In the sixth grade of elementary school, at the age of thirteen, I liked to read “Little Ben’s”, and whenever it was depicted that a man and a woman were in love and in love with each other, my blood boiled and I couldn’t help myself.
There are many words in the novel that are very exciting, describing crazy and rough, cozy and romantic, as well as delicate and tender, all of which make my whims happy.
Describe the girl as having a peach in that place, most arousing of flawed thoughts.
I used to go to the market and pick some peaches back very carefully, scrutinizing them, running my hands over them, comparing the peaches to the clean-cut beauties in the nude magazines, and I always felt that the difference was just not the same.
Later, I guessed that the cozy pleasure of breaking a peach was the same as the feeling of making love. So, once when I was so excited, I went straight to a piece of ripe peach and took it in.
For a moment, the aroma was overflowing with meat paste and water, and I made a mess of it.
When I was growing up, it really took a lot of energy because of fantasy; I longed for my chance to reach out to girls.
At the age of seventeen, I finally met a “nobleman” who was two years ahead of me and had entered the workforce after graduating from high school.
Under his shrugging and teaching, I followed him to a cafe in Ximending to have fun.
The dark and mysterious atmosphere in the café made my mind restless and throbbing.
A girl came up to me and asked me my last name, and then, sat on her butt in my arms. I felt a tingling softness and couldn’t help but feel overwhelmed, so I didn’t know where to start.
In accordance with the instructions of the “nobleman” before the trip, my hand immediately reached for her collar, digging up the palm of my hand slipped inside, I was very happy for it.
The girl, who seemed to see through my trembling maneuvers that I was a virgin, began to be tricky and twisted, refusing to let me easily touch all over the body, lobbying me to give her a little more tip, so that I could let go and enjoy myself.
I promised with all my heart that I would never go back on my word, and she smiled sweetly, embraced me, and gave me a fragrant kiss.
Then, with a sweet smile, she let my hand go up her skirt.
At that time, I was very nervous and regarded it as the most exciting fun I had ever had in my life, and this was the battle of my life!
Within a few moments, the girl suddenly pulled back the zipper of my pants and probed in, flipping and stroking.
My response was enthusiastic and, angst-ridden, lustful.
She was moving her lasso very skillfully, and I had never felt anything so subtle, and all of a sudden, all I could feel was the sky spinning and fidgeting.
For a while, I felt as if I couldn’t hold it in and was about to come out of it, and she subtly paused to let me take a breath and rest.
Suddenly, she sat up properly and said that my hands were going too far and that it was totally inappropriate to, what, play? admonished me.
Having stopped all activities, I felt lost and didn’t know what to do.
The girl said I wasn’t even on the up and up and that I should pay a little more money to get out and get a room upstairs in order to have a good time.
I gave her a heart attack and asked her how much she had to pay. She said a price that amounted to a month’s worth of my allowance, and I froze, dumbfounded there.
She saw that I did not respond, I have to pay the bill to go away, I thought and thought, bear the pain to pull out all the enclosure, and the girl upstairs to open the room.
When I entered the room, my back was turned, my face was hot, and I was timid, like a little girl.
That’s when I got a chance to look at this first woman in my life.
She was young, with a short dress and a really uncomplimentary look, with thick, sweaty hands and feet.
She very vigorously and quickly stripped off her clothes, revealing her alpine snow-white body.
I greedily peered at her peach.
The color had a touch of bright red moistness to it, and it was said that girls at a young age were this bright.
I nervously undressed and climbed into bed.
She allowed me to get my hands dirty and fondle all over, but when I got excited and tried to take her, she was calm and collected, and said I hadn’t paid enough.
Turns out, the general rule of the road didn’t include her and I having sex, only “pure chat under the covers.”
At this time, I was like an arrow on the string, had to be sent, waiting for a long time swan meat, after a pass and a pass, still can not eat is indeed very angry, all sorts of grievances.
I gave her the bus fare home and next month’s rent after she soldiered on, bargaining at the last minute.
