Short Piece! I hope you (you) will like it. After reading it, you (you) will know what Bobo writes about, I see the news sob, I wonder (you) do you?
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This KTV is always so many people, although not a regular holiday, but after hours, the crowd is like a tide of general from all directions, as if the scene of the department store specials in general, lest the hands and feet a slow, you can only look at the ‘all sold out’ four big words to beat their chests a bit.
I stood in front of the double sliding doors of the entrance, wearing the only set of the most fashionable and brightest clothes in my closet, and even I could smell a strong and choking odor of mothballs. Usually work in the hotel, most wear the uniform provided by the company, to put it bluntly is tulle, swimsuit, erotic pajamas those types, really want to wear on the street can not, that is too shocking some, and I really do not have a few points of good looks, plainly let a person to call himself a monkey with heavy makeup, is not it too much self-involved in the fun?
The only thing I am proud of is my slim figure and smooth skin, my breasts and ass are not too big but not too small, if a hundred women stand together and compare, I must be the ones in the middle. A few years ago, when I was still working as a call girl, I liked to wear tight stretchy shorts, exposing a large section of my white thighs, and some of the customers might only smile when they first saw my face, but when they saw my thighs, most of them would gurgle and gulp. I remember that there were a few bad customers who liked to pull out their dicks before ejaculating, pull off the condom, and ejaculate directly on my thighs. I would live in my meat hole for the first time, otherwise it would be a disaster to be ejaculated in my hole, even though I was working as a whore, I insisted on putting on a condom during the lovemaking.
Last week, I went back to the southern mountains to pay my respects to my father, mother, and two sisters. I don’t know if it was my eldest brother who revealed the news, but when I walked into the living room, I saw Xiong sitting there, while my four younger siblings were nowhere to be seen. There were only two broken rattan chairs in the small living room, so I couldn’t help but sit down in front of Brother Xiong.
I hadn’t seen Xiong off and on a few times in the past few years, and this time when I looked at him closely, he was tanned, and his face didn’t have the recklessness and dominance of his junior high school days. He asked me what I was doing in Taipei, and I told him that I was setting up a stall, selling young girls’ clothes and accessories.
“It’s well earned, isn’t it! It’s hard to see how well you take care of all four of your siblings.” He said with emotion.
He said that he grew betel nut in his hometown, but the price changed several times a year, and he also had to worry about the price competition from imported Thai betel nut. Worst of all, the Government ran advertisements on television every day, saying that eating betel nut would lead to oral cancer, thus causing betel nut eaters to be scared and fearful of eating betel nut, and their business was deteriorating from one year to the next.
Across the narrow tea , he looked at my eyes are still the same as when I was in junior high school, this life I have only seen in the eyes of my mother and him, I remember the day of the graduation ceremony, we are seven, eight boys, girls, together to the street to chat in the bubble tea store, Xiong sat next to me, has been to help me from the cabinet to get the comic books, to see that my cup of golden spiced milk tea is gone, will be for me to order another cup. He would order another cup for me when he saw that the milk tea in my cup was gone, and I didn’t see him refill his small cup of black tea.
It was a long time ago, the cicadas were chirping loudly, the fallen leaves were all circling the road, and I was as warm and fuzzy inside as if I were lying on the road basking in the sun.
“Remember what I said on graduation day?” Hung asked me as he sat in the wicker chair across the room, and I think my smile must have been bitter at the time.
I will never forget what he said that day, if there is really a man in this world who treats me with sincerity, it is definitely Xiong.
That day, as I was reading a comic book, I heard someone whisper to me, “Juan, I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… like. While the other students were chatting away, I was the only one who looked up in surprise. He was blushing, not daring to look at me, and he kept drawing circles on the table with his hand.
“Xiaojuan, you… you must wait for me. When I make a lot of money… I… I’ll marry you.” After saying this with his head bowed, he fled as if he were fleeing towards the counter to pay the bill, then pushed open the front door and ran away without looking back.
