Chapter 1
“Hey! Ah Man! How do you think your mother brought you up ten licks? When you were born, mother had bled too much and almost died. At that time, I asked Dixon to save the child in my belly, no matter what, and I fell into a coma, and when I woke up, you were already lying next to me, and you were sleeping very warmly.”
Bungei is my life.
When I told him these words, it seemed like Fumiji was about to start middle school. When Fumiji first heard these words from me, his eyes were wide open. It wasn’t just that. My husband, Wenzhao, had been a womanizer since the beginning of his life, and he was always having affairs with women outside the home, and women often called to invite him out – hand over your husband. When I received such calls, I was very remorseful and trembled all over. My husband, who is quite rude and unreasonable, always said that you women don’t know anything about the world of men, and that a man can’t work if he doesn’t have one or two women around him. I’m not forcing you to believe that I am, you just have to be good and do as I say.
He was all over me with that line, and several times I was teetering on the brink of suicide with Wenzhi in tow – yet Wenzhi, who didn’t know anything, just asked this while licking the lollipop I bought him. Mother, we’re going there, I don’t want to die, I want to go home ah death, what does it really mean?
For the five-year-old Wenzhi, just a vague impression of it, but even if he did not say to him very clear, for an understanding of the little strong, has long been able to see the mother’s heart. Look at his innocent look, I do not want to die like this, also thought of suicide, but how can I be cruel to leave Wenzhi alone?
Manji is my baby.
Bungei is my life.
Fumiji also finally went to college. With his robust physique, even when the two of us went for a walk together, his stature was taller than my husband’s, and even I got a strange feeling, especially when we went to a lively place, that the eyes of the people who looked back at us were as if they thought we were the kind of rich, idle, and wealthy wives with young lovers.
When I tell Fumiji about this situation, well, wouldn’t it be fun for me to just keep acting?
Fumiji was very happy to say yes. When we traveled to Kyoto together, the hotel staff used to call Fumiji “Mr.”. Fumiharu took this opportunity to deliberately exaggerate in front of the others, showing that he was my escort, and straightened up my clothes for me. Then he laughed out loud. When a girl called me, I would think that she was trying to take away my Manji. Whenever I heard a girl’s voice on the phone when Manji was not at home, I would cut off the call without even replying, and once asked the person on the other end – what is your relationship with Manji, and please don’t pester him, okay? After the incident, Manji complained, “You’re horrible? My classmates don’t want to call me anymore, please ask them what they want to see me about, okay? Because, I thought there was that woman who was trying to steal my Manji! That girl, who was indeed in Fumiji’s class, called to ask Fumiji to return the notes to her. However, inside, I became very anxious due to my intense jealousy. (Fumiharu is my child, I won’t give him to anyone, if Fumiharu goes away from me then what should I do?)
It’s that thought that stays in my head.
My husband was still using business trips as an excuse to fool around with women and came home less often than before, so I shifted my anxiety to pay attention to and care for Manji. I was afraid that after my husband, Manji would be taken away by another woman. As a result, I became a neurotic woman.
Chapter 2
Although, Wenji has grown up, but in front of me Wenji is still the same as a child more than ten years ago, “Mother, tomorrow I’m going to go on a trip.” When I heard Wenji still say that to me, I knew who he was going to travel with. The destination was said to be Shinshu, and it was going to be a street by the lake, a night’s stay in Kamisuwa, and then a walk to Kirimine and other places before returning home. Judging from the way Fumiharu looked, it must have been the first time in his life that he was going to travel with a girl.
When Wenji comes back from this trip, he will no longer be my child, and the thought of that makes my heart grow even more anxious. He said he had to get up early tomorrow morning, so he had to go to bed early tonight, and when I finished my bath, I went to his room to check on him. I was dressed at this time in the fancy civilian clothes I had worn on my wedding trip with my husband, and wearing perfume I hadn’t used in a long time. I know that older boys are mesmerized by perfume. When I opened the door to my room, the lights were already off, but the music on the radio was still playing. Fumiji didn’t seem to be asleep.
“Manji, are you asleep already?” “Not yet, mother, what’s the matter?” As I stood in the doorway, by the light of the corridor, the civilian clothes I was wearing were transparently visible, while he could see my body very clearly.