She collected the money Yan-like smile, bit an enclosure on my shoulder, and then let me swing on the battlefield, leaping into the Central Plains.
I lumbered around for a while looking for the cave entrance but couldn’t find where I was going!
He had to lie down next to her and take a small break from his heart.
She asked me if I wasn’t coming, and if it was an automatic waiver, she was leaving!
I denied it in a heartbeat and tried again.
Maybe my sweaty head was really too much of a mess, and with a little fiddling with her jade hand, she was well on her way to her goal.
The sensation was subtle, so far from what I’d imagined that I couldn’t even catch up with the flavor of the peach I’d pierced myself.
Disappointed, her ass pivoted and shook.
I realized that I could not support her, and quickly asked her to pause, but before the words were out of my mouth, I had already abandoned my armor, and was leaking like a stream.
That’s how hopelessly plus boringly I lost my first time.
And, I paid more than twice as much as anyone else to enjoy this long-awaited moment.
This one experience had a big impact on my life going forward, and I always thought of myself as a fast shooter who could shoot at the drop of a hat.
I became a fast shooter because of the girl who greeted me for the first time, much to my chagrin. I wanted too much for her, but was disappointed and angry.
As a result, I gradually lost my fantasy and respect for the girls I met in the future, and when I saw a girl I liked, I only wanted to strip her naked, humiliate, dominate and abuse her, and then run away to find another target. Love for me, as if just flesh plus sex; carved in the bones, soul, dreams of love where to go?
Until I was twenty-one years old, I met Qingqing, I realized that the human love, not empty valley footsteps, has become extinct.
Qingqing is my classmate in college, with a sharp nose, small mouth, long hair and white skin. Frankly speaking, when I met her, I couldn’t even look at her, she was like a little princess in the cartoon, she didn’t eat the world, she was too skinny, and she wasn’t “delicious” at all!
That day the long summer will end． Suddenly in the afternoon, bird clouds and thunderstorms, after class, everyone left, I sat on the desk. I looked out the window at the soybean rain bouncing on the concrete, imagining where to go to spend the evening?
Qingqing turned back to the classroom to get her forgotten parasol, and seeing me staring out of the window, she kindly asked me if I wanted to take the parasol down the hill with her to catch a bus.
I have nothing to do, indifference to respond to her a sound, for her umbrella, walking through the campus path, through a jungle like “lover’s walk”, suddenly feel anxious, very much want to relieve, pulling her into the dense forest small relief. She turned her back, listening to my big beads of small beads into the mud, fluttering sound makes me very happy, the rain soaked through the tips of her hair, beads of water rippling I suddenly felt that she looked really good, thin and pretty mouth pursed tightly a pair of black and white seemingly large eyeballs have been staring at me.
I swept her around my waist with my left arm, wrapped her in a hug, and dragged her over to a large branch of tree trunk.
His right hand hooked around her neck gently caressing her tender skin, causing her to □ shock!
“You …… you…what are you doing?”
Her eyes widened and she stared at me deadpan, her voice low.
As soon as my left arm tightened and Cyan’s whole body collapsed into my arms, I bent my head down and sniffed her hair:
“Whoa! You’re crazy! Don’t…don’t.”
She couldn’t keep from struggling, but she couldn’t struggle, so she just begged.
“I warned you not to talk!” With my eyes rounded like a hungry beast, I lowered my voice and said, “Hmph! Don’t scream, don’t blame me!”
She looked at me like a different person, hands suddenly in her chest to caress, and shy and afraid, anxious tears, dripping down on the lapel. I have no pity, my lower abdomen forward, in her breasts and a burst of touch, right hand slowly upward, touched the button in front of the lapel, unlocked one after another. When her snow-white breasts open up, I can not help but gulp.
“Take it off, come on!” I urged.
She silently complied, peeling off her top and dropping it by the trunk.
That pair of small delicate jade breasts, along with her action shaking soup not already, probably I just stroked the relationship, nipple bulging protruding, like two can be enclosure of grapes. I looked at the side of the itchy heart, a look at the four no one, and hastily dragged her to the grass, open arm her arms around, lifted up, one hand on the pull open her dress.
