I remember when I was in middle school, because my schoolwork was good and I was outgoing and funny, sometimes I would receive letters of admiration from girls in the same school, which were usually piled up in a corner to collect dust, because my family was more demanding on my schoolwork, and I was not allowed to have a girlfriend, but there was one girl who was very special in my memory!
This special girl, always use the same envelope and letterhead, lavender envelope, letterhead, smell with a little fragrance, she will not write some words of adoration inside the letter, and do not go to introduce themselves, and never signed the name at the back, but only every day their own moods written in the letter, are sent directly to my home, and there is no sender’s address.
At first I didn’t pay much attention to it, but she sent it almost every two or three days, and gradually I would notice her letters and think she was special! She wasn’t like other girls, as if she only thought of me as a friend.
At that time, in order to cope with the Joint Entrance Examination (JEE), many people went to cram schools after school, and I was no exception. I remember that my best friend of the opposite sex was a girl named Jia Jing who I met at the cram school, and she was pretty good at her homework, and she would often come to me to discuss and ask for advice on schoolwork that she didn’t understand.
She always tied two thick, black long pigtails, thick glasses, there are a lot of small pimples on the face, face is always yellow, often with dark circles under the eyes, I guess she probably often stay up late! Seriously, compared with other girls, she is really a little “obstruction of the city”! I always find it hard to associate her name with her face!
Whenever I saw her, she always had a big school bag hanging on her shoulder, looking a bit hunched over, with a tote bag full of reference books in one hand, and a lunch bag and a water bottle in the other hand, which was heavy enough for me to just look at it, but she carried all these things with her to and from school every day.
She wasn’t very good-looking, but at least she was quiet and not obnoxious, so she and I were kind of good classmates. Sometimes I accidentally dozed off in class and missed some chapters, and when I asked her to teach me afterward, she would tell me seriously.
Just because I often ask her to ask each other for advice on schoolwork, so it’s kind of my better friends of the opposite sex, sometimes, other girls take the excuse to approach me and talk to me, she will be very sensible to go away, I think she has a little bit of inferiority complex in her heart!
At that time, she is very common nothing to feel, but also as if she is like a brother, something also look for her to help, until after the joint examination and she did not contact.
Reading the purple letterhead became my only leisure in junior high school, accompanying me for three years of my junior high school career, sometimes I still feel strange when I don’t receive a letter from her, and I feel lost all day long.
This went on until I went to college, but I never knew who this mysterious girl really was.
I passed the high school entrance examination, but it was not ideal, but the results of the Joint Entrance Examination for Specialists were better, and my family wanted me to study in a specialized school. After I went to a college, I still received letters for the first three years, but only once a week, her tricky font, I always felt that I had read it somewhere, but I could not remember!
From the letter, I learned that she had enrolled in a high school school, and the postmarked location had changed, so I thought maybe she had moved. I became more and more curious about her and wondered what she was really like and what she looked like.
She knew my school, my personality, my habits… She knew me well, but I didn’t know her at all!
Since I got older after I started college, my parents were more at ease with me and didn’t care about my private life; plus, I was a bit over-indulgent because of the restrictions I was under in junior high school and the liberation I got after I started college.
I started to participate in a lot of social gatherings, and with my funny conversation and personalized appearance, I was able to catch up with a good-looking girlfriend. Even though I already had a girlfriend at that time, I still read the letters she sent me every week carefully, and later, from the contents of her letters, I gradually felt that she should like me!
Every year on Western Valentine’s Day and Christmas Day, I would also receive deeply blessed cards from her, but she never revealed who she was.
In the summer of my junior year of college, she sent me her last letter, in which she said, “I went to college this summer, so I want you to share my joy!
In fact, I like you from before, I also know that you do not like girls too active, so I deliberately write some mood notes, hoping to attract your attention to notice my letter. (PS – I’m a thief, right?) Thank you for accompanying me through the 6,000 days of junior high school and high school, and enriching my blank school life.
I’m not really pretty, but I’m content to secretly like you like this! I hope that in the future you will remember that there was a girl who once silently and sincerely liked you, although you will never know who I am!
I guess handsome you have a girlfriend too, and I won’t write to you again.
With my sincere wishes for your eternal happiness!
I will always love you!”
Attached to the letter was an embossed white rose, probably made by her, but I didn’t know what else it meant at the time. The signature had been blank before, but this time there was a faint lipstick on it, was this her kiss goodbye?
After reading the letter, I looked at the lipstick on the letter paper, she may be like she said is a not beautiful girl, but I think she at least has a beautiful heart! Six years of time, the feeling of her say “love”, I think not to, should be regarded as “like” plus a little “habit” it!
That summer, I would often wait at home for the mailman to deliver the letter, hoping for a miracle and another appearance of that purple letterhead. It wasn’t until after school started that I was disappointed and convinced myself that she was truly never going to write again!
Later, the pressed flowers she sent me as a bookplate, often carried in the textbook, and occasionally I would take it out to look at it, as a reminder of a beautiful memory of my youth!
Speaking of the specialist period two girlfriends, looks are counted in the upper, the body is not too bad, the beginning of the feeling is not bad! But then dating for a long time, after going to bed, gradually do not take the boyfriend as a human being, often arguing with her to play this, that play, everything has to be her opinion as the opinion, one does not go along with her wishes, there will be endless fights; she was in a bad mood, and then I have to go to the late to appease her, even if I have to take the midterm exams tomorrow or the final exams. After dating for a while, talking about love is also talking about boredom, tired! I also broke up with them one after another.
Later on, the ones I dated again were just bed partners who solved each other’s physical needs from time to time. Specialized fifth grade, I gradually also collected heart, a little tired of this carnal life, and bed partners also no longer have contacts, with the class together to tutorial preparation for the examination, and later also fortunate to enter the technical college.
At the same time, I was admitted to the same department of specialized students are Jianzhi, Ka-long, we naturally became the three Musketeers. On this day, when the recreation director of the Jianzhi asked me and Ka-lung to go to talk about friendship, anyway, there is no class, so I went to go, and go to see the legendary beauty of the university, the quality is really so good?
It was Jianzhi’s girlfriend, Xiao Rong, who organized the friendship with her class. Xiaorong and I have gotten to know each other very well, and Jiaolong and I sometimes jokingly call her “Sister-in-law”. Xiao Rong’s personality is straightforward, and she says whatever comes to her mind. Although she is usually a bit rough around the edges, she does whatever Jianzhi tells her to do.
We made an appointment at the bubble black tea store outside the campus, Xiaorong and their class of Kang Le Xiaowen arrived ten minutes late, as soon as they came in, they first accompanied us, explaining that they were all late because the professor was off the class, and a little bit more progress was made, and the time was delayed.
The other side of the recreation Vivian is really the material to be the head of the recreation unit, her personality is very outgoing, and she instantly mingles with everyone! She had shoulder-length hair, a little bit not too curly waves, quite a decent figure, and looked quite enthusiastic and good at discharging electricity!
After we talked about the place, time, and itinerary, we left Jianzhi and the two of them behind, and Jialong and I rode our motorcycles back first. Halfway there, Jialong said he was going to find his girlfriend, Xiao Ru, and asked me to go back by myself.
Among the Three Musketeers, I am the only one who is still single. In fact, there were quite a few girls who had a crush on me. Sometimes, after going to social gatherings, I would receive calls from girls who would ask me out, and most of them would use excuses like, “I’m bored and would like to go to a movie or shopping with someone” or “I don’t know my homework and would like to ask for help”…. In fact, if you listen to them too often, you’ll know what they’re thinking.
Unless I’m bored out of my mind, I seldom agree to their invitations, and even if we go out together, I won’t agree too many times, lest I get into trouble again, like the unpleasant experience I had when I was a specialist!
When you first get to know a girl, she is like a candy wrapped in a beautiful icing, pretty and bright, at this time it is “only sweet to your mouth, not sticky to your hands!” When really together, her appearance of sugar coating will begin to dissolve, you will find that the original beautiful candy, breaded with the honey is not your original fantasy, but empty, superficial inner, or some simply wrapped in poop! Then it will not only stick to your mouth, but also to your hands! They are so sticky that you can’t even get rid of them, that’s why I avoid talking to them.
On that day we arranged to meet at Taipei Station, drove the girls and then rode up to the Red River Valley in Xindian Wulai for barbecue and water play. Sure enough, the girls were pretty good, with a lot of good looks and character.
When I drew the key, I drew Jianzhi’s girlfriend Rong, Jia Long drew Wen, Jianzhi did not draw, Jianzhi discussed with me to change, “gentleman has the beauty of adults”, I agreed. On the contrary, Jia Long is afraid to go back, Xiao Ru know will not be happy, he simply put Xiao Wen to me to carry, see Xiao Rong hug Jianzhi hug tightly, we know how good their feelings, really make people admire!
I drove Xiaowen, she is quite generous, not embarrassed at all, sitting in the car on the whole body up, her proud plump breasts against my back to, I estimate that there are about 35D or so, it is quite large!
She took the initiative and wrapped her arms around my waist, deliberately leaning her face very close to my ear and talking, causing me to almost get aroused! According to my feeling, this kind of girl can be put to bed after knowing her for about a week.
Later, I could feel that Vivian was quite fond of me, but I’ve seen a lot of this kind of OPEN girl, and now my principle for girls is: “Purely to bed can be, to talk about feelings do not have to.”
After arriving at the destination, we were divided into several groups, and we also started to pile up stones to raise the fire, wash the ingredients, move stones as chairs, and introduce and get to know each other during the barbecue. After roasting the meat, Shizuku and Jianzhi led the activity and the atmosphere was not bad!
