My experience of what it feels like the first time


Kissed her in the mountains the night he became boyfriend and girlfriend with her.

It was also my first kiss, and although I was nervous to a considerable degree, I was outwardly calm; she, on the other hand, was visibly panicked, frozen in place, not knowing what to do.

I don’t know where the idea came from, but I slowly moved my arm around her shoulders, sliding it down her back and resting it on her tantalizing buttocks. I was a little nervous, it was only the first day, and I wasn’t sure if she’d accept it, or just brush it off… but her reaction stabilized me a little. Her whole body shuddered slightly as my palm pressed against the curve of her hip, but there was no obvious resistance.

Maybe she was too stunned to know how to react? I slowly rubbed her hip line, occasionally giving it a gentle squeeze to feel her bouncy little ass. She buried her face in my chest without saying a word, and I think if there was light, I could have seen her flushed cheeks. I, on the other hand, just felt a hot lump in my lower abdomen and my cock swelled a little in my jeans. My hands unconsciously exerted a slight force to hold her close to me, but I forgot that my hands were on her hips, and as a result, the moment my lower abdomen and her private parts came into contact with each other through the two layers of cloth, my penis stood up even bigger, my heart beat even faster, and she, I don’t know what she was thinking.

In my nervousness I let go of my hand, and she took advantage of the situation to move slightly away from my body. That night, the two of them blushed as they descended the mountain in a strange atmosphere.

Later, I became bold, every time I embraced her kissing hands are not idle, from the beginning only dare to wander in the back and buttocks, gradually began to caress her breasts through the clothes. At that time, only feel her breasts good elasticity, touch so comfortable, and every time slightly increased the power of the hand pressure, she bit her lips frowning expression is also cute. But she still seems to be a little afraid of the look, only dare not move to hold me.

Two weeks later on the weekend, I took her up to the head of the stream. That night, I hugged and kissed her as usual, and the side of my hand became more and more unruly. When my palm covered her chest, my heart suddenly beat faster, the touch was different from the past… softer…, so she hadn’t put on her underwear after the shower.

She knew I had snapped, and a blush flew across her face that was intoxicating.

I boldly put my hand inside her shirt, pressing it against her skin, and gradually moving it upwards from the small of her back. When I reached the bottom edge of her breasts, I couldn’t wait to take them in my hands, and realized that they were bigger than they looked from the outside, and that I could only cover about two-thirds of them with my hand as wide as I could, and that the softness of the direct touch was much better than the feeling of the layers of clothing that separated them! While kissing her, I rubbed my hands on her breasts. Obviously can feel her nipples began to erect, in my palm in addition to the soft, but also more hard touch, and she in the heat of the kiss, occasionally unconsciously spit out a few humming, and her body also more involuntary wriggling.

My body temperature began to rise, and my penis began to raise its head in an unwilling manner. I suddenly stripped my clothes down to my underwear and asked her, slightly impulsively, ‘Would it be okay to get naked and sleep with me?’

She froze for a moment and shook her head, ‘No good, we’ve only known each other for a short while, you… just touch me through my clothes… or like this, okay?’

Without giving up, I added, ‘It’s okay, I’ve already touched you anyway, and it’s not like I’m going to do anything to you…’

She lowered her head slightly, pushed me away from her slightly, and said in a very low voice, ‘What have you already done to me…’

I got angry and blurted out, ‘Okay, I knew it, you don’t trust me at all! Forget it, just don’t want it, what’s the big deal!

She still had her head down and didn’t say a word. I gamely turned around and buried myself in the quilt.

For ten minutes, neither of us moved, I still buried myself in the quilt, she still sat outside of it, on the other side of the bed.

Thinking about it, I was a little too much, only two weeks, it’s strange not to scare her. Rarely come out to play, or happy good, do not make the atmosphere stiff, both uncomfortable. Besides, it’s a long time coming. What’s more, the lower abdomen of that bad guy is also interested in going home to sleep.

