Xiaotong’s Secret Diary (I)
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This is the first page of this journal, and I decided that I wanted to document this event. I can’t stand the torment deep inside me any longer! I don’t dare and don’t know who to tell it to, so, Diary, Diary, you’re the only person in the world who can share this secret with me!
Today, I saw you on the shelf in Jinshidang, I liked you at first sight, light blue pastel cover, a small lake with light smoke, a boat without a mooring, that kind of bewildered feeling of not knowing where to go from is like my mood, and the most important thing is that there is a golden lock on it, which can lock my heart forever.
This is the first time we’ve met, isn’t it? So let me introduce myself, my name is Tong, I’m your new master, I’m seventeen years old, uh… then? Okay, then! I’ll just scribble it down! My height is 163, and my weight is confidential! My circumference is 34, 26, 35. I know my waist is a bit thicker, I can’t help it, it’s just the way it’s meant to be! You know what? I wear C-cup ㄝ, but this is nothing unusual ah, there are several in our class is D it! Is a 17 year old girl with a top like that considered big? Why else would there be so many guys staring at my boobs on the school bus every day? I felt annoyed, but a little complacent. After all, I was a very attractive girl, wasn’t I? Sigh~~~ Actually, I’m a nice ordinary and common girl except for my body, I’m not the prettiest in my class, and my grades aren’t good either. I’m not the prettiest in my class, and my grades aren’t good either. It’s because I’m so ordinary that I feel so upset about this one secret of mine!
What is my secret? That is… I’ve discovered that I’m in love with my Mandarin teacher! There’s nothing unusual about that. So many girls in my class love him! He just graduated from school last year and came to our school to teach Mandarin. He’s really handsome! He often recites some new poems to us in class, and his gentle and affectionate tone makes me panic every time. I don’t know what kind of feeling it is, but I always feel that some part of my body is getting hot… Especially, after he finishes reciting the poem, he always shakes out his bangs and turns back to write on the blackboard and continue the class. That gesture, that look, would always come back to my mind. But! That’s what bothers me, I like him so much, but I’m so ordinary, he won’t notice me! I know he probably likes Fang Yun in our class more because she’s recognized as a beautiful girl and her homework is top notch! I noticed that the teacher looks at her differently every time! And me? Except for the last monthly exam where he asked me to work harder, he never said anything to me. He doesn’t even call me to read or answer questions in class. Ugh! Diary, diary! What should I do?
By the way, after all this, I forgot to tell you that his name is Shukai, Yan Shukai, a very elegant name, right? I wish I could call him Shukai! I wish I could call him brother Shu Kai, or Shu Kai, I don’t want to call him Mr. Yan every day ~~~~ I bought a book of Zheng Chouyu’s poems today, besides you, and I’ve been reading my Chinese textbook very hard. I know he will only notice me if my grades are good! If I know new poems again and can recite them with him, he’ll love me!
We have another state literature class tomorrow! I’m going to go ahead and revise! I hope I can make a lot of progress on the next test!
Xiaotong’s Secret Diary (II)
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Today was just nasty! I read too late last night, so I overslept in the morning and didn’t catch the school bus, so I had to take the bus and it was packed like a can. There were no seats, so I had to stand. I took out my Chinese textbook from my bag and read it. I don’t know if I still remember what I memorized last night. In the past, when I took the school bus, there were many girls reading like me, but I thought they were so fake, could they really read with the car swaying around? They were just putting on a show for the boys on the bus! It makes people think that she’s studying hard and has a lot of class! ～～Just thinking about it makes me want to puke!
But today I was really sincere about wanting to read a book, because when I pick up my state textbook I think of my bookplate.
Ah! My Shu Kai, I can’t see three lines before I start thinking about him, my whole heart is filled with him, his eyes, his eyebrows, his tall nose, his lips that open and close when he recites poetry. Maybe it was the lack of sleep? My consciousness began to blur.
