Little John’s Erotic Diary is a collection of bits and pieces from my love story over the past few years. In these young years, to have such a lovely innocent, pure and gentle girl to accompany, honestly, should be satisfied. Although the years go by like a shuttle, time flows, things are different, but when that sentiment is still deeply sealed in my heart, in this season of longing, I put my diary belongs to our intimate record excerpts a small part of it, in order to commemorate one of my favorite girl, the first romantic feelings of this life.
This is Volume 11, and I have to reorganize the previous parts, so I’ll roll it out in a few days. Feel free to write me if you have any ideas.
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《05-23》
Xuan came. Xuan wrote: “When I think of what you said, “A hundred years of cultivation makes me sleep together”, I feel very deeply. I want to be with you forever and ever, okay? We started to cultivate our relationship a long time ago, probably in the Jurassic era! That’s why we have to lie through a lot of pillows.”
She’s smart and cute, and it shows!
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《06-01》
Make an appointment with Kayo and come to my place tomorrow. Can you spend the night at my place? The code word is “bring dumplings”.
So I asked my sister to call and tell her, “Remember to bring rice dumplings tomorrow!”
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《06-02》
Xuan came about ten o’clock in the morning. Came and sat, at the desk, and chatted. Showed her the letter.
In the afternoon, we watched the video “The Devil Emperor” with Xuan and Sis.
Less rested, Xuan reads at the table.
After I woke up, I went out and bought coconut and lover’s fruit ice.
Back, showering, and lingering with Kayo. -crouches over her and embraces her in a kiss, reaching out to tease her. I cover the door to my room. Fresh from the shower, I felt fresh, and it also made Kayo feel clean and soothed. She removed her chaps and simply took them off, and I relished the intimate, direct contact. She said I would be more comfortable with the quilt cushion. Licking and kissing the little lips, the wetness was between us. I said did the tongue get in there? She said try it. So sticking her tongue in, she said she felt it, it just felt short and seemed too much. I said I could use my hand or …… but with a small condom. She seemed to think that using the hand is not quite enough, said that you can only go in a little bit, but she also asked, “But you can really only go in a little bit?” I said it should be fine. She was afraid that I would not be able to resist, so …… this will be said later.
I used the index middle two fingers gently clamped her there, gently clamping rubbing, rhythm, she said very comfortable …… once ate the hair, all feel funny, I kissed her, said I just kissed you there! She laughed.
Then she told me to lie down and to “kiss”. She laid her head sideways on my belly, held me, and licked with her tongue. I felt warmth and wetness, and as she swirled and circled and slipped it in and out, it was even more soul-crushingly comforting. Her hair rose and fell with it, as if tickling me, a tangential tease yet! I gently stroked her head, neck and back, closed my eyes to enjoy her tenderness …… She is more and more will, feeling also rich, just like our kiss, no longer only try to suck, more gently lick kiss, kiss lips, lick tongue, in addition to more enjoyment, but also add a lot of interest.
At one point, she said she felt pain and stopped a little. When asked what kind of pain she felt, she said it was like a burning sensation, a burning sensation. Asked why. She said it was probably because the original fluid had been licked off and it would dry up, so it would feel painful. So take a short break.
The last couple of times I’ve done this have felt great, although I can’t really do it anymore at the moment, but it’s nice to have it this way.
In the evening, he and Xuan kissed for a while and embraced and slept.
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《06-03》
I laughed and asked, “You want it now, huh?”
She said, “I actually think about …… sometimes.”
I left at about ten o’clock and went to her house. Cooked noodles for lunch and returned after a short break.
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《06-04》
One should enrich oneself more so that one has more new experiences and insights to share with Kayo.
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《06-07》
I received a letter on the 5th. The letter reads, “Do we really need that in the future? It’s a bit scary! But it should be quite exciting! Can you really only go in a little bit? It’s a bit of a scene-stealer, isn’t it? (But once you go deeper, you’ll be worried and scared, it’s a contradiction! Hey …… after all, our two families are quite conservative, moderate, if ……OH! However, there are times when you do want to.”