Making up his mind, he prepared to climb out of the quilt and apologize to her. No sooner had he poked his head out of the covers than the light suddenly changed to darkness, and then he heard her climb into bed. She was the one who had turned off the light.

”I…” I had just uttered, when I heard her tiny voice, ”Are you sure you don’t want to do anything to me?” I was stumped, what did she want? ‘Are you?’ ‘Well…’ I gave a dumbfounded hmmm. Still in a small voice, she said, ‘Then… you go under the covers first…’

I obediently lay back on the bed. By the faint moonlight, I could vaguely see her figure as she was undoing the restraints on her body. T-Shirt… shorts… wow!!!! She even took off her panties! The little devil in her crotch woke up from his slumber again…

Once she was in bed and under the covers, I eagerly tried to embrace her in my arms, but she put her hand against me and whispered, ‘You promised, you can’t mess with me ooh.’

‘Well, just holding you, touching you…’

‘Mmm…’ She released her hand and I took her in my arms as soon as I could, feeling her smooth skin. The first time I embraced her body like this without any hindrance. Pressed tightly together on her chest, I could feel her body temperature rise slightly, as well as the rise and fall of her chest caused by her nervous and rapid breathing.

I slid my hands under her long thick hair and down her back from the nape of her neck, the soft and elastic feeling made my heart beat faster. When I reached her rounded buttocks, I pinched them, and she let out a cry, then said shyly, ”I hate it, don’t pinch them. She let out a cry, and instantly said shyly: ‘Hate it, don’t pinch it!

I spat out my tongue and said, ‘It’s just touching, what does it matter?’

‘You’re annoying!’ She buried her face in my chest and stopped talking.

I gently pressed my fingers against her skin, tracing it from her buttocks through her outer thighs to her inner thighs. I took a deep breath and asked myself, should I keep moving up? Or stop there, so she doesn’t think I’m getting too far ahead of myself? Exhaling the breath I was holding in my chest, I pulled my hand out and moved back to wrap my arms around her back, ‘Be a good girl and go to sleep.’ I told her.

As I told myself, as long as we’re still together, there’s no rush. Let her rest on my hand, and they fell asleep in each other’s arms…

I woke up in the middle of the night, looked at her sleeping face, and the more I looked at her, the cuter she got, and I snuck a kiss on her cheek. She gave a ‘hmmm’ and rolled over without being woken up. A thought suddenly rose in me: ‘I’ll sneak a peek, sneak a touch, as long as I don’t wake her up, it should be okay, right?’

I slowly moved off the bed, turned on the bedside lamp, moved to her side and gently pulled the covers off of her. Good, she didn’t wake up. I had just turned her around so that she was in a front-facing position, just enough for me to scrutinize her naked body, and this was the first time I had ever seen her completely naked in a lighted situation!

Her breasts belonged to the firmer type, after lying down, although the height was slightly reduced, but it did not collapse to the sides, so it still maintained its original delicate shape, while the nipples, perhaps due to the influence of the air conditioning, were obviously erect, and the skin near the areola also appeared to have a reddish halo, and many romance novels or erotic literature said that it was like a cherry that made people want to swallow it in one mouthful, which, I think, was the best depiction of this scene.

I shifted my eyes downward, skipping over the waist and going straight to the most mysterious part of her lower abdomen. Her pubic hair was slightly longer, but not by much, it happened to form a small oval on the pubic mound, I reached out with a shiver of excitement and stroked the long soft clump of pubic hair, the touch was the same as the texture of her hair, it gave a comforting sensation that was completely different from the one I felt when I stroked myself (as if it was bullshit whoops?). The feeling is completely different from the feeling you get when you touch yourself (seems like bullshit?).

Slowly spreading her legs to the sides, the whole of her private part finally appeared in front of my eyes! Perhaps it was because her legs were clasped together just now, her two pussy lips were pressed together, I swallowed hard and gently opened the doorway with my fingers. But because of the backlighting, I didn’t dare to turn on the headlight, and as a result, all I could see was darkness…

At this point, the heat rising from my lower abdomen forced me to be a bit unbearable, and with a clear mind, I thought, ‘Let’s fuck first!’ Taking off my remaining underwear and holding my long erected penis, I nervously pushed my lower body towards her slowly. In order not to wake her up, I had to brace my hands on the bed board beside her waist, and in order to attack effectively, my hips had to be supported by my waist… God, it was really tiring… but in order to achieve my goal, what’s the point of being a little bit tired?