“No!” She struggled desperately, whimpering and pleading.
However, that’s not going to help.
Her hands clutched at the silk panties under her skirt.
Without much thought, I pressed my left hand against her upper body, and my boxers were torn away with my right hand and faded between my knees.
I pushed her hard and taught her to fall heavily onto her back in the grass, then lifted her legs and, with a couple of pushes, removed the bottoms, which had been rolled up into a single pair, and threw them on the ground.
Now Qingqing, naked, so anxious that she folded her legs, left and right hands, respectively, to cover the important three points on the body, teeth touch each other in the throat there is an obscure voice, to break through the mouth to call out, however, she is out of breath.
My eyes stared greedily at her naked body while I hastily undressed myself and, quickly, stripped off everything on my body.
She closed her eyes tightly, two teardrops running wordlessly down the side of her cheeks, and as I watched, instead, it hurt even more, and I pounced on top of her, cupping one hand right up to her breasts, and stroking with one hand wantonly where her legs were clenched.
I admit I acted like a sadist, squeezing so hard and she didn’t dare to grunt out, she could only grit her teeth and endure it!
I stood up and strangled my horse, crashing straight and horizontal, rising and falling, racing through a storm sweeping across the country. Her face flushed, her eyes closed like silk, and her little mouth opened, not knowing whether she was in pain or enduring something.
The two of us were right there in the grass, tossing and turning for almost two hours before I reached orgasmic territory and burned out.
The next day, Qingqing remained serious and attended class as usual as if nothing had happened.
Walking past her, I cross my eyes at her, and she looks at me, smirking, the corners of her mouth moving.
Frankly speaking, my heart is very flustered, yesterday to her wild ravaging, today is indeed very chagrined, regret why I am so wannabe, to a temperament elegant gentle and beautiful girl, so disrespectful and immoral, I’m not a human being ah!
Strangely enough, she seemed but not to blame me at all, and her eyes drifted purposefully to me during class I lowered my head in shame and decided to admit my fault to her and give her whatever she wanted!
After class, she intentionally fell alone to walk in front of me, I silently followed her, the two of them so one after the other walked all over the campus, into yesterday’s jungle grass, she looked at me far behind, asked me in no good mood, “How long are you going to follow me?”
I stared at her speechlessly, her small, clear face, her high nose, the wind blowing from behind her, her long hair flowing into the air, the birds chirping in the woods far away, and I stood there frozen, rushing to think, “She’s the first woman in my life!”
When I was seventeen years old, I went to a café in Ximending by mistake and “lost my virginity” to a young and vulgar-looking girl, and I paid more than double the price of others.
In the process of growing up, the wrong experience led me to the wrong perception, and since then, the South and the North are all about carnal hunting and the boredom and helplessness after the conquest.
It is God’s generous treatment of me, at the age of twenty-one, so that I met Qingqing, deeply reflecting my own meanness and boorishness. She forgave me, and, following me, was willing to grow old with me and be in love with me for the rest of our lives.
I had such a lovely girl that I had to protect her and love her with the feeling of atonement; don’t you believe it? I confessed to her every night on my knees, complaining of my impudence and rudeness, with the difference that she was lying on her bed listening to me, while I was kneeling on my back with my legs around her waist, tightly and deeply pleading for her forgiveness.
In a tight gasp, the splendor calmed down, all the madness was over, and Qingqing was full of soft and round female body, and it was with me in a situation of extreme licentiousness and excitement. Each night, we did not know how many times we were crazy, and then, in extreme exhaustion, fell into a deep sleep.
However, the nature of love is fickle? After a summer, I got to know Xiu Xiu, Xiu Xiu is a year older than Qingqing, breasts convex, ass back, delicate, concave and convex, walking on the road, indeed attracted the eyes of the onlookers, especially wrapped in a short skirt under the hidden bottom of the edge of the marks, so that people can not help but want to peel open to see.