Xiong lived far away, halfway up the mountain, and I never heard him say he liked me, but once in a while he would come home when school was not in session and give me a bouquet of wild ginger, petunias, or some flowers I didn’t recognize. When the weather was hot, he would invite me to the bubble tea store on the street to have ice and drink my favorite golden milk tea. When it was too hot, he would take me to the end of the village stream for a swim, but I didn’t have a bathing suit, and I didn’t dare to take off my clothes and go into the water in front of him, so I mostly hid on the boulders under the trees and watched him dive into the water and swim in that ugly dog-crawl style. Xiaoli said that Xiong must be interested in me, but I did not understand at that time, always treat him as a brother.
Hearing him say that he liked me, I truly believed Xiao Li’s words. In August and September after I graduated from junior high school, as long as Xiong came to my home to look for me, I would blush. Although he didn’t mention the matter of marrying me again, but often when the two of us walked down the street, I thought that we would go on like this for a long time.
However, not long after, my mom, who loved me the most, died, and my dad, who was a drinker and gambler and owed a lot of money, was forced to sell me and my two sisters to a big city for money, and began the days of making money with our bodies.
Dad said it was the only way to save him and get his siblings through school.
I never blamed Dad, I just grew more and more afraid of meeting Hung, his eyes never changed when he looked at me, it’s just that I was afraid that he would never care about me again if he knew I was doing such a lowly job.
No one believed that my father, mother, and two sisters died one after another, and even I didn’t quite believe that human life was really like the phoenix flowers in July, which fall to the ground when the autumn wind blows. The doctor said that this was a hereditary disease that ran in the family, and I was so miserable that sometimes I thought it would be better for me to die of the disease. But my eldest brother showed me his report card the other day. He came in third place, and I thought I was mistaken. When I was a child, our three sisters never made it into the top ten, so who will take care of such a smart brother if I die? Thinking about it, I really can’t die!
“Third sister! I have to register next week and have to pay tuition!” My little sister said as she took my hand that day.
My four younger brothers and sisters are all still in school, three in elementary school and one in middle school. I did some calculations in my mind, tuition and fees, purchase of books, the eldest brother’s tutoring fees, in addition to the 40,000 dollars that I give to my family every month, I still have to find a way to generate 30,000 or 40,000 dollars, and the family’s refrigerator is broken, and even more importantly, I can’t afford not to buy a refrigerator, or else there will be no place to ice the chickens, ducks, fish, vegetables and fruits, and it will be difficult to even cook a meal.
That’s why I’m here! I can not not think of ways to make more money, and the hotel business is not like before, recently the guests are pathetic, even if the day came five, six times, tips add up to less than five thousand dollars, in the past the most each month is only even, this time the temporary extra 40,000 or 50,000 yuan budget, there is no other way but to pay in advance.
But Mrs. Wu was so salty and had a problem with me, and as soon as I asked for an advance, she was talking about how bad business had been lately, and how nice it was for Grandma Nim’s card! (Taiwanese catchphrase) If you want to make money, you don’t go upmarket… A place like this, with cockroaches crawling under the sofa, and a place that smells more like semen than powder, is only patronized by old men and laborers, so how can you make a fortune?
If you don’t lend me the money, then forget it. 40,000 to 50,000 dollars won’t be hard for me, I’m still under 30 years old, so I’ll just stand on the wall or be a housewife again to make extra money as a part-time call girl, and I’ll be able to get some cock in me in 3 to 4 days. Isn’t it popular nowadays to “aid social intercourse”! Wear a little bit of head, a little pretend to be a college student, maybe once you can get more mileage! I really don’t understand what’s going on in the minds of modern people. “Aid for sex” is nothing more than standing on the wall or blocking the street, and the end goal is to shoot into a woman’s flesh hole, does it make any difference what you call it?
I was standing in front of this KTV in the Eastern District, and I had already racked my brain to change into the most fashionable clothes, but the men and women who passed in front of me seemed to be wearing clothes that were superior to mine, and the makeup on their faces looked brighter than mine. I wanted to go back to the old streets of Mong (Man Wah) to pimp my customers, and I would be more comfortable in a familiar place.