Finally, after a long push (I feel long lah), the short moment arrived! I pushed hard! God, it hurt! Her vagina was so narrow and tight, and with no lubrication without proper foreplay, I was stuck just as I probed in, and the pain made me want to scream. Enduring the pain, I backed off slightly, ready to regroup and go again. Unexpectedly, when I looked up, I saw her two big eyes staring at me.

‘I… this… I just… I…’ For a moment, I didn’t know how to explain. She didn’t say anything, she just got up, put her clothes on, climbed back on the bed, and turned her back. Being shocked by this, my desire was all quenched, and I didn’t dare to speak, I obediently put my clothes back on and nestled on the other side of the bed, not daring to get close to her.

The next day there was no interest in playing at all, and we went back down the mountain first thing in the morning.

In the week or so that followed, although we still saw each other as usual, she always kept a small distance from me, consciously or unconsciously, and I didn’t dare to get too close to her, not even to kiss her. And the few times I tried to apologize to her, she always changed the subject when I mentioned it. And her tone of voice also seemed excessively polite, not at all like the picture of a boyfriend and girlfriend should appear.

At the weekend, she suddenly told me that she wanted to spend the night at my place. I promised her, but I was so nervous that I really didn’t know what she was thinking.

That evening, I waited for her to shower and change in front of the dormitory, ready to drive her to my room. Watching her walk out from the dormitory door, the meatballs in front of her chest were bouncing with particular abandon, obviously not wearing a bra. My little tail was restless again, and my eyes were staring straight at the elastic globes that were making wavy motions and wouldn’t let go. ‘Hey, what are you looking at?’ Her tone changed from the overly polite tone of a few days ago, and returned to her previous vivaciousness. ‘N… nothing…’ I replied flabbergasted. ”Then get going, why are you still standing here?” ”Oh… oh, okay.”

The place I live in is rented from my god-sister, an apartment-style house, about thirty-odd pings, I live alone, I only have to pay for utilities, even the rent is saved, so it can be said that I live quite comfortably. Today, it’s her first time to come to this place.

‘Wow! This place is huge, you live alone? It’s so nice!’ She said excitedly as soon as she entered. ”Oh… ah, yeah, I’m the only one here since my sister and the others live somewhere else.” ‘Well, it was fun tonight then.’ She said with a smile.

Huh? Interesting? What did she mean? She grabbed the cushions on the couch and turned on the TV, selecting channels and looking for her favorite show. I sat down a little bit away from her. I stared at her in disbelief. I didn’t notice just now that it was dark, but she was wearing a white T-Shirt with a big round neckline today, and her slightly curved nipples pushed out two small protrusions from the shirt, which was particularly attractive; underneath, she was wearing a mini-skirt, which wasn’t too short, about 20 centimeters above her knee, but because she was sitting, she pulled up the hem of the skirt, which was just enough to cover up the lower edge of her panties, which made people feel anxious; and her slippery, rounded legs were folded over each other and sent out a message of temptation. To put it simply, after receiving these stimuli, I couldn’t help but buck upwards. How wonderful it would be to have her body, to be united with her…

‘Hello!’ A loud thud appeared in my ear, pulling me back from my disoriented state. ‘What were you thinking?’ She asked, blinking her big eyes.

‘N… nothing…’ I replied sheepishly.

”Oh, there’s really nothing?” She revealed a cunning smile and said, ‘Then, what is this?’

The focus of her gaze was on the bulge in my pants.

‘That’s… it’s…’ I didn’t know what to say to that.

‘You’re thinking about the other day again, aren’t you?’ She said with a stern face. I scowled.