“Hey! Fumiji, it’s your first time down with that girl right! You’re not going on a trip, right?” Fumiji, who has a naturally honest personality, will always report to me when something important happens. Therefore, I knew exactly how Fumiji would react after learning about a woman’s body. I couldn’t sense that he was really going on a trip, and I felt happy from the bottom of my heart. I know that the joy of going to bed with a girl is much greater than the joy of arriving at the destination of the trip. “Sleeping with a woman is a very important thing for a boy as well as a girl. The impression of the moment will remain deep in both of their memories, and if you mess up, it will be a lifelong shame for the boy. As a mother, in order for my son to grow up to be a man, I must help you to be able to succeed in your first experience of sexual intercourse with a girl. What about me as a mother? I don’t want to dishonor Fumiji. Because, Fumiji’s shame is his mother’s shame. How’s that? Let me teach you!
“I thought it would be rejected by Manji.” As it turned out, Fumiji didn’t say anything, but just lay on the bed with his eyes open as wide as plates, staring at my body the whole time. Lying next to Fumiji.
Of course, I was wearing nothing underneath my civilian clothes, and when I shrank into his blanket, my entire civilian clothes rolled upward, and my white thighs touched Fumiji’s thighs． At that moment, I was acting as a woman rather than a mother. Without realizing it, Manji’s thighs were already hairy, with a rough but comforting feeling. When Fumiji touched my thirty-nine year old soft skin, he was suddenly aroused. Although Fumiji didn’t say anything, he moved his body a little bit to make some space for me to lie beside him． This was probably Fumiji’s answer to me． When I quietly touched Wenzhi between his thighs, I suddenly came across the hard “man-root” that was almost ready to pop up. It made me feel so young. When Manji took off his underwear, I can’t forget how I felt when I held his penis in my clean hand, and it was a penis that was almost free of dirt. Perhaps I realized that it was my mother’s permission! Yu Wenzhi assisted me in pulling down his pants. He tilted his buttocks slightly upward, and when his feet came out, the pants came off easily.
“Let me kiss it!” After saying that, I dove into the quilt, and then filled my mouth with the “man-root”, so I bobbed my head, and I could clearly feel that the “man-root” in my mouth was getting even thicker.
“Mother ……” cried out Manji with great feeling. As I bobbed my head from side to side, up and down, perhaps unable to hold back, Manji pressed down on my head in an attempt to stop me from bobbing, so I continued to bob my head for a while before I stopped. The next step was to move my mouth away from Manji’s “man-root” and then, to move my upper body closer to Manji’s chest.
“Here, touch my breasts, and with this hand touch mother here.” So, I guided Manji’s hand to my breasts and secret part, then, I used my own hand to touch Manji’s breasts and shoulders, and the movement of Manji’s hand gradually became fast and skillful, and at the same time, he also naturally made sounds. …… ah …… ah ……
I feel so comfortable wrapped up in it, Manji is so touchy when, ah, yes, yes, that’s the kind of thing that so
Chapter 3
After luring Fumiji between his thighs, which were already spread very wide, I took the thick “man-root” in my right hand and guided it to the entrance. I rubbed the smooth tip of the shaft up and down around the vagina two or three times. That’s how it was done, to moisten Fumiharu’s “manhood”, if it wasn’t moistened, both the man and the woman would feel pain and could not penetrate. All the parts that are touched by Manji’s penis are the parts that are comfortable. After stirring around the area (the vagina) with the Manji’s penis, a lot of love juice will appear in the woman’s vagina, and then the Manji’s penis will become very wet and sticky, so it will be easy to enter (penetrate). Wenji put his two arms on both sides of me to support his body, and when I took a closer look, Wenji’s two eyebrows were deeply furrowed between them, and he was always holding back.
“Mother …… I’ve ……” “Want to end it right? I can’t do it yet… ……If you run away at this time, you’ll be looked down upon by the women… insert it properly, then pull it out again… …… “Thinking that it’s about time, I lured Fumiji’s “male root” to the entrance. I lured Fumiharu’s “man-root” to the entrance.
“This is the place ah, you see, touch with your finger to see, feel the soft part of it! Stick your finger in and see …… Ahhhh …… so comfortable ……” I couldn’t help but scream out when my finger touched the entrance, as if the I could not help but scream out when my finger touched the entrance, and I felt a surge of excitement as if my body had been electrocuted. The part that was touched was the easiest part to feel, and at the same time, the feeling could not be described in words.
“Got it? Insert it now, look, not just insert it, right, right, slowly, all at once, if it’s not easy to insert it, twist your waist slightly ……” “Don’t have to insert the male root all at once, slowly …… ah ah, …… ah ah ……
I was already unable to hold back! “I’m a person who can feel easily, and although I could divert my attention by talking, I really couldn’t hold back after Fumiharu penetrated me. The walls of flesh surrounding the man-root became very tight, as if they hated Fumiharu’s intrusion, and I knew it very well that the “man-root” was strong and powerful, and it directly penetrated my uterus.