“Hey… Sir, do you want me to sing with you or go shopping with you?” The eyes of a lonely office worker seemed to be sliding towards me, the focus of his gaze was on his thighs underneath his short skirt, and I knew where the drunkard was going with this! I knew where the drunkard was!
“Oh… how do I count?”
“Hee… A handsome young man like you would be willing to pay me for it! Let’s say… 5,000 dollars an hour, that’s a bargain!” “A handsome young man” was an unspoken statement, and I’d be remiss if I didn’t call him “Mr. Doubtfire”.
“What? It’s so expensive… It doesn’t cost a thousand dollars to call for a spread… Do you think you’re Jolin Tsai?”
“You’ve got it all wrong! I’m not a communications girl… Do you know what ‘compensated dating’ means? I do have a job as a ‘Sibyl’
(Special)… whatever you want to do for an hour.” I whispered close to him.
“You’re a student? I can’t really tell, are you okay with screwing SM?”
I shook my head and hurriedly left, I do not want to imagine the Japanese woman in the lock code table, letting people use rope to bind with needles and shit and drink urine, chaotic heart a hand, see not this wearing a suit manlike man is actually a pervert, five thousand dollars in exchange for the whole body skin green and purple a piece of skin, it is really not forget it.
“Miss… do you want to sing together?” After standing there for another five minutes, a five-short, thickly built man with a face as round and large as a large pancake came right up to me and asked.
I directly with him to negotiate the price, see his appearance, plain clothes, also did not expect from his pocket can dig what treasure. He was a very good Ashari, without saying a word, directly out of the first five thousand dollars to me, and then asked me to take his arm, accompanied him to go in and sing.
I did not realize that the KTV was full, the waiting list to a dozen, I do not know when to wait, he proposed to find a karaoke drink, sing, of course, I have no objection, anyway, in addition to the convenience of doing things in the KTV, the two people singing is boring to death, to the karaoke, the time according to the calculation of me and have to eat and drink, why not?
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Sure enough, he wasn’t a rich man, he was just Mr. Taxi Driver, and as I rode in his car, in and out of the streets and alleys, the city looked like a maze at night, and I couldn’t figure out where I was, and finally, as if I were in the inner lakes, he stopped in front of an old karaoke with traditional red, white, and blue neon columns flashing.
There weren’t many people in there, only two or three tables of customers, and they seemed to be the same old-timey people as the customers in my own store, with the men wearing their hair shiny and greasy, or else curly, and the women wearing big red nail polish and lipstick, and their hair being permed like a wave. It’s a familiar sight to me, just as it’s easy to see men and women in the specialty industries in my hometown, or in the storefronts of the old streets of Mon, where I’ve seen these kinds of men and women.
He ordered sorghum and a few dishes, I habitually ordered a few songs. I do not know if the environment is not separated from me, I do not realize that I actually drank too much, sorghum to warm water such a shallow drink, generally I can drink a bottle, I did not expect the two talents to drink two-thirds, my head has been dizzy, in front of the eyes of the things keep shaking.
The topics he talked about were all about gambling and women, such as ‘Women nowadays only love money, they don’t care about anything! He said, ‘I played with a high school girl in Ximending last time, and it was a real blast.’ The last time I played with a high school girl in Ximending, I had a great time.’ ‘A man has to be like me, brave and powerful, so women will like him.’ , ‘Don’t believe me, you’ll see how strong I am later.’ There were so many other gambling terms that I couldn’t get into, and I could hear that he was obviously looking down on me, but I just wanted to make money out of his pocket, so I didn’t argue.
I thought the money was so easy to earn, drink, eat food and then sing a few songs on the bag for peace. A bottle of sorghum will be nearly finished, he finally Ap nearly me on the body, fat face in my neck side desperately sniffing, short stubble bracketed my face itchy, betel nut flavor with the smell of alcohol breath a strand of straight to the nose drilling.
“How long have you been a whore?” He asked me this.