In a haze, Shukai seemed to come to my side, he tenderly hugged me from behind me, gently caressing my thighs and squeezing my ass, I felt so comfortable and sighed softly. Then his other hand reached in front of me and wrapped his warm palm around my breasts through my uniform, slowly rubbing them, my body felt as if it was electrified with a strange sensation, the hand behind me went back down and up along the inside of my thighs, I knew that he had touched me between my legs, I felt his fingers digging desperately into me there through the layer of cotton fabric! I felt the electricity in my body seem to intensify again, but his movements were so rough and painful.
After a few touches he tried to peel off my panties, I instinctively clenched my legs, but the hand on my chest went harder, I felt my breasts being pinched so hard that I squirmed uncomfortably and felt as if there was something hard against my ass. At that moment the car shook, my consciousness came to me, and I looked down at the hand on my boobs, full of fuzz and wrinkles. I knew immediately that it wasn’t Ms. Yan’s hand, which was smooth and white.
I jerked my head back and oh my God! It was a lewd old man! That ugly face was leaning right next to my ear seemingly smelling my hair, causing me to almost kiss his face. That a face full of wrinkles and scruff, forehead has bald off half, eyes colorful half closed, the corners of the eyes are still hanging two bubbles of eye boogers, revealing yellow teeth to me huh smile, I smelled that sour smell, can not help but do , at the same time, feel the scalp numbness, all over the body are goosebumps. I felt a coolness in my ass, he actually lifted my skirt ~~ I knew what that one hard thing on my ass was! I didn’t dare to look at it anymore, I felt scared, I couldn’t believe that what I used to hear from my schoolmates about meeting old perverts on the bus would actually happen to me. Just then the bus arrived at the station, I suddenly had a brainwave, remembering the method taught by my sister, I felt out the pen from my schoolbag and pulled out the pen cap, when the bus door opened I closed my eyes and poked down hard to that hard thing on my ass, then I rushed off the bus with all my strength, I didn’t dare to look back, but it seemed that I heard a lifetime of screams.
When I got off the bus, I ran to the restroom as fast as I ran 100 meters in gym class and threw up all the breakfast I had just eaten. I lifted up my skirt for fear of getting my hands wet, took off my panties, and scrubbed the place where I had just been touched with great effort, and my heart was pounding. My heart was pounding and I felt so dirty. But… But at first I thought it was my teacher touching me and it felt so good! I couldn’t help but press my fingers to the spot where I had just been touched… The bell rang, so I hurriedly put on my underwear and went into the classroom.
The first class in the afternoon was the Chinese Language class that I had been waiting for a long time! Mr. Yan entered the classroom with such grace and elegance, and from the moment he came in, his every move drew my gaze, but I didn’t dare to be too obvious for fear of letting my classmates know, so I only dared to peek out from behind my textbook and peek at him quietly. Today, the teacher has prepared a song for us, “Love, Beginning” by Zheng Chouyu: “Love, Beginning” by Zheng Chouyu.
Since the coy beginnings of love, little Lian Li.
It’s the eyes that fill up at the bottom of your life that count as captivating!
Yo, seventeen, what a moving first love!
I happened to read this song yesterday, all of a sudden, I feel like the teacher is chanting at me, I feel panicked, do not dare to look at him again, lowered his head, suddenly in the morning that kind of feeling is back, my heart again touching as if it is going to jump out, breathing is also messed up, I feel that there is a stream of hot water in the body in the chaotic running, making me hot, as if there are ants crawling underneath, itching up from the heart, I couldn’t help but clench my legs and gently move them on the chair, letting my panties rub against me there.
“Li Tong! Li Tong!”
When I came back to my senses, Mr. Yan was already standing in front of me calling my name gently, oh my! He called my name in a nice voice, unlike his usual icy tone when he called me by name. Mr. Yan bent down and put his face about ten centimeters in front of my eyes. I had never been that close to him before, and I almost didn’t dare to look at him.
“Li Tong, do you feel uncomfortable?”
The teacher asked me with concern. I couldn’t say anything, so I shook my head.
“Your face is so red, do you have a fever?”
After saying that, the teacher put his palm on my forehead, oh my god! I almost fainted, the teacher he touched me! I felt about to faint, I felt so happy and shy that I had to lie down on the table to hide my embarrassment.