Girls inside wearing shorts, short skirts, small cute hot beauty is also quite a lot, but I appreciate a more temperament girl, feel like where I have seen, she is wearing short-sleeved purple casual dress, black jeans, is considered to be dressed more normal one.
Some girls know that they are going to the field, but they dress like they are going to a dance hall, attracting butterflies, and they are afraid of being seen naked every now and then! I don’t know what they were thinking. I laughed at them in my heart. Later, they will know the horror of small black mosquitoes in the mountains!
The girl in the purple dress sometimes smiled slightly at me, but I remembered as if I hadn’t seen her before, but I did smile politely at her.
After the heat of the summer, after bringing the game and getting a little warm from playing, some of us suggested going to play in the water, so we backtracked up the creek, intending to find a clean and safe place to play in the water.
Ka Loon didn’t really want to come because he had a girlfriend, and Jian Zhi was afraid that there wouldn’t be enough locomotives to catch him, so Ka Loon brought his fishing gear with him today and wanted to come and relax a bit. Jia Long and I used to come here to fish, so we knew the place well. We walked at the end of the line, chatting as we walked, while the boys helped the girls walk upwards.
Walked halfway, suddenly a female careless, slipped and was washed down by the strong stream, fortunately I walked with Jia Long at the end, hurriedly pulled her up from the water, otherwise she might have been washed down below! Her whole body clothes were soaked through, her hair was still dripping, she choked on the water and coughed non-stop.
Gyalong and I told the man in front of us, “She’s fine!” They continued on their way.
She is the girl I said I admire. When she fell down just now, she seemed to have hit a rock in the water, and there was a not so small abrasion on the knee part of her jeans. According to our experience, her knee must have been injured, but she was really strong and didn’t say a word, just limping along, if it were a normal girl, she would have screamed in pain!
My first impression of this girl was good, and now I appreciate it even more, she will not be like some girls intentionally play poor, to win the sympathy of the boys! Jialong and I took her hand and walked slowly, and she politely said, “Thank you!”
Jialong jokingly told her: “If you are in pain, say it out, don’t hold it in your heart, if you hold it in for a long time, you will get internal injuries!” She was embarrassed and said, “My knee hurts a little!”
Luckily, the stream was quite cold and had a bit of an icing effect, slightly alleviating her pain. I don’t really know her because I’m not in the same group as her, but she’s really quite elegant, and she looks like a good girl.
Garon asked her, “What’s your name? Let’s get acquainted.”
She said, “My name is Jia Jing.”
I farted and said, “That’s perfect! I used to know someone with that name.”
What she said next took me by surprise! She smiled and said, “Your name is XXX, and you’re in the 20th class of the 3rd year of junior high school.”
I said, “How did you know? I’m so famous in middle school?”
She said, “You’ve forgotten me! I’m the one you know, Jia Jing, who goes to the same school and cram school as you!”
No wonder she had been smiling at me intentionally just now, so she was doing it because she knew me!
I was surprised and said, “What? It’s you? You went for plastic surgery! What’s the difference?”
Ka Loon said to me, “You’re also saying too much poison! Not afraid to stab people’s fragile hearts.”
I really couldn’t believe, and couldn’t recognize, that what was standing in front of me was the same Jia Jing who wore big glasses, tied two big and thick braids, had a sour yellow face full of small pimples, and dark circles under her eyes back then?
My mouth fell open and I couldn’t close it for a long time!
Now she, stayed in the beautiful shoulder short hair, bright eyes, small melon face, smooth white skin, let a person want to pinch a handful of chaos! She has a delicate figure, unlike in junior high school when she was a bit hunched over, and the “small dumplings” on her chest at that time were also developed into “big meat buns”! I really can’t believe she didn’t go to plastic surgery, it’s really too much difference, and now she’s become so beautiful! She’s really changed!
I snuck up behind her and nibbled on Garon’s ear, describing her old looks to Garon, who also had a look of disbelief on his face!
Jialong jokingly said, “We’re here to fellowship today, not to have a middle school reunion!”
When we reached the sand barrage above, we took a short break and started playing in the water, catching shrimps, crabs, and having water fights… It was a rare occasion for us to come here, so Gia Long and I took our fishing gears and went a little upstream, using the leftover toast bread from the barbecue as bait to catch fish. Jiajing, who was too injured to play in the water and was quite bored on the sidelines, limped along and chatted with me and Gia Long.
We caught some bitterblossom and grouper ones, but then put them all back.
The sun in the mountains is relatively fast to go down, Jianzhi also urged us to go, otherwise the dark mountain road will be very difficult to walk! Jia Long and I assisted the injured Jia Jing together down the mountain, just dressed very hot girls, now also do not care about the image, both hands have been constantly patting the mosquitoes on the legs, vigorously and roughly catching the legs, completely unlike the gentle and gentle look, mouth straight screaming: “mosquitoes are many, very poisonous! Look at me and Jia Long are laughing to the waist! Jia Jing just shallow smile.
In our experience, it takes about a week for these mosquito bites to heal completely, and they must not be able to wear dresses for a whole week when they go back.
Because of the downhill directly back, so let men and women live closer together to drive back. Because I hadn’t seen Jiajing for a long time, I discussed it with Jianzhi and hardened myself against a classmate who really wanted to drive Jiajing back.
I drove her down the hill without saying a lot of words, I still couldn’t quite believe that she was really the same Jia Jing as before, it was just so much different!
But because she fell into the water clothes all wet, cycling down the mountain and the cold mountain wind, she will even speak shivering, I took the raincoat to give her to wear, she said: “It’s not raining, do not need to wear a raincoat!” I said: “Put it on and you’ll see!”
In fact, in addition to being waterproof, raincoats are also impermeable to the wind and are less likely to be cold when worn, as those who often walk in the mountains know!
As a result, after putting on the raincoat, she still gets cold to the point of shivering, she clutches the armrests on the back of the motorcycle from start to finish, not daring to reach out and hug the boys around the waist, I find it hard to imagine that there are still such introverted girls in their third year of college!
I took advantage of the stop at the red light and pulled her hand to my waist, asking her to hold on tighter so the wind wouldn’t pour into her raincoat. Through the raincoat, I felt her heart beat almost twice as fast as mine, and I laughed at her for being so introverted!
After a long ride, she finally arrived at the place where she rented a house, her cheeks a little red, probably embarrassed!
I asked her, “Do you live here?”
She said, “Yes! It’s freer to rent outside the school.”
I said, “Rong seems to live near here too.”
She said, “We live on the same floor.”
I said, “Alright! Hurry up and go up and change your clothes, it’s not good if you catch a cold, we’ll contact again some other day!”
She told me, “Thank you!” She walked up the stairs with a slight limp, holding the handrail.
Not long after I got home, I got a call from Shizuku asking me if I wanted to go to a movie tonight. I thought it would be boring, so I went anyway. She was very enthusiastic from start to finish and hooked my hand. She asked me if I had a girlfriend. I got straight to the point and told her, “I don’t talk about relationships, but I can have sex.”
She said, “But I want to have a relationship with you!”
I said, “If you don’t want it, forget it!” She also pretended to be reluctant to say: “Okay! Okay! Who asked people quite like you!”
That night, after the movie I went to the hotel with her. Vivian has a hot body, 35D, 26, 32, a body that makes men spit fire.
I saw that she was quite a casual girl, so I asked her how many people she had slept with, and she said, “Not many, only three or four!”
The whole time, she was dripping with sweat and wailing. I didn’t realize that Vivian, who usually looked so pretty and passionate, would be such a slut in bed! She kept screaming, “Faster… fuck me with your big cock… my pussy is about to be turned upside down… please fuck my big cock…”
From the way she was acting, I think there were more than three or four men she had slept with, it would have been more like three times four!
I took out all my month’s pent-up energy on her just as she wanted me to, and she let out three times in a row, so much so that she could barely get out of bed!
After venting, I fell into a deep sleep, slept until four or five o’clock in the morning, I don’t care if she still wants to sleep very much, hard to dig her up, and then once again hard to do it, fuck her to death, to the month’s “inventory” all empty.
When she was done, she said she was tired and wanted to sleep some more, left her cell phone number for me, and I left first.
Step out of the hotel, walking in the early morning on the empty streets, casually lit a cigarette, hotel neon signs are still flashing, the fullness of the lower abdomen disappeared, the heart did not feel satisfied, but more empty! Thought just to leave, I even kissed her goodbye impulse is not, a wake up, see her lying next to me, I can not help but rise a little disgust, I do not know whether it is disgusted with themselves or disgusted with her? Hard to use her flesh to vent my disgust.
After venting and seeing her face, I wouldn’t have the slightest thought of warming up to her again, and even had the urge to chop off my dick!
Reaching into his pants pocket, he picked up the cell phone number she had given him, tossed it into a trash can on the side of the road, and said, “Contact me again!”
Cigarettes lit another, can not figure out why after venting the heart is still so sad, dull, depressed? I always feel that something is missing, but I can’t tell what it is. “Only bed and not talk about feelings”, perhaps I am the bad man in the eyes of women!
When we arrived at school in the morning, Jianzhi told us: “I heard from Xiaorong that some girls’ legs were bitten by mosquitoes like red bean ice, which was horrible to see!” We all laughed: “They really ‘love beauty is not afraid of running nose’!”
Jianzhi added, “Your junior high school classmate, Jiajing, called in sick today with a fever, and I heard her knee is swollen!”
I said helplessly, “I’m doing my best to keep her warm!”
Jianzhi also told me: “You’re about to have an affair! I heard Rong say that someone is asking for your phone number.”
“Give it to her if you want it!” I said jokingly, “If you’re not afraid to die, come on, I’ll take one for one, two for two!”
Jianzhi and Jialong both advised me, “Hey, don’t do too much! Don’t do too much, or you’ll give birth to a baby with no asshole!”