“Don’t talk nonsense, I’ve never been a prostitute.” Even as a call girl, I don’t recognize myself as a prostitute.
“Hey! You’re still no different than a whore when your feet are open and you use your dick (pussy) for money.”
“No… I can choose my clients, I don’t just fuck men, I have to look good at least!”
“Heh! Heh! A man like me? I’m brave and powerful!” He laughed lustfully, his big mouth about to press into mine.
I hurriedly turned my head to avoid his foul mouth and reminded him, “You… you should know very well that women in our line of work don’t give kisses on the mouth.”
Unless my mouth is taken away from my virginity when I’m drunkenly Hilary, the only virginity in my entire body must be left to Hung.
“Fuck! Broken gomer boy fake in the room (lousy bitch pretends to be a virgin), cock can be played with but mouth can’t be kissed.”
He cursed and didn’t force himself, his calloused palm stroking up my thigh under the table.
Although it is a rough man, but it is the rough man’s rough palms touching the thighs, will make me feel itchy with a bit of inexplicable and wonderful comfort, like taking a vegetable cloth in the palm of the foot rubbing, that kind of comfortable feeling will be drilled into the heart of the human being.
I pretended to be holding a small dish, and turned my head to look around, the sparse customers were all whispering to themselves, and no one even ordered a song, the stereo was playing a public cassette tape, it was a Taiwanese song sung by Jiang Hui, the mournful and helpless notes were very much like my mood at the moment.
Feeling a pair of thick palms pressing directly on the top of my panties, my labia were pressed to the sides, some flaps of flesh squeezing out the outside of my panties, cool, some post-indulgence pleasure.
“Heh! You Chamou (woman) shaking and squeaking (slutty), wearing such thin panties, you must owe Chav (man) to fuck Lo!” He licked my shoulder with a lustful look and slid his palm back and forth as he pressed my pussy lips through my silk panties.
The flap of flesh that had sprung out was slipped through his rough palm, indisputably feeling intense pleasure which traveled along the vagina all the way to the womb, the whole belly hot and throbbing straight inside the flesh hole.
“Umm… Your cock is so developed, you must have fucked a lot of people! Hm… No wonder it’s so dry even after several strokes.” He rubbed my pussy lips back and forth, not forgetting to insult me.
“Dry! Do you think Nim’s grandmother runs a reservoir, bubbling water all day long waiting for you.” I did not have the good sense to return to him. Feeling my short skirt being pushed up to the base of my thighs, I hastily pulled it down to cover his unsteady hands.
After rubbing for a long time, the inside of the hole began to itch, but it always felt that his hand was always put in the wrong place, what should be rubbed didn’t rub, what shouldn’t be rubbed but desperately rubbed, and the hole that itched to death never came to be touched.
“Hey! It’s still a slut. What’s up? Want a cock?” He held out his palm, a small smear in the center of his huge palm, a thin layer of slime smeared on it, glowing brightly as soon as the swivel light hit it.
He actually put on the end of the nose to smell, looking at me wistfully: “really slutty cock water, so I can not stand.”
He lifted my tiny panties to one side, rubbed his fingers over the mouth of my mushy labia, and with his middle finger sticking up, dug into my itchy pussy, knowing that I was going to have to give him a fuck sooner or later, and that I was destined to be paid to give cocksuckers something to play with.
“Hoo… oh…” He was digging hard under the table, gradually my itchy area was soothed, my whole body was hot, and I couldn’t help but moan slightly as I wished that his fingers would be thicker and deeper, and my mouth couldn’t help but moan slightly.
As he pumped his fingers back and forth, there was a “chirping” sound of water coming out of his cock, like the sound of swallowing when you have a craving, but it wasn’t the food that you wanted to eat, it was the cock, and a hot liquid flowed down to his thighs, flooding his asshole with a nice, uncomfortable feeling.
Karaoke mom san came over at this time, I red-faced pull my skirt, legs a shrink, clamped is desperately digging fingers in the flesh a bit. He reluctantly withdrew his right hand, said hello, the three people should say a few words, I went on stage and sang a song, a bottle of sorghum to drink, we pay the bill and go.
