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That day, I went to Monk’s school to look for her. She was busy with her poster. She was concentrating on the idea of the board.
When they saw me coming, they said hello and went on. I sat on the side of the boredom, idle, I went to buy two cans of soda, ice-cold, drink very comfortable. One can for each person, after drinking it, she started to think of a manuscript again.
After reading a magazine for a while, I felt my stomach rise, so I went to the restroom. I squatted on top of the urinal, and my urine came out, making a “clattering” sound. When I was done, I was getting toilet paper from my pocket when I heard the door slam and someone from next door came in. Next door is the boys’ restroom, I can not help but look at the next door, I did not realize that Meng Meng school is an old school building, the walls are boards and lime to get, this wall actually has a small hole yeah! I really can’t hold back my curiosity, lying down on the small eyes to see the past.
A boy stood there, unzipped the front of his pants, pulled a black thing out of it, and started to let it out against the wall. It’s so funny, boys peeing is so different from girls! I watched intently, both nervous and excited. Watching his pee impact on the wall suddenly made me feel so hot that I wished the jet of water was on me, but then I blushed at the thought.
He finished peeing, grabbed there with his hand, shook it hard, pulled a good pull-up, and went out. I told myself that it was time to get out, that good girls don’t do that. But it was impossible to take a step. While this was going on, there were footsteps next door again, and I plopped down to look again.
A boy came in clutching a basketball and carrying a washbasin with a towel over his shoulder. He put the basketball on the windowsill and took off his undershirt, his white pattered skin slightly black and shiny, presumably all sweat. He turned the faucet as far as it would go, then stuck his head under it and rinsed. After rinsing for a while, he lifted his head up and shook it vigorously, and the water droplets splashed around with the swing of his head. He was so handsome! Then he took off his shorts as well, and all that was left was a pair of small triangular panties, the center of which was slightly bulging, so charming! I gulped, and shamelessly hoped that he would take off his underwear as well.
He hooked his fingers around the edge of his underwear and pulled down, then one leg casually lifted, then the other. God, my heart stopped then, in that moment! I just about fainted! You know, it was the first time since I was a kid that I had ever seen a boy naked!!!! His body was so well-proportioned that I couldn’t help but be jealous of him! Although he didn’t have full breasts, his broad chest was so attractive that I wanted to lean on it… His thighs were so slender and full of strength! Between his legs, which were slightly spread, was the male symbol, not as ugly as I had imagined, hanging there, but giving a sense of oppression! I was a little breathless, my heart was beating so hard, as if it was about to jump out.
He filled the basin with water, raised it above his head, and poured it downward, the water running down his torso and everywhere he looked, along with my gaze. A portion of the water trickled and dripped down that symbol of his, as if it were dripping on me, why else would I be ticking something down there? I reached out to touch it, and it was so sticky that I couldn’t help but want to take a shower with him…
He flushed a couple more tubs. Then reached down and held it there. It was rubbing and I was curious and didn’t understand what he was doing. After about a minute’s time, he let go of his hand, only to see the thing that was hanging down in his crotch change its appearance, become thick and big, bucked up, and so red, darker in color. So scary, so murderous looking. I waited to see what else he would do, and as I waited, my hand unconsciously began to caress my own lower body…
…he fetched another basin of water and poured it all over his penis. Then he put the basin under the faucet and, holding it in his right hand, he began to stroke it up and down, with a complicated expression on his face, like he was in pain (it was really strange, but I couldn’t understand it at the time).
After nearly 5 or 6 minutes, he suddenly tensed his body, and a lot of white (and some light yellow) stuff suddenly shot out from the front of the place, shooting out a long way, and the expression on his face relaxed as he did so. He stood on the top of the platform, waited for a while, then peed, after peeing, and rinsed there with a basin of water, and carefully washed with his hands. Then he winced, whistled, put on his clothes and left… I was stumped for a while longer before I realized it was time to go. Just as I thought about it. There was a knock on my cubicle: “Wool, are you in there?”
Oh, my God! It’s Monk!
“It’s me it’s me, what’s wrong?” I’m so nervous.
“Oh, you’re here, I thought you fell in the toilet! Are you done? Hurry up!”
“Okay, okay, just come out!” I was busy pulling tissues out of my pocket and wiping my bottom, it was sticky and gross.
“Darn it, you’re rushing even to go to the bathroom!” I pretended to be pouty to hide my uneasiness.
“Yo, what’s up, why is your face so red?” Monk asked.
“Yes? It’s probably the heat.”