I said: “These active and very flirtatious girls are lonely and want to find someone to sleep with, I am kindly helping them to solve their physical needs!”
Jianzhi and Jialong said to me, “Aren’t you afraid you’ll get a sick one one day and rot all over down there?”
I said: “Who is as lucky as you guys, all have a deadbeat girlfriend to accompany! I can only find someone to solve the physical needs, anyway, they are also sent to the door, not on for nothing!”
Jianzhi, Ka-lung said: “Even if it is the people themselves sent to the door, when you screwed them, to solve the physical needs, I ask you, you really happy? Don’t you think you’re cheating yourself? We really think you are a good friend to tell you this, you think about it!”
Is it fun for me to get different girls into bed, just to use different bodies to vent my lust? When you go to bed, you can give vent to your sexual desires, conquer the female body, and make a woman die with a great sense of fulfillment, which is unavoidable, and indeed very pleasurable! But after getting out of bed, the feeling of emptiness, loss and frustration will really make people want to die!
A few days later I got another call from Vivian asking if I was free, and if I wanted to come to the orientation concert at their school.
I stalled and said, “I’ll only go if Jianzhi goes!” I used him as a shield because Kenji is always so uninterested in concerts. In fact, I don’t like Shizuku very much!
Not long after I said that, the next day, Jianzhi said that Xiaorong must want him to go, I thought to myself: ‘It seems to be a bit of a disaster! Since I had already said that, I went with Jianzhi that day.
Xiaowen wearing a black tight little cute, wearing a short skirt underneath, but also intentionally do not wear a bra, hand carrying a jacket, walking 35D breasts jiggle around, vaguely visible to the protruding nipples, as soon as she saw me and Jianzhi to, and enthusiastically brought us into the scene.
The girls in their class, who were there on the day of the sorority, recognized me and I said hello to them! Vivian was really great, she hooked my hand along the way, and those who didn’t know me thought we were a couple.
When Shizuku went to the restroom, I told Rong and Jianzhi, “Sister-in-law, are you trying to get me killed by dragging Jianzhi here?”
Xiao Rong said: “I have no choice, this semester there is a class to submit a report, I can not catch up, Xiao Wen seems to have repaired, I had to ask her to help. I had to ask her to help me out. Her condition was that I ask you to come out and watch the concert today, please!
Come on! It’s just the concert! Just bear with it!”
I thought to myself, ‘You guys think you’re just spending two or three hours with her at a concert, but for me it’s a night with her!’
Seeing Rong’s pleading expression and her friendship with Jianzhi, I couldn’t bear to turn them down.
When I saw that Vivian was back, I hurriedly closed my mouth so that she wouldn’t be upset if she heard me.
She really took the initiative, as soon as she sat down on the seat, she hooked my hand, as if she really regarded me as her boyfriend! She took the initiative to chat with me, and I intentionally pulled Jianzhi down to chat with her, thinking that this way, she shouldn’t dare to be too blatant. As a result, she was even more aggressive and directly asked Jianzhi if she and I looked good together.
For the sake of Rong’s report, Jianzhi had to say, “Not bad!” So that Jianzhi also dare not openly help me!
Concert began after the lights dimmed, she was directly on the head on my shoulder, tightly hooked my hand, but also intentionally or unintentionally with my elbow to rub her breasts, this slutty hoof is really slutty to the bone! I thought to myself, the last time I messed with her is still not afraid, really a real slut.
In fact, after going on the second technique, under the moral persuasion of Jianzhi and Jialong, I have changed quite a lot, and will not have one on the other like before, unless I really want it very much, I try to restrain myself as much as possible. I just want to watch quietly, see how far you can slut?
She saw that I did not react, more boldly put my hand on her thighs rubbing, I was also a little excited by her. Then she put her jacket over her thighs and grabbed my hand and reached for her fat pussy. I didn’t realize that she was already wet, even her panties were wet! And rubbed my fingers up and down her slit!
She said lewdly, “Last time, you almost couldn’t get out of bed, so I want to do it with you again!”
Anyway, I was also made a little want to, think later, must be a good with this slut and then a shot! I said, “Okay! Okay! After the concert!”
Looking at Shizuku’s happy face, I asked myself, “Do I like her?” Not at all! I just wanted to use her to relieve the pain in the bottom of my pants and to vent my sexual desires; she was at best an object of my desire! Is it true, as Jianzhi and Jia Long said, that I am really making a fool of myself?
My thoughts were a bit confused and I wanted to go out for a smoke and some air, so after talking to Vivian, I went out.
Sitting under the road tree, lit a cigarette, slowly inhaled, spit out a mouthful of smoke, the mood has calmed down a lot. Cigarette almost finished, I saw Jia Jing, she seems to be out of the school gate, I called out to her: “Jia Jing!”
She looked back, surprised, and said, “What are you doing here?”
I said, “Come to the concert with Kenji!”
She said, “I can’t tell you like concerts!”
I said, “It’s not about Jianzhi’s girlfriend, Rong.”
She asked, “Why?”
I said, “Rong couldn’t get her report out, so she asked Vivian to help her, and Vivian asked Rong to pull me in before she would help her write the report!”
She was a bit jealous and said quietly, “Many boys in the school are chasing after Vivian, I didn’t think she would look at you, congratulations!”
She then asked me, “What kind of report is it? Rong said it was about sociology, right?
I had it repaired last semester, and I haven’t lost the report, it’s still in my room!” She said lightly, “If Shizuku can’t help, call me! I’m off! Bye!”
As I watched her walk lightly out of the campus, with her innocent and kind back, I was thinking of having a good time with Vivian tonight, and I was ashamed of myself for being so full of dirty lustful thoughts. I made a decision in my heart and walked back to the concert…
As soon as she sat down, Vivian asked me, “Why did you go so long?” I ignored her, thinking, “You’re not my man anyway!
I told her, “Forget about having sex just now, I have to go home first, bye!” Then I left, leaving her with a stunned look on her face, wondering why my attitude had changed 180 degrees after I had just gone out for a cigarette.
After a while, when I was hot-wiring the locomotive with the intention of leaving, Jianzhi and Xiaorong walked out without looking at it.
Rong had a bit of sadness on her face, probably because Vivian had suddenly backtracked just now and refused to help her!
I comforted her by saying, “Don’t worry about the report, I’ve already found someone to write it for you, I’m going home first!”
Just ride on ahead.
The next day, Jianzhi apologized to me on behalf of Xiaorong, and I said that things were over and done with! He asked me what happened yesterday. Just as Ka Loon came over to listen, I said, “Last night, I was supposed to go to bed with Vivian, but then I went out and saw Chia Ching, who said she could help with Rong’s report. She said she could help with Rong’s report. Since someone was willing to help, I didn’t really want to sleep with Shizuku, so I told her to forget about it and pretend it didn’t happen.”
Jianzhi and Jialong said, “That’s rare! Your brain will beat the dick. Let’s go! Go and celebrate.”
I joked, “What a shame! It’s a shame that I’m missing out on one shot! I’m going to die of spermatozoa if I stay with you two!”
Jianzhi said: “However, Xiao Rong thing really thank you, count me owe you a favor!”
I said: “Forget it, it’s not like I helped, if you want to thank, go thank Jia Jing!” I thought to myself that Jiajing was really a good girl, and my impression of her deepened a bit.
Almost a month after the event, we had a pretty long back-to-back vacation, and Garon asked us to drive around the North Coast with him, and we felt like we hadn’t hung out together in a long time.
“But Ru says she’s going too!” Garon said.
Jianzhi also said, “Then I’m going to take Xiaorong there too, she loves to follow anyway!”
I said, “You’re all taking your girlfriends, who am I taking?”
Ka Loon said jokingly, “You won’t bring that Vivian from last time, will you? She’s a big fan of yours. If you tell her, she’ll definitely go!”
I said, “Take her? It’s not like I’m asking for trouble with that slut who’s ridden by thousands and pressed by tens of thousands! It’s not like you guys really appreciate her. Last time, Xiao Rong already had a problem with her! Aren’t you afraid of spoiling everyone’s fun by bringing her?”
They said, “That’s right! Rong doesn’t have a good impression of her, so it’s better not to look for her!”
Jianzhi suggested: “Xiaorong’s last report was only ready thanks to Jiajing’s help, and she’s your junior high school classmate, so why don’t we find her to play this time?”
I said, “Well, she’s a good candidate at the moment, and she doesn’t talk too much, so let’s ask Rong to ask her out and see if she wants to go.”
The next day, Chien-Chi said, “Chia-Ching said no politely, but then Rong kept pestering her, saying that if she didn’t let her have a chance to return the favor, she’d have a bad conscience… and finally Chia-Ching agreed to go…”
We planned to play all the way from Danshui. That day I told my family and drove the family car to drive Jiajing. She wore a one-piece dress with lavender flowers and brought a large bag to pack a change of clothes for the next few days.
Along the way, I thanked her for helping Rong last time, but she said, “It was nothing!
In fact, I’m the one who really has to thank Rong.”
A little curious, I asked her, “What are you thanking her for?”
She was startled and said, “Oh! I want to thank her… she… she…” After a long moment of thought, she reluctantly said, “I… I want to thank her for asking me to come out, I haven’t been out in a long time!” With that, she looked away.
I saw her rubbing her chest as if she had let out a big breath, and I asked her, “Do you have asthma?”
She was startled again! She said, “No… no, I’m not! The air in the car is a bit stuffy.”
I said, “You’re still as introverted as before, but now it’s worse, you even stutter!”
She said, “No, it’s not! It’s because… because…” and couldn’t continue.
“I told you to stutter and you won’t admit it, you have to speak a sentence in several paragraphs.” She was a little speechless.