“Find a place where I can stick it in you rotten cocksucker!”
In the car he still couldn’t get enough of reaching out and teasing my pussy, and I didn’t pay much attention to him because he didn’t treat me like a human being and had no respect for me at all. Luckily he had to worry about driving and the most he could do was stare at the lips of my pussy, so I let him do whatever he wanted outside my panties.
Lights outside the window, the night has begun to deepen, the opposite lane stuffed into a parking lot in general, while our car is light and fast in the road speeding, shaking down the window I smoked to myself, the heart calculations accompanying such a rough man has been more than two hours, talk about fifteen thousand is not run away, or maybe a night can reach half of the goal, if it goes well, they simply run a single gang to do later! “The first thing I want to do is to make sure that I have a good job in the field, and that I don’t have to give my pimp any money.
A sharp turn, the car is actually in a new building next to the fork in the road, this small road can only accommodate two small cars side by side through, steep as hell, looks like it is leading to the black numb mountains, I do not know what the hell is his idea, do you want to take me to play the wild cannon?
“Hey! Why don’t you find a motel to do the job, I don’t like the mosquitoes in the mountains.” I thought it would be best to do the job at a motel, collect my money and wash off my sticky panties, pussy and ass.
“That’s a good idea! Your father loves to fuck you on the hill, and that’s what makes you squeal!”
He’s a bit of a pervert, with an incurable macho mentality. It’s better for me to cry and scream and beg for mercy, that’s the only way to satisfy his ridiculous sense of manly superiority. God knows Nim’s grandmother never screamed. Ever since she was born, she’s always been in the business of sex for money, and there’s not a single whore under the sun who would ever squeal for a john, I’d rather gasp for air, I’d rather grit my teeth, but I’d never scream unless… except for one day, for the sake of Hung.
The car climbed a steep slope, circled around, entered a section of mud road, and finally stopped at an open grassland, the grass short only to the ankles, the west side of the cliffs, the east side of a row of black whirring Acacia forest. The moon was floating on the top of the bluff and was about to climb to the middle of the sky, it should be the seventh or eighth day of the lunar calendar, the half moon was emitting white light, the whole meadow was not gloomy at all.
After turning off the engine, he couldn’t wait to pull me out of the car, asking me to hold on to the hood and raise my ass high, I let him lift up my skirt and pull down my damp panties, wanting nothing more than to hurry up and let him have his way, preferably within a few thrusts. But then it occurred to me that I should put a condom on him, otherwise it would not be fun to cum in my pussy.
I took the condom out of the center of my bra, flipped my wrist and handed it to him, telling him, “You’d better wear a condom or it won’t be good if either you or I get sick, there are a lot of unclean people these days.”
He grabbed his hand, threw it aside, pulled out his big, thick cock and said with a salivating smile, “Ha… I’ve dug into your cunt hole, and the meat is quite tender and doesn’t taste too bad, so I’m not afraid that you’re sick!” He didn’t realize that it was me he was afraid of, and with one hand on my upper body, his hard cock was already pressing against my pussy lips.
I struggled a little, twisting my ass to the side to avoid the iron bar-like cock, and said, “Then… then you can’t touch me without a condom, who knows if you have AIDS?”
He cursed, his hand unexpectedly mercilessly and ruthlessly flung pressure, the other hand cupped my ass towards his cock, only to feel a hot and thick cock hard pushed into my body inside, fortunately just out of some lewd water, or else such a strong insertion will definitely hurt.
“Fuck! I told you I had AIDS! Hey. Congratulations on winning the lottery! Congratulations on winning the lottery.” With my ass pinched and sore, and no amount of twisting strong enough to overcome the brute strength of his rugged bear of a man, I threw down the gauntlet and resorted to verbal intimidation.
