I have to declare that I have been separated from my wife for a week, originally I chose to forgive her, but I really can’t bear the inner torment, every time I see her, my heart aches, the counselor suggested that I record my emotions and thoughts in writing as a kind of self-diagnosis, to see if I can forgive my wife and forgive myself.
Our six years of marriage have been pleasant and carefree, and although life’s frictions have been inevitable, we have always gotten along admirably, and especially after having children, the happiness has increased several times over.
Wife because the relationship is still working, appearance and figure are well maintained, maintain good, in this international public relations company she is an assistant manager, an OL, underneath a lot of little brothers have love for her, but as a good wife and mother, she is very decisive every time to send off those flies, so that the subordinates of each heart itchy.
The company also often needs to send her to many countries for meetings, so she has to go abroad several times a year, usually for a week at a time, and I also give her a lot of space for her work needs, and do not want to affect her pursuit of a sense of fulfillment or sense of existence within herself.
Two months ago, she returned from a business trip to Thailand, the whole person has become sullen, often sitting on the bed in a trance, even I make her laugh she did not care, I began to worry about whether she had encountered something on that trip, I guess whether it is encountered violence or even rape and other tragic things, because since she came back to she refused to have fun with me in bed a number of times. I’ve built up my mental state that I’m my wife even if I’m bullied in any way, and I’ll be there for her through it all, so I’m trying to communicate with her in the hope that she’ll let some of this out or not, so that the mental pressure and even guilt won’t be so heavy.
After several days of careful companionship, she finally opened her mouth to tell me about that incident, I heard the instant thunderbolt, and not as I guessed, things are much more complicated, a moment I was very difficult to accept, I spent three days before I had the courage to force the whole process out of her mouth.
The following is approximately what she describes.
2. Missions
It was a five-day trip, the first three days she had successfully completed the things related to contacting clients for meetings, and two more free days, she had been abroad too many times and was used to being independent, so she just went to the island she had visited before to enjoy the beauty of the South Seas.
That afternoon she was lying on a beach chair by herself, a large umbrella just covering the hot sun above her head, the cool sea breeze brushing over her delicate skin, the bikini on her body unable to have any warmth, only enough to cover those important three points.
She was reading a foreign language magazine and enjoying the mixer that the barman had just handed her in a nice way.
That said, the bartender was the star of the tour and a major contributor to our marriage hitting the rocks.
Generally speaking, my wife would not have any improper thoughts about anyone, but the youthfulness emanating from the waiter could indeed make many girls feel touched. The waiter had a tanned complexion, a fit body and a pair of electric eyes, and was only wearing a pair of swim trunks and carrying a tray of drinks for the guests. He and my wife’s appearance can be said to be a world of difference, my wife has fair skin, how the sun does not tan, 164 centimeters tall so that she has a pair of well-proportioned legs, wearing a bikini, such as the baby skin like breasts let the men look at is drooping three feet.
The waiter, let’s call him Blackie (male and female dogs), approached his wife to serve her a second alcoholic beverage, and struck up a conversation with her in a somewhat flirtatious manner, asking her if she was traveling alone, if she wasn’t cold, and how beautiful you are, among other things. Perhaps because of the alcohol, or because of Blackie’s youthful physique and charisma, his wife was very comfortable talking to him, and they had a great conversation, and for more than an hour they spent most of the time talking, and teasing and praising each other, both intentionally and unintentionally.
Look at his wife gradually no longer have a guarded heart, Blackie invited his wife that night with his group of local people with a barbecue on the beach, carnival, because they are a lot of people on the beach, but also from the wife of the hotel is very close to the wife, the wife felt that with the enthusiasm of the local residents to enjoy a little bit of fun and may not be, and agreed to Blackie’s invitation, with a fair-skinned wife to join the Blackie is also very happy.
3. Invitations
The sun was setting, the breeze was blowing, the sea was full of moonlit waves, my wife was draped in a piece of local style salon, wearing a low-cut cutie and very short beach pants underneath, with sandals once again revealing her elegant legs and delicate insteps as she walked easily towards the lively aboriginal party.
When she walked not far from the campfire, Blackie saw her and tapped his friends to alert them to the arrival of this Taiwanese lady, each of them greeted her warmly when they saw their wives and sized up her pretty figure and face.
Throughout the night, Blackie did his best to take his wife around to exchange pleasantries and make new friends, and the new local friends were also very welcoming, treating his wife to food and drinks, so that she could experience the hospitality and friendliness of the locals.
A few hours later, the moon shone high, the wife has been many cups of yellow soup down, anyway, the wife is not bad, so the invitation to drink, but after all, also drank for a few hours, has a little bit drunk, in this atmosphere with everyone farting, laughing is more relaxed. I do not know is very late some people left or small black deliberately arranged, the wife found around the people have become less, she is not in the original campfire near, she and small black two people have been unknowingly walked to the less crowded place, the noise is a little less, the sound of the sea waves hitting the beach is more clear.
In a burst of laughter, Xiao Hei took his wife’s hand and led her forward to continue walking, the wife claimed that she was already drunk before she obeyed Xiao Hei’s wishes to be taken away by him, but I think that she actually had a crush on Xiao Hei from a long time ago, and that’s why she chatted with him and agreed to participate in their party with him, and that she had praised the young man’s flesh and innocence on more than one occasion when she was in Taiwan.