Alas, she’s still angry, what should I do? ”Hello” she brought her face up, ”Don’t look like that, I was angry the other day because what you promised me didn’t count… but I’m not angry anymore, or else I wouldn’t have come here.”

‘Wow…’

‘Hey, have some spirit!’ She patted my head and said, ‘I’m asking you…’

‘Ask what?’ I asked back breathlessly. Even though she said she wasn’t angry anymore, she still didn’t dare to be completely at ease. ‘You boys… don’t… all want to violate girls, do you?’

What kind of question is that? I answered cautiously, ‘Not really… not really… some people want to, some don’t, it’s about personal sexuality and who you’re dealing with, and…’

‘So…’, she interrupted, ‘you didn’t think so before?’

‘I think about it once in a while…’

‘So have you ever been with someone… that?’ She asked curiously.

‘No, I’m not! I’m still a virgin… a virgin…’

‘Oh, so,’ she went on, ‘what was the matter with you the other day, then?’

‘Me? That day it was because… your body was so tantalizing that… that’s why…’ I blushed and couldn’t continue.

‘What about today?’ She purposely puffed out her chest and smiled, ‘What about today when you don’t want to?’

My face reddened even more as I looked at the two protrusions on her chest and the cleavage I could see through the neckline, and my lower body had answered that question for me.

”Then… let’s do it, shall we?”

I almost fell out of my chair! ‘You… you… you don’t joke! It’s not funny!’ I told her in a panic.

‘Who’s kidding you?’ She beamed, ‘It was hard for me to work up the courage to say it, but you’re like this…’

‘No… not really, but you were… and now… it’s… so sudden…’ I hadn’t recovered.

‘Originally I didn’t dare to do that before I got married ah, and my mom kept telling me that I shouldn’t let boys touch me ah, that’s why I reacted that way that day. But…’ she paused for a moment and continued, ‘Ever since you started touching me through my clothes, I’ve been getting a little excited, and often when I go back to the dormitory, I find that I’m wet there…’

Her entire face reddened, and her voice trembled a bit, ”That day, you directly put your hand on my skin, I was shaking with excitement, my heart was beating so fast, and I felt that my entire body was getting hot… but because you originally promised not to mess around with people, and then you ended up sneaking up in the middle of the night and wanting to… that’s why I got angry.” That’s why I’m angry. But in the past few days, I’ve realized… that feeling… I’m getting… I’m…’

The more she said, the lower her head got, and her voice got smaller and smaller. At this point I probably knew what was going on, I put my arm around her and asked, ‘Is it that you feel a little comfortable, but your body is hot and a little uncomfortable?’ She nodded. ‘Have… you never masturbated before?’ She shook her head gently.

Standard virgins who have never even explored their own private parts, no wonder it hurt me so much to clamp down that day.

I hugged her onto my lap and stroked her back and asked, ”That’s why you’re wearing this today, to try and tempt me to treat you…isn’t it?” ”You’re bad! I’m… sorry to say it…’ Her face turned even redder. ‘Have you… decided? No regrets?’ She still lowered her head and didn’t answer.

Well, although she just said a bunch of yes and no’s, and I really doubt she knows what she’s talking about herself, but at least it’s certain that she’s not refusing my moves tonight. And I didn’t need to lie to myself, although I was initially shocked by the huge change in her attitude, at the moment I was already aroused, so let’s do it!

Turning the TV off, I led her into the bedroom and laid her down on the bed.

At her insistence, I didn’t turn on the headlight, just twisted on the bedside lamp.

As I quickly removed the clothes from my body, she was also taking hers out from under the quilt; and as I let my cock come out with its head held high, she also put her panties aside. It was obvious that she was completely naked under the covers.

The side lighting made the contours of her face look deeper.

As soon as the covers were pulled back, her skin was immediately exposed to the halo of yellow light, one hand covering her breasts and the other lightly covering her bottom.

I climbed into bed and lay on my side beside her, not waiting long for my lips to kiss her face.