In fact, how am I not thinking the same thing she is? She sometimes thinks about it, and so do I. It’s just that it would be better to say what to do, because it’s all about absolute safety, or else something goes wrong, and that would be really troublesome. I think, at least wait until she finished the examination, it is best to wait for her after her birthday, one to reduce the burden on the psychological, and the second is also full of eighteen, in the law without the name of abduction. This way, and then pick a safe period, with protective measures, natural and comfortable. Because I don’t want her to have any contradictions in her mind, so that she can relax; because I want this to be a sweet enjoyment for both of them.
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《06-08》
Today was our first time.
I know this is a bit ridiculous because what I said only yesterday is still fresh in front of me, and I didn’t expect the …… plot to take a sharp turn today.
But we weren’t “improvising”, and we were protected. （And I didn’t “poof.”)
But it didn’t go perfectly. It was the first time for both of us, and we didn’t know what would be the best situation. This time, we hadn’t done enough, and she was a little nervous, so she couldn’t quite relax, so she felt pain during the “thrusting”. After several attempts, the situation has slightly improved, the last section, is deeper, and she also used both hands on my waist, gently guide my in and out …… This time although still painful, but has been slightly better. Later rested.
After looking through the book and researching it, the reason is probably mainly because there wasn’t enough foreplay and she didn’t let go very loose, so that caused there to be pain. I think this will all improve in the future, and it will be more natural and better one at a time.
I think the pressure may have come from fear of that what-if thing? But she said she wouldn’t let me know if that did happen. I asked why, and she said not to aggravate me. I don’t know how else to put it. But I do know that a girl who loves me as deeply as she does, I will not fail her.
She wrote in that handwritten journal, “First time for you ……”
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《06-10》
Saturday afternoon, our second time. This time is better, I carefully tease her …… Later, she asked me to go in, she used the quilt to cushion her hips, this time to go in a lot easier and easier. When I first went in, I heard her “uh-huh ……” and asked her if it would hurt, and she said no. I was happy to hear that. I was also very happy to hear, so began to slowly stab up, holding her tightly, gradually speed up, her ears came from a whisper and our breathing, kissing, but also sticking …… later she said she wanted to change positions, took out, the whole root is very wet, feel very wonderful. She said she wanted to try to go in from the back side, but it didn’t work, so resumed in general, but this time was forgotten to pad back, stabbed for a while, she began to feel the pain pain, to the point that she had to rest. Still didn’t get to the top today. But that’s ok, I feel good to have made such progress. Then she slept for a while and woke up and whispered in my ear, “Sorry, I couldn’t get you to poof today ……” I said, “That’s okay, you can’t let your wife be sore and hurt ah… … “She hugged me.
Today, count on her being in a bit of a hurry, I was going to go back in at 3 (from 2) and she said she wanted to, I thought she was letting it loose, but it turns out she was afraid she wouldn’t have enough time, so ……
When I turned on the light, I also looked at her little hole, it is indeed quite small, think about it if she did not let her completely relaxed and excited, it is indeed bitter, so in the future to be more times to love and care for her.
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《06-11》
Asked her if it hurt or comforted her to sound like that yesterday. She said, “Both.” I said, “Oh?” She laughed and said, “It was at your request! ……”
In the evening, after seven o’clock, go to the new park to kiss, in the corner of the stone forest, the fence dry outside the sidewalk. Kissing for a while, walking back to Hennessy Road, she said, “Kissing while walking!” It was just like I thought it would be! So we walked and kissed, I touched her there and asked if she was wet, and she said, “It’s itchy!” I asked what kind of itch? She laughed and said, “It’s just as itchy as you are there …….”
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《06-12》
I just woke up and couldn’t help but be curious, so I opened a little star made from a note Kayo gave me yesterday. Yesterday I asked her what she had written and she laughed and said it was nothing. Today I saw that it contained her heartfelt words:
“Husband: I…I…I…I can’t live without you. So don’t leave me, okay? I will make it up to you in the future
(love)n n=∞”
I, for one, am touched that I am not going to leave her!
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《06-13》
I was in a bad mood early this morning. Although I wrote in yesterday’s letter, “I am not afraid, what with this province and the other.” But my heart is still not free from worry. I wrote, “In this life, I am set on you! No matter what, I will marry you!”
I thought to myself, “What kind of era is this? Why do such ideas still exist? Most of the people in the world are narrow minded, and only indulge in a kind of blind ideology and stubborn thought pattern, which is lamentable to say the least, and this is also the sadness of the times.
Xuan said, “If she’s still that curmudgeonly, I’ll cut ties with them!” I was quite touched by these words and realized that her love for me was actually that strong!