Arrived in Danshui, the other people have not yet arrived, I took some change to her, said: “After driving for so long, a little thirsty, please go to buy a drink, I’m here to watch the car, so as not to be billed by the police. Remember to buy yours too!” She said, “Oh!” She immediately went to the convenience store.
Looking at her back, she actually looks a lot different than she used to! I don’t know why. I still feel the same way about her as I did in junior high school. When I was in cram school, I used to ask her to help me throw in two cans of drinks, one for me and one for her, and she would just go with a “wow” sound, not realizing that it’s still the same after such a long time.
After a while, she bought it back, and I said to her, “I’m so touched! I did not think you remembered that I like to drink this brand of green tea!”
She said nervously, “Oh… that’s because I didn’t know what to buy, so I bought green tea!”
I said, “You still like milk tea?”
She said, “Yes! I like the rich, sweet milk flavor and the bitter taste of black tea mixed together, after the mouth, sweet and astringent like the feeling of first love.”
I laughed and said, “I can’t tell that the nerd of the year has grown up!” She liked my praise and smiled at me.
Just as Jialong and Jianzhi’s car also arrived, we first strolled around the ferry head, I asked her: “Have you ever come to Danshui to play?”
She said, “I’ve been here before when I was in a social group!” So I introduced her to a good fishball and ahi, and took her there to eat, and she ate it to her heart’s content.
After lunch, we went across the ferry bridge to a water park in Bali. When we arrived at the water park in Bali, we all went to the changing room to change into our swimsuits because we had to play in the water. Among us, Jia Long’s girlfriend Xiao Ru had the best body with a 34C bust, and Jian Zhi’s girlfriend Xiao Rong also had a 34B bust, so we often joked about Jia Long, saying that he was the happiest, having a girlfriend that he couldn’t “master” with one hand!
Jia Jing came out of the locker room, making our boys’ eyes light up, she was wearing a purple and white diagonal, conservative one-piece bathing suit, usually looking skinny, I didn’t expect it to be an amazing 32D bust, which with her relatively petite figure, made her feel even more prominent!
Her skin is so nice, clear and elastic, unlike in junior high school when it was always yellow and dry! She’s a little embarrassed to cover it up, and she looks really cute!
Xiao Ru and Xiao Rong said: “Hey! Have you three boys had enough? Jia Jing, let’s go, don’t mind them!” After saying that, they pulled her along and left first.
Jianzhi opened his mouth wide and said, “It’s really 007!”
I asked Kenji, “What does 007 mean?”
Ka Loon’s mouth was also watering as he said, “Read James Bond’s English faster and you’ll know!”
I read it skeptically, but I still don’t know what it means. Karon said, “Why are you so stupid? It means, ‘It’s great!'”
I said: “Hey! You two have a family man is still looking around, his wife has gone fast to disappear, still looking!” The two only hurried to catch up.
I thought to myself, I really can’t see that Jia Jing is so material now! I remember when I was in junior high school, she was probably only the size of a small dumpling!
We began to play all kinds of rides, Jianzhi and Xiaorong, Jialong and Xiaoru are a pair of pairs, I made a pair with Jiajing, we play all kinds of water slides, Jiajing said she could not swim, I said: “I’ll be around to take care of you.” I said, “I’m here to take care of you.” Then she dared to go down to play.
Jiajing was in the front and I was in the back, and we slipped into the water together. As a result, Jiajing often sank into the water and couldn’t get up, so I had to rush to pull her up. She also had a great time, and when I saw her happy face, I was also happy without realizing it.
Later, we went to the facilities, and as she and I floated down a long stretch of water in a swim ring, I asked her, “How have you been since graduation?”
She said, “Because I didn’t do very well on the exam, I went to a high school that was a little far away, so I lived in the school. Later, I worked very hard to get into my current university.”
Although she was talking at length, I was thinking of other things in my mind, Jia Jing, who I had been with for three years in junior high school and had always looked at her as a little boy, had now turned into a mature girl with an angelic face and devilish body! It was really hard to accept for a while.
After playing until we were almost there, changing out of our swimsuits and getting in the car, we decided that our next location would be White Sand Bay.
Ever since I saw her great body just now, I couldn’t help but glance a few more times towards her plump 32D breasts, and then, fearing that my immodest behavior would be discovered by her, I pressed down the window and blew on the wind to clear my head. I told myself, probably too long without venting, penis in the monster, sperm worm is about to fill the brain it!
She took the initiative and asked me curiously, “What kind of person was I in your eyes back then?”
I thought about it for a while, and honestly told her: “At that time, you often wore big thick glasses like carrot cake, tied two pigtails like doughnuts, your face looked like a white shirt that had been left on for a few years with yellow acid, you had so many pimples on your face that they looked like sesame seeds on a breakfast burrito, you had black circles under your eyes like two black wheels, your breasts looked flat like unfinished dumplings, and often you had to carry a lot of books and bags on your back, as if you were on a refugee trip! You’re so introverted that I kind of think of you as a boy!”
She from the face full of anticipation look deeper and deeper, I hastened to continue to say: “But you are the most I can talk to the opposite sex friends.” I wanted to say that she would be a little happier, but it seems to have just told too much “honesty”, she could not accept the reality of the relentless blow for a moment!
I reluctantly pressed the CD and let the music fill the car, because I really didn’t know how to comfort her right now either. If I were sitting next to a girl I just met, I’m sure I could make her laugh in a couple of sentences! But now I’m sitting next to someone I’ve known for three years, so she’ll know the truth from the comforting words. I can usually say a lot of things to people I don’t know very well, but I can’t say anything to people I know well!
When we arrived at White Sandy Bay, we went down for a walk. Both Jianzhi and Jia Long held their other halves and strolled on the beach at sunset. Seeing that she still looked lost in thought, I was also a bit self-conscious. When I spoke just now, I didn’t realize that she used to be a bit of a low self-esteem and introvert, and when I said that, she probably went back to her old self-conscious self again!
I took her hand and walked together on the soft sandy beach until the sun was almost setting into the sea before I got back in the car and set off for Stonegate. Later, seeing that her face had softened a bit, I opened my mouth to her first and apologized.
She was going to say to me in a self-deprecating tone, “So that’s what I really looked like back then!” But as soon as she opened her mouth, she couldn’t hold back her tears, and cried out, “Oh… so… that’s what I really looked like back then… wow…”!
I didn’t expect her to care so much about what other people thought of her, and for a while, I panicked and could only comfort her from the sidelines, and later, I realized that her reaction was actually normal.
When we arrived at Shimen, it was dinner time, so we found a seafood restaurant to eat seafood. Xiao Rong and Xiao Ru saw Jia Jing’s swollen eyes and knew that she had just cried, so they said to her, “Jia Jing, what’s wrong? Did he bully you? Tell us, we’ll take it out on you!”
Chia-jung really told them, “He said I was sorry for what I used to be…” and recited what I had just said to them!
As a result, it immediately aroused the indignation of Xiaorong and Xiaoru: “How can you talk about our Jiajing like that?
You don’t see how beautiful she is now! Ask ten people on the road and eleven of them will grab her boyfriend. Why don’t you look at yourself in the mirror? What…”
Then they turned their heads to look at Jianzhi and Jialong for help, and Jianzhi immediately replied, “Right! Yes! Yes!
I’ll be the first to sign up!”
Gyalong also said, “Right! Everything my wife says is right! Then I’ll sign up to be the first one to fill in!”
These two “wife-obsessed” ones are really dogged! When things go wrong, they put “morality on both sides and their wives in the middle”!
Xiaorong gave Jianzhi a blank look: “What did you just say about signing up?”
Jianzhi immediately changed his words: “Honey, you heard wrong! I said to sign up to be the first to introduce her to a boyfriend!”
Seeing that the situation is not right, Jia Long also said: “I am also the first to sign up to help introduce her boyfriend!”
Jia Jing was also amused by their one-upmanship, probably indicating that her anger had subsided as well!
After dinner, we went to the B&B we had booked before to settle down, because Jianzhi and Jialong were both “traveling with their families”, so they each slept in one room, and I naturally shared a room with Jiajing.
After putting things, I drove with her to eighteen Wanggong Temple, the more to the night, to the night tour of the people are more and more lively, I took her to stroll around, taste the local famous meat brown, snacks will go back.
When we came back, Gia Long and Xiao Ru hadn’t returned from their shopping trip, and only Jian Zhi and Xiao Rong were left. They didn’t hear us coming back and thought that no one was there, so they made love in their room without any inhibitions and without any restraint. The sounds of lovemaking coming from the next room all the time made it hard for Jiajing to lift her head up, and her face flushed red and white.
I explained to her, “It’s normal!”
She said, “Can we go out again?”
I knew she felt awkward and took her out again.
We walked along the main road, blowing in the wind, to see her still embarrassed, I took the initiative to find a topic to talk to her: “Have you ever had a boyfriend?” She shook her head: “Not yet.” She added: “At most, I have a crush.”
Curious, I asked her, “When was it?” She said she was in middle school.
I asked her, “Is it someone I know?”
She immediately said nervously, “I don’t know! I don’t know! You don’t know!”
I’m sure she’s not a normal person, but even a caveman would be scared off by the way she looked in middle school.
She asked me back, “What about you? Do you have a girlfriend?”
I said: “When I first went to college, I had a relationship, but later broke up because of personality differences, and now I’m still in a ‘single apartment’. Sometimes I quite admire Jianzhi and Jialong, go out in pairs!”
She asked me, “What kind of girls do you like better?”
I said, “Well… quiet, with substance, simple, and not too active.”
She smiled and said, “You’re still the same as before! Nothing has changed.”
I said to her noncommittally, “Is that so?”
