irrational love


This is my first entry, so please give me more advice.

(Chapter I)

There’s something that’s been bothering me for a long time now… Should I do it or not? Rationally, I don’t think I should, but I can’t stop myself from thinking about her. The very sight of her made me want to take her for myself…

As usual, I came home from school and realized that she was not at home, so I had a thought, and I felt very nervous… but I also felt a strange excitement in my heart, so I thought, “I can’t miss this opportunity, so I’ll get up right away, close the window tightly, and lock the door from the inside, so that even if someone comes back, they won’t find out what I’m doing”. As for the window, it was just a psychological factor because my house was on the twelfth floor and there was no way anyone could see what I was doing.

After the preparation was completed, I ran to my mother’s room, I smelled the room scent, more and more feel nervous, just want to open the closet when the electric bell suddenly rang, my heart was almost scared to stop, so panicked to run to open the door, open the door to see is really my mother, I thought fortunately there is a lock door, or else there is still ah.

Mom looked guilty and said: “Hug Qian, I came back too late, because I met my old classmate from college on the road, so I talked to her, don’t cook today, let’s go to the restaurant to eat, and occasionally change the taste, always eat what I cook, you must be tired of eating it?”

“No, I won’t, how can I get tired of your delicious food?” I replied sincerely.

“Good, then go and get changed, if you get to that one too late there won’t be any seats left to sit.” Mom urged me to hurry.

“I know, who told Auntie Xiang to cook so well. Mom, it’s safer for you to call and reserve a seat first.”

After a twenty-minute drive to the restaurant, which was opened by mom’s friend Xiang Xiufang, who was both chef and owner herself, the store was small but full almost every day.

Into the store really only a few tables left, so we found a table near the counter to sit down, after eating dinner finally saw Auntie Xiang came out, she saw us and came over and said: “Alan, why did not you notify me.” Then her head turned to me and said: “Xiao An, you are getting stronger and stronger, you are 180 years old, right?” Then she turned her head to me and said: “Xiao An, you’re getting stronger and stronger, you’re about a hundred and eighty, aren’t you?”

I smiled back: “No, a hundred and seventy-something, but auntie is getting prettier and prettier.”

“That’s not true,” Auntie frowned and said, “I’m already in my forties, so I can’t compare with those young people! Not like your mom is so young and beautiful.”

I didn’t hear much of what they were saying, except that they were talking about the friend that mom had met earlier in the evening…

My whole head is thinking about the afternoon, if I can take a look, touch a mom’s intimate apparel that do not know how good ah, if there is enough time will be good. Look at the watch, the time is eight o’clock, can not resist the desire of the heart, so to the mother said: “Mom I still have homework to write I go back first, you and to the aunt slowly chat.”

“Ok then you can go home first, I’ll be back around ten o’clock, do you want me to bring you any snacks?” Mom asked.

“Yeah.”

“Little Anne is such a good girl, everything is automatic, you go back to Auntie first she still has to talk to your mom.”

Auntie Xiang told me.

“Good.” I said to them to reappear and walked out the door, waited at the bus stop for a five minute ride, and took the bus home.

After returning home, the first thing is to lock the door, ran to my mom’s room, open the closet to see all is some sets, open the first drawer inside is some loungewear. Opened the second layer, finally saw those underwear, intimate pajamas, I looked at the moment could not stand, but also a little disappointed, because those underwear are plain, with my heart thought not the same. But a search, in the bottom of the inside to find a variety of colors of sexy underwear, a variety of patterns, one of the panties is a red super Pu-shaped, in the pussy also opened a hole, this panties if worn in the body of the mother I do not know how sexy it will be ah!

Thinking that there was no one at home anyway, he stripped off all the clothes on his body, put on the red panties, put his dick through the hole, and instantly felt his whole dick harden, and it was several times harder than when he used to jerk off, and just lay there on his mom’s bed, masturbating while fantasizing how he would make love to her, and how he would suck on her breasts.

