feeling that something inexplicable is going on


Inexplicable feelings (1)

It was my freshman year of college. There was a girl in my class named Xia, who was white and clean and very pretty, and the boys all had some interest in her. But she was always serious, rejecting people outside, so that the “lovebirds” every time to go home, so Xia got a nickname, called “cold beauty”.

I do not mean much to the cold beauty. At that time, I was a class officer and boasted of being suave, and I had long been secretly in love with Yuyan, the petite girl of the foreign language department, so I was never moved, despite everyone’s comments about how beautiful Xia was.

In May of that year, it was the time when the grass grows and flies in the north, the department organized a spring tour, I precisely with the cold beauty in a group. Marching, we are talking and laughing, body and mind relax very much. Summer is also very active, a moment to sing, a moment to tell jokes. But it’s strange, when I talk to her, she blushes and stutters.

Climbing the mountain, everyone is very enthusiastic, scrambling upward. I have a strong body, a horse first, when I climbed to the top of the mountain, look down, hey! Everyone is lying on the hillside can not climb, only a small figure is still struggling to climb up.

“It’s Natsu!” I really admired her perseverance, and hurriedly slid down a section and took her hand. Xia is also really exhausted, once grabbed my hand, body like noodles lying on my body. I hurriedly force her to hold tight, in the heat of the moment, but the hand touched her breasts, only to feel Xia’s body trembled, my hand also want to touch the hot buns, the kind of slippery, soft feeling, burned me no place to hide, and hurried to let go of the hand, and hated by a crack in the ground to drill in. Thanks to the summer did not have any reaction, by my half back half embrace on the top of the mountain.

Just to the top of the hill, I can no longer support, “flop”, two people lying on the ground, Xia’s head just on my chest, soft breasts pressed on my body, together with the heaving, gasping for breath, the whole body as if asleep, spread on my body motionless.

After a long time like this, we both sat up as if we suddenly realized something at the same time. My face flushed red and I stammered, “I’m sorry, Hsia, I… I didn’t… mean it.”

Natsu shook her head, turned her face back to me, and said in a barely audible voice, “No, I like it!”

This statement, my head “Boom!” The first big up, a time do not know what to say or do, thanks to a few more students climbed up, solved my embarrassment. But since then, Xia and I have a warm understanding.

It happened about a month after the spring trip. It was a Sunday, so I went to the library to check out some materials, but I saw Natsu was also reading, so I went up to say hello. Seeing me, Xia was very happy, gesturing me to sit beside her. Beauty on the side, I can not help but be distracted, the hand of the book, a word can not read, hands, chest are summer’s breasts of the soft feeling, head messy mess.

Suddenly, a book was handed over from the side, and a note revealed a corner, I hastily took it and opened it, only to see that it was written on the top: “Tonight at seven thirty, see you in front of the gym.” I turned my head to look at Xia, she had already gotten up and left.

Inexplicable Feelings (2)

In a daze, I look forward to the red sun in the west. I finally waited for summer after the moon and dusk.

She wore a goose-yellow dress, although the night is hazy, but also elegant and charming. The next time is like a galloping carriage, we have been side by side in the stadium strolling on the track, my heart frenzied and restless, Xia said something almost nothing heard, only to feel the fragrance of the gusto, always want to sneak a few glances at her, but as soon as the gaze with the Xia relative, hasten to avoid.

This way to ten o’clock, ten o’clock is the school lights out bedtime, corners, bushes, suddenly out of many men and women, noisy and gradually disappeared. At this time a thing happened, Xia suddenly pulled my hand, which would have been considered a usual thing, not usual is that then I seem to be unable to control myself, pulling the trend, the other hand was all of a sudden Xia into the arms.

After so many years, today when I write this text, I still can not speculate where my courage came from, I remember that I only felt Xia body hard, seems to break away, but then the head on my shoulder, this may be the book said that kind of “half-push, half-acceptance” it!

Probably an instinct, my face immediately mooshed around Natsu’s warm temples, my dry lips greedily searched for Natsu’s earlobes, eyes, nose, and scented lips, and my hands held Natsu’s waist and hips so hard that they seemed to connect our lower bodies as one. Xia moaned softly, her head twisted gently, and her hands catered to my movements, brushing against my back; her head tilted back slightly, her body soft as if it were boneless as she clung to mine.

My lips also moved from the nose of Xia’s upright all the way down, kissed Xia’s small mouth, Xia “wooing”, sandalwood mouth open, my tongue into the trend, only to feel the fragrance of Tsu full of mouth, body comfort, gently stirring, the heart for the fluttering. At this time, I am intoxicated with the summer, I wish time to freeze, forever stop at this moment. This moment has become the beginning of our story.

(unfinished business, to be continued)