“Stinky cock! I’ll fuck you up, fuck you up, and by the way, I’ll wipe out all the AIDS in my dick, let’s see how you can scare me.” He held it in for a long time and managed to insert it into his meat hole, pumping it desperately like a madman, as if a knife wasn’t sharpened enough, always pushing against the walls of my vagina, grinding up his cock in a ho-hum manner.
I’ve been in the meat business for a long time, so I should be used to it and not feel too good, but with my upper body pressed up against the hot hood, my nipples tingling, and his empty hand digging into my asshole, I felt like all the holes in my body were being raped mercilessly, and my cunt was flooded with deadly pleasure, and my heart shamefully longed for him to penetrate me even more roughly.
I clenched my teeth to keep from moaning out, even as my pussy began to rattle with the thrusts, “Kiki! Kiki!” The sound of water leaking out of my hole is lewdly demanding; even though I spread my ass cheeks wide to shamelessly meet his wild thrusts, I just don’t want to moan, I don’t want to make him feel good, I don’t want to make him feel superior in the slightest.
“Fuck! You’re dumb! Why don’t you scream? Aren’t you happy to be so wet?” He found my silent protests, and cursed with a heart of gold, only to feel a strong squeeze in my asshole, four fingers fishing for the perineum, and a huge thumb jammed up my ass.
“I gasped, I hadn’t had anal sex for a long time, and the sudden insertion of my thumb gave me a strong feeling of pleasure. The sensation of that filthy opening was very strong, and it was covered with a layer of mundane taboos, and I always felt that the sensation of pain and pleasure was even sharper than that of a vagina, and reached the heavens more than my vagina.
“Cool! Still screaming out?” As he fucked my wet pussy and synchronized his thumbs in and out of my asshole, a few drops splashed onto my ass, presumably from the sweat he was shedding after his violent jerking. At the same time he switched over to his middle finger and started fucking my asshole, my cunt was twitching up in a death throes, and there was a lot of stuff that kept draining outward from my uterus, sweat, piss, and sperm finding their way to the holes and overflowing in streams.
I slumped on the cooling hood to catch my breath, my jaw aching from holding in the intense desire to let out a squeal.
He wasn’t much better, giving my sinewy pussy a grip and a hot blast of springing cunt-cum, and soon he too lost it, lying on top of me in a sweaty heap panting violently.
“Hey! Whores have orgasms too! What a surprise!” Taking advantage of the brief moment he had to catch his breath, I swung my ass around to let my limp cock fall out, and as it did, a huge cloud of white cum roamed down my thighs while he caught his breath and started slaying me again.
I tried to push him away, wanting to end the day’s business, but I didn’t realize that he was holding my body firmly and started to take off my clothes, and I growled: “Shit! You’re going to die! Why are you taking off my clothes after you’ve had your fun?”
“Finished? Not yet! Do you think I’m done with this?” He laughed out with a hideous grin, his eyes gleaming with the light of a wild beast.
Like a lamb to be slaughtered, I was soon stripped naked, and my neck had a red bloodstain from his rough pulling up of the pullover. I struggled desperately, but my mouth continued to scream: “What… what are you doing? You’ve had your fun and you’re going to get away with it? Don’t play if you can’t afford it.”
“Pay? Pay to play with you, you fucking bitch? Hey, man! I’m not going to play with little high school girls? You don’t even look in the mirror.” His eyes were bloodshot and his fat face was twisted into a ghastly shape.
“So… so what are you doing?” I asked him in a panic.
“What don’t I want? I just want to rid the world of shameless, money-loving losers.” He pulled my hair, led me to the back of the car, opened the trunk and took out a bundle of twine and a large cylinder of gasoline, then carried the gasoline and the twine on his back and led me straight to the end of the Acacia forest.
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When I saw the rope and gasoline, I had a vague feeling that there was no way out, and I knew that he must be a mentally abnormal madman, and that what he was going to do next was self-evident. I used all my strength to kick him, kicked him, and pinched his arm with both hands, wanting to break free from his clutches and run away from him, but my weak strength was like an ant shaking a giant tree, a drop in the bucket and of no avail. A strand of hair roots stained with blood with my struggles fluttered down behind me, my scalp a burst of hot and incomparable pain, tears dripping down like a dike.