It was like this until almost ten o’clock before I packed up and went back to my room to pretend to read, with half a word in my mind, of course.

(Chapter II)

Mom is very important to me, I’m the same for her, since I have memories of the beginning, never seen my father, to the age of understanding, naturally ask about the father there, but there are no results, over time had to be left unsettled, in fact, the heart will not say that there is a lot of care, because since childhood I’ve been dependent on her, but also caused now I look up to her feelings.

In the beginning it was just pure pure love, but as he grew older, he naturally became interested in her as a beautiful and clean woman.

After stealing her panties to masturbate that night, I went back again and again to get them, but luckily they weren’t found. Sometimes will also take advantage of her in the bath time from the bathroom door below the small slit peeping, although see are hazy , but also can make me excited inexplicable.

It’s Saturday, and my mom and I are watching TV and talking in the living room after dinner, discussing my trip to winter camp over winter break.

I said, “Mom, won’t you be bored at home alone during the time I go to winter camp? I’d rather not go and stay with you.”

Mom replied, “No, even if I’m bored, I can still talk to Auntie Xiang.”

“You should be careful yourself,” mom said with concern, “be careful of the dangers, wear more clothes when the weather is cold, and don’t get sick.”

We talked for a while, the phone rang, mom went to pick up the phone, after a while put down the phone and I said to the aunt’s house, told me to be good at home, do not run around. Mom will go to auntie’s house when she has time to chat with her, sometimes too late to talk to auntie’s house to sleep, I do not care about should be, think later and can take her just take off the panties cool a little.

The days passed quickly, I went to the winter camp with a happy mood. This winter camp was a four-day, three-night trip. I took the train to the meeting place, and when I got there, it was already in the afternoon, and most of the group members had already arrived, when a person who seemed to be in charge of the camp said, “Everyone, I’m very sorry to hear that the four-day, three-night winter camp has been canceled for a variety of reasons.”

The scene was in chaos, I thought: how so unlucky ah! After some formalities I took the reward money, the person in charge is still there all the time to say humble, I have to admit my own misfortune, take the train back to Taipei, to the home when it is already late at night, I quietly open the door, thinking that my mother is probably already asleep it do not wake her up.

As I was about to go back to my room, I passed by my mom’s room and heard moaning, and there was more than one person there. I usually watched pornography, so of course I knew what was going on, and I got angry for no reason, thinking that my mom was supposed to be my mom’s only possession, and how could she be…?

So he slammed the door to the room open, but then regretted it; it would be strange for a woman as normal and feminine as mom to be at the age of a wolf and tiger to not have the comfort of the opposite sex.

But the thought of regret only stayed in my mind for a while, because once I saw what was inside the room, I couldn’t stop looking at it, and I was dumbfounded…

(Chapter III)

Only to see that mom was pressed under Xiang Auntie’s body, her legs were wide open, and there seemed to be something connected between her and Xiang Auntie’s lower body, and another unrecognizable woman was lying across the bed, and she was sucking on mom’s extremely tempting breasts with an intoxicated look on her face. The room was filling with an odor of lewdness.

If I rushed in when I saw is my mother is having sex with other men, then I will feel sad, but also because of their own reckless behavior feel ashamed, but to see this kind of picture I was dumbfounded, my mother they also found that I stood in the doorway, they panicked to take the quilt to cover the body of the, I don’t know what to say at this time to say, I can only close the door and hurriedly return to their own room, my heart a panic! My mind was in a panic and my head was spinning.

I don’t know how long it took, “knock knock” I heard someone knocking on the door, then I woke up from my meditation, I went to open the door, quickly sat back on the chair in front of the desk, I don’t have the courage to look at her face right now, but from the sound of the footsteps I could tell that it was a trio of people, it should have been my mom, Auntie Xiang, and another woman I didn’t know, the atmosphere was really awkward.

When I didn’t know what to do, Auntie Xiang spoke up: “Xiao An, I know it’s hard for you to accept this fact, let Auntie Xiang explain to you, okay.”