We talked quite a lot, walking, also walked a little far, see the time is almost, I told her: “Well! It’s a little late, should go back, talk again tomorrow!”
I then easily held her hand and slowly walked back in the evening breeze, feeling as if she was my girlfriend. Perhaps subconsciously, I also longed for a girlfriend who truly liked me and was simple!
After returning to the room, she and I went to take a shower one after another, she wore a wide purple bathrobe, look at her hair wet, pure, lovely appearance, I could not help but want to joke with her. I picked up the hair dryer, asked her in a strange accent: “Ah, Miss, a Lun Oh?” She smiled and nodded.
I asked again, “Do you recognize any of them?” She smiled and said, “No, can you introduce me?”
I said, “The number 10 in our store doesn’t stink!” She said, “Then let’s go with number ten!”
I said, “It just so happens that the 10th is the right number for me! You’ve got a good eye! There are only ten left in this store, the rest are all gone!” She couldn’t help but laugh.
After I dried her hair properly, she said like me, “Your hands don’t stink! I’ll order you again for the next vinegar!”
I said, “No! I said, “Where? Welcome to the next vinegar!”
Seeing her smile very happy, I also feel very happy, I did not realize that with girls can be so easy to get along with! In the past, my conversations with girls used to be: “Are we going to your house or mine? Will you take the pill or will I wear a condom? Are you on top or am I on top?” There is an impulse in my heart, I really hope that the simple and kind she will be my girlfriend!
Suddenly I was startled by my own ridiculous thoughts! She is so pure and kind, not deep and complicated like me! Although I like her a little, I am not good enough for her, she should be with a good man like her, not a “bad man” like me.
Because there was only one big bed in the room, I told her, “You go to sleep first, I’ll go out and watch TV.”
After going out of the room, I met Jia Long and Xiao Ru also watching TV outside, Jia Long asked, “Can’t sleep?”
I said, “I couldn’t sleep, so I thought I’d come out for a smoke.”
Xiao Ru was kind of hinting at me, saying, “Jia Jing is a good woman, and good women are rare nowadays!”
I knew what she was hinting at, and said evasively, “I don’t want to settle down so early, let’s talk about it!”
I actually wanted Jia Jing to go to bed first, otherwise she might wake up crying tomorrow if she let me sleep in the same bed as her in a moment of kindness!
When I got back to my room, after seeing Jia Jing sleeping peacefully, I grabbed my big coat and went to sleep on the couch.
The next morning, I felt that this big coat is quite warm, and then I realized that I was covered with a big quilt, so Jia Jing had already gotten up early, probably afraid that I would catch a cold, and kindly covered it for me!
After washing up and going outside, Jia Jing had already bought breakfast for everyone and put it on the table, she said, “Good morning!
It must have been cold yesterday when I condemned you to sleep on the couch.”
I said, “It’s okay!” I woke up Jianzhi and Jialong, and after breakfast, we went on the road again.
Today’s location is the wild willow, Jia Jing wore a purple sequined little cute, white shorts, not powdered, only wiped some light lipstick, people want to kiss, I really feel “007”! In particular, her cleavage, which was hidden inadvertently, often made me feel anxious, and I spoke to her in a bit of a gibberish! I found that not only me, even other tourists will sneak a few glances at her, she is really too charming today!
We strolled among the various attractions and stalls selling specialty products in Yehliu, watched the Ocean World show and took some photos. After that, we went to downtown Keelung and had dinner at Miaokou, where we ate Dingbian Filet, Bite-sized Sausage, Eight Treasures Noodle Noodle Soup, Crab with Cream, Fried Flower Sticks in Raw Sauce, Three Brothers Soya Bean Flower, and Bubble Ice… Jiajing had never had so much food before, and she was so happy that she asked me if I could bring her back again in the future.
I almost blurted out, “If you were my girlfriend! I’d love to bring you here more often.” I quickly changed my tone and said, “If… you… are free!” I was in a cold sweat. I was probably thinking about my girlfriend too much!
Later in the evening, we drove to Keelung Zhongzheng Park for a night view, which overlooks the entire Keelung Harbor! With the dim lights, couples, Jianzhi and Jialong also brought Xiaorong and Xiaoru, I don’t know which corner they hid in to talk about love.
Jiajing and I were lying on the concrete fence, looking down at the night view of Keelung Harbor, when Jiajing asked me, “Do you have a favorite person?”
I quietly told her: “I used to like a very special girl, but it’s funny, I never met her, and I don’t know who she is. But she knew me very well, she wrote me letters for six years, always the same purple envelope, letterhead, she accompanied me for a long time. Then when I was in my third year of college, she wrote me a letter, finally admitting that she liked me! But this was also her last letter, she suddenly disappeared, causing me to lose my mind for a while, feeling as if I had lost a girlfriend who had been in love for many years.”
Jiajing asked me nervously, “So… so do you know who she is now?”
I laughed, shook my head and said, “If I knew who she was, I would have gone to her long ago! Would still be here sighing?”
She asked me quietly, thoughtfully, “What would you want to say to her if, I mean if, one day, you did meet her?”
After thinking about it for a while, I said, “I would like to ask her why she only wants to accompany me silently, but does not want me to know who she is?” Then, I said quietly: “Because I have always felt that this is a regret in my life, I have never had the opportunity to tell her, I care about her existence, and even had a little like her. But that’s all in the past, maybe she’s enjoying her happiness at the moment, somewhere with someone who’s truly in love with her!
Perhaps she has long forgotten that there ever was such a thing!”
I took out a cigarette and held it in my mouth, took out my lighter but hesitated to light it. In the end, I put it away.
Jia Jing suddenly said excitedly, “No! She won’t forget!”
I turned my head to see that Jia Jing next to me was already in tears, I said dejectedly: “Maybe!” I asked her, “Why do you girls get so emotional?”
She said, “It’s nothing! When I heard it, I was so touched that I wanted to shed tears.” She said calmly: “If this person knows that you still remember her like this in your heart, she will also be very touched!”
I said: “Well, don’t be touched anymore! When Rong and Ru see this, they’ll think I’m bullying you again! Do you want to make me suffer like yesterday? Don’t you know that if they fire with their two mouths, even a psychopath would go crazy from them!”
She wiped her tears and gave me a sweet smile: “Is this okay? Is it ugly?”
I flattered her and said, “No, I don’t think so! You look beautiful even after crying!”
After going down the mountain, I passed by the flower store, and simply wanting to make her happy, I asked her, “What kind of flowers do you like? I’ll give them to you.”
She said happily, “I love purple, can I choose a purple tulip?”
I said, “Whatever you want, as long as you like it.” I bought 20 for her, for “Ten Perfections”.
It shouldn’t be too strange!
While the owner of the flower store was wrapping the flowers, I looked up at the flower quotes hanging on the top, purple tulips is what it means? What does the purple tulip mean? It says: “Love”.
When she got in the car, she hugged the bouquet of tulips, looking at them and smelling them, excited like a little kid!
I said to her: “Just now in the park, make the atmosphere as if to twist incense funeral, do not mind accompanying me around to take a break, right?” She nodded and continued to look happily at her flowers.
We drove down the coastal highway. A Japanese song was playing on the radio, Jia Jing was humming along with the song in a low voice, I asked her, “I really didn’t expect you to know a Japanese song, it’s quite impressive! I’ve never heard of it. Whose song is it?”
She said, “This is a very popular song recently, it’s sung by Utada, the title of the song is ‘First Love’, it’s very good, I recommend that you buy a piece of it and listen to it too!”
I said, “I don’t know anything about Japanese, so I’m really not interested!”
Drive for some time, see her no sound, through the reflection of the car window, I saw her clean face, out of the window, and then unintentionally glimpsed a drop of her eyes, dripping on the petals, crystal clear like the morning dew.
I asked her, “What’s wrong?” She quickly wiped away her tears and said, “Nothing, every time I hear this song, I always feel something.”
Later, Jia Jing was facing the window, holding the bouquet tightly in her hand, perhaps she was thinking about something! I didn’t say anything for fear of disturbing her.
She suddenly asked me, “Would you like to see the girl who loves you and writes to you?”
I said, “Of course I will!”
Jia Jing said lightly, “Maybe in reality you’ve already met her, it’s just, you don’t know who she is!”
Without thinking too much, I replied, “Maybe!”
Jiajing said, “You don’t seem to have changed much, you’re still as funny as ever, you must have a lot of girls like you!”
I said: “okay! People are going to change, in fact, I am not as good as you think, but you do not know it.”
She said, “No, I don’t think so! I think you’re still nice.”
I said, “You’re still very innocent, there are some things you’d rather not know.”
She kind of provoked me by saying, “Come on, I’m twenty-one years old, how can I still be innocent? You tell me! I’m curious, or are you lying to me?”
I said, “I’m not lying, but don’t be scared when you hear it!”
She beamed, “I can’t believe how bad you can be!”
I said, “I’ve had two girlfriends, and I broke up with them not long after I got laid.”
She still didn’t believe me and said, “That’s because of personality differences, I’ve heard of many such cases in school!”
I added, “For a while, I used to sleep with different girls, sometimes five or six in a month. I went to a concert at your school the other day. Do you think Vivian was just looking for me to go to the concert with her? You’re too naive. She wanted me to wait until the concert was over and get a hotel room to sleep with her! In fact, on the night of the chatting friendship, she had already asked me to go out to watch a movie, and I had slept with her that night!”
She was really shocked and couldn’t believe that I was really like this, half speechless.
I said lightly, “We’ve been separated for more than six years, and your knowledge of me is still stuck in the old days, except that I’m not the same person I used to be!”
The car returned to the hotel where we stayed today, I went in first to take a shower, and went to sleep on the sofa first. She probably couldn’t accept the fact that she stayed in the bathroom for a long time before coming out.