Monk went into the restroom and didn’t ask again.
“I finished the board and saw that you hadn’t come back yet, so I thought you’d fallen in!”
“I hate it! I’m not feeling well!”
We went to Monmouth’s house together and spent the afternoon at her house.
“Your one hasn’t come yet?” Monk asked.
“Nope, don’t know what’s going on. Maybe it’s really time to go to the doctor, it’s 16!”
Almost all the girls my age had come that way, but I was still quiet and a little worried. After chatting with Monk for a while longer, I went home.
At night, I tossed and turned, unable to sleep. I remembered that in the restroom this afternoon… I felt that my lower body was wet again, so I couldn’t help but put my hand there and touch it. As I touched it, I felt an unexplained sensation of comfort, which is hard to describe. Then I went to the restroom and went to sleep. In my dreams, I was still dreaming about that boy…
I woke up feeling cold in my lower body and looked. Yikes! There was blood! So scared, but immediately understood again! I’m an adult! This is what they say, and what I expect – “bad luck”. I rushed to wipe it off with a tissue, but it wouldn’t come off, so I ran to the bathroom, washed it with warm water, and changed my underwear before running to my mom’s room.
Mom laughed at that: “You’ve grown up, girl. I’m getting old too…” Then she told me what I should be careful of, and took out a sanitary napkin from the drawer and showed me how to use it… On my way to school, I ran to the roadside store, and with a red face and a small voice, I bought a packet of sanitary napkins from an auntie, and tucked it into the bottom of my bag before going to school.
On this day, I was late.
After school, I went to Monk’s house to show her what was in my book bag.
She looked excited: “You finally…”
“Come on, people will be embarrassed!”
She spat out her tongue and lowered her voice a bit, “I’m happy for you! You’re finally here, congratulations! I’m coming today too! We’re on the same day!” Then she told me a bunch of things to do.
When I got home, I took out my underwear that I had stuffed under my mattress in the morning, put it into a small cardboard box and locked it into a drawer, I want to keep this souvenir. Then I opened my diary and wrote neatly in it, ending it with the following: “I am so happy this day because I have finally said goodbye to being a child and I have grown up…”! …
（２）
I went to Mengmeng’s house on this day, and it took her a long time to open the door for me. Her face was so red, and when she saw me, she punched me, “You, you scared me to death!”
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
“Nothing, come on in!”
I took off my shoes. Went into Monk’s room, then took off my dress, skirt, leaving only my bra and panties. We’ve always been like that, not wanting to be bound by clothes.
Meng Meng said mysteriously: “I’ll watch something for you.” Then close the curtains, open the computer.
“What is it? So mysterious?”
But the next thing on the screen made me blush. A man and woman with nothing on, on top of… I blushed and glanced at Mong Mong to see her looking at me.
“Look! What are you looking at me for? A once-in-a-lifetime opportunity!”
As I watched, I got wet down there and had the same feeling I had that day in the restroom. I looked at Monmon and saw that she was also wet in the middle of her panties. We looked at each other and smiled, and in unison we both took off our panties and continued to watch. At some point our bras came undone as well, and she lay on my lap as I lay on her ass and watched the screen.
AFTER THE SHOW… Monk got up, took the disk out of the CD-ROM drive, put it in a box and ran to her parents’ room. After a while she came back empty-handed, and then we lay down again, wrapped our arms around each other, and surprisingly started discussing the movie we’d just seen.
“Do you think it doesn’t hurt the girl when the boy is so big there?”
“Do you think, in your place, you could stand it?”
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Asked all these kinds of questions, but can not get an answer, because, after all, we for the things between men and women, still know nothing. Surprised to find that Meng Meng there hair is so thick oh, can not help but reach out to ruffle.
“Oh… Oh.. …” sound, and when I looked up, Mong Mong was there with her eyes closed, biting her lip yeah. I couldn’t help but laugh and pinched her, “You little pervert, is that so?”
“You’re the little pervert, try it instead.” Before I could run, she had already pinned me down, and one of her hands reached down to my lower body, groping it. A strange feeling came over me, and before long, I moaned as she had just done.
She took her hand away: “Still laughing at me?”
“Don’t stop! …” I murmured.
We just touched each other until we were exhausted. That was the day I learned a little bit about men and women.
（３）
Often they go to Monk’s house, feeling each other out but not daring to go any further because a virgin’s body is precious.
One day, Monk showed me the freshly developed spring trip photos. Huh? One of the boys looked familiar, like I’d seen him somewhere before. After thinking carefully, I realized that he was the one who took a shower in the toilet.