I didn’t open my mouth because I didn’t know what was good to say.

Auntie Heung continued, “It all started when your mother was twenty years old, in her second year of college, and one night when she was going home alone, several men took her to an abandoned house, and a lot of bad people took her…”

At this time I turned my head to look at mom, only to see her hanging her head and sobbing, while the other woman was comforting her, I saw her hands trembling, as if she was very scared, “After a whole month, when we found her, she was no longer like a person and was pregnant, at that time, we tried our best to persuade her to go for an abortion, but she refused to agree to it, and later gave birth to you, and from then on, your mom became very Since then, your mom has become very averse to being close to men, that’s how she joined Xiangxiang and I.” “Joined? Join what?” I asked Auntie Xiang shyly, “Xiang Xiang and I have been lovers for a long time.”

“Lover… So you’re the same…” I was too embarrassed to go on “Uh-huh” to Auntie and the one called Xiang Xiang.

Auntie Xiang added: “In the beginning of the year, your mom didn’t even have contact with any men, she didn’t even speak a word, and even now, she doesn’t touch any men, have you noticed.”

I do think back on it, I grew up seeing it and it didn’t bother me much, which is pretty weird now that I think about it.

I suddenly said, “What about me? I’m also a man.”

“You’re different, you’re my dear son, the only man in my life” Mom said sharply.

My mother’s words made me feel very warm, so I also took the opportunity to express my feelings to her: “Mom, I love you very much too, and you’re my favorite person…”. I… I envy Auntie Xiang so much.”

The room fell back into a state of awkwardness as I finished the sentence.

However, my heart felt slightly happy, but also a little scared.

Happy because of speaking these buried words, and at the same time scared that my mom would reprimand me for it.

At last they went out, and I was left alone in the room, musing on my bed, and after a short time I too drifted off to sleep.

A few more days passed, not much had changed between me and my mom in the past few days, if anything, the only place was the look I guess, I don’t know if it was just me being paranoid or not, but her eyes became different than before.

I was reading a novel, mom came over, she said: “Xiao An, I want to talk to you” I looked up at her, said: “Yes, what is it.” I looked up at her and said, “Yes, what is it?” She looked a little strange.

I only heard her say: “I want to discuss something with you, Auntie Xiang she wants to move in with us, what do you say? Everything is for you to decide, I haven’t promised her yet.”

I was silent for a while and asked, “Does Auntie Xiang love you a lot?”

Mom gave a soft “hmmm”.

I said, “Good, it’ll make the house more lively.”

Mom turned around and was about to go back to her room, when I said excitedly, “Mom, I love you too!”

Mom’s footsteps stopped and her back twitched softly before she walked briskly back to her room.

A day after that, Auntie Xiang moved in, and at night, I went to bed early, but I didn’t sleep.

Around eleven o’clock, I began to hear some noises, and knowing that I was in for a treat, I quietly went to the door of my mother’s room, and sure enough, I heard her moaning: “Ohh… yes… Ah Fong, my lover… harder… you’re making me feel so good… ohh!”

Auntie Xiang charmingly said: “Little slut, so a little can not stand it, still want to, beg me ah!”

As I listened to the sounds of lust coming from the room, I pulled my pants down to my ankles, leaned my ear against the door, and stroked my not-so-small, 18-centimeter penis… For the past few days, Auntie Xiang had been staying in my mother’s room… and I was slowly getting used to it… and it was obvious that Auntie Xiang was taking good care of her…

Today I just got home from the comic book store and passed outside my mom’s room, and through the small crack in the door I saw the image that changed my life, only to see my mom and Auntie Xiang, two moving bodies of flesh, watching them teasing each other to the best of their ability and flipping off each other.

After about half an hour, see mom was about to walk out the door, at this time I have been burning with desire, can not stand, regardless of the consequences of the pounced in, hugged the naked mom, said: “I really like to see you.”

(to be continued)