Turned off the light, she knew I was still awake, after a while, she sat on the corner of the bed and quietly said: “Maybe you are such a person, but at least you are honest, I kind of like you!” After that, she covered the quilt and went to sleep, leaving me alone with a hard night’s sleep.
Why do I care what she says? Do I like her too? Haven’t I been numb to girls for a long time?
I asked myself over and over in my mind…
The next day, we set off from Keelung to Jinguashi to see Mudman Wu’s ghost face collection. I didn’t talk to her on the way, I kept thinking about what she said last night: “Maybe you are, but at least you are honest, I kind of like you!”
She admits to liking me a little, and I don’t hate her, but the explanation I came up with last night is that she’s probably just in love! Although we had been together for three years in junior high school, but it was just the friendship of classmates, there is no feelings. Now I’ve only been with her for three days, and she feels like me, I think she has just never met me this type of bad guy it! I think she’s just curious and attracted to me, but later when she really knows what it means to really like me, she’ll regret what she said today.
After arriving in Jiufen, she dragged Xiao Rong and Xiao Ru to look at various art stores, and I also walked with Jianzhi and Jia Long, who asked, “What’s wrong? I feel that you and Jiajing are a bit strange!”
I said: “Last night I told Jia Jing all the ridiculous things in the past, I thought she would know what to do, but it turned out that not only was she not afraid, but she even said she liked me.”
Jianzhi and Jialiang said, “We all think Jiajing is a good girl, simple and kind-hearted, and not bad-looking, she should be a good match.”
I said, “She’s just confused now, I don’t want her to regret it later!”
Jianzhi said: “I can’t say why, but I have a feeling she’s not just confused for a moment! You do not try to see how to know?”
Sometimes she would quietly turn around and peek at the expression on my face as she walked. She wore a light purple one-piece dress that floated like an elf in the wind. Jianzhi and Jialong seemed to want to help me. Jianzhi pulled Xiao Rong into the store on the right, and Jialong pulled Xiao Ru into the store on the left, making it impossible for Jiajing to follow Xiao Rong and the others, so she had to walk along with me, curiously dragging me here and there to look at her.
Wandering feet also a little tired, Jianzhi and Xiaorong found a sea-facing teahouse, ordered a few kinds of tea, drinking afternoon tea. Jialong pulled Xiao Ru sat at another table, I and Jia Jing followed, the results of the butt not yet sat down, Jialong said: “Hey! You do not feel too crowded?”
I said, “No way! There are still three or four seats left.”
Gyalong said, “It’s rare for me to talk to my wife about love, you guys want to hear it too, right?”
Jianzhi and Jiaolong gave each other a wink, I knew that they were making it clear that they wanted to get Jiajing and I together, so I had to sit at another table with Jiajing. Jianzhi and Xiaolong said something, Xiaolong kept looking at Jiajing and I. After a while, even Xiaoru was looking at us, it seemed like they were planning to use a diplomatic isolation policy.
Jia Jing tried to cover up yesterday’s unpleasantness by pretending as if it hadn’t happened, chatting and joking with me. I purposely responded to her without a good tone of voice. In fact, my heart is thinking: ‘She is a good girl, I can not be too good to her, lest let her fall into the moment, will harm her! While she has not fallen in, quick and easy, to her a little bad, she will no longer have too many expectations and fantasies for me.’
But I was conflicted in my own mind, and I couldn’t deny that I liked her quite a bit, because she was my type!
After dinner, Jianzhi and Jialong even pulled their other halves and ran out of sight as soon as the car started, purposely not letting us follow them.
The dark sky was also drizzling, just like the strange atmosphere between us. She pulled me along as we walked aimlessly through the dimly lit alleys as the stalls were closing, and I never said a word, so she was probably starting to feel a little powerless over me!
After returning to the B&B, I first took a shower and went to sleep in a corner of the bed. After a while, she wore a bathrobe out of the bathroom, blow-dried her hair and turned off the lights, sat on the bed with her back to me and said: “I really like you, don’t treat me like this, OK?”
I turned my back to her and said without emotion, “You’re just momentarily infatuated, I’m not what you think I am, you’ll regret it later!”
She got on the bed and wrapped her soft body around me from behind, and there was a rush of her scent and body heat.
She said quietly, “No! I won’t regret it!”
I ignored her as she gently wrenched my body so that I was lying on my back, trying to keep me from being so far away from her, she got up and shyly straddled me as I asked her, “What are you doing?”
She just looked at me quietly, and gently undid the strap of the bathrobe on her body with her hand, she slowly took off the bathrobe, not realizing that she didn’t wear anything in her bathrobe, and her 34D boobs were exposed in a big sting in front of my eyes.
She said softly, “Look at me, am I beautiful?” Her young girl-like full round breasts, coupled with a small two pink buds, see my blood accelerated!
She took my hand and put it back on her breasts with a slight tremor, and asked me: “Are my breasts soft? My heart is beating so fast, can you feel it?”
I swallowed parchedly as she took my hand and gradually moved it up from her breasts to her neck, roaming over every inch of smooth skin on her body; she sucked my finger teasingly with her raw cherry mouth, and I couldn’t help my lower body from filling up dramatically at the sight of her naked torso and passionate teasing.
She slowly spat out her fingers and said, “I want to fuck you like Vivian and the other girls!”
I said, “You’re still very simple and can’t tell what’s really like. If you do this, you’ll regret it later!”
She said, “I know exactly what I’m doing!”
I said, “You’re just having a momentary impulse and infatuation because you’re hanging out together and haven’t been exposed to the opposite sex for a long time!”
She deliberately provoked me by saying, “All you do is talk, saying I’ll regret it, it’s impulsive, you’re obsessed, and so on and so forth… I think it’s actually your penis that’s not working at all. Is it impotence or premature ejaculation? You don’t dare to sleep with me for fear of being laughed at, do you?”
I couldn’t stand her provocation and the pain in the bottom of my pants, a moment of impulse greatly overcame reason, and pushed her down on the bed, removing the excess clothing, I said angrily, “You don’t believe me? I’ll prove it to you! Wait you do not cry for mercy!”
I then acted like a wild animal, seeking spiritual comfort and physical release on her young, plump, snow-white body. My behavior was almost rape-like, with my big hands squeezing and kneading her ample breasts and sucking on her pink buds in such a way that she couldn’t help but cry out in pain.
My finger was roughly inserted into her untouched pussy, thrusting rapidly until a large amount of clear liquid flowed involuntarily from her lower body.
She screamed fiercely, “ohh… no… ohh… A… ohh… it hurts…” This stimulated my desire for conquest, and with a loud bang, I pushed my prick into her lower body with a relentless force, and a sensation of tightness came out of it and into my head. Like a beast that had been confined for a long time, I unleashed my excess energy on her, with wave after wave of…
Throughout, she looked at me with open, tearful eyes, gently letting me vent my animalistic desires on her body. I forced her hands down on the bed, muttering under my breath, “You’ll regret this… you’ll regret this…” while my body was like a piston in a cylinder, slamming hotly and violently against her soft, slender bottom. She didn’t say a word, biting her lips tightly, just tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, letting me do whatever I wanted to do to her.
A long time passed until I felt an unprecedented tightening of my prick and finally couldn’t help myself from leaking wildly inside her! I lay on my back and closed my eyes, panting violently, enjoying the pleasure of my orgasm.
She got up with difficulty, with the pain of the lower body out of bed, took the toilet paper quietly for me to clean up the remnants left behind by the earlier frenzy, and then she went into the bathroom, turned on the faucet to clean the body. After a long time, she got into bed with her back to me, covered with a quilt, without saying a word, looking at the purple tulips on the low cabinet, and then quietly fell asleep.
The next day, when I woke up from a deep sleep, she had already packed her things and was waiting for me outside the house, I quickly put on my clothes and glanced at the shocking dark red stains on the snow-white sheets, I remembered that last night, I impulsively fucked Jia Jing.
She was the one who took the initiative to ask me to sleep with her, and I really gave her a hard-on at her request, but why do I have a strong sense of guilt in my heart? The guilt of hurting her! I don’t even dare to look at the “masterpiece” I left on her last night. I’ve never felt like this before when I slept with other girls! She initiated it, she asked for it, why do I feel like I did something wrong afterward?
In the car, she was silent as she held the bouquet of flowers, her face kept looking out the window at the flying scenery, and I really couldn’t decipher her current mood from her look.
When the car was approaching her place, I said with difficulty, “I was wrong about last night, I apologize, I shouldn’t have violated you.”
She said without emotion, “What happened last night was between you and me, you don’t have to feel indebted to me, we don’t owe anyone!” Then there was a silence.
When the car arrived at her place, she got out and walked away without looking back.
In the days that followed, my sky was always shrouded in low pressure, and in my heart, I kept thinking: ‘Shouldn’t I take some responsibility for her?’
Jianzhi and Jialong also sensed that there seemed to be a problem between Jiajing and me, but they just watched quietly and didn’t ask questions.
The next day, Xiaorong called me and yelled at me, “Damn you! What the hell did you do to Jia Jing?” Xiao Rong went on to say: “So she came back to the strange, after class to lock themselves in the room, I asked her, she did not say anything. If anything happens to her, I’ll hold you responsible!” “With a click, he hung up the phone angrily.
I also feel a little guilty, I should go to see her, riding on the bike, I flew to her place. It was Xiao Rong who opened the door for me, she said: “Jia Jing went to class, the afternoon class is full, will not be back until late.”
She asked me, “What happened?” I said, “That night in Jiufen, I impulsively fucked Jiajing…”
She immediately scolded: “You usually go to mess around with other random girls, we did not say anything, but this time you went too far! You didn’t want to be with her, but you fucked her? Jia Jing is such a simple girl, and you can still do that, are you still a human being or not?” After saying that, she went into her room, threw the door open and ignored me!
