter 13: Madness
I don’t know anything. All I know is that I’m so comfortable, I’ve gone crazy.
When he spread my pussy lips with his hand, I knew he was about to come in. This was my second man, maybe maybe my third. I was so scared, life was about to start changing, or maybe life was meant to be.
My mind went blank when he came in because it was so comfortable, oh my God!
Hubby came to me at some point and he put his cock to my mouth and I desperately licked it, it was so sweet. Hubby, you don’t know, I love your big cock so much. Now I had a whole mental breakdown, all the words that I normally consider dirty all came to the surface, and I was screaming, fuck me, fuck me harder, I beg you.
The man down there was poking me so good, I barely stopped orgasming, this man was making me weak. I couldn’t hold my husband’s prick and started screaming, I begged him to stop, I was dying.
I usually have orgasms with my husband, but mostly only once or twice I guess! What I experienced now was an endless number of orgasms, and I was almost overwhelmed. I didn’t know sex could be like this.
He asked me to turn around and to enter from behind me. I wasn’t really used to it, but, because his cock was a bit longer than my husband’s, I guess! I was so surprised that it was poking me inside like this, and I started to cry… It’s so beautiful, harder, don’t stop.
Chapter 14: Life
Taipei City is so fresh after the July rains, and the trees that branch out to the island give off a fragrance. But the heart is beating nervously, the cheeks are beginning to flush, and a world of the unknown is unfolding.
I was on my way to a dinner date and I didn’t know what was going to happen after dinner, maybe I was expecting something to happen!
The man seems to be a bit of a smartass, but he definitely doesn’t know that missing out on tonight won’t get me excited until half a month from now, as the thermometer already told me this morning. He also won’t know that after tonight, he won’t have the chance to meet me again, because it’s a deal.
Hubby? He knows! We made a pact.
Whoo! I think you’re worrying too much, and I know I’ll comply, because who else in the world loves me more? And I love my husband more than anything in the world?
Don’t ask me why I have a date tonight. Because it’s my little secret with my husband oh! That’s right, I’ll tell him everything that went on, including every detail, every touch I had.
Why? Hubby is actually very petty, hehe! It’s because it gives him peace of mind! And I know that no matter how much pleasure I experience tonight, I will still hug me when I go back. Because I know he’ll be more excited to hear the story because he’s the one who really has me.
I’m sorry! I’m sorry. He’s coming to get me. Bye.