When she is twenty or more, fully adult, and legally fully autonomous, then nothing will be a problem. For with steadfast love, no one can shake us!
Kayo called in the afternoon and said there was a letter in the mail, so I went down to look at it and got it. Said Friday or tomorrow may come to my place! I want to get together and talk, “but not” prick “Oh” she wrote this is a little …… because this writing will make me think of “prick” thing, but said no, really. “But no, it’s okay, as long as I get to see it. But it’s okay, as long as I can see her and be together, it doesn’t matter if it’s “prickly” or not. But if she wants to, then …… if she doesn’t, then I won’t force her.
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《06-14》
At 9:30 or so, Xuan came in. Read some of the morning, she’s reading history, I’m looking up the words and meaning of Lincon’s “Gettysburg Address”. Eleven o’clock, made out a little. She said, “You can open the buttons!” I open a row of buttons with two buttons left open, as if in a flash. We embraced and kissed, and she guided me to bump and rub against her. Although it was all through her clothes, it was like doing it for real. She is also very satisfied with the feeling, each other tightly embraced …… to fifty percent up.
In the afternoon, after dinner, she is in the front, want to watch TV, “green river grass”, I am in the room a little rest, also do not like to watch TV, also hope that she can watch less, because it is quite a drag. I hope she will watch less because it is quite a drag. At 2:30, she came in, originally seemed to be reading a book, off my flavor it! Then she sat on the edge of the bed and lay on top of me, so she still had the book and let me tease her. I unbuttoned all the buttons, gently caressing …… She then asked me to close the door, said off to read the book, so the upper half of the empty, I gently licked and kissed the nipples, caressing, sucking, from the upper body to the legs, feet, she asked: “Today to?” I said, “Let’s see, when the time is right.” Later, she pulled down her zipper and said, “You do it ……” and removed her outer pants. Let me that against her, a burst of …… I removed the top, and later turned out the lights, leaving the bedside small light …….
A little while longer, she’s going, I’m going. Up and around. It comes back smaller, so she kisses, up, and seeing that I’m not ready, still enraptured, she says, “Wait a minute before you stab first poof oh!” So ready, padded quilt. Gently pushed into, okay, there is a little discomfort, I want her to relax, do not tense do not move can also. So gently move, she is also good, asked her how to feel, she said comfortable, asked the pain? She said no pain. So on the track, the speed of stimulation gradually faster, see her eyes closed, gasping lightly, asked her how, “so comfortable ……”, I heard also happy. And then a while, she said to turn over, but the bed is too small, or no way. So try her in the upper position, I lie down, let her put herself in, and then she began to move, up and down, our fingers cross hold, a moment I hold her hands on both breasts, or gently caress the front of the joint, her hands propped up in my lap, leaning back, this way she is free to adjust the direction ……” After a while, in switch to me on the top.
Entering, stabbing fast and slow, she also raised her waist to meet, the two people really combine the feeling. Later, the more stab more fast, volts holding her, only to hear each other gasping bursts …… “Later a little slower, she said she wanted to pee, I asked is the pressure to the? She said not like, I said maybe not urine Oh, she still questioned, but I still did not stop, she later really like can not help it, I said that you will look at the urine! She said no, she hadn’t wet the bed in a long time. I said maybe not! She still didn’t want to, and then she asked me to stop, to get up, and said it was strange, once she got up, she didn’t have that feeling anymore. I said look! It’s not peeing, maybe it’s what’s called an orgasm. Then continued. But just this pause, she was a little dry, and then in the relaxation of a little better. I stabbed, pulling out more and then in she seems to have a greater stimulation, so deliberately with my front end rubbing her front section, which is wide open like, each other feel good. Fast when she softly chirped, softly screamed: “husband ……”, I listened to the more excited …… continued to feel that in fact this really take a lot of effort it, especially the arm. Later I accelerated, she asked me if I was about to poof, I said hmm, so stabbed, a while later, holding her to shoot, she wanted me to take out, out of the full poof, sound. Ambled over to her, kissed, and took a small break. Both up, take the condom. She said, “I think I was a second away from peeing.” I said, “Oh, why didn’t you say so, or I could have waited a little longer, and then we could have been together!” She still questioned it. I said, “It was good this time, wasn’t it?” She said, “This one was just kinda…” (meaning it was done right, it was kinda complete)” and kissed.