“Struggle! Soon you won’t be struggling, enjoy the miles of being able to struggle!” He had already leaned me against the Acacia tree, burying his head and relentlessly using the hemp rope to bind me to the trunk of the tree in a circle, my neck, nipples and pussy to the rope grinding hidden pain, look down, the skin of my breasts is broken slowly seeping out droplets of blood.
“Ha! Ha! Soon, there will be one less waste in this world, hey! Aren’t you more dignified dead than alive?” With his great work done, he lit a cigarette and stood a meter away, as if he was satisfied with his masterpiece.
I was in pain all over my body, and except for my fingers, there was no place where I could move freely. I was so scared that I could only plead with him with a mournful look: “Please let me go! I won’t take any more money from you… and I have 40,000 dollars in my purse… take it all.”
“Heh! Let trash like you jeopardize society again! Don’t even think about it!” He exhaled a mouthful of smoke and refused harshly.
“Then… then I won’t sell my body anymore… I’ll go to the factory and work as a… as a female laborer.”
“Fuck! Come on less, plug you when the cock breaks lewdly like a bitch, I don’t believe that a bitch will not love to mate, how can you not love a man’s big cock to plug you! Hmph! Don’t even think about it!”
I desperately whimpered, do not know how to let this madman spare me, the more I cried the more angry, began to curse him loudly: “Fuck, I am a waste? I still rely on their own body to earn money, and who is in the way? The real waste is your kind of crazy psychopath.”
“Pervert! Nervous! You want to kill people to silence them, one day you will be struck by heavenly thunder and die a horrible death!” I stared hard at him with the most vicious gaze, even if I were a ghost, I wouldn’t forgive him easily.
“Hey! Hey! Let’s see who dies first!” He laughed and dropped his cigarette, came over and fished with his hand to my scared and tightened up pussy, I felt my heart, like being touched by an animal, the whole spine was cold and shivering, open my mouth, I spat a mouthful of phlegm hard on his face. “Waste!” I shouted out with force, this is the only thing I can do to trap the beast.
“Scared the cunt shitless? Shit! I just don’t want this pissing and pissing cunt in the world, just wait and see, it’ll be dry and good in no time!” He stuck several fingers into my reddened pussy, and in disgust and awe, I squirted out my piss, and he flinched and splashed his arm full of it, threatening me with hateful words.
Lifting the gasoline tank, he opened the lid and started to pour gasoline all over my body, several liters of light green gasoline poured down from my head without any reservation, not only my body hair was soaked through, but also the turf underneath me was wet for a long time.
The strong smell of gasoline choked me to the point of fainting, and my naked body began to chill from the evaporation of gasoline.
“All right! Take your time and enjoy your last cigarette!”
He lit up a cigarette, took a few drags, then spread my pussy lips, tried several times, and finally found a position to firmly inserted between the flesh. Clapping his hands together, he gave me a deep look, and there was a sense of relief in his eyes. Finally, he dropped the words coldly, walked back to the taxi, picked up the clothes scattered all over the place, and drove off with my purse and all the hopes of survival.
With the demon gone, I began to contemplate a way to escape. Let’s spit on the cigarette and put it out! But I couldn’t even move my neck, how could I spit on the cigarette stuck between my legs? Use urine to wash out the cigarette! But I had just urinated incontinence, so I couldn’t squeeze out a single drop of urine. If the ground is not a piece of gasoline, I can find a way to get rid of cigarettes on the good, but now is not even dare to move, afraid of a spark fall immediately caused by burning body fire.
I was trapped in a city of worry, looking at the rising smoke between the shares, conscious that my life was at stake, I began to cry out: “Help ah! Somebody help me!”
“Help! Who will save me!” The voice spread in the mountains and forests, one by one, and I don’t know where it could reach the farthest, only to feel that heaven and earth were suddenly miserable, and the miserable me couldn’t even call for help with any real force, and if it shook off the cigarettes, what was the use of my shouting?