Seeing that I was paying so much attention to him, Monk asked, “Why, do you know each other?”
“No! No! It just looks familiar.”
“You, you look familiar when you see a handsome man!”
“Damn it Monmon is embarrassing me again!”
“Shall I introduce you?”
“Please!” I thought to myself, but it was hard to say.
I guess Mengmeng also saw my mind, after all, is a diehard friend ∶) a hard to talk about him. It turns out that he is an interloper, has been two years in the midterm failed, not the test, but every time to the midterm will be something, and then did not do well, the test of the school is not bad, just he does not go, must start over. The ball played well, people are also good, just the class to write a note to him he did not dump one. Oh, good personality! But he would not dump me either, right?… My heart went cold.
A few days later, I was at Monmon’s house again, fooling around with her, when she suddenly got dressed and said, “I’ll be right back, just five minutes.” Then she opened the door and ran away.
After a while, there was a knock on the door and she shouted, “It’s me, I don’t have the key. Open the door!”
I was only wearing my underwear, so I didn’t think much of it. I went to the door and pulled it open. Mona… No, there was someone else next to me, a man… I was confused and froze there, and it took me a while to realize that I had turned my head and rushed into Mona’s room, closing the door behind me, my heart pounding wildly… It took me a while to calm down.
Get dressed. Monk came in: “Are you ready? I’m going to let him in too!”
I yanked her down: “Damn you, Meng Meng, you’re killing me! Why didn’t you say so?
Mengmeng smiled in a sneaky way: “That’s not bad, how impressive it is! He is the handsome guy you admire!”
“What? OMG!!! It’s killing me!!!”
“Come in!” Monk said.
He’s coming in! I’m blushing! Stealing glances at him, he does the same. I accidentally met his eyes and blushed even more. That’s how we met…
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Often gathered at Monk’s house to play because things were so well stocked and her mom and dad were often out of town.
I didn’t come home after playing late one day. Mengmeng went to her parents’ room and left him and me in her room. Monmon even gave me a sneaky smile before she went over, pissing me off!
He and I lay side by side, cramped, shoulder-to-shoulder, on Monmouth’s tiny single bed. No one was anyone’s business. Unexpectedly, we turned, face to face. Hearing each other’s sharply rising gasps, I slowly reached out and carefully wrapped my arms around him, snuggling into his embrace. He wrapped his arms tightly around me as well and kissed me. The first time I was kissed by a boy, an indescribable feeling. I was so dizzy, I felt like I was floating… He held me tightly, and as we pressed together, I felt something against me underneath him, thinking it was a wallet or a keychain, so I reached out and tried to move it away, but what I found was a bulge underneath his jeans… He groaned, and I didn’t dare move.
He then kissed me and I felt so happy. I thought, give it all to him, and clumsily went to unbutton his shirt. He grabbed my hand and mounted me, taking off his shirt, pants, and underwear in three tries. I took a long breath ～～～～ and finally saw that long awaited everything again, strange but familiar.
He started to undress me, the shirt came off nicely but the bra was not so easy, he clumsily tried to undo it but never succeeded, I just ate and laughed underneath him.
He pinched my nose: “You know how to laugh! Help me!”
I still smiled because I felt so happy and I knew that I was his first.
He finally gave up on undoing the bra and flipped it up so that it was strung across his chest and his nipples were sticking upwards, high, like the lance in his crotch. He arched his back and undid my skirt, I lifted my ass, anon he smoothly removed my skirt, pantyhose, except that the pantyhose he scraped off the silk, and the panties he pulled down.
He got on top of me and pushed in, and I cried out in pain. He heard me: “I’m sorry, I was in a hurry. I’ll take my time, okay?”
He climbed up, dropped his head, and brought his mouth to my lower back, kissing there with his mouth.
“Don’t,” I stopped him, “it’s dirty!”
“How! No way, I love it!” He actually started licking it with his tongue.
I moaned in comfort. Seeing his lance bobbing in front of my eyes, I looked up and took it in. It was a little fishy and hairy on top, so prickly. But I wouldn’t let go, because I loved him. I followed the example of the woman on the video, lapping at it with my mouth, licking it with my tongue, and I could feel his body tense up that was pressed against me.
He moaned and licked and sucked me more vigorously. I was starting to get wet there and I licked his more carefully.