I said, “Go take a shower,” and so together we went to take a hot shower and relax. It was quite comfortable for each other. Later in the room, she read some letters from the past, I lay down, she also played the harmonica, and then I played the guitar “Now and Forever”, she said it sounded good. She said it sounded good. A little while later, I changed clothes and went out with her to Dazhou. Today go to eat soybean flower, also shopping Watson’s, she pointed to a diet food said to have eaten, more than 1,500 yuan, there is no effect, I think it is a waste of money, it would be better to take the money to go swimming it!
Today one person took a Pizza and sampled it.
Just after 11:30, Kayo called to chat. Asked her if she had an itch. She said no. Let’s talk. Mom came down and hung up in a hurry. She called a while later.
This time, it’s kind of true.
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《06-15》
At twelve o’clock, Xuan called, at school.
I was thinking about it today, and how, the last few times, up until yesterday, it was always mentally taxing, even though we were finally able to feel good about each other. But, the whole time, careful use of condoms, always come to a lot safer than do not have to come. But sometimes when I think about it, I can’t help but feel a little worried. It is not easy to choose between love and lust.
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《06-19》
After 9:30, Xuan came.
Reading in the morning. She said she wanted a coke and chocolate, so went out to get them. She also said she wanted the little purple condoms. I searched two 7-ELEVENs and still couldn’t find them. Back, said, Kayo thinks it’s a shame, I said the other kind is the slim type, she said she didn’t want that kind, and I thought so, so I still bought the last kind.
A little after 1:30 p.m., enter, stab. By 2:40 or so. This time it was her first, and when it was my turn instead it lasted, which was weird! As a result, I had to ask my wife to help me with her hands.
When it first goes in she’s all a little sore and achy and I want her to take it easy. By the time it moves it’s fine and she’s starting to feel comfortable. It kept stinging until she said, “It looks like it’s about to come ……” and I said it’s okay to let it out. I had a big towel laid out today so she wasn’t worried about it. I just asked her afterward if she had any, and she wasn’t really sure, saying, “I think so.” I thought she smelled a little bit in there today, I think it was because it was wet in the morning?
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《06-20》
Go to Kayo’s house. Read in Kayo’s room.
I didn’t bring my little condom today, and was kind of thinking about each other a little bit. But …… had to be just that.
She said, “I would have warned you ……”
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《06-22》
Go to Xuan’s house and read in the morning.
Afternoon jab. I was quicker today, deliberately shortening it because I didn’t want to drag it out too long as I felt more insecure at her house.
In her room, the daylight was bright and okay through the blinds. It hurts a little when you first stab it, but it’s all over in a second. She is also quite wet, with a small pillow cushion, I am on the top of the stroke ……, after the poof, the two of them embrace and kiss, XuanXuan also soothing me.
We didn’t even take our shirts off today! It’s kind of like a “quickie”! I asked Suen how she felt and she said, “As long as you’re comfortable.” I asked her again, and she said it was about 60 points! Not bad at all. But there’s nothing we can do about it. It’s because we all have a lot of psychological burdens. On the other hand, I can do it at my place without any worries, and Kayo said that even if someone comes back, she can still pretend to be asleep at my place, but not at her place. That’s true. I’ll make it up to her next time! (She asked me if it was comfortable when I had to poof. I said yes! Asked her that too. She said it was like a glass of water about to fill up, but last time it didn’t seem to fill up because it seemed to slow down again. I said you have to tell me! What did she say? You can ask me to continue! She said, “Don’t stop ……” and smiled, I said yes! I said yes! That’s the way it is! She laughed, “I can’t believe I have to say this kind of thing ……” I said it’s only in the room to say this kind of thing.
Lay down and rest for a while.
Same out at 3:30, to the grocery store, and back.
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《06-23》
Xuan’s afternoon call said, “Prick ……”, I said, “You want to ah ……?” She said, “There is no way to stab now.” I asked why, is that coming? She said yes.
It’s actually okay the way it is, because it’s reassuring to know that there’s no harm in not stabbing. Told to take care of herself. Asked her if she was thinking about it, she smiled and didn’t say anything, only to say yes later. I said that some books mention that you will be more tempted when you are on your period, she was a bit surprised and laughed and said, “Really ……”, as if she was embarrassed.