After more than a month of love and lovemaking, he went to work and I felt like I was back to my pre-wedding days, still working and living alone, saying the same things every day, repeating the same things, and not being close to my girlfriends anymore.
I always feel that I got married than they are mature, shopping can not be found in the past in the crazy time when the ease and happiness, some of the unit a little colorful boys do not surround me around, go to those and I am the same age of the girlfriends of the close friends to courtship, some colleagues with a family began to play some jokes with me after marriage can only be opened. Was I really getting old? I’m the same age as them, I just got married before them, how come it started to make a difference.
Then I realized that marriage did not make me older, but it made me something more I can’t tell you, maybe from a young girl to a young woman, just like in the fairy tale, I have changed from a human girl to a human wife, I am a young woman now, I am going to be a mature and pretty pretty young woman.
Every night in addition to the Internet seems to have nothing to do, but the Internet also seems to be very boring, I began to indulge in the network, I like to chat with the kind of a little colorful mature men, I’m not afraid of him to say the kind of lingering lies, but also do not mind him to say those blushing heartbeat of the words of love, I’m not a little girl, I’m a young woman, I will not believe. But I have a principle that is not to meet.
I think there are a lot of benefits to not seeing each other, it at least makes me feel safer and fills me with imaginations of what the person on the other side of the computer looks like? What is he like on the other side of the computer? Learned, funny, handsome? I would think of him in a very good direction, he must be a mature man who has learned from all the best ……
Imagination makes me and a man close, he is 2 hours away from my city by car, many times want to do everything to see me, I do not allow. Until one night I surfed the Internet, he greeted me as usual and said he wanted to see me, I thought he was out of town, and casually said, “Well, you say where to meet, as long as you come.” He said in the pedestrian street to meet.
I agreed, “Yeah, fly over.” Then his avatar went black. I laughed in my heart, another boring man, then surfed the Internet nonsense …… his avatar lit up again, said to me that he to the pedestrian street, the first time to come here, looking for a long time, but he will wait for me, until I come. I was shocked, kidding, aren’t you on your side?
He laughed very high and mighty, can’t I come? Look at my IP address, I would come any distance just to see you. I felt him smug on this side of the computer.
“Why don’t you dare to come? Afraid I’ll eat you?”
I was happy to face his provocation, this is the 2nd man besides my husband who is willing to visit me from afar, I am not afraid of him, I am confident in myself.
“Are you afraid I’ll have a one-night stand with you? Are you afraid that you won’t be able to stop yourself from seeing me,” I tapped out a quick paragraph in the face of his nonchalant teasing, “I’m afraid, I haven’t been afraid of anyone yet ……”
“Come out then, I shudder to think what you look like, if you’re a dinosaur I’ll be gone in a minute ……”
“Bad man, horny man,” I knocked a series of righteous words over ……
“Come on then, I’ll be waiting for you at the Nike store on Walking Street, I’ll wait until you get here, I’m sure after talking for so long you’ll consider me a friend ……”
“I waited a long time before I replied, “Guess if I’m coming. And then I went offline.”
Shutting down my computer, I thought for a moment, just go, what am I afraid of in my place. I changed a piece of self-feeling is not bad clothes, and with lipstick eyeshadow lightly powdered a bit on the way out. From the NIKE store is very close, I feel that I do not see people, I entered the store, pretending to look at the hat, quietly survey the people around, as if it is not in, I was relieved, but a little disappointed, maybe he is lying to me, did not come at all. I looked around once more …… Finally I saw him ……
I walked with him silently for a while, he asked me when my husband would be back, I said I didn’t know, he then said could he go to my house to sit for a while, I said no, he smiled again and asked me, where to then, what to do? You can’t leave me alone on the street. I sighed and thought to myself, it’s not good to keep walking on the street like this, but I don’t know where to go.
“Why don’t we get a room,” he said with another bad smile.
I was shocked, “No, not going to a room.”
He laughed even more indulgently, “What are you afraid of, I’m getting a room because I’m going to sleep, it’s not like I’m asking you to go, I can’t sleep on the street, go, lead the way.”
I came to a hotel with him in a state of anxiety, and I told him you’re here, I’m going home. He said he wanted me to wait for him for a while, I said no, he insisted that just a while, I said that okay, but I’ll wait for you outside the lobby. I thought outside the lobby, he is not bad, is a quite mature and humorous man, I gradually have a little good feeling about him, and not too guarded against him. I was thinking he came out and said he wanted to go to the late-night snacks, asked me to accompany him, I agreed, but I was afraid of acquaintances to see, so I took him to a place farther away from home to eat late-night snacks feel less likely to have acquaintances.
A night we talked a lot, I feel that he is funny, smart, a lot of words I have not finished he knows what I have to say, and he especially appreciated me, my husband and I are not together is also very sympathetic, I gradually feel that he is good, do not know our distance closer, I am not the kind of traditional women, the kind of men and men are uncomfortable talking to the woman.
He asked me to one-night stand extramarital sex how to see, I told him I think as long as the 2 people like, have a feeling, that is a kind of freedom. I myself am very surprised that I will answer this way, did not even think that that happens after how to face their husbands or wives. Maybe people sometimes is a kind of emotional animal, especially women, sometimes will not be rational control, easy to impulse, I think that night I am this kind of women.