With her head bowed, her wife was being led by Blackie as she strolled along the beach, long since long out of the confines of her own hotel, but still enjoying being adored by a young teenager from a different part of the world, her heart pounding wildly, her delicate but fiery body walking along the cool fine sand, and as you can imagine, her pussy lips were already stained with lascivious water.
Blackie suddenly stopped under a tree, saw no one around, then turned around and stared at his wife, who looked at him mistily, their lips simultaneously forward and started kissing furiously, at this time, his wife no longer regarded herself as a married woman, a big sister, and this exotic young man kissed passionately, their tongues stained with each other’s saliva, and constantly explored each other’s mouth.
Xiao Hei easily threw his wife’s salon away, his hands pinched his wife’s buttocks back, but his tongue moved to his wife’s cheeks and neck kissing, this kissing his wife’s pre-marriage, youthful debauchery is once again repeating itself. Her body parts are constantly being groped by Blackie, and her breasts, which have only been touched by me since marriage, are also being ravaged by Blackie as playthings.
Because it has reached the darker part of the beach, only the distant lights and moonlight illuminated, in order to get a glimpse of his wife’s white, soft and fine skin, Xiao Hei will be his wife’s little cute both sides of the shoulder straps at the same time to set aside, and will be pulling down the bra together, his wife’s beautiful peaks popped out, the two erect nipples in front of Xiao Hei.
Blackie held his wife’s tits and sucked on them like a baby, and she sucked and squeezed them like a slut on a beach with a stranger grabbing her breasts. And his wife’s hands were restlessly searching for Blackie’s rod, stroking the hardened flesh from the outer layer of his shorts.
Xiao Hei is also eager to let go of his wife’s breasts, stand up and take off his own shorts, his wife was shocked to realize that Xiao Hei is not wearing underwear. But the wife also very obedient squat down to hold the penis of Blackie, in this deserted beach to help Blackie oral sex.
Assuming Blackie’s friends were still wandering around, they would have been able to behold the sight of a fair-skinned, shapely but topless woman squatting on the sand and sucking the cock of a local Aboriginal, young man, with his tanned rod going in and out of his wife’s mouth, letting Blackie stroke her hair, cheeks and neck.
The wife served Blackie very hard, making Blackie taste the charm of his wife’s mouth, and the first sperm from this exotic man’s glans flowed into his wife’s little mouth.
Perhaps his wife’s skill was too much for Blackie to bear any longer, Blackie spread the previous salon on the sand, and very neatly pulled down his wife’s pants, his entire body was stripped bare, leaving only a small handful of hairs to cover his private parts.
Blackie looked even more red-eyed, pushed his wife down on the salon, his wife’s legs open, his fingers directly into his wife’s body, because the plot was too exciting to be a stranger with his hand in his lower body, his wife’s whole body trembled and screamed out directly. Looking at his wife’s enjoyment, Xiao Hei was even more out of his mind and wildly inserted his wife, and her wife didn’t remember and wasn’t clear about how many fingers Xiao Hei had put in, she only felt that her vagina was being propped open and felt some slight pain.
Just as his wife was about to have an orgasm, Blackie withdrew his hand and had his black, thick rod put into his wife’s screaming mouth, the hot rod made her mouth quite satisfied, and she could feel the shape of this strange cock in her mouth, and she kept stimulating the big glans with her tongue.
After a few strokes, Blackie’s cock seemed to swell even more, he pulled out and pulled his wife’s legs apart again, and smoothly inserted it into her long awaited pussy. My wife said that it had been a long time since she had felt an orgasm at that moment of penetration, and her cries of lust multiplied, so that the people who were playing in the distance should have heard the sounds of this slut being fucked.
My wife had forgotten that I was her husband, and that she still had her wedding ring on her finger, and she was enjoying the beach, the other guy’s cock in her pussy, and Blackie’s big hands on her body.
They changed positions on the beach, Blacky was on top of his wife trying out the pleasure a whore gives him, sex without any responsibilities is the best sex. His cock never left my wife’s vagina during the change of positions, he fucked my wife while using his hands and mouth to taste the sweetness of this oriental beauty.
Finally Blackie rolled his wife over so that she was lying on the beach like a dog, and Blackie pounded away, hitting the head of his wife’s uterus with each stroke, and with each friction, she hissed and screamed like a cat in heat, and the sound of her lewd cries eventually attracted some attention, and some people began to slowly advance toward them from a distance.
Blackie reminded his wife that someone was coming towards them, yet he fucked her harder, faster and more violently one time than the other, Blackie seemed to be making a final push, and his wife continued to scream despite it all, with a lustful cry from his wife, Blackie shot his white semen into her womb, continuing to pump in and out of his wife’s hole, with every drop landing in the deepest part of her vagina.
By now three or four guys were not far away, and they had seen Blackie’s orgasm-like action, cumming into the totally naked chick’s body. The wife was in her most erotic position, her ass sticking up for the aborigine to penetrate, and with her breasts and nipples in full view, she didn’t care if the cum was still flowing, she hurriedly grabbed her cutie to cover her breasts and slumped down on the salon, but it still drew cheers and hand whistles.
According to his wife’s account, that night Blackie went back to the hotel with her, and that night and the next day was fucked by Blackie several times, all by internal ejaculation, and left the area the next day in the afternoon, and his wife rushed to the pharmacy to buy the morning-after pill in case she was pregnant with Blackie’s seed.
I knew there was no way I could forgive my wife, yet her behavior made me feel angry and aroused, and I still had to leave her for the time being, until the day I forgave, and perhaps I was able to experience that day’s feelings of Blackie’s, and my wife’s body, again.