I had to sit sullenly on the sofa, waiting for Jia Jing to return, and seeing that the door to her room was left open, I curiously pushed it open and walked in.
Inside, there was a uniquely feminine scent, neat and simple furnishings, a small stereo set, a bed and desk, and a gallery spread out on the bed, which I flipped through; it was a photo we’d taken the other day when we’d hung out together.
The photo shows her standing next to me with a big smile on her face.
I sat on her bed and looked through the photos of those days, she and I had only been together for four short days, I really couldn’t think of any reason for her to like me so much. She was willing to give me her first time. In my mind, she shouldn’t be such a casual girl, I’m really confused!
The bouquet of purple tulips I gave her that day is still sitting on the desk, and she’s really strange! The flowers are dead, why don’t you throw them away?
Later, I was bored to look through the books on her bookshelf, a book note fell to the floor, I picked it up, it was a pressed flower, inside was white roses, I remembered that this kind of book note I also have a piece of paper, it is the girl with purple envelope, letter paper, in the last letter to send me. I looked at it carefully, and it was really similar to the one I had, except that the flowers didn’t look quite the same, and the lined book card, style and size were all the same.
I didn’t think it was a big deal, but, flipping through the photos just now, I realized that during those days, Jia Jing almost always wore purple-colored clothes, and I remembered that when I bought the flowers that day, I heard Jia Jing say that purple was her favorite color. I thought that the girl who wrote to me also used purple envelopes and letterheads? And then I thought, Jia Jing’s kind of fondness and persistence towards me made me feel as if it wasn’t just for a day or two? Is there any connection between them? I felt my heart begin to race with a feeling of excitement! I thought carefully about what else was similar… Right! The handwriting! I got on my bike and rode home as fast as I could, searched for the girl’s last letter, and rode back as fast as I could. I nervously took the letter and compared it carefully. I looked through her bookshelf and found a notebook for class, I compared it carefully, and sure enough, many of the words were very similar, some were almost identical!
Later on, I couldn’t be bothered to be polite, I was even more curious as I went through all her drawers and found some photos of me from before, and they were photos that even I had never seen before, as if they were photos of me going out on a school trip in junior high school. I don’t remember taking these photos, did she take them secretly when I wasn’t looking?
It wasn’t until I pulled open that one bottom drawer that I was literally surprised beyond words!
Inside the drawer lay quietly a stack of purple envelopes and letterhead identical to the one I had in my hand, as well as a number of letters that had been written but not mailed, and when I smelled them, even the scent was the same!
I didn’t realize that she was the mysterious girl who had been silently writing to me for six years, the one who said she wasn’t pretty and had a bit of an inferiority complex, but liked me a lot! So, she has been beside me, no wonder she knows me so well! No wonder I had a sense of déjà vu with her, and it really wasn’t all a hallucination on my part!
What I thought was strange about Jiajing at first now has a reasonable explanation: the postmark on the envelope changed places, and it turned out that she didn’t move because she moved, but because she lived in the school!
When I think of what she said the other day: “She wants to thank Rong…” she actually wanted to thank Rong for allowing her to see me again!
She sometimes stammers to the point of speechlessness, and it’s because she does it in front of her crush!
The reason she still remembers my favorite green tea at the time after six years is because I’m the one she likes, and that’s why she keeps remembering!
I described her former looks like a monster, and she would cry patter because it was coming from someone she liked!
Asked her if she knew the guy she had a crush on. She nervously said “no” several times in a vain, agitated manner!
Don’t recognize! You don’t recognize it!”
That day at Jungjung Park, Jiajing asked me nervously, “So… do you know who she is?” And when I said, “Maybe she’s enjoying her happiness right now, somewhere in love with someone! Maybe she’s forgotten that it ever happened!” She was so excited that she burst into tears and couldn’t stop herself from swallowing, “No. She won’t forget! She won’t forget!” For she herself was the one who had written to me!
She likes me to give her purple tulips because the word for purple tulips is “love”, and she hopes that someday I will really fall in love with her!
That night she calmly said to me: “Maybe you’ve already met her in reality, but you just don’t know who she is!” I didn’t think too much of it at the time, I just took it as her opinion and didn’t think much of it as an unintentional hint!
I’m a big stick in the mud! I didn’t realize until now that she was the same girl who wrote to me and said she liked me! It turns out that she really likes me, and she’s so devoted to me, not just passionate!
I went to a nearby florist and bought eleven of her favorite purple tulips, asked the clerk to pack them nicely, and asked the clerk what the language of white roses was. The clerk said it stood for “pure love”! It turns out that the pressed flower she sent me represents her unrequited and pure love for me, which I now realize.
I took the bouquet of flowers and walked back with a nervous feeling, thinking, ‘I wonder if it’s too late?
Back to her room, there is still a period of time from her class, I opened her stereo, saw some CDs on it, I casually took a piece of very cute little CD and put it in, it turned out to be the single CD of the song Jia Jing hummed in the car last time, listened to it a few times and thought that the melody was quite good, but I really don’t understand what is being sung in the song.
I was curious to know what the lyrics were about. I searched for a long time and found the Chinese translation of the song.
First Love.
The last kiss smelled like cigarettes.
A scent that’s both bitter and sad.
At this moment tomorrow, you’ll be somewhere, thinking about someone.
You are always gonna be my love
Even if I fall in love with someone again someday
♪ Ill remember to love ♪
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
You have to sing sad love songs until you learn a new one.
Time to stop spinning, as if to start moving again
Because I don’t want to forget.
At this moment tomorrow, I must be crying, thinking of you.
You will always be inside my heart
Reserve a place for you whenever you need it.
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
You have to sing sad love songs until you learn a new one.
You are always gonna be my love
Even if I fall in love with someone again someday
♪ Ill remember to love ♪
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
You have to sing sad love songs until you learn a new one.
So that’s what the song is about, the lyrics are quite beautiful, no wonder she likes the song!
I sat at her desk, listening to her favorite music, I threw the withered bouquet of flowers into the trash can for her, only to find that the bouquet of flowers under the pressure of a notepad, I flipped through the blank notepad was scribbled by her, a number of pages were drawn by her messy, I looked carefully, the original above the fine and numb, in fact, just wrote a sentence: “The red is not an unfeeling thing, turned into spring mud more protective of flowers. Turned into spring mud to protect flowers.”
The paper was also crumpled and there were traces of water stains, did she write it while crying! It’s just that the flower withered and died, and she’s so sad about it, she’s such an emotional girl!
Bored, I picked up a pen like she did and learned the words she wrote on the blank paper, imagining what she was thinking.
As I write, I suddenly feel as if she doesn’t just lament the death of flowers, such innocence? “Falling red is not an unfeeling thing, it turns into spring mud and protects the flowers even more.” Falling red? Could it be her feelings after thinking about offering herself to me?
Was it because she loved me that she intentionally gave me her first time that night? Then she didn’t purposely cut me off when she was a junior in college, but because she knew I had a girlfriend, so she chose to leave silently and bear the sadness alone, in order to fulfill my happiness and joy!
I realized that this was what she really wanted! She was so kind, and this is the “pure love” she sent me. But I took her as a young girl in love, against their own hearts to cold shoulder her, alienated from her, but also thought that everything is for her good! I didn’t realize that I was hurting her deeply instead! That night I also treated her roughly and sincerely offered my first time!
No wonder that night I was like an animal, like a madman in her body to vent, but she did not resist at all, but also with compassion, tenderness, tolerance look at me. I think I finally understand the true meaning of the saying “Red is not an unfeeling thing, it turns into spring mud and protects the flowers even more”. Listening to “First Love”, I realize why she likes this song, because it represents the mood of her secret love.
When I think of what she made for me, I suddenly have the urge to be so moved that I want to cry!
After a while, I heard the sound of the gate closing, and I thought it was probably Jia Jing she was back.
She was a little surprised to see me in her room as soon as she walked in the door, then regained her composure, her eyes were slightly swollen with bags under them, I could tell she’d had a rough couple of days, she must have cried last night.
She asked me, “What are you doing here? Didn’t I say that the other night was a mutual agreement, and that no one owed anyone anything?”
I forced myself to suppress the emotion that filled me and said, “You seem to owe me an explanation!”
She was a bit nervous: “What… what is the explanation?”
I opened her drawer and pulled out the stack of envelopes and letterhead to show her, and she asked, deliberately playing dumb, “What’s wrong?”
See she still does not admit, I took out the last letter she wrote to me, I opened the letter, word by word slowly read out, when I read to the last sentence: “I will always love you!” Perhaps in the music of the catalyst, when I read the letter to raise his head, her face has involuntarily hung two lines of tears! I will always love you!
I couldn’t bear to say, “Maybe you can deceive me, but your tears can’t deceive your heart!”
She probably knew that she really couldn’t fool me, so she turned around and sobbed, “Yes, it’s me! It’s me! I wrote all the letters! I admit that I’ve always liked you, okay? Are you happy?”
I don’t say a word, quietly watching her vent her emotions.
She said in a choked voice, “Yes! I’m just like what you said: turnip cake, doughnut, black wheel, baklava, xiao long bao… a whole bunch of things; I’m just an introvert, I have low self-esteem, and you have so many girls who like you, and you never notice me, so I can only like you quietly, and I’m breaking the law by doing that, right?”
Breaking the law? I almost laughed as she started to get a little incoherent, but I really wanted to hear what she was hiding inside.
I hid the bouquet I had just bought behind me while she was venting and had her back turned.