No one can smell themselves being roasted, except me.
It was only after I smelled a roasting aroma and the pungent smell of burning fur that I began to feel the intense pain, surrounded by fire, and I was in the center of the fire at its peak, as if I were a sacrifice on a torture table, but I didn’t know what to pray to the heavens for?
Mom and Dad are gone, my sisters are gone, and it’s my turn next. If prayers really work, I must pray to God to give my four younger brothers and sisters a favorable environment and a carefree childhood, but now that I’m gone, who else in the world can take care of them, God?
Skin burns as painfully as peeling, I was almost stripped of all my skin, the pain all over my body was intense to the point of numbness, then I lost consciousness in a daze, my head was so heavy, I was advancing in a long, long tunnel, all around me was dark, only in the distance, a clean beam of light broke through the dark firmament, and I knew that it was the answer to all the questions of my life, it was the final salvation for my life of pain, and I naturally I naturally ran toward the beam of light.
However, the proud and excited face of my eldest brother appeared in my heart, “Look, third sister, third place! I’m going to beat the top two next time! Just wait and see.” And my little sister pulled my hand and pouted: “Third sister, you have to come back more often, I miss you so much!” Heh! Four poor little babies. It’s almost time for school to start. How will they live after I leave them behind? Who will let them go on with their studies?
“Xiaojuan! You’re the one who can suffer the most in the family, dad is not talented, this life is destined to be a burden to you, Xiao Fen and Xiao Fang are not in good health, seeing a doctor is more than working, after mom is gone, you must take good care of your younger siblings!” It was the fall of leaves flying on the road in the fall, I hold my mother’s hand tightly, feel it slowly become cold and hard, with tears I sent away the world’s most loving me, she left me this last account.
“I want to live!”
Huge thoughts echoed fiercely in my heart, I can’t leave them behind, I can’t live up to my mom’s last wishes before she left, the heavens, no matter how big or godly they are, may not really be able to take care of my younger brother and sister for me, only I, only I can bring them up to grow and thrive without any selflessness or remorse, yes! I want to live, I must not leave them behind.
I began to turn around and run in the opposite direction of the beam of light, determined not to blind my eyes to the luxury of salvation, while in the opposite direction of the light there was an immense darkness, an abyss of pain, a non-human abyss.
I began to feel pain again, the fiery, spine-tingling pain of not having skin, and then I found I could actually move. The twine was all burned to ashes, and my own skin was burned red and pitted, like dried bark, and when I moved gently, gently ash scattered over the bare turf.
I stood up, and with a sudden burst of light-headedness and weakness in my limbs, I fell back down into the ashes of the weeds, my mouth gnawing at the dirt, the sour corpse of weeds stuffed between my nose and the corners of my mouth, and perhaps miles of my own burnt skin among them! I must hold on! It starts with lifting my head and lifting my chest.
Then I have to brace my upper body, stand on my feet, and walk step by step towards the lights at the bottom of the hill, and most importantly, I have to slow down and do every move well, as long as I get to the bottom of the hill, my younger siblings will have their registration fee, and the rotten refrigerator at home can only be replaced with a good one and a new one, so how can I let my younger siblings eat the corrupted dishes!
I did it! Even though I had fallen a million times and broken a million bones, I was gradually approaching towards the diffuse lights after all. I remembered that before going up the hill the car had climbed a steep hill and made a big circle to the damn turf, but now I only had to make a circle first and seek the downhill road to see the new building. At that point through the car window I could faintly see an old gray-haired uncle in the guardhouse, his back to the road with his head down, watching TV.
I can’t guarantee that I’ll be able to get up the next time I fall, but fortunately I’m already there or I’d have to go back to that all-consuming beam of brilliant light. The world has been incredibly hard on me, but I chose to come back after all, and I’m not willing to let my siblings become a second me.
“Ah… save… save… save me!” I was paralyzed on the edge of the window of the guard room, straining to cry out the words, and then I knew nothing more.
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