With a French kiss, I pulled her hands away from her breasts and began to fondle them. There was no technique to the caresses, and the only thing I did was to pinch her nipples with my index finger and thumb and gently pull and twist them, or rub them with the palm of my hand over the breasts.

But even though it was such an awkward maneuver, it still triggered a physiological reaction in her: the force of her sucking on my tongue intensified, she began to emit nasally gasps, her slightly closed eyelids began to flutter uncontrollably, her body began to burn, and her legs curled up slightly and clenched…

I let go of my grip on her hand to stroke her long hair as her forehead and hair began to sweat.

I removed my hand, which was fondly attached to her breasts, and moved toward her lower abdomen, skimming over the soft pubic hair as I applied force to my fingers, forcing a crack in her tightly closed legs so that my hand could slide in.

It didn’t take much mental exploration to feel the wetness just as her hand slipped between her thighs, and to feel the lips of her pussy open slightly, vaguely touching the entrance to her vagina.

Letting the two pressed hot lips part, I took a deep breath and asked her in an uncertain tone, ‘I… want to stick it in… is that okay?’

She nodded slightly.

I rolled over on top of her and spread her legs apart, moving my stiff crotch to align the mysterious entrance to female flesh.

When my glans came into contact with the hot wetness of my vaginal opening, I suddenly paused, a little hesitant, but the fire of lust burning inside me didn’t let me be α detached and pushed my body forward.

Having only just made substantial contact, there was another pain like that sneak attack, and I could feel that something was pressing and blocking my entry.

Stealing a look up at her, he realized that she was frowning, biting her lip, and her hands were gripping the sheets so tightly that it was obvious she was suffering from pain as well.

Well, it happened sooner or later anyway…

I gritted my teeth and let my lower body push further. That pain didn’t last long, after feeling the glans break through the hymen at the opening of my vagina, the oppressive pain disappeared, followed by a feeling of warmth surrounding me, my penis felt soft and comfortable, and although it still felt like lining up the muscle tissue to advance, it no longer felt painful.

I slowly pushed down until both of my sexes were completely airtight before stopping, letting out the breath I was holding and relaxing my entire body.

I got on top of her and asked in her ear, ‘Does it hurt?’

She opened her eyes and glared at me for a moment and said, ‘Nonsense! Of course it hurts! It’s my first time yeah…’

‘Oooh… sorry about that…’ I said a little innocently, but then whirled around and asked her, ‘Can I… twitch a little?’

She whispered, ‘Uh… but be gentle… I’m afraid it’ll hurt…’

‘Hmm…’

I held her shoulders and began to pump my lower body, slowly and gently…

But… to my shame, within 10 strokes, I hadn’t even felt a thing before I came…

‘How come it’s so fast? It doesn’t feel like anything at all… it’s not fun at all…’ I said resignedly to myself.

‘What’s wrong?’ She asked, noticing the pause in my movements.

‘I… ejaculated inside…’

‘Huh?’ She was a little stunned, as if she didn’t even know what was happening yet.

‘It’s over la…’ I said with a red face and a bit of gamble.

‘Oh…’ she said, ‘It doesn’t feel like much say… it just hurts…’

‘……’ I didn’t say anything.

‘How about cleaning up?’ She asked.

‘Hmm…’

I clumsily pulled my cock out and grabbed the Kleenex to help clean up the mess for myself as well as her.

‘Gently! Stupid… it hurts…’ she screamed out.

‘Wow…’

I froze as I looked at the few blood stains on the paper behind the wipe.

Her first time, and my first time, just ended. Something I’d been looking forward to for so long, and it just ended in an instant, with no feeling at all.

‘Nothing real, no fun at all…’ I thought to myself.

After the shower she climbed into bed with the scent of shower gel.

‘Hey… it’s not fun at all except for the pain,, and now I’m still swollen and sore there… let’s not do it anymore from now on, okay?’ She said.

‘Wow, well…’ I didn’t comment.

Turned off the light and embraced her to sleep.

At the time, we had no idea that our sex life would be so wildly varied and different than it was at that moment…

Also… to this day I still don’t know why her attitude changed…