She then cried, “Do you think I really love writing letters? I would love to talk to you like other girls do. I know I’m not pretty, but I’ve worked hard to change myself, and I still don’t have a boyfriend, not because there are no boys to pursue, but because I’ve been secretly in love with you since junior high school, and I can’t accept other people’s advances, and I fantasize that someday you’ll find out that it’s me, and fall in love with me, and even fall in love with me. Now that I admit that I like you and even love you, can I? Why do you refuse to let me keep even my remaining self-respect! Why? Why?” She choked out the words in her heart.
After a long time, she found that I did not respond, thinking that I had already left, turned back and saw that I was still in the same place smiling but not laughing at her, to see her face with tears, so I think she is really cute and pitiful! But what she did made me very touched!
I took the bouquet of purple tulips out, put it in her arms, and said to her, “I think I’m really in love with you!”
While she was still too surprised to understand what was happening, I had already taken her and Hana into my arms and kissed her lips, which had not yet closed in surprise. At first, she let out “Hana… Hana… Hana…” from her mouth
I couldn’t leave her lips and said, “If the flowers are crushed, you can buy them again!”
Later she also closed her eyes and began to enjoy the pleasure of kissing. I gently kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and vaguely, I heard the door to her room being gently closed, so I thought it was probably Rong who was peeking in just now!
It took a long time before we reluctantly parted our lips from each other, but we were still in each other’s arms.
I hugged her tightly and said, “If I hadn’t found out today that you were the one who wrote the letter, would you have planned to avoid me like this?”
She nodded silently and said: “After all, once deeply loved you, for me is enough! Love a person does not necessarily have to have him, at any time to accompany him beside, as long as you can see him from afar to live a happy, happy, also satisfied!”
I said innocently, “But don’t you realize that I’m not happy, not at all?”
Curious, she asked, “Why?”
I said, “Because I don’t have a girlfriend who loves me!”
She said jealously, “Didn’t you say that there are many girls who like you, and that if you find any of them, they will all be willing to be your girlfriend?”
I said: “But none of them are from the heart, just because I look out, and know how to play, and I will not be boring together! I still like the quiet, inner, simple, and not too active girl!” I kind of hinted at her and said: “I recently discovered that girls who love milk tea and purple tulips seem to have these qualities!”
She got my hint and laughed out loud as she said, “I just can’t find someone like that for you to be your girlfriend!”
I sighed and said jokingly, “Ugh~ Then I’ll just have to catch the one in my arms!”
She asked me carefully, “Are you… are you… sympathizing with me?”
I said, “No, I kind of liked you before, but now I’m more sure!”
She beamed, “I don’t believe it!”
I said: “Then I have to swear! I swear in good faith that if I become boyfriend and girlfriend because of sympathy for Jia Jing, I would like her big meat bun to turn back into a small dumpling! Swear.”
She laughed and said, “You’re very bad! It’s so hard for me to grow up, and you’re cursing me for getting smaller!” She said seriously, “But I’m very strict about my boyfriend! I can not tolerate him with other girls, whether it is physical or mental cheating, I do not allow, I want him to love only me!”
I said: “For you, I’m willing to change everything from today, from now on, only love you alone, then you promise?” She leaned on my shoulder for a moment to consider, and nodded happily.
She whispered in my ear, “Even if you’re lying to me, I’m still willing!”
I told her, “I’m serious! I’m tired of playing, and now I just want to love a person I really like. From the time you wrote to me, I have admired your goodness, beautiful inner, and now you live in front of me, coupled with your beautiful outside, I can not find another girl who can make my heart so much.”
She sulked a bit and said, “All in all, you boys aren’t all about the outside!”
I asked her, “Would you still like me if I looked like a swarthy, sharp-tongued man?”
She thought for a moment, laughed out loud, and said to me, “I feel heartfelt just thinking about it! I also want to take a broom to beat you to death!”
I asked her seriously, wanting to confirm my guess: “That night, why did you deliberately provoke me to go to bed with you?”
Her head was lowered and she said: “I wanted to have sex with you that night, to draw a perfect ending for my crush, and then I won’t appear in front of you, disturbing your life!” She met my eyes, firmly said to me: “I can give myself to you, made love to you, I do not regret!”
I said, “You’re so silly! That’s not really sex, that’s just sex at best!”
She asked me skeptically, “Why can’t it be? What’s the difference?”
I kissed her and said, “It’s hard to understand, and I can’t explain it with words, but you’ll see…”
She also ignorantly asked me, “Why will we know later?”
I gently kissed her on the lips and wrapped my hands around her waist. She finally realized what I was trying to do and hurriedly said, “No… Oh… Oh… Oh… Oh.. …” Gradually, she too lost her voice.
After a while, she gasped, “What a strange feeling… why is it different from last time? It doesn’t hurt as much, and it’s so… comfortable…” She whispered in embarrassment, her voice getting quieter and quieter.
I gently pumping, said: “This is the real lovemaking, because we love each other in our hearts, will be for each other’s feelings, in addition to physical caresses, there is also the exchange of affection on the heart, so there will be the feeling of lovemaking.”
I asked her, “Do you still like the feeling? Will I hurt you?”
She said: “No, it’s so beautiful and comfortable! I love it! It’s like a dream. Love me more.”
I laughed at her, “Slut, do you realize what you’re saying right now?”
She was embarrassed and said: “Well ~ ~ you are very annoying, deliberately laugh at people, I do not know anything, you do not teach people how to love you! So I have to let you love me more!” After saying that, she kissed me on the lips again, enjoying the wave of love that came after wave…
She moaned, “I love you so much… ah… I’ve loved you for so long… ohhhh… but you don’t even know how I feel!”
I was about to say, “Actually, I…” and she immediately said, “I don’t want you to say it, I want you to prove how much you like me with your actions!”
I nodded my head and responded to her love even harder, immersing her in the happiness and joy of being loved… Soon, Rong’s deliberately lowered but still loud voice came from the living room: “Hello? Husband! It’s me! I’m telling you secretly, he was the one who fucked Jiajing that night… that’s why they were acting weird afterward… they’ve made up now… really! I’m not lying… I saw it with my own eyes… Are they now? They haven’t made any noise for a long time, so they’re probably just having sex! …”
As a result, the room was immediately filled with the embarrassed laughter of Jia Jing and I. I yelled out, “Sister-in-law! Help me out!”
Rong said, “Ah! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’m sorry for interrupting you!”
“Hello… Husband… It’s been discovered! … That’s the way it is… I can’t tell you any more… I’ll call you back later… bye-bye!”
Xiao Rong also said loudly before leaving the door, “I’m going out! Go on, take your time, don’t be in a hurry! I’m really going out!”
After a period of passion, she lay on my chest and warmed up, unable to part with each other’s bodies, and I also embraced her contentedly. Now the mood, the atmosphere is incomparable with the past, in addition to physical satisfaction, the heart is even more solid, without the slightest sense of guilt, very strange, this time I will not feel disgusted with myself or her!
Seeing her quietly leaning against me, that sense of trust of being needed and relied upon, made me feel more fulfilled, I always felt something missing in my heart after sleeping with other girls before, but I couldn’t tell what it was?
Now I finally know what’s missing. It’s love!
She asked me, “Is this real sex?”
I said, “Yeah, I haven’t felt this way in a while since I broke up with my first girlfriend! I haven’t felt this way in a long time since I broke up with my first girlfriend!”
She asked me, a little tentatively, “So which of the girls you’ve slept with do you think feels the best?”
I said seriously, “Those are all in the past, I only love you now, of course you’re the best!”
I asked her, “Did I get through your minefield safely?”
Realizing that I knew her intentions, she said shyly, “I was just… curious…”
I said, “If you think knowing all of my past will put you at ease, I can tell you everything right now!”
She said, “No, as long as you treat me sincerely from now on, that’s enough!”
I thought to myself: she is really a special girl, “kind, simple, tolerant and dedicated”, I really can not find any reason not to love her.
I was touched and tightened my arms around her body, and said to her, “I will…” She closed her fingers around my lips, blinked her big, misty eyes, shook her head vigorously, signaling that I didn’t need to say the following words, and looked at me lovingly, and said to me, “Love me!”
She’s so trusting of me, so accepting of my ridiculous past, that I think she’s done more than “like”.
I kissed her beautiful heart deeply, turning my feelings for her into concrete actions, and entered the depths of her body and mind once again…
Amidst the soft sound of First Love on the piano, the only thing left to witness their belated love was a bunch of “purple” tulips blooming above the bed
The End
A while ago, the black doll mood is very frustrated, in other sites, witnessed since the hard-written article “graduation trip” was stolen, the pirate also thanked everyone for his support, if more responses, he will consider writing a “sequel”!
I was about to vomit blood! Thinking that I had worked so hard to write over 22,000 words, from characterization, dialogue, plot, scenes, revisions, embellishments, typesetting and corrections, and then he… he… he stole the text, and even said that he was considering writing a sequel, which almost caused me to do something stupid, and kill the Purple Love from my hard drive, so I’m not writing it, right? If there are a few more pirates, I’ll just become a scuba diver and read other people’s writing!
This time, the hero in the article is set to be a little more badass, and hope to be able to get closer to reality, the content of the whole article is fictional, because the black doll has only had a girlfriend, “Little Apple”, there is no special experience to share with you, but also “do not dare to” have other I don’t have any special experience to share with you, and I don’t dare to have any other experience, for fear of being smashed to death by the “apple pie”!
(Just to clarify: Black Doll is my girlfriend’s nickname for me, I’m a guy!) Some of the feelings in the article are real love experience, black doll hope to give you some positive in the erotic.
Thank you all greatly on the last “graduation travel” many encouragement and advice, I have carefully read the response, just embarrassed to speak, bad place I will be open-minded to improve. Finally, I wish you all enjoy the article!