After a while, he suddenly clenched my inner thighs, his lower body hard to stroke, my mouth was full, a few times his front pierced the eye of the throat, so painful, I wanted to spit it out, but could not do, he was like crazy. I stifled a coughing fit and he suddenly stopped moving, I just felt it twitch and a puddle of gooey liquid stuck in my throat, I tried to spit it out but swallowed it.
After a while, he asked me, “Did I just hurt you?”
I shook my head and embraced him, lying quietly and suppressing the sick feeling. My thighs hurt where he’d bitten them, already numb and probably purple.
After a while he mounted me again and got hard again. This time he licked my lower body for a while, then spit on his hand, smeared it on his spear, and rubbed it up and down on my bottom for a while, and I couldn’t help but start moaning. When he stabbed hard, he missed and almost went into the back door. I reached out and pulled it to me, and he suddenly pushed… I almost passed out from the pain…
He immediately started thrusting like crazy. I gritted my teeth and held on for dear life, and after 7 or 8 minutes, he was getting faster and faster, and finally he pulled out, and I felt an immediate emptiness down there. There was an eruption that sprayed a big puddle on my stomach, and then plunged the softer lance back in.
“It’s over…” I said to myself, “From now on, you’re a woman.”
He lay on top of me and fell asleep. I was lying right underneath his body, and my whole body felt like it was falling apart, like nothing belonged to me anymore, and the pain was so ethereal…
In the middle of the night, he pushed me awake again and fucked me twice, each time first teasing with me, then let me change position. The first time, I was on my knees on the floor, and he was thrusting from behind; the second time, I was on my knees, and he was lying underneath me, hanging on to me, thrusting in, and then I was rocking my body back and forth, and he was hanging on, so naturally, he was moving.
Dawn came and he went to school. I was in unbearable pain all over, so Monmon stayed home with me. Meng Meng saw the bed sheet above the splendid, then laughed at me color, and asked me how I did not scream last night. I no longer have the strength to answer her, just tell her, the bed sheet do not wash, give me, because, this bed sheet records my first night.
Meng Meng looked at my lower body and exclaimed in surprise: “Why is it red and swollen?” She brought a piece of ice and gently rolled it around, and even though she was very careful, I screamed out in pain because the ice was so cold! In just a few moments, my screams changed from “No” to “Hurry! because it felt so good…
Before I knew it, something was oozing out of my lower body again, and I was teased by Monk again. My stomach was also splendidly red and white still blurred together. Monmon mixed me inside the bathtub and filled it with water, I sat in it and unexpectedly fell asleep without realizing it.
When I woke up, it was in Meng Meng’s bed, only to see Meng Meng’s back to me, looking at the computer, with his own hands. When I looked at the fluorescent screen, it showed me and him last night. It turned out that Mong had turned on the webcam when he left. But it’s good, it’s a reminder of my first night…
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In the evening, he came.
“Baby, does it still hurt?”
I nodded.
“Sorry for hurting you.” He kissed me.
“It’s okay, it’s the first time, it’s unavoidable, it should be fine from now on.” I smiled weakly.
“Miss me?” He asked.
I nodded. Strangely, another wave of heat rose inside my body, though it still hurt a little. He held me in his arms and slept through the night…
（６）
Haven’t been home in two days.
When I got home, I made up a false story and added that Monmon’s parents were going abroad and I was going to live with her. Mom called Monmon’s house, and Monmon’s parents were indeed going abroad, so she gave me some more instructions and packed a simple bag for me.
（７）
It feels good to be with your beloved every day.
（８）
Winter vacation, he and his parents went to Zhuhai’s grandma’s home for the New Year, leaving me behind. So, every day with Meng Meng, because his parents can not come back, but also pour self, in addition to sex.
Mengmeng’s parents bought her a “cat” when she left, because it was easier to contact her and save money, and she had a Netmeeting every day, which allowed her to see and talk to people.
So every day when you are lonely, you go to Zhanjiang to chat, find a boy, and have sex online, which is also very exciting, and different from real people having sex, but with a different flavor.
Occasionally both parties have video just use Netmeeting to have sex online, and it’s even more exciting to watch the other person get it on with their hands.
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Winter vacation is over. He said he wouldn’t be coming back because his family had checked him in to go to school in that kangaroo and koala-filled country, and then, maybe he wouldn’t be coming back because the account book had been changed to a color other than red.
It’s not very sad, because… I can’t say, for him, I just gave my beautiful first love and first night. It doesn’t matter. I don’t know.)
（１０）
So, the general revision began in earnest. The midterm…
（１１）
It’s all over. It’s vacation. So, back to the Internet…
（１２）
Farewell, my beautiful first love…