“Mother, feel very comfortable.” “Too good, then, now pull it out slowly, not all of it yo! It’s pulling half of it out.” “Is that right?” “Yes, yes, then insert it all at once …… ah ah ah …… so good …… ah ah ah, up to there, then, pull it out again …… That’s right, that’s right …… ah ah ah, Fumiji…! I’m so comfortable.
Fumiji, you belong to mother, I don’t want to give you to another woman la …… ah ah ah …… it’s too powerful…” elastic due to the twisting of Fumiji’s waist, pulling out then inserting again After pulling it out and then inserting it again, several times in a row like this, my whole body loosened up with it. If this continues, Fumiharu would have ejaculated completely inside my body.
That’s when the word (pregnant) crossed my mind.
“Mother! Reaching orgasm…… orgasm……” shivering all over his body, Fumiji soon pressed his entire body against mine. At this instant, I push my waist up and then raise Fumiji’s waist, the stimulation for a moment then stops. (Ah……-oh! ……) while letting out a scream, a large amount of Fumiji’s semen is still on my stomach. I rubbed my hand against Manji’s “man-root” again, and I could feel the “man-root” between them spitting out a lot of semen again.
“I’m sorry, Fumiji, mother is doing this for your own good, if you shoot this cum in my pussy hole, it’s Fumiji’s child, I don’t care, just think of it as your brother or sister and it’ll be accepted by the world, but it won’t work if it’s spit inside that girl’s stomach. You can think of it as practicing, you know! The feeling won’t change when you pull out momentarily, it will still feel good.” While stroking the back of the exhausted Fumiharu while teaching him. The moment he pulls out, he immediately shoots his semen on top of his mother’s stomach, the same thing, even if it’s inside or outside of his slut hole, the sensation is created in the friction of skin and skin against each other.
“I see, Mother, because this is my first time, I will worry about exactly how to braid it when I arrive at the destination of the trip, thank you, Mother ……” “Hey, Fumiji, there’s no use of condoms, right? Once upon a time, both mother and father also used condoms, mother has prepared condoms to give to you for Fumiji, and I will teach you how to use them!” “Ah! Mother is really too good to me, I was still troubled by wanting how to go about preparing such a thing, thank you ……, in that case, you can rest assured, right” Fumiharu had that distraught look just now, perhaps he was really, really worried, and I finally really think there’s no intertitle now. So what will happen to Fumiji when he and the girl go on the trip? If Fumiharu was more prepared than the girl, then Fumiharu would be even more grateful to me. Fumiharu looked at the condom with a serious expression. After that, I taught him how to use a condom.
Chapter 4
Why did Fumiji seem drained the night he returned from his trip. Was it because he was tired from the trip, or was it because he had too much sex? He just said, “I’m home,” and ran to his room at Two Jackets without saying a word. I was very worried. As a mother, I could tell what was going on by the look on a child’s face. When I gave birth to Wenzhi, I was so worried that I accepted the doctor’s advice that I could not have a second child, and that I would keep Wenzhi for the rest of my life. I immediately followed after him and entered Manji’s room. Seeing Wenji who was thinking with his body turned over and his eyes looking at the ceiling, I asked.
“What’s the matter, good strip of unpleasantness.”
Manji looked at the ceiling and said, “Hmmm!” Then lifted his chin.
“What’s going on? You can’t do it, can you? Staying in the same room, huh? Did you get rejected?”
When I pressed him like a succession of bubbles, Manji kept nodding and answering, “Yes, yes!”
A child is all that a mother has, and when a child is in pain, the mother also feels great pain. When he went on his trip, I kept guessing what Manji was doing on his trip, and invariably, a tinge of jealousy burned in my heart. I didn’t expect Fumiji to come back with disappointment at all. But what did appear in front of me was Fumiji lying there with an expression of despair, and at that moment my feelings appeared to be very complicated. There must be a way to make my son happy. So I tried to ask Fumiharu what he had done and how he had rejected it. Hey, in the end so not it “I did not expect this …… she said she already has a favorite person ……”.
“A favorite? And why did you agree to go on a trip with you?”
“Although there is someone she likes, it hasn’t reached the point of deep friendship, as if it’s her own wishful thinking.
Even so, she still likes that boy, so that means she wouldn’t make love to another boy if she didn’t like it. “
“Gee, what kind of girl is she? She’s just not what she seems! What do you think, Fumiji? Do you like that girl?”