Xiu Xiu is my neighbor, living together since childhood, she is very good to me to see me on the big brother big brother has been called, no matter what others think and even told me clearly as long as I intend to tell me she is willing to “serve at the side of, listen to my manipulation”.
I am a man is cheap, to the enclosure of the swan meat always can not help but want to bite an enclosure: one night, I went to the movies with Xiu Xiu her body tightly leaning on my shoulder, hair intentionally or unintentionally kill pricked my neck. Mouth, nose hanging, a fresh fragrance straight into my head; my head must be “show”, then take the opportunity to kiss her, she did not refuse, small mouth wet wet seduced my tongue, my hand is as if the dragon, in her breasts, round buttocks up and down their hands, touching her gasping, sit up and down.
I don’t make a sound and I can’t let go.
Instead, she couldn’t take it anymore and whispered beside me, “Let’s go, not here!”
“To what?”
“You’re a man, how come you don’t know anymore?” Xiu Xiu laughed.
“I …… really don’t know.” I simply played dumb, happy to let her take the reins and sit back and enjoy the ride.
In the end, we were to go to her family’s little boudoir. Her parents had long since emigrated to the United States, her brother was studying in Taichung, and she lived alone on the top floor of her fourth-floor apartment, keeping a large wolf dog with her.
The big wolf dog see me letter and bark, spit tongue and teeth to pounce, show low voice scolding to it Portuguese Bu in the ground do not move, in its eyes I am “unsuspecting” to come, in fact, I see it is “not something” it! One person and a dog stared at each other in each other’s eyes in the peeping guard I walked into the door of Xiu Xiu’s house.
Into the living room, I do not have much time to look at the other room layout of a hold Xiu Xiu, under the impact of lust has completely lost its mind desperately to pull Xiu Xiu miniskirt zip, in Xiu Xiu eat and laugh in her skirt from both shoulders to remove the pink tank color translucent bra, lined with her a self-satisfied in the white snowy skin is more bright and dynamic, eye-catching light … …
And most importantly, Xiu Xiu a pair of round and full of elasticity thighs folded up, light and greasy, seductive, the cross of the two legs tightly taut that full, warm persistent, like a peach of the mysterious square inches.
The flames that burned my whole body.
Her eyes were half-closed, her red lips slightly open, and her slender waist twisted like a snake.
She moaned from the bottom of her throat, helplessly waved her two snow-white thighs, grasped my shoulders tightly with both hands, and screamed silently, “Oh… oh…” in her mouth.
I, too, stripped myself naked in two or three strokes, regardless of three or seven; and the stalwart warriors began to break in with their spears, stepping steadily and slowly with a whirling pace, deeper, as deep as they could go, sprinting through the primitive jungle belt, onward, onward, valiant warriors.
Again and again it accelerated, and the last time I exhaled vigorously my body shuddered intensely, and a wave of pleasure that spread throughout my body.
I was lying down on the snow-white soft carcass of Xiu Xiu fell asleep, sleep, suddenly felt underneath the Xiu Xiu became Qing Qing, and trance should be Xiu Xiu, Xiu Xiu Qing, Qing Qing Xiu Xiu, like a walking light in my mind sinking and floating.
Yikes, God~~ I must be crazy, what should I do?
That’s my dilemma, love the new, eat from the bowl, always think the next woman will be better, women plus women, left and right, happy. However, there is never enough time. Energy is really limited, and I don’t know what to do.
And these annoying brain is my own to find, not to blame others, but only my pig brain, provoked a woman, but can not take care of the whole heart, proper aftermath, make myself all day distracted, no peace of life.
“In spring there are hundreds of flowers, in autumn there is a moon, in summer there is a cool breeze and in winter there is snow If there is nothing to hang on to, it is a good time on earth.”
This is a poem by Monk Nameless, a Zen monk from the Song Dynasty, and it is also my motto. Whenever I have sex with a woman, I always tilt my head and think about this poem, then I forget to bend down and bury my head in it again, yah …… things will always pass, let’s talk about it tomorrow
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