My teacher asked the class monitor to take me to the health center to rest. I really didn’t want to miss this class, but seeing the concerned look in my teacher’s eyes, I had to be obedient! On the way to the health center, I felt my steps were weak, but inside I was filled with ecstasy, my teacher was very concerned about me! I was afraid that the class monitor would think I was crazy, so I tried my best to resist the urge to scream and laugh!
When I got to the health room, the nurse lady wasn’t there, I told the class leader I wanted to take a break and she went back to class, I went to the restroom and took off my panties and looked at them, they were a big wet area, there and on my thighs as well, they were still sticky and slippery, how could this happen?
It’s so weird, that feeling I just had was so weird too, why do I only get like this when I’m thinking about my teacher? I know! Because I love my teacher!
Alas, dear teacher, do you know? Beside you, there is an unassuming little girl who adores you and loves you so much. Do you know that?
Xiaotong’s Secret Diary (III)
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I’m really pissed off today! Why are there so many shameless sluts in our class? You know what? I had great news today! Our old tutor, that horny old man Lai was hospitalized due to high blood pressure! It’s not right to be so happy. It’s not ethical. But he deserved it! Every time he was in class, he kept glancing at our chests with his evil eyes. He liked to stand in front of Lin Wenzhen in class because her grandmother was the biggest in our class, and she always wore a very well-fitting uniform, so we were all worried about whether the buttons on her breasts would be broken! It’s hard not to have high blood pressure when the old lady is so stimulated in class every day!
But what made me even happier was that the Dean of the Faculty announced that Ms. Yan would be acting as our class advisor during the period of time that Old Master was hospitalized. When this news spread, everyone was overjoyed! But what made me angry was also because of this!
The third period after class, Mr. Yan to the class, with the class president to our class roster, he said the first time as a tutor is very nervous, want to know more about our classmates, did not expect the teacher just came in less than a minute, the group of sluts surrounded the teacher surrounded the teacher, chattering seven mouths ask questions, the teacher was very patient one by one to answer their questions, but also said a few jokes to the group of imbeciles their retarded amused the fluttering of laughter, especially the big tits Lin Wenzhen, almost all her pair of big tits are attached to the teacher’s arm! The teacher was very patient and answered their questions one by one, and also told a few jokes to make their group of imbecile retards laugh and tremble, especially that big tits Lin Wenzhen, almost all her pair of big tits are attached to the teacher’s arm! I saw the teacher shudder and glance at Lin Wenzhen before she started discussing things with the class monitor again. I think the teacher must have been scared by her, right? That bitch! What’s the point of having big tits? Hui told me that last time they went swimming together, she saw Lin Wenzhen’s boobs when they were changing, they were big, but they were sagging at a young age! And her nipples are so dark and big!
“Must have screwed a boy, and must have been touched and licked a lot!” So said Xiao Hui, she said that her sister’s nipples were pink and small before she got married, but after she got married they became dark and big, and even worse after she gave birth to her little baby. Megumi herself had experience, she had a boyfriend, and every time her boyfriend touched her grandma’s her nipples would get bigger and darker.
“If you do it often enough, it’ll set in.” Megumi said to me, holding up her small, still pink breasts, that time we tried on her new bra at her house, but I couldn’t fit into it, it was too small.
“Still more envious of you.” Kei narrowly pinched my boobs and said “It’s big, it’s firm, the head is small and pretty, my boyfriend will drool when he sees it!”
Hmph! I’m not going to show her boyfriend! I don’t want to show it to anyone either! Of course, I won’t mind if Ms. Yan wants to see it!
I can’t help but look in the mirror when I take a shower at night and gently stroke my boobs, are they really big? Do boys like girls with big boobs? Would Mr. Yan like mine? I shook my hair vigorously, and my boobs shook along with me, as if nodding their heads and saying “YES!” I couldn’t help but touch myself, imagining that my teacher was touching me, and just as Xiaohui said, my nipples got bigger and stood up, hard, and my nipples and areolas turned from pink to red! Then I itchy there, like a lot of ants crawling, I rubbed my hand back and forth, from the inside out of the slippery, sticky water, I want to put my finger in, but just put it in on the pain, then, my brother knocked on the door, protesting that I bathed for more than an hour. I had to take a quick shower to end the day’s reverie.