“Yeah, I like most her! But …… but until yesterday …… it was over …… I, I …… “
Manji’s voice suddenly turned into a sob. I hurriedly hugged Fumiji’s head. Mine was shaking just as much as his huffing and puffing body was shaking. So, while stroking Fumiji’s hair, I said, “Idiot, how can a boy cry over such a small thing? Come on, show some courage ……”
At that moment, Wenji even let out a loud cry, and then leaned his whole body against mine. Expecting a happy trip but ending up with an unexpected result, Fumiji had no one else but me to comfort him. That kind of crying. It was exactly the same as when an elementary school student was bullied outside and came home to cry to his parents.
“Really, so sad is it? Well, well, cry as loud as you want, mother is by your side.”
At this time, I had a feeling of victory in my heart, and the expression on my face that appeared in the mirror must have looked like a smile. Fumiharu, who had planned to make his lover completely belong to him during the trip, was frustrated in his sexual activities, and the bitterness in his heart poured out to me.
Although I was once worried that my son would belong to that girl, now I feel happy.
“Come on, mother is here, cry as loud as you can if you want to, mother has always been a good friend to Manji!”
So I lay next to Fumiji the same night as the night before he was going on his trip.
Chapter 5
Wenji, who was close to my breasts, as he used to do when he always slept next to me, placed my left wrist under my head by himself, then unbuttoned my women’s shirt, and when the breasts were exposed, Wenji wrapped it very discreetly with both his hands while sucking on the nipple. As a baby, Manji was always driven out while sucking on the nipple, caressing the breast, and then pressing his fingertips on the breast, and his small red-leafed hands kept playing with my breasts. At this point, the senseless comfort turned into pleasure that spread throughout my entire body. While he was sucking on my nipples, I pulled the front of Manji’s jeans apart, so Manji’s entire ass was exposed as if he was peeling off his skin. His mouth didn’t leave the nipple and helped me to remove his entire denim. The result was that one side of the jeans came off, and thick body hair spread all over Manji’s thighs. (He’s not a kid anymore!) Fumiji’s physical condition brought me back to reality.
When the pants of one foot were removed, Fumiji put that foot between my thighs, and the pants pulled up by the leg had been completely rolled up to the top of my stomach. So, Fumiji quietly turned his hand that was playing with his breasts to the secret part, and then, as if scared, touched the top of my panties.
“Yes, try to make it so yourself. Mother I, ah, make it any way you like; the Manji belongs to Mother, and Mother belongs to the Manji completely.”
The fingertips invaded from the side of the panties and reached the center of the glans. There’s a sea of nectar here from the front, and it permeates the surface of the cloth, making it clear to me just how large the amount of love juice is, and as Fumiharu’s fingertip crawls back and forth in it, my suppressed voice leaks out of my mouth.
“Manji, you’re so good, yeah, have some good matchmaker fun …… clitoris is in there too, wait there until later to get into it, stir up the different parts first ……”
I was trying to teach Manji about what female pleasure is really all about, and suddenly, as he entered to reach the clitoris, I became desirous in my mind. From a distance, he took a slow encirclement-like attack before finally reaching the base. Mother had to love Fumiji’s private parts just as much. Although I inserted my finger into the seam of Fumiji’s underwear, there was no way to drag Fumiji’s gigantic penis out of the seam because it was too big. So, I put my whole finger to the tip of his penis and barely managed to bend it a little before pulling it out.
“It hurts – …… mother rule ……,” said Manji so.
“Well, will it. Ah! Well, from up there ……”
So he pulled down his underwear and the “man-root” popped out on its own.
“Getting thick and big ……”
Even if I made a circle with my forefinger and middle finger, I couldn’t completely encircle it, but even if it wasn’t this big, I still thought that Manji’s manhood was very strong and firm. I slowly rubbed my hand up and down, occasionally my fingernails would lightly touch the tip of the “man-root”. At the same time, I quietly glanced at the inside of the “manhood”.
“O mother, mother ……” Manji’s confused voice Fu to my ears.
“What? Manji.”
“I don’t need any more girlfriends, it’s enough for me to stay close to my mother, who gives me everything, and I’m content with her.”
“Yes, until Wenji graduates from college and gets a job, I’m willing to be your lover, therefore, Wenji, don’t act so sad anymore, in the future, Wenji, if you become a great man, beautiful girls will come to you automatically, and then, Wenji will find the most beautiful, warm, and smartest wife. What will be mother’s attitude at that time? I will give you my heartfelt blessing!”