The night was a little late, he asked me to go to his place to sit down, and said that he would leave tomorrow, and wanted to talk more, I drank a little bit of wine, but very sober, I know that may happen, but I found a lot of fun with him this night, my husband and I have not been with me for a long time, his tenderness and patience with me so that I have found a kind of long-lost tenderness, I don’t want to spoil the atmosphere, I just think that this man is very good, and at the same time I have a long-lost urge to hold me until dawn. I don’t want to spoil the atmosphere, I just feel that this man is very good, at the same time, I also have a long-lost impulse in my heart, I want to have someone to hold me until dawn.
Maybe it was the inner turmoil, maybe it was the alcohol, I went with him to ……
After the shower, he gently hugged me, his hands roamed over my body, his lips kissed my lips, I turned my head away, I didn’t want to kiss a man other than my husband, he respected me, slowly and gently placed me on the bed, his hands gently explored my body, his warm lips held my little bud, I softly screamed, I could feel his sharp breathing, his sharp and hot breath stabbed at me, making me feel very comfortable.
He was very experienced and quickly found my excitement, as soon as he stimulated my little bud I couldn’t hold it in, he saw my weakness and unleashed even more aggressively into my weakness, God’s work, he attacked my nipples obsessively, as if he knew that by taking her he would take me, and I would disarm and surrender to him in full openness, and his fingers attacked in full force underneath me.
My voice is getting louder and louder, at first I was afraid that someone would hear me, and I suppressed myself not to scream out too loudly, but I felt that my chest was very stuffy, my breathing was not smooth, I had to scream out loud to breathe smoothly, so I screamed out loud, my chest was rubbed by him, and my nipples were sucked by him, and slowly my legs were getting bigger and bigger, and I felt that there was a good emptiness down there, and I screamed out loud, and I forgot about the idea of not kissing any man other than my husband. idea of not kissing a man other than my husband, and took the initiative to kiss him.
He climbed up and faced me down there, lying on top of me, stirring with his tongue underneath me, I felt him pressing down on me so heavily that I couldn’t breathe, he patiently kissed me down there, and I had a very comfortable feeling, I screamed loudly and loudly, feeling that one of his hard things poking me in the face, and just as I was forgetting to scream, that thing of his suddenly inserted itself into my mouth, and I closed my eyes and held it, sucking and licking lightly, completely forgetting myself, losing myself ……
“Comfortable?” He asked me, he climbed over and sat up, leaned over the bed and asked me to blow him, I was a little embarrassed and he said, “That’s okay, look how comfortable I just made you, now it’s your turn to serve me.” After saying that, he leaned over the bed and waited for me.
I looked at his erect thing, bulging with a bruise, veins and veins visible, still shiny and stained with some of my saliva.
“Look, it’s saluting you,” he said to me jokingly.
“Hmph, aren’t you ashamed, it’s running,” I teased him sluttishly as well.
I picked up his thing and wiped my hand on the exit of it, applying it to his leg, see, it was dripping out, I continued to tease him, and when I was done I took it into my mouth, nibbling gently with my teeth, wrapping my tongue around it and licking it gently. He moaned in pleasure and asked me to suck harder. I blew harder, feeling his dick grow bigger and harder in my mouth.
“You’re running water,” I spit out, teasing it.
“Don’t you dare laugh at me, little baby,” he said as he grabbed me and pressed my head towards his dick.
I took it into my mouth again, and it felt as if a little bit of liquid was running through my mouth, a salty, astringent flavor.
I blew more vigorously and more attentively, some gasps came out of my mouth from time to time, my eyes squinted and stimulated him, he couldn’t hold back any longer, he ferociously pounced on me, pressed me underneath, split my legs, and roughly plunged in, and I screamed loudly to express my pleasure, I did my best to spread my legs and greeted him with one violent thrust, and I was not at all disgusted by his roughness, and I didn’t feel the Pain, in the moaning, I feel like floating in the sea, in the surging waves slowly drifting towards the depths of the sea ……
When I was done, I lay on his chest, a little regretful, but also a little happy, he gently sniffed my hair, his fingers kept playing with my little buds, and I warmed up to him. I asked him if you would come again, and he told me I would. I told him you were hurting me, and he asked me where it hurt.
I was too embarrassed to say anything, so he lit a cigarette and had that bad grin again, “Did it hurt your breasts, I like women like you, young women who are only married, I like your nipples, they’re a little big, they feel good when you pinch them, they aren’t big but they’re good, just enough to hold with one hand, everything is under control.”
Said also did a hand grabbing breast action, and put my nipple in the mouth to suck up, the night we did 2 times, there is a man on top of a woman, there is a woman on top of a man, there is also me lying on his back, he came in from the back of the kind of position, but I did not have the first time that kind of feeling, the first time I was really orgasmic, the latter of the few times, it is more of a vent, and I passive acceptance, there is no longer the first time the passion! The first time, I really had an orgasm.
After I was done, looking at his satisfied look, I lay on his chest and closed my eyes, I don’t know why, but I suddenly remembered my husband and felt sorry for him, and a little bit like crying again.
Woke up in the morning, he was not awake, I look at the time almost 8 o’clock, and quickly woke him up, he saw my body, and want, and pressed on my body to kiss me ……
Until 9 o’clock, we got out of bed, I sent him to the train station, watching him go home, the train departed, he was very reluctant to leave me, I also a little reluctant to leave him, but also a kind of want him to hurry up to go the feeling, watching his far away, I was thinking: this man and I count what? He got my body, what about me? What did I get?