“Mother gets lonely, doesn’t she!”
“No, no, there will never be such a thing. Hurry up and have a grandchild, and mother will become a grandmother, watching over the child for you every day, so you won’t be lonely!”
“Excellent! Mother Rule, even so, I will serve you well for the rest of my life.”
“What?” Wanting to give an immediate rebuff, I didn’t act on it. I hadn’t even thought about the future yet. Suppose, there really was an extra Mrs. Fumiharu in the house. Sleeping in the same bed as Fumiharu, while they made giggling and cursing noises. What would I do? Suddenly thinking of such a thing, my heart whirred. But, right away ……, (It doesn’t matter, we’ll talk about it then, there’s this important thing to do now ……)
Chapter 6
My husband is no longer very important to me, even if he comes home late and goes there to get laid, I am no longer qualified to criticize him for anything, while Wenzhi has become my all, my husband also belongs to me, but Wenzhi belongs to me completely, physically and mentally. I apologized to my husband for this.
One night, my husband, who was rarely home, and Manji drank beer together: “You, you should have one or two girlfriends, right? You should have one or two girlfriends, right? As a man, if you don’t even have this much vigor, you can’t get ahead in the world.” Looking at her drunken husband, Manji said, “Yeah, I’ll pay attention, what the hell are young girls thinking these days? I’m really not sure, and I find it boring to talk to them. Might as well have some fun at home watching TV and listening to the stereo.”
“You can’t say that, you’re not having any fun at home with your mother all day.”
“There is no such thing, Mother is the best, knows me very well, and I feel very much at ease with her, Father, don’t you think so?”
The way my husband gazed at me made me feel too alarmed to calm down, and the whole atmosphere became very unpleasant.
“In that case, only the mother is the best. But this woman and that woman are two entirely different things; first, a mother is incapable of playing their role for you! She is only the one who cooks for you, who boils your bath water, who washes your clothes.
Secondly, even though we’re both women, we can’t put our mothers on the same level as them, can we? Mrs.? “
“Why not? If Fumiji says it’s okay, it’s okay, you don’t have to instill in him those unnecessary ideas, whether it’s a lover or those girls, it’s not too late to look for them when you’re out in society anyway!”
The conversation turned to strange places, which made me feel very flustered, and Manji had also drunk a lot of beer, so I was worried that he would say the wrong thing, so I quickly changed the subject.
“What are you talking about, ma’am-you don’t want him to have a girlfriend, do you? Young people have to have a place to be passionate! Look around Kabukicho, young men like Fumiharu go there to have fun, or to have sex in a room with their lover, I’m not asking Fumiharu to do the same thing, but at least have that kind of energy. ……- “
“Geez, just stop it! Don’t tell off your son in front of him for those boring games. This kind of thing, Wenzhi will think it over, don’t keep lecturing him as if he’s a child, you’re only at home occasionally, you don’t know Wenzhi’s heart at all.”
Oops! I felt relieved as I sensed another ambiguous undertone in my words, but didn’t explicitly point out that Fumiji was my lover. At that moment, the TV started broadcasting a professional boxing match, and Fumiji was interested in it, so he turned his back to his husband and watched the TV by himself.
For Fumiji, at least, he was the only father he had, so it was a pleasure to have a drink with her husband once in a while. I was reassured by the fact that my husband was trying to educate his son from a non-fatherly standpoint, which was totally unacceptable to Manji. Early the next morning, after my husband left for the office, Manji had not yet gotten up, so when I went to his room at Two Jacket to check on him, I found him still sleeping.
When he woke up, I asked him about when he commented on his conversation with his husband last night.
“My father, who doesn’t want to take responsibility for the women he sleeps with, if I bring my girlfriend to the house, he’ll say, “That’s the way it should be for men.””
“I love my mother and really feel very relieved when I’m with her!”
Fumiji replied so. However, I was worried that Fumiharu might want to have sex with me all the time, and because of me, he would become a boy who couldn’t have a girlfriend outside. A man, as my husband said, needs to be energetic, even if he is repeatedly rejected by a woman, he still needs to have the energy to keep accepting challenges, does Fumiharu only have to rely on my breasts, and just know my skin, and then live out his youth just like that?
（”I can’t, this life has to end.)
I came to Wenji’s room on the second floor of the beer with this in mind. Although I knew I was not a good mother at the moment, I never thought about losing Wenji’s life.
(What the hell is going to happen?) (I had to ask myself a question!)